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Idk if I'm gonna be able to articulate this on the fly like first thing in the morning, but. I think my ENTIRE body of work is This: Examining how family ties, bonds or lack thereof, the good and bad AND ugly, seep into every facet of who we are and how we come to interact with others. How sometimes, a family tie (or again, a Lack of one), will sometimes bleed into how you act and treat specific people. Will bleed into how you CONNECT with those people (or, will be the very reason you fail to do so).
HOWEVER. HOWEVER. THERE IS A DELICATE LINE. A BALANCING ACT. You CANNOT just simply attribute fanon flavored ideas of found family to such characters. That's too simple, and sometimes, is a complete disservice to the specific character you're working with. I am once again bringing up Chilchuck. YES, him being a dad Absolutely seeps into how he treats his party. But if you call him the party's dad, you're Insane. Do you know ANYTHING ABOUT THAT MAN???? He would prefer you didn't. But I digress. He strikes a fascinating balance, between having The Qualities and ESPECIALLY expressing his care for his party in a Really Specific divorced (separated.) father of three fashion, but that does Not make him a "dad friend". He's a professional. He's on business. He's going home at the end of the day, and at the end of this adventure he's thinking of setting up a shop. I wanted to keep this more vague and broad but like. The Chilchuck example REALLY DOES perfectly articulate What I'm trying to get at, here. He's the perfect encapsulation of How his family shapes him, how that bleeds into his relationships with others, vs Who he is as a person.
How we were raised, our family ties, whether you adhere to it or you've fallen FAR from the tree -- you still fell from that stupid fucking tree. It's in your blood. Literally. It gave you shape, whether you liked it or not. And sometimes some things just set off weird domino effects, that also affect us irrevocably forever.
WHICH IS. TO SAY. I have no fucking idea what I'm talking about. I'm always trying to figure that out. Found family is/can be real, you're not strictly bound by blood if you don't wanna be. BUT. The bullshit I'm constantly on, is trying to figure out how to balance all that without slotting everyone into reductive roles. I'm gay and I seek to destroy the nuclear family. Not attempt to recreate nuclear family 2.0. You CAN reconstruct What Family Is/Means from the ground up, but you have to accept that things are going to get Weird. Because you're Queer. You are fundamentally incompatible with the status quo and normalcy, the solution is NOT assimilation and palatability, the solution is to just. Get weirder. And be fluent in canon. Okay. I love you
#my notes#why am i becoming chilchuck's spokesperson. chilchuck defender.#well i can fucking tell you! it's because my dad is a divorced father of FIVE. with a drinking problem so bad#that if he didn't quit it would have killed him. and guess what! i can tell you a few things about alfonse.#the way alfonse strives to be just like gustav. idealizing him ect ect. and the way i just wanna grab him by the shoulders#and SHAKE HIM. SHAKE HIM. SHAKE HIM. snap him out of repeating the cycles by the power of friendship and gay sex#it SUCKS ASS TO SAY IT IN THE SAME BREATH. I HATE THIS AS MUCH AS YOU DO.#but if you (my own brother) are gonna end up Just Like Your Father could you at least go all the way. get divorced. for the love of god#get divorced. oh my god okay oversharing hour but the WAY. THE WAY. dad once told me#[my brother's now ex wife far as i know thank god it finally happened bu my god it took WAY too long]#but the way my dad told me once [my brother's ex wife] reminded him a bit of his second wife.#oh my god i didn't even tell you the famous dad lore. he's been divorced three times. he is THE EPIC DIVORCE MAN.#like when i look at chilchuck i go. i know this man personally. i live with him.#alfonse's case is. really. really way more complicated. like what i just said#truly is only the tip of the iceberg WHILE ALSO. SIMULTANEOUSLY. only being One Single Facet. to what he is to me.#BUT ALSO. CONSIDER. the Parallels i'm setting up between alfonse w gustav VS. moe and its mother.#okay i will not say more bc i'll talk forever. final piece i really want to throw out there is though#do you think anna's situation w her family business being The Basis of how she connects w others#do you think the WAY she and all the other annas were Raised is like. comparable to religion actually?#and ESP like. i don't know if there's any hard and fast rules or anything but she and all her sisters ARE.#PRESUMABLY. RAISED A V SPECIFIC WAY. to be highly competitive cut-throat merchants.#what does this mean for COMMANDER anna. one of (if not ONLY?) instance of an anna who fell outside of that.#also is it agab dependant? could you be amab and then later on become an anna if that's what#oh my god i'm thinking of that ratatouille post. accepting of your gender identity but NOT of your Life Choice to be a chef.#is it. exactly like that. and if you're afab and end up being trans do you just fall to the wayside?#like the point is NOT to inject transphobia in here. the point is to ask Okay HOW THE HELL DOES ANY OF THIS WORK???????#bc the Implications go INSANE. and also the point is to ask what is the funniest answer possible to any of the questions#I'M HERE TO HAVE FUN. AND BE INSANE.#like final clarification i only say religion bc that's what i'm familiar with (specifically christainity)#but maybe it's more apt -- a different flavor of traditional family culture that has strict gender roles.
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I dont agree that crime and punishment could never be perfectly adapted but as I always say. German expressionism or animation. There is no other choice im sorry.
#floyd.txt#2007 and 1970 still top as my favorites so far that are like Actual book adaptions#but nina had a good idea doing a little live action a little animation#We can bring back expressionism for this. PLEASE!#in the past i really never gave a fuck about adaptions but im silly about this one and also when reading it felt so german expressionist#1923 was pretty good but yknow. limitations of the time.#actually try 2007 again but without the godawful computer graphic effects and give it an extra episode#I say this like its rampant but it really made the murder scene comedic more than anything. DONT! SHOW! THE MURDER! and also the end scene#I CANT HELP BUT LAUGH SO HARD AT IT WHERE THE HELL ARE THEY. YOURE BRINGING THIS OUT NOW?#but anyways. Im for serious. Maybe one day ill do somethinggg sillyyyy#i love book and also animation itd really do so good in the perfect style. theres so many good ones forit.#OH! Hello to all... I dont know why i think on this so much...#Really im just moping about the upcoming one. what the hell is every single choice. WHO. IS. TEN.#My OC i made for crime and punishment who gets rodya LAID!#he wouldnt DO THAT!
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Bucky’s gift from you
Imagine Bucky receiving a birthday gift from you. His first birthday after years of not even remembering what day it was. Nothing extravagant; a small dinner and a chocolate cake with presents after. You got him a copy of his favorite book. Tea that helped him relax. Sitting on top of the gift bag was a soft, light brown teddy bear with the softest fur imaginable.
You wondered if the bear was a good choice to add, starting to feel a little embarrassed when you saw him inspecting it but Bucky thanked you for the gift with a polite smile nonetheless.
From the time you met Bucky, you knew he was a man of few words. He got along well with you and while you wanted to deny it, you were harboring a massive crush on the super soldier. The last thing you wanted to do was mess things up with his gift but there wasn't much you could do now.
What you didn't know was Bucky adored the bear with his entire being. It reminded him of the first and only bear he had, the one his mama got for him before he was even born. It was his favorite thing to sleep with, his protector to keep the nightmares away. He held the soft stuffy in his hands, placing it carefully beside his pillow, blushing when he could smell the soft scent of your perfume lingering on the fur. He got absolutely tongue tied around you, mustering a thank you without stuttering.
Bucky is well aware the bear is just stuffing and material sewn together but that doesn't stop him from occasionally hugging it tightly to his chest when he can't sleep. It starts to become a regular occurrence to the point where he doesn't fall asleep as easily without it.
He starts to take it with him everywhere, stuffing it into his duffle bag for safe keeping but of course he never actually takes it out. It stays perfectly safe, tucked between the book you got him and a few tea bags. He just likes to know its there.
The teddy bear remains a secret until a particularly taxing mission. He's exhausted, as is the entire team going days without rest, on the run the entire time. Once he boards the jet, he wants to collapse and sleep for the entire week but he just can't. He tried to close his eyes but sleep won't come.
He knows why.
He eyes his bag, now too sleep deprived to care about what anyone else thought.
Sam and Steve eyed a sleepy Bucky dragging himself off to the corner of the jet, pulling something out of his bag before curling up and falling right asleep almost instantly.
"The hell, he never falls asleep that quick" Steve cocked an eyebrow, hearing his best friend softly snoring peacefully.
"What did he grab from his bag" Sam whispered, both men peering over to get a better look, eyes growing wide when they saw what Bucky was holding.
His face was practically smushed into the bear, lashes fluttering against his cheeks, not a single sign of stress as he relaxed, holding onto his bear. He dreamt of you, asking you out on a first date, hoping you'd say yes to a second and maybe a third. He dreamt of getting to cuddle you when he slept instead, cheeks reddening in his sleep when he thought of how you'd feel wrapped in his arms.
"We're not letting him live this down, are we" Steve whispered while Sam reached for this phone, snapping at least 100 photos.
"Not a chance"
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Borrowing Their Clothes | Obey Me! Brothers
A/N: I have some writing done of this for the side cast, but it's not finished and I wanted to put something out. This is several months old and I think edited, but no promises lol written in second person, no mention of gender.
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Lucifer honestly, didn't even notice that you had swiped something from his closet until he saw you in it. It was late at night and Lucifer, still ever working, decided to stop by the kitchen for another cup of coffee. When he saw the light already on, he had assumed it was Beel getting a head start on his midnight snacking. He was surprised to see you, getting yourself a glass of water when he turned the corner. He was even more surprised (and a bit flustered) to see that your choice of sleepwear is a too-big black dress shirt and matching underwear- wait a minute.
You can see the gears turning in his head as he slowly (either from the late hour or being flustered or both) figures out that it's one of his dress shirts you're wearing. You have to bite the inside of your check to resist snickering as he simply stands there, looking dumbfounded. Does he chide you for taking something of his? Does he fuck you? Does he say anything at all?
Mammon is the type of person who never remembers what stuff he has or where it is until he suddenly remembers and wants to wear it. Thus he's angrily digging through his closet for this one grey long-sleeved shirt. He could've sworn that he still had it and that it was here, with all the other shirts he had barely worn. Did Asmo comb through his closet again and take stuff? After almost ten minutes of angry searching, Mammon decides to hell with it - he'll just sulk all day, it's fine. He makes his way to the music room - maybe watching some TV will make him feel better. That's when he notices you, already watching TV, wearing that same exact grey long-sleeve shirt with black leggings.
"Oi!" he snaps at you, drawing your attention to him, "That's my shirt. Where'd ya get it?!"
You tilt your head at him slightly, "Your closet?"
"And what makes you think you can just root around in the Great Mammon's closet without permission, huh?"
You shrug, "You weren't wearing it."
"So?!" He gives his dumbfounded look as if he can't believe your logic.
"Well if you want it back that bad, you can come take it off me."
Levi keeps careful track of all his anime and fandom hoodies (they are one of his top three favorite merch items after all). So one could imagine his panic at the realization that he's missing one. At first, Levi hopes that he just forgot to hang it in its proper spot. But after going through every single one, the anger of the realization that it’s actually gone sets in. Did Mammon take it and sell it? He better not have or not even Lucifer will be able to help him! He storms out of his room, his demon form standing out from the other seeming humans in the house.
"MMAAMMOONN!"
"He already left for the casino," the voice that makes him pause is yours. You look up from the sitting room couch setting your book and mug down, "What happened this time?"
"That bastard took one of my hoodies and probably sold it —" he stops mid-sentence as you stand up, wearing the very same hoodie he's been looking for, "Where did you get that?"
"Huh?" You look down at yourself, "Oh this ended up in my laundry basket. It's cute so I figured I'd wear it, but I don't know who’s...it's yours, isn't it?"
A blush starts to creep onto his face as he nods and bites at the back of his hand to stop from squealing: you look so cute in it.
Satan is used to having his clothes "borrowed" by Asmo. He's used to walking into his room and seeing Asmo going through his closet to find something to finish his outfit or to peruse the fourth born’s shocking amount of sweaters. What Satan is not used to is walking into his room and seeing you trying on a thick, oversized, woolen sweater. He stands at the entrance of his room, watching as you hum thoughtfully to yourself as you twist back and forth in his full length mirror. He holds his breath, you haven't noticed him, nor did you hear him come in, and he doesn't want to startle you. He watches on in silence, a soft smile warming his face as he takes in just how cute you look. Maybe he'll let you keep it.
Asmo has no problem sharing clothes. Any kind, any style, he has at least five options for you. Mini skirts? Check? Ripped denim jeans? What wash would you like, darling? Honestly, it feels like half your closet is his closet - he doesn't have any problem just giving you his clothes. Asmo often buys clothing that he knows that both of you would like just so you two can share. You also find yourself sharing or even wearing clothes from Satan and Solomon, and even Mammon sometimes (huh who knew Mammon owned long-sleeved shirts?)
Beel will absolutely hand you his jacket because you mention that you're a little chilly and then completely forget that he did. He frowns a little as he looks around his room, confused as to where it's gone. Belphie didn't borrow it and isn't using it as a blanket...so did Asmo take it? But why would he? Asmo said that his jacket "wasn't quite his style" so where did it end up? Perhaps he left out in one of the common spaces? Beel hunts through each room before finding you in the planetarium, sitting on the floor, looking up, and wearing his coat. He snickers quietly - it's far too big for you; it swallows you up so that only your head pokes out. He rests against the doorframe, watching you watch the stars. He'll let you wear it for a moment longer.
Belphie is a little miffed when his daily sweater goes missing. It's not the first time something like this has happened - laundry occasionally gets swapped around in the house, but he could've sworn that he had gotten his sweater back this past laundry day. Maybe he left it in the attic? One tiring climb up the stairs and search around the attic later, Belphies sighs and pulls out his phone.
[House of Lamentation]
"Hey has anyone seen my sweater? I can't find it anywhere." -Belphie
"Did you check the laundry room?" - Lucifer
"Yeah, it's not there. Checked the attic too." -Belphie
"Actually you left it in my room the other day." -MC
"Oh. I'll come get it." [Thanks sticker] -Belphie
It's only a few minutes before Belphie knocks on your door. He blushes once you open your door, surprised to find you swearing his sweater.
"Thought I'd keep it warm for you," you tease.
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Oooo I saw your Dr ratio with sub yandere reader,, and I ABSOKUTEKY LOVE IT
If its cool, can I request one similar with (obessive? Maybe yandere?) Jing Yuan and insecure sub yandere reader that were childhood friends (im talking pre-cloudknight days)?
Centuries worth of pining peak when Jing yuan discovers all the letters reader gives him has love confessions hidden in black-light dating back forever ago?Or Jing yuan discovers readers altar dedicated to him by accident? Either way, reader isn't leaving Jing Yuans grasp (or his bed) anytime soon. (Maybe ending with Overstim?)
Cheers,
✒️ nonnie
LAY ALL YOUR LOVE ON ME. ౨ৎ
(´∀`*)ε` ) ౨ৎ N–sfw content !! ; Dom!Jing Yuan + Sub!Insecure!Reader ➜ cws: size kink, overstimulation, light yandere themes, praising, gentle sex. ᡴꪫ
You had always admired him, maybe it got a little too much but who cares? He was so kind to you too, always caring for you and showering you with gifts.
He would sometimes teach you how to use a sword, God, how much you cherished the moments when he would touch your hands to fix your stance.
But you were always too afraid to confess to him. What if he rejected you? What if you're not good enough for him? What if he gets bored of you? What if he thinks you're ugly? What if–
The amount of love letters you wrote to him, which ended up in your drawers, hidden from sight.
The amount of times you sneakily clicked pictures of him, sleeping, training, eating, interacting with that bird– Oh how you wish it was you instead. Feeling how soft his lips are, you swear you're gonna go crazy one day. You were making your way back to your room but you saw that the door was slightly open.
Curse your luck, why the hell was Jing yuan in your room?? Why's he reading all your letters–? Gosh, did he see the altar you had dedicated to him?? You feel your face flush, blushing. You still have the choice of jumping off a cliff–
He looks at you, with a smug face as he starts walking towards you. A pull, and now he's on top of you, caging you in his arms on the bed.
“My, Y/N.., do you like me that much, hm? I'd say I'm surprised.” He chuckles.
He's so much bigger than you, your hands pinned on top of you by his single hand. Clothes on the floor, Jing yuan kisses every part of your body, worshipping you like you're some aeon! Such a tease.
“Hm? Why am I worshipping you? My dear, for me you are a God, very divine.”
He gently nibbles at your earlobe to soothe you from the pain, whispering sweet praises to you, his big dick reaching all your good spots, your gummy walls clenching on his dick.
“You're doing so well for me, it's gonna feel good very soon, so be a good girl.”
Your nails scratching his back as you swear you can feel his dick hitting your womb, you don't remember what round you're at, all you can focus is on the pleasure, your clit all puffy as he rubs slow circles on your clit, his pace all nice and gentle.
Your stomach feels so full, his hands pressing lightly on the bulge, earning a whimper from you. His kisses away your tears, cumming again for the nth time as he pulls out.
After cleaning up, he cuddles you in his arms and falls asleep. Even makes you breakfast tomorrow and brings it to your bed. (Of course he has to, you can't even walk, thanks to a certain someone!!)
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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝(𝐬)
Pairing: Miguel O'Hara x GN!Reader (Pre-Established Relationship)
Summary: Every so often, Miguel would simply disappear without a trace, getting lost in his own head. This time around you were determined to not let him be alone. Not on a day like today. (Hurt/Comfort)
Warnings: Swearing, mentions of loss. A lil angsty but soft (you know me :3)
“Hey, where’s Miguel?” you ask Jess as you walk into the dining hall. “I haven’t seen him all day, I need to go over mission reports with him but he wasn’t even in the monitoring room.”
Jess only shrugs, grabbing a bottle of water.
“Haven’t seen him either, he does that sometimes you know. Just disappears for a little while, he’s never told me why,” she replies. “It’d do you good to leave him alone, he’s been on edge all week.”
You cringe slightly as you think back to Monday when he hurled a mission folder at the wall after a new recruit had messed up, he refused to talk to anyone but Lyla that day.
“I’ll keep that in mind,” you say with a small smile, but Jess only looks at you knowingly.
“No you won’t,” she eyes you up and down.
“Oh, ye of little faith,” you reply, walking off. “See you later, Jess!”
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As you walk through the halls, you begin to wonder what could be up with the leader of the Spider Society. While the two of you weren’t the closest, he trusted you more than he did most people here. Granted a lot of them were new, hell, the society itself had only been created a few months ago so it made sense.
But still.
Pulling out your phone, you glance at the date; ‘June 11th’. All of a sudden your face falls as you recognize the significance of today.
When Miguel had first talked to you about the Spiderverse, and his mission to protect each and every multiverse and its canon events he had shown you the consequences of not ensuring everything progressed as it needed.
He had gotten so mad at you that day because you refused to follow his cause simply because he had told you to. It just didn’t make sense to you how a single event, a single choice could cause the elimination of an entire universe.
That’s when he showed you himself the consequences of those minute choices. You watched in horror as Lyla projected the downfall of the universe he had travelled to. How all those people simply…disappeared without a trace.
At the corner of the screen, a single date; 06/11/2020.
You had to find him.
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Finding him was much easier said than done. Clearly, he wasn’t anywhere at HQ so you start looking around his universe, places he mentioned in passing, places you thought he might like. For a few hours you search to no avail, and before long the sun was beginning to set.
The tiredness was starting to settle into your bones. Maybe this was the universe telling you to back off, for your own good.
That was until out of the corner of your eye you see a single blue speck on the edge of the tallest building in Nueva York. Call it intuition, or maybe your spidey sense but the moment you spot it you knew it was him.
Immediately you begin making your way over, slinging across the city, building to building. You never got sick of this feeling; you couldn’t place a finger on what it was. Freedom? Maybe. All you knew was that as the wind whipped by, cities and skylines in your view, that was when you were at your happiest.
But before long you begin to falter.
What would you even say to him? What could you say? ‘Oh hey, sorry about your old universe. Wanna talk about it?’ Miguel wasn’t one to just talk, especially about something as vulnerable as how he was feeling.
But…he also didn’t deserve to be alone either.
Reaching the top of the building, you huff slightly as you try to catch your breath (superhuman powers be damned, you try scaling a building).
There at the top, you see his broad shoulders hunched over, curled in on himself as his legs dangle off the side of the ledge. Then his back straightens as he senses you, whirling around with an irritated expression on his face.
“What are you doing here,” he says sharply, eyes narrowed in your direction. You have to fight the urge to shrink down in your spot under his gaze. “The whole point of someone disappearing without a word is usually because they want to be alone.”
“Or they just don’t know how to ask for help, so instead they wallow in their pain and force themselves to be alone because they think they can’t depend on anyone else but themselves,” you counter.
He only scoffs, turning away from you.
“I didn’t ask for a psychoanalysis, go be a therapist to someone who actually wants one,” he says, but you both knew the truth; he would rather die than depend on anyone but himself.
“I’m just saying,” you mutter, sitting down by his side much to his dismay. “I mean, I would know.” And it was true, you did. Always a listener to everyone else’s problems, the last thing you wanted to be was a burden. So before you could be, you slinked away to hide in the comfort of yourself.
He doesn’t say anything to that, opting to continue looking down at the city below. Softly, you sigh.
“I…I think I know why you’re here,” you say hesitantly, and immediately he visibly tenses before glaring at you.
“You don’t know anything,” he says lowly, daring you to say anything more, and despite everything in you screaming to turn away, to stop now, you continued.
“We’ve all gone through loss here, Miguel…” you whisper. “I understand.”
“You have no idea what loss is,” he says sharply, talons digging into the edge of the roof. “To watch as an entire world, an entire universe fall apart in the palm of your hand.” His voice cracks almost imperceptibly at that, but you notice. You always do.
“You have no idea what it’s like to see the ones you love most disintegrate because of your own actions, so you don’t get to say anything,” he seethes, his blood-red eyes darkened.
“You know damn fucking well we’ve all lost people Miguel, some more than others but the pain of loss accompanies all of us,” you say, feeling the anger rise in you as he blatantly brushes off everything you and the rest of the Spider Society of gone through. What everyone had to go to, to follow the canon he valued so greatly. But you don’t let it reach the edge, instead, you take a deep breath.
“Look, what I’ve been trying to say is that it's difficult to carry the weight of the world, let alone the weight of millions upon millions of multiverses. All I’m saying is that you don’t always have to do it alone,” you finish softly.
Hesitantly, you reach out for his hand with your own, but pull it back at the last second when he glances down at it.
Letting out a sigh, you continue.
“You don’t always have to keep it to yourself y’know,” you urge gently. “I may not have the power to bring them back, or the solutions to your problems, but I am always here to listen. As to whether you are willing to share, well, that’s up to you.”
For a moment he doesn’t say anything, instead only watching the sun as it sets on the horizon. Then, he seems to contemplate something for a split second before he leans his head on yours.
“I know,” he says quietly, and you feel your heart skip a beat, growing steadily in rhythm as something unfamiliar blooms in you.
“…thank you,” he says, pausing as though he was going to say something more but decides against it. Instead, he only looks into your eyes for a moment as you look into his.
What you find are the unsaid words that someday, he might be able to say.
“Let’s get back to base.”
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A/N: Hi! Back again, sorry this is so different from my past two Miguel works, but I came up with this idea at work (oops) and had to get it down on paper. Hope you enjoyed~ (And don't worry, more fluff is coming soon :3)
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ok so like i know the reason is just. sexism but one thing that really irks me about how the post-timeskip naruto manga handled which characters became medic nin bc it makes absolutely no sense to me
sakura's decision to train under tsunade makes sense, and i love that she got a super strength power up, so no notes there, but the other teams.... yeesh
so first off, team ten. we're told that ino decided to follow sakura into mednin land to keep being rivals with her... despite that at no point factoring into their rivalry at all beforehand. ino never showed any interest in that, nor was the yamanaka clan ever mentioned to have anything to do with healing as far as i can remember. it's like going to art school to stay with your bestie when your goal is to become a dentist. why are you there. find other ways to spend time together. it also kinda goes against her family's whole thing as. the guys who do the torture stuff. and it's barely ever relevant anyway
for team ten, i think the team medic should've been shikamaru, and i think this not just bc i think it makes more sense skill-wise (something about the way the nara clan's various shadow jutsu work just screams "you need good chakra control for this" to me), but also bc i think it would make asuma's death a thousand times more painful. bc shikamaru is a slacker. he's not learning medical ninjutsu bc he wants to, he's learning it bc someone on the team has to in order to stick together. they're all chuunin now; one of them has to be a medic. them's the rules. but he doesn't really care that much, even when he is trying to learn, and he's so used to being smart enough to not have to pay attention in lessons anyway that he's not prepared for classes that require his full focus. and then asuma dies and shikamaru is doomed to spend the rest of his fucking life wondering if he could've saved him by paying just a little more attention to those medical ninjutsu lessons (he could not have (but he'll never know for sure))
team eight makes some sense, since giving the girl who struggles with fighting the healing job isn't exactly out of nowhere, but i do feel it was the lazy choice. kiba already had a sister involved in the medical business, even if she deals more with animals, so he could've started learning from her and found that he liked it. plus kiba's goal is to be hokage, and the current hokage is a mednin, so it's not like it wouldn't support his goal. or shino could do it; would add another layer to his character. hinata works fine but. it's just not a very interesting development imo
but what really gets me is team gai. good freaking grief. out of every single team, team gai was the one with the most obvious choice. bc there was only one choice. lee can't do any kind of ninjutsu, and tenten's only real backstory is that her chakra control isn't good enough for her to be a medic nin. so it had to be neji. canon establishes that every team has to have a medic; this is a policy tsunade got passed even before she became hokage, so no way in hell is she going back on it now.
moreover, neji becoming a medical ninja - especially if hiashi encouraged it - would show some development for the hyuuga clan maybe starting to suck a bit less. bc as a medic, neji would be bound by oath to stay alive for as long as possible. imagine a world in which hizashi came back and hiashi was able to tell his brother that not only was their family starting to change, but his son had chosen a path that would prevent him from ever following in his father's footsteps. it would be the first step (of many) to show that the hyuuga clan was freeing itself from its own bullshit.
also it would've made sakura catching the zetsu pretending to be neji a thousand times funnier. like that's her coworker. they've shared shifts at the hospital together. she's seen neji drink vodka straight from a bottle and then crash on her couch after they got out of a twelve-hour surgery on the fucking dumbass chuunin who managed to step on his own boobytrap. she knows him.
#naruto#naruto shippuden#medical ninjutsu#iryou ninjutsu#haruno sakura#senju tsunade#yamanaka ino#nara shikamaru#hyuuga hinata#inuzuka kiba#hyuuga neji#white zetsu#hyuuga clan#neji should've been a mednin not hinata i will die on that hill
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Follow up to the prison post
Cinder: *still looking at her own reflection in the mirror* How? His semblance is supposed to be Aura amplification! How did he?
The door of her cell open
Jaune: *seeing her looking at the mirror* Still wondering about my little magic trick?
Cinder: *turning around to face him, almost growling* What do you want, Arc?
Jaune: *shaking his head, putting a journal on the bed alongside some books* Giving you a taste of the outside? You know, the one you almost destroyed?
Cinder: *angry* Because you honestly think i had a choice!?
Jaune: *rolling his eyes* Yes. Many times in fact. In fact, every time i fought you after i came back from the ever after, i gave you a chance.
Cinder: Ah! As if you would have let me live!
Jaune: ... *Sigh* Cinder, i don't think you understand what i lived through. How long i lived through it. *Sitting on a chair next to the bed* I stopped hating you a long, very long time ago.
Cinder: Stop lying, we both know you want me dead.
Jaune: *nod* I do want you dead, yes. I want you dead, because that's what you deserve. It's a fact, a truth. *Pause for a moment, seeming to think about his words* You are alone, Cinder. Nobody wants you and nobody will ever want you. I could give you your old beauty, it wouldn't even matter. And honestly? *Lean forward* I find that infinitely sad.
Cinder: *surprised* What's that supposed to mean?
Jaune: *lean back* Exactly what i'm saying. You are a remnant of the past, a past everyone is now trying to forget and move on from. *Points to his head* Everyone will forget about you. *Chuckle* Well, everyone but me.
Cinder: Tsk... *Goes to sit on the other chair* Can you tell me how you did it?
Jaune: *feigning ignorance* Hm? Did what?
Cinder: *angry muttering* You know damn well what I'm talking about... *Sigh* How did you bring back my eye?
Jaune: *smirking* The ever after was a prison, yes. *Wave his hand, making a ball of light which turned into a kaleidoscope of colors* And a great place to learn and harvest magic. *Taking a pensive look* When i think about it, it's a good thing you didn't fall back then. Or we probably would have been all doomed.
Cinder: ... That's it? Magic? That's the explanation?
Jaune: *scratching his beard* The short answer? Yes. The long answer is that i used the memory your own soul has of your body. Your body may change, but your aura, your soul doesn't. *Waving off* I could have used my semblance, but instead of being instantaneous, it would have taken a week... Oh and you would have suffered all the way through.
Cinder: Then why give it back?
Jaune: *shrug* You kick puppies for fun, i heal them. Nothing more, nothing less.
Cinder: ... I never hurt animals.
Jaune: Not.... The point i was trying to make, but a nice tidbit to know about you. Other than your casualties counts and your hatred of Atlas, it's not like i know a lot about you.
Cinder: *angry* That place deserved to burn!
Jaune: Maybe. Atlas was a corrupted den of nepotism, but i don't think the common folks deserved to die.
Cinder: *bark a single laugh# Ah! As if your team didn't bring its share of destruction to the place! Remember Ironwood? THAT wasn't me.
Jaune: *sigh* Oh don't worry, i know that too well. But i can't blame a bunch of kids for making bad calls. Hell, the adults were as dumb as us.
Cinder: *chuckle* At least you can see your own mistakes.
Jaune: I had time to learn from them.
Cinder: ... Since you are going to be my jailer for the foreseeable future... How long exactly did you stay in the ever after? Or whatever that place's called.
Jaune: *seeming to think about the question* Well, the gods were already gone from the place, but it was before humanity's downfall. Take the fact time goes faster in the ever after.... Maybe centuries? Though i'd say a millennium would be accurate-
Cinder: *surprised, getting up of the chair* I THOUGHT YOU WERE TRAPPED 20 YEARS!?
Jaune: Hm? Oh yeah, when team RWBY arrived, my body was probably in its forty. I age incredibly slowly, but i still do age.
Cinder: *completely bewildered, sit back down* Wow... I... I never expected that! How did you stay sane?
Jaune: ... I didn't? I mean, I spent the last 50 years of my life there saving the same village over and over again. Day after day... I don't hear voices, if you were wondering. But i lost a good part of myself there. In a way, the Jaune you knew died a long time ago, only leaving a rusted husk at his place. One that was repaired, yes, but can never be the same.
Cinder: *sigh* Great, then i guess i'll turn mad before seeing the bright sky again.
Jaune: *taking his scroll out* With good conduct and if you seem repented enough, you'll probably be out in a little hundred years. Beside, you will have interaction with the outside. Books, journal and whatnot. Oh, and me, of course. And for the sky part, you get 6 hours of free time, it's not like you can't go in the courtyard during that time.
Cinder: *silent for a moment* Why did you choose to be my jailor? Instead of letting someone else do it?
Jaune: *Thinking over the question* Hm... Because i can? Because if i can at least change you, make you a better person, maybe then my friends death won't have been in vain? Because i know what being alone feels like and even if i hate you, i wouldn't wish that to anyone? Maybe... Maybe i just want to help a child who never knew better? *Shrug* Who knows?
Cinder: ...
Jaune: *get up, walking to the door* You are alone outside those walls... But, as long as you will be here, i won't let you go. Even if we both hate each other, i'll always be there for you when you need it.*smile* I'm still the Rusted Knight after all. *Leave, closing the door*
Cinder: *Sigh* You should have been here for me a long time ago then... When i still believed in him. *Looking at the books, one in particular picking her attention, an old book with burned marks on it* That book... *She picks it up, turns a page and sees her own signature* ... *Tears form in her eyes, as she begins reading The girl who fell through the world, like she used to*
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college roommate ; giselle
A/N: long awaited fic after about seven months :( hope u remember me haha
CW: red flag giselle, bondage, usage of the word slut 😭, slight choking, face riding, edging, friends with benefits, somewhat proofread, lmk if I forgot anything!
you were starting college in august & they let you start moving into your dorm a month early. with all the moving boxes going around through the dorm halls everyones face was kind of blurred out.
though your roommate in particular,, she looked straight up hot and straight from Japan. you only had to share a room with one other person (thankfully) and it was her. was it a friend crush? or crush?
you had to wait a month to actually talk to her but honestly did you forget about her?? no.
you waited a month for you to actually talk to her and when you finally did she was a total bitch.
"hey do you need help with unpacking?"
"no fuck off?.." as she would shove your shoulder and walk straight out of your shared room.
she would rarely talk to you but I mean it still happens. like if you were in the bathroom for too long, or if you were gone for too long.
she was very possessive over you and you never got why? whenever she saw you with someone else she would start asking a whole bunch of questions.
what was worse is that your dorm wasn't even that big. your beds were right next to each other almost converting into one bed thats how close they were.
so annoying. she would have hookups with girls almost every weekend leaving you no choice but to go out every single friday, saturday, and sunday. what did you spend your time doing?
spending your nights with ning yizhuo or better as ningning.
she was your situationship, or just talking and you wished it would be more but its really not.
it was your time to walk home but ning decided to walk with you.
"so how do you like your new roommate?" ning asked.
"I mean shes okay but it feels like there's tension you know?" you said while grabbing nings hand to hold.
she smiled at you as you guys skipped all the way to your dorm.
meanwhile, aeri uchinaga was taking out the bedsheets from her last hookup session which was not even twenty minutes ago..
messy hair, all sweaty, no shorts on, only an oversized t-shirt and underwear.
you unlocked the door with your key walking up to your bedroom with ning thinking you could go lay in bed with her i dont know,, or maybe just sleep.
you held her hand running to the room just to see a half naked giselle on her bed taking pictures with her phone, probably sending that to her hookups. ugh, you hate her so much.
"ning wait outside the room for a minute please?"
"oh no problem! just tell me when to come back in." she sat on the ground outside of the room trying to listen what the hell is about to happen in there.
"bro did you even change the sheets?!"
"what the fuck you knew I was coming home around this time why didnt you have shorts on?"
"shit aeri, i hate you youre such a slut." you kept throwing words and screaming at her like there was no tomorrow until ning knocked on the door again.
"hey I think I should go?" you pulled her inside to introduce her to giselle who was in shorts, quiet, and annoyed.
"aeri, this is ningning, ning this is giselle my roommate"
"whatever, are you guys a thing?" aeri questioned while motioning for you both to sit down.
here we go again, shes gonna interrogate her.
"uhm yeah? you could say so" ning responded.
"well did little y/n tell you that were dating and that were talking? so I don't know how you are"
what. the. fuck. is all can go through your head right now.
ning looked at you in shocked with no words and just left. I just know she was broken.
the worse part is all of this weren't even true? you and aeri barely talk and now you just wanna be a bitch to her forever.
"what the fuck is wrong with you? you're such a fucking slut you even wanted me to be dragged into your girl fantasy."
aeri was tired and exhausted but there was so much rage in her eyes. how many times was y/n gonna call her a slut?
suddenly you were being pushed onto the bed, leaving you on your back. both hands were being tied and lifted up to reach the headboard.
"whos the slut now? youre practically weak at this point."
she was trying so hard to get your shorts off but you would kick your legs trying to stop her yet her grip was too strong for you to even move your legs anymore. "why are you doing this to me?" you said with such attitude.
"trying to put you in your place because your such a brat?" she said while sliding your underwear off. she spread both of your legs one to the left, and then to the right.
she walked around the room scolding you, and saying how much of a bad girl you were when you did nothing. or you thought you didnt?
you never really realized how much her words were turning you on. all you could feel were the cold air reaching your core. the ac was on making you especially chilly.
wet slick was running down your thighs and of course you noticed. you felt so bothered you just wanted to be touched already. you weren't the type to always touch yourself, you were more inexperienced. but this time, you felt extra needy you just needed some relief.
"aeri this isn't funny anymoree" you whined.
she crawled up to your core and started kissing your inner thighs making you start to start to arch your back and move uncontrollably. she barely even started.
she moved her finger up and down your body, teasing you in every way. you felt so helpless and you couldn't resist her touch anymore. you needed her,, right now. she started squeezing your chest swirling each bud with her tongue and flicking the other with her slender fingers.
she continued to do the same motion but moved her head up to your neck leaving marks and wet kisses along the crook of your neck.
"youre enjoying this way too much, are you sure im still the slut hm?"
she pressed her knee up to your soaked core, adding pressure to your sensitive spot.
"answer."
you suppressed your moans so in order for you to hide it, you could not answer nor say a word.
one hard slap to your core was made leaving an echo in your shared room.
"im sorry!" you whined & your brain was foggy so of course you didn't know what to say except sorry.
your slick was covered on the bed,, you were so messy at this point.
two slaps.
"answer,, whos the slut now?"
"me oh my gosh aeri .. fuck! just do something, anything! please I just need to come so bad."
she started eating you out, cleaning the mess all over your thighs. she switched between small licks and full on devouring you.
later, she found your clit teasing that spot over and over again leaving you twitching. seeing how the way you move she knew that you were the most sensitive down right there. she was def gonna tease you with that later.
"mmh! fuck" you would let out endless curses.
you gripped onto the pillow above you knowing that you cant take this much pleasure. it was all to much yet you were eager to let go.
"if youre close, hold it. im not letting you come yet."
she entered two fingers in, not caring if you weren't fully adjusted yet. all the pain later then converted into pleasure. she gripped your neck lightly but not choking you, more like just holding it.
"s-shit im gonna come,, aeri dont stop please!" you screamed yet she pulled her two fingers away and licked it,, not letting you reach your high.
"on top of my face."
"excuse me? is this what people really do?"
"put your cunt on my face is that a problem? i'll break ningnings heart telling her how her talking stage is fucking with her roommate now and that your never coming back to her."
you completely forgot about ning. your brain was messed up at the moment. like a spell under giselle. she later then united your hands
you carefully put your cunt onto her as she pulled you down more, allowing her to get more access to you. she swirled her tongue around your clit like how she did with your chest and tried to enter a finger into you.
"f-fuck keep hitting that area!"
"right there? hm?" as she started to play with the exact spot and you swear you were about to let go.
"im g-gonna come! aeri please!" you let go and you collapsed back onto the bed exhausted and still trying to catch your breath. she just giggled and you guys agreed to be friends with benefits.
"call me if you need someone to fuck, dont call your hookups anymore im done with that."
she laughed and shook it off,, but on the other hand you still went out with ning.
aeri wasnt too fond of it but whenever giselle was around ning and you she would pay close attention to you both making sure things wouldn't go to far.
college roommate ; giselle.
#kpop smut#aespa smut#aespa giselle smut#giselle smut#giselle aespa#aeri uchinaga#wlw smut#fem reader#fypシ#aeri x reader#giselle x reader#aespa x reader#kaylas yaps<3#sorry for the long wait#giselle#aespa
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Those Late Summer Nights | Chapter 22
satoru gojo x f!reader x suguru geto
summary: suguru takes matters into his own hands with getting you back, while shoko means to deceive him. in the meanwhile, you struggle to get through another day.
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22. Sweet Lies
In the meanwhile, somewhere far, far away from your cold and barren prison—Suguru Geto had since then settled off into something different, something new—but ultimately something that he had believed in.
It wasn’t his first choice to start up what was effectively a cult, but it got the job done in accomplishing what he wanted to achieve; to further his own ends no matter what it took, no matter who it hurt. In the end, it was all about keeping his found family safe, which meant he made an extra effort to look out for his girls and you… wherever it was that you were.
Everything that had left up to this point in time had been the answer all along, it just took a while to get there, that was all. To have given up everything else behind in favour of fixing the world of its flaws—to right the corruption of its wrongs—to better shape the world into his vision, rather than to remain living in one that didn’t understand him.
Nor you.
Speaking of. Your disappearance bothered him greatly, ever since you just straight up left without a single hint of a warning, leaving him to backlash some choice words onto you, shifting the blame incorrectly on you when it wasn’t your fault from the start. Maybe he shouldn’t have been that way when you left. You were so… broken after that time. Of course you had an influence in leaving. Had Shoko nor Utahime plotted to interfere, then all would have still been fine.
Otherwise, he had been quick to bury himself in his work, feeding pretty little lies to the non-sorcerers he had cultivated under the misleading promise of exorcising the sources of all their troubles. A simple job, really. Those non-sorcerers had no idea what it meant otherwise to see beyond their own basic perception, unintentionally blind to the harsh reality that inhabited their very core. Suguru collected and harvested and digested all of those things; robbing just the regular sort of people of their money, their dignity, their… worth, all the while they worshipped him as something close to a false god—something that he strangely detested—loathed, even.
Maybe it would have been better if you were there because out of all of the people he had ever met in his life, there wasn’t anyone both quite as calming or infuriating at the same time as you. Indeed, you left behind a hunger of sorts, like a deep yearning that gnawed away at the back of his mind. Something empty, like a persistent ache that wouldn’t leave him the hell alone. That was how he felt both with your company and without it, at least, leading him to believe that you must have been some sort of curse in your own right.
(Because why else was he so obsessed with you, otherwise, when nobody else, not even his two best friends could get below his skin quite like you could? Surely it wasn’t just passing limerence, especially since he couldn’t get you out of his head, no matter how much he tried.)
Suguru knew also, that from the moment that you had disappeared, that it was an inside job. He knew it from the context clues scattered around the vicinity, from the way that Shoko skittishly plotted right before him and how Utahime helped cover up, that the two must have been against him for a while. He planned to get you back of course, but then there was a shift in the air. Like an instinct. A bad feeling—a sixth sense beyond his control. You weren’t just hidden anymore, he felt it that night as clearly as he could feel his own heartbeat, that something awful had happened instead.
He called Shoko that week, after avoiding doing so for a good, long while. He wasn’t sure what he was even hoping to get out of it and was in fact certain that she would hang up on him from the moment she heard his voice, but she didn’t. Perhaps the stagnant silence that fell upon the very few words exchanged should have been the first warning. From the moment he asked those few little words, “are you ready to explain?”, with a shuddering breath that was sharply uttered, but nothing else beyond that point.
To have called the feeling dread would have been an understatement.
Suguru remembered it clearly; the conversation refusing to leave his mind. How Shoko couldn’t give him a clear answer, at least not anymore. All she did manage to give, however, was a hastily thought out, vague excuse about how you needed to go even further away for a while, the excuse switching between many jittering ums and ahs, with repeated hushing whispers in the background of the call, likely panicking in addition to Utahime.
Such an explanation of course made absolutely zero sense to him, at least knowing you. The hesitation in her voice gave her away immediately and just the way she seemed hell-bent on dancing around the full truth had given it all away before he had made the conscious point to internally accuse her. The truth was being covered up, but it was very unlikely that even she knew, where exactly it was that you were from the moment he called.
Suguru could always tell when something was up, after all. He was perceptive, much more so than he allowed others to understand, and kept very vague tabs on everything else, it was especially suspicious to him when Shoko left for Kyoto to pursue something with Utahime instead. He caught some sort of wind about a falling out between her and Satoru, so if he had to guess it, she had the very same sort of suspicion as he did—but zero evidence.
The trio as a result, was in complete and utter shambles and perhaps wrongfully, a part of him blamed you for that—maybe even, for all of it—because before you, the three were an impenetrable force.
From the very second that you arrived, however, it all began to fall apart.
Satoru for one, became much more reckless, adopting a possessive streak that not even Suguru himself knew was possible within him while Shoko, on the other hand, grew more distant. He wasn’t entirely sure why she became so obsessed in her own right, quite literally tearing herself apart in an attempt to ‘save’ you while also keeping herself afloat. Everything got damaged as a result and Suguru couldn’t help but feel that you were at the very least, partially responsible.
You had to have been.
Then again, maybe it was always meant to be this way, whether you came along or not. Perhaps all of this—everything that had happened so far—was proof that their so-called sacred bond was flawed right from the very beginning, because, if a single person, if you, could come between them all with such catastrophic consequences… then maybe it was all fragile from the start.
Still, of course, the thought of you being potentially tucked away somewhere with Satoru stirred away at something unsavoury, leaving him feeling continuously restless and erratic, barely holding onto the idea that the one good part of his life was just gone in a flash. After all that time spent with you throughout the summer, he firmly believed that you were properly his—and that also, he didn’t share—not even with his friend. The fact alone that Satoru was in fact, very likely, to be the one responsible for your true disappearance had filled him with a constant, simmering rage that threatened to boil over time and time again.
However, Suguru did suppose that now that he was in a better place—for the most part, anyway—that he could at least think clearer. The crushing weight of having to pretend to care about the ordinary people of the world was a responsibility long gone and he strove to commit himself to the long-term ideals of the cause instead, even if he did plan on doing so with you at his side, even if it did feel wrong without you there with him.
It was infuriating in a sense because he promised you that he would both protect you and take care of you. That was his vow to you when things still made a sliver of sense. When the times were just… simpler, and now that he had his own little world under his control, the past still managed to eat away at him, leaving him wondering what could have been.
Fucking Satoru. You’d be safer with him, not with the six-eyes user, who he was certain was on every type of hit list, considering just how many enemies were within jujutsu society. Satoru very likely didn’t treat you right either and he was certain that you were surely miserable wherever it was that he was keeping you, quite possibly keeping you locked up like a restless bird fluttering around in a gilded cage. Had you been with him, however, then things would have been different, he was sure of it. He wouldn’t have kept you restrained in the shadows and he certainly wouldn’t feed you with the mere scraps of life. You would have been the part of something bigger than the both of you, but something ultimately real. He would have taken care of you in the ways that he could—that he owed to you—he could guide you and maybe even own you (in all of the ways that mattered anyway).
(Completely oblivious to the idea that you perhaps wouldn’t have wanted that at all.)
Oh, no, no.
This couldn’t go on. At least not for very long, because once again, you were his and his alone, not Satoru’s and certainly not anyone else’s.
It wasn’t just about reuniting the lost pieces of your life either, but rather fixing what had been broken in between all of them. Circling back to his point from before, he supposed that while you didn’t destroy the trio directly, you must have done something in between the seams, threading it apart until it couldn’t be held together anymore. You were like the catalyst—the unseen reason as to why it all fell apart—but if he had you right now and here with him, then he could begin to mend that fracture and reshape things to how they were supposed to be.
Suguru fixed himself a smile, although it harboured zero warmth. It was sharp, cutting through all sense of reason, lacing a little bit of manic hunger within it. He would come for you, rescue you, and then reclaim you.
This time, however, Satoru would be wise not to stand in his way. As for Shoko… she will have a chance to redeem herself and hopefully make the right choice.
The two of them and you would understand given enough time, at least when the storm had passed, because if he could bring you back, to where you were supposed to be, then everything would make sense again in the world.
After all, he promised to take care of you forever, right?
He had to stay true to that much, at least.
(Even if it meant having to hurt you in the process first.)
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You laid with Satoru on the sofa throughout the better course of the night as he slept on and off, as he ran his hands up and down your body, focusing on the feel of you right in his arms, where he so longingly kept you, so perfectly imprisoned.
You laid still albeit tensely so as his large hand smoothed over your hair and down your shoulder to the very far end of your wrist, each stroke feeling like a subtle jab of mockery—as if he did so not to comfort you—but to taunt you instead. His touch, while it radiated heat, left no traces of the warmth you otherwise craved.
“You’re so good for me, you know that, right?” Satoru spoke up, his words falling onto your ears like molten honey, dripping, oozing hot and almost scalding. You hated it when he was being condescending to you, but it never stopped him. “You’ve done so well for me, not a single outburst during our time together… I’m actually, kind of… I want to say, proud of you?”
Proud? Proud? The word alone almost felt empty, especially when he knew fully well that you weren’t reacting so much because you were feeling extra broken at that time. You could hear it in his ever-frustrated tone of voice when he begged for you to moan against him while he pounded into you, letting nothing slip except for pained whines and breathless cries—yet never once betraying any sort of pleasure derived from his touch. You kept up with him for one reason and one reason alone—for survival—never once did you give in to him for any semblance of approval, but you couldn’t tell him that. You didn’t want to find out what would happen if you let him know too much about how you really feel. You wanted to live, after all. Not that you feared that he would do such a terrible thing, but… you thought you knew him just a season ago, and now look at where you were.
“I don’t know why you sometimes make it so hard on yourself sometimes, though,” Satoru continued, pulling you up to lay closer against him, draping his arm around your waist, “I told you from the start, right? If you just… cooperate, then this doesn’t have to be so difficult. I want this to be good for you, alright? I want to help you… what do you call it…? Reintegrate back into a normal life?”
To that, you couldn’t help but react. “Normal? What could you possibly mean?”
His breath was warm against your ear, his voice sounding ripe with something akin to a deceptive promise, sly, almost plotting, “Yeah, normal,” he whispered out in a murmur before returning to his regular tone, “but only as mine, though, that’s the ‘kicker’, I guess,” he revealed, wrapping his arm around you just a little tighter as if to emphasise on that point.
“Ah,” you sighed, “this again…”
“Is it that bad to hear me out for once?” Satoru whined almost, his voice adopting a sulky edge. “It wouldn’t be so bad, you know. At most, you’d have to study all about my family lineage, since that’s the only thing that my family really cares about if you’re not from a major clan yourself.”
“Wow,” you sarcastically replied, biting back wherever you could, so as long as you were certain that it would mean no consequence, “how noble of you for wanting me as your commoner lover.”
His voice dipped slightly lower, sounding both possessive almost, but also insulted, “Hey, it’s not like they expect that much from me. They already know that I’m insufferable. They would probably consider it a miracle that I found a sorcerer who has a half-decent technique to begin with,” he explained, his hold on you tightening some more, “but that’s just because what love is like for people in that sort of life—a duty at most,” he then half laughed, half scoffed at the thought, “but you? You would be the exception. My exception.”
His words left you feeling a little uncomfortable with how described it and the tone that he used, hinting at a potentially dangerous devotion that led him to be with you in this way in the first place. He tilted your chin back, forcing you to look up at his icy blue eyes, staring down at you with an intense glare. “I think that sounds ‘romantic’ enough, don’t you?”
“If it was actually mutual, then sure…” you dared reply.
“It’ll be mutual with time,” he sighed instead, letting go of you for a brief moment before reeling you back in, as if regretting taking his hands off of you, even for a moment. “You’ll be my kind of… trophy wife, the one that everyone envies, but not just because you’re a pretty face, but because you would have broken into the corrupt system.”
“You’re starting to sound like someone we both know,” you replied, finding that all this talk about sticking it to the man, the corrupt system in place, even if it was just petty family politics, to be oddly similar to Suguru, who led you down an equally dark road.
Satoru’s intense expression warped into a slight frown, both understanding exactly who you were talking about and not being happy about it in the slightest. “Don’t. Don’t talk about him. Not here.”
You felt your stomach churn, feeling the weight of his threat as something potentially dangerous strained to break free. You knew better than to push him further than you realistically should, fearing the consequences of your rebellious mind, knowing that technically, you should be giving in and trying to get out through that route, but it was just humiliating. You would rather retain your dignity which was why you were still trapped in this hellscape and not smiling, looking all dolled up by his side on the surface.
The thought made you sick if you were honest. That wasn’t who you were. You wanted to above all, still remain true to yourself.
So instead, you forced a nod out, the motion was almost mechanical, but it got the point across. “I won’t do that again,” you confirmed in a blank murmur, surrendering to his demand—backing down before his insecurities had a chance to fester and boil and spill where they shouldn’t. You only ever brought up Suguru when Satoru was being too much of a handful, but you were doing it too much lately. You wanted to hurt him for stealing you away, so that’s why. Perhaps you should stop for both of your sakes though, because just a couple of hours ago, you were almost starting to believe that you missed him.
“Good girl,” he sighed as he at last relaxed once more, pressing a soft kiss against your forehead. Satoru did so as a hopeful soothing gesture, but it once again only served to echo his imprisonment. It was silent in the real world, but your ears hallucinated the sound of shackles tightening against your wrists. His love was a curse—confining—suffocating. “Keep this up and maybe one day, we’ll be doing all sorts of lovey-dovey things. Imagine it. Local walks around all sorts of pretty places as I treat you to the best sweets that the country has to offer.”
You didn’t reply, instead letting the silence grow heavier between you both, until finally, he dropped his promising smile and let out an almost, lonely, dejected sigh. Satoru brought up his wrist to glance at the time before shuffling away from you, leaving you still lying down on the sofa once more. “I’ve gotta go, I guess. Duty calls. They always need me,” he tried to boast, flaunting his importance, “but I’ll be back like always,” he promised, “and again, please, move around a bit, even slightly. I can’t have you growing ill down here, wasting away into nothingness.”
He then stood up, draping a blanket over your unmoving form and tucking your head underneath a pillow, trying to not let your broken self bother him too much, mentally trying to convince himself that this was all part of the process and that soon, you’d give in and see this all in a different light.
“You’ll stay good for me, right?” he called out as the stairs lowered down.
You, however, did not reply.
“I’ll be back as soon as I can,” he murmured as he walked up and just like that, he was gone. The only way out to the surface sealed up once again, leaving you alone in the sleek modern cell he tried so desperately to call your new home. The emptiness he left behind was somehow just as suffocating as his presence—a faint reminder that you could never truly be comfortable ever again.
Not if you remained here, that was.
You curled yourself up into a ball, pushing your knees up to your chest and squeezing them tight as if trying to will yourself to disappear. You hated him and the taunting promise of his words that he dangled in front of you, knowing fully well what his interpretation of freedom had truly meant.
All you could do was lay there, to go against his words and to hopefully… waste away, waiting for the promise of tomorrow to come as if something would be different that time, for a life that wasn’t even your own anymore.
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Giving into a curiosity that weighed heavily on his mind, Suguru sighed as he brought up Shoko��s number from yet another new phone, beginning to feel like he was some sort of stalker or clingy ex. Which he was, he supposed, but not for her. He gripped the phone tight, muttering curses to himself the longer that she didn’t pick it up, knowing fully well that she always had that thing on her.
Finally, after what seemed to be an eternity, however, she at last picked up. “Hello…?”
“It’s me,” Suguru replied right away, stopping her before she had the chance to even hang up, “keep the call running, don’t shut me out.”
Shoko wearily sighed, as if exhausted by these exchanges by now, “As I keep telling you, I have no idea where she is.”
“Yeah, how about then if I do?” he quipped back, tapping his foot impatiently on the floor as he spoke, letting his tongue sit in between his teeth while letting the implication hang in the air.
There was a pause and then a deep exhale, although it felt shallow—the faint hiss of smoke escaping her lips, hinting that she must have been smoking. “Let me guess, you think she’s at Sat—” she cut herself off, feeling disgusted almost from having his name in her mouth, “Gojo’s?”
“So you do have an idea, huh?” Suguru teased, trying to go back to something that felt casual with his old good friend, yet failing to do so just yet. She felt cold somehow, even if she was just a voice in the palm of his hand.
“I just don’t want any part of it,” she admitted in a low murmur, “you’ve both caused so much fucking trouble.”
Suguru considered his next words carefully, trying to get her to take on the burden of the blame. He wouldn’t be wrong in doing so, considering your initial disappearance was her own doing. “You’re already part of this, Sho. You can’t deny that you’re involved, at least indirectly. We all are.”
“Alright, let’s say I am,” she entertained, sounding bitter, “how do you propose that we even begin to un-fuck the situation we’ve all created?”
“Because he’s only the strongest, he’s good at most things, but even he’s capable of breaking just like everyone else is… given enough pressure, that is,” Suguru hinted.
Shoko paused again, considering his words for a moment. It all hurt. So much. “Alright, but… why should I even help you? After what you’ve done.”
Suguru sighed, not bothering to hide his frustration from her on the phone. “Think of it not as doing something for me, but rather helping the friend you could still have.”
“Yeah? And then what?” she scoffed back, sharpening her voice, not quite believing him just yet. “You drag her back into your life and create a whole new mess? Do you really think that she wants to be with you, after everything you’ve put her through?”
His grip on the phone tightened as Shoko continued to insult him but he kept his voice controlled as he tried to respond, “Look, I don’t… expect you to understand, I just… want to know if you want to help me get our friend back or not.”
Shoko dragged at her cigarette and sighed over the speaker—he could almost picture her leaning back at whatever wall she was lined up against—that tired, heavy look on her face. “Let’s say that I do help you,” she said carefully after some time, “what’s your plan?”
“I just need you to get some information for me, like a confirmation that he actually does have her,” Suguru replied, realising that his plan was perhaps a bit loosely built without any form of stability, “I’ll handle the rest.”
“Yeah? Of course, you will,” she sarcastically shot back, “you’re just blindly assuming that he’s even keeping somewhere even remotely accessible. What if we go through the effort of finding all that out, only to be met with a dead end?”
“Then I’ll find a way,” he snapped back, his voice echoing a chilling certainty before taking a deep breath and forcing himself to calm down, “but, I need you to make the first move. I need you to talk to him. He won’t talk to me, but he still might with you,” he urged, hoping that the fall out he heard of before wasn’t related, that she was still on relatively okay terms, at least.
“Right,” she deadpanned, “you think he won’t see through me right away?” she almost mocked him, adopting a cheery, uncharacteristically cheerful voice as she put on a show, “oh, hello, Satoru, my good friend! I’ve missed you so much, long time–no see! So, have you heard any news about that girl we got to know over the summer?”
“Shoko,” Suguru whined, his voice softening to an almost pleading tone, “I wouldn’t ask something so ridiculous if I had a better plan.”
She sighed heavily again, almost feeling breathless from the amount of times she had to do so during this whole call. “No, Suguru, I’m not doing that, but… there might be someone who can help us both out.”
“You’re kidding?” he asked before pausing for a moment, trying to desperately think. “...Who? Surely not Kento, he might find him to be an annoyance, but I think he’s a bit too… you know? Passive?”
“I didn’t say Kento, now did I?” she dismissed his idea. “God, let me talk for one second. I’m talking about Yuki. It seems honestly so crazy now that I’m thinking it out loud, but… let’s get some things clear here. She’s an oddball, meaning she does things unconventionally to begin with. Sa—Gojo, would not expect her because of her suspicious ways in and out of the country to avoid being detected by jujutsu society to begin with, and third, she’s perhaps not as powerful as him, but she’s still pretty fucking strong.”
“And she’ll what, break her out?” Suguru almost scoffed.
“Maybe?” Shoko shrugged. “She’s got her own set of morals, so she wouldn’t even care if it’s something to do with fucking over the guy–hell, she’d probably even do it just to mess with him. Either way, if your goal is to throw him off, then you’re going to need the most outside, yet somehow inside influence you can get and that’s someone we all know.”
“You… might be right,” Suguru reconsidered, settling on the idea more and more—it sure beat his shoddy concept of a plan. “Let’s just… focus on getting her out for now, the rest can come later.”
“Right,” Shoko scoffed, hanging up on him before she revealed something that she intended to fully keep secret. Yuki would be informed of the plan, that much was for certain, but if she did get you out, then she was sending you right back with Yuki—out of Japan—out of both of their reach—and hopefully, by some miracle, she could even land them both behind bars.
Her friends be damned, they chose their paths and now, to make things right, she would work with Suguru as a temporary sort of truce, and finally make things right.
Not for her sake, but for yours, because after everything, she owed you that much.
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ISN'T BITE ALSO TOUCH?
fuckboy!leon x gn!reader (maybe a few gendered terms oops)
content: hurt/no comfort, angst, arguments, passive aggression, mentions of drugs/alcohol
Your best friend is a fuckboy. He ditches you at a party. You argue. Maybe they were right about him.
[ao3 link]
They all tried to tell you. Every single one of them.
He’s bad news, don’t bother. You would scoff.
He’s nothing but a walking penis. He doesn’t care about anything. And you’d roll your eyes.
Every red flag. Every warning sign. Every flashing light. You refused to heed any of them. And you tilled, and you sowed, and you fed. And now? You were reaping.
“I don’t get what the big deal is. You’re a big kid. You don’t need a damn babysitter.” His hands remained clenched, balled up and shoved into the pouch of his hoodie. His posture was lax. Noncommittal. He stared into a wall, his expression detached and unreachable.
“When you called me up tonight to drag me to some stupid frat party, I at least expected you to like, stay with me,” you countered. “We weren’t even there for an hour before you up and ditched me. Streaking across campus like a moron.” The base of your neck throbbed, the fledgling burn of an oncoming migraine. Your clothes still reeked of burnt weed and the cloyingly pungent whiff of cotton candy vape smoke.
“You should be fucking grateful. Wouldn’t have gotten into that party without me. Shit was the best thrasher of the month.” He lifted his head, scorching you with that know-it-all smirk. It huffed the coals of your stomach. You felt like puking.
“I didn’t…oh my god, Leon. I didn’t go for the party. I thought you…I don’t know. I thought you actually wanted to hang out. Have a good night.”
Your fingers burrowed their way through the folds of your sheets and you stayed perched at the edge of your bed. Leon hovered at your doorway, barely present in the space of your dorm, his contour fuzzed with casting light.
He didn’t say anything. Your eyes pulsed and stung. “Look. I’m not mad, I just–”
“You should be.”
“What?”
It’s then that he finally dared to meet your eyes. Blue hues swallowed whole by the pitch of his pupils, seeking you past tendrils of mussed, blonde hair.
“You should be mad. Why aren’t you? Cuz’, you’re right. I fucking ditched you. Like a moron.” He flung the word back with acid and you winced away. “God forbid I have some fun, right? Forgot you’re too much of a buzzkill to actually have fun at a party.”
There’s a throttling impulse to scream at him. Tell him off for being unreasonable and kick his ass to the curb like last week’s trash. But you’ve danced to this song before. The repeating pattern and pervasive enigma of Leon’s refusal to invest himself; emotionally, or otherwise.
So, you sucked in a steadying breath, filled your lungs with patience, and spoke softly.
“It’s not just about the party,” you began, and passively, you noticed him shift. “I mean…streaking? You realize that if you got caught doing that…you wouldn’t have a scholarship anymore. Hell, maybe you’d be expelled.”
The realization settled on him like a poison and you caught his face darken. As much as he denied and disguised, Leon was a smart man. Excellent standing in his classes and a whopping GPA to match the third leg he swung in his pants. It meant a lot to him.
There’s a gap of silence before he opened his mouth again.
“...well, I wasn’t caught. And it was my choice. I don’t need you nagging me like a fucking mom, alright?” His body shrunk in on itself. Caging his softer parts from the reality he narrowly avoided. On a better day, perhaps you’d chase him. Push and fight for a break in his shell, a crevice that gave way to the man you knew he was capable of being. But, God, your head was shattering. Your nausea was worsening. You weren’t making progress.
“Right, well, sorry for caring, Leon,” you relented, turning away from him to click your phone into its charger. “I’m going to bed. Don’t bother inviting me to any more parties.”
Your gaze left him, you weren’t fully aware of his body, but in the fleeting moments following your surrender he’s on you. Lurking above you like the baleful firmament of a roaring summer storm. You hardly had the time to open your mouth before he’s speaking. No, he’s growling. Revving the engine of his fury.
“...so that’s it? You’re not putting up with me anymore?” It could be the headache talking, but you swore you heard a tremble in his voice.
“Huh? The fuck are you–”
“We’re not friends anymore. That’s what you’re doing, right?” You searched the raging sea of his eyes for a raft. But all you did was drown. “I fucked up one too many times and now I’m just another shitty dude you had to put up with.” You watched the chipped black of his nails dig into his arms, tensed up limbs shielding him from what he’s most afraid you’ll confirm.
“Leon, that’s not…we’re still friends, okay? I just don’t want to go to parties like that anymore. Just give me a few days to cool off and we can…I dunno, we’ll hit up that burger joint you love.” It’s a pretty weak bargain, but maybe he’d bite.
And he did bite. He bit and he tore and he sought out blood.
“You’ve always had shitty taste in guys.” He practically spat at you, a scornful wrinkle deepening in the bridge of his nose. “Fucking stand up for yourself. You always let people walk all over you and act surprised when they turn out to be shitheads.”
He leaned in. You smelled him. Overpriced cologne. Underpriced shampoo. Crappy beer he drank even though he hated the taste. Despite it all, you yearned to hug him.
“Leon, I–”
“...and you know what? I don’t fucking need you. I don’t need your little dates. Your pity sex. I don’t need you looking out for my damn scholarships and I especially don’t need you making me look bad when I’m trying to let loose at the party I’ve been looking forward to all goddamn month.” You wanted him to stop. You wanted to bridge the chasm and devour his violence. If only he’d let you. But all he did was bite harder. “I won’t bother inviting you out anymore. Actually, I won’t bother talking to you at all. Have fun with your fucking life, I’m done being your fucking charity. Goodni–”
At the edge of his precipice, the void he dug for solace, Leon plummets. He straightened his spine, eyes widening and jaw hanging lifelessly. You were crying. Tears bursting without prejudice. Staining your face in vulnerability you so often only used to comfort him.
He went too far. And now, you were crying.
Neither of you moved for an eternity. From the hallway of your dorm, you hear the thundering trots of drunken friends laughing and yelling. The noise swelled and faded. The only evidence of a world beyond your room.
He called your name. His voice was so much quieter, held together with twine and stinging regret. You lifted your eyes and your throat barely allowed your words to pass.
“...Great job, Leon. Now I’m mad.” In an act of self-preservation, you tore your gaze away, burning a stare into the ground below his shoes. They’re blotched with dirt and chlorophyll, still damp from his midnight misdemeanor. “I won’t bother you anymore. If you hate me that much, I…I’ll leave you alone.”
His arms unfolded, one hand reaching out, a fragmented attempt to soothe you. But it was too late.
He repeated your name.
“I didn’t…fuck, I shouldn’t have said…hey–”
“Go home, Leon.” Your voice was unwavering, and he flinched back, your ire the open flame he’s too human to touch.
And then he left. Your dorm vibrated with the slam of the door, and you buried your face in your hands. In the place of his feet, soil stained your carpet. In the place of his warmth, sandalwood smoldered the air.
In the place of your love, all you wanted was to die.
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Angel || Sam Riordan Smut
Angel || Yandere!Sam Riordan x Fem Reader
summary: After Marie becomes #2 and Brink is killed by Luke Jordan slips in the rankings. They begin to obsess over the rankings neglecting their girlfriend who lets their frustration slips and Jordan takes their frustrations out on their girlfriend.
cw: fem!reader, porn with some plot, creampie, unprotected sex, dubious consent, oral sex ( f! receiving), overstimulation, biting/marking, dacryphilia, obsessive behaviors, and nonconsensual use of aphrodisiacs .
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He sees you every single time Luke is brought down for his infusions, each time you look at him with such kindness and sadness as you plead for his freedom. It makes him happy to see someone actually fight for him. One time you’d even held his hand in exchange for him to stop struggling.
“Hi Sam. My name’s Y/N, I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Would you like it if I held your hand to help? I know its not much but maybe that’ll make this a tiny bit more bearable?” You say, a genuine look in your eye, that’s how he knows you’re real and not a puppet, you’re a real angel.
You’re his personal angel…and he has to have you. You were so nice to him, you must like him right? For weeks he spends his time sketching you on pieces of paper, hiding them each time you visit him, and spend time with him.
One day after lunch he asks to speak to Shetty, telling her he has a deal for her. He’d dreamt of you sitting down in his room, reading comics with him, holding his hand as he saw the puppets all with those sparkly eyes of yours.
“You let me have Y/N for a few hours a day and I won’t fight you anymore..” Sam says, eyes sparkling with hope, voice steady…well as steady as he can make it.
The woman’s brows raised in surprise, you were a simple supe who made pretty little light shows. Harmless enough, you were one of the few supes she actually had no issue with, you were an angel truly. Though as much as she didn't like bargaining you off to a highly dangerous supe…she wasn’t left with much choice Sam was integral to Luke’s success and if giving you up to him for an hour, after doping him to high hell so he didn’t kill you, then so be it. Vought didn’t need to know what they did for the Woods project to go smoothly and if she had to get her hands dirtier than so be it, keep them distracted on what she was really doing.
“You can have her for one hour a day and that’s only if you take your medications without fuss, Y/N’s a sweet girl. We don’t want her hurt, do we Sam?” Indira says, a false smile on her face.
“O-one hour? No cameras right? I won’t her I promise!” Sam hastily replies.
Shetty simply nods her head in confirmation and turns towards the exit, “She’ll be here for you tomorrow, don’t screw this up Sam.”
You were called to Dean Shetty’s office, she texted you and said it was urgent. She told you to dress up, wear white and tell no one. So when Andre asked you where you were going looking like a sexy Virgin Mary with your pure white sundress, matching shoes, garters and underwear included. You hated not looking put together, a habit you’ve had due to your belief that keeping up a certain image will help your brand, which for all intent and purposes it did.
You simply said, “Some of us don’t get dressed in the dark while spending my daddy’s money on tacky clothes Andre.”
A cackle leaves Luke’s lips as Andre’s face turns into one of shock, Jordan silently crying into a throw pillow, Cate struggling to breathe through her laughs. Without another word you make your way to Dean Shetty’s office, the woman already waiting outside her door, two cups of a hot beverage in hand.
She walks towards you and guides you in the familiar direction to the Woods, handing you a warm cup that you take without hesitation. You unfortunately knew about it, finding out by accident. Dean Shetty knew of your record of caring for those who need it, this should be right up your alley. Though she knew you wouldn’t be the most susceptive to Sam’s advances without help so she slipped a high dose aphrodisiac into your cinnamon creme drink that you love so much.
“Y/N love, I have a special mission for you.” Shetty says as they move downwards towards the prison facility, “Sam needs someone to spend time with, he said he’d love to talk and spend time with you! Would you be willing to spend an hour a day with him, just help him adjust and stay settled? I know you’ll be great at it love!”
You think its actually sweet that Sam felt safe enough with you to ask to spend time with you. The poor boy needed help that Vought could give him, maybe you can as well. Maybe you can even work with him to get him a little tv or something or more books for him to read.You fall into your thoughts as you absentmindedly sip your drink, noting how good it tasted.
“Sure we can read some comics, maybe even have some snacks,I think it’ll be really fun!” You say with that lovely smile on your face, the same one Sam loves and Dean Shetty fears will never grace your face again after today as she takes the now empty cup from your hand.
Making your way down to Sam’s room you wait for him to enter, promptly security and Shetty leave and the door is securely closed behind you.
Sam stares at you in awe, mouth agape at your appearance.
She dressed up for me, my angel put on this pretty outfit for me. Y/N really does love me!
“Y-you look really pretty. I can’t believe you did all this for me!” Sam beams, moving forward to grip your hand. You notice he has a band-aid on his wrist, noting that he’s been injected with something.
At that moment you feel your body growing hot, prompting you to immediately take off your tell tailored white coat. Your breasts now on display as you chest heaves as you try and fail to gather air in your lungs, you hardly noticed Sam’s face so close to yours, his eyes staring at your lips. Without hesitation he slams onto yours, his hands gripping your waist in a bruising grip.
They must’ve given a strength dampener, because he could’ve fucking crushed me…
You think to yourself as you feel his lips clumsily move onto yours, you move yours against his, feeling the weight on your chest lessen slightly. You feel your pussy grow wetter and wetter as his hands roam your body, making his way under your dress to grip your ass.
You move him in the general direction of his bed, the young man breathless.
“I–i can’t believe you like me back!” Sam whispers, his knee grazing against your dripping wet cunt.
“What-I like you, just as a friend Sam.” You say as you feel his neck brush against your neck, which promptly stops at your words.
“If you don’t like me then why are we in my bed? Why are you kissing me and letting me touch you?” Sam asks, his voice hurt, you couldn’t help but sigh.
“I…I can’t stop for some reason. I’m so horny it hurts, if I could do this with someone else trust me I would Sam. I’m so sorry!” You whimper, unconsciously grinding your weeping pussy against his knee, desperate for friction of any kind. At this he tosses you back, so roughly you land on his bean bag, legs spread wide. A large gray spot showing how wet you are, your face hot and your breasts threatening to spill out from your dress.
“You’re mine!” Sam growls, eyes darkened as he crawls in between your legs, he takes his time pulling down your panties and exposing your pussy to the open air. He keeps your legs open with his strength as he dives into your wetness, your hand immediately goes into his hair gripping it harshly. A moan leaves his lips as you pull him as close to you as possible, your moans pouring from your lips as he licks at you with inexperienced vigor.
“Use your finger Sam! Take two, move them in and out of me, keep your mouth on my clit. Y-you’re so good baby, fuck you’re doing so fucking good!” You moan, thankfully Sam listens to you his deliciously thick fingers plunge into your cunt and sucks at your cunt harshly, the knot that was forming in your stomach tightening more and more. You wrap your now free legs around Sam’s head grinding your cunt against his face as you feel yourself about to cum.
“Oh fuck! Sam, I’m gonna cum!” You scream as you feel yourself gush, your legs shaking violently as you come down from your high. Sam’s tongue lapping up your juices eagerly, licking and sucking you damn near clean. After you stopped shaking he pulls back, swiftly pulling his cock out, the tip violently red. His tip is leaking large amounts of precum, he runs his hand up and down his shaft.
“Don’t worry I’ll be good, so good that you won’t want anyone else! It’ll be perfect and maybe you can stay down here with me longer!” Sam says settling between your legs, he begins to rub himself up and down your still twitching cunt, your pussy gripping on nothing. Without warning he plunged himself into you, his body leaning over you as he pushed himself into you to the hilt, his face buried in your neck. He begins to push himself in and out of your pussy, the feeling becoming overwhelming fast as you feel him pick up the pace, albeit not the smoothest rhythm was set.
“Y-you feel so good! You really were made for me my angel, I can’t believe I get to go do this with you! Tell me what you want me to do, I’ll do it! I’ll do anything for you, just ask!” Sam says breathlessly, his hands find their way to the top of your dress, roughly pulling down the bodice to watch your breasts spill out. Sam latches his lips around your pebbled nipple, nipping and biting down harshly on your chest, a gasp leaving your lips. You begin to feel another orgasm building, causing you to wrap your arms around Sam’s neck and your legs capture his midsection.
“I’m gonna cum again! Fuck!” You moan as you feel Sam’s thrusts grow sloppy, hopefully he’s smart enough to pull out.
You feel yourself cumming again, thick cream coating Sam’s dick as he continues to fuck you through your orgasm, the overstimulation causing you to cry from the overwhelming sensation.
Sam looks up at your face as he feels your tears, he couldn’t help but think about how good you looked like this. All fucked out, those beautiful eyes shinging with tears from how good he’s making you feel. Sam decides that he wants to see you like this more often, him fucking you till you cry and him filling you up, his various bite marks and hickies littering your decolletage and those wide angel eyes filled with tears. This pushes him to prop himself up on his hands and piston in and out of you, your breasts bouncing wildly and your hands trying to push him away as the sensation is too much for you and the fear of him cumming inside of you. He buries his face into your neck, biting down harshly as he cums deep within you, filling you to the brim.
‘Don’t worry Angel, we’ll be so happy. It’ll be great just watch, I made you mine and I’m never letting you go.” Sam whispered into your neck, by now the drug that was slipped into your drink was wearing off and your face began to contort into one of horror, thoughts of you being stuck down here with him. You possibly ruining your a career by having a child too early while you yourself were a child became too much and those lovely eyes of yours went dark, the spark dying instantly.
Fuck.
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the jokes weren't funny. - connor bedard ☆
wc: 627
tw: filming, drama, sadness, mean comments
ryan leonard x ex oc
connor bedard x oc
death by a thousand cuts au
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frankie hughes felt like she couldn't catch a break for the life of her.
no matter how many times the girl thought her life was finally getting better, it only seemed to turn around and smack her right back down.
she sat in the las Vegas hotel room in tears as she read through the comments about the latest TMZ article that, of course, had to do with her.
someone had filmed her and connor outside the bar last night as they waited for their Uber, and the video was quite interesting, to say the least.
it started off with the two of them drunkenly dancing around from the muffled bar music, obviously intoxicated, which seemed to cause a stir amongst the media, seeing as they were both underage and were supposed to be 'role models'. it only got worse because the two young adults seemed to forget they were in public and made out with each other against the wall a little later on into the video.
the comments were brutal, and she couldn't help but think she deserved every single one.
what happened to her and ryan? they were so cute.
omg she's cheating
puck bunny at its finest
leonards too good for her anyways
why do i ship
maybe it wouldn't have been such a big deal, but people still believed she was with ryan. they hadn't given anyone to believe they were over, they hadn't unfollowed each other or removed the pictures of each other from their social media, so it was understandable why the world thought she was a cheater.
she had definitely felt like one. her heart still belonged to ryan, but she was sure he would want nothing to do with her once he caught sight of the video.
she felt completely helpless, so she resorted to doing nothing but curl up into a ball and cry. wondering why the hell she was the way she was.
she was cut off from wallowing in self-pity when her manager, darcy, called. knowing it was going to be nothing but a scolding, she answered because she most likely had a solution.
"hello?" she answered a bit timidly.
"hello. I'm assuming you've seen the video, and I'm calling to tell you it's going to be fine. you were bound to have a scandal at some point; I'm just happy it isn't rehab yet. anyways, we have two choices, we can put out a statement on your behalf, or you unfollow and remove every picture of ryan from your feed," darcy rushed out.
"I don't- I don't want to do that," frankie said, feeling tears begin to sting her eyes. she felt like that would make the breakup so much more real, and she knew she wasn't ready to do that yet.
"I'm afraid you don't have a choice, honey. you're still on the rise, and a big scandal this early into your career won't go well. it's better to put out the fire before it gets bigger," darcy explained to her.
"I just feel like it will blow over if we, like, let it," Frankie said.
"it wouldn't just blow over! unless..." darcy thought as frankie waited. anything would sound better to her at this point.
"i mean, i would have to get in contact with his team, but I'm sure they'd be on board. the internet loves a good crossover, just look at taylor swift and travis kelce-"
"what?" frankie asked, confused as to who or what she was saying.
"we could make the public think you and ryan have been separated for a while now," she said
"and how would we do that?" frankie asked, scared to hear the answer.
"you get into a pr relationship with connor bedard, of course!"
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Family life with the yandere OC's
A/N: a few of you have asked about having kids with the yanderes or already having kids when meeting them etc, so I figured I'll give my view on how they'd handle a family with you :)
Warnings: drugging, neglect, isolation, guns, threatening of beating up fifth graders,
Silas:
Things will change once you have kids. Oh, they’ll really change. For the better? Of course not. He’ll grow even more protective and possessive over you and your children. I can see him with three daughters of different ages. He’ll move from his two story house to a bigger one out in the countryside so you and your child can grow up far away from the city’s polluting atmosphere. He wants to be able to ‘taint’ his children himself, no one else. After all … if your kids start to talk about your home life at school … maybe someone will try to take them and you away from him.
As a father, Silas will be the ultimate deal. He'll be loving, playful and protective. He will give your daughters whatever they desire. All he wants is to see them happy. They will go to school under fake names to make sure that none of his enemies can find them. You better get ready for hell if someone (even from school) dares to hurt your daughters because Silas will do everything in his power to get rid of the ones that have the nerve.
"Daddy's home! Hi, my beautiful girls, i've missed you so, so much! Have you been good girls while daddy's been gone? Wonderful. Where's Y/N? Upstairs? Thank you. I have to go hug them too."
Dr Kry:
Once you find out that you'll have twin girls, Dr Kry is quick to turn off the poisoned air purifier. He can't risk that anything happens to you or your kids. He'll move you from the hospital to his house in the woods. He wants his kids to grow up near nature, to care about the earth and its inhabitants. It's a perfect place too, there's no one around.
As a father, Dr Kry is strict and a bit harsh. He wants both his daughters to succeed and not be compared to one another. He will read for the family in front of your fireplace in the evenings and teach your kids things about the world. As much as he'd like to homeschool your twins, he can't do everything at the same time. He'll let them go to a private school that shares his beliefs and tutor them a bit on the side. He will support your kids in any way they need to affirm that they'll succeed in life.
He won't keep them sick, like he does with you … unless they figure out what he's done to you. He's done his best to indoctrinate your twins, but if his smart genes have passed on to them … then he'll have no other choice.
"Sweetpea, don't look at me like that. I have to do that! They know about what happened at the hospital. They know everything. They're smarter than I thought. Of course I love them! That's why I'm doing this! They're safe this way. If I can't create a world for them, then they'll have to stay home. They have each other, Y/N, they're okay. I will do anything to protect my family."
King Edmund:
He’ll be joyful. Maybe not too much about having a kid … but because that part is over now. He won’t have to worry about not getting an heir. The castle will get more guards now that there’s a baby coming. Every corner will be baby proofed and every staircase will be watched. Every window will be locked and every door blocked off. You’ll have maids surrounding you everytime Edmund’s not close. He won’t risk a. single. damn. thing.
As a father, Edmund’s absent and strict. He expects his son to be a worthy heir and continue his legacy. If he doesn't, he'll be more than disappointed. He'll watch you play with him from afar with a smile on his face. Deep inside he really loves the child, but there's so much more on his shoulders than just raising a kid. He has to teach him so, so much. He can't be a failure.
He'll teach his son to protect you when he's gone. And your son will do everything to impress his father. If you thought that Edmund was suffocating, you haven't seen his offspring.
"Why that look, my dear? Our son wasn't letting you leave the room? He threatened a guard? Oh my … sounds like it's my kid afterall. I'm proud of him. Now I know you'll be in good hands when I'm gone."
Jerry:
To be honest, Jerry doesn't want kids, but if she had one, it'd be a daughter. She knows she'll mess them up, she won't be a good mother. She's terrified of giving birth and hates toddlers. It'd be better if you already had a daughter / sister before Jerry laid her eyes on you. Wherever the child comes from, Jerry will take care of it her way. She'll teach her to protect herself and to fight. You'll notice that Jerry will be softer with her and do whatever the little girl wants. Bake a cake? Go shopping? Beat up some fifth graders? Jerry will bring her baseball bat.
Jerry will be more of a big sister / aunt, then a mother. She will move with you and the little girl to a new house to give all of you some more space. She will have her men watching the house at all times. You want to leave her, knowing that she's not good for the little girl, but the little girl seems so happy. She really thinks that Jerry is cool. Jerry will never let the two of you leave, she's never been this happy.
"Hi, baby boy/girl, how's it going? You're mad because you can't leave the house? Well, duh, it's for your safety. By the way, I brought our little girl to the shooting range. She needs to learn how to use a gun. What? No, I'm not making her into a mini-me! I'm creating a strong woman, like me. There's a difference. Now come over here with your cute, little body."
Hedwig:
Hedwig will live a traditional rich home life. Two kids, a boy and a girl, nannies, maids, chefs, everything. The four of you will have moved to another house that her family owns. The kids will go to expensive private schools and get taught by the best of the best. Hedwig will spoil them, just like she was. You'll not get to have a job and will stay home with Hedwig. She wants you to 'go full on out on your hobbies'. The only time you're allowed outside is when Hedwig’s with you. Never alone, especially never alone with the kids. You could run away with them.
As a mother, Hedwig will be present and understanding. She will stay home for the most time and will always be available. She has assistants for a reason. She'll listen to all of your kids' problems and stand up for them, even if they're at fault. Her kids can't do anything wrong. If they act spoiled and ungrateful, however … she will cut off all allowance until they understand how lucky they are. You'll do a lot of trips and go on a lot of vacations. Your kids will have a lot of freedom, but you will be wrapped around Hedwig’s expensive finger.
"Ah, they got in trouble in school again. I have to go get them. Some kid accused our son of throwing a ball in their face. I don't think our little boy could ever do that. No, sweetheart, please stay at home. I will take care of this. You shouldn't lift a finger. I love you, stay here. When i come home we can watch a movie, okay? Perfect!"
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MATCHING PICTURES / RÚBEN DIAS
SUMMARY: Maybe things start to piece together once the news about the latest it girl and a known player leak...
PAIRING: rúben dias x youtuber!reader
AUTHOR'S NOTE: hiii it's been a while 😩 hope you remember me still and like this little socmed au that no one requested buttttt hopefully will get me out of this slump! again, hope y'all like it 💗 would love to know what you think of this!
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johnstonesofficial Is your photographer safe and sound though? 😆
yourusername he got ran over actually
user2 HE????
user3 saw her in miami a few days ago and she was the sweetest soul ever 😩
user4 so she's nice AND pretty? god has its favourites really
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user1 you're looking goooood who's taking your pics
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user2 WE NEED MORE PICS RÚBEN
user3 single ruben is givingggg
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yourusername weird choice of shirt but okay
user2 someone had to say it
user3 nice seeing you here mother
user4 where's john's comment on this
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rubendias Weird choice of shirt...
yourusername you're in the wrong here
user1 he really is
user2 does anyone know from where they know each other? lol so random
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user1 do we get a vlog from ibiza??
user2 she wasn't alone i don't think we're getting one bestie user3 wdym she wasn't alone?????
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user1 thank you queen 🙏🏻
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user3 MISSED YOU SMMMM
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five times you fell in love with ushijima wakatoshi.
masterlist | sorry this is really long. I just love him sm <3
01. that one day when he walked you home and stayed for dinner. your mother had told ushijima she had never found the neighborhood safe, so he made it a point to walk you back everyday after his practices.
you came upon a startling realization during this time. ushijima was definitely raised like a gentleman. he would never let you walk on the outer side of the sidewalk. anytime you were on the outer side, he'd take a step back and go around you. always.
“thank you for dropping me home, wakatoshi,” you told him. it was a routine for you to say this and for him to reply that you shouldn't thank him for this.
“i am thankful though. especially for you not letting me walk on the outer side,” you explain and ushijima feels like he's been caught off guard. he did do it unintentionally most of the time, yes, but he makes sure of it when he's with you. its also partly because you sometimes get so carried away telling him about your day, he worries you might accidentally stumble on the street and he can't have that.
“you read me well,” he admits, a chuckle escaping his lips.
“well it's because i'm just happy to be graced by the presence of the ace of shiratorizawa,” you joke.
“you think too highly of me, you know that?”
“i don't see why I shouldn't,” you retort. “do you want to come in for dinner?”
you assume he's going to refuse since he has to be home in an hour to study and do his homework. and you know better than anyone that he doesn't take a single day off, no matter what. be it hail, sleet, snow or a tornado, ushijima would never rest.
he takes a minute to think till he replies, “yeah sure.”
you mask your shock well, you open the door and let him in. and you can already feel the butterflies in your stomach. maybe you don't view him as a friend, but something more.
02. when you told him he was boring. it wasn't intentional, no. ushijima is fun but just not without planning out the fun? so when you tell him that you're gonna go out in the rain, he's definitely hesitant to join. you don't force him to join you which he's grateful for.
but when he sees the smile on your face, as raindrops trickle down, he thinks to hell with it. you're awestruck when he does join in, his eyes taped shut, as he lets himself feel each raindrop falling on his skin.
“toshi” you call out, only for his eyes to meet yours, slowly adjusting to the light. you laugh and he thinks he's never heard a better sound.
“i’ve never done this before.t I wouldn't have, if it wasn't for you,” he admits, letting his rigid body go lose.
“don’t go all soft on me big guy,” you retort, a grin on your face.
“i can't help it.”
and you can't help falling in love with him either.
03. when you spent an afternoon in his childhood bedroom. ushijima’s mother had invited the two of you for dinner, telling you to take a look at wakatoshi’s old room.
volleyball and manga posters were lined on the side of his wall, with some of his trophies and pictures with his best friend tendou.
“can’t believe i’m lucky enough to be here,” you joke, a playful smile tugging on your lips.
“can’t believe i’m lucky enough to bring you here,” he responds, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“although I think I should be jealous because from the looks of this bedroom, it feels like you've been dating tendou,” you pointed at the wide array of pictures of the two.
ushijima throws his head back in laughter, “i kept our pictures hidden from mom,” he replies. you knew his mother was a little critical of his choices as a teenager. “wait–” he opened his cupboard and started rummaging through the drawers only to pull out a shoebox.
“this has all of our pictures,” he hands the box to you. you open it, only to find ushijima saving up not only pictures, but movie tickets, little letters you wrote for him, the bracelets you made, the cute doodles you drew on his notebook perfectly cut off alongside birthday cards and a childhood photo that you gave him.
“i never knew you saved all of this stuff,” you whispered. you never took ushijima for the sentimental type, especially not the one to save what you referred to as your ‘romantic garbage.’
“of course I would,” he shrugs. “it might be garbage to you but it meant the world to me and it still does. I save stuff till this day,” he admits.
this man really does catch you off guard, doesn't he?
04. when you were having a difficult time. while he's a world renowned player that definitely has more than enough on his mind given the upcoming championship, all of that becomes irrelevant when he catches you with tears sliding down your face after coming home back early from his practice.
“t–toshi, you're home?” you whisper, quickly trying to wipe the tears of your face. but you've never been a good liar and ushijima can read you with his eyes closed.
“what’s wrong, love?” he asks, immediately cupping your face with his hands, wiping your tears. “is everything okay?”
the dam breaks and he just pulls you into his chest, letting you cry your heart out. he shushes any apologies you cry out. why were you so adamant on thinking that you were a burden to him? burdens are pushed on people against their will and he sure as hell isn't here against his.
and you think, how lucky you are to have wakatoshi around.
05. when you find him drenched from the rain. ushijima was returning from his latest championship and you had already warned him of the thunderstorm ready to rain down on Tokyo. you find him and his suitcase looking as if they've crossed a tsunami on the way to the apartment.
“toshi,” you quickly rush to find a towel to wrap around him. “what happened?” you ask. “did the cab not drop you directly here?”
he smiles sheepishly admitting that he had asked the cab to drop him off fifteen minutes away. when you ask why, he pulls out the flowers and cupcakes he brought from your favorite bakery.
“and I also brought your favorite manga,” he smiles. “i just missed you so much these two months.”
you feel tears well up in your eyes as you hug him, “i missed you too,” you whisper, buried in the crook of his neck. you pull away, “go change quickly now, we can't have our star player being sick. dinner is almost done.”
“i love you, darling,” he says before heading inside.
and just as you thought you couldn't fall in love with ushijima wakatoshi anymore, he manages to prove you wrong.
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