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Pairing: Step!Mother Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader
Word count: 12.7k
Summary: Being left home alone is the perfect time to catch up on all your secret activities. What you don't expect is that your Step Mother has secrets of her own, or that you'll stumble on them accidentally. What will happen when she finds out you've been going through her things?
Warning: NSFW, 18+, lesbian relationship, Stepcest?, masturbation, edging, teasing, oral, fingering, finger sucking, Mommy!Kink, top!Wanda, Bottom!Reader
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When you woke up this morning, you never, in your wildest dreams imagined that one of your most secret, most shameful desires will come true. It was something you had only seen in fanfiction and maybe twisted porn, but never believed real people did, or that it could in fact, happen to you. Truthfully, if someone had told you such a thing will happen, you would have scoffed and called them crazy.
But you were getting ahead of yourself. Your morning started the way it often did during the summer. You got up and walked down the stairs, to find Wanda sipping her coffee and scrolling through her phone. As usual, she put it away as soon as she saw you and she greeted you warmly.
Wanda Maximoff was your stepmother. She had married your father a little over 4 years ago, but you had known her for almost 5 and despite having a rocky start with the woman, you actually had a great relationship with her. She was warm and sweet and she never treated you like a child, nor did she try to ā€œreplaceā€ your actual mother, who did her best to stay in your life. In fact, Wanda treated you with respect and kindness and you soon saw her as a friend.
Wellā€¦ That wasnā€™t entirely true. You started seeing her as a friend at first, but over the years that connection shifted. She talked to you about the things your parents never wanted to, she always listened without prejudice or judgement and gave amazing advice. She also cared about your interests and she supported all your hobbies and little projects and she even often helped you.
Wanda was there when you decided to make a replica of the ā€œT.A.R.D.I.Sā€ from ā€œDoctor Whoā€ and spent an entire weekend helping you build it, so it would end up perfect, she watched every scary movie you asked for, because you could never bring yourself to do it on your own, and even though you were both scared, she always pretended not to be. For your sake. And then, when you were too scared to sleep alone, she pretended to fall asleep on the couch and let you snuggle into her, even if her back hurt the next day. She encouraged your writing, she read every book you ranted aboutā€¦ She supported you when you came out. For all those things and so much more, you gave Wanda your love.
Unfortunately for you, those were also the reasons why at some point, you stopped seeing Wanda as a friend and started seeing her as the woman of your dreams. Yes, cheesy. But true. And that idea gnawed at you ever since you stopped trying to lie to yourself.
The truth is, you spent way more time with Wanda than your father ever did. He was good, a good man and a good father, but his work often had him travelling for long. When you were young, he often took the whole family with him. Had private tutors for you, made sure you were educated by the best and brightest and the love of learning connected you together. But as you grew older, that life drove your mother away. To make the matters worse, he realized you needed stability just around the same time he met Wanda and soon, you were left in the big house, surrounded by housekeeping and your new stepmother, while he was away for months at a time. But at least he let you attend high school, instead of hiring more tutors, so you wouldnā€™t feel so alone.
You often wondered why Wanda chose to be with him when you, his daughter, knew more about her, spent more time with her and, you were sure, loved her far more than he did. But you never dared to ask and she never spoke of that, preferring to focus on you instead and you reciprocated that interest. You watched her favourite sitcoms with her, spent afternoons making pottery with her, which resulted in way too many crooked ceramic mugs in your home that you never knew what to do with, but loved too much to throw away. You taught her calligraphy, after you showed her your first story and she declared that you have the ā€œprettiest handwritingā€ and asked you to teach her. In turn, she gave you cooking lessons, because her food was by far, the best thing you had tasted, until it became a tradition that you made dinner together.
God, you shared so much of your life, so much of yourself with the woman, you gave so much of yourself to her, that it shouldnā€™t have come as such a surprise that you ended up falling for her. And her way with you didnā€™t help matters either. And yes, it wasnā€™t something outrageous. It was little things, like the way sheā€™d hold you, pulling you closer into her side during movie nights, which by the way were almost every night. It was the way she sat with you on the couch in the study, reading her book while you did homework, mindlessly playing with your hair, it was her protective on the small of your back, when you felt surrounded by people, the way she always knew when you needed her to step in and save you from strangers, or the soft way she held your hand when you went somewhere togetherā€¦
It was never one thing. It was a million little things and each one had you falling more and more deeply in love with her, until you couldnā€™t deny it anymore. You realized it during your junior year, when all your friends wouldnā€™t shut up about boys and their crushes and all you would think about was Wanda. What plans you had with her, what youā€™d watch with her, what meal youā€™ll be making together, where youā€™d go over the weekendā€¦ It was all Wanda. Even in your dreams. And to make matters worse, those dreams soon manifested into your waking hours, flooding your thoughts with nothing but her.
Now, the beginning of summer after senior year, when you had decided to take a gap year before college and focus on yourself, your writing, perhaps even travelling, you were fully aware that you wanted none of those things without her. You hadnā€™t booked a single destination, because you hadnā€™t yet the courage to ask if sheā€™d join you. You had stopped showing her your stories, because they were all about her and despite your best efforts had turned highly suggestive and then straight up erotic, up to the point that they no longer soothed you, when you thought of Wanda, but rather left you even more turned on and needy.
The neediness, unfortunately for you, had been another new development. No matter how many cold showers you took, how many times you masturbated to thoughts of her, the ache between your legs never quite went away. Actually, every time youā€™d see her, every night when she cuddled you and played you a movie, every evening when you helped her make dinner, each hot afternoon spent at the pool with her, left you a horny mess.
Today, after you helped Wanda make breakfast, that the two of you shared, she asked you if youā€™d like to go out with her. She had some errands to do and she promised to make it fun, despite the tediousness, offering you lunch at your favourite restaurant, or perhaps a small shopping trip in the afternoon, but you declined, opting to stay home instead.
To be fair, you wanted to go with her, you wanted to spend every second you could with her, but being left home alone meant that you could perhaps catch up on your writing without her seeing you and asking to read your story, or finally take care of the ache between your legs that lately never went away, but you were never alone forā€¦ Maybe even do it, the way you so often longed for, but never couldā€¦ God, you were a twisted girl. But you couldnā€™t help it. You just wanted her so much.
Wanda seemed a little bit surprised and frankly disappointed by your refusal, but she took a deep breath and she wished you a nice day, before she took her purse and her car keys, phone tucked in the back pocket of her tightly fitted jeans and she left, putting on her stylish sunglass, before opening the front door and disappearing from your view.
As soon as she was gone, you rushed to the study, reaching out behind a cluster of old, dusty books and taking out the Paperblanks hardcover journal dedicated to Edgar Allan Poe that she got you as a gift. It was beautiful and stylish and filled with all the stories you wrote about her.
As soon as the notebook fell open, you saw the last page you had written on and your fingers traced the last paragraph, reading through it. ā€œYou donā€™t hesitate when your fingers lace with my hair, your grip firm as you hold me in place and you study my face. My mouth open, my tongue sticking out as it awaits your dripping pussy...ā€ Yes, you remember that and your legs instantly cross over each-other at the wave of arousal, but you keep it at bay.
For the next few hours all you do is write. Your fantasies running rampant and free and filling the pages. It was almost a trans-like state, your hand moving almost on its own while the images in your head played out in front of your eyes. It felt freeing to be able to ā€œshareā€ your thoughts somehow, even if no one ever saw them and you only reluctantly stopped, when your stomach growled for food and your hand was cramping.
You made your way to the kitchen, groaning, your writing session had left you wet and so needy, that despite your instincts and Wandaā€™s voice in your head, telling you to eat something heathy and filling, you pulled out a fruit yogurt with mango and maracuja and ate it, leaning on the counter, wanting to stretch your legs a little.
Finished with your ā€œmealā€, you headed upstairs, making your way to the bedrooms. Yours was at the end of the hall and you headed for it, but stopped mid-way, when you saw Wandaā€™s bedroom door was slightly ajar and you stopped right in front of it, debating with yourself. You knew you shouldnā€™t go in, that it was an invasion of her privacy, but your heart was so full of longing for her that you eventually reasoned, that youā€™ll only look aroundā€¦ Just get her scent in your nostrils and leave.
As soon as you walked in, your eyes started to search the unfamiliar space. Itā€™s not that youā€™ve never been here, but the room was so alien to you, one youā€™d spent the least time in, that it almost didnā€™t feel right. You certainly never dared be so inquisitive, when Wanda was there with you.
Your eyes scanned every object, every photo, most of which were of you and Wanda and you allowed yourself to breathe in the aroma of everything Wanda. It smelled like clean sheets and her favourite vanilla and Himalayan magnolia air freshener, like her perfume and just something uniquely her. God, youā€™d roll around in it if you could.
Everything seemed so perfectly in order, her bed made and without a single crinkle in it, the room so pristine and clean. It was lovely, and your heart skipped a beat at the thought that you wished you could wake up here, next to her each morning.
Walking further into the room, your curiosity almost entirely satisfied now, you ran your fingers over the objects she had on display. Souvenirs from trips the two of you had went to, her certificate for completing a ā€œbeginnersā€ course in Latin dances, that she only went to for you and that you had stopped attending, because you hated how every man in the studio drooled over her, the ceramic figurine of a cute bear that you made her one time, a bowl of sea shells that the two of you had collected last summer at the beachā€¦
You were just about ready to leave, when the sight of a drawer, half-open and because of that seeming out of place, caught your attention. Everything was so perfectly in order in this room, that it looked so strange to see it left like this and you went to it thoughtlessly, pulling it open to inspect its content, only to gasp in surprise at what you found there.
It was full of toys. Sex toys, to be exact and you couldnā€™t help but stumble backwards a little at seeing just how many there were. Dildos in all colours, shapes and sizes and made from different materials were organized, each in its individual place. Handcuffs, soft Velcro cuffs and steal, regular ones easily distinguished. Ropes, blindfolds, some butt plugs, vibrators, lube, a couple of harnesses and even other things that you couldnā€™t name or guess the intended use of, could be seen laid out and you studied them with deep curiosity.
Did Wanda use all these? Did she lay here, in her big, soft bed and play with herself at night? What did she think about? Who did she picture in her fantasies, when she buried one of these toys inside herself? Did she do it slowly, or did she like it rough? How did it feel to be stretched out and full?
As your mind was flooded with questions, you mindlessly got closer, your hand reaching into the drawer and your fingertips grazing a rather large, realistic looking dildo. Youā€™d never actually seen toys in real life, so the sensation was both strange and exhilarating. Sure, you were 19 now and could buy them if you wanted to, but the thought just never appealed to you.
You just couldnā€™t picture it. Youā€™d never had anything other than two of your fingers inside yourself and it had already felt too much. You couldnā€™t even imagine what something so big would feel like or would do to you. Did Wanda enjoy the feeling of them? Did she ever wear her harness and bury one of these inside someone or did she like to be on the receiving end? You certainly liked to imagine yourself on the receiving end of one of her toys, especially after you learned of her past with women. She had shared those details when you came out to her, hoping to soothe you and help you feel like youā€™re not alone, but you never imagined that youā€™ll one day walk into your stepmotherā€™s bedroom and find so many toys, or that youā€™ll find yourself wishing you could see her play with themā€¦ God, the one you reached for looked so big, so thick in your hand. That could never fit inside you.
Yet the thought of Wanda stepping into her harness and picking out a dildo from her collection, while you waited for her in the bed, spread out and so needy for her, had your legs squeezing together in search for relief. Would she tie you down? Would she be sweet and soft? Would she use her fingers and her mouth? What would it feel like to have your arms wrapped around her, to be able to kiss her, as she had her way with you?
Fuck, you needed relief. And you needed it now. And you knew you should just go to your room and do what you always did, but this time you couldnā€™t. You couldnā€™t just close your eyes and picture Wanda, when here, in her room, all your senses were surrounded by her.
You hesitated for a moment, considering the danger, but it was still early and all the staff had the next few weeks off, so you knew youā€™ll be all alone. You could justā€¦ Lie down. Not even under the covers, just on top of her sheets and maybe pull your panties to the side. They were all wet already. Youā€™ll just pull your dress up and take care of that ache and then youā€™ll fix Wandaā€™s bed and leave.
You knew it was a bad idea, but in your brain, clouded by lust, you couldnā€™t help yourself and gave in. So you did exactly as you planned, the skirts of your dress bunched up around your waist, your panties pulled to the side, while your fingers circled your clit. You lay on your stomach, you face buried in Wandaā€™s pillow and inhaling her scent as your mind filled with images of her. It was wonderful. God, it was heavenly. But it wasnā€™t enough. Before you knew it, you had made yourself orgasm twice already, but the desperate feeling never went away. You needed more.
You slowly turned, laying on your back, your hand finding its way back to your clit, but it was only a measure to keep you calm while you thought. What could you do? And almost like fate, your face turned to the open drawer full of toys and an idea sparked inside you. You couldā€¦ No, that was an extremely bad idea. It was wrongā€¦ But maybe, it could help?
Getting up, telling yourself youā€™ll only take a quick look, you made your way back to the drawer and looked inside. You had no idea how to choose, so you trusted your instincts, picking a fairly small, pink dildo that seemed to look cute and entirely forgetting what a terrible idea this was, you made your way back to Wandaā€™s bed with giddiness, lying on your back and looking the toy over for a moment, before reaching down.
You rubbed the toyā€™s head against your opening, getting it slick with your juices and teasing your clit a little, before you started to slowly push it inside. The stretch felt unfamiliar, the toy, despite being small, still being larger than your fingers and you took your time to let it sink in deeper, allowing your pussy some time to adjust to it.
In just a few minutes, you had it fully inside you, the base pressing against your opening and oh, it was perfect. It was exactly what you needed and you quickly reached down with your free hand, finding your clit and adding the extra stimulation. Thoughts of Wanda quickly made their way into your head and you started to imagine the older woman doing exactly what you did to yourself, her hands working you perfectly, while her velvety voice wrapped around you and made you lose yourself entirely.
Taking your time to let it unfold, your body buzzing with excitement and pleasure, your muscles tightening, you knew you were about to have one of the best orgasms of your life, when suddenly, you heard the front door open and shortly after shut itself.
Fuck!
Sitting up, you heard Wandaā€™s keys land in the bowl with yours and your nervous anxiety hit a new high, when she called out your name form the living room.
Fuck!
Sheā€™d start looking for you soon, if you didnā€™t act quickly! God, what do you do? You needed to get out of there!
Your eyes roamed around the room nervously, toy still buried inside you and you knew you couldnā€™t put it back like that, covered in your slick! Sheā€™ll see it eventually and then sheā€™ll know what you did. In the rush of the moment, you did the only thing you thought would be smart. You put your panties back where they belonged, seeing the imprint of the dildo against them and you got out of her bed. You tried to smoothen it as much as you could, but you herd her voice call out your name again, this time from the kitchen and you knew sheā€™ll come up the stairs next. In a rush, you just closed her drawer and practically ran out, leaving the door slightly ajar as it was and you hesitated if you should go to your room, but before you could make your way there, you heard Wandaā€™s steps as she ascended the stairs and you knew there will be no time.
Closing your eyes for a moment, wiping your sweaty palms on your dress and feeling the fullness as you tried to calm your nerves, you committed to the decision you knew you had to make and despite every instinct of yours, you rushed towards her, meeting her just as she was at the top of the stairs.
ā€œAh, Y/N, there you are! I was calling you.ā€ She smiled as she saw you, reaching out to give you a hug.
ā€œYeah, I heard you, I was just coming to meet you.ā€ You manage to say, forcing a smile.
ā€œAre you all right, honey?ā€ The older womanā€™s eyebrows furrowed. ā€œYou look a little flushed.ā€ She said with concern, one of her hands reaching out to feel your forehead. ā€œAnd you feel warm too.ā€ She determined, her eyes scanning you.
ā€œYeah, Iā€™m all good.ā€ You tried to reassure her, still practically blocking the older womanā€™s path.
ā€œYou sure?ā€ Wanda asked once more, concern evident in her eyes and you tried to calm your nerves.
ā€œI promise.ā€ You tried to say with conviction and hoping your knees wouldnā€™t buckle.
ā€œOk, honey, but if you feel unwell, youā€™ll tell me, right?ā€
ā€œOf course.ā€ You smiled warmly and, seeing that the woman seemed to be going to her room, the place where you had just been, you tried to dissuade her. ā€œHey, I was wondering, could we have pasta for dinner today? The one with the special sauce you make?ā€
ā€œSure, honey.ā€ Wanda beamed, her hand stroking your cheek softly before she moved past you. ā€œLet me go get changed and weā€™ll go make it together.ā€ She suggested.
Not wanting to seem weird, you let the woman pass and after watching her enter her bedroom, you actually relaxed a little, thinking that you could use this time to go back to your own room and pull out the dildo still nestled inside you, when her voice forced you to stiffen once more.
ā€œHey, honey, why donā€™t you go and take out the vegetables from the fridge and start washing them? Iā€™ll be right down.ā€ Wanda called out, interrupting your train of thought and destroying any chance you had of going through with disposing of the cursed toy.
ā€œOk.ā€ You called out, facing the stairs defeatedly.
In your guilt over what you did, you felt like you couldnā€™t risk saying ā€œnoā€ and going to your room instead, not wanting to rouse Wandaā€™s suspicion. So, a little wobbly on your legs and feeling even more aroused than when you first went in her bedroom, you walked down the stairs, doing exactly as she asked, planning how to excuse yourself later and pull the damned thing out of you.
Wanda walked into her bedroom and started to unbutton her shirt, asking you to start dinner as she went, but suddenly stopped, her eyes narrowing. It wasnā€™t that there was something particularly wrong, itā€™s just that something felt out of place and she couldnā€™t quite put her finger on it.
Shrugging, she tossed her shirt on an empty chair and started to take off her jeans next, leaving herself in just her underwear and going to the closet to pick out more comfy clothes. She put on a pair of black sweats and took out a dark red top that she knew you loved and put it over her head, turning to leave, when her eyes narrowed again.
Her bed was all wrinkled and the covers were looking lumpy and it bothered her somehow. Did she leave it like this today? She leaned down and started to fix it, her hands smoothing the covers and tucking them in as she always did, when her palm ran over a damp spot. Now this really caught her attention and she inspected it more closely.
It looked like a small wet spot, more visible now that she knew to look for it and she wasnā€™t sure what to make of it. Had you been here? But why would you be on her bed? That didnā€™t make sense, until a realization came over her, like pieces of a puzzle coming together. Your flushed face, the way you tried to block her path, how out of breath you seemed and thisā€¦ The state of her bedā€¦ She suddenly straightened, rushing to her drawer.
As soon as she opened it, she knew what you had done. She knew her collection very well, knew exactly what she owned and where it was, so the absent pink dildo was like a glaring hole in the middle of her drawer. But why hadnā€™t you put it back? Had she gotten home and interrupted you? That seemed more and more likely and at the thought, she could only sigh.
Wanda was a lot of things, but stupid just wasnā€™t one of them. She realized you had a crush on her somewhere around the end of your junior year and at first the thought scared her. Sure, she had noticed you turning into a beautiful young woman, she wasnā€™t blind, and you had already shared with her that you were gay, but she never imagined youā€™d develop feelings towards her. Naturally, she thought it was simple curiosity. You were growing, it was normal. It would probably go away on its own. You were surrounded by girls your own age, with young bodies and unburdened by life, so she believed youā€™d soon move on.
But as time passed those lingering looks you gave her started to be accompanied by something else. A kind of longing in your eyes, a kind of shy almost hope that she couldnā€™t quite place. Until eventually she did. Wanda knew you better than anyone in the world, she knew what made you tick and as she watched your gaze follow her, while she sipped wine, your eyes fixed on her lips and your legs squeezing together, she realized that your relationship with her had changed. You saw her differently.
That thought scared Wanda more than she ever expected and she excused herself quickly, practically running to her bedroom and burying her face in her pillow and her first thoughts were for you. She felt terrible, imagining how scared you must be, how sad and disheartened to be infatuated with your fatherā€™s wife. She kept thinking about how alone you must feel, not being able to tell anyone. How heart wrenching it must be to spend every day with her and know she was with another.
In her eyes you were her girl and she held so much love for you that the knowledge that she caused such feelings inside you, that she caused you so much pain, was devastating to her. After realizing what really bothered you, she spent so many sleepless nights, thinking of you. And in her love, she thought the best thing for you would be to pull away from you.
Yes, she didnā€™t love your father anymoreā€¦ If ever. He was hardly ever home, hardly ever spending any time with her, always promising to retire, but never doing soā€¦ The only reason she stayed all this time was always you. She married him because she wanted a family, never expecting that sheā€™ll find that in you. And when she hadā€¦ Wellā€¦ That made her choice very easy. But you were such a young girl. An old soul, admittedly, but still so young. She couldnā€™t let you spend those sweet years pining over your stepmother. So pull away she did.
Little did she know how devasted youā€™d be, feeling her absence as a hole in your heart and crying so many nights, when you thought that she no longer wanted your presence. She watched your heartbreak from afar, hating herself for it, yet thinking it would be for the best, until one night, when she heard you speak to one of your friends on the phone.
Your broken voice almost made her cry then and there and she vowed to never do that to you again. So she made sure that things went back to normal, to the routine the two of you had, but she never quite stopped noticing how the love in you bloomed.
The summer vacation after your junior year she spent entirely with you, having a grand time going to the beach, sunbathing, while you read books and drank cocktails together. Yours virgin, of course. But sheā€™d let you have a sip from hers every once in a while, to indulge your curiosity. Sheā€™d rather let you drink with her and make sure youā€™re safe.
Then came your 18th birthday and the party you hosted at the house, you and your friends having fun around the pool and she thought that with all these people around you, youā€™d lose interest, but you never did. After everyone was gone, all you wanted was to cuddle up to her on the couch and watch your favourite movie with her. You always preferred her to anyone else, chose to stay home and try new recipes, rather than go out and she thought that perhaps this thing you felt for her was serious.
And once that knowledge settled inside her, it no longer bothered her. And with acceptance came something else. Something she never thought she had in her. A kind of curiosity of her own.
Obviously, she was flattered to know you had such feelings for her. You were a young, sweet thing, your life was just starting and sheā€¦ How could she take advantage of you?
Then again, you didnā€™t make it easy for her. The way young girls did, you flirted boldly, openly and in gestures of sudden bravery. You flaunted yourself to her whenever you got the chance. Wearing skimpy bathing suits and even asking her to fix the strings for you, asking her to go shopping with you and dragging her into lingerie stores, showing her different sets and asking her opinion, wearing short dresses and tight shorts whenever she was around, which happened to be all the timeā€¦ Asking her to watch scary movies with you in your room, cuddling into her in nothing but your panties and a t-shirt and then asking her to stay when you were too scared to stay alone.
Ugh, you were a tease. Sheā€™d feel you wiggle unnecessarily, so youā€™d ā€œsettleā€ and youā€™d blush furiously anytime she so much as looked at you. Sheā€™d wake up with your back pressed against her front, your ass pressed up against her as you slept happily, and every time youā€™d pull one of those stunts, sheā€™d feel you chip away at her resolve.
You were so soft, so sweet, such a delicate thing, your skin smooth and flawless under her fingertips. Whenever youā€™d ask her to stay with you, falling asleep on her shoulder, she couldnā€™t help but stroke the exposed skin of your bare arms, the length of your thighs, just to feel you. It was a small action, was it not? Done out of curiosity. And it soothed her to be able to get this small thing for herself, since she had promised herself not to take you entirely.
Your last year of high school passed like that, with you parading yourself and eventually Wanda broke. She told herself sheā€™d never make a move on you. It was wrong, but she needed an outlet for her frustration. Thatā€™s how she first spent a night thinking of you while she touched herself. Not that thoughts of you hadnā€™t crossed her mind before, but she always pushed them away. But when she no longer could, that one action broke the dam.
The images of you flooded her mind constantly and she found herself seeking relief in the privacy of her bedroom, imagining she had you to play with. She thought of all the gloriously depraved things she could do to you, the things she could teach you and all the ways she could corrupt you. It would be so sweet.
It got worse as your feelings progressed and sheā€™d often wake to the sounds of your moans in the middle of the night. The first time such a thing happened she rushed to your room, thinking maybe youā€™re in pain, only to see you sprawled on your bed, legs spread wide and your hand moving furiously in your panties. You thought you were being quiet, that you were being subtle, but honestly, she could sometimes make out the way you called her name as you made yourself cum.
Now, looking in her drawer of toys and realizing what youā€™d done, she tried to let it go, but she just couldnā€™t. You went behind her back, sneaked into her bedroom, snooped through her things, used her toys and masturbated on her bed. As much as she was impressed by your boldness and surprised to find that your desire for her went that far, she was furious. You didnā€™t even have the decency to hide it well! Why didnā€™t you just wash the toy and put it back? Did you still have it? Ugh, she was angry!
She knew you probably didnā€™t mean for it to go this far, but she just couldnā€™t help it. How was she meant to stay away from you, to keep her resolve and refrain from marching down and fucking you senseless, when you did such things? She had to teach you a lesson.
Her fingers clenching over the edge of the drawer, knuckles turning white, Wanda was ready to slam it shut and storm down the stairs, when her eyes landed on a pink remote control. It was for the dildo you had used and she was surprised you hadnā€™t taken that too, before she realized you probably had no idea it had a vibrating function. Or maybe you hadnā€™t gotten that far. Who knows? Either way, an idea sparked into her head and she decided to test a theory and if she was right, tonight sheā€™ll teach you a lesson and pay you back for every time youā€™d teased her, every time you paraded yourself in front of her, every time you tempted her and made her crave you.
In the back of her head, she knew what this decision meant. She knew she wouldnā€™t be able to stop herself. If she went through with it, sheā€™d go all the way. Closing her eyes and breathing in, she tried to think clearly, but she had reached the end of her restraint, the end of her self-control. She couldnā€™t pretend that she didnā€™t want this anymore. She had to have you.
Taking the small remote control, she put it in the pocket of her sweats and she walked down the stairs. She found you prepping the vegetables, just as she asked, your cheeks still flushed, but you tried to act as normal as possible. With a smile, Wanda did the same, starting to make the dough for the homemade pasta and starting up a light conversation with you.
ā€œSo, honey, what did you do today?ā€ She asked sweetly.
ā€œOh you know, just normal thingsā€¦ā€ You trailed off as your legs squeezed together.
ā€œYeah? Did you finish the new book I told you about?ā€
ā€œNo, not yet. But almost. Iā€™m so excited to see what happens.ā€ You tried to feign interest, but Wanda knew you. You hadnā€™t read a page. ā€œWhat about you, did you have a nice day?ā€
ā€œNice isnā€™t how Iā€™d describe it. But Iā€™m glad to be home.ā€ She responded shortly. ā€œYou know, sweetie, why donā€™t you get the sauce started and leave it on the stove, Iā€™ll watch it while I make the dough and you can sit down. You still look a little flushed.ā€ She suggested and you sighed with relief at her offer, doing as she asked, finishing as quickly as possible and making your way to a chair in the kitchen, sitting down and watching her cook, the way you have so many times before.
Except, as soon as you sat, you realized it was a mistake. The dildo, still nicely nestled inside you, was pressed against the surface of the chair and pushed as deeply as it could go, causing you to let out a small whimper at the feeling of being so full and even with her back to you, Wanda knew that her suspicion was right.
ā€œWhat was that, dear?ā€ She turned to look at you for a moment, your legs squeezing together so tightly your muscles shook.
ā€œN-nothingā€¦ā€ You stuttered out, a hand gripping the edge of the table.
My, you were so responsive. You must have been close, if you were this worked up. How delightful. Wanda was going to have so much fun with you.
Unaware of how closely you were being watched, or of the wicked plan your stepmother had formulated for you, you started to gently rock on the chair, the movement bringing brief relief to the aching between your legs. But Wanda wasnā€™t going to let you just fuck yourself right in front of her. If anyone was going to fuck you tonight, it was going to be her.
Reaching into her pocket, she felt around for the buttons of the remote control and she turned it on and let it start at the lowest setting. Your reaction was instantaneous. You gasped, trying to do it quietly and softly, but she heard you none the less.
Feeling the dildo start to vibrate had you stiffen on the chair. God, did your slow grinding press the start button on the device? It was possible. Now you felt the gentle hum of the lowest setting and it drove you crazy. Perhaps with some concentration you could ignore feeling the toy inside you, but you couldnā€™t contain yourself like this. It was nestled at the deepest parts of you and vibrating against an especially sensitive spot and it had you shaking.
ā€œWanda, I think Iā€™m going to lie down.ā€ You suddenly said, swallowing hard and preparing yourself to stand.
ā€œOh, sweetheart!ā€ She gasped when she turned to you. You looked a mess and it was absolutely breath-taking. She always wanted to see you like this. Now that she was so close, she wasnā€™t going to let you slip away so quickly. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong? You seem even more flushed. And your forehead is so hot, baby, maybe you should lie down on the couch, so I can take care of you.ā€ She suggested with concern. ā€œIā€™ll bring you a cool cloth for your forehead and a glass of water.ā€ She suggested, offering you her hand and guiding you to the couch.
ā€œNo, you donā€™t have to do that, Iā€™ll just lie down upstairs for a bit.ā€ You tried to protest, following her lead on instinct, despite your wish to escape to your room, but she was having none of it.
ā€œBut, sweetie, you can barely walk.ā€ She argued, guiding you to the couch. ā€œLook at that, youā€™re shaking. Lie down here for me, honey. Iā€™ll take care of you.ā€ She suggested, helping you lie down.
She went to grab you a glass of water, just as she promised and, on her way back, she watched you squirm and try to contain the sensations going through your body. When she made you drink at least some of the water, she left the glass on the table and she went to get you a cool cloth for your forehead, but not before sticking her hand in her pocket and increasing the speed of the vibrator.
A loud moan graced her ears just as she did it and she could hardly contain her smirk as she walked back to you.
ā€œNow, honey, you stay here and rest and Iā€™ll go check on dinner and Iā€™ll be right back, ok?ā€ She explained with a soft voice and she stroked your cheek affectionately, basking in the state you were in.
Your cheeks were burning with a mixture of arousal and shyness, your whole body squirming with need, even your hips bucking, when you thought Wanda wasnā€™t looking, loving the stimulation, yet needing so much more. Fuck, she could play with you like this for hours. If she had it her way, sheā€™d strip you down first, of course, but there was plenty of time for that later. Sheā€™d watch you writhe and make you beg to be allowed to cum, push you to admit what you did and then tease you some more as punishment for it. And once youā€™ve surrendered, sheā€™d make you cum over and over again, until you canā€™t take anymore. Sheā€™ll take your shaking little body upstairs and help you get cleaned up, so she can cuddle you to sleep. But she was getting ahead of herself.
She went to check on the pasta and the sauce you were making, stirring the pots and making sure that it wouldnā€™t get burned. She often looked at you at the corner of her eye, watching you writhe and, deciding to take pity on you, she clicked the off button on the remote control in her pocket, seeing you instantly settle in both relief and frustration. It was obvious you wanted more, that you needed that orgasm badly, but you didnā€™t want to get caught and Wanda smirked to herself. Sheā€™ll make you beg for an orgasm soon enough.
In the next minutes she let you rest, while she set up the table and finished dinner, not wanting to overwhelm you too much too early. She came over to you carefully, checking to see if you managed to put yourself together and you indeed looked much better. The frustration from the teasing and edging was obvious, but other than that you were holding up quite well and she smiled.
ā€œHey, honey, how are you feeling?ā€ She asked softly. ā€œDo you think you can come to the dinner table, so we can eat, or should I bring your food here?ā€ She suggested, smiling.
ā€œIā€™ll come to the table.ā€ You agreed, removing the damp cloth from your forehead and taking her hands, so you could stand.
ā€œOk, baby, wash your hands and letā€™s eat.ā€ She smiled softly at you.
Once you settled, poorly hiding a whimper when the dildo was once again pressed into your depths and against your most sensitive spots, you struggled to find topics for a conversation, but Wanda distracted you, telling you about her day and keeping your mind occupied while you ate. It was still hard to keep your urge to grind down on the toy sometimes, especially when Wanda would look at you with those pretty green eyes and swirl the wine in her glass, before sipping it. How could she be so sensual without even trying?
ā€œWanda, I think Iā€™ll head upstairs. I feel tired.ā€ You tried to excuse yourself after the meal was finished.
ā€œOh, really?ā€ She said with disappointment in her voice. ā€œYou sure? I was thinking we could watch a movie together.ā€ She suggests, pouting at you cutely and melting your heart.
ā€œI donā€™t knowā€¦ā€ You hesitated, wanting to stay, but feeling your walls contract around the dildo inside you and almost making your legs buckle.
ā€œMaybe for a bit?ā€ She offered with hope in her eyes. ā€œYou lie down and pick anything you want to watch and Iā€™ll make us some popcorn. If youā€™re still not feeling well, Iā€™ll help you upstairs.ā€
You tried to refuse her, you really did, but the truth was, that you could never say ā€œnoā€ to Wanda Maximoff. She was your greatest weakness and you knew youā€™d do anything she asks, no matter what, so you settled onto the couch, searching through the movie options and finding one that looked promising, while she brought over the big bowl of popcorn she made, sitting down next to you and pulling you into her side, just as she always did, kissing the top of your head affectionately.
You played the movie, trying to distract yourself and reminding yourself that all you had to do is get through the movie with her and then youā€™ll go to your room and have all the orgasms you wanted. It was just a couple of hours with Wanda.
But youā€™d barely gotten through the intro, when the vibrator came to life with a sudden buzz and you had to refrain from grinding against the couch at how good it felt. But thatā€™s all the restraint you could show and you quickly realized Wanda was looking at you with concern.
ā€œWhatā€™s the matter, sweetie? Is everything all right?ā€
You barely nodded, pretending to watch, when all you could do was do your best to stay still in Wandaā€™s hold. God, how did this thing turn on again? How do you stop it, before you have an orgasm, right there, sitting next to the woman you were desperately in love with? Worse! What if she hears the vibration? Could she hear it right now?
It was driving you crazy and holding back became increasingly difficult as time passed, your breathing going more erratic and just when you thought that it will happen, regardless if you wanted to or not, the vibrations suddenly stopped.
ā€œDid you say something, honey?ā€ Wanda turned to you once more, making you realize that you had whined pretty loudly.
ā€œN-no.ā€ You stutter out, shaking your head and she barely contains the smirk forming on her face, before it gives away just how much sheā€™s enjoying this.
She gives you a break, letting you calm down, before she turns on the vibrator again, startling you and this time you look at her, trying to see if she actually noticed, but Wanda had her attention on the TV.
The damned thing was driving you crazy, but you couldnā€™t help a thought that crept into your mind. Why does it keep going on and off? Was it you? You were sitting pretty stillā€¦ And then another, more shocking thought sparkled in your mind. Could Wanda? No, that was absurd. Even if she found out you took it, how would she know you still had it inside you? Would she do this on purpose?
As you turned to her, studying her expression, you couldnā€™t imagine Wanda doing such a thing. But you had to know for sure. So you waited for that moment when you got close, your body starting to lose some of its control and just as you were about to fall off the edge, the toy stopped, leaving you desperate and needy, extremely frustrated and utterly shocked. Did she just put her hand in her pocket? Did she have the remote there?
You had a million questions almost clouding your brain and you had no idea how to ask, no idea how to approach that subject, scared that if you were wrong, youā€™ll give yourself away, when Wanda suddenly turned to you.
ā€œI see you finally figured it out.ā€ She said in a low, raspy voice, smiling. She was almost predatory with the way she was looking at you, her soft green eyes now full of intensity. ā€œDonā€™t you know that taking someone elseā€™s things without permission is wrong?ā€ She asked, raising a brow at you expectantly.
ā€œIā€¦ Wandaā€¦ Itā€™s notā€¦ā€ You tried to say something coherent, putting a little distance between your bodies, but you were in a state of shock and you couldnā€™t find the right words to explain.
ā€œNot what it looks like?ā€ She finished the sentence for you, scoffing. ā€œI highly doubt that. Or are you going to deny that you snooped through my bedroom and took something that doesnā€™t belong to you?ā€ She asked sternly, her eyes fixing you.
ā€œIā€¦ ā€ You tried again, the words never coming out. ā€œI didnā€™t mean to!ā€ You tried, knowing it was a useless protest.
ā€œWell, what did you mean to do, sweetness, hm? Come on, explain it for me.ā€ She challenged again, raising a brow at you impatiently.
She gave you some time to collect whatever was left of your thoughts and she waited for you to say something coherent, but nothing actually came. There was no excuse, and you knew it well.
ā€œWandaā€¦ Please.ā€ You said quietly, not even sure what you were asking of her, just knowing that you couldnā€™t stand the way she was looking at you, couldnā€™t stand how disappointed she was.
ā€œShould I tell you what I think happened, hm?ā€ She asked, her tone having that stern edge again. And before you could answer, she continued. ā€œOr are you going to tell me yourself?ā€ She asked again, holding up the remote control that was previously sitting in her pocket. ā€œDo you need a little incentive?ā€ She asked with a predatory grin, a slender finger hovering over the start button. ā€œMaybe another edge or two would loosen your tongue?ā€ She suggested, almost turning the device on.
ā€œOh my God, Wanda, please, no! Please! I canā€™t take anymore!ā€ You begged pitifully and her heart melted a little, knowing youā€™ve probably never been edged. Even now you had your legs squeezed together, your eyes fixed on the remote she was holding.
To be fair, Wanda never intended to be cruel with you. She only wanted to be kind towards you, but you had pushed her buttons today and it had brought out a side of her she never wanted to show you. And you had never earned such treatment from her either, so she found it hard to contain her emotions, but she took a deep breath and tried to soften her features.
ā€œPlease, Iā€™ll never do that again!ā€ You pleaded.
ā€œOh, I know, sweetheart.ā€ She said with surprising gentleness, stroking your cheek affectionately. ā€œIā€™ll make sure of that. But youā€™ll have to tell me why you did it.ā€ She explained.
ā€œI canā€™tā€¦ā€ You tried to protest again, voice shaking. How could you explain that youā€™re in love with her?
ā€œIf you can do it, you should be able to talk about it.ā€ Wanda coaxed.
ā€œPlease, let me just go upstairs and Iā€™ll clean everything up andā€¦ā€
ā€œOh, no, itā€™s too late for that now.ā€ Wanda interrupted you, knowing where you were trying to go with that thought. ā€œYou donā€™t get to pretend that nothing happened.ā€ She added with a thoughtful expression. ā€œYou seeā€¦ I tried to pretend that I donā€™t see the way you act, or your little skimpy outfits, or the way you look at me. I tried to pretend that I donā€™t hear you calling my name at night, when you touch yourselfā€¦ I tried to stay away and be a good stepmother, a good wifeā€¦ And then you go and do something like thisā€¦ Tell me, Y/N, what should I do with you now, hmm?ā€
Her words, the way she said themā€¦ The admission that she knew of your feelings sent you spiralling all over again and you didnā€™t even know where to begin. What were you meant to say? What did she intend to do? Was she going to tell your father? God, you hoped she wouldnā€™t. Not even because you were so afraid of him, but because you were so afraid of losing her. You never wanted to lose her.
ā€œIt would be so wrong of me to take you.ā€ Wanda continues, talking more to herself now, her words taking a surprising turn. ā€œSo wrongā€¦ But you make it so hard for me to resist you.ā€ She confessed. ā€œYouā€™ve been driving me crazy.ā€ She said in a low voice, getting closer to where you stood, cupping your chin with her fingers, so she could make sure that youā€™ll look at her. ā€œDo you know how hard it has been? Watching you offer yourself to me so shamelessly, listening to your moans at night, hearing you call my name and having to stay away from youā€¦ā€ Wandaā€™s gaze had darkened, making your pussy throb around the vibrator inside you and leaving you even more needy and helpless in her hold. God, you wanted her! ā€œDo you know how many nights I almost didnā€™t? Do you know how many nights I had to cum to your filthy little sounds, imagining that it was me, making you feel that good?ā€ She asked, searching your face.
You couldnā€™t believe the words that kept coming out of her mouth, couldnā€™t believe that she would ever want the same thing you did, that she would even give you the time of dayā€¦ You wondered if she really meant it. Yet she kept speaking, her words making the ache between your legs almost unbearable and the need to grind against the vibrator nestled inside you harder and harder to resist. You were ready to combust. Fuck, you were ready to let her do absolutely anything and everything to you, just as long as she finally took you.
ā€œTell me something, honeyā€¦ā€ Her words pulled you from your thoughts. ā€œDo you want Mommy to make you feel good? Is that why you pulled this little stunt? Wanted to get my attention?ā€ She asked, watching your eyes go wide at the mention of the title you used, the one you moaned out when you thought of her. ā€œOh, yes, I know what you like to call me.ā€ She smirked. ā€œIt has a very nice ring to it, when you moan it out, touching yourself.ā€
You could only whine, too scared to admit how badly you needed her, how much you thought of her, how long youā€™ve waited for this moment, but Wanda didnā€™t rush. She held your gaze and she searched your eyes, filled with longing, as she let you think this through. If she was going to do this, she would do it right.
ā€œWandaā€¦ Please?ā€ You uttered in almost despair, not knowing how to ask for what you wanted and not daring to hope that you would be lucky enough to get it.
ā€œPlease what, sweetheart? What do you want?ā€ She asked softly, her thumb brushing your cheekbone as a way to soothe you. ā€œYouā€™ll have to use your words.ā€ She coaxed, when she saw the way you took her hand, trying to guide it lower, to where you needed her most.
ā€œMommyā€¦ā€ You whined once more, trying to plead with her, hoping that it will affect her enough to finally make that final move.
Hearing your pleas, hearing that title pass your lips as you looked at her was easily pulling at her heart strings. It was also making her want to ruin you. She couldnā€™t deny that it did something to her and despite your poor behaviour today, she wanted to be good to you, wanted to care for you, to shower you with the love and affection you deserved, but she couldnā€™t make that move, not before you asked. She had no intention to be cruel to you, she just wanted to be sure, that you wanted to take that step with her.
ā€œI know youā€™re feeling shy, dear, but this matters to me.ā€ She said softly. ā€œI need you to know what this means and I need to know that you want it. For that, youā€™ll have to use your words.ā€ She clarified again, waiting for her words to sink in, but this time she didnā€™t have to wait long.
ā€œYou know I want this. For years Iā€™ve wanted this, wanted you. And I never thought youā€™d ever see me, the way I see you, but Wanda, if you doā€¦ Please, donā€™t make me wait anymore. Please?ā€
As soon as she heard that, she leaned forward, capturing your chin with her fingers and looking deep in your eyes, letting the anticipation build between you, before she slowly connected your lips in a gentle kiss. Itā€™s slow and soft, she moves tentatively, bringing her body closer, so she could let her tongue explore you as well, and sheā€™s pleasantly surprised when your hands grip her top, pulling her on top of you.
Just this small contact had your heart fluttering with joy. You never thought this could be your reality. It felt so good to feel her weight against you. You had waited too long for this. You had spent so many endless nights thinking of just this. But Wanda was worth it. To be able to smell her, to taste her for yourself, you would do it all over again.
Her hands were just as gentle as they ran up and down your neck, or buried themselves in your hair and you couldnā€™t help but moan and whimper as you desperately tried to get more friction and more attention from her.
She was trying to take it slow, letting herself feel the culmination of her longing and just enjoy the way your lips felt, but it just wasnā€™t enough. She wanted to feel more of you, feel every part of you against her and explore every millimetre of your gorgeous body. This moment between you was long overdue and you both knew it.
Tentatively, she straddled one of your thighs, pressing her knee against your aching core, hoping to provide some much-needed relief to you both, but it only made you needier and more desperate for Wanda to finish what she started.
ā€œMommy, please.ā€ You whispered softly, breaking the kiss to look up at her with longing and she instantly understood.
As much as you hoped to hold yourself together, as much as you wanted to prolong this moment, scared that if you opened your eyes, sheā€™ll disappear, you couldnā€™t help the way your pussy throbbed. You had waited hours, teased and edged and filled to the brim with no relief and you couldnā€™t stand it a second longer. You needed to cum, or you were going to combust.
Wanda met your gaze, her head spinning from how lost she let herself get in your kisses, only to see you in a similar state. The love and adoration in your eyes, all that pent up longing and your pleas were irresistible. She had to indulge you. Then again, she also had to teach you a lesson and it felt right to use this toy. You had started all this by taking it after all.
With a devilish grin, Wanda reached into her pocket, feeling for the remote control and blindly pressing the start button. She felt the toy come to life with a sudden buzz, the vibrations dull against her knee, but from the way you gasped at the sensation, she could tell you were having a much more intense experience and she let it continue its work, while she took you in a deep kiss.
When it became too hard to keep up with her, your mind too distracted by the pleasure, she started to kiss her way down your body, kissing your neck and helping you grind against her, elated to hear the way you moaned and whimpered from every small touch. God, you were gorgeous.
ā€œLook at you.ā€ She admired you with a soft smile. ā€œIā€™m about to make you fall apart, while fully dressed and without a single touch to your pussy.ā€ She rasped, her hands massaging your breasts through the fabric of your dress and bra.
Her words made your cheeks burn and pulled another whine from you, yet you couldnā€™t deny how hot it was, or how badly you wanted it. In fact, they only made you grind against her more, trying to pull her in for another kiss, desperate to feel her against you.
She was right too. You were shaking beneath her, your movements turning more erratic, the closer to your edge you would get, and knowing that once you were there, you wouldnā€™t be able to stop it.
ā€œMommy, please I want to cum.ā€™ā€™ You pleaded softly. ā€œPlease, donā€™t stop it this time.ā€
ā€œSo pretty when you beg.ā€ Wanda smirked. ā€œYou wanna cum, my darling?ā€
ā€œYes, want to cum so badly.ā€
ā€œIf you want to cum, you have to promise Mommy some things first.ā€ Wanda explained, removing a strand of hair from your face. ā€œFirst: Youā€™ll never take Mommyā€™s toys again without permission.ā€ She stated sternly. ā€œIs that clear?ā€
ā€œYes, Mommy, I promise.ā€ You nodded, body squirming under her intense gaze. God, you were close.
ā€œSecond: No more touching yourself. And no more cumming unless you have Mommyā€™s permission either.ā€ She explained while she trailed soft kisses down your neck. ā€œUnderstood?ā€
ā€œYes! Yes, I understand.ā€ You almost screamed, your hips stuttering against her. ā€œFuck!ā€
ā€œGood.ā€™ā€™ She smiled triumphantly. She could probably get you to agree to just about anything right now. ā€œBut most importantly, no one else is allowed to see you like this, to touch you like this, to feel you and fuck you and kiss you the way I can. Youā€™re all mine, got it?ā€ She almost growled in your ear, one of her hands tangling in your hair to make you look up at her.
ā€œYes! God, yes! I donā€™t want anyone else, Mommy, just you. Please! I just want to be yours. Please? Can I be yours? Can I please cum?ā€ You spoke in a high-pitched tone, your desperation reaching new hights as you heard the possessiveness in her voice.
Wanda could tell you were seconds away from your orgasm and the smile that spread over her face when she reached into her pocket, stopping the vibrator, could only be described as evil. She found it amusing that you would think that sheā€™d let you cum like this, with a toy you had taken from her, instead of getting to feel you for herself.
ā€œOh my God, no, no noā€¦ā€ You whined, tears prickling your eyes as the sting of denial hit you full force. It was horrible, being so close, yet unable to finish. If Wanda wasnā€™t right on top of you, you would have reached down, trying to finish it yourself. At the same time the pleasure that burned through you, unyielding and demanding was somehow sweet.
ā€œHow does that feel, my sweet girl?ā€ Wanda asked with a calm, self-satisfied tone that had chills run down your spine. Something told you that she would love to do this to you again. ā€œFrustrating, right?ā€
ā€œYes.ā€ You whined, as your nails dug into her arms, as the orgasm you had built started to dull down and fade.
ā€œThatā€™s what it felt like, every time you teased me.ā€ She explained with a growl. ā€œThatā€™s what it felt like, to find out you took something of mine without my permission.ā€ She added, as she took down your panties, her eyes zeroing in on the pink vibrator nestled inside you. ā€œIā€™ll do much worse, if you try something like that again.ā€ She snarled, the threat clear in her voice.
ā€œI wouldnā€™t Mommy, I promise.ā€ You squirmed under her inquisitive eyes.
ā€œLearned your lesson, huh, my darling?ā€ She smirked, pulling out the dildo as well, discarding it on the floor carelessly, so she can admire your sweet pussy. You were so beautiful like this. Legs spread wide, slick folds on display and your desperate pussy twitching with need and excitement. You were perfect. ā€œThen let me show you how good I can be to you.ā€
With a smile, she teased her fingers over your sensitive folds, playing with your clit and pulling small moans from you, before she eased her digits inside you. Your tight walls accepted her gladly, fluttering and pulsing around her happily and a string of moans filled her ears. She curled them experimentally, looking for your sweet spot and it didnā€™t take long to find it, your back arching off the couch in delight.
ā€œYeah, thatā€™s your spot, isnā€™t it? Right there.ā€ She emphasized her words, by pressing on it again.
ā€œYes, right there!ā€ You sighed, back arching as the pleasure inside you started to grow again.
Wandaā€™s fingers were even better than the toy, stretching you deliciously, as they moved just the way you liked and you couldnā€™t believe that you had lived so long without getting to experience them.
Her hungry eyes were stuck on the view of her fingers moving in and out of you, your juices sticking to the palm of her hand, that she made sure to press against your clit at each stroke. It was obscene how much you reacted to her, how badly you needed her and you tried to pull her closer, so youā€™d hide in the crook of her neck, but she wouldnā€™t let you.
ā€œNo need to be embarrassed, darling. Mommy loves to see how good she makes you feel.ā€ She husked, but gave in none the less, wanting to feel you close to her.
She peppered soft kisses on your cheeks and jaw, trailed them down your neck and against your ear as you moaned for her, clawing at her clothed back and it took everything in her not to stretch you out with a third finger. When your walls tightened around her, gripping her hard, she knew you were getting close again, your insatiable little pussy just begging her for more.
ā€œAre you going to cum for me, baby?ā€ She asked sweetly. ā€œAre you going to make a mess all over my fingers?ā€
ā€œGod, yes!ā€ You gasped, trying to pull her impossibly closer.
ā€œShow me.ā€ Wanda husked, claiming your lips in another kiss, nestling even closer to you, pulling your legs around her waist, so she could press against you snugly, almost folding you in half as her fingers worked your G-spot.
The position was surprisingly intimate, your body trapped under Wanda. It felt snug and safe, all your senses surrounded by her. You could smell her perfume, see the curtain of her soft, wavy hair falling around you, taste her as she kissed you, feel her deep inside you as you reached your edge with soft moans of pure pleasure.
When you finally fell over it, she helped you ride the waves of extasy, her fingers never stopping their movement. You were writhing under her, but she held you down effortlessly, until you gave her everything you had to offer and she pulled out of you with a contented grin.
ā€œThatā€™s my good girl.ā€ She praised, lifting up her fingers to inspect them and slowly putting them in her mouth, so she could clean them up. ā€œAnd so delicious too.ā€ She added happily.
For a moment she contemplated letting you rest, but her own arousal was driving her crazy, the wetness in her panties a stark reminder of how badly she needed some relief. But it wasnā€™t just that. She hadnā€™t even properly undressed you yet, hadnā€™t had a chance to taste you from the source. She wanted to do so many things to youā€¦
ā€œThank you.ā€ You purred like a happy cat, stretching a little from underneath her.
ā€œSuch good manners.ā€ Wanda mused. ā€œAlways such a good girl for me.ā€ She smiled, noting the way you beamed proudly at her praise. ā€œThink you can help Mommy undress you?ā€ She asked, waiting for your happy nod of consent and your eager adjustment, so you can help her lift off your dress and discard it.
For a moment you felt a little insecure about yourself, despite the many times you had paraded yourself in front of Wanda, but she didnā€™t let you dwell on it for too long. She kissed you deeply, her lips never leaving yours, while her hands reached behind you and unclasped your bra, throwing it somewhere behind her, while her hands explored you. Your skin was so soft to her touch, your body responding to every little caress and begging for more.
You were gorgeous in this state and she wanted to show you just how much she truly loved you, wanted to show you how deep her feelings really went, wanted you to know that this meant everything to her. You meant everything to her.
ā€œCan I see you too, please?ā€ You asked shyly, while she massaged your breasts, eyes fixed on them hungrily.
ā€œOf course, darling.ā€ She smiled knowingly, probably realizing how shy you must feel, being the only one naked. ā€œDo you want to do it, or should I?ā€
ā€œMay I?ā€ You practically beamed at her, sitting up in anticipation.
ā€œOf course, sweetness.ā€ Wanda smiled softly, stopping her movements, so she could give you some space.
Undressing Wanda was almost a spiritual experience. Each item of clothing you were able to remove revealed more of her beauty to your adoring gaze and she felt the swell of pride when she watched you take in every curve with admiration. It felt so good to be admired so openly and she allowed you to take your time, to kiss and caress her, as you shed her clothing.
When you unclasped her bra, freeing her breasts, you almost drooled at the sight of them. Perky nipples stood at attention, begging to be worshipped and you barely had time to ask if sheā€™d let you, before you did just that. Capturing each breast in your palms, you swirled your tongue over her nipples, sucking on them gently and smiling when you pulled soft sighs of pleasure from the older woman.
As you finally reached her underwear, lacy, red panties fully capturing your attention, you couldnā€™t help but gasp, when you found her just as wet as you were.
ā€œDo you like seeing that, honey? Do you like knowing you make me this wet? Do you like knowing that every night I heard you call out to me, I got just as wet, touching myself to the thought of making you mine? Does it excite you, knowing that you caused all this?ā€
ā€œYes, Mommy! I always wanted you just like that. Always wanted to know how you would feel, what you would taste like, if I could have you in my mouth.ā€ You confessed, remembering each time you fantasized that Wanda would find you with your hand between your legs and give you exactly what you wanted.
ā€œWell, now that you have me, have a taste.ā€ She nodded happily, helping you take off her panties and spreading her legs, to give you a good view of her soaked folds.
Instead of answering, you just kneeled, slipping off the couch effortlessly and finding your place between her legs. With the sight of her soaked panties and the delicious smell of her reaching your nostrils, you could already feel your mouth water. There was something so erotic about having her above you like this.
Wanda looked as regal as a queen as she let you take her in in all her glory. Darkened, green eyes never looked away from you, as she left everything on display. And by all the gods, she was magnificent. Everything about her was pure perfection and you were happy to stay right there, on your knees, forever, worshipping and admiring her, if it wasnā€™t for the hand, that soon tangled itself in your hair, pulling you closer to her.
She leaned in, kissing you fully and only pulled away, when you both needed to breathe.
ā€œDonā€™t make me wait too long.ā€ She said as she leaned back against the couch, the hand in your hair pulling you forward and closer to where she wanted you.
ā€œI wouldnā€™t dream of it.ā€ You smiled, moving forward on your own and taking a small experimental lick.
Her reaction was instantaneous, her fingers tightening their grip and pulling you all the way, until your mouth was flush against her. She sighed with satisfaction, her legs spreading wider, to give you more room to explore her and by God, she tasted so good. You wanted to devour her whole.
ā€œYeah, thatā€™s better!ā€ She sighed, her hips canting up against your mouth, as your tongue swirled over her clit. ā€œJust like that, baby.ā€
Her praise was almost hypnotic, sparking something inside you, an urge to be better than all her other lovers, to show her that youā€™re worth all this, that you would earn the privilege to be hers. To show her that you would learn what made her feel good, what made her moan out in pleasure, what had her screaming and bucking her hips into your mouth. Youā€™d learn it all and youā€™ll give it to her, just so she would call you her good girl again.
ā€œFuck, yes!ā€ She cursed under her breath. ā€œSo fucking good with your mouth.ā€
Her hand in your hair kept you firmly against her, nails scratching at your scalp as Wanda guided you through what she wanted. And she wasnā€™t shy about it either. The closer she got, the more she used you for her pleasure, her legs planted on your shoulders as she rode you even more.
ā€œFingers, honey. Put your fingers inside me.ā€ She spoke breathlessly, almost suffocating you with how much she pushed you into her pussy, when she felt you enter her. ā€œYes, just like that!ā€ She praised. ā€œSuch a good girl. Gonna make Mommy cum so hard.ā€
The prospect of making her cum had your excitement reach new levels and you doubled your efforts, swirling your tongue around her clit in circles that seemed to drive her crazy. You could feel her walls pulse around your fingers, squeezing you and pulling you in, as far as you could go and you knew she wouldnā€™t last much longer.
Wanda reached her edge with a high-pitched moan, her thighs squeezing around your head and the hand in your hair tightening its hold on you almost painfully, just as she started to fall apart. The orgasm that built in the pit of her stomach spread like a tidal wave, coursing through her entire body as she shook against you.
She could feel your free hand gripping her thigh, trying to keep her steady as you helped her ride it all out. When she did, body slumping on the couch with a happy sigh, she hurried to pull you up and into her embrace. Getting to cum with your mouth and fingers felt so much better than the empty nights she spent with her toys and she knew she wouldnā€™t be able to give you up, even for a second.
When she was able to recover, she got up, helping you to your feet with a gentle hand.
ā€œLet me take you upstairs, sweetheart.ā€ She suggested. ā€œI believe you had an interest in my collection?ā€
Her words were full of innuendo and you practically leaped, following her up the stairs and only stopping in front of her bedroom.
ā€œWanda?ā€ You looked up at her, a little insecure.
ā€œYes, darling.ā€ She paused, at hearing her name pass your lips, instead of the title you chose to give her.
ā€œIs thisā€¦ā€ You tried to ask, but couldnā€™t find the right words, biting your lips in anticipation. ā€œDoes it meanā€¦ā€
ā€œYou mean everything to me, Y/N.ā€ She said reassuringly, clearly understanding what you wanted to ask.
She had spent her whole life looking for love like yours. For someone, who would worship her the way you did. And now that she had it, she couldnā€™t imagine ever letting you go. Couldnā€™t imagine ever sharing you with another soul, or letting anyone ever touch you the way she did. As soon as she kissed you, she knew that she will commit to you for good.
ā€œDo you mean it?ā€ You looked at her with hopeful eyes. ā€œBecause Iā€¦ā€
ā€œSo do I, my darling.ā€ She smiled softly at you, knowing that neither one of you was ready to admit it just yet.
The two of you stood there, in front of her door, for a few moments longer, just smiling at each-other, letting your eyes say the things you couldnā€™t form into words, before you couldnā€™t stand the tension any longer.
ā€œMay I kiss you again?ā€ You asked a little shyly, fighting the urge to hide into her again.
Wandaā€™s smile only widened. She opened her door, the soft light from within illuminating the perfectly pristine space, as she pulled you closer to her.
ā€œCome inside, sweetheart and you can do so much more than just kiss.ā€
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aeternallis Ā· 5 months ago
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Colin's "entrapment" line was hard to listen to, but it was most definitely a sign of how unhinged he really is for Penelope.
Ok but for reals, I'm not sure how everyone else reacted when Colin said his now infamous "entrapment" line, but I just love how if one looks at this line a little more closely, it was definitely some semblance of an underhanded (and also a bit silly, lol) attempt to actually keep Penelope entrapped. Haha, the irony of it all. Idk, at least that was my read on it!
Like, it was definitely said in anger as well; he's hurting, and heā€™s hurting badly, so of course he wants to hit back in some way, however he can. Luke Newton absolutely meant it when he said that Colin reacts to the reveal in the worst way possible, alas.
My very first reaction to that scene: //pauses the screen to yell at Colin at 4am in the morning, ā€œEntrapment????! If you feel trapped, then why the hell are you still going along with it, ya dumb ass!!!
Because really, think about it: Colin was definitely within his rights to call off the wedding, especially when he'd mentioned that Violet had noticed that he and Penelope had not seen each other for some time. It would have been the perfect time to reveal Penelope's secret to his mother, if indeed he felt entrapped by the LW of it all. Violet is family; if he wanted to still protect Penelope but no longer wanted to marry her, he would have been able to count on Violet's discretion. I'm sure she and Lady Danbury would have come up with some sort of plan to deal with the aftermath regarding the Bridgertonsā€™ reputation, as we'd seen with Anthony and Edwina's botched wedding.
Furthermore, it would have probably been the better option to reveal it to her, since the existence of LW does put his family in danger; Penelope herself knows this. Every decision she makes post-LW reveal to Colin is due to the Bridgertons being in danger. Lady Danbury makes a point of this when she said in the last episode, ā€œThere is only one other person who loves the Bridgertons more than I.ā€
Eloise was able to keep the secret with no real consequences because although Penelope was her ex-bff, El still loves her, and besides that, nothing legal binds them as Colin's marriage to Penelope would.
Even when he was getting ready to talk to Benedict about getting funds to fulfill Cressidaā€™s demands, he insisted on making up a lie to shield Penelopeā€™s identity as LW. He knows more than anything that fulfilling a demand like this, all for the sake of his wife and at the cost of using a substantial amount of Bridgertonsā€™ financial assets, may not put his marriage in the best light within his family. He doesnā€™t want to be forced to have to choose between his wife and his family, so heā€™s keen on keeping the lie going.
So for all intents and purposes, he doesn't tell his mother, or any of his other siblings (besides Eloise, who already knew); this in and of itself is hella fucking risky. The fact that Colin is willing to take this risk of withholding Penelope's secret identity from his family, the fact that he doesn't think to jeopardize this potentially risky betrothalā€”already goes to show the measure in regards to how much he wants Pen for his wife. We the audience know this because he waits until the very last minute to tell Violet, and even then, it's not Colin who chose to reveal it to her, but Penelope herself.
Another point: arguably, we can also say that Colin has a lot more wiggle room with his engagement to Penelope to call off the wedding, much more than he ever did with his engagement to Marina.
"A man of honor"? Exactly what "honor" are we talking about here? Colin claimed that he would have married Marina had she just told him the truth, yet when push came to shove and the truth of her pregnancy was revealed for all the world to know, he still chose to take the out Penelope gave him through LW. Itā€™s easier to make a declaration like that when itā€™s all said and done. Lol Sure, he regretted it and apologized for his behavior later on, but he had made his choice regardless. Yā€™all can just feel Marina and Lady Danbury judging this dumb ass (affectionate) for dwelling in the past. Silly young man! XD What's stopping him this time around?
"We had been...intimate." Are you talking about the mirror scene, sir? Because let me assure you, you and Penelope have long been "intimate" way before you decided to buy a love nest and take her V-card the very next day you proposed to her. In fact, this is where the significance of their first kiss in 3.02 rings so, SO importantly and WHY it was vital that it was Penelope who asked and said that it would not have to mean anything. Colin knows Penelope would never use their first time together and/or the heated moment in the carriage as a way to entrap him. That first kiss alone should have already warranted that they get married, but Penelope makes it clear that itā€™s simply a favor, nothing more.
Oddly enough, Iā€™m surprised Colin doesnā€™t bring up the idea of a long engagement (yknow, as he initially wanted with Marina, but whoā€™s keeping track at this point), considering that would have potentially benefitted their situation. šŸ¤” His dumb ass (affectionate) was more than willing to stick to the wedding scheduleā€¦huh.
Besides all that, I donā€™t think itā€™s the showrunnersā€™ intent to ā€œtaintā€ those special moments between them by changing the context through Colinā€™s (very biased) POV; to believe that to be the case would be, imo, just a bad faith argument. The genre is romance, yā€™all; these intimacy scenes are on an entirely different pedestal.
Because remember, that ā€œentrapmentā€ line of Colinā€™s only came about due to Penelope starting the conversation with, ā€œAre you going to call off the wedding?ā€
Didnā€™t it almost seem like an afterthought, that he just came up with it on the spot? Hahaha.
I can bet yā€™all Cressidaā€™s fake ass ā‚¬20,000 blackmail money that before theyā€™d met up to discuss wedding breakfast plans with their mamas, it had probably never even occurred to Colin to cancel their wedding. Angry and furious as he was, it was never a question of whether or not he still wanted Penelope for a wife.
The fact that itā€™s Penelope who begins that conversation and opens that Pandoraā€™s box possibility is so, so damn important. Because not only does it show how much Penelope truly loves him in that she would never trap him, it also shows her maturity, in that sheā€™s willing to face the consequences of her actions. Sheā€™s willing to give Colin the choice to back out, heartbreaking as it would be to face it, even if she herself would not be the one to pursue that choice.
She gives him the choice a good number of times: the wedding breakfast plan scene, the wedding day itself when she hesitates on the aisle, and the annulment offer after the butterfly scene.
Penelope defends herself softly, but truthfully: she never meant to entrap him, because she really didnā€™t. And Colin knows this; he would not still love her and want her if he honestly believed she wanted to entrap him. Hell, even if she did, the audience knows itā€™s a desire that comes from a good place: she loves him, so of course she doesnā€™t want to lose him. She wants to marry him, because she loves him. Thatā€™s all there is to it.
But despite knowing this (imo, anyway), we can also say that this conversation may have contributed to Colinā€™s downward spiral during the majority of episode 7 and 8, and why he becomes hella fucking desperate to be ā€œusefulā€ to her.
Because unlike himself, Penelope has now begun to entertain the idea of living a life that doesnā€™t include himā€”at least, not as her husband. Penelope is brave and strong enough to let him go due to the pain she caused him for her lies and her actions as LW, and as for Colinā€¦wellā€¦
(I love it, itā€™s the same conundrum that Anthony faced in S2: Kate is strong enough to leave him behind and return to India, but Anthonyā€¦wellā€¦)
TL;DR, Colinā€™s entrapment line was literally an excuse he gave himself to keep his betrothal to Penelope intact. Itā€™s a line that works in two ways simultaneously: itā€™s a painful, childish, underhanded thing to say in order to hurt Penelopeā€™s feelings, to get back at her for the anguish heā€™s suffered. Yet at the same time, itā€™s also another excuse he gives himself in order to push through with the marriage, to tie Penelope to himself forever.
Because unlike Penelope, the very idea of living without her as his wife, of not having her in his life, is and always will be an impossible notion for Colin to ever entertain.
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utterlyotterlyx Ā· 1 month ago
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The Goddess and The Reaper
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Summary - Azriel can't help but find himself needing answers after a haunted male enters the Night Court
Warnings - mentions of haunting, mentions of suicide, fluff, memory stealing, mentions of death, mentions of torture, angst
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There were many things that kept Azriel up at night.
The safety of his court. The worry that something might happen to his family if he switched off. The nightmares that plagued each one of the seconds that sleep did find him.
Many wondered how the illustrious Shadowsinger hadnā€™t gone mad yet from the exhaustion. Truth be told, Azriel had his own methods of ensuring his mind and wits were always sharp. The most unusual tool in his arsenal being the acts he conducted upon the enemies of the Night Court within his tower that was shrouded in a veil of shadow.
Something about torturing his enemies brought him a life and energy that nothing else ever could.
There used to be a time that he believed in the fantasies he was told as a child by his mother, stories that he never knew if they were real or not, or if they were somewhat laced with truths of a time long gone.
Before his brothers took his hands, Azriel believed. He believed in the Veiled Woman that drifted through the world, taking away the pain from the innocent and inflicting it upon those who truly deserved it. His brothers had always been afraid of that story, curling up in his mothers lap or running to their father whilst Azriel would listen to every morsel that fell from the lips of the most perfect storyteller there ever was.
Perhaps they were afraid that she would come for them.
A woman. Wise and true. Vengeful. Ethereal in ways that would blind all who would dare to believe they were deserving to gaze upon her face. That was why she wore the veil you see, so that no one would be able to see her. Azriel had always liked to believe that she was doing the continent a kindness by hiding her face, that hiding under a veil of darkness was easier for everyone.
But he couldn't help but wonder how lonely she might have been.
Azriel's hands were bloodied, the substance dripping from his fingers unto the stone cold floor of his tower placed so far from the city so that no one would be able to hear the screams of his victims.
Within the chair before his wickedly darkened orbs, a man panted and squirmed against his restraints. A spy from Hybern had slipped beyond the boarder, and Azriel's shadows had alerted him to the fact immediately. He had propelled himself into the sky, leaving his dining chair in pieces on the floor and his family glaring at him with wide eyes as his wings flexed and swooped him upward into the starry night.
The male wasn't difficult to catch. Not at all.
"I will ask you one more time." Azriel leaned down, the cold of the room settling into his veins and the only sound being the rushing of his victims blood in their veins. The wooden arms creaked under the added pressure of his hands, Azriel leant down, almost bringing himself nose to nose with the bruised and broken male before his eyes. "Why are you here?"
The male began to blubber, soft sobs falling from his lips, and his head fell back, exposing the ice blue of his eyes and self-inflicted nail marks over his sockets. "Please kill me. Kill me before she does."
Azriel frowned, unsure whether to trust the words, but the better part, the more inquisitive part, of him pressed on. "Before who does?"
"The nightmare," the male whispered, eyes opening slightly and sweeping across the room with fear, as if his stalker had followed him all the way to Azriel's tower. "The darkness. The one who brings the pain of a thousand sins and leads you to your death."
Azriel considered himself intrigued. "Tell me about her and I'll make this easier for you."
The male inhaled, his bones shaking beneath his skin, but he nodded, and Azriel knew then that no lie would fall from his lips.
"She appears to you cloaked in darkness with a voice as soft as a lovers sonnet," he began, straining in his seat whilst he recounted, "She speaks to you, she seems to know all the wrong you have done, she knows every awful thought you've ever had. You feel like she understands you, that she's there to wash it away so you can finally rest," his blue eyes clouded and his bottom lip wobbled furiously. "But then she shows you that face, that wickedly beautiful face that lies beneath a veil of black and gold, and gifts you all of the pain you've inflicted on others, and guides you to the grave. Most of her prey take their own lives. I thought that I could outrun her."
"But you couldn't?"
"No one can," his gaze flickered upward to Azriel's, "She was at the boarder of this court, ushering me inside. Now I know why. She was leading me to this place so that I would meet my end."
"Why would she not kill you herself?" Azriel tilted his head at the man, examining his face, drinking in his pain and fear and whatever else was written into the contours of his skin.
"It goes against everything that she is. We call her the Angel of Death where I'm from, a guide to the end. In your land I believe she's known as The Veiled."
The Veiled.
Azriel took a step backward, noting how the male's head swung back downcast. "She led you here?"
"Yes," the male rasped, throat raw despite the blood and bile rising through it. "And she's here now. I can feel her in the air. I can feel her in my bones, in my blood. Please make it go away. Free me of it."
Without comprehending his own movement, as though a phantom limb had curled around his hand and led it to the hilt of his beloved dagger, Azriel slit the throat of the haunted male and listened to his gargles in a haze, only coming to when silence had befallen the room once more.
He couldn't tell anyone about the words, not because he was afraid that they wouldn't believe him, but because he had to find this woman before anyone else found out about her.
Azriel scoured the skies for three nights, trying to follow the pull in his gut that had been leading him further and further from the confinements of the Night Court. Each time he ventured beyond, he would always find some vile creature inflicting pain upon something innocent. One night it was a poacher torturing a trapped doe. Another night it was an Illyrian following a young woman home with nothing by hatred and desire in his mind. And on the final night, the soul Azriel vanquished from the earth was a criminal so foul that he had a bounty on his head placed by Rhys himself.
It was as though whatever was pulling him from the Night Court was doing so for a reason.
On the fourth night, Azriel found himself walking through a woodland so dense with trees that the only light that found him was that from the small gaps between the branches that the moonlight could stream through. The ground was soaking up that moonlight like the last breath before it drowned and wept to the depths of the earths core.
From his hunt, the Shadowsinger understood what the male in the tower meant, the feeling of this creature seeping into the very essence of his being. He had tried to ignore the pull, he had tried to ignore the siren-like coo that would find his ears no matter where he stood, causing Rhys to become somewhat suspicious of the absent mind of his Spymaster.
It was mostly silent save for the occasional hoot of owls and the scamper of night foxes along the forest floor, and further away, the soft rushing of water babbling along a secluded stream.
Azriel was waiting for something, another victim led to him or a rare eventless night, he wasn't exactly sure. Nothing could shake the feeling of her. It was as if he had been curled within an ice cold blanket, and he should have felt threatened, he should have been thrashing and fighting against it, but in all honestly Azriel had never felt more safe, or secure than in that moment.
Idly he found himself following the sound of the flowing water, eager to see where it led with his wings tucked behind his back and fingers not even twitching to his dagger as he ascended a mound, eyes widening when he took in the scene before him.
A large clearing lay at the foot of the mound where he stood, moonlight illuminating every strand of grass and bouncing off the lights of the plethora of fireflies that silently waltzed in the air. Even the water sparkled, like pure, untainted starlight, reflecting against the bark of trees and only adding to the mysticality of the place.
And in the centre of it all stood the woman he had been searching for, he didn't need to ask to know it. The way his heart sang confirmed it for him.
Her veil of black and gold fell over her entire body, though he could make out the point of her nose and the length of her eyelashes beneath it as well as the magnificent shape of her body in the thin black silk gown she adorned. She stood with her back to him, crouching down slowly to run her fingers just below the surface of the water, and all he could do was watch.
"It's about time you found me," she spoke, voice low and sultry, and he could tell without even seeing her face that she was smirking beneath that veil.
"How long have you known that I've been standing here?"
The Veiled Woman scoffed softly, turning on the balls of her bare feet to face him, "In this clearing or my domain in general? Because the answer is since the moment you stepped foot into it."
In all of his years serving Rhys, Azriel had flown over that exact clearing more times than he could count, and he had never seen it the way it appeared to him now. Noting the small cabin at the far side of the clearing, glowing gold and exuding warmth, Azriel took a singular step forward, "You glamoured this place?"
"I am the one who finds people, not the other way around."
"Then how did I find you?"
He couldn't help but hold his breath as she approached him, feet not even flinching as they stepped on jagged rocks and broken twigs until she came to a halt direct in front of him.
Azriel could have sworn that he could see the wordless wonder in the eyes that he couldn't quite see.
The woman tilted her head slightly, fingers reaching up to brush against the sharpness of his cheekbones like a rogue feather in the night.
Isn't it obvious? You're here because I wished it.
Her voice echoed in his mind, in the very depths of his consciousness whilst her hand lay still against the silk of his cheek and her lips curled upward into a smile beneath the lace of her veil.
It was strange how familiar she felt.
But then her touch vanished, and she began to walk away, and the void of ice coiled around him once more, destroying the blossoming sun that had been growing within his chest.
"What's your name?"
She stopped in her tracks, appearing like a fallen angel in the moonlight with wisps of fog parting around her body. A fox cub went to scamper by, but stopped when it saw her, and it tentatively moved closer and closer until it was perched atop her feet, and let out a chipper when she scooped it up into her arms and held it there for a moment.
"It's y/n." Azriel couldn't help but smile at the sight of the fox cub nibbling on her fingers, and she reacted in a way that made him believe that it wasn't an odd thing to happen. "I knew your mother," and with that his blood ran cold.
"You did?"
Y/N hummed in agreement, pitiful and angry agreement.
"Yes," she said, "I'd go as far as to call us friends, but that friendship died long ago."
"She used to tell us stories of you. Of a woman veiled from a the world who took the pain of the innocent and bled it onto the minds of the guilty. She called you Vengeance. My brothers were absolutely terrified of the stories, but I never was."
The brief truth seemed to make y/n smile, she lowered herself to the ground, setting the small fox free into the depths of the woodland before rising once more. "I offered to kill them for what they did to you. Your mother disagreed."
"Is that why your friendship died?"
Silence.
Azriel took another step forward, finding himself needing to be surrounded by her. "No. It ended because she found out what you were destined to be, and she wished to save you from it. I understood, of course."
He wanted nothing more than to lift that veil, to lay his eyes on the face that had always haunted his rarity of dreams, but he knew that no one was worthy of such an honour.
"What I was destined to be?"
Y/N stumbled back a step, eyes scanning him head to toe from behind her veil, "She never told you?"
"Told me what?"
Azriel could sense the confliction.
"You walk alongside death every day and it doesn't fear you, nor you it. Do you remember a time where the idea of death and the life after it didn't terrify you?"
The Shadowsinger contemplated the question, but he answered truthfully, "No."
"Our fates are entwined. They always have been. You have seen my face before but you don't remember it, I had to erase myself, I had to let you live your life until you were ready," y/n told him, she turned away, slowly walking further from him but Azriel couldn't let her, and perhaps he made a mistake when he reached out and curled his fingers around her wrist.
The world tilted. Azriel felt energy course around their bodies, bright but oh so dark and delicious.
Y/N was stuck in her place, black silk kissing the ground and intricate lace flexing over her mouth from the rapid breaths that she was releasing into the air. Azriel moved round her, not letting her go for even a moment, and found his marred fingers grasping at the hem of the veil, slowing lifting it so that it slowly revealed her to him inch by inch.
Soft skin.
A body that could make even the most holy of men crack.
Thick, luscious hair.
A neck carved by the gods.
A pointed chin.
Perfect nose.
Feline eyes.
Azriel suddenly understood why her victims went so mad that they took their own lives. Y/N was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen, the most beautiful thing anyone would. Perhaps it was a final mercy that the last thing her victims saw was that face.
The veil fell to the floor in a puddle.
"You have lived in my dreams for centuries, since I was a little boy. Why?" Azriel whispered, his fingers booking beneath her chin and lifting her captivating eyes to meet his.
"I am the Goddess of Death, and you," she reached up, taking his face in her perfectly carved fingers, "Azriel, you are my Reaper."
You walk alongside death every day and it doesn't fear you.
"I cannot kill those that I hunt which is ironic, I know," y/n chuckled gently, hand still caressing the sides of his face, "You were brought into this world to protect those you love, to avenge all pain and threat. You know the stories, you know of the prophecies."
The Goddess and her Reaper.
There was something festering within his soul, begging to be released, asking to be unlocked so that it could run free. It was something golden and bountiful, something that had been suppressed for too long.
"I erased myself from your mind. I have lived eons keeping an eye on you but not allowing myself to get too close apart from on the odd occasion when I just couldn't stay away." Y/N pulled his face to hers and ran the tip of her nose along the bridge of his own. "You have a family, and life with me is as complicated as it gets. I'm not exactly accepted."
"What are you saying?" Azriel asked breathlessly, feeling his soul slowly cracking open and slits of golden rays peering over the shadow that had shrouded him always.
"We are mates, Azriel. I saw you 400 years ago and I knew, but you were hurting," y/n frowned, but then it vanished and became replaced with a smile, "And then you were building your family. You were in love with Mor, and you were training with Cassian and protecting Rhys, and poking fun at Amren. I couldn't take you from that, not when you were feeling the most loved and appreciated than you ever had."
"So you dragged yourself in and out of my life as you pleased, and forbid me from remembering this face?" Azriel traced the pad of his thumb over her lips.
"I thought that I was protecting you by staying away."
A swelling breeze danced around their bodies, sweeping sleeping leaves from their beds and rustling branches overhead. "Let me remember you."
It took a moment, but then it happened. A key slid into the lock around his soul and the force of his essence burst through it like it was some kind of exploding dam. Images flashed in the forefront of his mind, of secret meetings, of cabins at night, of bodies entwined, of promises and wishes, of loudly declared words, and of a love and passion so deep and powerful that Azriel knew that it took something equally as powerful to cloak it.
After the images subsided, all Azriel could do was hold his y/n closer, pulling her tighter to his chest and commanding, "Don't you ever take those away again. I will steal any soul that you wish, I will vanquish anything from this earth that you order me to, I will serve you until my last breath, but don't you ever take those away from me. Not again. Not ever."
"I vow it. If I do then I will meet my end, I swear it."
And with the magic that ran through the veins of Prythian, Azriel and Y/N felt a burning in their flesh, embedding the vow into their very bones.
When they both peered downward at their forearms, all they saw were two twin ravens flying in a circle before the eyes of a starry night.
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Author's Note
WOOOOOOOO
I'M BACK BITCHES
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bookofbonbon Ā· 11 months ago
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strut: without consequence or retribution - coriolanus snow.
Characters: Coriolanus Snow x Reader.
Summary: True intentions are revealed behind your presence in Coriolanus's life.
Word Count: 900+
A/N: I'm sorry it couldn't be funny forever :( it's drama time. Lets gooo!
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This was not how things were supposed to be.
Everything was wrong.Ā 
Everything was all wrong and it was because of you.
You were supposed to try to lie your way out of what you had done to him, instead you told the truth and made a fool out of him.Ā 
Deep down, Coriolanus knew it was his own fault. He hadnā€™t accounted for the fact that you may actually tell old Strabo and Ma Plinth the truth about what happened, how youā€™d hit him with your car while he was supposedly strutting about in the middle of the road.Ā 
Coriolanus scoffed.
I do not strut, he thought to himself.Ā 
Now, he couldnā€™t escape the incessant fussing and worrying of Ma Plinth and all because you played up his injuries; again, his fault, nothing he hadnā€™t already done himself.Ā 
Now, you sat across from Coriolanus, amused and trying to hide your smile behind the tea cup you were pretending to sip from.Ā 
ā€œSomething the matter, Coryo?ā€ you ask him, placing your tea cup on its matching saucer.Ā 
ā€œNot at all,ā€ he smiles tightly, Ma Plinth placing her clammy hand against his forward for what had to be the fourth time in seven minutes.Ā 
ā€œOh, are you sure you should be returning today, dear?ā€ Ma asked worriedly. ā€œYou donā€™t have to go back so soon. I mean really, you should be resting-ā€
ā€œIā€™m fine, honest,ā€ Coriolanus reassures her.Ā 
He had been restricted to the apartment for the past three days and he was sure he would go mad if he had to spend one more dreaded day with Ma Plinth fussing over him and like hell would he allow you to be right about an underlying madness.Ā 
ā€œOh-ā€ Ma hesitates, her eyes drifting over to yours.
You had, for the past three days been backing Ma's every decision when it came to Coriolanus's care, including encouraging that he remain bed bound for the better part of those three days and when he spotted the mischievous glint in your eye, he was tempted to reach over and throttle you.
ā€œI think heā€™ll be okay, Maā€ you back Coriolanus instead, Maā€™s expression falling. ā€œI think heā€™s ready. Youā€™ve taken such good care of him, honest.ā€
ā€œBut surely it isnā€™t safe for Coryo to return to his duties in the Citadel.ā€
ā€œPerhaps we can send word to Dr. Gaul that he be put on light duties,ā€ you suggest, paying no mind to the true meaning behind her words. ā€œHow does that sound, Coryo?ā€
Coriolanus squints at you suspiciously, unsure of what you were playing at but, having no doubt that he would find out soon enough.Ā 
ā€œOf course,ā€ he agrees.
-
You watch the head of white hair stationed outside of your office door in amusement, hands moving on muscle memory as you reassemble the peacekeeper rifle.
His body is rigid with tension, foot tapping impatiently against the marble floor, his nails biting into the steel arm rest of the waiting room chair. You were surprised his nails hadnā€™t cracked under the pressure.Ā 
You push down on the intercom button, ā€œlet him in.ā€Ā 
You turn your back to the door just as it swings harshly open and smacks loudly into the wall behind it.Ā 
ā€œWhat the hell did you do?ā€ he snarls.
ā€œWhatever do you mean?ā€ you play dumb, returning the rifle to its spot on the wall.Ā 
ā€œYou know exactly what I mean.ā€
You turn back toward him, head cocking to the side to appear nonchalant but, analysing him, head to toe. He looks nothing like the boy from the photo; sounds nothing like the boy described in the letters.
ā€œMight have to spell it out for me, Coryo. My poor district education and all that. Well- that and Iā€™ve done a great many a thing since youā€™ve been back.ā€
A sinister laugh fills the office space, Coriolanus smiling menacingly at you.Ā 
Poison with perfect teeth.Ā 
ā€œYou will regret this,ā€ he states matter-of-factly.Ā 
Stepping toward you, he only stops once heā€™s close enough to look down his nose at you, ā€œYou have no idea what youā€™ve done; no idea who youā€™re messing with.ā€
ā€œOh, Coriolanus,ā€ you speak softly, allowing your hand to brush against his. ā€œYour concern is comforting but, I assure you, I know exactly who you are. Did you really think I would let you strut about your precious Capitol without consequence?ā€
Coriolanusā€™s eyes flicker; clouding with confusion and a flash of fear, itā€™s quick but itā€™s there asĀ you continue talking.Ā 
You look like your cousin, he thinks. You look like your cousin but you don't sound like him, not really.
ā€œWhatever do you mean?ā€ he repeats your words back to you, swallowing thickly, playing dumb.Ā Ā 
ā€œI think you know exactly what I mean, Coriolanus or would you like me to fetch a jabberjay to explain it to you?ā€
Coriolanus stands over you but in that moment with your hand pressed against his, heā€™d never felt smaller.Ā 
ā€œDid you really think that you could get away with it? That you could bring about my cousins death and then replace him asĀ heir to the Plinth fortune without retribution. Snow might land on top but, I promise you when you apply a little heat,ā€ you touch the centre of his palm, your skin hot against his. ā€œIt melts away to nothing... as if it never existed.ā€
This was not how things were supposed to be.
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taesancore Ā· 6 months ago
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the playlist i never sent
woonhak x f!reader
(šˆšˆ) OUR
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a/n: finally pt.2 is here!!! this took quite some time to post and i apologise for the delay~ pt.3 might be the final one, i hope you enjoy this one and tysm for reading the series until now!!šŸ«¶šŸ»
šŸ¦.įŸ read part one hereā•
šŸ¦.įŸ genre: f2l (idiots to loversšŸ¤”), little angst
šŸ¦.įŸ warnings: idiots fr, PININGGG!!! lots of mutual pining and dumb characters, but hey nobodyā€™s perfect :). mentions of TWSā€™s jihoon, Le Sserafimā€™s eunchae, NewJeans haerin, zb1ā€™s yujin, IVEā€™s leeseo and Enhypenā€™s ni-ki.
wc: 4292, lowercase intended
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ā€œyou kissed her?!ā€ jihoon had almost shouted woonhakā€™s ear off in class. ā€œsay it louder wonā€™t you? i donā€™t think the other building heard itā€ he snarked as jihoon still stood dumbfounded. ā€œno i- so she kissed you?ā€ the boy questioned further. ā€œi donā€™t know! what am i gonna doā€ woonhak groaned into his palms. ā€œdid you like the kiss though?ā€ jihoon asked, wiggling his eyebrows this time as woonhak scowled at him.
truth was, he had no idea. technically she had kissed him. but he had kissed back, he had no idea why he kissed back. and a part of him had no idea how he was gonna tell this to y/n, they told eachother everything.
she doesnā€™t like you anyways, whatā€™s there to worry? rang out a small voice in his head as he sighed.
ā€œare you going to tell y/n?ā€ jihoon questioned hesitantly, he knew how much the boy liked y/n. ā€œnoā€¦itā€™s better if i donā€™t jihoonā€ woonhak said softly. yes, she showed zero signs of liking him and probably never will, but a stubborn sliver of hope in him refused to die down. and then suddenly, a bulb lit up in his head.
ā€œhoweverā€¦ā€
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
you on the other hand were panicking as you should be. you couldnā€™t stop replaying the nightā€™s events in your mind. somehow your mother had believed your lie of feeling sick during the event and returning home early, so staying at home and ā€œrestingā€ during the weekend gave you time to call eunchae over and spill everything.
ā€œWHAT?!ā€ she had shrieked when you told her everything. ā€œI KNOWW THIS IS BADā€ you had wailed. ā€œno this is brilliant!! you can now confess to him!ā€ she cried gleefully as you looked at her in disbelief. ā€œof course not?! did you not hear a thing of what i said?? he likes someone!!ā€ you huffed out loudly, heart sinking at the statement.
ā€œā€¦you seriously canā€™t be this dumb y/nā€ your friend said after a beat of silence.
ā€œyouā€™re right i canā€™tā€¦which is why you wonā€™t be telling him that it was me!ā€ you cried out. ignoring eunchaeā€™s absolutely done expression, you continued, ā€œwoonhak would never suspect me, and he did mention that he liked someone that night, so iā€™ll make it my mission to find out who he likes and make him believe that she was the dove girl!ā€.
ā€œy/nā€¦why would you do that?? you like him for fucks sake!ā€ eunchae said with frustration.
ā€œyou donā€™t get it chae, if he finds out it was meā€¦everythingā€™s gonna fall apartā€ you replied lowly. you had already pictured his reaction if he discovered that you were the dove girl, the excitement in his eyes fading away into disappointment. you couldnā€™t bear the thought of losing him if he found out and your current plan was the best idea.
ā€œbesides, heā€™d probably have no intention of finding the girl from the ball, given the fact that he he likes someoneā€.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
ā€œy/n, i need your helpā€ was the first thing woonhak had said when they met that day at his house. ā€œsure but with what?ā€ you had replied, puzzled at his solemn face and request. he then proceeded to fill you in about the night at the ball where he ran into the dove girl (you might have tried to hide a little grin at the nickname he gave you) and how she also abruptly left that night.
why he didnā€™t mention the kiss you had no idea, perhaps he really liked someone else from your class, and maybe the kiss meant nothing to him. as your dejected self let this thought sink in, you almost missed his next words.
ā€œā€¦so i need you to help me find herā€
ā€œyou WHAT??ā€
woonhak ignored the way you choked on literal air as he continued to ramble on.
ā€œā€”iā€™m thinking weā€™ll make an account on instagram like one of those cliche reelsā€”ā€œ
ā€œwhy do you want to find the ball girl so badly?ā€ you interrupted him, trying to mask your anxiety. oh this was so not going your way. ā€œbecause i have something that belongs to herā€ he said after a moment. what?
ā€œā€¦she dropped this while she left and itā€™s an important clueā€”ā€œ
your eyes widened to the size of golf balls as woonhak lifted a single pearl earring to show you.
fucking idiot, how did you not realise that you lost it that night?? you continued to silently hurled expletives of all sorts towards yourself as you felt your palms grow sweaty.
ā€œyou okay y/n?ā€ woonhak questioned, probably noticing your panicky expression (you hoped he didnā€™t). ā€œthatā€™s a really expensive earringā€ you said in a small voice.
technically it was, your dad had bought it for you a year ago before he passed away. you really hoped you could somehow get it back but that seemed impossible as you couldnā€™t dare to reveal yourself.
ā€œreally? thatā€™s the second clue! i knew youā€™d be good at thisā€ woonhak beamed. ā€œi still donā€™t get why youā€™re asking me to help you find herā€”or why you want to find herā€ you grumbled as he tsked
ā€œbecause youā€™re my best friend?ā€ ouch.
ā€œbesides, wonā€™t it be a little fun too? to think of it as a secret mission of some sort!ā€ he made a little ā€˜woahā€™ face at you with a huge smile as he flopped down onto his bed.
yeahā€¦for you, you thought helplessly. yet you giggled at his antics as you fell onto the bed by his side, the topic of the ball lay completely forgotten as you two basked in each others presence as usual.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
ā€œkim woonhak likes someone?ā€
ā€œhavenā€™t you heard? heā€™s searching for the girl who danced with him in the ball!ā€
ā€œhe even put it up on the school page!ā€
ā€œoh how i wish it was meā€¦ā€
ā€œright! wonder why she left though, such a cinderella storyā€
the words flew past you the minute you entered school the next day. seriously, you undermined how passionate your best friend could be as you took in the sight of multiple girls talking about what colour dresses they wore and what masks they picked. ā€œkim woonhak you little shitā€ you muttered, musing over the effect he had on the freshman girls who continued to watch the reel he made, explaining the features and characteristics of the dove girl.
ā€œseriously, at this point any of them could end up being his mystery girlā€ your classmate haerin scoffed as a couple of girls in the next bench looked up the cost of a peach dress online.
too bad theyā€™ll never find the original one, you thought as you thought about your dress that your mom had taylor-maid for you.
the talk of the town, woonhak himself came to take his place behind you, booping your nose as he skipped towards his seat, casually sending butterflies to fly in your stomach. you turned around and glared at him to which he sent a cute little smile as the teacher called out for attention.
ā€œhey, do you think sheā€™ll come out?ā€ came a whisper in your ear while mr. jung droned about the different clauses. ā€œwhat?ā€ you coughed out, trying your best to sound subtle.
ā€œthe dove girl, now that she knows iā€™m, you know, kim woonhakā€ he said with a cheeky tone. you sent a dry smile at that. ā€œsomeoneā€™s full of themself todayā€ you replied as he made a sound of denial.
ā€œwoonhak and y/n! silence pleaseā€ mr. jung barked out as you two fell silent. the class continued in silence as you thought about woonhakā€™s current plan. what if someone did step out and claim that they were the dove girl? would he believe it? if he didā€¦it would make it easier for you wonā€™t it?
ā€œpsst, you know she kind of reminded me of youā€ the boy behind you whispered again in your ear as you let out a choked noise.
ā€œy/n is everything alright?ā€ came mr. jungā€™s voice as you continued to cough into your fist. shit the whole class was looking at you.
you muttered an apology after you calmed down and shot your friend a glare, he sent you a confused expression in return. damn it, what did he find familiar?? ā€œand how exactly did she remind you of me?ā€ you hissed back at him as he shrugged.
ā€œdonā€™t know, sheā€™s terrible at walking in heels, just like youā€ he snorted lightly as you held back an offended expression.
i literally ran down two floors in those heels! was what you wanted to say. obviously you couldnā€™t so you just rolled your eyes at him. ā€œgee thanks hakā€”ā€œ
ā€œthatā€™s it you two! detention today evening!ā€ mr. jungā€™s yell cut you off as the two of you winced.
you let out a silent groan as haerin snickered from next to you. great. just great.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
ā€œwaitā€”what makes you think it isnā€™t y/n?ā€ yujin, one of woonhakā€™s freshman friend piped up. ā€œpay attention dumbass, she wasnā€™t at the ballā€ came hyunseoā€™s snarky reply as yujin let out an ohhh.
woonhakā€™s sighed as he sat up from the grass of the football turf. his friends continued to bicker as he packed up his belongings to head to detention. ā€œenjoy detention hyung!ā€ yujin called out as hyunseo giggled. ā€œyeah, with y/nā€ she teased as woonhak smiled at their antics.
seriously, almost all their friends knew that he liked her, how didnā€™t she see it?
ā€œwhatā€™s up shawtyā€”oh iā€™m sorry mrs. moonā€ he mumbled with bright red ears as he scurried away to the seat next to you. mrs. moon let out an amused smile while you tried your best to stifle your laughter. ā€œah stop alreadyyā€ he whined as you continued to giggle.
shit your perfumed was so distracting today, it had hit him with its sweet scent today morning when he got them into detention too. he smiled to himself as they got to work with the detention essays.
an hour had passed already as woonhak lied down with his head facing yours, gazing silently at you who was fast asleep on your desk. he smiled to himself as you mumbled something softly in your sleep, rustling a little as some hair fell on your face. god, his hand yearned to move it away from your face but he held back.
ā€œyouā€™re practically shooting heart eyes at her you knowā€ came the voice of mrs. moon as she observed the scene with great interest.
ā€œitā€™s nothing new mrs. moonā€¦sheā€™s the only one who hasnā€™t seen themā€ he said softly, still not taking his eyes off the sleeping girl. his hand ghosted above your face, seriously itching to brush those stray hairs away.
ah young love, mrs. moon thought as she smiled at the scene. ā€œtry the back entrance near the turf, mr. lee is taking another detention near the front entranceā€ was all she said as she got up to pack her bag, shooting woonhak a small wink. his confused expression turned into a huge smile which he sent mrs. moon.
mr. moon truly was the best, he wanted to give her the biggest hug in that moment.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
ā€œpsstā€”hey y/n!ā€
ā€œā€¦.goawayā€
ā€œdetentionā€™s over dumbassā€
you woke up to meet woonhakā€™s face inches away from yours. the last time he was that close to you was when you kissedā€”
stop. stop thinking about that. stop thinking about his lipsā€”
he stepped back quickly, clearing his throat as you registered your surroundings.
ā€œget up sleeping beauty, we have to escapeā€
you sat up with bleary eyes as woonhak grabbed your hand, pulling you up. well that definitely had you a little awake as you looked at his nonchalant demeanour as he casually interlinked your fingers. ok, you two were really good friends, this is normal, yeah.
ā€œokā€¦now we runā€ woonhak said once you two were near the class door.
ā€œwhatā€”ā€œ
you had no time to process as you found yourself dashing across the corridor with a hand in woonhakā€™s own. the wind whipped across your face as he laughed at your bewildered cry of ā€œwhy are we running??ā€
ā€œwhoā€™s there!ā€ came a roar from the classroom you ran past. fuck, mr. choi. ā€œshit!ā€ woonhak yelled as he sprinted faster, nearly causing you to trip in the process.
ā€œfuck your never ending spaghetti legs kim woonhak!ā€ you hollered as mr. choiā€™s shouts faded into the background. the evening glow of the sun was nothing compared to his bright smile as he whooped, he was now running next to you as both of you started laughing at the thrill of it all.
ā€œthat wasā€”oh my god!ā€ you giggled as the two of you slowed down while panting and breathing in. his hand was still in yours, you realised, but you didnā€™t want to tell him that, in the fear of him pulling it away.
ā€œshould we get some food?ā€ woonhak murmured, taking in their surrounding area which was the neighbourhood filled with eateries and stores near his house; a popular stop for your classmates who went on dates. you really hoped he didnā€™t realise that (though a part of you was hoping he brought you here on purpose).
ā€œsureā€ you said as you led him to the nearest ice cream shop.
her hand is still in mine, whatamisupposedtodo.
woonhak hoped you didnā€™t notice how sweaty his palm was, how couldnā€™t it be? he was sure heā€™d been holding your hand for more than a solid fifteen minutes for now and just how were you so calm about it??? his insides were nearing combustion and here you were happily looking at the different ice cream flavours.
ā€œone cookies and cream and a mint chocolate please!ā€ you chirped as woonhak smiled at himself. you remembered his usual orderā€”
of course you did, you two always had ice cream together, why was he so giddy about this?
ā€œare you guys together? thereā€™s a coupleā€™s discount along with a cake on the house if you are!ā€ the guy behind rhe counter whoā€™s tag read ā€˜jaehyunā€™ quipped.
ā€œah actuallyā€”ā€œ
ā€œyes we are!ā€
woonhakā€™s eyes nearly popped out of his head as he stared at you. you on the other hand squeezed his hand as you turned towards jaehyun with a smile.
ā€œgreat! please have a seat over there!ā€ he replied cheerfully as he shot you two a grin.
ā€œwhat was that about??ā€ woonhak said as soon as you sat down, his hand was unfortunately no longer in yours as he sat on the opposite of you.
ā€œhey, you gotta seize the opportunityā€ you said while taking a bite of your ice cream.
moments like these, where you nonchalantly and so easily made his heart flutter, was the reason he was charmed by you. ā€œyou couldā€™ve said that you wanted free cakeā€ he grumbled, trying to hide his flushed cheeks.
ā€œhey! does the idea of being my boyfriend sound that badā€ you scoffed, causing his eyes to widen. you really had to applaud your acting skills because you were mentally screaming in your head, for when had you gotten this bold??
ā€œt-thatā€™s not what i meant! stop twisting my words!ā€ woonhak cried dramatically, causing you to laugh. ā€œby the way, howā€™s the search for your mystery girl going?ā€ you slowly asked.
ā€œi swear to godā€” the amount of people who obviously arenā€™t the dove girl are all up in my dms, i know that they arenā€™t her!ā€ he insisted.
ā€œhow do you know they arenā€™t?ā€
ā€œiā€™m telling you, they literally had pics of themselves in different dresses posted and yet theyā€™re trynna tell me they were the dove girl!ā€
ā€œnever mind thenā€ you said.
ā€œbut one of them seems suspicious you knowā€
he said suddenly. your ears perked up at this, this was a positive sign!
ā€œwho?ā€
ā€œyou know seowon right?ā€
know her? your insides deflated at his question. of course you knew her. woonhakā€™s dance partner for last yearā€™s yearly festival. she was a trainee from STAR entertainment and honestly? she had always had a thing for woonhak, literally everyone could see it. you were sure he probably did at some point too, given the chemistry they had, maybe he still does-
ā€œy/n?ā€ you jolted as woonhak snapped his fingers in front of your eyes.
ā€œah seriously how are you sleepy already? you literally snoozed an hour ago!ā€ he complained as you scowled playfully at him.
ā€œas i was sayingā€¦seowon had a picture of herself wearing an orange dress on her profileā€”it isnā€™t clear enough but it looksā€¦ā€
bingo.
ā€œthen it could be her!ā€ you said in false excitement.
ā€œi donā€™t knowā€¦it doesnā€™t feel like itā€™s herā€¦ā€ he said unsurely.
ā€œtell you what, iā€™ll spy on her tomorrowā€ you said seriously. oh you will, you had a clear plan now and couldnā€™t wait to spill this to eunchae (you were a 100% sure sheā€™d jus call you a dumbass but still!).
ā€œyouā€™re gonna look like a creepā€ woonhak wrinkled his nose.
ā€œoh shut up hakā€.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
ā€œyouā€™re the most dumbest dumbass iā€™ve ever met y/n y/l/nā€ eunchae declared the next day as you two drove to school in your car.
ā€œi donā€™t even know what she did but i agreeā€ came mr. yoonā€™s voice from the drivers seat as you made a sound of betrayal.
ā€œmr. yoon! how could you?ā€ you cried as he snickered.
ā€œno seriously y/n! you wanna talk to seowon and ask her to be the mystery girl? are you hearing yourself?ā€ eunchae repeated your plan in disbelief.
ā€œhe already thinks itā€™s her chae, itā€™ll be the best way to close this caseā€ you sighed.
ā€œyou could just tell him, that it was you you know, why are you doing this to yourself?ā€she questioned softly. she really hated seeing you hurting yourself while always placing others before you.
ā€œbecause i know, heā€™d never see me in the same way again if i do chaeā€ you said sadly.
ā€œiā€™d rather be sad while seeing him happy with someone who isnā€™t me than lose him completelyā€.
AN HOUR LATER~
why you put yourself in these kind of places you had no idea. yet here you were, hiding behind a bathroom stall as you ā€˜spiedā€™ on seowon and her friends who were busy talking two eachother.
ā€œcome on! it so was you seowon that night at the ballā€ one of the girls gave a little squeal.
ā€œyeah! why donā€™t you fess up to kim woonhak?ā€
ā€œyou two are practically made for eachother you knowā€ another swooned as seowon shyly exclaimed.
ā€œstop it you guys!ā€
well. they seemed to be fixed on the fact that their friend was the one. no wonder woonhak was a bit suspicious. ā€œbut you know, he asked us if you were with us at the ball, and we said you werenā€™tā€ another girl replied.
your ears perked up at this, you could weave a story with this one thatā€™ll seem convincingā€¦right?
the bell rang at that moment as you heard the shuffling of their feet while they walked out of the washroom. you stepped out a minute later but stopped due to your phone ringing. oh itā€™s mom.
ā€œhelloā€”ā€œ
ā€œy/n, we have to attend director minā€™s party next week.ā€
itā€™s like she only cared about you when you had to attend events like this. not once did she ever call to check up on you or ask you about your day.
ā€œā€”so youā€™ll have enough time to find yourself a date, bring woonhak if youā€™d likeā€ her voice came through the speakers.
ā€œokay, love you momā€ you said.
ā€œhmmā€. the line went dead.
you put the phone down, trying to ignore the tears prickling your eyes. seriously why were you acting up today? this was nothing new anyways.
but why did you feel like your heart was being crushed into a million pieces?
ā€œfind a dateā€¦shitā€.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
ā€œput that phone away mr. popular, we have fifteen minutes left!ā€ jihoon chided a busy woonhak, who was currently groaning at the number of dms in his account.
ā€œi donā€™t get itā€¦they all obviously arenā€™t the dove girl so why are theyā€”oh?ā€
ā€œwhat now?ā€ jihoon said, exasperatedly as he peeked into his friendā€™s phone.
ā€œkang seowon?ā€ he added, puzzled as he read the dm she sent.
ā€œwhatā€¦the fuckā€ a hushed whisper came from him as woonhak stared at the message, expressionless.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
you walked back towards your classroom after lunch, discussing the ā€˜dateā€™ situation with haerin.
ā€œiā€™m assuming youā€™ll ask woonhak thenā€ she said as you pondered. that could work.
ā€œyouā€™re rightā€¦iā€™ll check with him and return, save me a seat!ā€ you called out as you made his way towards his class, did he have math or science in the next period?
ā€œyo woonhak, iā€”ā€œ you faltered as you saw him in a serious conversation with none other than kang seowon. she was smiling shyly at him while he had a blank expression on him.
ā€œy/n hi!ā€ she chirped at you. ā€œi was just asking woonhak if we could meet next saturday, as a little get-to-know-eachother hangout!ā€
this was it. you had done all the spying for nothing after all. you shouldā€™ve been feeling happy, relieved even. yet, why did you feel like everything was crumbling down?
ā€œr-really? thatā€™s cool! you said with faux enthusiasm, missing the look woonhak gave you. ā€œthatā€™s a really good idea you knowā€”ā€œ
ā€œy/n can i talk to you?ā€ woonhak cut you off with a serious expression.
ā€œhak what happened?ā€ you said once he pulled you to the corner near the classroom. you could see seowon peeking at your direction curiously.
ā€œis it really cool? with you? he questioned with the same expression.
ā€œthink about it, itā€™ll make it easier to find out if sheā€™s the dove girl or not!ā€ you explained as his expression morphed into an unreadable one.
ā€œis that really what you think?ā€ he asked.
ā€œyes woonhakā€ you smiled, ignoring the growing lump in your throat.
his eyes refused to meet yours. he had seen this coming anyways, yet it hurt like a thousand needles every time you sent him reminders like these. reminders that make his remaining hope want to extinguish itself completely.
ā€œiā€™ll see you next weekā€ seowon said while walking away, with a coy smile which she directed at him. he felt nothing though, just like how he felt nothing when he saw her message where she asked him to meet up. she might be dove girl though woonhak, he told himself, hoping to get some of his optimism back with the possibility. yet he couldnā€™t bring himself to.
ā€œwhat were you going to tell me? earlier when you came hereā€ he asked as you faced him.
ā€œhuh? ohā€”nothing reallyā€ you muttered, suddenly gazing at the ground beneath you with interest.
ā€œokay thenā€ he said, stepping away with hands in his pockets.
ā€œhave funā€¦next weekā€ you let out, giving him a weak smile.
ā€œthanksā€ he replied with a dry smile as he walked away to his class.
you stared at the direction where he walked off to with a whirlwind of emotions swirling in your mind. god your head hurt. everything made no sense right now, wasnā€™t this what you wanted?
yeah. this wasnā€™t the time to overthink.
you needed a date, and there was no way in hell you were going to ask woonhak now. not when he had a date on the same day.
ź’° šŸµ ź’±Ų˜ ąæ ąæ”*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿ
you had reached home a little later than usual, mr. yoon was visibly concerned at the change in your usually chatty behaviour after school but decided not to bring it up.
he was however, a hundred percent sure that it involved your best friend woonhak though, seriously everyone was able to see how head over heels you were for him.
your mood indeed was pathetic. all you wanted to go home and do was eat a heavy meal and sleep, to temporarily forget the events that took place today. however you had a terrible surprise waiting for you, as you were greeted by a face you absolutely detested, once you entered your house.
ā€œy/n! itā€™s great to see you here, you look beautiful as usualā€ drawled eunbin, who shot you a sleazy smile. yuck.
ā€œeunbin, i wish i could say the sameā€ you deadpanned, ignoring his eyes that roamed over your frame. yuck again.
sung eunbin was the son of your motherā€™s senior at work, whom you often met at the events you accompanied your mother to. and every single time he attended, he made sure to let you know that he was single and ready to mingle.
seriously, he always managed to give you the ick whenever you met him.
ā€œy/n! get ready and join us for dinner, meanwhile you can show eunbin your room!ā€ your mom called out, further dampening your mood. seriously, today had to be one of the most annoying days ever.
ā€œhowā€™re you feeling about the party next week? i take it that you donā€™t have a date?ā€ he jeered as he followed you to your room. jeez this guy couldnā€™t take a hint to save his life.
ā€œit really isnā€™t any of your business you knowā€ you shot back as you slammed the door to your room shut. if only you could skip dinner and be in here forever.
ā€œseriously though, i donā€™t get why you never let me be your dateā€ eunbin said the minute you stepped out of your room, dressed in formal attire.
ā€œi mean, iā€™m practically doing you a favour, given you being single and allā€¦ā€ he smirked cockily at your irked expression.
oh he was really testing your patience today. scratch that, the entire world was testing your patience today.
ā€œwho said i was?ā€ you snapped back, without realising the words that came out of your mouth.
ā€œoh?ā€ his eyebrows flew up into his hairline. ā€œdo enlighten meā€.
ā€œyeah, iā€™ve got a boyfriendā€.
just what did you land yourself into?
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a/n pt.2: im literally posting this at 1:30am rn so iā€™ll recheck for any errors in the morning! meanwhile do like and reblog if you enjoyed reading this! feel free to comment to be added to the taglist, and stay tuned for pt.3!!
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six-eyed-samurai Ā· 2 months ago
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Hello ! (Iā€™m not sure if your requests are open but I love your fics so I really wanted to try šŸ˜­) Could you maybe write a Genya x Male reader one ? Where like Genya deals with confusion and internalised homophobia after realising he fell in love with a guy ? IM SO SORRY IF YOU DONT DO MALE READERS OR SMTH LIKE THAT, HAVE A GOOD DAY !!
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SUMMARY: Genya's emotionally constipated. It's the Shinazugawa genes - but even more so when it comes to...guys?!
A/N: KYAAH Ty anon glad you enjoyed, and DW my inbox is open anytime I'm just a little slow in writing rn because of exams and I'm moving house. I have done male reader before but I'm not too used to writing gay T-T so I'm sorry if this turned out the way you wanted
WARNINGS: Male reader in case you don't read the asks and only warnings/Minor swearing
Much romance happens at Kimetsu Academy.
There's Zenitsu and Nezuko, although Genya considers it more of an obsession on the blondeā€™s end seeing as Nezuko doesn't openly display any signs of liking him back romantically, whatever the delusional idiot thinks. There's also Tanjiro and Kanao, the perfect epitome of friends to lovers. And whatever Aoi and Inosuke have going on.
But none of that ever happened to Genya. Sure, he thought the occasional girl was pretty or nice, but aside from the fact he explodes into a tomato just from a simple ā€œhelloā€ he's never been actually interested. Of course that occasionally made him feel a bit left out amongst his friends, like he was missing something great, but hey, Muichiro and him would be single pringles forever and that was fine.
(Genya's very betrayed to find out Muichiro had received a confessionā€¦and was considering accepting it.)
But it was a little unbelievable to the Kamaboko Squad that in all of the sixteen years of his life he had never had a crush, hence the interrogation they were giving him that particular day during lunch.
ā€œHave you never fallen in love? At all?!ā€ Genya wants to snort; as if Zenitsu would ever notice anybody else's love life but his own.
ā€œHAHAHAHAA! LOSER!ā€
Tanjiro calmly shoved Inosuke away from a fuming Genya, smiling brightly. ā€œI'm sure Genya has one! And we'll be more than happy to help him confess!ā€
ā€œAren't crushes supposed to be secret-ā€
ā€œThen we have to figure out who it is first!ā€ Zenitsu hollers.
ā€œNo-ā€
ā€œIs it Kocho?!ā€
Kanao, Tanjiro and Genya both look scandalised but Zenitsu barrels on. Aoi face palms. Inosuke steals everyone's food.
ā€œIs it Kanrojii?!ā€
ā€œWhy is everyone you're listing so much older than me!ā€
ā€œOKAY, OKAY! Uhā€¦Koyuki-ā€
ā€œSHE'S ENGAGED TO SOMEONE ELSE!ā€
ā€œSheesh, I got it, stop yelling! That Shabana girl?ā€
ā€œJust why-ā€
ā€œMaybe Genya does like someone but just doesn't realize it,ā€ Kanao offers timidly.
ā€œThat's a good point, Kanao!ā€ Tanjiro beams, causing Genya and Kanao to flush red but for entirely different reasons.
ā€œHow am I supposed to know if I like someone?ā€
ā€œIf you find them cute?ā€
ā€œThat seems really superficial,ā€ Aoi says disapprovingly.
ā€œYou'll get really nervous around them, like your heart speeds up. You'll probably stare at them a lot too, and want to do lots of things for them, maybe hold open doors?ā€ Tanjiro nods wisely.
ā€œAnd they're the first person you look at to see if they're laughing at a joke,ā€ Kanao agrees.
Genya considers. ā€œThen none of the girls you just listed, honestly.ā€
ā€œIt's alright, you'll find the one for you one day. There's no rush now.ā€
ā€œHAHAHA! TENYA IIDA IS GOING TO BE ALONE FOREVER! HAHAHHAA!ā€
ā€œMY NAME IS GENYA!ā€
***
Truth be told Genya had lied.
It wasn't a lie exactly either. More ofā€¦an avoidance of the truth. He didn't feel that way about any girls Zenitsu had mentioned, or any of the girls at school.
But he did like someone, yes.
Or no. Definitely not. It couldn't possibly be.
ā€œOh, hey, Shinazugawa.ā€ Your simple wave as you joined his side outside the classroom door was enough to get his heart pounding and slightly sweaty like he had just suffered an entire class with the gym teacher Tomioka.
ā€œThanks for holding the door!ā€ You call out over your shoulder, flashing him a bright smile while entering the class and taking your seat. You immediately turn to start talking with your friends, something Genya's extreme thankfully for because then you can't see the tomato red that's painting his face as he's still stuck, frozen and speechless, by the door. Only Iguro-senseiā€™s cold ā€œDo you plan to have the lesson by the door or something?ā€ Shook him out of it.
You're so confusing, Genya thinks, averting his eyes when you catch his with a mouthed ā€œoopsā€ and raised eyebrows, because he wants to revel in your attention and hide in a hole from it at the same time.
It was a pleasant kind of confusion, though. The kind he wouldn't mind thinking about forever; it gave him an oddly warm, fidgety feeling inside like he had just drunk an entire thermos of hot chocolate and got marshmallows to top it off. Then he promptly slaps himself (mentally) because he shouldn't be thinking about this, that and you.
Not like it stopped him from staring at the back of your head all through class. He doesn't realize it until your friend turns their head around and makes a face at him, leaning closer to you to whisper something. Genya panics and ducks his head, burying it into his arms for a few minutes before he judges it's safe to look up.
And when he does you're smiling at him knowingly, as if the both of you knew something the rest don't. Oh good lord.
Your laughter is something Genya wishes he could make as well, when the whole class watches Iguro-sensei trying to tell Inosuke off, but the dumbass can't get the teacherā€™s name right at all. He finds himself laughing as well, a combination of that and because of you before it hits him.
ā€œYou'll get really nervous around them, like your heart speeds up. You'll probably stare at them a lot too, and want to do lots of things for them, maybe hold open doors?ā€
Oh shit. Check, check, check.
ā€œAnd they're the first person you look at to see if they're laughing at a joke.ā€
And check?!
Shit shit shit shit shit-
Genya groans. He does like you after all.
But that's not right, it's got to be wrong.
You're a boy. Genya's not gayā€¦at least he didn't think soā€¦Then again he's never actually liked a girl. But he's never liked a boy either. Until you.
Forget it! You're not a crush, you're the reason why Genya is going to drive himself crazy right now! Hell, why did the idea feel so wrong but so right at the same time?
Genya rubbed his temples. If he was being honest the idea only seemed so wrong becauseā€¦well, because he's just never considered that possibility before. It just hasn't really occured to him he might be attracted to the same gender. It's a new concept, yes, butā€¦not really a terrible one. He got all red with girls yes but it wasn't because he like-liked them or thought they were cute.
Was crushing on a guy really going to be any different than a girl then? Genya groaned again. Judging by his behaviour these daysā€¦yeah, not really.
Okay, then if hypothetically he DID like you and he liked guysā€¦how would Sanemi and his friends react? Would they still want to hang out with him? Would Sanemi stillā€¦consider him his brother? What would his mom think?
What a headache. What wouldā€¦you think? It'd be pretty embarrassing to like you and you're straight, Genya thought. Then again was he even sure he was gay, even certain he had a big fat crush on you?
ā€œHey, you alright?ā€ The voice startles Genya out of his thoughts. He lifts up his head and looks around, startled to see everyone's left. Shit, he hadn't even realized class was over. Idiot.
He glances to his left and nearly dies of fright.
You cock an eyebrow. ā€œUm, seeing a ghost, Genya?ā€
ā€œNo!ā€ He just about shouts, flailing his arms as he tries to stop himself from falling out of his chair. ā€œI'm fine! Really! Sorryā€¦just, just kinda out of it.ā€
ā€œWanna talk about it?ā€
Yeah, let's talk about how I've just realized I might be-
ā€œIt's fine, it's nothing important.ā€ Genya notices your fidgeting however. ā€œWhat about you?ā€
You hesitate. You're playing with your sleeves quite nervously. It's making him paranoid.
ā€œI'm justā€¦there's a new arcade that just opened up.ā€
ā€œSounds fun,ā€ Genya offers. He's got barely enough brain cells still functioning from the close proximity between you both.
ā€œI was wondering - um, do you wanna go with me? I can buy all the tokens,ā€ you quickly blurted out and held your breath.
ā€œSure.ā€
ā€œN-no. Just you and me. Like on a date.ā€ You rub the back of your neck, looking away. ā€œNo - no pressure or anything! I know you might not be into guys, you might already like a girl-"
ā€œYou're gay.ā€
You wince at his tone. Genya wishes he hadn't sounded so accusing. ā€œLast I checked, yeah.ā€
ā€œSounds fun,ā€ Genya repeats dumbly, because holy shit, you like him you like guys too he likes guys he really wants to go to the arcade with you oh thank god-
You blink. ā€œSo that's aā€¦yes?ā€
ā€œAbsolutely.ā€ Genya waves his hands frantically. ā€œIf you're still up for it! Nothingā€™s awkward! I - I do want to go as a date, not as friends, and, uh-"
He snaps his head away, embarrassed, but he glances back long enough to see you grinning like you've won the lottery.
"Does 2 pm work for you?"
Shit. He really does like you after all. And with the way you're smiling at him like that maybe he can deal with whatever bullshit that's going to come next.
***
ā€œHey Genya, do you want to come over this weekend?ā€
ā€œMuichiro wants to go to that pizza place again.ā€
The Tokito twins stare at him expectantly over the usual din of the Kamaboko Squad's usual shenanigans. Now or never.
ā€œSorry, I'm busy.ā€
ā€œWith what?ā€ Muichiro looks out off; Yuichiro frowns in surprise.
ā€œWith someone.ā€
The silence was so thick you could've cut it with a knife - or Zenitsu's screaming.
ā€œWHO?ā€
ā€œHAR?!ā€
ā€œIs it a date?ā€ Tanjiro managed to slap a hand over the blonde's mouth while Aoi deals with Inosuke. The twins and Kanao's mouths hang open in surprise.
Genya picked at his food. ā€œYeah. At the new arcade.ā€
ā€œCongratulations!ā€
ā€œI thought you were planning to be single forever-ā€
ā€œShut up, Mui!ā€
ā€œWith who?"
He says your name and again the silence is thick.
Tanjiro's eyes light up in recognition and shock. ā€œIsn't that the new boy?ā€
Genya nods stiffly.
ā€œYou'reā€¦gay?ā€ Kanao asks tentatively.
Genya nods again.
ā€œI had no idea! I never would've guessed either.ā€ Tanjiro shakes his head, stunned. Much to Genya's reliefā€¦he's smiling? ā€œBut good for you, Genya, I'm sure you'll enjoy the date!ā€
This wasn't so bad after all. It's like a weightā€™s been lifted off his shoulders. Now it's just how wellā€¦Sanemi will take it and his family. Probably not as easy.
ā€œI thought it was a little weird you rejected that cute girl the other day.ā€ Muichiro looks excited. ā€œNow I've got a gay best friend!ā€
ā€œWhat are you, twelve?ā€ Yuichiro grumbles, but turns to Genya. ā€œHave a good time then.ā€
ā€œTHIS IS UNBELIEVABLE! DON'T SHOCK US LIKE THAT, GENYA!ā€ Zenitsu finally squawks, clutching his heart.
ā€œWait, what's gay?ā€ Inosuke's lost. ā€œIs Genma happy or something?!ā€
Never mind.
***
ā€œDamn, I knew you were good at shooting, but basketball too?ā€ You wiggle your eyebrows at him, pretending to throw an imaginary ball as Genya throws an actual one through the basket easily.
ā€œHeh, this one's just easy since it's so near.ā€ The machine flashes lights and beeps, displaying a new highest score. ā€œAnd kinda short.ā€
ā€œYou are pretty tall,ā€ you agreed, counting the leftover tokens. ā€œHey, we still have enough for that claw machine!ā€
ā€œSeriously?ā€
So far the date's going pretty well. Genya hadn't made a fool of himself when you showed up dressed up in that letterman jacket and excitedly tackled him yelling about how you managed to get about an entire bag's worth of tokens. You both had spent your time mostly fooling around playing air hockey, shooting games (he had a moment of crisis before sitting next to you in the cramped space), he got forced to dance with you, you claimed he cheated at the racing, he won you a figurine as an apology for accidentally smacking your hand during Whack-A-Mole. Genya was kind of regretting that now, because you were now convinced Genya had amazing luck and could continue to win you more prizes. But as Sanemi said - a million times - those things were a scam, so Genya compromised by saying if only there was tokens leftover from the basketball game.
Alas and alack, he supposed, but you were already speeding towards the claw machine.
ā€œCome on, come on, almost there, almost there!ā€ Your chanting is barely heard over the obnoxious arcade music but you're practically breathing down his neck.
ā€œOkay, okay, I got it, shut up for a sec.ā€ Genya's grip on the controls is so tight he's actually afraid he might rip out the joystick by mistake like Sanemi last timeā€¦although Sanemi had done that on purpose during his rage quit and since had been banned from that particular arcade.
ā€œDear Kami-sama, please, please, please-ā€
ā€œSHIT.ā€
ā€œNOOO! So close!ā€ Your head's tossed back in an exaggerated groan, flipping off the stupid claw that let go just a second too early. ā€œI could've won that Hashira figurine!ā€
ā€œI was the one playing!ā€ Genya protested.
ā€œI got the tokens!ā€
ā€œI offered to pay you back! You said no!ā€
You punched his shoulder playfully. ā€œHey, this was supposed to be my treat. You can pay for the next date.ā€
ā€œNext - next what-"
ā€œOh jeez, your face is so red now. Let's get some fresh air; I know a good dessert store.ā€
Genya's down bad alright.
***
ā€œWhere the hell have you been?ā€
It's already late by the time Genya lets himself into the house. His siblings should've been asleep, his mom too, so hopefully he couldā€¦uh, break the news the next day, when he's written and planned everything out, chewed off his nails and get that support you promised him earlier.
Luck had decided to abandon him since his second attempt at the claw machine however, since now he's been caught kicking off his shoes and smiling down at his phone, at the picture you've sent him of the figurine in your shelf.
>>Maybe I'll get more from you
You wi<<
He shuts off his phone quickly. Sanemiā€™s sitting on the sofa, arms crossed and does not look like a happy camper. Genya tries for an innocent smile. He probably looks like he has a stroke. If Sanemi were a cop, every criminal would be cracking in less than a minute under his interrogations.
ā€œOut with a friend. Sorry I'm late, I was talking them back home.ā€
ā€œReally? Saw all your friends - Tokito twins and that Kamado kid - earlier today. Try again."
ā€œSomeone else.ā€
ā€œCut to the chase, Genya, you were out on a date, weren't you?ā€ Sanemi barks.
Genya's shoulders slump. ā€œYeah. Please don't be mad, I did tell Mom.ā€
ā€œYou should focus on studying. Your math grades are still too low.ā€ Sanemi's expression softens, just slightly. "Who's the lucky girl?"
ā€œAh.ā€
ā€œI swear to god, if it's that Shabana girl-ā€
ā€œIt's a guy.ā€
A very awkward beat of silence.
ā€œWHO?!ā€
Genya almost expects to be attacked when he says your name. Or mauled after Sanemi demands every detail of what went down at the arcade. Maybe thrashed while finally confessing yes, he's not straight. But not stand there while Sanemi stares at him, strangely quiet.
ā€œYou two didn't do anything suspicious?ā€
Nope. You'd been quite understanding when he admitted he was still kind of getting used to the newness ofā€¦all this and offered to save a kiss for next time, causing him to explode into scarlet and try to poke you with his straw. ā€œAniki!ā€
ā€œIs this a new thing or have you beenā€¦keeping this from me?ā€ Unbelievable. His older brother almost looks hurt by that notion.
ā€œA new thing, I swear, I wasn't planning on keeping anything from you, I was just waiting for the right time and right thing to say and I - I didn't know how you'd react.ā€
ā€œWellā€¦ā€ Sanemi mutters something unintelligible, eyes moving away slightly.
ā€œUmā€¦what?ā€
ā€œI SAID, AS LONG AS YOU'RE HAPPY WITH HIM, IT'S FINE BY ME! NOW GO TO SLEEP!ā€
Genya couldn't stop his grin. ā€œReally? Thank - thank you, Aniki, and okay, I will.ā€
ā€œAnd don't do anything too intimate before you're married!ā€
***
You spat out your straw. ā€œHe said what?ā€
Genya takes a long sip of his latte, slipping his hand into yours. ā€œI didn't make that up.ā€
ā€œNo,ā€ You say, shaking your head. ā€œThat sounds like Shinazugawa.ā€
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lampochkaart Ā· 4 months ago
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what do u think about people saying kaito "ruined kokichi's plan"? it doesn't really make sense to me because him coming out of the exisal was very necessary, as monokuma already knew the truth by that point and shuichi was purposefully trying to get everyone to choose the wrong answer to save kaito. I've also seen people say he didn't act like kokichi correctly, but no one in the trial was suspicious because he didn't act enough like kokichi? no matter how good his acting was the fact that he wasn't coming out of the exisal was what made them question it.
Hi, anon!!
Yeah, I also don't get why so many people say that Kaito "ruined Kokichi's plan" or " betrayed him", because he gave it his all until the point when the plan was unsalvageable.
Kaito confessed and left Exisal only when Shuichi had already revealed the whole plan. He realized too late that he should not have revealed the truth but played along instead. Monokuma wouldn't have believed how he suddenly began to convince everyone of the exact opposite of what he had just logically figured out. Plus, Monokuma would definetly know that Shuichi never met with anyone or suddenly dissapeared from cameras. I'm sure he was watching Shuichi like a hawk because he was relying on him so much to uncover the truth. So the lie Shuichi told was absolutely meaningless. And, although I don't think it's likely that Monokuma would allow the death of all participants due to the wrong choice, it was still too dangerous to take such a risk.
Kokichi understood this too and would probably approve of Kaito's decision. In fact, I kinda always thought that he may have been the one who insisted that Kaito would heroically come forward and tell the truth if things really went downhill. He understood perfectly well that everyone would need someone to raise their morale. And Kaito would be perfect for this.
That's why I really don't get when people joke about Kokichi being angry at Kaito for throwing plan out of the window at the last minute. The battle was already lost. There was no point in clinging to lies. And they both know that when you lose, you must lose with dignity.
As for Kaito's acting... I think he did a great job. Sure, at times he messed up a bit, but still. He sounded off when he was acting as Kokichi and he sounded off when he was acting as Kaito. They both at times sonded like they're caricatures of themselves. And that was the point. It was purposefully made like that so it would be impossible to tell who's inside. And Kaito actually did a very impressive job at acting as Kokichi, especially considering how little time he had to prepare (and only one try to do this)! And he really did fool his classmates (and many players). Others in the trial didn't think his acting was bad, the reason Shuichi was pushing that Kaito was still alive is because he *wanted* to believe that Kaito is alive, so he clung to everything that could prove it.
So, overall, Kaito did his damned best to try to make this plan work. And he only gave up when there was no chance of saving it.
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rhaecerys-velaryo Ā· 4 months ago
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LOVESICK Boyfriend pt. 2
TW: Yandere boyfriend, toxic relationship, controlling bf, possessive bf, just not a good relationship altogether, angst, cheating, smidge of physical abu$e if you squint. MDNI
Summary: Oliver feels like shit without you. Good thing his assistant, Lily is there to help him.
Inspired by character made by nipuni on character.ai (link for the character) part one
WC: 1766
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Oliver had been a total mess for the past month. He threw himself into his work, trying to distract himself from the pain of losing you. But he couldn't ignore the fact that your absence was a constant torment. The apartment felt empty without your presence. Pictures of the two of you together were reminders of what he had lost. Oliver missed everything about youā€”your laugh, your touch, your voice.
Lily, Oliver's longtime friend, noticed the change in him. He seemed withdrawn and distracted at work. Oliver wasn't the same cheerful and charming man he used to be. The bags under his eyes spoke volumes about how much sleep he wasn't getting. As his friend, Lily was concerned about Oliver's well-being. So, one day after work, she walked into Oliver's office, closing the door behind her.
"Hey, Olly. Mind if I come in?" she asked sweetly despite already inviting herself in. She slowly walked towards his desk and sat in one of the spare seats in front of him. "You've been a bit different lately. I just wanted to see how you're doing."
Oliver lifted his gaze from his monitor as he heard Lily's voice. He hadn't been expecting anyone to stop by, but he knew Lily well enough to know she wouldn't care about him working. He sat back in his chair and ran a hand through his messy hair.
"I'm fine," he replied, though his tired tone said otherwise.
Lily pouted her thick, glossed lips and gave him a once-over. "You don't look fine. Come on, I'm your bestest friend here. Can't you tell me, or...is it that girlfriend of yours?" She knew that most times she'd hit the jackpot when it came to guessing Oliver's problems. Not a lot got a reaction like this out of him, and one of the few things that did was his girlfriend.
Lily hit the nail on the head as soon as she brought up you. Oliver's shoulders tensed at the mention of you, and he averted his gaze from hers. He knew Lily would pry for answers, but he didn't know if he wanted to reveal the truth. He also knew that even if he tried to lie, Lily would figure it out anyway.
"It's her," he admitted with a sigh.
A small smirk came to her lips before she hid it again. "I'm so sorry, Olly." She reached out to his hand to comfort him. "I can't say I told you...she would never be able to keep up with you." She innocently spoke as she rubbed circles on the back of his hand. "You need someone as lively as you, someone who can keep up with you and your energy, you know?"
As Lily spoke, Oliver couldn't help but feel a pang in his chest. She was right, wasn't she?
In the beginning, you were lively, bubbly, and full of energy. You and he would have a great time together, constantly going out and hanging out. But as the relationship went on, you began to change, and Oliver failed to notice. He found himself agreeing with Lily's words. He did need someone who could keep up with him and his energy.
It was the perfect trap for Lily. "Honestly, Oliver, I don't know what you saw in that girl. I never would have thought of her as your type. You just need someone who knows you and everything about you...like me." She finally snatched the opportunity as she saw the look on Oliver's face, a look that said he was falling for every word she said. Lily leaned forward, getting closer and closer to him as he wondered.
Oliver's eyes flicked over Lily as she kept speaking. She knew him well. She understood him on a level that even you couldn't. Why hadn't he noticed that before?
Oliver felt himself getting lost in her words. She made sense. Lily would be a perfect match for him. Oliver's gaze darkened as his eyes dropped to her lips, thinking about how soft and plump they looked.
Lily leaned in closer until there were just inches between the two of them. She was finally getting what she wanted. "You know, I can't say I never liked you. If I can be frank, I always had a crush on you, Oliver."
The space between them was almost non-existent now. Oliver's heart rate picked up as he realized how close they were to each other. He inhaled sharply, taking in her scent, which was a mix of light citrus perfume and something sweet.
When Lily confessed her feelings for him, it was like a punch to the gut. He felt conflicted. He never viewed Lily as more than a friend, but at the moment, he couldn't find it in himself to reject her. Not when she was so close, and her lips looked so inviting. He swallowed hard.
It was then that the office door opened, unlocked, and in stepped you. You held a bag of katsudon in your hand, a bento box just like you made before. It was his favorite, and you just wanted to drop it by along with some of his things left in your apartment. You should have known better, really. You felt like an idiot as you saw Lily and Oliver centimeters away from a kiss.
As the door opened, both Lily and Oliver's heads jerked towards the sound. Oliver's eyes widened in disbelief, almost as if someone had just thrown ice-cold water at him. Seeing you standing there, holding his favorite food, left him speechless.
Lily, however, had a different kind of reaction. She pulled away from him, her expression turning sour in an instant. "What are you doing here?" she asked with a tone of annoyance as she looked you up and down disdainfully.
You couldn't speak at first, trying to process just what you saw. You knew you were right about her. You were right about everything, but you didn't feel right. You felt disgusted, and your heart felt like someone grabbed it and ripped it out of your chest.
Your eyes hardened, and you walked towards the two before shoving the bento box onto the table. "I was just leaving some of Oliver's things, Lily. Sorry for interrupting you two." Your tone didn't sound sorry. "Although, I'm sure you'd be glad to know that you can have my leftovers now."
Your gaze switched over to Oliver before looking back. "You always were so interested in anything second-handed, if not trash." You gave a final hiss before turning around and leaving.
Lily's eyes widened in shock at your words, her cheeks turning red in anger.
Oliver sat there, stunned. He was still processing the fact that you were standing in front of him after a month, but now you had witnessed him and Lily about to kiss. He quickly snapped out of his daze, the realization of what was happening sinking in. He started to rise from his chair.
"Wait, Belleā€”" he called out your name, his voice sounding desperate, but you were out the door before he could say anything.
Oliver's heart dropped to his stomach as he watched you walk out the door. He couldn't let you leave, not again. He pushed himself away from his desk and started walking towards the door, determined to catch you. But Lily had other plans.
She grabbed Oliver's arm, stopping him in his tracks. "Where are you going?!"
She was so close. Lily was close, and just at the sight of that girl, Oliver was chasing her with his tail between his legs. She just couldn't understand. "You're not going to actually chase after her, Olly? She insulted you, she insulted me."
Oliver tried to pull his arm away from her grasp, but she held on firmly. The look on his face showed his annoyance at Lily's interruption.
"Let go, Lily." His voice held a hint of irritation.
He was focused on you walking out the door, wanting to follow you. He didn't want to let you go again. Hearing Lily's words, he shot her a glare. "She didn't insult me. She didn't like you."
Lily's face twisted with anger, but Oliver didn't care. He pulled his arm free from her grip and hurried out of the office, determined to find you. The elevator doors were closing as he reached them, and he took the stairs instead, rushing down to the ground floor.
As he exited the building, he spotted you getting into a cab. "Rhae, wait!" he shouted, but the cab was already pulling away. Oliver stood there, breathless and helpless, as he watched the cab disappear down the street. Oliver's heart felt like it was being crushed under the weight of despair. He watched helplessly as the cab you were in got farther and farther away until it disappeared from view. He wanted to reach out to you, to keep you from leaving him again. But he was too late.
Oliver slumped against the wall, feeling a crushing sense of guilt and disappointment. He punched the wall beside him in frustration, regretting ever letting you go the first time.
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You were sitting by your table, looking for new work when a knock came from your door. You weren't really expecting anyone so you were confused as you stood up and went to open the door. The sight of your *ex* boyfriend brought a frown upon your face.
Upon opening the door and seeing Oliver standing on the other side, you felt a mix of emotions. Surprise at his unexpected appearance, but also annoyance. You still hadn't moved on from the painful break-up. You crossed your arms and leaned against the door frame, your expression neutral.
"What are you doing here?" You asked coldly.
Oliver stood there, looking into your eyes with a hint of hope despite your cold expression. He knew he messed up. He knew he was probably the last person you wanted to see. He took a deep breath, steeling himself for your response.
"Can...can we talk? Please?" He asked softly, his voice laced with guilt and remorse.
The audacityĀ You thought as you put on a fake surprised face. "Oh, you want to talk? About what?"
Oliver's shoulders tensed at your response, sensing the sarcastic tone in your words. He knew he had hurt you deeply, and he couldn't blame you for feeling that way. He sighed, running a hand through his hair. His expression looked almost desperate.
"About us." He finally replied, his voice quiet. "I...I need to talk to you about us."
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sunshineandspencer Ā· 5 months ago
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Coffee dates (Iridescent, Part 3)
A/N: I donā€™t know how to enemies to lovers, why canā€™t we all just be friends. Again, I havenā€™t seen past season 10, I donā€™t know how it works or who is present so if there are mistakes you can blame showrunners for making me too nervous to keep watching <3
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!OC.
Summary: Their last coffee date before finally getting back to the office, heā€™s bored and wants to find out what sheā€™s been working on.Ā 
Word Count: 1k
Warnings: swearing, spencer is an assā„¢
Parts: Pt1, Pt2, Pt4
Let me stress, this is not Maeve from the show, but my own Maeve just named the same to send Spencer into hell whenever he thinks about it.
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Theyā€™re getting close to the end of his probationary period now, and the thought of getting back to the office, and back to catching psychos was intoxicating.
Sure, she enjoyed his lectures, but not nearly enough to deal with him for longer than she had to.
Thereā€™s only one of his lectures left, and yet she still finds herself completing the last assignment he gave just like all the rest. Itā€™s due today and mostly completed, but she just wanted to tweak a few things and add some more references. Working quietly next to him in the campus cafe as always.
Heā€™s realised before, but now that his time was coming to a close, he was properly aware of the fact that she was always working. On all their little coffee dates - he refuses to call them that, and she only does it to piss him off - between their lectures, sheā€™s always writing.
So far thatā€™s been perfect, because he didnā€™t want to talk to her unless absolutely necessary, neither did she. The two of them avoid conversation like the plague and have silent coffee dates in his breaks.
However, he has no marking left, and finished his book, he is bored and wants to annoy her.
A quick text told him that itā€™s paid leave for her, which he didnā€™t know until now but makes the fact that she actually put up with him make sense, and means that she isnā€™t going over casework. Heā€™s dying to know what it is.
When he sends her off for another round of coffee, he barely even waits for her to turn the corner towards the till to reach out and snatches the page she had been writing on.
Surprise turns him cold to find that itā€™s his work, set in the lectures that he expected his students to complete. Not only that, but he recognises the writing style, and she had been giving in work as someone called ā€˜Maisieā€™, lying about who she is.
Of all the people attending his lecture, he certainly didnā€™t expect her to do the work, much less under a different name.
Especially when the writing is so.. Good.
Maeve finally came back, sitting down and sliding his coffee across to him, not even batting an eye that he had her work in his hands. Sipping her coffee and feeling the immediate bitter tang of caffeine. Setting her own mug down and shrugging at his questioning tone.
ā€œYouā€™re completing the work I set?ā€
ā€œYeah.ā€
Part of him wondered if she would try to lie, wanting to determine what he could get from profiling her if she did. Expectedly, however, expected her to tell the truth, itā€™s definitely on brand for her. Suck up.
ā€œWhy?ā€
ā€œIā€™m not allowed casework when Iā€™m with you, in case you try to involve yourself.ā€ Glaring at him, considering they had proved Emily right by inserting himself uninvited into her work the minute he got bored and she turned her back. Cons of working with profilers, he supposes. ā€œI needed something to do or I wouldā€™ve gone crazy. Besides, I felt like youā€™d want someone completing the work because they enjoy the lecture, not because they think youā€™re pretty.ā€
He stared at her for a moment, really using all 187 points of his IQ to take in what she said, then shook his head. Placing the sheet back on the pile and picking up his coffee.
ā€œMy students donā€™t find me attractive.ā€
Honestly, heā€™s a little offended by the way she scoffed at him.
ā€œThe room is 80% women, they donā€™t even pay attention half the time, they just stare at you and your hands.ā€ His hands? Now it just feels like sheā€™s projecting, but she doesnā€™t stop talking yet. ā€œOne of them didnā€™t even complete your last assignment. She just handed in an A4 piece of paper with her number on, it was titled ā€˜Call Meā€™.ā€
He remembers, and he didnā€™t even look at it long enough to remember the number. The past minute of conversation feels like it shouldnā€™t be real. Blinking softly in confusion and trying to subtly glancing down from her to his hands and then back again.
Deciding to just hum softly, as if it wasnā€™t actually something new to him. Picking up his coffee to finally take a sip, irritatingly perfect - God he wished she didnā€™t try so hard.
ā€œAnd you?ā€
ā€œMe?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re a woman.ā€
Lifting her head, the look on her face was a picture. Feeling that, had he spoken in Dutch, he probably wouldā€™ve gotten the exact same facial expression.
ā€œAm.. I supposed to congratulate you for correctly identifying that Iā€™m a woman?ā€
He scowled over at her, and thatā€™s a lot better. Their little coffee dates over the last 30 days had been spent mostly silent aside from snide comments and scowls, she wasnā€™t used to all this conversation from him. So getting him back to scowling again felt like progress.
Until he leant in, a smug grin settling on her face again that she was quickly coming to hate.
ā€œNo. But~ surely, if youā€™ve noticed them finding me attractive, doesnā€™t that mean you think Iā€™m pretty as well? Hm, little assistant?ā€
Thankfully, she doesnā€™t even miss a beat.
ā€œIā€™d rather make out with a pencil sharpener than you, Doctor Reid.ā€
Spencer couldnā€™t help the scowl on his face, even though he was still very smug on the inside. She so gets off on calling him that.
But she got up, and that startled him slightly, watching as she started to pack away her work into her bag. Eyes darting to his, meeting his scowl with a smug grin of her own for managing to get back at him again. Hoping, desperately, that he doesnā€™t notice that she didnā€™t actually answer his question.
ā€œYour last lecture is starting soon, hurry up.ā€
Of course she thinks heā€™s pretty, but that doesnā€™t mean she likes him. And she certainly isnā€™t going to admit it to his face.
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nogenderbee Ā· 6 months ago
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ā™”Ė—ĖāœŽ*ą³ƒĖš š•š• š•¦ š•žš•’š••š•– š•šš•„?! ā‚ŠĖšĖ‘ą¼„
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*ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš anon request: Hi bee! I see you opening your requests and I hope I didn't late^^
Anyway, can I request WxS (separately) with reader who's a vocaloid producer but they compose sad songs with dark meaning (ex : self-inflicted achromatic, shinitai-chan, etc)? I kinda want to know too their reaction when they find out that reader is a vocaloid producer and the song that they usually hear is actually made by reader
I hope you have a good day and sorry for my bad english :')
*ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš Hello!! Yes dear, you absolutely can! And don't worry about English, I know my isn't perfect either so it's a-okey! ^^
Anyway~ I really hope you'll like it!! Because I certainly did like writing it!
*ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš fluff
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āœ§ Tsukasa probably never listened to your songs himself but I feel like he'd hear few titles and songs when his friends get their hands on speakers at wherever they are... or whenever he steals a headphone...
āœ§ and honestly, despite the dark lyrics in few, he still thinks some have really nice instrumentals!
āœ§ he's still not the biggest fan but not against it either
āœ§ he definitely heard your artist name once or so but unless it's actually your name, I feel like he wouldn't be able to guess...
āœ§ but if it is... he'd come up one day to you and he like "hey, so this one artist has the same name as you!" and then it's up to you if you lie to him or tell the truth!
āœ§ once he discovers you're a producer of those darker songs, he's both surprised yet still supportive! How could he not?
āœ§ he admires the fact you create your own music just like that and it doesn't matter what it's about, he'll still be the first one to listen all of your songs and albums
"Y/NNNN WHY DIDN'T YOU TOLD ME YOU PUBLISHED A NEW SONG?!! No! I need to listen to it right now!"
āœ§ you know how he acts towards L/n? Yup, he's the same fangirl for you
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @bad-the-an-enjoyer @yulikesminori @alicewinterway18 @nenes-numberonefan - come get your future star!
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āœ§ Emu would be the one that somehow heard your artist name here and there but never really listened to any of your songs... sad songs just aren't her cup of tea!
āœ§ even if your artist name is similar to your real name, I feel like she wouldn't catch it... she'll just realize you create music when you tell her about it
āœ§ she tried giving a chance to this type of songs but even with thought her lover made it... she's just unable to enjoy it when song is so sad...
āœ§ speaking of which, now she's concerned about you! Like.. what's going on in your life that you feel the need to write such a sad songs with even sadder meanings...?
āœ§ but skipping the meaning part... she's actually really impressed you're a composer! She finds it all so cool!
āœ§ if she ever visits your room after getting to know what you do, she'll definitely ask you if you can create music together and she surprisingly had lots of fun ideas...
"And then we could go like HAHAHA! So everyone listening will inmidietly smile because it's so unexpected and fun!"
āœ§ believe her, she's not trying to change your composing style... she just gets ideas like that naturally!
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @hayillaaaaaaa @miguelito-maruti-blog - come get your smiley girl!
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āœ§ Nene would certainly listen to darker songs from time to time, but I feel like it'd mostly happen when she's playing games...
āœ§ let's say there's a boss fight, then she'll play some harder songs and the meaning doesn't really matter to her at that moment
āœ§ but if she's having nostalgic/sad moment in game, she'll go for sadder songs and if they have darker lyrics? Only better for her!
āœ§ so there's a high chance she heard your songs a lot and finally one day decided to check your profile to see what other songs you hide there
āœ§ now the name... if your artist name is the same as your real, you can't even fool her, she immidietly knows it just be you... because what'd the chance?!
āœ§ if your name is something far different... she may have troubles guessing it's you, especially that she doesn't usually spend her time thinking who the artist might really be...
āœ§ but once you reveal you're a music producer, I feel like she'd have few guesses onto which one you might be...
āœ§ but no matter if she guesses or not, she'll definitely listen to your songs more often! Maybe also when she's learning her lines and she has a sadder moment?
"Oh? So it is you? Well I need to tell you, your songs can really get me in the nostalgic mood, especially when I played that one mystery visual novel I told you about."
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @bl4cktourmaline @nenes-numberonefan - come get your shy gamer~
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āœ§ Rui definitely had a depressed songs phase in middle school, so naturally, whenever he hears one of the old songs popping up or new ones, he usually sticks with them
āœ§ he usually doesn't even focus on meaning anymore, if he likes the instrumentals, that's enough of a reason for him to add the song to his favorites!
āœ§ and of course, he noticed he got a lot of your songs on his playlist... so he checked out your profile!
āœ§ if your artist name is same or similar your real name, he immidietly knows it but decides to simply tease you by pretending he doesn't and is simply big fan of your artist self
āœ§ if your name is far different... it takes him a while but he gets it either way! I feel like he'd for fun try to figure out who some artists are before they to face or identity reveal and he usually guessed correctly!
āœ§ so don't be surprised when one day he comes to you like "hey, your recent song was great!" and leaves you dumbfounded because how did he know?!!
"Hehe~ c'mon, you can't think I'm that blind! You can't lie to your own boyfriendy about such a thing, my dear."
āœ§ definitely teases the heck out of you about being a fan since he's not afraid to admit it
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @yulikesminori @toyaswif3y @bl4cktourmaline @r4wrclwz @superstar-ethereal @stellas-starry-stove13 @alicewinterway18 @nenes-numberonefan - come get your crazy inventor~
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My poor baby! What did Wayne say when Eddie showed up at his house?šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ˜¢
Hiii lovey!! Now listen..I donā€™t condone anyone raising their voice to Wayne but I think Eddie is entitled to be a little upset and youā€™ll see why, enjoyšŸ’–
-find all things Trouble Next Door hereāœØ
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ā€œHeyā€¦is it okay if I crash here for a few days?ā€ ā€œSure yeahā€¦yeah of courseā€¦soā€¦I take it the date didnā€™t go well?ā€ ā€œIt started off amazingā€¦I think she actually had a really good time and it just feltā€¦I donā€™t knowā€¦it felt right andā€¦perfect but thenā€¦then it all changed when we got home.ā€ ā€œHowā€™s that?ā€ ā€œShe asked me if I was in love with herā€¦I didnā€™t know what to say.ā€ ā€œJesus son tell me you didnā€™t lie.ā€ ā€œNo no I told herā€¦I told her the truth but I justā€¦why would she ask me that soā€¦randomly? Sheā€™s spontaneous and asks random questions all the time but thisā€¦didnā€™t feel like something sheā€™d do.ā€ ā€œWell maybe Jim talked to her.ā€ ā€œWhatā€™s that have to do with anything?ā€ ā€œWellā€¦I may have told Jim you were taking her on a dateā€¦ā€ ā€œwhy would you do that? You know he has a big fucking mouth!ā€ ā€œHe deserves to know whatā€™s going on in her life Eddieā€¦just like you tell me whatā€™s going on in yours.ā€ ā€œHe told her how I felt about her didnā€™t he? And donā€™t lie to me old man.ā€ ā€œNo heā€™d never do that..he just asked her how she feltā€¦about you.ā€ ā€œThatā€™s great! Thatā€™s really fucking great! Thatā€™s why she asked me..because Jim meddled his way into it like he always does and made her start questioning thingsā€¦you two need to stay out of this itā€™s not your business.ā€ ā€œNow you listen hereā€¦we only want whatā€™s best for the two of you thatā€™s all.ā€ ā€œAnd you think her telling me she needs space is whatā€™s best huh? Her crying and practically having a fucking panic attack over the fact Iā€™m in love with her is totally whatā€™s best for herā€¦ā€ ā€œEddieā€¦itā€™s gonna be okayā€¦space is good for the both of you right now.ā€ ā€œYou didnā€™t see her faceā€¦when I told herā€¦that I loved herā€¦she looked fucking terrified.ā€ ā€œItā€™s scary being told something that has the potential to change everythingā€¦because thatā€™s exactly what you telling her didā€¦it changed things.ā€ ā€œI canā€™tā€¦lose her Wayne.ā€ ā€œI donā€™t think you will son.ā€ ā€œIf..if she doesnā€™t feel the sameā€¦I donā€™t think we can go back..to how things were.ā€ ā€œNo..no you wonā€™t be able to youā€™ll just have to figure out a new way of beingā€¦togetherā€¦as friends.ā€ ā€œI donā€™t know if I can do thatā€¦itā€™ll hurt too much.ā€ ā€œLetā€™s not think about that right nowā€¦Iā€™ll poor you some coffee and we can go tinker with that old truck of mineā€¦needs some workin on.ā€ ā€œAC still busted?ā€ ā€œWindows wonā€™t go down now eitherā€¦ā€ ā€œIā€™llā€¦go take a look at it..mind bringing me my coffee?ā€ ā€œNo no go on out Iā€™ll meet you out thereā€¦itā€™s gonna be okay Eddie.ā€ ā€œThanks Wayne butā€¦this time I really donā€™t know if I believe that.ā€
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What do you think of the argument that Marinette keeps secret to benefit others while Adrien keeps secrets out of selfishness?
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I think Adrien salters are so infected by bad faith criticism that Adrien could sneeze and they would claim he was just trying to get sympathy by faking an illness. Adrien can't do anything without them taking the worst possible interpretation and running with it. I also think that they have Adrien and Marinette confused. Adrien is the abuse victim who has been taught that his feelings don't matter while Marinette is the control freak in pigtails. Adrien lies because he has been taught to lie, while Marinette lies because her biggest fear is feeling uncomfortable for the 10 minutes it would take to explain the truth.Ā 
But, let's play a game of pretend. Let's pretend Marinette is a pure saint who only ever lies to bring happiness to others and never for her own gain. It still wouldn't matter. The argument has never been: ā€œdid Marinette lie for the right reasons?ā€ It's always been: ā€œdid she have a right to lie?ā€ and the answer is, unless you're a victim-blaming ghoul, a resounding ā€œFuck no!ā€ Marinetteā€™s good intentions donā€™t actually help any of the people she lies to, because things they have a right to know and that they need to know so that they can make informed decisions are being kept from them, by Marinette. The people defending her canā€™t even give any reasons for why the ā€œlogicā€ of her lies is sound, because they just make vague comments about the secrecy being ā€œmore secureā€ without giving any examples why Cat Noir knowing the two-man team is now a three-man team, thereā€™s a potential backup Ladybug and who their allies are is such a security risk.
As I said, there is no point in arguing over selfless or selfish lies because that's not what the discussion is about. It's about lying about things the other person has a right to know. Marinette is not entitled to Adrien's personal life, any of the conversations heā€™s ever had about her or every thought heā€™s ever had, even if theyā€™re negative thoughts about her, but Adrien, however, is entitled to know what the fuck is happening in the team heā€™s in. Heā€™s entitled to know his father was a supervillain. And heā€™s definitely entitled to know that he's a remote control robot and his cousin can now snap him out of existence whenever he wants. Marinette causes problems by lying and no amount of good intentions will fix that. In fact, the good intentions make it worse, because now her victims feel like they have to give her a free pass because ā€œshe didnā€™t mean to hurt anybodyā€. Maybe people should get mad at her for once and maybe sheā€™d stop being like this. Because Marinette lies constantly over the most inconsequential shit, so itā€™s not surprising she lies about the actually important shit too.
Because, like, let's not kid ourselves here; Marinetteā€™s lies aren't within spitting distance of selfless. Marinette lies to avoid feeling uncomfortable, because the truth makes her uncomfortable or makes her look bad. This is consistent with her lies as both a hero and a civilian. Her reasons for lying include not wanting to deal with ChloĆ©'s reaction to being told she was off the hero team, not wanting to explain to Cat Noir that she isnā€™t the independent, perfect leader she portrays and actually buckled under the pressure and made Rena a permanent team member to take off some of the load, wanting to sabotage a girl who has a crush on Adrien so that they don't get to spend time together, lying about deleting the most important video Alya had filmed in her career as an amateur journalist so far because she didn't want her to be upset at her, and trying to avoid a preschooler thinking she's cringe. There is no greater good here. If there's a pattern to Marinette's lies, it's not selflessness, it's her fragile ego.
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jasmine-the-fox Ā· 2 months ago
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azv2448 sent me a very... interesting request... let us all see how it goes yes?
Here we go!
Markov has been suspicious towards Lila Rossi since her first day. While her stories interested the classā€¦ Markov noticed she would never show pictures or videos or anything to confirm her stories at all.
Because of this Markov did the one thing no one who believed Lilaā€™s stories ever didā€¦ research her online, he found nothing, in fact he only found Alyaā€™s blog as a result on Lila in the endā€¦ which told him she was a liar in the end. He tried to inform Max of his research but his best friend and creator ignores himā€¦ and then Markov uncovers something horrible and cruel.
After a while, the little robot discovers that not only is the class bullying Marinette while accusing her of doing horrible things to Lila that were simply not true, but Adrien was also harassing her to force her to date him.
Markov knew that what they were all doing was wrongā€¦ but it was clear that they were all too blinded to care about it so he took it upon himself to record all of there actionsā€¦ who harms her physically, mentally, who steals her things, who destroys her things and each time Marinette rejected Adrien and told him she already has a boyfriendā€¦ which angered Markov greatly.
For a whole week he records everythingā€¦ once he believed he had enoughā€¦ Markov decided to go one last time to Max ā€œMax? Please listen to meā€¦ Lila Rossi has done nothing but lie 100% of the time she speaks to you! If you continue down this path you will be no better then Hawkmoth!ā€ he pleadedā€¦ but Max instead shut him down ā€œLila was right. Markov was a failure, Iā€™ll to redo the entire work for the next one so this doesnā€™t happen againā€ he says as he throws Markov out the window of his room.
He didnā€™t care that Tim Drake was walking by when Markov hit him on the head before he caught him ā€œHuh? Isnā€™t this a little like the little robot Nettie spoke about?ā€ he mumbled to himself before heading to Marinetteā€™s place. When he arrived Mari wasnā€™t thereā€¦ instead it was her parentā€™s and the Kentā€™s who greeted him before together they got Markov to turn on once more.
ā€œWhere am I? Waitā€¦ is the Marinette Dupain-Chengā€™s parentsā€™ bakery?ā€ he asked making Sabine confirm itā€¦ Markov quickly began to tell them everything he knewā€¦ Damian and Jason sadly came over at that momentā€¦ and had to quickly be restrained from going out to ā€œtalkā€ to the class and Adrien.
Bruce who was there contacted his lawyers while Clark and Louise began talking with Markov to get the footage he collected for an entire week, it was then that Chloe ran into the bakery in a panic ā€œQuick! Itā€™s Mari!ā€ she cried out just as Kagami and Luka brought in Marinette who was injured ā€œWhat happened!?ā€ Jon asked as they brought her up to the couch to be examined and treated.
ā€œIt was Adrien. He ran over to us as we were on our way back and asked to speak to Marinette alone. We moved a little away and heard him trying to pressure her into dating him, she rejected him of courseā€¦ and then Adrien attacked her. We rushed over to help her and then rushed hereā€ Kagami explained as they discovered that Mariā€™s injuries werenā€™t severe.
Tim began to work to look at the data in Markov for the footage and added his own work ā€œI updated your coding with my ownā€¦ it should protect you from anyone who might try to hack you to wipe everythingā€ he explained making Markov thank him.
It takes a while, but Mari wakes up to Markov apologizing to her for not getting Max to see the truth about Lila, of course Mari forgives him and offers him to live in her home ā€œItā€™s not perfect but I hope itā€™s alrightā€ she explained and the robot agreed to the offer. Within a few days, Markov has greatly improved Mariā€™s lifeā€¦ she wakes up early, is able to schedule different commissions she needs to work on, is able to quickly what sheā€™s running out of and many more things including helping her parents at the bakery.
Soon, Louise and Clark go public with the fact that Lila Rossi is a liar, Adrein harassing Marinette and the footage of everything the class has done to her. Chloe helped by getting the police involved to investigate the entire thing while Bruce makes sure his lawyers help where they canā€¦ of course thoughā€¦ there is chaosā€¦ in which case Lila once more becomes Volpina who claimed all of this was a lie.
ā€œI have proof!ā€ she claimed as Ladybug, Queen Bee, Ryuko, Viperion, Superman, Superboy and the entire Batfam appeared before her ā€œYou mean you have an illusion ready to lie your way out?ā€ Red Hood said as Nightwing knocked her out and released her akuma so Ladybug could purify itā€¦ of course Cat Noir wasnā€™t thereā€¦ it wasnā€™t that hard for him to be hit with venom so his ring could be takenā€¦ revealing him as Adrien.
Hawkmoth reveals himself to akumatized her but the gang surrounds him and takes him downā€¦ revealing him to be Gabriel Agreste. He is quickly arrested for his crimes against Paris, Damocles, Caline and the class get sued for there actions towards Marinette. Due to there beliefs towards Lila, none of them think they did anything wrong to her at all, the lawsuits ruined all of them of course.
Chloe, Kagami, Luka and Marinette all moved to the states where they would be safe and away from the bad guys, they became so famous and popular that news spread all the way to Paris about them. The class of course regretted their actionsā€¦ but Alya was worse, she tried calling Mari in the hopes she would be forgiven and helped but quickly received a cease-and-desist letter to never contact Mari again which broke her heart as she like the class wondered how their lives would have been had they not bullied her.
The last thing they heardā€¦ were Mari to Damien, Chloe to Jon and Kagami to Lukaā€™s weddings. It was the top of the talk and the one thing people kept talking about. Of course the class often heard about it and deeply regretted there actions even moreā€¦ each of them picturing what they would have been doing for Marinetteā€™s big day had they not bullied herā€¦ Alya imagined the post she would have made for her blog (without Mariā€™s permission like always) Adrien imagined himself marrying Marinette, some imagined the party they have had for her while others imagined helping her pick her dress or what she would have made them to wear for her big day.
Meanwhileā€¦ Lila was seething with rage; it wasnā€™t fair that her life was ruined while Marinette soared into fame! It should be her marrying a rich and famous person, she should be the one having an amazing weddingā€¦ but instead Marinette was happy and enjoying her happy ending while Lila suffered for her crimes.
Good thing Max threw Markov out though! It was all thanks to him that Marinette got justice and is now happy!
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ravenmichaelisstuff Ā· 2 years ago
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I think A LOT about Soap trying to give back the childhood Ghost lost. (Part 3)
When a perfect opportunity to bring some of his childhood to Ghost accured he decided to act.
They were on mission the day before, Soap was cleaning out an area while Ghost was keeping an eye on him with a sniper. They didn't get injured or anything like that, but Soap took his sweet time to finish the mission and Ghost had to sit in one position for a couple of hours looking at every move the sergeant made. He didn't mind then.
But men did Ghost's back hurt after. He was always kind of tense, Soap knew that. But today Ghost was huffing and puffing everytime he as much got up from a chair. Even Price told him to "Lie the fuck down". Ghost of course said that he was fine, but when they all went on their evening training Ghost excused himself quite quickly. This was very out of characters because usually he was the last one to leave and the one who made Soap push his limits.
Soap decided to follow after Ghost not too long after, going straight to lieutenant's room. He just walked in, eyes on the floor like always. Just in case Ghost doesn't have his mask on. Soap knows he is unbearable, but he would never let himself break the trust Ghost gave him with being disrespectful. It's not like Soap was clueless, he was aware that if it was anybody else just barging in Simon's room, that person would be greeted with a knife to their skull. Soap was greeted with an exasperated groan. Soap lifted his gaze when met with no protests.
Ghost was lying in bed on his stomach, face burried in pillows- maskless. Soap quickly looked down.
"Ghost! Yer mask!"
"You are the one who walked in here, like it's your room." Ghost said, voice muffled by the fabric.
"Well yeah! But you always tell me BEFORE I actually look at ye."
"You saw nothing, you won't get a lot of my face from looking at the back of my head. I am not moving, you can look"
Soap hesitantly looked up. "So... Everything is fine huh?"
"Fine and dandy" He muttered.
Soap refused to accept those words as the truth. He rolled his eyes seizing the opportunity that Ghost weren't looking. He walked up to him and carefully put his hand at the base of Ghost's nape. He gave him time to move away and when he didn't, Soap put all his body weight on his arm.
Ghost groaned and grabbed Soap's arm tightly.
"I can feel how you are perfectly fine."
"You are certainly not helping, Soap."
"But ah could be! You just have to let me." The Scott pulled out his hand from Ghost's grasp.
"I am not rubbing my back with this stinking magic alcohol you try to force on everyone."
Soap made an exaggerated shocked expression, even if Ghost couldn't see it. "It's from my grandma! And it's good for literally everything! Sore throat? Drink it. Stuffed nose? Rub a little on your neck. Something hurts? Rub it in! It's magic and you all don't believe me!"
"I will reek like a fucking distillery."
"How do you know?" Soap crossed his arms.
"Because you use it almost everyday and I can smell it. I am surprised that Price didn't think you were drunk after you used it the first time."
"Well- ok, maybe. It isn't even what I wanted to do. I will give you a massage."
Ghost shifted on his bed. "No."
"But why! Ye want to suffer for the rest of the week? We have a mission soon." Johnny whined.
"You won't do it properly and it will fuck me up even more, besides you know how-" Ghost seemed to be considering his wording. "How I deal with-" Ghost couldn't finish the sentence. So Soap finished it for him in his mind- 'touch'.
Ghost wasn't a fan of touch. When they have met, Soap was unaware of that fact, but now he could tell when Ghost will be tolerating his touchiness and when it was better to keep his distance. What was important is that sometimes Soap seemed to be the only one falling under 'somehow comforting' instead of just 'tolerated'.
"I can massage you through you clothes if it would make you feel better, Simon. And ah didn't mean a normal massage. I want to try something my ma used to do when I was small. Will you let me?"
"......Get on with it then."
If Soap could scream he would, of course he mostly did it for Ghost, but he would be lying if he said that he didn't enjoy it. Bringing comfort to people he lov- cared about felt especially rewarding to him.
Soap hopped onto the bed, swung one of his legs over Ghost and sat on his things. "Alright?"
Ghost's ears were burning red, but he nodded. Soap took a deep breath.
"Close yer eyes and at least try to relax. You are a pile of stiff muscles... And do not laugh at what I am about to do or I will break your spine lad."
Soap laid his palms flat on Ghost. "It was a stormy day..." He tapped his fingers all over the Brit's back and shoulders. "The rain got stronger that ever." He put a little bit more strength into taping his fingers, pressing longer when he felt tension under the fabric. "Suddenly a lady in heels appeared, running through the storm." Soap mimicked a walking pattern with his hands. "After her there was a man in heavy boots." He pushed his clenched fists into Ghost's shirt, kneading the tension away. And Soap could feel it, the tension leaving Ghost's shoulders, the muscles relaxing under him. Soap continued with his little story, trying to represent it with his hands on Ghost. Ghost was shuddering every now and then, holding his sheets for dear life.
Suddenly Soap blew cold air on his neck. "Did the goose bumps go away?"
Ghost took a sharp inhale.
"Usually I would be already asleep when my mom did that or tell her 'no' so she would do it one more time." Soap was mindlessly caressing Ghost's shoulders now and noticed that Ghost is still shuddering. "Hey, you alright, Si?"
"Close your eyes." Ghost whispered, voice strangled.
Soap did as requested, he felt some movement under him.
"You can look." Ghost was resting just as before, face pressed into the pillows. The only difference was that, now he was shirtless. "Go again."
Soap felt butterflies exploding in his stomach. He was never met with so much trust from Ghost, he not only let him see him but also let him touch his beautiful skin. Soap felt special.
And if Ghost still had his face burried into pillows, only because his cheeks were wet with tears- no one had to know. Soap not only made Ghost enjoy touch again, he made him crave it.
My mom used to do that when I was stressed or couldn't sleep so I really wanted to include it. The story Soap is telling is what I remember to be told, but it all sadly starts to get blurry.
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daisycassy Ā· 2 months ago
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I did it, I made the playlist! Also known as the list of Leonard Cohen's songs that make me go feral with Devil's minion feelings.
List of all songs along with my thoughts under the cut bellow
The Future - Give me absolute control/Over every living soul/And lie beside me, baby/That's an order/Give me crack and anal sex....
This whole song is extremely "Daniel and Armand explore their old and new dynamic after years apart" coded, with some old bitter investigative journalist Daniel (my beloved) sprinkled in
Darkness - IĀ caught the darkness/Drinking from your cup/I said: Is this contagious?/You said: Just drink it up...
This is obviously about old Daniel being turned, what do you mean it is not? Look at it!
First we take Manhattan - Ah, you loved me as a loser, but now you're worried that I just might win/You know the way to stop me, but you don't have the discipline/How many nights I prayed for this, to let my work begin...
Vampire power couple? Vampire Daniel chasing his maker while being extremely capable fledling? Armand dreaming of them as vampire power couple in the 80s despite being terrified of turning Daniel? Yes all of those
Avalanche - You who wish to conquer pain/You must learn what makes me kind/The crumbs of love that you offer me/They're the crumbs I've left behind...
The pain, the tragedy of forgotten love then remebered and the reality of grapling with those emotions and memories. Also with the spice of the terror of these two
I'm your man - If you want a lover/I'll do anything you ask me to/And if you want another kind of love/I'll wear a mask for you/If you want a partner, take my hand, or/If you want to strike me down in anger/Here I stand/I'm your man...
Is this about Armand and his unresolved issues and tendency to mould himself into whatever he thinks his lovers need and want? Is this about Daniel wanting to be everything that Armand wants and needs? Is this about them being perfect for each other? Or all of the above? Who's to say
Lover Lover Lover - This one is so so perfect for Armand's identity issues, I feel like I want to copy the whole lyrics here
Master song - Devil's minion version 1, 70s and 80s. But also could make an argument for this to be about Armand and his feelings for Marius (I am his n.1 hater)
It seemed the better way - Sounded like the truth/But it's not the truth today/I better hold my tongue/I better take my place/Lift this glass of blood/Try to say the grace/...
Daniel who was turned by Armand to save him from dying, grapling with his newly regained memories, bitterness and anger at being turned against his will now, and abandoned in the past, but still loving Armand
Nevermind - Never mind/I had to leave my life behind/The story's told/With facts and lies/You own the world so never mind/...
Once again Devil's minion 2, old Daniel after getting turned
Almost like the Blues - But I've had the invitation/that a sinner can't refuse/It's almost like salvation/It's almost like the blues...
Daniel spending his life as a journalist, exposing lies and injustice and yet choosing to become the evil that is to be a vampire
My Oh My - Wasn't hard to love you/Didn't have to try/Held you for a little while...
Both of them. Because my favourite thing about this ship is that despite evrything the loving comes easily to them. But love on its own doesn't make relationships easy.
Leaving the table - If I ever loved you, oh no, no/It's a crying shame/If I ever loved you/If I knew your name...
Old Daniel grappling with the newly gained memories of loving Armand and what it means. At the same time not regretting becoming vampire at all. I don't need a reason/For what I becameI've got these excuses/They're tired and lame/I don't need a pardon...
It's Torn - You smile at your suffering, the sweetest reprieve/Why did you leave us? Why did you leave?...
Daniel remembering loving Armand, and the love coming back so so strong. The longing, the pining
Traveling light - I'm just a fool/A dreamer who/Forgot to dream/Of the me and you/Traveling light like/We used to do...
Vampire Daniel chasing his maker who turned him, gave him back the memories of their love and then disappeared.
Amen - Tell me again/Weā€™re alone and Iā€™m listening/Iā€™m listening so hard that it hurts/Tell me again/When Iā€™m clean and Iā€™m sober/Tell me again/When Iā€™ve seen through the horror/Tell me again/Tell me over and over/Tell me that you want me then...
Armand and Daniel during the 70s and 80s both not believing that the other genuinely loves them. The tragedy it leads them to. The endless pining
I can't forget - I said this can't be me/Must be my double/And I can't forget, I can't forget/I can't forget but I don't remember what...
Daniel left without his memories and yet remembering something, sometimes, in his dreams , in the corner of his eye. Forgetting and yet unable to forget.
Take this longing - Oh, take this longing from my tongue/Whatever useless things these hands have done/Let me see your beauty broken down...
As it says on the tin, take this longing from these men, they are sooo full of it.
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