#and he always told my older sisters to help us and they did and idk i'm grateful for that

[pennyserenade]

growing up as the daughter of a poor white woman and an immigrant father was insane, but i will say that when i told them i wanted to be a writer i was met with no resistance whatsoever. they are just happy i get to be anything other than struggling constantly so there are small miracles

[aleksa-sims]

RL Story

We were invited to Melanie’s. Usually I never accompany Nico when he visits his sister., because Melanie and I don’t like each other, as you know. This time, I had no choice. I knew that Stephanie would be there. N. told me and I didn’t want Nico alone without me meeting his ex (Stephanie) there. Melanie’s husband had birthday and ofc he invied his sister (Stephanie) too.

But the real reason we accepted this invitation is because N.’s grandma is flying back home soon. She wanted to say goodbye to us and Lucas. And well, I can’t say no to an old woman who wants to see her great-grandkid one more time. Could even be her last time, yk? 😬🤷‍♀️

N’s Dad was there too. And as you can see in the pictures above, just like Nico doesn't like his Dad, our son doesn’t seem to like him either. After about half an hour, Stephanie showed up with her.... new boyfriend! 🤨 Who btw, is related to Melanie and Nico!! That guy's Mother is N.’s Dad’s sister. Crazy, I know! He's N.'s & Melanies Cuz, but he is a few years older than the two and I forgot his name.😬

Stephanie’s reaction to Nico I found totally ridiculous!! She played it all again and pretended to be totally shocked. She knew he’d be there, so why that dramatic response? But the way Nico behaved when he saw Stephanie and her new lover together, really hurt me!!

He was totally mad, as if he was jealous!! That pissed me off! Even if he was jealous, he could at least make the effort to hide it from me. But N. didn’t give a fuck, like always. When he is mad, I have to suffer! No matter what it is about, it’s always been that way!! 😞

And yet, on the one hand, I had understanding for him, because this situation was totally sick in my opinion. When I saw Daniel for the first time with another girl, I was also upset, even if we were separated. But at least Daniel didn’t shag my cousin!! So.... I didn’t want to be mad at N.! I just took his hand and held it. He calmed down afterwards but after we all had dinner, Stephanie went to Nico, while he was playing with our son.

I watched Stephanie at every step! I didn’t trust her! I knew she had something in mind. I couldn’t understand what they were talking about, but Nico seemed to like what he.... saw! 😡 It was enough for me! Still, I tried to stay calm to see what Stephanie was up to? Some minutes later, she came back to the table and Nico went into the house with our son. Stephanie took a sip from her glass and turned to her new lover. She asked him, if he might have taken her phone? She searched around the table, but could not find it. Somehow I didn’t believe her this action, she just needed an excuse to go back into the house. Which she did and I followed her a few seconds later.

We were all up in the house on the terrace. When I went in, I knew that Nico and Lucas were down by the stairs bcs our son loved to play there. Besides, I heard my Baby, so I approached the stairs...

The closer I got, the more voices I heard; I looked down carefully and saw Stepahnie down there at the stairs with Nico and my son. 😧 Stephanie apologized to Nico about his cuz, her new boyfriend. She asked Nico, if they could be or stay friends? She missed him, with him she felt normal at the time, even though her life was anything but normal.

Nico: Do you still.... talk to... them or hear them?

Steph: No! I mean...,if,....then only very rarely but as soon as I think of you, their voices become quieter. I remember the time with you, that was real! You were real! Making this clear to myself, has helped me to banish the voices from my head. ... Your little one is so adorable!!... Um, is your life now as you have always imagined it?

Nico: Well, yes and no actually. It never comes the way we imagined.

Stephanie hugged N.! 😡😧

Nico: Woouw, Steph! What-

Stephanie: Can we please stay friends and see each other from time to time?

Nico: Um, I-... Idk?

Stephanie: But why, N.? I know you like me, you said so yourself earlier. You said you care about me, so if we’re so important to each other, why can’t we be friends? I mean, she can’t have you all, you decide who your friends are.

Nico: That’s exactly what I expect from her, which is why I have to stick to it.

Stephanie: Please N.! Make an exception for me. I just want to see you. I know you never have time bcs of soccer, but I could come visit you sometime.

Nico: My new coach wouldn't really like that, we are not allowed to invite anyone without agreement.

Stephanie: I don’t want an invitation either. We’re meeting somewhere else, you know?

Nico: You....would really do that? Travel to Italy just so we can meet somewhere?

Stepahnie: You are my exception and I am yours. So yes, it's an exception.

After that he also hugged her and whispered something in her ear which I didn’t understand anymore.

I was devastated; I trusted him even less now than before. I was wondering, if I should talk to Nico about it or wait? I was so confused, angry and sad, I didn’t know what to do?? 😞😭

So, I’ll go to Philip. Not (just) because of what had just happened. I had to talk to Philip about something else anyway. A few days ago I was swimming with Sandra. We talked about Bianca, Philip and this argument that Bianca and I had. Sandra said something to me, that I didn’t take seriously at first, it was about Philip. But the longer I thought about it, the more I thought maybe she was right? That’s why, I had to talk to Philip!

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[notbillyshears]

Sodapop Curtis General Headcanons

Well y'all, here he is. Our pretty little boy. I love Soda so much though, I linger a bit on the sad stuff though :( I'll be covering Two-Bit next!

Freetime Headcanons

Warnings: Spoilers and Some angst

There was one book that he managed to read and actually enjoy, and that was The Phantom Tollbooth. He read it in middle school and his parents were very proud of him for finishing it AND not forcing him to read it. (He was probably forced by a teacher)

He pulls out snacks and drinks from EVERYWHERE. Like he has legit just been talking to Pony on the couch and pull a Pepsi-Cola from between the cushions.

I mentioned in my freetime post that he is really good at doing hair. So sometimes he helps out Two-Bit and his mom by doing Dolly’s (Two-Bit’s sister) hair. She always likes when he does it because if her brother does it she usually ends up with 2 crooked ponytails.

When they grow up, he and Steve plan to own a car shop together. Soda would also like to start a horse-riding club for rodeos and everything. As I mentioned in my Steve headcanons, Johnny and Steve did a design for fun of the future car shop but Soda and Steve do end up using it (with a couple tweaks). 

Is Soda innocent and sweet at all times? NO. He is not shy when it comes to flirting with people. But one time Steve had to take over because an older woman was making some really weird comments to him. 

He was the first one to make friends with Dally in the gang. Him and Steve were hanging out and they managed to get Two-Bit to come with them because Mrs. Curtis didn’t like the idea of them walking around alone. So they walked over to the diner to see if they could get a free drink or something and Soda looked over and saw him. This scruffy looking 13 year old, crouched at the end of the bar thing. Soda is the most golden retriever person ever so he immediately went to try and talk to him. Dally tried to push him away but soon enough he was dragged into their little group.

He can get very self-conscious since he is supposed to be the “pretty” brother and will occasionally be found by Steve, just looking in the mirror. He doesn’t really have dysmorphia of any kind and is actually quite confident but he still has those moments.

Soda was not shy at all when it came to pulling his teeth as a kid. It’s just a bit loose? He yanks it out because it's annoying. One time the dentist told him to expect a specific tooth to be loose and he just pulled it out right then and there. (ONE OF MY FRIENDS ACTUALLY DID THIS)

He is one of the most talented of the gang with gymnastics. His favorite trick to show off with is front-flipping into a handstand and spinning on one hand. Can this actually be done? Idk. Would it look sick? Oh yeah it would.

He has the most amazing and cute laugh ever. He looks majestic, sounds beautiful, just top-tier enjoyable laugh. He throws his head back a bit and has the most adorable crooked grin.

Now for a bit of angst >:) After Sandy he was a lot more sensitive when it came to flirting or mentions of romance. He really thought Sandy was the one. Soda does not get angry easily but after Sandy, that was the first time Steve saw him snap at a stranger. Some girls really wouldn’t leave him be and he went off on them.

After his main breakdown when Darry and Pony came after him, he was happy they came. Happy they helped him back up and heard him out. But a small part of him wish Pony wasn’t so dang fast and Darry wasn’t so dang strong. He wanted to just keep running. Run until he found Sandy. Run until he made it so far from Tulsa that no one knew what a greaser was. He knew a hug and some tears weren’t going to stop the fights between Pony and Darry.

He gets colds really easily but he can’t get cough syrup down his throat for his life. It doesn’t help that Darry has this really nasty stuff that tastes like honey and rotten eggs and is like 20 years old.

He has freckles. That’s all. They’re beautiful.

He is one of the few to actually take Two-Bit’s love of Mickey/Disney seriously. Two-Bit has even dragged him to a couple movies. His favorite one was Mary Poppins. He has attempted to dance like Bert does.

He is the most physically affectionate out of everyone in all of Oklahoma. The more friendly he is with you, the more he’s affectionate. When he and Steve are sitting together he just drapes himself across Steve while talking. When he listens to Pony he’s usually holding Pony or hugging him. If he’s dating someone, he’s kissing their face and holding their hand all the time. He’s just more comforted by it. Mr. Curtis was the same way. Just a little less.

A couple months before he dropped out some Socs stopped him in the hallways. They were trying to steal the pocket money he had. He tried his best to hold them off him but one of them started getting physical. Until one mentioned his big older brother and that they should be careful. But the main soc told him that Soda was too dumb to ever think about telling him, or anyone for that matter. Not a thing going on in that pretty little head of his. Eventually they did end up leaving him alone. But those words stuck with Soda. Dumb. That was the word that came up in his mind first when thinking about himself. He wasn’t much more, was he?

As mentioned in my Johnny headcanons, he was one of Johnny’s first friends. He was one of the few to hear all about Johnny’s thoughts. He just had that way of making people talk to him. He heard all about how worthless Johnny thought he was. How little confidence he had. He tried his best in encouragement but he knew Johnny wasn’t going to listen. Which made it all the worse once Johnny died. He toughed it out when around the gang but one day after his work, he walked to the graves. He kneeled in front of Johnny’s. And sobbed. The boy who died feeling worthless, in agonizing pain. His friend. One of his first. And now he was 6 feet under. Nothing would bring him back. And next to him? The other friend he brought into the gang. He never really understood Dally all that well, but that was one of his friends. Now both would never meet him again. No more giving Johnny a sandwich at the DX cause he had nothing better to do. No more dragging Dally away from Buck’s to go to rodeos with him and Steve. No more gang hangouts with them all together playing games.

When Pony came home and then Johnny and Dally died, Soda felt horrible for his little brother. He had to watch him become much more closed off and defensive. He could barely get Pony to open up to him. He was terrified Pony would never have a good friend again. Eventually Pony got a couple of friends (As mentioned in my Pony headcanons, he and Esther became better friends) and Soda felt a little more at peace.

With the whole Vietnam war thing… I do think he would end up going, BUT end up surviving. We can’t have Pony lose everything ok! He was put on the less violent jobs and not thrown head-first into battle. Let’s just say he was allowed to go home after 2 years at most. That is all I will cover on that subject.

He’s a pretty good singer and he and Darry jam out to Elvis all the time. He really does sing his heart out. If Blue Suede Shoes comes on you know he has a comb in hand and tries to dance like Elvis. He also loves “Please, Mr. Postman” and if he’s feeling dramatic “It’s My Party”.

He doesn’t really listen to his own emotions much or tell anyone about them. He feels he’s supposed to be the listener. Everyone’s going through so much more than him! So he needs to be there for them, not himself! The only person he’s been vulnerable around is Sandy. Steve as well. Which meant it hurt so much more when Sandy left him.

The Curtis Brothers have an elderly neighbor named Nellie, she's 92. Soda brings cake to her once a week and just sits and chats with her. She brings them berry jam.

[hanmaitani]

After Party

PAIRING - Bodyguard!Matsukawa x Reckless!Reader WC - 0.8K GENRE - fluff?angst? idk CW - mentions of drinking

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You’re giggling and Matsukawa can’t keep his eyes off you.

He’s watching from the side, a better view, he claims, to make sure no harm comes your way, he’s been nursing the same drink for the entirety of the party. You’re on the dance floor, a tight sparkly dress on you, unreasonably high heels as you spin around in Hanamaki’s arms.

Matsukawa knows that he has no reason to be jealous of Hanamaki, that his best friend poses no threat, but he can’t help the little bubble in his chest telling him that he should be the one you’re dancing with.

It’s your older brother who finally draws even a fraction of his attention away from you. He’s haphazardly collapsing against the wall next to Matsukawa, much further into his drinking escapades of the night as he silently glowers at where you and Hanamaki dance.

“Did you know everyone thinks they’re dating?” Your brother asks quietly as he takes another heavy drink from his glass.

Matsukawa took a deep breath as he glanced over at your brother, whose eyes were still trained on you and Hanamaki. “You bothered by that?”

“Aren’t you?” Your brother asked. It took a few minutes of silence before he finally turned to look at Matsukawa. “So… my sister, huh? Even after everything I’ve told you about her?”

Matsukawa scoffed slightly, giving your brother a side glance for a moment. “So my brother?” he mimicked, “after everything you’ve witnessed?” Matsukawa has never been blind to the way your brother stares at Hanamaki when he thinks no one is looking. It’s in the same way that he knows that your brother hasn’t been blind to the way Matsukawa’s views on you have recently changed. An unspoken understanding settled between the two of them as they often watch you and Hanamaki parade around each other in a carefree way.

“You don’t think we should-”

“No.”

“Right…” your brother sighs and stares at the ice in his glass. “I think I need another.”

Matsukawa couldn’t help the bit of jealousy as he arrives back at your apartment long after the party was over. He’d let you go home with Hanamaki and opted instead to stay and have a few drinks with your brother. Complaints filtered between the two of them without ever directly admitting their feelings.

He’s still flushed from the alcohol when he walks into your shared apartment, expecting you to have gone to bed already. He’s not prepared for the sight that greets him.

You’re on the couch, like you’d been attempting to stay up for him. Your heels are haphazardly kicked off and laying next to the piece of furniture. Your hair is mussed from its style, pieces having fallen out and now framing your face and resting against your neck.

Your good jewelry is still draped over your skin, bracelets, dangly earrings, necklaces and rings. You didn’t seem to have quite reached the part where you’d taken off your accessories. But you did make it part-way.

You’d changed out of your dress from the night, having swapped it for one of his button down shirts, one you’d no doubt found laying around the apartment. He can’t help the way his breath hitches when he sees you in it and there’s a brief moment where the alcohol almost has control of him and he wants to wake you up and confess it all.

He tries his best to not wake you as he lifts you from the couch, he’s used to this part, you often fall asleep on the couch and he often brings you to bed after. He’s gentle as he pulls the pins out of your hair and unclasps your accessories. Careful as he wipes the makeup from your face and puts your moisturizer on in its stead.

You always joke about having magical teleportation powers whenever you wake in your bed after having fallen asleep on the couch. He swears he hates that joke.

But when you stir slightly as he lays you in bed, your eyes fluttering, more asleep than awake as you spit him tucking you in, you can’t help the delirious little giggle you give. “I really must be magical.”

He’s already rolling his eyes as he detaches your arms from where they’d wrapped around him as he carried you. “How so?”

“Well I got you to fall for me, right?” You mean it as a tease and a question, your sleepy mind trying to get confirmation you won’t ask for when you’re awake.

He nearly gives it to you. Nearly. But he only shakes his head and turns off the light next to your bed as he stands. “Go to sleep.”

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[my-castles-crumbling]

Hi :) i hear you give advice and i very much need some. I’m 15 and I live in a pretty (very) conservative christian area.

My older sibling is 19, and came out as trans to me like a year ago. Ngl I didn’t really know what that meant, cause we don’t learn about that stuff (except for your classic, anything that isn’t “normal” is wrong). But he just told me that he’s happier with he/him and with his new name. But he hasn’t told our parents yet, so I have to use the old stuff in front of them when he comes back for visits (he’s as uni) which feels gross cause I know he feels uncomfortable but it’s fine. 

I sort of thought the he/him thing would be weird, since that’s not how i’ve addressed him my whole life, but after a couple of months it was actually super easy. We call each other like twice a week, and I was worried we’d drifted apart after he told me but actually were closer than ever, I feel like I know him a lot better now. 

Oh but his old name, the one parents gave him, SUCKS. And now I can’t mock him for it cause he picked a new one, which seems unfair to me but I can come up with new material, i’m creative.

Anyway, he told me that he’s been saving up and he’s gonna get top surgery. He’s had a pretty good job since  school so I guess he’s been saving since then. I hear it’s expensive. 

But it made him decide to tell our parents. So when he came up and visited, just before he left, he told them.

That was last week. They reacted terribly, as we knew they would. And they’ve both been yelling about it a bunch. Saying stuff like “He (okay no they’re actually using she but I won’t be doing that even in writing cause it feels wrong cause it’s my brother) is totally insane” or “He needs therapy, we failed him.” or “How dare *old name* do this” or “he’s delusional” and a bunch of other awful shit like that.

So I have two options. I can try and encourage them to do little things like use he/him for my brother. Or call him their son instead of daughter. Or actually look at photos of him now (he very much doesn’t look like a girl anymore- idk how they didn’t realise tbh). Or how he always did little things like cutting his hair and hating dresses and other stuff like that.

I’ve often been able to help my parents be nicer about stuff. Like my friend who’s a lesbian, they hated her at first but now they’re nicer about it.

But maybe if I do that they’ll start yelling about corrupting me (as they’ve done in the past) and harass my brother worse and be even worse about it all. 

It’s hard to know which direction it’ll go.

And look I still don’t really get it. But also it makes sense, you know? It’s like the final puzzle piece being slotted in, all those things he used to do make sense now. 

My parents say I can’t interact with lgbtq+ stuff cause they’ll corrupt me. But like- not to be rude but, aren’t they corrupting me? My brother HAPPY. I don’t see how that’s wrong. And they’re the ones telling me I should be actively encouraging him to be- what, sad again? Uncomfortable in himself. 

I don’t know, i’m not totally sure I understand my parents or my brother. I got tumblr in the first place since it’s the only thing I could think of that’s online (so I could hide it) and probably has lgbtq+ people on it so I could- idk get used to it I guess. 

And now i’m here. 

When it comes down to it, I want my brother to be happy, and if he’s happier as my brother than my sister then I don’t see why I should care about him switching pronouns or whatever. 

So I want to try and help my parents see it like that too. And they often do see new sides to things when I point them out. So maybe id be helping.

But there’s also the chance they’d get more mad at my brother for corrupting me and that’d make him upset and that’s not what I want. 

So yeah, any advice? 

It’s kinda scary coming from my small town onto the giant internet of people i’ve been taught are weird. But you guys don’t seem that weird. I mean- you do but weird like i’m weird, not weird like ill. (Sorry if any of this seems rude btw, I might not get it but i’m trying really hard not to judge anyone, since it’s pretty clear to me that some of the things i’ve been taught aren’t correct). 

Also why do my parents think my brothers ill anyway? I know him, i’d know if he’s ill. Also i love history, and trans people are all over history. I mean they’re never said to be trans but watching my brother, it’s pretty obvious other people were like him. 

Anyway, thanks and have a good summer 💖

Hi hon!

I want to tell you, it sounds like you have a really good head on your shoulders and you're an amazing support to your brother. You should be so proud of yourself.

I think you need to think about what is best for you and your mental health. If speaking up to your parents about your brother could end in them getting mad at you, it might not be a good idea. You've been doing amazing at supporting him while staying quiet, and I know he knows you support him. It might be best for yout o quietly educate yourself online without making a fuss, until you aren't relying on your parents as much for money, food, and shelter- kind of like your brother did.

This also might be a good thing to talk to your brother about, too. Like you said, this could affect him, and he probably knows your parents well. He might have some good advice <3 But you don't HAVE to stand up to them if it's not good for you. It's okay to educate yourself, and be an ally in other ways <3

Naming you history anon <3

(also wish your brother luck on his top surgery for me!)

[qodlysinz]

TODOKAMI HEADCANONS!!!!

I just wrote a oneshot for them bc im so obsessed w todokami, they are CRIMINALLY underrated

- Denki is always cold, like touch his hand and you get frostbite. So weird bc bro HATES the cold, he gets all whiny abt it. Shoto likes to warm him up tho when they cuddle. Sho’s such a gentleman!

- Shoto can’t read the room properly (thinks it’s a literal term and scans a room for things to read 😭😭) but Denki is all up in people’s business and tells him whats going on

- speaking of all up in people’s business, Denki and Shoto gossip ALL THE TIME!! They don’t judge, they just gossip.

- “TODOROKI!! I HEARD BAKUGO BROKE HIS ANKLE CHASING MIDORIYA AROUND THE SCHOOL!” “Of course he did…” or smth like that idk

- Shoto is so attentive and caring, listens to EVERYTHING Denki has to say and makes a mental note so he can do that one thing Den really wants. Endeavor’s credit card is just so easy to swipe.

- Denki SUCKS at cooking, like horrible, but he’s somehow an AMAZINGGGGGGG baker?? No one knows how. Bro makes better cookies than Sato and only lets Shoto taste them bc he’s unbiased unlike 99% of the class (we hate sato now btw)

- Shoto, initially, sucks at cooking, but after Fuyumi and Rei help him, he’s actually really good at it. Natural chef! Denki is a bit of a picky eater, but eats whatever Shoto made bc Shoto knows what Denki likes <3

- Bakugo hates when they’re in the same room together bc they make it so awkward with their pining. Has tried multiple times to play matchmaker by locking them in a room, but for some reason Denki can pick locks like a boss and they get out within seconds

- Mina LOVES them together. She’s like Bakugo, but tries harder to actually make them confess bc she wants to see them be all couple-y (half to annoy tf out of bakugo)

- Denki is TERRIFIED of spiders, screams like a horror movie character and skedaddles cartoonishly. Shoto, on the other hand, just kills them without hesitation. He’s not scared of anything but sudden sounds.

- They study together! Comes from Den’s below average test scores and lacking in the Quirk control department. He asked Shoto for help and thats how they became good friends! (based on my oneshot hehehe)

- Denki has freakishly good memory. He’ll remember something Shoto said MONTHS ago and quote it to him to be silly. Shoto’s confused and is like “I said that??”

- “Bakugo is lucky Kirishima can tolerate him, I couldn’t without my eardrums bursting, Shoto Todoroki, May 20th, 5:24PM.” “How do you remember that…?”

- Denki is also a very good gift giver because of that! Shoto’s love language is gift giving, but Denki’s is words of affirmation, which is funny bc both of them do the opposite to each other.

- Shoto is such a romantic, says the most gooey lovey dovey stuff ever to Denki. Denki gets embarrassed over it bc he isn’t used to positive comments on himself, so Shoto mostly does it in private.

- when they do start dating they’re so good about boundaries. Shoto knows what to not do to Denki, and Denki knows what to not do to Shoto!

- their arguments are VERY rare, like once in a blue moon. If they do fight, it’s about big things like hero work and family stuff.

- they hate arguing bc they hate seeing the other look so upset, esp Shoto, seeing people like that makes him remember his mom so he tries to avoid it as best as possible 😖😖

- speaking of moms! Rei is so so so happy that Shoto found someone like Denki. Like she’s SO happy, crying and hugging Denki. She’s emotional, let her be </3

- Denki never told his parents, scared of what they’d say, but he did tell his nonexistent older sister who he sees as a mom! She’s his biggest supporter and does her best to keep it a secret until Denks is ready

- Endeavor is hesitant about this, he literally reads stuff online to learn more about what Shoto’s sexuality and relationship is like just so he doesn’t hurt him any further. Shoto was very apprehensive abt telling him, but when Endeavor took it well, Shoto was SO fucking relieved, he was terrified about what would happen 😵‍💫

- after UA Denki and Shoto live together with a cat named Appa after atla! Mostly bc he’s Aang’s companion and the two of them make one Avatar (technically) because of their elemental Quirks!

- They partner up a lot for hero work, a dynamic duo if you will. Denki has gotten a lot better with his Quirk and controlling it, but is mindful of his surroundings thanks to Shoto’s guiding.

Funnily enough I used to be SO obsessed w Denki and my friend was obsessed w Shoto to where I shipped Momojirou bc they were “in the way” of our crushes but over time I genuinely loved momojirou sm theyre so fuyendjdjd AND NOW I SHIP TODOKAMI so it all turned out okay!!

[liwritesghostly]

I think people should understand that Uraraka is an older sister as well as having a dream that wants her to help her parents out for a better life. I get why people debate that oh Bkdk should this and that because of their dynamic and how they reconciliate and probably had more screen time but we shouldn't dismiss how Uraraka became his friend and how much she helped him along the way, it's was no wonder Midorya told her that she was his hero.

Probably the 8 years that they've been there, close but not always together because of the tragedy that happened in Japan, the aftermath. Many things should be considered onto why probably there weren't close enough as before. Midorya having to come in terms with his quirk and Uraraka with her family, with how many things have been destroyed and broken. It takes a lot of adjustments, though with many plans that Uraraka considered on adding to her plans that we saw in the time skip, the quirk councilling(I remember much) because her experience with Toga and it broden her mind on what to consider. And terms of Toga who helped her be more outspoken with her feelings and be out with it, made her help to give a chance with Midorya(she was already okay on what they have until midorya did that in the in time skip). Many things can happend behind the scene THAT WHY USE YOUR IMAGINATION.

And in the first place it was already in the first few seasons that Midorya may have a little bit of crush(I think? With her, I mean she was the only one that he was blushing and very shy with her, well that's my take. I mean who the hell just accept being called Deku just because of what of what she understands is that "you can do it" the freaking nickname that has been plaguing his for like 10 years). It was already been there in first few eps jeez, it was gonna happend anyways.

Besides teenagers are more likely to be in deniel on what they feel because of priorities sure it's there but it's a properties. Mind you, Midorya is adjusting to his Quirk and Uraraka has her priority with her her studies and her family. She probably didn't know what to do with her feelings and supress them because it may be hiderence or she has a mindset that "I shouldn't have those he's my friend." But that doesn't mean she ignores it, she knows but doesn't know how to.

A hot take in my opinion (I might get hated for it) Midorya having Bakugo as a definition of victory and while Uraraka being his Hero is that. While Bakugo is his definition of victory it is also his admiration, it is also Bakugo's confidence that he may want for himself. While Uraraka being his Hero is that she saved him in more that ways that he didn't expect. Heck he might didn't expect having friends and someone vouching for him for the exam results, even before they were classmates. Then came UA where she was LITTERARLY WITH A EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Midorya had his priorities basically Uraraka was 'out of sight and out of mind(huhuhuhu) but he knows she's there(as a friend, he trusts her and feels safe) heck he probably didn't know he might have feelings for her because of the happenings and his lack of knowing things(he's a nerd guys😢 he might probably did things subconsciously). WHY DO YOU THINK IT TOOK 8 YEARS. AND MIND YOU URARAKA HAS BEEN PINING FOR 8 YEARS😭✋.

Probably the last chap is when he finally realized his feelings or idk fall in love with her. CAUSE LIKE HIS CONSCIOUS WITH HER ON THAT CHAPTER AND THINKS THEY SHOULD RECONNECT ON A DEEPER LEVEL(though I am disappointed because they didnt have enough exploration on their dynamic). Lastly we really shouldn't dismissed what she has done and what she has accomplished, in the end she's a person who just fall in love with somebody, it's what make her human. As many people say, you really can't expect what's the future lies ahead cause maybe it might be something better.

As noted, why fight with the ships? You're crazy fighting with the author for BKDK to be canon; it's a shounen manga. Besides, you can still ship them even though IzuOcha is "Canon", there are even other fandoms that have characters who have a canon relationship but still get shipped with another. So what BKDK isn't canon or TOGAOCHA. Fanfics exist and so does doujins too cause like damn. IZUOCHA fans shouldn't fight because of these, everyone has their own preference for dynamic relationships. YOU'LL SHOULD EXPLORE MORE ON THEIR DYNAMIC😭😭PLEASE. That's why ships exist, it's like the backbone of the fandom. Like damn just enjoy

[jazz-the-writer]

Guys it’s not going good .! (Last edited: 4/28/25)

Guys I feel like I’m doing this blog thing wrong. I find myself just editing my posts is this how people do this???????????

To sum this all up. I’m an older woman, I have a family I love very much. I’ll come back to this…..it’s currently 9pm…::::guys it’s 2145

Feel like I gotta separate these detours.

It’s now 2252 so basically this is my gushing about skz. I’m contemplating on continuing this tbh….idk I’m feeling a little overwhelmed with work. I’m a trainer for back office medical staff. All of them including doctors. Basically it took me a while ass year to move departments cause I was a back office Medical Assistant. During that year and all those interviews (it was like 4) I was posting on TikTok.

My user is: @hopelessskz

So anyway. I was basically freaking out about my interviews and taking skz posts as signs of encouragement lmao. I was a victim of delulu land. Anyway I’m trying to thank skz for giving me confidence in my interviews and I made it through my promotion process. Also when I was in clinic seeing patients, sometimes the older guys want to try and pick you up, for me it was easier to make up a fake life. I didn’t like being closed in rooms with them without making them think I was a “taken woman”.

One time this middle eastern older man like in his 50’s was asking me how old I was (common question btw cause I was pretty young to have this career I finished my schooling by the time I was 19. I’ve been doing this for 7 years) and he asked if I was married so…..

At that time I was already in love with skz. So naturally I told the old geezer I was married, he was like “oh what’s his name?” I was like (=ﾟωﾟ)ﾉ “oh it’s Felix” and then ensued the conversation

Old geezer: do you have any kids?

Me: yeah

Old geezer: oh how many?

Me: two

Old geezer: how old are they?

You get the picture. I ended up at having a husband (Felix) of 6years(=^▽^)σ cause I said I got married at 17 or something. …any way I think I said I had a 4year old and a two year old….. sorry Felix I made you a father at 15 oh my god this is……. You see this is why I’m not meant to be here. Lix please just reject me already.

Anyway the old geezer was creepy and told me he had two wives and was looking for a third….

Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑) needless to say I had to make a fake family. Sorry.

Today I had to take apart my bed frame, but my Sasquatch 14 year old nephew went and did it for me, so I had to be the bitch hauling bed parts and tossing shit out. Look I’m trying to get my stretches in and shit but it’s hard when you got a desk job \(//∇//)\. All I had to do was crawl under my bed to get all my Hobbit shit out. Look all jokes are always aimed at skz for being short but you know the average height for women. (In America idk I can’t remember where I found the article ok???)

Edit: 2minutes later: fucken shit the average height is 5’5 I know you’re all going to be a noticeable difference in stature. I got lost in the thought of comparing it in person and it’s terrifying and spiral inducing. Idk how to words right now. I am stuck with Lee Felix on the brain. How do I??????

I’m 5’3 on a good day. Skz would be giants to me. Even Changbin ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

You know this is getting bad. I’m too old for this

Why it look like he wanna be my Lockscreen?????

Felix I have a job. I can’t have you as my phone screen. I just used to tell my patients that I had a husband named Felix so the creepy 50 year old geezers would stop hitting on me.

If any one asks we have two girls. Oh my I don’t know. Anyway.

You can’t be my Lock Screen and I’m happy for you, but so upset I haven’t been to a Coldplay concert. Ugh forget it I would never.

Guys I’m a hermit. I don’t do things. And my Bestie wants to come see me for new years or some shit. I’m terrified to tell my sister and it’s only April.

I’m I never thanked them for helping me get through some pretty rough job interviews. I think I screen shot the texts.

Ok so like I got lost in my screen shots and oh my Felix.

Wtf???????

I think my bestie added that text she’s a psych head. I forget what she’s studying. I am however still struggling with my successful Medicine Career and I’m in a new chapter of it. It’s only gonna boost my resume later when I go back to school. Jesus fuck guysz I can’t.

I tried. I really did . I can’t, M’just so fucken really bad at learning more about my new position and going back to actual School. Lmao school now includes academia

…..fucken hell it feels like I’m so fucking old to still be doing this.

EDIT IDK HOW MUCH LATER OKAY!?!??:

Always the shuffle betraying me during my showers🥲🫠

The song after was 143 I am taking forever with this. I’m trying to be calm BUT ITS GETTING DIFFICULT!

[fortunatelydelightfulstarfish]

TW: HEADCANONS😱😱😱😱

topic: inside out emotions romance edition

i can't think of a proper way to word the topic. I'd be a massive joy nd anxiety shipper if I didn't ship fear x anxiety ...... DUDDEEEEEEE WHAT IF IT WAS LIKE A POLY THING??? SHOULD I DRAW THAT????? i might. joy would ALWAYS be managing fear and anxietys dumbasses though so idk if she would be very happy in it. fear and anxiety makes panic!! I might not.

I'm gonna make up my own thing. bare with me guys. IN MY OPINION⬇️⬇️

embarrassment and sadness have their own "thing" going on

envy and ennui have a younger/older sister dynamic

and here's the big one.

fear is head over heels for anxiety (that was made very clear in the movie💀), anger likes joy, anxiety LIKES joy (all romantically obviously), and joy sees everyone as her (best) friend. fear knows about how much anxiety likes joy and he always tries to prove to her that he's better than joy. his way of doing this is always helping and being extra cool / nice when in her presence and *always* bringing her up, as well as his body language around her.. anxiety has taken quite a notice to it. she can read every possible meaning of peoples body language too so that must be fun.

(btw anger hasn't told anyone his honest thoughts about joy and joy hasn't told anyone she doesn't care for romance)

anxiety noticed that anger started taking quite an interest in joy (the only evidence she has that anger likes joy is the looks he gives her a bit more than normal) and due to her assumptions feels like she has to compete with anger; always trying to impress joy and overworking herself to try and make joy like her. and she feels it works (for a bit) because joy gives her praise and attention, but that's how she acts when anyone does anything that impresses her in the slightest. after realizing that, anxiety figures she's not special and doesn't mean shit to joy so she doesnt try as hard as she used to. but she is jealous of joy and anger whenever she sees the pair conversate. anyways, now that joys off the table, she realizes she still honestly wants to feel like she's special to someone. then she starts thinking about fear. she has her doubts but eventually decides she should listen to and give fear a chance. little did anxiety know all this time that joy isn't interested in romantic relationships and sees everyone as a friend (as previously stated), while anger labels his feelings towards joy as small, stupid, and unimportant. to be with joy or to not be with joy; it doesn't matter much to him..................atleast that's what he's convinced himself

for disgust, she's not romantically interested in anyone in hq. nobody will ever beat lance.

ok ty guys for the read!!

[therandomfandomme]

Do I have nightmares or dreams?

I told my gf some of my dreams and they told me those sound like nightmares and I kind of see where they're coming from, but I experience it as my brain being creative and I think there is some interesting storytelling/settings happening. But idk, so I'm telling y'all the three dreams that sparked my bf's statement and getting tumblr's opinion :D

1. The Getting Chased and Twin Fight Dream

I was going to this class we watched movies for and the movie started with two twenty or so dudes on the beach. Suddenly I was one of them and we were following these weird tracks (maybe investigating something?) when we came across this older man and struck up a conversation. Halfway through the conversation a tractor with a rolling thing in front came and we had to run for our lives as it chased us. We ended up in the harbor and jumped on one of the ships that started to drift out towards the open sea.

Naturally we started calling out for help, but as we did we noticed all the moored ships had evil vibes (one guy was pulling out teeth medieval style, some dude waved with a cut off arm, that sort of thing), so we noped the hell out. But they were coming to 'help us'. Now I was the old man and I had some unnatural skills, bc I could jump really far and I jumped from mast to mast and then I was in a forest and there was this cabin. I slowed and entered the cabin, which had glass floors and koi fish swiming underneath (funny how you remember details like that).

Anyways, I entered an office and I found my twin. Suddenly I knew that the guys were chasing me, because I had done something and I was going to kill my twin and take his place to disappear. Obviously we hadn't seen each other in years and we started yelling and fighting, until we had a break through and we were friends again. We went to this library living room and sat and chatted, until he said something stupid and I got mad and we started fighting again, but this time I did kill him.

Then I was entering the cabin again. We fought again, made up again, went to the living room again. And as I sat there, I suddenly said: "Can we pause the movie now?" Because I'd realized that I was in a movie and if we paused it now, we would always be stuck in this good moment and never have to live through the bad ending that was inevitable if it continued, because as a movie it was never going to have a different ending.

2. The Sibling Murder and Meat Forest Dream

I was in a boarding school somewhere, I think France, but it wasn't really important. I wanted to kill my older brother (I do not have an older brother). And there was this guy, whose little sister I was friends with, who told me how he killed their middle brother with a bow and arrow in the forest next to the school. I convinced his little sister to sneak out with me to go look at the forest, because I wanted to see how and where he'd done it.

So me and this girl were walking through the forest and I started to feel kind of bad, because she seemed to be having a good time and saying how glad she was we still hung out like this, meanwhile I was looking around to see her brother's murder site. So I asked her if she knew what her brother had done. She turned around and said: "Of course" and her eyes were hollowed out and black and her mouth was filled with little sharp teeth (think Bilbo in Rivendell when he sees the Ring again) and then she lunged at me.

I jumped back in fear and started running with her chasing me. All around me the forest was now meat. Well, the ground was red pulsing meat, the branches were still wood but all the leaves were like skin hanging from them. Until I shot out of the forest and unto the boarding school lawn and up to the front door on which I started pounding, until finally the headmistress opened up. I started to explain what happened, apologize for being out late, but that I'd make it up and I just got scared because my mind started playing tricks on me and that my friend was still out there.

Instead of getting mad at me, she called for her husband and to bring the shotgun. I said: "Why would you do that? My friend is still out there, we just got scared. It wasn't real, right?" and she just ushered me behind her and locked the door that has multiple heavy locks as she peered out the window and said: "They're coming." Then shadows started to descent on the school.

3. The Professor and Lava Pit Dream

I don't exactly remember what happened that lead up to the moment, but I was in this room in my house (which was totally not my real house) and there was this dungeon room with a pool that was filled with lava instead. I was being held there by the Professor (the little blue puppet from Watcher's Puppet History), while my mom was held upstairs. We were kind of mutual leverage held apart from each other by tyrant the Professor (I also don't know why).

Anyways, I was trying to escape, communicating secretly with my mom and running around, which the Professor obviously heard, because he came downstairs to check on me. As an alibi that it wasn't me, I had cut off one of my legs and thrown it in the lava, so when he came to ask about the footsteps I said: "That couldn't have been me, I only have one leg" as I showed him. I was also like a nine year old little boy for some reason. He believed me and then turned around, which is when I killed him.

We kept his body in this glass case to assure ourselves he was really dead, but I couldn't let it go, so I slept outside in front of it, so I could keep an eye on him just in case. My mom was really happy to be freed and that I saved us, so she wanted to throw me a party, which was really sweet. She didn't want my imput because I had done more than enough, but she only invited people I vaguely knew or hadn't spoken to in years, so I wanted to cancel but then I'd have to call them and speak to them (honestly, only stressful part of the dream). I luckily woke up before the calls or the party could happen.

~

@one-time-i-dreamt as a dream expert, opinions? xp

[aleksa-sims]

RL Story

Philip came to us today. He heard I was sick and just wanted to stop by.

I took the opportunity to talk to him about Ana. I asked him why Ana wanted to make a false statement for him in court? Ana wants to pretend she’s Philip’s partner, so he can get custody of Annabelle.

To my surprise, P. never asked Ana to make a false statement for him. He also told me, that he & Ana were/are just friends, which Ana also said. But as it looked, my sister had some dates with one of P.’s lawyers, who was 10 years older! 😯😄

A little later, N., P. and I wanted to head out for dinner. So I went to change quickly. I was no longer than 5 minutes upstairs in the bedroom changing. The two probably thought that I would need longer? Because when I came back to them, they were talking about something I shouldn’t hear?....

Philip: I just - I've had a lot going on. Sometimes I wonder why I do all this? I’ve almost run out of money. Lawyers aren’t cheap and Isabella’s fucking parents use it to their advantage. I’m going to lose Annabelle.😞

Nico: You need money, dude?... She’s your little girl! You’ll get Annabelle back!!

Philip: Having a Baby is.... a never-ending challenge. At first, I didn’t want to believe that Annabelle's my kid. Now that Isabella’s parents have taken her away, I feel......broken. Taking care of her wasn't easy. Tbh.... I hated it! Why am I always worried about her or afraid of losing her? I just want Annabelle to have a caring home, a mother, but she probably never will... I have to get her out of there.

Nico: Whatever Annabelle needs, I'll help!

Philip: Thanks, dude.... It’s crazy we’re talking about our kids.

Nico: Yea. I’m having a son, that sounds.... so fucked up, man. 😟

Philip: A. looks cute with her belly. She's happy!.... I never really saw Isabella when she was pregnant. But she never looked cute or happy. She was just....pissed

Nico: A.'s super excited about the pregnancy. Yes, she looks really cute. So beautiful and she's damn hot. Constantly! 😏 That's.... a nice side effect of pregnancy?.. Sorry you missed that. 🫤

Philip: Yea, I missed a lot in that asspect. Nevertheless all too much I do not regret it. I do not think that Isabella & I-..... well, yk? Nah, kind of gross 😄 .... But yk, what I don’t understand? Your serenity about Daniel. Why hasn’t she divorced yet?

Nico: Trust me, I'm not relaxed. She went to him. She wanted him, so she explained it to me. That totally got me down.😞 But I did everything I could, to pull myself together. I don't wanna lose her. I almost forgot how it feels to have someone you really love. Still, I don’t hate D., honestly. He’s been through a lot of shit. He told me himself that he’s fucked up and can no longer. I also know why he took off. It's.... though.😞

Philip: No joke, you have to end this shit! She can't do it herself.

Nico: What should I do?.... I just hate to kick somebody when they're down. He lost everything! His best friend, his home, his marriage, all gone. For the latter, it's on me! I'm responsible for that. 🤦‍♂️

Philip: I still can’t believe that guy Dominick passed away... Horrible. ... Listen, if the divorce doesn’t go on, you have to acknowledge paternity. Official!

Nico: What do you mean? The Baby's mine! She knows that! Everyone knows. So???

Philip: As long as she’s married to Daniel, he’s the father of your child! You have to make this official, report to the authorities and clarify it or let them know. Also, worst case scenario: A. leaves you and goes back to Daniel. Imagine she forbids you to see your little one. You wouldn’t have any rights!

Nico: She would never do that to me! And Daniel, he wouldn’t pull a stunt like this! I talked to him about that! He wants to talk to A. again about the divorce, but he can’t be with her anymore. These were his words!

Philip: Why did she even go to him?

Nico: She saw him with someone else and..... Idk? She went nuts?That's what I got. I just can't believe she was gonna shag him. She's pregnant with my kid! 😠

Philip: Did she?

Nico: She wanted him. Bsut she couldn’t cheat and backed out. Maybe... she was mad at me?... I wasn’t entirely honest with her. I didn’t tell her who I met in Italy. I wanted to avoid unnecessary drama and we weren't together anyway.

Philip: The twins, huh?😏

Nico: Shut the hell up! It was nothing exciting, ok?

Philip: Sure.... You couldn’t say no, could you? Those girls were crazy!

Nico: I’m not into her! Those bitches overplayed it. Too much for me. All fake. Idk why I met her? Maybe I was mad at A., too. She stayed with Daniel. I-.... I wasn't sure anymore? 🤷‍♂️

Philip: It's okay, man. You did nothing wrong.

Nico: Try explaining that to her!... She doesn't trust me.

Philip: Do you trust her?

Nico: Strangely enough.... yes, I do! More than ever before.

Philip: Just be there for her & keep doing what you're doing. After a while she’ll forget this thing.

I was a little disappointed in Philip. Why didn't he talk to me about D.? And I would never forbid my son to see his Dad, even if I had stayed with D.! But he was right about the authorities. I’ll have trouble registering our Baby. Those damn officers thought Daniel was my Sons's Dad. Bcs after I married him, I took his surname. I'll explain this mess later, once my baby is born.

Back to P.! I didn’t want to start a fight with him. I just wanted to help Annabelle. Nevertheless, I let him know that some of his statements got me sad. Well, he apologized. He just didn’t understand why I still didn’t divorce Daniel. I wanted to, but Daniel hesitated. Anyway, D.'s gonna talk to me soon.

And I wasn’t really aware that I hurt Nico so much.🤦‍♀️ However, it was a mistake what I did! I had to make it up to N. I was really upset to hear how he felt. 😞😢

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[lesbiangallagher]

my great aunt passed recently ;—-;

my great aunt passed away and she lived to be 99, with only 2 months away from her 100th bday. also side note the way most everyone in my family lives til their 100s lmao. i know two ladies who passed away at 101. honestly it’s incredible to me. my mom’s side of the family is extremely women-driven, like i cannot name all of the cousins my mom has but i sure do know they all went to the same all girls school lol slay queens we out here

but yeah my great aunt was the best tbh. she was always so incredibly kind to me even when my parents would drag me to spend 10 hours at my cousins’ house when i clearly did not want to be there and even when i was obviously weird and emo, she always said i was so beautiful and smart and if there was anyone who prayed, it was her. she always prayed for me, she would tell me lol i would hold hands with her as she told me stories about my mom when she was younger and it always humanized my mom in a way that i was like “omg my mom and i are extremely alike and idk what to do with that information but lash out more” but my great aunt was always so patient and listened to me too. she was just that person who loved everyone in a room, like kind of no matter what. my older cousin and i are the only two out gay people in this branch of the family and he’s feeling it. even my sister is feeling it too! and my sister is a tough nut to crack but she was always so endeared by her and she was, again, SO kind. in a room full of judgmental catholic ladies, my great aunt was always the nice catholic lady lol she would give everyone and i mean EVERYONE in the room a blessing before they left to go home. she would literally spend 1 hour giving everyone blessings as they leave and i still remember what she used to say because it was the same thing every time. i wrote it down in my notes and i will not share it because im crying as im typing this and i should take my corny ass home. yes im on my period again

and she would hold your hand while saying it and do the sign on the cross on you too. her hands were always very soft

damn i haven’t felt this hit by a a family member passing in a while. maybe it’s my period or the state of the world and maybe it’s this other unrelated awful piece of news that hit the community round my parts hard or overall just exhaustion from being mentally ill.

it’s hard not to wallow but i have to keep it moving. i recognize that i can still process many emotions at once and i know that i’m resilient, time and time again. i have a good support system that knows me and cares for me and i have to keep it moving. i help kids on a daily basis and they count on me to keep it moving. we out here y’all it’s that time of year where everything kind of turns into a blur for adults lol but i think we will make it out just fine…grieving can exist at the same time as being thankful and happy while i’m doing my thing…

oof yeah idk that turned into a lot but i’m glad i got the words out there. i felt them jumbling in my head all morning but i feel so much better now. might delete might not but whatever. i love you tumblr diary 🤍

[russellsppttemplates]

A secret fwb situation between Thomas and Élodie!

Things already got out of hand cuz they both caught feelings, but didn't tell each other. She sees him too close to a girl at a party one day and drinks her jealousy away, their friends leave him to take care of her bc the Leclercs and the Gaslys always take care of each other. Thomas is freaking out, like "Dammit, Élodie! Why did you do this? If your brothers or your father found out you're this drunk they gonna kill us both!". He ends up sneaking her into his bedroom to take care of her.

idk if the ages align, but for what I understand he's a little older than her, right?

Tw: mentions drinking

"How do you tell your friend 'hey, this was supposed to be a no feelings thing, but I've fallen for you, harder than how my mother falls when we go on ski trips. how do we proceed?' without risking them never talking to you again?", Thomas exasperated, "I think your parents know a thing or two about that", one of his friends pointed out as they walked inside the the bar.

It wasn't the best way to deal with the situation, Thomas knew that much, but when a girl approached him, he kept talking to her, completely forgetting that Élodie was also I the same room.

Since the Gasly couple was going on a long weekend trip to celebrate their anniversary, Charles was the first to suggest that their kids could come down to their place and spend the weekend there, given that they were all around the same ages, so they'd have plans with eachother and their friends, so they had all gone to the same bar for the night.

"I wish I didn't feel for him like I do, I mean, look at him! He doesn't care one bit", Élodie said to her friend, "they're just talking, I'm sure it's just that", she attempted to comfort her as she saw her down two more shots, "it's my own fault for catching feelings", she hiccuped.

Things quickly got too much, whether it was the fact that the music had gotten louder and the drinks had become some weird mixture, but Élodie had had enough, and one thing her friend knew for sure is that Thomas would be the only person to deal with this the proper way and help her. Fortunately, their friends understood just how much the Leclercs and Gaslys looked out for eachother, helping Thomas bring Élodie home before heading to their own houses too.

Élodie was lying on his bed, looking significantly better now as Hervé, who had been in charge of making sure the younger ones got homm safe and sound, looked at them, "I don't need to tell you to be more responsible, right Élodie?", he asked, earning a nod, "I know, it was stupid. I'm sorry for doing it. But can you please not tell my parents?", she asked, "not my story to tell, I just need you to be okay, that's all", Hervé said, placing the pills and cup of water on the bedside table, "take these before you go to sleep, they'll help tomorrow. Try and keep quiet, okay? If you make any noise, you'll have Amélie on your door in no time, and I think it's safe to say our dear sister will have a much different reaction to mine", he smiled at his brother, highfiving Élodie quietly before leaving the room.

"I never took you for the drinker", Thomas said, "I'm not usually one", Élodie mumbled back, cursing herself for how much she was enjoying his touch as he rubbed her back, "what happened then? C'mon, El, you know you can tell me anything", he urged.

Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was just that she had enough of this situation, and for whatever it meant, her parents always told her to be honest, "seeing you with that girl made me jealous. Because she was talking to you and you're not with her just to fulfill a need and then be friends", she gulped, tears falling from her eyes, "I got jealous because we're not that, even though we said we'd never be that anyway. And it hurt", she tried her best to pull away from Thomas, feeling him pull her in.

"Can I have a go now? I was talking to her because I wanted to forget about the fact that I miss you in ways a friend doesn't miss another. I don't miss just being with you when we sneak away. I miss having you with me in mundane things like going to the shops, or at family gatherings, to be able to hold you longer before you have to leave. I don't want to keep this arrangement, I want more", Thomas said, "we'll talk tomorrow, yes? But for now, know that I'm in if you are", he pressed a kiss to the top of her head, allowing her to sleep for a little bit before they spoke about it with a clearer head.

(Thank you for submitting an ask 🤍)

[bisluthq]

I 100% agree with everything you said about the harm that comes from denying these procedures!! I was one of those teenagers who didn’t understand why my face and body didn’t look like the 30 year old playing a teenager on a tv show, and it only got worse as I got older UNTIL I knew all the work they’d had.

As a teen the best thing for me was this beauty campaign that was done by some trashy magazine where they got a bunch of famous women and did a big photo shoot together. Then they showed the difference in the women with how they came in (no makeup, no hair extensions, no blow out, etc), how they looked after x many hours in the HMU chair + the cost of the clothes and that they were altered to fit their bodies… then they showed the final version that goes to print and said how much photo shopping had been done. It was seriously enlightening and helpful. At the time I used to get a lot of compliments on my hair - I was just lucky and used cheap shampoo but had thick and glossy long hair, never had it coloured and my mum cut it for me lol, so like budget maintenance right. But it fucked with my head as a teenager that I was always being told how great my hair was but when I styled it, it NEVER looked as good as the starlets I was copying (many reasons including not knowing what I was doing and lack of products) but then I found out THEY ALL HAD EXTENSIONS for thickness! Mindy kaling mentioned in one of her books that trying to look like someone on tv is impossible because everyone has false lashes, extensions and so much more “natural looking” stuff even before they get into styling.

I do have a lot of body image issues still, but it’s so much better when I’m wondering why I don’t look as toned? Oh because they also spray tan and body contour their muscles!

Why can’t I pull off this hair style? Oh right I don’t have twice the thickness in extensions!

Etc etc etc

And then some people are like ‘what? YOU THOUGHT IT WAS NATURAL?!?’ But in a really derogatory way when people say they have body image issues. But until you know every part of their body has been touched up, WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU THINK?!!

Now I just assume most famous people have something and have gotten better at not comparing myself to them and generally recognising when people have had work done. But even my sister I’m pretty sure got some wonky fillers and says she hasn’t had anything (where I live it’s not unheard of or shocking, but definitely not common to get fillers or Botox)

I mean most women I’m friends with AND my sister get fillers and Botox. I haven’t ever and I don’t want to right now but I might when I’m older for maintenance more than anything else? I’m not crazy pretty at all but I’m happy with my face and the things I’d like to change (my nose for example I don’t like and my lips aren’t even - the bottom one is thicker than the top and obviously that’d be nice to fix) would change my face too dramatically imo and I wouldn’t be willing to do that just personally because I don’t think I’d like to wake up and see a different face lol? I’m okay with my face. I do want it to stay this way for as long as possible but besides that eh it is what it is. My friends and I discuss work a lot idk because as I say basically everyone has had some done. A lot of the guys in my social circle also do work tbf. Quite a few guys have had hair transplants for example. A few have started Botox. My bf is VERY classically handsome and actually hasn’t done any of that but more because he’s worried like once he starts he’s gonna get very obsessive about it and try look 22 again and obviously he isn’t lol. He does gym a lot and plays sportz but face wise he’s not as into doing things as a lot of our other friends.

I think talking about this stuff is really healthy?? Because yes as you say, so many teenage girls (and teenage boys) don’t know that what they’re looking at is totally unrealistic. No matter what they do, unless they start spending money, they’re not going to look like that.

I’m also huge on celebs being honest about diet and gym lmao because unless you work VERY hard, you won’t look like that. Which is fine and normal and if you want to look a certain way, that’s what most people will have to do to join u, but don’t be like “oh I eat anything I want” when you clearly fucking don’t.

And I don’t think it’s stupid teenage you believed this was just normal nice makeup and pretty hairstyles and a healthy lifestyle because no one really talked about all this stuff.

[aki-346]

Pokemon Head Canons :)

These Head Canons are for both tsme trio and my AU (Au: Pokemon Sunrise | IK ITS STUPID IDK WHAT TO NAME IT / Can yall help me get a name for my AU?)

(this is going to be really long so sorry)

General

There is a time skip 2 times- 3 year time skip and 4 year time skip.

Alain-

Alain is 18 Turning 19 in XYZ ( 3 year - 21 / 4 year - 25 )

Alain birthday is July 24, 1998 (Lavy Hc <3)

Professor Sycamore adopted Alain and Maron. So Alain and Marons last name are Sycamore.

Alain does live in the lab but he moved in with Aki at 19 (After Kalos Crisis

Alain and Maron are researchers that work with Sycamore.

At the Age of 25 he took his dads job and now is the professor of Kalos.

Alain, Daigo, Maron work together ever since Alain and Daigo are dating

HE CHANGED HIS STYLE BECAUSE OF AKI- THANK YOU-

He has a matching charm thing with Aki.

He has kinda longer hair, like a mullet

Daigo and Alain started to Date after Tsme.

Alain buys Promise rings that match with Daigo because they promised each other that they would get married. (Age 23)

Alain does propose to Daigo at age 25. (but as fiancées)

Tsme happened around 17 and Kalos Crisis was 18-19

When Alain figured out he was being used by Lysandre, he broke his key stone in the process (On Marie / Lumiose tower )

Alain does have PTSD, Trust issues, has a hard time to show feelings.

Alain at the age of 23 he became the Champion of Kalos (Master Tournament happened around 21)

(The reason why he is so close to Aki because Alain see Aki as a young sister and Aki sees Alain as a older brother. NOT BECAUSE I SHIP THEM)

Alain was with a happy family but his family was toxic and never was proud of Alain. That effected him to make him not proud of himself too.

Alains dad left (Alain was 6 when he left) leaving Alain and his mom all by themselves but in the process his mom left Alain too because Alain looks likes his father (has the same eyes).

Alains family usually goes to the adoption center to look for another kid because Alain always wanted a younger sister.

After being abandoned he left the house because he was starving for days and went to the adoption center where he was cared.

Being at the adoption center for almost a year- Sycamore took him in as a assistant then a son (but secretly Sycamore took care of him like he was a son).

Dagio-

Daigo is 20 in XYZ ( 3 year - 22 / 4 year - 26 )

Master tournament

Daigos birthday in on February 11, 1997

Daigo is a royal core person (WHICH WORKS SO MUCH)

He is still the Hoenn champion and now the CEO of the Devon Company.

He got eyelashes because hes girlie pop

Daigo hair is longer then Alains-

His personality is vey sassy and very dirty minded ( BECAUSE YES)

He has tried Pokemon performing before but he doesn't do it anymore sadly. (He actually does secretly mwahaah with Mikuri of course)

Back when Daigo was still the heir of the company, he was suppose to have an arranged marriage with May so the company could be more supported with the help of Hoenn Queen.

But he fell in love with Alain so he told his dad, and the marriage was called off but his dad was really disappointed.

Alain, Daigo, and Aki go around all the regions to go to labs and do research or just help out.

Daigo did change his suit outfit because Aki did make one for Daigo (I will draw the design trust)

He is a very sleepy dude and doesn't get enough sleep because of work just like Alain-

Daigo doesn't have a great relationship with his parents but is trying to get closer to his mom. His mom is really nice to Daigo's friends- but shes more friendly to Alain, Mikuri and Maron.

(I will make a part 2 later so it wouldn't be so long)

[help-help-i-need-an-adult]

There are a lot of drivers who never had things explained to them in a way that makes sense either.

Like, I was teaching a friend to drive and I told them to claim the intersection and they asked what it was and how it was illegal because when they’d asked their mom, their mom said “idk, it just is.” So they were afraid to do it.

I CONSTANTLY am telling people to turn their lights on when it’s a cloudy day and they respond with “I can see.” I then go on to explain that my mom is legally allowed to drive in this weather. She is blind in one eye. I spent my childhood telling her when there were cars without their lights on in cloudy weather because she could not see them herself. She doesn’t always drive with a co-pilot, and few are as well trained as I was since I did this (and more) for her since I was single digit years old. You never know which car is being driven by my mom. Turn your lights on. They aren’t always for you.

I know SO many people who don’t know how highway lanes are supposed to work.

I spent YEARS telling my partner about why speeding and changing lanes to go around other cars during rush hour perpetuates the traffic jam problem, and it took him YEARS to grasp it well enough to listen to me.

I am helping a friend teach her 17 year old to drive and she told me about how other kids parents were taking the test to qualify for a driver’s permit FOR them so they could get the “learn to drive” process going faster. Thank the GODS my friend refused to do this, and so her kid is going to college in the fall, but still doesn’t have a license, but we aren’t letting them take short cuts.

The vast difference between me and my older sibling’s driving styles is massive based on who taught us. My mom taught my older brother, and he never back seat drove for mom when she became blind. My dad taught my older sister. She also never back seat drove for mom. I splurged and paid $400 of my own money at 15 to take a professional driver’s course because neither of my siblings are very good at the task, and I wanted more formal education on the matter.

I continue to grab the student driver manual at the BMV every time I’m in there so I can read it and make sure no laws have changed. I know 1 other guy who does this.

The education system around just knowing how to drive is failing miserably.

man I realize that changes in road design could make huge differences in the numbers of crashes & traffic fatalities and solely blaming people for driving badly shifts the focus away from changes that really need to be made to the way we approach driving as a society. but also. and I am not being hyperbolic at all. people are not at all conscious of how fucking dangerous driving a car is and I think if you get caught driving drunk, blowing through red lights, speeding in areas with pedestrians, you should get your license taken away for the rest of your life and never be allowed to drive again