#and having to choose which one couldn't make the cut was like. devastating. so here we are with whatever i've done here <3< /div>
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rob hirst of midnight oil - red sails in the sunset era (1984-1985)
#rob hirst#and little bit of jim !!!!#our first cameo !!!#i do apologies for how late this is. i um i well i somehow got the plague and my head was literally spinning.#however nothing will stop the hirst thirsting too powerful#the format is a little different here because i somehow made seven gifs rather than six#and having to choose which one couldn't make the cut was like. devastating. so here we are with whatever i've done here <3#not gonna lie when i saw that first gif in the video my brain full on went ... . . ..... ..... .. âŠâŠ.. âŠ..#never wanted to kiss a man so badly in my entire life. i just wanted to smoosh his cheeks !!#like yeah king. he's got a triangle ! !!!! look at how happy he is with his triangle !!!!
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I keep thinking about Ben in jwct season 2 and what he was going through.
The situation with Brooklynn is clearly layered. At first, along with everybody else, he thought that she died, but remember that he was the first one who suggested that her death was no accident. We can only guess, but I assume that before he traveled to Darius in s1, Ben spent a great deal of time coming to terms with whether he should bring his theory up. Think about it - this is not an easy choice; he was aware that everyone was trying to make peace with her death, and here comes Ben to basically smash all the peace they have established in favor of a theory. He had to choose between "letting them exist, knowing only a fraction of a truth" or "changing the course of his life". Of course, later it became clear that this person was going to come after the rest of them but still...
So Ben was the first one who really understood the danger of the situation they were all in. And how that threat has manifested - in Brooklynn's "death". And then Ben is also the one who learns that Brooklynn might be alive. Mind you, at first all he has is a memory of a grainy video. And once again he faces the exact same choice - either protect this tiny peace that they have or smash it all again and turn his friends' world upside down again. So what he does is - he decides to gather more evidence because (and that's so valid) it doesn't feel right to give his friends a spark of hope when at first he's not even sure if his eyes weren't deceiving him.
Then, he learns that Brooklynn is alive. She calls him and he talks to her but it's obvious - even from the awkward cut of the videocamera and the little information Ben gets out of Brooklynn - very obvious that she is in danger. What does it mean? Remember that we are now dealing with people who don't shy away from murder. So it means that Brooklynn is alive now, but may very well be in mortal danger which may end up, potentially, in her dying, this time for real. Brooklynn asks him to keep her status a secret, makes him promise her that. And he does, but he still has his doubts whether he made the right call. But- Let's put yourself in Ben's head for a moment and see one of the possible outcomes: as I mentioned before, he understands that Brooklynn is in danger. Now imagine he tells the rest of the Nublar 6 that she is alive, but she later dies anyway without meeting them. The emotional shock that the group would go through upon such development is life-shattering. They would be devasted - they got her back (even if not physically) only to lose her again? I feel like it would be more traumatic than her "first death" was. And I think that Ben could have been afraid of that too.
Ben not telling the rest of Nublar 6 about Brooklynn being alive was so much more than fulfilling a promise to her. He says it himself - he didn't want anyone to get hurt. He wanted to keep Brooklynn safe, of course, he knew that the less Nublar 6 knows, the smaller the chance that they'd end up acting irrationally, but I also think that he feared that by telling them that she's alive, he'd "promise them" (not directly) seeing her again, and that's something he couldn't know would fulfill.
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âš B's RebelCaptain Rec List âš
Apologies in advance as I have NO DOUBT that I missed including some very talented individuals and their works in this list. (This is by no means comprehensive.)
I haven't been here all that long, but wow--since day one I've been blown away by the talent in this fandom and the dedication of all the creators.
So, thank you lovely souls for sharing your beautiful art (in all its many forms) for us to enjoy--and thank you RC community as a whole for being so lovely and welcoming this past year! I am truly grateful to be screaming/crying/rewriting canon with you đ
Give Up the Ghost by @frostbitepandaaaaa
I mean...what can I say? I love all of Frost's writing, but this was the first work I ever read of hers and it is devastating and gorgeous and will make you lose your mind. I remember the first time I read it just...lingering on certain sentences because I was in awe of how beautiful they were. Just read it. Trust me. (And then check out her WIP 12 Days afterwards!)
threshold by @astromechs
Another writer whose works I love. (Okay, that's pretty much everyone on this list--the RC fandom is so frickin talented). But for me, this fic in particular stands out as one that gives incredible insight into Cassian's character--and an adorable story overall. Heartfelt and beautiful.
built on hope by @luciechat
I am particularly obsessed with chapter 3 of this collection of prompt-writes Getting Back Together (in the Cold). Lucie paints the picture so clearly and the tension throughout is delicious. Highly recommend reading this RC Hoth fic--and Lucie's other amazing works!
we were never going to make it by @fulcrumstardust
Okay off the bat: be mindful of the tags! This was a whumptober fic and it is BIG SAD. But it is also so, so beautiful. The emotion woven throughout cuts to the bone and as painful as it was, the premise of the story was very well executed. (And if you're looking for a lighter read--maybe a spicy one--Moria's one-shot SOLAR STORM has such an incredible setup. The sexual tension is so well done.)
The RebelCaptain Romance Collection by @agentjackdaniels
I couldn't choose just one from this collection! Luce writes the softest, sweetest, fluffiest stories for RC that you will ever read. (Which makes perfect sense if you're lucky enough to get to know her because Luce is such a genuine, sweet soul.) These fics are like a warm-hug for the soul--just what you need after watching Rouge One.
the things you said by @gaygingersnaps
Again: I am not usually one for Modern AUs but I think the RC fandom is changing me and the first I ever read was Eli's amazing fic. I am obsessed with how Eli writes Jyn's internal dialogue. It's so in character and sharp and will make you smile and shake your head and go "Oh, Jyn!" This collection of stories is idiots-in-love like nothing else and you will fall in love with the world Eli has so thoughtfully crafted for a modern-day RC.
objection, your honor by @andorerso
I'm not usually one for modern AUs, but this fic is just so much fun. The banter between Cass and Jyn is so in character and so sharp and witty and the whole time I was reading I had a grin on my face. (These two idiots.) I love all the little details Sissi considers in this AU (Chewie being the dog for example), but that's no surprise! She is the queen of AUs!
Tethered (to the Story We Must Tell) by @dilf-din
I just absolutely loved the setup for this fic. Jess manages to fit these characters into a magical world so seamlessly by embedding the most incredible details from the Star Wars universe. (I was obsessed with the "stormtroopers".) Jess's writing is so smooth and rich and will immediately grab your attention.
Coping Mechanisms by @mosylufanfic
I think this was the first fic I ever read of mosylu's! I love the way she writes Jyn--always perfectly in character, strong and sassy. But in this fic in particular, I love the softness she brings to Jyn in how she cares for Cassian. I found it to be a very beautiful, healing read. (But if you're looking for something a bit longer or more upbeat! I mean, take your pick. Mosylu is another author who is amazing at AUs and her works are always such fun reads.)
RC Proposal by @ninsletamain
I could have put any of nins' pieces down as a rec. (Like seriously go scroll her feed she's insanely talented and her work blows my mind everytime without fail). But I chose this one because it is just so rich and full of detail, I love the story it tells, and you cannot help but smile whenever you look at it.
Claw Machine by @winterdruid
Definitely an all-time favorite for me. I remember making a joke about claw-machine as a first date when I was doing a RO rewatch with some friends and then this masterpiece showed up on my feed and my jaw dropped?! It's so fun and cute and well-done and I reblog it every time I see it soooo.
Seashore (for RC Fluffbruary) by @adeptnenyim
I love the scenery, their poses, their expressions, the quote?! Ahhh all of it! Nen's art is so soft and special and gives me all the feels and this one is no exception.
BTS of RO Inspired by @art-question-mark
I have always loved the picture this piece is based off of. In my head, it is happy Jyn and Cass. In my head, it is canon. Natalie's style is so beautiful and I love some of the quotes Natalie pulls from the Rogue One novel to go with the art!
Pretty Cute by @muguathepapaya
This piece is super cute and exactly what they deserved. I'm obsessed. Gives me all the warm and fuzzies. Sunshine on a rainy day, so gorgeous.
Time to Wake Up by @eegnm
Okay are you noticing the theme yet? I love seeing these two happy, and this scene in particular is just so...warm. I love the cuddly vibes, their expressions, all of it. You can feel the love in it.
losers by @necr0mancers
I am obsessed with the look they are exchanging. Very conspiratorial and so true to them. I also just love the style of this artists' works and the sense of humor woven through many of their pieces.
Elevator Scene by @satmolly
Nope I actually do not have words for this one. I think it says enough. (This happened, and it happened just like this and it is so very beautiful).
Favorite Scene (beach) by @dramaticmusicplaying
Another one that leaves me speechless. (Okay, they ALL do I feel like I am not doing these artists justice I'M SORRY). I just think this piece captures the beach perfectly and I love the style and all the colors and I kinda need to cry after looking at it okay?!
Jyn/Cassian Smooch by @barrikae
I am totally obsessed with this artist's style and this image in particular is just: ahhhhh! You know? Like look at themmmmm. Thank you for this barrikae.
Space Travel by @freebooter4ever
Your honor, they are holding hands and they are so very sleepy and I am so very in love with this piece. I love the artist's style and again, amazing scene set. Lives rent free in my mind.
Tagging creators for this one vs specific sets (cause you CANNOT make me choose honestly) and linking this post I wrote awhile back about how incredible I think you all are! (As in: I specifically had RC creators in mind when I wrote that post.)
*This is the list I am most nervous about cause I am almost certain I am forgetting people so if you see this and you make gifs for RC please know I love you and your work <3
@bartowskis
@staticwaffles
@jyndor
@andorerso
@jemmasimmons
@sydneyadmu
@garethsedwards
@gizkalord
@kalikoris
@dailyrebelcaptain
@therebelcaptainnetwork
#dailyrebelcaptain#drcvalentinescelebration#rebelcaptain recs#and yup! im late with this đ
it took me probably 6 hours to pull this together and i think i could have spent 6 hours more but#my wrist is starting to give me grief unfortunately#so here goes nothing#(i am super nervous to post this for some reason!)#3..2..1..go
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PT. 2 of my insane, song-by-song review of Taylor Swift's university textbook AKA TTPD
Part 1 is here. Read the remainder under the cut, and don't forget, it's always a good idea to be galaxy-brained about Taylor Swift music.
6. âFlorida!!!â (feat. Florence + the Machine)Â 3:35 (Taylor Swift, Florence Welch) Here's my problem with Florida exclamation point exclamation point exclamation point: it begs comparison to "no body, no crime," and it doesn't live up to the latter. I choose to interpret Florida!!! as a work of art that is influenced but not determined by real life events, and therefore, I will not speculate about what "happened" in Florida!!! Within the world of the song, Taylor Swift has some bodies buried in Florida--but there was a real opportunity for clever wordplay and references to real places, people or things from Florida. I was waiting for a reference to Florida Man and it wasn't thereâwhy? Something was missing from the lyrics here.
7. âGuilty as Sin?â 4:14 (Taylor Swift, Jack Antonoff)
Ironically, on an album full of songs labelled E, Taylor's most sexually explicit song contains no such warning. "Guilty As Sin?" is Taylor's horniest song EVER (complimentary.) The verses are chanted in Jack Antonoff's favourite medium-fast pace, but the chorus slows down to chant the absolutely INSANE lyrics, "My bedsheets are ablaze/I've screamed his name/Building up like waves/Crashing over my grave." Taylor retreads familiar religious metaphors towards the end of the song, "I choose you and me/Religiously," referencing earlier songs like "False God" or "Would've, Could've, Should've." It's clearly a metaphor she enjoys and relates deeply to the experience of romance and sexuality. My verdict: "Guilty as Sin?" makes it into my Top 5 of TTPD.
8. âWhoâs Afraid of Little Old Me?â 5:34 (Taylor Swift)
"Little Old Me" was written by Taylor alone, without the help of Antonoff or Dessner. I can't help but wonder how this song could have been improved by the addition of either Antonoff's Top 40 earworm sensibility, or Dessner's magical strings and plucked guitar. Lyrically, "Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?" is too obvious. Yes, Taylor Swift is comparing herself to a witch. ("I leap from the gallows/And I levitate down your street.") The problem is that the everybody-hates-me-and-I-crave-revenge energy was thoroughly exhausted by reputation, and after "I Forgot That You Existed," "mad woman," "Karma" and "Vigilante Shit," I just don't have it in my anymore to listen to ANOTHER song on the same general theme, which Swift examines with far less nuance and elegance than the theme of love. I know a lot of fans are identifying this song as one of their top favourites on TTPD, and I know the reason: the chorus SCREAM. Yes, there's one line in the song that sounds fantastic, and it's Taylor's enraged vocals on "WHO'S afraid of little old meeee?" But it's not enough to sustain the whole song.
9. âI Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)â 2:36 (Taylor Swift, Jack Antonoff)
Another song that would have been better served as a co-write with Dessner rather than Antonoff. I like the Western-sounding twinge of guitar, but there simply isn't enough to adorn the very, very simple melody of "I Can Fix Him." Listen, I love cowboy shit and I don't care AT ALL who this song is about. I even love an obviously delusional and self-deprecating song title, so why couldn't I love "I Can Fix Him?" Once again, another TTPD is inviting comparison to its evermore companion and coming up short. "Cowboy Like Me" is rounding up "I Can Fix Him: and delivering him to the sherriff.
10. âlomlâ 4:37 (Taylor Swift, Aaron Dessner)
Despite a cringeworthy slang title reminiscent of "Since U Been Gone," "loml" is actually a gorgeous, gentle piano ballad about the devastation of love lost. This one's for the "champagne problems" girlies (gender neutral.) Aaron Dessner has ARRIVED, and it shows. The lyrics are intricate with wordplay. Taylor uses metonymy to great effect: "You talked me under the table/Talking rings and talking cradles." The allusions and similes can be a bit chaotic, with Taylor comparing her romance to a fake Impressionist painting, a poem or story written in ink, a black and white movie, The Wizard of Oz (famously technicolour) and Field of Dreams. I would have suggested she cut down the scope of the metaphors and choose one theme to reference throughout the song, as she did on "Would've, Could've, Should've."
11. âI Can Do It With a Broken Heartâ 3:38 (Taylor Swift, Jack Antonoff)
Jack Antonoff clearly shaped "I Can Do It With A Broken Heart," with its techno dance-club beat and slightly annoying earworm, "I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday/I'm so obsessed with him but he avoids me like the plague."
I do like the way Taylor Swift addresses lyrically the topic of her professionalism and commitment to her career, which she discussed in her Time magazine interview. She explained that she will show up to her tour and give 100% on stage no matter how sick she is, how shitty or tired she's feeling, and I think "I Can Do It With A Broken Heart" addresses the question of how it is POSSIBLE to show up every night for an endurance feat like The Eras Tour, especially after breaking up with the man that half of her songs are ABOUT.
But is it a good song? "Broken Heart" is inconsistent. Some sections of the song are enjoyable for me, while others are annoying the way I found the worst songs on 1989. I can't imagine myself listening to this song on repeat like I might for some of my top TTPD tracks, but once in a while, it's a fun ride.
Stay tuned for part 3 of my insanely detailed Tortured Poets Department review!
#the tortured poets department#album review#song review#loml#i can do it with a broken heart#who's afraid of little old me?#florida!!!
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CURIOUS CAT â what could possibly go wrong?
SYNOPSIS! Curious Cat is an app that peaked three years ago where people use it to flirt with their crush anonymously and then suddenly forgot about it.
or wherein, Y/N was devastated when her crush, Lee Heeseung indirectly rejecting her in highschool. Three years later, both of them have this unknown beef in between them that even their friends don't know the real reason behind. One day, Y/N suddenly remembered and opened her C.C account, and saw that someone by the name 'Ethan' confessed to her three years ago.
"I'll just meet you outside building c later" ning nodded, handing the notes you wanted to borrow from the class you two have together.
"what's your sched for today?"
You shrugged, "just this and that. I have to attend this first walkthrough for a subject, that's the last for this day"
"that one minor subject?" you nodded, ning hummed before nodding. "take care okay? just meet me later" she remind you before patting your head despite you being taller than her. her older sister complex is showing up again and you love her for that.
After bidding her goodbyes, you finally decided to walk inside the building and into the assigned room. It was half filled with people mixed into labels of 'you know' and 'not' but otherwise, you bid them a small smile as you choose your chair on the corner then busying yourself with your phone.
Minutes passed by and you felt another presence on the door; thought it was finally the professor and so, you decided to look up.
Your gaze met as he turn to the door and step inside the room. Then you see him, Lee Heeseung. You definitely forgot you have this class together.
It was cheesy, yes but you can't deny how electrifying it felt when both of your eyes met as heeseung walked inside the room. Kinda funny how his eyes met yours from all the people in the room as if your eyes were what he was looking for the first time he took a step inside.
You scoffed internally when he kept his watch at you â which you did the same before his friend greeted him and finally cut your silent 'eye contact competition'.
He's still weird in your eyes since you can't really forget what happened. It seems like only yesterday that he couldn't look at you while having his face beet red whenever you're around and then yesterday, he came back from bitching at you. Not to mention the fact that he called you 'baby' all in the same day like you don't get him honestly. And now, he's here again, walking around as if nothing happened.
Okay, stop. Just don't stress yourself, breathe.
Well, that's what you originally wanted to do but it was ruined when you felt his presence walking toward you and sitting on the chair right behind you.
You can't help but look behind at him from your phone, and heeseung just greets you with his smirk... smile or whatever it is.
"Hi"
"Don't talk to me" You replied, rolling your eyes at him before facing front but not after you heard him chuckle in pure amusement and saw how he left both his arms up silently announcing his foreswear.
Someone was calling your name so you look up and saw ryujin. You're not an assuming person but you swear you felt the man on your back also looking up to the same person who was now walking in front of you. It felt like his whole attention was on you, it was making you crazy.
"Well, I heard from the first block that Mr. Choi will give a project today for this subject and it would be a group of two people so I wonder if you are up to being partnered with me?"
"Yeah, no problem. I gotchu" You replied, pointing a cute little handgun on her way which she laughed at.
Other minutes passed and finally, the professor walked inside the room. He just swiftly went through all the stuff the block needed to know and now he was going about the project. Like ryujin told you, it will need two people to do this project. You look at her on the side row and she did the same, smiling at you like an excited child.
"But I'm the one who'll partner all of you up..." Series of groans and protests was heard across the room. Even you can't help but silently look dumbfounded at the male professor in front. It doesn't make sense, you're in a university, in a college setting so it was rare for professors to still be the ones to partner all the students,
Mr. Choi calmed all of you down telling the students that it was final. So, the names are getting called up and you were currently calling all the Gods you know to grace you with their blessings and just let you be partnered with ryujin.
Even 'the man who must not be named' find it amusing how your hands clasped together as you wait for your name to be called. You can feel his eyes on you, not kidding but you don't really care as of the moment.
"Kim Y/N and Lee Heeseung"
"What?! No way!" You unconsciously shouted that making all eyes shift to you. "Is there any problem with your partner, miss kim?" Shock. You were so shocked but the faint chuckle you heard behind made your mind wake up and look at him. Your eyes are basically begging him to protest about the whole fiasco but he just smirked. Fuck.
"I believe we don't have any problem, sir" Heeseung answered not removing his gaze from you. He was so chill about it, arms crossed as he lays comfortably on his sit. What an asshole. He was obviously enjoying this.
"Oh, I forgot to tell all of you. These groups will be permanent until the end of the semester." Another fuck. You swear life hates you so much.
Mr. Choi continued listing the name but you still glaring at him. Heeseung raised his brows, smirk getting wider as your frustrations rise together. You can't help but just rolled your eyes at him, that's the only thing you can do as of now, anyways.
God. This is not happening.
The class didn't finish to the fullest, Mr. Choi leave after reminding the whole class about the first project and its deadline then leave the class to have a meeting with their partners using the remaining time.
You were not moving an inch, still there sitting on the same spot as you bit your thumb. A very action you always do if you're anxious. You didn't know where heeseung go and you didn't really care.
The whole idea of being stuck with him for the rest of the semester wants you to die. Okay, you guess that's a little bit overboard but come on. It's Heeseung, you definitely don't know how this whole 'I hate you and you hate me too' plot started but one day, you just found out yourself that he was being the number 1 source of your frustrations and you wanted to stay it that way.
You sighed grabbing your phone to maybe update your friends.
"y/n..." You are never wrong. You did feel the devil's presence and now heeseung was on your side.
"What do you want?" You asked, voice lacing with sharp glares. He sighed, rolling his eyes. "Relax, okay. I just wanted to have your number for the project"
You grab the phone from his hands and started typing your number but then your number shows up on his phone. "lmolt?" you read confused. "my number's in there, lee. how do you even have my number? and what's lmolt?" you squinted your eyes at him as you hand his phone to him. "you're cursing me aren't you?"
Maybe, he was flustered since he started stuttering, "N-no! I didn't even know that I have your number. Maybe... our block mates la-last year put it in my phone but I didn't know whose it is so I just put random letters as the caller id!"
You slightly push your head back from him when his voice gets louder as he finishes his sentence. "You're the one who needs to chill, I'm just asking you. No need to shout at me!" It makes total sense, why is he so agitated?
"Well, then you have my number so bye, just text me the details later or whatever." You added before grabbing your bag and starting to walk towards the door, fortunately, the bell rang at the right moment.
You turned around calling the dumbfounded heeseung still standing in the same spot. He turned around revealing his face. Wait, is he blushing? "And change my caller id to a decent one!" You shouted again making sure he heard you. It made you chuckle when he absentmindedly nodded.
"You're so cute and dumb at the same time, lee" You whispered shaking your head before finally walking out of the room not realizing the new fondness raising slowly.
chapter 24 â what could possibly go wrong?
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behold, heey/n's physical bonding is finally happening!!! and lol, 'lmolt' caller ID is so lame
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romeo!
Chapter 1
Synopsis: Ace Trappola from the Trappola Kingdom, there was no doubt that he was a great man that was destined to achieve glory in a few years' time. But, there was one tiny problem. Being a prince from his own country meant that he needed to marry a lady from a prominent household. With much reluctance, he ended up choosing a princess from a neighbouring countryâonly to find out that the Prince of the Spade Kingdom has his eyes set on her as well. Is this... Competition?
Tags: Fem!Reader, Royalty AU, mentions of death, kidnapping, anything else you would find in a romance manhwa
Note: This piece is purely self indulgent and I plan on writing more for it! But I decided to share the first chapter here. There's no action yet so this is just some build-up.
Ace Trappola was never one to abide by the silly little rules of etiquette, he always thought that they were too nitpicky and stiff ever since he was a little boy. He thought that it was useless to keep up appearances for the sake of his reputationâuntil he experienced firsthand how cruel high society could be to a mere child who had made a single mistake. Of course, they would never dare to utter a single word in fear that their tongues would be cut off by his Highness, the king. But he would never ever forget the cold gazes that laid upon him as soon as he turned his back.
Which is why he donned a mask. He wore it all day and night as a child, hoping that it would be indestructible as he grew up but that brought him nothing but more of the empty and hollow feeling he hated. Despite already being so well-mannered, so educated, and so charmingâhe was nothing more than the second prince of the country who always seemed to be overshadowed by his older brother, the first prince. He was the definition of Ace's "perfect".
"Hey uncle," little Ace referred to his butler as such as he closed the storybook he was reading. A spark of curiosity sparkling in his eyes as he continued, "how do I become as amazing as my big brother?"
A childlike innocence could easily be tainted by those with such intentionsâthe old butler could easily plant the wrong ideas in his head and nurture the seeds of jealousy he planted within him. He stared at him for a second before letting out a sigh, strengthening his resolve when he saw Ace's eyes full of wonder.
"His Highness does not have to do anything, you are already a wonderful child just like your brother."
"Really!?"
"Of course, I wouldn't dare lie to you. If you continue to stay on the right path, I have no doubt that you will be as great as your brother in the future." He patted Ace's head, relieved that the second prince seemed to be satisfied with the answer.
"Yeah... I will!" He declared, staring right back at his butler with an uncontrollably big grin taking over his face.
That was the last time he saw that butler.
The palace staff told him he died because of heart failure during his day off. This devastated poor little Ace Trappola greatlyâdemanding to be allowed to attend his funeral but was stopped by his father, saying that there was no need for someone like him to attend a servant's funeral. The hand-picked white lilies Ace took that day in hopes of paying his respects, withered inside his room as he cried his heart out.
The next day, they had already found a replacement for his butler. Someone who was far younger than his previous one and was definitely less warmâhe went by the name "Rowen" and insisted that the young prince should call him that. At first, Ace put up a fight as he tried to resist everything Rowen tried to doâeven if it was just a menial task such as him trying to tie Ace's necktie for him.
But, nonetheless, Ace was still a child and children, more often than not, don't know how to deal with grief. You could easily spot him crying in places he shouldn't be yet no one had the heart to tell him that, even more when Rowen asked the palace staff specifically to not approach the prince if they ever spot him like that and instead, call for him immediately.
Stuck inside the garden, Ace was barely trying to keep his sobs in as he rubbed his eyes with his sleeves.
"I miss uncleâŠ" He cried out, perhaps getting a little bit tired of how colder the palace seemed to be towards him. A pair of footsteps suddenly approached him, Ace quickly stood up and patted away all the dirt from his clothes so it seemed like he didn't cry but his swollen eyes were a dead giveaway.
"Your Highness, I was looking for you."
"Oh, Rowen. It's youâŠ" A dejected look took over his face, was he expecting his old butler to appear? He silently crushed his hopes as he raised a question for his new companion.
"Can I ask you a question�"
"Of course."
"D-Do you think I can still be as amazing as my big brother?" A few seconds of silence passed by as Rowen crossed his arms.
"Forgive me for my bluntness. However, at this rate, you will never amount to what your brother will be in the future."
"E-Eh? But uncle said thatâ"
"Your 'uncle' was foolish, perhaps that was why he died." Rowen crouched down, his green irises staring right into Ace's eyesâthere was something in his eyes that Ace couldn't put a finger on but one thing is for sure, he thought Rowen was scary during this very moment.
"What you need right now is power," Rowen pressed a finger against his lips. "And that's exactly what I can give you."
"Power? Don't I already have plenty of that, I'm a prince!"
"What you need," he pushed Ace back with his index finger, "is enough power to take the throne."
"But big brother is the only one who can take that!" Ace shouted, trying to overpower the nonsense he was hearing from his new butler.
"Heed my words and I can make it happen." Rowen's lips tugged up into a small smirk before delivering his final words.
"After all, you want to be as great as your brother, the first prince."
Ace felt confused. He clutched his chest as he thought about his wordsâhe did want to be as great as his brother but he couldn't help but be a little wary of what Rowen might ask of him. Ace had to slap himself back to reality, there was no reason for him to think about this so seriously! There was no way he could take the throne for himself and why would he even want to do thatâŠ? Isn't he happy the way he is right now?
Ace stepped out from the garden with Rowen following him shortly behind. He stared at the castle building, the maids and butlers working about, and a few noble visitors roaming around.
That was when a little devil's voice started whispering in his ear.
Deuce Spade had been anything but happy upon growing up inside the Royal Palace. Being the sole crown prince of the Spade Kingdom, his life never consisted of flowers and rainbows contrary to what many think. If you asked young Deuce himself about his position, he would simply give you a blank stare before properly processing your question. Once he does, heâll give you a half-hearted smile before answering with: âItâs a duty I must fulfill.â
Heâd never been too fond of the fact that his life was already planned ahead of him the moment the royal palace discovered his existence in his motherâs womb. He would undergo proper education fitting for the crown prince, he would be assigned with tasks that were meant for the crown prince, and he would soon rise to the throne once his father was no longer able to rule.
Rather than inheriting the throne, he yearned for something else. Being the heir to the throne meant that there was almost nothing he couldnât obtain but he found himself dumbfounded when his elders aggressively denied him of his desire for the first time.
His desire to become a knight.
Deuce was said to be excellent with the art of the sword, easily surpassing other kids his age. But that was not the reason why Deuce had the desire to become a knight.
One of the first things they taught Deuce was the fact that he was in a dangerous position and that there might be cases wherein other people might make an attempt on his life. He thought that it was ridiculous because, after all, who would dare try to kill the crown prince? It would be treason!
And because of that, he was too lax.
One night, the prince got kidnapped and threw the whole palace in an uproar. Little Deuce could barely open his eyes when he tried assessing his surroundings, his eyes were blurry and he couldnât move a muscle as no voice came out from his mouth. He was beyond terrified, he thought he was going to die that night. He pleaded inside his head, begging someone to come and find him. But for days, he was yet to be found.
He thought that perhaps the Royal Palace had decided to give up on him as he lost hope himself, his eyes growing dull and duller. He had to endure the harsh treatment given to him during his abduction, the only thing keeping him sane was the single ray of hope that someone was going to rescue him.
Just as he felt as if the thread was about to snap, he saw a cloaked man barge into the place where he was held hostage with a sword in hand. Ruthlessly, he cut down the perpetrators without so much as a blink. Deuce could only stare at the scene unfolding in front of him weakly. âAm I⊠being saved?â
It took him every ounce of his strength to stay conscious. And even more when he forced himself to ask the mysterious cloaked man. He wasnât wearing anything that could discern his homeland, Deuce couldnât figure out where he came from. His face was covered by the hood of the cloak, he couldnât see his features very well. Deuce was afraid that there would be no way of him figuring out his identity before he passes out, so he forced a voice out of his throat.
âWho⊠are you?â His voice was hoarse. The man stayed silent, sheathing his sword before walking closer to the prince and unlocking the rope binding his hands together. Deuce could slowly feel himself losing consciousness but just before he could pass out, the man finally answered his question.
â...A knight.â He muttered.
The next time Deuce opened his eyes, he was no longer in a dark place but instead, in an unfamiliar yet extravagant room. He could tell that it was not the palace in his kingdom, he felt himself panic once again as he remembered the past events. When he heard a knock on his door, Deuce flinched as he hesitantly told them to come in.
A small girl around Deuceâs age entered the room with a plushie in her arms. He told himself to calm down upon seeing her, reassuring himself that the probability of this girl doing the same thing as the ones who kidnapped him were very low.
âAre you feeling better now, Your Highness?â She asked, concern lacing her voice. Deuce clutched his arm.
âBetter than before⊠at least. But before that, who are you?â It was only normal for Deuce to become extremely wary considering what he just went through. The young girl understood that and merely gave him a small grin.
She introduced herself as the first princess of the kingdom he was residing in. Deuce was shocked, it wasnât his own kingdom that found him but another! Did that mean that all this time he was in a foreign country? Was that the reason why no one had found him for days? Countless questions were swirling inside his head.
The princess was the only one who was let into his room, seeing as how Deuce was more comfortable seeing someone around his own age rather than adults. She was as clumsy as she was kind, Deuce found himself being comforted by her even if most of their meetings consisted of him being gloomy.
A few days later, an envoy was sent to Deuceâs kingdom to inform them that he was safe in their palace. During that period of time, Deuce was cooped up inside his roomâthinking about a lot of stuff and refused to come out for hours. When it was time for him to go, he visited the princess one last time.
âIs it possible for me to visit you in the future?â Gratitude? Attraction? Personal interest? The reason behind his words was blurred.
When he returned home, he almost gave the whole Royal Court a heart attack when he declared that he wanted to become a knight. Nobody could tell what Deuce was thinking after he was abducted, it was as if he turned into an entirely different person. But he was thoroughly denied of his desire to become a knight, in which he was highly disappointed in. But, somehow, he found a way to secretly train without anyone finding out.
Using the princess as the shield, he went in and out of your kingdom to train under the pretense of meeting her. But she was more than happy to assist him as they became partners in crime. Deuce couldnât forget the mysterious knight that saved him and so he idolized him ever since, saying how he wanted to be someone who protected people.
âPrincess!â He called out, waving his hand as he grinned at her. This was the start of their relationship with each other. Only time can tell if this was to end happily ever after or otherwise.
#twst#twisted wonderland#twst writing#fanfic#self indulgent takoyaki#twisted wonderland x reader#heartslabyul#twst deuce#deuce spade x reader#deuce x reader#deuce spade#twst ace#twisted wonderland ace#ace trappola#ace x reader#ace#fem!reader#chapter one so it's mostly. . . A backstory
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I recently read your platonic brucinette post, it was amazing, i couldn't stop laughing. What if she invites herself over to the Manor or something and the boys have no idea who she is (cause I feel like he wouldn't mention her cause she would probably ruin his reputation even more since his kids would probably spread the stories to their own friends) but I feel like maybe Tim already know her since he was in Paris looking for Bruce (when he got "killed" by Darkseid), he would probably see her as a mom or fun aunt that he could vent to
Ask and you shall recieve! again, any grammar mistakes are because I did not bother proofreading. whoops.
Masterlist â Original
Dick Grayson had seen a lot of unexpected things throughout his lifetime, but he really did not expect to come downstairs for a nice bowl of cereal for breakfast and find a woman who looked eerily like the late Martha Wayne sitting at the table and eating his Bat Puffs.
Wait.
âThose are my Bat Puffs!â Dick shrieks, because he has priorities. Thatâs the last of his cereal, okay? And itâs going to be two days before Alfred goes on his next grocery run and heâs really bad at shopping for food on his own. Sue him.
Not-Or-Maybe-Possibly-If-You-Believe-Conspiracy-Theories-Martha-Wayne simply laughs, and easily dances out of the way of his grab for the bowl, moving out of his reach with an elegance and grace that can only mean she spends part of her day dressed in a different costume. Whether or not she was a good guy still remained to be seen, considering she had somehow broken into the Manor without setting a single alarm off and was currently eating the last of his Bat Puffs.Â
A truly despicable act, indeed.
âGrayson?â Damian chooses that exact moment to come down the stairs. âI heard you scream. Whatâs-â He snarls the moment he catches sight of Not-Martha-Wayne, pulling out a knife from somewhere in the folds of his pajamas and hurling it at her head with impressive speed and accuracy.
Not-Martha-Wayne simply ducks, letting the knife thud into the wall behind her, making Dick wince. Alfred was not going to be happy.
âIdentify yourself, woman!â Damian screeches, pulling out another knife. âWho are you, and how did you get in here?â
Not-Martha-Wayne tilts her head, blue eyes sparkling with mirth. âReally? Iâm not even allowed to eat cereal in my own home now?â
Dick is slowly growing more and more convinced that Not-Martha-Wayne is actually Zombie-Martha-Wayne.
Damian freezes, eyeing her suspiciously. âYour home?â
âWhâs goinâ on?â Tim slurs, stumbling down the stairs. âWhy âre you all screaminâ?â
Maybe-Zombie-Martha-Wayne brightens when she sees Tim. âTimber! Howâs it going?â
Tim rubs his eyes, once, twice, and then his face splits into a grin when he finally registers Maybe-Zombie-Martha-Wayneâs presence. âMarinette! Itâs so good to see you!â
And okay, what.
Tim hurries down the stairs (meaning only marginally faster than before, he hasnât had his morning coffee yet,) and ignores the coffee machine in favor of hugging Possibly-Undead-Martha-Wayne, who laughs and puts down the bowl of Bat Puffs in favor of hugging him back. Dick takes the opportunity to snatch the bowl away from her, mourning the fact that thereâs only a bit of milk left at the bottom of the bowl.
âGood to see you too, Tim,â Not-Martha-Wayne, whose name is apparently Marinette (why does that sound familiar?) ruffles Timâs hair. âItâs been a while, hasnât it?â
âTim,â Dick says, at the same time Damian demands âDrake.â
âHow do you know this woman?â They say at the same time (Dick stubbornly ignores that Damian replaced âwomanâ with âharlotâ).
âYou mean you donât?â Tim asks, frowning. âSheâs-â
âMarinette,â Bruce cuts Tim off, having appeared at the foot of the stairs in his usual dramatic fashion.Â
Not-Martha-Wayne-But-Still-Really-Looks-Like-Her-Whose-Name-Is-Apparently-Marinette beams and waves cheerfully at Bruce, who looks done with life. âHey, little brother! I see you havenât gotten tired of dressing up as a giant bat to beat people up yet!â
Well, that was a lot to unpack. Dick decided heâd start with the easiest thing.
âLittle brother?â He looks from Marinette to Bruce, Bruce to Marinette, noting the resemblance in both of them to Thomas and Martha Wayne. âYou mean- sheâs your older sister?â Dick shrieks, turning to Bruce. âWhy have we never heard about her?â
âReally, Bruce?â Marinette gasps, mockingly placing a hand over her heart. âIâm devastated. How could you, after everything weâve been through, not even tell your hundred thousand children that I even exist?â
Bruce doesnât reply, instead letting out one long sigh through his nose. Huh. Sixteen whole seconds. Impressive.
âJust kidding,â Marinette grins once Bruce has finally stopped sighing. âHeâs never told you because I travel the world a lot, my job is super dangerous, and because Iâd expose all his deepest, darkest secrets.â
âLike his greatest fears?â Damian asks. Cass, who had silently entered the kitchen at some point or another, stood behind him, ready just in case he pulled out another knife.
Marinette tilts her head. âWhat? No!â Like how he wiped off one of the eyebrows on Sylvia McCartneyâs face when he was four-â
She doesnât get to finish that sentence because Bruce has made a mad dash across the kitchen, evidently aiming to get her to stay quiet. Marinette dances out of his hold with a giggle and continues speaking even as Bruce chases her all around the kitchen.
â-anyway, he declared that âshe had something on her faceâ, wiped off one of her drawn-on eyebrows-â She ducks underneath a plate, which Cass deftly catches before it hits the wall. â-and then went âThere. I got it for you!ââ
A shoe flies at her head. Marinette bats it away with one hand.Â
Dick tries valiantly to stifle his snickers, but judging by the evil eye Bruce is giving him, itâs not quite working.
âAnd there was that time we were at that four-star restaurant in Star City and he ate too much and-â Marinette raises an eyebrow as she catches a toaster in her hands. âReally now, Bruce? A toaster? You know itâll take more than that to stop me. So he ate too much and got a stomach ache, then started holding his torso and very loudly declaring that he was starting his period.â
Dick doesnât even bother holding in the laughter this time, and neither do any of his siblings. If only Jason was here to see this, but alas, he was at his own apartment and had no clue that this was going on. Neither did Steph, for that matter, and Duke was already out on patrol since he was somehow a morning person. What a travesty.
âAnd then there was that time when-â Marinette is cut off by another one of Bruceâs long, very drawn-out sighs.Â
âLook, Mari, I think they get the point,â He groans (well - as close to groaning as the Batman ever got), pinching the bridge of his nose. âYou can stop now.â
âOh, youâre just annoyed that you couldnât stop me,â Marinette retorts with yet another smile, and Dick is once again struck by how similar she looks to the lady in the portrait that hangs over the fireplace in the largest of the Manorâs three living rooms. âI suppose youâre right, however. Despite the abundance of embarrassing stories, they do run out at some point, and Iâd prefer not to use them all up in one go, ya know? I have to be the cool aunt. Kate can keep wine aunt, but Iâm the cool one now.â
âI think Miss Katherine might disagree with that,â Alfred says mildly. âHowever, I do believe you can win the children over if you tell them about the time your father brought Master Bruce to his board meeting.â
The look of utter betrayal Bruce gives Alfred makes them crack up all over again.
--o0o--
âMan, I am so glad you got it all on camera,â Duke grins, placing two bowls of popcorn on the coffee table before flopping back down onto the couch. âThis is going to be great.â
Tim waves a hand dismissively. âI just hacked the cameras in the Manor. Bruceâs paranoia backfired this time.â
Steph cheers and immediately makes a grab for the popcorn as Cass hits the play button on the remote, and Dick canât help but crack a smile at his own face when he sees the last of his cereal being eaten.
âRichard, I find it concerning that your first thought was of your cereal and not the intruder,â Damian observes.
Dick ruffles his hair, drawing out a squawk of protest. âWell, what can I say? I really like Bat Puffs.â
The Wayne siblings settle down for a movie night that is definitely going to be filled with lots of laughter.
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The Destructive Secret
Chapter 4
Summary- You've got a secret to hide and it's going to cause complete and utter devastation. It's only so long until your lies are going to catch up to you.
Pairing- Chris Hems x Reader x Liam Hems
Word count- 2,211
Warnings- Smut, swearing, angst, cheating
18+ Only!!
Disclaimer: This is an entire work of fiction/AU and has no affiliation to real life what so ever! This is a fictional story about fictional characters who happen to share names and faces with some real people.
Posted: 29th June 2021
Taglist:- @innerpaperexpertcloud @pandaxnienke @chickensarentcheap @mostly-marvel-musings @longlostinanotherworld
>The Destructive Secret Masterlist<
"No not married but you do know her. You know her really well actually." Chris says while avoiding your gaze purposefully...
You could cut the tension in the room with a knife, silence so acute you could hear a pin drop. Liam waiting for an answer, Chris looking at his feet and you looking visibly anxious. Chris had drank way too much and now he was about to let all of your secrets loose. This isn't the way you want Liam to find out, surely Chris wouldn't be so cruel.
"I suppose you're not gonna tell me who it is?"Â
"Not just yet, see how we go." He looked at you, if he so much as even looked slightly smug you would have slapped him right across his face. Instead you could see the hurt in his eyes, tears welling in the corners. You're both faced with an impossible dilemma, Chris wants you all to himself but doesn't want to lose his brother in the process and you want it all over and done with but don't want to hurt Liam. The latter of both is inevitable but you would take all the blame just so Chris didn't have to lose his brother, given the choice you would lose them both just so that didn't happen.
"Well on that note, I need to go to bed. I've gotta be up early in the morning." You avoid Chris' gaze, you're angry with him but you don't want to cause him more pain.Â
"Yeah me too. I better get going. Thank you for dinner Y/N, it was lovely."
You risk a short glance at him, you're eyes softening when they meet. The moment broken when Liam speaks, reminding you where you are and who you're with right at this moment in time.
"Are you for real? You're really going to drop a bombshell like that and then leave? Fuck man." Liam runs his hand through his hair, letting air out of his cheeks exasperatedly.
"Sorry bro, I'll save the excitement for another night. I've said too much already." Chris apologises with his eyes as he passes you, his hands twitching by his side's with the need to touch you.
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The next morning when you wake, your heart sinks knowing all the turmoil you're going to have to go through just to make it to the hotel without being spotted. All the messing about and hiding you have to do, checking in under a false name at different times. Making sure nobody follows you to the hotel and especially no one follows Chris. Getting caught checking into the same hotel would be dreadful, it wouldn't take a genius for the press to put two and two together, they wouldn't even care if it was true or not as long as they sold copies.
"Right babe, I'm ready to go." You pull your suitcase towards the door, stopping to wrap your arms around Liam.
"Have a good time, I'll see you soon." Wrapping his arms tightly around your waist and lifting your feet from the ground in a squeezy hug. "I'll miss you."Â
"I'll miss you too, bye babe."Â
"Bye. Love you. Let me know when you get checked in." He kisses you goodbye before watching you leave.
"Will do, Love you." You say over your shoulder, climbing into your silver, Audi convertible.
This is the part you hate the most, the part that made you question whether it was all worth it. It was, of course or you wouldn't be doing it, you wouldn't put yourself through having to pretend to be somebody else and praying your not caught by anyone. It only takes one person to notice you and Chris in the same hotel and it's over. You imagine having an affair is hard work whatever your circumstances but when your boyfriend and your lover are as famous as they are it becomes impossible. It's terrifying.Â
You spent the car journey constantly checking your mirrors and making sure you weren't being followed. A huge sunhat and even bigger sunglasses covering your face as your heart beated faster than you thought was possible. A couple of laps around the hotel, making doubly sure you weren't being followed before you finally pulled into the carpark.
You had to constantly think, you couldn't let your guard drop for even a moment and it was exhausting. You were ready for it to be over and done with now, this just isn't fun anymore. Maybe you could run away together and start a new life somewhere else. Which one would you pick though? Who are you ready to give up? Would there even be an option to choose? Would Liam even be willing to forgive you if he knew you were sleeping with his brother? In love with his brother.
Your heart beating out of your chest, your fight or flight well and truly kicking in now as you walk up to the front desk. If there's any recognition in the receptionists eyes you're ready to turn right around and leave. The girl behind the desk, with long blonde hair has her eyes on the computer In front of her, thankfully not paying you much attention as you stand and wait for her to finish.
"Hi I'd like to book a room for two nights please." You stutter nervously, subconsciously checking over your shoulder while you spoke.
"Of course, is it just for yourself?"Â
"Yes please, I'm just here for a work conference. I'd like a double bed if possible though, I haven't been able to sleep in a single since I was young." You giggle nervously, embarrassed that you'd told her information she isn't even slightly interested in.
"No problem, I'll see what I have for you." Her eyes barely left her computer as she spoke, she definitely didn't recognise you. The tension in your muscles relaxed a little as your eyes scanned the lobby.
"What name is it please?" She asked, one of the moments you'd been dreading. You hate lying but luckily you'd already come up with the fake name you were using, one you'd already used many times before in the exact same situation. It never gets any easier.
"Jessica Crawley." The names tumbled from your lips, names that had absolutely no meaning to you.Â
"Room 101, floor 5. Is there anything else I can help you with?"Â
"No thank you, that's great." The overwhelming feeling of relief at completing step one without any problems, rushes over you. Adrenaline spiking, making your legs feel like jelly.
"You're welcome, enjoy your stay. Don't hesitate to let me know if you have any questions." The girl says, smiling sweetly at you before going back to her work.
The elevator seemed to take forever to make its way down to you, your feet shuffling as you watched the numbers above the door, counting down. The overwhelming need to get to privacy and away from the many prying eyes of the people in the lobby was severe. Most were business men and women, that were so consumed in themselves they weren't paying special attention to anyone around them. There were also young couples, making their way through the lobby, probably on their way for lunch but the people that worried you the most were the random loners sat in the armchairs scattered around the lobby. They'd chosen the perfect place to watch, some pretending to read newspapers while their eyes discreetly scanned over the top.
They were much more inquisitive, much like yourself they paid more attention to the people around them. People watchers you liked to call them, these are the sorts of people that make you nervous. They see everything, noticing any minor details, you'd spent a lifetime perfecting 'people watching' which is how you knew to be wary. You could pretty much judge a person's personality just by watching them for a couple of minutes. If anyone was to spot you it would be one of these people. You felt thankful you weren't Chris, there is absolutely no way he was going to make it to the elevator without being seen at least once.
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Chris didn't feel quite as nervous as you, this was a every day occurance in his life, avoiding paparazzi was near impossible for him. As long as you weren't seen going in to the hotel then it wouldn't matter about him being seen. Still, he'd worn his baseball cap and sunglasses to at least try and hide his identity. He wasn't nervous about being seen but more about having to face you after his fuck up last night. Now that thought was way more intimidating to him.
Casually strolling into the hotel, he tried to ignore the whispers of the people around him. People questioning if it was really him, young girls barely out of high school giggling at the sight of him. Chris quietly prayed that he would make it up to the room without anyone asking for a photo, not that he usually minded but today all he wanted was to spend every possible minute with you as he could.
The receptionist tried to make a fuss when his identity was confirmed during check in. The pale skin of the same blonde girl who'd checked you in, had turned a rather bright shade of red when she heard Chris' sexy Australian accent. You wouldn't blame her, it still makes you swoon whenever you heard him speak.
"I'm fine honestly, I don't want any special treatment. Actually if I could get away with going completely unnoticed during my stay, I will speak to your boss myself and tell them how accomodating you'd been."Â
"Oh wow, really? Thank you so much Mr Hemsworth. I will make sure nobody bothers you and if you need anything at all just give me a call, I'll make sure you won't have to leave your room for anything." Chris smiled, pretending not to notice how she seemed to be flirting with him, badly. Tossing her hair over shoulder as she insinuated not so subtly for him to let her know if he wanted any 'special' treatment. Again, you don't blame the girl, infact you would've commended her confidence.
She handed over the keys to the penthouse, watching bright eyed as he walked to the elevator, pulling out his phone as he stepped straight in.Â
"Hi babe, I've booked the penthouse suite, meet me up there?" Smiling a tight lipped smile at the girl behind the desk, who was still watching him intently as the elevator doors closed.
"Ok, it isn't very inconspicuous staying in the penthouse is it?" You shouldn't be surprised, he does it everytime. You remember the first time you ever saw a penthouse and how amazed you were that it was actually bigger than your own home at the time. That was a memory you shared with Liam, all of your first times had been with Liam, the thought made your heart sink.
"I mean they knew who I was as soon as I walked in, I think it would look more suspicious if I didn't stay in a suite." Chris answered, pulling you from your thoughts.
"I suppose that's true, I'll be up soon." You could hear the sadness in your voice, something you had to snap out of before meeting Chris.
"Good because I can't wait to get my hands on you."Â
Sinking back onto the spongey mattress of your bed, tiredness washing over you already. The mental exhaustion of constantly having to play games and be on your guard at all times, catching up to you as you're finally alone.
Maybe that's what you need afterall, a chance to be alone to gather your thoughts, to workout your own needs and wants without spreading your attention between the two brothers.
You make a mental list of the pros and cons of both of them knowing deep down if Liam were the one for you, you'd have never have looked twice at Chris. They were so similar in a lot of ways but completely different in others.
Liam was the sweetest man you knew, so gentle and caring, attentive to your every whim and being so young when you first got together he was everything you were looking for.
Now being a woman that has gone through so much trauma in her life that had tainted your soul, darkened it with a lust for more.
Then Chris came along, he was still sweet and caring but less attentive to your needs unless it was in the bedroom. He was cheeky and funny, drop dead gorgeous and oozing manliness effortlessly. He was fire and passion. He was more.Â
If you let yourself admit it, you wanted excitement, which is how you ended up here in the first place. You didn't want perfect anymore, you wanted a man who could do wrong and then make up for it in the most fulfilling way he knew how. Just thinking about it made your pulse race, Chris had put you through hell last night and now it was time for payback. You imagined Chris only a couple of floors above you, worried about the way you were going to act when you saw him and lord knows how much you're going to make him sweat.          Â
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hot take on the recent chapters
I came up with this while I was on too little sleep & after a friend caught up to the manga, itâs really long and I hope it makes sense - so, enjoy!Â
I think what is happening right now, might be Ymir trying to re-establish her former form.
Because Eren has three out of nine titans right now - Attack, Founding, Warhammer. The Founding Titan was the very first of all titans before Ymir started gathering/creating all those other abilities.Â
We currently have this written/known about it specifically on the official wiki page:
Its Scream can create and control other Titans, and modify the memories and body compositions of the Subjects of Ymir, but this power can only be used by the royal family under normal circumstances.
According to Marley's Titan Biology Research Society, the Founding Titan is the point where the paths that connect all Subjects of Ymir and Titans cross.
We have been known that only the royal family can properly use it, which is why Eren only managed to use the Founding when touching Dina Fritz's titan (the one that ate his mother) to protect Mikasa after Hannes was devoured and then when coming in contact with Zeke, seeing as he is from royal blood as well. However, the royal family is bound by a vow and the ideology of Karl Fritz - basically, he wanted the Eldians to be locked up and separated from the world because they had been too involved in wars before. So he wanted to protect them, essentially.
The vow is renouncing war to stop Eldia from using the Founding Titan to devastate the world ever again and it possesses the individual to follow the idea. That is why Frieda, even though she viewed the Eldians as sinners, still followed that protocol.
Now, with Grisha devouring Frieda and gaining the Founding Titan and passing it on to Eren, the chain of royal blood inheritors was broken. Which is why, paired with Erens own ideology to go behind the walls and see the world, Ymir zeroed her interest in him as it's seen in the recent chapters.
She herself wasn't of royal blood and being used to fight wars for that king in the backstory most likely built a hatred for humanity in her view - she was viewed as that slave, of which Eren broke her free. He's the only inheritor that hasn't been shaped and controlled by that ideology of King Fritz that she could get her hands on, so she can twist his views or add her own to it in having to destroy the world and humanity in it.
I think that she's using Eren as a vessel to collect all titans. He already has three, and with every other shifter present right now - Armin (colossal), Reiner (armored), Annie (female), Falco (jaw), Pieck (cart) and Zeke (Beast) - she can take them prisoner and force them to join with Eren.Â
She basically already has Zeke in her control, having lured him into paths with Eren, and she just took Armin prisoner with another previous titan. Why else would she take him prisoner and bring him to "Eren's ass" as Levi said and separate them by a hoard of powerful, controlled titan shifters if not to ensure they don't get him back until she has taken all of them captive? She knows how powerful Levi and Mikasa are - most likely through Eren's memories. She most likely wants to create a vessel with all nine titans again to merge with Eren fully, maybe even devour him herself, to use her full former strength to get back on humanity and make them pay.
In the first chapter about her backstory it's shown that she was being punished and chased to her "death" because she let the pigs escape - in the last chapter 135, however, in the very first panel, it's shown that she willingly opened the gate to let them escape. She wanted them to run away. Whether or not it was planned that she'd be chased like that and would tumble into the tree trunk is questionable, but I think it has to do with it.
To add to my suspicion of not killing the current inheritors of the nine titans because she needs them later on, look at chapters 114-115 specifically.
Zeke blew himself up in the scene with Levi, and that entirely. He was torn in half. His spine was destroyed and therefore the titan in him "lost" because he had no one to pass it on to. He accepted that he'd die, told himself that. He did die.
But Ymir brought him back. She rebuilt his body and brought him back to life - if she really did that out of pure selflessness and devotion to her people, why didn't she do it with Levi? He's Eldian, too, technically, even if he's an Ackermann.
But Ackermanns are a byproduct and made to protect the royal family, and if we follow my thing right here, then she hated the royal family - she was forced to marry the king and give him offspring, after all. And she was nothing but a child. And she knew how dangerous Levi was - so she planned for him to die while rescuing Zeke, because she had a plan for him while Levi would have only endangered that.
In chapter 110, Zacharias refuses Mikasa and Armin to go see Eren - and promptly dies in an explosion. This might be a hot take, but I think Eren might have ordered someone to do so (because Ymir made him?) - because she needed to split the bond between them. And afterward, Eren escaped. Maybe it was used as a maneuver to get the attention off of him.
In chapter 112 he returns to meet Mikasa and Armin in the table scene - already threatening to transform if they make any move. "I am free. Whatever I do, whatever I choose. I do it out of my own free will."
That's what he says, entirely unprompted really. He proceeds to tell Armin that he's the one being controlled by Bertholt, and I think that mirrors the situation properly. Because it could serve as a parallel that it's not Armin but Eren controlled by "the enemy".
In that chapter, Eren effectively cuts all of the bonds to his friends even though in a few chapters before (when discussing who will inherit his titan once his time is over) he claims to care about them more than anything. And he does. He cares incredibly, he's a very emotional person - but suddenly, all of his emotions are gone. Seems fishy. â
He cuts Mikasa off by telling her he's hated her for his whole life, knowing it's her weak spot. He beats Armin up, knowing it's his weak spot because Eren was always there to take hits for him when he got beaten up as a child.
Once again, I think that's Ymir taking control of his memories and using them against him. That, or Eren used those purposefully to get them away from him and out of the danger zone, knowing that he's a time bomb.
In that chapter, it is thickly laid on that Eren "hates" slaves. "Do you know what I hate most in this world? Anyone who isn't free. That, or cattle. Just looking at them made me so angry, now I finally understand why. I couldn't stand to look at an undoubting slave who only ever followed orders."
Maybe, once again, that is Ymir speaking - she was reduced to a slave, and her creation of a titan made to fight was broken down by a vow the Eldian King created. The following inheritors only ever accepted that fate and didn't do anything to break free from it.Â
In chapter 130 when Eren tells Historia his plan, he says the following:Â
"The only way to put a final end to the cycle of revenge born from hate is to remove that history of hate from this world and bury it in the ground, civilisation and all." - he knows it's a repeating process, possibly because of previous memories handed down to him through the Attack Titan and looking through the royal bloodline with the Founding Titan (first seen when he kissed Historia's hand).
The cycle of revenge born from hate - gotta keep that in mind, cause I think it's very important looking at all of his actions.Â
There's this constant reference with his friends. In so many flashbacks, it tells us that Eren wants his friends to have happy lives. To be free. To live long. He adores his friends and loves them with all of his heart. So why tell them he hates them? Why beat them? Why get them involved in all of this?Â
Because it isn't him saying those things, and if it is there's more behind it.
In chapter 131 he apologizes to a child for everything he is about to do before it even happens. Maybe because he saw the outcome of it all?
He knows how much he will hurt the world and people, but he does it anyway because he needs this cycle to end.
 I'm not fully sure what the rest of his apology means, talking about how he was disappointed learning that people lived in the outside world. But what I do think is important is the last panel in that chapter, this one:
It views Eren with his eyes shut. Just his head. Usually, whenever he controls his titan, his eyes are open. His own body moves to control the titan. Here it isn't, though. I feel like that symbolizes how it's not him.
We established that he's a very emotion bound person that often rejects logic to follow his heart - he doesn't have his heart here. He can't listen to it. If you are manipulated the source of that manipulation always tries to break your mind first. Rob you of your beliefs and make you follow others.Â
The contrast is right then and there - why would he apologies in tears to a child he doesn't know at all and explain his intentions and beliefs when once it happens, and once the child is murdered, he doesn't show any reaction?
Sure, one could argue that he's not conscious after his head was shot off, but who caused the jump and transformation into the titan if not Eren? Possibly Ymir.Â
It is shown that the user has to focus on that goal to transform, as in season one with Eren and the well, so either Eren was conscious enough - somewhat doubtful - or Ymir had full control of him then and there already as soon as he stepped into paths.
In chapter 133 Reiner says something important; "If it was me, I'd probably.. want someone else to handle the power of the founder by now. And if I couldn't, I'd want it to be stopped by someone."
There's pretty much a direct contrast once again - are Eren and the Rumbling controlled by someone else? In my opinion, yes.Â
Does he want someone else to stop it? He most likely does, why else would Mikasa, Armin, and co be able to move freely? Ymir not so much.Â
I feel like he's putting up a resistance to them, which is why she can't control them properly despite them being Eldians.Â
They get thrown into paths then, and when they see Eren it's him but his younger version. Around nine or ten, probably.
What I think happened here is that Ymir is keeping him trapped in a younger version of himself - similar to that one time he was wrapped up in blankets in his home and Armin was knocking on the window behind him, trying to shake him awake and conscious again.
She's keeping his conscience reminded of good memories to hold him there and be able to move freely with his body - like I said, she's using him as a vessel to push her actions, her dream, her ideal world and outcome into his hands.
"In order to gain my own freedom, I will take freedom away from the world." Sounds a lot like something Ymir could have been saying, in my opinion. But then again, who knows.
This panel is also important:
Eren, in his young form, is simply standing next to Ymir. And he doesn't do anything. He doesn't react or recognize his friends, and most importantly, he mirrors how Ymir is standing in the exact same way.
She's mirroring herself onto him, projecting her conscience onto his body. It proceeds with "If you want to stop me, then try to stop me from ever taking another breath" - once again, and I cannot stress this enough, Ymir uses Eren's memories against him.
She knows his friends won't risk him dying. She knows they would do anything to protect him. This is her playing it safe; they won't kill him, ergo they won't stop her from continuing her plan by using him.Â
Now in the recent chapter, she's standing on top of his spine and it becomes very clear that she's controlling it all. She's building former titan shifters from his spine, and controlling them to separate the team from Eren's location - and Armin's, most likely even Zeke's.Â
She figured out that they won't give up until they found Eren and can talk to him, so she creates that barrier that she's sure they won't manage to surpass. Not with limited supplies.Â
When Pieck becomes a danger, she eliminates her by impaling her on that trident - but she doesn't injure her beyond conscience or in a threatening state. She specifically uses Galliard and Berthold against Reiner, and throws those two on him to damage him in his abilities and trick his mind, to manipulate him.
Armin says it himself:Â "If Eren is only attacking onward like he said he would then this resistance is coming from Ymir."Â If Eren is attacking onward to follow the goal to end the cycle, then Ymir is the one bringing all the complications. They might work hand in hand, but I do strongly believe that all of the complications are solely on Ymir. Eren never wanted to risk hurting his friends.
In fact, and this is if he is conscious enough to pull any strings right now, I think he might be setting things up to ensure that his friends are the ones that kill him.Â
#attack on titan#shingeki no kyoujin#aot season 4#aot spoilers#snk spoilers#aot 135#snk manga#aot manga#eren jaeger#first post lets see how this goes#did i crack a code? maybe.#i did say hot take
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Tokka Week 2020: Familyđđ
(just another one-shot)
It's been months since I've seen her, I left thinking it'll be a matter of weeks. The councils of both the tribes had agreed and even I didn't anticipate a resistance. I wondered from time to time how she felt when she got to know that I'll be kept longer and was in a civil war of sorts again,if she'll show up in her metal armour again. The thought of how that armour clings tightly around her upper body was enough to make a grown man day dream. He thought about how soft her cheeks and lips were,all he wanted to was kiss her, passionately. He thought about holding his baby girl in his arms and kissing her forehead,she was the brightest child in the world according to him. He hoped Toph hadn't been too hard on her.
By the time he reached the door step,his every muscle was torn from tiredness,his head hurt from the long hours of sleepless travel(troubles in the ship). But his heart was so full of happiness,his mind full of thoughts and activities to do with both of his girls. He knocked the door and one of his known servants opened the door, thankfully. "Bo, it's so good to see you. Can you get some guys to put all this luggage in my room?" Sokka said,he was the kind of guy who treated servants with more respect than anyone,water tribe had engrained these values of compassion for one and all in him well enough. However,Bo didn't match his enthusiasm,he looked rather flustered, uncomfortable. He didn't meet his eyes when he answered "Sure sir,welcome back. I'll get right at it. ". Sokka was a chief,a strategist and a warrior he knew damn well that something was going on,he raised an eyebrow at Bo,to which Bo replied "did the news reach you?". Sokka worriedly replied "what news?. Is Toph okay?. Is she gone for another dangerous case?. Is Lin-" ,he was then cut off by a "nothing, she's just in an important meeting and will be late,your daughter will be in the study as of now,you can meet her."
Bo then rushed off and Sokka knew something was off but he didn't care,he was seeing Lin after 6 months,he entered the study and saw her dedicatedly reading some book on the history of earth kingdom,when she looked at him,her eyes sparked up with excitement. She ran to him and hugged him,he picked her up. "You're getting bigger,young chief" he told Lin. She giggled and gave him the biggest kiss on the cheek. They spent the entire afternoon talking about how he had fought cleverly and bravely and stopped a civil war and how Lin had aced the basics of earth bending forms. They were laughing like two six year olds,one of them was and well the other was, let's just say not six at all.
Nonetheless they talked like equals,like a true father and daughter duo. They both were fascinated with each other's stories,proud of their achievements and blissful to be back together again. Sokka told Lin that she didn't have to go to any class today, she'll be home spending "quality time" with her father and Lin was more than pleased with this offer.
Sokka went to take a bath after his lunch with Lin and found the two servants who were supposed to bring his luggage up to his room chatting. "I don't know how it's going to be like when he finds out. He has no idea." .The other servant replied "only a matter of time before it all blows up in her face,the nasty attitude,the bringing a guy in the house a week after he left.". Sokka couldn't believe what he had just heard,his body was paralyzed. He felt like he could no longer function. When he had gotten together with Toph he knew it was real,she made him the happiest man on the planet,their comfort with each other was unparalleled. He had been gone longer and she too,why didn't she wait this time. He was no Kanto,he was Sokka,her long time friend,her colleague,her family. He immediately stopped the thoughts from going any further and consuming him. He believed in her and her love. After his bath,his distress had still not eased.
As much as he didn't want to involve Lin in this he had to. Reassuring and horrible thoughts kept gushing his mind,the thoughts had reached the brim of his mind. He went to Lin,she was in her room playing with some of the toys he had got from his home,her fascination with them lit up her face. She was the most adorable child he had ever seen and also the smartest,he took great pride in raising her.
Sokka taught her how to use some of the toys and after five matches of Pai-sho which he deliberately let her win,Lin was tired. Sokka sat next to her,he didn't want to involve her in this and get to know how insecure her father is being right now but he had no other choice. "Lin,has some man been coming home lately?." ,he asked. His tone was a semi-friendly one but it masked fear,a lot of it, nervousness and denial to believe anything other than no. "Yeah,there has been. He has been coming every week since you've left. He is amazing,he brings me these amazing gummies and-", before Lin could complete,Sokka got up and told her to go and play with some of her friends for a while,he had some work to do. Before Lin could stop him and cling to him,he stormed out of the room.
There was no servant in his sight or he would have beaten the truth out of them. His mind was now an utter mess ,"how could she?.We were so happy,we didn't give it the name of a marriage but we were one happy family. She couldn't. She wouldn't have. Maybe it was Aang,maybe he's in town. Maybe it's the servant who reads her notices and letters. It can't be, I trust her and her love for me." ,all these thoughts were enough for him to stop mid-way and rub his forehead that was still aching from the lack of sleep. He was angry at her,who was this man after all?. He was angry at himself,how can his trust in her be so fickle.
He entered his room,their room. And he saw her. Face turned the other side. She was in her armour but something seemed wierd. She wasn't standing in the attention position she had mastered,she looked fragile. He never thought a day would come when she lookedâŠâŠ.weak. "Toph" his voice was full of emotions for a second his mind had forgotten all about this other man,his voice was soft, calming and on the verge of cracking. They both were always on duty,they spent months like these often,Toph would go off and Sokka would stay with Lin and vice versa. But every time they saw each other after their period of separation,they spent the whole night talking, hugging, being happy that they were safe, mocking each other and what not. These memories calmed Sokka down.
He heard a gasp,he could see that she had lifted one hand and probably put it at her mouth?,her face was facing the other side. "Wouldn't you turn around?" He asked her. It was obvious now,he was crying. He heard a muffled sob. "I'm sorry Sokka, I don't know what to do, I'm happy to see you, I am, I really am but I don't know how to say this to you",her voice was cracking after every five words. Sokka's heart sank,so there is another man,he thought. He took a step back,he felt devastated,angry, miserable, heart broken and it wasn't long before he would've started shouting at her,he couldn't handle it.
He did everything right,he loved her right,if she didn't want him home,she could have sent a letter. Hawkie was always here to deliver anyway. "Look me in the eye and say it,Toph.",his voice asserted dominance,she had only heard him talk like this on battle fields to the people who answer to him. But it was not only dominance,his voice sounded like he was repressing anger and pain,a lot of it. So he knew,she thought. She hated his reaction,as scared as she was,she didn't expect THIS.
"Oh, I'm sorry Sokka. It's all my fault,if it hurts you so much get out of here, I've done all this once and I'll do it a second time.",she turned around in fury. Sokka scoffed and was about to say something when he saw it.
Was it a baby bump?. He hadn't seen her in the nine months when she was pregnant with Lin but here she was, standing with one hand on her stomach and the other on her back. She continued in fury "do you know how it was like for me?. A week after you left I found out about THIS. But I thought it wouldn't be as hard for me because now you were here,you would look after our child,Sokka!!". She sat on the bed side and tried to continue screaming when Sokka came down at his knees and touched the baby bump. He kissed it,his touch was so gentle, she had missed it so much. Toph breathed sharply,the gesture came as a surprise to her. "What are you doing?" She said. "Why didn't you tell me Toph, I would've-" he was cut off by Toph,"come right away? That's why. I didn't want to put you in a situation where you had to choose between your duties and your family. Whether or not you would have liked this,you would've been effected by it. You were at war for crying out loud. I was so scared for you,so worried about you-". Sokka shut her up with a kiss that was filled with longing and love and an apology?. She thought. They both leaned in, losing themselves completely in this,cheeks wet from tears and eyes shut close. This moment lasted forever,they took moments off where Sokka stroked her hair and she kissed his hand.
They were then interrupted by a coughing sound and when they pulled away,Sokka saw a man at the door,he carried a small bag and had spectacles. "Sokka,this is my doctor. He makes sure of my health,my mom and dad send him in every 4-5 days because of their paranoia." Sokka kissed her nose and whispered "I'm sorry" in her ear. Before she could ask him for what,he bombarded the doctor with questions "is the child going to be healthy?. Is Toph fine?. Why is her bump still so small?. When is it going to kick?. Will it be a bender or a non bender,does it know that it doesn't matter?. Is it a boy or a girl?.". He spent hours getting filled up on her pregnancy months that he had not been a part of from the doctor, Toph just lay on the bed smiling and grinning. Occasionally saying things like "Meathead STOP,YOU ARE EMBARRASSING!!" and laughing at his replies that went like "then what are you?".
She adored him with all her heart,she finally was with the right man,this one would stick around,this one pushes her to be a better parent everyday,this one means the world to her. Her mind was at so much ease,sometime after the doctor left and Sokka had kissed her and hugged her and jumped around her in excitement and love and also explained what he had thought was going on and got scolded for it,Lin peeked through the door. She thought she was hiding properly but both Sokka and Toph knew she was here. "Lin!!!! Why didn't you tell me?!. You're getting a sister or a brother." Sokka exclaimed,"I'm sorry, I thought you already knew" Lin sounded overly apologetic. "No,no sweetie, it's fine,dad's here,come sit with us". He picked her up and placed her near Toph's belly.
There they were,three of them looking like a real family. No marriage,not even Sokka's biological child but he didn't care,Lin was hers and so was Toph. There was another baby coming and they were a perfect family. They spent the evening getting ready for a fancy dinner at Toph's favorite restaurant(cravings you know),Sokka kept obsessing about just how beautiful Toph was and she kept touching him whenever she could,brushing hands,nose rubs,hugs. Pregnancy had made her soft,she thought. No,it was Sokka,he always makes her this way and she loves it. As Sokka carried Lin on his shoulders,Toph brushed her hair with her hand. Sokka looked at her face with love and adoration, excitement for this new chapter of their lives and she knew he was looking. She even blushed a little. God,how Sokka loved making her blush. "Gonna stare at me all night meathead or are we ever gonna leave?." She smirked and they all went to have dinner. And so just an overly happy family at an overly expensive restaurant with an overly protective man who glared at every man who looked at his woman and kid who looked at his daughter enjoyed their meal in peace or their idea of peace.
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For anyone who saw this, i urge u to read Right of Way. Okay io, my heart. First, as a jk stan, i feel like a several punches hit me from every direction. I'm the kind of reader who easily immersed into the character especially w the pronoun 'you' i feel like someone is reading me a story of my life, so yes i am bawling, usually it took me a few fluff or smut fic to simmer down the emotion but not this one. I went to bed with swollen eyes. I couldn't read a shit after that.
I will put all my answers under the cut because this is RoW and my emotions for this fic has no end T_T | đ
â€ïž Rara | đ Io (I decided to answer it as if weâre just chatting and not hurting rip our weak hearts for RoW Jimin, Jungkook, and OC)
[AN EXCHANGE FULL OF SPOILERS]
â€ïž : For anyone who saw this, I urge u to read Right of Way. Okay io, my heart. First, as a jk stan, i feel like a several punches hit me from every direction. Iâm the kind of reader who easily immersed into the character especially w the pronoun âyouâ i feel like someone is reading me a story of my life, so yes i am bawling, usually it took me a few fluff or smut fic to simmer down the emotion but not this one. I went to bed with swollen eyes. I couldnât read a shit after that.
đ : Rara, I feel you!!! I am the type of reader who hardcore immerses herself even if the main character gets killed or is a ghost because the best way for me to relate and feel everything to the core is to immerse, I can never read something as an outsider, okay maybe thereâs a few I started out as an outsider but eventually caved in (even named OC fics lol, itâs fun to be someone else), sorry to break it to you but NO FIC CAN EVER HEAL THE DAMAGE RIGHT OF WAY HAS DONE TO YOU, NO FIC CAN MAKE YOU FORGET OF THE EVENTS, THE MISTAKES, THE REGRETS, THE PENANCE, THE ACCEPTANCE, THE WEIGHT THIS FIC WILL HAVE ON YOU IS TOO HEAVY YOU NEED A SUPPORT/SUFFER GROUP.Â
ONCE YOU READ RoW YOUR HEART WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.
â€ïž : RoW jk is childish, to me. But maybe he is just naive or confused. For him to fall for oc but still care about sohee is kind of dick move to me, but someone once told me âwe cannot choose who fall in love with, and we certainly cannot choose how it will happen eitherâ. Thatâs their fates. Iâm pretty satisfied w the ending bcs thereâs no bad person in this story, just bad decisions. What saddens me is, it seems like only OC who pays the price.
đ : That is true that he seems like a childish one but isnât that the beauty of being a child? loving without limits, with all your heart? no hesitations, just trusting that love will be kind, good, untainted even, he saw something in OC thatâs why he opened up himself to her and fell for her even if we cannot fully understand the set-up they agreed to have, I hated him for staying with Sohee, I could never understand that part but then again have you seen how feral Sohee was for Jungkook? the girl would kill for the boy, she snaked her way to get him and sheâd do anything for history to not repeat itself, but the gods said fuck you Sohee weâll let the boy stray, he cheated once, heâll cheat again, what makes you think youâre special hun? youâre right nobody is a bad person here since theyâre all humans, something led them to commit the sins theyâve done in this lifetimeâŠ
Soheeâs Fault was stealing Jungkook from Seulgi, she was head over heels for him she didnât think twice, she just wanted to get him at all costs even if it means karma will find her sooner or later, she lusted after him and eventually loved him so thereâs no way she was letting go, hence, she carefully planned everything so she gets pregnant with his baby, sick right? but the reality is sheâs not the only one who did this thing to their partner, she just didnât fucking care as long as she keeps Jungkook.
Jiminâs Fault was trusting and loving OC too much he shrugged every sign of her infidelity under the rug, what a libra thing to do Jimin (I am a Libra and I can attest to this Libra trait especially when in love) he was too blinded by love that he gave her every benefit of the doubt whenever she skips dates, goes home late, always tired, even asking to be fucked dog style, sigh, he lost the love of his life to his best friend (well he lost his loves twice to the same boy) she was nothing but an empty shell pre-programmed to respond to him like a lover would and that fucking hurt, I think among the four characters here he received the most damage cluelessly, what a poor loving soul, my heart shattered for him, he only wanted to give her the world but she decided to run to a different planet.
Jungkookâs Fault was being weak and not opening himself up to Sohee, if he only opened up to her the way he did to OC then this wouldnât have happened, sheâs always been there but something is still missing but he shouldâve talked things with her instead of finding solace in the arms of OC, because of the secret class they shared they had to write something together which I think couldâve been written minus their drunken state but whoops this is their fate, maybe in another universe they belonged together and theyâre trying it as well in this one? (coherence fucked up my mind so I keep thinking of alternate universes) also, Jungkook did nothing to stop the sins theyâre doing, heâs into deep inside her in every sense and there was no going back, he was willing to ruin relationships and friendships but fate was cruel, he only had a taste of his euphoria before everything came crashing down.
OCâs Fault was thinking she was strong enough to fight her strong feelings and urges, she thought she was not capable of doing such thing, she wasnât a bad person, maybe the stable relationship really got to her (long-term relationships can get boring and it isnât pretty) and having a taste of something or someone new is titillating, also, it wouldnât be bad right? because itâs the worst, just like Jungkook she gave in to lust, god their sexual chemistry and actual chemistry off-sex is something every lover should have except they arenât lovers but sinners trying to milk each other everything they got before the world reveals their secrets, she knew it was wrong but she always kept coming back for more, as much as she tried to stay away and forget about everything she keeps spiraling down with Jungkook, it was no longer a mistake but a choice. ultimately, she had to pay the price because that was her predicament, she got the short end of the stick, everything was ruined for her, her relationship with Jimin, Sohee, and Jungkook.
â€ïž : If i could wish for a different ending i would say a happy ending but that is unreal. I would want oc to end up w jk, sohee didnt ended up pregnant. (Thats the thing isnât it, when uâre pregnant uâre bound for life, for the sake of the child). Maybe oc can end up w jimin, she will live her whole life as jimin wife and also as a liar. Point is, the ending is âthis is bound to happen, someone have to take the bulletâ n i think itâs necessary rather than satisfying,
đ : Youâre absolutely right about somebody taking the bullet and thatâs obviously OC, this is why it fucking hurts, you know for a fact that she didnât do all of this on her own, itâs not like she forcefully had her way with Jungkook, Iâm just so appalled because he was a fuckboy and suddenly lost all knowledge and imagination on this exact position âItâs actually pretty shimple⊠The girl is straddling the guy, her back facing him while her face is turned to the side so he can kiss her.â imo, he tricked her by playing dumb, maybe itâs true theyâre tipsy but he constantly bugged OC after which means he remembers everything theyâve done that one sinful nightâŠ
~ the first ending I hoped for was Jimin and OC getting back together, I prayed so hard that heâll have the heart to forgive and take her back but this the reality of cheating and getting cheated on, no matter how much you try to mend and put the pieces back together it will never fit perfectly again, edges now cracked and torn thereâs no way their perfect relationship will ever be the same, as one of my favorite songs said âwith each passing day the pain still stays the sameâ no matter how hard Jimin tries, his trust and love for her will never be the same, he will always doubt her and be reminded of her infidelity, it will not be a pleasant ride for them so itâs better that they didnât end up being together because even if time heals all wounds the scar she gave him will always hurt like a salted fucking open wound.
~ the second one I hoped for was that Jungkook gives up everything even if Sohee was pregnant, this is brutal I know but if he truly loved OC he would keep his promise and be with her, with or without a child growing inside his girlfriend because itâll never be the same for them but unlike Jimin, Sohee was willing to try and forget because he loves Jungkook too much, I applaud her for trying but I believe she will never be truly happy, she will be constantly reminded of stealing Jungkook from Seulgi, forcing their child into this world as a trap to keep him, and the devastating fact that Jungkook was willing to give everything up for OC, and that for a short period of time he loved her like the world was about to end, and end it did, Sohee won in this lifetime, suffering is a small price to pay to be with Jungkook ig, they can try but reality will come checking up on them once in a while and it wonât be fun, their relationship is damaged but for Hikaru their innocent angel they will try.Â
~ the last and ultimate ending I prayed for was OC ending up alone, another savage wish because I love suffering, but this was the only way for her heart to be free from all the pain and guilt, she suffered long enough by keeping secrets and coming back to Jungkookâs arms, she wasnât a bad person, she was just weak and lost the battle in holding tightly onto her morals because love is something you canât run away from, yes, I believe that she and Jungkook fell in love it was evident in the incriminating poem he made her âthe tiny islands of your birthmark leading me to your center like a happy trailâ he paid attention to every part of her and you donât do that to a random fuck, it was hard not to love the pair despite the sins theyâve done because fuck Iâm crying again, my chest now heaving from too much pain ugh, they were perfect (these lines shouldâve been on my second ending but whatever Iâll get to my point) if only Jimin and Sohee didnât exist or sure let them join the picture except theyâre just random friends, but theyâre not, and thatâs why it sucks that she had to endure all of this losing a lover, losing a friend, and losing a soulmate (because fuck the way Jungkook loved her screams soulmate to me except heâs tied to another T_T)
â€ïž : My favorite moment would be when jimin found the poems, man it went down like Iâm falling from a cliff straight into the coldest sea on earth. U know when u ride a rollercoaster, on the falling part, u feel like ur heart is at ur throat? That how i feel as jimin reads the poem. Now imagine being jimin. Imagine being cheated on in the worst way anyone could possibly imagine. He was ready to propose to oc, jk is his bff, she fucked jk while he was away, on the couch next to their photoâŠ
đ : RARA, I FELT THAT, I RECENTLY VISITED A FAMOUS THEME PARK AND FUCK THE ROLLERCOASTER RIDE THERE TOOK MY SOUL, ALL I SHOUTED OUT WAS LOOOOOORRRRRRDDDDD AND I DIED ~ anyway, that poem part fucked me up, I was literally bawling my eyes out, I have been cheated on but if I happened to discover the affair the way Jimin did I would die, when I discovered my boyfriend of almost 8 years cheated on me my heart froze, literally fucking freezing cold and not a single tear dropped that day, the following days were hellish, thatâs when I wanted to cry and release all my pain but still no tears (I knew it was coming I guess) ~ this is why the length of a relationship doesnât really matter because itâs never an assurance that your partner will be faithful to you, maybe things got boring okay I admit to that but what I can never understand is, why stay and cheat and hurt your partner if youâre no longer happy.
no one owns anybody nor is anyone entitled to own anybody or have them as a back-up in case your mission to cheat or flirt fails, that is just fucking sick.
â€ïž : I love it that I major in literature study, bcs i can keep my mind sane instead of just blaming myself (oc), i see it from each charactersâ pov and god, the author deserves a standing ovation. This is so many asks hehe, i feel like i still have a lot to say but I couldnât think straight right now, too clouded by the angst smoke, hehe p:s i love u more!
đ : ohhh thatâs an interesting fact, my major and my profession has nothing to do with literature or anything, in fact, people who studied my major probs hate English ghasdjfghjdsagfhjsadgfjksd, Iâm just used to seeing both sides of the story and trying to understand why they are like that, did something happen to them to end up in the situation theyâre in? what is missing in their lives? what are they craving for? what tipped off the balance? nobody wanted to be in the predicament theyâre in, Sohee, Jimin, Jungkook, and OC were victims of time and circumstance, just because things didnât turn out the way you want them to doesnât mean life or fate or destiny is cruel, this is the nature and balance of this universe, if they give everything to us freely even if we tried taking it in the most inappropriate or evil way there would be nothing but chaos, I just hope that somewhere out there our girl OC is happy and having the time of her life, Iâm no longer wishing for Jimin to come back, I just want all of them to heal and learn from their experience, itâs sad and painful but they were just never meant to be, Jimin nor Jungkook was never meant for OC, OC wherever you are my love, I hope youâve healed and loved yourself well and put back the pieces of your broken self together, love will find you and it will be beautiful.
#answered#tete-a-tete#ft#qq#rara#joonkookiemonster#RoW suffering club#THIS IS AN EXCHANGE BETWEEN DEVASTATED READERS OF RoW#SPOILER POST PLEASE AVOID AT ALL COSTS IF YOU HAVEN'T READ RoW YET#UNLESS YOU WANT TO SUFFER? BE OUR GUEST ~#combined word count: 2579k~#this was super long i'm sorry rara ~ love you!
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Family Affairs
I slunked back to Asriel and Toriel's room, feeling ashamed of what I said and did. I couldn't believe I actually went that far just to cut Toriel down, all because of what I heard her do. All the aggression towards Asgore and everyone else, all of her grave misbehavior. I swallowed my pride and went to the boss monsters to apologize. But as I entered the room, little did I know all three boss monsters were crying. They ignored my presence as I stepped inside, trying to get their attention.
"Hey, excuse me." I sheepishly ebbed, trying to get their attention.
Asgore and Asriel said nothing as they looked toward my guilt-ridden face. Toriel was the only one brave enough to face me again, but she looked ready to turn to dust.
"What is it that you want, sir?" She managed, feeling her tears ready to pour down like a waterfall.
"Perhaps you wanted to remind me of how horrible I am as a person? Or maybe you wish to wean this world of me? I will hold still so you may do as you wish. I no longer care how fast it happens."
Oh, fuck. Yep, I crossed the line. I accidentally made Toriel suicidal for a moment. Clearly, I went too far. I had to say something to let her know how remorseful I was of how cruel I was being with her.
"Actually, I came to apologize. Not just to you, Ms. Toriel, but to your son and his majesty, King Asgore. What I said and did was unacceptable, unforgivable, and ultimately, beyond ruthless. And I believe all three of you deserve to know that you all deserve a chance to be happy. Clearly, all I did was make your lives even worse than they already were. And they were all pretty bad to start with. I don't expect you to forgive me, but I DO want you to know that I really am sorry for the way I acted. It was a horrible thing to do, and I genuinely regret it. And it's okay if you despise me now. Never really been my own biggest fan anyway."
Asgore and Asriel were so shocked at how humble I was being, they wiped their tears and faced me as more streamed downward..
"Thank you for your kind words." Asgore humbly bellowed.
"Admin...I never thought you could be so humble." Asriel shamefully admitted.
"Yeah. I know. I...I think Asgore probably wants to say something? Or maybe Toriel?" I requested.
"Thank you. Toriel?" Asgore called.
"Yes, Asgore?" Answered Toriel as she raised her head enough to face the king.
"It is true what he said, is it not?"
"Yes, it is. Asriel and I have been having incest with each other."
"And it is also true what you have said, correct?"
"Yes. I am in love with Asriel. My own son. He...he makes me happy, Asgore. Whenever I'm around him, I just...feel safe and happy and just all around a better person than I really am. I know what I have done in the past, but it's because of my past behavior that I have become VERY unhappy. For the longest time. I know I act like it doesn't bother me, but the truth is I have been unhappy for a long time. Ever since our children died, I contemplated ending it all just as you have. I have destroyed countless lives, and it ruined my joy forever. But with Asriel, I feel like I recovered a small piece of it, and...I just want to hold onto it as tightly as I can, and never let go for even a second."
"Toriel. I..."
Asgore was shocked at what she said. She was just as devastated at the consequences of the past as he was. He couldn't remain scorned. He forgave her.
"Have you really felt like this?"
"Yes, Asgore, I have. Once, Sans had to stop me because it got so bad. Because I became so unfathomably depressed."
"Well, Toriel...all I want is for you to be happy. Listen. If our son makes you happy, then this is the last time I stand between you two, as long as Asriel also wants this."
"Dad, I don't know how to say this without sounding gross, but...I'm in love with mom." Asriel humbly declared.
"She...means the world to me. I can't even think of a single day in which I'm not happy to see her, except for when I was soulless. I love her like Frisk and Chara love each other: completely, and with no regrets. I just...can't be without her anymore. We look into each other, and we see ourselves. I've never...felt this way for anyone before. But I get it if you're dissappointed in me. I am too. With what I did and said, that would be guaranteed at this point."
"Asriel. Listen. All I want for you and Toriel is your happiness. And so, despite my personal views upon this union, for you two, I shall cast them aside."
Asgore and Asriel shared a tear-filled hug, reconciling from before. Truly a turning point for tonight after my serious bombshell.
"Now then...if you two are going to be affectionate in public, your real names cannot be stated, or people will find out what you are doing. That being said, perhaps you two have alternate identities?"
"Actually yes, we do." Toriel said, feeling a little better than before.
"When Asriel and I choose to be intimate in public, he is to be called 'Dante' when I am with him. I, however, have the name 'Phoebe'. We use these names around people who don't know us. In addition, I stop speaking how I do when I'm being polite. I change my tone and use of words to avoid suspicion. We have both been very careful to not let a great many people know about what we do. If they do know, most of them have no idea we are mother and son. The ones that DO know have done an excellent job of keeping silent. Only Frisk, Chara, Asriel and I speak of it at leisure in my or Frisk's home."
"Interesting. So what you're saying is you're constantly hiding your relationship in plain sight? But then, why were you here tonight? Why were you not at your house?"
"Because I missed him. I simply wanted to be with him, in more ways than one."
"Well, I'm glad we have finally settled this. But, I do have one request for you and Asriel."
"Really? What is it?"
"I want to watch you both just this once as you consummate your relationship."
Toriel blushed at the thought of being watched whie she was having sex with Asriel. As for me, I looked away awkwardly as I kept my mouth shut, too scared to say another word.
"I'm...actually flattered, Asgore. I always wanted to be watched while I have sex. And the fact that it's by someone who knows my body inside and out is simply too much to pass up. So...that will be perfect for me. Asriel?"
"If you really wanna watch...then get ready to see how a REAL man pleases a beautiful woman such as mom." Asriel said, casting aside his self-pitying bout.
"As much as I'd love to watch two or three boss monsters get busy, I'm tired, guys. Think I'm gonna go to bed." I said, leaving the room with a clearer conscience.
I was glad to bring her back from the edge, and I'm happy that she's actually feeling...well, HAPPY, but...I don't think I should be such an asshole to her anymore. If her ice is this thin, then from now on, I better tread carefully, or I'll break it...
#undertale#asriel dreemurr#toriel#asgore dreemurr#admin post#my art#now in unlimited colors!!!#sorry for the long post#i'm trying to tell a story here#tw: incest
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I absolutely adore your DamiJon work and couldn't help but wonder if you're up for an angsty fic where Dami and Jon are on a mission together but a mishap happened and it looked like Damian died to save Jon. Jon was devastated because he was actually planning to confess/propose to Dami after that. Though Dami is not actually dead. Would have been more heartbreaking if the song You're my sunshine was playing at the back
First of all, thank you very much! :D I played a bit with the prompt and I ended up with a very long, very mushy story. I hope itâs something similar to what you were expecting :DÂ Jonâs 16 here and Damianâs 19 and theyâre both huge dorks.
Read on AO3Â
Itâs a long, boring, frustrating mission. And Jon knows Damianâs hating it as much as he is, even if Robinâs never going to admit it out loud because he was the one who choose it, so complaining about it now in Damianâs brain would be like admitting to a mistake, and of course mistakes are a thing that only happens to others.
Jon sighs and flies around the decrepit building one more time, monitoring Damianâs position with his x-ray vision. Once established that the place was empty, Jon had let Damian explore the inside of the building by himself as a punishment for his pride, but now heâs getting bored with the wait.
From the outside the building is shabby just as much as its surroundings, and doesnât reflect Jonâs expectations of a cool criminal lair at all. Then again, the guy to whom it belongs to is equally, if not more lame.
For a start, he calls himself the Travelling Thief, which is already flimsy enough on its own, in Jonâs humble opinion. Add to it a flashy glittery costume, a monocle and a top hat, and you have the most embarrassing ArsĂšne Lupin copycat Jonâs ever seen in his life.
Worst thing is theyâve been chasing after this guy for almost three weeks now and discovering his hideout is their biggest accomplishment so far, even if Jon canât begin to phantom how a loser like that had managed to play them for so long. And yet, here they are.
âI found the stolen goodsâ, Damian says over the comm - which are completely useless to someone with Jonâs powers, but Superman himself has told him not to bother with the Bats because thereâs just no way to win some arguments with them.
âAny trace of your friend?â, Jon asks, lazily flying around to scan the neighborhood. There isnât much to see there either, only abandoned warehouses and a playground that has probably seen his last child before Jon was even born.
âHeâs not my friendâ, Damian snaps at him. âHeâs our case.â
âWhatever, Batboy.â
Damian grumbles some insults of choice, and then there is silence for a few minutes.
âDamn.â
Jon stops in midair and locates Damian again. Heâs in the basement now, where the real headquarters of the Travelling Thief are supposed to be.
âSomething wrong?â
âSilent alarm. Just activated itâ, Damian explains through gritted teeth. âNo way heâs coming back here now. We have to find another place to ambush him.â
âGreatâ, Jon sighs. âIâm going to get married and we will still be chasing after this guy, I know it. Iâll just go ahead and tell my mom to save a piece of cake for him. Heâll be a part of the family at that point.â
âStop whiningâ, Damian snarls. âThere are a lot of his preparatory files here, if we study them theyâll give us everything we need to catch him.â
Thatâs even worse news for Jon, and he groans internally.
ââŠare you telling me that this is how we are going to spend our weekend?â
Damian haughtily scoffs at him.
âRight, because you had better plans for it anyway.â
âAs a matter of fact I haveâ, Jon retorts, glancing down at his phone as it starts beeping. Talk about timing, he thinks with a smile. âBut since you obviously donât, I suppose you can finish this one on your own? You know, call the police, make a copy of the files before they arrive and all of that? âCause Iâve got a friend to meet.â
âOf course, I would never want to keep you from your social life, Kentâ, Damian answers, sarcasm heavy in his voice. âI mean, itâs already lacking as it is.â
Jon rolls his eyes and simply ignores the bait. Itâs a weak one anyway, compared to all the creative insults Damianâs thrown his way over the years.
âSweet!â, he says instead, voice filled with not-so-fake cheerfulness. âSee you later, Robin!â
âWhatever, Jonny boy.â
The last things he hears before sprinting towards the sky are Damianâs heavy sigh and the rustle of papers while he starts looking through the files.
-
He gets the call one hour later, while heâs in Metropolis, slurping down an ice cream and laughing with a bunch of school friends. Heâs happy because his plans for the weekend are great and he just canât wait to put them into practice.
Then his cellphone starts ringing and his fatherâs number comes up on the screen.
âHey dad!â, Jon greets him, still in the middle of a laugh.
âJonathan.â
That one word is enough to freeze Jon on his feet. He knows that tone, he knows that voice. Somethingâs wrong.
Really, really wrong.
The conversation lasts less than a minute, and Jon doesnât understand his fatherâs words right away, but Clark says Damian and accident and you need to come back right now, so Jon runs and then he jumps and then he flies, and the whole time he feels like every inch of his insides is padded with cotton, and the only two words he can think about are Damian and accident. Damian. Accident.
Accident.
Damian.
Damian.
-
Thereâs nothing left of the building he and Damian were checking out a little more than one hour ago.
Not even debris under which they can dig. Thereâs nothing.
Jon stands in midair, clouds of dust and ashes swirling his cape around him as he stares down at the giant, big, black hole on the ground without understanding.
âThe explosion wiped out the whole areaâ, his father explains. âWe donât know what provoked it or where Robin was when it happened but-â
Superman is not talking to him. Heâs talking to Damianâs family. Jonâs pretty sure none of them has yet noticed him hovering above them, which is surprising, but not really, because if theyâre all here it means that theyâre assuming the worst, and the worst is-
Jon lands a few feet from them, and still no one acknowledges him.
Batman is silent. So very silent. Nightwingâs yelling. Red Hoodâs yelling too. Jon doesnât understand if theyâre yelling at each other or at someone else. Red Robin is silent too, but now heâs looking right at Jon with an intensity that even the cowl canât hide. Again, Jon doesnât understand.
So he approaches them, walking on wobbly feet.
âWhere is Damian?â, he asks, and he realizes thereâs anger in his voice only after the words roll out of his mouth. But heâs angry, yes. Because itâs ridiculous for them to be all here. If Damianâs injured someone should be with him. Who cares about the Travelling Thief, about their mission or the burned things? He knows that the bats are one big, freaky, emotionally stunted lot, but he also knows that underneath all of that they care, so why are they all here? Why did they leave Damian alone?
âWhere is Damian?â, he asks again, louder and angrier, and everybody finally turn towards him.
Thereâs something on their faces. Under their masks. Jon recognizes it as he recognized his fatherâs urgence when he called his name over the phone.
And still, he doesnât understand.
Refuses to.
But his scream broke the spell, and now everyoneâs moving, reacting, ready to answer his question. Red Robin is the first to speak.
âWhere is Damian?â, Tim repeats, voice half choked by a growl.
Jon focusses on him and Tim looks back with burning eyes, and Jon finally figures out the emotion behind his glare. Itâs hatred. Pure and simple. And this much, at least, he can understand. Because itâs nothing new. Because he knows that Tim looks at him, looks at Superboy and doesnât see Jon. He sees Kon. He sees his absence.
âWhere is Damian? Where the hell were you!â, Tim yells, taking a step towards him. âWhy werenât you with him? You were supposed to protect him!â
And Jonâs never thought of himself as Damianâs protector before, not really, but again, he understands what Tim means. If heâd been with Damian, he wouldâve shielded him with his body. This entire thing wouldâve been solved with a burned shirt and maybe a few cuts instead of⊠this.
Jon feels sick.
âWhere the hell were you?â, Tim asks again, almost but not quite yelling, cold rage dripping from his every word, and then Batman reaches out and grabs him by his shoulder, pulling him back.
âEnoughâ, Bruce growls.
It is enough, Jon realizes as he falls on his knees. It is enough for his brain to click and provide an answer to his question. He tastes the acid flavor of vomit in the back of his throat for the first time in years, before buckling forwards and spill the inside of his stomach on the ground, splattering both Batmanâs and Red Robinâs boots with what used to be a double vanilla and chocolate ice cream mixed up with the remains of his last lunch.
-
Heâs not sure about what time it is when he finds himself stumbling along the corridors of the Watchtower. Heâs exhausted, though. Theyâve been interrogating him for hours - and of course they were as gentle as they couldâve been, and they never called it an interrogation in the first place, but things are what they are, and as gentle as Bruce Wayne can try to be, he is the goddamn Batman, and at some point Jon broke up and started to cry, and from that moment on he doesnât really remember much.
Heâs sure heâs given them everything he knew about the Travelling Thief, but Damian had all the files about the case and Damian is-
Well.
He keeps walking for another undefined amount of time, until he turns a corner and unexpectedly finds Tim sitting cross-legged against a wall, unfocused eyes looking out the panoramic windows.
Heâs still wearing his costume, but his domino lies forgotten at his feet, alongside his bo staff. Heâs bathed in a deep red halo, and it takes Jon a moment to figure out itâs the sunset light covering him with a sanguine layer, and not some freaky figment of his own imagination drowning everything in blood.
Tim notices him but doesnât say anything, so Jon walks towards him with heavy steps, then he stops, reaches into the front pocket of his jeans and drops two tickets into his lap. Tim blinks up at him, then he glances down at the tickets and picks them up to examine them closer.
âI went to get theseâ, Jon starts explaining, voice soft and careful, refusing to look at anywhere else than the floor. âThereâs a concert this saturday, itâs a band Damian and I like a lot. It went sold out before I even realized they were in town, but a kid at my school managed to snatch a couple of tickets and agreed to give them to me, but I had to hurry, you know? Because there were other people who wanted âem and I⊠what I wanted was to ask Damian⊠I thought it could beâŠâ
Timâs laugh interrupts his rambling. Surprised, startled out of a justification he doesnât even know if he should try to give, Jon looks up at him with a quizzical glare, but Tim just keeps laughing, and itâs a wet, pained, humorless laugh.
He only stops when he realizes Jonâs staring at him, then he sniffles and looks at him with a smile so sad it looks like his face is breaking.
âTwo days ago Damian asked me to find him a couple of tickets for the same concertâ, Tim explains. âAnd, I suspect, for the same reason.â
âOhâ, Jon says. And then, before he has even the time to ponder on why the hell he should care about the answer, he asks: âAnd did you get them?â
âYesâ, Timâs smile breaks with a sob, and then there are tears on his face, and Jonâs cheeks feel pretty wet too. âOf course I did. Gave him hell for it, though.â
The last sentence is more out of Jonâs interpretation than anything, because Timâs crying too hard now to be intelligible. It doesnât really matter anyway.
Jon slumps down on the ground beside him, and thinks about how Tim is the closest link heâs ever had to Kon, this amazing older brother he never got to meet. He wonders if Tim knows. Jonâs not sure heâll ever care enough to tell him.
Right now he throws his arms around Timâs neck, presses his face into Timâs shoulder and cries as hard as he knows how, all of it while he pretends itâs his dead brother hugging him back instead of the very alive brother of his probably dead boyfriend.
-
No one uses the word dead.
Missing is how people refer to Damian in the following days, and Jon has a feeling that if anybody fucked up and accidentally used the word dead instead, theyâd find themselves at the short end of one of the Batsâ temper.
No one uses the word boyfriend either, not to define Damianâs relationship to Jon when they talk about them. Which is kind of fair, since neither Damian or Jon ever got to use that word before. Itâs all syntax anyway. Who cares.
To Jon is inconsequential.
He doesnât speak of Damian at all.
-
He wakes up in the middle of the night to the almost forgotten but still familiar sounds of the countryside.
When he said he wanted to move back to their old house in Hamilton for a few days, his parents had begged him not to, but they didnât really do anything to actually stop him from doing it anyway, probably because they understood more than anybody else the need of solitude for someone like him in a situation like this.
So his father had hugged his mother tight to his side and they both had kissed him on the forehead before letting him go. Jon was grateful to both of them.
He misses them now, while he lies in the dark of their old bedroom, but at the same time heâs glad to be alone, to not have to share his anger and his night terrors with anyone.
He gets up from the bed to open the window and let the cold air freeze the sweat running down his back, let it cool down his flushed face.
Outside only dark meadows already wet with dew, the rich smell of the earth in the summer, and a black sheet of sky dotted with stars.
Heâs grown to love Metropolis for its own beauty, but nothing, nothing, can compare with this in eyes.
âBecause this is home, Jonathanâ, his father had said long time ago, when Jon was still heartbroken about the moving. âThereâs never going to be something as beautiful as this is for you right now, and thatâs okay. Itâs good to have something beautiful to come back to.â
He was right, of course. Home is a beautiful thing. Even without your parents, and all your animals, and the smell of apple pie in the kitchen, and a once-upon-a-time little bat hanging upside down from the highest branch of the chestnut tree outside your bedroom. Home is good even when your head is empty of thoughts and your heart is heavy with regrets and you have run out of tears. Home is always home.
So Jon sits on the windowsill, bare feet dangling in the night, nose up to look at the stars, and he enjoys the emotions of feeling at home for a while.
Itâs while heâs looking at the sky that he realizes: today is saturday. Today is the night of the concert.
Right now, in another universe, heâs standing in a large crowd, singing and jumping on his feet, Damianâs fingers wrapped around his own. They are both covered in sweat, and Damianâs pretending to be annoyed by all the people around them and complaining that the musicâs too loud, but his lips taste of salt and illicit beer when Jon kisses him, and heâs smiling, heâs happy, theyâre happy, and they have four tickets instead of two, since they were both too stubborn to ask first, so maybe Tim and Kon are with them, because why the hell not, honestly?
If thereâs another universe, then let it be better than this one, let it be without mourning, without heartaches, without mistakes. Let it be without things left unsaid, without cowardice in the smallest things, without regrets. If thereâs another universe, one that you can only see at night with closed eyes, then what the hell, let it be perfect.
-
âAre you sure youâre okay? Do you have food? Clean clothes? Toothpaste?â
Jon smiles into his pillow.
âYes, mom, I promise Iâm fine.â
Heâs not fine, obviously. But Lois knows that. Sheâs just fussing a little bit without pushing too hard, just to remind Jon that sheâs there, always.
âBruceâs still lookingâ, she informs him gently. âSo is your dad.â
Jon doesnât say anything. Lois promptly cover the silence with news from his school. Sheâs not fretting about it because it will be over in less than a week anyway, and heâs not missing out on anything important, but Jon thinks sheâs also trying to keep him grounded, to tell him without using those exact words that life goes on.
And Jon wants to say that he knows that. That he just wants to forget it for a little while.
Bruceâs still looking. So is your dad.
Itâs been only three days.
Already three days.
After he closes the call he rolls on his side and goes right back to sleep.
-
He feels it coming, even in his sleep.
But itâs just that: a feeling, and Jonâs just too tired to actually care enough to get out of the bed.
The thing, however, doesnât leave him much of a choice when it decides to come crashing down right into the living roomâs windows. The sound of breaking glass is almost deafening in the silence of the night, and Jonâs on his feet before he even realizes to be awake.
Also, he knows heâs seen too many bad movies when he finds himself instinctively looking around the room for a baseball bat to wield against the intruders.
What the hell, Jonny boy, a voice that is not his own swears in his mind.
âWhat the hell indeedâ, Jon mutters.
He doesnât really need the lights more than he needs a baseball bat, but he turns them on anyway when he reaches the hallway. Whoever it is, be it a thief or a wandering animal, Jon doesnât want to startle them, or give away too much about himself either, since heâs not wearing his costume. A nice growl should be enough to scare away anything or anyone in there anyway. Or so he thinks.
At first, it doesnât make sense, maybe because he takes everything in in one instant: the crunching of the glass under his bare feet, the burning smell of something on fire, the cold wind coming in through the broken windows, the green glowing of a weird looking bike crashed into his couch, the two tangled figures in the middle of the room, the glimpses of red and purple under a black blanket, heavy breathing and two erratic heartbeats.
Then there is a short, choked moan, and one of the figures moves, propping themselves up on one elbow. The black and gold cape slips away and of course Jon already knew, he knew since the moment he heard his heartbeat, recognized it right away while he was still coming down the stairs because how could he not recognize it after all these years?, and yet his brain refused to formulate the thought, to lift the heavy fog of his mourning and allow him the hope, refused him the sheer reality of what heâs seeing right now until Damian raises his head and a green eye settles on Jon from behind the broken lens of his domino mask.
And he⊠smiles. Heâs covered in blood and looks like heâs been dragged through hell and back, and yet, Damian looks at Jon and he smiles.
âHey, Jonny boy.â
His voice is soft and scratchy and tired, but still somewhat amused, and Jon is at his side in less than an instant, pushing away the second figure from his back and barely realizing that itâs no other than their lame Traveling Thief, unconscious and showcasing a couple of bruises the size of Damianâs fists, but otherwise untouched. For now.
âDamianâ, Jon allows himself to call his name while he helps him rolling on his back. His hands are shaking, his head is full of cotton again, and he doesnât even have the time to realize he should be happy, because Damian is alive and here and alive, but Damian also doesnât look good at all, and Jon needs to do something right now, and at the same time heâs thinking how and you bastard, and he doesnât know what to do. âJust- just stay put, Iâll call my dad, our dads, or, or the hospital, I can carry you to the hospital right now, I can-â
A gloved hand encircles his wrist, but Jon barely feels the ruined rubber scratching against his skin. Itâs the way Damianâs looking at him that makes him snap out of his ramblings.
âDonât.â
Jon blinks, shifts on his knees and leans a little more towards Damian. His own heartbeat is frantic, compared to Damianâs slower one. It should be the other way around, Jon thinks, he should be the calm, collected one, he should be the one handling the situation better.
âDonât what?â, he asks, and he feels stupid. He should just snatch Damian up and fly back to Gotham, he should scream for his father and he would be here in less than a minute, and he would know what to do, but Damian is here, Damian is alive, and his brain is still processing that information.
âDonât call anyone. Iâm fine, Iâm-â, Damian coughs, and his face twists in pain and exhaustion. âI just need rest. Please. Donât call anyone.â
Rest doesnât fix cuts and dislocated shoulders on its own, that Jon knows of. But he looks over and over again and doesnât find anything worse on Damian, nothing life-threatening, only dried off blood and little scratches.
He shifts again, and settles Damianâs head on his lap, brushing sweaty strands of hair out of his eyes.
How, Jon wants to ask. How are you here, why did it take so much for you to come back, where were you all this time.
(Where the hell were you?, Tim screams again into his mind, but now itâs not the moment for that.)
âThey all believe youâre deadâ, he tells him instead, because he has this funny feeling that Damianâs not understanding how serious this situation is. âYour father, your brothers, I canât- Damian please, I need to call them, they need to know.â
The sound Damian makes in response is very similar to a scoff, but Jon canât be sure of it. What heâs sure of, is that Damianâs relaxing into his arms, his expression softened, his eyelids already half-closed.
âTomorrow.â
âTomorrow?â, Jon repeats with a frown.
âPlease?â
Thatâs always a weird word coming from Damianâs mouth. But itâs not the please, itâs the question mark at the end that really pulls at Jonâs heart. Because it sounds like begging, and Damian doesnât beg. Ever.
âOkayâ, he agrees mechanically. âOkay. Tomorrow.â
Batman is going to break his killing rule only for him, but okay. Because Damian asked. Thatâs what it matters right now. Damian is here, Damian is alive, and Damian is asking him for a favor thatâs probably going to get Jon killed in at least four different ways by four different people, but okay. Tomorrow. Because apparently thereâs going to be a tomorrow with Damian in it. Jon smiles.
Satisfied with his capitulation, Damian smiles back before his lashes flutter again and he starts falling down into a heavy slumber.
His face is covered in dust and sweat and blood crusts, his lips are dry and split, and yet that smile, as brief and tired and mocking as it is, still manages to be the most beautiful thing Jonâs ever seen. And thatâs probably why he doesnât even have the presence of mind to get angry at him like he maybe should. Instead he just tangles his fingers in Damianâs hair, presses their foreheads together, and keeps smiling.
-
The thought of moving Damian into a bed only occurs to him after half an hour or so, and only because he feels someone moving behind him. Incidentally, thatâs also when Jon remembers that he and Damian are not alone in the room.
Careful not to disturb Damian, whoâs still lying on the floor with his head settled on Jonâs lap, he turns towards the second figure and quickly assesses his conditions again. Everything considered, their thief is even in better shape than Damian is, which is not necessarily good for him at this point.
âIf you are smart and you care about your well-being, then youâre going to be very quietâ, Jon says under his breath, as the man starts regain consciousness. âTry to run, try to attack us, and Iâll get mad. Very mad. You understand?â
Since the only two sources of light are the lamps in the hallway and the glowing bike currently crashed into his couch, the room is still dark enough for human eyes to be only barely able of distinguishing shapes from the shadows, so the man immediately turns towards them but he makes the mistake of not answering right away.
Jonâs eyes glow red and a hole the size of a finger appears just an inch to the right from the thiefâs head.
âDo you understand?â, Jon repeats again.
This time the man is quick at nodding back.
âIâll take him upstairsâ, Jon explains without breaking eye contact, arms curling protectively around Damianâs body. âIf you move even one finger, Iâll know. Iâll come back and Iâll hurt you.â
And despite Damianâs teasing, Jonâs apparently decent enough too at intimidating people, since the man looks like heâd stop breathing too, if he only could. Which is great. Because Jon means every word heâs just said.
âGood.â
Jon looks back at Damianâs face and sighs, knowing that heâs gonna pay for it one way or the other. Still, he moves one hand behind Damianâs back, the other under his knees, and he cradles Robinâs still form against his chest while he stands up.
Damian mutters something under his breath, but he doesnât wake up, and out of some only-god-knows-for-how-long forgotten instinct, he mechanically moves to hook an arm around his neck, shifting until his face is pressed against Jonâs throat, so close that he can feel his breath warming up his cheek.
You were supposed to protect him, Tim had said, and it had taken Jon by surprise. Maybe because Damian had always been the oldest, the most confident, the one that usually knew (or was very good at pretending to know) what needed to be done to get them out of trouble, but whatever the reason, Jon had - stupidly enough - never thought of their partnership in terms of protecting one another. Helping, sure, supporting, of course, looking out for each other was such a given it never really needed to be spoken of, but protecting? It sounded weird back then.
But right now, while he climbs up the stairs to carry Damian into his bedroom, it also sounds very right.
-
Jon doesnât know his way around the Robinâs suit very well, so he only removes the broken domino and the gauntlets before start working on Damianâs boots. It takes him ten minutes straight to undo the shoe laces alone, and then some time more to slip them off Damianâs feet. He has no idea on how Damian manages to change into his costume so fast when he has these traps to deal with on a daily basis.
Robinâs utility belt zaps him when Jon tries to untie it. Having run out of patience, he laser-eyes it back in retaliation. The entire costume is probably going into the trash anyway, so he doesnât feel too guilty about it. And if Damian has his own opinion about it, he doesnât let Jon know, just grunts and shifts a little more on his left side, lifting up some weight from his damaged shoulder.
Right, thereâs also that.
With a heavy sigh, Jon sits on the bed next to Damian and cups both sides of his shoulder with his hands, locking his fingers just above it. Heâs done it dozens of times by now, and Damianâs definitely had worse in his life, still he frowns and grits his teeth in sympathy when he pushes his palms together and settles the bone back into its socket with a loud pop.
As expected Damian jolts awake with a gasp, and his eyes snap open as he instinctively starts looking around for his attacker.
âSssh, Damian itâs okay, itâs just me, donât moveâ, Jon urges him, hands pushing lightly against his chest to keep him down on the bed.
Damianâs eyes flutter and he gives him a confused look.
âJon?â
âYeahâ, Jon confirms, then he slips him some painkillers and a sip of water to swallow it down before Damian has the time to completely wake up and start complaining about not needing any drugs.
Truth to be told, even in his dizzy state of mind, Damian does manage to give him a dirty glare for his troubles, but he must also be quite tired of playing the superhero for the night, because he leaves it just at that.
He doesnât even protest when Jon settles him more comfortably against the pillow. He just looks around the room with a confused stare.
âWhere-â
âMy old house in Hamiltonâ, Jon answers promptly. âYou crashed through my window a little more than an hour ago, donât you remember?â
âHmnâ, Damian answers non-committally. Then his hands twitch and he tries to push himself up again.
âNopeâ, Jon says, keeping him easily pinned down.
âThe Traveling Thief-â
âHeâs downstairs and not going anywhere. Is that really your first concern?â, Jon asks, and heâd like to say heâs incredulous, but the truth is he knows his partner good enough not to be surprised in the slightest, not even about the almost offended look Damian gives him in response.
âI got him. Held on him for- what time is it?â
âAround midnight, I thinkâ, and then, because heâs not sure if Damianâs been keeping up with the time at all, he adds: âItâs Sunday, by the way. Well, Monday, by now.â
And finally, finally, Damian seems to pause and actually try to focus on the matter at hand.
âI was gone almost five days?â, he asks, not bothering to hide his surprise.
Jonâs fingers dig a little bit harder into Damianâs skin as he bites his bottom lip.
âYeah.â
âOh.â
Thatâs all you have to say?, Jon wants to ask, but to be honest, he probably wouldnât know what to say either if their role were reversed. Also itâs quite obvious that Damianâs not totally in his right mind yet - the painkillers mustnât be helping in the slightest about that - and Jon really, really wants to go easy on him, but.
âDamian?â
âMh?â
âHow did you survive it?â, he asks, because he has to. âThe explosion, I mean. Do you remember that?â
Damian blinks hazy, half-lidded eyes, then he clicks his tongue in what looks like equal parts anger and shame.
âTripped on a booby-trapped wireâ, he scoffs. âStupid.â
Jon shakes his head.
âIt wasnât stupid.â
âWas too. I made one mistake after another. Activated both an alarm and a trap, like the worst amateur. Didnât even noticed-â
âYou didnât make a mistakeâ, Jon interrupts him and Damian looks at him with a frown.
âI just told you I made several. Iâm not-â
âI shouldâve been there!â, Jon yells, cutting him off. âThat was the only mistake! I shouldâve been there with you!â
The high pitch of his voice makes the room ring around them. Damianâs eyes widen in bewilderment, and Jon immediately regrets his outburst. But the words had been stuck in his throat for so long, and hearing Damian accusing himself was just too much for him to keep them under control any longer.
âIâm sorryâ, the words keep rolling out of his mouth and Jon just lets them. âIt was my fault and Iâm sorry. We thought you were dead, your family and my dad, and I just, I just shouldâve been there to protect you and Iâm sorry, Iâm so sorry. But now youâre back and I- and I-â
And then, without meaning it in the slightest, he starts crying again. Because apparently he canât do anything else these days. The most powerful boy on Earth, and all he can do is shake with sobs and bawl his eyes out. What a failure.
âJonâŠâ
Damian has really no idea on what to say, Jon knows that. Which is okay, because thereâs nothing Jon really wants to listen to, right now. So he bows his head against Damianâs chest and tries to limit the sobs the best he can.
Itâs weird, being so happy and so desperate at the same time. It gets even weirder when the palm of Damianâs hand hesitantly brushes against the crown of his head, fingers digging gently into Jonâs hair. And Jon may not feel comfortable with playing the protector in their relationship, but Damian sure as hell feels even less comfortable with being the comforting one. Which he shouldnât be anyway, because once again Jonâs been selfish and letting him take care of the situation when it should be him the strong one right now. Useless, heâs useless.
But the strangest thing in all of this is that Damian doesnât complain, doesnât tell him to man up and stop acting like a baby, he just keeps⊠petting him. Like he would do with Titus, probably. The thought makes Jon laugh and he shakes harder against Damianâs chest, sobs and barks of laughter mixed up together into one wet, pathetic, childish mess.
âHe was there, by the wayâ, Damian continues after a moment, voice soft and uncertain, because apparently heâs unwilling to let Jonâs sobs be the loudest sound in the room. Jonâs okay with that. âThe Traveling Thief. Appeared the moment I activated the silent alarm. The glowing bicycle - itâs called the Garimard by the way, can you believe it? - thatâs why we couldnât catch him. The engine has a technology based on particles acceleration, so it travels almost at light speed. Thatâs also how I avoided blowing up, to answer your question. I grabbed onto it once I realized heâd set up a self-destruction device in the basement. He wasnât too happy about it.â
Still in the middle of his breakdown, Jon chokes back a sob and snorts weakly into the fabric of the Robinâs costume.
âCanât say Iâm sorry for him.â
âMe neitherâ, Damian agrees. âIs he still downstairs by the way?â
âYupâ, Jon confirms with a sniff full of vindictive pleasure. âI told you, he will not move.â
Damian nods, then he continues his recount like he would with a patrolâs report at the end of a difficult night. âI knocked him out after the explosion pushed us away, then I tried putting some coordinates into the drive system, but it mustâve been damaged by the fire because after the first jump we kept ending up in the strangest places.â
It takes Jon a few second to elaborate what Damianâs just said.
âFor five days? You kept jumping around the world for five days without stopping once?â, he asks, raising his head to look at him, and heâs so taken aback from the idea to stop crying at once. âForget the explosion, how did you survive that?â
âWith my superior training, of courseâ, Damian answers, and heâs only half sarcastic about it, of course. âAlso, time was⊠weird. I think it worked differently on that thing. I couldnât really feel it, if that makes sense.â
âNot reallyâ, Jon answers honestly. He dries his face with the back of his hand, then slips an arm over Damianâs chest and rests his cheek on it. âHow did you end up here anyway?â
Damian shrugs under him, then he yawns, and his eyes begin to close again.
âFor the most of the time I was busy with trying to prevent the lame thief and myself from falling down the bike, but I also kept putting into the system various coordinates of places I knew. I guess for some reason these ones actually stuck.â
âFor some reasonâ, Jon repeats.
âMh.â
Itâs comfortable where he is, Jon realizes. Well, not for his back, or his legs, and definitely not for his neck, but he feels good anyway, with his head on Damianâs chest and Damianâs hand between his hair. So he closes his eyes too and listens to Damianâs breath. He promises himself that once it evens out heâs gonna go downstair to have a chat with their- well, their hostage at this point, and then he will debate with himself if is really smart to keep the Batman in the dark about the return of his son for an entire night.
He falls asleep on top of Damian without even realizing it.
-
He sleeps until dawn, and he knows where and next to who he is the same instant he regains consciousness, and still his first instinct is to raise his head and look around to make sure that it wasnât a dream, that Damianâs really here.
He finds him still in deep sleep, lying on the bed just next to him, his features completely relaxed for once, to the point heâs even drooling a little. The drugs and the five days exhaustion have definitely got the best of him, which is a good thing in Jonâs book, since in the daylight Damian looks a lot worse than he thought the night before.
Itâs still fine, though. Damianâs alive, and thatâs what really matters.
Jon gets out of the bed and for the first time in five days there isnât the burden of a devastating grief weighing down on his chest. He can breathe just fine. For a moment itâs really confusing. Then he looks down at Damian and decides that the emotional mess can wait. Breakfast first.
-
Itâs way past lunch time when Damian makes his way down the stairs and into the kitchen. Jonâs okay with it. Heâs spent the entire morning sitting on the porch, waiting, rethinking the last night as well as the last week in general, with the Traveling Thief, now tied to a rocking chair, awkwardly trying to keep him company. It was surreal.
Damian appears in the doorway smelling like Jonâs shampoo, hair still wet from a long and well deserved shower, and he gives them both an amused glare but doesnât comment further.
So thereâs this weird silence between all of them, and Jon looks at Damian while he clears his throat, struggling to find something to say, and he wonders if despite the drugs and the tiredness Damianâs remembering the night before too, if heâs embarrassed for it on Jonâs behalf. But if that was the case, heâd be coming up with a new insulting nickname at this point.
âHey, Jonny boyâ, Damian says instead after a few more moments, because apparently thatâs the best he can do. But Jon shakes his head as he gets up on his feet and walks towards him.
âNopeâ, he says. âNot this time.â
So he reaches out and he engulfs Damian in a hug almost strong enough to crush him. To his credit, Damian seemed to be already resigned for something like this to happen and he obviously braced himself in advance for it.
âRibsâ, Damian warns him anyway, but at the same time he wraps his arms around Jon with almost the same eagerness, if not with the same strength.
And itâs not the first hug theyâve ever shared, but there is some kind of awareness now in their touch, something thatâs been there for some time now, but that was never acknowledged before. And Jon is tired too, happy and relieved, but so, so tired, and heâs not really thinking straight while he buries his face into Damianâs shoulder and sags into the embrace, welcoming the warmth in his stomach even as he feels the flush rising up to his face.
âI love youâ, he whispers then into Damianâs neck.
And it wasnât supposed to go like this. Before those words there shouldâve been a first date, to see if things really worked out under that perspective, and then a second and a third and a fourth, and at least a kiss, maybe some touching, definitely more time spent together, a few tries, some good thinking, some doubts on the where and when to say something so important for the first time. No, it wasnât supposed to come out of his mouth on its own, in the middle of an empty kitchen, with a lame thief as a witness, and seemingly so out of the blue.
And yet, even in forced retrospect, all those preparations sound like bullshit anyway. Because Jon knows already that he loves Damian, and the dates, the physical touches, the time, none of that would add anything to it. He loves him right now, heâll love him tomorrow and for the times to come, so why hide it behind a maybe or a letâs see what happens?
And heâs not really waiting for an answer either, or a reaction, but he braces himself for it anyway when he feels Damian shifting his weight on his feet, and then his arms tightening around him.
âThatâs not very smart of youâ, Damian comments. Which is not a I love you too, but neither a what the hell, so Jon laughs against Damianâs neck and considers it a win because at least Damian knows, has probably known for some time too, the same way Jon knew, and thatâs enough, at least for now.
It feels natural then, it feels just right, to pull himself back a bit to meet Damianâs eyes. It feels good to kiss him, to move one hand to the back of his head and the other around his waist to press their bodies closer together, hot skin against hot skin, tastes of blood and toothpaste on the tips of their tongues.
When Damian pulls back is only because heâs short of breath, and even then he doesnât back off the whole way, but leans down to press his forehead against Jonâs, lips still brushing against the corner of Jonâs mouth.
âThe lowlife is watchingâ, Damian whispers then, and heâs smiling, and Jon has to laugh because of course, why did he even bothered with imagining a normal first date for the two of them.
âWho caresâ, he answers, still laughing. âLet him watch.â
#yorulun#damian wayne#jon kent#supersons#damijon#the Travelling Thief definitely gets an invite to their wedding#He can't partecipate because he's in prison and what not#but it was a lovely thought anyway#my fic#shari writes
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