#and getting my period always makes me so sleepy 😭
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bright-and-burning · 5 months ago
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getting up at like 1am to go hike to be the first people in the country to see the sunrise
 can’t tell if it’ll be better to just stay up the whole time or to try (and probably fail) to get some sleep
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idkwhatever580 · 6 months ago
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Breaking up with you
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Pairings: Natasha romanoff x reader
Prompt: y/n is already having a bad day, what happens when she overhears Natasha and Clint’s conversation?
Warnings: angst but fluff at the end (don’t worry I am incapable of writing a sad ending 😭), swearing, breaking up, mentions of upcoming period, crying
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Y/n’s pov
I wake up feeling clingy today. I don’t even know why it’s just one of those days.
I whine when I realize there is sun seeping in through the windows and onto my face so I flip around to find Natasha but she isn’t there.
I pout and reach for her until I find the end of the bed but no natty
“Natty?”
I mumble still with my morning sleepy voice.
No answer
Of course. She’s probably training. But she usually waits for me to wake up or at least leaves a note
I never did check if she left a note. So I look at both of our bedside tables. Nothing. I check my phone. Nothing. I get up to go to the bathroom. Not even a sticky note on the mirror.
Tragic
Maybe she got called on a last minute mission. No. She’d have someone tell me if she couldn’t tell me herself.
So why isn’t she here? I just want to cuddle with my girlfriend and eat takis.
Ohhhh. I get it now. I’m gonna start my period soon. I always crave takis when I’m about to be on my period. Which is probably also why I’m feeling so clingy.
So I check the time and shrug thinking what’s the worst that can happen if I eat a bag of takis for breakfast?
I grab one of the throw blankets as I pass the living room to the kitchen and walk into the pantry.
I look at my section and find the line of takis that says ‘OFF LIMITS I’LL BITE YOU!’ On its label. And I grab a bag happily knowing that nobody has tried taking them.
Except for Peter. Poor kid. I was actively on my period and he didn’t know since he was new. Ended up with his aunt laughing next to me when he was showing her the bite marks on his arm. She told him that he should have read the label.
I agree. Always listen when someone says they’ll bite you. They probably mean it.
Anyways. I go to the living room and plop down and then I say
“Friday?”
“Yes miss y/l/n?”
“Where is everyone?”
It’s a bit muffled since I’m stuffing my face with takis but Friday is able to understand.
“They are all in a meeting right now”
I furrow my eyebrows and say
“Without me?”
“It seems to be that way yes”
I frown and get up going to the meeting room.
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Natasha’s pov
We are having a meeting without y/n and suddenly Friday speaks up
“Miss y/l/n is on her way to the meeting room now. I would advise you hurry.”
We all scramble to change the scenery to make it look like a normal meeting about an upcoming mission.
Y/n walks in and says
“What’s going on guys?”
Wanda invades my brain and says
“Ignore her. Do not say a thing. I’ll handle it”
I nod once. I don’t really need to ignore her, but it fuels the fire I guess.
Wanda speaks up finally
“Oh we’re just having a meeting about our next mission. We decided to let you sleep in since your skill set isn’t required for this one.”
She shrugs her shoulders and says
“Okay. Hi nat”
She smiles and waves before leaving and I don’t say a thing.
Once she’s gone and Friday says that she is not coming back we let our breaths out and tony says
“That was a close one”
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Y/n’s pov
I sit back down and start to overthink.
I usually am able to keep my thoughts at bay but today is just not my day. So I get lost in my head.
Why did nat not say anything? She always says something. Always makes an effort to get up and show me some affection. Maybe it’s an off day for her too. Sometimes she doesn’t like to be affectionate and maybe that’s why.
I break myself out of my head when some of the avengers come tumbling into the room.
Nat is not one of them so I say
“Where’d nat go?”
A bunch of them shrug but Wanda says
“I think she might have gone upstairs.”
I nod my head and say in a slightly more hushed tone just to Wanda
“Did she seem off?”
Wanda shakes her head and says
“No? Why?”
I say
“Oh”
And shrug my shoulders and pick myself up
“No reason. Just wondering. Thanks!”
So I head upstairs and find Natasha in our room. She’s sitting on the bed and reading a book.
“Hey baby! You didn’t leave a note telling me where you were”
I fake pout at her and she doesn’t do anything just mumbles a quick apology.
I try to get a conversation going.
“No it’s okay baby. I just got a little lonely for a sec.”
She ignores me but I can’t catch a signal so I keep trying.
“What are we doing today?”
She just ignores me again and I sigh and say
“I guess that book is real good. I’ll leave you to it. I think I left my takis in the living room anyways. So I’ll be down there probably on my phone if you need me. I love you”
She doesn’t even say I love you back to me.
Alright. Im a bit hurt by that one. But nevertheless I do what I said I would.
I finished my bag of takis a while ago and I’m falling asleep on this couch. It’s definitely not as comfortable as nats arms but she probably needs space. Maybe the meeting made her have a few flashbacks or something.
Whatever it is I’ll give her enough space to process it.
My thoughts are cut off when the sweet escape of sleep overtakes me.


I wake up about an hour later and find that someone had put a blanket over me while I was out. Thanks.
I get up and go to our room hoping nat is ready to talk now. But she’s not there when I get there so I go in search of her.
After a while I find her in Clint’s room but I don’t go in. They’re talking and for some reason I get the urge to eavesdrop. So I do.
“Well you have to say something. You can’t just be leading her on. It’ll hurt her worse.”
“I don’t know Clint”
“Nat. I think you should just tell her”
Wait. Are they talking about me?
“How am I even supposed to go about that? I mean. It’s gonna be so awkward! Not to mention it’ll break the poor girl’s heart”
“Well sometimes you have to do things that aren’t comfortable for you.”
“Okay so I have to go and tell this girl who is head over heels for me that I’m not?! I mean. It’s so obvious right?”
“It is pretty obvious that you don’t like her”
“Yeah well she’s clearly not catching any signs. She’s really naive and besides, I’m literally-”
Fuck this shit.
I walk back to our room to get away from it all.
I can’t even handle this right now. My own girlfriend isn’t in love with me anymore. Of course.
Just when I think she’s in it with me forever. She doesn’t even like me.
And I’m so stupid to not notice that she was feeling this way. I’m probably holding her back.
This is bullshit. Why today? Why me?
I sulk in my room for a while and then I realize that I should surprise her and break up with her first. It’ll make it easier anyways.
I huff and decide to finally get dressed. I probably shouldn’t break up with her in my stitch pajamas.
So I change into some decent clothes and make sure I look presentable. Then I once again go in search of my soon-to-be ex-girlfriend.
This time I find her in the living room. I stand tall and say
“Natasha”
She ignores me. Fucking bitch. At least get the balls to break up with me. I’m having to do it for you.
“Natalia”
I use her name and she looks at me. Her face is still but I know she’s listening.
“May I have a word with you? Alone”
I emphasize the alone part and she nods her head softly. We walk in silence to our room and I close the door behind me.
We stare at each other for a second when she breaks the silence
“You wanted to tell me something? Is everything alright?”
I cross my arms and say
“No everything is not alright. I just want to say a few things and then I’ll be on my way.”
She nods her head and quirks a brow. I know she notices my standoffish behavior.
“I’m breaking up with you”
I tell it to her blunt. And her face goes through so many emotions before she’s able to say
“What?!”
I look at her and say
“You heard me”
She shakes her head to break out of her thoughts and she says
“Yes I heard you but you can’t be serious right?”
I narrow my eyes at her and give her a nasty look and say
“What? Didn’t see it coming?”
She shakes her head and says
“Wha- wh- why?”
I roll my eyes and say
“You act like you didn’t want this in the first place. There’s a few things you should know. Im not naive. I’m not oblivious. And I’m not your girlfriend. Don’t worry. I made it easy for you now you don’t have to break my heart.”
She tears up and before she can make her case I walk out. I don’t want to hear it.
And I’m about to break down. So I quickly walk to Wanda’s room and storm in.
She stands up quickly and vision, who was sitting on the bed with her watching sitcoms, makes a speedy exit upon seeing my state.
“What’s wrong?”
I sniffle and try to hold back my tears and I say
“I broke up with Natasha”
“WHAT?!”
I start completely sobbing by now. Wanda picks me up and carries me into her bed and she comforts me until I can speak in full sentences again.
“Okay what happened? I thought she was your endgame”
I nod and say
“She was. Until I heard her talking to Clint earlier”
She furrows her eyebrows and says
“What did you hear?”
I tell her about the conversation I overheard and she squints analyzing my retelling.
“Is it okay if I call Clint in here? It sounds like you didn’t get the full story and I want to hear another side to it”
I shrug my shoulders and nod my head so Wanda texts him. After a few minutes he comes in with an angry face and a wet patch on his shoulder.
Great. Natasha’s already gotten to him.
“Why would you do that y/n?!”
Wanda cuts him off and says
“Hold on Clint. Before we get to that we need to hear something from you okay? So calm down”
Wanda explains to him what I’ve told and he sighs. Then he starts chuckling softly and then full on laughing and I frown and say
“What’s so funny!?”
He shakes his head and says
“Y/n. Natasha wasn’t talking to me about you. She was talking to me about Reese. The new intern. She’s been all over Natasha recently and cannot pick up any signs. If you had stayed a second later you would have heard Natasha say ‘and besides. I’m literally in love with y/n’ and none of this would have happened.”
I look down a little embarrassed.
“I guess sometimes I get a little bit angry. I didn’t even think.”
He nods his head and pats my shoulder and says
“I think you should go and fix this.”
I nod my head and go to his room where Natasha is.
I knock softly and say
“Nat?”
She jumps up and wipes her tears trying to seem strong and says
“Oh. What’s up. Did you need me to get my things?”
I shake my head and say
“I’m so sorry baby. I was eaves dropping on your conversation with Clint earlier and I missed some parts and thought you were talking about me! So I got angry and sad and then I was like ‘well if she’s thinking about doing it to me I’m gonna do it first’ because I was protecting myself from the inevitability of a heart break. I love you so much and I just was scared. I didn’t even think to ask you about it first and I’m sorry I was just being sensitive today and I had no idea! I am so sorry and I compl-”
Natasha cuts off my ramble with a kiss and I obviously kiss back.
We somehow end up half way making out until Clint says
“Hey! Not in my room you fucking horndogs!”
We pull away and giggle and Natasha grabs my hand and pulls me to our room and I say
“I’m sorry”
She shakes her head and says
“Y/n when you said that to me it made my heart split in two. I love you entirely too much to make the mistake of letting you go. I’m sure I would have come after you if it weren’t for my initial shock. I guess I just thought we were so endgame that the thoughts of a breakup would have never crossed my mind.”
I smile and say
“I’m sorry.”
Then all of a sudden I get nervous and play with my hands and look at the ground and she says
“What’s on your mind sweetheart?”
I bite my lip and say
“Since I um. Since I broke up with you like thirty minutes ago will you- um- will you be my girlfriend again?”
She laughs and says
“Yes of course baby”
I smile and say
“Sorry. It felt informal to not ask.”
She cups my face in her hands and says
“Next time let’s talk about it before we go breaking up with each other yes?”
I nod my head and say
“Sorry. I think I’m starting my period soon so I’m kind of having some fog brain.”
She nods her head in understanding and I say
“Now that we’re okay, can I have cuddles?”
She smiles and says
“Yes dorogoy. Of course we can.”
I smile and then say in a teasing tone
“This is actually your fault”
She scoffs as I cuddle next to her and plays along
“How is this my fault?!”
“You didn’t leave a note for me this morning.”
She rolls her eyes and says
“I am sorry baby. I was rushed out of bed and it slipped my mind. I guess it’s because I usually don’t have meetings without you so I forgot”
I nod my head and say
“You forgort”
I giggle a bit and she says
“You and your fricken vocal stims.”
I smile and say
“I think I’m pretty cool”
She smiles and says
“The coolest. Now let me cuddle my girlfriend in peace”
I smile and pull her super close to me. Then push her away as a joke and half way yell
“Leave room for Jesus!”
She rolls her eyes and says
“Come here.”
I get closer and say
“I love you”
She smiles and says
“I love you too”
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A/N: sometimes I’ll use the most random things to separate my section 😭
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delululand · 11 months ago
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Hey. Can you do enhypen kissing style. ALSO LOVE YOUR VLOGGG MWUAAH
thank you so muchđŸ©”~ i don’t know why, but the answer to this question instantly came to my mind
heeseung - deep kisses. kisses that last a long time, and leave you feeling swept up in the moment
after a long day you were lying in bed, he was talking about his day and his upcoming worries while you stroked his hair and listened attentively. listening to his concerns you said "hey it's you, you can handle everything", his eyes lit up with warmth and without breaking eye contact he whispered "I'm so lucky to have you" and kissed you. the kiss was passionate and deepening by the minute, but no less tender, his hands roamed your body and his lips occasionally broke away from yours, whispering how much he loved you.
jay - random kisses. soft and tender kisses, the kind that make you feel loved and cherished
jay would be happy to kiss you anywhere and anytime. kisses on the top of your head when you're just standing next to each other, kisses on your shoulder when you're doing something in the kitchen and he comes up hugging you from behind, kisses on your knees and thighs when you're watching a movie with your legs resting on him, kisses on your hands when you're having dinner at the table, kisses on your forehead and cheeks when you are already lying in bed and getting ready for bed and sleepy kisses all over your face and body when you wake up. i swear he’s such vanilla guy 😭
jake - playful kisses. a fun and flirtatious kisses showing boyish love and affection
this guy is a real golden retriever. if you are in the same room together, he will never leave your side, appears out of nowhere and starts kissing you giggling. like you’re just lying on your phone waiting for him to get out of the shower and as soon as he comes out, you glance at him and continue text a message to your friend. being in your thoughts in response to his question which you didn’t hear, you just say “mhm” and at the same moment he falls on the bed practically on top of you and saying “naaaaur, you don't even hear me”, puts away your phone, giggles at your surprised face and starts kissing your face and neck, periodically licking and biting
sunghoon - romantic kisses. a mix of passion and love, creating an emotional bond that is unbreakable
although he is often portrayed as a cold guy, he has an obvious romantic side and vibes of that guy from typical k-drama. the type who pretends it's something insignificant, but carefully organizes the perfect date for you, always ending with a tender kiss goodbye that lasts for several hours at your house. gentle strokes on the cheek, rubbing noses against each other and smiling into kisses, seriously such a k-drama guy
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haunteddollz · 5 months ago
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hi can you make headcanons about dating klaus mikaelson
hi...it's been awhile 😭
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pairing(s): niklaus mikaleson x reader
summary: what is dating klaus like?
triggers: idk man...
(it's been a minute so don't judge me. plus i've never written headcanons before)
bf!klaus will treat you like the king/queen/??? you are because of nothing. he doesn't need a reason to lavish you with gifts and after hand painted by himself. if he doesn't show his love emotionally, then he will by giving you something.
bf!klaus gets jealous pretty easily but not like the "do you want my brother?" type. he'll get jealous of the unknown--the what-ifs. what if there is someone better for you--someone that won't constantly put you in danger. he's afraid of you leaving and having a life with someone else. to him, he is nothing without you. You made him a better person by accepting who he is. you don't forcefully change him--no no... he did that himself. you accepted all of his faults with no hesitation. the least he could do is change. become more lenient but remain powerful. he gets jealous of the unknown, but what about the known? any man with a big enough ego to end world hunger would get at another male specimen remotely interacting with their partner. and klaus is that boyfriend. he doesn't like when someone is touching you, looking at you, or even breathing in your vicinity. you know this and test it every single time.
bf!klaus is the type to hide his feelings and emotions in public. PDA is a big fat no-no for him unless he's expressing his jealousy. If he wanted to he would be up your ass 24/7 in public but he didn't want to be seen as weak. in private though...LAWD this man lives, eats, and, breathes near you constantly. if he's sleepy "love do you wanna take a nap with me?" and he will use you as his personal pillow. even when you're brushing your teeth, he will be behind you holding your waist.
bf!klaus is a D1 yapper. there's just something about him that just doesn't scream reserved to me. he loves to yap your ear off about the craziest topics. like the cliche "if i were a worm, would you still love me?" and then you go on about the garden you built for him and the house, the plants, everything you would do to love him as an itty bitty wormy.
bf!klaus has a nightlight (period point blank)
bf!klaus is a horny teenage boy around you. he's always staring at your ass, tits (if u have em), thighs, etc. he's also a little pervy but you don't mind. he'll sniff ur underwear sometimes and call it a day. with hybrid sense you'd think he didn't need to do that when he can just do it a mile away but no...
bf!klaus is a dominant person. he likes to be in charge of everything. his siblings. new orleans. you. random ass shit. monopoly house rule and how to play go fish. when it comes to the bedroom best believe he is having you bend over backwards for him (literally and figuratively). but there are rare times when he doesn't want it anymore. the control. being the "most feared person" in the world is not easy. fighting back enemies constantly and worrying about who's dying for who and most importantly YOUR SAFETY. so yeah once in a blue moon, he wants to be dominated by you because he trusts you with everything in him.
this is kinda booty butt but...womp womp
anyways i hope you enjoy cuz this is the most random shit that popped into my head.
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tpwkwriter · 1 year ago
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could u pls pls do one where anxious reader calls harry having a panic attack but its from his pov and kinda tells how it worries him that shes like that and would do anything for her????
First off thank you for the request! How cute would Harry be omg<3
Warnings: mentions of anxiety, panic attacks, worries, slight cursing and mentions of lot ending 😭
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————————‘Half the world away’———————
As ‘love on tour’ was halting to an end a lot more of Harry’s time was being taken up, perfecting each rehearsal, each song, making sure each outfit was correct, putting the band to practice, these next few days were gonna be hectic no doubt, and with LOT coming to an end Harry wanted to ensure it had a bloody good send off.
However balancing work, fame and a relationship could be tricky. Y/n has such an amazing sense of understanding and patience Harry wasn’t sure she was real, whenever Harry would be out late or have to leave for periods of time y/n would always put a brave face on and late him go no matter how reluctant she was.
It was a hot July in Italy, Harry had rented out a gorgeous luxury b&b for there stay, the plan was to stay out in Italy after the tour to finally bask in some quality time under the Italian sunshine.
Y/n knew Harry loved his job, despite the judgemental public, the paparazzi, and certain interviewers he loved his job, and seeing her love celebrate his winnings and travel the world preforming to thousands and millions each night was truly a sight to y/n’s eyes.
However sometimes y/n just wanted her Harry to herself, she hated how selfish that sounded but it was true, she often wanted mornings just to themselves or evenings where they could cuddle up in there bed, but with Harry’s tight schedule this rarely happened at the moment.
“Baby v’gotta go” Harry quietly told y/n who still lay on the bed.
“M’kay” she hummed.
“Y’alrigh?” Harry asked.
“Mmm”
“I’ll be back for lunch alrigh?” He says softly smiling, seeing there clearly was something up.
“Okay”
‘She might just be sleepy’ he thought to himself.
“Okay baby, I love you” he said leaning down to kiss her forehead.
“Mm, love you” she said closing her eyes after his lips left her body.
It was safe to say he left feeling like an absolute arsehole, she was clearly not happy or her usual self and he couldn’t out his finger on why.
————Harry’s pov————
The instrumental to ‘music for a sushi restaurant’ blared through the speakers of the empty arena, nothing went right this morning, this was the 3rd try of trying to get through ‘MFASR’ without a technical difficulty.
“Fuck sake” I muttered under my breath after the 4th time of the sound not working.
“Harry let’s take a break, sounds gone bust” Mitch said from my side, while taking his guitar off.
“Yeah yeah” I mumbled.
The last show of the entire tour was slowly approaching and I want this show to be my best, as a thank you from me to everyone who’s ever attended my shows and a goodbye for a while, it was a bittersweet moment.
Backstage of the arena I saw the loveband sit on sofas and vanity desks al sat around having conversations about his knows what.
“Harry don’t be so stressed man” Pauli called as soon as I walked in.
“M’trying mate” I smiled, plopping down on the empty seat next to nyoh.
“I want this show to be good” I stressed.
“And it will be, and even if something goes wrong we can laugh about it” Mitch pipes up from the corner.
“Your fans wouldn’t care H, there definitely bright people” nyoh adds
“Mmm” I hum, suppose they are right.
“I’m just, I don’t know, worried about y/n”
“Y/n?” Pauli asks concern on all the members face now, y/n was practically a little sister to them.
“I thinks she’s mad at me pauli, no idea what I’ve done” I calmly state putting my head in my hands.
“You Need to check on her Harry” nyoh warns
“It’s Not an Easy Lifestyle sometimes” she adds.
“I know I know, she shrugs my questions off, I know somethings not right”
“Harry! Where’s Harry!” We suddenly heard.
“Sarah?” Mitch called opening the door.
“Harry” she continues, while making a direct beeline for me
“Harry it’s y/n” she claims hastily passing me her phone which happens to be a call.
“Y/n?” I whisper before taking the phone from her hand.
“Harry?” I hear a familiar sniffle, fuck.
“Baby, Baby it’s me shit what’s happening” I immediately ask as I go an excuse my self from the rest of the band and shut myself into the dressing room.
“Baby I need you to breathe what’s going on hmm?” I ask trying to keep my voice quiet and calm.
All I can hear from the line is sniffles and quick breathing from my girl, my minds made up.
“Give me 5 minutes tops and I’ll be with you my love fuck I’m coming, I love you and stay exactly where you are”
With a quick confirmation of “ok” I swiftly hang up and pass Sarah’s phone back and explain what’s going on and run out of the door.
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Harry wastes no time getting into the rented house, searching top to bottom of where she could be, luckily there shared en-suite was open.
Harry entered the room the see his y/n sitting in the shower with just a top and his boxers on.
‘Fuck this was a panic attack’ he knew this because the feel of cold water normally helped regulate the girls feelings.
“Oh baby” he’s fast to throw his jacket on the floor and toe his shoes off and join her, he switches the shower off and sits next to her leaning his head against the glass shower wall.
“Darling” he said wrapping his arm over her shoulder.
Immediately she fell into him, she moved herself to sit on his lap and bury her face into his chest and made herself as small as she could on his lap, he put one arm around her head as he leaned his chin on top of her head and the other arm around her legs almost holding her as if she was a baby.
“I feel silly” she breathily mumbled.
“No, absolutely no need too” he said into her hair, pressing a kiss there too.
“I miss you Harry” she honestly admitted.
“Baby-“
“I really can’t go without you” she cries, causing him to hold her even tighter.
It had just clicked in his head what’s going on, he hasn’t been very attentive these few days, he admittedly had been prioritising work, a flood of guilt and shame filled his veins.
“Fuck, fuck. fuck” he mutters
“Baby im so fucking sorry fuck” he says, truly meaning every word he said.
“You don’t know how much you mean to me, you mean the fucking world to me, I love you so fucking much it hurts me baby fuck” he says voice cracking towards the end.
That’s all y/n wanted to hear, she wasn’t often insecure or upset but she now knows she really can’t go without Harry.
“I love you Harry, M’sorry” she says more tears falling at the idea of her making him feel shitty.
“Got nothing to be sorry for, fuck”
“After this tour, m’all yours I’ll always be yours, your stuck with me love, we can go away, we can go home, absolutely anything fuck, as-long as I’m with you” he pleaded, now pressing kisses all over the girls head.
“I like that, I like a lot” she nods.
“M’sorry H I’m never normally this, clingy or crazy but, I miss you I miss your arms, and scent, having meals together, feeling you close to me” she admits absolutely emotional now.
“Hey, hey, darling y’gonna breathe for me hey?” He said pushing his fingers on her chin so she can look up him.
They then started breathing slowly together, and endured a moment of silence, nearly forgetting they where they were.
“Think we needed this” she mumbled.
“Mmm me too lovie”
“Y’ready to get out hmm? We can get comfy and into bed for a while” he adds
“What about rehearsals?”
“Fuck em we got all week”
A smirk formed on the girls lips after he said that.
“All mine, mine mine mine” the girl whined pressing further into his chest.
“That y’are, I’d do anything for you love, shit, I love you so bloody much”
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Hope this is okay!
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milawritesstuff · 2 years ago
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Okay so, I’m not sure if requests are open, but I was gonna ask if you could do Pedri comforting the reader when they’re on their period
? Coming from a person with debilitating period cramps 😭
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A/N: I combined these two. I’m trying to make them slightly shorter so I can get to all of my requests but let me know if you guys like them. I’d not I’ll definitely go back to my old style.
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-Y/N!- You heard your boyfriend call out for you as he entered the apartment you both shared.
You had been in bed all day. You felt miserable from your period and also felt miserable you were missing your team’s match because of a recent injury.
Unfortunately Pedri was on his second week of time off from injury so as much as you wanted to complain you knew he had it worse.
You heard him walk through the hallway and sat up when he opened the door to the room. You smiled as a bouquet of sunflowers appeared by the door with his hand holding them, he remained behind the door.
-Tonto.- You said as he giggled. He finally appeared at the doorway and offered you a smile.
-I saw them on my way back home and thought you might like them.- He walked towards you.
-They’re beautiful, Pedri.-
-Just like you.- You shook your head and looked at yourself. In sweats with your head in a bun and feeling like your insides were getting ripped out of you.
-Hey.- He said sitting down next to you grabbing your chin in between his fingers. He lifted your chin so that your eyes could meet. -You’re beautiful, don’t ever doubt that.-
The two of you laid in bed for a few more minutes, the warmness of his body against you. His hands on your stomach providing you with some much needed relief. You closed your eyes and took the moment in.
Although you were sad you had gotten injured you were happy the two of you had gotten injured at the same time. You had spent so much time together in the past week that it made you happy.
You felt him place a kiss on your cheek and you smiled. -Come on sleepy head. Let’s do something.-
You grunted. -I don’t want to go anywhere right now Pedri. My stomach hurts and I don’t want to deal with people.-
-We aren’t going out. I brought some stuff so we can make cookies and then we’re going to watch the match.-
Pedri went to the kitchen to get things ready while you tried to make yourself feel a little more presentable. When you came out of the room you found him singing and setting out all of the tools you were going to need for the cookies. You smiled. He always knew how to make you feel better.
You began to mix the flour, sugar, and all of the dry ingredients as Pedri mixed the wet ingredients. Eventually the two of you mixed them together. As always Pedri needed to taste the raw batter. You rolled your eyes as he took his finger into his mouth.
-Do you always have to do that?-
-Yes.- He said with a laugh.
-Now we’re going to have less batter for the cookies, like always.- You complained. He took a step towards you and dipped his finger in the batter again, this time smearing it on the tip of your nose. -Pedro!- You yelled which caused him to laugh.
-Here, I’ll clean it up.- He said as he rolled his eyes. Before you could say anything he was licking the batter off of your nose. You pushed him away playfully. -You are so gross.- The two of you laughed.
You finished setting the cookies and placed them in the oven. Pedri told you to go lay down on the couch as he cleaned up the kitchen. Minutes later he walked in to the living room and handed you a chocolate bar.
-I also saw this and thought of you.- He said. You gave him a smile and he pulled you in for a quick kiss.
-You know you’re the best boyfriend?- You told him. He shrugged his shoulders. -I thought I was your only boyfriend.-
You giggled. -Pedri, you know what I mean.- He smirked at you and proceeded to sit on the couch with you. You laid there in between his legs, your back to his chest. His fingers traced little circles on your head as the two of you watched the match. The cookies filling up the room with a delicious smell. You feel asleep in his arms.
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rinnelovebot · 1 year ago
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hi hi marchie! how are you?
ur inbox is open, right? ^^ may we get some hiiro sleep hcs? i luv how u write for hiiro and i'm going thru a hiiro brainrot phase bcs of his anniv card 😭 ty in advance !!
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A/N: hi anon! I’m well. enjoying my time off. also yeah his anni cards are always really cute. according to mayoi, hiiro seems the type to “wake up at the slightest disturbance”, howeeever I like to think he’s a pretty sound sleeper. in the rbs tell me if yall think he’s a snore mimi kind of guy or a honk shoo kind of guy
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*àłƒàŒ„ hiiro amagi sleep hc’s
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‷ He seldom wakes up in the middle of the night; once he’s out, he’s out, and he tends to stay in the same position throughout the night, efficiently making him akin to, well, a rock — basically, he sleeps like the dead. Usually, you take extra care to make sure that you’re cuddled up in a comfortable position before he falls asleep, because once his eyelids have shut, it will be incredibly difficult to shift around in his embrace. Hiiro insists that he doesn’t mind being woken up by you if you need him to move around.
‷ Although Hiiro doesn’t mind staying up a bit for your sake, he prefers to go to bed early. He values his rest and yours, so he’ll often gently nudge you to come to bed with him around 10-11pm — even if you don’t actually sleep, he’d still like you to come cuddle and wind down with him; after all, with his occupation, the two of you don’t get to spend an extended period of time together throughout the day, so the nighttime is when he likes to make up for that.
‷ Spooning you is his go-to; being the big spoon makes him feel like he’s protecting you in some way, keeping you safe as you rest. His arms lock around your waist, and his chest presses against your back. More calming than his embrace, is the feeling of the rise and fall of his chest against you as his breathing slows down. Despite his preference for being your big spoon, he doesn’t mind being on the other end whatsoever. As long as he can have you close, he’s pretty flexible.
‷ Hiiro tends to mumble in his sleep. Most of the time, it’s unintelligible, but there are a few times where you can make out your name, or a string of random words — perhaps related to a dream he’s having? It’s not loud enough to disturb you if you’re asleep, only loud enough to amuse you as you lie awake at his side. Other than his mumbles, he’ll sometimes sigh or groan quietly into your ear. If you happen to make any noise while the two of you are sleeping, he’s a heavy enough sleeper to not mind.
‷ Upon waking up in the morning, Hiiro can’t hold back the wide, sleepy grin that slowly dances across his lips. Good morning kisses are abundant, and his warm lips wander across your cheeks, forehead, eyelids, lips — anywhere he can. Of course, he takes great care in making sure he doesn’t rouse his sleeping partner, but when you’re next to him like this, pale sunlight illuminating your face through the curtains, how could he not kiss you? As your eyes flutter open, meeting his gaze with a smile of your own, he can tell that you don’t mind.
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captainnameless · 3 months ago
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Hello! I felt compelled to finally make a blog dedicated F1 since I was lurking (in a way that I hope comes across as endearing lol) on your page after reading your fics 😭 I absolutely love reading your responses to asks because you’re a master at world building which was a huge factor in what inspired me to start writing my own fics! 💗
I’m really curious to hear your take on what kinds of quirks Lando and Oscar have. Like in the realm of always blowing bubbles in their milk, moving around a lot in their sleep, ect.
hi!! welcome! <3 i’m so glad you’re on tumblr too, i love this little corner of the internet and i’m happy you’re here.
i still get very đŸ„č when people tell me they like my stuff and to be an inspiration is even crazier! i’m so glad it inspired you, i absolutely adore everything you’ve put out so far.
that’s such a fun ask! some quirks about the twins:
Oscar is a messy eater, not that Lando isn’t but Oscar takes the crown every time, the boy just really enjoys food and it shows.
Lando likes random objects/toys, for short periods of time. he’ll be obsessed with some kinder egg surprise toy the size of penny for days, take it everywhere, even to bed. before randomly deciding one day that it’s trash and moves on to the next thing.
Oscar waves at buses that go by. every bus. every time.
Lando pokes his tongue out if he’s focused.
Oscar quietly goes “woah” a lot. if something cool happens in the show they’re watching, or if they’re served pancakes for breakfast, if there’s in a cool drawing in the book they’re reading etc.
Lando goes brrrrr, like, a lip trill i think is what it’s called, a lot when he’s told to do something he doesn’t want to do.
Oscar splays out in bed, Lando curls in on himself.
Lando’s cold easily, Oscar gets hot quicker. which is why Lando’s in hoodies a lot, while Oscar opts for tees.
Oscar’s ears go red when he’s tired.
Lando sucks his thumb and rubs his earlobe if he’s especially sleepy.
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kyxworld · 8 months ago
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Hii bb
So ik whatever we "imagine" is just as real as what we seemingly call reality but it's how do you collapse the duality 😭 ok I'll give an example
So tomorrow is my exam that I haven't studied for but I just seemingly imagine me giving that exam and getting good grades rn but I still have to wake up tomorrow and give that exam?? 😭😭 Idk if I'm just being dumb or I don't get it I'll give another example so I'm aware of looking like Sydney Sweeney (I've no idea why I mentioned her specifically) and ik I'm literally her like period but when I try to take a picture and show it to my gang then I look like a pig 😔 should I just imagine taking pics and sending it to them but again their is no continuity of that specific thing
Also another thing I don't understand is what's the difference between being aware of the senses seeing something and just "imagining"
hi hi, how do you collapse the duality? you just do. like how do you pick up a book? you just do. when you know “imagination” = “reality” = illusory = “ ”
as i said, you’ll always end up with “ ”
you might not like what i say, go study đŸ§đŸ». bc see if you know, you’ll go good, then no worries. it’s your wish honestly, but you’re panicking i assume? which brings me to the point, would you be afraid if there’s no concept of failure? you’re aware of it all. you see, limitations, are placed by you only.
and the next part, baby you’re still misidentifying đŸ„č. you’re completely reliant on a pic you took? đŸ§đŸ»â€â™€ïž. what happened to you being god? and all that jazz? the moment you said you’re aware of looking like sydney sweeney? you are period
and the last part, ?? is my comprehension in english bad again or am i sleepy idk, but i’ll try to answer w the best of abilities.
seeing smth w the senses? illusory
imagination? illusory
everything is just “ ”
you create duality by making one real than the other, and put one on the pedestal.
lastly, it’s a method :/ like if you knew yourself really? you’d know, this really isn’t a method to have/ get what u want.
good luck to you!
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rooviebae · 1 year ago
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Urogi's fatherhood + Relationships
So someone commented for a part 2, so why not? More excuses for me to let out my obsession in writing!
Part 1: Urogi laying an egg
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Urogi as a father would be a bit troublesome at first, but that's mostly since he was practically forced into parenthood.
Since he doesn't really know much about babies in general, he would constantly ask the others for help, mostly Aizetsu since he was there to help him with his baby the most.
He also didn't really know what was considered dangerous for his kid either. Like how was he supposed to know that flying with a baby would be that dangerous? It's not like he was going to let the kid go.
Sekido would be the one that would get mad at him the most if he did anything that had a high danger risk on the kid, which is most of the time when ever Urogi wanted to have fun.
Aizetsu would give him ideas that weren't as dangerous for the baby, although I'm not sure that Urogi listens to them most of the time-
He tries to make the kid fly sooner because he assumes that the kid can handle at least slightly more dangerous stuff.
I doubt Urogi would let Karaku hold his kid after him teasing him when he laid the egg.
He's fine with Sekido watching over his kid, but he gets paranoid that he will get mad at the kid and do something that he might regret.
He doesn't, Sekido has a soft spot for the baby frfr
He probably trusts Aizestu the most to watch over his kid without feeling like they will do something wrong.
If the kid had long hair, Aizetsu or Sekido would be the one to do common but cute styles with it to keep it out of their eyes.
Meanwhile, don't trust Karaku or Urogi with their hair.
Urogi probably tries to spoil the kid, but Aizetsu and/or Sekido always lecture him.
Everyone knows that taking care of a baby can be exhausting, and because of it, Aizetsu and Sekido probably has a better relationship cause they are the ones that take care of them the most.
Imagine Aizetsu getting tired and sleepy and uses Sekido as a pillow, but Sekido doesn't move cause he can't blame him for being exhausted so suddenly😭
Karaku secretly being a pretty cool uncle but no one trusts him😔
He totally would sneak small sweet snacks like mochi in their room when no one else is looking.
As the child gets older, he learns that his kid is getting old enough to explore on their own, so he would be very protective just in case something happened.
He would be even more protective though if his kid was his daughter-
No, like, what if his daughter was on her period?😭
I feel like Urogi would encourage them when his kid does something small and kinda dumb-
"Don't give me that look! I know you can do it alone! You're brave!
"Dad, I'm just getting food for myself. I've been doing this for years now."
None of the clones would ever kill anyone in front of the kid, or even tell them about what they do. They love their innocence.
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hyunjining · 11 months ago
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agree strongly w/ you and your other anons! it's interesting and bittersweet to think back to how fandom used to be, i remember literally giving myself crossed eyes in summer 2014 bc so much was going on and i was always on my phone checking tumblr (wwa, louis turning up at eleanor's graduation in the t-shirt, harry's 'so kiss him again' tweet, list goes on !). fandom was chaos but it was alive. now i check in every few days still but it's basically me checking one blog, scrolling my sleepy dash for 2 min, and then checking back out again. every time i realise that another fan has deleted their blog or their h&l fic i get sad, but in terms of actual h&l, what i mostly feel towards them these days is apathy. louis's snarky tweets make me mildly annoyed but beyond that i genuinely feel very little emotion, good or bad, towards him or harry. not even about bbg, which the me of 8 yrs ago would truly find unfathomable. it's probably much healthier in some respects - they used to have such a chokehold over my mood - but i still miss the big joy i'd feel when either of them did something cute or even better when they did something cute together. with the apathy and how quiet it is in fandom these days i feel that a phase of my life is kind of ending too, like you, but i haven't been able to totally let go and i haven't found anything else that comes even remotely close to filling the space. h&l and the fandom in its heyday are seemingly irreplaceable. anyway.,
i totally feel the same. i think apathy is the right word for how i feel too. and just saying that is absolutely wild after sooo long of them existing in my every waking thought 😭 i’ve had some periods of apathy before, like in 2021, but never like this. like you said, on one hand it feels good not to care so much and on the other it’s just
 sad. somehow i built a huge community in this fandom and sometimes i can’t help but miss 2016, as horrible as it was, just because i had so many people to commiserate with and we all joked through the pain and chaos and it was fun in its own weird way.
i hope that you end up finding something that makes you feel the joy that h&l and this fandom once made you feel 💖
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theflyingfeeling · 1 year ago
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...🎀
I really wanna take myself on a date to see the Barbie movie tonight but it's some sort of special show with the possibility to purchase alcoholic drinks from the lobby bar and I just know there'll be lots of friend groups there making a Thing(tm) of going to see the movie together and I'll feel so alone and I'm already a little teary-eyed about it and the only two friends I have in the city can't make it tonight but this might be my only chance to see it before some time in August maybe and I really want to see it?? 😭
(tmi my period is ending soon so maybe that's also why I'm feeling more boohoo about going to the cinema alone than I normally would, plus I woke up an hour ago and I'm still a bit sleepy and in bed and I should probably get up and eat something and the world just might seem a little less devastating eh? can someone out there already up and running confirm it's safe to go out there and face the day?? đŸ„ș)
((also I hate how at least some people are gonna dress up for the occasion but I’m not that kinda gal, in fact I'm the most boring bore that ever bored, and my hair is icky but my plan was to shower later tonight so that my hair will be nicer for longer because I'm travelling to Paris tomorrow and sorry I mentioned that in a sub-clause but I don't want y'all to hate me for boasting about such things but also now I'm worried you might hate me for humble-bragging about it because I'm always prepared for everyone thinking I'm the worst person ever the way _I_ think I'm the worst person ever and yeah can you see I'm overthinking everything the first thing in the morning lol how could I possibly go out and about today when I'm a crying mess because I've managed to convince myself I'm the worst and deserve nothing good ever))
(((I know this is just my brain being mean to me and that I need to just tell it off so I can hang out with my old friend Barbie and go on a much-awaited vacation in peace)))
((((didn't mean for this to become so emotional lol sorry I don't mean to alarm anyone I'm fine I'm just tired and hungry and greasy and hormones going wheeeeeeeee 🙃))))
edit. "one ticket to the Barbie movie please" (đŸ„Č)
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leighcest · 3 months ago
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this fic has such a special place in my heart, as it was my first of vivi’s fics and the first time i interacted with my most lovely mutual! sooo i decided to break this down a little and maybe add something of my own
 mwahaha. anyways i did this instead of my english homework so enjoy.
ok! let's get into it! lots of yapping under the cut!
“maybe there's more to your fashion choices than what he considers a faux pas.” this line was literally the reason i clicked on this lovely, lovely fanfiction.
“I’m not drunk. I’m just
” you sulk. You would have sold the act too if it wasn’t for a sleepy jerk of your head. You always get sleepy when you’re, “...tipsy.”  Ah, there it is.
UGH THIS LINE. violet when i find you!!!!! ugh. your writing is so. fucking. lovely. it’s just a lovely line and actually has inspired a line in me, you and coffee!
Watch for abnormal movement in your fingers. You start fluttering them like you’re Tinkerbell.
this is so very silly but i do this too
 i don’t know if i just started doing it after reading this or if i just realized, but i was losing balance while dancing and did this. vivi how could you do this to me.
His thumb rubs circles on your ankle as you swallow. His knee’s freezing over, almost attached to the sidewalk by now, but your mouse-quiet confession glues him to the spot.
UGH. my heart. would absolutely kill for this. the way you write leon is just so. ugh. i don't even know! you’re insane.
Of course, you’re right. They’re the very same Christmas heels that so rudely interrupted his enjoyment of your mom’s to-die-for lamb roast. Leon’s also sure that they’re the ones that got repurposed on New Year’s Eve two years back. He had to kiss you under the table next to the girls chowing down grapes, and it’s a lot less romantic when half of them shoot you death glares while they’re wishing to not spend Valentine’s Day alone again. Come to think of it, Leon hasn’t had grapes in a while.
this line is so stupid i love it so much. leon’s thought process is so human and sweet. i don’t know.
A snowdrop tear rolls down your cheek. “I didn’t buy them. You did, for me. I love them. Love you.” You sniffle so sweetly, your cheeks still candy-apple red as he wraps your scarf tighter to keep you from catching a cold on his account. But it’s not enough to distract Leon from the fact that he bought you these shoes? Oh no, no, no, you’re nodding as Leon’s face freezes into a horrified grimace. He’s responsible for the Heels from Hell? “Sweetheart, I just don’t want you getting hurt.” He takes your hands in his as your lower lip wobbles. He feels just awful. “It’s Christmas because I get to spend it with you, okay? Heels or no heels.” “You mean it?” “Those damn things have nearly sent you to the hospital, of course I mean it.” And finally, finally, you smile. Hark! The herald angels sing. 
ok i’m so sorry for copy and pasting a bunch of text but i am foaming at the mouth and sobbing just so horrifically. violet. vivi. violet with 5 a’s. vaaaaaiolet. you cannot do this to me. writing this one your period is insane because i was on mine and this made me cry so hard.
You look down and stifle a giggle. “Leon, you’re frozen to the sidewalk.” “So I am. Ow.” 
UGH HE’S SO STUPID I LOVE HIM 😭😭.
Leon thinks he’ll go online shopping once you fall asleep. For less dangerous Christmas heels, sure. But also something else. Something shiny. He really didn’t mind being on one knee for you.
no one will ever understand how this little paragraph ruined yet healed me. like. ERGH. jesus fucking christ. i am waiting every day for a part 2 💔.
um ok! that's all for my little dissection. i’m just gonna make a little drabble because i need to or i may combust.
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New years parties weren’t anything to write home about. It was fun to get drunk off of champagne and vodka soda. It was nice to stumble in heels too high to be intoxicated in. 
You had snuck off with Leon, pulling off your do-up, having your makeup that you spent an hour on ruined, messing up your hair. Fireworks blared in the background as you pulled off his shirt and laid on whoever’s bed. The crumbled cotton sheets lay beneath your weight as you breath against his chest.
Moonlight shines through the window as both of your breaths slow. It wasn’t worth the risk of getting caught. Gentle fingertips hover with a ghostly feel over Leon’s pecs, dragging to his abs. He looked down at you, meeting your eyes and sucking in a breath. His baby blues looked at you like he saw his entire universe in them.
“You’re gorgeous.” His bass, silver voice turned soft. The two of you bask in the warmth of your love. “You must be drunker than you think.” A gentle chuckle emerged from your throat. Leon shook his head, looking slightly offended. He sighed, raking a hand through your hair. 
His free hand clasped into yours. Fireworks boomed far away and people began to cheer at the TV. “Any resolutions this year?” your low mumble filled the silence of the room. Leon hummed lowly.
“Mm.” He sighed. “Wanna settle down. Start getting life in order.” A rough, calloused hand rakes through his blonde locs. A drunken giggle made his cheeks grow warm as he laughed with you. “It’s true!” He emphasized.
Pink ran across both of your faces as grins plastered onto your mouths. “I think that may be mine too.” You agree. Leon sucks in a breath. People start counting down from thirty. “Good.” He got up to grab his pants and dug through his pockets. 
10.
“Le? What are you doing?”
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“Something I’ve wanted to do for a while. Whether I knew it or not.” Leon smiled, grabbing something and leaning on one knee.
8
“Oh my god.” you whisper in disbelief.
7
“I think you know what I’m getting at here.” Leon cleared his throat and opened the box. A ring shone inside of it.
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“Oh my god!” you sit up.
5
“Is.. that a yes?” His boyish grin widened as used a hand to scratch his neck
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“Yes!” Leon jumped up to hold you.
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“I can’t believe this. I’m going to cry.” Soft tears drip from your eyes with a soft beam.
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“I love you so, so much.” His husky voice whispered.
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“I love you more.” You reassure before connecting your lips
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Happy New Year.
It's Christmas Eve and Leon can't quite wrap his head around his drop-dead-gorgeous girlfriend's need to be 4 inches off the ground, but maybe there's more to your fashion choices than what he considers a faux pas.
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f / m, established relationship, tooth ROTTING fluff, the barest baby twinge of angst and surprise ending ehehehe. also, super short!
word count: 898 // read on ao3
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a/n: christmas in july oh my lord. tmi i'm on my period and i've had lover by taylor swift on blast for 3 hours :( give your girl a break and pretend my dividers match
this fic belongs to sketches for my sweetheart the drunk, a collection of bite-sized fics to stretch out my writing muscles :) i hope you enjoy!
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“No, sweetheart, the- no, the buckle comes off the other way.” 
If he were a lesser man, Leon would be laughing his head off at your flushed cheeks and bleary pout. You were going to do this right here, right now, plunked on the frozen stoop of your front door, mere steps from the warmth of your apartment. 
“I can take off my own shoes! I bought them my- hic! -self.”
“You did, sweetheart, “ Leon soothes as he gets down on one knee, “and I know you can take them off fine, but you weren’t drunk when you bought them, were you?”
“I’m not drunk. I’m just...” you sulk. You would have sold the act too if it wasn’t for a sleepy jerk of your head. You always get sleepy when you’re, “...tipsy.” 
Ah, there it is.
Your toes are a half-frozen cherry red as Leon unclasps the buckle adorning your beloved heels. 
There’s not much Leon can do about your affinity for heels, even in the winter, so he grew a sixth sense for detecting falls around the time you almost tripped headfirst into the Christmas table at your parents’ house. You haven’t quite put together yet why he’s so on his toes when you wear stilettos, but Leon is okay with that. Batman never reveals his identity and if this is how he keeps Gotham’s urgent cares a little less occupied, so be it.
The fact of the matter is that Leon has perfected his method to three steps:
Watch for abnormal movement in your fingers. You start fluttering them like you’re Tinkerbell. Like you’re trying to take off from the ground and fly right back up to heaven without him, and he can’t have that just yet.
Assume position when you start laughing too hard at his jokes to distract from the fact that you’re about to fall. You never laugh at his one-liners (the best he’s ever gotten out of you is a giggle and that was on his birthday). 
Engage nearest mode of rescue the second your eyes start flitting around in search of a place to land. 
But above all, the one condition that puts him on red alert is when you’ve been drinking. His sweetheart is a complete lightweight. 
And tonight, you’d had too much fun at Claire’s Christmas dinner.
It takes a little longer than usual for Leon’s icy fingers to undo the buckle on your other shoe. “The mulled wine was that good, huh?” he asks, his lips curving into a smile as he looks up at you and your crossed arms.
He gets a hmph! in response.
“You look beautiful. You always do, it’s just
could we maybe save the ankle-breaking shoes for when the ground’s not frozen over?” 
The frown flies back on your face within seconds. His peace treaty’s gone south. “But Leon, they’re my Christmas heels! I always wear them on Christmas.”
Oh, he knows. 
“That’s why they’re Christmas heels,” you point out. 
Of course, you’re right. They’re the very same Christmas heels that so rudely interrupted his enjoyment of your mom’s to-die-for lamb roast. Leon’s also sure that they’re the ones that got repurposed on New Year’s Eve two years back. He had to kiss you under the table next to the girls chowing down grapes, and it’s a lot less romantic when half of them shoot you death glares while they’re wishing to not spend Valentine’s Day alone again. Come to think of it, Leon hasn’t had grapes in a while.
“It’s not Christmas if I don’t wear them,” you mumble. 
You don’t sound so sure of yourself. 
Leon’s plea deal might be back on the table.
His thumb rubs circles on your ankle as you swallow. His knee’s freezing over, almost attached to the sidewalk by now, but your mouse-quiet confession glues him to the spot.
“I lied.”
“These aren’t your Christmas heels?”
A snowdrop tear rolls down your cheek. 
“I didn’t buy them. You did, for me. I love them. Love you.”
You sniffle so sweetly, your cheeks still candy-apple red as he wraps your scarf tighter to keep you from catching a cold on his account. But it’s not enough to distract Leon from the fact that he bought you these shoes?
Oh no, no, no, you’re nodding as Leon’s face freezes into a horrified grimace. He’s responsible for the Heels from Hell?
“Sweetheart, I just don’t want you getting hurt.” He takes your hands in his as your lower lip wobbles. He feels just awful. “It’s Christmas because I get to spend it with you, okay? Heels or no heels.”
“You mean it?”
“Those damn things have nearly sent you to the hospital, of course I mean it.”
And finally, finally, you smile. Hark! The herald angels sing. 
“Let’s get you inside.” Leon smiles back, pressing a kiss to your forehead. He’d have gotten up too if he hadn’t suddenly come to a comical stop, his left knee still perpendicular to the ground.
You look down and stifle a giggle. “Leon, you’re frozen to the sidewalk.”
“So I am. Ow.” 
You lend him a helping hand as the two of you stumble inside the warm apartment, and Leon thinks he’ll go online shopping once you fall asleep. For less dangerous Christmas heels, sure.
But also something else. Something shiny. 
He really didn’t mind being on one knee for you.
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lilylived · 6 months ago
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Tmi a bit, but I always get so sleepy around maghrib time, like a train is hitting me. So I take a nap but Alhamdullilah wake up just before prayer time ends. Really bad habit, but at least I make it. And clearly it is not a coincidence... it's always just enough time for me to do wudu and pray.
But today I slept through it and I was so sad. Forlorn. I thought I had taken my risky nap one too many times.
But then realized I started my period so I don't need to pray at all 😭 It was a kindness from Allah that I didn't wake up.
This happened a few months ago with fajr as well. The one day I slept through all my alarms was when I had unknowingly started my period.
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sourstars · 3 years ago
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I have so much to reply w ok I do it Monday im eating another đŸ„Ș rn and im so sleepy im such a bad procrastinator 😭😭 i have like 3 things to finish (one of them for u) another for my mutual and im writing a fic for roma (roma if u see this look away.) anyway
I bought cute pjs and im wondering when my suna plushie is gonna get here IIH ITS HIM IN HIS SCHOOL UNFIROM I want them to make one of all the time skip boys IMAGINE SHOYO IN HIS MSBY UNIFORM AND OMI?? omi is so cuye im gonna cry OH and I bought new pjs and what else oh have u read blue period ?? OH oh my god wait I switch topics alot but one of my bad habits is buying merch before watching the show. like I did it w hq (and I watched hq and I loved it) but atp I can't even remember what I've watched bc my memory is so .. bad like I forgot everything ab jjk except ugly purple guy with combover dying
how was ur day beloved♡♡♡ - 🍡
okay okay okay FIRST DID U SEE THE MOVIE HOW WAS THE MOVIE???? IVE BEEN WAITING TO HEAR AB IT HELLOO???
and take your time bby there’s no rush <33 writing takes so much effort and i’m sure i and roma will love it whenever they’re done <3
also no i have not read blue period but i started watching it bc it’s on netflix, i haven’t gotten v far i’m like on episode one or two still bc i’m currently binging bridgerton and need to finish the 3838393 other shows on my watchlist LMAO
also??? omg the plushie sounds so cute i’m so excited for you WHAT. the only merch i think i own that really isn’t merch is a poster one of my friends got me with my stuff for christmas for BNHA and i have it hung up on my wall
MY DAY IS GOING OKAY!! the guy i’m interested in listening to me write him a whole fuckin essay on the costumes in bridgerton earlier bc i was FLOORED by the filming and choices again and then hit me with the “it’s okay i wanted you to ramble i wanted to hear ab it ❀” and if this man wasn’t so far away
 good lord ANYWAYS, bridgerton makes my romance expectations run so high, yet again like what the fuck the actresses always are so fucking stunning and the one who plays kate (i forgot her name rn OMFG) she is STUNNING LIKE LEGIT. both of the sisters for this season are goddesses and i’m just??? fisnfkskf overall today was p quiet and YEAH it’s been going good though
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yeonjuins · 3 years ago
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IT'S SO CUTE but then again, everything you create is LITERALLY AMAZING đŸ˜­â€ïžâ€đŸ”„ like i'm still so mesmerised by your creations 😍 you're so talented !! â€ïžâ€đŸ”„
they do say green tea has a lot of benefits !! 🌿 it's supposedly really, really good for you <3 my gran drinks a lot of it, and she says it always makes her feel refreshed 💞 oh it's so delicious !! tea can be pretty cheap here so when i was trying to figure out what teas i would like, i was just buying boxes of different teas. i really like herbal teas <3
it was !! it helped an awful lot, i came out of it a better person. someone more confident. and while i still get my bad days, i'm happier and in a better place mental health wise because of therapy. i've had anxiety attacks since therapy but they're less frequent :) i agree and i wish it was less expensive. one of my close friends who lives in america can't get therapy because it's too expensive for her :(
yeah that's not worth the stress <//3 i'm really worried about going back into education when i figure out what i wanna do with my life bc i don't cope well with stress. stress makes me cry, and it makes me not eat :(
honestly I AM SO EXCITED !! i am praying for nice weather :( our weather this month has been storms, snow, rain, coldness and ice :((( i used to be really active but when lockdown hit for us, it put me back inside and i became comfortable with that <//3
yeah they're really focused on making sure everyone feels comfortable and not ignored đŸłïžâ€đŸŒˆ you can order name tags that have your pronouns on them, they'll design them for you and send them out to you <3 i totally respect that for you 💙 and that's okay 💞💚💙💜
i used to work Sundays in my old job and honestly? kinda liked them. it was always dead so there was more chat, people ordered pizza and we'd be lucky if we had two calls. it was bliss <3 my current job aren't open on Sundays. just Monday to Saturday. but we're on a 5 week rotation so i only work one saturday every 5 weeks so it's not bad !! 🌿 aw that's amazing !! i hope that continues for you 💞 i'm off today because this week is my saturday shift so i'm just chilling today â€ïžâ€đŸ”„
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firstly NEW MOBILE THEME YAYAYAYAY PU8RPLES SOOO TRUE <3 i feel like everyone around me lately has been loving the colour purple and i think that is so adorable... 
ty my love for the compliments hehe i also updated my icon a while back too so it’s not as low quality anymore and i’m so happy (”: thank god my friend found a higher quality photo of the earring yj wore on lsd’s instagram... actually mind blown imo
speaking of caffeine, i had a french vanilla drink today (and ofc i got the smallest size) because i was so utterly sleepy during my first two periods at school and guess what it did to me (”: i ended up taking like 5 naps throughout the day because i felt so exhausted... thankfully my anxiety didn’t go up the roof but i think that’s purely because i just slept through whatever emotions i had LMFAO i thought it would keep me up and it would fix my need to take a nap in the middle of the day but unfortunately, it only messed it up more ;; hopefully i’ll be able to recover (planning to sleep early tonight to see how that goes) 
a bit of a tangent off that top but i used to obsessively drink hot chocolate as though it would keep me up... (<- still does that tbh) PAHHAH hot chocolate is super sweet so it’s not like it actually does anything but i think i convinced myself it does so therefore, i end up do staying up whenever i drink it (placebo effect at its finest) 
ahh.. i think the way that therapy works in any north american system sucks ass LOL (pardon my language) i’m thankful for those who acc are helpful and are beneficial to people’s lives but i truly think people preaching that ‘mental health support is accessible to anyone’ are slightly overreaching (not to be pessimistic) but i won’t go too much into that and rant about my personal experience (”: once again, i’m glad you were able to get the help you needed and come out of it as a better person <3 
i’m really glad i did end up dropping the course ! i have more free time to work on other things and actually begin investing time into healthier work habits/schedule (<- is dying as we speak) but i’m grateful nonetheless for the window of opportunity to finally be able to make a noticeable change in my bad habits.... oh no ): please take it easy... if things ever get too hard, please remember to take a step back and take care of yourself. obviously that’s easier said than done but still important nonetheless. 
today had actually nice weather (”: it was sunny outside and it motivated me to go to school/come home and be productive for the first few hours... (until my caffeine crash kicked in <3) just a good reminder that spring is around the corner and i am very excited to leave this winter depression hehe
i don’t have much to further comment on in terms of the name tags other than how that is so lovely ): i’ve already said this x50 times but i’m glad you’re in a community like that (”: 
i really like the place i work at (: to be clear as well, i have an internship that i work on weekdays, and then on the weekends i work in a retail store (that’s usually what i’m referring to when i say ‘work’). it’s a very nice community and i’ve been there for several months now so it’s nice being in the swing of things / having that trust with your coworkers already built (”: that sounds lovely omg... to order pizza at work... it’s happened a few times at our store where a coworker will order pizza for the rest of us and truthfully, those days are amazing hehe i rmbr once we didn’t finish a pizza and i got to take the enitre thing home <3 i hope ur day went well my love and that u rested well <3 
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