#and get hangovers too

[blue-jos10]

i wonder how kevin's fitness-obsessed mind justifies his alcohol addiction

[y-rhywbeth2]

non-Chosen Durge post-game, any time they're mildly inconvenienced: "I should've destroyed this world when I had the chance."

[elkkiel]

I'm so fucking exhausted today i'm having a hard time literally just operating my computer at work ;w; taking cuddle applications because I'm planning on hibernating for a year and it might get lonely :(

[sageofthestarz]

Some sad kinda fucked Ifrit thoughts because I woke up and they came

Cw; Substance Abuse, Sex as a coping mechanism, and just kinda general sads.

Nothing graphic said but still putting those ^

Ifrit

Big, Strong, oh so stupid Ifrit.

That's what was thought of him. A muscle head who fucked hard, partied hard, and got fucked up without a care.

An easy fuck and go without connections, without having to stick around after sorta thing

That isn't who he was though.

This was all learned behavior because it's what got him the attention he craved, any sense of being useful, cared about even if it was only because his body was useful

He loved and hated every single second of every single hookup, high, and any other thing that got him out of his head

If he wasn't happy he wasn't useful, if he didn't stay the persona they all knew he wouldn't be liked, if she showed just how broken inside he truly was he'd lose everything and everyone he had, no matter how superficial he needed the attention

It didn't matter if it was a vicious cycle of regrets, and horrible sleepless night, bad highs and.. thoughts he shouldn't have. Couldn't have

It was all he had now

His pack was broken.

His pack hated him after he left.

He never bothered to try and reconnect, why would he.

Aether, Mountain, and Dew stayed with the band, Zephyr never spoke to him, Mist was long gone to be with the lake.

He couldn't bother any of them with this.

With him.

He left the pack, he left the band, that was his choice. He left the only people who cared about him and for what? To go and be whatever he was now?

Yes.

Even when he knew he could possibly rekindle something he didn't. Shoved those feelings down and shoved more substance down his throat.

He didn't deserve it.

Didn't deserve to have that happiness.

That comfort.

Ifrit used to be the most caring, lovable golden retriever there was.

Always following someone's trail, loving on them, and doing every favor he could

His pack loved him

He loved his pack

Now a days he's nothing more then an old dog owned by a family long since grown.

One that's waiting for the first excuse to be put down despite all the love it has left to give.

He thinks it's what he deserves.

A life of misery, and pain without comfort.

He watches his old pack in longing, the only happiness coming from seeing how happy and healthy they are

He'd do anything for them even now

He's so happy to see them thrive and love each other

Even if it also breaks his heart.

[weanwinwhester]

First of all, it’s complimentary. Second of all, what happened to being nice to me?

@justjensenanddean

[byanyan]

boy wall boy wall time for grey to share their full boy wall

[leviiackrman]

"softness is a super power, it's called empathy"

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[bitethedevil]

pray for me. I am withering away and slowly dying (I have a hangover)

[avicecaro]

i DON’T believe karma is real or that we must face divine punishment in some manner. however. when there are no consequences it’s very worrying. i did quite literally nothing (skipped the exam even) for a class and the prof gave me an A. what’s stopping me. this is the devil speaking.

[itsjaywalkers]

guys i got home really late and . kinda drunk . so my friend convinced me to call in sick tomorrow (i've never done it not even when i was actually sick) so i texted my manager, the one who's on shift tomorrow and i'm hoping for the best........... wish me luck?

[alexjcrowley]

I feel like yesterday I had a conversation worthy of a Tumblr shitpost and I can't get it out of my mind. But I really wish I could, get it out of my mind. It was harmless, it was amongst friends, but it was so fucking cursed that even if the words used were indeed in the bible they should edit them out because they don't belong there anymore. They have been tainted forever.

[nobodybetterlookatme]

I don't care if the texts are about what you're eating for dinner, I'll take all the crumbs I can get !!

LMAO yeah okay here you go. And upon reading them this morning it wasn't that funny so idk why I was laughing almost hysterically last night about it ahskalslal

[lilworms]

so

[merakiui]

azul has that single dad on vacation vibe nailed to a T in that new card and i’m going insane. i will be his wifey so he never again has to be a single dad on vacation

He's literally this:

But it's okay because he makes it look so good. orz I will also be his wifey so that when he has his next vacation trip he won't be alone. <3 anything to make dilf Azul happy hehe!!! >:3c

[shopwitchvamp]

i recommended ur tarot to someone but now i can't find any posts about them, could u possibly reblog one so i can boost? :'3 ty ty! xoxo

Sure! And here's a link to my channel: Witch Vamp Tarot

Thanks for the boost!!

[accultant]

Iago, of course, receives the Suspicious Liquor from Eden. "I tried a little something new -- a little 'mystery spice' mix let us say." [@yaksha-garden]

It will surprise no one that Iago considers themselves a solitary person and usually independent if ever celebratory or indulgent. But they do quite like to ring in the new year ( its the smugness. "made it another year. ha. ha." ) and accepted Eden’s offering after only a few minutes of eyeing it suspiciously and interrogating them on what was in it and finally trusting that it probably isn't deadly.

Besides, with whatever goes on in their veins, they've always had a surprisingly high tolerance - it'll take more than just a glass to cheers for Eden's work to do much for them. Surely. So, another l couldn't hurt. Maybe three. Maybe four. They were feeling very celebratory and Eden's concoction was a bit stronger than wine, they realized a bit too late.

Their quiet, personal celebration was quickly thrown out the window in favor of spending time with the other since everything was suddenly much funnier and much more delightful, and, hells, why shouldn't they celebrate? A whole year! It baffles them every time!

At some point, far into the night but before the time had struck, they find themselves holding Eden's hand, tugging at them like an eager child. Their hair has mostly given up on the braid it was tucked into, and, for once, they seem completely unbothered by the loose strands that drape around their face. They unabashedly smile more in that one night than they had the whole week prior, and - they'll be surprised to find in the morning - they've ... ahem. gathered quite a few things ( Puck's hat, for example, swiped and put on their head for a time. Every spoon in camp - to rank them from their least to most favorite, and because it would be funny. Someone's pillow. A teacup from Vayu, which they've filled with acorn tops - they won't recall their reasoning behind this, but they'll return the cup and keep the acorns. Etc. Etc. )

They try to rope Eden into their next course of action, "I'm going to go swimming. There's a stream nearby, and it's not that cold -" ( Lie. ) "And I realized I haven't been swimming all year. All year! In over a year, really, I can't remember. I might've forgotten how so I will drown and fill my lungs with water and die horrifically on my own on New Years Day, how embarrassing, so come. Come swimming with me, Eden~"