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5 PhDs + 1
@lalalaurieart happy birthday! I offer you one of my silly headcanons
None of Robotnik's degrees are in medicine. Why should he care about that? His interest in the human body ends with his own. That is, until one time when Stone got really hurt, and the Doctor could do nothing. He coped by... teaching himself everything there is to know about medicine! He's very normal like that. Never bothered getting a degree for that one though.
#lalastobotnik#stobotnik#doctor ivo robotnik#agent stone#sonic movie universe#robotnik really pushed himself here. he didn't sleep for days#he's currently in worse shape than stone who got shot in the chest#this comic was a bit of a struggle for me. i kept wondering if the jokes ruined it?#like should i be serious for once?#but joking is my thing. i love joking#so i went well then i can avoid the serious part#but that didn't feel right either#i tried to find a balance. i don't know if i managed#cw blood#also sleeveless turtleneck because... because.#stone would never give the doctor his recipe unless he genuinely thought he was dying#because those lattes are one of the only things he feels he can do for the doctor#you know. something that makes him irreplaceable#robotnik kinda understands it but he doesn't think about it too much#yeah i'm a bit nervous about this one can you guys tell?#let me know what you think maybe
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Y’all I promise I’m still alive (barely🫠)
This took so long to make and I am very late but this is a redraw from @kyri45 ‘s shadowpeach parents comic, it’s so good I highly recommend reading it if you haven’t and like shadowpeach
The specific comic panel is from the full moon eclipse chapter part 8
#kept getting pushed back because of college>:(#I’m surprised I got this done#good lord the Timelapse says this took 14 hours and 48 minutes;-;#take that procrastination! I finished an artwork for once>:D#lego monkie kid#lmk mk#six eared macaque#lmk macaque#lmk fanart#shadowpeach au#qi xiaotian#lmk#monkey mk#full moon eclipse chapter#soy sauce duo#lmk art#shadowpeach au fanart
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I hate when Chakotay is watered down to be Janeway's yes man because their disagreements are actually very interesting. [A lot of rambling analysis of this debate in particular below]
Chakotay in Parallax is very interesting in that he has to navigate a lot of different dynamics. Balance a lot of plates while being watched keenly by everyone around him. Immediately preceding this scene we see him ask B'Elanna for her opinion on the bridge - both as a chance to show her knowledge in his bid to make her chief engineer (because she wouldn't get a chance to otherwise as Janeway has clearly indicated that at this point she views B'Elanna as a troublemaker who won't be considered for the position) and because he just thinks she's a better engineer than Carey and wants the best possible chance of them succeeding. Janeway sees this as unacceptable. Carey is the chief engineer and so he should be called and Chakotay NOT asking for his opinion is an insult to Carey, Janeway, and might make the crew doubt Chakotay (and by extension the Maquis') loyalty to the Starfleet crew.
At this point it seems that to Janeway integration ["They're not your people"] means the path of least resistance, specifically tailored towards the Starfleet crew. She wants Chakotay by her side to keep the Maquis crew calm but also seems unwilling to consider them for important positions aboard the ship. Though she says that the Maquis are not Chakotay's people, not his crew, she certainly doesn't seem to consider them hers [Compare this to later instances where she stresses 'our' crew, here she simply says they aren't Chakotay's: Whose crew are they? Are they crew at all?]. This less leaves the impression of "We need to be a cohesive team" and more "You're not in charge here." She essentially accuses Chakotay of playing favorites. In her mind Chakotay's actions are not conducive to integrating the crews which would (again, in her mind) mean the Maquis being docile and accepting, obedient and content - not making trouble for the Starfleet crew. Chakotay counters Janeway's accusation with one of his own: That he IS trying to integrate them into the crew but her not allowing the Maquis any opportunity to prove themselves or succeed, not showing any trust in any of them (except, implicitly at this point, him) is making things difficult. At this point the Maquis crew are ready to mutiny on his word at any time. He knows this for a fact. Aside from that looming threat (the threat being that tensions are high and if nothing changes and they remain high there might be a mutiny even without his word) - Chakotay knows these people and trusts them. Though Starfleet and Janeway think of the Maquis as a violent bunch of criminal terrorists, Chakotay and a good number of the Maquis joined because they believed in the cause they were fighting for. These are people Chakotay knows WILL fight fiercely for what they believe in and conversely, AGAINST what they perceive as injustice. Even if they're not in the majority - they're used to picking fights which seem impossible to win. At this point Janeway admits that she ISN'T making it easy for Chakotay to integrate the Maquis - specifically talking about practical concerns; how she doesn't feel she can let Maquis crew have roles of importance on the ship because they lack the ability to hold them. "They don't have the discipline, they don't have the training," - asserting that they just aren't prepared for any such roles and it doesn't have to do with them being Maquis specifically. Ostensibly, she's treating them as she might treat anyone unqualified for the job.
Chakotay maintains that some of them, like B'Elanna, have the ability to be trained - challenging her point by saying that IF they're trained there's no reason for any Maquis member NOT to be given a more prominent role on the ship. He isn't suggesting they just unqualified people important jobs. If the problem is that they aren't trained, let's train them. These people have the ability to succeed if you give them the tools they need and a fair chance, he insists. Janeway then switches gears and her argument becomes not "The Maquis are untrained so they can't be given those jobs" but "The Maquis crew are unworthy of those jobs when compared to Starfleet personnel" saying that it'll cause insult and upset among the Starfleet crew if any member of the Maquis were to be promoted above them. Again, her idea of integration is based more on Maquis subservience to the Starfleet crew than it is the two crews working together. (Not that I believe she looks at it that way, it's just where her 'path of least resistance' leads) - though she accuses Chakotay of being too focused on "his" crew, she is admitting here that she believes her real crew are the Starfleet officers aboard, not the Maquis. She also admits here that the system she wishes to maintain (and is asking Chakotay to enforce) is one where there will ostensibly never be any chance of a Maquis crew member being promoted because no Maquis crew member will ever be more qualified, more worthy, than a member of Starfleet. We can see how it'd be difficult for Chakotay to convince his crew to remain calm under these circumstances. There's also Tuvok's behavior toward him at the beginning of the episode where the Vulcan nearly goes over Chakotay's head and when he doesn't do so (as Chakotay reminds him that HE'S the superior officer, the First Officer in fact,) Tuvok acts as if him backing down (partially) and conceding (partially) to Chakotay's authority is a favor to Chakotay.
Tuvok in this conversation is downright insubordinate to Chakotay. Despite Chakotay being the first officer, he doesn't take what he says seriously, argues that his own opinion on what should be done should be followed rather than Chakotay's, lectures the first officer about his conduct, and then almost seems to threaten him with a report. In Starfleet's rigidly hierarchical rules, acting like this to a superior officer (ESPECIALLY the first officer) wouldn't be tolerated and Tuvok knows this perfectly well. He isn't a rebellious character and clearly in other episodes adheres to these Starfleet hierarchies and codes of conduct very strictly. He values them highly. But Chakotay, a Maquis, shouldn't be First Officer. Why should he be given respect for a title he didn't earn? [Affirming Janeway's argument about how Starfleet officers won't be eager to follow a Maquis senior officer] Even though Chakotay tells Tuvok off for it ["I don't have to explain myself to you"] he doesn't threaten to put Tuvok on report or explicitly mention his insubordination. It's unclear if this is Chakotay's personality or if he just doesn't feel he CAN do that. Tuvok is one of the three most senior officers aboard and very close to Janeway. Chakotay has to think of the optics of any situation at all times - we see seconds after this conversation that rumors have already started swirling around B'Elanna being relegated to quarters that've fanned the flames of mutiny. Though we know Tuvok has personal reasons for behaving the way he does toward Chakotay (which he later admits), I really don't think it'd be out of the ordinary for this to be how most Starfleet personnel would treat the Maquis if they weren't outright hostile: Like they're only pretend crewmen. To a lesser extent we even see this with Janeway: In the following staff meeting, she clearly doesn't consider B'Elanna a viable option when Chakotay brings her up and almost ignores the suggestion entirely.
It also, again, leaves Chakotay in an impossible position. If he doesn't protect and fight for the Maquis crew, they won't ever be considered a true part of the crew and dissatisfaction will likely spread among them. Dissatisfaction which the Starfleet crew will then use to further label the Maquis as insubordinate, uncontrollable, unfit. Not to mention that if he doesn't advocate for them, he might lose their trust. However, if he DOES try to help the Maquis crew advance the Starfleet crew will view this as 'favoritism' and will further distrust him, won't respect the people he puts forth as worthy. Janeway seems to be intent on not advocating for any of the Maquis crew and also seems unwilling to ask that the Starfleet crew grant leniency. She implies that the Maquis crew need to learn to get in line and keep quiet and it seems almost like [we must remember the optics] she has Chakotay as the only Maquis in a position of power to facilitate that. Chakotay recognizes and pushes against that, saying that he won't just be her token Maquis - there only so she can point to him and say "See? We don't discriminate against the Maquis here." effectively a tool used to shut down any arguments of unfair treatment and a tool to quell the Maquis if any talk of mutiny DOES arise. In this model, Janeway can just tell Chakotay to calm them down and they'll listen because they trust him. She also doesn't have to really listen to anything he says: A token First Officer has no authority; his words don't hold weight. [Chakotay isn't Maquis anymore, they aren't his crew anymore - ok. What is he then? What are they? Nothing, without respect.] This plan seems untenable, as much as Janeway frames it as sensible: "I can't make it easy, Commander. Surely you can understand that," and alternatives as impossible "How am I supposed to ask them to accept a Maquis as their superior officer just because circumstances have forced us together?" - in the long run, how would this be sustainable? In any power structure, you cannot expect a group of people you're unwilling to grant trust or agency to obediently follow you forever. This proposed form of 'integration' in which the Maquis are kept on the bottom rung and told intermittently to stay there quietly by the only one of them granted permission to stand at the top would never be sustainable - especially with a group like the Maquis who again, were founded on the belief that its members should fight against inequity and are already on the verge of mutiny.
I specifically find the statement "How am I supposed to ask them to accept a Maquis as their superior officer just because circumstances have forced us together?" to be interesting because personally I'd say that being forced together for the rest of almost everyone's natural life is a pretty good reason to ask people to adapt and Janeway does understand this but only applies it to the Maquis - the Maquis are the ones who have to adapt, not Starfleet. The only thing the Starfleet crew have to do is tolerate their presence on board.
At this point Janeway again claims that if Chakotay can show her a 'qualified' Maquis candidate she'll consider them. I believe this is true but we already know that Janeway's standards for qualification will likely not fit the vast majority of the Maquis and Chakotay ignores the claim in favor of putting forth B'Elanna again, firmly. Janeway predictably dismisses her as unqualified and Chakotay disagrees, arguing that he knows her. He's worked with her. He KNOWS that B'Elanna can excel at the job even if she doesn't meet Starfleet/Janeway's qualifications. He doesn't value those qualifications over what he's observed about her - just as he didn't value Carey's title over what he knew about the gap between his and B'Elanna's abilities. Then, Chakotay switches gears. He admits that Janeway's right - he does view the Maquis as his crew but that's because Janeway (almost self admittingly) doesn't and if he doesn't, who will they have? [What kind of captain, kind of man, would he be?] "You're going to have to give them more authority if you want their loyalty." "Theirs or yours, Commander?" Janeway frames Chakotay's words pointing out the flaws in this plan which I outlined earlier, as almost a threat (if she doesn't have Chakotay's loyalty it'll most definitely mean mutiny). Chakotay asserts that it wasn't a threat, he's only trying to help by telling her how the Maquis crew will react to what she's telling him. "I'm sorry you can't see that" - not an apology for what he said but that she isn't willing to budge, not willing to listen to him and acknowledge that she might be as biased towards her crew as he is towards his. Chakotay is trying his best to acclimate his crew but if Janeway isn't willing to do the same, to talk to her people as he's talking to his, then this will not end well and that isn't a threat. It's just the reality of the situation. He then asks permission to leave, showing he is willing to observe Starfleet protocol (just as when he asked permission to speak freely), and Janeway lets him go, exhaling at the intensity of their debate when alone in her ready room.
#J/C is not interesting to me when they're strifelessly playing house or Chakotay is her lovesick yesman who'll do whatever she says#Kathryn Janeway#Chakotay#I really wish they'd kept up this kind of tension between the crews and used Tuvok/Janeway/Tuvok as like a microcosm of that tension#it'd be so good!!#Tuvok#<- he's there too#chara analysis#star trek voyager#st voy#Is this the only episode they call the ship 'The Voyager' ??#Also hearing Harry call Tom 'Mr Paris' is funny - early seasons voyager you have my heart early seasons voy supremacy#ANYWAY - that's beside the point#I do like how the maquis v starfleet tension is handled in this episode#I love how we see everyone start working together and relationships begin to form#How once B'Elanna shows her stuff Janeway is almost immediately intrigued and excited & how B'Elanna feeds off that excitement#The Doctor: -annoyed annoyed complaining complaining snarky comment- ugh I can't believe I have to help with something STUPID#Kes: You're very sensitive aren't you~? /gen /pos#The Doctor: ???? um ..... haha. idk. anyway I'm glad I could help :)#'how can we be seeing a reflection of something that we hadn't even done yet?' Voyager I love you MWAH#Tom Janeway B'Elanna: -temporal mechanics- / Harry: .... so how do we get out???#SUUCKS that in later seasons B'Elanna & Chakotay's relationship isn't focused on anymore but I mean. Every poc is pushed aside in later#seasons. But here you can see how much Chakotay believes in her and wants her to succeed!!! No wonder she likes him so much#He was probably one of the first people to really believe in her and SHOW IT and now Janeway's doing the same thing <3#My above post may paint Janeway somewhat negatively but it's only in the 'character flaws and being wrong about things means you have#a chance to grow' way - as soon as B'Elanna shows her potential Janeway wants to encourage it#God B'Elanna's so pretty#I forgot Seska was on the bridge!#'many of your teachers thought you had the potential to be an outstanding officer' SOMEONE SHOULD HAVETOLD HEEEER!!!!!!!!#WHY DID NO ONE TELL HEEER!!!!!
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maybe this is why bluesky's not working out with me because my brain registers it as having an artist presence and my 2025 resolution was to do everything to avoid it so now this is my only playground... yet it's really hard to shake off the general perception of being an artist online whenever you post anything, like, i'm trying my best to be the most average person you might accidentally bump into on the street that you'll forget the next day
#rambling#it should be a fun encounter where you think oh this one's fun to look at and go#you can follow still i'll be glad to share more of it anytime#it's that simplicity that i'm craving for after twitter thunderdrome#pretty sure my relationship with art worsened once algorithm kept pushing my work forward#I DON'T NEED ALGORITHM TO PUSH ME PLEASE#big numbers horrify me what else is new
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yt reccomended kept giving me witcher analysis videos today, so after work i decided to doodle the grumpy old people for the first time in a good while.
i promise you, maiilys and roche usually are NOT this lovey dovey but. tonight, self-indulgent fluff won.
#the witcher#oc x canon#rochelys#fae art#doodle#vernon roche is such a damn rizzless human being but! hey! he brought flowers this time!#or rather ves pushed them into his hands like 'please. ur embarrassing urself.'#and for once maiilys is not being a pain about it! a win is a win#goodness i love it when old bitter people kinda love each other a little uwu#the flowers are a whole. story with these two#cause they met when they were super young (like in their late teens. maiilys is a year or two older than roche)#during one or the other war campaign and. little man kinda developed a crush on the medic lady#followed her around like a lost puppy#even brought her flowers to fukken propose man#she rejected him outright lol#mainly cause she already was engaged to someone else but also. she was kinda done with the men in her life#didn't need another one to make things complicated.#they kept meeting now and then throughout their lives and. kinda stuck together in the end#most of the time things between them are like 'no one knows what the hell is going on' but sometimes. they can be a little affectionate#uhhh. enjoy the lore dump? :D
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浮光 / Floating Light
(spotify / youtube)
singer: Zhou Shen 周深 lyrics: Tang Simiao 唐思淼, Zou Nianci 邹念慈 score: Jannik arrangement: Jannik, 曾吴秋杰
haven't posted a TL in a while ahhsha but i've been holding onto this one for like a month now
看指尖拨响蝴蝶 扇动一场离别
look, the fingertips rustle, the butterflies / wave in a parting
我推开无声岁月 续梦一页
i push through the silent years / flip the dream’s page
你我只是打个照面 可曾有过誓约
you and i have merely met once / have merely made a vow
走进熟悉却 陌生的思念
entering a familiar / yet unfamiliar longing
啊……
ah……
啊……
ah……
你的眼眸 装满了时间
your irises brim with age
你的身后 拥故事成篇
your wake completes with story
此生如梦 愿细数流年
this dream-like life / counts down passing years
与你同写 沧海桑田
with you, i write / these rills of time
浮光掠影 重山彩云间
flickering light and passing shadows / layer the rosy clouds and mountains
你的伏线 穿越千百年
your foretelling cuts through endless years
人生不过 恍惚三万天
life is but / a fleeting thirty thousand days
漫漫人间 留恋流连
in this crowded world / lingering in lingering
你说 那月光 照过同样城墙
you say, that moonlight / lit the same city walls
永恒的刹那的 此刻沉默无话
eternal, in a flash / this silent, wordless moment
想问你这星空 是否不曾变
asking you, if this sky / has not yet changed
是啊 是啊 我们望着它
of course, of course / we look at it now
风吹过耳旁 古远的歌唱啊
winds carry to us / an old and remote song
这是我 也是你 不曾遗忘的啊
it’s what i / and what you / have never forgotten
是来路 是去处 是你在回答
it’s coming / it’s going / it’s you, answering
去吧 去啊 总会相遇吧
go, go / we will meet again
你的眼眸 装满了时间
your irises brim with the ages
你的身后 拥故事成篇
your wake completes with story
此生如梦 愿细数流年
this dream-like life / counts down passing years
与你同写 沧海桑田
with you, i write / these rills of time
浮光掠影 重山彩云间
flickering light, passing shadows / layer the rosy clouds and mountains
你的伏线 穿越千百年
your foretelling cuts through endless years
人生不过 恍惚三万天
life is but / a fleeting thirty thousand days
漫漫人间 留恋流连
in this crowded world / lingering in lingering
#浮光掠影 is the pleco def because once i liked it so much#hhh this was fun to learn (NOT fun to translate)#i'm working on 春雪 right now (or am i done with it? haven't checked)#i try to space out my zs posts because i don't want to flood the tag and this kept getting pushed back#zhou shen#周深#chryso.tl#song translation#translation
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hear me out, are you open to pokemon charaters? if so maybe an ingo/emmet or a Kieran? or eleasa. if not maybe wolf link or minda? feel free to pick which ever seems the most fun to draw. I just have a lot of characters(sorry)
[id: an uncolored, digital drawing of link and midna from twilight princess. link is in his wolf form and midna is upon his back. link is running, midleap, and midna leans in to brace herself. end id]
i've been wanting to draw wolf link for a hot sec anyway, thanks for the excuse
#doodles#loz#tp#legend of zelda#twilight princess#link loz#midna loz#this is probably the one i took the most seriously#i had a lot of trouble with it but once i kept pushing i got somewhere i rlly liked
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woulda been neat if jinx kept the knife t b h wouldaaaa been neat if like. it was never focused on but she def kept it and we just saw hints of it the same way we did in season one lmao. seeing as they didnt let her keep anything else like just let her keep the knife asdfghjkl
#am i saying she should sawed off all her hair with the knife iunno maybe lmao#something something it was on the desk! like#you think she knew the significance. that it was vanders? and silco took it from him?#that he would have killed her with it? it was on the desk!!! did they ever have that like#maybe vander Should have drowned you in the river#maybe you Should have murdered me in the alley#maybe i Should stab you in your face. yeah sure i blew up my whole family but they were there bc You were there#wheres the conflict! wheres the push and pull!#they never had an 'i hate you' moment?#theyre both so so full of guilt and self loathing and resentment and and and#never Once a misplaced argument?#she should have kept the knife okay is just. all im saying.#anyways#brainrot central
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✨character wrapped 2024✨
9 favourite characters that i met (&fell in love with) in 2024 - thanks for tagging me @deankarolina ♥
row 1: oh yoon-hee (the penthouse), im jin-hee (the cursed), jung seon-ah (the devil judge)
row 2: olivia bloom (mary kills people), cho yeon-joo (one the woman), madeline scott (proven innocent)
row 3: ryu ga-eul (pale moon), jett kowalski (jett), han so-ra (eve)
tagging (if you want to & dont think its a little late for this kdjfhs) @lesbiantahani @asalesbian @sunriseverse @lonely-night @gudansoo @dykedivorce <3
#tag game#last year was a big kdrama year for me again <3#took me so long to get to this somehow i kept pushing it. and once again im aware this didnt need to be a gifset but i wanted to make one#like last year#but i mostly just cropped gifs i already had dsjfh#dont remember whos done this one so if im like the 3rd person to tag you sorry dksjshf#*m.gif#once again my type is blindingly obvious. lmao
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castles crumbling belongs to: cadence sinclair eastman.
#we were liars#cadence sinclair#cadence sinclair eastman#i mean.. once i was the great hope for a dynasty??#she was the heir as the first grandchild and literally was going to inherit beechwood!!#their faith was strong but i pushed it too far – i held that grudge ‘till it tore me apart??#and i sit here alone behind walls of regret – falling down like promises i never kept?#and i watch all my bridges burn to the ground..#my foes and friends watch my reign end..#smoke billows from my ships in the harbor – people look at me like i am a monster#my castle’s crumbling down – you don’t wanna know me now
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where i live it’s going to be very hot today and the next two days so please everyone stay safe, hydrate, do what you can to stay cool, and check in with the people around you <3
#made the smart decision to leave the ac on all night (which my family never does) so it’s finally cool in here#we have an ac unit on each floor (so exactly 2l lol) and the upstairs one only got put in the night before last night and was only on for#like 3 hours#my dad tried to keep it running all day but that ac unit is older than me (i think it’s pushing 30) but the power kept blinking so once the#ac both upstairs and downstairs would start properly blowing cold air the power would blink and it would take a few minutes to start up#again and even longer to actually blow cold air#ANYWAY long story short is that it was definitely warm in here last night but not THAT warm and i’m grateful it’s cool right now bc i know#there’s people in my town who don’t have ac and i genuinely don’t know how they do it#i was suffering when it was in the 80s and my dad hadn’t put the ac in yet so i can’t imagine the 90s#autumn rambles
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柄本 佑 || 「光る君へ」 (2024) · 第四十二回 「川辺の誓い」
#柄本佑#tasuku emoto#光る君へ#hikaru kimi e#1x42#made by me#fujiwara no michinaga#藤原道長#okay I dont think I need to say anything gosh I'm so sad#I am totally crashed by the Uji river scene#crash is an understatement#I know what they have has never changed over the years#but cant help but wonder#if they ran away after ep09#would their life together be better?#michinaga became unrecognizably dark and greedy and he can't even look at himself in a mirror#and they'd wasted so much TIME away from each other#even before michinaga fell sick#he went to mahiro to talk about his daughters. his position. if she had any idea to get him back in higher power#and then he said 'sorry I shouldnt bother you with this bs'#he kept pushing people away#all his life he'd done that#he never once cherished people when they were around#the tears to me feel like remorse & regret#he has everything#but TIME with mahiro#with kaneie. with michikane. with people he should've loved more#should've treated yukinari better#should've dealt the naohide thing in a better way#should've loved mahiro harder.
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honestly wild thing about indivisible is that there's a nonzero chance that I named a character in this game.
i remember they asked for names for a character WAAAY BACK, years before release, & the name i suggested ended up being his name. so look im not saying it was entirely me BUT.
like oh yeah i'm sure i'm not the ONLY one who came up with the name "Ren" for the character, but i was there frame 1 on this game's posts/news prerelease man I WAS INNNN THERE...
i wish i could find the post but well. you know. the studio is gone. & while i thought it was a tumblr post, i just ran through the game's acct & didnt see it
also this is what the character looked like when the name was being asked for (his design has changed since). 16-17 year old me named a devbait-ass character

#i said i was gonna bring this up once he showed up but its happening now#indivisible playing#you may be wondering why i only got this game that i was in the frontlines for almost ten years after i learned about it and.#You know what idk how to answer that it kept getting pushed back in the backlog like crazy😭#also he's AN OPTIONAL RECRUIT. I FORGOR
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im so sosry for ranting abour this again but auhgufhgh im making a ref sheet of my ocs for myself beacse EVERYTIME I DRAW THEM THEY LOOK SOOOSK DIFFERENT os i thoguht maybe this can help me memorize their faces but EVEN THO IM USING GUIDELINES THE SAME CHARACTER LOOKS LIKE DIFFERENT PEOPLE ITS JUST A HEAD TURN AROUND I CANT DO THIS I FEEL SO VIOLENT WHY IS MY ART STYLE HAVING AN IDENTITY CRISIS HOWWWWWWW DO I FIX THIS

#everytime when im drawing any of my ocs and someone mixes them up with another oc my heart shatters to 7463874693 pieces#that either means everyone i draw looks the same or the same oc i draw looks so different every time#at that point they just went with whoever they think is the closest#im having the hardest time making my sentences right now what is going on my talkşng abilites have went down to zero#no like also ive always struggled w same face syndrome without realising#all my art life i had ocs that looked exactly the same from an outsiders view but they looked sososooo different to me#like i just erased my ocs frrom existence when i was 12 cuz everyone mixed them up and it frustrated me so bad#and i look back at that era AND THEY REALLY ARE EXACTLY THE SAME I CANT TELL WHO IS WHO#AND THIS KEPT HAPPENING until i got into sims which pushed me to egt out of my comfort zone#this is why its very important to be obsessed with the ugliest character u can find ^_^(NERVOUS SUBJECT)#and now im scared i once again convinced myslef that my ocs look very different when they actually arent#ok maybe this is a transitional period from having a same face syndrome to being able depict different kinds of people#and im in between rn cuz since im nnot used to this i just cant draw the same face again#and everytime i draw it loks like a dfifferent stuyle whatfevrrrr whatevr#wow writing down your feelings really do work maybe i should get a journal#ramblings
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Harold soooo had a Hotwheels color changing cars phase when he was seven and he probably still loves them
He has given one as a gift to each of his friends + Team Victory and their reactions ranged from confusion to polite cheer
#he gave one to Heather once and she reacted poorly#but she actually kept it and covered it in glitter glue patterns#td harold#cheese posting#sorry i have to push my hbombs agenda everytime even if only in the tags#Herbilette-canon
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I survived Costco (barely) !!!
#Almost tripped once#bumped into something twice#almost fainted#Got really bad anxiety because someone was following me humming for like a solid 3 mins#then almost fought some dude bc he was blocking the walkway n I was waiting for him to move n he just gave me a weird look#my mom said she was expecting me to fight him n he was pissing her off too#N the cart i was pushing weighed more than me#leaving I had to push it up a slope#by the time I got to the car I couldn’t even sit up#like I was slumped over in my seat n my mom kept asking if I was ok n I couldn’t even answer#screaming
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