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so what do you do when you feel like it’s 130° celsius every where you go no matter what you do
#and you feel like you want to punch someone in the face for singing Fight Song in a baby voice#and every surface you see has four to twenty random somewhat sticky items spewed across it#and you can smell tomato raisin chicken and you hate chicken#and you feel like you want to throw up#or hibernate for three months#and your sisters keep promising to be quiet and then they start sCrEaMiNG and StOmPiNG#and your littlest sister can walk into a room and it immediately becomes coated in syrup and four week old laundry stench#and you haven’t had water or food in six hours except for a gross peanut butter sandwich on squishy white bread#and your middle sister keeps whining like an immature sports bro from sixth grade#and you keep hearing random music from 2015 that’s way too loud and has a singer who’s off beat#and your room—the only safe place in your entire house—is SIXTY THOUSAND DEGREES WITH FOUR THOUSAND PERCENT HUMIDITY#and your nails keep randomly breaking over and over again and catching on your hair and your clothes and your skin and furniture and tissue#and you’re wearing black flares and a black t shirt and you keep thinking your mom thinks you’re depressed#and your black t shirt is new but it’s two sizes too big in a really awful way#and that annoying bar that suggests tags keeps popping up over what you’re writing#and you’re hair feels too thick and too curtly and unbrushable and ugly#and your insides feel like you’re on fire and being torn limb from limb#and everything is too loud#anyone have any suggestions for me#pls#leah’s lost thoughts#leah wastes time#sorry this is just a rant for no reason
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#I want to want to go to a crowded dim-lit place like a club or something#I want to let myself dance and look like an idiot in a space where everyone else is and no one can see it or care about it#I want to want the proximity and potential casual touch and tension however short-lived it may be#but I feel like I’m suffocating even in open spaces with other people#and everything is too loud#and the moment I’m perceived irl as something to flirt with is the moment my heart drops into my stomach and makes me want to throw up#but I like flirting online and love the people who let me be comfortable enough to do so#I crave intimacy like air and yet it fucking terrifies me#I just….. hhhhhhhh….. I don’t know how to word what’s going on in my head without sounding like I’m……. idk.#why does everyone I trust have to be so far away?#or is it just that I can’t let myself trust anyone who’s actually physically close to me?#Kayla tag rants#ignore me
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part 2!!!! [read part one here]
transcript below the cut arranged into stanzas to help show where the rhymes are:
“that’s why they brought gem in? as a failsafe?” as a pawn. we were told to point her at whoever we need gone
“gem won’t hurt her allies. …yet.” the curse she carries will it’s had its eye on her since she lost the other eye she was specially selected for her hunting skill it’s quite the high honor. “wow. how generous.” we try
think about it: why does almost no one fight the curse? “given how fast scott killed skizz last season, i can guess.” [“any pain you spare your friends, you’ll have to suffer worse”?] it’s designed to shut down higher reasoning with stress
#if you still can't see the rhyme scheme try reading it out loud#if that doesn't work uh. idk. can't help you#my art#grian#geminitay#smajor1995#bdoubleo100#inthelittlewood#secret life#grian and his terrible horrible no good very bad eldritch coworkers: the sequel#cant wait to post the next part so i can be like 'my three secret life comics. and yes they all rhyme'#this one narratively doesn't work nearly as well as a standalone compared to part 1#however i accidentally went way too hard and could probably upload the middle page + second to last panel as their own separate art pieces#tbh i'm considering putting an explanation of everything below the readmore buuut i don't feel like it atm. :3 later maybe#me and my 20+ life series headcanons i only allude to without explicitly stating don't need to explain ourselves#still experimenting with this webtoon-esque vertical comic style#still not sure i like it#it gets long too quickly#among other things#but it's very easy to read on a phone so
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hi!! howdy!! hello!! i have a question about the lights out au !! :D How did Poppy, Frank and Wally react to Howdy waking up? How did HE react to waking up?? sorry if this was already asked hhaha
lots of emotions! i will portray Two
#howdy got a little too loud and attracted Very unwanted attention#which is fair! its a lot to process all at once!#but yeah picture frank and wally sprinting the distant sound of howdy yelling#to try and get to him before anything else <3#i dont think i need to explain poppy's! its just Emotional!#she's awake for about two 1/2 years before howdy joins them#so a fresh face brings tears to her eyes!#i feel like howdy would be a little awkward at first maybe?#everything is different and everyone is touchy (both emotionally and in the physical affection sense)#scribble salad#wh lights out au#but yeah howdy had a proper freakout#sobbing ranting the whole shebang
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oh okay heres one:
"sleepaway camp"= you go there for at least a few days, a week, sometimes several weeks, and sleep there, as opposed to a """camp""" where you go for the day and your parents or whoever picks you up afterward (those arent really camps, but like. idk when i went to "space camp" it was a weeklong but not sleepaway). in the U.S. at least, the typical image of a sleepaway camp involves staying in cabins, dunno how common it is/what it looks like in other countries.
for the first few i just mean like. not necessarily a stealth church camp, just like. idk, a camp where theres also an Assumption Of Christianity and just general vibes without being actually church camp. So, there might not be daily services and jesusy dedicatwd activities, but maybe theres still a prayer said over meals and shit. Which i assume might exist...
(oh and @reblogforsamplesize if u wanna)
#buzzy#poll#polls#personally: yes i went several times#and i enjoyed it bc. camp!!! yay!!!#but the Church part of it. complicated feelings on that matter#mine were all weeklong camps#went every year for a few years i hink#it was fun bc again YAY CAMP!!! and the ones i went to were like huge things#they had cool water stuff like The Blob and waterslides and some fun games and shit#you could do paintball#and i wasnt like. NOT christian at the time. but i also Wasnt Really Feeling It#i was mostly into it bc. camp.#...maybe i should have asked my parents if i could just go to one of the normal summer camps instead lmao#like the 6 week ones or st#that coulda been fun ....#so my answer is Its Complicated#i did like. participate in the jesus side of things. but i was also kinda knowingly faking it u kno?#i remember one time during a service i started having a bit of a panic attack (mostly bc of the MASSVE crowd. this was a huge ass camp)#but i still had to like. stay. still do everything. my pastor was being nice about it but still was like :( well you cant leave#i remember that was the day we did some shit outside w torches#like. carrying torches in a big procession like some sorta ritual thing ig. fuck if i know.#and i was like crying while following the procession and trying to stop#(the crying STARTED un the megachurch extremely loud giaant speaker GET PUMPED UP!!! area and continued to the torches)#thars my stringest memory from church camp aside from when i fcking DEMOLISHED the frozen t shirt game#(they gave a few ppl on stage frozen t balled up shirts and it was like 'okay first one to unball it and put it on wins!!!')#(and while the two boys i was up against started trying to tear it open with their hands i just#(in my cute lil butterfly shirt and pretty skirt started SMASHING IT AGAINST THE GROUND FULL BODY AAAUUGGHH and broke that shit)#(i was sooo proud of mysekf and my oastors wife thiught it was Unladylike of me but i fucjing won. the boys copied me after a sec)#(but it was too late i won :) anyway yeah like i said mixed feelings u kno. anyway go blue beetles woooo!!!!!
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#kirby#food#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#a suggestion from my partner after they made me soup yesterday#(and I said something like 'I love soup and also you even when you are not making me soup')#(they made the really nice meatballs I like from scratch and everything)#(I wish I could eat more soup rn but the microwave is too loud -n- )#favorites
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the way several characters have told ed and stede to "shut up" in some way, shape, or form. but when they're both talking to each other, they absolutely cling to every single word. they can't get enough of each other's stories, or ramblings, or little recounts of their days.
#OFMD#OFMD Season 2#OFMD S2 Spoilers#Gentlebeard#Blackbonnet#Edward Teach#Stede Bonnet#Revenge Rambles#inspired entirely by ed rambling on about his day/about fang's actual name towards the end of ep 5#and stede just looking at him as though he hung the moon and stars#stede looking at him and absolutely holding on to every little word pouring from ed's mouth#and i think it's resonating with me quite deeply because uh#I TALK A LOT LMAO#IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED#and i've gotten in trouble for it/snapped at for it/told i'm being too loud whenever i'm being passionate about something/etc etc#so to have someone like...LOVE you for your ramblings#love you for everything you have to say#someone who is just as excited to hear what you're saying as you are with speaking it...#man#MAN..
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i put off drawing them as ponies for a long time but making these was some of the most fun i've had in a while
credit to @pinelessness for the idea that rick is a non-unicorn who creates his own horn thru magic
#rick sanchez#rick and morty oc#rick and morty#art#my art#rick#minnie#GOD now i need to tag this for a pony au lol#the need to categorize everything is too strong#Pony AU#pony rick#pony minnie#i made my pony rick an earth pony tho#for an extra layer of heartbreak bc he cant fly with griffon bp#the boulder one made me literally laugh out loud while i drew it#pony ricks face was so perfect
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to my all little liars!! (edit: wtf happened to my english? 😭)
we’re at 24.6k words rn 😟 if you plan on reading it next week, i recommend you read it on the weekends when there’s no school or work for you waiting in the morning 😀
calling in the troops rn ‘cause there’s still one final scene i have to write and it’s gonna be LONG (this isn’t including the bonus scene btw) but it’s extremely important for the story to continue, and without it, the rest of the story literally cannot go on 😭
we’re locking in guys. it’s 100% gonna border 30k words for sureee. sm has happened in that ONE chapter and i literally cannot wait to release it for all of you, you have no ideaaa
gonna go to bed and then wake up, study, break, write for the fic, repeat. had to randomly drop an update here cuz i’ve been edging you guys for so long i’m sorryyy, but it really is nearly here <333
edit: fck it guys i’m writing it rn (the immediate comments got me motivated)
#the little asks and messages and dms have been so nice tho#like yes pls remind me of ur existence so i can know why i was put on this planet despite the reason that life is a test of faith#think of this chapter as the main one before everything stars to fall crash and burn#the fall is VERY slow tho#the crash is VERY loud tho#and the burn is enough to kill#do they survive it?#maybe#idk 👀 (i do)#but you don’t so muahahahahahaha#feeling like megamind rn#the bonus scene is gonna be pretty long too#so it’s definitely gonna be above 30k words for sure#100%#i am excited and you should be too#this might just be my most fav chapter so far#sm happens#you learn a little more about the stupid things megumi and y/n have done together as kids#and the stupid things their family have done too 💀#chaotic family fr#(we watch it happen in real time guys)#*AHEM* toji and gojo fighting again *COUGH*#that’s all i’m giving you guys#no sneak peaks before i release it cuz i want all of you to go in BLIND!#i’m evil but you’ll thank me for it i promise#<3#ty for ur patience!!!!!
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MODERN BOYZ ☆
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#i have NOT shut up about my kazbanten besties agenda#AND LIBER HEARD ME. THEY HEARD ME LOUD AND CLEAR#GAVE ME CUTE MATCHING FITS AND A SONG#I OWE MY LIFE TO TAICHI NANAO FOR BEING THE RRASON FOR THE THREE OF THEM TO FINALLY CANONICALLY HANG OUT TOGETHER#YOU DONT YBDERSTANDDDDDDD#kazbanten besties are so real you guys. you don’t understand#the song is so cute too….. everything about it is so good#LIBRR I USUALLY ASK FOR YOU TO STOP STALKING ME BUT RN I DO NOT MIND <33333#a3!#a3#a3! fanart#a3! art#a3! kazunari#kazunari miyoshi#miyoshi kazunari#a3! banri#banri settsu#settsu banri#a3! tenma#tenma sumeragi#sumeragi tenma#a3! taichi#taichi nanao#nanao taichi#a3! act addict actors#a3 art#ashipiko draws ♪#wuv them sm…… nom
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I genuinely don't know how people survive without earplugs
#personal#I have some like. alpine whatever earplugs with three different sound level inserts#and I would die without them#everything is so loud always#esp at like. concerts. the rodeo. in public when children are screaming#how do people just go places and hear loud things and not die#couldn't be me#I'm too weak to sound#and sure. sometimes I take the earplugs out at a concert to hear the singing sound sharp and clear#but then there are days like today where everything is so loud that the bass is shaking enough to hurt through the earplugs#ow
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veth talking to vilya as a mother to mother — both separated from their families by cruel magic, — really fucking got me. this deep understanding they both had for each other, the encouragement veth gave to vilya to go for it, to come back.
vilya promising that soon enough veth will get to kiss her little one. veth promising that when she does she will think of vilya.
vilya finally going home, where her daughter that saved the world and pushed through all the obstacles is leading their people, meets her. and i am just so fucking sure it wasn't the leader of the ashari but a little girl that once watched her mother leave and never come back run into vilya's arms.
#may watches the mighty nein#ep 107#i am in tears literally crying out loud#marisha tearing up so much laura too#liam's quiet reaction of just hugging himsels and just watching with a heavy stare#i am so mentally not okay#but at the same time some part of me healed#as travis said 'good job matty'#ep 100s really making me tear up more than everything that happened before#veth brenatto#vilya of the air ashari#keyleth of the air ashari#sam riegel#marisha ray#matt mercer#the mighty nein#critical role
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This is the only home I've ever known. I would give it up for them to be safe. They're the only friends I've ever had. I would be alone again for them to be safe. I would lose them to save them. I can only help them by leaving forever.
#absolutely fucking ILL about evan kelmp#this post is about evan kelmp#misfits and magic#dimension 20#evan kelmp#brennan lee mulligan#i know I'm going on about this#but this is the only sidequest so far that made me cry and it's the fucking harry potter ass season#anyway Evan is everything to me#you're too loud al
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okay, I'm crowdsourcing advice for a minute, so bear with me and please lend some words if you have any:
I want to get out of the house more. Like, on a regular basis. Weekly, maybe. Preferably, I would like to be interacting with people—the same people—every time, for... like... accountability, but also because I am hoping to put myself out there as the 21st century's most neurotic platonic Casanova. Uh. Making a friend or more out of this would be desirable. But I think if I go out with the intention of making a friend, I will be disappointed.
So. I want to go do something, for that something's own sake. I don't want to go be fake once a week hoping to get a friend out of it.
However, the beautiful state of Iowa is a bit cultureless, and I am too introverted and easily overwhelmed for this world (e.g. going to bars is probably not gonna be my thing). So.... I guess.... any suggestions? opinions? thoughts on making friends in general, or finding good activities as an introverted adult, in general?
oh yeah, also: I am poor. that's a factor. so. signing up a class or similar is not a great option right now.
what the heck, I'll add a silly poll for fun:
#Robin processes emotions on main#Robin speaks#I'm mostly talking out loud here. you know how it is#the question itself is too complicated for an easy answer#and everything will change in January when I become unemployed again and start searching for an in-person job anyway#but hey..... (trails off with nothing to say)#to clarify: right now I'm working part time online#and I'm surviving but my mental health is kind of..... tenuous. I'm lonely. I've got no regular in person contact with non-family#also the young-adults group thing sounds uniquely agonizing. I'm restructuring my entire way of faith right now#and so my choices in a young adults group would be.... either fake it or make myself into an embarrassing... like... Thing#impediment to fun and progress or whatever#I don't want to do that. especially if I'm looking to make friends. it'd be like therapy but public and with strangers and frankly#probably very very midwestern-bland-white-evangelical and I don't know if I can take it... I don't know if I can do it#yeagh#OH. ALSO. BY THE WAY. when I say ''a friend or more'' I do NOT mean a friend or romance alsjdflsjdlkdfjsjla#I mean ONE OR MORE friends.
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Modern crack thought.
Someone grabs Twilight's earbud expecting it too be some cheesy country song they can roast him about.
Instead they are greeted with the the most disturbing shit on full blast leaving them to wonder how this nut isn't deaf.
#linked universe#lu twilight#i could see Legend being the type too listen to just about everything in existence?#so he definitely help expand Twilight's horizons and he finds things that give him the dopamine#most of which are loud as fuck
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mind can rarely crack his joints bc his bones are metal and whatever and usually run pretty smoothly. but on the rare occasion that he can crack them. it sounds like the entire house is being torn apart by fireworks and violent explosions. his back snaps like a godsamn whip and his neck cracks so hard it's a surprise he didn't break his own spine. every single joint in his body will pop louder than anyone in the house has ever yelled, without fail.
he'll always make sure to do this in direct vicinity of both heart and soul because as he rearranges his internal structures they will stare on in sheer, absolute horror, especially considering that once he's done, he just continues on with his task as if it never happened and as if every atom in his body hasn't been split in two
Headcanon #632
#chonny jash#submission#cj mind#chonnys charming chaos compendium#okay canon to me#maybe more soul since i connect him to the bones but either way ONE of these mfs do this#why? 1. its funny 2. i am the same way#one time in school. i was taking a computer class & it was dead silent in the room. i pop my neck & shoulder which made a hella loud noise#this poor girl next to me just turned and was like “are you okay????? did you just like snap youre neck????”#idk why they can pop so loudly for some but mine do as well#i can see all of them having smth like this#speedrun list time#heart: almost constantly pops or cracks their knuckles. never really loud but just frequently [kinda how he fidgets sometimes]#mind: this post#soul: 1. doesn't rlly like the sound it makes. makes him uneasy or uncomfy 2. mainly his hands n wrists pop a lot. semi painfully too#whole. why not: Mainly just his shoulders & spine#sits down in the same place for too long a lot so his entire back just sounds like pop rocks.#not as loud as minds but still p loud & takes like 5-8 minutes to fully crack everything in his back n shoulders
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