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We will be fine š
#i have proof#but watch me set myself up for disappointment#and eat my shit on monday#ive never been more hopeful for an endgame since last monday#yr s3 spoilers#edvin ryding#young royals#omar rudberg#wilmon#simon eriksson#prince wilhelm
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tuesday yet again, have two sketches
can't draw much cause I'm on a trip rn whoops
#sepbox#incredibox#incredibox fanart#also my artstyle keeps eating shit and dying#but that's the average monday atp#ā ā¢ā¢ tam motherfucking tuesday#ā ā¢ā¢ art
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mr house never being able to replicate his courier six because they never let him scan them, so all he has are a few shoddy recordings he took to recreate the courier from. his replicas of courier six are flawed: none are as perceptive, resourceful and proactive. they aren't good at out-of-the-box thinking or improvising. their problemsolving, diplomacy skills and technological innovation ideas fall short of the original and are just another disappointment every time. they end up hollow shells like jane, marilyn and victor. letting new vegas go, ruin itself in pursuit of recreating his perfect right hand again, hope for another fruitful partnership and bright future of the mojave like they did before is so delicious it makes me sick actually send tweet ā
#ulysses warned my courier house would sooner or later put her face on a robot servant and he was right!! and she knew he was!!!#but the way house went about it in my headcanon is making me sick in the stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the devnotes?? that allied courier was his first true prodigy/son/daughter IN 200 HUNDRED YEARS??? sickening. i love it#add a fucked up romantic-not-really-only-pining storyline into that already crazy cocktail and im eating it up!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!!!!#my courier is a technophile but she's got a shred of self-respect and wont let (out of pride mostly) house scan her brain#she dies ensuring the continuation of new vegas setting it up to prosper only for house to let it go to shit.... the drama.........#because he cannot imagine a world without his partner who has changed the world around them so much in such a short life....#so he sets out to recreate even a shred of her glory so they may continoue to reign over the mojave but he fails miserably over and over#and his pursuit blins him to the shit stirring on the streets and the area that even his army of securitrons isnt able to stop#either the nv clans successfuly rebel/make the city go to shit while he's too busy working on the courier copies#or some outside party infiltrates and gets his ass while he's not looking. rip#either way my courier is always the death of mr house whether they are allied or not bc i love doomed narratives#personal#delete later#fallout#? technically#till we get season 2 of the tv show im able to brainstorm ideas as to what happened to nv after fnv ended!!!! SOMEBODY STOP ME (dont)#im cutting this extremely short my thought on this are pretty long i couldnt fall asleep on monday bc ulysses' words were haunting me
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Okay have I had one of the worst weeks of the year since the Dreaded February-April Period. Yes. Do I think that actually I may be developing PTSD-like symptoms. Also yes. But! Iām back now Iām locking in. Weāre moving on. Coming back into the mix. Harder better faster stronger. Etc.
#had my two weeks where I rotted away and didnāt eat and didnāt exercise and treated my body like shit#now these next two weeks Iām gonna be. Iām gonna lock in. for real#GYM. MEAL PREP. WRITING AND READING. I CANNOT BE STOPPED#weāre so back weāre soooo back. Monday will be different. this time#and I will NOT cry for the whole week I will NOT have flashbacks or panic attacks I am going to SLAY
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Gahhh it pisses me off so bad that stayed gone is a banger >:(
#exaggerating the pissing me off part#it donāt make me that upset I just like being dramatic lol#anyway I saw a cool animation so I wanna talk about what I like about it now#I rly like voxs singing voice#his voice actor is a Broadway actor right? I think I read that makes sense#their very good their voice is perfect for vox rly makes the character imo#Alastors voice actor is rly good too but the radio effect gets a bit grating think it wouldāve been better if they just cut that#anyway yeah banger song I eat that shit up I love vox and Alastors dynamic in it#that reaction pic of the stickman eating a bite out of a tree? thatās me with this song#I need 50 fan songs of vox and alastor bantering like this one on my desk by monday#hazbin hotel critical#<- no rly but to be safe
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#This me in bed#my first day off since my trip 6 days ago and starting my new job on top of working m other job at an inconvenient schedule#girlies I was fckn dead#sorry I didnāt get shit done today ugh#anyway I work both jobs Mondays Wednesdays and Fridays#off Tuesdays and Thursdays from both#I do work on the weekend but my Saturday shift is just 4 hrs#and my Sunday shift is 5#I told my original job last minute abt this new job so the schedule just sucked ASSS last week#my wallet abt to be FAT#paying off my credit card#and eating good PERHAPS HEHEHE#ćāØć āā ooc.#pls bother me on discord im alive again
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i may be hungry yes but the anxiety serpent in my stomach is on the move and preventing me from actually wanting to eat
#idk what to do to actually calm myself down#i have identified the source and the solution is currently something i cannot control#i have to wait for an email reply that i will probably get tomorrow#and if not iām seeing the person iām waiting on tomorrow anyways#and the second thing cannot be resolved until monday because it was a hw assignment that i feel i did very wrong#i stayed in the studio almost 4 hours extra to work through it with some other people and none of us know if weāre doing it right#the prof didnāt explain shit so weāre winging the whole thing and just hoping for the best#my first graph is reasonable but the second one i feel is wrong and idk how to fix it#anyways#gonna try to eat salad maybe before the outdoors club meeting at 9:45#and maybe finish the contour lines on my studio project so i can fully finish the whole thing tomorrow#this sucks balls but we persevere#me rambling
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so I donāt always post super personal things on here since Iām supposed to be Leverage Blogā¢, but I just accidentally ate like half of those chips ahoy cookie party things and feel super bad about it so if anyone could say something nice or something Iād really appreciate it I feel like shit rn
#Iāve been struggling with self image and weight recently and this is making my day turn awful I just couldnāt stop eating#happy monday I guess#sorry to be a downer Iām just really upset rn and I donāt know who to talk to about it lol#wow I feel like shit#also itās a flood watch and I have to drive home which is terrific#sorry about this guys lmao#delete later#not leverage#about me#mine#jackie talks
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WHATS UR FAVORITE RYOMINA MOMENT FROM THE MOVIES I NEED TO KNOW!!!
HI FELIX!! thank you for the ask i am always happy to take more opportunities to talk about ryomina they are so special to me o7
it is VERY tempting for me to answer, "every fucking time ryoji showed up on screen!" ok this might be an exaggeration, i like 90% of his screentime, december 2nd ryoji should've been portrayed more like a pathetic wet dog imo but i digress. but hm... favorite moment.
while the helper's club montage has a very strong place in my heart (it permeated my braincells without my permission)!! i think my favorite part of ryomina's portrayal in the movies is the whole sentence finishing thing they got going on. i feel like that's a cop out answer but like.
there is something so so gut wrenching to me about how they start off by making it so that ryoji is the one finishing minato's sentences. always ryoji. BUT THEN!!! when they meet again at the top of tartarus to do battle on judgment day!! they turn it on it's head!! and it's minato!! who finishes the sentence!! and fuck man does it make me feel like i'm being kicked down a staircase.
and to have the sentence finishing happen again for such an important day?? god idk im gonna tear up and someone needs to like. give me like. a chew toy or something this makes me so fucking insane (blows up) (blows up).
so basically my favorite moment is really like, january 31st, but a lot of my attachment to it is BECAUSE they have that set-up in november with ryoji being the silliest fucking guy to have ever walked at gekkoukan. and oh man oh man the fucking. THE. when. WHEN THEY FOLLOW IT UP WITH MINATO SUMMONING THANATOS AFTER THIS?? yeah man. that's the fucking shit.
like i don't think the english language is enough to convey how much i love the artistic choice to have the flash frame of ryoji when minato summons thanatos. it's the hesitation and rebellion babey!!! the whole scene afterwards is so fucking juicy as well.
honorable mention to when ryoji jumped off the fucking roof at iwatodai station to tell minato that he has kindness in his eyes and that he doesn't like seeing him alone. what kind of guy does that. that's so fucking hilarious to me like actually. he was insane for that.
anyway that is my answer i HOPE u enjoyed reading it, god, ryomina still makes me eyes watery (it's been almost 2 years since i've met them??? what the fuck). i feel like others have echoed this sentiment before but nevertheless i was super happy to type it out :D
#lizzy speaks#lizzy askbox#IM SO FUKCING NORMAL ABOUT RYOMINA PERSONA 3 !!!!!!!! WHY DO THEY KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!!#ohhh they give me so much joy thank you thank you for the ask i love to yell about them and blow up#also happy mochizuki monday everyone :) i have a sketch for it i just want to apply some colors first and then i'll post!!#i love answering things in the askbox thank you for the very enthusiastic ask!!!#also re: the helper's club scenes i mentioned in the tags of my redraw of the hallway handholding scene that-#when i watched the movies originally i had to fucking pause after they held hands!! to sleep!!!#so i was just there in bed RESTLESS THINKING 'ohmy godthoohomyhgodt hhey they holdedhands holyfucking shit what am i perceivngi'#it was insane tbh so in that respect the helper's club scenes are very unforgettable to me because it was a brain parasite#but i thought i'd answer with january 31st because it still makes me want to eat dirt and it feels like very good ryomina to me like ohh#bitches who be weak to narrative themeing (me!!) eat this shit up like it's a buffet ohhhh my god they were soulmates#...i'm rambling. can you tell these guys make me not normal at all (insert im so fucking normal gif of the guy pounding the ground here)
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Hey, yall, guess who got The Viiiid
#coronavirus#covid#i have covid#on friday too#like cmon#it couldnt have waited one more day?#this schools strict on absenses#felt like pure absolute utter shit this morning#i had such a high fever#i dreamt my skin was melting off#my mom took one look at me#and went#āyeah ur sickā#i didnt eat anything until like fifteen minutes ago#it was chocolate ice-cream#i didn't think it was posable to sleep all day#i even lucid dreamed at one point#it was sick#pun intended#this is my first time on my phone today#i hope this at least lasts over monday#problems
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another vent in the tags ugh i should try and do something nice rn
#my pains got so bad again that i threw up again#it's tiring because. i can't even eat atp without worrying about whether it'll make me feel so nauseous i throw up#the doctors wanted to try another new medicine but its put straight in the rear and. shouldnt be shit out. and. yknow. IBD ....#so i obviously do shit it out like immediately ... bcus i cant help it#i probably have to call them on monday to let them know ive started throwing up too#couldnt even go upstairs today without taking breaks bcus of the stomach pains#and theres so much blood all the time#i need to. think about something to distract myself from this bcus i know i shouldnt be ashamed of my condition and i cant help it#but im ashamed anyway and im frustrated and hate myself because i cant do anything else but lie down rn. cant even sleep for the most part#i get like 2 hours sleep max in a day#i kinda wanna draw my apex oc but i suck at designs and idk how to design her clothes LMAOAOA#just wanna draw her interacting w people tbh#also i want more alter content but idk what to make#i just love her
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#shut up kell#i don't have a day off until june. my last day off was last monday. im tired girl help#why'd i agree to manage two departments while we're understaffed and i can't get everything done bc of it#and also there's a bunch of external shit in our way preventing my bosses from training me properly so we're all just scrambling around#all i do right now is work eat keep myself conscious long enough to watch wrestling monday and friday and then sleep. which im gonna do now#i'll be fine we'll figure it out june is only a week away. goodnight#if i haven't answered you (there's a couple of you) and u see this it's not personal i hope you're well don't worry abt me and i love u mwah#be back as soon as i stop getting my ass beat on the reg
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Song of the Day: April 15
"Something in the Way She Moves" by James Taylor
#song of the day#it's been two weeks + two days since the last song of the day#the issue is you see that I started the songs up again in December because my insomnia was fucking up my perception of time#and I wanted some kind of regular marker to help me keep track#and then what happened two weeks + two days ago is that I lost all track of time and subsequently the songs of the day failed#I'm gonna see if I can keep up again for a bit now that I've re-restarted without an alarm on my phone#but if I miss any this week I'll just give in and turn the alarm back on#updates from the last two weeks are going to sound so chaotic let's see#I got a new project at work /and/ I got demoted /and/ I got added to a higher access level /and/ I'm in charge of a new database#yes all of those things together. I'm to be an accountant now! not instead but in addition to my other stuff. should be interesting#I didn't get April Fools off like I was scheduled to because all my scheduled vacation got unapproved#(I was here for about twenty nonsequential minutes to boop people and I'm glad I made time for it. extremely fun to boop)#I lied shamelessly to get eclipse day off and we went on a full-day roadtrip and it was wonderful. everything I dreamed and more#I killed one of my baby succulents through clumsiness and rabbits ate my pea plants but my sage and cabbages look promising#got a massive pot of mint flourishing on my porch and the horseradish is gorgeous#got Duncan lights and plants and a filter system for his frog tank but we haven't set up the substrate yet#so there's just potted plants sitting inside a terrarium. very amusing honestly#I've been playing a little Stardew and eating a /lot/ of hot sauce and tofu#drinking tons of klass aguas frescas--especially the soursop one. holy shit is it good. the mango and hibiscus also#and these past few days I've been sleeping better#for most of those two weeks I was getting a handful of twenty-minute naps each workday and then crashing unwillingly on the weekend#I haven't read any comic books since February :'( this weekend we're going to costco and then I'm reading comics until Monday#what have y'all been up to? I've missed being around#edit: oh shit the actual song part. anyway this is James Taylor! makes me happy and helps me settle. good vibes songs#I'm half-panicked about work all the time recently and then also today was tax day (Nick's taxes. blegh)#James Taylor doing some heavy lifting round here
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I am 26 now
#kk says shit#i feel like im 96 lol my body hurt#i habe to work at 8 am on my birthday. the fucking travesty of it all#but after i am going to eat a prime rib amd ice cream and i took monday off so i can shit myself all day from it
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alr ate something... probably not a proper meal, but its still a win on my book
#a 7 11 burrito that was my lunch and a couple sips of coke#.... and maybe a donut??? idk if i should eat it now or not....#yesterday my mom called me and asked me how i was doing#she asked if ive been feeling down between other stuff.... before i came here we talked a bit about different stuff and my future...#during that conversation i confessed ive been on the hole the last couple months... this month so far has been better i think im out of the#hole.... but i still feel sad sometimes... sigh today already lasted a bit too long for comfort... i need shit to do....#*looks around* .... sigh im a mess... okay... lets move now we have 3 hours until the class and sunday we will have it for ourselves!!! and#monday too!!! on monday we will go to museums and to the plaza! because today we couldnt#and on sunday we will see what we do!! okay! lets end this!!!#< was gonna say finish this but wanted to make a reference#seari talks
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oh i just cannot catch a break can i
#worst depression of my life for a week straight where i have no motivation no energy and can barely eat.#monday the medication leaves my system and i have to process some shit. that i cant really even talk about bc i dont want anyone to worry#about it/me#and then as im still processing that#i get home from a long ass day and theres blood all over the floor and my dad says hes taking my mom to the er.#having a grand old time.#and now my mom is in the er and idk whats happening#tw blood
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