#and damn if that doesn't make me cry!
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crowley and aziraphale bond through humanity. they are -- should be -- fundamentally, diametrically opposed on all things relating to the divine plan. (they aren’t, really, though aziraphale would say they are.) the drinking, the bookshop, arguing about what’s moral or holy, are all things that demons and angels do as affectations of human life. but crowley and aziraphale live the experiences of humanity. and so there is nothing ambiguous about what they share, as long as what they share is human. a brunch at the ritz can’t be dressed up as something else -- sharing food between two divine beings is collaboration, plain and simple, whether it is beelzebub and gabriel or crowley and aziraphale. demons, angels, all these beings don’t have to feel things in the way that humans do. they don’t have to express love as humans do. it doesn’t have to come down to getting wet and staring into each other’s eyes and vavoom, kiss, all done. love can be something different, divine, unutterable. but in a last-ditch moment, a pure act of desperation, crowley kisses aziraphale. the devotion is not new, the partnership is not new, but it is a declaration all the same, a statement that aziraphale cannot misinterpret: there is nothing ineffable between us. we don’t need to do this the way humans do, crass and tactile and unmistakable. but i will. if you won’t listen to me on divine grounds i will declare it to you on human ones. a kiss is undeniable. it shifts the tone from theoretical, theological, to something intimate. they could have been partners. they could have been a team. this, this romance -- this is what they could have, as plain as it appears.
#good omens#good omens 2#i feel physically ill#i am so obsessed with how angels and demons don't need human forms of expression and yet the climax of the season is an incredibly human act#which the two of them do all the time! ALL the time! and it still absolutely floors me when its something like the kiss. lmao#which imo makes it all the the more intimate and insane. like we literally aren't built for this#but i know this is how you will genuinely and truly understand it#i will express this to you the only way i have left. the only other way that has ever worked#and damn if that doesn't make me cry!#and of course david tennant and michael sheen absolutely ate it up. good for them#go2#go2 spoilers#good omens tv#ineffable husbands#ineffable partners#crowley#aziraphale
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who the FUCK made the executive decision to not give Elita fucking 1 a proper transformable toy; in the movie, WHERE SHE'S A MAIN CHARACTER.
#yeah I get that there's the ss soon BUT FUCKING MIRAGE HAS ONE AND HE'S NOT EVEN IN THE DAMN MOVIE#I am going off the fucking rails mad I am LIVID#She only has that stupid fucking battle thing#and the rest are model figures#I was looking at the feet/wheels of my yolopark and like. genuinely trying to figure out her transformation#is that why she doesn't have one?? Is her design too fucking hard for you to make hasbro? too fucking hard to the point#that the only non one step changer toy she has releases IN A YEAR#yall I'm fucking pissed#😭#I will defend her with my life#WHY#that's all I want to know 😭 just. why :/#she has one playline toy. The rest are for collectors#Please#Do you know how hard it is to look at the transformers one section in a store and seeing all these transformable toys#and then only seeing one of you're favourite#I haven't even seen her in store. :/#It's not even just for me I'm saying this for 😭 what about the little kids who's favourite is Elita. They can't get one. They'd want to#play with a figure that can transform. You definitely can't do that with her yoloparks and you just about can with that battle changer#sad times#Do you know how devastated I'd be if I was a little kid looking for a tfone elita toy after seeing the movie#only to realise there's only 1 that can be played with properly#Like I'm inconsolable about this I could start crying rn that how much I feel about the lack 😭#this might be my biggest tag section ever omg 😭#elita one#transformers#elita 1#transformers one#tf one#elita-1
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The desire to have a No Capes AU where the Titans crew go to a boarding school and sneak out at night to read poetry in a cave...
#yes i just watched dead poets society again and yes it made me think some thoughts#no but i can't even think about it properly because that movie always makes me cry so much and now i've got a headache#like literally as soon as the play is over and neil heads for his dad's car--i start crying and i can't stop#and then comes the iconic ''o captain my captain'' scene at the end and i start bawling again#it's just!! so unfair!! and i fuckin love charlie bro!! this time i watched the movie--i noticed something i didn't before#and it's that when all the boys are singing at the school in remembrance of neil--all the guys from the club are singing#EXCEPT FOR CHARLIE!!#just like how when they were doing that exercise on being nonconforming--all the boys were trying to walk around in their own style#EXCEPT FOR CHARLIE!#because charlie was like hey i'm exercising my right to NOT do this exercise--and it's the same thing in the singing scene!!#he's exercising his right to not make himself sing the song when he damn well doesn't feel like it#yeeees nuwanda!!! you go king!!#No Capes AU
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WHAT KIND OF LOVE ARE YOU?
Love as a Force of Nature.
Your love is like whiplash –– it comes in with the rain, it blows the doors wide open. When you fall in love, it is sudden and hard and immense. It is powerful. It is earth-shaking and world-ending. Nature is a force, and that force can be destructive if you're not careful. See how the world is doused in gasoline and set on fire –– your love consumes, your love takes, your love burns. You're hot and cold all at once, a hurricane and a wildfire bound together in skin, and when you're in love, it can feel like it's eating you alive from the inside out. When you love, it is with everything you have because it is everything you have. Be careful, darling, because not everyone survives the storm.
tagged by: @vanoefucks (thank you !!! 💗)
tagging: @shadowcursedballs, @fizzytoo, @barbieaiden, @lucidicer, @mattodore, @rottengurlz, @kashisun, @illithiad & @boobpancakes
#lext post#oc: valen#it obvs doesn't have to be a bg3 oc it can be any oc u want !!#not this damn quiz about to make me cry#'you're hot and cold all at once a hurricane and a wildfire bound together in skin'#'when you love it is with everything you have because it is everything you have'#'be careful darling because not everyone survives the storm'#can u shut the fuck up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thinking about Kim meeting Chay. Kim, who hasn't known affection, who hasn't been touched (aside from stylists and hairdressers and makeup artists) without violence or ulterior motives since the day his mother died, meeting a boy who touches him without any other reason than the fact that he wants to.
#crying in the club (my bed. into my pillow. it's 4am and i should be sleeping)#god kim makes me emotional#he's just. my heart physically hurts when i think about him#i just want to see kimchay actually make up and start dating again and i want to see them being domestic#and i want to see kim be happy#i want him to unlearn that touch = violence#god that boy (because he IS a boy. he's so damn young even if he doesn't act like it) must be so touch starved#sobbing about this right now#anyways goodnight i'm too emotional for this#kimchay#kim theerapanyakul#kimhan theerapanyakul#kimhan theerapanyakul my beloved#kinnporsche#tea's ramblings#this is what i get for watching kimchay edits before bed#most of them are so fucking sad i can't do this
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— you wear your indifference and cruelty like armor. so no one would dare come close
#baldur's gate 3#bg3 tav#bg3edit#gamingedit#there i made 2 gifs hope it was enough to satisfy the urge#aLSO tumblr's new editor is ???????? hELP#she's drow she does magic and she has a complicated relationship with power#idk much about lore i'll be honest#i just think she's neat!#if this doesn't completely flop i maybe make a proper character sheet for her#but my computer is crying anytime i boot up the game so getting crisp footage is impossible#and it BOTHERS me so damn much i am foaming#my gifs#gifBG3#oc: maleane
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First day back at the university and I still suck at this exactly as much as I did 4 years ago
#i wish doing something over and over actually made it easier from then on#how come i've done this so many times and i'm still as horrified by the prospect of group projects and exams and all as in the very start#can they invent a higher education that doesn't require you to prepare a group project for every damn subject that exists#can they also invent an intercating with people#in a way that doesn't leave me feeling like the only person on earth who somehow doesn't get it#how do people just start talking and becoming friends :( it's literally impossible for me#it's such a mystery. how the hell do they all do this. what's your fucking secret !!!!!!!!!#not that i expected to become friends with anyone in one day#but one day was already enough for me to start feeling as alienated and othered from everyone else as i've always felt#like god it's always the same damn thing. each year i hope it'll be different and it's still the fucking same#i try to appear nice and approachable and chime in to the conversation whenever i can (just like i've been doing for the past 4 years)#but i guess there must just be something deeply wrong with me that makes everyone avoid me in the end anyway#am i really that unfriendable. can anyone tell me what i'm doing wrong#and why no one is interested in holding a conversation with me for more than 5 minutes in total#it's literally back to the same thing that i've done over and over before and i truly don't see any point in any of this anymore#it's just so ridiculous 😭😭😭 why do i even keep trying at this point#back to school so back to crying alone in my room every evening i guess#how beautiful how poetic. i almost forgot this was the daily standard for the entire past year#never getting out of this ok i get it :))#friendship was meant to be for everyone but me i get it now!!!#worst year ever everything bad is happening. going to my first funeral on thursday i'm definitely going to take that well hahaha#it's been only a day and i'm already so done. ok.#i'm freaking out man what am i even supposed to be doing anymore. it's all pointless
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I wasn’t using that heart anyway it’s fine (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Catch me crying in the Institute I'm Fine I Feel Fine#So far in reading I have cried twice - once for sads and once for happies#This one being the sads of course haha#The happies...doesn't really make sense in Or out of context but mmh maybe I'll get to it at some point lol#For now the devastation! Weh!!#I actually prefer the original phrasing better - ''If I become lost you will find me'' like gods hang on hold on gimme me a moment ❤️💕💖#I just forgot to look at it properly before writing it down lol#I transcribed it correctly in my notes! Heck#I would've been moved by this regardless but with Defeated hanging out in the back of my head for what's to come#He /does/ become lost! And it's from losing the Captain! His anchor his bright spot in this and any other galaxy 💔#All he has left is Dexter! Who won't ''indulge'' him or try to understand him and never /can/ in the way the Captain does#The foreshadowing!! The pain!! Ah ♥#Not to mention Zelnick's hesitance but still willingness to help I jfdkslafdf#Extremely good <3 <3
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And if I tell you The Fall Guy is kind of the perfect film, what then??
#it has EVERYTHING#joy! heart! sincerity! love! lightness and brightness and wit and groundedness!!!#it has such a center to it that made me feel so safe and bright 🥰#i so easily forget that beyond movies that make me cry tears of being known#there are movies that make me throw my head back laughing and that brings me back into myself too#i might be being effusive about it but damn if action with a heart doesn't make everything make sense sometimes
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WE STILL GOT ARCANEEEEE
#ambessa saying mel is safer as their enemy..... OOF we are going to get her side of the story this season#one thing i dont like is that they are really hauling ass in the first episode like damn. cait and vi are too quickly on the way to raid imo#i cannot velieve my fucking eyes..... vi dropping her gauntlets to keep kissing akdhaksjsk and OF COURSE cait is the one to do it OF COURSE!#were is thay gif of the butch watching football and raising her fist bc they scored that is me right now aldjsksnsl#vi saying please dont change bc she is seeing the signs is so AJDHAKSJK the break up will end lives..... i see why vi becomes an alcoholic#salo and cait wlw mlm hostility for reals#ambessa seeing cait as a rival the second she does her job and uses her military power.... yeah bc she has a real goal not just power grab#jayce fucking up vi and cait by messing with the arcane omg they are IN DANGER!!! JAYCE STOP FUCKING UUUP!!!!#OH MY GOD CAITLYN!!!!! HITTING VI ENOUGH FOR HER TO CRY OH MY GOOOOOD!!!#THERE IS JUST SO MUCH AKDJSKSKAL THE CHILD!!!! JINX GOT A NEW SISTER NOW VI GOODBYE#also vi wasnt going to kill her and jinx told the child to stop.... the only person there willing was cait and look at her.....#also sevika vs cait.... oof.... and jinx fighting vi BARE FISTED!!! GIRL!!!!#what can i fucking say like god.... “is her blood through your veins” “i thought you were different”#jinx is right i hope they got to you know before all of this akdjaksjsk.... christ#also amazing how vi told cait to don't change and she did it 10 minutes later.... girl you are in for it...#i think they just dont understand each other yet but they are in such a situation that they keep changing every 2 minutes so they never do#does that make sense loke ofc cait changed when her mother died and vi did too bc she accepted that her sister was gone#so in a way cait changed and vi stayed the same.... cait liked her “change” but vi did not like cait#ambessa bringing caitlyn to.be a general oh my gooooood her stress is going to get thru the roof like she doesn't have enough to deal with#its bc she knows she can control her... of course she offered her army to her.... and she doesn't mind putting her in danger#AND SHE DID ORCHESTRATE THE ATTACK!!!! OOOF#MEL PLEASEEEE TALK TO CAITLYN PLEASEEEE#like of course she disappears RIGHT NOW!!!#my god... also vis drinking buddy has left too.... of course.... you're good man....#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2
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i don't think i'll ever get over how people treat kids that aren't good in school as worthless no matter what. "oh it can't be that bad" my guy idk how to tell you this but the last time i went to a normal high school the principal called me into his office to brag about how he failed me in all of my classes before the semester was even finished & i should quit while i'm ahead cuz i'm too stupid ("officially" diagnosed as such by a school counselor & a psychiatrist!!) to succeed. & this is considered normal
#''poor teachers!!'' yeah well at least they can fucking quit & go work somewhere else#''okay but times are different than when you went to school in the 1970's'' this was 2016 my guy. shut the fuck up#''well maybe you were a violent & severely misbehaving kid!'' i wasn't. i have ADHD & severe anxiety disorder & depression#my biggest crime was being too exhausted & dopamine deprived to do my homework#my dad talks about how he was treated in school & i'm like damn dude i went through the same exact shit#how is it that a majority of teachers & principals are still abusive power-tripping pieces of shit 60 years later#why haven't things changed#well actually the answer is simple & it's because they want disabled people to disappear#& if abled students that simply disagree with the way things are done get caught in the crossfire then that is acceptable#because anyone not fit to make billionaires a billion more dollars should just die!#anyways here are my original tags from that gravity falls post i just reblogged:#I know this is supposed to be an appreciation post but like. ''for being the ''dumb one'' he's surprisingly rational.'' seriously??#as ''the dumb'' but ''surprisingly rational'' one of my family this is THEE biggest misunderstanding & it drives me up the fucking wall#just because a person struggles in one area doesn't mean they're stupid & should be an irrational dumb dumb idiot baby holy fuckkk#sorry to OP but even when people try to ''appreciate'' stuff like this they can't help but throw in insults#simply because they genuinely believe that ''even though you're stupid you SURPRISINGLY act competent sometimes'' is a compliment#I'm less mad about this & more sad that this kind of shit is still so prevalent in 2024#both Stanley & Stanford are smart & competent & rational#they just show it in different ways & exceed in different (sometimes overlapping) subjects#this is normal for human beings but the big societal scam is that if you don't do it in the way Ford does then you're stupid & a failure#& being surprised that Stan is also smart & competent in his own ways is the biggest sing that you fucking fell for it dude#btw before i get @ ed for this. i WAS that kid#i was so much that kid the school actually diagnosed me with stupid & spiteful & i was told to quit while i was ahead (they failed me befor#obviously this is very personal for me but also i don't think people realize the language they use is on purpose & it's used specifically t#& it's still happening right now & that just. makes me wanna cry honestly#like why are people still surprised that people can specialize in something despite bad grades in school#you know. the thing we all know is literally rigged to either put you in jail or in a factory to make billionaires more money.#man sorry for the rant the original spirit of the post is super correct but like fuck HS grade-centric judging of people's entire character#Stan being able to defeat Bill is just not at all surprising if you were him or knew/know someone like him#or really paid any attention at all to the show while watching it
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THIS COLLEGE IS STRAIGHT EVIL I THINK??
#[three of swords]#thinking to ourselves yknow maybe today we'll finally get a good day FUCKING FOOL THAT WE ARE. IDIOT#LOST OUR DAMN WALLET. DIDNT EVEN KNOW HOW BECAUSE WE NEVER FELT IT LEAVE OUR POCKET OR /ANYTHING/#WE STILL HAVE OUR STUDENT ID BUT THAT SHITS STILL ON THE FRITZ BECAUSE THESE IDIOTS USE MOBILE IDS THAT DON'T WORK ON OUR PHONE#AND THEY LECTURED US ABOUT NOT HAVING ANOTHER ID. MOTHERFUCKER GHIS SCHOOL ATE OUR WALLET WE DON'T KNOW ANYMORE#outlets don't work ids dont work registration doesn't work campus layout doesnt make sense why is THIS COLLEGE EVIL TO US SPECIFICALLY????#THIS SCHOOL IS FUCKING. WHY. WHY???? HELLO???? ONE GOOD DAY AT THIS GODFORSAKEN COLLEGE. ALL WE FUCKING ASK. WEEPS.#IM SO GODDAMN MAD I HATE IT HERE WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD FOR US SPECIFICALLY????#WE HAVE NEVER HAD A SINGLE GOOD DAY ON THIS CAMPUS AND THE WEEK IS NEARLY OVER WHAT THE HELL ISTHE POINTTTTT#💥#I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE!!! I DON'T WANT TO BE FRONTING WITH BLENDER COVERING ME UP!!!! IM SO TIRED OF BEING ANGRY!!!!! BUT RAUGFJFGJGHH#WE'RE FUCKING SICK OF COMPLAINING AT THIS POINT EHY CANT IT BE NICE TO US WHY CANT THIS COLLEGE LET US HAVE /ANYTHING/ GOOD AT ALL????#WE DON'T WANT TO BE MAD ANYMORE. WE DESPERATELY DON'T WANT TO BE FRUSTRATED ANYMORE BUT THIS STUPID COLLEGE KEEPS RAMPING UP THE BULLSHIT!!#we want to fucking cry.
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Everytime I draw Joe Cartwright I get overwhelmed with the desire to only ever draw Joe
#you dont understand#my hyperfixation with Bonanza started around 2014-2015 but I didn't start to draw fanart of Joe or Bonanza until like... 2018.#It's hard to explain but back then I was TERRIFIED of drawing Joe cause I was afraid I would draw him wrong and get discouraged by-#not being a talented enough artist#and OH I wanted to draw fanart so badly - But I didn't dare to do it. I was afraid to be self-indulgent#Going YEARS and wanting so badly to draw my favorite character but being scared to do it... compared to know#I'm way more self-indulgent than I was- and now I'm drawing Bonanza Fanart and being indulgent in it and it makes me beyond happy#It makes me so happy I'm actually crying#I draw Joe Cartwright and it just makes me so unbelieveably happy... happy that I CAN do it. Happy that I am talented enough.#Being talented doesn't even really matter - Happy that I learned to be self-indulgent and HAVE FUN. and most of that is thanks to Juni.#I could write a whole damn essay on how much it means to me#so yes drawing Joe makes me so very happy#im not crying - not at all
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look to each their own but I think it's just a bit odd in fanfics where like herbert has a complete personality change and is suddenly like "uwu, i'm actually really emotional and vulnerable and like such a virgin what's a kiss?" and like it's weird for a couple of reasons but honestly I find it a bit sus that this is done to the commonly perceived trans masc character
#it just feels a bit infantilizing you know#like the only way some people can make that head cannon work is if they feminize him#and like yes he IS actually really emotional and vulnerable you're right!#but in a bastard way#you think herbert 'garbage to garbage' and 'damn the bitch' west is going to suddenly start blushing and crying his eyes out#no i don't read these fanfics so it doesn't affect me#i don't like comment on these fics critiquing them#that's why i'm writing it here#reanimator#herbert#herbert west
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When you have the perfect joke and pun, but you can't share it because it would lead to your doxxing...
This, this is the real suffering.
#steel rambles#the world doesn't want me to be funny#it's making me choose between being funny and being doxxable#like damn okay#when one day I'm filthy rich and famous it won't be a problem anymore but DAMN (*crying*)
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dude i sent one of my best friends the WIP of my book cover and all he said was "Hmmmmm" and went offline. why don't you just stab me or something JEEZ
#HE ASKED ABOUT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE BTW i didn't just like. shove it on him 😭#and my mom said it's ''...interesting'' KSDJFKJSF LIKE IS IT UGLY FR??? I'M PROUD OF HOW IT'S COMING ALONG... SHOULD I NOT BE??#i think it works well for the genre (lighthearted/comedic YA horror/thriller) and i know neither of them read that sort of thing but damn#still kind of sucks to get that reaction 😭😭😭#especially after doing so much research to try to make sure i'm adhering to the cover norms of the genre 😪#and drawing all four characters and finding commercial use fonts and a background and spending a couple hours in photoshop... 🧍♀️#waiting for sister feedback bc her opinion means the most to me LOL if she doesn't think it's on a good path... i might cry a little 💀#caitiechat
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