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at the stage of consuming holmes/watson content where i can't even write anything for them, i just think about them So Much and lay on my side a great deal
#i have so many thoughts and little domestic moments i envision for them#but its kinda just like a little cinema in my head where i can tuck myself away#and cry lmao cry a whole lot#but no writing :))) ffs :))))#sherlock holmes#john watson
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More for the au!
The basics, Gods, Demigods, Devil Fruits, all exist.
World Gov + Marines try and keep the whole concept of gods and demigods under wraps. Because I'm working with "D's" carry divinity. And having a good chunk of them outright despise the government isn't a great look.
Luffy is a god while Garp and Dragon are demigods. Luffy can shift between physical and 'divine' form whereas demigods don't have that ability.
Luffy is the successor/inheritor of his predecessor's will and own divinity. But not through reincarnation necessarily. One in the same but they are very much so different. His devil fruit and promise to Shanks cemented his place as the successor to the sun and freedom. When gods and demigods start out, there isn't a wholly set future for what will they will have, or the ideals they will embody. Luffy has always had his cloudy/intangible form.
Imagine Garp's surprise when his grandson, who was supposed to join him in the marines, is set to embody freedom and the sun. He was pissed for a solid week about that. Garp also had to deal with questioning where Dragon had even gotten Luffy from, he still doesn't know.
Ace and Sabo were very adamant that Luffy not show off his divine form to everyone, especially if he wanted to become a pirate. He can't be a pirate if the government tracks him down and hides him away at the ripe age of like, 8. Also because having a full god is pretty uncommon, Sabo has heard horror story after horror story of what nobles and those in higher society would do to a god. Sabo is the most vocal about Luffy being careful about that.
Luffy meets Koby, and does an absolutely terrible job at keeping his form hidden. It's harder to control which form he's in when he's excited. Koby was a human with no divinity and big dreams that Luffy adored. So, already excited with a new friend, and the two on their way to Shells town, Luffy sneezed and immediately sold himself out. Koby is a terrible liar and so just elects to never speak on this topic ever. If anyone asks why he has so much knowledge on gods, specifically sun gods, he just doesn't answer. Helmeppo thinks it's funny and immediately pieced together why, because Koby cannot keep anything from him. And Garp has to respect how hard that kid is trying to not completely sell out his grandson, even if the brat kind of deserves it for being a pirate.
Luffy is going to be the Pirate King, divine or not. His crew quickly find out about his side quirk/form in varying ways. Zoro woke up one day with a cloudy demon from hell cutting off his airways. Nami was trying to explain clouds to Luffy and that 'no, they cannot just spawn on your person, that's stupid,' and so Luffy shows her that he is in fact, correct.
Usopp got jumpscared early in the morning, before the sun had risen, when Luffy just appeared behind him and asked if he wanted to watch the sunrise. Sanji was cooking dinner and Luffy got so excited he phased out of his physical body.
Chopper found out while asking Luffy if he had any medical conditions he should know about, he thought it was kinda cool that Luffy can change forms. And is only a little jealous that Luffy has a fully human form. Luffy always makes sure to tell Chopper he's exactly who he needs to be.
Robin found out after talking about 'Nika,' who is thought to be long dead, but is not. And is the captain of the crew she is now apart of. Luffy knows the name is important and it has a certain weight when it's said. He physically feels when someone says his name around him. Robin thinks this is very fascinating. (Also can add some context into poneglyphs, that there is a lot to it, even if Robin doesn't yet know and Luffy wasn't alive/doesn't have that knowledge)
Franky was showing off cool shit he could do with his robotic body, and Luffy was like 'me too!!!'
Brook found out when Luffy fell asleep listening to him play a song, and Luffy slipped back into his resting form of cloudiness.
While both forms have their uses and limitations, Luffy is most comfortable in his intangible form, even if his physical one is the default. He cannot access his divine form after a certain point of exhaustion hits.
Im going to end that there before I have an entire novel in this. But that's the general thought throw up I'm smacking down right now.
Sorry if this is incoherent and not easy to understand lol. I will flesh it out more later and when I have actually thought more about it. Might change things later too. Then I'll probably make a good post about it with actual wellish made context and lore.
#one piece#monkey d. luffy#one piece luffy#op koby#cobylu#kobylu#my art#god au#I HAD THIS WHOLE THING WRITTEN OUT AND DONE AND I DELETED IT LMAO??? I WANNA CRY#ENJOY MY INCOHERENT SCREAMING YALL#LOVE YALL LOTS HOPE YOUR HAVING A GOOD DAY
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I want to carry this scene with me a little while...
#kamen rider blade#kamen rider#aikawa hajime#comic art#fan art#i'll be honest i saw a series of screenshots of this scene at one point a long while ago....#and i thought it was one of the most moving visual sequences i'd ever seen... but by the time it came round in Blade i'd forgotten about it#i did cry though lmao!#Love. this is what love looks like.#my guy can go home now.... :')#i just really liked it!!! communicated so much with so little!#sometimes an individual really connects with something and its hard to describe why aahaha!#(had to look up when the episode aired and when spiderlilies bloom though...)#(just kind of gonna hope they were in season at the time of shooting lol!)#kamen rider blade spoilers#kinda...#this is the power i have when wielding photo reference and a whole lot of enthusiasm lmao#....sleep<drawing on this one unfortunately though...
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Ted saying that no driver has had this level of attention on them since Michael Schumacher...
Gentlemen, a short view into the past; Max's debut season, his Red Bull debut, the literal rule changed as a result of his debut in the sport... oh and everyone and their mother calling Kimi Max 2.0 and Toto's second chance at signing debut!Max since he failed the first time around...
#max verstappen#f1#formula 1#formula one#the sky sports commentators were literally clutching their pearls when max debuted 😭✋️#and practically screaming crying throwing up after the red bull switch was announced#gleefully questioning whether he was ready for it#him then winning his debut red bull race was chefs kiss#also... you can't really compare the attention schumi got#we've seen glimpses of it no question with the attention max & charles get#especially Charles as he is the predestined son of ferrari#ferrari is a religion after all#but schumi was on a whole another level#i can see max & charles reaching and exceeding it#but it was an insane level of attention#in the peak of paparazzi#the 90s and early 2000s were something else#not to say it's gotten better because it really hasn't but the way its done has changed#adapted to better suit the world of digital media so to speak#schumi was a cultural phenomenon to a lot of people including baby me he was f1 he was ferrari#i'ma stop before i start writing an essay about how Michael was F1's Diana because i feel thats where my head is at the moment lmao#also not ted also forgetting seb#my man got a penalty 6 seconds into f1 career 😭✋️#and was quickly dubbed the crash kid#max was crashtappen#max seb michael were all labelled aggressive#seb & michael only got appreciation when they were leaving/ when they left the sport#the history book on the shelf is always repeating itself
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE JULIET BURKE SCENES COMPILATION!!!! CRIED!!!!!!!
#THANK GOD I DIDN'T WATCH THE WHOLE SHOW#i still dont understand sooooooo much stuff lmao#what do you MEAN dylan minnette is her son????#i am going directly to ao3 to search for the kate/juliet tag thank you for asking <3#but seriously though!! i actually loved this!! i didn't need to know more!! fully loved watched her so much!!#it's amazing because SO MUCH stuff happened!!! i watched her do so many things!!! we fr don't get enough with new shows that are only 8 eps#also yeah i did cry that wasn't an exaggeration#i dont have that many strong opinions because well i feel like im not allowed because I obviously dont know the whole thing#i still think she deserved so much better#and i think Elizabeth Mitchell is the greatest <333#i AM curious about a few thing so i will. idk read the wikipedia page or something#but yeah this was a lot of fun and i will be doing it again <3#also i will be annoying about it for a few days thanks for tuning in <33
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I need to be sprayed. I changed Egill again and now I can't stop staring 👁️👁️
BTW LOOK AT HIS HORNS!! look at his horns oh- he's the cutest deer boy and yes I'm going to ignore the fact that he's a necromancer spore druid with questionable non-existent morals and slayer form ✌🏾
#HOW'S HE SO PRETTY#I want to hug him#!!! I wish I could#yeaaaah I don't remember if I posted him before?? but yeah it's him. my current durge and im in love with him#I wish only there were more 4c hairstyles in game because I imagine him with different hairstyle but that one is the only that fits#the amount of times I changed his hair in the game.. yeah and I still wish for different option. there's like none lmao#worst of all. HE CAN'T EVEN HAVE THE WHITE HAIR I want him to have. because there are NONE for 2nd and 3rd frame#I have a lot of hair mods in my game but there are so little options for body types. almost everything is for 1???#and like. I'm going to cry I wish it wasn't like this :'(#also yes he's been wearing the same exact outfit for the whole game. yeeeeeah I know#nonsims#bg3#idk how to tag but I'm a small personal blog so I won't bother
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*rattles my cage* WHAT DID SHAKKU SAY????????? WHAT DID HE SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY?????????????
#this is vee speaking#IF THIS SCENE IS SUPPOSED TO DIRECTLY PARALLEL KUUKOU FIGHTING HITOYA#THEN SHAKKU MUSTVE LET KUUKOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! DECONSTRUCTED HIS ENTIRE WORLDVIEW BRUH LIKE COME OOOOOON#like kuukou vs hitoya basically went#hitoya: this whole in my heart can’t be filled unless my anger and thirst for revenge are quelled#kuukou: um actually what’ll happen is that you’ll be thrown in jail so the only way to feel fulfilled is doing what’s right#so if we compare it to shakku vs kuukou#kuukou: all you do is try and lecture me with violence asshole#then shakku had to tell him why he needs to right????? like telling kuukou exactly what needs to be corrected?????#in the drama track shakku turned on the mic and a bell tolled and there’s a lot that could mean#but the bell tolls to purify earthly desires (also one of kuukou’s bars) so maybe shakku cleansed the hell out of kuukou’s soul lmao#and then told him to use his brain for once lmao#*crying* i just want to know what hang ups kuukou has that shakku targeted i’m so sad lmao 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.
#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it#I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and#to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition#sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore#the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two#I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up#about it but I don’t know#dora daily#a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am#like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there#anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself#(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage#with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot#don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to#be honest. not at all#and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems#but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it#and that makes me disappointed#that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk#I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy#of being tolerated.
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my day was so awful that missing the bus to go home was just the last straw for me to break down crying
#i felt pathetic crying at the bus stop in front of everyone like that lmao#but thankfully it was already dark so i don't think a whole lot of people noticed#oh well I'm finally on my way home now#after waiting for another bus to come for almost a whole hour :')))#fuck my life#when i finally get home i need to cry some more in the shower#then maybe i will feel better at least a little bit#negativity cw#venting cw#( ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆ ) out of karakura town. | ooc.
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I did both the Synthesis and the perfect Destroy ending and idk which one I like better for my Shepard's true ending. I think Synthesis makes sense for a 'perfect' ending where everyone gets along and rebuilds and flourishes together, but apart of me really likes the perfect Destroy ending because I don't want to imagine a world where Shepard gives and gives and gives and doesn't get to experience the peace she finally brought about ... but it also feels cheap to have just fixed the Geth-Quarian issues and hurts to lose EDI.
and that's really the point isn't it. there's no perfect solution, no entirely happy ending. it was a war and there were going to be awful sacrifices and no one is going to be happy about how it ended.
all in all, I absolutely loved the entire series and I'm blown away at how impactful it was even though I've seen a lot of it/knew the endings well before I sat down to play it myself. I know that I'm going to be returning to the series many times over during the course of my life.
#[static]#wolf plays mass effect#there's just so much to think about and my eyes hurt from crying LMAO#i need at least 100 more hours of gameplay and stories with the whole crew#i could interact with them forever tbh#my heart hurts but is also satisfied and content and so so so glad that i finally played the Mass Effect Trilogy#absolutely life changing lmao#there are a lot of really good nuanced takes for the endings of course but im like two seconds away from leaving for work#and i also love the reminder that peace comes at a price and no one way will fix every problem#i genuinely wish i couldve played this when i was younger but im so so so happy to have finally played it now :')
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We just discovered a new Mediterranean cafe near our house and oh my goddddddd it's so good my mom and I got a chicken shawarma pita sandwich and a falafel pita sandwich and each had half of each and they were both incredible I'm so excited
#and we haven't even tried the pizza!!!!#this place has been open since last year! we had no idea! it's in such a weird place#we don't have a whole lot of good local restaurants around us!#especially not ones that have a regional specialty#like I could pick some up on my way home from work I'm so happy#AND!!!!! It's named after Otzi the ice man which is cool as hell#but if you try to google this restaurant you will find out where I live lmao#anyway I want to cry thinking about the pita I just ate#it was as good cold as it was hot#like usually if we want good food we have to drive for it this is like 10 minutes away
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Dengeki Sentai Changeman
#changeman#dengeki sentai changeman#sentai#do you understand#how much i love this team#they all had each others backs#they trusted each other. supported eachother.#changeman ot5#get ready for a load of bullshit rambling lmao#tsurugi started off very reserved and focused but slowly became more reckless as his need to protect everyone grew#he was a bleeding heart who just continued to bleed till the very end#sayaka was clever and stoic but also a reliable and comforting shoulder to cry on#she was a tactician and an observer and sometimes a little cold but she was ALWAYS there for Mai#hayate got burnt multiple times by his hot headed antics and actually learnt from his recklessness#he officially lost his cool ladies man card after the 4th time he emotionally ran off to save tsurugi#mai has a take no prisoners exterior with a gushy sappy gentle core#she's rougher and clumsier than sayaka but her heart is a lot more on her sleeve#OOOZZZOOORRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#he's my goofy boy and he stayed my goofy boy the whole time. never knew what was going on. always doing his best#i have so many headcanons does anyone want to hear my headca- *gunshots*
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I was stupid and accidentally overwrote all my backup sims saves. so now I must painstakingly find all my CC and redownload it,,,, and then rebuild my entire Witcher save bc none of it got saved to my gallery for some reason 🥲 sorry to all the creators I’m spamming with likes and reblogs, I gotta rebuild the CC library 😭😭
#crying#it was. so devastating#I had built orianna’s estate from scratch and i remember saving it to my gallery but. it isn’t there anymore#I built that fucking save before we had platforms 😭😭#I had also built my old apartment that I shared with dieter and johnny#back when we were all living together and going to Digi 😭😭 now that’s gone too#it’s honestly. so much work. erased#I’m trying not to think too much about it and just. focus on getting my cas shit back#luckily I had an old backup of my cc file so I have most of my Witcher cas and build/buy#but I’m gonna have to remake every character. and rebuild every lot#i can take this as a way to just. remap the whole thing using the new worlds#I’ll put Geralt’s toussaint vineyard in one of the the new worlds for sure at the very least#on a bigger lot so I can have real stables for a real horse this time instead of a modded bicycle lmao#it’s just gonna be…. so much work….. :’)#MelloMoans#text
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I say this in the most loving way possible, how the fuck can you write the most expressive and magical tags ever?? How do you have the mental energy to form words? 50% I can only say "nice post op". You inspire me to spread positivity to everyone but I literally can't be this positive and kind all the time. Just want to send you love and know that I appreciate you <3
HKJGH AW RED!! :'] <3 it does take a lot of energy, i understand :'0 i keep a lot of cool art in my tumblr drafts. the art stays in there until i have energy to type all my thoughts out. a lot of things stay stuck in there… i try to make sure art from my friends get out soon though :0 don't feel bad if you can't type a lot!! anything you can manage is okay! no one can be positive and kind all the time, and that's normal! just do what you can. i promise it's enough. (<- these are things i need to remind myself too <3)
a lot of it is literally just me needing to scream hkjfh, i have a lot of thoughts and i love sharing them always. i love rambling, can you tell? (<- joke) also i have a lot of love to give and i love artists and their creations. like WOW someone made a thing!! and they wanted to share it with the world!! AND I GET TO SEE IT!!! i GOTTA tell them i enjoy it!!!!!
it's also my empathy acting up because im also an artist!! and he's like "hey!! you love people writing nice tags on *your* art!! imagine if you were this artist, wouldn't you be happy to see someone tagging it with nice things? :)!" and im like yeah!! if this makes me happy, i should make other people happy too :3
ANYWAY I APPRECIATE YOU TOO RED YOU'RE DEAR TO ME!! SENDING LOVE BACK!!!! <33
#my conceptualization and my empathy handshake WE GOTTA COMPLIMENT ALL THE ARTISTS IMMEDIATELY!!!#i used to take art classes and we were taught how to do art critiques? so i use a lot of that terminology too but only the compliments part#i don't remember much from those anymore but you'll see a lot of my tags talk about ''wow i love the warm colors you used here!''#''the poses are so dynamic!'' ''what an interesting composition!'' ''really good use of texture!'' <- it's basically habit now#talk about what you notice! talk about details you like! talk about how it made you feel! (<- did you laugh? smile? cry?)#truly sometimes i just write ''this made me feel indescribable emotions'' and thats cool too hkjhg <33 also uh. scream a lot?? :']#''WAAAAUHGKJH!!!'' <- very common in my tags hgkjh <3 i know it's hard a lot of the times though!! words are DIFFICULT... we try our best!!#it helps when its a character i know too lmao you'll see me YELL SO MUCH about a post with volition in it bro i will not shut up jhkjdh <3#or when theres a lot of things happening in a scene to comment on! like if theres a lot of characters or its a comic!#THAT'S MORE THINGS TO COMPLIMENT BABEY!! B) i just like supporting artists. we're all creating such cool things to show to each other :]!!#my whole fuckin goal on earth is to be kind and silly and loving and earnest so!! im trying my best hkjhg <3#volta transmissions#esprit: Red
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im gonna try redoing some of my old school pieces. just cuz.
#( read: i was seriously emotionally unstable and made some graded works that a highschooler probably shouldn't have been making )#very specifically the self portrait we had to do#i think about it a lot#i just vividly remember having to explain the artistic choices i made and the meaning behind it to the whole class#and trying my hardest to not sound insane make people worry#( even tho it was inherently a cry for help )#i took inspiration from the two fridas if that gives you any idea of why that would be troubling#but i had some cool stuff i never finished#we did a triptych project where we had to choose an artist who did mainly triptychs and make our own based on a common theme the artist used#i chose hieronymus bosch who painted a lot about sin and the afterlife ( mainly hell )#i never finished it bc disability ftw but ive always wanted to#i dont have it ( i left it in that classroom ) but i remember the general composition#so maybe ill do smth with myself and redo it digitally#ill listen to nothing but oingo boingo and that handsome devil for the full experience LMAO
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