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Friend 1: [calls me] Do you want me to buy this Pride pin for you?
Me: yes please ;v;
2 hours later
Friend 2: [at the same place but a different shop] okay which Pride pin do you want-
Me: [happy crying]
#both of them saw pride stuff and thought of me individually#dear god I love them#and are willing to buy shit for me#I’m so touched what the fuck#EHHHHHHHHH#YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
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firm believer in neil josten having just as many issues with sex as andrew
#u want to tell me that the boy that’s been warned his entire life about the dangers of letting another person close is chill about sex?#nahhh I ain’t buying this shit#he might not be touch averse and he might be very willing to try#but I can see him feeling all wrong afterwards#his skin crawling and feeling used and dirty and disgusting#it doesn’t matter that he wanted it#sex is intimacy and closeness and trust and dangerous and so very scary#am I projecting? perhaps#aftg#all for the game#andreil#neil josten#kiwiaok
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anyway the comic update should be next week (3pgs left) until then a ghillie König warm up scribble bc i finally caved and got the sloth pak and am Obsessed with how much more creepy he looks 😞👐
the pic that started it all:
#i never spend money on games other than the initial Game itself but MAN#it passed my rule of dont buy it unless u consistently think abt it for days and well it passed#i do want to get the whole ghost n soap pack too but brother that shit too much money im willing to spend#now i just need his peanut butter edition 😔#he looks even creepier than his default skin (how hot of him) but i play like a clown so therefor he looks like a clown#BUT homie showed me how to do private matches with bots so i can practice without the feeling of sheepish embarrassment lmfao#bc apparently im even scared to be Perceived by randos who will never see me again in 5 seconds#thats anxiety baybay!!!!#so anyway my prayers have been answered OK i Gotta shuddup brain is playing pinball with 1000 thoughts rn peace#my art#i mean barely PFFFT#scribble#sketch#konig#ghillie#cod#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare 2#konig modern warfare#modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare#könig#konig cod
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so fucking fascinated by how long sindri’s resentment of atreus was building tho like that was written so well. from “we’re sick of hearing about little people’s little problems” to sindri noticing the mistletoe arrows were thrown out to atreus refusing to listen to sindri warning him about freya and odin and tyr to atreus hitting him aside as a bear and finally culminating with brok’s death. yes sindri is mad at kratos too but the primary target of his anger is atreus and why shouldn’t it be when atreus has walked all over sindri since he was 11 years old without a single apology
#personal#god of war: ragnarok#god of war spoilers#PLEASE do not get me wrong i love atreus to death#but let's be real he's honestly treated sindri like shit#for a LONG time#and it FASCINATES me bc so much of that connects back to how kratos treated people too#kratos 'we aren't helping you because you don't matter to us' lastname god of war#as much as they've both grown a LOT and have become better people#at the same time neither of them have really acknowledged the pain they caused people they subconsciously decided were 'inferior'#they respect freya as an equal. they respect mimir as an equal#sindri and brok? they were always side characters. always comedic relief. always there but never mattered#it's SO fucking well written esp bc it taps into the mind of the player#how many people genuinely didn't care abt the huldra brothers whatsoever. they were just the blacksmiths#willing to buy and sell and craft stuff for you and nothing more#and it was only too late that kratos and atreus (and likewise we the player) recognized their importance as Family Members#ANYWAYSSSS sorry im just going absolutely fucking mental the writing in this game is phenomenal
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not sorry. i extend very little sympathy and patience towards tras who are underage, and the only ones who do get said sympathy are TIFs. but again. it's MICROSCOPIC levels of sympathy.
#i was also a tra as a minor (~10yo to 14yo)#and yet i never said even half the shit a lot of these kids are spewing with their whole chests.#i never hated on terfs; made rape jokes; made death threats.#I barely ever even argued with terfs bc i AGREED WITH THEM even as a tra. the only thing i disagreed on was how they went about it#(i felt like they were 'too mean'. now that i am a radfem i see we arent mean enough.)#i never in my life shared countless anti terf memes. never had a DNI.#never spammed terf tags and spaces.#never sent hate anons.#so yeah#i do genuinely judge kids who do this because i WAS ALSO A CHILD and i NEVER did this shit even at the height of the trans ideology#worming its way into the government and law.#people need to understand that children can and SHOULD have morals. just like adults.#you shouldnt need to be told 'hey this is bad' to know thats bad. if you have morals then you simply just know.#i tried to go vegan my entire life. would refuse to eat animals even when i was 4 years old. went officially vegan at 11 when i realized i#wouldnt die without animal protein (and even if i did i was sick of funding animal murder)#no one NEEDED to tell me to do that.#my morals simply did not agree with killing and eating other living beings.#so kids who are willing to do all this shit? yeah. thats ust a reflection of their innate morals. not even joking here either.#i work with kids.#i know how downright cruel they can be and not just in a 'im socially inept and have no filter yet'#but intentionally cruel.#intentionally heinous. and tiktok exposure only makes it so much worse.#so yeah if you are a minor and i go on your account and i see dozens of terf-hate posts?#i AM judging you and i feel zero sympathy for anything coming your way#and i do genuinely hope they wither away in shame and regret when they get older#I didnt even do any of this shit and yet i still feel ashamed and remorseful for the stupid tra shit i spewed (mostly about how#sex and gender arent the same. that was the HEIGHT of my trans rights activism. that's barely 1% of what these kids are saying.)#like i understand where theyre coming from and i get why theyd buy into the trans cult; but that does NOT excuse their behavior.#rudefem
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if i might bitch about work for a second: yesterday was hellishly bad despite being able to keep up with it and i found out that apparently our department made 4600 dollars yesterday which is making me angry beyond belieffffffff
#this is math i do fairly often bc i enjoy ho-hum math and hate my job and like#even if we took off 2000 bucks for overhead costs which feels excessive but i will concede it#that would be enough to pay everyone working a little over 860 dollars which is 300 more than what i make in a WEEK#literally WHEREEEEE IS IT WHERE IS IT GOING WHERE IS IT#i dont like following this logic through because on days where there are fewer orders we;d do less#and i disagree with gig work's implementation as ive seen it and i think that would stress people out worse than we already are#(which is significantly)#but at the same time. 850 dollars. i cant afford to buy groceries this week. 850 dollars...#can i get a BONUS or SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it makes me soooo angry i was talking to one of the deli guys who asked for a raise and got denied mid-question#before our director accidentally showed him that their department is four thousand of gods own dollars under labor#its so revolting to me i talk to so many people in this store who are terrified because of medical bills or rent or car shit#half my department works two jobs just to get by and ALL OF THEM drive junkers#honestly one of the things thats scaring me about if i actually move out is that i do rely on...living with my mom#i pay for most of my own food i pay an absurd amount of rent to share a room with her but she's willing to drive me to work#even though i've offered to walk multiple times and she REALLY should prioritize her own time more#but at the same time...not having to pay for rides has been carrying me hard#if i got a car i'd be fucked because those things bleed money and generally ethically i disagree with cars#but if i dont its like okay pony up the money learn to navigate buses (except for sunday when they dont run) or get ready#to walk to your job where you walk all day and then walk home in the dark#which. i love walking. and listening to music on my own while walking. so bad example. but i also love not having my feet hurt#all the time always no matter what im doing which is something im becoming increasingly unfamiliar with#its like. ultimately. something's gonna get fucked no matter what#and then i hear a figure like 4600 and i remember how avoidable all of this shit is. how avoidable it is for ANY of us#our ceo is gonna walk away from this merger attempt with 5 billion dollars in safety-cushion money#the 10 top execs beneath him with 1 billion#and its just so. what can you even do. 5 billion. can a number like that even mean anything? how could you possibly need that much#850 dollars would be a lifechanging amount of money for me right now and im not even one of the worst off#its just. god. this world could be anything but what it is but its this and for what
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CW: Big angry AI rant. I get a bit nasty and swear a lot idk what else is new
Was modding a stream chat yesterday and had an AI bro come in and basically say if you were putting your creative work online you just had to deal with the likelihood that it'd get scraped and blamed artists/writers/creatives for using social media for discoverability when the sole purpose and usage of social media is (checks notes) "to take our whims and desires and turn that info into a marketable commodity."
Right.
First of all, cunt behavior.
Second, my goodness they had no idea what "AI" actually is in terms of differentiating it from what's happening now re: stealing intellectual property vs. how a computer inherently works. They were calling everything AI like the sad, creepy boomer they later proved to be (via a glance at X when some of my fellow mods got blocked afterward for having opinions rivaling the chatter's, opinions that said chatter didn't respond to because their valid arguments totaled a whopping zero).
Thirdly, idk what the idea is arguing with people having their work stolen and acting so superior about their struggle. You're not going to get rich off these notions—you and every other mediocre, money-hungry, pathetic little dickweasel ripping off someone else's work bc you've never done a thing worth noting in your life except daydream about sucking off Elon Musk are saturating this "market" if it can be called that. There's too MANY of you for any of you to be special and, from the outside perspective, it's embarrassing to watch.
I hope the only shreds of content you ingest for the rest of your days have the exact lack of soul you must for shitting on the very people that unwittingly fed your only hope at ever feeling "creative" with their stolen, plagiarized work. Taking a page out of our future VP's book, I'm gonna say it, you're fucking weird.
Anyway, I think I'm so consistently surrounded by other artists and writers and creative folk who (rightly) hate how this newer form of AI is being used and how hypervigilant we have to be to protect our work, constantly moving apps every time another one gets on the bandwagon (looking at you Tumblr) that I forget shitlords like this exist outside of memes.
#fuck ai#personal#ramble#vent#i'm just pissed as shit and stressed feel free to ignore me#i know social media is used by the shitebags who make it to exploit user data#but the point is that most people (actual users) don't use it that way#anymore it's the only way to get any sort of traction for your creative efforts or for your shops or whatever#these are people's livelihoods who already make pennies bc no one's willing to actually pay what creative work is worth#the labor to profit ratio with creative work is devastating#but sure it's deserved to have your shit stolen because you want to grow your business and anymore there's only one way to do that#brb gonna throw flyers out my window and hope someone buys 1 emote#you idiot fuck#i'm going to stop my actual endeavors and write shitass typoed WEIRD fanfic for the crawlers to scrape out of pure spite#figure that one out gemini
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the save warrior nun hashtag hitting 2 million tweets in a week is literally unheard of. queer fans are known to work their asses off but i’ve been in fandom for literally half my life and even i’m impressed.
#text#generally i’m a pessimist when it comes to shit like this#but i really think wn has a shot of getting a s3#i think any streaming service would be stupid to not take it personally#lower budget than most + pre existing fan base + people willing to buy a subscription + an actually fantastic show#???? kind of a no brainer if you ask me
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#luly talks#therapist told me to get my shit together so I'm starting in square 1 of it#idk if I'd do more than icons im very. low in confidence. but depends.#i mean my biggest fear is just to have to draw a character i can't get right but i mean. its not like i have 24 hs b4 the bomb goes off#i dont think I'd do anything complex tho like no elaborate backgrounds only maybe full bodies#highest im willing to make ppl pay is prob 20 or something#i just need Money to Live y'know. and buy booze.#and fix my shoes. and cut my hair. and etc
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Local disabled girl decides it won't put that much stress on her unstable joints to walk everywhere for her errands; shockingly, joints proceed to ache and subluxate. More at 6.
#i wouldnt do it if the bus wasnt so expensive#but i cant afford to buy a monthly pass or pay like 4$ every time i need to go somewhere#shits crazy. i cant wait to have my infinite pass back when school starts again#also cant wait to get to my house and lay on my comfy couch so maybe me body will Stop That#heds#hypermobility#this is why my doctors dont take my pain seriously if its not an 8 or above then I am willing to power through it if it is at all possible#like sorry if i rested everytime i was in pain or my joints were flaring up instability wise i would never do anything
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cant access one of my online textbooks (that i paid for. like 90 real life dollars) and when i emailed my prof she just now responded like damn thats crazy. i dont know how to fix that. THE TEST IS ON WEDNESDAY
#they make it so difficult to access this shit like just give me a download link to a pdf instead of forcing me to make a million different#accounts on ebook websites and publisher websites and then connect them all through hidden access codes.#this is not resident evil!!!!! send me a pdf!!!!!!!#poison.txt#i know im a sucker for buying an online textbook btw#its cuz the prof said the bookstore would have physical copies which i am willing to buy bc it rlly rlly helps me#and but they didnt and they handed me the ebook card code thing and like shepherded me to the checkout. so.
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denuvo as an anti-piracy strategy is completely lost on me tbh. every time i go to buy a game and it has denuvo, it's automatically added to my list of do not buy/always pirate games. that's disgusting, i don’t want that shit on my pc. if the game gets cracked i will be playing that shit illegally. godspeed
#this post is about me having such a huge recent obsession w scott pilgrim that i was gonna buy the game until i saw the reviews#instead i will be finding the family xbox 360 and playing the game the same way i did 10 years ago#same w me genuinely wanting to purchase project diva on pc as if i don’t own future tone already#if it did not have denuvo i would play that shit because of the mods#the most drm i'm willing to tolerate is like. steam's drm (ridiculously easy to bypass w current tools)#or those old pc games w a serial number#i own pc games from japan that released 2005-2007 that comes w the serial number#like it sucks but it isn’t doing shit to my pc. and also i can just give people the serial number i have if i really need to#text#rambles#tech
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fucking bonkers bananas to me how much the narrative around having fucked up traumatic life experiences is that you lived in a Different, Unreal world and have to adapt to the Real World, Where People Don't Do That. it is either the same fuckin world or a different one of equivalent realness. and your dumbshit Good Normal Life Views have plenty of fail states too, like imagining that everything bad is sequestered in a fucking pocket dimension
#dude i get it i am not saying my ongoing conviction that anyone in the world can quiet room me is TOTALLY accurate#but uh also given as i am insane. it is super more of a risk than people seem to be willing to buy!#the 'that doesn't happen' to 'ok it totally does but its for your own good and also the version i made up in my head seems more accurate#than what you're telling me abt what it's like so basically it doesn't happen even though it does and i'm gonna do it to you' pipeline#ppl who have been through shit do this also sometimes especially if it feels like an isolated thing they straightforwardly escaped#it's probably reassuring to believe you have immunity now in The Real World Where People Don't Do That#unfortunately this doesn't make it less dumb#do you know how many Horrible Unrealistic Edge Cases Of Badviolence the Real World enables. buddy. the call is coming from inside the norm
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do i have any mutuals in paris and do any of you perchance have any recs for what to do while im there on the 23-26 of august
#anything from cultural shit to (good) clubbing is very much welcome. merciiii#i for sure will go to the bwya store and buy me a binder if god wills it
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about ready to jump off the walls for this purchase
i have bought. the full trimax set.
#speculation nation#LSKDJFLSDKFJSLDKFJ i bought a print from them already (currently my only trigun merch that has arrived yet)#and so i got a 10% off coupon for orders from their shop#which OBVIOUSLY means me buying a full trimax charms set AND a sketch zine#i love this person's art style and i LOVE these charms#last time i looked at them i wasnt done with trimax yet so i was a bit more ambivalent about it#hadnt officially met livio yet. now i love him. he is everything to me.#ANDDDDDDDDDDDD my dear trimax wolfwood and vash. much more in my heart than tristamp ones. Yeah.#theyre both preorders so im not getting these until august (AGHHH) but it's ok. it's worth it. im willing to wait.#still better than waiting until DECEMBERRRRRR for the trigun manga reprint lol.#yes i only got into this shit not even 2 months ago no it doesnt MATTERR#i can TELL it's gonna b a long haul interest bc a: it's all ive been able to think about for the past few months#and b: it got me to change my icon from orcelito for the first time in 7 years. that's a Big Deal.#anhways yea. excited.#i loooooove having some free money again. i love making objectively kind of stupid purchases.#just with the stipulation that im not supposed to buy anything else frivolous until my next paycheck lol#... i also did buy two stuffed turtles and also a tshirt from the zoo i went to yesterday. lol.#i need to post pics of them soon. ive just kinda kept them in my bag lol bc i was tired last night.#ooo i should post pics of the animals too. i got a sunburn. nice time outside !!
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There's no reason not to tip at a restaurant in the United States of America unless you are either A) a confused foreigner who has no idea that if you don't tip, your waitstaff WON'T GET PAID FOR THEIR WORK or B) a selfish asshole.
If you can afford the luxury of going out to eat, your budget for that expense best include a tip. If you don't wanna pay a tip, go get fast food. Buy food at a convenience store. Cook for yourself. Whatever. Loads of other options that are more cost-efficient for consumers than going out to eat anyway. If you are demanding food that is SERVED to you hot then you best be prepared to PAY FOR THE SERVICE YOU ARE DEMANDING.
The tipping system is fucked up in the way that workers' income relies on the politeness and generosity of random members of the public, and that it's completely legal for them to be stiffed out of their regular earnings by cheap assholes. I wish I didn't have to personally do my part in making sure my waiter can make rent at the end of the month. I wish they just got compensated regularly for their work like any other job! But they don't, and everybody knows that, and I still sometimes go out to restaurants and order food, so while that is a reality and I am contributing to that system I will make sure to compensate the servers for their work as I am reasonably expected to do.
IF YOU ENCOUNTER A WORKER WHO DEPENDS ON TIPS FOR THEIR REGULAR EARNINGS, THEN FUCKING TIP THEM SO THEY CAN AFFORD TO LIVE
#tales from diana#sorry if this sounds so heated but i know this fucking guy#he's an 'anticapitalist' and an 'anarchist'#says he disagrees ethically and morally w all sorts of things (many i know he doesn't think that deeply about)#he told me once when he was talking about how cheap he was#that even after he won an absurd amount of money in a contest (so much that he currently doesn't work)#(not gonna give more specifics than that for safety)#he mentioned offhandedly that he still 'tips low or sometimes not at all' and i was like. WHAT#nah son. jail#text post#and he goes out to eat a LOT bc he doesn't cook for himself#im like#holy shit#how many people have you stiffed out of being paid fully?#he goes out to semi-expensive places too i mean we ain't just talkin dindin at applebee's#IF YOURE WILLING TO BUY FOOD AT A RESTAURANT YOU SHOULD BE WILLING TO PAY IN FULL A REASONABLE TIP#me personally sometimes i get grumpy abt how expensive food can be at a restaurant but i never feel bad tipping well#WITH THE TIP I KNOW WHERE IT'S GOING#directly into worker's pockets#w the general expenses for everything else it's like well. olive garden sure wants a lotta $$$ for their shitty food#but the server is a person so here's some good money for your time and work#it's pretty simple#still a shitty system but youll never dismantle it w SELFISHNESS and GREED#selfishness and greed are what allows it to thrive
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