#and anxious. and depressed

[drugsneko]

[best-of-theworst]

Well, actually funny story!

(Proceeds to tell you the most wild, traumatizing, sad and tragic story you ever heard)

[5051704xoxo]

sorry, i might disappear from time to time but so does my will to live

[orangeflowerr]

| WINNER TAKES ALL : AND THE LOSER HAS TO FALL

The maze echoed with the sounds of screams.

Daeho’s hand was the only thing keeping you tethered to this world.If it weren’t for him would’ve succumbed to the evils of this game long ago. He led you down one side of a forked hallway, a door on either side, turned towards you and gave you an encouraging smile. Although deep down his composure was beginning to fray but he held it on for your sake. His hand slipped from yours as he began to jostle with one of the locks. Luck wasn’t on your side: not that ever was as the duo of Nam-gyu and Myung-gi rounded the corner. Just as he had managed to open the door. Your body is locked in fear.

“You and your girl are dead.”

Nam-gyu slurred as he waved the knife between the two of you. Daeho’s head snapped up at the sound of his voice, his mind racing with the best possibilities of action. Nam-gyu began to slowly saunter towards you, Myung-gi a pace behind, knife gripped tightly against his thigh. You reach for his hand again, body managing to regain control again and the pair of you take off running in the opposite direction.

“Come back! We didn’t even get to the fun part yet!”

Player 124 shouted as he began to trail behind you, leaving Myung-gi doing his best to keep up. The shoes thudding behind you began to ring in your ears loud and booming. Panic began to set in as you hadn’t planned this far ahead. You gripped Daeho’s hand tighter. Before you could think of anything, players wearing blue streaked past distracting the two hot on your tail giving you a chance to escape. You didn’t look back as they inadvertently sacrificed themselves for Daeho and you. Fearing that if you were to look back you’d lose your grip for good. Adrenaline kept you going for a few more minutes before you decided the coast was clear. Choosing a door to situate ourselves behind for the remainder of the games.

You fumbled with the key situated around your neck, a desperate attempt at temporary salvation. Daeho placed himself behind you on a look out, making sure no one was to sneak upon you again.

The key matched up to the lock thankfully, as you headed inside.

You curled beside him, using his arm as a makeshift pillow. He wrapped an arm around your waist.

Everytime a shuffling of shoes was heard from beyond the door. Your body began to tremble and you repeated the same mantra in your head,

-Not me or Daeho please.

“Once we get out of here I’m going to take you on a proper date, you name it I’ll do it. I’ll introduce you to my sisters, they’d love you. ”

It was his way of distracting you from the world around you.

He brushed the sweat ridden, stringy hair behind your ear, lips brushing your forehead, a seal for the promise.

A guilty conscience began to form as you began to think about the players who’d lost their lives for your sake. Wishing you’d never entered these godforsaken place, especially if you’d have known the mental burden it would’ve come with. You didn’t know if you could survive another round of this. Tears fell from your eyes, your breathing became shallow. He gently turned you so you faced him. Thumbs began brushing away the wetness.

“It’s not your fault there’s nothing we could’ve done,”

as he pulled you into his chest firmly, arms tightly around your shoulders, an anchor.

“I’ve got you, it’s not about the money anymore, it’s you. We will get out of these games together. I promise.”

an: this is bad and cringe 😭

[3liza]

Patients with POTS can often seem anxious in clinic. However, a misinterpretation of physical symptoms such as tachycardia and tremulousness might account for some of this apparent anxiety. When formally assessed, POTS patients did not have a higher incidence of major depressive disorder, anxiety disorders, or substance abuse than the general population.6 Using the Anxiety Sensitivity Index, there was a trend toward less anxiety in POTS patients than the general population,6 and the elevations in POTS correspond to blood pooling in the lower extremities, and not to anticipatory anxiety.21

to a certain extent the explosion of research and especially the cultural embrace of somatoform disorders (ie, the Body Keeps the Score stuff) has been a massive step backwards in healthcare, but in particular for women. because now every time you have some sort of actual cardiac episode you have to convince everyone in the room you arent "just having a panic attack"

[beaft]

starting a mood tracker has been both helpful and not helpful because i can clearly see the patterns of my moods but i don't actually know what to do with that information. so for example i can see that all of my happy/high energy days are reliably followed by days where i feel debilitating anxiety and guilt, but i don't actually know why that is, or how to stop it from happening

[houstonxbreed]

I honestly feel like my whole 20s have been robbed from me. I’m 29 and I’m losing hope. I’ve been “strong” and “positive “since I’ve been diagnosed with muscular dystrophy at 10 years old. It’s hard to be positive when something affects your quality of life and there’s no breaks. I honestly don’t know what to do at this point. And unfortunately, most people don’t understand which I don’t expect them to. I’m just hoping for peace.😭😭🙇🏾‍♂️

[tangledinink]

Did leo deal with his pregnancy differently or was it the same as donnie?

Leo's pregnancy was very different from Donnie's! For him, quite frankly, the pregnancy was the easy part.

the really hard part came after.

[ ✩ the gemini ✩ ]

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

[cecils-dragons]

Wuh??? I dedided to try and cheer myself up with an egg since I'm dealing with a wave of health issues and look at those colors! Oh please I hope they work well! This could be so good as I LOVE sunset and have been looking for a good excuse to play around with it.

[blobbei-art]

I'm sorry I keep forgetting this account. I made a ref sheet for my harpy character! I love my very depressed ptarmigan, my beautiful koi fish

[call-me-pup2]

Pup is alive and has in fact not kicked the bucket :0

Sooo I was the biiig depresso for a minute there lol but doing better now *shakey awkward thumbs up

Have come to the conclusion I think I am in fact done with official content making but I sort of miss shit posting here so I'm afraid you will once again be cursed with my nonsense in some capacity :3

[fantaorange]

practicing lining drawings without hating it and also sort of practicing expressions