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summoning the energy to go through my mutuals blogs and interact with them so they remember that I exist and know I love them
#also bc i crave human interaction#and also you guys probably do to :p#so why not give you that sweet sweet human interaction?#(god knows we could all use it)#also u guys r really cool so :3#mutuals#love my mutuals
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Hiiiii I drew Shiver again bc Iāve been in a Shiver drawing moooodddd hiiiiiiiii
#splatoon#shiver splatoon#shiver hohojiro#goober art#I hate them actually I hope they die (lie)#also I WILL be drawing the ššššš poses the Squid Sisters did in that one Grandfest group photo#butttttt thereās a ššššš little problem#you see Iāve noticed how much ppl never shut up abt ibispaint or wtv so I wanted to try it out n stuff#which means practicing in that app#if itās likeā¦.really super good or wtv Iāll probably still use procreate but for like#not main stuff#yk?#so if the next digital post takes a while thatās why :p#Dw tho Iām collecting some trad drawings to post in case that takes a while#(Iāve gone in too deep you guys are stuck with my art on here bleehhhhhhš¤š¤š¤)#ok thatās enough yapping thx for reading allat if you did :3#listen to Free Ppls by Illuminati Hotties#do ur daily click#annndddddd#have a good#( ļ½'Ļ')ļ½
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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organisedļæ½ļæ½ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness š
'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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You know... Thank God no one's asked WHY Cap'n became an eyeless weredog yet, because I do NOT have an answer for that HDGDJGSJKL
#I don't know if I ever will either. I've discussed it a LITTLE with a friend but it's nothing canonical.#maybe it's as much a mystery to us as it is to Cap'n since they sure don't know!#I don't think it needs an explanation either but it's fun to think of possibilities anyways! I just don't got one for you right now hIOLJKF#I do sometimes think about the idea of Cap'n somehow managing to find the dog that bit her though. Her and it are on the same wavelength#that she INSTANTLY recognizes upon seeing it. Like 'oh. that's the thing that did this to me'. Maybe there's a big confrontation/fight? But#It's also lowkey like. A wild animal still so like. Girlie you probably shouldn't do that it didn't mean it I'm p sure. That's like#getting mad at a shark... OR MAYBE IT DID KNOW? Maybe it's also a guy! Maybe they did it on purpose! WE DON'T KNOW! WE'LL NEVER KNOW!!#i talk
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force šā¤ļø
Canāt believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still canāt believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because Iāve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (Iām sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear itās speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i havenāt#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah thatās how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao š)#Iāve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff itās so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I donāt go there and probably never will š#I personally donāt enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesnāt negatively affect anyone#but yeah Iād much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like Iām not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what Iāve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#Iāve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you donāt love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you donāt deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* itās a package deal you canāt just pick and choose and personally I donāt even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone whoās passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters š¤·š»āāļø#I think Iāve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (canāt believe Iāve yapped so much I canāt put more tags š)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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Eyesome propaganda (Patreon)
#Doodles#Wander Over Yonder#Commander Peepers#Emperor Awesome#Eyesome#So hey I love them also#Have I mentioned lately that I'm a polyshipper lol#Then again Peepers is like impossible not to ship with multiple cast members so there's that lol#He just so happens to very neatly fit into my niche!#I'm sure he's very happy about it lol#Stick that man in situations stat#This is also slightly Awesome propaganda because I do genuinely think he At The Very Least has the potential to be very interesting#He's misused in episodes like Bad Neighbors but tbh who isn't :P Shame it's one of his and the Fist Fighters' few episodes unfair#My favourite appearance of his is probably The Cool Guy :D He gets to show off some of his more interesting facets!#Like the fact that he's decently good at reading people - owed to or reason for his popularity? You decide lol#And to that end manipulating people - he sees what someone wants and ''gives'' it to them for a price >:)#That's honestly why I think him pursuing a relationship/manipulation strike with Peepers would be so interesting#Peepers is ''real'' for lack of a better word lol - he's highly dedicated to his beliefs and motives and isn't one to fold easily#Awesome is the opposite - he's a cowardly hedonist who enjoys his shallow lifestyle as it affords him carnal comforts above all else#So their dynamic is an interesting one I think! :D I think they'd serve each other well haha āŖ#Peepers gets to cut loose a bit and Awesome is forced to develop a genuine relationship to some degree#And then there's also the size difference again lol - look some things are allowed to be exactly their face value! Haha#Peepers is so flipping cute hhggg I love him <3 And Awesome is so fun to draw in that mix of cartoony and Slight-slightly more realistic#His proportions are still extremely cartoony but drawing him with proper pectorals and a ribcage and the like is so fun <3 <3#Peepers is still the most fun to pose tho I just feel so free to stretch and squish him around haha#Him sitting! Him laying down blustered! Pressing his feet against Awesome's chest to try to push away from him!! He's so fun!!#Plus finally drawing the more-than-half-closed eye style as sometimes featured ahhhhh <3 <3 This show man I swear#Not even mentioning going back to three-finger after so long on four haha āŖ It's been a while and it's just as fun!
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Once again I am fueled by comments from my thesis supervisor and feel like I can actually do this thing hell YEAAAAHHHH
I CAN WRITE THIS THING!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH
#imagine a drawing of me going all feral that's me rn#I get so hyped every time I meet him even though all his comments are like āthis is okayā and āwhat did you mean by thisā--#then followed up by discussions and improvement suggestions and I get so excited about writing it all suddenly#like!!! what is this!!!!#it's probably because I get to actually talk about my thesis and in detail with someone who understands it? probably?#most likely now that I think about it. I don't have a lot of friends who study the same thing so I can't talk about these things in depth#(but I'm also very happy to have those friends who don't understand but listen to my ramblings about it <3 )#p#and also also like. I am about 45 pages into this thing. I am so far. I have wanted to just drop it for the past month or so but!! I'm so--#--far!!! holy shit!!! that's amazing my guy!!! you're doing well!! just need the clean up and some clearer explanations and that's it#it's not going to be two more years of this it's going te 6 months MAX#most likely 4 months of work with 1-2 months after for the grading and checking process when i don't have to do shit#I only have this thesis; one essay that is 75% done; and one spanish course I'm taking end I'm done!!!! I will cry when that happens!!
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I swear to god i really need to make a reference sheet lmao i hate looking at some of the ones that arent even that old??? its scary... the consistency has gotten better recently i think but still... :shudder: I see them in my notifs when tumblr decides to recommend old posts to people (EW!!!!! I HATE THAT SO MUCH!!!!! WHY!!!!!) and i wish i could just delete them... but like... thats such a bad idea...
#im rambling ignore me#i will probably continue to put off a reference sheet and continue using the previous ask as a reference for the next#also wtf you guys are so mean in the inbox...why do you want angst so much.... i like it too but im trying to lay off it a little X-P /nsrs
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started rotatinf my little guys again, specifically the high school crew, and I think I should introduce some magical element to their world tbh. I don't know if I can write a straight up highschool drama hfhfhdh
#general posting#or well. I guess it's more that I know how to connect sylvia & lilly. they feel good fleshed out#trevor is also p good I like what he's got going on with sylvia#I havent quite thought about him and lilly but there's some stuff there I'm sure#astro & olive however.... I really need to flesh them out more tbh.#with astro it's like. I do have a guy! but the stuff he's dealing with is probably topics I'm not equipped to handle?#and kinda same with Olive tbh#ans there's also just... what kind of story would I even place them in?#cause I want to write something with them eventually. create a website representing each of them.#...hm smth smth computer virus?#but ughhh some of them don't strike me as the type to have a blog unless asked to by friends and like that would only be After they alll me#hhh....#sigh. themes.... what do I do with you....
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i honestly don't think anyone will care but I keep brainrotting over the idea of a pjo/rainworld au
I've turned the Seven into funky slimy cats dealing w concepts far beyond their comprehensions lmao
#my brainrots have mutated more than 5p's structure send help š#i present you: slugcat au where the gods are iterators#(names + abilities pending)#the big 3 kids are purposed organisms and the rest ānaturalā slugcats#Frank (The Juggernaut) is the chief of the clan and has to deal with these random ahh weirdos (the 3) rocking up#he's honeslty like Gourmand with less cooking skills and more endurance lmao- just a muscle powerhouse fit into a slimy rodent body#Jason (The Turbine)'s retired from being a Messenger and has no clue what to do with his life now (he becomes a scholar later on)#he's a centipede/wing hybrid and can electrocute anything he grabs given enough pips + can double jump (to handle Pipeyard lol pray for him#Percy (The Navigator) wonders off to explore since his creator didn't really HAVE plans for him other than occasional missions#he's honestly just colour swapped Rivulet with less spear skills (but can aim and throw them really well under water)#Hazel (The Martyr/Apostate) pulling a power move and refusing to die lol#she escaped the void & probably does everything to keep herself bound to the cycle in fear of getting dragged back#she doesn't have anything really special that i can think of other than actually dealing damage with debris and being able to wall climb#Annabeth (The Weaver) as lookout for ancient research and really good at building ladders/utilising the landscape. the most basic scug tbh#she can also take spears off of walls p easily and probably has a grapple worm friend#Piper (The Mimic/Paradigm? names r hard) being able to copy plant toxins/abilities. does most damage up close & is mostly a herbivore#like eating sporepuffs for a smokescreen. cherrybombs to scare off/stun into unconsciousness. lilypucks/slime mold to glow and etc#Leo (The Artillerist) as a scrawny little guy with explosives. fast but physically weak. he has to rely on his int and makes the clans tool#basically Arti/Monk mix without double jump but able to reassemble Iterator parts (jesus i had to Work to not accidentally copy her design)#Festus is a lizard!! he's probably a stupidly big Yellow and is our beloved. he got saved by Artillerist and followed him ever since :)#alternatively: an au where Leo just ends up in rw and insults 5p (who is confused on how an ancient survived and why he's Like That)#pjo#rain world
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Is Light Yagami a pure evil villain?
A good question. I think what makes him interesting and well-written is that he's an extremely complicated character in his motives, and that even though a lot of what he does is unsympathetic and stuff we consider the worst-of-the-worst behaviour, you can also often see exactly what his thought process is and where he's coming from and why he might have become the person that he is and started behaving the way that he did once he got the notebook. This is one of those things Ohba wanted the audience to decide for themselves, so it's sort of up to you to make that call based on everything you see.
#if you want to be technical about it definition-wise I'd say he probably is a morally grey character?#like most of the characters in this series#it's not like lord of the rings or something where there's clear good guys and bad guys it's more like game of thrones#If he was in lord of the rings he'd be like... gollum or something to me haha. One of the greyer ones in that story#Its like 'I don't condone what you're doing buddy but I also unfortunately get it and feel bad for you that you found that thing sometimes'#ask#anon#p
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really interesting tags on the hct poll! (not meaning to put this person on blast or anything i actually kinda agree with them)
#very very well put... i dont feel like i can add anything to it because im terrible at words. and thinking in general. but#yea its like the same kinda-problem i have w palace of mirrors [live] where its amazing on its own to me But part of me still wishes they#--did more with the concept / engaged w it at a deeper level...? :p like yeah maybe it is too caught in its own spectacle#... But also i am very very easily impressed so im not thinking abt any of that when listening to it im just like YO HOLY SHIT THIS RULES#lol. There's probably a lot one could say analyzing Tim's approach to production and composition in both hct and esphere#(im blaming tim in particular bc he does all the promo hes the main guy the whole album just Sounds Like Him you get it)#It's certainly interesting. i do have opinions good and bad on it that i wish i could articulate but i just can't x(
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2024 reads / storygraph
Masquerade
historical fiction set in 15th century West Africa
follows a young woman from Timbuktu, recently conquered by the the warrior king of YorĆ¹bĆ”land
her guild of blacksmiths were already shunned as witches, and their conditions worsen under YorĆ¹bĆ” rule - so when sheās kidnapped by the king to be his wife, she decides to accept that itāll be a better life for her, as long as she can get her motherās blessing
but as months go by without her mother being found, and political tensions rise, she must decide what she wants
#masquerade#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#ahh... I enjoyed this in the beginning but I ended up being SO frustrated by the MCs decisions and inconsistencies.#click the storygraph link above to read all my thoughts tbh im not gonna copy everything in here#sheās like man this guy kidnapped me and is drugging me and treats me like an object and probably is lying about trying to find my mother :#well I should definitely try and uncover and tell him about this uprising happening under his nose so I can help him trust me!#she tells us sheās desperate for freedom and safety and autonomy and yet sheās doing so much to stay with this man who#sheās AWARE is NOT giving her autonomy AND she doesnāt give a fuck about anyone elseās freedom or autonomy?#she doesnāt even WONDER about the slave revolts or blacksmith strikes other than how can she stop them?#sheās naive and innocent but sheās also viewed as this brilliant military strategist and cunning at court politics#other than these moments sheās very naive and doesnāt make any obvious connections about what the other women#or her mother are up to (which considering the amount of speeches about men underestimating women she makesā¦ā¦okay)#thing is like there was some great setup to go in some really interesting directions!#if you wanted to go down the route of her goals making her singlemindedly ruthless and selfish and morally grey and rising to power#then commit to that! make her investigate the revolution and give her a reason to betray them anyway.#if you want to make it like she TRULY had no choice in becoming what she did (because any attempt to escape or connect#with the revolution had tragic consequences) then do that! But she likeā¦..never tried anything.#She just accepted everything and tried to help the king becauseā¦I donāt even know!#if you like hades and perspephone you wonāt like this. if you donāt like hades and persephone you wonāt like this.#(i thought it had just been inaccurately compared to H&P - not written to reference H&P)#agh. it could have been good!
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being trans with ocd is so fucking exhausting dude
#slash sexuality questioning i suppose#slash uestioning in general i suppose#iāve been half in half out of every label iāve used for like a year and a half which is very un slay#anyway i told you guys my middle name slaps did i not. and well my indecisive ass is considering making it my first name#one day i will look back on all the gender stuff i did and be glad i did it and/or ill be like this man needed to get rawed#iām also in like closet purgatory where iām out as QUEER to p much everyone but what type of queer varies#which may??? be fucking up my mindset in regards to all of this??? having like 3 different normals in kind of an accidental way#thinking and talking about it is exhausting but i probably should lol lmao#the name slaps though. unrelated but i am happy about that#im taking a very long time to decide on a name bc there are a bunch ive cycled through like a BUNCH and i do want to try them all#part of me is like ill only ever start to have more of a handle on this if either i start transitioning and/or live alone at some point#it will stay like this if i keep doing This#karinyo.txt#and it might not be the ocd it might be a bunch of other things (scary) but it certainly doesnt help
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Sometimes staying late at work means solving a big problem before a deadline. Other times it's for doodling pictures of yourself killing your political rivals.
(Panels originally from Suicide Squad (1987) #19. Recolored by me.)
#probably could have played around with the coloring a bit more but i think this should do#at least now she isnt straight up GREEN#no idea what dc colorists were doing there to be real with you guys. wild#kept p much everything else the same#except i painted her nails bc they were also green#and i colored in her eyes to be brown#they werent a diff color before they just werent colored in#left the hair as is although part of me wanted to change that too#but i decided to leave some of the original image#panelposting#swishy comic edits#comic edit#dc comics#amanda waller#suicide squad#the suicide squad#dc comic edit#first time doing a recolor so if anyone has any tips im all ears#probably made it a little more complicated than it needed to be but it was relaxing coloring in everything so its chill#blah
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pharma really is such an interesting case. one thing iāve always felt with pharma is that he absolutely doesnāt want consequences. and facing up to it requires a lot of looking at and showing people what heās done and you know. the consequences. i mean hell heād rather start a plague than say āhey i got coerced into doing a very bad thing by the djdā
I do understand what you mean about Pharma not wanting to face consequences, but on the other hand, I kind of understand why Pharma made a plague rather than admit to medical malpractice/murder? Because like, the thing that I don't see brought up often enough with regards to Pharma is that blackmail... is blackmail. Like, as someone who's unfortunately been on the receiving end of blackmail, the entire point of blackmailing someone is that you corner them into doing bad things by convincing them that they CAN'T turn to an authority figure to ask for help. Like, the person doing the blackmailing generally convinces the person who's getting blackmailed that if they try to reach out for help, the law/authorities/etc either won't care about their predicament or will punish them for the bad thing they did that they're getting blackmailed about.
I kind of feel like (and this isn't an attack on you, just a commentary about the nature of blackmail) when someone like Ratchet looks at Pharma and says "but you could've called for help or shut down the clinic or anything!", it kind of ignores the fact that...... when you're being blackmailed you're fucking terrified, and people who are terrified generally don't jump to the most rational, safe solutions possible? When you add in the fact that Pharma was blackmailed by Tarn of the DJD, notorious hater of Autobots and fanatic leader of a torture club, it's not hard to imagine that Pharma was both afraid and in pain (or threat of pain) while at Delphi and thus wouldn't be thinking straight about it.
I don't know, like. Yeah, on one hand Pharma made a plague and killed a bunch of people to try and cover up his crimes and maintain his career. But he didn't just do it for ego related reasons, he was also almost certainly facing threats of torture and death.
#squiggle answers#pharma apologism#i think i'm biased on this issue so anyone can come in here and add their thoughts or correct me#i guess it just bothers me because like. i've kind of been in that situation (not as serious as pharma's) where i didn't ask for help#and when i got in trouble for not asking for help afterwards and instead choosing to lie or go behind someone's back or whatever#it was generally bc i was more afraid of punishment by The People In Charge#than i was afraid of lying or breaking the rules or doing other bad things#and when i got accused (by the people in charge) of seeing myself as above the rules or thinking i was better/smarter than them#it always pissed me off because i was like. bro i didn't lie to you for fun and games i lied to you because i was afraid#that if i asked you for help you would just shun me or get pissed off at me and punish me#also re: the blackmail i was a victim of. the thing about that is it was over something ultimately petty (stupid internet drama)#and i was PROBABLY never in any real danger but like. the issue was that i FELT like i was in danger#fear is powerful. fear of being threatened at any time or having the things you care about taken away is especially powerful#i had nightmares p much once a week for months during the ordeal and still sometimes do now#like idk i really am biased on this matter but like. just bc pharma made the plague to cover up his crimes#doesn't mean that that's the ONLY reason is what i'm saying#when ppl lie and cover up things about that it's not just about ego but about dumb animal terror#and i mean. to get back to the pharma apologism brand. ratchet KNEW pharma was being blackmailed but he fucking ditched him anyways#this is the guy who was supposed to be his bestie of millions of years and he fucking told pharma he was dead to him#and that's the guy who pharma thought would UNDERSTAND. imagine what he thought other autobots would think of him#also i have a theory that tarn probably psychologically tortured pharma by telling him the autobots would just lock him up for his crimes#as a way to get pharma to not tell anyone and keep supplying him cogs. because you know. blackmail
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