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Drawings from yesterday's stream! Thanks again for the ideas, guys - they were super fun to draw. 😂
#also sorry it took me so long to post these today#as soon as i got home from work i started working on stream stuff for tomorrow and lost track of time 😅#art#my art#cult of the lamb#the ewe au#lamb#narinder#ewe#goat#aym#baal#leshy#escher#leshycat#shamura#janira#the fox#ratau#belle#beau#barrett
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I used to be one of those guys when I first joined the Kirby fandom, but everytime I hear a discussion of the series writing that starts with "So the Lore is InSaNe-" and not like, "Kirby has a fun writing style that takes advantage of its cute exterior to tell cool stories that reward player's curiosity and leave lots of room for imagination-" I cringe so goddamn hard.
I kinda just hate that people approach things that encourage investment when they don't expect it as inherently absurd. Like it is fun to joke about how absurd Kirby lore can be, but it really often comes with an air of disrespect or exhaustion rather than like, appreciation that these games are made by people who want to tell interesting stories when they could easily make as much money just making polished enough fluffy kiddy platformers. And when it's not met with exhaustion, it's met with - like I said before - that tone that it's stupid for a series like this TO have devs who care about writing stuff for it. Which is a whole other thing about people not respecting things made to appeal to kiddie aesthetic or tone.
Maybe the state of low-stakes YouTube video essays just blows cause people play up ignorance and disbelief for engagement, but like I STG I hear people use this tone for like actual narrative based games sometimes. Some people don't like... appreciate when a game is made by people who care a shitton in ways that aren't direct gameplay feedback. And they especially don't appreciate it when it comes from something with any sense of tonal dissonance intentional or not.
Anyways, I love games made by insane people. I love games made by teams who feel like they wanna make something work or say something so bad. I love that energy, especially when invested into something that could easily rest on its laurels or which obviously won't be taken seriously. I love this in a lot of classic campy 2000s games, I love this in insanely niche yet passionate fanworks, and I love it in the Kirby series and its writing. Can we please stop talking about it like it's an annoyance or complete joke?
#shut the heck up#kirby#kirby lore#fandom#midnight rambles#im quite talkative today cause my rambling bestie is busy#im also bitter cause im too burnt out to make the things i want to properly express my adoration for this series#but i can waffle about it ig#ive been relying on prose and essay ro express myself a lot in leiu of my usual creative outlets...#i always wanted to make a video edsay series about kirby lore with this expressed ethos#maybe i should just start with essay-essays somewhere#still need to replay all the games for that first though#more streams coming up eventually i swear#tag talking#i read a cool analytical article today that had the same tone as a video essay and i was like 'ah thats the origin of the essay part'#so now i wanna explore that world more of article game and media journalism and such
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it’s heartbreaking to see what my briize mutuals are going through right now… i love riize and it upsets me that it’s come to this but i can’t imagine how it must feel like for those of you who’ve been with them from day one or who grew to love all of them unconditionally at another point of their journey. just wanted to send you all a warm virtual hug 🫂 i’m here for you 💗
#i don’t want to bring negativity even further into this i also feel like it’s not my place to speak because they’re not my ult group#and i don’t keep up with them regularly#but xdinary heroes is my ult group so i want to say this#i hope people start being more empathetic and respectful#in xdh’s live stream today which was about promoting their new album i saw comments about riize once or twice until i closed the tab#ofc i find the situation extremely upsetting but was this really the place?#it wasn’t anything too serious (unless there was more after i stopped keeping up with the comments)#but i know what one single comment can grow into#they’re not even in the same company#please be more mindful of what you say and where and to whom you say it
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I missed drawing Pearl so bad!
#daily traffic doodle#day 192#pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon fanart#so hello everyone I am alive and well and miss drawing hermitcraft and life series for you#but#I have a lot of other things to do and also uni and we started a language server and I started streaming and-#many other things#but I woke up today and realised: Pearl.#soykapost
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pig time 🐖
#chat#man today is WONDERFUL#deo stream. did my work. had a great day in pokemon go and in scarlet. changed my url after so much back and forth#and now it's pig day. what a good way to start the day#ALSO IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE WARM IM GONNA GO WALKING WHEN I GET UP WAHOO
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i was just reading kell's pov in acol where he goes down to see holland in the cells, how he feels hollands eyes scraping against his own, and back in adsom where its described as two stones sparking together. not only does that make me want to go insane, it also makes me wonder if holland feels that too or if its just kell? its not mentioned as far as i can remember in any of hollands pov and not even in their first meeting flashback. the absence of it from holland's pov is a bit of a shame really though it does suggest that its just kell and the effect holland has on him... its also mentioned briefly when lila gets her antari prosthetic eye (in the sense that kell feels glad that he can look her in the eyes without that friction) which makes me wonder, if lila had both eyes would there be that sparking sensation between her and kell? would it not as their black eyes are on the same side? why would that sensation be only due to the presence of the marked eye? it's clear that kell and lila DO have a connection but then again so would most people who went through what they did together (especially as kell is quite dramatic about what he cares about). it would just be a shame to have this connection between antari be a real thing and it not be developed past a couple of brief mentions one of which to enhance a ship. the antari could be endlessly more strange so it's a shame that, even when bonded with the rings, they are essentially just very powerful magic users and not something altogether else...
#give me some STRANGE#also actually i was thinking about if there was an actual bond between antari whether they like it or not#and how lila and holland would navigate that#i tried to write a lila pov fic about this that was mainly just a stream of consciousness actually#about when holland is torturing lila in adsom to get kell to come back#and despite the fear and hatred she felt like she could lean back and through into him like ink into water#meeting something made from the same stuff as her and that feeling of connection being new and utterly terrifying#but alas i cannot write and also don't have the patience to get better at it so it is not somethig i can post#i just really wanted them all to be more weird about it lmao#i can imagine holland turning up to deliver letters and people being like “ah theres holland. he and kell have something weird going on”#or kell being consumed with grief about having to kill one of his own kind but not being able to express it to anyone especially rhy#and feeling this overwhelming wrongness thinking its just that he killed holland#not knowing its actually holland having osaron in his head thats causing the inexplicable wrongness#or just lila hating that she has any kind of bond with holland wishing she could seperate the two of them#but if she were to take a knife to remove him from her she wouldn't know where to start cutting#wow thats a lot of words today#adsom ramble#adsom#shades of magic#holland vosijk#lila bard#kell maresh#anyway i do love and adore these books but it doesnt mean i can't be sad about missed opportunities
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Just an early reminder that Artfights' site will be overun the first few days and that you should presave some refsheets you know you wanna draw so you have less hassle on the first days!
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also not that anyone asked (or cares) but I want to make clear that while I do ship tsunade and jiraiya, I also wholeheartedly ship tsunade and dan. idk why a lot of people treat these two ships as one or the another and hate the other side rather than like both being something that can occur together. my main reasoning for this is I simply don't subscribe to the whole "one and only love forever and ever and can never move on" notion that Kishi himself loves so much. I like to think tsunade, while still holding a place for dan in her heart till she dies, would've ultimately been able to move on romantically from him. but not necessarily want to go out of her way to find someone else. and then comes jiraiya who after many years apart they begin to repair their relationship. and he's the only person left around that knows her deeply. and I don't see why she couldn't have started to develop feelings for him, just ones she wouldn't admit to. and I think many people like to think it's cause of the love she holds for dan she doesn't want to explore those feelings. and that's true to an extent imo. but more importantly it's cause she genuinely believes her love is cursed. and also that loving someone again would risk her losing someone close to her again. but anyway I like to think she did start falling for him in the end, whether she admits it to herself or not, but this does NOT mean she suddenly is completely over dan and don't love him anymore. I think grief and mourning is complicated and it's simply not true her loving someone new would mean she no longer loved him. they didn't break up after all, he died, it's so different. idk, to me I just don't think it's unrealistic for her to love someone new, while still knowing dan was who her heart really truly belonged to. so tldr I like jiratsu but I also love dantsuna and I'm sick of people pretending both ships can't coexist I guess.
#fuck idk where the hell i was going with this#this was meant to be a short post lol#then it became a stream of consciousness#i dont think i made a single coherent point here but theyre my thoughts nonetheless#also i use the panel in which tsunade says when jiraiya comes back she wont let him keep his cool anymore as canon proof#that she was starting to like him#but that's a separate post entirely#i will make a post one day analysing canon about them but not today#anyway yeah i love both ships i dont like that its treated like one or the other#its not a rivlarly its not a competition#tsunade deserves love is the bottom line for me#rambling#nart#tsunade#jiraiya#dan kato#jiratsu#dantsu#meta#hc#kinda#analysis#?
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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#fer talks#sorry for not being around here much! ive been busy with life#BUT NOW A FEW THINGS HAVE SETTLED!#I STARTED T TODAY!!!!!!!!! :']#kinda want to do a stream where i just work on a comic or an animatic but idk :'] will think about it#also thinking on opening sketch commissions on june so heads up ig!
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Good morning gamers! Hope you're all having a good day! As for me... I'm alright ^^ Afjsnfjd Wasn't doing my best last night but I'm doing a little better now!
#pan rambles#Me not doing so well last night was 100% my fault btw-#fjsfjjdjfdj Should've been more careful about what I watch past 9pm#when I knew there was a risk of feeling uncomfortable upon seeing a certain character#but alas😔#I'll give it a try again another time though#anyways#On a more positive note#I streamed D.ungeon M.eshi for a friend yesterday!! :D that was fun!#Also I'm gonna try to add more characters to my artfight later today#I tried to do it yesterday but I was only able to add one character before Artfight started to Not Cooperate ;v;
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where is my fat husband
#stream#i’m lonely !!!! i want a man !!!!!!#me: where’s my man#me at the same time: not leaving the house nor dating apps & also is having a mental breakdown everyday while self medicating#also i’m 90% sure my meds are starting to fail again ALSKALKSLAKSLAKLSAKLSMAKSKK#ANYWAY#i didn’t even go to gay bars when i was allowed to drink like 😭😭😭#it’s all a bunch of straight people#there’s no point#like i constantly here old queens going ‘young gays don’t do xyz’ or ‘don’t know how to xyz’ like ok girl its because that shit died like#idk probably before the pandemic truly it was dying but the pandemic was the nail in the coffin like girl …….. i turned 21 a month into#lockdowns like#ok so i did stuff illegally & went to other shit but it still was straight bars 90% of the time there’s like 6 gay bars in houston total 😭😭😭#like idk what they expect like if … those venues aren’t there & are increasingly AGAINST doing the goofy tings …. how would the YOUNG KNOW#like at this point idk i truly think that it’s kinda on the elders at this point ALSKALSKLAKSAKSLAN like yea they’re boomers at the end of#the day so like i’m not saying that they didn’t have it hard they did they did ok but. get over it ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLA like alright … but#i’m saying this as someone who knows the history & bullshit like ok yea everyone needs to understand what it’s like to have your community#die before ur eyes but at the same time. there’s no community now ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLLA like girl …#girl …….#yall HAD a community but now all that shit is gone & none of us young ppl have any funds to make that 😭😭😭#like girl i have 12$ in my bank account i dream of being able to rent a flat at some point like a ONE BEDROOM u know W A LIVING ROOM & yall#own rentals so like this is UP TO YALL …..#like ur the problem ? 😭😭😭😭😭#@gays for trump & loghouse republicans i’m looking at YALL#a lot of these mfs are liberal too - pro invasion of iraq democrat back the blue bootlickin NIMBA faggots 😭😭😭💔#anyway that’s just me bitching#i’ve been so fucking IRRITABLE today
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ok. will scrap whatever i’ve written for “premonition of love” and start anew 🙂↕️
#it’s NAWT hitting#once again i go from fic to fic like a bunny hopping from carrot to carrot#BUT FOR REAL……… hmmmmm maybe i just need to pivot completely#i can’t think of a good intro for the LIFE of me#like . UGHFHFBHFHFHFJFJFJ#and i love these two characters Specfically so much so i wanna do my devoted losers in love justice 😭#hmmmmmm . will create a new giggle doc#*GOOGLE DOC THIS IS THE SECOND TIME TODAY IT AUTOCORRECTED TO GIGGLE DOCS 😭😭😭#ANYWAYS . am sleeping and i probably won’t be on tomorrow but hopefully in the evening i can start writing for this#i’m both not making headway and also making some headway on cult geto but i wanna pivot and write smthn more fluffy :3#woohoo :> hopefully i can think of something 😪#maybe i’ll just stream of conscious write even if it’s somewhere in the middle of the fic and see where it goes#not writing linearly is kinda dumb of me but fuck it . We Ball#also by scrap i don’t mean delete the stuff bc i have learned NOT to do that 😭#anyways i need to finish at least one fic omg gotta christen my blog w a google doc fic EVENTUALLY#personal
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i just found out about ryota kanai thanks to an artist i follow on insta collaborating with him for a mv and oh my god his music is so good....
#he has such a lovely voice and i love the instrumentation in his songs#his music kinda feels like a mix between kenshi yonezu & the pillows to me i really like it#i'm shocked that he doesn't have a larger following on his accounts please check out his stuff if you're into jrock#also sorry i haven't really been on today i slept a lot bc my schedule was messed up & i didn't feel very good#i'm gonna have to head to bed soon tho bc i took benadryl and it's starting to knock me out i'll have to get to stuff tomorrow 😭#i was actually drawing something that could've worked well for miku day but there's no way i'll get it done today rip#anyways stream dogma or deception sounds of the summer right there#mj.txt
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I need to go. Store.
#i need another suit case#and i have to buy formal clothes. for the job that im getting fired from. like i literally only have one or two days left (they still#havnt actually told me the day l o l) but i have to fucking show up in formal clothes so that they can take pictures even though im not even#gonna BE there :(#i wanna get candy for my students too.#and i still need to have lesson plans for my last day.#my new job is live streaming so that should be fun but the set up gives me the hebbie jeebies cajse of past shit so im a little worried.#should be fine though.#im a little shook up. today. im hoping ill feel better.#life is quiet though. its calm.#but i need to pack all my shit up and clean.#my mom is coming in a week or so. she wont be here for Halloween thankfully#i dont know what to do with my self. idk if ive ever been this. awake. before.#usually i watch over the garden wall and make my self some soup or something on my birthday. and just do my best to ignore everything#but its just. its fine. ill be fine nothing js really that bad. it just feels that way.#oh im gonna go find some alter wrote forever ago i think that will help.#i need to go to the store#i miss a person whos never existed#maybe ill actually be able to settle in to my new job#i also want to start taking Mandarin lessons. but i keep forgetting
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If I had any kind of drawing/editing skills I’d love to take Rose’s early issues+TT03+Knight Terrors & do an edit to Girl With One Eye where the singer switches btwn rose’s younger & current self (chorus obvsly being younger singing to older). Like listen when you turn it into a song abt self-loathing I think it adds a nice little Zing! of angst ykwim?
#randywrites#rose wilson#imagining younger rose with a knife sitting on top of Ravager rose#tears streaming down her face; unbridled rage in her eyes; pressing & pressing the knife#and Ravager rose- mask off but eyepatch (possibly loosely on?) lips pressed in a thin line of acceptance#single tear welling up in her good eye#but barely noticeable unless you /really/ pause & look#but in an edit it would be like only long enough to take in for a sec or two yk?#anyways I started listening to Florence in earnest if you can’t tell lol#also added to my duke blogs queue & will be adding to this one while at my first meeting today#we’re slowly comin back babey!!!!#gonna take advantage of my energy that I’ll be riding off of tomorrow & do a writing/editing sesh too 👏#got another renewed set of resolutions for the end of the year 👏
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