#and also people over like. 26

[ricky-yaps]

I’m gonna spend the next few weekends drawing them for funsies and much needed practice :3 (I drew nothing but skinny young white twinky guys for the first 15 years of my life and it is Biting Me in the Ass)

I’ll choose which ones to draw first based off the popularity of each option but I will get around to all of them eventually!!

[we-re-more-than-that]

only if you cared or were passionate even a quarter as much for something that actually matters than you do for a fictional ship. some people really need to Relax. it's fictional characters. go outside this is supposed to be fun

[beancalzone]

So that apple music top 100 albums list huh

[katyspersonal]

I really feel like such a helpless adult baby sometimes. Some things just take too long while to heal, and even when I think I've got no more pain left, something refuels it. Some wounds feel like putting a fireplace somewhere in innermost part of one's being; as long as it is there, there is a risk of someone throwing fuel in it and making it burn. And these fireplaces are so, SO darn hard to uninstall. Just.. how do I heal this?

[mirananananan]

little life update/rant below :)

i feel like i've been so inactive lately which makes me big sad, but when i say i have not had the time, i'm being so serious. yesterday i literally woke up, went into work an hour early, stayed after for almost 2 hours, went home, made dinner, and immediately sat down to work on a grad school assignment and then had to work for another hour before i went to bed. then i woke up this morning and did it all again. it just feels like that's how my days look more and more recently, and it's been really hard tbh. it's demoralizing and just sad to work all day and still wake up the next day wishing i had done more, still with a mile long to do list, and knowing that it's just going to keep being this way for at least the next couple weeks.

anyways all of this is to say that i'm just both really grateful for and sorry to all my mutuals who have continued to tag me in things and stuff in the past couple weeks :) it may sound weird or dumb, but if i'm being honest i have SERIOUS fandom fomo right now, and, even though i haven't really had time recently, it's been nice to not feel like lost in the shuffle or forgotten (i told u it was going to sound weird).

being on tumblr/in fandom has truly been the most incredible escape and been such a stress relief and source of happiness for me. i'm still very much here, just lurking and liking more because i'm conserving brain bandwidth as much as possible during the week!!!!

[feline-evil]

Sick and unwell over how often it looks like kaz's lip trembles or his jaw clenches with emotion, god they really put all that detail and time into facial capture data and animation to include tongues moving to annunciate and muscles in the face reacting to the slightest twitch just to torture me in particular over one deeply emotional blonde man i think

[ruthlesslistener]

The absolute depraved insanity of the ONS fandom wank really was fucking bizzare now that I think about it. How tf did that fandom ever come to a culture where people would be sending each other death threats over writing/not writing a starving 16 year old CSA survivor with CPTSD and suicidal depression as a smirking sexy confident fuckboy. Or drawing him as he was (an effeminate guy who looked like he'd weigh 100lbs sopping wet) because it 'made him look like a bottom'. Girl what the fuck.

[sage-nebula]

Side Order has taught me something very valuable about myself:

I do not enjoy roguelikes.

[kittycak3s]

god it is so hard to get over the fear of being treated like shit / made fun of for using AAC

[starbuck]

it’s just me and my five year plan against the world

[dingusships]

bigass vent over general life things

things in general are really not great i don't really have any optimism for the future or making a life for myself. like i don't really have any drive or ambition to look forward or work towards anything good/meaningful because as time goes on there are going to be really bad life events that i just don't think i can keep facing anymore. and theyre going to be worse. i'm just dragging along life solely on the basis that i was plopped here to just Exist and that's my task at hand that i'm reluctantly upholding. just exist until it's over

[apenapaperandadoofus]

Unit Victor just like me and my friends fr 😭🫣

[pirateborn-a]

the way they’re trying so so hard to be a serious crew while roger and rayleigh are just entertaining babies,,,,

I continue to hold the fact that Roger apparently hates stealing from civilians,,,, “don’t mess with ordinary people”,,,,,

oden,,, cool,,,,,,, he is silly bastard <3 beloved character type

and just!!!  oden: “captain did you catch a cold?”                  roger:

lying!!! out of his ass!!!!         anime reinforced roger will do anything to not worry his crew and i love that for me

also it still kills me that roger A. implied that if he Did have time, he would have totally stolen the sacred bell, and B. supports Buggy

still!!! wondering how roger’s ability works in regards to poneglyphs,,,, holds my hc post on voice of all things ab poneglyphs and roger trying and failing to communicate--

still will not get over this scene either,,,,, like 17 got dang years later,,,,, head in hands

just man!!!!!!!!!!! rat shakes roger n roger pirates----

[pikachu-deluxe]

been thinking recently about how i play games (in general but also a bit on the competitive side on some)

turns out i don't particularly care about winning, i just want to have fun, but obviously i do like winning i just try to do win by doing very stupid stuff

it's way more fun for everyone involved when you do things against the meta or common sense and end up winning anyways bc it's so weird that it takes others by surprise

[binders-and-beanies]

Actually. As much as I laugh at myself for being “””old””” and call myself a grandpa/uncle/elder gay and laugh along when ppl dunk on me for being older than other college students. It does get to me sometimes bc it’s like hey there’s a reason it took me longer than you guys actually.

You people have no idea how hard I had to fight to be able to go to college let alone make it to grad school. Pointing and laughing nonstop at the disabled guy who’s still in school at 26 is not as funny as you think it is actually. (It’s also so normal to be in college Especially grad school at any age + 26 is young but that’s another discussion.)

Not to mention I’m insecure enough abt being surrounded by people younger than me as a disabled bi man who has to watch my every move so closely for fear of being labeled a pedophile for existing in public where kids and younger adults may be. The occasional joke among friends is all well and good but maybe let me live bc I’m fucking trying over here

[pupkou]

twitch is such a weird place