#will lowkey be the worst birthday of my life but oh well 26 is a lame birthday anyway

[mirananananan]

little life update/rant below :)

i feel like i've been so inactive lately which makes me big sad, but when i say i have not had the time, i'm being so serious. yesterday i literally woke up, went into work an hour early, stayed after for almost 2 hours, went home, made dinner, and immediately sat down to work on a grad school assignment and then had to work for another hour before i went to bed. then i woke up this morning and did it all again. it just feels like that's how my days look more and more recently, and it's been really hard tbh. it's demoralizing and just sad to work all day and still wake up the next day wishing i had done more, still with a mile long to do list, and knowing that it's just going to keep being this way for at least the next couple weeks.

anyways all of this is to say that i'm just both really grateful for and sorry to all my mutuals who have continued to tag me in things and stuff in the past couple weeks :) it may sound weird or dumb, but if i'm being honest i have SERIOUS fandom fomo right now, and, even though i haven't really had time recently, it's been nice to not feel like lost in the shuffle or forgotten (i told u it was going to sound weird).

being on tumblr/in fandom has truly been the most incredible escape and been such a stress relief and source of happiness for me. i'm still very much here, just lurking and liking more because i'm conserving brain bandwidth as much as possible during the week!!!!

[shesawriter39049]

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SMUT/ANGST/FLUFF/POLY AU 

AU SUMMARY- Your husband Namjoon and yourself run a successful Adult Film Entertainment Company called “Onyx” with your 5 best friends from college who you also happen to be in an open relationship with! This is a candid in-depth look at the rollercoaster ride that is your life!

ALSO LOWKEY A RAGS TO RICHES STORY.....

Namjoon, Yoongi, Jin, Tae, Hoseok, and Jimin, all already work with the OC and Joon, Kookie comes in later one as a new hire...and the possible final piece…

DISCLAIMER: Obv this is a poly so the boys are Bi..but outside of kissing and dirty talk I have not YET ventured into physical MXM….

NOTE- As long as this keeps getting support the initial plan is 7 one-shots, one for each boys. Everyone installment will have smut as well as a overall storyline, one that not only ties into your job, but also the OC’s (AKA YOU) special dynamic with each individual member. The last one-shot (7th) will be the first and maybe only one where smut wise it’s all 7 of them, it will finally address how they all came together, and will be partially a flashback sequence. HOWEVER, there will be bits and pieces of the “Characters” lives and what not sprinkled within the “drabbles” too...so those will also be worth reading especially, as the story developes....or at least reading the summaries! 

Kookie will make appearances throughout, however, he is NOT as involved off rip as the other boys…

ONE-SHOTS SO FAR :

AFTER-HOURS- NAMJOON X OC (Tae comes in at the end) - 

ABOUT- Your husband and business partner find you up way past acceptable work hours for the 3rd night in a row! So, daddy has to step in and remind you that’s not something we do in this household. You come before work, in every sense of the phrase!

OR-You're in desperate need of a 2nd videographer/editor, because Yoongi’s in over his fucking head! So here you are, up at 1 AM scrolling through resumes because your that boss that hates to overwork her employees so she overworks herself!

AKA- “MEET THE KIMS” 

PRETTY PLEASE- TAEHYUNG X OC - ( Joon comes in at the end)

About- Tae fucks you on top of your receptionist's desk before you fire her…

Or- Tae’s feeling a little needy...and somewhat high-key self continuous about you possibly hiring a new production assistant...AKA...Jungkook. It seems as though Mr. Kim takes pride in being the youngest within the office! It seems as though your baby boy just needs a little..reassurance…

JIN & CHOCOLATE- JIN X OC (FT A lil Seok at the end ) - 

(5K SMUT WITH A SIDE OF PLOT! NOT JIN’S INTRO CHAPTER) 

About-You suck Jin off…and brownie batter may or may not be somewhat involved because why the fuck not. Oh, Hoseok comes over to drop off weed…and welll….doesn't exactly leave

Or- His assistants birthday is tomorrow and she’s insisted on him making his infamous “Dizzy Brownies” AKA…pot brownies and Jin being the perfectionist he is, scrapes the first batch. You however, think they’re fine and if he’s not gonna bake with said  batter you’ll find use for some of it…..Then Hosoek stops by to bring the missing ingredient…weed and his dick…

TOUCH ME , TEASE ME- NAMJOON X OC 

(5K, IN COLORATION TO THE EVENTS THAT WILL TAKE PLACE IN “GOT ME LOOSIN’ ALL MY COOL)

About- Namjoon eats you out the minute you walk in the door because well…that’s the kinda husband he is!

Or- Jimin text’s Namjoon to brace him for the mood you’ll more than likely be in after a day full of drama and finally firing the front desk receptionist! Which essentially red for him to make you come hard AF and then feed you….OH, and You guys invite Yoongi over to talk about the Tae and Kookie “Thing”

PRIVATE SHOW- TAE X OC (NEW) 

(5k, Holiday esque one-shot however for the 1st time it does dive into the downside of being in a poly relationship that’s essentially a secret in the publics eye) 

About-Just a casual lunch outing where Tae’s trying to do his job and your trying to get him off under the table with your shoe...nothing new!

OR- Tae and yourself are grabbing lunch at 71 Above, after checking out the last couple of venues for the company's end of the year Holiday party. While at said restaurant, it becomes a humbling reminder that the most important people in your life are essentially a secret...cute!

 UP AND COMING: In no particular order! 

MUTED- YOONGI X OC (SIDE JIN)- HIATUS

Note, this is more of a smut drabble though it will be around 3k...this is NOT Yoongi/Jin’s official “Introduction” if that makes sense….(SNEAK PEEK IS LINKED) 

About-Yoongi goes down on you in the back seat while you’re on a business call….Jin’s driving, lowkey watching..and being a little shit the entire time…

Or- You’re on the phone with a dick of an investor and a second away from losing your shit and calling off the entire deal…however…your boys decide to “distract” you. Give you a little something to keep you at ease so you don’t blow this 6 figure account…

MAKE ME PROUD- JIMIN X OC (ALL THE MEMBERS ARE IN THIS BRIEFLY)

About-  Jimin and yourself take a trip to get a sneak peek at “Filter” before it opens… and Jimin fucks you on top of the bartop…

Or- Jimin’s ready to make his first solo big boy investment….AKA...opening up his own Gay club in WeHo...and the new business venture also reopen’s old wounds about his past. Both good and bad..but at the end of the day he remembers he wouldn’t the version of himself that he’s oh so proud of...without a little someone named “Y/N” 

 “PARTY FAVORS”- YOONGI X OC- 

About- You and Yoongi get a little one on one time while in Amsterdam, IE getting completely stoned, and attending a sex show..hell maybe even joining in on a sex show...shit just get’s wild in the Dam!

OR- You and your boys jet out to Amsterdam for the weekend to celebrate 16 AVN award nominations (AKA THE TONY’S/GRAMMY’S OF PORN) and while high and in a country where nobody knows who you are...(which means Yoongi and yourself are free to do as you please even in public)....Yoongi admits for the first time that sometimes he feels a type of way that HE wasn’t the one that married you considering the two of you were a thing FIRST....

“CHAMPAGNE SHOWERS” - JIN X OC (Side Namjoon)- NEW 

About- Jin says he's coming over to discuss business over brunch, champagne, and a nice Jacuzzi bath…which, of course, leads to more than just talk about “Finances and portfolio expansions” 

OR: Jin’s the eldest, he loves control, he needs control, hints why he’s the finical controller..always has been...even in the domestic sense. Jin’s also shit at feelings he’s used to being the shoulder to cry on not needing the shoulder..he’s not used to feeling vulnerable...so it’s not to easiest for him to admit that he misses being the one you all come home too...misses being “needed”! He’s used to being the one that has his shit together, being the glue that’s held you lot together during your worst times..so this...is completely out of his comfort zone!

“ALL EYES ON ME”  - HOSEOK X OC (FT OT7)-  NEW 

About- Hoseok and yourself have sex in a very questionable place while at the launch party for ‘Spectrum” I.E. your newest business venture...sex toys…your man deserves a little…”Thank you” for all the work he’s put in...including planning this party!

OR- Hoseok’s in over his fuckin head, he’s the one essentially spearheading the launch of “Spectrum” which is obviously his job as the head of Marketing, tactical ETC, however, this is just..different...he’s literally the one steering the boat. He’s good at what he does he knows this, he’s fucking made for it...but...it;s still’ bringing out some old, nasty insecurities...reminding him how he's his own worst critic...a perfectionist to the fault. Reminding them of those days where he never thought he was good enough...and it would absolutely break him if he lets you lot down! 

“GOT ME LOOSIN’ ALL MY COOL) -KOOK X READER | JIMIN X READER (SMUT) FT- YOONGI & TAE

About- Jimin and yourself take Jungkook shopping for a new suit to wear to the “Spectrum” launch party! OH, and Jimin fucks you in the backseat of your truck in the parking garage of the mall…..

OR: You know Kookie still in that “Broke college grad” phase only being with the company barley a month, and you don’t want him to feel self-conscious at the event! You’ve also been too busy to really check in with him to see how he’s adjusting! So, you thought something like this, in a more laxed atmosphere, would be a good solution! Oh and Jimin, honestly he’s just nosey as fuck and inched himself along, like nobody really invited him he invited his damn self! Also Jungook can’t underatand why the fuck your all so damn attractive...like...why!?

AKA-MEET JUNGKOOK JEON

SNEAK PEEK 

***

THE “FINAL” ONE-SHOT,  IS NOT FULLY OUTLINED YET

******

FINAL NOTE-

This series is open to request...for one-shot/ member scenarios/drabbles.

The initial 7 one-shots are done to get the dynamic and I guess you could say “Plot” set in stone...however, once that’s done and in-between I’m open to random scenarios as long as it somewhat coincides with the “Universe”

This is a story that follows normal day to day life in a sense....they just happen to live a very exciting one!

Anything from them going grocery shopping and making dinner...all the way to the OC and one of the boys fooling around on set...as long as it fits the vibe. I’m down!

   *** To clarify as well...publicly ( And in the workplace) the world just knows your married to Namjoon....the whole poly situation is not something blasted on your Wiki...at least not yet....***

(Optional)

***POSTIONS’S WITHIN THE COMPANY*** 

(Obv things are spread out now and they have other employees but they all STILL oversee multiple jobs...It’s a habit now. For so many years they couldn’t afford the help! So, now that they can they’ve just become a little...protective of said job duties..) 

Y/n Kim(26)- CEO/Founder/HR/Storyboard/Content  creator/Directory/Scriptwriter/Talent scout/ALL OF THE ABOVE (Set design, DVD author, 2nd Location manager, etc)   

Namjoon Kim (26)- CEO/ Founder/ Director/ Content analyst/ Lead scriptwriter/ Sr Production manger/ ALL OF THE ABOVE (IT, web design, outreach, etc)

Yoongi Min (27)- Head digital producer/ Program/site Planner/Production manager/Sound engineer/Production scheduler

Taehyung Kim (24)-Executive Assistant/ Content admin/ location manager/Wardrobe assistant/backup talent scout & health liaison

Seokjin Kim (28)- Senior Accountant/ Sales manager/ Financial controller/Logistics/Operations

Jimin Park (25)- Head talent scout/ Model Liaison/ Wardrobe/ Hair & Makeup coordinator/ Onset assistant/Health Liaison

Hoseok Jung (26)- Social media/ Streaming manager/Tactical marketer/ Advertising/event manager/PR

NOW HIRING: FOR A VIDEO EDITOR/IMAGE PROCESSOR/SOUND EDITOR/SECONDARY PHOTOGRAPHER AKA-

 “PRODUCTION COORDINATOR“

....WELCOME TO ONYX!

[mischievousmarvelousmagical-blog]

oh, tall is the tale of the mischievous one / who fished out all the islands and captured the sun / his deeds and tasks i will unmask / so that you'll understand / that before there was a clark kent / there was a hawaiian superman

Archetype — The Hero Birthday — February 14, 1997 Zodiac Sign — Aquarius MBTI — ENFP Enneagram — Type 2: The Helper Temperament — Sanguine Hogwarts House — Hufflelin Moral Alignment — Chaotic Good Primary Vice — Pride Primary Virtue — Patience Element — Water

[tw brief mention of abuse]

Overview:

Mother — Kai Akalana (nee Hale) Father — Lani Akalana Mother’s Occupation — Waitress/singer-entertainer Father’s Occupation — Fisherman Family Finances — Poor Birth Order — Youngest Brothers —  Malo (28) the Serious One, Mana (26) the Sporty One, Moke (24) the Smart One, Mele (22) the Soft One Sisters — sisters-in-law Other Close Family — Alani (27, sister-in-law, Malo’s wife), Gabrielle (10, niece, Malo and Alani’s daughter), Sailor (7, nephew, Malo and Alani’s son); Hayley (25, sister-in-law, Mana’s wife), Jasper (4, nephew, Mana and Hayley’s son); Odelia (23, sister-in-law, Moke’s wife); Fawn (2, niece, Moke and Odelia’s daughter). Best Friend — Celia Gorgon Other Friends — Lymantria Khan, Periwinkle Frostbrittle, Annette Grant why are all of these women? Dipper Pines and Kovu Sauda his roomiesss -- also a lot of OCs tbh Enemies — uhh bad guys Pets — None D: but he totally wants one Home Life During Childhood — Hard and busy; Maui usually got up at the crack of dawn to go out on the fishing boat for a few hours before school. His father was a very stern man and he and his father had a lot of conflict. His mother is a delicate lil lady and his father was often mean to her and Maui hated it. Also all his brothers picked on him for being scrawny. Town or City Name(s) — Hana, Maui; Hawa’ii What Did His or Her Bedroom Look Like — He shared with Mele, it was always messy. Painted blue but very sparse because they couldn’t afford lots. They had bunkbeds. Maui had the top. Rotated sleeping on the couch tho bc there were only four beds. Any Sports or Clubs — He reallyyyy wanted to be on the soccer team, but he was too busy with fishing and helping out at the restaurant and his father wouldn’t let him. Favorite Toy or Game — He like to play pranks on people. (I’m terrible at coming up w pranks so pretend I listed a few good ones). Schooling — His father didn’t hold school in very high regard so Maui dropped out when he was sixteen to work on the fishing boats. Favorite Subject — uhhh none of them tbh Popular or Loner — Kind of in the middle. Everyone knew who he was and he could flit from friend group to friend group but he never had any close friends Important Experiences or Events — Becoming Maui, when his father told him that he had to quit school in order to help out, one time his dad hit his mom that was p traumatizing Nationality — Hawaiian (American, he guesses.) Culture — Polynesian Religion and beliefs — pretty agnostic, but likes the old legends

Physical Appearance

Face Claim —  Bob Morley Complexion — He still gets the stray pimple every now and then but all that salt water was A+ for his skin. He’s got lotsa freckles on his nose and cheeks. Nice tanned skin. Hair Colour — Black Eye Colour — Brown Height — 5’10 Build — broad shoulders, def more upper body strength than lower but all around rather fit, on the shorter side but holds himself well Tattoos — MAUI written on the inside of his right forearm. One that completely covers his shoulder with an intricate combination of music notes, fish hooks, shark’s teeth, and enata (or people). He also had artistic representation of waves and wind as a band around his left ankle. He also has a little cat that moves around his body, but generally likes to curl up in the crook of one of his collar bones. Piercings — none Common Hairstyle — Floppy and messy. Maui never brushes his hair so it’s just a tangled curly mess and tbh Celia probably has to trim it so it stays outta his eyes otherwise he never would. Clothing Style — jeans + t-shirt + sneakers bam Mannerisms — talks with his hands a lot, is literally always smiling, gets fidgety when he’s thinking a lot or is nervous Usual Expression —

Health

Overall (do they get sick easily)? — he’s pretty healthy, tho he gets colds in the winter bc he’s not used to the cold Physical Ailments — fit as a fiddle Neurological Conditions — tbh maui is probably one of my most mentally healthy (don’t mean he’s right in the head tho hehe) Allergies —  none! Grooming Habits — he’s a typical boy. He showers...sometimes. Like every other day, maybe every day ehhh. Does laundry when Absolutely Necessary. Sleeping Habits — sleeps like a goddamn rock. Goes to bed late, wakes up early, but he can go back to sleep sometimes and then he’ll like sleep all day Eating Habits — will eat anything and everything in sight. I don’t think there is a food he doesn’t like Exercise Habits —  Maui swims--a lot. If it is cold he goes to the pool at the gym. He also jogs, lifts weights, tries to stay generally fit, but he’s also pretty naturally fit. Emotional Stability — honestly?? Maui is so stable?? Emotionally? He has a lot of growing to do, but he doesn’t fight it really, and though he isn’t always true to the emotions he’s feeling, he can recognize them. He’s got a lot of toxic masculinity but that is really the only thing super holding him back. Oh, and his narcissism probably (which is kinda fake anyway) Body Temperature — He runs pretty warm but when it is cold outside, so is he. Sociability — Maui is really extroverted, and he can also adapt to almost any situation. His ultimate goal is for people to like him, which means he always does his best to get people to like him. Addictions — none tbh Drug Use — he actually doesn’t do drugs (used to smoke pot on the rare occasion but lowkey he was too afraid of if his dad found out.) He will smoke a lil weed on a v rare occasion. Alcohol Use — He drinks at parties and he can get pretty drunk, but he rarely drinks otherwise and is pretty responsible tbh

Your Character’s Character:

Bad Habits — the fact he’s narcissistic. Also he puts a lot of pressure on himself. Can sometimes not think before he speaks and tease people who shouldn’t be teased and then hurt their feelings. He can be a bit brash, but endearingly so, for the most part. Good Habits — tries to take care of people, takes good care of his body. Best Characteristic — his friendliness! Worst Characteristic — his #fakeness Worst Memory — honestly?? Winning the maui competition, he carries a lot of guilt. Best Memory — ...winning the maui competition. Look it is complicated. Proud of — being Maui Embarrassed by — the fact he literally is the worst Maui ever Driving Style — actually Maui is a really good driver, if not a bit of a speed demon. Strong Points — the fact he is able to manipulate himself to suit people’s needs Temperament — the chillest. It is really hard to rile him up and make him mad. Almost too chill Attitude — friendly! Weakness — his secrets and crippling self doubt lol Fears — that people will know he’s fake and he can’t help them Phobias — doesn’t have any Secrets — that he cheated to win the Maui competition Regrets — cheating to win the Maui competition lol Feels Vulnerable When — he actually emotionally connects w someone lol Pet Peeves — people who aren’t willing to help themselves/people that give up Conflicts — wanting to be the Best Maui Ever while also knowing he cheated and is the Worst Maui Ever Motivation — to live up to the name of Maui; for people to like him Short Term Goals and Hopes — to help people! Long Term Goals and Hopes — to be the Best Maui Ever Sexuality — why is this here??? He is straight lmao Day or Night Person — day tbh Introvert or Extrovert — extrovert Optimist or Pessimist — uhhhh an optimistic pessimist? idk

Likes and Styles:

Music — he likes lots of stuff, kind of alt rock--but also lots of hawaiian music. Some oldies. Everyone likes the beach boys. Also loves stuff he can dance to! Books — maui lowkey does not have great reading comprehension so he doesn’t read for fun really Magazines — ones that he’s in Foods — all foods but he lovesss fresh fruit Drinks — anything really tbh but he’s gotten real turned onto hot chocolate in the winter Animals — anything aquatic really but his fave is probably iguanas. Sports — all sports! Soccer is his fave tho Social Issues — maui is...learning. I would love for him to like become a feminist but he’s a long way away. Though he is p aware of like--POC issues, since he comes from a marginalized community that is like used for their culture to up tourism and is considered ~~exotic Favorite Saying — “A ship is safe at harbor, but that’s not what it was built for.” Color — Blue! Clothing — typical boy, normally just a t-shirt/jeans Jewelry — none really tho he has some wooden bracelets he wears Games — maui doesn’t game a lot Websites — or surf the web unless it is to google himself lmao TV Shows — eh, he doesn’t watch tv a whole lot Movies — again, doesn’t watch a lot but prolly likes action films Greatest Want — to be needed; to help people Greatest Need — to realize he’s fine just the way he is /pets

Where and How Does Your Character Live Now:

Home — Room 421 on PrideU’s campus. Roommate: Dipper Pines. Flatmates: Kovu Sauda and Declan Craig. Household furnishings — typical dorm stuff Favorite Possession — his hook! Most Cherished Possession — also his hook lol Neighborhood — lives on campus Town or City Name — Swynlake Details of Town or City — small town; magick-friendly etc Married Before — nope Significant Other Before — has never rly dated Children — lol no Relationship with Family — despite the fact his brothers and him fight all the time, he really loves his brothers and is pretty close to them. Is definitely a mama’s boy as the baby of the family. Has a tense relationship with his dad. He also loves his nieces and nephews. SO. MUCH. Car — he had a jeep back home that he shared with Mele and his mom. He misses his car Career — ...a demigod? Dream Career — a demigod. Dream Life — being the Best Maui Ever Love Life — has lots of hook ups, he is satisfied with this Talents or Skills — is a great swimmer Intelligence Level — he’s actually really smart despite not being book savvy Finances — he’s got a stipend for being Maui, but he still has to be careful in order to make ends meet. His family is very poor, but is now being taken care of

Your Character’s Life Before Your Story:

Past Careers — worked on fishing boats/sometimes as a busboy at the restaurant his mom works at Past Lovers — a couple girls, but not that many, no serious relationships Biggest Mistakes — cheating and being a general shit Biggest Achievements — becoming Maui!

[kennadavenportgayle]

92 things tag

I was tagged by @pbophelia @maxwellbaemont and @zigsexual

I don’t know who to tag cuz it seems like everyone has done it so if you want to do this then I tag you! 

The last: 

1. Drink: Water, so exciting 

2. Phone call: A random ass number, no idea who it was

3. Text message: A text to my college friends, I sent a meme that represents our (well now my old) college 

4. Song you listened to: The last time by TSwift

5. Time you cried: Honestly idk??? I think when I had mono a month ago and was in so much pain I had a break down.

Have you ever: 

6. Dated someone twice: yes, do not do it lol

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes? but i didn’t really have a choice cuz it was for this scene I had to do a few years ago and my director told me to kiss him and he was the worst kisser lmao. And i hooked up with this guy a few months ago and he stopped talking to me after we did so i totally regret that and i kissed this other guy i hooked up with and he later asked to have my friend’s number so i regret that. I’ve kissed so many people wtf XD

8. Been cheated on: I am 99% sure that I have been cheated on

9. Lost someone special: yes, but I don’t try to dwell on those things cuz if someone was meant to be in your life than they’ll come back so like I just move on lol. I cut people out of my life too much haha

10. Been depressed: lmao yes I was diagnosed with depression like five years ago so lol yeah

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: the next morning I did but not at the time of me being drunk lol don’t tell my mom

List three favorite colors:

12. Pink

13: Gold

14. Purple

In the last year have you:

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: lmao yesssss

17. Laughed until you cried: haha yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: hahahaha yes and I also think it’s so sad when someone talks behind my back cuz they clearly have nothing better to do 

19. Met someone who changed you: sure

20. Found out who your friends are: oh hell yeah

21. Kissed someone on your facebook list: yes? 

General: 

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them

23. Do you have any pets: yes! 2 cats and 2 dogs (but I haven’t met one of my dogs cuz he lives with my dad and I had a falling out with him earlier this year)

24. Do you want to change your name: tbh yes, my name is so fucking common (my name’s Emma lmao)

25. What did you do for your last birthday: I came home the weekend before and on my actual birthday my (now ex)boyfriend came up and took me out to dinner and then I spent the next week in bed hella sick 

26. What time did you wake up: 10am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Replaying The Freshman 

28. Name something you’re stoked for: Starting school at my new college and going to Paris in two weeks

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: last night before bed lmao

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I could see my little siblings more but that’s more of my dad’s fault than mine

31. What are you listening to right now: Talk too much by COIN

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes, my uncle lol

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: nothing atm

34. Most viewed website: probably youtube

35. Mole/s: No

36. Mark/s: Yes I have a few scars on my arms/hands from various things, and I have a small scar on my cheek from my first cat 

37. Childhood dream: to be a soccer player (why???? no idea I hated soccer)

38. Hair color: brunette 

39. Long or short hair: I have short hair rn, I cut off 12 inches at the end of december and I miss my long hair, but I don’t regret cutting it

40. Do you have a crush on someone: lol no, I’m loving my single life

41. What do you like about yourself: I can do makeup really well and do my nails really well and I like my butt lol and I think I’m a nice person

42. Piercings: yes! three on each ear and I have my nose pierced

43. Blood type: A positive 

44. Nickname: all of my boyfriends have called me kitten so i guess that counts and a lot of my friends call me Em

45. Relationship status: single and loving it

46. Zodiac: scorpio 

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite tv show/s: Friends, Stranger things, The Fosters, and Jane the Virgin

49. Tattoos: I have three! One on my wrist that says “love;” with the semicolon, one on my side that says “time will bring them round again” and one on my forearm of cat whiskers that lowkey looks like a spider lol. I also want more lol

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: yes, I got my tonsils out when I was like four or five and I got my wisdom teeth out when I was 15

52. Hair dyed in different colors: yeah I’ve dyed my hair a shit ton and I dyed a streak of my hair pink at like 1am on a school night with some college friends and we all regretted it 

53. Sport: I’m gonna say theatre is a sport

54. There is no 54 wtf????

55. Vacation: I’m going to France in two weeks and I wanna go to so many other places lol

56. Pair of trainers: aka sneakers to us Americans and I have like 2 or 3 or something

More General: 

57. Eating: nothing atm

58. Drinking: nothing atm

59. I’m about to: Get up and get ready for the day

60. There is no 60!?!??!?!?!?

61. Waiting for: Wednesday!!!!

62. Want: to go to New York to go see Broadway shows especially Dear Evan Hansen 

63. Get Married: some day, not anytime soon 

64. Career: no idea

65. Hugs or kisses: both

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes

67. Shorter or taller: I’m short af so I like tall people

68. Older or younger: I’m 19 so idk???

69. There is also no 69?!?!?!?!?!

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms idk??

71. Sensitive or loud: I’m both so idk

72. Hook up or relationship: hook up, I do not want to be in a relationship rn

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

Have you ever: 

74. Kissed a stranger: techinally yes

75. Drank hard liquor: like every single weekend I was in college lol don’t tell the cops 

76. Lost contacts or glasses: surprsingly no 

77. Turned someone down: YESSSSSS I’m a heartbreaker lol 

78. Sex on the first date: no

79. Broken someone’s heart: fuck yeah, I’m a heartbreaker lmaoooo

80. Had your heart broken: Only like twice lol and I’m over it 

81. Been arrested: lmao nooooo

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: fuck yeah

Do you believe in: 

84. Yourself: sure

85. Miracles: not really 

86. Love at first sight: nahhhh

87. Santa: no but if any of the kids I work with ask then yes

88. Kiss on the first date: yep

89. Angels: no

Other: 

90. Current best friend’s name: Kelly

91. Eyecolor: a blueish hazel

92. Favorite movie: Idk I don’t really like movies 

lmao okay! So i still don’t know who to tag so if you wanna do this go ahead! 

[yo-uminnie]

i lowkey love doing this, tag me in more stuff plz

Tagged by my bby @sugaforthesoul

THE LAST… 1.Drink: water 2.Phone call: Taylor (lil bitch ass hoe and her bf problems) 3.Text message: my dumbass boyfriend 4.Song you listened to: Loki (로키) - Grind (feat. 규영) 5.Time you cried: last week 

HAVE YOU EVER… 6.Dated someone twice: nope  7.Been cheated on: twice 8.Kissed someone and regretted it: nah bruh 9.Lost someone special: yea  10.Been depressed: yes 11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: HELL YEA but like, it was hecka gross

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: black, black, and black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15.Made new friends: yes! college friends are lit af 16.Fallen out of love: yeah 17.Laughed until you cried: those are the best when you clap your hand like a seal 18.Found out someone was talking about you: no, but i bet they are and i could probably care less tbh 19.Met someone who changed you: yeayea 20.Found out who your true friends are: bruh that was a rollercoaster 21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: just my ex 

GENERAL… 22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like  7 of them lmfao out of 300 23.Do you have any pets: everyone in my family is allergic to pet dander 24.Do you want to change your name: nah fam nguyen is lit 25.What did you do for your last birthday: we just feasted and watched movies 26.What time did you wake up: noon 27.What were you doing at midnight last night: reading bnha manga 28.Name something you cannot wait for: to turn 21 29.When was the last time you saw your mother: like 3 mins when she was yelling at me for eating all of the food 30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: having a healthier lifestyle 31.What are you listening to right now: none, well if you count my bf raging over his friends over league, then yeah. I’m listening to that.  32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yea he was such a cute bby 33.Something that is getting on your nerves: my bf 34.Most visited website: facebook 35.Elementary: who hasnt 36. High School: glad i fckn graduated 37.College/university: in one rn and i h8 it 38.Hair color: black with gray hairs but idc abt them tbh 39.Long or short hair: long 40.Do you have a crush on someone: nah 41.What do you like about yourself: sense of humor? i pretty damn funny tbh 42.Piercings: ears 43.Blood type: idk B 44.Nickname: manda, den (means black in viet lmfao) 45.Relationship status: dating a dumbass 46.Zodiac sign: ARIES GANG  47.Pronouns: she/her. 48.Favorite tv show: dont watch tv lmfao 49.Tattoos: none yet, im still getting over myself over the pain that’s coming and my girl devi is going to hopefully design my first piece  50.Right or left hand: right 

FIRST… 51.Surgery: never tbh 52.Piercing: idk like pretty young like 3?   54.Sport: volleyball 55.Vacation: WISCONSIN DELLS 57.Eating: cake 58.Drinking: water 59.I’m about to: sleep 60.Listening to: like first song today? Monsta x - Miss You 61.Waiting for: to get over myself  62.Want: to pass my classes 63.Get married: tbh i want to, but i gotta wait until i’m financially stable   64.Career: somewhere in the medical field

WHICH IS BETTER… 65.Hugs or kisses: hugs 66.Lips or eyes: lips 67.Shorter or taller: taller 68.Older or younger: younger 70.Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach 71.Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72.Hook up or relationship: relationship 73.Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER… 74.Kissed a stranger?: yes 75.Drank hard liquor?: yes 76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: yes 77.Turned someone down?: oh yeah 78.Sex on first date?: LOL oops  79.Broken someone’s heart?: yeah..

80.Had your heart broken?: we both broke each other’s hearts? like we were too young and we legit thought about running away. WE WERE ONLY 14 

81.Been arrested?: nO 82.Cried when someone died?: yea 83.Fallen for a friend?: IT’S THE WORST DONT DO IT especially for the same gender but we’re good friends now..she doesnt know that i fell hard for her when we meet in highschool

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84.Yourself?: not really 85.Miracles?: yo yes 86.Love at first sight?: no bc it’s bullshit   87.Santa Claus?: dude  88.Kiss on the first date?: yes 89.Angels?: yea

OTHER… 90.Current best friend’s name: i have too many 91.Eye color: light brown 92.Favorite movie: SPIRITED AWAY

tagging! everyone bc im dead ass tired and i typed this out with one eye open lmfao 

[paradox-oflife]

MASSIVE q and a post pt 2 dont mind me

 part 2 of the q and a sessions I have to do for class. feel free to steal

1. What do you typically have for breakfast? Bread or cereal

2. Do you like scary movies? Only if I’m watching them with friends.

3. Whats your favourite Milkshake flavour? Vanilla/oreo or something like that. Actually, strawberry and mango is really good.

4. Have you ever been in a newspaper? My school was one time, but not me personally.

5. How long can you balance on one foot? Pretty long. I don’t know, but pretty long.

6. Have you ever fired a gun? No and I hope I don’t have to. 

7. Have you ever tried archery? Yeah. Much harder than it looks.

8. Whats your favourite condement? Ketchup. Mayo only for some sandwiches.

9. Whats your favourite clean word? Catharsis

10. Whats your favourite swear word? I used to swear a lot but I dropped the habit.  “Shit.” But I mainly say “Bugger” lol.

11. Whats your least favourite word? I am so sorry but I HATE it when people call their husbands “Hubby”. I just can’t I’m sorry.

12. What was the last film you saw? Gladiator (2000). Iconic.

13. What football team do you support? Um. Idk. 49ers? But of course, I live in the Bay Area so.

14. Whats the longest you've gone without sleep? 28 hours. At the 20 hour point I felt like I was in a weird fever dream.

15. Whats the tallest building you've ever been up? Taipei 101.

16. Do you have any scars? Yeah. Fell from my bike when I was like, eleven. I got a big scratch near my eye. Had to get stitches >:(. I also got scratched by a cat and it looks like a self harm scar. It’s not, I promise

17. Do you like marmite? EW EW EW NO

18. Did you ever win any sportsday events? Powderpuff if it counts!

19. What did you want to be when you grew up? I had to think about this recently. I always wanted to be a vet when i grew up. But it’s hella competitive. Also my colorblindness (blue-green) really screws things up sometimes. So I decided to abandon the dream and do Physical Therapy lol.

20. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? A lot of things actually. But maybe having ADHD? But I also really want to not be colorblind.

21. Whats the longest you've ever grown your hair? The longest was to lower half of my back.

22. Are you scared of flying? Airplanes - no. Skydiving - yes.

23. Would you rather trade some intelligence for looks or looks for intelligence? I’m very average looking, which is subjective. But I think I’m okay. I’d want more intelligence.

24. Have you ever tie-dyed your own clothes? Haha yeah in a summer camp for 3rd grade.

25. How often do you buy new clothes? Only if I have to, or I really want to. Like I mainly wear graphic T-shirts and I really want to get a Stardew Valley shirt.

26. Are you reliable? Depends on what. Reliable for secrets and stuff like that? Yeah, totally. Reliable in terms of work stuff. Mm debatable.

27. Are you proud of yourself? I can recognize good qualities about myself. I’ve been through a lot. I’m still doing alright! So Yeah, I get a gold star for being alive.

28. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Yes this is lowkey embarrassing but... in 10th grade, this girl came up to me and asked me out. And I’m straight. It was SO awkward I had to reject her AAAAH. I said something like, “Oh... haha... um. I’m flattered but I don’t... swing that way.” god im cringing.

29. If you could ask your future self one question what would it be? Probably like. “Are you doing well” or “Are you happy”

30. Do you hold grudges? Nah. I probably am too chill with things sometimes.

31. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature what new animal would you create? A dog/bird hybrid. Best case scenario, I’ll get a dog with wings. Worst case I’ll get a duck with paws or something.

32. Do you decorate the outside of your house for christmas? Nope.

33. Can you solve sudoko puzzles? Yeah but it takes me SO LONG.

34. Have you ever played conkers? (Whoever wrote this template must be british) Nope.

35. Whats the most unusual conversation you've ever had? It digressed from politics to philosophy to weird things like are monkeys capable of thought. It was one of the best convos I ever had.

36. Are you much of a gambler? No I’m way too indecisive. So naturally I suck at Fire Emblem lol.

37. Are you much of a daredevil? Nah. I’m a coward.

38. Are you a good liar? Only for small stuff. I try not to lie.

39. Are you a good judge of character? Pretty decent.

40. Are you any good at charades? Yikes not really.

41. How long could you go without talking? One day. Two days at most.

42. What has been your worst haircut/style? My little kid bowlcut every asian gets when they’re a baby.

43. Can you iceskate? Yeah, but I haven’t done it in a long time.

44. Can you summersault? Yeah, it’s a bit scary ngl.

45. Whats your favourite joke? THERES TOO MANY DAMN IT.

46. Whats been your best present? A heartfelt card from my friend for my birthday. I’ll take that over anything.

47. Whats been your worst present? One Ferrero Rocher.

48. Have you ever sleepwalked? No.

49. Can you build a house of cards? Nope.

50. Whats your favourite TV advert? The Gorilla Glue advertisements are SO FUNNy

51. Can you play poker? Never tried before

52. If your parents hated your partner you currently loved would you ditch him or carry on with him despite the protests? I would probably carry on. Cause I mean, what can they really do?

53. Have you ever been professionally photographed? Nah. I am not photogenic lmao. 

54. Have you ever baked your own cake? One time and it turned out horribly.

55. Whats your favourite pastel colour? I really like the blue one.

56. What traditionally adorns the top of your christmas tree? My family and I don’t celebrate Christmas.

57. What would be your dream sandwich? Turkey, lettuce, cheddar, butter, baguette bread. Lee’s Sandwich combo #1 is SUPER good.

58. Can you inpersonate anyone famous? Not well lol.

59. Can you do any accents other than your own? American southern, New Zealand, Australian, the Received pronunciation British. I can kind of do Scottish.

60. Do you have a strong local accent? I have this weird mix of the general American accent and New Zealand. By that I mean I sound pretty American until words like “seven, definitely, yeah, bro, pro”

61. Whats your favourite accent? For listening: Australian. To talk in, Scottish.

62. In Tic-Tac-Toe which do you normally pick? X

63. Do you prefer blue or black inked pens? I have a hard time distinguishing between the two.

64. What was the last thing you recorded off TV? I don’t actually record shows on TV. Never figured out how to.

65. What was the last thing you dressed up as for fancy dress? Church. Well, it’s not that fancy. My last actual fancy one was for a wedding.

66. Do you prefer green or red grapes? Green.

67. What do you like on your toast? Butter or jam.

68. Do you prefer liquid soap or bars of soap? Liquid. Easier to deal with.

69. How do you have your eggs? Sunny side up or scrambled. Or boiled/soft boiled.

70. Whats your favourite saying? I have a lot. I really like saying, “Pass the bread, here comes the bologna.”

71.Have you ever been in a tug of war? and did you win? Yup! I won. I fell so hard on my back but I won.

72. Can you stand on your hands unassisted? Nope.

73. What do you have on your fridge door? Some goofy magnets.

74. Do you love or hate myspace? I only used it once. And never again.

75. Who was the last person to knock/ring at your door? My dad’s uncle who was visiting.

76. How old were you when you last went trick or treating? Nine years old.

77. Have you ever been bobbing for apples? No lmao I’ve actually never seen anyone do that in real life.

78. Whats your most expensive piece of clothing? Hoodie. Man, do they cost a lot sometimes.

79. Whats the last thing you took a picture of? A meme from reddit.

80. Whats the last thing you drew a picture of? A MF Doom mask

81. Have you ever bought anything from ebay? No.

82. Whats your favourite smell/scent? Bread baking in the oven.

83. Can you blow bubbles with bubblegum? No, never been successful.

84. What was your favourite birthday? My fourteenth birthday. Lots of things happened. Can’t begin to explain it.

85. Can you curl your tounge? Yeah

86. Is your bellybutton an innie or outie? Innie

87. What would be your dream car? I literally don’t care. Toyata, Honda. Whatever.

88. Are you left or right handed? Right handed, but I can kind of write in left hand.

89. What was the last book you read? Joy Luck Club

90. What was the last song you danced to? Uuuuh, more of a head bang but I was BOPPING to Jimi Hendrix.

91. Have you ever owned a yo-yo? Yeah and I broke it in five minutes.

92. Have you ever been on a pogo stick? No that looks so scary

93. Have you ever been on a space hopper? Had to search this up - Been on something similar.

94. Who was the last person to send you a text message? My brother

95. Have you ever accidentally injured anyone? Omg yeah it wasn’t serious but I felt so guilty. I did fencing a while ago and I lunged and stabbed the mate right in the balls.

96. Are you scared of spiders? Yes

97. Can you down a pint (of anything) in one? Ive done it with water and I felt like dying.

98. Have you ever been banned from a public place? Nah

99. How much spam email do you tend to get a week? Dunno, I send it to a separate email that I never check.

[goth-greyhound]

1-40

OOF ok lets go

1) Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie: My favorite movie is probably howl’s moving castle, and I think I first saw it when I was 6 or so. I distinctly remember watching it a lot in Russia with a shitty Russian dub but sub is always the best

2) Talk about your first kiss: 14, summer camp. Me and cute girl in my cabin (16) were walking at night to pick up her night meds, when she asks if I’ve ever kissed anyone. I say no and she kissed me. 11/10

3)Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for: Honestly I’m not entirely sure. Could’ve been that one girl I had a crush on for a while a few years ago, or the guy who used to be my best friend ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

4) Talk about the thing you regret most so far: oof I don’t know I regret a lot of things tbh. Most of it has to do w like…interactions with people (mostly them wanting to interact and me being dumb about it).

5)Talk about the best birthday you’ve had: Hmm…Honestly I can’t remember but that time we flew to Block Island was kinda neat. There was my most recent one where I just went out to really good sushi w my family.

6)Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had: Oof I can’t remember tbh I’m sorry anon

7) Talk about your biggest insecurity: I dunno, I’m insecure about a lot of things. I guess like…how I smell? Or the way I eat? I feel weird eating in public tbh especially with people I don’t reeeeally know.

8) Talk about the thing you are most proud of: In recent memory probably the fact that I got to the top of Mount Kilimanjaro

9)Talk about little things on your body that you like the most: definitely my eyelashes, neck, and collarbone. I’ve gotten compliments on my thighs which feels good too 

10)Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had: My dad and I went like a week without speaking to each other once because he got upset over something petty I did

11)Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had: What currently comes to mind is that one dream I had when I had infinite hamburgers. Just like…whenever I wanted. And they were always delicious and perfect and when I woke up I had no burgers so that was sad :(

12)Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had: I had this one, years n years ago, where I essentially had to watch myself and all of my friends die multiple times in multiple timelines because the people fucking with the timelines didn’t realize we were just children.

13)Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time: With a guy I met online, who at first wasn’t going to come over because he couldn’t but eventually found out he could. So he came over at like 10:30pm n we went into my attic (which has a guest room) n it wasn’t awkward (for me anyway) and then we showered together (at like 2am) n he stayed the night and it just felt good waking up next to someone??

14)Talk about a vacation: I went to Africa (Kenya/Tanzania) over this winter break and hiked to the top of Africa that was pretty cool. N we celebrated New Years at a lodge in Kenya where I almost got w a really hot dude anyway then there was a week long safari it was a pretty cool time.

15)Talk about the time you were most content in life: Yo these “most _” questions are so hard to answer but honestly I was really happy when I didn’t wake up alone after the fucc

16)Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to: Tbh the party we had in honor of my grandfather when he died it was touching and personal idk I don’t go to many parties

17)Talk about someone you want to be friends with: tbh being friends with Joji would be cool he’s such a neat guy ok

18)Talk about something that happened in elementary school: one of my friends in first grade once kissed me on the cheek and I freaked out

19)Talk about something that happened in middle school: No

20)Talk about something that happened in high school: I once got my school to play the homestuck version of megalovania over the loudspeakers

21)Talk about a time you had to turn someone down: There was that one guy who was 2 years older than me that was really into me when I was a freshman/sophomore and he asked me to prom and it was just aljsdgljdfg he was so uncomfortable

22)Talk about your worst fear: I dunno….being completely and utterly lost? In a totally unfamiliar place with totally unfamiliar people with no way of getting back? That or falling

23)Talk about a time someone turned you down: Uhh well like too much I really don’t wanna get into that tbh it’s embarrassing haha

24)Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot: My parents tell me not to go out alone at night but I usually ignore it because I mean they’re supposed to say that right? But I was out w someone last night and he told me the same thing and for some reason it just meant more coming from him, a person that’s probably seen a lot of weird shit at night

25)Talk about an ex-best friend: we became friends in 8th grade, then we started dating, then I fucked it up, and now we don’t talk and it kinda sucks

26)Talk about things you do when you’re sick: Lie in bed under lots of comfy blankets, lots of tea, Netflix, going through a tissue box a day

27)Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body: I know a few guys with really nice butts. Like….really nice

28)Talk about your fetishes: Oh boy lets go but no judgement aight?: biting/choking/sucking/blindfolding/anything in which I’m the submissive one tbh/bondage seems cool but I’ve never done it??/lowkey might have a daddy kink

29)Talk about what turns you on: breathing/licking/kissing/light biting on neck or ears; when someone runs their hands over the side of my body but like really slowly and lightly; “good girl”

30)Talk about what turns you off: unsolicited dick picks (but who isn’t turned off by that right); jackhammering (you know)

31)Talk about what you think death is like: probably dark and cold and lonely

32)Talk about a place you remember from your childhood: I still remember the garden from Russia and the rock we’d have to stand on to get reception and the little path between houses and the cats and wow I’ve just been hit full force with a wave of nostalgia yay

33)Talk about what you do when you are sad: lie on my couch and swaddle myself in blankets, tea, maybe some comfort food

34)Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured: I’ve been stung on the leg by a jellyfish and you know those crippling cramps that start in your toes for no reason and work their way up your whole leg until your silently screaming in agony? Yeah I had one of those this morning 

35) Talk about things you wish you could stop doing: nail biting, overanalyzing people/situations, shitty diet, bad organization, I could keep going tbh

36) Talk about your guilty pleasures: tbh lying somewhere soft topless, the song Havana, sending noods tbh

37)Talk about someone you thought you were in love with: ok how about we don’t go back down that path hmm?

38)Talk about songs that remind you of certain people: Anything by Alina Baraz & Galimatias reminds me of my second ex (she’s really good tho)

39)Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier: that honestly my face isn’t that bad n confidence is key

40)Talk about the end of something in your life: my grandfather dying wasn’t just the end of his life, it was just…a small part of all of us went with him

[honey-yoongles]

85 Truths Tag

I was tagged by @btsismy6thkink - thank you ~

I was lowkey triggered that the list I was tagged in only consisted of 36 questions when it was called 85 Truths, so I went and searched for the rest that had gone ‘missing’ from the previous people who has done this tag, hahaha..（≧ｙ≦＊）

I don’t know who to tag. This took so long, and I don’t know if i wan’t to put other people though this D: 

I guess this can be used to get to know me better ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Enjoy!

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Last...

1. Drink:

Water

2. Phone call: My last ‘phone call’ was a facetime call with my cousin who was visiting her sister and their newborn child

3. Text message: Me complaining to @btsismy6thkink because I keep ranking down in SuperStar BTS (Ｔ▽Ｔ)

4. Song you listened to: Love - By Lana Del Rey

5. Time you cried: Uhh.. Like a week ago or so? I also cried earlier today, but that was of laughter 

Ever...

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Kissed someone & regretted it: No

8. Been cheated on: No

9. Lost someone special: Uh.. depends. Maybe?

10. Been depressed: Yes..

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Yes, it has happened like.. 3 times? I’ve learned from my mistakes though lol

Favorite Colours

12. Green, especially the darker shades and teal

13. Burgundry/Maroon, darker shades of brown

14. Peachy and rosy colours

In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: I suppose so, yes

16. Fallen out of love: Yes

17. Laughed until you cried: Multiple times

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, and I dont recall it being a good thing

19. Met someone who changed you: No

20. Found out who your true friends are: Yes

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list: Uh, yeah, I have

General

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl?: More than half of them. I have a lot of friends from other countries that i’m close with that I haven’t met irl

23. Do you have any pets?: Yes, I have a German Shepard named King and he is the best (and well, sometimes also the worst) thing that has ever happened to me

24. Do you want to change your name?: Sure, I’d like to shorten it. I respect the name my parents have given me, but I never thought it suited me

25. What did you do for your last birthday?: Uhh, I actually started University on my birthday, so it was a long day of meeting new people and carrying heavy books around all day.

26. What time did you wake up today?: I woke up at like.. 10am? But I didn’t leave bed until 1pm..

27. What were you doing at midnight last night?: I was playing World Of Warcraft

28. What is something you can’t wait for?: HIXTAPE MY DUDES, I’M SO HYPED AND YOU SHOULD BE AS WELL

29. What are you listening to right now?: Open Arms - By PRETTYMUCH (I don’t know who these guys are, but this song was on my discover weekly playlist and I love it??)

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: Yes, I used to play video games with a guy named Tom years ago. He was a friend of some of my group of friends - We haven’t had any contact in over 2 years 

31. Something that’s getting on your nerves: Ranking down in SuperStar BTS, when water tastes different, not being ‘good’ at something although putting a lot of effort into it

32. Most visited website: Youtube, Tumblr, Facebook, VLive, Twitter.. University Homepage, Translation/dictionary websites 

33. Hair colour: Dark Brown (lowkey want to color my hair some crazy color)

34. Long or short hair: Somewhat long? I’m currently debating if i should keep it long or go very short for once

35. Do you have a crush on someone?: Have you seen Min Yoongi? That little shit is playing games with me, and I don’t like it. Asides from that, kinda I would say?

36. What do you like about yourself?: Uhm.. I don’t really know. My hands (is that weird?), my creativity?

37. Do you want any piercings?: I have both my ears pierced (normally), but I would REALLY like to have more piercings in my ears. I honestly just have to man up and get it done lol. Personally I think nose/lip/eyebrow piercings look nice too, but I don’t think they would look great on me.

38. Blood Type: 0 rhesus .. I can’t remember if i’m negative or positive? Anyways I have the same blood type as my dad (I only know this because my mother was a biomedical laboratory technician lol)

39. Nickname(s): Uhhh I’d rather not

40. Relationship Status: Single Mentally dating Min Yoongi

41. Zodiac: Virgo, Year of the Rat. More specifically (but i’m not a specialist when it comes to astrology so I don’t know how reliable this is): Sun sign Virgo - Moon sign Gemini - Mercury sign Libra - Venus sign Cancer - Mars sign Cancer

42. Pronouns: She/her

43. Fave tv shows: Uhh.. I’m honestly not one to watch TV shows. I watched and enjoyed Teen Wolf, Sherlock, One Piece, most of the CSI series, Lie to me

44. Tattoos: None, but I want one in the near future

45. Right or left handed: Right handed

46. Ever had surgery: I’ve never had surgery where I had to be sedated if that is what this means, but I have had minor ones

47. Piercings: Only normally pierced ears

48. sport: Uhhh no.. I used to play handball when I was younger, though

49. vacation: The last vacation I went on, I was in Rome with my Family. I’d like to go to Korea or Japan next

50. Trainers: Pardon? I guess trainers are nice, I think I only own 1 pair though?

More general

51. Eating: Currently not eating anything, I should though I am starting to get hungry again (I had dinner a few hours ago, fight me)

52. Drinking: Currently also not drinking anything

53. I’m about to watch: Uhhh nothing honestly

54. Waiting for: HIXTAPE AGAIN HELLO

55. Want: Min Yoongi sorry for being trash

56. Get married: Surely some day?

57. Career: Honestly i’m not sure, and the though frightens me

Which is better..

58. Hugs or kisses: Both.. I’m soft, leave me alone 

59. Lips or eyes: Eyes

60. Shorter or taller: Honestly, It doesn’t matter. Surely it would be cute if they were taller? i’m 1cm taller than Yoongi I HATE MY LIFE OMFg

61. Older or younger: Older

62. Nice arms or stomach: Neither matters really 

63. Hookup or relationship: Relationship

64. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

Have you ever...

65. Kissed a stranger: Uhh no

66. Drank hard liquor: More than once, If you say Tequila once i’m sold

67. Lost glasses: No, I don’t wear glasses nor have I ever lost sunglasses

68. Turned someone down: Oh yes..

69. Sex on first date: No lol

70. Broken someone’s heart: Yes, whoops not really sorry the person is an idiot

71. Had your heart broken: Yes

72. Been arrested: No

73. Cried when someone died: I have actually never been to an funeral.. 

74. Fallen for a friend: Unfortunately yes

Do you believe in...

75. Yourself: Not always

76. Miracles: Not really, no

77. Love at first sight: That’s debatable 

78. Santa claus: No

79. Kiss on a first date: Sure, if the moment is right?

80. Angels: Uh did you mean Min Yoongi

Other

81. Best friend’s name: @btsismy6thkink

82. Eye colour: Brown

83. Favourite movie: Uhhhh... I’ve seen thousands of movies I enjoyed, listing the best of the best is actually rather hard. I usually prefer romantic/action/fantasy movies.

84. Fave actor: Johnny Depp - he has been one of my favourites every since I was a child. Robert Downey Jr. is also great, and so is Kevin Hart

85. Favourite actress: I think both Lily Collins and Kiera Knightly are great, but I haven’t watched many of their movies

[babymyharry]

92 truths

i was tagged by @adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy & @fairylightsstyles !! love u binches 💘✨

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, you choose 25 people to tag! (lol yikes i’m a loser on here so idk abt that)

THE LAST… 
1. Drink: to be real with u i don’t drink much and when i do it’s at high school parties but i did try a lemon drop when i was in europe last summer and my cousin sneaked me in to a club & it was pretty above average 🤔 but ig the last “drink” was a coke w coconut (idk either??) vodka and that was a wild night lmao

2. Phone call: my (kinda) mans?

3. Text message: my friend chris

4. Song you listened to: wild thoughts 😛😛

5. Time you cried: uhm i think it was wednesday it was v dramatic

HAVE YOU EVER… 
6. Dated someone twice: this dude in middle school lmao we dated for like a hot minute in 6th grade and then rekindled our love on the class trip in eighth grade aw young love

7. Been cheated on: yeah:/

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: truth or dare games fuckin suck

9. Lost someone special: my grandma was my best friend and i didn’t talk to anyone for a solid month when she passed

10. Been depressed: when i had anorexia but that was a pretty long time ago so :)

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah blackout drunk doesn’t sound appealing

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: 
12. lilac

13. forest green

14. gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
15. Made new friends: yes lmao i dropped so many friends last year so i had to make more AND my groupchat homies that i luv dearly

16. Fallen out of love: yes

17. Laughed until you cried: i surround myself with good vibes so yes many times

18. Found out someone was talking about you: oh my god rumors spread faster than wildfire at my school yes

19. Met someone who changed you: changed me? i guess they made me a better person but idk about changing me

20. Found out who your true friends are: my friend group collapsed last year and i figured out who was still around after that

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: who uses facebook anymore

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i deleted my facebook like freshmen year so ?¿

23. Do you have any pets: oh my god 3 dogs and 2 cats it’s like a zoo of fluff at my house

24. Do you want to change your name: nah i’m cool

25. What did you do for your last birthday: my friend max threw me a surprise party and it got wayyyy too lit to be honest

26. What time did you wake up: today i woke up at 6 to see the sunrise bc my kinda mans has a balcony in his room with a good ass view for that

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping lmao i’m a grandma

28. Name something you cannot wait for: my shawn concert!!!

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: tonight when she exposed me so i’m currently not speaking w her lmao

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: maybe if my parents could be home more, they’re not really around much sometimes and that kinda sucks

31. What are you listening to right now: this weird ass netflix movie that my little cousin is forcing me to watch bc nash grier is in it kill me now

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: my friend abigail’s dad’s name is tom and lemme tell u he’s lowkey a dilf 🤔👀

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: this netflix movie it’s so cringe

34. Most visited website: snapchat i think??

35. Elementary: worst 8 years of my life

36. High School: finally almost done

37. College/university: im going lmao

38. Hair colour: blonde

39. Long or short hair: my hair was down to my butt and i just chopped it all off (yes, i pulled a harry styles) to my shoulders to donate and i honestly really like it short!!

40. Do you have a crush on someone: :-)

41. What do you like about yourself: i think i’m a pretty nice and chill person like i’m totally bragging here but i was voted funniest and nicest junior this year for the yearbook and like :D that’s just a nice feeling and it was validated !!

42. Piercings: technically two on both ears and when i was 15 i let my boyfriend’s (now ex boyfriend lol) older brother’s friend pierce my nose bc i wanted to piss my dad off but i don’t wear anything in it anymore so

43. Blood type: o negative actually!!

44. Nickname: a looootttt of my friends call me aj (like more than my actual name) and then some just call me manda but yeah aj is the most nickname outa those so

45. Relationship status: i’m a fuckboy man idk what’s going on

46. Zodiac sign: cancer

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: criminal minds omgggg how do you become a screen writer bc i have some dope ideas for that show lemme tell you

49. Tattoos: none but i wanna get some!!

50. Right or left hand: righty

FIRST… 
51. Surgery: spinal fusion man it succckkkeedd

52. Piercing: ears

54. Sport: i started ballet when i was 3 idk if that counts but

55. Vacation: my aunt and uncle’s lake house in montana

56. Pair of trainers: they were these cute little adidas there’s sooo many pics of me in those

57. Eating: that di… plz excuse me lmfao but nah i’m actually eating watermelon :-)

58. Drinking: water 💦

59. I’m about to: jump off a building bc i was exposed tonight by my very own parents 👍🏼

60. Listening to: now me and my little cousin are watching captain america (only bc i saw andrea’s post and decided to try it idk why i trust trash but im)

61. Waiting for: my trust issues to choke

62. Want: mozzarella sticks idk

63. Get married: yeah one day

64. Career: something in film so like cinematography or directing or just something creative like that 😋

YOUR TYPE… 
65. Hugs or kisses: depends on who it is ya feel

66. Lips or eyes: eyes definitely

67. Shorter or taller: well like.. boys fs taller but girls idc ?¿

68. Older or younger: older bc immaturity is a turn off

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: not to make everything about harold but he’s just got the perf body to me like toned arms and a soft tummy.. yes please

71. Sensitive or loud: i mean they gotta be both in certain situations but overall i guess loud

72. Hook up or relationship: i’m a fucking mess i have trust issues AND commitment issues so like.. both make death appealing

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker fs

HAVE YOU EVER… 
74. Kissed a stranger? again, truth or dare games suck

75. Drank hard liquor? once but it was at this rich white boy’s house and i deadass felt like he snuck it from his grandpa’s stash to get it and i was like ?¿ 🌚

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: i don’t wear them so

77. Turned someone down: i curve like 90% of the dudes hitting me up like boys are just annoying tbh

78. Sex on first date: i mean my virginal self would not kno but i have made out with a couple guys at parties or whatever so

79. Broken someone’s heart: yes and i’m not sorry lmao

80. Had your heart broken: it’s awful man yeah

81. Been arrested: totally came close one time bc ig someone called the cops on the party i was at and police showed up and my freshmen ass ran so fast bitch i was usain bolt deadass

82. Cried when someone died: oh yeah

83. Fallen for a friend: i mean it was mutual but unfortunately

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
84. Yourself: i do

85. Miracles: i think some crazy things can happen that make ppl value that particular thing a lot more but idk about miracles

86. Love at first sight: lust at first sight* bc u cant be in love with someone’s outer appearance without knowing what they’re like as a person

87. Santa Claus: a very small part of me

88. Kiss on the first date: why not

89. Angels: definitely

OTHER… 
90. Current best friend’s name: kelsey

91. Eye colour: blue

92. Favourite movie: the devil wears prada always 🗣

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