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Feuċ, súile Dé go fuireaċ air
#bloodborne#father gascoigne#* taps sign * FATHER. remember that guys.#decadentart#caption is from notmal McLeod’s translation of psalms#specifically this is a part of psalms 33 18#interprt my message . muahahahhahahs#I think his relationship with his faith is .. complicated#in my headcanon hes actually really gentle. he is a priest after all. not reallt a violent man#but to kill beasts is sacred and holy. but its still killing#i think to an extent he can realize hes changing . mentally And physically. but he cant stop now#siiighhhh. they made a priest kill people and now he has to justify it to himself#and also he has to contend witb turning into what he can only consider a demon#do you think he wonders why hes being ‘punished’? what he did wrong in the eyes of God to deserve this?#fears for how much hes changed..?#Idk im insane and very hungry. i have like an entire essays worth of thinfs to say abt him. and i made it all up#i am very hungry rn. ggrueuaggghhhhhhhh#i could put my ramblings into a lot more sense like. not in tumblr tags#trust me. truusstt mmeee#also i know the cross isnt really used in bloodborne#however#shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up#hes not from yharnam and im not going over the slug jesus injoke rn. Okay#Also shorthand so YOU understand what this is abt :) yay
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Pearl made the hungry hermit buildings decor and put a little chef hat on only the Gem armor stand and the building itself, and the gem and pearl armor stands are within like 8 blocks of each other, I know this is a stretch but c'mon
Source: Pearlescentmoon hermit craft 10 episode 32 roughly 8 minutes in
oh, nothing is ever a strech for shiny duo. i remember being in the trenches for them when they had matching horses and kept going in resource gathering with them in season 8. they only ever did this with eachother and i swear no one really saw that vision bc it took a while for more content to drop
but also. how did you not mention they were the only ones at that side of the entrance? literally alone together even after a creeper blew them up </3
i had already watched pearl's video so here are my screenshots of that moment bc i did go insane over the armorstand work
#from the sheep askbox#pearlescentmoon#geminitay#hermitcraft ten#shiny duo#gempearl#pearlgem#food for thought: how do we feel about a gempearl bistro au? bc since hungry hermits dropped i've been yearning to write something like tha#also. i am just generally very into the armorstand mod ok#the easier accessibility now has been such a treat#👏 give 👏 me 👏 more 👏 hermits 👏 doing 👏 armorstand 👏 please 👏
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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace
extras below the cut
sketch
closeups on my favorite panels
bonus: adios
#doodles#kingdom hearts#roxas#axel#olette#aromantic#asexual#aroace#do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel#ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you#also not tagging soriku and namixi#i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so#anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette#i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette#so let me clarify about this comic#im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before#im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts#thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes#im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while#anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive#sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow#this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled#drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024#btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately#schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time#i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times#alright i think thats it bye now
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buffy fanart from the past few days,,,,catching up on the real hashtag classics first two are kind of mignola studies and the last ones are me enjoying oz and willow's puppy love :))
#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy summers#spike btvs#willow btvs#oz btvs#am only on season 3 its fun its lovely i know willow's a lesbian i still deeply enjoy her relationship with oz........theyre cute#cordelia's my fav but i havent really drawn her yet.......need to draw her and buffy angrily making out its IMPORTANT#when her and xander first hooked up do you know how frustrated i was it wasnt with buffy. hungry for yuri#i lvoe spike also obviously hes very fun. i think he and constantine from the dc verse would fuck#also. oz. most transmasc guy ever. that is all
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I would do anything to save her.
This was supposed to just be drawing the Taoden siblings hugging a bunch but ah guess that Falin as the tower/princess/dragon post got into my head too much
#chapter sixty seven ruins me every day#but yeah i. have many thoughts#Laios feeding his hungry sister. playing with her hair. and then putting her down. Marcille compares it to sleeping#but his reaction and the fact that he spared Marcille from doing it.... it must have felt very much like tucking her in to sleep#and like what it was: suffocating her. keeping her from saying his name again. killing her.#both at once.#also just. Falin being covered with blood when she's resurrected. but when Laios kills her the only blood is his#and there's not a drop of it on her#something about Laios telling her the red in her cheeks was weird when they were kids. and keeping any of that spilling now.#yeah. when he said he'd do anything to get her back he meant ANYTHING!!!#Alt text#my art#for real tho. please send me the post if you know it so i can link it i can't find it anywhere love you tumblr search dysfunction#and if anyone else wants to go crazy with me about chapter sixty seven well!!! you know where i am!!!#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers
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Dirkjake being dirkjake
you got it !
[more thoughts + all together under cut]
to me, "dirkjake being dirkjake" isn't violence, or discord, or even just simply hurt feelings. Instead, at its core is their inability to communicate, their individual issues mounting into a rock neither of them know how to summit, and would rather loiter in its shade.
if we carry on the mountain metaphor (sorry i listened to a video about K2 while drawing this) the alpha void session is like the blistering, oppressive midday sun forcing them into the shade. I think when it sets, when they reach Earth C the distance and decompression can allow them more chance to try and clear this obstacle. As they exist in canon though, I feel like the most significant part of their relationship is that they Dont Talk.
This is a pretty pessimistic take on ur prompt haha, but it's the first thing that came to mind. I promise I'll draw them happier soon
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home2t4ck#home24uck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#asks#anonymous#i am like a djinn in a lamp or a fae or a monkey paw because if ur not specific i am going to run with it#less tags because i rambled in the post body and im also very very very very hungry
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shitty and dangerous friend vs literal eldritch god physically and psychologically abusing his ex-worshipper to the brink of complete insanity
#it’s honestly stupid but it just pisses me off that ppl think this is the same dynamic#yes ford brought fiddleford into very dangerous and traumatic situations and dismissed his concerns#but fiddleford had complete autonomy the entire time. he could back out if he wanted#i think when ppl compare these dynamics they’re thinking of billford through a watered down lens#when bill literally took advantage of a praise-hungry man who was ridiculed his whole life and used him until he was no longer useful#ford’s assholishness was due to neglect#not maliciousness#ford pines#gravity falls#stanford pines#also bill was planting seeds of doubt into his mind and actively encouraging him to distrust fiddleford#i cannot stress how much these are Not The Same#bill wanted to completely control ford’s life#ford simply wanted a lab partner#and i also cannot stress enough that i am Not excusing ford’s behavior i just don’t think it’s on the same level as bill’s treatment of ford#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#cw abuse mention#fictional abuse#book of bill
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Day 24, ACTUALLY a week until Halloween now, spooky 👀
(aaaahhhhh been busy with stuff today so i'm a little late! it's STILL the 24th for me though so this counts!!)
but, today's is some silly little Fakelings, strange little goopy blobs that are extremely curious about the world and will shove just about anything into their mouths... so, not very different from normal babies, huh? 😅
(we've seen 4 out of the 5 of these little ones grown up and out in the world now though.... i wonder which one of these is the last? maybe you'll find out, very soon.... 👀)
#hhhgggHHHH i am tired but i made it on time!!! i don't wanna miss a day! i will be busy tomorrow as well but i'll do my best 👀💧#anyways!!! babies!!! hungry little critters huh? just like their papa hehehe 😅#at least at this point they don't have teeth yet! so if they do try to nibble you no worries because they can't bite!#you will get very slobbery though. and also possibly have to fight for your hand back should they decide it's tasty enough.#my art#pizza tower#pizza tower oc#fake peppino oc#october 2024#fakelings#each of them has a hint to which one grows into which though.... but which one is the last of the bunch to be shown...? 👀
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I'm worried
Hi, I'm Gabe, I'm 19, and I live in the U.S.
I am a trans man. This is something that has been apparent to me for years now, and something I have suspected (or, in a way, hoped for) for most of my life. I have always felt a joy in aligning myself with the masculine as opposed to the feminine. There are countless personal experiences I could point to in order to show you how I know I'm trans. If you're curious, I could do that. But, for what I aim to say here, I don't think that is necessary. What's important to know is that I like living as a man, being seen as a man, and it burdens me with a deep discomfort and practical disgust to be perceived as anything but.
I've made a sort of peace with my body. My face isn't something I'd consider to be pretty and I keep my hair short. Baggy clothes cover my chest and the rest of my body well. Most days, no one has any idea that I'm trans and simply see me as some boy picking up a gallon of milk. I'm happy that that's the case; I know many others aren't as lucky. I still have my share of reservations about my body, though. I am perfectly fine with being short (to the extent that I even celebrate it), but my chest, my hips, and my thighs bring me dysphoria. (Genitals are a different story that I'd rather not get into on the internet with strangers.) These parts of me are usually easy to ignore, but when I focus on them for too long, sadness overtakes me. I don't want to look like this. I want to be flat, boxy, small. The image of myself in my head doesn't align with what I see in the mirror, and it drags me down.
Another part of me says that cisgender men can have bodies like this, too, and that I shouldn't feel like any less of a man because of it. A third part says that curvy and top-heavy trans men are still men all the same and that stressing over it won't bring any good. As much as it feels good to listen to these voices, I still long for my ideal body. I long because it's a personal desire of mine to look that way, plain and simple. I also long, however, to make day-to-day public life to go smoother. I want people to mistake me for a girl less and call me "sir" and "young man" more; I'd prefer my body to read as a more convenient physical shorthand for manhood.
So, for the sake of my comfort and continued enjoyment of my time on this earth, I'd like to change how my body looks. One way to achieve this would be through the use of testosterone, which, on top of rearranging the stores of fat in my body, would also provide me with the welcome bonus of increased facial and body hair. I am also very interested in receiving top surgery to make my chest more masculine. It lifts my mood just to think of what my body would be like after these treatments, even moreso to know that there is a real possibility that they could be done.
The current climate around trans topics worries me. All I want is to live comfortably, but discussions about criminalizing transness have me fearing the worst. I don't want to force anything onto anyone, to limit or in any way alter anyone's speech, insert myself someplace where I'm endangering others or putting them at a disadvantage, or publicly indulge in a fetish. I'm a simple man with simple desires of a flat chest and he/him pronouns, but there's an army formed against me and people with similar stories.
I'm an American. I believe in freedom. A deep respect for the freedom of speech is something my dad has instilled in me from a young age and that freedom is something I'm thankful for. I believe that if someone wants to say something, they should be able to, and that if someone wants to do something, given that it doesn't bring harm to anyone else (or their property, etc.), they should be able to do it.
There are gray areas that come with that idea, yes, but those are outside the scope of this discussion. What I want to address here are procedures that improve a person's quality of life, procedures like gender-affirming surgery. If this so-called "mutilation" is as bad as some would say, why are so many people happier for having undergone it? Should consenting adults really be kept from personal pursuits like top or bottom surgery? Cis people get cosmetic surgeries all the time, but I don't see the public uproar about those procedures being mutilation. I would also like to ask, what does it matter to you whether someone's genitals could cause or support a pregnancy? The decision to raise a child is a very personal one, and I don't think the general public's ideas need to hold much weight in a potential-parent-to-be's decision making process. If someone is okay with the fact that their body may not work as before and will have visible scars, I think they should be completely within their right to have a surgery or take hormones.
I'd like to revisit the topic of free speech. Someone speaking about their experiences and feelings in their body and about their gender should not be considered pornographic. The average conversation about trans people in no way serves to provide sexual stimulation. Topics regarding genitals and sex should not be confused with explicit content; sex ed is taught in schools, isn't it? Education on these topics is important for many reasons and can prevent unwanted, painful, and dangerous situations. Conversations about transness are simply a dialogue about people's experiences, often with the intention of educating their audience. Given that they aren't intended to get the audience off, they are not porn. People living their lives is not porn. Transness isn't porn.
It deeply concerns me to see people misconstruing what it means to be trans and trying to limits trans healthcare and voices. I have hope for the future, but recent discourse has buried that under a layer of anxieties.
I'm just a boy, sitting at his laptop, worrying about if he's going to have to live with B-cups for the next ten years of his life. Being vocal about issues like this is important. This is how change happens.
The conditions were just so that I decided it was about time I write this. This is my first time posting something like this, but I don't think it'll be my last. Let's keep this conversation going, and let's make this country and this world a place we're happy to call home.
#trans#transgender#transmasc#ftm#trans rights#america#it's 5:55 am and I have not slept yet#sorry for the massive wall of text#but I suppose waiting this long to start speaking out meant all the words were building up inside#I'm hungry I should probably get something to eat before I go to bed#also I might have failed AP English Composition but I sure felt it surging through my veins while writing this#forgive me if there's something wrong about this post#I should be sleeping right now#6:13 am#last two paragraphs are a mess but I don't wanna try rewriting them lol#also this post is very personal#I'm just hoping I poured all this out for good reason#share this post with your cat and tell them I said meow#or your dog#or hamster#or not! feel free not to share this post#I just wanna meet your pets
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I've realized that everyone's second season and onwards, there is constant talk of "nothing carrying over" and you can tell everyone kinda thinks that everyone else should forget who they were last season.
y'know, other then them. everyone has sorta been very, "Don't hold a grudge against me for past seasons! it's a totally different season!" and then they turn around and talk about their grudge towards a different person because of a PAST SEASON.
i love it. everyones alittle hypocritical!
#i don't mention anyones but it's about basically everyone#tho i don't think i've seen lizzie do it rn.#but everyone sorta does it at least ones#wild life smp#not tagging spoilers cause it really isn't. it's just a observation and it's happened multiple times in past seasons aswell! :D#life series#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#not tagging 3rd life cause their was no past seasons to hold grudges for (:#silly observation that i think people should think about more :3#also i kept messing up while writing this because i'm so extremely jittery. My hands a shaking because I am eepy and very hungry probably
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morgan and elle's friendship is so severely underrated and i wish we'd gotten more of them. they go on vacation together! there are also some lines in the first episode that, at least to me, imply that they knew eachother before. morgan is introduced talking to/quizzing trainees, so that seems like the most likely way, but. i don't know. i love them and i would have been curious to see how it would have been elaborated upon had lola glaudini stayed on.
(side note: i love morgan's pose and face in the second screencap. he's so silly)
#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s01e11#elle greenaway#derek morgan#elle & morgan#i see them as friends but i could also see them having a thing#honestly the whole cast has such good chemistry with eachother#even the ships i dont like im like “yeah i get why you would ship that”#most of them#some confuse me but there aren't really any ships i have outright negative feelings towards#also: random curiosity. a part of me wonders if the beginning of this scene (the parts in the post) was scripted?#i dont know. lola's “dude!” feels very genuinely startled and i dont think “you're way too tense” is ever elaborated upon#i have no idea though lmao#she could just be a good actress!#i am once again babbling in the tags. ill shut up now#blood hungry#criminal minds 1x11
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Ppl who say charles is "a piece of shit" doesn't understand that 1: characters can have NUANCE and 2: these comics have a million different writers for each run with varying degrees of quality for each character and storyline. Some writers fuck charles up bc they dont like him/dont know how to write him. And i dont count those characterizations of Charles bc the "flaws" they gave him are in bad faith interpretation of the character. Now i love me some hypocritical asshole charles but thats not the point of his character, which is that he always struggles with trying to have a peaceful outcome which sometimes in order to get that, you have to be a manipulative asshole to bring the peace. Doesn't mean you have to like doing it either (subconsciously is a different story for a different time)
(Also sorry for giving you a wall of text lol i love your art hope you're doing well)
its just especially Interesting with charles because it's not as if Every Other Character is perfect and saintly and has never made a mistake. like i think everyone understands these characters have nuance and they'll never act 100% in the right, its only really with charles that i see people blow up his mistakes (and sometimes misinterpret his actions if not outright make up Bad Things hes done) and act as if he's ONLY ever done wrong and EVERY action he's done was done with evil or misguided intentions
#snap chats#what gets me is that charles' hypocrisy or martyr complex makes him such an interesting character#i dont want my characters to Always Do The Right Thing i want them to be interesting and thats what charles is#there IS a note here to be had about how charles is SUPPOSED to be The Goodest Guy To Ever Guy and thats why his mistakes are more harsh#idk there really is a lot to talk about with the 'backlash' charles gets that i think is genuinely an interesting topic#Unfortunately i am very much interested in ethics and the degrees and variations Of Ethics but im also hungry and cant think#in any case. can we agree that one x-men story where it was literally just killing multiple charles was funny#like if someone ever wanted a story that was about charles being evil and/or the origin of the universe falling apart#and therefore getting to kill him a lot theres your story#they literally made a version of him an inarguable Deadass fascist in that like im talking justifying working with hitler Girl I HOWLED#in that it WAS just a stepping stone in his bigger plan he DOES take down the nazi regime afterwards but still. I Howled#prob also a bonus thats the run where hercules is logan's boyfriend but this aint bout that we're moving on
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The weapon
The victim
#I spent almost two hours looking for that damn fabric#my sister whipped out her Tarot cards to help#I am a non believer of tarot but it lowkey was accurate#also my dog was very chaotic and we tried to get him to pick cards for fun#he just stomped everywhere#THEN#out of nowhere#he runs over and starts biting the cards#so she lets him pick one out and it goes flying from his mouth#(he’s little)#and he bites at it again#and then she picks it up#IT WAS THE FOOL.#MF WAS BEING A SILLY GUY.#anyway guys#making loop dress stay tuned#(it will suck)#loop#isat#in stars and time#silly#isat loop#loop isat#sewing#project#lowkey hungry rn#idk how to sew a dress#let alone a tiny dress#should they have a hole for their star chest#loops real world adventures
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could fern leaf be a former park cat or something that clear sky sends to spy on tall shadow & then defects? or, since she’s important to the rescue of star flower in the books, maybe she could be involved with one-eye somehow…? even though star flower is totally different now, so she doesn’t really Need rescuing from any situation she’s in that you’ve talked about so far. guess it depends on which aspects of the character best serve the story, and whether she would work better as part of DOTC proper or thunder’s SE
i also genuinely can’t remember if bb!clear sky’s original M.O. for his group is Tribe Cats Only, or if he is willing to take in anyone who kisses his ass enough. could make sense if fern leaf (or more accurately, any tom willing to vouch for her) appeals to clear sky enough. hell, maybe she could be a mole on one-eye’s behalf instead?
(Follow up ask to this post)
The new rub to the formation of the groups in BB is that there is two distinct cultures in the forest: Park Cats and Tribe Cats. They're divided by a language barrier, with the Park Cats speaking Parkmew and the Tribe cats speaking what we now call Old Tribemew.
So Clear Sky doesn't have the same "options" like canon. These ""rogues"" don't speak his language and he simply would not learn even if the chance was offered to him. It doesn't even really cross his mind that these are full people to reach out to; in his mind they're intruders. The flavor of bigotry in the modern era hasn't quite evolved yet, so he has the most straightforward kind of xenophobia you can imagine.
He only starts changing his mind after the First Battle, after his revelation, when he's back on his bullshit in Thunderstar's Justice. In my head it's kind of like... a mockery of Thunder Storm's way of life, that allowed him to live in defiance of him for so long. "See, now I do what you do. Since Gray Wing approved of you so much." kinda thing
There's two park cat groups; The River Kingdom, and The Wind Coalition.
The first conflict the Sun Trail Pioneers run into is with WindCo up on the moor, who chases them down into the forest! The Park cats who lived in the forest weren't united, just various individuals that had little "homestead" territories.
The conflicts with them start after the Shadow/Sky split that follows the death of Jagged Peak. Shadow's Clan moved eastward into the caves at Snakerocks, where no one bothered them, but Sky's Clan started getting hostile towards the little homesteads and pushing cats westward, back to the River Kingdom.
SO with that recap out of the way...
I have two and a half-ish cats already that I'm heavily interested in using to turn on Clear Sky for Thunder's Clan. So I'm not sure how to slot Fern Leaf in there.
1: Snake. Snake is the only cat in-canon who said that maybe Clear Sky shouldn't be their leader after letting One Eye into the Clan against all warnings, and then he gets DOGPILED for it, and the very next book shoves him into the arms of Slash to undermine the fact that they accidentally gave him a good fucking point.
I'm RIDICULOUSLY fond of him because of this. I love him out of spite. I've spoken before about how I plan for him to be a Tribe-descended cat, and a lot of that is because I want to keep his goon roles serving Clear Sky. One of which is that he is going to badly injure Sunlit Frost in the First Battle.
So thinking about it... it makes the most sense for Snake to turn on Clear Sky in Thunderstar's Justice. Still unsure when. But if I have any roles where a cat needs to get help, stop a battle, or call Clear Sky out for making a really bad decision, it's gotta be him.
I'll keep him in my hand for a while; this feels like a piece that will fall into place.
I'm also unsure of what family he's going into. I keep waffling on it. I'm leaning towards the Claw family and possibly the son of Fox, since he's going to be living a bit longer. He's going to be about the same age as Thunder Storm, maybe a bit older.
2: Red Claw Since Acorn Fur is now Acorn Swoop, and she's not nonsensically going to go join the guy who killed both of her parents because it would be too sad to go home where they're not alive, her love interest has to end up in Thunder's Clan.
I'm already pretty committed to making Petal into Petal Claw and Fox into Fox Claw, so it follows that Red Claw would be in the family. Thinking about it, maybe Red should be the son of Fox instead...
Especially because he could defect earlier. Moth Flight's Vision is totally overhauled anyway and I'm planning to shift a lot of the original plot to something for another character anyway...
Plus, enemies-to-lovers is fun and I haven't really had a chance to do it yet. Acorn Swoop is absolutely the kind of punk who would nab one of her worst enemy's best soldiers, and the type of nerd who would frame it like her biggest catch yet.
("OI THUNDER!! LOOKIE WHAT THE CAT DRAGGED IN")
And most relevantly... this is leaving Fern Leaf's backstory up in the air. Him leading a dog pack into the heart of camp and getting Beech and Frog killed is what kicked off the Bunny Bones plot of the original MFV that I like so much, and I feel like it's an important part of Fern Leaf.
So not only am I here planning Red Claw as a high priority for being someone to turn against Clear Sky, but also, he complicates Fern Leaf a bit.
Maybe I should step back a bit on the two and start from scratch with them, and replace their backstories with new ones that preserve the "emotional core." I'll have to think about it.
That 1/2 Cat: Alder or Birch The kits that are stolen from Misty, that queen who was murdered by Clear Sky and whose kits are given to Petal. In BB, that's something I want to examine for how fucked up it is. It becomes the basis of Kit Stealing later, an awful practice that the Clans will struggle with for many generations.
These ones are SUPER important, but I say 1/2 because it doesn't have to be Thunder's Clan they turn for. But I do want one of them to eventually learn their origin, and end up finding their family in River Kingdom or the Wind Coalition.
I mention them because I keep going back and forth on if they're going to get combined with other characters. Basically imagine me next to a big conspiracy chart and I'm connecting a big red line between possible plot threads back to Fern Leaf. Maybe her? Maybe she can be one of the stolen kits?
I could even make it so Birch is actually an older sibling, or a half-sibling, or one from the same litter who was saved... maybe even end up making it a litter of 4. Slots in well with her canon story, too, where she mentions her mother abandoned her.
The truth can be that it was a lie. Her mother didn't abandon her. One of them was murdered and the other was chased off.
And, of course, I could save her to be a "One Eye Cultist." None of my drafts so far have brought in any extra followers of One Eye who will follow him from place-to-place besides Star Flower herself. I would like to add some, and that's a fine place for Fern Leaf, but somehow I feel like I can do her better.
#better bones au#BB!DOTC#BB!Fern Leaf#also for the record I am both Very sorry and Not sorry that--#--Acorn Swoop ended up changing so much from her mild-toned canon counterpart lmaooo#My lover showed me a clip of a british TV show with a character called Vyvyan ranting about bad sitcoms#RIGHT around the time I first designed her#Because I was yelling about the original arc and partner was like ''this is u (affectionate)''#And somehow that evolved into an inside joke about Acorn Swoop and now I cannot unhear it#''being hungry makes me lose my easygoing approach to living with other cats''#(THROWS A MOLOTOV AT SKY'S CLAN)
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I have stayed up far too late and am being punished for my hubris. found a bug on my pillow
#ramblings with major#vent#it is 100% not a bed bug but i dont know what it is and its a generic enough description that if i look up anything#im just going to scare myself further#so i just have to sit and wait until i can wash my sheets and vacuum my floor#because im juuuust sleep deprived enough to fear this one random definitely-just-snuck-in-from-outside bug#is actually a sign of a horrific infestation that will Crawl Into My Ears#its fine. its nothing. its a fluke. but my brain won't let me believe that once the lights are off.#good morning bad morning hhhh#this is JUST like the magnus archives akhsknsljs#i have also stayed up so long that i am Very Hungry Now#hhhh
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"You are a blade forged by a thousand smiles. The smell of a rose growing from graveyard soils. Kindness written in blood. A light in the dark; darkened light. You are everything."
#ah yes am i normal about them#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#zenos viator galvus#zenos#wolzenos#zenoswol#wol x zenos#warrior of light#viera wol#just kache things#my art#i wanted to draw this for a while now and have been staring at it for days#i just love the idea of the menagerie staying this special wolzenos place forever#i also love the idea of wol teaching zenos about a kind of love that is more than obsession#i see a lot of beauty in teaching a monster hungry for power about the one power they never understood#obsession is a very strong power - but zenos would be unstoppable if given the chance to love in a healthier way#i think the game is very good in depicting different kinds of love <3#this is a very self-sufficing piece but i genuinely like the idea of zenos finding happiness through another kind of high#as for kache they're like two drug addicts and the drug is each other#they make each other feel things they need to go on#and there's this mutual obsession vs their expected hero/villain narrative#I JUST THINK ABOUT THEM A LOT#also i would love to write more zenos but i have mad respect for the way he thinks and talks#anyway tldr: give zenos bloody kisses in the menagerie#it's beautiful <3
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