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ok i play video games all day now 👍
#i am not goign to drink today because dear god i got too drunk lat night. i dont feel hungover i just feel a pervasive sense of Bodily Doom#and also a little nauseous#quincy.txt#ughhh i eanna play vintage story but im waiting for the next update to actually Come Out.... or at least a release candidate#hopefully SOON
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Don’t think. Feel.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#no wonder he’s so nauseous all the time lol#consequences of the crown#lobotomize that boy#gore#blood#rest in pieces danny#it’s my house now#and your goopy little human body doesn’t stand a chance#I love drawing candy core gore#it’s such a difficult design problem but also it’s fun#the whole brain has to be engaged#the worms are pleased with themselves#college au
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It's the "repeat after me" that always gets me.
The silent, invisible struggle is over. Jon has tried and failed to stop himself from speaking. He has turned the page and his voice is steady and expressive. His voice is Jonah's.
Was there ever a fight at all? Jon has always followed the path Jonah laid out for him. Or was that a lie Jonah told to make his victory seem unilateral? Regardless, the eye's weapon is information, and Jonah wields it with precision and uncompromising force. He always has. And now his favorite plaything is finally ready to serve its purpose.
In some ways, Jonah made a gamble by tossing his statement in the stack randomly. If Martin had seen it before Jon, then they would have known his plan and been much more wary of any future attempt he made. But his calculation was sound. Martin had no real reason to look over the statements, and Jonah knew that his Archivist liked to read them in private.
It's one thing for him to gloat. Villains like to have their little monologue, and an avatar of Beholding especially so. But dragging his confession out of the throat of the one he abused?
He chose Jon as Archivist. He made sure that he went far enough down the path that he wouldn't be able to stop. He made sure that every word out of Jon's mouth sounded uncannily like Jonah's own voice.
But even that wasn't enough. All he really had to do was put his little incantation on the second page and he would have won. But he wanted Jon to know what was happening, and why, and how. And that he never could have stopped it. And after all that:
"Repeat after me."
Jonah had never seen Jon as a person, that had been obvious for a long time. Even so, he had great affection for him. Enough to apply his twisted love to one final act of exquisite cruelty.
#tma#the magnus archives#tma spoilers#mag 160#jonathan sims#jonah magnus#elias bouchard#< makes me a little sad that they're basically synonyms since elias really was just another of jonah's victims but .#also i should specify that i love jonah as a character and that i think this arc is fantastically executed#i will also admit that i had a hard time telling jon's and elias's voices apart at first. the memory of which returned with a VENGEANCE#in this episode. especially since johnny was so goddamned good at imitating ben meredith's vocal patterns#god just. the loving tone through the whole statement. “i made you. i know you. you would not be who you are without me.” makes me nauseous#please let me know if you'd like me to trigger tag this as the allegories are NOT SUBTLE
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How long until you heal enough for tummy rubs to be safe?
i think actually i need tummy rubs right now more than ever
#sci speaks#i've been rubbing my tumby so much.#there are some funny lumps underneath my bandages but i'm not allowed to take them off yet.#i'm meant to stay bandaged for two weeks. im only meant to replace them if they get wet.#i'm not meant to get wet.#i want to know what's underneath them. i want to know.#i want to see my weird little scars. i know they probably won't last very long.#but also the thought of seeing my gross little scars makes me feel nauseous.#but i want to see them#but maybe not on a full stomach.#but i want to see them!!
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???? something something deep discomfort with body image is it generational?????????
#does your soul ever leave your body when your mom says something and youre like a) Ah. thats where this specific pain comes from#and b) not for anything would i perpetuate this to my own daughter should God bless me with one#anyway mother casually dropped mid conv that i ought to weigh myself once a week just to make sure i was eating right#and by Right she means not too much and not too much of what she considers Junk#also my soul left my BODY when i told her what i was wearing to the date tmr#(red pinafore mini dress with tights and a cute little cardigan situation that i actually feel GOOD in)#and she was like is your stomach bloated right now? if it is dont wear it#(the word she used can be bloated swollen or big in chinese)#MA'AM??????????#anyway im glad theres been fortifying work done in my heart bc this wouldve devastated me last year. absolutely CRUSHED me.#but im like okay........ well i look cute and im at a healthy weight. and im starting to eat better. and i only feel nauseous#thinking abt food occasionally. and i dont weigh and measure myself daily anymore. so thats progress.#also i personally think i look cute in that outfit so i think i SHALL wear it tmr.#anyway. thoughts!!!!!
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that body never belonged to you in the first place
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk 261 spoilers#megumi fushiguro#sukuna#itadori yuuji#gojo satoru#kenjaku#chat am i exaggerating or are the horrors of having your body possessed real#the amount of times that a character has been possessed or had their body used as a weapon makes me nauseous#itadori being the main example#it made me so sick when he had to come back to himself after shibuya and see everything that sukuna did#like yeah i would throw up too#also i can’t think about megumi without getting a little sick to my stomach#maybe i’m just exaggerating bc i get emotional like that but#imagine having to watch ur sister kind of turn into a monster after a year of her being in a curse induced coma#and then you watch your friend also get his body possessed by the king of curses which then leads into YOU getting your body possessed by#the king of curses who then fights and kills your sister … in your body …#like yeah i wouldn’t wanna go back on the battlefield either#also they’re like fifteen and going through all of this like goddamn#too much bodily possession in jjk…. now gojo’s being reduced reused recycled#for good cause of course#but still#this is heavy
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WHAT IF YOU wanted to go take a shower BUT YOUR CAT SAID be my pillow for one million years
#also a little nauseous bcos i only had a rice cake when i took my meds and was gonna have breakfast proper after my shower#but no shower equals no breakfast. but itll b fine#she usually doesnt stay upwards of like an hour and a half its fine
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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ohhh my friend came over and we somehow ended up watching the entirety of tpn season one and ray still makes me so fucking sick. im goig to tear apart steel beams with my teeth
#skye's ramblings#THOUGH IM ALSO JUMPING AROUND SOO FAST BC SHE LIKED IT. shes like my only irl friend shes known abt my illness since the start#i take my ray plushie when i sleep over at her house she calls him my little guy. i genuinely didnt think it'd interest her much#we were literally just bored and she randomly picked up v1. 2 pages in she was like 'oh this is really addicting can i borrow this'#FELT AUTUSM KICK INTO MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE. said we could watch the anime n after ep1 she was like oh this is really good#cant describe how much i am jumping off tge walls in my mind. shes never been able to get into anime till now. i think i just won at autism#of course w the excitement comes escape arc ray once again hitting my brain with hammers god i love him so fucking much guys. i'm nauseous#it'll be 3 years since my first watch soon btw i wonder if ray emotions will ever stop making me physically ill. ifuckng love yuou raaay...
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I don’t know when’s a good day/time to post the gfm
#I'm not sure man i FEEL like i have everything ready#but i also feel a little nauseous so. you know how it is#but yeah i don't know. maybe i'll rip the bandaid and post it today?? or not?#sergle.txt
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chat i am sooo cooked
#my ear has been sealed shut for . three? hours now?#roommate gave me hydrogen peroxide to try to rinse it. been doing that repeatedly for at least an hour and a half#very little effect. uhhhh#maybe i'll let it 'dry out' and try again later...??#i'm. really tired#and also really nauseous !! my ears are messed up !! everything feels dizzy and bad !!#hngfndjgndgnd#pho.posts#i'm fine i'll be fine. promise#if anyone has advice i will gladly take it btw
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it IS good that i've been on top of keeping my blood sugar within like 20 of my goal numbers consistently but unfortunately. that means any time it's A Little Bit High i feel like fucking dying so like.
not what's the point i know what the point is! but fuck. what's the point.
#i feel so sick so often and my blood sugar is like. 190!!!!!!!!#which is still a little high but bro the 'feels bad' state used to be mid-300s.#which was bad!!!!!! but also i felt like shit substantially less.#nightmare experience honestly i'm so tired.#my heart feels sick my head feels sick and to add insult to injury im also nauseous 24/7
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I was so sick yesterday that I couldn't move so I was very out of it, apparently I spent my whole gem reserve on scatters for one of my birthday guys... It was not worth it
#I'm feeling better today. still a little nauseous and stuffy but I can actually move! I'm also working on my ice skin :]#flight rising#fr
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me when the next logical step in my demon progression is problematic but i cant even withstand the level of flashing present in blindfolder
#geometry dash#gdtumblr#zeektalk#still running away from ratio circles because how the HELL do you do that!!!!!!! (cant get past 1st wave let alone consistent#also i did practice problematic a little to see if it's that bad and turns out it IS THAT BAD i felt nauseous after 20 practice atts or so😭
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-- Poorly Constructed Enchanted Tool --
A small tool carved from a fruit tree seed. Energy to power the enchantment has seemingly run-out long ago, and the method of recharging is unknown - but, based on the appearance, it's very likely that this was once used for detecting magic. Usually, looking through the glass center would highlight areas of higher magical energy concentration present in the viewer's environment, even if they were otherwise obscured to the naked eye. While this form of enchantment itself is highly advanced, the craftsmanship of the item is far less neat or complex than what might be typically seen in similar devices. It may have been made as part of training/practice, or as a hasty replacement for a previous tool that had broken.
#written from the perspective of some fantasy traveler who checks all of the local thrift-stores and lost & found places for every#town they visit - looking for interesting items and documenting them or something#In reality - just another one of my goofy little avocado pit carvings lol. Still working on inlaying little stones in them and stuff#I don't really have the tools to make super intricate stuff but doing little plain swirly patterns is still fine enough lol.#WORKING ON NEW POLL ADVENTURE also I know I know it's been months.. I have been Busy and struck by the evils of summer#But like I mentioned in the previous one I do want to at LEAST finish the quest with the egg lol#ANYWAY.#Things like this would plausibly exist in Nanyevimi (my fantasy world) but wouldn't be very common as - like mentioned- this would be an#extremely advanced enchantment. REALLY advanced mages could sense magic around them (to varying degrees of pinpoint accuracy of location#) without even having to use any external device. But for a majority of people there's really no way to know someone is using magic near#you unless you either see visual proof or if it's strong enough to feel effects from it (since magic is kind of like radiation in that the#higher energy/more of it youre exposed to the more it damages you/can make you sick/etc.) and even then most people would just be like#'hmm why do I feel so nauseous and bad out of nowhere?' likely wouldn't directly think to link it to magic. Thus the only really reliable w#way isto just hone your senses over like 500 years as you become an expert mage - OR use enchantments like these. But a 'sense magic' encha#ntment is not as common as a just 'magic is not allowed here' enchantment. If you wanted to prevent magic from being usedin a space#it's easier to just put up a broad barrier enchantment around that space than to have some sort of Magic Sensor to pick out if it's being#done and then handle each individual case of it . etc. etc. These sort of things can have their uses (especially for people investigating#things or trying to be secretive about detecting something etc.) but are less common - especially in this form (where visuals are used. itd#be more likely to jsut have like 'piece of metal that gets warm or cool depending on magic nearby'.) ANWAY so this is why it's a notable#object. Though a majority of the realm is not very magic literate - if you were a researcher or a mage and found this at a pawn shop you'd#definitely be like 'oohhh!! :0 inch resting... ' if not you might just be like 'oh cool necklace!' lol#also love the quick 2min ''costume'' for the image of it being used. literally just 'wrap yourself in scarves from the waist up' and slap o#a wig and ears lol#on this blog I guess since it's worldbuilding related and technically art.. maybe more like crafting? I should have a crafts tag lol.. hmm
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Idea! Make your Whumpee sick, and then make them completely unable to sleep <3
Give them a murdering headache, fever, chills, pain everywhere, and then take away their ability to sleep it all off. They close their eyes, hope so desperately to make time go faster, but when they open their eyes again, barely 10 minutes have passed.
#whump#whump prompt#illness whump#today’s prompt is inspired by me#I don’t Know what the fuck my body is doing but I haven’t slept since yesterday morning#only a few times did I manage to like. dog off or space out for twenty minutes or so#I also got this fun 39.5 fever and it’s giving me extra fun dreams#I was straightup sobbing for most of last night because I constantly felt like there were evil little robots around me#that would zap me with electricity if I stopped moving or working or whatever#I’m also so fucking nauseous oh my god#the legit only thing I can drink when I’m sick is warm water with lemon juice. no sweet tea with honey. no water. no broth#only lemon juice water#how is it only 3 pm I feel like this day has been going on for 75837 hours already#irl whump#lol oops#also to the people that recommended putting damp cool cloths on your thighs or wherever during a fever#pain of a million punches drives through me if I so much as touch something cold#I accidentally brushed my shoulder against my charging cable and ahahaha no#yeah anyway
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