#and all this dysphoria just hit me like a ton of bricks earlier today
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#dysphoria hours woo hoo#feeling shity about how long my hair is again#because i was raised to do whaf other people tell me and mom would get pissed if i didn’t ask her#i asked if i could get my hair cut really short and she said no#that i’m too young to do anything like that#and that super short hair wouldn’t look good on me#haven’t been binding as much because my back has been killing me#and all this dysphoria just hit me like a ton of bricks earlier today#and now#even though i didn’t do anything wrong#i feel bad because i saw that mom got sad when i asked if i could cut my hair really short#and then asked her why i couldn’t when she said no#she’s always going on about how she thinks queer people should have all the rights and respect that cis people do#meanwhile if a queer person dares to show that they are queer through actions or clothing or anything else#she starts judging them#worst of all she’s the type of person with internalized homophobia who uses the fact that she has gay friends to excuse herself#and her homophobic attitude#sure she’s supported me more than most conservative parents would#but that doesn’t mean she fully supports me because she sure as hell doesn’t#foxx being a dummy#slight vent#vent tw#dysphoria tw#ask to tag
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