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might have aquired a new, travel related trauma over the last weekend, but you know what? it was totally worth it.
#swingingblogsaway#went to engliand for the weekend#car broke down at night in the middle of nowhere#turns out tires were so bad they were actually illegal to drive with#we could have died on the motorway instead of just popping a tire in a pothole#lucky i guess#but england seriously what the fuck is up with your roads?#and all the trash next to them?#just why?#but i guess now i understand why people want to drive in germany so much#even our bad roads are better than what i've seen last weekend#just inexplicable#but on he plus side i met some really cool music people and listened to some really nice stuff#my body is still dealing with the stress and not sleeping in unfun ways but oh well#cant wait to do this again in may
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Why the FUCK didn't Sasha apologize to Quinni.
#no im so pissed about that.#dude you don't give an autistic person a meltdown that big over something that hurtful#and just#walk away scot free#last time someone gave me a meltdown that hardcore I cut them off for a month.#that might just be the bpd tho#but still#quinni doesn't seem like the type to just. be chill without an apology and hearing sasha explain herself#and then she makes her her vice??????????#she already acknowledged sasha is only in it for the power trip#sasha didn't even do anything in the investigation she just followed quinni around#which as she should#but she hasn't made up for how she treated quinni AT ALL#in fact she's just gotten MORE of a performative activist#like why the fuck was she such a bitch to missy abt spider#i get it yea. ur friends sometimes have dogshit taste in men but you don't need to make them feel like trash abt it#and the way she was like 'he fetishizes u for being black omg its probably asian girls next omg i dont feel safe'#THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU????????.#also she 100% jumpstarted quinnis identity crisis#with how she was constantly switching between infantilizing her and undermining her autonomy over her own decisions#and treating doing things quinni wanted to do and the specific way she needed to do them as a chore#and then victimizing herself!!!!!!!#like from experience that relationship dynamic IS abusive to autistic people it just is#idk if nt people get it but it's really fucking awful to come from your partner#anyway. until sasha apologizes to both quinni and missy this will continue to be a sasha hate page.#heartbreak high#heartbreak high season 2#quinni gallagher jones#sasha so#missy beckett
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Sometimes I will think about something I'm dealing with and wonder what Ryn would think or say, or what I would do if they were here and tonight I remembered again the conversation with the oncologist, about the tiny tiny tumor in their lungs that was only found with the autopsy, that wouldn't have been picked up in scans for months, and asking her about the long term prognosis.
Even if Ryn hadn't died because of the surgery, they'd almost certainly be dead by now anyway.
I was always going to have to do this (for whatever value of this) without them.
#I've been picking at the grief closet again#This is not a metaphor#Or idk it probably is but also it's a closet in my home office#Sorted a box#Threw away some trash#Set aside some things that need more work#Decided to keep a sweater (that I knit them)#They were never going to see 30 and they would have been 30 next year#The oncologist was kind but direct#And said she'd been thinking about Ryn's case a lot#Sometimes I just miss their perspective so much#Not all exits are made equal
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Books of 2024: NEVER WHISTLE AT NIGHT: An Indigenous Dark Fiction Anthology, ed. by Shane Hawk and Theodore C. Van Alst Jr.
This has a bunch of authors I already love in it (Stephen Graham Jones, Darcie Little Badger, Waubgeshig Rice, and Rebecca Roanhorse!!), and several authors I've been meaning to try (like Tommy Orange, Nick Medina, and Kelli Jo Ford, to name a few), so I'm really hyped for them all to be together in one volume! Plus dark fiction is very much my jam (especially when it comes in a bright and colorful package).
#books of 2024#books#book photography#never whistle at night#never whistle at night: an indigenous dark fiction anthology#shane hawk#theodore c. van alst jr.#stephen graham jones#rebecca roanhorse#darcie little badger#waubgeshig rice#i'm sorry i'm not tagging ALL of them lol there are twenty-six (26) stories in here and i do not have the attention span for that many name#i love all the details on the cover too!!#the longer i look at it the more i find#full disclosure: i did in fact used to whistle at night because i don't want to startle creachers directly into my face when i take out--#--the trash or nocturnally shovel snow but uh. i have stopped doing that. since this book hit my shelf lol#(also sorry i just now noticed that the detached human eyeball is PURPLE of all things)#(driscoll posting)#(yeah this was vaguely in the driscoll lineup too#that's where it's been living on my shelf in the meantime)#(right next to OTHER TERRORS lol)#driscoll#in btw#anyway ignore this next text post i'm about to make pretend i'm reading this#and/or doing my damn taxes
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#shedinja#now THIS is what i'm talkin' about! i love shedinja. i think it's a very unique pokémon and wonder guard is very *cool* if only it were ever#y'know. relevant. this thing is weak to way too many types for it to be relevant but like it's still cool in concept i think#you kinda can't tell what it is from this angle but that's why you have me here to tag it so you do know what it is#so. bit of a life update for you all. i accidentally deleted some semi-important files i needed for work. like two weeks ago#and i didn't realize i did‚ bc they were inside a folder that i deleted. but i didn't need the files at the time and i hadn't for months#i hadn't used those files since like last year. but now i need them again and i just realized that i deleted them two weeks ago#by accident? and now i need them again. to be able to do my work. so i'm actually queueing this guy and the next guy up#while i'm supposed to be working. as i've just sent an email to my boss being like Haha Hey. Do you Have a Backup of tHese Files……… PLease#and i'm hoping DESPERATELY that she does. if she doesn't i'll have to fucking reverse engineer them which i am not excited for#if it comes to fruition. so i'm just hoping she has a copy of them. feelin like shedinja against a fire-type rn fr i swear#i'll let you all know what she says when i get her response. if i get it before i'm done queuing up shedinja and whismur#spoilers. whismur is next but you could just look up the natdex numbers. and know that whismur is next#also don't tell me to look in the trash. on my computer. i know they're not there. for one i checked and for two they couldn't be there#because i rm -r'd the folder. i didn't just right-click delete that shit. i killed that shit. it's GONE#you might be asking me… why would you do that! and i would say? i did not know these files were in there#you didn't ask for all this information so i'm cutting it off here
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I know the big trick everyone talks about for ADHD is setting timers but for me what has been most helpful is setting a timer for 2.5 minutes, exactly, and doing 2.5 minutes, exactly, worth of dishes. It’s triply effective because a) it’s a good way of starting that leads to longer chore-doing b) there’s a sense of “pffff fuck you timer I can do 2.5 minutes of dishes’ for the competitive edge and possibly most importantly c) if you cannot actually do 2.5 minutes of dishes, it is a sign that the menty h is not good and should be reevaluated. If there’s no moderate setting for your procrastination, try 2.5 minutes of dishes
This is SO sweet of you to send to try to help me out but don’t worry! All I needed was the public commitment (tumblr post) to get me up off my ass haha
#For the sake of no stolen valor I will say I do not have adhd#all I have is a high stress job with very little free time#so the minute I’m in a situation where there’s no ticking time bomb attached to the dishes I just stop doing them lol#and I have to remind myself that I enjoy having a clean apartment for its own sake#not just because I need to stay alive until my next shift#I actually did the dishes went to the fruit man took out the trash AND cooked yay <3
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I JUST REWATCHED PIWON MOVIE AND I HAVE THINGS TO SAY
#okay first of all THEY DEBUTED WITH A MOVIE !!!! that's so crazy every time i think about it im like woooow#jongseob and intak acting debut when ???? they were sooo good omg unlike kyo i didn't remember how bad he was ���😭 but his#character is hilarious so it's fine <3 ALSO i completely forgot yoo jaesuk and jung haein are in it like guysss what are u doing here hihi#anyways absolutely oscar worthy real cinema if u ask me#now after taking notes and watching the new trailer a few times i think that p1epi is actually chaeyoons weird talking plushie#but since it's away from her it can't talk so that's why jongseob create that thingy to translate from#dog language to human language and i think it's there because maybe the members got like lost in time and#it wants to remind them that they have to save the entire world from the apocalypse#also p1epi came down from the sky just like the alcot meteor like ummm yes we love symbolism 🙂↕️#i saw someone saying the dog it's actually intak because the dog came through the window and intak wakes up next to one but it doesn't make#any sense to me so we're throwing that idea in the trash can#talking about intak hes now has blue eyes so that means he got infected but honestly when did that happen while he was fighting#some zombie? idk i think i have to watch all their mvs again for clues but what that means he's one of the bad guy now??#also i may be insane but what if the shop represents the world and seeing it in flames means the members couldn't save it and their lore#ends with the saddest ending ever like yeah sorry the apocalypse won#OR WHAT IF !!!!! they aren't the ones who can save the world they actually are the reason why it's ending like the masked ghost#actually created them to spread the virus and that would also explain them at the end of the trailer looking#at the burning shop without doing anything like they ARE alcot the meteor thats gonna destroy the world#but that would be too dark i know they're the heroes so it will have a happy ending#i have many theories but im starting to scare myself so ill shut up#pt
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not to be obnoxious but like. you people are mad at those watcher guys for making you pay for a subscription service. but you were all able to look past the fact that they had an entire series where they just made jokes about actual real life true crime cases. that makes sense
#i fucking DESPISE buzzfeed unsolved#they were so fucking tone deaf with how they handled their true crime shit it made me so fucking angry#like you guys claim to be against the commercialising of true crime but not when two haha funny little guys do it yeah ??#fuck you all actually those dudes were always trash#and i kept feeling insane for being bothered by it whilst everyone else was worshipping them#they went to the scene of the keddie cabin murders which is a case i studied back when i did forensic archaeology#and bear in mind that the daughter of that family is still alive#and they stood there next to this site where a family and their friend were stabbed to death and fucking laughed and made jokes#and people didn’t care just because the jokes were never directly at the expense of the victims as if that makes it ok ???#that woman is still fucking alive. can you fucking imagine if she’d seen that like how that would feel#i’m fucking tired of teaching people basic human decency when it comes to true crime fuck you people#and don’t get me wrong what those guys are doing now IS scummy#but like ?? compared to fucking making their entire success of goofing about at real fucking crime scenes ???? they were always trash
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i'd actually be pretty stoked about a 2024 release
#polin#bridgerton#close to polin week maybe#(if s3 is released prior to polin week the life of s3 will live on longer than just it's release date/week/month which is smart marketing)#it wouldn't have made sense to have two bridgerton series release in the same year#(there would have been a huge gap between the 2023 releases and the next seasons so spreading them out makes sense)#potentially all the strikes will be over and everyone's getting fair pay and allowed to promote to their hearts content#so many wins guys#trash talk
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rules: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. see which character is everyone's favorite!
tagged by: @artimidas
I think about my own characters way more than any characters in media so I started with what characters came to mind first and the first 3 were from obscure series while the last two would have been very well known so I decided to instead come up with total of 5 all from obscure series instead so it would be more balanced. I think my faves really rotate depending on what media I am currently consuming.. Only 1 of these has an anime let's see if that one wins.
Not gonna tag anyone, do it if you haven't done it yet.
#Tsuki ga Michibiku Isekai Douchuu#My Death Flags Show No Sign of Ending#Trash of the Count's Family#Moto Sekai Ichi'i Subchara Ikusei Nikki#RTA Sousha wa Game Sekai kara Kaerenai#let's get some activity in these tags idk if people even post in them#i don't do fandom other than i guess gw2#my favourites have in common: either really weird or are big planners and schemers#also hiding their true identity is a big one#the popular characters that popped into my mind next were danny fenton/phantom and invader zim#which are also part of the secret identity thing#anyway i wonder if anyone's gonna vote on these they're so obscure#really curious to see if they do get votes#do people know these guys at all#some of these come from light novels too but i read all of them in comic form only + also watched the one anime
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Wow, it's been a really long time since I've posted one of these, but I'm hoping doing so on the regular will keep me motivated to keep writing. I'm over half-way through my original timeline for Space Trash, so we're on the home stretch!
Here's a couple tiny blurbs from the main story of Space Trash and a tiny side project in the same AU.
“Who are you?” Jules asked with a confused frown. The recent events left her doubting he was even real. The man's eyebrows shot up. He transferred the massive hydrogen blade with its glowing edge to the opposite hand and offered the freed one to her. “King Alistair Theirin, monarch of the entire Fereldan system. We met a few hours ago, but it's fine. I've been told I'm a forgettable fellow.”
And from a side story:
He released her and started to roll his sleeves back down again. “You take care of the paint for me and I’ll go send Bull and the Chargers your way.” He started to walk away, then turned and walked backwards a few paces. “Oh, hey, is our bet still on?” “Absolutely. I can’t believe you think you’re gonna make money off that,” Jules scoffed. “I’m telling you,” Morgan said, shaking his head with a grin, “he’s gonna cry.”
#wip wednesday#space trash#jules and morgan trevelyan#making bull cry#king alistair is still the goofball we all know and love#special appearance by sparrow and fenris from wolf's consort in the next chapter!#(because i love them and couldn't not add them#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dragon age 2#the iron bull#oh shit i need to figure out how to get olivia in here too!!!
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#I’m not trashing Chardelia though I love them so much#it’s important to note that their names are never said in the musical though lmao#they’re literally just ‘the lesbians from next door’#but despite that they’re written pretty well imo#probably because they were written by a gay man#who did a pretty good job depicting misogyny and the pain of being a housewife#credit where credit’s due#and TO BE FAIR…the gay male couple in falsettos didn’t really get to exist. that’s all I’ll say. no spoilers here#my ramblings
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these are THE weirdest-shaped teapots I've ever seen. they're for my mum. :)
#the lighting in here isn't helping but that's all I got. so.#she found the kits in the trash and gave them to me like 'make this (the violets one) for me.'#...ok. get both. idiot.#a couple years back she bought me a big cross-stitch kit of a town that I forgot all about until last week#so uhhh I guess that's next after a quilt and some other minor fabric things for people
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I had to make this.
Duality lol
Hey if you see this post and you adore R.e.y, that's cool just leave me be, you're not gonna change my mind. I don't like her. Simply keep scrolling lol
#Padmé and Ani? top tier. inserting myself to kiss them both on the mouth happily in a poly ship with them#Rey and Kylo? trash. stay away from him. canon x canon can fight me I'll blast her into next week. get away from me and Kylo bye lol#DON'T ASK ME WHY! TO HELL IF I KNOW I JUST GET NO GOOD VIBES FROM SCAVENGER LADY LMAO#actually probably because i was pissed. i was expecting Finn an got Rey instead OTL womp womp#not takeover#actually there are a lot of reasons by fuck im not gonna list em I'll be here all night! LOL#by expecting finn i mean i expect him to be main character // force user :c
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Today got me all "Your heart beats twice. Like a fist."
#i hate my job#i hate my register coworker who is so incompetent it's not funny#i hate the customers who would have me reach down their throat to expand and contract their lungs for them if they could#i hate that my favorite manager is really sick and i hope beyond hope she makes a full recovery#i hate customers just shitting on the toilet seat and leaving beer cans all over the parking lot#i hate customers that tell me i should sweep their houses and throw out their trash next because im not white#YOUR HEART BEATS TWICE. LIKE A FIST
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I know I straight up disappeared for like... two weeks sos lol, but I've been putting my room together now I have a desk and a bed for the first time since I moved out of my student flat well over 18 months ago, and I have FINALLY got it all done (for now anyway, I'm absolutely skint this month and there's still a few things I need so I have to wait till I get some more money in a couple of weeks) and I'm sat writing at a DESK again and it's making me all 🥹🥹🥹
So yeah, I'm stuck at mum's for quite a while yet which I don't love but now I have my own space that's functional again, things aren't as bad as they could be 🥰🩵
#max rambles a lot#feeling very happy and content for a change#and also kind of relaxed which is sus and i don't trust it jdklfjldkg#i'm also off my meds which sounds like a bad thing but i actually feel better then when i was on them???#my sleep is trash now don't get me wrong but that's a temporary thing while i adjust to being off them#but yeah 2024 has been actually okay to start off with and it's got me nervous dkfljglfdkgd#just wish my besties hadn't moved further away so i could see them 🥺🥺 ah well next month we'll hang and it'll all be good
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