#and again absolute 0 pressure!!! if you are feeling shy thats fine!!!

[wille-zarr]

BABY, WE ALL CARE ABOUT IN FIELDS OF WHITE

im just shy to express it but, im super excited to read new chapters!

i also feel like, if i left you a thousand comments/ask about it, i would be making you feel pressured to update and its so not what i want to do :(

but i seriously looove the story and how you redact it, the characters, so friggin' much i feel i might combust every time i read it (cause, btw, ive re-read it like three times already, i just adore it)

i hope i don't freak you out with my obsession, sorry :)

-✨🐍

bruh i just about spit my water out i wasn't expecting such a fantastic response woofjfhs 😭😭😭

BE MY FOREVER FRIEND

Honestly though, I -T O T A L L Y- get feeling like "I will freak this author out if I let them know how much I loved/obsessed over/think about this fic." I often fell into the same line of thinking as a reader....

Until I started writing.

Then I was like..... oh. 😂

I think part of that fear comes from the fact that commenting on a fanfic/fanart feels so much more... personal than getting on twitter/tumblr and screaming about a giant billion dollar franchise. The difference is you know the fanfic writer/artist is going to see your comment... and maybe even respond!

And that can feel really intimidating. Especially for someone like me who obsesses over ever single social interaction they encounter. 😬

But, in my opinion, a story is a story, no matter what circumstances it was created under. And if it was shared online, it's because the creator invites any level of interaction! :D I mean, just look at the general fandom community! We have people pouring hundreds of hours into fanart, headcanons, etc. all for stories produced by giant corporations. Why? Because the fans are passionate! So, if you feel that same level of passion for a fanfic, THAT'S LIKE THE GREATEST HONOR EVER LIKE JSJDNS???? 🥺❤️

Anyway, I can only speak for myself, but just know that while I never expect, require, nor ask for comments, they truly do mean a lot to me. The fact is I do write faster when I get more comments. I write slower when I get less.

I've been feeling really... scared to post chapter 11. Scared I'd get zero comments. Scared no one cared.

But then you sent in these fantastic asks.

And you know what I'm about to do?

Stay up till 2AM writing with a huge grin on my face.

Because, hey! Someone cares. :)