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fucking hate twitter because I'm in two different fandoms. One of them has really cool stories, but if I scroll too far, I get HEY YOU ENJOY X THING??? HERE'S ALL THE REASONS YOU'RE A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!! THE ONLY WAY TO FIX THIS IS [redacted because Tumblr deserves better]
The other has pretty mid content, but important information that makes my life easier about events and updates in splatoon. The issue is that I don't have the motivation to delete my first account and I can't just uninstall Twitter outright because of account B. Honestly it's better to just not look because Twitter loves prancing around with its holier than thou attitude
Fuck twitter. Fuck Elon Musk, but also fuck the culture Twitter has developed. A Twitter refugee will never be truly welcomed on Tumblr because being on twitter requires a tolerance for some pretty heinous comments and the absolute worst of cancel culture.
Someone who belongs on Twitter is likely to agree with the sentiment that someone is a bad person for enjoying Harry Potter or dsmp or Homestuck or whatever other controversial fandom. They're the ones engaging in sexuality discourse.
It's just exhausting to deal with, and it's exhausting to have to get news over that platform because there's no other real way to do it. Nobody takes Tumblr seriously, reddit serves it's own purpose, YouTube, Instagram, and TikTok just won't work for that, and facebook is Facebook. Unfortunately Twitter isn't being replaced, so we have to deal with it
#I love you Splatoon#social media#Twitter#twitter culture#this is why we hate twitter#even without Elon musk#his name is so fucking stupid#I shouldn't have to scroll through your hate and calling me every name in the book#and accusing me of horrible things#and telling me to kill myself#just to get to the difference analysis between patches#honestly it's shit for my mental health but I need to stay up to date on challenges#like I hate TikTok too but at least TikTok keeps me coming back for the content#I dread logging onto tiktok because I know it'll suck away more time than I'm comfortable spending watching stupid videos#and I don't want to get called things that have historically sent me into DAYS LONG DEPRESSIVE SPIRALS on Twitter#fuck social media man#it's all bad#but Twitter is particularly evil#wait is this just me getting trauma from Twitter#don't let the Twitter bitches see this post they'll call me slurs and doxx me#reddit bitches are cool though#y'all are great here and I'm glad you're enjoying it
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i JUST realized this might be related to one of my other friends in the mvk fandom suddenly hardblocking me so uh
hey y'all! if you frequent the mvk tag, there is a regular blogger there who i will not name, but who has some sort of pathological attachment/obsession with me. they and i were tumblr mutuals but we were not close. we DM'd twice and had scattered interactions here and there.
they are accusing me of:
being abusive toward them
being otherwise cruel to them
being ableist against disabled folks who are high-support???
sending suibait/having my friends send suibait
probably other things.
EDIT: someone's informed me they're accusing me of posting private stuff from their vent account? the only account i know of theirs is the one we were mutuals on
i can't stress enough that none of this is true. there is no proof of it and if you press this person they will have none. all that happened was some time about a year ago when we were mutuals, i feared they might be vagueblogging about me when i was having depressive episodes and i sent them this message about it:
i was being honest here, but they then turned around and said i was spot on--they were vagueblogging about how badly they wanted me to shut the fuck up, stop whining, etc (paraphrasing, but that was the vibe exactly) every time i needed social support. they have since deleted their message admitting to this. i am so sorry i cannot prove it.
since then multiple mutual friends of ours have unfollowed them because they squat on ym blog and, again, pathologically blog about me. they revel and make posts about "justice" and "karma" whenever i am upset on here. they scream and yell and cry whenever i am happy. they have admitted to wanting to convince their mutuals to abandon me:
again, i can't prove this is about me but i have a lot of testimonials from people who noticed this being in both our circles and can vouch for it. initially i was just going to roll my eyes and move on but i think they might be telling other people i'm some horrible fucking abuser who mistreated them when i wasn't even close enough to them to do so.
anyways, sorry to everyone who tracks the tag! i don't know how to prove that i didn't hurt this person. but... like... if they approach you, please do your best to use best judgement and consider the facts in front of you.
again, i will not be naming them. this is not a callout post. this is a preventative measure, because i am a traumatized wreck and i really cannot deal with things of this nature.
#manfred von karma#wordy wendy#literally someone in the mvk fandom who i never had a bad interaction with#just suddenly blocked me out of the blue#and i was heartbroken and reached out with no response#it happens to me p often but it seemed particularly random...#and then by chance i stumbled upon this blog#whose vent tag has hundreds upon HUNDREDS of posts about me despite not having spoken to me in almost a year#and i know they are friends#so i am like. 90% sure they accused me of some horrible shit in private#given how much they post about wanting to turn all our mutual friends against me#really ugly behaviour overall. their vent tag is full of some absolutely reprehensible things.#including talking about how much they hate minorities#and very thinly-veiled posting about how they want palestinians to die and suffer#because theyre tired of seeing donations#i do not know how a person like this slipped into my circle back then#they seemed normal when we first met and just kinda... i don't know. i'm not going to speculate on what changed.
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i am once again disappointed but not surprised at the COD fandom only caring about “sensitivity” when it’s convenient for them
#telling people it’s morally wrong to simp for makarov#whilst simping for graves or valeria#or ANY character in this damn series#just shows that you only give a shit about ‘sensitivity’ when it doesn’t inconvenience you#‘but he’s bad :(’ my brother in christ. let’s talk about western militaries#price nikolai and gaz literally kidnapped and tortured an innocent woman and child#the UK and US militaries have DEVASTATED vulnerable countries#y’all wanna talk about sensitivity?? then acknowledge how even the ‘good’ characters like the 141 are shitty!#none of these characters are good people!#i cannot stress this enough. eliminating characters because they’re ‘problematic’ eliminates the entire cast. every single one of them.#MAYBE farah would be safe?? i’m not knowledgeable enough to say for certain. but everyone else— 141. los vaqueros. laswell. alex. nikolai. +#valeria. graves. every last warzone operator. EVERY single character is ‘off-limits’ with that logic.#COD fandom is also horribly racist despite pretending it’s not. notice how people only talk about this when it’s white folks being impacted#no one gave a shit when a middle eastern woman and child were kidnapped and tortured. or when fans were romanticizing cartel violence.#or how the SAS CIA and Delta Force have histories of terrorizing vulnerable people; especially in the middle east and asia#i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again before anyone accuses me of smth false:#sensitivity is important. it can co-exist with letting people enjoy problematic things. the source itself is problematic —#ergo. everything that comes from it (even the ‘good’ things) is as well.#you can’t cherry pick which characters people are allowed to be critical of. you can have your faves and have the ones you dislike#but don’t act like you’re doing something noble when your sensitivity is biased.#sylph.talks
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I had been worried that cutting my dad off and distancing myself from him would put me in a difficult position with his side of the family but I've actually reconnected with a couple family members over how shitty he's been and it turns out I'm not the first one to stop talking to him, he's been blocked by like two of my aunts And my cousin
#my cousin texted me out of nowhere yesterday and we've been chatting which has been really nice#and I asked her like btw did my dad send you to talk to me and shes like oh God no I haven't talked to him since he got drunk and rampaged#and I was like oh which time and she's like the one a couple months ago and I was like ayy me too lmao#so! turns out the only person who is straining and breaking familial relationships is him 🤔#not that he'll ever see the pattern that his sister and aunt and two of his nieces AND his ex wife/baby mama AND his own kid#have told him to get his shit together and stop being an asshole to everyone#but yknow#if he stopped drinking it'd solve 25% of his problems and therapy would solve another 50%#but he refuses to stop drinking or listen to anyone but other brainwashed trumpheads so! fuck 'im#dad mention#alcohol mentioned#anyway. feeling better about my choice to stop talking to him#he went off on my mom today and called her a lot of horrible things and accused her of leading him on#when she has actively been telling him since they got divorced TEN YEARS AGO that nothing is ever happening w them again#but since he doesn't listen to her he didn't hear it and just dug his pity party hole deeper#anyway. back to my night having a nice time and having a good relationship with basically everyone else in my family#unlike some people 🍵 🐸
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also idk...... soviet vinci i guess
#noooo fr i shouldn't associate him with mr. Basilashvili. bc then i'll like frank more (than i do now)#although the characters he played at that time are more suited to carlo. sly ambitious disgusting etc#no this made me remember that when whe jokingly discussed m2 soviet au i said that vinci should be georgian#so he could accuse carlo of lobbying for the armenian ssr#no when i think bout this clown au i start to actually want to see such media (game would be awesome)#like yeah yeah ussr dictatorship stalin etc etc but like it's not the only thing that's horrible and disgusting bout ussr there's more!🤩#anyway
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Stanning these three characters is just resigning myself to being permanently in the trenches
this is also how i realize all three of their moms got killed in violent ways by powers that are far out of their control, leaving them broken and questioning all of their life.
LIKE HIS MOM DIED! IT'S A MIRACLE NONE OF THEM EXPLODED THE WORLD.
#yoshino junpei#jiang cheng#jay nakamura#they bring me so much joy#but the fandom reaction is 'if you like them you are a fucking idiot'#all three of them get accused of horrendous crimes#yes they did a few questionable things BUT THERE WERE EXTENUATING AND HORRIBLE CIRCUMSTANCES
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do you ever think about right after v kisses kerry how he says w dazed disbelief he wants this gorgeous moment to last forever to a dying man and johnny’s remark about ‘kerry never did get it. only one thing worse than unfulfilled dreams— dreams that come true’ and how quietly gutted he sounds and then you think about how how kerry’s always wanted to get with johnny and how kerry only romances male v because it unconsciously or not fits into that fifty year old want for johnny or do you do yo u… do you
#cp 2077#johnny silverhand#kerry eurodyne#silverdyne#silvervdyne#‘johnnys talking about Kerry’s career’ TO YOU!!#i mean. ugh hes self-centered enough that even after all of Kerry’s confessions and admittance he likes the spotlight#sure. johnny can be like. hes lying lol he hates being famous.#this is a dream come true turned bad. which is. missing the plot of kerry exorcism of johnnys ghost#but truly kerry doesnt hate being famous#i think he hates certain parts but he likes people hearing him sing he likes the reach#and its far enough in the plot johnny has some empathy#and hes self centered but hes not stupid#and THEN taking into account those cut lines after v fucks kerry. oooooh boy.#if johnnys being self-centered its because his line is referring to himself because how long has HE been waiting to kiss kerry#and how horrible is this dream finally realized#as an engram in another mans body#anyway call me Pepe Silvia the way im making these baseless accusations and connections#im very close to being finished w my dark matter rewrite and replaying every iteration of the talk w kerry#made me feel things……..
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me: hermes is a painfully accurate example of how some ways of defending yourself against certain kinds of insidious emotional abuse, gaslighting, ableism, and therapy speak can warp you into a person whose learned helplessness and lack of perspective can result in doing really shitty things, and who passes that abuse along in different forms (hi meteion) + lashes out in disproportionate ways + can be deeply hypocritical.
me: as a disabled person in a society where our systemic mass murder via pressure into government-sanctioned suicide is on the rise, the ancients' society is beyond fucking upsetting to me. i have zero sympathy for anything to do with them pre-apocalypse except for the effects of living in that system.
me: that said, they are a good opportunity to remind oneself that there are children in that burning building; that a society being fucked does not mean they deserve to be wiped out; and that that does not mitigate the harm they do, nor mean that its victims are not allowed to be angry or resist it, including the victims inside it.
me, booboo the fool: oh, this youtube essay about hermes looks interesting--
#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv hermes#heeeellllllppppppppp#i haven't even been looking for discourse in fact i have been trying to avoid it#i just wanted hermes meta and every other site i've so much as glanced at for it so far has been This#hermes is so so fucked up and so interesting#and Relatable in so many ways which simultaneously are incredibly validating; and can make for an uncomfortable look in the mirror#and people trying to like. diagnose him with NPD and say he's The Worst Ever Actually and is basically 'they all hated me' goob#while saying things like 'i can't be ableist i have depression'#and while accusing anyone who says the ancients did anything actually wrong at all of being anti-indigenous genocide apologists#is so much. it's So Much. oh my god#anyway i have been greatly enjoying this game and it is incredibly refreshing to see this kind of thing represented and called out lmao#FFtag#ffxivtag#genocide cw#abuse cw#abuse denial cw#abuse apologia cw#gaslighting cw#ableism cw#the salt files#(also god don't get me started on hyth/lodaeus people who do this Love Him and Think He's Super Sweet and Gay)#(when he is a horrible person in specific ways that make my skin crawl right off my body. the way he talks about meteion jesus christ)#(if your blorbo is fucked up that's fine but GOOOOOOD GOD)#warning: worm grass#endwalker spoilers
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also another thing, I think its so annoying when people are mad about how steve treated nancy in s2. he literally tried his best, what do they expect? him to be some kind of expert therapist who knows exactly how to deal with someone who lost her best friend?? he tried to help her in the way he thought was right.
exactly.
he was a great boyfriend in season 2. he was there for her, he supported her in the way he knows.
nancy and steve differ when it comes to dealing with their trauma. nancy wanted revenge, she wanted justice.
steve wanted to keep her and their families safe. his instincts are always to protect. that's a key character trait of him imo.
he has shown amazing growth, he has apologized for so many things which some of them were unnecessary, yet they still chose to focus on his past but God forbid if someone mentions the flaws of any other character.
#im so fed up its not even funny#they will immediately label you with names and accuse you of horrible things bc you disagree with them#and you can never be right when talking to them#anyways#steve harrington they could never make me hate you#steve harrington#answered#anonymous
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Are you pro-ai art? Because that one "copyright art style" post you reblogged is in defense of ai art, by an ai "artist"
my feelings for this are more nuanced but in general I'm vehemently against AI "art" in it's current state (I had my art that was A GIFT FOR A FRIEND used in an data set and I hated it) because of the unethical nature of how they generate shit in the first place.
HOWEVER. I think "making art style copyrights" a thing will objectively make things even worse. I've seen petty internet drama over "art style theft" and frankly I'd rather it stay petty internet drama only.
I didn't know the post was by someone who uses AI but I still agree with it.
#asks#anonymous#also imo the post isn't even in defense of ai art but rather 'strict laws on art style will be bad in the long run'#shit i have alot of thoughts on ai image generators and really.#the debate of 'is this True Art™' is not my top priority. I don't think it's 'real' art!!! but there are more important things to focus on!#like the fact that this shit is built on massive amounts of theft#and is also enabling horrible things and making the misinformation crisis EVEN WORSE#god. 'are you pro-ai art' i didn't spend 10+ years drawing just to be asked this. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#anon im going to assume good faith that you're being completely sincere but that accusation hit me like a punch
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acc so fucked ppl out there hate me so much they are spending their days sending me tonnes of hate like genuinely seek employment or better yet stop being a pussy n say this shit to my face
#sorry i'm grrrrr#like very grrrrr#the internet is full of horrible dickheads#and i would understand me getting hate if i genuinely was the things i get accused of but guess what i'm not#ffs i'm 20 years old leave me be wtf is ppl's problem#attacking me like
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if you think shen jiu is “a rancid, horrible, radioactive level toxic of a man” fine, whatever, but please use an “anti” or “negativity” tag and not his primary tag. thank you!
As per suggestion I have removed it solely bc it might make people uncomfortable.
But also WHAT. DID YOU NOT READ THE DAMN POST HE IS CANONICALLY THAT.
#speechless.jpeg???????#anon he IS horrible. bc he abuse bingge what#and i EXPLICITLY said that i will fight poeple who woobify him.#bc of this i will need to clarify the deepest secret ive ever had in my stupid life:#yes. i am a shen jiu liker. his horrible aura and shitty demeanor captured me like a scientist to an interesting radioactive rock#HE HAS LAYERS AND IT WASN'T EXPLORED ENOUGH IN CANON#I wanna bite him so bad i wanna shake him like bones in my mouth#we could do so many things with his backstory and pidw canon!!!!! like fuck?? his view of himself is so so skewed#if i could ever write anything i wanna put him in therapy. lets go babygirl im dragging u to therapy#dont you DARE accuse me of being his anti or negativity or whatever when i was busy thinking about how can i make him and yqy in character#like actually thats so hard? both has different level of frequency and it hurtssssss#am i a shen jiu liker? yes. is he an asshole? yes.#he needs to stay that way even after slef discovery bc cang qiong need one sharp tongued full of suspicion and quick witted peak lord and#its not gonna be yqy#[borealis.mail]
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so...if you want to share with the class, what exactly did you say to cause all of this?
asking for, ehem, science!
i didn’t say anything specifically, i simply said i would defend berry after what she tweeted because berry is a dear friend and i truly don’t think there’s anything wrong with what he said <3
i have made many many dear friends from dnptwt and i am not leaving that platform, but im excited to have this account too :33
#i woke up to about 5 ngls telling me i’m mentally ill for supporting her#and what has come out of the whole situation has been so toxic and violent and disgusting i’m just sick of it all#i reblogged a post earlier that explained perfectly how i feel about the#you shouldn’t post things that dnp can see🤓👆#argument#so i won’t try to explain why i don’t see what’s wrong with what berry posted#also the person making wild accusations about berry is a vile human being and has made that environment feel horrible for many many people#including a good friend of mine#anyway i’ll stop yapping#em answers#i guess that’ll be my ask tag#i missed u tumblr
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tfw you're just checking on a blog you enjoyed casually looking at after a long while cuz someone reminded you about it, looking for anything new that might catch your eye, only to then read a rant about yourself/your blog/your content with accusations that just prove they glanced over your stuff w/o actually looking at it properly-
again, just about the entire branding/servitude thing and the either baby reader or baby mk that's literally not even more than fun little what-if ideas.
and there was me thinkin i might wanna audition as a va for them if they ever needed help or anythin, but that idea sunk and the amount of respect i had for their own work went down the drain.
now excuse me, i gotta go back to work cuz i just wasted my lunchbreak typing this out.
just like my disclaimer from my old rant post, i'll be deleting anyone's messages if they try to argue with me about this shit again, cuz as stated before, this type of drama is literally giving me genshin twitter vibes.
it ain't my fault if my stuff got recommended to you and you don't like it. i already stopped using the lmk tag as much because of those anons from a while ago.
idm it if peeps have more of a weaker tolerance level towards others wanting to have a good time playing with literal legos in a way they don't like it, but i also don't want people to talk smack about others' work and call it disgusting just because it's not their cup of tea.
let people play with their legos while you play with your own legos, simple as that-
i'll just leave it at that. don't go after anyone involved either as i hate seeing this type of shit get dragged on. especially if it's all, again, opinion-based.
#emelin rambles#rant#this post doesn't count as rant tbh#it's more of me venting tbh cuz i lowkey feel betrayed#but i'mma still tag it just so peeps can find my own rant about some previous accusations from a while ago#actually just about the same accusations minus nezha and i guess the religion part idk#i already put my points about it there- if i ever necessarily have to then i'll just add points#but i also don't wanna spoil the entire actual fuckin lore on the au just cuz some peeps are jumping the gun on things#just because it's “not accurate to the source material” or a “horrible thing in history”#i'm literally not going out of my day to ruin people's days#like- branding and the servant vibe is literally just a nitpick#considering we're talking about literal lego figurines that were made to be merchandise#i'll just leave it at that cuz i did talk about the entire topic of literal fictional characters already#november incident
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myrkul: hi I'm an unambiguously evil death god of cruelty and suffering who has never had anything to do with you until right this moment, would you like to align yourself with me in exchange for the power to win this midtier combat you're already in the middle of winning and no other clear benefits whatsoever
eachthighern: um hey hi it's me your current patron, you know, the good god of protection and light who has only ever given you unwavering strength and hope and support through all your darkest hours and also extraordinarily powerful magic powers and the ability to heal? I am still here and have never stopped being here and I love you very specifically and personally? remember?
the warlock: hmm..... hmmmmmmm
#THIS CAMPAIGN MAKES ME CRAZYYYY#after the session: oh if we'd played last week [when my mental health was a little worse] she would have absolutely taken that offer#AGSKFLDHSSJ WOULD SHE? HAVE?? WHY???? TO WHAT END-- WHAT WAS THERE TO BE GAINED!!!#yeah idk if I was feeling just a leetle more Dramatique I would have turned evil for no particular reason at the slightest opportunity 😌#she keeps (lovingly!) accusing justin of running such a GRIMDARK DRAMATIC CAMPAIGNNN AAUUUGHH#and justin's just sitting here like 😶#all the dark stuff we encounter almost always resolves on a note of hope and of the triumph of light over darkness#the central themes of this campaign are hope in the face of despair and the strength found in love and camaraderie#and he's VERY GOOD at playing out and reinforcing those themes!! SHE keeps defaulting to HEAVY DESPAIR over problems SHE MADE UP#why!!! would you be tempted by the evil god who was offering you functionally nothing!!!#like forget 'oohh a tragedy' that's not even a narratively compelling temptation!!!#she roleplays her like a Good Person™ who's so Tortured by The Horrors that The Trauma is Pushing Her Down A Dark Path#but in the actual game we just? keep having unambiguous wins and everyone is nice to her and supports her??#she is inventing the horrors in her own brain. babe if you considered even for a second taking that deal#when your current patron who has never let you down was literally also right there and the deal was for absolute peanuts#well I think you are just simply not a good person#which might be one thing but I don't think she (the player) REALIZES that she's roleplaying just... kind of a shitty person actually#she thinks she's roleplaying a Good Person who's being corrupted by how horrible her life is but it's like. literally not. like at all#exhausting. EXHAUSTING. THIS CAMPAIGN IS SO STRESSFUL FOR NO REASON AUUGHH
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I need to finally learn that I'm not responsible for other people's emotions and actions... Why is that so hard lol
#my dad#but also other situations lately#it's not my job to make everyone happy#but if you grow up with an alcoholic parent that can be a hard thing to learn#in therory i learned it 15 years ago in therapy#but i still fall back into my old ways when i think i've upset someone#i mean situations where i haven't actually done anything wrong#i just didn't act the way someone wanted or expected me to act#and they lash out at me or make unfair accusations#and i automatically apologize and feel horrible and just want to make it better#i need to learn to stop and reflect#and stand up for myself instead of automatically accepting 100% of the blame#personal
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