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On Abigail and Shawn's Relationship (Psych)
~By someone who's only halfway through Psych~
I actually really liked Abigail and her place in Psych. She's obviously a tie to Shawn's past, but I think she plays an important part beyond just being an obstacle for Shules. For one thing, she feels like a fleshed out character. She has a personality, and while it feels like it's meant to bounce off Shawn's, very similar humor-wise imo, it still very much feels like her own; she has her own ambitions and her own life outside of Shawn and Psych. She likes people, she believes in education, she's a teacher, these are all aspects of her that come out in her time on the show (trying to fix Henry and Shawn's relationship (which I address a lil in the tags), otherwise respecting Shawn's distance, going to her teacher conference instead of the skiing trip, leaving for Uganda for an opportunity she's wanted for six years). She's also still clearly affected by the fact that Shawn had stood her up way back in high school, and this connection is what makes her such an important character for Shawn's development, imo.
Abigail is her own person, but she also serves as a waypoint for Shawn. He gets to fix his mistake of standing her up, and he also learns how to function in a long-term relationship. While admittedly having the relationship start with a "Gus, I can totally do it, watch this" isn't the best, it's reasonable for his character and serves as a wonderful beginning point for his maturation arc. Throughout the relationship, Gus (and company) helps Shawn navigate the differences between a fling and a long-term relationship. He starts to mature and understand that he has to check in with Abigail, he has to make dates and stick with them, he has to have mature conversations with her, he has to respect her time, etc.
Furthermore, it also helps Abigail get over said past mistake. She gets to take her relationship with Shawn one step further, feel it out, see how it would have gone, as Shawn progresses from child-like understanding of relationships to a more mature, grown-up perspective. His repeated showing up, starting from the moment he turned down Juliet in the drive-in because he had a standing date with Abigail (even though he was in love with Juliet at the time; honestly one of the biggest bullets dodged in the show; I have never seen a situation handled so neatly. There was no two-timing, no lying (well, minor lying to Abigail, ig), and they really tried to reinforce their platonic relationship instead of ignoring a possible wedge between them. It was so... refreshing.) I would bargain actually heals something in Abigail, showing her that Shawn is willing to step up as well as that Abigail is someone worth showing up for. It isn't as clear an arc for her, but I'd wager it's there, at least in the background, which is what makes their relationship so interesting.
In the end, the relationship works as a waypoint for the both of them. Shawn learns what it means to be in a long-term relationship, preparing him for a future with Juliet. In return, Abigail has a chapter of her life closed on a high note and is able to move on with her life without the what-ifs and emotional burdens of her past.
#I started writing this half-way through season 4 after Abigail left for Uganda#gonna go back and look at it once I finish (the show or their relationship I'm not sure) (edit: I have looked after s4; I think it's good??#maybe this was on my mind because a friend of mine just recently got out of a long relationship#and I was helping rationalize by saying that the relationship served as a waypoint for the both of them#a sort of growth period and now they have to grow separately#and the psych relationships. were just??#like I love Shawn and Juliet so much don't get me wrong. but??? as far as “we're pushing off this ship so anyway have another ship” ships g#ABIGAIL AND SHAWN ACTUALLY WORKED SO WELLL???#like I know I just literally wrote an essay on why#BUT IT WAS SO REFRESHING???#I liked Abigail?? I thought she was great?? She didn't have any crap with Juliet or anyone else either which was fantastic???#AND SHAWN TURNING DOWN JULIET IN THE DRIVE IN#like devastating obviously but#OH MY GOSH ANY OTHER SHOW AND IT WOULD HAVE CAUSED SUCH MASSIVE PROBLEMS#either shawn and juliet would've gotten together on the side and it would've been a whole thing or abigail would've gotten her heart broken#again (either bc she was stood up again or bc she was being cheated on) or it would've been some weird wedge btwn shawn and jules too long#BUT IT WASN'T!?!?! Shawn told her that it was literally bad timing (that's it) and Juliet took it so well and then Abigail got her date and#yeah part of me believes that Shawn should have politely let her go after the drive-in date#but even so they're relationship was so healthy and wholesome??? like?? if not Shules then Shawn/Abigail FOR SURE!!!!#gosh I fuck with this show SO. HARD.#psych 2006#shawn spencer#abigail lytar#juliet ohara#shawn and gus#shabby#I think is the ship name which is so funny because it really is a “not too shabby” ship XD XD#also I know some ppl have issues with Abigail going and meeting with Henry anyway but for some reason I think that also works for her?? lik#she's a teacher; she talks to the parents if a kid is acting a way ofc if Shawn doesn't want to discuss it she'll go directly to the parent#just yelling into the void
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ahhhhh there is ten. by nine, hello david. god he looks so damn young this is almost weird.
but i missed him <3
#alex yells at the void#no one crucify me but i will skip martha yes i know i'm sorry she's AMAZING but i just. can't#gonna do rose and then donna and then i'll loop back to tenthree#can't believe that man gets THREE doctors like damn girl
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I didn't want to say anything but since people have kinda calmed down:
I think some people don't realize (and I don't want to say "or don't care" but ya know...) that Damien doesn't want to be just associated with Smosh? Like he even has a rule on his streams about it lol
So like when people were sort of demanding(?) answers or reactions from him (or anyone really) it was super weird...
no matter how close they are (or how close we think they are) we are not entitled to know everything and they don't need to talk to us about their private lives,, even more so Damien who is very private 😬
And obviously he doesn't need me, a stranger, to defend him, and I'm not, I just didn't like seeing how weird and invading people were being :/
#i dont even know if to tag this blegh i really don't want to get into a discussion#i just wanted to yell this into the void#before smosh i have NEVER been in such an invasive parasocial fandom..#let's just say I'm experiencing a lot of new things being in this fandom#and most of it has been unfortunately shitty#like i want to get along with people but after this situation?#might have to step back lol#I'm gonna keep doing my own thing#I'll still post fanart and talk about stuff that happens here and there#but MAN this fandom is exhausting#i gotta get back to sonic or animal crossing or anything else#gonna keep reading dunmesh to clear my head#there that's finally off my chest#g chat
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sticks & stones (pit babe ficlet)
so there's nothing I love more right now than the pit babe polycule of kenta/kim/winner/dean, and @le-trash-prince said "I bet Kenta is the one to lick Dean’s wounds when Winner pushes too hard with his verbal roughhousing." this isn't really anything but it's something, you know?
dean-centric, rated g
It's Kenta that comes after him. Of course it's Kenta.
They'd been having fun, all of them; half-watching a bad movie and mostly just talking, Winner and him trading little love-bites of insults back and forth under Kim's indulgent gaze. And then with a slow gradual ooze like warm honey, it had slipped into something not fun, and Dean just--- He just had to get out of there quick.
It's dark out on the balcony off his and Kim's bedroom. Dean leans against the railing and tries to time his breathing to the red-light cycle at the nearest intersection, two floors and a hundred metres away. The flame of Kenta's lighter is a tiny blinding thing.
"I thought you told P'Kim you were quitting," Dean says. It comes out far more level than he'd feared. He hadn't been crying, not really, but Winner's words are still stinging in his chest.
Dean doesn't mind the smoking, not really. His dad, from what little he remembers of the man, was a smoker. There's a long-ago deep hidden feeling of comfort that comes creeping out when he smells nicotine. And he likes watching Kenta go through the little rituals that come with the act: the way he flicks the lighter on-off twice before touching the flame to his cigarette, how he always selects his next smoke from the middle of the pack instead of the edge.
Kenta takes another drag with a shrug of one shoulder. He blows the smoke away from Dean. "I will when Winner does."
Dean snorts inelegantly. "P'Winner says quitting goes against his name."
"Winner says a lot of shit," Kenta says. It's as pointed as he ever gets.
Someone impatient blows through the next red light to a chorus of horns. Their neighbour has turned on her <i>going out dancing</i> playlist. Kenta's free hand comes to rest, heavy and warm, on the back of Dean's neck.
"I know." Dean slumps sideways, just enough that Kenta understand he's supposed to hold tighter. "I know, I'm just being dumb."
He feels dumb. He feels the gap in years between them all most keenly at times like this. Getting all worked up about Winner saying something slightly mean, hurting Dean's <i>feelings</i>, when Kenta carries scars on his skin from what he's had to deal with. When Kim was beaten up and locked away just for caring about someone other than himself.
Winner didn't even look like he cared when Dean insulted him back.
"You're not dumb," Kenta refutes, the same steel in his voice as what he carries in his ramrod straight spine. He tugs Dean in a bit closer. A slight weight on the top of Dean's head, his hair ruffling slightly when Kenta breathes out slowly. He smells like nicotine and the beer Kim had been drinking. He tastes like all three when Dean twists around to pull him in.
"Thank you," Deans tells the shadows and reflected lights over Kenta's face. The hand on the back of his neck tightens once more.
#my fic#pit babe#kentadean#in this particular instance but it's overall#kentakimwinnerdean#I'm just gonna keep calling it#pit babe polycule#for lack of easier shorthand#is this anything? I yell into the void
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random grudge thoughts and stuff time
Jawsh is like, a geyser of negative opinions about stuff? I don't hate him and I don't seek out his vids but my BF watches him so
Like, take how he calls Omori "Objectively Bad?" I get not liking RPGs. I get not caring for the psychological horror elements. I even somewhat get laughing because of how ridiculously over-the-top the final boss is. If you're simple about the obvious non-dialogue character development portrayed multiple times through various different interactions that you didn't do, it seems quite extreme. After all, "well that makes Sunny a murderar!one1111" Like. The game explicitly shows that teenagers in fits of rage do stupid things. Just a day before (in-game) Aubrey pushes Basil off the pier. Does that make her a full-throated murderer; while she stands there paralyzed by what she just did as Sunny tries to rescue Basil? If Hero wasn't there it'd be worse on Aub's part, since both Basil and Sunny would have drowned. So clearly the game uses the actions of the characters to try and illustrate how, if you were put under the right stress you'd fuck up too. I don't think Sunny or Basil are close to innocent, of course, but they were dumb kids who were forced into impossible situations to deal with. Either way, I would understand his distaste if, you know, he actually just accepted he has no real reason to dislike it. He just does and that?? is okay?? But every reason he posits as to why it sucks ends up being the most subjective opinions possible. I don't know if he just does this to annoy people but it gives "POPULAR THING BAD" so hard. Like, due what Vinny did with Undertale and Persona 5 and just turn it into a joke that "you'll play it :)" one day and meme the spam of it. Maybe I'm just missing something /gen He just seems like he genuinely has a seething hatred for a... game. It's not perfect and I like it's "objective flaws" as he puts it. He seems so irony-pilled it acts like a Redditor Mod Aura of Repulsion™
#jawsh#sdmp jawsh#its jawsh#omori#thoughts#tumblr#yelling into the void#idk#shitpost#grudge#bf explains it to me by saying he's prolly exaggerating but I can usually TELL when someone is being facetious#it's actually impossibly easy to REALLY convey sarcasm#you get me#it's so easy#so easy you can just say obviously false things about a given truth and not have to put /s#I dunno#I'm gonna cope#coping and seething mayhaps; even malding#omori sunny#omori basil#headspace#RANT#opinion#not even to get started on his other content where he just sits there and complains about his new favorite thing to dislike vocally.
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Unfortunately for everyone new here this is exactly what brought my muse back so she is more obnoxious than she's ever been.
#Ooc#I'm sorry to anyone who's been following me thinking you're gonna get anything quality.#We don't believe in that here.#She's just a blend of shorsey and Alexis from shitts creek#But like she kills people so ya know. Villain#Ok I'm done shit posting and yelling into the void tonight I swear to God
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haven't left the house yet to undertake the phone swap bs that's likely gonna be done today, but fuckkkk am i dreading it so muchhhh--
#{|ooc post|}#likely gonna delete this later-- but for now i just needed to yell it into the void hhhh#i mean-- i'm trying not worry too much-- since i know they should be able to transfer all my stuff (or at least a majority)#but at the same time-- my brain hates change like this with a passion lmao-- (such as me dragging ass on moving to using my current laptop)#so like that's got me way more fucked up than it probably should--#in addition to being annoyed that i'll have to go and log in to a bunch of my apps again afterwards-- e A e''
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#ha not me venting on main again#but ya know its good to get feelings out and all that and idk sometimes you have to do that by yelling them into the void of tumblr#I know I bitch a lot about being lonely but god I think I officially am gonna start hating the holidays#cause nothing and I mean nothing is more lonely feeling inducing than sitting here bored out of my mind and depressed at the same time#all cause I don't have anyone all my friends everyones off doing stuff with family with their parents and im not#i lost my mom when I was a lot younger and i lost my dad this past February so im just alone#idk im just upset at the world and very lonely rn I know it'll pass but god it hurts#I just feel suffocatingly alone I guess everyone I consider my found family is busy with their real families and I'm just here without that#I'm just idk were emotioning I guess who knows maybe I'll channel it into something productive#to be deleted eventually#....
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The absolutely unhinged cuteness aggression I get when gale uses those puppy dog eyes 😭 how am I supposed to NOT simp for this man???
#RRAAAAHHHHH#Sorry just have to yell into the void for a hot second#I swear I'm fine haha :')#bg3 gale#bg3#I'm gonna rip my mattress in half at some point I swear
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Some notes on my au/Slenderbros headcanons
The Operator and Slenderman are two separate entities. They're both eldritch horrors, but the Operator is far more malevolent and nasty, going out of his way to torment people until they eventually break and "transform" into his proxies. Whereas Slender is just kinda vibing.
The Operator, Slenderman, Trenderman, Splendorman, and Offenderman are all part of the same "species," whatever the hell that may be, but are not brothers. The latter four collaborate with each other on occasion and won't correct you if you do mistakenly refer to them as "brothers," but they will be incredibly offended if you associate them with the Operator. They cannot stand him and the feeling is mutual.
The quartet, while still being powerful, are all far weaker than the Operator as well. The Operator feeds off of negative energy which he sows by stalking and torturing his victims - which can be adults or even children, he isn't picky - and reaps by either "proxifying" the strong ones or slaughtering and eating the weak ones. Viciously. This greatly disturbs and even disgusts them.
So they're not senseless killers by any means, but they're not exactly morally upstanding either (except for maybe Trender). Slender has an entire mansion dedicated to housing and protecting lone killers, monsters and poltergeists. The Human Realm and the Monster Realm are incompatible with each other in his eyes, and he wants to give them a place to call home now that they have "rejected their humanity." He won't outright harm them himself, but he absolutely won't hesitate to ban anyone who disturbs the peace. When it comes to outsiders, however, he can get... violent. He'll just scare off any curious human who gets too close without physically hurting them, but anyone with foul intentions will be disposed of immediately. There's a reason the SCP Foundation hasn't been able to lay a hand on him.
Trender is an odd case, an outcast even among his "brothers." He fully embraces his humanity and is infatuated with human culture and behavior. In fact, most of his time is spent in the Human Realm in a more, shall we say socially acceptable form. He loves his brothers dearly, but unfortunately due to their limited emotional capacity, the feeling cannot be fully returned, although Splendor tries, at least.
Speaking of which... Splendor is a guardian entity of sorts with the sole purpose of protecting children. He has a unique ability that essentially "blesses" any child he comes in contact with. If a deathly sick child is suddenly cured, or if a depressed child is somehow happy and smiley out of seemingly nowhere, you can safely bet that they have been visited by Splendor. On the flip side, he is the most brutal and violent out of the four, and won't think twice to tear apart anyone or anything who dares harm a child. That being said, he absolutely despises Laughing Jack and Mr. Widemouth, and is the reason why Candle Cove eventually went off the air, although how he managed to accomplish this is still unknown.
(Let me get one thing straight. This is a fandom built around horror, gore, and topics that generally make one uncomfortable. However, there are some lines I just won't cross, and SA is one of them. So, here's my version of Offender.)
Like Trender, Offender is also one who indulges in the luxuries of the Human Realm, but unlike the former, he never sticks around. He is, for lack of a better word, a "player." He lives for passion and debauchery, and sees no reason to waste his endless years cooped up in a mansion or babysitting children all day. Every night is filled with drinking, gambling, and sex with any woman who is interested, in some cases (well, many cases) more than one at once. In his opinion, women are the best thing humanity has to offer. He is not a predator, though. It's unknown how the unfortunate nickname was bestowed upon him, but he hates it with a passion. Why would he force himself on someone when their enthusiastic consent and eagerness for him is part of how fucking sexy they are? Anyways, don't think that makes him an saint. He'll still leave the second the sun begins to rise. Commitment isn't exactly his forte.
#creepypasta#au#headcanons#the operator#slenderman#slenderverse#splendorman#trenderman#offenderman#i feel like i'm just gonna be yelling into the void#but my creepypasta brain cell just fired up and i'm gonna make it everyone's problem
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Me, upon receiving one (1) SORTA mean, maybe-off comment out of hundreds of super nice comments that I love, now staring for even MORE hours at the draft of the next chapter I need to write: Well, fuck. Now what? Also Me, .02 seconds later, gritting my teeth and strategizing: Well, I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for ME. This is MY fanfic. People can think what they like--
#so anyway I got a comment that had my biting nails and thinking about characterization for the next thousand years#it wasn't even aimed at me it was just a stupid decision that I had the character make#which I did on purpose#but it got me so riled up and IT WASN'T EVEN AT ME#like.#damn.#wtf.#I'm fine now I freaked out over it yesterday I think#maybe the day before#we're strategizing and using it as a learning experience#it's prompted me to start thinking about an area of the story that I hadn't yet#so that's good#hot damn I knew there was gonna be unkind criticism but this wasn't even criticism towards me#and yet it felt like a backhand next time I remembered it#praying that anyone who sees this can take criticism better than me <3#fuck.#well#found something to work on ig#~always look on the bright side of life~#meme time#just yelling into the void#writeblr#fanfic#ao3#YOU SHOULD STILL COMMENT ON FICS THO OK I OVERREACTED AND THAT'S ON ME COMMENT ON FICS DON'T BE AFRAID#THIS IS SUPPOSED TO SHOW HOW RIDICULOUS MY REACTION IS I KNOW MY FAILINGS FRET NOT#rewind series
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you know your mental health is bad when you start neglecting even your tumblr blog
#alex yells at the void#i hope it'll get better once i'm through with taking my mother to therapy for the first time#like this is gonna be life changing and i regret everything#why couldnt i have just continued to play my usual role which was easier#unhealthy but easier
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have we considered a childhood friends au where catherine DID abdicate to marry arthur and they moved to the states to raise their kids away from the crown bc. i'm considering it now
all their kids are born in america and have a general awareness that they're related to the royal family but they like. don't really give a shit. arthur keeps acting and they think it's cooler to have an actor for a dad than a queen for a grandma lmao
#no idea what it would entail other than obviously them moving to texas (for. some fuckin reason idk)#and becoming neighbors with the claremont-diazes#(would make more sense for them to move to hollywood since arthur could get work there very easily but. texas. yk)#lmao can you imagine the fox siblings with texan accents 😂 can you imagine PHILIP. WITH A TEXAN ACCENT#i'm losing my mind over this mental image#anyway. if you have any ideas for this au pls tell me 🙏#mayhaps some drama could be philip going to uni in england bc he wants to reconnect with his roots and mary finds out#and does her best to dig her claws in while his parents aren't there to get in the way#i don't have a server to share this with anymore so i'm just gonna yell it into the void and hope the void yells back#rwrb#my fics#<< ig? i might write it if i get anymore ideas for it
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2.8k words and we're getting to FINGERS
#I'm dying#help#I'm just gonna live react my struggles as i write this#i have to yell into the void#btw#just because i need to tell someone#this fic is sitting in my google docs as#“that boy got pegged”#jdoejska
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sigh. maturing is realizing if my ocs were even slightly more toxic than they already are they'd literally just be silvergifting.
#i didn't even know silm existed when i came up with them#but like they're uncomfortably close#down to the elf/divine being work partnership#with the oops your boyfriend is evil'' reveal#cringe cringe cringe#me and jrrt smoking the same pipeweed frfr#anyway thanks to the two people who read this#i genuinely just needed to yell into a void#i was writing a ''what if'' scenario for my ocs#where icarian was sliiiiiightly more evil and i was like#wait#this is just sauron#i could genuinely publish this oc scene as silvergifting fanfic#i genuinely might#i'm gonna cry
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random ass rant post because people piss me off. reblog as many queer liberation, sex positivity, disabled rights, whatever posts as you want shout acab as loud as you want. None of it means fucking anything if you start reblogging shit about "oh but I'm uncomfortable talking about that and you can't make me" whenever something regarding minority rights starts spreading
and yes this is about Palestine. No, you don't have to stare at graphic imagery or reblog misery all the time. but for the love of fuck if you can't even reblog a petition, informational or donation post then you're not the activist leftist you think you are. if you can't give up your own comfort to at the very least educate yourself and others on the LITERAL GENOCIDE happening - if your activism only extends as far as your own comfort - then you don't actually care about activism, you're just performative
#rant#yes this is messy and likely poorly worded but I'm just yelling into the void so I'm not tryna write an essay#and yes its angry and mean Again. I don't care about your comfort#don't give me that 'but whats a tumblr post gonna do' either#deep sigh#not mad just disappointed#well I am mad but whatever#not meant go be preaching just rambling in anger at random people I'll never meet
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