#and I went to sleep at 2am

[ayakashibackstreet]

I'm running on about 4 hours of sleep today btw, so if I seem more erratic than usual, now you know why

[nyancrimew]

shout ourt to my insomnia always genuinely getting like 10 times worse whenever i get back to my place after spending like a week at my wifes place

[purple-raspberries]

Uncovered version

Gift Fanart for carnivalcarrion of their fantasy Welcome Home au. The relationship this Wally and Home have is a favorite of mine for characters to have. Had some trouble with the framing and I get the feeling it’s a bit too dark, but I didn’t want to leave it at flat colors. Annnddd mmmmm not much else to say? Excuse me, as I run away blushing.

[rhaaclaws]

relapsed and drew Kiyo again but in shibari this time

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[hotasfahrenheit]

[SHINee - View] May 18, 2015

[noodlec0nsumer]

i dont fuckin know anymore.

[childotkw]

oh i just had the most cursed and yet hilarious dream about DSOTM that woke me up laughing

Harry and Dumbledore claim they have a blood relation to give Harry a bit of protection right - but what if the relation they claim is father and son???

Harry is, at first, against the idea, but Albus is like "nah nah this can work - ain't nobody who would fuck with my son, you can even take my name if you want?"

Harry say a polite fuck no to that but the papers for 'Harry Evans' are drawn up - Albus Dumbledore's recently discovered bastard child.

Everyone is shook, and Tom's crisis of attraction is even more fatal this time around because does he really want Dumbledore as a father-in-law?? but then Harry does something borderline impossible with magic and he just curls up into a ball because yes yes apparently he does.

The only two people who question it are Gellert and Aberforth. Gellert just pisses himself laughing at the mere idea and sends Albus a letter basically going lol nice try who is he really?

Which is at least more polite than Aberforth who took one look at Harry and said to his brother "no way youve ever touched a woman carnally - what's actually going on?"

[officerhaughtstuff]

The likelihood that a fortune teller will be wrong with their prediction is their prophet margin

[kingshai69]

in continuation of my last post, but i honestly think that the reason that i prefer games where in order to be cheap its all left gender neutral vs intentionally trying to be inclusive is bcs the unintentional nb rep is the only one that i feel kinda captures my specific autistic + trauma/ptsd combo of gender. like i loved datv having the explicit option of playing as a nb character but none of the dialogue options reflected anything i could relate too. n i know most trans rep is still in the early days n falls into the same tropes of wrong body/doesnt feel like either/long struggle to find ur true self etc which is valid n true for some. just not me

n i still dont fully know how to explain my own experiences like its a lot more of i always knew, but also more i was always very aware of how i was perceived as girl/woman n identifying w aspects of that due to how my assigned/socialized/raised/whatever gender has affected my life n that i am navigating life being perceived as an autistic bisexual woman n how that exact combination has some very unlucky statistics in regards to specific traumas n experiences n how that has likely affected things for me as well. n that idc anymore abt trying to look a certain way to be validated bcs ill never be able to control how ppl perceive me anyway. my body isnt me its just an aspect of me n shouldn't dictate how i perform gender or how other perceive my performance of it. like i know it does, but it shouldn't, its silly

but the easiest way to sum it up is the autistic i dont even feel like a person combined w the ptsd i dont even feel like a person. like idk how to explain to ppl that yeah sure im a woman in some ways i guess but also i am not. honestly huge shout out to the lesbians n their different ways of navigating their relationship w womanhood, legit hearing butches, studs n trans masc lesbians talk abt this specifically was such a help n made me stop feeling like i had to present a certain way or reject all aspects of womanhood in order to be nb, love ya'll

anyway the unintentional representation just feels better for me bcs no gender exists just the person n i feel that. i know there's so many different nb n trans experiences but i wish mine would one day be explicitly n intentionally represented in the media i like, n not just bcs its cheaper to make ur voice actors record everything once n avoid having to program in gender in interactions

[max05nb]

Day 23

Pris redesign/my take on her design. My favorite redesign so far, I love how detailed it ended up as! I was first scared of doing the semitransparent parts but I love this piece! You you like it as well <3

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So this was one of my favorites to make despite actually loving the og design and not having any problems with it.

I just loved trying out different dresses moving between more princess or more practical. I went all in on mermaid theming and given her more of ocean witch vibe. I was inspired by mermaid and princess dresses but took a huge inspiration (even though it didn't make it into the final design) from Empires season 1 Lizzie! I was actually watching Pris when she just used to make theory videos about empires and there she occasionally spoke about her oc's backstory and about her oc's race being closely connected to Esmp1 Lizzie, so because of that I tried out a lot of variations with clothes inspired by Lizzie's but found them not fitting Water witch Pris's vibe.

I went through a ton of dresses because other than "pretty maxi dress" I didn't really have a clear goal in mind, I known I wanted mermaidy feel to it and I was very set on the sleeves being very flowy.

I couldn't really decide on her shoes being heel or not, from one point heels look amazing and her og design had them but on the other hand girl you ain't going swimming in heels but on the other other hand you ain't swimming in a dress either so yeah, I still ended up on a flat design just for practicality.

I cycled trough a bit of different very similar hair styles before finding the perfect wavy to straight ratio and front, I also went through some different ways to incorporate the bows but ended up with just adding them on like on the og design.

You know what I found out when looking for reference pictures for this dress? That I really need the word to move on from these basic boring simplistic maxi dresses that are just straight up boring like live a little pls add at least a fun pattern or something I don't want to see the same dress copy pasted unless you use a different font at least! Like girl respect yourself '-'

When I think of mermaid I think of pearls so I might have went overboard with pearls oops well that's gonna be fun to draw over and over again! ••

One of my favorite details is the bag, I tried drawing it to look like a seashell and was very proud afterwards!

I wanted to give her an abundance of jewelry so she got a lot of necklaces and bracelets!

I also might have made her into a fish... Took me a bit deciding what type °°

I gave her a weil and a semitransparent layer of skirts what was one of my first time drawing something like this in color so hope you guys love it as much as I do! I feel like the weil just really adds to her design and the skirt is only so we could her shoes. I'm not making very throughout decisions okay? I will forget what shoe I picked otherwise anyway. Now that I think about, oh my I should have gave her fish nets, nahh how did I not think of that earlier??? Okay next time I draw her I'm going to draw her with fish nets! This is a promise I probably going to forget to keep but I still can't believe I never thought about this before...

I tried making the dress resemble still her og dress with the corset element but ended up drawing her in a very different dress. I was debating if it's okay to have her design so different but ultimately decided that, there's only like a total of 5 ppl maybe if we being generous who actually could possibly care about the post and from that maybe 2 know what Witchcraft smp even is and from that there's only possible like 1 who actually cares even a bit about accuracy so yeah I'm sticking to some dress that I like and the vibe fits the most!

Drawing this made me think about the fact that I might be covering up characters more than I should. I like modesty but I also a big fan of sl-tty fashion cause you know style is style and that's more than what the straights have. What I figured out is that because I also hyper aware of sexualization of characters I more often than not, I cover them up and make them more modest, realistically I know it's not a bad thing, but it made me think because the creator was okay with og design showing off chest area but I covered it up still, why? Am I uncomfortable by drawing cleveg? Idk? I don't draw my main oc's like that but that's because they're underage and just wouldn't make sense to do so but that doesn't apply to these characters that are of age, and besides, I do draw characters with more skin showing just not regularly. Maybe it's the association with the creators? Or maybe it's simply that I always cover up? I have sensory issues and constantly need something covering me (I have specifically problem with the sun touching my skin) so maybe that's why. But yet again I love fashion where that isn't the case I just can't wear that so why do I still cover characters up that are of age, already have an approved by creators design with exposed skin and overall don't even have a sexual design? Well anyway I was just wondering because I needed constantly keep in mind to let myself draw a exposed shoulder cause damn it it looks good why am I against fun TT. I also did cover up chest for both Pris and El from og card designs so yeah...

[fadeintoyou1993]

it's so funny when you catch yourself being able to do things you could only dream of as a teenager like damn. baby girl we made it....

[gobbluthbutagirl]

the thing about being a chronic insomniac and also the world’s lightest sleeper and staying in a thin-walled house with a bunch of other people. You don’t fall asleep until everybody stops making noise at night. And then you wake up the moment somebody makes a noise in the morning. and if this continues long enough something happens in your brain that the critics are saying is “not good”

[dramas-vs-novels]

Did you *really* go to college if you didn't do this at least twice a semester?

[danielnelsen]

update: peach is doing very well!! she's eating and sleeping normally (sleeping more than normal, really, but that's to be expected)!! after 3 days of not sleeping and a few changes in painkillers, she finally just napped for an hr then, after another day, slept through the whole night (and most of the next day). she's started following all her usual routines again and is very keen to eat! still on some painkillers, but they're not having any horrific side effects anymore

now that im not staying up to keep an eye on her all night (while also dealing with upgrading my computer and my phone and also my sister preparing to go overseas and the dogs barking and howling constantly due to all of the above), i finally got some decent sleep too and slept for about 14 hrs. so today ive got that weird shakiness that i get from sleeping too much, but hey it's better than the whole of the last week

[luna-the-cretar]

Been dealing with a lot of pain recently, and tonight it really twisted its head by being a constant excruciating pulsing pain that no amount of medicine has been helping to ease, and I was freaking out bc I felt like I was dying and absolutely nothing was helping, and i decided to drink a glass and a half of ice cold water, and the pain isn’t gone, but my Brain is a little less convinced that I’m dying right at this moment so that helps

[lightning-and-sparks]

Ubisoft should sponsor a horse in the Kentucky Derby named “Just Prance”