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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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Tantrums - Lewis Hamilton x Reader
Summary: After 10 years together, Lewis keeps pushing back the date on when âforeverâ can start. Realising that forever applies to her job and not their relationship, she makes it clear that sheâs had enough.Â
Warnings: slight age gap, reader is 32. angst, heavy on the angst.Â
Requested: @madelynn-sienna (sorry it took so long. i didnât think i was gonna do it ngl to you because i donât really write for lewis)
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yn_ln when he feels bad that heâs on the other side of the world for your birthdayÂ
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lewishamilton happy birthday, love. iâm so sorry iâm in australia and not with you but i promise i will make it up to you when iâm home. roscoe promised me heâd spend the day spoiling youÂ
â roscoelovescoco yes iâs didâsÂ
user1 oh to be loved the way yn is loved by lewisÂ
user2 no one makes me feel as single as lewis and yn doÂ
carmenmmundt @/georgerussell63 take notes
â yn_ln you tell him, hun
â georgerussell63 i buy you flowers all the time!Â
f1 weâre sorry that a race fell on your birthday. weâll ask the fia to fix the calendar next year so this doesnât happen again
mercedesamgf1 weâd give him back if we could. happy birthday, yn
georgerussell63 hang on a second. youâve not left us yet. thatâs not the right car
â charles_leclerc thatâs the perfect carÂ
â yn_ln i didnât buy the car. i just jumped behind the wheel
user3 not me hoping sheâd be getting a ring for her birthdayÂ
â user4 weâve been waiting for this for the past 8 birthdays
â user5 itâs been 10 years. we were expecting two rings and a few kids by now
â user6 i mean, he just bought her a sports car. not very kid friendlyÂ
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lewishamilton happy 10 years to the love of my life. every moment with you is an adventure i never want to end
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yn_ln forever with you â€ïž mainly because i canât be bothered to train some new guy to photos that good of me
mercedesamgf1 canât believe itâs been 10 years already. it feels like only yesterday yn was making her paddock debut. hereâs to another 10Â
â user7 not mercedes commenting like theyâre a part of this relationshipÂ
â user8 well heâs been with yn almost as long as heâs been with mercedes so they practically are at this pointÂ
user9 my favourite f1 couple
user10 i love their rich money vibes
roscoelovescoco happyâs anniversaryâs mum andâs dadÂ
â yn_ln my precious boyÂ
â user11 now she needs a real babyÂ
danielriccairdo i canât believe sheâs managed to put up with you for ten years đ huge love to you both
â yn_ln ngl, itâs been tough
â lewishamilton iâm taking the ferrari backÂ
user12 wedding and baby when?Â
georgerussell63 happy 10 year anniversary. yn is my favourite part of you being my teammateÂ
â carmenmmundt can we keep her when you go to ferrari?
â charles_leclerc no. itâs my turn nowÂ
â lewishamilton i think youâre all forgetting that sheâs mineÂ
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mercedesamgf1 GET IN THERE, LEWIS đđ„ LEWIS HAMILTON IS YOUR BRITISH GRAND PRIX WINNERÂ
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yn_ln my love. i honestly have not stopped crying since you crossed that line. iâm so proud of you. you deserved this and proved to everyone why youâre a motorsport legend
â lewishamilton couldn't do it without your support đ©·
â mercedesamgf1 itâs true. the mechanics were uncomfortable when they realised they couldn't just keep giving her tissues
georgerussell63 you deserve it, mate
valterribottas well done champ
user1 canât believe he won silverstone the same weekend he celebrated 10 years with ynÂ
â user2 sheâs always been his good luck charm. he performs so well when sheâs watching
â user3 theyâre the dream team togetherÂ
user4 the fact that yn is the only one he responded to
user5 sheâs getting it good tonight
skysportsf1 posted a new interview
user6 oh no, lewisâŠ
user7 lewis, she was asking what was next for you and yn, relationship wise
user8 oh, thatâs not quite
user9 i hope yn doesnât see this otherwise i fear lewis might be in the doghouse tonightÂ
â user10 i hope she does see it so that she knows heâs not thinking of her future in the same wayÂ
user11 i always thought lewis loved yn as much as yn loved lewis but now iâm not sure
user12 itâs the fact that the poor interviewer looked upset at his answer as well. like she hoped for better
â user13 we all hoped for betterÂ
user14 itâs the fact that sheâs always talked about wanting kids and getting married but has always said theyâre waiting until lewis is ready
â user15 the fact that every year passes and he never indicates that heâs ready for any of it thoughÂ
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user1 lewis still follows yn
â user2 and still has all of his photos up, including their anniversary postÂ
â user1 iâm hoping this means heâs in denial and is still trying to win her back
user3 i canât believe this is real. she went all the way back and deleted everything related to him in 10 years. even edited posts to delete slides he was in
â user4 dedicated queen
user5 just fell to my knees in walmart
user6 iâm devastated but i also hope this means she finds a man who will be prepared to give her the life she wantsÂ
â user7 well, more fool her for staying this long
â user6 not really. ever think she wanted those things because she wanted them with lewis
â user8 donât break my heart like this please Â
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user9 okay but your pen was on fire when you wrote thatÂ
user10 he literally had the best weekend of his life with a 10yr anniversary, winning silverstone and then clearly messed it all up somehow in the endÂ
user11 if sir lewis hamilton canât even do right, what hope do the rest of us have in finding a decent man
â user12 no because they looked just as in love as they did 10 years ago and he still fumbled
user13 i saw rumours it was because he gave her an ultimatum and she didnât take the path he wantedÂ
â user14 what do you mean?
â user13 apparently âclose sourcesâ said that he told her if she wanted kids, she couldn't have him and so she leftÂ
â user14 wtf!!! good on her for dumping his ass
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calvinklein @/yn_ln is stunning in calvin klein underwear. shop the collection nowÂ
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yn_ln oh okay. i look gooooodÂ
â alexandrasaintmleux i would let you take me home
â carmenmmundt me too
â georgerussell63 excuse me, i donât agree with this
user1 aha, nico we see youÂ
â user2 and fernando
landonorris oh so he fumbled badÂ
â oscarpiastri theyâre going to take your social media off you again
user3 is this her version of a revenge dress?
â user4 more like undress
user5 not sure why you wouldnât want to marry and give a baby to a woman like thatÂ
â user6 okay, ew
user7 can we appreciate how sheâs handled this with class. instead of speaking out against lewis, sheâs been booked and busy and flitting about europe on modelling jobsÂ
â user8 just further proof that he managed to lose the best woman everÂ
roscoelovescoco youâs lookâs nice, mum
â user9 i know lewis hires someone to run this account but what are the odds that heâs actually behind it now so he can stalk ynÂ
yn_ln please can we all focus on the clothes and support how hot i look by buying some!Â
â danielricciardo donât even have tits but you convinced me to buy a bra
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lewishamilton mixed feelings about today. obviously happy for a win but very disappointing for george and the team missing out on a 1-2
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georgerussell63 we put up a good fight today
user1 not really a deserved win though, is it
user2 you fumbled yn and now youâre fumbling wins. you only got this because merc screwed over georgeÂ
roscoelovescoco wellâs doneâs dad
user3 see what happens when you play a good woman, you get a dirty win
user4 man needs to act his age. canât believe at the grand age of 39, he strung along a girl who loved him more than anything for 10 years
â user5 destroyed my faith in men for realÂ
user6 robbed a win from george like you robbed 10 years from ynÂ
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I wrote this out and was really proud of it and then when I was adding the other driverâs versions on, I realised it was the same principal as Danielâs so Iâm so sorry for the repeated plot
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Sylus and reader just started their relationship and she canât keep up with sylusâs high sex drive
// Relentless Conqueror
"As for what's been keeping you up at night, well, I'm more than enough..."
// summary:Â you finally admitted to Sylus that you had feelings for him, but you had no idea that getting to see his softer side would also show you how much he deserves his title as a Relentless Conqueror...
// content warnings:Â 18+ (mdni), dominance, established history, pet names, oral sex, vaginal sex, creampie
// a/n:Â anon, anon, anon, what have you done to me with this ask! Sylus has been rattling around in my brain since this one came in, begging to be unleashed! hope you're pleased <3
likes, reblogs, comments are always appreciated!
Sylus' large hands wrapped around your body possessively as you stood at the bathroom counter, his left hand snaking upwards under your oversized shirt to cup your breast, rolling, kneading, squeezing tenderly while his right hand splayed out over your stomach, holding you firmly against him, the pads of his long fingers pressing into your soft skin. "I woke up and you weren't there, kitten...I didn't like it." Sylus purred in a husky, newly awake gravel tone that dripped down your neck as he nuzzled his lips against your ear.
You blushed and reached down to rub your hand over the back of his hand on your stomach, melting into his firm chest pressed against your back. Slipping out of bed about twenty minutes beforehand while Sylus softly snored on his stomach, face down in the pillows, white hair a fluffy tumble was the first peace you'd had to yourself in almost two days. You knew that Sylus was an incredibly driven man, you'd seen his file in Hunter HQ that referred to him as The Relentless Conqueror but you had no idea that would also apply to his sex life. In hindsight, coming to know Sylus and falling for him as you had, you were naĂŻve to think it wouldn't.
Sylus was a man of quiet confidence; you knew anything he committed himself to, he committed himself fully and this newly blossoming relationship with you was something he was giving his all. His passion for you was insatiable, an almost otherworldly hunger had roared to life within him once you'd told him that you wanted to be his. Every deep passionate kiss felt like he wanted to suck the air from your lungs and breathe you in, every possessive shield of his broad chest against you felt like he wanted to meld yourself with him.
Sylus had his other half back.
Sylus was whole again.
The rush that came with knowing that you were his again, that missing piece of his existence slotted back into place had surged his libido and he couldn't get enough of you. He already had a higher than normal sex drive, but the rush of that sweet honeymoon phase that had him so very love-drunk on you had turned his dial into overdrive and your body was struggling to keep up with his appetites.
Sylus had spent a lot of time watching you, studying every little expression and your body language intimately in his time re-discovering you, so he picked up on it in the vanity mirror when you winced slightly as he squeezed your breast. He switched things up and stroked the underside gently instead, kissing your neck and murmuring softly to you as he side-eyed your shared reflection. "I'm sorry sweetie, I know you have a sensitive body," he begins. "Have I been too much for you these last couple of days?"
You blushed, cheeks flushing and you smiled, reaching up to cradle his head against your neck, stroking his hair and he closed his eyes contentedly at the touch. "I know you're making the most of our time together before I have to head back to Linkon tomorrow, but I'm already dreading the suspicious looks I'm going to get from my teammates if I have difficulty sitting down comfortably at the conference table on Monday." You admitted to him with a gentle sigh.
"It's a very large conference table..." Sylus murmurs with a serious tone. "Should I schedule a meeting with your boss so that I have a reason to come ravage you on top of it in front of all of them? You won't have to think up an excuse, that way?" He chuckles wickedly, his warm hot breath fanning over your ear as he teases the idea of outing your relationship publicly. You give his cheek a gentle tap in a mock slap and he huffs, turning you around to face him.
Those hawkish crimson eyes of his glitter with a mixture of mischief, adoration and unbridled lust as he stares down at you, brushing the backs of his knuckles over the side of your cheek tenderly. He slides his hands down under your ass and you instinctively wrap your arms up around his neck, pulling his large frame down into a hug and he melts easily under your touch pecking kisses on the crown of your head, sniffing your hair. "Your scent...I want it to belong to me." he growls as he squeezes your backside and you feel a shiver of anticipation run down your spine.
You bite your lip, tilting your chin up to look up at Sylus, matching that hungry gaze of his with curious eyes. "If I promise I'll be gentle, can I have you again, kitten? I can't smell myself on you strong enough yet, I haven't finished marking you as mine." Sylus whispers, fingertips dimpled into the flesh of your ass cheeks possessively. Your breath catches in your throat at his words and despite the worn-in ache between your thighs from a long weekend of his significant girth stretching you out, you feel your heat start to build, desire stirring in your hips.
Sylus notices your bright eyes darken and your breath adjust. He knows he could carry you off to the bedroom right now and you wouldn't stop him, but he needs to hear your consent; his ego needs you to voice your desire for him, to hear that sweet voice of yours give him authority to lose himself in you. You smile at him seductively and look up through your lashes at him, nodding.
"Take me."
A predatory wolfish grin hits his lips at hearing you voice his claim on you and he scoops you up into his arms, striding confidently back into the bedroom with you and laying you down on the silk sheets of his large bed. You slide the oversized shirt off over your head and toss it at him, aiming for his face. With a cocky grin he flicks the tip of his index finger and a tendril of his evol swirls angry black and red, knocking the shirt away from him.
Sylus slides his silk robe off his shoulders, letting it pool at his feet and he stalks towards you on the bed like a big cat striding down its next meal, eyes locked on yours as he climbs between your thighs, brushing the tip of his nose against yours as he holds his weight above you. "Tell me that I'm the only one you want, Sweetie..." he purrs at you with a seductive, needy tone, fingers brushing your hair away from your neck so he can lean down to sink his mouth on your delicate skin, licking and sucking at your rapidly racing pulse, teeth lightly grazing before his tongue laps the pain away. "Tell me that this beautiful body of yours is mine to worship."
You tilt your head back, closing your eyes and letting your lips part slightly, a soft moan escaping you. He doesn't stop his ministrations on your neck, tongue swirling tantalizing patterns across your throat, but you feel the vibration of an impatient moan he lets out in response to yours.
"Do I need to tell you Sylus?" You laugh with a breathy whisper. "Or is my entire body singing it to you every time you touch me enough?"
His lips burn a trail down your throat, over your collarbones and down onto your chest, your nipples already firm and aching to be touched. Sylus wraps his lips around the sensitive bud, tongue lavishing slow wet curls across it, lovingly kissing it. You gasp in pleasure and close your eyes and as you do, he tilts his face up to watch you while he suckles at you. After a couple of minutes his warm wet mouth swaps sides, making sure he's dedicated attention to both your breasts.
"I'm not quite convinced," he hums, vibrations through your nipple on his tongue making you whimper. "I definitely think I need to hear it if I'm going to stay in control of my urges."
Feeling bold, you reach down and snake your fingers through his thick hair, smiling sweetly and scratching his scalp with your nails. "Do all Crows talk this much, or just mine? I believe I was promised worshipping." You say cheekily, crying out in shock and pleasure as his teeth find your nipple and press down gently in response.
Pulling back from your breasts, he releases your nipple with a wet suck and grins up at you, his devilishly handsome features all angles in the soft glow of the bedroom lamps. He lifts himself up on his knees and makes a show of bowing to you, hand pressed to his heart like he's making a solemn vow. "Let me put my lips to better service of My Lady then" he smirks, dropping himself backwards off the edge of the bed to comfortably rest his head on your inner thigh.
His thumbs rub gently down your delicate folds, your juices quickly slicking them and making their movements sound slick and sinful. Sylus' hot breath tickles your wet heat and he murmurs quietly "so wet for me already Kitten and I've barely touched you...maybe your body is trying to tell me something."
"I think the signs might be there if you squint hard enough." You nod in agreement with him, biting your lip with a soft genuine laugh.
Your laughter stokes his fires of passion for you and it takes all his self restraint not to bury his face in your heat intensely. He had promised you he'd be gentle, that he'd take his time with you, ease the aches he had rut into your body over this past few days and while Sylus is always a man of his word, it took everything he had to keep that promise when you looked so perfect beneath him. He could smell the sweet tang of you and it called to him, made him feel like he was home.
Sylus' tongue explored your soaked heat teasingly, gently, featherlight flickers across your aching bud in a cursive language you didn't comprehend. Jolts of raw desire and need coursed through your walls and deep into your abdomen with his deliberate attentions. You moan his name and arch your back and he presses his large hand flat on your belly, encouraging your coiling orgasm to build more intensely. He's setting such a slow and intense pace that time feels like it has slowed down for you both, you feel like he's been lapping at your folds for what must be an hour when he finally introduces his fingers to explore your needy pussy.
Dripping wet under his tongue, your swollen walls offer his long fingers no resistance, drawing him in with needy clenches as his skilled tongue coaxes sighs and moans from your lips and his fingers slide in and out of you. He feels the subtle tremors, the way your walls begin to firm around his fingers and he knows you're so close to unravelling on his tongue, if he just pushes you a little further...
Sylus' deep rumbling moan against your clit makes your nerves explode in pleasure and you buck against his mouth, crying out his name in shuddering shaky breaths as your orgasm cascades in rhythmic clenches of intense pleasure through your body, leaving your thighs trembling with aftershocks and your heart rate pounding like a war drum in your chest.
He pulls away from you and looks up at you, smug satisfaction written across his face as your orgasm drips from his lips and down his chin, glistening. He wipes his mouth on the back of his hand and sucks on it, savoring the taste of you and offers you his slicked fingers to suck on. You take them greedily, tongue lewdly slurping up your own juices and he watches with an intense stare of love for you, cheeks flushed red, eyes glistening and pupils blown out, feeling so accomplished that he caused you to come undone this way.
"I'm so lucky I'm the only one that gets to see you like this, Sweetie."
It comes out huskily, his emotions getting caught in his throat for a moment, manifesting your pleasure so important to him.
He withdraws his fingers from your mouth and leans over to kiss you passionately, lining his aching erection up against your sopping folds. "I'll take it slow, okay?" he promises again, sliding his tip through your slit to coat himself with your juices before easing the head in gently. Your whole body shivers underneath him and you shift your hips, lifting your legs up and wrapping them around his ribcage to grant his girth more access.
Just as he promised, Sylus takes his time, inch by inch slowly slipping into you until you're so full of him that you feel the ache of your tired walls starting to settle and get used to his significant size. You've never been more full, he's so big and his tip presses insistently up against your cervix in a way that's almost painful if he thrusts too hard. He begins to roll his hips down into you, building a soft but intense rhythm, hitting all your most sensitive spots so very deep inside.
He grinds into you, holding his weight just off you so that he's not suffocating you and you moan deeply as you look down between you to see his length plunging in and out of you, his hips keeping a steady pace. His eyes are closed and his mouth hangs open ever so slightly as he chases your shared pleasure. You cup his cheek and brush the pad of your thumb across his lip and he opens his eyes to gaze down at you, shimmering ruby eyes overwhelmed by blown out pupils.
Sylus moans against your lips as he feels you tensing "if you're close just let go, I'm right here with you my dove" and it's enough to send you keening into your second orgasm, your walls rippling and clenching down, meeting the resistance of his hard flesh. His pace doesn't relent as he strokes you through your pleasure, feeling yourself gushing onto the sheets as the lewd sounds of him slapping into your wetness echo in the room.
As his eyes lose focus and his hips start to hitch, you wrap your legs tighter around him, trapping him deep into you and you slide your arms up around his neck, pulling him down so his head is buried in the curve of your jaw. Your ear is full of his hot ragged breaths and his moans and you lean in, purring back in his ear.
"Gooooood boy....you're everything I want Sylus".
His head snaps backwards with a loud, gutteral moan and his eyes widen in shock for at your unexpected praise as he starts to seize inside you, orgasm flooding your walls in scalding bursts as he tries in vain to keep thrusting. Panting heavily, Sylus lowers his weight down onto your hips a little and props himself on his forearms, staring into your eyes, searching you for any discomfort, kissing your lips gently when he doesn't find it.
"That was a dirty trick Y/N," he laughs, kissing you again. "It was a dirty trick and I loved every second of it."
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Hi! I love your work and this is my first time requesting.. so please ignore if not interested! âĄ
the roles are reversed and you are their favorite character and the LADS boys are the player! Thatâs all I hope you have a good day/night!~ đ
When They're The MC- The Love And DeepSpace Men
parings in order: Xavier x Reader, Zayne x Reader, Rafayel x Reader, Sylus x Reader genre: slight suggestive content below otherwise fluff ! a/n: hihi anonnie ! âž(ïœĄË á” Ë )âžâĄ thank you so much for requesting this was such a cute request (˶ᔠᔠá”˶) i hope this was alright and if it wasn't pretend it doesnt exist àŽŠà”àŽŠàŽż àŒàș¶âżàŒàș¶ ) otherwise i hope to see you again soon anonnie ! enjoy reading ! (à·Ëá”Ëà·)âĄ
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Xavier:
Xavier is the type of player to listen to your secret times or tender moments and fall asleep listening to your voice. He likes to imagine youâre right beside him before he falls into his peaceful slumber.
However he does get hard listening to your suggestive audio or scenes that play out.
Spends most of his time grinding out materials for your memories so your character is strong when he reaches end game. Almost has your DeepSpace Trial finished and your affinity level maxed.
Ignores all the calls and text messages of the other main leads except yours.
When he runs out of content for you in the game, he would find solitude on watching edits or reading fanfics of you until the game finally updates its lore for you. Sometimes he'll replay the kindle moments of his favorite cards of you, which is literally all of them.
Zayne:
Nobody expected Zayne to be the type to play this game and at first, neither did he. But he downloaded the game out of curiosity and ended up playing until he reached the end game.
He has your affinity almost maxed out while the rest of the other leads are lower level. He would know all of your lore and has read all of your anecdotes without skipping them for the gems.
Uses the quality time to keep track of his studies but he canât help but often glance at his screen and find you glancing back at him as well.
He has the Aurum Pass Premium and saves all of his diamonds for your upcoming banners. Does not even bother checking any of the other main leads in the game unless the banner included you
He ONLY plays this game in his room or whenever he's alone. Even though he has his headphones in, he can't help but look around to make sure nobody heard any of your suggestive sounds that sounded like a breathy moan. His ears would turn so red and he can't help but find his hand sliding down his pants
Rafayel:
The type of player that took hours customizing his character to make sure it looks exactly like him. He spends a lot of time with his character and yours in the photo booth. He tries to do a lot of glitches so it looks like you guys are kissing or hugging or him hitting it from the back.
The type that never lets you have a turn at the claw machine. If you managed to have a turn first, heâs IMMEDIATELY requesting to have the next turn. Yes, he thinks your pout is cute whenever you donât get the plushie but he is NOT wasting any affinity points.
He would use all of his daily emojis just to talk to you and pokes you a lot in the cafe until you get annoyed.
The type to make the most beautiful fanart of you and make the most entertaining edits of you on social media. The type to freak out when he hears your solo banner is coming. Heâs literally kicking his feet and rolling around in his bed in excitement
Sylus:
Sylus wasnât interested in the game at first until your trailer kept popping up and out of curiosity and interest in your character, he decided to try it.
He became the BIGGEST spender when it comes to only your character. He would have all your cards maxed out from the levels and to the protocores. Each card he has of you would be ranked up to level 3 and most of your five stars are awakened. He has all your outfits and all of your poses.
However he would have the biggest frown on his face when he loses his pity the first couple of pulls. Thatâs not going to stop him until he has all your memories.
He is the type to tease your character by touching you a lot in the cafe to the point you're crossing your arms with a pout and your cheeks are flushed.
Spends a while in the photobooth to stare at your chest or you characters butt. Shamelessly tries to do a couple dirty glitches and the thought of you being real wouldn't leave his mind
Bonus: They all hate Lemonette.
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FORGOTTEN BIRTHDAY | OP81
an: happy birthday @iimplicitt everyone go and wish her a happy birthday! this is a little piece for you that will make you sadder that you're not in a relationship with oscar but it's a gift from me to you, ily <3
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The morning sunlight seeped through the thin, linen curtains, casting soft patterns on the wall, and she stirred, blinking her eyes open as she felt the familiar warmth against her back. Oscarâs arm was wrapped around her waist, pulling her close, his steady breathing a gentle rhythm against her neck. She could feel his lips brushing soft, lazy kisses along her shoulder, the way he always did when he thought she was still asleep.
For a moment, she simply lay there, soaking in the quiet closeness of it all. The fresh scent of Oscarâs cologne and the warmth of his body made her feel safe, cherished. She allowed herself to close her eyes again, smile lingering on her lips as he tightened his hold just slightly, burying his face into her hair, his fingers gently tracing patterns along her arm.
It was her birthday.
Sheâd woken up with a flutter of excitement, the way she always had since she was a little girl. There was something magical, something undeniably special about the feeling of a day that was just yours. And now, waking up like this, wrapped up in the warmth and the love of someone whoâd stolen her heartâthat feeling shouldâve been even stronger.
But as the minutes ticked by and he continued to kiss her in that quiet, thoughtful way he did each morning, not a single word was said.
Maybe heâs just distracted, she thought, feeling the slight tug of disappointment. After all, the season was coming to an end, and she knew how focused he got, especially in the days before a race. Formula 1 demanded so much of him, and she respected that. Heâd been there for her in ways she hadnât even dared to hope for, bringing more joy and care into her life than she could have ever asked for.
But... not even a whisper of "happy birthday"? Not a hint, not a knowing look in his eyes?
She felt him shift behind her, his hand slipping up to brush a strand of hair from her cheek, his thumb tracing her jawline with that same tender familiarity. His lips pressed gently against her neck, a sleepy hum in his throat. He felt so close, so utterly devoted, and yet...
Heâs just busy, she told herself, letting out a soft sigh. Itâs probably the last thing on his mind.
She sighed softly, stretching in his arms, and he pulled her a little closer, his lips brushing her forehead in that sleepy, casual way of his. His eyes were still half-closed, hair tousled, but there was a lazy smile on his face as he woke up with her.
âMorning,â Oscar murmured, voice rough with sleep, his thumb tracing slow circles along her hip.
âMorning,â she whispered back, trying to keep her tone as normal as possible. She didnât want him to sense that sheâd been holding her breath, waiting for him to say⊠well, something. A small âHappy Birthday, love,â maybe, or even just a knowing smile, some hint that he remembered. But he hadnât. And it was clear now that he wouldnât.
âSo,â he yawned, shifting his legs under the blankets, âtodayâs kinda busy. Lando and I have this thing at the sponsorâs studio. Some shoot for a promo video, I think. Theyâre calling it an âinside lookâ at race prep or something, but really itâs just us standing around talking, Iâm pretty sure.â He chuckled, rubbing his eyes. âTheyâve got us doing all this media stuff lately.â
âOh, yeah?â she replied, forcing herself to smile. âYouâll be a natural.â She reached up to run her fingers through his hair, hoping heâd look at her, maybe even catch her eye and give her a hint that he hadnât forgotten after all.
But Oscar only nodded, giving her a sleepy grin as he leaned back, stretching his arms above his head. âAnd you? Got a day at the office, right?â he asked casually, as though it was any other day of the year. âWhatâs on your agenda?â
She took a breath, trying to keep her voice light. âYep, just the usual. A couple meetings, and Iâll probably have to cover for someone at the desk. Iâll be out by five.â
He nodded, pressing a kiss to her temple. âSounds like a good day. Weâll both be back around the same time, then.â
âYeah,â she said, smiling faintly. âGuess so.â
She got out of bed, pulling her robe around herself and heading to the bathroom, where she stared at her reflection, trying to shove away the hollow feeling that was starting to settle in her chest. She shouldâve been used to this by now, she told herself. Oscarâs schedule was demanding; he barely had time to stop and breathe some days, let alone keep track of something like a birthday. Besides, she knew he cared for her deeplyâhis warmth in the mornings, his texts at odd hours when he thought of her, all the small ways he showed her mattered so much more than one day of the year.
But as she brushed her teeth, tied her hair back, and headed into the wardrobe to pick out her work clothes, she couldnât quite shake the disappointment. She wanted to laugh at herself for caring so much. It was just a birthday.
Yet the more she tried to pretend she was fine, the more her heart kept slipping. She threw on her blouse and slacks, fixing her makeup with hands that were just a little less steady than usual, and made her way back into the bedroom, where he was now scrolling through his phone, probably checking the texts from his manager.
âHave a good day, okay?â Oscar said as she slipped on her shoes. He gave her a small, warm smile as he leaned over, pressing one last kiss to her cheek, his hand resting on her shoulder as if to linger with her a moment longer.
âYeah. You too,â she murmured, giving him a faint smile as she grabbed her bag, willing herself not to linger, not to let herself feel anything other than grateful for the morning theyâd shared. She gave him one last glance, catching his gaze as he looked at her, that usual warmth in his eyes. And then she turned, heading out the door, whispering to herself that it didnât matter. It wasnât important.
The office was buzzing when she walked in. As soon as she stepped through the door, her coworkers greeted her with bright smiles, some even standing up from their desks to call out, "Happy birthday!" There was a small pile of gifts on her desk, wrapped in cheerful paper and bows, and a few balloons taped to her chair. She felt herself smiling genuinely for the first time that morning, warmth flooding her chest as she set her bag down.
âOh my gosh, you guys,â she laughed, cheeks flushing as she picked up a card signed by everyone. âThis is too much.â
âNonsense!â her friend and desk-mate chimed in, appearing at her side with a cupcake topped with a single, brightly coloured candle. âYou deserve all of this and more. We all know you make this place actually run.â
She chuckled, feeling the warmth and kindness radiating from the team. As she took in their giftsâa handmade scarf from the coworker who crocheted on her lunch breaks, a small box of her favourite teas, a lovely journal for her ever-growing stack of notesâshe felt touched, genuinely happy. Her coworkers hadnât forgotten; in fact, theyâd gone out of their way to make her feel special.
But there was still that empty space in her chest. A quiet, lingering ache as she glanced at her phone, hoping to see a message pop up on her screen. Maybe Oscar would text her between shoots, or send her a voice messageâjust a quick âHappy birthdayâ or even a simple smiley face. Something that would tell her heâd thought of her.
Yet as the hours passed, her phone stayed stubbornly silent, aside from the usual work notifications and a few birthday messages from friends. She knew that he didnât text much during the day, that his shoots and meetings usually stretched longer than he liked to admit. But part of her had hoped that, just today, he might make an exception.
At lunch, her friends surprised her with a small cake in the break room. They sang to her, a little off-key but with a lot of heart, and she found herself laughing along, feeling incredibly lucky to be surrounded by such warmth and care. She tried to push aside her thoughts of him, to keep her mind off the absence of his message. Heâs busy, she told herself, taking a bite of cake as her friends chatted around her. Itâs not a big deal.
Still, every time she felt her phone buzz in her bag, her heart leapt, just for a moment, and each time, she couldnât help but feel the sting of disappointment as she realised it wasnât Oscar. It was as if her heart was doing a balancing act, teetering between gratitude for the people around her and that quiet ache that her mind kept insisting wasnât fair to feel.
As she stepped out of the office and into the cool evening air, she felt the weight of the day pressing down on her. Sheâd kept a brave face, laughed at all the right moments, and soaked up every bit of love her friends and coworkers had poured into her. But now, alone with her thoughts, she felt the ache returning, stronger than before. She wanted nothing more than to go home, slip into a hot bath, and just let herself feel it allâthe disappointment, the loneliness, the hurt sheâd been pretending wasnât there.
As she walked up to her building, she noticed his car wasnât parked out front. Somehow, that felt like a small blessing. She was grateful for a few quiet moments to herself, to feel everything sheâd been holding back all day.
The apartment was dark and quiet when she stepped inside, the air still. She kicked off her shoes, leaving them haphazardly by the door, and shrugged her bag off her shoulder, not bothering to turn on any lights as she made her way down the hallway. She was so drained, and all she wanted was the familiar comfort of their room, a place where she could let her guard down completely.
When she pushed open the door to the bedroom, though, she stopped short.
There, spread across the bed, was a beautiful assortment of gifts wrapped in elegant, colourful paper, with a cluster of balloons tied to the foot of the bed. She blinked, her eyes taking in the soft glow of fairy lights that had been draped over the headboard. Each balloon had a photograph attachedâmoments from their time together, candid shots from races, vacations, cosy evenings at home. Her heart clenched at the sight, an overwhelming mix of disbelief and relief filling her chest.
And then, as if on cue, Oscar stepped out from the closet, a tiny cupcake in his hand, a single candle flickering on top. His face was lit by the candleâs glow, a quiet, tender smile on his lips as he looked at her, his eyes warm and full of a love that nearly undid her.
âHappy birthday,â he whispered, voice soft but full of so much feeling that it made her knees weak.
She stared at him, her eyes filling with tears as she let out a shaky laugh, feeling a rush of emotions she could barely contain. âI thought⊠I thought you forgot,â she managed, her voice breaking as she took a step toward him, her hands trembling. âI thought you were too busy, that⊠that you didnât remember.â
Oscarâs face softened, and he closed the distance between them, setting the cupcake on the nightstand as he reached out to pull her into his arms. âForget?â he murmured, holding her close, one hand coming up to stroke her hair as she let out a small, choked sob into his shoulder. âHow could I ever forget your birthday? Iâve been planning this for weeks.â
She clung to him, her fingers gripping the fabric of his shirt as she finally let the tears fall, letting herself feel everything sheâd been holding back. He held her tightly, his hand rubbing soothing circles on her back, letting her release every ounce of doubt and hurt sheâd felt throughout the day.
âIâm so sorry,â she whispered between soft sobs. âI just⊠I thought maybe with everything going on, it slipped your mind. I didnât want to feel that way, but I⊠I couldnât help it.â
Oscar pulled back just enough to look at her, brushing away a tear from her cheek with his thumb, his gaze filled with understanding. âI get it,â he said gently. âI wanted it to be a surprise, to make it perfect. But if Iâd known it would make you feel like thisâŠâ He pressed a kiss to her forehead, lingering there as he held her close. âI wouldâve done it differently.â
She shook her head, a tearful laugh escaping her. âNo, this is perfect. Itâsïżœïżœ itâs everything. I just didnât expect it, and I guess I didnât realise how much I wanted it.â
He smiled softly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. âYou deserve to feel special today. Every day, really. Iâm sorry if I made you feel otherwise.â
She smiled up at him, feeling the weight on her chest finally lifting as she took in the warmth in his eyes, the quiet thoughtfulness of every detail around them. Oscar reached over, picked up the cupcake, and held it between them, nodding toward the candle.
âMake a wish,â he murmured.
She looked at him, her heart swelling as she realised that her wish had already come true. But still, she closed her eyes, letting herself make a small, quiet wish before blowing out the candle.
When she opened her eyes, he was still looking at her, his own gaze soft and full of a promise she could feel without words.
She sat down on the edge of the bed, her fingers tracing over the colourful wrapping paper, feeling almost shy with him watching her so intently. It was like every small, careful detail had been planned with her in mind, each gift waiting patiently for her to unwrap it.
The first package she reached for was a familiar shapeâa shoebox. She unwrapped it slowly, her heart catching in her throat as she lifted the lid to reveal a pristine pair of black Dr. Martens. She laughed, a soft, delighted sound, running her fingers over the leather. âYou remembered,â she murmured, looking up at him with a grateful smile. âI was saying just last week that mine were about ready to fall apart.â
âI know,â Oscar grinned, hands in his pockets as he watched her. âI was pretty sure youâd been trying to ignore the hole in the sole. Figured it was about time for an upgrade.â
She smiled, warmth spreading through her chest as she slipped the boots aside, reaching for the next gift. It was a neatly wrapped package, smaller and heavier, with an unmistakable shape. She tore away the paper, her breath catching when she saw the coverâthe first book in her favourite series, one sheâd read so many times that the copy on her shelf was practically falling apart. But as she opened the book, her hand flew to her mouth, her eyes wide.
âOh my god,â she whispered, her fingers tracing over the authorâs signature scrawled inside the cover, a small message addressed just to her. She flipped through the rest of the books in the series, each one signed with a personal note. âHow⊠how did you manage this?â
Oscar sat down beside her, looking a little smug but mostly just pleased with her reaction. âYouâve talked about those books more times than I can count,â he said with a small shrug. âI figured Iâd reach out to the authorâs team, see if I could make it happen. Took a little convincing, but⊠worth it, I think.â
She looked up at him, eyes shining with gratitude and awe, feeling like her heart might just burst. âItâs⊠itâs perfect,â she said softly, leaning over to press a gentle kiss to his cheek.
He smiled, brushing a thumb over her hand as she picked up the final box, smaller and elegantly wrapped in deep blue paper. She carefully peeled it open, lifting the lid to find a delicate necklace nestled inside. It was simple and beautifulâa silver pendant with both of their initials engraved on it, entwined together in a tiny, subtle script. Her heart swelled as she held it up, running her fingers over the cool metal.
As she admired it, he reached up and pulled something out from under his shirtâa matching necklace, with the same delicate initials. The pendant hung just over his heart, a quiet, constant reminder of her that he must have been wearing all day.
Her chest tightened, and she felt a tear slip down her cheek as she took it all in, the thoughtfulness, the care heâd put into every detail. She reached over, cupping his face with trembling hands as her voice broke.
âYou wore it all day,â she whispered, her heart so full she could barely speak.
Oscar smiled, reaching up to cover her hand with his. âOf course I did. Youâre with me everywhere I go,â he murmured, his voice soft. âNo matter how crazy the schedule, or how many days Iâm away⊠I wanted you to know that youâre always with me.â
She melted, letting herself fall into his embrace, her head tucked under his chin as he held her close. She felt like everything sheâd worried about, every bit of doubt that had crept in throughout the day, had simply vanished, replaced by a love so real and constant she didnât know how she could have ever doubted it.
âI love you,â she whispered, her voice muffled against his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart against her cheek.
He kissed the top of her head, his fingers threading gently through her hair. âI love you, too,â he said, holding her tightly, as if heâd never let her go. âHappy birthday, love.â
She pulled back from his embrace just enough to look up at him, her eyes shining with warmth and gratitude. Oscar met her gaze, his hand lifting to brush a stray tear from her cheek, his fingers lingering softly on her skin. And then, without a word, he leaned in, closing the distance between them as his lips met hers in a slow, tender kiss.
It was soft at first, a gentle, lingering touch filled with all the emotion of the night. But then his hand slid up to the back of her neck, pulling her just a little closer, and the kiss deepened, becoming something moreâa quiet, passionate promise that said everything words couldnât. Her fingers tangled in his hair, holding him close as she poured every bit of her love and gratitude into that moment, feeling his warmth surround her, grounding her in a way that only he could.
When they finally pulled back, breathless but smiling, he tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, pressing one last soft kiss to her forehead. âAlright,â he murmured, his voice low and soothing. âLet me run you a bath. Youâve had a long day, and you deserve to relax.â
But she shook her head, her hand slipping into his as she gave him a gentle smile. âNo, not now,â she whispered, and he paused, a look of confusion crossing his face.
âAre you sure?â he asked, tilting his head, his thumb brushing the back of her hand.
She smiled softly, tugging him gently toward the bed. âI just want to cuddle,â she said, her voice a quiet, warm confession.
Understanding dawned in his eyes, and his expression softened as he nodded, his lips curving into a smile. Oscar climbed into bed with her, pulling the covers over them both as he wrapped his arms around her, holding her close. She snuggled into his chest, her head resting just over his heart, listening to its steady, comforting rhythm as his hands traced soft patterns along her back.
They lay together in the quiet, wrapped up in each other, their legs tangled and their breaths in sync. He held her with a gentle strength, his fingers weaving through her hair as he pressed a kiss to her forehead. It was perfect, this quiet intimacy, as they sank deeper into each otherâs warmth, finding solace in the simple, tender closeness.
âI donât need anything else,â she murmured, her voice muffled against his chest. âJust this.â
Oscar tightened his hold on her, his lips brushing her temple. âThen this is exactly what weâll do,â he whispered.
the end.
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The door to your shared bedroom creaks open, and Toji is greeted by the sight of you sleeping. It's five in the afternoon and you're bundled up in the covers, soft breaths exiting through your mouth because your nose is congested. You look all cozy, like a hibernating bear, on his side of the bed. It would be a more adorable sight under different circumstances, but this is the product of you catching a cold.
Toji sets the small bag filled with your medicine and other little things he hopes will make you feel better, on his nightstand. He crouches down in front of you and brings a noticeably cooler hand to your heated cheek.
"Hey," Toji calls, gently pinching your cheek. Your hearing must be muffled, because you don't budge and remain in your deep sleep. "Ma," he tries again, shaking you by your shoulder this time. You stir and attempt to roll over in the other direction, towards the center of the bed, but Toji keeps you steady by tugging on the blanket you're cocooned in. "Wake up, mama. Just for a little. I got your stuff. Medicine, snacksâ you probably won't be able to taste them, but they're there."
You open your eyes, and simply blink. The room is darker and more shadowy since you went down for your supposed nap. It's been hours, but your body still feels so tired and your head is pulsing.
"How are you feeling?" Toji asks.
You were trying to say "so so", but no sound came out, so it seemed like you were mouthing the words instead. You felt the effort your vocal cords made, but your voice was shot. Nothing is audible unless it's strained. A huff and a roll of your eyes let Toji know how bad of a time you were having.
"Gotcha," Toji responds to your attempt to speak, a soft smile on his face.
He stands up from his crouched position and turns to the bag on his nightstand, rummaging through it to grab the box of medicine at the bottom and your water bottle. He sees you untangling yourself from the covers and sitting up to rest against the headboard, in his peripheral vision. Your hair is messy, some of it is stuck to your forehead from how much you've been sweating, even though you've felt cold the whole time. You can't breathe properly out of your nose, and your throat is sore. Your entire demeanor just screams "sick".
Toji offers you two gel capsules and twists the cap off your bottle of water, before handing it to you as well. You toss the pills into your mouth, and wash them down with a swig of water. In an attempt to clear your nose, you sniff a few times, getting absolutely no change in your ability to breathe through your nose.
"Go back to sleep. I'll get you some soup for when you wake up, 'kay?"
You nod and set your water bottle down on Toji's nightstand, before you slide back down the bed and shift comfortably onto your side. The blanket is wrapped around you, again, and you're ready to shut your eyes. Toji comes closer, crouching down like he did when he woke you up.
"Mm-mm," you hum, the sound cracked and barely audible, a response to Toji leaning in and trying to kiss you.
"Come on, ma. It's been a whole day. Just one. A peck?"
"No," you whisper, only able to communicate verbally in this hushed voice.
"Oh. You want me to have two?" He says, with a playful smirk.
You give him a deadpan expression and shift in the blanket, bringing it up to cover your mouth.
"Okay, fine. Just one."
You shake your head, minimally. Just enough so that you don't shake your brain and make your head hurt even more, and he still gets the message.
"Be nice, mama. Just one, then i'll leave you alone--" he pauses, briefly, "--until I come back with your soup. Then you gotta give me another one. You know, Toji Tax."
You roll your eyes and huff. The Toji Tax is just Toji's way of getting extra loving from you. There's a Toji Tax on just about everything he does for you, so you're not surprised that your sickness doesn't exempt you from it.
Your reaction showed the signs that let Toji know that he's about to get what he wants. The barrier you raised over your mouth is lowered, your involuntary pout now on full display, ready to be kissed whenever Toji's ready.
"Don't look too excited," Toji jests. He chuckles at the gloomy expression on your face. You look absolutely miserable in this state. It's adorable, and while he would love to keep teasing you, he decides to move faster so that you can get your rest.
It starts with a peckâas promised. He's slow with separating his lips from yours, to keep the contact with you going for as long as possible. Then he goes in for another oneâjust as gentle and delayed in separation. You still haven't done anything to stop him, so he keeps going in for more and more, each kiss more fervent than the last. Within seconds, he's barraging you with quick kisses, back to back, as if to make up for the last twenty-four hours he went without feeling your soft lips against his. He's getting closer, almost climbing into bed with you, so you hum and turn your head. He starts following your movement, like an eager puppy, chasing after more of your kisses.
"Don't care if I get sick, ma."
You hum in disapproval and push his face away when he starts leaning in, again. Quickly, you cover your head with the blanket and roll to the other side of the bed.
Toji sighs, a mischievous smirk lingering on his face. He got way more than he expected, but when it comes to you, he can never have enough. He stands up from the awkward position he got himself into while he chased after your lips, and looks at your bundled up figure, now out of his reach.
"I'll be back, doll. Gonna go get your soup, but remember... Toji Tax."
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Hi!
Can I request a fic where the reader starts realizing they have feelings for Sylus and gets so nervous around him that they canât resonate anymore?
And Sylus thinks that the reader is scared/disgusted by him again so the reader is forced to confess their feelings to not create a bigger misunderstanding
Thanks!
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The moment I got this request I was like HELLOâ sunflower anon, you just get me đ Anyway! Am back from my break and I hope everyoneâs ready for some Vulnerable Sylusâąïž, because I have got him hot to go!!!
A Gentle Touch
Sylus x Reader đ©ž
Summary: You really canât let Sylus into your head this timeâ heâs living there rent-free already.
Genre: Angst + Fluff (& some Luke and Kieran shenanigans because they were not feeling the angst)
Warnings/Additional Tags: f!reader, injury detail, mentions of possible trauma, humour, some intimacy at the end đ, Luke and Kieran are having the time of their lives
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Disclaimer: Characters belong to Love and Deepspace. All work is my own, so please don't repost or plagiarise!
If you asked, Sylus would tell you.
You catch glimpses: dark, sharp flickers of something monstrous, maybe even infernal. Blood, everywhereâ thick in your mouth and your nose. All over your hands. You feel it, too: a yearning, so intense, and you couldnât say whom it belongs to. Then thereâs death. Searing white. Bottomless black. In the middle of all of itâ crimson eyes like dying stars.
Every time you resonate, it envelops you, is laid out bare before you: a nightmare youâre caught in the centre of but forced to watch from outside. An other, a spectator. Itâs a show, just for you, but it isnât quite ready yet; someoneâs still rehearsing their lines.
If you asked, Sylus would let you see it. Itâs a power you have over him, a constant, self-sacrificial: you want it? Itâs yours. So you donât ask. You never ask. Like words mumbled in a haze of wine or sleep, you let him hold onto it. His hands are open, yes, but you donât have to take. Â
Besides, you have your own, world-changing little secret, and heâs going to see it too.
Heâs slumped in front of you, blood sheeting down from two bullet wounds just below his shoulder. He catches his breathâ one, twoâ before he peeks over this desk youâve overturned for cover. You should be peeking over as well: should be counting your enemies, scouting your next move.
Instead, youâre looking at him and holding back. One minute ago you had no idea where he was, how he was, and itâd been eating away at you from the moment you got separated. Now heâs with youâ he found youâ and the relief is desperate, gushing; it has to escape somehow. It drips: forbidden daydreams, one after the other, likeâŠ
How you want to hold his face and urge him to speak so you can just hear his voice.
How you want to press a hand to his heart and feel the beat of it beneath your palm.
How you want to kiss him, want to taste the blood on his split lip, because this is your story, isnât it? Messy. Violent. Defiant.
He looks at you, that same blood carving a thin line through the pale of his chin. It drops down onto his silk shirt. âWhat are you thinking about, kitten?â he grins. His best guess: âThis is a fine mess weâve gotten ourselves into, hmm?â
Itâs a fine mess he got you into. âYeah.â You make yourself look away from him, glancing over the desk to assess how much worse the situation is getting. The answer? Significantly.Â
Sylus chuckles, drawing your eyes back as he reloads his gun. âDonât say I never treat you to anything, sweetie.â He fires a few rounds towards the encroaching danger.
Voices go up across the room. Gunshots ring out, louder. Sylus slinks back down, wincing, holding his shoulder, and his fingers turn red. He deftly undoes the first few buttons on his shirt, peeling it back so he can examine his wounds. His jaw clenches; the punctures arenât closing over fast enough. Itâs too much blood, too quick, and heâllâ
He catches you staring. Thereâs a sheepish sincerity in the way he smiles, as honest and vulnerable as the holes in his shoulder. He holds out his hand. âTime for an energy storm, donât you think?â
âNo,â you snap. âSave your energy. We might need it later.â
âOh?â An eyebrow perks up in interest, and itâs just like him to spot a double entendre in the midst of all this chaos.
But youâre staring at his chest through his open shirt and youâre such a hypocrite. âThings might get worse,â you explain.
âWorse?â he repeats as bullets fly over your heads, striking the wall across from you and scattering plaster over the floor. He watches it crumble. âPaint me a picture, kittenâ what would worse look like?â
Even Rafayel might struggle with that particular creative prompt.
âCome on,â Sylus insists, using the excuse of your silence to push his hand closer to you. âNowâs not the time to play coy.â
âSylus, I really donâtââ
He grasps your hand, his fingers locking with yours and squeezing tight. Your heart jumps at the touch. It strangles the protests in your throat and stays there, strung up by anticipation and dread.
Youâre feeling so much that it takes you too long to realise nothing is happening.
Sylusâs eyes are fixed on your connected palms. Heâs squinting, concentrating, and when that doesnât workâ when your hand is paling in the vice of hisâ he loosens his grip, his thumb feathering over yours as he mumbles a quick: âforgive me.â
He doesnât let you go. You can still feel him, all of him, imploring to just let him in.
You donât, and his eyes meet yours, for a momentâ like another bullet has bitten through his flesh. Your mouth drops in fake surprise; youâre always so innocent when you pull a trigger on him.
This time, thereâs no wound you can push your hands against in a guilty effort to staunch the bleeding. You have to apologise. Have to stitch it up with every word youâve been guarding, saving, and it isnât supposed to be like this. âSylus, itâs not what you think. Iââ
Something metal clatters across the floor behind you, bounces like a failing, stuttering heartbeat, then explodes.
âŠ
âGood news, boss! We figured it out!â
Sylus groans, looking up from a report heâs not really been reading as two figures crash into his room. Not good, he thinks, as Kieran flings himself into the nearest armchair. Whatever this is, itâs not good. Luke settles on its arm.
With a sigh, Sylus removes his reading glasses. They stay, hooked on a finger, as he pushes his hair back like he can feel a headache coming on. His eyes flutter closed, and when they open, the twins are both leaning forward, bristling with excitement.
âAsk us,â Luke whispers in a way that makes Sylus think he might not realise heâs speaking out loud.
Another sigh. âWhat did you figure out?â
Kieran whips out a tired-looking notepad from behind his back. He clears his throatâ âahem!ââ then starts to read: âReasons why Miss Hunter was not able to resonate with you. Number one...â
âHow did you find out aboutââ
âSshhhh,â Kieran interrupts, putting a finger to where his lips should be. Sylusâs eyes widen in indignation, and Luke comes to his twinâs rescue, silently indicating Mephisto with a few tips of his head. The crow shrinks down on his perch.
âNumber one,â Kieran repeats, matter-of-factly. âYour height.â
âMy⊠height?â
Luke nods solemnly as Kieran continues: âhumanityandconquer.com/power-dynamics describes tallness as a ânatural advantage when trying to dominate a smaller individual.â You are very tall. Try crouching when you speak to Miss Hunter.â He glances over the top of his notepad. âIf you approach her at her level, sheâll know you mean noââ
âNope. Next,â Sylus dismisses, waving his hand in a fast-forward motion. That headache is coming on.
âReason two,â Kieran acquiesces, gaze falling, âyour eyes.â
âOh, for godsâ sakeââ
âTheyâre red,â the twin pushes on, âand red means danger. In fiction, red eyes are symonyââ he stops, spells it outâ âsynonymous with the supernatural. Vampires especially. Plus, lots of bad stuff is red.â Heâs going off-script. âBlood. Fire. Sunburns.â
âSunburns are pink,â Luke muses.
âNo, like, bad sunburns, yâknow?â
âOh right, yeah.â Thereâs a shrug of agreement.
Sylusâs will to live is hanging by a thread, and they really donât have a care in the world, do they? It must be nice. âThank you,â he murmurs, âfor your little investigation. If thatâs all, I wouldââ
âReason three!â Luke chirps, wiggling the same number of fingers, and Sylusâs head lolls back against the sofa.
âMiss Hunter is struggling to separate this version of you from your first impression,â Kieran says.
Sylus looks up. âWhat?â
Luke is rubbing his hands together eagerly, like theyâve finally gotten to the good stuff. âWell, you remember how you and Miss Hunter met,â his twin explains.
Words wonât do it justice, apparently, because the man begins to act it out. He reaches to grip Luke by the throat and Luke pretends to choke, fingers clawing at the grasp. Then Kieran stands upâ throws Luke down into the chair and pins him there with his foot before snatching up his hand.
âSee what I mean?â Kieran asks over his shoulder. âI mean, it must have been pretty traumatic. You kinda tore her away from everything she knew. Forced her to use her power, et cetera, et cetera.â
Sylus has gone quiet. Heâs vaguely aware that the twins are moving, saying more, but he canât hear it. He feels sick. Then he feels something different: someone poking at his arm. A hand is waved in front of his face, but he doesnât react.
âOh, we so got it,â Luke whispers conspiratorially behind him.
âHell yeah we did!â Kieran whispers back.
Thereâs the sound of them high-fiving, and it spurs Sylus into action. Heâs up out of his seat, out of their shadows, and then the door as wellâ long before they can stop him. He needs to breathe. He needs the cold night air and the quiet, and his strides drive him towards it, but not fast enough.
Heâs about to use his Evol. To let himself evaporate so he can be whole again somewhere else, somewhere easier, but then he stops. Heâs by an open door, glancing in at a decadent living room, where youâre sprawled over a black leather couch. This isnât easier. This hurts, and it hurts more as he forces himself to close the distance between you.
Youâre still asleep. Youâve been unconscious ever since that grenade went off, and itâs for the best, really; getting out of that place was⊠messy. Sylusâs shoulder still aches, the blood on his shirt now crusty and dark. Some of itâs his. Some of itâs yours.
Heâs not sure why heâs still wearing it.
The twins did a pretty good job of patching you up, butâ looking over youâ he would have done better. It was his role, after all. His duty to you, or maybe just a reason to get close to you. He couldnât do it today. Couldnât touch you, no matter how noble the intention. And a little part of him was glad for the excuse; his hands always shake.
A blanket is half on your legs, half on the floor, and Sylus stoops to collect the edge of it. He draws it over your shoulder, adjusting it around your armsâ at rest by your face. Heâs close, now, and heâŠ
He canât help himself. When has he ever been able to help himself? He lifts his hand slowly; he wants to kiss you. Even though your blood is still drying on his shirt and itâs all his fault.
âŠ
Someoneâs hand is on your face.
The touch draws you back into consciousness, tender, careful, then suddenly sharp. âAh,â you hiss. âSylus?â Always first on your mind and your lips.
âNot even close,â quips the shadow above you.
âKieran?â
âBingo.â Â
You use your hand to block some of the roomâs light as you open your eyesâ a birdlike silhouette taking shape through the gaps in your fingers. âWhereâs Sylus?â you ask, teeth clenching as the twin applies a thin strip of surgical tape to a cut on your cheek. âIs he ok?â
âSheesh, relax. Heâs fine,â Kieran tuts, then seems to reconsider, âwellâŠâ
âHeâs brooding,â chimes a voice from behind you. âOut on the balcony.â Luke.
You rub at your eyes, still drowsy with sleep. âWhyâs he brooding? What did you do?â
âTold him he traumatised you,â they speak in unison.
âWhat?! Why would you say something like that?â
âBecause itâs true,â Kieran shrugs. âThatâs why you and boss couldnât, you knowâŠâ He twinkles his fingers.
Resonate? Ugh. You slide your feet onto the floor, sitting up straight for a solid second before you bury your face in your hands, omitting a few, pained whines. This is such a mess, and it only got worse while you were asleep. First that stupid grenade, now the twins.
A hand pats at your back. âThere, there,â Luke soothes.
You turn to glare at him. His hand retreats.
Forget it; you have to find Sylus.
âŠ
You step out onto the balcony, head full of apologies youâve had all of a minute to prepare, and it isnât enough. It felt fitting, in the middle of a shootoutâ everything was allowed to be frantic and from the heart. Here itâs calm, and if you ruin somethingâ break anythingâ itâs going to be obvious. Thereâs no other violence to blame.
Sylus must hear you join him, but he doesnât turn. Heâs leant forwards against the rail, one arm folded upon it, the other outstretched: sporting a glass of liquor that hangs from the tips of his fingers and that he swirls gently, his gaze far away.
The twins really werenât kidding.
âHey,â you greet, and itâs sort of pathetic, but you donât know what else to say.
âHey,â Sylus returns, âare youââ he looks back at you over his shoulderâ âare you alright?â
âYeah,â you smile warmly. âI mean, the twins are giving me a headache, but thatâs, like, standard.â Â
He smiles back: a courtesy. Youâve seen him grin through almost every type of pain imaginable, but this one is new. Think about what Luke and Kieran said. What he must be thinking. âSylus, Iââ
âYou donât have to explain,â he stops you, turning his body towards you. âHonestly, Iâd⊠rather you didnât.â
âWhy?â
âWhy?â he chuckles, masking a deeper hurt as he lifts his glass to his lips. âYouâre really going to make me say it?â
You are; you hold his gaze as he takes a deliberately slow sip of his drink. He smirks, surrenders at once and admits: âIâm really not that strong, sweetie. Thatâs why.â
âWhat if I want to explain?â
The smirk falters, and his eyes make their own, sad, silent confession. If you want to explain? Heâll let you. Heâll stand here, listening patiently while you call him a thing of nightmares. While you break him, bit by tortuous bit, by reminding him just how frightening he is.
He turns back to the view, shrugs, but none of the tension leaves his shoulders. âGo on, then.â
âSylus?â
âMmm?â
âYou donât scare me, you know.â
His hand tightens around his glass. âDonât.â
âDonât what?â
âPity me,â he grimaces. âI donât need it. I know what I am. Iâd just⊠forgotten what I was to you.â
Your captor. Your monster. Except that was a lifetime ago and heâs been so many more things to you since then. Tell him. âSylusâŠâ
âI felt it,â he snaps, because your voice is still so reluctant, and heâs going to save you the trouble. âWhen we tried to resonate, I felt itâ your fearâ just as deep as it used to be. I heard that same voice in your head, the one saying you wouldnât let me in, couldnât let me in, so donât tell me I donât scare you, sweetie.â The term of endearment tastes sour, you can tell. âI know how you feel. I knowââ
âI like you, Sylus.â
ââŠWhat?â
You couldnât take it anymore. âI like you,â you say again, and your heart is beating too quickly for eloquence, so you just have simplicity. âYou donât scare me at all, Sy. I care about you. A lot.â
Sylus stares at you, his eyes wide. Thereâs no confidence. No smile or drawn-out breath of relief. He sets his glass aside on the railing, gaze leaving yours for a moment, and you get the feeling he needs that moment as much as he needed the drink itself.
Then he looks at you again. Asks in a way that makes you ache: âdo you mean it?â
Look at him. Your throat stings. âOf course I mean it.â
âSay it again.â
âI mean it, Sylus. I care aboutââ
His lips are on yours and the rest of your words are lost in his mouth. You, you say with the way you kiss him back, soft and slow, like youâre relishing something that might slip away. You, you insistâ your hand finding his face, his hair, as he kisses you deeper, and you, you, you, when he doesnât stop.
âIs this alright?â he murmurs, his fingers around your chin and his thumb tugging at your bottom lip.
âMmm,â you confirm, equally breathless.
He laughs as he withdraws a little, still caressing your face like youâre something of a dream. âYouâre not making this easy, kitten.â
âWorried you might traumatise me again?â Â Â Â
It's a low blow. He scoffs. âLuke and Kieran saidââ
âLuke and Kieran once bought arts-and-crafts feathers for Mephisto because they thought the colours would make him, and I quote: more aerodynamic.â You pinch his ear playfully. âI canât believe you let them get to you.â
âI know,â he groans, lifting your hand so he can press chaste kisses along the line of your knuckles. âNot my finest moment.â He guides your palm to his cheekâ leans into it as he leans into an idea. âThey said you hated my eyes,â he pouts.
You canât help giggling. He frowns. âI meanâ aww, no,â you scramble, but youâre still laughing. You canât stop. âYour eyes are⊠yeah. So pretty.â
âYou had to think about it?â
âThere were just too many adjectives, yâknow? I was struggling toââ
He kisses you again, saving you: crushing your laughter with his own, lightheaded smile. His hand finds yours as his lips move against you, your fingers interlocking as you resonateâ chasing an instinct, a need to be impossibly closerâ and you let him see everything. Feel everything.
Itâs a mad tangle of opposites. Heaven. Hell. Life. Death. You donât know what any of it means, but itâs yours and itâs his and it doesnât scare you half as much as it should. Sylus breaks your kiss. He pushes his forehead against your own with a sigh of contentment, and it doesnât scare him, either. Â
Savour each second. Think of some better adjectives, while you still have the time.
Heâs going to earn every single one.
âŠ
âšEpilogueâš
Inside, staring out through the floor-to-ceiling windows that separate the room from the balcony, Luke and Kieran stand, looking awfully smug. Â Â
âMission accomplished,â Kieran nods, flipping closed his notepad, aptly titled: 101 Ways To Get Boss Laid! (There are only, currently, fifty-two.)
Lukeâs arms are folded. âWeâre like, the best wingmen ever.â
Kieran is silent. He repeats carefully: âWingmen. Wingmen.â
The beaks of the crow masks gradually turn to face one-another. Thereâs a mutual epiphany, and both twins almost fall over laughing.
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8x06 fix-it fic: Amnion
Buck doesn't bounce back from Tommy the way he did with all his other breakups for reasons he can't articulate or even look at. He thinks of how long it took him to recover from Abby, but even that felt different, because he'd had hope carrying him through most of it. He doesn't have that now.
The worst part is it's bringing everyone else down. It's starting to affect the job, and he can't take any more of Bobby's pity dinner invites or the kid gloves Eddie handles him with. Then one day, Chimney (in an attempt to lighten the mood) asks Buck if he's pregnant, and it awakens some primordial rage in Buck that he never knew he possessed and damn near rips off Chimney's head about it.
But once the blood levels in his adrenaline start rising and he calms down, he starts thinking about it. Before he knows it he's thinking about it day and night, and now that's starting to affect the job more than his heartbreak had been.
Then one night Maddie invites him over to watch trash TV and eat junk food until they can't feel feelings anymore, but instead of the patented Maddie Hug he's expecting, she hands him a First Response test stick the second he walks in the door.
Five minutes later, he comes out of the bathroom pale-faced and dripping tears because there are two lines in the test result window, and Maddie leads him over to the couch where they curl up and cry together. Just like the old days.
Maddie asks if he's going to tell Tommy, but there's no judgment in her voice, like she's behind him no matter what he decides, and Buck tries to make her laugh when he says, "How do you know it's his? I could've been living it up for the last month. New person almost every night. Exploring myself."
She just gives him a Look. Also patented.
Under the weight of her scrutiny, Buck thinks about Tommy's face before he left the loft that night and how ''Buck'' looked and sounded so wrong coming from him. Like the shape of it was so painful he could barely move his mouth around it.
Finally, he shakes his head. His eyes well up with more tears, which feels impossible, because the human body can't possibly produce this much liquid. He's going to drown them both. "I thought... I thought we had a future, Maddie. I really did. I guess I still get one... but only with part of him."
A couple of months pass and Buck's entire world shifts. The 118 have rallied around him in a way that almost feels like they're closing ranks to every other firehouse. Eddie becomes especially protective and devises a 5000-point care plan that makes him twitch if Buck so much as thinks about deviating from it, but he also keeps telling Buck that he needs to tell Tommy about the pregnancy.
"If only to get his family history," Eddie says reasonably, but there's something pleading in his voice every time, like there's so much more under the surface that he's trying to keep under wraps. Like there's more about this that he thinks Tommy should know.
Chimney's in the middle of explaining why he's stealing the cool uncle crown from Buck and sitting pretty on the throne when Buck asks him about it.
"Is there something about Tommy that no one's telling me?"
It trips Chimney up. Literally. He just barely catches himself from going headfirst into the kitchen counter.
Buck's heart starts pounding. "Chim, does he know?"
"No," Chimney says, firm and almost a little offended. "We promised you we wouldn't say anything. But Buck... you should tell him. You should talk to him."
Part of him wants to whip his phone out right then and there and dial Tommy's number. He could do what he did the first time: ask to meet somewhere and laugh about bad coffee and plead his case for a second chance. He could reach across the table for his hand, but this time, he'd stand up and walk over to Tommy and place it on his belly. "I don't care about firsts or lasts," he'd say. "I care about only's. And you're the only one I want."
But the other part of him, still licking its wounds, hormones in flux and forcing organs to shift and bend as it makes room for the thing he and Tommy made together, bares its teeth and snaps, "He made it very clear that he had no interest in hearing what I had to say."
Chimney never brings it up again.
Meanwhile, Hen goes a little overboard with forcing him to undergo random physicalsâshe pops out of the shadows twice a day to ambush him with the blood pressure machine, and he keeps threatening to avoid rooms that have doorsâbut he loves it. His body is a complete stranger to him for the first time in a long time, but the changes he's experiencing are interesting and he's having a blast cataloging every new one. He and Hen have a spreadsheet with like fifty tabs, and she helps him navigate every test his actual OBGYN sets him up for.
He's over her house at least once a week, although pregnancy talk at the dinner table is verboten.
"If one of you says the word 'amniocentesis' one more time, I will start a food fight," Karen had said, finally putting her foot down. Across the table, Denny perked up.
As much as he hesitates to even think the Q-word, it's a pretty quiet pregnancy. The cravings are kind of wild, though, and he goes most of his first trimester feeling like he's going to die if he can't eat rice krispie treats with cottage cheese. Every time Bobby sees him cracking open another container of Hood, it looks like he's seriously reconsidering sobriety.
But as incredible as they are about the pregnancy, they're all tiptoeing around the other elephant in the room: when Buck is going to stop working scenes. He and Bobby have a series of discussions that satisfies neither of them and resolves nothing, and it builds to a big blow-out that ends when Bobby tearfully begs Buck to stop risking his own life and the life of Bobby's grandkid.
After that, it's like some stone thing in him dissolves into sand and he finally eases back a bit in his fifth month. He doesn't put up a fight when Bobby orders him to only handle the winch or stick with hose duty, and if he stays a little closer to the engine because he gets winded so easily these days, no one comments on it.
In his sixth month, the inevitable happens: there's a call out at Palos Verdes and it's all hands on deck, which means the 217 is there too. At first he thinks he might make it through without running into Tommy at all, but he turns a corner andâthere he is. Smudged with mud and looking like a drowned rat because of the downpours, but in his turnouts he's big and capable and, for a second, he's walking into First Presbyterian and apologizing for missing the ceremony.
But the memory is easily wrestled back into the past the second Tommy's gaze fixes on Buck's belly.
Buck wants to stage a retreat that would make the Allies at Dunkirk stand up and applaud. He wants to throw his arms open so Tommy can get a better look at it, say something cool and mean, like, "Did you know that INNOTEX makes turnouts for carriers these days? Pretty progressive of them, if you ask me."
He wants to be weak and ask if Tommy will spare him a hug. Just one. Nothing greedy. Justâa moment to soak in his warmth, to inhale the smell of his skin. Enough to carry him through the rest of it.
But he does none of that. He inhales through his nose, lifts his chin, and says, "Firefighter Kinard."
At that, Tommy smiles, and it's completely awful. There's no joy in it. Not even amusement. He looks like he wants to be sick, and Buck feels like a monster.
But Tommy swallows and says, earnest as anything, "Congratulations. I-I knew you'd find it. I never doubted for a second that you'd find the person who'd be your last."
Even as he says it, Tommy's face does something indescribable, but it rips through Buck's chest and shatters his ribs, tearing through pericardial layers until it scores the vulnerable muscle of his heart. It's so shocking that it almost knocks the truth right out of Buck's mouth.
Someone comes over the radio and requests all available first responders with flight experience to report to the B-zone, and Tommy straightens up and locks whatever it was away.
With an unsteady hand, he tips an invisible hat to Buck and says wryly, "Firefighter Buckley," before jogging away.
And Buck stands there like an idiot watching him go. It's that night all over again. It's Buck instead of Evan.
"See you around," he whispers, and then runs back to his post in the A-zone.
+
Tommy gets the call when he's halfway through a burrito foisted upon him by Dana, who had taken one look at him and said, "You look like a flood victim. Eat something before I get HR involved."
He'd taken a mutinous bite and couldn't argue with her. Months later and it still felt like he'd watched everything he loved wash away with a tide he couldn't fight. Except he'd sent the tide himself. He had no business feeling like this.
But they send him to the site of a car accident where a pregnant driver had been T-boned by some asshole who ran the red light, and the RA unit called to the scene didn't have the right equipment to assess the fetus. But the victim's belly was hard enough to warrant a med evac.
By the time Dana gets the victim loaded on the backboard and inside, Tommy's already on with both First Presbyterian and LA General to see whose neonatal surgery team is available.
The door on Tommy's side slides open and Tommy turns in his seat to ask what the hell Dana's doing over there, but it's Hen who's pulling herself inside.
His stomach clenches with dread. "Hen?"
"I'm riding with you," she shouts, taking the headset that Dana gives her.
He looks just beyond her and wishes he'd had the presence of mind to listen to the manifest when Dana had read it aloud to him, because Evan Buckley is strapped to the gurney and looks like he's on a completely different planet.
"Hen." Tommy can't hear him say her name, but he sees Evan's mouth shape the word. Evan reaches clumsily out for her with one hand while pressing the other to his belly.
Hen murmurs something to him that the comms can't pick up, and Tommy wonders if they've notified Maddie, if they've notified the father, whoever they are. If they're already at the hospital waiting for them. If Tommy will have to see them, talk to them face to face.
Tommy bites the inside of his cheek until he feels the hot wash of blood over his tongue, then forces everything down to join the burrito from earlier that really wants to make a reappearance. It isn't his right to know any of it. That went out with the tide, too.
He locks it down tight enough that he gets them into the air so easily they might be a feather on the wind, then he heads in the direction of First Presbyterian. The real start of it all.
They're maybe halfway across the city when Evan shouts, desperation and fear carrying his voice over the rotors, the words sliding together, "Hen, check Nora! Y-Y'need to châ"
"Nora's fine, Buck," Hen says, her voice clear as a bell in Tommy's ear.
Staring at a skyline he can't see, Tommy says, "'Nora'? Was someone else in the car with him?"
When Hen comes over the comm, her voice is as inescapable as a flood. "Nora's what he decided on for the baby. It's her name."
Tommy's hand tightens on the cyclic so the way it starts shaking won't be so obvious. "Nora was my grandmother's name."
He'd told Buck about the woman who was basically the only family he could stand, who was responsible for not letting him become his piece of shit father, who accepted him when no one else would. She'd meant the world to him. She'd been the world to him. And for Evan to give his kid her nameâ
Realization hits like a levy breaking, and he turns to look wide-eyed over his shoulder at Hen, because it can'tâhe couldn't beâ
"Patient, male, 33, prenatal course complicated at 8 months gestation," Dispatch had said.
The timeline is right.
Hen stares right back, as good of a confirmation that he could get outside of a DNA test.
Without breaking her gaze, Tommy tells Dana to take over. She gives him an unreadable look but says nothing except, "Copy that," and smoothly resumes their journey while he squeezes into the back. There's hardly any room next to the gurney and his knees are compressing his lungs, but he takes Evan's' hand and stares blankly at the shiner forming around his right eye until Hen breaks the silence.
Why didn't you tell me, he wants to demand, but he knows that if he so much as opens his mouth, he's going to start screaming until someone sedates him.
"For the record," she says, "I hate what you did. I hate what you took from him. But I understand why you did it."
Tommy rolls his lips inward and wants to suffocate himself to death. She understands? Does she? Does she know a life can be obliterated in the span of a minute? Does she know what it is to live a half life, to walk through the world like a five-year old drew a scribble on a blank sheet of paper that was supposed to be a person?
Does she know what Evan looks like when his joy is sucked away? Because Tommy does. She hates what he did? No one hates what he did more than him. No one hates him more than him.
Shakily, he lifts his other hand and touches the tips of his fingers to Evan's birthmark, which used to know the touch of his lips so well that Evan would joke that it was actually in the shape of Tommy's mouth print. Like a brand.
He forces himself to inhale. It seems impossible that Evan's here, carrying their child, their Nora. Evan used to say the lightning strike gave him super powers, made him invincible, and Tommy's ashamed to admit that he almost believed him. It seemed like nothing could ever bring Evan Buckley down, but here he is in Tommy's sky, halfway to Heaven already.
He glances at the LifePAKâwhere Evan's life has been concentrated into a series of lines and numbers, the reading strong despite everythingâand then looks back at Evan, who is still the most beautiful man Tommy has ever seen even now.
"Evan," he chokes out.
There's no answer. At least not from Evan.
Across from him, Hen breathes through her nose and then quietly says, "I'm only going to say this once, Tommy, so I hope you're listening. If you can't trust him to know what his own heart wants, then this flight will never have happened. When he wakes up, you will not have been here. I'll change the manifest myself."
Tommy closes his eyes. Something hot spills down his cheeks.
"I know things haven't been all sunshine and roses for you. Lucy's said you've basically shut down since it ended. I know you're hurting just as much as Buck is... which is why I'm telling you: be sure. He's going to have enough on his plate without worrying about whether or not you're going to swan out of his life again. You need to be sure, Tommy."
Tommy doesn't say anything, but he opens his eyes and holds her gaze without flinching, and he tightens his hold on Evan's hand.
The rest of the flight passes in the kind of silence that feels like a cyst was lanced. Or maybe a boil, as it were.
+
Buck wakes up in stages to find he's in a hospital bed, and when he puts a hand on his belly it's smaller and almost deflated beneath his palm. He is just starting to hyperventilate when suddenly Tommy's there, murmuring to him, "You're okay. Everything's okay, I promise, she's fine. She's fine. Look."
And Buck, heart racing, forces himself to breathe slowly while he follows Tommy's gaze down to the bundle in Tommy's arms. Then he stops breathing altogether.
"She's fine," Tommy says. "A little early, according to the doctor, but absolutely fine."
Buck collapses back to the bed and weeps in relief, because she's fine. She's here and she's fine and she's perfect. Tommy gently places her in Buck's arms before retreating to the chair next to the bed which has a dent in the vinyl in the shape of his ass.
But Buck is enraptured with Nora, who smacks her lips in her sleep, and he marvels aloud, "She has my mouth."
"Thank God for that," Tommy says with a laugh. "It'll help take the focus off my nose. Poor kid."
It hits Buck like lightning that Tommy is here. He's in this room and talking about Nora likeâlike he knows. And there are things Buck should probably be saying, like apologizing for not telling Tommy about her as soon as he found out, or asking why he's there at all, but the words are crowding in his mouth and he can't figure out which ones should go first.
Tommy's lips twitch in a smile that is awful to look at, like he completely understand Buck's struggle, but his voice is soft and even when he says, "I need you to know that it wasn't about you. Not you personally. It never was."
Buck stops trying to speak and just stares at him, because that is bullshit, and oh, he knows which words should come first, and he opens his mouth to release them into the wild but Tommy holds up a hand.
"I know," he says. "I was a coward and an asshole, and I'm more sorry than I can possibly say. I won't ever be able to make up for what I did. But I need you to know why I did it."
And, in fits and starts before he finally finds the thread, Tommy tells him about Jeremy.
After Tommy ended things with Abby and then finally came out, he dated around for a long time before he met Jeremy, who was brilliant and fun and new. Tommy was the first man Jeremy had ever been with, and Jeremy was the first person Tommy saw a future with. He'd been so sure about Jeremy. He'd believed that Jeremy was it.
Until, almost two years in, Jeremy ended it. He'd sat Tommy down and said kindly, cruelly, "You're amazing, Tom, but you're just the first. You can't be my last." And then he'd left Tommy completely shattered in the rearview.
"That night, when you asked me to move in... it was like I was watching him put on his coat all over again," Tommy says shakily. "But what I felt for you was lightyears beyond anything I felt for him. I'd fallen so hard for you that I knew if I had to watch you walk away I'd never get up again."
Buck stares at Tommy, eyes rimmed red, and says, "So instead you made me watch you walk away."
It must land like a fist because Tommy exhales sharply and hangs his head, bowing around the pain. He sits like that for a moment, absorbing it, before he lifts his head and nods. "Yeah. That's exactly what I did."
There are deep, dark circles under Tommy's eyes that speak of a hundred sleepless nights, and his body is sharper, leaner, trimmed entirely of anything soft. He's made entirely of angles. He's so unfairly hot. He's miserable to look at.
Buck swallows and murmurs, "You look like there's no love in your life, Tommy."
Sucking in a trembling breath, Tommy smiles weakly and sketches a shrug. It looks like the fatigued steel of his edges are starting to crack.
"I left all my love with you that night." His gaze darts down. "Among other things."
Buck looks down at Nora, who's sleeping the sleep of someone already exhausted by existence, or maybe just by her fathers' drama, and thinks that maybe he really has been carrying all his love plus Tommy's around. Because otherwise he has no idea how he's so full of it.
"She's absolutely perfect," Buck says, smiling dopily.
"She's... more than anything I could've ever dreamed of."
He looks up in time to see Tommy drop his gaze to the floor at the same time his shoulders lift and lock like they're bracing for a blow. And in a voice so thin it's barely a sound, Tommy says, "I know I don't have... any right to ask, but is there any... any chance I could be part of her life?"
The tears that have been languishing at the edges of Buck's eyes finally see an opportunity. He doesn't think he could've held them back any longer if he tried.
Mouth trembling, he whispers, "Just hers?"
At that, Tommy looks up, eyes wide, disbelief and hope chasing each other across his face like dogs. He jerks a little in his chair but he doesn't move. He doesn't move.
Buck stares at him, a tsunami pulling everything back from his shoreline, and bites out, "Thomas James Kinard, if you don't get over here and kiss me, I swear to Christâ"
But Tommy's out of the chair and at his bedside, cupping Buck's face and tenderly smearing a kiss over his open mouth, licking the relieved gasp right off Buck's tongue.
Between them, Nora makes a tiny noise, and Tommy startles away just enough that he can press the side of his head to Buck's and gaze down at her with a tremulous smile.
"She really is something, huh? Sorry about the nose, kiddo," he says softly.
Buck knocks their heads together and says, "I happen to love that nose, thanks. And like you said, my lips will help balance it out."
Huffing a laugh, Tommy kisses Buck's lips. And the side of his nose and the bolt of his jaw. Then he leans down and presses a kiss to Nora's little pink and blue hat.
"I'm sure if you are," Tommy murmurs, tilting his chin up so he can flash a brave smile up at Buck, who smiles back.
"I was always sure."
#bucktommy#bucktommy fic#tevan#tevan fic#mpreg#911 8x06#fix it fic fest 2k24#fun fact: i originally wrote this in the tags of another post but guess what! there's a tag limit! and i lost 2/3 of it#it forced me to actually write it as a story instead of tag fic though so... thanks tumblr?
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⥠TW: yandere, captive reader, minor wounds, shackles, mental deterioration
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âIâm sorry,â he says, looking up at you sheepishly from where he kneels before you, your feet in his lap as he carefully unclasps the second metal cuff from your ankleâleaving roughed skin in its wake, cut raw and swollen as badly as the other. âBut, you know, I would have taken them off sooner if youâd been good.â
You don't answer himânot feeling like nodding and agreeing, though not exactly feeling up to doing the opposite anymore either. Tired of it, you remain quiet, and you look away insteadâflinching and hissing as he carefully handles the wounds with disinfectant, balm, and bandages.
When heâs done, he rests his cheek on your kneeâstroking his hands up and down your claves tenderly. âI really am sorry,â he repeatsâvoice soft and silken, nuzzling into you with big puppy eyes looking up at you. âYouâll forgive me, wonât you?â
Thereâs a disturbance in your headâan indecisionâtoiling and swirling like a storm, making you sweat, almost shiver. Should you behave for once? Do what he wants and avoid another punishmentâor do you still feel like fighting? Is your dignity worth it? Do you still wish to take the risk and run now that youâre unfettered and free to try again? Or would you like to finally give it up?
This is a test. You know it. No doubt.
Heâll surely catch you if you try. You know that, too. Itâs been proven, and youâre not foolish enough to keep holding onto any such false thing as hope.
So then, why try?
Well, itâs a stupid question, and yet you find yourself contemplating itâwhether you should try anyway, even when failure is guaranteed. You think, now that you're really thinking about it, the only thing keeping you going is sheer and hollow principle.
Yes, principleâone based on the understanding that if you try, even if you fail, you can at least say you triedâone where the simple thought of giving is detestable. Back then, even weighing the options was unthinkable. Do or dieâno in-between, nothing more or less.
But that fire within feels faint nowâa low flame just barely weathering the storm, all alone in the cold, in the dark, just waiting for a final gust to blow it out once and for all.
It's an ugly thought, but you think what you really want isn't to find the strength to keep fighting but for someone to say it's okay to stop. You just want a sanctionâa blessingâsomeone to blow the candle out for you.
And acknowledging that, you might as well blow it out yourself.
If the point holds no value, then fighting for it must be even more emptyâright?
You sigh.
âItâs not that bad." Lifting a hand, you run it smoothly through his tousled locks with a smile. âActually, it already feels better.â
The worst or best part about it is how strangely freeing it isânow that youâve let go. The trouble of remaining vigilant and hostile is an exhausting feat, and now that youâve put it to rest, youâre left feeling unfetteredâlike you can finally breathe again.
He kisses your knee, then rests his chin atop itâgiving you a similar smile. âIâm glad.â
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Warmth of December
Warmth of December (18+) Characters - Sergeant JK x Y/N reader (women) Genre - slow burn (?), strangers to lovers, basically everything is war themed, the story takes place in old time but is not an accurate representation of real life events, pretty much an old mentality on how things should be and about how people should act, THIS is fiction. Â
Summary - Everyone wants a chance at freedom once a brutal war starts taking place, this also means that taking risks and dangerous paths is part of it. But what would you do when a chance for survival appears before you? Will you reach out and take it? Warnings - war stuff (blood, death, mentions bad things done to women, weapons and fights, etc.), angst, drama, fluff, fictional characters, 5 years age gap (20/25), older Jk, suggestive/smut, Jk is kinda cocky/arrogant and sometimes a jerk, he gets better after a while and becomes a total sweetheart, Jk hits a women once (not you), mentions of enslavement, women are kinda treated like objects that have no function other than being obedient housewives that must listen to their husband, mention of chastity/virginity, a lot of mixed feelings, mentions of pregnancy.
MINORS PLEASE STAY AWAY! Warnings for the not so holy parts (18+) - they get naked in front of each other without doing it, mentions of soft and hard manhood as well as female parts, reader is inexperienced, they take things slow at first, itâs consensual, I wonât detail what Iâm about to write because Iâm embarrassed so read at your own risk, no heavy/crazy stuff though I think, they do it 3 times along the story, has some other suggestive parts. X<
Authorâs note - Y/L/N Y/N stands for your first and last name. Also, NEVER in my life have I written smut, first time (probably last) donât come for me if itâs bad, please. BTW Itâs been a while since Iâve written something, this is also the longest one I've ever wrote. If there are any mistakes please let me know!
Enjoy! Word count - 19k
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30 August 1955
âKeep quiet!â Poor heart beating out of your chest.
Step by step and you were almost out of this hell hole. You started clenching your long skirt tighter while the other three girls were following tightly through the thick blanket of rusty leaves. Escaping through the forest was not an easy task, especially for young women and since this damned war has started, more and more people seek liberty and justice.Â
But itâs not that easy to seek freedom.
Around every corner you can find soldiers waiting to attack, and once you get caught by one of them, itâs game over. Dragged in a hidden place, if not taken right there and then for their own sick pleasure, losing all hope of a good life and just succumbing to the dark and shameful path you will have to live, if they pity you enough to let you do so. Â
Every person wants a chance at freedom after all, right? And because of this you are forced to take the risk. Either make it safe over the border, through the woods and get to a small town where you can start your life all over, or fall into the hands of the devil himself. âIâm scaredâŠâ The youngest one of us, Mai, says, tears pooling in her eyes. At only 16 years old sheâs forced to take such harsh decisions in order to gain safety.Â
âCalm down, if you make too much noise we will get caught, thatâs what you should be truly scared about.â Yun-Mi tries to reassure her, hoping she will calm down and not get us in trouble. With cold hands you push the bushes in front of our faces and look over to the hill we have to go across. Over the sun covered land we can see the thick border of trees, thatâs it! Thatâs the last part we have to cross. After days of hiding and countless sleepless nights of looking around, we have finally made it.
âThatâs it, right Y/N? Thatâs the border.â Jia, the oldest one exclaims in eagerness. âYes, after thatâŠwe are finally free.â You can say, slight uneasiness crawling into your head, almost like you could predict something bad was going to happen. The three girls smile and hug each other, happy that they finally can get away from what the war has brought. âLetâs go then, what are we waiting for?!â
Oh, only if it was that easy. Perhaps this was the hardest part of all, beside the fact that this area was the most watched over because many attempted to cross over, the emptiness of the hill made the perfect chance of being spotted.
âLetâs go by the tree line, itâs much safer.â With a plan set, You try to take the lead.
Safe to say, the place looked deserted, the sun was almost setting and the only thing you could hear was the gentle sound of the wind. It was dangerous, luring people with its quiet demeanor, thinking you are safe until you wake up on the ground with a gushing gunshot wound and one or more soldiers on top of your body. With slow and steady steps the four of you go along the tree line, skirts raised above the knee level. If the nuns at church you used to live all these years would see, they for sure would pass out.Â
âIt seems clear.â Jia pointâs out, looking around. And so you thought, until your head turned to look through the thick tree trunks, scanning the area below. In a split second making eye contact with a guy who was down at the river, he was watching you.Â
Your blood ran cold, his head turned sideways, almost confused like, wondering if his mind was playing tricks. But when you saw him take his rifle out looking through the scope to confirm that what was happening was, in fact, the horrifying truth you will be living. âGet on the ground.â You managed to mutter when you saw him signal to someone while taking better aim, a horrifying grin spread across his face.Â
âWhat?â The others ask. Your cold hands grab Mai by the shoulder, pulling her down with you, while yelling at the other two. âGet on the ground, now!â With your head down the only thing you could hear was a deafening shot. Looking back you see Jia holding her arm, bright red liquid staining the white fabric of her dress. All four of you fall to the ground, screaming and crying, finally grasping the situation.Â
You try to keep composure, to look for a place to hide, but you were like a lost bunny that just fell into their prey's trap.
Dragging Mai away, Yun-Mi helping Jia follow, even though she screamed in pain and wiggled in shock. Looking around you try to find the best spot to hide, already hearing their footsteps getting closer. Still, you had some time to try and get away.Â
âThere!â you point at the overgrown bushes and piles of dead leaves and branches. They for sure will think you ran away and not look through the debris. So you get close, Yun-Mi stuffs Jiaâs mouth with her apron to try to stop her screaming.Â
âKeep quiet! They're going to catch us!â she manages to whisper, the girl nods and swallows the fear and pain she feels knowing this is the only chance for survival. And then you see one, pretty tall and muscular, a dark green hat covering his eyes, weapon in hand looking ready to strike anytime, clearly a soldier. Close to him another wonders, looking around cautiously trying to think of your steps.
You cuddle closer, hiding away in the leaves, eyes shutting tight holding your breaths.Â
The two boys go down the path, while a surprising third goes up the hill towards the borders to check. Thatâs it, thatâs our end. Knowing you are close they will continue to search until they find you, and then, God forbid, whatâs going to happen. You try to think of a strategy, head running wild with possible solutions, in your madness I barely notice Yun-Miâs hand tagging lightly on your skirt. âY/NâŠâ she whispers and then gulps. And so you open your eyes to see another pair in front, big and dark eyes scanning you like a predator. You reach under your dirty apron and slowly pull out the emergency knife you carried all this way, pointing it in his direction. He chuckles and tilts his head, amused by your bold reaction.
âLeave us alone!â You say, seeing his tongue pushing the inside of his cheek, his gaze still curious, but instead of doing something the only thing does is look around for his mates.Â
Thatâs our chance!Â
In an instant you try to launch at him and hit with the knife. With one hand he catches your arm, making the knife hit the ground.Â
You wince in pain and he does not stop his actions, one of his knees presses over the knife while he maneuvers you around, your face hitting the ground roughly.Â
You try to resist, but he catches your other hand and straddles your back making you unable to move under his heavy weight.Â
âGet away from her!â Mai tries to come closer to hit him but his hands are quick, taking his pistol and pointing in her direction. âHave any other surprises left in you, pretty girl?â He says, hands starting to wander under my apron searching for other potential weapons making you feel disgusted.Â
Though in fear, Yun-Mi drags her shaking body over, begging the man on her knees, her voice soft. âPlease, I beg you, let her go!â The others crying too, probably aware of what was about to happen, seeing their fate being sealed through what was happening to you. âI have no intention of doing that, but I must say, you are some brave girls. Going around all this road for a chance to escape, on your own? No other man? Just four young girls.â He laughs a little, chilling your bones.
âMust say you have a lot of balls. You know what happens to people like you, right? If not, then I can only warnâŠnot nice things.â He rises a bit, letting go of your arms, pistol pointed at the back of your head. âTurn around, I want to see your face.â You obey and turn around, the man still on top of you, his eyes boring along your body making you avoid his gaze.
âHmm, not bad. How old are you? 18, 19?â Rough hand comes in contact with your face wiping the debris that got stuck before gripping at your jaw, turning your head to look at him.
âI asked you a question, therefore you should respond. Arenât you in a bad position? Why are you making stuff harder for yourself?â. âIâve just turned 20.â You spit through clenched teeth. Â
He hums, seeming satisfied with the response. In a flash he gets off of you, putting his pistol back in his carrier, taking my knife from the grass. Quick footsteps being heard in the distance.Â
âSergeant! Have you found them?! We lost track!â An older guy approaches you. âYes, four of them, pretty young. All girls by the way.â He says boringly.Â
âOh my! They really are pretty. What a delight.â Three other guys gather from behind, eyes praying over you, their faces plastered with sinister grins. âSo, what do we do with them, sergeant?â asks another impatiently, hoping to get a green card for some potential hideous actions. The guy who found you, despite his appearance, looked to be the youngest, but also seems to be the leader.Â
His body was pretty muscular, black hair almost covering his eyes, one of his hands covered in tattoos. He looked at you and caught your gaze again. You can see how his hand dips in his military jacket, searching for something before responding to his mates.Â
âTo be honest, we should follow the rules, right? All that are caught are enslaved, no other funny businesses." The three whine but obey his orders.Â
His body crouches to your level, putting the knife under your chin making you gasp and close your eyes.âBut I feel a little pleased with today's catch. To see such young women trying to fight for their lives in such a brutal world, tsk tsk, truly a pity.â He pushes the knife upwards, making you tilt your head with it.Â
âWho wants to live from here?â He says delighted, devious plan coming together in his mind.Â
Is he a sadist or what? Playing with your feelings for his own pleasure, enjoying seeing you suffer and making you beg for him to let you live?
The three girls start begging, even Jia, whoâs body became pale from all the blood loss, raises her hands to pray for forgiveness in front of the soldiers. So you do what seems the best option, you wrap your hands around his one that holds the knife, pressing lightly, but enough feeling a warm droplet of blood drip down. âWould you look at that?â He doesn't even flinch, but you could see his muscles contracting in trying to hold the knife steady. âLet go. Do you want to die?â His face was stern, but amusement was growing behind his facade. âYes, I would rather die than get dragged to who knows where, letting man touch and spoil me over and over like a slave. I refuse to go to that hell, so kill me.â He snatches the knife away, your head hitting his knee from lack of balance. You could hear his laugh seeing how pathetic you are in front of him. âYou knowâŠI really like you, very bold.â He gets up from the ground, his hand throws the thing he searched from under his jacket in your lap. You take it in your hands, it was a cold, shiny and silvery tag. It reads âSergeantâ on one side, with a few stars engraved showing his status, on the other side itâs only what I can figure itâs his name âJeon Jungkookâ. You look up at him, hands holding the cold chain, already knowing what it meant. He smiles cockily at you.
âCongratulations! I think you can call yourself a lucky lady, you know. If you think the place I was supposed to shove you was hell, then what can I say baby, I guess I just brought you back to heaven.â He says delightedly, before signaling his man to take your friends.Â
You can hear them screaming and crying, trying desperately to free the grip these devils had on them. You bow your head down, refusing to witness the grotesque scene unfolding in front of your eyes. Jungkook comes over and with one arm he snatches you from the ground. âYou need to wear it sweetheart, people will grow suspicious otherwise.â He puts the necklace over your head, sealing your faith as well. âLetâs go.â He says while dragging you with him, from now on his property to mess with. You tried to feel even in the slightest relieved, you were given a chance at a new life after all, right?Â
The silver military pendant is only given as a token of proof for married women with high military men, showing their status and letting others know not to mess with them. But why did this feel different? Why you?
âI should be happier.ïżœïżœïżœ, thatâs what you told yourselfâŠhappier that you lost your friends? Or that you are at the hand of such a man, someone you donât know, that could use you like a puppet whenever he wants?Â
You should've just taken the chance and stabbed yourself right there and then, only if you weren't such a coward. In the end, you just followed him around like a lost puppy, letting him drag you where he wanted, your body and soul now his to play with. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Shortly you two arrived at what seems to be a military camp, night already setting in. Your friends, nowhere to be found.Â
The guy presumably named Jungkook took you to one of the tents, his by the looks of it.Â
âWe will leave tomorrow morning, I will show you where to wash up and I will bring you some clothes to wear.â He took off his jacket and boots laying back on the singular bed while you stayed close to the entrance, like a lost lamb. âWhy are you doing this to me?â You ask quietly, breaking the silence, your eyes staring at the ground. Jungkook only sighed, didn't even bother to look your way. âYou said you donât want to go there, didnât you? I fulfilled your wishes so be happy. You are not there, are you?â You didnât know what to say or do, why did he even want to do this in the first place, it didnât make any sense. âIt does not make sense to me. Do you save all types of girls this way? If so, why not my friends too.â Now his attention was full on you, he sat up and looked at your figure.Â
âAre you always such a pain? You got it better than the others, I gave you my tag, you get to marry a high rank military man, everyone is happy!âÂ
I scoff âI am not! I donât understand your reasoning in wanting to marry me in the first place, I am just a low commoner that is basically a run-away! Why did you decide to save me and where did your men take my friends!â I ask authoritatively. Jungkook groans, throwing his head back. âYou really are a pain! If I knew I wouldâve never taken you, maybe the crybaby wouldâve been better.â He mutters the last part, but you hear it anyway. âI donât need a reason to do this, I just wanted to. End of discussion.â He says making you look away annoyed.Â
You see him get up, his body coming closer to yours.Â
âAlso, you better not tell a soul about this. If they ask, I just found you in a village and took you over because I fell in love with you, understood?â His presence was scary all of a sudden. Tall frame hovering over yours, dark eyes staring dangerously.Â
âI saved you, so you owe me. If you say you wanted to cross the border and I took you in out of pity, or anything else that will bring trouble to meâŠthen I will not hesitate to send you to a place worse than hell itself.â
You gulped even though your throat felt dry, he was intimidating.
âThose girls are not your friends anymore, we donât speak of them, and if you want to live good then you follow what I say and are obedient to my words, understood?â His hand comes over to grab your cheek, not as rough as before, but with much more authority. You can only comply under his underwhelming presence.Â
âUnderstoodâŠâ And with that he grabs your hand and a set of clothes, taking you to where the shower area is.Â
⊠âSo what do you think, prestigious?â He asks while you look around scanning the area. It was not much, but decent enough. It felt more like a communal shower than the prestigious luxury he was talking about. A simple room with a few shower heads and walls for a bit of privacy.
âYou can shower wherever, the water is a little cold, but itâs still August, you should be fine.â And so you go behind the wall, slowly starting to undress. That is until you hear a whistle from behind the wall.Â
âWhy are you still here?!â You ask in horror only to make him laugh in response, already enjoying the situation. âI canât let you THAT alone, what if you run away?â. âDonât worry though, I promise I wonât peek, Iâll have all the time in the world to gush over your body.â He says suavely, making you gaspÂ
âI canât do this like that! I am a woman after all, what about my chastity? Have a little decency!â You say in rage âAnd how can you even say such lewd words!â
âRelax, I will just stay here. I wonât just barge in like an animal. Plus isnât it better? What if someone else decides to come and shower? Youâll be my wife soon, I will have to carve their eyes out if they see it before I do.â You were disgusted to say the least, such unscrupulous man. You sigh and with the little patience you had you decided that maybe it was for the best and just went with it. Jungkook seemed to keep his promise, every now and then your head peeking to look at what was he doing.Â
He was leaning on the wall, arms crossed over his chest and eyes closed, he seemed tired. The peace around you was nice, but part of you was also longing for some discussion.Â
After all, he was the first person to talk after all this time, of course, other than your now ânot to speak ofâ friends.Â
So you decided to break that silence and try to get to know him a little. âSo, I should get to know you a little, I think.â Jungkook only hummed. âJeon Jungkook is your name, as I recall from the tag, also a sergeant?âÂ
âYup, I am him in flesh and bones.â âHow old are you?â â24, 25 soon.â He was pretty stiff with his answers, but at least you hoped he responded honestly to your questions.Â
You tried to think of some more stuff to ask, but Jungkook beat you to it. âHow about you, I responded to all your questions, but I donât even know your name.â âMy name is Y/L/N Y/Nâ you tell him. âPretty name.â He adds.
âSoâŠY/N, where are you from and why did you decide on doing these things?â You close the water and grab the towel Jungkook prepared.Â
Sitting deep in thoughts while drying your hair, the bathroom became quiet.
 âItâs fine if you donât want to say, I was just curious.â You can hear him taking a big breath of air before his steps start taking towards the door, he was leaving. âFrom a small village in the south.â You bluntly say, making the man stop in his tracks, his back facing you.
âI donât have a family if youâre wondering, I grew up in the church. I wanted a better life since there was only misery there, thatâs why I left.âÂ
You see the boy turn around, his eyes scanning your body, only wrapped in the towel, small droplets of water falling from your hair to the ground.
âItâs not polite to look at a girl like this, I didnât wear my clothes yet so please just turn back around.â Embarrassment and shyness take over when you feel his deep stare, never being watched as exposed as now.Â
He complies however, turning his body around, staying in front of the door, almost looking like heâs guarding it.Â
âI see, so you are a church girl.â He snickers âI figured since Iâve seen you for the first time, the clothes gave it away pretty well, not to mention you look scared every time I get an inch closer.â âIs that a bad thing?â You ask.Â
âNope. Just so you know, Iâm not exactly into practicing stuff like this, does not match my personality.â He says before exiting. Letting you put on the clothes Jungkook gave, most probably his.
âHow did you become a sergeant at such young age?â You cautiously ask him while going back to the tent. âMy dad is the general of the east side of the army, I worked hard to match his steps, but in the end I got stuck as a sergeant and was given my pluton.âÂ
The man opened the tent to let you enter, him following right after.Â
âHow are you not married yet? Especially having such a function and family, arenât girls throwing themselves at you at any given chance?â Your bold question takes him by surprise.
âYou became even bolder I see, already asking me personal stuff? Are you worried I have a wife and kids at home?â He asks cockily, making you look back at him with wide eyes.
Sure you have your doubts, but your thoughts were still pure, asking just to get to know him better.Â
âIâm sorry, I didnât think my question was intrusive. I wasnât under any means doubting you!â I rush to say, my cheeks heating up making him chuckle again.Â
âDonât be so stiff, sugar, I was just playing around. Plus, you have the tag, donât you, so no other women are involved.â He closes the tent letting behind him, inside only the small oil lamp give in some light.
Without care he starts pulling at his t-shirt, leaving his upper body exposed in your sight. Â
Your eyes go wide, cheeks brighter than they were already, your hands fly up to cover up your vision. âOh my lord! Have some decency, I am also here!âÂ
In the end you close your eyes and turn your back to him. However, when you can feel his muscular chest stick to your back you stiffen up.Â
He leans down, his breath gently caressing your neck. âI wonder what are you going to do after we get married? Hide around and let me play catch with you, little one?â You gulp down, pressing your legs to the nightstand in front of you, his hands come from behind resting on the wooden surface, your face pure red now.
âYou knowâŠyouâll have duties to take care of as a wife, I am a man after all, I have my needs.â His lips brush ever so slightly to the side of your neck, leaving a lingering feeling on your soft skin. You never felt like this before.
âJungkookâŠpleaseâ You breathlessly say while trying to get away from his hot embrace. But he only chuckles once again getting away from you.Â
You canât turn around, eyes fixed on the back of your hands while you can hear him taking his shirt on again and searching for a new set to wear. âIâll go wash up too, go to sleep and donât think of running away. This is my camp, Iâll find you.âÂ
And so he leaves. With shaky legs you lay on his bed. It smelled manly, a little bit like the forest, but it also had a sweet scent to it. Soon you get engulfed by the peace and quiet around, finally falling asleep in the comfort of his scent. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
When you woke up in the morning, Jungkook wasn't here. You canât recall him entering the tent after he left for the shower nor getting close to you again. But soon enough his footsteps enter the confined space making you sit up.Â
âSlept well?â He asked while starting to gather his stuff, putting everything into a big wood box. You just stared at him blankly trying to process everything happening.Â
âI asked if you slept well, sugar.â That damned nickname again. âYeah, I guess you could say so, better than caves and leaf beds.â He hums, pleased. âThen we should get going, people are waiting for us back in the city.â He throws next to you what seems to be your clothes, now washed and dried overnight.
You go out after youâre done and with Jungkookâs help you step for the first time in a car.Â
You can see some men get in the front seats while others help boarding up all types of boxes and gear.
âDo we leave for good?â I ask looking outside the window âDo you want to live in the forest?â He says mockingly. âWhen I said you were lucky it wasnât a joke, today we are supposed to swap places with another pluton, if you were to cross today, your fate wouldnât be as lucky.âÂ
You didnât know what to say after that, part of you wanted to let Jungkook know you are at least a little thankful for his acts, but your mind drifts to the thoughts of Mai, Yun-Mi and Jia. You hope they are safe.
Jungkook forbade you to talk about them, telling you that his man wonât dare to stand in front of him, let alone say something about what happened. And safe to say he ensured that if you were smart enough you would live a peaceful and decent life by his side, outside of ruins and misery. ⊠Entering the city you were slightly mesmerized, it was not of luxury, but at least it wasnât run down or bombarded like the place you came from.Â
You stopped after a long ride in front of a pretty big house, with a beautiful front garden and even a fountain and a swing on the side.Â
âWe are hereâ Jungkook said, getting out of the car and helping you out, once again, showing a warmer side to you. âWhat is this place?â You asked, looking around, trying to take in every detail.Â
âItâs my familyâs house, letâs get inside.â But before you could take on, a ladyâs screams could be heard.
âJungkook, my days, youâre back!â The lady, looking young as well, with long and black hair flowing down her shoulders, beautiful clothes and even well done make-up jumped in his arms, hugging him tight, her lips coming in contact with his cheek.
âHey! Long time no see!â Jungkook hugged back, bright smile on his face, and for the first time you felt weird, almostâŠsmall like.Â
Yes, you only knew him for a day, but the fact that he wants to marry you out of the blue yet heâs having women jump him right when he arrives home makes you feel just a little strange, like you didnât fit in the picture. âI thought you weren't coming back this month at how long it took! Did you eat well? You seem a little thinner than last time I saw you.â The woman lets go of him with one arm, starting to feel around his biceps for any muscle loss. Jungkook smiles even more, his head bowing a little, letting a giggle out. âIâm fine, Yuna, just tough business getting the best of me.â The girl named Yuna seems to finally notice my awkward presence, she tilts her head, eyes locking into mine, her smile disappearing quickly. âWho is she?âÂ
Finally the two part ways and Jungkook remembers that he also brought you along. âA shit, yes, You almost forgot.â He clears his throat scratching the back of his neck in embarrassment.Â
Coming closer he is taking your hand in his. âYuna, this is Y/N.âÂ
His hand brushes over your shoulder coming in contact with the metal chain that rests on the base of your neck, pulling from under your ragged clothes his military tag.Â
Yunaâs eyes widen when she sees you wearing his necklace, her body stiffening. You canât help but feel like an intruder under her burning gaze. She tries to put on a smile, forced by any means. âSo, youâre getting marriedâŠâ Thatâs the only thing that managed to come out of her mouth. Jungkook smiles at you and says breathlessly âYeah.âÂ
What a play pretendâŠ
âThatâsâŠwonderful news! I kept wondering when this was going to happen, being away from me and home all the time, I knew you would find someone to take your heart. I am so happy for you two!â Tears almost started forming in her eyes, but probably you were the only one to notice since Jungkook only thanked her lightly and started going towards the house, with your hand in his.
⊠âDonât worry about meeting my father, he might seem stern, but heâs not a bad guy.â He instructs youÂ
âYes.â âAnd donât think he wonât like you because you are not rich or something, I am pretty sure he will be happy to know I found someone to love, even though itâs just a facade for us.â He whispers the last part.
âYes, sure.â You were out of it, mind going blank now that you were here. He gave a small squish to your hand trying to knock some courage into you and knocked on the door, entering with you behind. âGeneral!â He saluted, letting go of your hand, and waited for what seemed an order. âItâs fine, son, you are dismissed for today!â He got up from the chair and came over to pat him on the back.Â
âI heard you did very well at the border, less people managed to escape this month, good job.â He smiled warmly.Â
âThank you, father.â They engage in some conversation that you donât really grasp.
Instead, you stare at the ground hearing how he is so praised for doing such âhorribleâ things.Â
Yes, it was his job after all, you knew it already. But it still felt painful thinking of all the other people that didnât manage to escape. They exchanged some more words before his fatherâs eyes laid on you, same questions addressed, same acts put up.Â
You only smiled at him, being as polite as possible while staying in front of such a big figure in the community. âYouâre getting married!â He exclaimed with a big smile on his face when Jungkook points at the dangling tag you wear.Â
âOh thank the lord! It was about time, Jungkook!âÂ
Both of you were pretty embarrassed to say the least, his dad was already making plans on when the wedding should take place, where you two should stay and how many grandchildren he wanted, but to your relief Jungkook cut him short.
âNext week father, no fancy stuff, no big parties, I just want to get it done fast.â And so his smile witheres.Â
âBut son, this is your wedding! You will only have one, it canât just be like this, you are a generalâs son and also a highly respected member of the community!â His father argued, definitely not pleased by his sonâs roughness in handling such a âbigâ event.
âI donât care, I just want it done fast, you know I am not the man to celebrate such stuff. I just want to focus on future work andâŠmy wife.â His eyes met yours, they looked brighter at you, reassuring even, making you wonder why is he so good at pretending.Â
âBut how about her, Y/N is this what you also want?â Your future âhusbandâ looked a little stressed when you were addressed with such questions, not knowing whether you will comply with his act or not.
Smiling bright, you chuckle before responding. âYes, sir, if this is what my husband wants I will comply, I trust his decisions.â You could finally see his features softening a little, relieved and happy with your answer.Â
âThenâŠitâs set. It might not be what I dreamed of for you, but if you are fine like this then I will ask the priest to officiate the ceremony next week and move you into an apartment downtown.â
He smiled at us one last time, exchanging a few more words with his son and making the arrangements for our future before letting some maids show me around. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
7 September 1955
The days have gone by quicker ever since you got into the city. You had a nice room where you stayed alone since Jungkookâs father said itâs immoral for the both of you to share the bed before being properly wed. The food was plenty and also the facilities were high quality, and the people around seemed decently kind.
The only downside, if you could call it like this, is you havenât seen Jungkook as often since heâs apparently very busy all the time.
However, you had your chance at speaking with some of the people around his house, collecting crumbs about him and what he truly is like.Â
The place was nice, and soon you started to feel much more at peace with the future life you were going to live, finding out that despite his appearance and inappropriate runny mouth, he was a well raised man. Right now you are standing in front of a mirror, dressed in a simplish white gown, hair and make-up perfectly done and a bouquet of white flowers in your hand. This was your big day, and looking back on what happened not long ago made you realize how much you've already changed.
After today you will not be a little kid anymore, you wonât need to run away or plan a better future. Still, everything is making you unsure, giving yourself away like this, for a man you barely knew made you just a little sad. âAre you ready? Oh my, how pretty you look!â In the time you spent at Jungkookâs house you managed to get along with an older lady, Miss Min, someone that knew him ever since he was a young child.Â
You talked a little and bonded over tea and biscuits in the afternoon. She was the only one that really acknowledged your presence since Yuna only gave you stingy glares and huffed when you asked her little things, clearly not being fond of you, and the others only greeted and shied away knowing you will be a sergeantâs wife. âI think I am.â You said, going over the bottom of the dress once again, making sure there are no wrinkles and then taking a deep breath. Miss Min accompanied you to the church's door, where Jungkookâs father was waiting. Since you didnât have any parental figure next to you, he took it upon himself to lead you to the altar. Inside the place was beautiful, there was some music playing in the background, and all of the people Jungkook knew were here, everyone was either a friend or relative to him.Â
His father led you to him and you took his hand into yours. Looking around once again you felt alone. His smile was reassuring in a way, trying to calm your nerves down, but you just felt empty. The ceremony went over almost too fast, the priest said what he was supposed to say until now, the moment everyone was waiting for. âDo you, Jeon Jungkook, take Y/L/N Y/N to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do you part?âÂ
âYes!âÂ
And then he repeats his sentence, your eyes looking into Jungkookâs. Silence took over the place waiting for your response.
What should you do next? Say yes? If this was the answer, it felt wrong.Â
You could feel a squish of your hands bring you back to where you are, the reality you are supposed to live, his eyes looking sternly while waiting for your answer letting you know that blowing your cover up now was not a good idea. âYes.â And yes you say, people cheer, but there is no smile on your face.Â
In other words, you feel like crying.Â
Why were you doing this? Why are you marrying this man? The ceremony continues, vows are exchanged, vows that are fake, rings are exchanged, rings that just trap you into this unreal story, tied to a man you barely met. âI now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.â And now a kiss. It was supposed to be the one you love to do this with you, to take these steps with you, but itâs not and so you close your eyes, a warm and soft pair of lips meet yours for the first time in your life, the saltiness of your tears taking away from how bitter everything feels. Everyone congratulates you, they are happy, and you, once again put on your facade and tell yourself to be grateful for what you have. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Time flies and after the wedding you are in front of your new apartment, smiling and saying goodbye.Â
And then you find yourself inside the living room and soon enough in the room you are supposed to share, looking dumbfounded at your now to call husband. âTake them off.â He demands, arms crossed.Â
No way youâre doing thisâŠlike this! âCanât you hear me? Take your clothes off, I want to see you.âÂ
Your face burns red, arms wrapped around yourself, gripping the soft fabric tighter around you. Your ears refuse to acknowledge his words.
âIf you donât then I will.â The man takes a step further and you run towards what is supposed to be the bathroom doorâŠlocked.Â
âSo you really want to play like this, I thought you would be more understanding.â Jungkook comes over, his hands drag you over to the bed sitting on the edge with you in front of him. âTake your clothes off.â Burning gaze almost rips the dress itself. There is no escape from this so you start peeling at your clothes under his stare.
First is the vail that falls from your head, next he helps you with the zipper and then there you are, all naked in front of him, hands trying to hide whatâs left of your dignity. He doesn't seem satisfied however, arms still crossed, eyes still burning on your body.Â
âAre you a virgin?â You look up to him in shock, eyes wide, blood rushing to your already red cheeks.Â
Was this a way to shame you? Asking these types of vulgar questions, making you do such things in front of him. âIs this your way to humiliate me?â You ask, voice small. âNope, not at all.â You feel tears burning into the corner of your eyes, arms bending even more trying to make you disappear.Â
âIs this embarrassing to you?â He asks curiously.Â
âYesâŠâ you say in a whisper, hoping to ease some of the shame heâs making you feel.Â
The man gets up, still fully clothed, big hands push you gently on the bed.Â
You close your eyes, expecting something to happen, but you only feel a cold piece of material being thrown over you, a blanket.Â
You are looking back at him confused, wondering if heâs just playing with you or making fun of you, but when you see him take off his clothes as well, you start to panic a little, not knowing where to look. âThere you go, are you feeling better now that we both are naked?â You canât look at him, body burning up under the covers. If you could dig a hole and crawl into it you would do so.Â
Once again you expect him to do something, but he goes out of the room leaving you naked on the bed. Maybe heâs crazy, you think, but when you see him return with a knife you get worried. âWhat are you doing with that?â Gulping you asked. âWell itâs clear you have no idea of what we are supposed to do, and, to be honest, you donât even seem fond of having sex with me.â You gasp at the boldness of his words. âSee, you canât even bear to hear the word itself!â âMeanwhile, just the thought of doing it LIKE this, makes me uncomfortable. It canât even get up, see?â And you look at his member then away once again, making Jungkook laugh.Â
âHow about the knife, what are you doing with it?â Your mind is still filled with worry.
âYou see, everyone expects us to consummate the marriage, Nana Min will come tomorrow to clean up. But since we canât right now, I need to make it believable. I will just snip my finger a little, they wonât know where the blood came from anyways.â You try to calm down, at least heâs not forcing you into stuff, itâs just that, itâs weird. Doing so much for something so fake, heâs really on the long run. With a small wince he cuts himself a little on his palm, letting a few drops of blood to stain the covers. âDone.â The boy wipes his hand with a spare cloth until the blood stops and then crawls into the bed, laying on his back. âLetâs just go to sleep.âÂ
You stay seated at the edge of the bed, covers still fully on you so Jungkook takes this as a sign to try and comfort you, finally feeling a little bad about the way he acted towards you.Â
Gently, pulling you back, until you lay flat against the bed, he unwraps the cocoon you created around you and pulls the sheet over both of you, leaving a little space in the middle so your naked bodies donât touch. âYouâre worried?â He asks. âI am.â You respond, turning your back to him.
âWe can talk if you want too, donât be so closed around me, arenât I your husband?â âFake husband, Jungkook, everything about this is fake.â Jungkook hums.Â
âYes, butâŠit doesn't mean we canât work it better.â He proposes. âWhat even is the purpose? You donât love me and I donât love you.â You say revolted. "Y/N. How can I explain this to you?â He sighs.Â
âI know we donât know each other, and this is a play pretend right now, but we can work it out, we just need some time?â âTime for what?â You sound defeated, and so you feel, especially everytime youâre standing in front of this man, if you canât read him, how can you even get close to him later on? Â
âFor the fact that Iâm not as unfond of you as you think.â He blurts out taking you by surprise. âWhat?â You turn to face him, letting him see your tears, his hand coming to your cheek to wipe them away. âCome on, do you really think I would go this far for someone I want nothing to do with? Getting married, saving you and what not? I canât say I love you right now, I just met you. ButâŠyou seem nice and I wonât complain if I get to spend my time with you.â You scoff shoving his hands away.
âSo you only saved me becauseâŠI seem nice?â You prop on your elbow and look at him. âYeah, and fierce, and determined, not someone who will beg for her life like all the others do, you seem like a strong woman who actually wants to do something in her life.â He also props himself on his elbow, looking at you with soft eyes. âI couldâve just sent you there with the others, but something in me just decided to keep you, thatâs why we are here.â A fresh new wave of tears threaten to fall from your eyes âSo you want to tell me, that you only got me to this point because I was appealing to you, likeâŠan easy catch?â You scoff once again. âYes, shitty reason, but these are my valid feelings, and Iâm sorry if they hurt you.â You could feel the anger bubbling in your veins and it wasnât even for Jungkook. He thought you were just a nice piece of meat he could have, and he was right. You just fell into his den and now he can just devour you whenever he feels like, only because you were that dumb.
You offered yourself to him without a fight since that seemed to be the most profitable option for you back then.Â
âYou think Iâm a jerk right?â Oh and so much more, but now this is the jerk you are stuck with.
âYes, I do, a big one, thinking of me as just an object you could have.â âYouâll learn to love me one day. I donât plan on getting away from you.â The sincerity his eyes hold just confirmed everything you needed to know and âNever.â was your answer, deep inside knowing that this was not how things will be. Those were the last words spoken that night, before a sigh left his lips, probably tired and unsure himself of all of this.
You turned around, body seated as far as possible from him, emotions running wild, letting only time say how this will unfold. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
22 December 1955
And time truly heals, at first it felt horrible, long days spent inside these walls, your husband being away, not like it mattered that much since you two were not making it easier for each other, being at each other's throats almost everyday.Â
Itâs been a month since you met, and then itâs been two, then three, and things started to calm down.Â
And now you stay in front of your oven, almost end of December, eyes sparkling while looking at how beautifully the snowflakes fall from the sky before getting lost in the darkness of the night.Â
The smell of baked cookies fills the apartment, maybe not as big as his fatherâs, but big enough for you two.Â
Jungkook is not home yet, or so you think, but when you feel two strong arms wrapping around you from behind you canât help but get startled. âDid I scare you bun?â His voice was gentle, his cold embracing slowly becoming filled with your warmth. Things did get better, and he was right.Â
It took a while for him to pull at your heart strings, but once he started it was way too hard to stop.Â
First, it was the nicknames, then he started to give you some of the space you needed to explore what you like, coming across your knitting hobby.Â
He made sure you felt spoiled, always bringing back stuff so you could cook and bake for him since you were fond of homemade food, and he became fond of your cooking.Â
He became more gentle and opened up about a lot of stuff to you, and slowly so did you. It was coming along nicely, you were both learning how to love each other. âWhat are you making?â He asked while sniffing the air. âJust some basic cookies, Christmas is right around the corner and I need to prepare. You said we are going to visit your father and I thought we could also bring some goods to him.â
He nozzles his nose on the side of your neck, a new stuff he likes to do to bring some butterflies in your stomach. âDid Nana Min come around today?â He asks while leaving a kiss on your cheek. âYes, she did.âÂ
Ever since the first night here, lady Min made sure you two had great comfort, being his maid for so long already made things easier, and you donât want to admit it but her presence did make you two get closer faster. âYou smell nice.â His hands leave your waist and start getting dangerously low for your liking. Even though you two have been married for quite some time, you were still uneasy when Jungkook initiated things further than kissing, that also being a step taken very hard in your relationship.
He didnât want to pressure you either, into doing something you possibly wouldnât enjoy, but as he said once, he was a man and his needs started growing a little beyond the line, especially since you two started getting way closer. Stuff like intimacy was discussed before, he knew you didnât have experience and you found out he lingered around sometimes, from having a few flings here and there to actually going to the more âexclusiveâ places of your times where you can pay for such services.
You were a little horrified to find about this, but he assured it was long in the past, just when his youth was kicking in, and itâs been years since he stopped going there. However, he did say heâs never gone with a virgin, so the doubts were still there, both of you felt them.
Your body rigids when his hands slips under your blouse. âJungkook.â You try to warn him, but his mouth starts leaving small kisses to the side of your neck.Â
âRelax baby.â And you try, until one of his hands slips under your bra, cupping your right breast. You whimper a little, eyes closing and only then Jungkook knows heâs gotten you right where he wanted once again. âLetâs go upstairs.â He stops the oven, leaving the cookies half baked, slowly guiding you to the bedroom. Hungry lips come in contact with yours even before entering the room, and you could feel that everything about this is different, but you donât stop.
You learned now that he will never hurt you or go beyond something you donât like, you just need to tell him and heâll stop. âCan I take this off?â He asked since your bra straps were already going down your arms under your blouse. Jungkookâs hands were already toying with your breasts, yet he still was sweet enough to ask if he could remove your upper wear.Â
âYeah, please do so.â Your small voice was not uncertain yet, truth to be told, youâve gone a few times through him groping and kissing on your body, more or less naked, but he never dared to touch beyond that, and you always made sure to stop him out of your own fears. With careful hands Jungkook takes off your blouse, unclasps your bra and lays you down on the bed, head right between the pillows. His lips trail down from your neck to your chest, stopping right above your breast before taking your nipple right on. He manages to rip a louder moan out of you, your back arching at the feeling making him grin. His hands help you out of your skirt, now only in your pair of panties in front of him, and when one of them starts to play with your underwear thatâs when you let all of your insecurities take the better of you.
âJungkook, stop.â You rise from the bed and try to avoid his gaze, you know heâs annoyed with your behavior, always stopping him before things become more serious, but he also realizes how scary this is for you.Â
Your hands grip the sheets, eyes getting teary in frustration, a warm hand cups your face. âLook at me, Y/N.â Head turning slowly, soft dark brown eyes bore into yours. âWe are never getting past this if you donât trust me.â He says a little worried. âBut I do trust youâŠI justâŠdonât trust me.â You sniffle and wipe the tear that just fell from your eye. The man in front of you giggles, he pulls his uniform off, leaving him only in his boxers and he rests his head on your shoulder leaving feathery kisses. âI told you I donât care, good or bad I want you.â
You also rest your head on his shoulder, more tears wetting his skin in annoyment with yourself. âWill you be gentle with me?â He hums, wrapping his arms around your body, dragging you on his lap, letting you feel how hard he is for you. âI will go easy, and if you feel really bad just tell me to stop.â He lays you back eyes looking for reassurance before sliding your last piece of clothing off your body, and you give him the green after so long. Jungkook feels excitement bubbling inside him and he tries not to let his feelings get the best of him at this moment.Â
âYou look so pretty.â His palms start rubbing your legs up and down before parting them to look right where he wanted. One of your hands makes their way down quickly, but before you can hide away he takes your hand away making you whine.Â
âDonât look, please!â You say, embarrassment running through your veins âThen what am I supposed to do? I want to see it.â His comments always bold, making you bright red for him. âI have to touch you a little, you wonât be able to take it otherwise.â You bite your lips at his remark, already too embarrassed to say anything. You saw him, not once after that night, sometimes soft, sometimes hard, he was a lot.Â
It worried you a little, however, his touch on your private parts made even the clearest part of your mind cloud. He touched lightly, playing with the bundle of nerves first, making you feel stuff youâve never felt before, and then you felt it, one of his fingers, thick and slightly rough to the feeling, entering you. âOh my God!â Your whole body contracted. It felt weird, not exactly bad, but weird, a new feeling.Â
âShhh, relax for me.â He made sure to kiss and caress you in such a way you wouldnât feel the second going in just after. And slowly, you whimpered and squirmed around as he was pumping them in and out.Â
âI donât think I like this.â You say, a strange new feeling already developing inside of you. âYouâre just close, donât worry, you will feel better in a second.â He picked up his pace, thumb rubbing over your clit every time he pushed his fingers into you. âThis is scary, please.âÂ
His lips reassure you a little when they make contact with your temple. âItâs going to be better, let it out, my soul.â And you overspill, all the emotions that bottled up spill right in that moment, a wave of pleasure washes over you making you almost scream. It takes you a minute to get down from the high you just had, your husband whispering how good you did for him while his hands leave your fluttering count. You close your eyes for a little until you hear some rustling around you. Jungkook is getting out of the bed, boxers still on hard cock threatening to escape out of them.Â
âWhere are you going?â You ask confused, awaken fast from the mind blowing pleasure you just felt. âIâll run you a bath, Iâll be right back.â You rush to get up, hand managing to catch his.
âBut why? Are we finished yet?â He smiles gently at you and pats your head. âYou are a little overwhelmed right now, you just had your first ever orgasm, my love. Don't worry about me, if we go further it might be too much for you.âÂ
He tries to soften your grip and go but you hold even tighter. âNo!â You jump out of the bed with wobbly legs, dragging him towards the bed and making him sit down on the edge. âYouâre just working me up for nothing? Iâve been waiting for this and now that I have the courage you stop? What kind of man arâŠâ You try to revolt and anger him a little. And you also obtain what you want, he turns you around manhandling you, face in the sheets, his hard on pressing on your bum making you gasp. âYou donât know what youâre getting yourself into, I wonât be able to stop if we continue.âÂ
You turn your head to the left looking up at him, eyes clouded. âMaybe I donât want you to stop.â He growls a little, warning you. âThis attitude you have! Y/N, I donât want to hurt you in any way, it will just make this experience bad for you.âÂ
He lets go and you turn around. âPlease, I want this.â You beg him to please your wishes making him sigh once again, head dropping, finally giving in to your desires. âJustâŠhit me if it hurts or I donât stop.â He crawls back in bed, sitting once again on top of you, his hand slip his boxers off, knocking the breath out of your lungs when you see him stand so tall in front of you, hand gripping his hot cock, his eyes clouded by his own desires.
âSpread nicely for me, love.â And you do so, much more confidently this time, excited even. Jungkook looks down at you, seeing how small you look under him, a little unsure if he really wants to continue, but you seem so excited to finally let things happen, so he caves in. Pumping himself a few times he rubs up and down to collect some of your left over wetness, his hand guiding the tip at your entrance. âIt will hurt .â He warns. âItâs fine, I trust you, Jungkook.â You whisper, making his heart skip a beat knowing that you trust him so much. He bites his lip and with a small nudge he pushes lightly past the ring of your entrance looking over for any reaction, anything and he will pull out instantly.
You seem quiet and calm so he gathers some more courage to push just a little further, just until his head is in, and then he looks over to you seeing the signs already, tears pulling in your eyes and fists lightly clumping his pillow.Â
âIâll stop.â âNo!â You say once again, more determined to try new stuff with the man you are finally in love with. âBut you are in pain, love.â He coos softly. âJust do it please, itâs not that bad.â Jungkook pushes further and further until he is almost fully in, his face comes closer to yours just to kiss your lips and face and soothe the pain away, letting you adjust to the new feeling, giving him a nudge when you feel ready.
âIâll move now, tell me if itâs too much.â And he slowly pulls out, a few droplets of blood staining the sheets. You moan harshly when he pushes in again, this time fitting all of himself inside you.Â
And he holds you through the pain until you start to claw at his back, more sounds coming out of the both of you. âItâs starting to feel good.â You breathlessly say while the man above you seems to have his mind almost out of this world. It doesn't take much for the feeling to start appearing once again, warm bubbles forming in your tummy. âIâm close.â You say calmly, knowing whatâs about to happen. âMe too, baby.â Your husband whispers breathlessly. Â
Jungkookâs starts being a little rough making you whine while your walls contract at the sudden peace. âItâs just me baby, relax for me.â He says making you melt in his embrace.Â
In a second the bubbles burst making you arch your back, scratching Jungkookâs with your nails in the process. And soon you feel it, the sloppy pace, the trembling and the even warmer feeling within your walls. Maybe you were inexperienced, but you knew what this meant. âJungkook, did youâŠâ Both of you were trying to catch your breath. âIâm sorryâŠI came insideâŠI told you I canât stop.â The boy was ashamed, not being careful could lead to greater consequences, and he, for sure, did not want to knock you up on the first night you shared your love.Â
Slowly he pulls out, looking at the mess heâs made, saying sorry once again. âIf I get pregnant, youâre in big trouble, mister.â You laugh a little pulling him down for a kiss.Â
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4 March 1956 Thankfully you didnât manage to get pregnant from your first try, or second, or third, and the many more that followed after. At a point you even wondered if it was possible for you to carry. But your husband was not worried, he always said âWhenâs the time, it will happen.âÂ
To be honest, you think he was just grateful he didnât have to worry about protection. You were at Jungkookâs family house right now. He was on his border shift and whenever that would happen, you would stay over with his father and the others.Â
Winter was finally over, flowers started to bloom again and the weather was pretty warm for the beginning of spring.Â
You were waiting patiently, it was time for your husband to return and everyone waited eagerly ever since they heard this month, due to their skilled squad, nobody managed to pass the border.Â
You got used to it by now, old events long forgotten, your mind and soul accepting Jungkookâs work more and more, after all it was also part of him. Playing with the chain of your silver necklace, rocking on the swing in the front garden, looking outside through the thick fence at the various people passing by. Humming gently while letting the breeze run through your locks, a surprised voice calling your name. âY/N?â You look up, eyes widening in surprise, happiness washing over you at the sight of Yun-Mi. She looked ravaged, her clothes were pretty dirty and she had some visible bruises on her, not to mention the prominent belly she was carrying. You wanted to say hi, to ask her how sheâs doing, what happened all this time, worried about how did she end up in this state, but before your body to make a move Jungkookâs words came up in your mind âThose girls are not your friends anymore, we donât speak of them, and if you want to live good then you follow what I say and be obedient, understood?âSo you stop, you canât do this. You avert her gaze and slowly get off the swing, turning your back to her, feet rushing to get inside. You hear her scream, her hands open the gate running after you. âYou canât do this to me! Why are you pretending you donât know me?!â âI donât know you! Please leave, this is private property!â You look back, sheâs struggling with all thatâs going on, but you donât stop. In front of the door Yuna appears out due to all the noise and screams. You look at her expecting to call some guards, or do something about the situation but she just sits there, a small grin plastering her face in satisfaction. Within seconds, you fall to the ground, your feet tripping over a stone. Yun-Miâs body turns you around, getting her form on top of you, one of her hands gripping your hair while the other hits the arms that tries to cover your face. âGet off me!â You scream in pain. âHow can you do this! Filthy bitch! You donât know me anymore? You donât want to know what I went through while you lived a good life?!â And she hits even harder, tears coming out, running on your face. You close your eyes expecting more, but the only thing you can hear is her yelping. With trembling hands you try to arrange your hair. Looking up, your eyes only see the very furious figure of your husband, his hands gripping Yun-Miâs hands above her head.Â
âHow can this happen in my yard, on my property!â His soldiers drag Yun-Miâs body out of the garden while sheâs pulling up a rage fit, screaming insults. Jungkook doesn't look at you first, his eyes lay on the girl in front of his house, whoâs now avoiding his gaze, his father coming out from behind her shock plastered on his face.Â
âWhat is happening here?â He rushes over to see my state. Jungkook grits his teeth, heavy and fast steps taken towards Yuna, both me and his father turn around to watch him. His hand came in contact with her arm, pulling her towards him. âWhy did you let this happen?â Yuna bows her head, avoiding his glance. âYuna, Iâm asking one more time. Why did you let this woman hurt my wife?â She looks at him through her lashes, biting her lips, spitting venomous words between her teeth. âShe deserves it for stealing you away from me.â Slap Her face turns to the side, eyes widening and tears gathering in them. The man shakily exhales, his hand running through his hair in anger.Â
âIf you ever let my wife get hurt and do nothing about it, I will throw you out on the streets. Remember who brought you here and be grateful, not a greedy bitch who wants a married manâs attention.â With a low, dark tone he tells her. Heâs finally coming closer to you, his father scolds him for hitting a woman, but he doesnât seem to care. He tries to be gentle with you, but you can see he's still full of rage. âAre you okay, my soul?â You shake the dust of your dress, brushing your hair back, collecting the few strands that fall. âYeah, Iâm fine, a bit scuffed, thatâs all.â He sighs, helping you get up from the ground. âLetâs get you inside and clean your wounds, I have something to discuss with my father.â He takes your hand in his and helps you inside the house, passing by Yuna whose body was on the ground, shaking from all the crying. Lady Min took care of you while Jungkook and his father went into his office to discuss. It didnât take long to hear the shouting and arguing, at a point even some glass smashing to the ground.
âOh my, what is happening in there? Today is not a good day.â She bandages you with worry and by the time she is done your husband storms more enraged out of his fatherâs office. âCome on Y/N, weâre leaving.â Using your name surely startled you, after months of being used to praises, your name felt strange coming out of his mouth. âYou are not doing as you please, Jungkook! This is not your decision to take!â His father screams while going after him. âYou canât make me stay, this is my life! Iâm 25 for fuckâs sake! I am allowed to make my own decisions!â And with that his hand grabs yours, pulling you out of the house, and pushing you into the backseat of his car.Â
His dad still screaming after his son, but he wouldnât turn back. He buckles up into the driverâs seat and drives you home. ⊠âPack up, tonight Iâm coming for you.â He said sternly after you two entered the house. âJungkook, whatâs happening? Where are we going? Why were you fighting with your father?â He pinches the bridge of his nose, annoyed. âAnswer me, please.â You could see him clench his fists. âPack up I said! And donât ask stupid questions!â He growls violently back at you. Startled by his anger, you bow your head and nod, a little scared by his actions. What was happening to him all of a sudden? You wanted to have answers, to not be in the shadows, clearly he didnât want you to know. But you could only wonder, did something bad happen? Your husband sighs and comes closer to you, pulling you into his embrace, finally trying to calm his nerves down. âIâm sorry, love, didnât mean to scream at you. Just pack up and Iâll explain to you on the way.â He kisses your temple going out of the door and right back at the car, leaving you alone in the cold and empty house.
⊠Packing up was definitely a challenge for you since there were many things you had now and donât know if you need, but after a few hours you think you finally have everything essential down.Â
The sky is dark now, a car stops in front of your door, and one of Jungkookâs soldiers boards your items in the trunk. In the backseat, your husband reads over some documents, his eyes soften when he sees you enter, he is way calmer now. âHey.â His hand comes in contact with your hair, brushing gently through it. âHeyâ You respond with a small smile, hands fidgety. âI know you are confused, but donât worry. Iâll explain everything to you.â And he does. He told you how some of his soldiers died in a border attack, and how he was tired of doing this work, always seeing his mates pass away. He put up a petition to move departments and work in city patrolling and other governmental work instead, and it got approved.Â
Not by his father though, who taught he doesn't have to move away in another city and work with the government, that sparked the argument between the two. He insisted on his son staying close to home since the war was getting rougher with many more enemy squads were coming closer to habitable places, the borders being attacked more often.Â
But Jungkook made his decision, he was a 25 years old man after all, he needed to think about his whereabouts more and also take into consideration all ways to keep you safe.Â
And now there were you going, another city, another house, another life to live. Looking into the night, part of you was conflicted. You knew your husband only wanted the best for you and himself, but leaving behind all that he knew, friends and family, was this really a good decision? Your thoughts were all over the place with everything that happened too. I guess you could say your husband noticed your worries since he took you into his embrace, cuddling you close to the heart that was now beating only for you, your eyes slowly closing while listening to it, letting go of your worries for tomorrow.
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21 July 1956Â
Months have gone by fast in the new city. At first, accommodation was hard. You knew no one and making friends was not an option when Jungkook, a highly seen sergeant now working with the government, was your husband.Â
The place was poorer than the one you lived in before, thatâs why people avoided you, being commoners made them afraid to engage so they donât end up in prison or enslavement. In this case you remained alone, now already used to the feeling. However, your husband was more often at home since his duties didnât make him take so much time apart, mostly working in the place you are settled. This also makes it easier for you to get even more closer to each other, almost a year passed since your meeting. Dates occurring more often, just like right now. The last few days it rained quite a bit, but now the weather is starting to warm up again, making it perfect for spending your time out. And after spending so much boring time in your house, you filled a little basket with goods, took a nice blanket and urged your husband to get out for your little picnic, it was his day off after all, he should enjoy it. âCome on, Jungkook! Be a little faster!â You found yourself on a little hill right outside the city, it was pretty similar to the one you had back home, but with a better view and not as dangerous. You let your basket down, hands spreading the blanket nicely between the taller grass and the pretty summer wildflowers. Your husband chuckles at your eagerness, his back laying on the blanket while watching you rummage through the goods. âI hope I didnât forget anything at home.â His hands pat your back urging you to lay down next to him. âWe will enjoy what you brought, honey. Just sit and enjoy for now.â You sigh and shoot him a glance, but quickly conform and lay next to him staring at the clouds in the sky. âThere are many clouds today, I hope it wonât rain.â Jungkook hums next to you, closing his eyes, enjoying the summer breeze. âI want to do it.â You sit up so fast, clearly taken aback by his words, making him grin. Sure, you learned the hard way that he is the type of man who gets what he wants when he wants it, but right now? âAre you serious? This is supposed to be a nice evening that we both enjoy!â You nag at him. âAnd we will both enjoy it, I promise.â His arms wrap around your waist, dragging his body closer, lips make contact to your clothed thigh.Â
Your hands try to push him away, but he doesnât budge. âJungkook, not now! We are in the open eye andâŠand what if someone just stumbles across us doing inappropriate things? Thatâs only going to ruin your reputation and make me want to vanish from the face of earth!â You try to fight back but in vain, his hands push you down to lay back on the blanket, his body hovering above you. Your hands grip his biceps, trying to stop him from running your skirt upwards, but when his sweet lips melt on the side of your neck you loosen up a little, letting him do whatever he wants. Soon enough the skirt of your dress is ridden above your waist, panties long forgotten to the side. Jungkook smirks while looking at how wet and glistening you are. âI missed this, Iâve been so busy lately that I forgot how pretty you look.â You slap his hand lightly, being embarrassed. He hums thinking about something, while you just lay there expecting his touch. âIs everything alright?â You ask, a little worried when he doesnât touch you. âIâm contemplating on what to do, my fingers are dirty so I canât use them, and going without prepping you will hurt.âÂ
OhâŠhe was just so thoughtful that it just melted you. You wanted to tell him that he can just put it in, youâll endure. But before you can say anything his lips come in contact with your warm clit. You gasp in shock, fingers already tangling in his hair to try and push him away. Heâs never done this to you before. âOh my lord! What are you doing!â But he doesn't budge, he only sucks harder around your folds, making you lean your head back moaning loudly. One of his hands pushes you down before coming to spread your thighs even more. His lips and tongue working wonders on you, almost making you forget about everything around, but getting you so, so flustered by all the slurping and licking sounds that fly in the air. Soon you feel your high coming and when the tip of his tongue brushes past your entrance you lose it, a high pitched moan leaving your throat while stars start to appear in the day sky. You breathe heavily, chest running up and down, legs shaking. Jungkook emerges from the skirt that fell down over his heads, lips glossy and grin almost as big as his pride from making you come so fast. âI think you are prepared enough now.â He pulls your skirt back up, gripping your legs and putting them over his shoulders, almost folding you in half.Â
âI donât want to know where you learn all of these nasty things from.â You say, finally getting back to your senses, only for a short time though. He laughs and pushes in, his cock sliding in and bottoming out instantly at how well prepped you were. âWould you look at that?â He cockily says. It only took him a few seconds of accommodation before starting to thrust quickly into you, making your breast almost spill from the confinement of your top. His lips eagerly nudge at your neck, hands not letting your legs slip from his shoulders. âDonât worry, sunflower, you were the first one to try this one, until today I only see it done by others.â He whispers in your ears, making you clench tightly around him. Your arms grab him by his neck, pulling him closer, sweet sounds pouring into his ears making him hiss. âIâm embarrassed right now, you always pull stunts like this.â He laughs wholeheartedly, peace never slowing down.Â
He gets up from your chest, eyes staring lovingly into yours before he stretches upwards, making him go even deeper if possible, also taking a moan out of you when you feel his tip gently nudge your cervix. âYouâre a little deepâŠâ Your heart flutters, fingers gently caressing his face. You could feel so much love all around you. Feeling your second orgasm come close, you turn your head looking at the sky above. It felt like you were the only ones under it at this moment. âIâm close, love.â You say. Jungkookâs peace also starts to wither, getting close to his own high. âMe too, my soul.â In an instant the love blooms between you two, your bodies burning up with passion and desire, the knots untying letting you claim each other once again. Both of you breath heavily, sweat running down your foreheads. He doesnât pull out, but his arm reaches above your head, pushing him a little deeper once again, making you whine.
He comes down quickly not to hurt you, placing a daisy in your messy hair. âMy beautiful flower.â He whispers, rough hands caressing the soft skin of your face making you blush even more. He collapses on top of you, your legs falling off his shoulders, but still feeling a little uncomfortable from all the soreness thatâs appearing. âCan you pull out, please?â âNope.â He raises his head smiling smugly. âIâm getting sore.â âSorry baby, but Iâm starting to get a little worried by now. Itâs been a year yet you are still not pregnant, not that Iâm eager for a child, but I wonder whatâs happening here.â He smiles and pecks your lips quickly.
âSo these are your worries now? Werenât you the one who said when itâs time it will come?â You scoff. âBut itâs been long, what if you canât get pregnant?âÂ
You frown a little, baby talking was a pretty sensitive topic, especially after so much trial and error. You didn't think it would affect you in any way, you were still young and if it was to come you will be more than happy to welcome a little bundle of joy.Â
Jungkook didnât seem very fond of the idea of having a baby either in the beginning, always saying how he was too busy to care for one. However, you are a little hurt now. Giving him a child is a dream of yours, but if that doesnât happen, is your relationship going to stay the same? Maybe he will leave you for someone else that can give him one. Worry and insecurity starts growing into your veins. âIt hurts, can you please get off.â You start to wiggle and he finally complies, pulling out and wiping you clean with a napkin. âIt hurts badly? Did I hurt you?â He also grows worried, pulling your leg to inspect whether he hurt you badly or not. âIt seems just like any other time after weâve done it? Where does it hurt?â He asks, concerned.Â
âHereâŠâ You point to your heart, hurt more by the thoughts of him possibly leaving you for someone else then the soreness between your legs.Â
He takes your hand in his and looks over you with worry. âWhy? Is it bad, do we need to see a doctor?â You shake your head sitting up. âWill you leave me?â He tilts his head holding your hand close to his chest. âLeave you, no. Why would you think that?â âBecause I might not be able to bear your children.â You sniffle. He laughs and puts your palm under his shirt, right where his heart sits. âDo you feel this? It beats for you and you only. Even if we canât have them, this, what I feel for youâŠwill never fade away, trust me.â The sincerity in his eyes and words make you tear up, cuddling closer to his chest to listen to the way his heart beats. And you stay close, holding each other until the sun almost dies down, enjoying his presence and eating all the goods you made. Packing everything up, Jungkook helps you on your feet, hands grabbing the basket and blanket. Thick and dark clouds covering whatâs left of the sun. âI think it will rain tonight.â âYes, so do I, we better hurry. Iâm already dirty and I donât want to wash up in the rain.â With quick steps you get back to the city. Welcomed by agitation right from the beginning. You grasp Jungkookâs hand tight and stick closer to him. âWhat is happening?â He asks, concerned.
We make our way into the madness, the rain starting to pour all of a sudden. Nobody can say anything, they just wander around, running and gathering what seems to be their belongings. Are they leaving? With heavy steps and hearts you arrive in front of your house, a car filled with military men waiting in front. âStay here.â Jungkook instructs you, leaving the basket in your hands and covering your head with the blanket.Â
You try to get closer to hear whatâs happening, but all that you can see is Jungkookâs worried eyes. He gulps thickly and turns to you for a brief second, finally letting you see his glossy eyes. Without a word he jumps in the car and leaves. You remain alone on the streets, clothes drenched, the wooden basket falling from your hands on the ground. You stare into nothingness not wanting to believe that he just left without an explanation after sharing so much love. After what seemed to be an eternity, your sore and cold body finally moves. With shaky hands you pick up all the food that spilled on the road, most of it washed by the rain. Unknowingly tears start running down your face. You gathered everything and went inside. It was warm, but you just felt cold.Â
After you wash up and lay in bed you can finally let all your emotions run wild, painful sobs being heard around the room in hopes of someone hearing them.
All you could do was waitâŠwait for his answers, wait for him to return home.
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19 August 1956 Itâs been almost a month. A month since Jungkook left and never returned. You waited for a sign, you waited for him to show up at your door and jump in your arms. You always told yourself that no apologies can make you forgive him for this, but the truth is that you only needed to see his eyes, to feel his warmth and you know you will forget anything that has happened. You tried getting answers, but nobody knew much. You asked other military man to drive you to where he was, knowing that they knew where he was, but in vain. You were stuck for almost a month in this city, living like a widow instead of a happy wife. But now you know, a soldier came into the city and you overheard him saying how General Jeon was on death bed due to being injured in an attack in the city, his son getting ready to take his place. You almost fainted out of shock, not wanting to believe that was the truth, the reason your husband left without a trace. With the little power you had, after being drained out for so long, you gathered some necessities and jumped in the first communal carrier that was passing through the old city you lived in. And there you were, after many hours spent on the road, feet planted in front of the Jeon family house. The look of the place now eerie due to the attack of the enemies. You step inside the big garden, once decorated with pretty flowers, now only dirt and mud covering the yard, even the swing was just a pile of broken wood. Getting closer to the door you could feel your feet soften, shaking hands come in contact with the door knob. You enter, the house seeming devoid of life. Putting the little suitcase you carried down you scan the place for any movements. From the corner of your eyes you could see Jungkookâs father's office with a slightly open door. Your feet take slowly towards it, peeking through the gap. A figure sits lonely in the chair, head resting on the desk. Your heart skips a beat when you notice the messy hair of someone you know very well, Jungkook. Slowly you make your way in admiring his sleepy figure after all this time. His eyes carried dark circles under them, tired by all the work he had to do. Your hand makes its way to his locks, now just a little longer than you remember, but just as soft. You canât help but let out a sigh at the sight of him, slight pang growing in your heart. He must have felt your touch, stirring in his sleep until his eyes opened and looked at you. He is shocked, jumping from his chair, strengthening his posture looking like heâs just seen a ghost.Â
âLong time no see.â Itâs the only thing you can say after so long. You had so many questions you wanted to ask, but it was hard to form them. âY/NâŠâ He mutters, hands rubbing his eyes in confusion, wondering if you would disappear. But you are still here, yet too calm.Â
âYou came.â He says. âYou left me.â You respond.
He avoids your gaze, conscious of his actions and behavior. âI had no choice, my father is sick, I had to return, andâŠâ âStop, Jungkook.â He looks up at you, goosebumps appearing on his skin from your stern voice. âI donât want to hear your nonsense, you left me. Why did you leave me?â He puts his hand on his forehead, eyes closing, trying to think of something to say. âI didnât leave you, this is temporary, I wouldâve returned to you, I wouldâve come back home.â He argues back.
âWhen? I waited for a sign from you for almost a month.â You sniffle, eyes burning with tears that threaten to fall, the feeling way too overwhelming.Â
âI waited for a letter, or a call! Someone to just appear at my door with any information. Hell, anything wouldâve done!â You spit out in a blurry rush, afraid that he might just disappear again, leaving you alone and cold. Â
âBut you? You just left me there without any care, to rot and die from missing you so goddamn muchâŠâ You try to swallow the boulder you feel in your throat, but nothing can stop the feelings who already overspiled. Jungkook turns his head, eyes getting teary as well. âI had no choice, Y/N. Heâs dying...â âAnd so was I!â Your fist hits his desk, rage burning like the salty tears that run on your face. âI was dying little by little everyday! I lived with you being away because I knew you would return. But nowâŠyou left without a word, I was worried sick! I didnât think I'd see you again!â You bite your lip, the pressure making it almost bleed. âStay out of it.â Your shoulders slouch, figure softening at his words. âGo back home and stay out of it, Y/N.â He looks sternly at you, after all this time still pulling this stupid obedience game. Youâve had enough. âIf you donât want me here and just continue to push me away, throwing me into the shadows then so be it, but donât expect me to welcome you into my house, or my bed, or my heart anymore.â You grip with cold hands the tag that you wore for almost a year. In a swift motion, take it down from your neck, making Jungkook widen his eyes. âDonât you dare!â He says, voice shaking. âScrew you.â Your hands throw the tag on the floor, landing right at his feet, turning your back to him you run out of the room, forgetting about everything else. Jungkook's body is stiff as a stone, head trying ever so hard to process what just happened. He missed you, he missed you like crazy. He imagined in his head the way you two would meet again, the way he would make it up and make you forget that he was even away.Â
He ached to have you in his arms, to feel your touch, to kiss your lips. Now all that he could do was grip the piece of cold metal in his hands, sobs leaving his body uncontrollably.Â
A warm hand places itself on the crown of his head, hoping that this was not the end, that you came back and forgave him, that he didnât just lose you forever. It was Lady Min, however. Her eyes soft and warm, holding so much pity for the boy she raised all these years. âOh my Jungkook. My swell little boy.â She pats his head while he cries and sobs, just like she was doing when he was just a small boy. âI-I lost her. Right?â He says through hiccups making her sigh.
âYou only lose something you donât care about anymore, Jungkook.â Her hands wipe his tears and help him back on his feet. âYou are a soldier yourself, young boy. Are you going to lose without a proper battle?â He wipes his tears and calms down, holding the chain tightly to his chest. âNo. I donât want to let this happen.â âThen what are you waiting for? Youâve surely made many mistakes, but we are all humans after all, itâs in our nature to make mistakes. Y/N is a sweet girl, she will forgive you.â Jungkook gets a little courage from her reassuring words. âGo after your girl, Jungook. Donât let her break away from you.â He nods and rushes after you, hands holding the tag like his life depends on it. ⊠Things were just as heavy for you, already regretting having such attitude towards your husband. It was getting late and you needed a place to stay, since your old apartment was most probably sold already. You sigh, trying to wipe the remaining tear stains of your face, until a hand grabs your arm. You turn away alarmed, sensing that coming your way was only trouble. A man. His uniform was one of a soldier, face grinning from ear to ear, making goosebumps appear on your skin, this guy ment danger.Â
âWhatâs a pretty lady like you doing at such late hour? Should I accompany you home?â You gulp and try to take your arm out of his grip, keeping as well as you can composure. âIâm fine, my husbandâs waiting for me.â You say trying to free up once again, hoping he gets the signal and leaves you alone, but instead, another guy makes its way towards you two. âIs there a problem here?â He asks, looking at the shorter guy in front of him. You look pleadingly, hoping that he will instruct the one in letting you go, but you are so wrong. âSheâs alone at night, in such place, I figured I could help her get back home.âÂ
The other guy laughs and shakes his head. âItâs pretty late, you are right.â And then you see it, the nasty stares you get, the way his hand goes ever so slightly upper on your arm. âLet go of me, I am a married woman, if my husband finds out both of you will be killed.â You try to say confidently, after all itâs the truth. You just gave them a chance to not experience their eyes being carved out, because if he finds out they touched you, not even begging and praying would help. âCome on, donât be so stiff, itâs just some fun we can have before you get home, doesnât it sound tempting?â You shake your head, finally understanding their motives. The other hand moves to pull out Jungkookâs tag, only to touch nothing in return.Â
You threw the tag at him. You start gulping harder, body tensing up and muscles starting to shake. âLet go of me, I am not joking, my husband is in high military, if he finds out you will be tortured!â The men only laugh, the second guy comes close to you, gripping your hands from the back, while the first one plays with the ties on your top.Â
âLetâs see what we have here.â He says untying your top, your cleavage now on sight. âLet me go, this is your last chance!â You try to wiggle out, but itâs in vain, they are way stronger and bigger than you. His hands work fast, dragging your top low enough for your bra to be in full sight, his disgusting hands pull down your arm one strap. âOh! So pretty, do you see this? Such a tasty dinner for us.â Tears fall once again while you still try to resist, the soldier's hand reaches to cup your breast through your bra, but it never touches it. Everything stops in time for a second and you look at his wrist, blood rushing, a huge hole in it. The soldier looks confused until the pain and shock starts to kick in and he falls to the ground. The other one lets you go, trying to run away but two more shots could be heard, and he falls to the ground with a wound on each leg. You cover your chest with your arms, looking in the distance to see your husband. Eyes burning red in anger, in his hand shining the piece of metal you needed back so much.Â
He rushes over, putting his hands on your shoulders to examine whether you got hurt or not. You feel too ashamed to look at him, other men have touched and seen your body. His hands put your necklace back on, his jacket is gently placed over your shoulders. âItâs okay, sweetheart, I am here now.â He grabs your trembling body in his arms, caressing your head and back, shushing and calming you down. He grabs you even closer while some of his men appear at the scene, he made his whole pluton to look after you.Â
âSergeant! Whatâs your order?â The men salute him with respect. âGet them away and I donât care what you do to them, just don't have mercy, they touched whatâs mine.â He said through gritted teeth, a dangerous, dark look on his face. âYes, sir!â They all comply and try to take the two who are crying and begging for their lives, but Jungkook doesnât budge, he just holds you close to him until you get back to the house. ⊠After he made absolutely sure you werenât hurt, he let you take a bath, saying he wants to discuss once you are ready for bed. And he stayed truthful to his words this time. Entering the room also ready for bed, he comes closer to you letting his body rest. âWe should talk.â You hum, turning your body away from him. âI know you are upset with me, and you have the right to be so. But I love you, Y/N, I would never want to do something as cruel as leaving you all by yourself. I shouldâve explained myself first instead of just leaving like an idiot.â He comes closer to you wrapping his arms around your form from behind. You shy away at his touch. âPlease, donât hide from me, Iâve made mistakes, I know, but I am so, so sorry, forgive me.â He whispers, his nose buried in the back of your neck. You want to cry, and itâs not even for the reason he thinks, you feel disgusted about what happened. âIâm dirty now, right?â You ask biting your bottom lip. âDirty? In what way?â He slowly asks. âTheyâve seen and touched, Iâm disgraceful.â you say while your hand presses the tag closer into your skin. Jungkook rests on his elbow and turns you around so you could lay on your back. Hi other hand cups gently your face. âYou are not dirty nor disgraceful.â His hands caress your features gently. âDonât feel that way, please.â âBut they touched me, they almost saw me naked.âÂ
Jungkook leans down and kisses your eyes, then goes lower and lower, spilling praises along the way, his lips stopping at the nape of your neck. âIf you really feel like this then how about you let me see and touch? I would make everything go away, my sun, you would only remember my eyes and lips on your pretty body after this, what do you think?â You look away and lightly tug at the top, loosening it for him to see and touch, and he complies. âThatâs my girl.â His touch was gentle, cupping everything he could, kissing everywhere was skin.âÂ
It felt intimate, not lustfull or filled with desire, just intimate. His hands gently run up and down your waist while his mouth runs over every little crevice making you forget those two disgusting men even exist, imprinting only Jungkookâs lips and scent in your skin. âAre you better now? No more bad thoughts?â He asks, head resting on your chest. âYes, and I also want to say sorry, I shouldn't have reacted like I did, it only led to trouble.â He smiles and kisses between your breasts once again, then looks up and also captures your lips in a slow and tangy kiss, something to remember. After your quick reunion, Jungkook tells you all that has happened in the city and with his father, and how the government wants him to take his fatherâs place and become a general. You listen to all his worries, you cry together and laugh together, sharing some love in between. You stay up all night just talking and catching up, and until dawn arrives he also reveals that you two have to move away again, in the countryside this time. They have a vacation house there, and since the enemy started getting closer and closer, it would be best for you to remain in a safer and unpopulated area. Even though not pleased with the plan, you comply, knowing that he only wants whatâs best for you, and getting you hurt or potentially killed is not in any of his strategies.
After all that you fall into a deep slumber, entangled in each otherâs warmth, even though both of your heads were clouded with worry, you at least have each other, and from now on without any run-aways. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
11 September 1956 After all that happened you wanted to stay and celebrate Jungkookâs 26th birthday, still hoping for some more time together, however, you were shortly after sent alone to the location of his vacation home. A beautiful, cozy house, with a big yard and a lake behind. It looked straight out of paradise. Jungkook kept sending you letters when he was away and couldnât contact you on the landline, he promised to come and visit somewhere around mid september, before he will take on a dangerous mission, trying to annihilate all the enemyâs camps from your region.
You were scared to say the least. You were seeing him less and less and now he was about to go to war and fight for your regionâs freedom. But you waited patiently, hoping that he will arrive soon so you can get a piece of his love once again. Possibly even the last, but you didnât want to let those thoughts linger around your mind, he was a strong guy, you knew he could lead such missions with minimum damages done and high success rate. And so you waited, day after day, from sunrise till dusk. He promised you, and you knew he would come. Tonight was no special, September began warm in the beginning, but right now the cold started to settle more and more. It was just like you were feeling, the warmth you once felt was slowly losing its power, making you grow colder without him by your side. Putting one more log in the fireplace you sit down, eyes glaring into the open flames who burn hot and red. Itâs quiet. But not even the quietness lasts long once you can hear a car stopping in front of your house, heart starting to beat faster, mind racing. Heâs home.
With quick steps you rush to the door opening it, in front of you a tall figure, dressed in military attire, his smile bright when he sees your figure. You jump in his arms knowing he will catch you, and he does, even though outside was cold, his arms felt just as warm as ever. His lips even come in contact with yours, leaving a sweet feeling behind. âYou came.â Voice barely a whisper, fighting back tears since youâve cried too much lately. âI promised.â He also whispers to you, leading you both back inside, you still wrapped around in his arms. Once your feet were on the ground you could examine him, wondering if heâs eating properly, or taking care of him the way he always did. He looks almost the same, only his eyes seem a little tired, but they hold so many emotions that is easy to forget about it. âI canât stay long.â He says, voice sweet but sad, you look down, staring at his feet. âYou just came, now you have to leave?â You ask a little upset. âIâm sorry, sweetheart, tomorrow we set trace for the first camp. I wish I could've come sooner to spend some time with you, but I had so many things to take care of, they didnât allow me to leave.â His hands caress your cheek, taking in that you were upset, making his heart swell with pain. But it was for the best, his duty is to keep the people safe, you being his first priority.Â
And since the attacks started being more and more aggressive, his only choice was to send you away from population until he manages to take everything under control. âWhen will I see you again?â You ask, biting down the sobs that want to erupt. A war could take months if not years. Jungkook bites his bottom lip and looks away from you, his voice a whisper when he says âI donât knowâŠâ. You fall on the rocking chair, head in your hands, breaking down in the end. He comes closer and kneels in front of you, resting his forehead on top of your head, breathing heavily while trying to surpass his own tears. âPleaseâŠjust stay tonight.â You mutter, looking up at him with doe, teary eyes. âI canât, love.â He tries to resist his desires to hold and love you. âYou can leave in the morning, just stay tonight, please!.â You plead, and plead, begging him to hold you tight like your life depends on it. He swears and looks away, getting up from the ground and straight to the phone on your wall, finally giving in. He calls at his base to inform them he will be there first thing in the morning, but he canât make it tonight. He turns to you giving a small smile. âYou see the things you do to me? Didnât I say a while ago to not bring me trouble?â You laugh and open your arms for him, not taking long to feel them wrap around you. âI wonder how you didnât see I was trouble from the first time we met?â Your voice suave, enchanting even, luring him in even more. âOh God, how I missed you.â He says leaving kisses down your neck. âDidnât you say you werenât a believer when we first met?â He grins at you unbuttoning your shirt, eyes never leaving yours, making you feel hotter than the fire burning next to you. âYou start to believe a little when this is the woman you have next to you.â You laugh caressing his hair gently, looking how he manages to take off your top, bra following right after. âItâs been a while since Iâve seen you like this, still the hottest woman Iâve ever laid eyes on.â He says managing to make you blush. âLetâs go upstairs.â You say trying to pull him up, but he doesnât budge. Instead, his arms carry you to the couch nearby, laying you down on it with him on top. âHere?â You ask unsure. âYes, here, I canât risk letting too much time pass by.â His hands worked fast, stripping you both of your clothes and turning you around to lay on your stomach. âWhat are you doing?â You ask looking back, but he doesnât respond, only maneuvers your body in such a way that your bum is up in the air, making you exposed for him.Â
âJungkook, what is this?â You ask concerned. âRelax, Iâll make you feel good in just a bit.â And then you feel it, the tip of his member running slowly from your bundle of nerves till your entrance. You gasp at the feeling, having been deprived of touch for so long made you so wet and ready. He runs up and down a few more times before you could feel him penetrate your warm walls. âHoney, this is.â Your words get stuck in your throat when he fills you up fully without any warning or preparation, but you were so excited to have him again that he just slid right up without much worry. âYou take me so well, so ready for me all the time, didnât need preparation either.â He says, hands gripping the flesh of your ass firmly while moving in and out. âI missed you, thatâs why.â You manage to make out through your moans. He whines when he realizes he touched your sweet spot, making you yelp loudly, hand thrown back trying to grip his wrist. He starts going a little faster making you see stars and shapes all around the room. âIâm close.â You say, high approaching at a rapid state, but in your disbelief he denies you and stops, pulling out completely making you whine. âWhy? I was almost there.â Heâs never denied you in the past, why now? âDonât be greedy, soul. I need to have you for a little longer. Who knows when I can get another glimpse at this sweet pussy.â You gasp in embarrassment as he turns you around, your hands already gripping his strong back. He kisses you once again, longer, harder and so much sweeter before entering you again. This felt different than anything youâve done with him. Hot bubbles of pleasure were bursting around you, both your bodies warmer than the burning fire. It felt so raw and so pure, just sincere love being exchanged like it was for the last time. Getting closer to the edge once again, your husband seemingly close too, this time. He rests his head on your shoulder, his breath tickling your neck. You scratch his back when maybe the best orgasm heâs ever given you washes over, followed by the feeling of warm cum stuffing your walls. For a few minutes the only things you could hear in the room were the creaking of the fire and two bodies trying so hard to catch their panting breaths, foreheads resting against each other.Â
Jungkook raises his head to look at your figure, your eyes closed in a blissful haze. He smiles sadly knowing he canât be here much longer, lips coming closer, catching yours in another kiss. âI love you.â He says, your eyes meeting just like the first day, this time instead of terror, only love and care could be seen. âI love you too.â
All night was filled with love, your two bodies melting into one another in front of the fireplace. Jungkook made sure you knew how much he loved you and assured you that you will meet again someday. Opening your eyes, trying to adjust to the light that was peeking through your bedroom window. You scanned the room remembering the events that happened last night making you smile, turning around you expected to see the face of your sleeping husband, but the bed was cold. You frown, knowing what it ment, he already left.Â
He did say goodbye last night, but you were too tired to acknowledge it. You get up from the bed, legs almost giving up. You were dressed up in warm pajamas and even cleaned out, he must have done it for you while you were falling asleep. Going down the stairs, the house was empty, the car was not in front of your door anymore, the fire long gone. On the kitchen table there was a singular piece of paper, a letter. âMy dear wife, Y/N. Iâve been gone for so long the past few months, busy and away. Forgive me. I know I might have never been the best husband for you, I always felt like Iâve been depriving you of the freedom you always craved for. But, believe me, all that I do is for you to get that freedom one day. I might be a hypocrite, making you wait over and over for me to come home just to give you bits and pieces of what you truly deserve.
And I thought of letting you go, having you achieve your own dreams and goals, but I am a greedy manâŠ
It does not matter how far you run, it makes me run even faster after you. It does not matter how much you push me away, it just makes me want to come to you even more.
So, please, forgive me for everything. Not being there for you, letting you in the dark, wandering around uncertain paths.Â
And in my shame I ask for you to wait for me once again, carry the thought of me in your head, and the tag I gave you close to your heart so you donât forget me.
Until we meet again, my soul.
Yours to love, Jeon Jungkook.â
Soft tears fall onto the piece of paper, making the ink run, you fall to the ground clutching the piece close to your chest.Â
How can you even forget him? You are so grateful for what heâs done for you. You smile, wiping your tears. The silver tag dangling in the air. You bring it close to your lips, leaving a warm kiss on his name, the name of the man who makes you feel so much. âIâll wait for you, my love.â You whisper, clutching everything tight to you, praying heâll come home safe and unharmed. One day youâll have him back in your arms again.
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31 December 1956
The last day of December.
Outside heavy snow is ripping through the night sky, letting a thick layer gather on the ground. In the suburbs a house could be seen, on the front porch the snow has been swept away. Looking towards the house, the man admires the scenery in front of him. Inside only a small light could be seen coming out from the front window, lighting his way. He takes small steps through the crunching snow, feet planted right outside the door when heâs hit with the warmth of home. His home. He doesnât knock, only opens the door slowly, letting his frame inside.
In front of the fireplace, rocking on a chair, a woman could be seen. Her hands quickly knitting what seemed to be a small blanket. His eyes warm up at the sight in front of him, and she finally acknowledges his presence, stopping her hands to look at him. He smiles, taking a step closer until his eyes widen in surprise. With love filled eyes she looks at him, while her small hands uncover what seem to be the small outline of a belly. âWelcome home.â She says, opening her arms, making his eyes burn with happy tears, gently throwing himself in them.
Resting his head on her chest, listening to her heartbeat,
December has never felt so warm before.
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Just an Accident
~ Jason todd x reader who was accidentally hurt
~ Fluff, Jason being dramatic, WC:
~ Inspired by @mostly-imagines
[Thank you guys for being so patient while I finished this and thank you for all likes đđ I really wasn't expecting anything till this was finished. Hope this meets your expectations <3]
Jason tried really hard to keep his secret secret from you but let's be honest, he's very obvious about it. Especially once you meet his family.
After he finally came clean to you about everything, he became even more protective. More protective than you ever thought possible.
He would freak out anytime he didn't know where you were or if you got hurt in any way.
"I'm so so sorry." Bruce says, following you through the mansion repeating his apology.
"It's okay, Bruce, it was an accident." You reply, "I should've known."
Honestly there was no way you could've known that Bruce was creating some elaborate booby trap on the kitchen counter that would fail and smack you in the face when you walked into the kitchen.
It didn't hurt too bad, luckily Bruce was testing things with plastic and not the real materials.
From the look of it though, you'll definitely have a mark on your nose and possibly a bruise under your eye.
"I had no idea it was gonna do that." He continues defending, knowing how Jason will react.
"It's fine, I swear. I know you wouldn't do that on purpose." You walk into the living room and sit down on the couch. Bruce sits next to you.
"Can I get you anything?" He asks. Obviously freaking out.
"No, it's alright. It really doesn't hurt."
"Oh shit." You hear Dick gasp. Coming in through the front door with Tim.
"Oh, what did you do!?" Tim asks, "Jason is gonna kill you."
"It was an accident, everything is fine." You try to calm everyone down.
Seeing that you're okay, Dick can't hold back his laugh.
"Wow, Jason is never gonna trust you again Bruce." Tim hits Dick on the arm and rolls his eyes. To the side of you, Bruce leans forward to hold his head in his hands.
"I think you guys are being a little dramatic. Jason isn't gonna kill him."
"No you seriously underestimate how Jason will react to this." Tim tells you.
"Yeah, remember he almost killed me for making jokes about you when you first got together."
"What?" You turn to Dick in confusion, "I don't remember that."
"Not important," he waves it off, "The point is, we need a plan."
"A plan for what?"
"A plan to hide this from Jason" He tells you, in a tone that screams obvious.
"How would I do that, Dick? I live with him."
"I don't know yet, that's why we need a plan!" He exclaims, pacing in front of the couch.
You roll your eyes, "You're being dramatic."
"No he's not." Bruce says. You fall back into the couch and cross your arms over chest.
"Bruce please. I need at least one of other person here to be an adult."
You can hear Tim laughing as he sits in the chair next to the couch.
"Well, he's right. Jason's gonna be pissed." Bruce shakes his head at you. He stands from the couch and starts pacing with Dick.
"They're gonna make me lose my mind." You mumble under your breath. You run your hands over your face, this childish behavior you're watching isn't what you were expecting from Batman and Nightwing.
Okay to be honest you were definitely expecting this from Dick.
Tim leans over to whisper to you, "You should make a break for it, they're too busy plotting to notice you leave."
"Let me guess," you whisper back, "you've had to make a break for it a couple times?"
"More than you know." He shakes him head and has a serious look on his face.
"Well, have fun with that." You laugh and walk out the front door. Tim was right, both the guys were so busy trying to figure out how to hide you from Jason, they totally forgot to hide you.
You rush home to meet Jason. You were supposed to meet for dinner but obviously you got a little distracted.
"Hey baby." You sigh when you walk through the door. Jason is in the kitchen cooking dinner. Whatever he chose to make, made the whole room smell amazing.
"Hey. What took you so long?"
"I stopped by the mansion to borrow that thing from Alfred but he wasn't there." You tell him, referencing some cooking tool you wanted to make desert for after dinner.
"Where did he go?" You want into the kitchen to see him while you talk.
"I have no idea. I got distracted by something Bruce was doing." You walk over and take a piece of food that he's cutting.
Without looking, he softly smacks your hand away.
"Rude." You laugh.
"This is my sacred space." He puts the knife down and gestures over the whole counter.
"You're ridiculous." You laugh again and kiss him on the cheek.
"How dare you." He puts his hand on his chest in fake offense. Only then does he turn to actually look at you. "What happened?" He immediately asks.
"Oh it's fine, just got smacked with some plastic " Which is apparently not the answer he wanted.
"What the fuck does that mean?" He grabs your face gently and examines the marks on your face.
"It means I got hit with some plastic. But it doesn't hurt." You quickly explain, but he doesn't let go of your face or stop freaking out.
"What plastic?"
"Bruce was experimenting with something and it didn't work."
"He did this?" He lets go off your face to run his hands over his own.
"It was accident. He wouldn't hurt me on purpose and you know that."
"I don't care if it was an accident, you're hurt."
"Jason." You say firmly. He's obviously surprised considering you never use his name to address him. "An accident is an accident and you're not gonna hold this against Bruce. He already apologized and clearly felt bad."
"But you're hurt" He pouts.
You step forward and wrap your arms over his shoulders. "It doesn't hurt. It was just some plastic."
"It left a mark."
"I promise I'm okay. And I want you to promise you won't hurt Bruce for this." You look right into his eyes and do your best to give him a puppy dog look. Which isn't necessary because he can't say no to you anyway.
"Fine I promise I won't hurt him." He presses his forehead to yours, "I'd rather leave him to stew in fear anyway."
You chuckle at his words. "As long as no real harm comes to him I won't stop you from having fun."
"Good." He kisses you once and heads back to make dinner. You have no doubt Jason would ever actually hurt Bruce over something so small but you'd rather be safe than sorry.
Hopefully this'll stop Dick and Bruce acting like absolutely children in the future.
Yeah that'll never happen.
Not even 10 minutes after finishing dinner you get a call from Dick.
"How dare you?" He asks the moment you answer the phone. "You're a traitor."
"Again with the dramatics Dick. You can't stop me from going home."
"Let me guess Jason's on his way here to get some revenge right now." He says in a very childish and fearful tone.
"No! I was right, you guys are way more dramatic than you should be and he has no intention of killing anyone." Jason looks at you as you talk to his brother. Clearly wondering what he has to do with this situation.
"I don't believe you. You've shown where your loyalty lies."
"Why are you talking like I'm an enemy or something?"
"Maybe you are! How should I know?"
"Okay you're right." You decide to play along, "I couldn't stop him from wanting to kill Bruce, he's on his way there right now."
Jason furrows his eyebrows in confusion.
"I knew it! Mark my words one day-"
His voice cuts off when you hang up.
"There is something severely wrong with your entire family." You tell Jason with a blank face.
"Yeah I know." He puts his arm over your shoulder and pulls you into him.
Hmm you wonder how long it takes till Dick realizes you lied.
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Hi Mae!
I love your writing so much and think about it maybe too often haha. Today I fell and sliced the back of my hand open so I had to go wait 4 hours at the ER to get it sutured back together and I thought it might be a sort of funny scenario to write about with the marauders where R just walks up to them covered in blood like âheyy who wants to drive me to the ERâ and is pretty chill in demeanour until the reality of having a hole in her hand sets in once they clean her up. I went into shock then, lost my hearing for a few minutes which was scary, but luckily I had a someone nearby who could help. Of course no worries if you donât feel like it, I appreciate you and I hope you have a lovely day!âĄ
Thanks for requesting! I hope your hand is feeling better lovely <3
cw: blood, mention of razors (unrelated to blood)
poly!marauders x fem!reader ⥠788 words
âHey, Sirius?âÂ
Sirius screws the brush of his nail polish back into the bottle. âYeah?âÂ
âAre you busy?âÂ
âNot anymore.â He gets up from the bed, wandering towards your voice in the bathroom. âWhatâs up, gorgeous? You need something?âÂ
Sirius stalls when he finds you. Youâre standing there with a dissatisfied frown on your face, your hand a basin of blood held in front of you thatâs overflowing into the sink.Â
âMaybe a ride to A&E?â you ask. âIf youâre free.âÂ
âWhat the hell happened?â Sirius goes to you. He tries to take your hand, but you move it away.Â
âWait, your nailsââÂ
âIâm not really worried about my nails right now, babe.â He holds you by the wrist, turning the faucet on to a gentle flow before bringing your hand underneath it. The blood washes away quickly, and Sirius blocks your view of the cut, leaning down to see it. âHowâd you manage this?âÂ
âI was just opening my new razorsââÂ
âRazors?âÂ
âIt wasnât even the razors that did it,â you say, a laugh somewhere in your voice. Your raised voices have drawn attention from the rest of the house. Remus and then James appear in the doorway. âIt was the plastic it comes in. Surprisingly sharp.âÂ
âWhatâs going on?â asks James.Â
âShe would like to know,â Sirius informs him, âif itâs convenient for any of us to drive her to A&E.âÂ
You roll your eyes. âAlright, you donât have to say it like that. I just mean that itâs not so dire, Iâm hardly bleeding out.âÂ
âYou might be!âÂ
âWhatâd you do, love?â Remus moves forward to see, he and Sirius now clustered on either side of you, each closer to your own hand than you are.Â
âShe managed to injure herself with plastic packaging.â
âOkay. Again, the tone is a bit much,â you say.Â
âAw, sweetheart.â Jamesâ arms wrap around your waist. He smudges a kiss onto your cheek. âAre you okay?âÂ
âYeah,â you tell him, audibly softening at the affection, âit doesnât even hurt that bad, itâs only stingingâŠâ You go quiet.Â
Sirius glances back at you, and youâre staring between him and Remus, your hand in your view for the first time. You look suddenly paler.Â
âHey, baby.â Siriusâ voice draws the attention of the other two to whatâs happened. He steps in front of your hand again, squeezing up the length of your arm. âYouâre okay.âÂ
âItâsâŠâ You stare at where you had been for a moment longer, then snap your vision to the side. Youâre breathing a tad faster. âGod, sorry. I feel sort of sick.âÂ
âTake some breaths, dove, youâre alright.â Remus holds your hand close to his chest, shielding it from your view as he reaches into a nearby drawer for bandages. âWeâre just going to stop the bleeding and then take you to A&E, you donât have to do anything.âÂ
âAll of you?âÂ
âWhy?â James gives your middle a light squeeze. âAre there some of us youâd rather not have there?â
âI knew she had favorites.â Sirius grins. âCruel. Weâre only trying to be there for you, gorgeous.âÂ
You smile a little bit for their sake. Youâre not sure either of them believe it, but James gives you a thankful kiss nonetheless.Â
âKeep breathing,â he reminds you, big hand rubbing up and down your abdomen. âYouâre really doing so well. I was surprised by how calm you seemed a minute ago.âÂ
âYou should have heard her before you got here.â Sirius squints his eyes at you playfully. âShe wouldnât let me touch her hand because she was worried itâd mess up my nail polish.âÂ
âSweetheart,â James laughs, giving you another fond squeeze. âReally?âÂ
âPriorities, babe,â Sirius chides you.Â
âAlright,â says Remus. You feel a kiss on your knuckles, and then heâs turning around, your bandaged hand still held protectively between both of his. âIs anyone going to warm the car, or do I have to do everything?âÂ
You nod, chastened, and start towards the door, but youâre dragged back by three pairs of hands.Â
âI mean anyone not injured, dove.â Remusâ voice is heavy with loving exasperation.Â
âSee what weâve been dealing with? Itâs a two man job.â Sirius squeezes your shoulder on his way past, presumably going to warm the car. James says something about getting your shoes and follows behind.
You give Remus a woeful look. He tsks, folding you into a hug. âDid you really prioritize Siriusâ nail polish over your bleeding hand?â he asks in a murmur.Â
You mush your cheek to his chest. âOnly for a minute.âÂ
Remus is quiet, but his amused breath fans over the top of your head as he brings his lips down for a kiss.
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kinda sorry - firefighter!rafe
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summary: After months of a cat & mouse game Rafe finally gets his favorite waitress alone. He doesnât even care if itâs at his place of work.
warning: 18+, firefighter!rafe x waitress!reader, fem reader, SMUT! these people are freaks!! dirty talk, oral, cum play & eating (Iâm so sorry?), praise kink, fingering, cursing, p in v
an: hiiiii this is so smutty I actually need to repent my sins. I promise Iâm working on the next part of cherry wine I just cannot figure out how to end it so in the mean time enjoy another firefighter rafe fic. Does it kinda suck ? yeah.
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You wiped the same spot on the counter for the fifth time as you looked at the clock on the wall behind you. It was already fifteen past seven and they werenât here yet. You were starting to get antsy. They always showed up at seven like clock work and you hadnât seen them leave for a call. No flashing lights and loud sirens had been heard or seen.
God you felt pathetic. When did your life come this?
Pining over a hot firefighter who worked across the street and probably only acknowledges your existence for free slices of pie and haphazard flirting. He was so handsome youâd let him flirt with you for free pie any time. You really did feel pathetic, but it had been a long time since a very attractive man made your palms sweat and stomach flutter. Even if there was a chance it was all just out of boredom on his end.
When that hope in your chest that theyâd come began to diminish you looked up one more time, just in case. Thatâs when you spotted the group men walking out of the fire station across the street. A smile involuntarily appeared on your lips. Your favorite part of the week finally arrived.
Youâve been working at Pennyâs since high school so you were familiar with the little routine the men across the street carried on. You had grown up with most of the guys having known them since you were a teenager. A couple of them now even being your old classmates. Except for him.
Rafe had started a few months ago and you hadnât stopped thinking about him since his first visit to Pennyâs. It was rare to see a handsome face like his in this small town. It was rare to see a new face period.
You spotted him right away. He could surprisingly pull off the buzzcut and mustaches always did something for you. He was tall with big arms, how could anyone not like him.
From behind the register you watch through the windows as he laughed at something one of the other guys said rubbing his hand over his mustache. A habit you noticed he had. God did he look as handsome as ever. You wanted to know what his mustache felt like against the skin of your neck and against your inner thighs.
The bell above the door rang as the group of men walked into the small diner. You pretended to be busy by wiping the spot next to the one that you had spent the last fifteen minutes on. Doing your best to seem nonchalant like you hadnât been anticipating their arrival all day by staring out the windows. You would never do something like that.
You looked up and smiled at the familiar faces welcoming them in. They greeted you as they walked to their usual booth in the corner.
Rafe was the last to walk in giving you a smirk and a small nod as he passed. His navy blue tee shirt fit tightly over his chest and biceps. Always a sight for sore eyes. You were practically drooling, you wanted to bite him. Wanted to feel his big hands all over your skin.
You cleared your throat and took a deep breath feeling your cheeks get hot. You needed to push those thoughts away or youâd do something embarrassing. Brushing your hands on your apron you approached them, pulling out your favorite pen and sticker covered order book.
You may or may not have put a little more effort into your appearance today. For no particular reason of course, but if he was going to flirt with you then you might as well play into it. At least thatâs what you told yourself when you applied lashes and added some blush to your cheeks.
âHey guys, what can I get you all to drink?â You asked once standing in front of the table as if they didnât order the same thing every time.
âIâll take a coffee my dear,â Captain Morales said smiling. Heâs known you for years now and looked out for you as if you were his own daughter.
Rafe was last to order. That smirk making itâs way to his lips again, âIâll take a coffee y/n,â His eyes lingered on your glossy lips. Little did you know that he was thinking about how he could just eat you up.
As his eyes raked over you face he didnât miss the red tinge in your cheeks. Heâd do anything to make it an even deeper red. Specifically have you blushing profusely under him or even on top of him. Then he started to think about you bent over and ready for him.
âComing right up!â You said sweetly before heading off to get the coffees breaking whatever trance he was in.
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Wednesdayâs had become Rafeâs favorite day of the week. Not only was it technically his friday but he got to see his favorite girl. He always thinks about the first time he saw you. You were arguing with a customer who thought their expired coupon should still be valid. He watched as the guy threw his soda at you and before him or any one else could step in you punched the guy in the nose and dragged him out by his collar. The idiot cradling his nose bleeding nose.
That has been the hottest thing Rafe had ever witnessed.
âNow itâs free! Never come back dick head!â You yelled at him as you stomped back into the diner. After spending a few minutes in the back changing into a tee shirt you had in your locker you went to their table. Your tough demeanor had vanished and you held a soft smile on your face. Thatâs when he knew he was fucked.
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Y/n walked back behind the counter to grab mugs and the coffee pot. You knew youâd probably have to make another fresh pot after serving them. Your best friend, Grace, had returned from her break and was wiping menus staring at the table of men.
âMatt looks so good. If we donât get laid by these hot men we need to quit and become nuns,â Grace said quietly as she eyed the firefighter sheâs had her eye on since he moved to town a few years ago.
Y/n snorted, âIâve given up on mine. Itâs been months and itâs just flirting and checking me out,â she shrugged, âOur hook ups and incredibly romantic dates will remain in my fantasies.â
âDonât say that when Iâve been waiting a year now for mr brown eyes,â Grace huffed, âWhy doesnât he do anything. He acts like Iâd say no to him.â
âYou could ask him out,â You said handing her three mugs to help you take everything. Mostly so she could get closer to Matt.
She laughed dramatically, âYouâre so funny Y/n! And after that Iâll call my dad since weâre saying things that are never going to happen.â
âOh come on he could never say no to you,â You encouraged.
âThen you ask blondie out.â
You stared blankly at her.
She snorted, âThatâs what I thought. Lets just continue to admire from afar so the hottest men weâve ever seen donât reject us.â
You followed behind her with a sigh. Itâs not like you hadnât thought about asking Rafe to hang out. Itâs just that you had that nagging feeling in your chest that maybe he didnât want to see you anywhere outside the diner. You cleared your throat to rid the anxiety that began to bubble in your stomach. You didnât have time to over think that right now.
Grace placed one of the cups in front of Matt and he looked up at her with a shy smile, thanking her softly. They were two idiots in love.
âAre we ready to order?â You asked after filling the last mug.
âYes maâam,â Stanford said. One of the other older fire fighters.
It was always hard paying attention to their orders when Rafeâs ocean eyes were boring into you. He always had that affect of turning you into complete mush.
âFor you Rafe?â You asked tilting your head to the side slightly.
A teasing smile pulled at his mouth, âBacon cheeseburger with fries please.â
âNo onions?â
He nodded. His pants getting a bit tight at the thought of you remembering something about him.
âYou got it, Iâll put this is for you boys.â You smiled an walked away. A little extra sway to your hips hoping Rafe was watching but hoping you werenât making a fool of yourself.
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A slap to the back of his head got Rafe out of his trance. He ducked rubbing his head turning towards the culprit. His wonderful view of your ass ruined.
âOw?â He muttered looking over at Miguel next to him.
âAre you just going to check her out every fucking week or are you going to do something?â He asked with a teasing tone.
Rafe ran a hand through his hair, âI donât have time for a girl right now.â
âYouâre such a fuckin liar,â Morales laughed as he sipped his black coffee.
Rafe rubbed his face, âIâm working on it okay.â
Morales smirked knowing he was getting under his skin, âYou and baby face over here need to grow a pair or someone else is gonna realize how wonderful those women are and beat you to it.â
âHey what do I have to do with this,â Matt muttered rubbing his mustache.
Miguel laughed, âDude Grace has been pining for you for forever and donât act like you donât feel the same.â
His began blushing at the thought of her, âWhatever. Sheâs too good for me anyways.â
âSpare me the pity party Anderson and ask the woman out,â Morales said and then pointed at Rafe, âAnd you. Do something or donât. Donât string her along with whatever flirting shit you do.â
Rafe huffed, âYeah Yeah.â
He turned to look for you tuning out whatever new conversation started between the men. He found you laughing with Grace as you both rolled napkins with silverware. He loved your laugh and your smile. It was so infectious and warm. Rafe had no idea he could feel this way towards someone.
At first it was all lust. Your attractiveness captivated him, especially knowing you didnât put up with anyoneâs shit but also still a complete sweetheart. He moved to this town because he needed a fresh start. He didnât expect to pine after a woman who was way too good for him.
Rafe continued to watch as you walked around helping other customers. The sway of your hips made him want to grab onto them. Pull you against him as he kissed down your neck from behind. Heâd love to hear your laugh as his mustache tickled your ear. He could already see how pink your cheeks would get at the dirty words heâd whisper in your ear if you let him.
You had no idea that you could have him on his hands and knees for you.
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Captain Morales had paid for their dinner and they had gone back to the station. Of course the meal was filled with Rafeâs longing glances towards you. Some not so subtle flirting on his end, you of course didnât do it back in front of the other guys. But when theyâd al go outside to wait for the captain to pay he would linger as you wiped down their table.
That nights conversation had firmly planted that seed of hope. Hope that heâd finally pull a move on you since there was a fundraiser barbecue at the station this weekend. Obviously you would be there because you would never miss an opportunity to support your community. It had nothing to do with the fact that Rafe was going to be there.
âYouâre coming this weekend right? Or do they have you working?â He had asked with a smirk.
You shook your head with a teasing smile, âNot working, donât worry Iâll be there.â
âGood.â
âGood?â You teased tilting your head a little in a questioning manor.
He nodded, âIâd be bored without my favorite girl.â
You huffed a flustered laugh, âYou mean server?â
He shook his head, âI meant what I said.â
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Rafe watched as you laughed with Mrs.Garcia about something as you helped pass out desserts. It had been almost three hours since the fundraiser started and he had gotten to talk to you only a handful of times.
He was put on grill duty and you had been pulled in all directions by people. Rafe liked the small town atmosphere of the place and it was one of the reasons why he was glad he got hired at that station, but now he was starting to hate it. Why did everyone have to know you and take you away from him.
You were just as disappointed as him. Every time you would try and make your way to the grill someone would pull you to help with something or the kids would want you to watch their dance routine they made up. You could feel his eyes on you and when you looked back at him heâd smirk. That stupid devilish handsome smirk.
The sun had begun to set and people were starting to clear out. You looked around and found Rafe helping take down all of the tables and put away chairs. Being ordered around by Captain Morales. You sighed, maybe you and Rafe were always meant to just have flirty banter. Nothing more.
You didnât want to wait around until he was free again and you didnât want to bother him so you accepted your fate. Before you left you wanted to use the restroom so you made your way into the firehouse.
Once Rafe was done helping clean up he looked around for you. He didnât see you anywhere. His chest filled with disappointment as to how the night went. He thought this would be his chance to talk to you outside your job and maybe even take you home. His disappointment was clear on his face as he continued to look around as if youâd come out of thin air any moment.
Beside him someone cleared their throat, âShe went inside a couple minutes ago,â Captain Morales said.
Rafe looked over at him with furrowed brows, âhuh?â
âYour girl. Sheâs inside. Now hurry before you miss your chance,â He nodded towards the open door.
Rafe laughed, âHow do you even-â
âSon you two look at each other like you both hung the moon Iâd be an idiot to not know. Now please go get her I donât want to have to deal with your attitude later if you miss your chance.â
Rafe nodded his head with a wide smile, âYes sir.â
He made his way into the firehouse to look for you. Hopefully you hadnât slipped by him. As he turned the corner to where the restrooms were he found you standing looking at some pictures hanging on the wall.
He stood there for a minute just admiring you. Your soft cheeks and long lashes. Your long smooth legs in that sundress that looked a bit too short and tight on you. It made something in his stomach stir. He cleared his throat to gain your attention.
Your head snapped towards him. Eyes widening in surprise, you werenât expecting him. Rafe walked over to stand by you and see what you were staring at. It was a picture of the whole station. Then a picture of him and a couple other guys.
âStaring at me huh?â He asked with a smirk.
You rolled your eyes playfully, âYou wish Cameron.â
âI do.â He turned to look at you. That dreamy look in his eyes, âYou almost got away from me today.â
You laughed softly, âSorry. I was trying to come up to you but you know how it is.â
He nodded, âThatâs the unfortunate thing about liking a girl everyone loves. You couldnât help the hear that creeped up your neck at his confession.
He didnât let you say anything as he continued, âGuess that just means Iâll need to take you out on a date to get you alone.â
You let out a surprised huff, âOh yeah? Well weâre alone right now.â You looked around making a show of it.
He smirked, âSo you donât want to go on a date with me baby?â
This man was going to be the death of you, âOf course I do. Been waiting for you to ask.â
He laughed and took a step closer to you, âSorry itâs taken me so long. I liked that little dance we were doing, but let me make it up to you.â
Your body was on fire at everything he was saying. This man had to have been created in a lab with the way he was speaking to you. He was walking closer to you now and you took a few steps back until your back hit the wall of the hallway.
âHow are you gonna do that hm?â You tried to play cool as if your pulse wasnât racing in anticipation. Now you werenât usually a girl that hooked up with a guy before going on a date but that was going all out the window today if Rafe wanted to have his way with you.
He reached forward and stroked your cheek with his thumb. His eyes going down to your lips. His tongue poking out to wet his bottom lip as your parted, âBy fucking you.â
Your eyes widened slightly. Thighs clenching at his non filtered confession, he really was done playing the cat and mouse game. You didnât even care. Your brain became complete mush and you would let him fuck you in this hallway right now if he wanted to.
âYou gonna let me do that hm?â He asked as if he didnât already know the answer by the way your thighs clenched and your nipples hardened underneath your dress.
You nodded slowly as if you were under a spell. Your heart was erratic as you pictured this tall handsome man fucking you in his big arms. You could cum just thinking about it.
His thumb tugged gently as your bottom lip, âWords baby come on.â
âYes please,â You said softly.
Thatâs all he needed to hear before he took your hand and dragged you into the room next to you. It was one of the rooms where they came to sleep during over night shifts. It had a desk, bunk beds, and one single bed. He locked the door behind him before pushing you up against the desk. Rafe and you were panting and you hadnât even touched each other yet.
He cupped your face in his hands and groaned, âYouâre so beautiful I canât keep my hands to myself anymore.â
âThen donât,â You murmured in a haze as he dove in to capture your lips in his.
He groaned and moved his hands down to your waist and then to your hips. Pulling you even closer to him as you parted your mouth to let him have more access. He was everywhere and it felt so good. His tongue explored your mouth as his hands grabbed and squeezed at your body. The light whimpers and moans leaving your mouth sending him into a frenzy.
He pulled away with hazy eyes and swollen lips, âFuck Iâve been thinking about this for long.â
You nodded your head rapidly, âMe too.â You said breathlessly. You felt like you were in a Rafe enduced trance. He moaned at the sight of your swollen lips and the strap of your dress had fallen in the haste.
He pushed you back so you were sitting on the desk now with him between your parted legs. He leaned forward and began pressing open mouthed kisses to your neck. You tilted your head back giving him more room. Your fingers tangled in his hair. Tugging when he kissed that one particular spot below your ear. He bit at your neck and you gasped as his tongue soothed the sting. You had never been so turned on in your life, and he hadnât even touched you really.
That changed when his hands slid down your hips to your thighs. He squeezed them loving the feel of them. Rafe couldnât wait to have them wrapped around his head, he wanted you to suffocate him. He needed you to suffocate him with your pussy.
He played with the hem of your dress as he kissed your collarbone. He was being a tease, âI thought the teasing was over.â You mumbled with hooded eyes. You wanted him to just shove the dress up and fuck you.
He chuckled against the swell of your breast that he had been peppering with kisses, âPatience sweetheart. Iâll fill you up with my cock, tongue, and fingers in no time.â
You moaned at his words as he slipped the straps of your dress down and tugged the top part down to reveal your tits. He groaned at the sight of your perked nipples and leaned down taking one in his mouth. His other hand reaching for the other and brushing his thumb over the sensitive bud.
The moans that left your mouth were pornographic. It was like you had been touched in years which was only partly true.
âMmm youâre so sweet,â He groaned as he moved to the other one.
You sighed with pleasure, âI need you.â
He laughed softly going back to kiss you, âDonât worry baby Iâll give you what you need.â
His big hands grabbed your hips and pulled you off the desk in a swift motion. You thought he was going to take you to the bed and finally have his way. You should have known better with him, youâre starting to get that Rafe loves the anticipation. The chase of it all because he turned you around so his chest was on your back.
You could feel him aching agains your lower back. He felt so big and your mouth watered at the thought. You barely had any time to question what he was doing when you felt him press kisses from in between your shoulders and down your back. As he did he gently pushed you down to be basically bent over the desk. Then he was kneeling behind you.
His hands stroking your thighs as they shook in anticipation. He playfully bit your butt with a small groan. Rafe pushed your dress up to rest around your waist. Almost on instinct you arched your back and pushed your hips towards him. Needing for him to do something.
âPlease Rafe,â You murmured desperately.
He grinned sweetly, âYou sound so pretty asking nicely baby.â He reached his hand down to lightly stroke you over your underwear.
You gasped at the minimal contact. Then he was fully rubbing circles onto your clit. The wet patch at your center growing. He pulled your cheeks apart as he dove in and pressed wet kisses to your clothes pussy.
âFuck,â He groaned, âLet me have a taste yeah?â
You whined. Literally whined, âPlease Rafey please please.â You never thought you could be this desperate for a man. You could feel his smirk against your cunt.
He slid your panties to the side and dove in like a starved man. You gasped in surprised not expecting him to go all in since he had been teasing so much, but youâd thank God every day for it. You already knew youâd be thinking about his mouth for the rest of your life.
Rafeâs tongue massaged your clit in the best way and with the position his nose nudged at your entrance. His hands reached up to grab a handful of your ass and squeeze making you moan louder.
The room was filled with the sounds of his sucking and lapping as well as your whines. His hand then came down to slap one cheek. A motion that made you push yourself against his mouth even more.
Rafe would be a happy man if this is the way he went out. Drowning in your pussy. Your juices dripping down his chin as he mercilessly worked his tongue over you. The groans he let out adding to the pleasure.
Pressure built up in your lower stomach as that knot of pleasure tightened. You had never gotten so close so fast besides with your own hand. The way this man was lapping you up had your legs shaking.
âYes Rafe!â You exclaimed, âGonna cum!â
Your head flew back as your eyes shut in pleasure. The white hot euphoric feeling of your orgasm taking over.
âMhmmm,â He groaned as he continued to lick and suck, âFuck baby so good.â He mumbled as he continued his ministrations prolonging the intense feeling.
He pulled away once he had cleaned you up of everything you gave him, âSuch a messy girl huh,â He mumbled as he pulled your hair so your back was against his chest again. Your head tilted back onto his shoulder. Rafe had a way with words, it had your mind in a haze.
He moved his hand to cup your face and tilt it towards him even more so he could capture your lips in his. The kiss was sloppy and so hot.
You pulled away slightly and mumbled against his lips, âPlease please fuck me Rafey.â
He but his lip and groaned, âOf course baby anything you want.â
You expected him to shove his pants down and stuff his cock in you but you should have known him better. He spun you around so your back was pressed to the desk again. He tapped on the back of your thighs to get you to sit on it again and as you did he mumbled, âSo obedient.â
The scene in front of him looked so vulgar. You were sat at the desk with your dress bunched around your stomach. All the delicious parts Rafe wanted to dive into exposed. He took a mental picture to remember it even though this definitely wouldnât be the last time heâd have his way with you.
You reach out for him and tugged at his shirt wanting it off. He smirked as he took the hint and pulled it off. The sight of his toned chest and broad arms had you gushing all over again.
âWe should be quick now before they come looking,â He muttered as he began to undo his belt. He pulled his pants and boxers down to rest around his ankles. His cock on full display for you and you bit your lip as you took in the sight. Glassy eyes widening at the size, you had never seen one like that.
He tugged at it a few times to relieve the tension. The way you were looking at him was making his ego grow, and Rafe didnât really need that.
Grabbing where your knees crease he pushed your legs up so your feet were almost flat on the desk. Your core glistening and on display for him.
âFuck I canât wait to be in that nice wet pussy,â He couldnât away. He let you hold yourself up now as he grabbed himself and began sliding his tip through your folds. You let out small whimpers at the feeling. Then rubbed it over your clit, making you even wetter.
Rafe was having the time of his life. You felt so good against him he never wanted to stop. The way your nipples perked and your eyes practically watered in pleasure.
âYouâre so wet baby,â He slipped the tip into your entrance, âmmmph feel sâgood huh.â He smirked cockily as he pushed himself in deeper and deeper.
Your brows furrowed in pleasure as he stretched you deliciously. His thumb finding your clit and rubbing soft circles. Your head fell back with a sigh as he bottomed out.
He leaned forwards and kissed you softly as he started moving. You both moaned as he pushed back in hitting that sweet spot. He pulled away and leaned down to take a nipple in his mouth. Sucking and gently tugging.
Your hands were tangled un his short locks. As his movements grew faster and harder your hands moved all over. His shoulders, chest, back anywhere you could touch. Your nails leaving crescents in his skin as he continued to mumble obscenities into your ear.
âso good babyâ âthe most perfect pussyâ âmy good girl letting me fuck her so wellâ
The feeling of euphoria increasing as he continued. Rafe groaned as he felt you tighten around him. He was regretting one thing right now and that was waiting this long to fuck you.
âMâclose Rafe,â You whined as that familiar feeling spread throughout your body.
âI know,â He panted and started working faster, âCum for me baby come on. I know you can do it.â
His encouragement helped your release. As he felt you orgasm and tighten around him he neared the edge of his own orgasm.
âNeed you to cum in me,â You mumbled as he milked you for all you had.
His eyes rolled back at your statement, âFuuuck.â Then his hips snapped into you a few more times before he released inside you coating your walls in his cum. It felt so good to have him stuffed inside you. His head resting on your chest as he groaned. After a few minutes of your labored breaths Rafe slowly pulled out. The loss of him causing you to whimper and he just smirked.
You thought you guys were done but then Rafe looked down and slipped two fingers inside you.
âOh Rafe,â You gasped, âW-what are you doing?â
He bit his lip as he continued to watch his fingers pump in and out slowly, âFeeling how well you took all my cum baby.â
Then as if he couldnât be hotter and dirtier he removed his fingers and his cum was all over them. He took them and began rubbing it over your clit. The overstimulation made your toes curl and your mouth fall open.
The scene in front of him was so filthy and will be on constant reply for the rest of his life. The entire last hour he would be thinking about that forever.
He removed his fingers and you reached out grabbing his wrist to tug the fingers into your mouth. Licking and sucking his fingers clean.
âDirty girl,â He mumbled as you pulled them out with a pop.
He leaned in and kissed you softly, no more lust behind it. It was something else now. Rafe helped you fix your dress and pull your underwear back on after he pulled his pants back up.
âIâm kind of sorry I didnât take you out first but I also donât regret it because Iâve been wanting to get my hands on you for months,â Rafe said as you fixed your ruffled hair.
You smiled at him, âIâm not at all. You can still take me out and we can do that all over again.â
A loud banging on the door made you jump and rafe whip his head around.
âYou guys done yet? I need a nap,â one of the other guys yelled through the door.
Your face paled at the realization that you might now have been very quiet. Rafe just laughed, âOne minute!â
âOh god. I need to quit my job and move towns now,â You put your hands on your face in embarrassment.
Rafe laughed and kissed the back of your hands that covered your face, âNuh uh. Not running from me now.â
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Hi! I was wondering if I could request a prompt where the reader is out at night with the LIs, wearing a pretty outfit, a man just approaches her and rudely asks âhow much for a bj?â How would they react/protect her from such a creep?
(Sorry, for my English, I hope it made sense hahađ€đŒ)
Very Minor N/SFW Warning!! This one really made me laugh because this has happened to me before, and the situation mostly pans out with my own partner having to yank me away to avoid having to post bail on me later in the evening. Remember to leash your dogs kids! Thank you for the request!! <3
LaDS men when you get catcalled/propositioned on the street
Xavier -
He's apologizing profusely to you because the ensuing bloodspray from how hard he punched the guy in the nose got on your dress and he genuinely feels awful about it.
There is not much to it, besides he acted embarrassingly quickly, to the point you wonder to yourself if he's just been silently waiting for this moment to come.
He's used to going out with you for drinks or evening dates- it's one of the more common ways for the two of you to hang out aside from spending the evening in one of your apartments with the other. Juggling work and clocking out with social activities would also mean walking late at night, to go to a movie or even on a snack run.
So needless to say, he has in fact, been mentally preparing himself for something like this to happen.
He can't help it.
He doesn't ever want to see you disrespected- he doesn't care the context. Work, family, friends-
And now, what, a stranger asking you for sexual favors?
You wait calmly with him while he speaks to the officers about what happened, trying to contain your giggles at how sheepishly he looks at the ground, his face still painted with the most adorable anger.
Zayne -
Quickly, he's pushed you behind himself and holding eye contact with the guy. It doesn't matter if he's drunk, or perfectly sober, Zayne won't excuse someone saying such a ridiculous thing to you.
He has his usual air of politeness and manners, but the bite in his voice is more than apparent, even to someone who doesn't know him. Dressed as nicely as he is with the air he carries around him, it's a weird experience for those who don't know how protective Zayne can get.
He will tell the man to give you an apology and back off, or there will be consequences.
You know what those consequences are, and despite feeling smug about how protective Zayne is, you're trying to grab his arm and stop him, to no avail.
If the creep tries to reach for you, Zayne will back up into you to force you back gently, and the man will quickly realize that he can't reach forward anymore-
Even as Zayne walks away with you, the ice is still creeping up the man's body. Slow enough, but still moving.
Hopefully an OTTO calls for help in time. Hypothermia at night would suck.
Rafayel -
He's immediately between you and the guy, hand long since dropped your own as he crosses his arms and stares the guy down.
If you hadn't known him so long, you would expect him to fire off a tirade of insults and comments at the guy- but you know Rafayel. You know him well.
He tells the guy to back off, in the most simple of terms as he glare is enough to set the man alight- and Rafayel's evol does just that when the guy doesn't seem to back down- lighting up the shoulders of his clothing and causing him to flay around screaming, as Rafayel pulls you to keep walking.
The amount of tasteful compliments on your attire rise, and you know he's doing it to keep you from internalizing the earlier interaction and stop dressing how you want.
He doesn't need some random freak to keep you from expressing yourself how you want to. Of course, he'll always find you attractive, and the little outfit you're wearing is doing numbers to him, but that's not his focus here at all.
He wants you to feel comfortable, confident-
And he'll do everything in his power to make sure you always do.
Sylus -
I am not entirely sure the man who's asking you has finished his sentence before he's slammed once against a nearby building and then released.
Sylus makes no motion to indicate that it was his doing, continuing to walk along with you to wherever the two of you had been going in the first place-
But you knew.
You had seen his stupid red mist envelope him.
For a second, you'd been scared that he was going to kill the guy- and while you knew someone who was comfortable saying such a thing to someone needed to be put in their place, 'murder' was not at all the same as 'putting someone in their place'.
No, he was just slightly- sort of- broken.
Just a bit.
Sylus won't react much, he may give a passing comment about the man, but otherwise, he's back to complimenting you or conversing with you about whatever subject you two had been discussing prior to the creep showing up.
"Sorry, sweetie. I know you don't like bugs. I tried to handle it as... efficiently, as possible."
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eyes on the prize
a/n:Â me writing a fic where rafe is actually wholesome and nice? i didn't see it coming either... this idea just came to me when you were all voting for the kinktober fic a while ago, and i was prepping that it maybe could go in this direction and then ended up falling too much in love with the fantasy, so i simply had to get it out of my system.
summary: âin a week, when weâve turned in the assignment, and everything is over, I want you to come watch me fight⊠watch me winâŠâ a cocky smirk twitched at the corner of his lips as he awaited your answer.
warnings:Â mma!rafe cameron x reader, smut, college au, study buddies to lovers, soft!rafe, autumnal vibes, takes place in the beginning of november, studying, friday the 13th references, scaredy cat!reader, violence, mma fights, kissing, semi-public sex, clothed sex, dirty talk, manhandling, ripping pantyhose, size kink, spit kink, hole inspection, penetrative sex, unprotected sex
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âSo,â you hesitantly broke the silence that had fallen over both you and the partner that had been assigned to you on this current project, âdid you get up to anything fun on Halloween?âÂ
Glancing up from the thick book Rafeâs bored gaze was rushing through, it instead lingered on you for but a moment as his mutter reverberated in the quiet corner of the universityâs library, âuhm, yeah. I popped by a party for a bit.âÂ
âThe one at delta neu?â a glint flickered in your eye as soon as he offered you a nod, âme too! Though I went home kinda early, so we might have missed each other⊠what did you going as?âÂ
âJason,â he simply uttered.Â
âJason who?â the soft smile didnât fade from your lips as his short answer hadnât landed the way heâd hoped.Â
âYou know,â his brows furrowed slightly at your cluelessness, repeating once again as if the name alone should be enough for you to understand, âJason.âÂ
ââŠJason Statham? Jason Momoa?â your eyes squinted as you quietly attempted to hit the bullseye, âuhm⊠I canât really think of any other famous Jasons right nowâŠâÂ
âNo, Jason from Friday the 13th. You know, the dude with the hockey mask and the machete.âÂ
âAh, him⊠yeah, I havenât watched those movies,â you shrugged, âbut, cool costume.âÂ
âWait, youâve never seen Friday the 13th?â he tilted closer to where you sat across the table from him, ânot even the cheesy remake?âÂ
âNope,â you simply returned your gaze to the textbook beneath your fingers. Â
âSeriously?â his eyebrows didnât float back down yet, âwell, I donât know if I should be offended that youâve never watched that masterpiece before or jealous that you get to experience it for the first time, but either way, thatâs a problem we need to fix.âÂ
At first, you thought youâd entered the wrong building.Â
That was until you rounded the corner, and your gaze fluttered up from the map still open on your phone, guiding you to the mysterious address your study partner had texted you, asking you to meet up with him there before the rest of your plans could unfold, that you discovered that you hadnât stumbled into the wrong place.Â
Though that wasnât the only thing you discovered in that moment as the culmination of that enlightenment was spotting Rafe in the middle of the industrial and cold gym, going through the tail end of some drills with his trainer.Â
As he went through the combinations and grunted like a guard dog, sweat dripped down from his brow and rolled so low that it cascaded over his already glistening and bare chest.Â
You hadnât really noticed how your feet had stopped or how your pulse had picked up so fiercely that you could feel it between your thighs before his own eyes located you and he flashed you a smile.
âHey!â his voice cut through your trance as he patted his coach on the shoulder and began to near the edge of the ring.Â
âH-hi,â you blinked, shaking your fuzzy head slightly to clear it, âI didnât know you were into this sort of stuff,â you briefly waved a hand to the gym around you and tried your best to rip your stare away from his heaving chest.Â
âYeah,â he began to loosen a glove, âsorry I asked you to meet me here, Iâm just really busy these days cause Iâve got a fight coming up.âÂ
âOh, well we donât have to have a silly movie night if you donât have the time,â you averted your gaze, recalling how before youâd been paired with him on the assignment for Callahanâs class, you hadnât even been sure of what his name was. Youâd just known him as the hot guy, three rows behind you.Â
âNo, no, I want to, unless of course youâve changed your mind.â
Blinking back up into his eyes, you smiled, âdefinitely not.â
âWell, great,â a grin spread across his lips, âthen just give me a second,â he cast a brief glance over his broad shoulder at the locker room, âand then we can head back to my place,â a notion you hadnât expected would have ended with you up on the back of his motorcycle, a terrifying concept that youâd somehow been unable to deny as the crush that had blossomed and bloomed within your heart for him had made it near impossible for you to say no to a single one of his suggestions.Â
âYou never told me what you went as,â Rafe hummed beside you, causing your eyes to tear away from the horror movie buzzing on the TV.
Blinking over at him next to you on the leather couch, your fingers began to fiddle with the blanket youâd slumped over yourself, âoh, well I didnât wanna buy anything new, so I just went through my closet and ended up going as Britney Spears because I found the skirt of my old school uniform. I donât even remember why I brought it with me the last time I went home, butâ, ah!â a shriek suddenly shuttered through your form as your eyes accidentally fluttered back towards the screen just in time to witness the villain sink a large blade into the head of one of the drunk teenagers, âoh my god!â your frame couldnât help but jump at the fright, nearly tossing the blanket across the room as you instinctively hid your features in the mass of Rafeâs bicep.Â
As your heart raced and thumped in your chest, you felt Rafeâs shoulder begin to move before you heard his laughter.Â
âShut up, itâs not funny!â you smacked him lightly in the chest, though kept your vision darkened by his shirt, âso Iâm not desensitised to the horrors of scary movies, big whoop!â a mutter then slipped out of your lungs, âfuck, why did I agree to this? Iâm probably gonna have nightmares for weeksâŠâ
âHey, itâs okay, itâs just a movie,â you felt his palm find your arm in a soothing rub as his voice hummed directly above the crown of your head, âand the scene is almost over.âÂ
âI canât lookâŠâ you felt yourself lean more into his touch.Â
ââŠdo you want me to describe it to you?âÂ
âNoâŠâ you lingered in the security of his warmth and felt the terror slowly melt from your bones. Cupping a hand on the side of your face to shield your eyes from the horrors on screen, you carefully plucked your face just shy out of his safety before you uttered, ââŠjust tell me when itâs overâŠâÂ
The blaring light from the television reflected against the side of Rafeâs face as he gazed down into your eyes and breathed, âokay,â his stare slowly dipping and fluttering down towards your lips.Â
It wasnât till now that you noticed how close youâd accidentally scooted to him as you werenât far from just sitting in his lap.Â
Sharing his breath, your mind went entirely blank and only switched back on when youâd closed the distance betwixt your lips and now found yourself kissing your study buddy.Â
Thankfully, your brain didnât get a chance to begin spiralling as it only took Rafe half a second to reciprocate the sudden move and kiss you back.Â
His strong hands found the small of your waist buried beneath the woollen blanket before he began to drag you closer, pulling you so near that you actually did wind up sitting in his lap, your fingers fluttering against his buzzcut as his own scooped down over the curve of your ass.Â
When the movie gently humming from behind you was long forgotten and your soul instead had drifted straight to heaven, you felt Rafe tilt his head back to breathlessly utter, âcome watch my fightâŠâ his forehead still pressed against your own.Â
Scarcely picking up on the words behind his honied hum, you breathed, âwhat?âÂ
Reeling back just enough for his eye to catch your own dazed pair, he said, âin a week, when weâve turned in the assignment, and everything is over, I want you to come watch me fight⊠watch me winâŠâ a cocky smirk twitched at the corner of his lips as he awaited your answer.
Youâd never seen a fight in real life before.Â
Not boxing, not mixed martial arts as this was, not even a juvenile one in a schoolyard.Â
At one point, when you thought all hope seemed lost, when Rafe got pinned by his opponent and blood was trickling down from the cut at his brow so clearly that you could make it out from the second row seat you found yourself planted in, he somehow managed to turn the tides and capture the boulder of a man in a lock so fierce it made them nearly melt into one pretzel-like being.Â
As he flexed his arm around the otherâs throat with the rest of his limbs restricting him as well and rendering an escape near impossible, Rafeâs eyes then flickered up to catch your wide ones in the crowd. A grin appeared on his features as he held your stare a moment longer, watching as you shyly began to mirror his smile, before he tightened his hold and squeezed till the opponent opted not to bruise his pride and tap out, instead going limp in the grasp.Â
Once the trophy was in his gloved hand and heâd leapt out of the ring, on his way back towards the locker room, he zigzagged through the cheering crowd and caught onto your arm, dragging you with him as he exited the buzzing hall.Â
âThat was insane,â you heard yourself babble as he pulled you through the corridors down towards the backroom heâd been in prior to the fight, âI mean, I know I went into it kinda blind, but I had no idea it would be like that,â adrenaline still rushed through your veins as he tugged you over the threshold and closed the door behind you, swiftly dropping his trophy to one of the long benches, âsure, it was as insane as I probably imagined, but the way that you moved, the way you slipped in and out like you were made of water or something, I mean, that was beautifulâ,â the fighter then suddenly cut your rambling short as he yanked you to his sweaty form and pressed his lips to your own. However, as his feet shuffled and your spine collided with the back of the door to the small locker room, your fingers fluttered over countless of the spots where heâd been hit, causing you to jerk back and ask, âwait, shouldnât you have someone check you out?â your eyes flickered from the cut splitting his brow to the various fresh bruises already beginning to blossom and reveal their true colours, âare you okay?â
âIâve never felt better in my whole life,â he tried to lean back in to capture your lips once more, though you tilted away just in time for him to miss.Â
âYou sure? Becauseââ
But your words were quickly snuffed out as his hands then flew up to grasp the sides of your face to force you to notice the glint in his eye and the desire dripping in his tone, âjust shut up and kiss me,â he commanded before he practically devoured you whole.Â
As Rafeâs tongue danced against your own and made you feel dizzy in his tight embrace, his fingers then blindly fumbled for the lock and twisted it with a click that harmonised with the throbbing that had appeared between your thighs as soon as the fight had commenced.Â
A low growl rumbled deep within his chest and melted into your mouth as he then plucked you off of the ground and lifted you into his arms. Broad palms spreading wide below your bottom, he brought you as close as possible, causing the skirt you wore to ride up and crumble at your hips. The thin barrier of your pantyhose and the underwear beneath nearly incinerated from the heat that sparked as his hips greedily rocked against your covered core, lending you to feel just how hard he was in his shorts.Â
âI want you so bad,â he groaned between pecks, his fingers digging into your softness.
âShouldnât you be out celebrating your victory or something?â a light giggle bubbled out of you.Â
âI thought that was what I was doing,â he smirked before dropping you back down onto the ground, making you gasp at his sharp movements as he suddenly spun you around to face the closed door, âunless you have a better idea of how we could celebrate,â he nipped at your neck, making your eyes flutter.Â
âIââŠâ your teeth briefly captured your bottom lip as his front pressed against your back, and your spine instinctively arched back into him, âno, yeah, this oneâs g-goodâŠâ
âGood,â he murmured in your ear before his fingers found your pantyhose in a pinch and ripped a big hole in them, nearly splitting them in two as he exposed your underwear, âdo you want it?â he gripped your hips and titled them for his hard-on to perfectly nudge against the soaked cotton.Â
âY-yes,â you panted, even just that one word haven been a struggle to utter through the fog heâd cast you into.Â
âHow bad?âÂ
âSo badâ, Rafe, please,â he made you squeak desperately, âI justâ, pleaseâŠâ
Cheek smooshed against the door, you glanced over your shoulder and watched as he then kneeled down behind you. Both hands still firmly planted on your hips, keeping you in place for him, they only strayed for a moment in order to shove your skirt the rest of the way up and letting him see the wet spot decorating your panties.Â
âOh, shitâŠâ he groaned as he tugged the gusset of your underwear all the way to the side, a string of your glossy want clung to the fabric till it snapped back against your aching core. Nearly salivating as he inspected your holes, his fingers dented your ass as he pulled you apart, splitting you open that much further and watching intently at the way your drooling cunt throbbed in anticipation for his touch.Â
As if your pussyâs embarrassingly leaky state wasnât enough, a dollop of his spit then roughly landed upon your folds, the lewdness causing you to let out a moan as he swiftly rose back up to his full height without as much as a tickle to your tingly petals.
The next thing you knew, the adrenaline coursing through you both drove Rafe to free his length from its confines and, without as much as another kiss, slammed inside of your weeping pussy in one fell motion.Â
Balls nuzzled tightly against you, the very tip of him nudged against a part so deep inside of you that it made you lose your breath as he took a moment to savour the sensation, freezing up within you and huffing against your cheek as you gasped for air through your whimpers.Â
âOh my god!â one of your hands curled back to crawl at his waist, âRafe!âÂ
âNow,â his hips slowly drew back, dragging his fat girth back out of you and letting you feel every little detail of him, âyou just gotta be a good girl, stand right here for me,â only the bulbous head of his cock remained, keeping you plugged up as he purred in your ear, âand take it like the perfect little prize you are,â he then buried himself once more with such vigour that his heavy sack tapped sloppily against your puffy clit, âcan you do that for me? Will you be my reward?âÂ
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Pairing: Alexia Putellas x reader
Words: 1600+
Warnings: none
Summary: You prank on Alexia by pretending to lose your memory. Her reaction wasâŠwell, way more adorable than you were expecting.
While biking with Alexia was always a blast, you had an extra plan for this sunny afternoon. You'd decided that today was the perfect day for a little prank â nothing too mean, just something to mess with her. You grinned to yourself as you watched her up ahead, pedaling easily and glancing back to make sure you were keeping up. You pedaled harder to catch up, laughing to yourself at what was about to go down.
Suddenly, you pretended to lose control and threw yourself to the ground with an exaggerated groan.
"Ahhh!" you cried dramatically, flopping onto the grass by the side of the trail. Alexia, as you expected, immediately stopped her bike, worry flashing across her face.
"Mi amor!" she called, practically jumping off her bike and sprinting over to you. She knelt by your side, her hands gentle as she brushed the hair from your face. "Are you okay? Did you... hurt? Show me!"
You blinked a few times, looking up at her with a dazed expression. "Um... sorry, who are you?" You made sure to sound confused, biting back a laugh at her shocked expression.
Her eyes widened in panic. "Que?" She put a hand on your shoulder, her gaze searching your face with concern. "Amor, it's me! Alexia."
You blinked again, trying to look utterly bewildered. "Alexia? Sorry, I... I don't really know who that is."
She froze, her eyes growing huge. "No... no, no, no," she muttered, now kneeling down so that her face was inches from yours. "I'm... I'm Alexia. Your novia. Your... your girlfriend?"
You tilted your head, looking at her curiously. "You're my... girlfriend?" You let out a surprised chuckle, trying to make it sound half-nervous. "You're sure about that?"
"Si, yes!" She nodded vigorously, grabbing your hands. "We live together. We... we love each other."
You furrowed your brows as if trying to piece things together. "So... you and I are a couple?" You tried to hold back your amusement as she stared at you, looking absolutely devastated.
"Yes, yes, we are a couple." Her voice softened, her grip on your hands tightening. "Don't... don't you remember me?"
You shook your head slowly, giving her an exaggeratedly pitiful look. "I... I'm really sorry, but no."
The panic in her eyes was almost too much. She squeezed your hands, bringing them to her chest. "I'm your Alexia, mi amor. We met at a game! You... you don't remember this?"
You shook your head, biting back laughter. "A game? Are you... famous or something?"
Her face turned a little pink, and she gave a shy, frustrated nod. "SĂ, um, yes. I play football. For Barcelona. And, um... Spain." She said this as if hoping it would jog your memory. "And... you... you make fun of my English sometimes. You... you laugh at me, remember?"
You blinked at her, trying to keep up the confused act. "I make fun of your English?" You let out a tiny chuckle. "Why would I do that?"
She sighed, glancing away briefly before meeting your gaze again, her face soft and concerned. "Because... because you love me. And you say it's cute. My English."
"Oh... really?" You tilted your head, taking in her flustered expression. "Well, you do have a cute accent, I'll give you that." You winked, and she let out a relieved little laugh, squeezing your hands.
"See? I am cute." She tried a smile, though her worry hadn't faded. "And... I love you, a lot. So you must remember, sĂ?"
You pretended to think hard, then shook your head, looking up at her with a small frown. "I... I don't remember. But you do seem nice. And pretty.â
Her cheeks turned pink again, but she gave you a nervous smile. "Thank you," she murmured, glancing down at your hands in hers. "Maybe... maybe it's, how you say, temporary? Like in movies?" She perked up a bit. "You... you hit your head?"
You nodded thoughtfully, trying to keep a serious face. "Maybe? I mean, everything's a bit foggy..."
She nodded back, visibly gathering herself. "Okay. We... we can fix this," she muttered, more to herself than to you. Then she took a deep breath, looking at you with that determined, captain-like gaze. "I tell you about us, okay? You will remember."
You shrugged, letting her go on. "Alright. Tell me about... us."
She took a deep breath, her face now slightly pink. "Well... we met one year ago. You came to a game, Barcelona against Atletico." Her eyes lit up a bit, a small smile appearing. "You told me you didn't know football very much, but you... you liked watching us play."
You squinted at her as if trying to remember, though you were honestly just mesmerized by how passionate she was getting. "Did I say that?"
She nodded enthusiastically. "Yes! You said... how do you say... that we were... inspiring?" She looked at you, hopeful. "You say that, yes?"
"Hmm... that does sound like something I'd say," you mused, nodding.
"Good!" She smiled in relief. "And then we went to... um, what's the place? With the..." She made a motion of eating, clearly struggling to remember the English word.
"A restaurant?" you offered, keeping up the act but feeling a bit guilty at how invested she was in telling the story.
"Yes! A restaurant!" She nodded quickly. "And you told me... you like my smile. And... and I like yours. I think you are very beautiful." Her voice softened at the end, her eyes warm as she looked at you.
You pretended to blush, looking away for a moment before glancing back at her with a shy smile. "You really thought that?"
She nodded, her face lighting up with the sweetest, most genuine smile. "SĂ. Very much. And... we laughed, a lot." She squeezed your hands again. "You laugh at my English. And you teach me new words."
"Oh, like what?" you asked, tilting your head with a smirk.
Her cheeks flushed. "Um... cheeky. You say I am cheeky." She grinned, clearly pleased with herself. "And... um, you call me... 'cute'... and sometimes, um, 'lovebug'?"
You couldn't help but smile at that. "I call you lovebug?"
She nodded, her eyes filled with hope and affection. "SĂ, it's my... nickname." She reached up, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "And you... you say you love my... 'determination'? Yes, that word."
You had to bite your lip to keep from laughing, trying to stay in character. "And... you're sure we're a couple?"
Her face grew serious as she leaned closer. "I am sure. We are... very in love, you and me. And... and you even say I am 'the love of your life.'" Her cheeks turned red again, but she didn't break eye contact.
Your heart melted a bit at her words, feeling a sudden pang of guilt for messing with her so thoroughly. But you decided to push just a little further, if only to see that flustered look one more time.
"Hmm... that does sound familiar," you murmured, reaching out to brush a thumb over her cheek, making her blush deepen. "But... maybe I need one more thing to really jog my memory."
She blinked, tilting her head in confusion. "What... what do you need?"
You gave her a playful grin. "Maybe... a kiss?"
Her eyes went wide for a moment, and she glanced around, as if wondering if anyone could see you two by the side of the trail. But then she gave you a soft smile, her eyes filled with warmth and love. "SĂ... of course."
She leaned in, her lips meeting yours in the softest, sweetest kiss. You could feel the sincerity and tenderness in every moment, the way she cupped your face as if she was afraid you'd disappear. When she finally pulled back, her cheeks were red, but she looked at you with a spark of hope.
"Did it... did it work?" she whispered, her voice barely above a breath.
You smiled, letting out a quiet laugh. "Yeah... I think it worked." You couldn't keep up the act any longer, the warmth in her eyes making your heart feel like it could burst. "How could I forget you, lovebug?"
For a moment, she just stared at you, her face a mix of relief and realization. And then her eyes narrowed, her hands still holding yours, but her grip tightening just a bit.
"Wait..." She gave you a suspicious look. "You... you remember me all the time?"
You couldn't help but let out a laugh, sheepishly nodding. "Maybe..."
Her mouth fell open, and she stared at you in disbelief. "You... you lie to me?" She slapped your arm lightly, half-annoyed but clearly relieved. "I think you... you forget me! You... you are so mean!"
You laughed, reaching out to pull her into a hug, grinning as she half-heartedly pushed you away. "I'm sorry! I just wanted to see what you'd say!"
She let out an exasperated sigh, though you could see the smile tugging at the corners of her lips. "Ay, you make me so worried!" But she couldn't stay mad, and a small smile finally broke through. "You are lucky I love you, sĂ?"
You grinned, leaning in to kiss her cheek. "I know. And for the record, I remember every little detail about you. I just love hearing you talk about us.â
She huffed, crossing her arms but looking a little pleased. "I am glad you... like my English. Even if you laugh at me."
You wrapped an arm around her, pulling her close as you both sat back down in the grass. "Laughing is just my way of loving you, you know that."
Her face softened as she leaned into you, resting her head on your shoulder. "SĂ... I know. But next time, I prank you. This... is promise.
You chuckled, squeezing her hand. "I'd love to see you try, lovebug."
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