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"What's the deal with Taliesin?"
A somewhat lengthy ramble about the most powerful (or most arrogant) character in Arthurian legend
On the one hand, his powers exceed Merlin’s—Merlin describes himself as “second only to Taliesin” (in “Ymddiddan Myrtin a Talyessin”), and Taliesin claims to have profound knowledge of the cosmos dating back to Creation (he says poetic inspiration was created at the same time as fresh milk, dew, and acorns). He knows everything and can shapeshift into pretty much anything, if the catalogues he gives are anything to go by. He survived being swallowed alive, being thrown in the sea ("Ystoria Taliesin"), and (it seems) going on a raid of the Otherworld during which all but seven of Arthur’s many warriors died ("Preiddeu Annwn"). Then or at some other point while he was in Annwn, he pierced 8,000 men with spears he got from Heaven ("Cad Goddeu"). That puts his casualty count above that of anyone else I can think of in Arthurian legend (They fall "by the hundred" to Bedwyr--"Pa Gur"--but by "forty score hundred" to Taliesin). For all we know, he's indestructible; from what he claims, he's omniscient.
On the other hand, he sometimes seems like Sir Kay Xtreme Bard Edition with Extra Arrogance. In The Book of Taliesin, he has a really bitter (one-sided?) feud with other scholars and monks (some variant on "pathetic men of letters” appears many a time), who he accuses of ignorance because they don’t know the answers to various questions he never gives the answers to himself, and he loses or alienates everyone until the only person who visits him is a dude named “Goronwy, from the dales of Edrywy” ("Cad Goddeu"). Not much is known about this Goronwy, though it’s been speculated that he’s the speaker in “Claf Abercuawg”, in which case he’s an ailing societal outcast and probably couldn’t get anyone to talk to him except Taliesin. There’s a strong pathos to this—time, and maybe hubris, came with a fall, leaving him somewhat like a washed-up starlet or a burned-out wunderkind, abandoned now that he’s no longer the shiny new thing.
On the third hand, which I don't have but Taliesin could probably manage if he felt like it, much of this is from his point of view, and we have no way to prove he's telling the truth. When he tells his own origin story, he claims that he was Frankensteined together by enchanters at the dawn of time. This flatly contradicts "Ystoria Taliesin", so either there are multiple canons for his life story, he's talking as the Awen rather than as himself (in which case he's still contradicting himself--he also says it's a creation of the Lord), or he's lying about some of it. Why he would want to is anyone's guess, since he is quite powerful regardless.
If we don't take Taliesin at his word about his ability to kaiju battle giant toad monsters ("Cad Goddeu"), or take it with a grain of salt, then what are his accomplishments apart from self-preservation and repaying a life debt to Elphin? I am by no means an expert on him, but in what I've read, he does almost nothing in anyone else's story. It's almost like, apart from one or two times, he isn't able to find a way to use his powers for anyone else's good.
Then again, what is his primary power? Shapeshifting seems obvious (too obvious). He uses it for self-preservation (which is valid), for the heck of it (maybe), and/or for really dubious ends (see "Angar Kyfundawt" if you really must know, but trust me, you don't want to). Fighting is a less talked about ability of his. He can cause a lot of destruction (according to himself). It's not really clear what he fights for, though the various legendary kings he hangs out with are probably implied. Then, there's...
...the Awen. Inspiration. Poetry. He can do poetry, and he can do it very well. That is what he boasts about the most, and his boasts seem pretty justified. He’s Taliesin Ben Beirdd, Taliesin “Chief of Bards”, not Taliesin “the Shapeshifter” or Taliesin “Best of Warriors”, even though he may be both of those things. Shapeshifting only benefits him, and he's seen the horrors of war more than most people: his close friend Merlin killed his own nephew in a battle. When Taliesin fights, he kills terrifying numbers of people, maybe without full control (whether he's fully cognizant while he's using his powers is an interesting question which I won't get into right now). Perhaps that's why he doesn't interfere with others' adventures much: he is too powerful to do less harm than good for the people around him and for the narrative tension. Or maybe he just doesn't feel like it, or he was in the wrong place at the wrong time, or they just don't want him there anymore, or his role as a teller of stories is more important than his role as a person in them.
#I should note that Taliesin is not exclusively Arthurian#but him being a better fighter than Lancelot and everyone and it almost never mattering is entertaining to me#I mention “Cad Goddeu” a lot in this#It's not that there aren't other poems with a lot of its features#but it's a particularly good one#and there are a number of details there that I haven't found anywhere else#I'm also midway through a TBoT reread at the moment#I don't post enough about Taliesin#and he's underrated#so l'll do what I can for my horrible bard#This might be my longest post thus far#taliesin#taliesin the bard#taliesin ben beirdd#the book of taliesin#hanes taliesin#arthurian legend#welsh mythology#medieval literature
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#the writers were insane for this#i am still reeling#tua#the umbrella academy#five hargreeves#lila pitts#five x lila#tua s4#five/lila#five & lila#number five#tua s4 spoilers#lila hargreeve#I'm posting things that will probably make me unpopular but I haven't seen it anywhere else#Okay so this is obviously when Five starts to fall for Lila but when did she start to fall for Five???
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are you proud 🥹


Look at these rocks. Just look at them. Look at the way I organized them (left)
It's so perfect
I'm gonna cry
#Worm Rants#organization#rocks#what else would these be considered#they're so smooth and shiny and I got them at one of those sitting places#they now sit on my shelf :]#color coordination#still in partial agony over the ones that didn't fit anywhere#though their strangeness(?) is what makes them unique i suppose#goddayum im feeling poetic today#but not in the poetry sense#in the sense where I want to speak in sentences with very long and complex words#i want to speak ✨fancy ✨#oh and also#art posts ARE coming soon#it's just the specific piece I want to post I haven't taken a picture of yet#so it's not readily in my phone#and I'm lazy TvT
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upcoming Carlos x chess content soon ❤️♟️✨
#carlos sainz#autumn posts#Santander Private Banking release the chess content posthaste please!!!!!!!!#I love chess and I love him so you can imagine my delight hehe ✨🙂↕️💫#it looks like he may win (at least this round shown) spoilers Santander smh teehee#anyways quick gifs again before work!!!#thinking of everyone especially fellow Daniel fans ❤️🩹 it's still too much to express right now for me#but sending everyone so much healing energy#❤️🌅❤️🩹 something good must be coming I know it#head very full after Daniel's post#but good things too!! he can get away from the mess of RBR#Max to anywhere else king? 👀 imagine?#realistically I never see Max leaving rbr tho...I also have many wild hopes for 2025 that cannot be wrung from my heart 🙂↕️#also in good news AHHH LEWIS AND THE MET GALA#many complicated feelings on the fashion industry ahh too much to yap about in the tags rn!!#but so so so happy for Lewis and this theme ❤️ cannot wait for the Met ahhhhhhhhh also going to insta dive for moments from this week#one more bananas work day 🙂↕️✨ also I changed my blog theme!! on the fence if I'll keep it but we shall see!!!! 💖#anyways sending everyone good energy from Texas 🌆✨ brb soon!!!!!!#also I maybe might post writing on the sideblog!! so many incredible artists are so inspiring!!!!#but oh the nerves of showing one of the particular charms on the sicko pandora bracelet of my soul 🙂↕️#maybe maybe maybe!! but there's a certain Max Carlos fic I'd love to read but haven't seen so#gotta be the change you want to see in the world ❤️🫡 hehe anyways I gotta hit the bricks (Microsoft Outlook my beloathed) bye for now!!!!!!
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whats the point in life if everybody stops liking me the moment I start feeling even just a bit sad
#i am so so so lonely i feel like curling up and dying#and kinda like im gonna be sick#i don't wanna go to school tomorrow .. not if everybodys gonna ignore me#not even just my friends ignore me. everybody does#today i lived through that one scene in serial experiments lain where lain walks into class and her chair is missing from her desk#and nobody acknowledges it or anythign#my life always feels like a sel episode and im very scared and lonely#sorry for vent posts but i do not have anywhere else. i wanna die and i have no energy i feel sick#and i just haven't been able to draw properly for the past few days somehow#i can't execute any of my ideas and now school work is gonna start piling up#but the worst part is i feel all alone. im so alienated at school and its just like nobody in this world wants me around at all#i don't wanna go to school tomorrow .. why go into school if im gonna be alone there#but also why stay at home if ill be alone at home??? idk dude why is any of this even a thing#i should just find other people to talk to. i hope this year will be the year i stop being shy and find people that accept me#i really hope so#oh so this is#cw vent#i always forget to tag stuff nowadays
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In other news, I just overhauled my website - it now has every comic I've made in the past year, and then some! Check it out!
#still uploading CTH#with it's fifty-something strips#and Tourmaline will take longer#but everything else is there!#including some original stuff I haven't posted anywhere else yet!
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Damned Masterpost
Original run
ZEX wasn’t there for that, Dex!
Getting started
Kissing Strangers 💋
Captain Dating Sim
If I become lost...
It started with a whisper
Perfect comedy routine
Flowers for you!
ZEX loves wild horse!
Dexter’s first visit
Pivotal bright spot
Sunshine Captain ☀️
But ZEX loves humans!
Uniform ♥
Hard learning curve
Big Guy Teisel
VUXisms
ZEX’s hair <3
Haunted by Kayako
Zelnick has two hands
Zelnick’s gone :(
ZEX’s MU (blood)
Them (blood)
Leaving weird impressions
Last man standing
Wake up somewhere better (blood)
Despite everything, he’s still ZEX
New Daay
DAX profile
DAX Expressions
VUX duo Expressions
Lover’s tiff Expressions
Action heroes Expressions (blood)
Roughed up VUX Expressions (blood)
Too busy flirting
The Little VUXmaid ---
What if DAX was there
DAX’s Special Counseling
Homesick
After ZEX’s MU
Hope we die (blood)
Max’s visit
Karaoke Night
The girlies are fightinnggg
Different sensibilities
ZEX’s hair, again
Protect him, please
VUXémon
The three of them
Wander I mean Dr. Doran
More Dr. Doran
“Wake up” configurations
More VUXémon ft. Larry and Kabu
Dismissed ---
First re-meeting ♥
Chill, Sub-Commander
Each other’s VUX
Pyramid Head fight (blood)
Dr. Vargas
VUX silliness
Therapy went great
Nightly squabbles
You must snuggle
Obeying commands
Locked In
Damned, but make it Osmosis Jones
Wants to fight so bad
Some familiar faces
Drix Uniform
Main three’s profiles
Other
Stanley profile speculations
Max wants out
Crystal Gem VUX
All those missing eyes
2024 Sketchdump
#Damned#And this is still Just Damned - not including Helix where it doesn't intersect or the larger SCII tag#Whoah#There is something a bit familiar about this kind of structure!#I mentioned back in the ask about Just Desserts not(yet) having a masterpost that I wasn't entirely sure how to make one but hm!#I've made the taglists over on Drabbles and VLH and this is Somewhat similar - and I have another post that's more like this elsewhere#So not entirely foreign to me! Not something I've done over here tho#I figured with the tag being rude and not showing like - a dozen posts??? That's absurd >:0 And I know it's not tag differences!#I clicked on the specific tag the not-showing posts were tagged with and they just Do Not Appear!#Literally have never had that happen on-blog that's only ever been a search/dash thing ugh pls stop with the tungl code pfbtl |P#So! Masterpost! Always be able to find the guys you're looking for!#But also human error lol if there's any that stick out as being missing or accidentally double-linked just shout it out#Did a lot of reorganizing for the original run as some of my doodles were made/posted out of order of the actual events#Very event-obscuring >:3c Some of those didn't even happen! They were just for funsies! Haha#I did leave out Max demanding his body back from ZEX - to the Other list - as that was All speculative and not shown anywhere#The rest are all at least in reference to things that officially happened - pretty sure#Also got a bit silly with some of the captions hehe ♪ Not all of them but a few :) Fun!#''Daay'' is spelled like that intentionally hehe >:3c#And has three sections because! a) Digital b) Speculations c) Actual happenings so far#With some not-happenings silliness mixed in there so you're never quite sure what is and isn't real! Haha#And then the last two with the least amount - or most if you count the sketchdump by volume rather than number of sets lol#What else might fall into this category! It remains to be seen :) The ideas haven't stopped yet#And of course it's too much fun to want to stop ♥
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made a new goodreads account bc i read we have always lived in the castle last night & i need to talk about it and also i want to get Better About Reading so anyway i figured now is a good time to share my external links, if anyone cares you can find me on:
goodreads: lisaswain
letterboxd: rosmullens
spotify
steam: bitchofthewilds
pinterest: withintheshadows
evil elon musk platform (twitter/ x/ whatever the fuck): sapphicpsych
#i need to make a new instagram account but i haven't got round to it yet#you can also find me on ao3 (rosmullens) but i'm even worse at interacting/ posting/ being a human on there than i am anywhere else so#if you're wondering why some of the games i play/ talk about most aren't on my steam (esp. dragon age)#it's bc they're too much for my pc so i've got them on ps5 instead#i'm on psn too but it's too complicated to work out how to generate a link#i'm anoramactirs on there in case anyone's interested#anyway my profile is fucked up on psn bc my brother gave me his ps4 when he got a ps5#so it reckons i've played loads of games i've barely heard of bc they're his games#i've now got my own ps5 but i still can't work out how to get my brother's games off my account#(i do play the first two dragon age games on my pc but i have those through origin instead bc i was a foolish child when i bought them)#personal
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You know what I don't see people talking about enough? Catherine and Warrick. Yeah, they're good colleagues and friends but at the same time they have this insane chemistry that drives me up a fucking wall every time they share a moment. And they do feel an attraction to each other, as has been shown many times (Catherine being jealous when Warrick got married and wondering what could have been, that scene when she nearly falls and he catches her...). I know they had to follow the rules but god they had such a good relationship and worked so well together. I loved their scenes, including the platonic ones.
#csi#i've been postponing this post so much and now im on s8 finale.... yeah....#still haven't finished the episode. i'm trying to work up the courage#i mean before that first scene where warrick caught cat as she was falling i didnt pay much attention to their relationship#but they worked really well together#and then when i watched that episode it's like my entire worldview changed#SOMETHING SHIFTED#no you don't understand. they're like. really hot on their own#but they're CRAZY hot together#yeah this post was just me trying to express my bisexual feelings for them#but not just that i really did love their friendship and their overall relationship#they were a great match#i knooow it wasn't meant to be#but#i really wish they were#I CANNOT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO SEES HOW GOOD THEY WERE TOGETHER#anyways i'm not sure i can watch catherine learning about warrick's death#i havent watched csi in what over a MONTH because i can't watch warrick die#the scene on the screencap........ god i need them so bad#btw i said i dont see people talking about them because. i really dont#at least not on the tumblr tag nor on ao3#i'm not really in the fandom and i dont go anywhere else for fandom content so#i could be wrong
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Facebook | NBC
Pierce finally pulls the plug, and pays the price. Catch up and stream all the latest episodes of Brilliant Minds on Peacock.
#brilliant minds#carol pierce#video#1x09#facebook#this was posted yesterday but i don't use facebook. only started looking because they haven't posted any promo anywhere else...
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2:1 in BSc (Hons) Animal Management and Welfare ✅
#my face#i graduated baybeeeeeeeeee#tumblr gets 2/3 pictures i haven't posted anywhere else bc you have been my constant and my comfort since i was in uni the first time#it's been a long road but we made it!
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Bonus points if you explain why in the tags!
#Good Omens Season 2#Good Omens TV#Good Omens#as for myself I am undecided! that's why I want to hear everyone else's opinions :)#not to pit bad bitches against each other of course. just curious if there's any consensus.#gomens is such a big fandom now this poll has already been done like 3 times before I'm sure but I haven't seen it anywhere SO#polls#Starky's Original Posts#I should've phrased that caption a different way. I have no points to give out to anyone. Please talk in the tags anyway :')
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*through tears* yeah ms. hayter. a man WILL break your back like it is nothing and he WILL not ask your forgiveness but you will have to forgive him. still
#bolo speaks#lingua ignota#this is phrased as a meme post but her music catalog is genuinely the best and most cathartic artwork I know of touching on abuse#my situation was much different from hers but a lot of the emotions and themes she speaks to---rage desperation the sheer power differential#of you to someone you *cannot* get away from and how people will condescend to you even after the fact etc---is so honest and tbh? relatable#just captures the *feeling* of being trapped like that with an authenticity I haven't seen anywhere else
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Likely the ONLY time I'm going to post this cosplay here as this account is specifically for Hardbroom, but I'm really excited with how my Lilith Clawthorne cosplay turned out!
@/merlynne.fae on tiktok and insta

Audio: Little Girl Gone- Chinchilla
#I'm going to be posting those pictures later to my Instagram I haven't showed them anywhere else yet#but this is the only time I'm going to be posting about it on this account so I'm sharing it in this post before posting it on Instagram#I'm just really excited about how it turned out#I guess if you want to see any of my other cosplays for this character follow that tiktok or insta???#the-ravensclaws#cosplay#lilith clawthorne#lilith clawthorne cosplay#the owl house#the owl house cosplay#toh#toh lilith#lilith#other cosplays
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{ New Year 2024 } ⬩⬩⬩⬩⬩⬩⬩⬩ { instagram ⬩ other socials }
#i haven't posted anywhere else than on instagram until now so ik this is so out of seasonnnn#old art#oc#character art#digital artist#original character#drawing#new year#new years 2024#oc group#project psiridea#oc artist#oc artwork#digital art#artists on tumblr#my art#illustration#artwork#art#rkgk#digital illustration#digital painting#digital drawing#kemonomimi#kemono art#animesque#anime art#anime oc#wholesome art#wholesome content
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Sad posting in the tags, you're free to ignore. Just need to get it out of my system and twit circle isn't sufficing.
#I think posting someone else's art they did for me#To the same audience with all the same tags and thematic matter#And having their art get way more interaction than mine is the final straw to make me give up on art#I don't get any joy out of it#I don't find catharsis out of it anymore#I used to do art because it was like spewing my innermost workings on a page and saying to the world 'this is how I feel'#There was something very vulnerable with sharing that with people but#I wanted to make people understand what's in my head#A cry for help if you will#Or more like a cry for understanding#And it feels so hollow when people who get plenty of interaction say 'oh if you're upset by no interaction#Then you're doing it for the wrong reasons etc etc'#And for one it's easy to say when your stuff DOES get plenty of interaction#But for two as a teenager I was viral on deviantart. Thousands of followers and multiple daily deviations#Before I even turned 18#I literally grew up and am conditioned to thrive on external validation and I just don't get that anymore#Ever since I deleted my deviantart in 2014 because my abuser was literally using it to stalk me I haven't been able to hold an audience#I threw it all away and now I can't get it back. Not here not twit not insta not anywhere#So I'm giving up. That's it that's all. Not like anybody gives a shit anyways#It kind of feels like ripping out a piece of your soul#Putting it on display and then having no one care#I'm tired of destroying myself just to be ignored over and over again#I really did peak when I was 17 didn't I
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