#and I have so much work to do this weekend 😭😭😭😭

[nanthegirl]

23.11.24

I tried to work on those goals I set earlier this week but it turns out I have a very loose grasp of how much free time I actually have. But it’s fine. An attempt was made. I’ll just focus on studying for my first exam, everything else I do would just be a cute bonus.

My first performance is going to be on the 4th and I had my first group practice on Thursday cause I missed the first one. I thought I’d made progress with not overreacting everytime the harmony sounds off but no. I keep stopping and panicking but at least, I can always find a good point to start playing again. I also put off learning the bowings?? for this piece cause I’m unserious and I didn’t think we’d actually perform it lmao. So during practice I kept noticing everytime my bow went in the opposite direction from everyone else. I felt so embarrassed lmao and I kept trying to fix it on the spot which led to me constantly looking at other people, changing my bow direction on the fly and forgetting where we were in the piece. The only thing that saved me was the fact that I’ve listened to this piece so much that I know the majority of it off hand. It was an off day for me but that was crazy. We have another one today and I can’t pull this shit again😭.

Im not sure how to approach this weekend study-wise. I feel all over the place. But hopefully I manage to get stuff done anyway.

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

Woked an 8 hour shift

[unexpectedbrickattack]

Absolutely adore your little comic with Pepperman. He's one of my favorite characters and I feel like people always characterize him as some intentionally hateful person. He just lacks a filter and comes across as annoying! He's so special to me as someone who struggles from the same unfiltered habit.

Fun fact: Mcpig mentioned a while back that the only reason Pepperman and Peppino aren't friends post-game is because Pepperman struggles to enter the pizzeria due to his massive size. Poor guy :')

This is 🥺💖 I think it is a very fitting personality trait. Its that thing about weaknesses in a character being seen as a strength and vice versa (when ur making ur own characters and getting stuck on fleshing them out). Like he is clearly shown as someone who is self absorbed; obsessed with his own appearance, and can easily be dispatched when seeing even a glimpse of his own visage.

But like on the flipside, that can be seen as a positive by deciding its Not him being obsessed with himself, but rather, him being obsessed w beautiful and wondrous things. Things that get his heart racing and make his artistic drive flare. Shamelessly in love with his own beauty is ALSO him being shamelessly in love with anything that is beautiful. No filter! He just says what he says! And like I do think he would be a bit of an ass and a bully bc I think of him and the noise as spoiledt brats who are just used to getting their way. But i like the idea of Pepperman knowing when hes met his match. Since he cant fight and pay his way to get Peppino to do what he wants, he will try more unorthodox methods. Like. Beg. He is just lucky Peppino is completely disarmed when being praised, bc otherwise baring his wants and still being rejected would probably obliterate his ego 😭

[megumi-fm]

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[suddencolds]

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[cuoredimuschio]

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[running-in-the-dark]

I have not had a great day. I slept for like 15 hours total - got out of bed, ate breakfast, and immediately fell asleep on the couch (apparently that's normal for me now). woke up, ate dinner and watched TV for an hour. and then got the worst headache I've had in ages. so I had to spend nearly 4 hours lying in the dark and quiet just waiting for it to get better. now it's okay-ish, but still not good enough to actually do anything, so I'm just listening to an audiobook.

[altruistic-meme]

one more day............. just one more day of work.......... i can make it through I've note day..... right???

[minty-bubblegum]

Pookums I really super duper need u to talk to me and distract me from my work

Um um

Anal penetration

[m0onjellies]

I have a week and a half of finals left and I am not making it through y’all 🙏

[phagodyke]

dunno if this is just placebo effect but I do feel like it's already helping a bit. usually at work I'm fighting for my life trying to write emails or ask ppl for things bc I find it so hard to put my words in order in a way that makes sense to other people but it's been 100% fine.. and I've managed to just Do every task I need so far without rly needing to think..... I feel so calm wtf

[twistedappletree]

lmao so i think the other girl working for my client is about to get fired for trauma dumping and making out of pocket passive aggressive comments constantly akdnakjds why can’t anyone just be fucking N O R M A L

**also pls excuse the typos in my tags omfg i’m so annoyed that i can’t type ahahahHAHAHA

[sealovinq]

i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

[lambentplume]

yapping aimlessly tonight

[sanchoyo]

every year I’m like this is the year I’m gonna do smth silly and funny with my ocs for April fools and every year. I don’t 😔

[lovely-english-rose]

now really is NOT the time for me i be getting sick <//3