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just saw someone saying âbuffy has a lot of faith in her in seasons 1 & 2â and Iâm like um⊠NO buffy has a lot of BUFFY in her in seasons 1 and 2 and then they CHANGED HER COMPLETELY when they introduced Faith!!!!?????
Buffy was ALWAYS the rebel slayer who didnât follow the rules and got into trouble - FUCKED THE SOUL OUT OF A VAMPIRE AND HAS DIED FOR CHRIST SAKE and lived on her own in LA for several months supporting herself and escaped a hell dimension and they fucking changed her into a goodie goody who dresses like a church mouse in order for her to actually contrast enough with faith when those changes make zero fucking sense given everything sheâs been through and everything they established about her in the first two seasons!!!
God how the fuck can you attribute characteristics of the main character to a character who hasnât even shown up yet. That is just the dumbest interpretation Iâve ever fucking seen. I hate season three for so many reasons but the main one is what they did to Buffyâs character in order to make the faith storyline as âher shadow selfâ make any sense.
Iâve said it before and Iâll say it again it would have been so much better and made wayyyyyyyyyy more sense if Buffy had become the âbad slayerâ after helpless and they had kept kendra to continue to contrast buffy as the âgoodâ aka rule following, council obeying slayer
#donât mind me Iâm ranting#I hate that we lose kendra and gain faith#the concept of faith and buffy is so much better than the actual execution bc faith is written to cater to the male gaze and it gives#me the ick to watch cuz sheâs trying sooo hard to be so cool and sexy bc of the writing like iliza did what she could playing faith queer#which was then later incorporated but joss is still joss so thereâs just an underlying ick factor#anti faith lehane#buffy summers i love you#and I hate what they did to you in season 3 to make space for a character I hate#and that kendra had to die in order for her to even be there in the first place
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i NEED a angst fic (with a happy ending ofc) based on tolerate it by taylor swift please đ big chance itâs been done before though and im just the most unoriginal bitch ever
tolerate it â s. reid x reader
in which spencer reid gets out of prison, and you baselessly feel like your relationship is growing increasingly one sided. pairing: spencer reid x reader genre: angst tags: post prison reid. neglectful bf spencer reid. happy (open) ending. communication yippee. themes of self doubt in reader. mentions of spencer not eating. word count: 2k a/n: writers block isn't real you just need to watch criminal minds season 12 episode 13 'spencer' and then listen to tolerate it on repeat for three hours straight. iiii know human beings don't talk in long monologued speeches but for the sake of my sanity let us pretend i am shakespeare and spencer reid is my leontes. plzzzz tell me if u liked this or if u didn't yay thank u ily
i sit and watch you. i notice everything you do, or don't do. (lines 3â4)
A fork scrapes against ceramic. It emits a scratching sound that hurts your ears, and you're cringing from your curled up position on the couch as you hear it. Silverware shines beneath the bright, warm glow of his kitchen light, his food barely dented as he pushes it around his plate.Â
He's been playing with it since he sat down to eat it.Â
You're not too sure what's going through his head as he takes barely there bites of a meal you cooked. You don't think you want to know. But it takes him all of twenty three minutes to come to the same conclusion he made last night, and every other night before that. That he isn't going to eat any more of the food, and just like his fork, his chair scrapes against the floor as he stands.Â
He wraps the plate in aluminium foil, the crinkling of metal being your only indicator that he has plans to eat it later. At least, that's what you hope.Â
When he disappears into the bedroom, you follow him. Like a lovesick puppy, you're trailing after him, and your chest feels hollow with how embarrassing it all is.Â
He doesn't know you're watching him, though.Â
At least, not to the extent you are. He's field trained enough to know that you're keeping an eye on him, but your silence is only indicative of you giving him the space he so politely asked for three days ago. He's not in his right mind to assume you're silent for any other reason, and you've battled to a loss with the thoughts of letting him into your disaster of a brain.Â
He doesn't need to know that.
The ensuite door shuts behind him, and you hear the water turn on minutes later. You take the cue to curl up on your side of the bed, your fingers toying with the paper edges of a book you now had in your lap. The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe, for you were rediscovering your love for children's novels amongst this trying time between you and Spencer.Â
"Hey, did you buy me more shampoo?"
Your head lifts at the voice, the snowy Narnia world you had built in your brain shattering in an instant, as you're met with the dull colours of Spencer Reid's bedroom, and a showered and dressed Spencer Reid standing only a few feet away. His bedroom hadn't always been dull. Really, nothing had actually changed artistically within it to make it dull. But there's something about no longer laughing in a room once filled with so much love that mutes its vibrance.Â
"Yeah," you say, dog-earing the page you were on and slipping it onto the nightstand. "I saw you were running low."
His lips part as he exhales, and you hate that you can tell he's pushing away something snippy. It wasn't that he was actively trying to start fights with you, but his temper has grown short, and he has more anger in his heart than before.Â
"You didn't get the right one, that's all."
And though it isn't said rudely, your chest opens up like a black hole regardless, and a thick ball of emotion lodges in your throat.
"I'm sorry," you force past your lips, despising the hollow sound of your sad voice, and the fact that he notices it. His eyebrows frown towards each other at the sound of you, and he takes a step towards the bed.
It's pathetic, right? To be this upset over him letting you know the thing you bought him wasn't correct. In that almost fake sounding soft, kind voice he has when he is trying to keep his unnecessary frustration at bay.Â
But it wasn't like this was the first time you'd done something for him in recent, and been told you did it wrong, instead of simply being thanked. Acts of service he was finding problems within no matter what they were, each new critique chipping away at the scales of your self confidence. You don't even think he's meaning to do it.
Every time this happens, memories of the other times flash violently in your head, reminding you that he could not find the beauty of being cared for by you the way he had before this. This, this thing you were barely even able to string the letters of together, because it seemed so foreign and faraway to you. Spencer Reid in prison is not a sentence that makes sense in this â or any other â timeline. You don't think it ever will. And yet.
You'd cooked him meals every single day since he got out. Meals he'd barely ever touch, wrap in foil, then put in the fridge for his work lunch the next day. You don't know if he's even eating them at work, or if he's just taking them there to throw them out. You've been too scared to reach out to any of his team members to ask. Knowledge is power, but knowledge makes his negligence all too real.Â
There's a fear in calling it negligence. It isn't fair of you to expect the same man before and after prison, and you know he's dealing with more than you can fathom. You were prepared for distance.Â
Just not this much.
The submerged sound of your name tugs you from your thoughts, and suddenly Spencer is closer than he was before, and he's repeating your name over and over in calling. Once you rapidly blink and shake your head, he determines you've returned to Earth, and he's falling silent again. There's concern knitting his eyebrows together, and he's got his hands hovering in the air, as if he's reaching for you, but second guessing himself at the same time.Â
"Whats going on in your brain?" he asks you after a few beats of the two of you just staring at each other.Â
Like a dam breaking, his question triggers an onslaught of emotions, and every fear and insecurity you've had inside you spills out.
"I feel like you suddenly hate me," your eyes rapidly search the duvet in front of you for your words. "Orâor I annoy you with my presence? Or my care? I mean, I try to do things for you and you barely even spare them a second glance, or thought. You barely talk to me anymore outside of updating me on your schedule. We sleep with miles of distance between us," you gesture to the bed beside you. "I cook you meals you don't eat, I wash your clothes you don't fold. Both of which are things that I'm fine with, because I can't imagine how skewed your appetite is, and IâI know laundry is a trigger now. But there is not even a slight hint of youâyou being thankful. You know, appreciative. I feel like I'm following you around like a servant, and I'm doing things with no gratitude in return. I'm doing things I shouldn't have to, because I'm your girlfriend. Not your maid. But they are things that I want to do, because I care for you, and I love you," you pause, a self deprecating smile appearing on your face. "Andâand you haven't even told me you love me since the day we got you home. Do you even love me, still? No, don't answer that. I don't think I want to know. I mean, I do. I don't know. God, Spencer, can you say something?"
He doesn't. For a long while, he stares at you, and you train your eyes on the pattern on the bedding you're currently sitting under. His gaze is pulverising, and every second that passes is another limb turning to dust beneath it. His silence should be enough of an answer for you. Yet, you hold onto groundless hope still.
It feels like eternity has passed you by, by the time you hear his voice again.
"I don't mean to make you think I don't love you," he says. "I do love you. Which feels meaningless to confess to you now, knowing how you feel, and I wish my expansive knowledge of words could come up with a confession that does justice to how you feel, but also makes you feel better. I can only hope you take it at face value, and don't assume I'm saying it because it's what you want me to say."Â
He finds a seat on the bed in front of you, fingers fidgeting with each other as he fixates on the wooden flooring in front of him.Â
"I am grateful for everything you've done for me recently. I'm sorry I haven't expressed that. I'm having a hard time putting one foot in front of the other, let alone stringing together sensical thoughts. I wish I could tell you what my mind sounds like without feeling guilty about it. It isn't nice, and every thought I have is far from positive," he lifts his eyes to you, and you watch in real time as they soften, for the first time since he came home. "I will tell you that there's you. Among every awful thought and feeling I have, there is you. I think I... I think I've been coming across as ungrateful because you are a breath of relief after every bad thought and feeling. Am I making sense?" you nod your head, and he sighs in, namely, relief. "I take a step back from processing my emotions and figuring out how I'm going to talk about them with that bureau therapist when I think about you, because you are the one good thing I have to hold on to. So I just bask in the thought of you, or the sight of you, and focus on nothing else."
You aren't sure when you began to cry, and you only realise it when you have to sniffle before speaking. "You can focus on so many things at once, though."Â
"Not anymore," he admits, looking back down. "I don't know what's happened. I've gone from having a brain that works inhumanly â which is objectively an incorrect statement, but I digress â to one that cannot multitask on two separate things at once."Â
"Oh," you whisper. "I see."
"I'm so sorry I've made you feel as though your efforts go unnoticed, honey," he murmurs. "They don't. This has just been really difficult."
"I know," you say, wiping your tear stained face with the back of your hand.Â
There's a part of you that wants this to be the end of it. The end of self doubt, and distance, and instead the beginning of your relationship rebuilding itself alongside Spencer.Â
There's a larger, more logical part of you, that knows you cannot just sweep every self conscious doubt under the rug and move on.Â
"I just want some time," you tell him, and his shoulders tense as you speak. "Not toânot to break up. Or even for us to have a break. I don't want that. I've just felt very... unloved. Like you're merely tolerating my presence in your life. And now, I know you aren't. But I have to find my confidence in myself in this relationship again before I can move on."
"Okay," his voice is strained as he speaks, and you know he's not exactly content with your request for space.
You try not to focus on that, in order to stand firm in your decision.Â
That is where the conversation ends. And just like every other night, he climbs into bed and leaves a considerable amount of distance between your two bodies. You choose not to dwell on it, because this is now him giving you the space you so politely requested. You were catastrophising, and you'd be damned if you let such a thing control your life any longer.Â
It maybe wasn't all in your head, but you still had to take the self doubt shaped dagger from your stomach out.
now i'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life. (line 30)
your reblogs and replies are always appreciated âĄ
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The Summoning
summary: so now youâre fucking your roommate on the regular, what could possibly go wrong? Itâs just for the camera, right?
an: You guys!! Iâm so so happy with the feedback if received for the first chapter of this fic, I want to give you guys as much camgirl!Ellie as I possibly can. So, as before, letâs keep this short and sweet so we can get into it, love you so so so much (also shout out to everyoneâs comments and asks on what they wanted to see for this chapter! Yoi all helped me sm! You all know who you are hehe)
warnings: smut!! 18+, MDNI, camgirl!ellie, roommate!ellie, biker!Ellie (thereâs lots of tropes in this one lol), JELOUS!ELLIE, mentions of an older woman but itâs so brief, mentions of alternate love interest, face sitting, fingering, filming of intercourse, use of strap, mentions of the word cock, ANGST!, slight fluff??, lmk if I missed anything!
You can read part 1 here!, and part 3 here!
A soft puff of air blew past your lips as you finished organizing the last shelf of records, your eyes looking down at the remainder vinyls that most definitely wouldnât fit into any of the space you had.
God you hated the holidays.
Well you didnât, you loved the colder months. It was so cozy, and welcoming, however you hated it as a retail worker. With the changing of the seasons came your manager with boxes of new vintage records that he explained were in high demand for the customers coming in and out of the city, all of which you had to change out and organize from the last collection youâd had for the summer time.
So the holidays were fine, just not when you were working.
Not to mention, the only thing plaguing your mind these days was a specific brunette who had quite the tongue on her.
After that night, Ellie had you rewatch the video, making sure you were okay with it, and it was okay to post. It was weird, because youâd never really seen yourself that way. You never moan too loud, or put on too much of a show during sex, it just was what it was, and it wasnât ever really done with an audience in mind. But seeing yourself in Ellieâs lap, her strong hands running up and down your body, working on your pussy like a fucking pro, you had to admit.
You looked damn fucking good on camera.
And you werenât the only one that thought so. After you gave Ellie the okay to post and edit the video, the response was amazing. Gone where the comments asking where Ellieâs usually girl was, missing the chemistry they had, her whiny moans and pretty body, all of which were replaced by a sea of comments and donations coming in, all on your behalf. They asked Ellie to please keep you around, putting in suggestions of what they wanted to see next, what they wanted to see her do to you, next.
Ellie wasnât wrong, the crowd fucking loved you.
So? You filmed another video. And another, and another, and another, until you and Ellie had created nearly an entire box set of home movies for her adoring fans, all of which had become your adoring fans practically over night.
And fuck, did Ellie know what she was doing.
Sure, youâd had your fair share of good sex in the past. Your ex was pretty good with her hands, and there was that one girl you were seeing for a few months, she was okay with her strap.
But Ellie? Jesus Christ, you quickly caught onto why Julia acted the way she did after Ellie was done with her.
It was all you could think about, the way that Ellie treated your body when you were filming. The way she never failed to pay attention to every part of you before herself, the way she kissed you, the way her hands ran down your body, the way she simply knew how to pleasure a woman.
And it wasnât like there was any real harm in any of it, right? In helping your roommate with her line of work? Thatâs what it was after all. You helped Ellie make her content, and she fucked you until you could barely think straight.
In simpler terms, Ellie knew how to fuck, and she knew how to fuck good. Filming with her only further proved that.
Your eyes scanned the record store once more, a stack of records in your hands as you tried looking for another place where these god forsaken vinyls could go. You were close to simply shoving them underneath the cash register, calling it a night and going home before the drunk tourists eager to visit the city got in your way of getting to your bus stop.
You spotted a spot on top of one of the shelves, which made you huff softly in annoyance. You usually avoided it since you couldnât reach it, vowing to never put yourself out of your way for a bunch of records no one will want to buy, but there werenât many and you figured you already had them out, so might as well finish what you started.
As you struggled to push the records up into the tall shelf, you heard the little ding at the front door of your shop over the soft music that you had playing. You couldnât even bother to turn around, knowing it was most definitely some drunk idiot trying to buy a last minute gift for someone.
âSorryâŠweâreâŠfuckâŠweâre closedâ you huffed out as you struggled even further, the tips of your fingers finally pushing one of the records up and sliding it into place. You didnât even realize you didnât hear the usual apology paired with the bell ringing again, signaling that the person had left.
It wasnât until you felt a hand push into the sliver of skin that was slightly exposed between your jeans and your top, making you shriek loudly and recoil from the persons touch. Once you turned around, you were prepared to smash the stack of records you had over the idiots head who thought it was okay to come in and touch random girls while they worked.
But you only came face to face with those gorgeous green eyes that you seemed to constantly see, even when she wasnât around.
You let out a soft gasp, reaching forward and landing a not so friendly punch on her leather clad arms, a soft huff leaving your lips as you watched your roommate snort softly at you, trying to stifle a laugh.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you, Ellie?? I couldâve dropped theseâ you whine, looking down at the disheveled records before you turned around, going back to trying to pushing them back into their spot.
Ellie sighed softly as she came down from her laughing fit, setting her helmet down on the row of records next to her as she leaned against it. âShouldnât you be locking the door once youâre closed? Sounds like a safety hazard to meâ she hummed out, clearly trying to get under your skin.
You could practically hear that stupid fucking smirk on her lips, which makes you roll your eyes, even if she was right.
âI had a customer before I started putting these awayâŠIâll lock up once Iâm finishedâ you explained, still struggling with the second record you had, which makes Ellie chuckle softly.
She pushed herself off of the row she was leaned up against before she stood behind you, her chest pressing against your back, one of her hands resting on your hip, giving it a gentle squeeze, before she reached up with ease and pushed the record in with ease.
You let out a soft huff softly, looking down at her hand on your waist before you turn around, looking up at her and narrowing your eyes at the girl. âIs that really necessary?â You question as you gesture to her hand, which only makes her shrug before bringing her hand down and giving your ass a firm squeeze, ânot at all. Gimme those and go grab your stuff, Iâm taking you homeâ she explained before she promptly took the records and put them away on the shelf for you.
You simply stare at her in disbelief, watching as she put away the records with ease. She looked over at you, nodding her head towards the back where she knew you kept your stuff while you were working. âGo on. I donât wanna get stuck in trafficâ she explained, which makes you roll your eyes at her before you stomp off to go and grab your things.
Damn her for being so fucking hot.
Soon, you had your jacket on and your bag was slung over your shoulder. When you walked out to the store front to shut off the lights and the music, Ellie was scrolling through her phone, leaned up against the cashier, seemingly waiting for you. She gave you a soft smile when she noticed you were there, pushing her phone into her pocket. âReady?â She asked, moving to grab her helmet.
You nodded, returning the soft smile before you grabbed the keys, nodding your head towards the door. âReadyâ you confirm.
She followed behind you, waiting for you as you locked up the store before leading her out.
You shivered slightly when you both step out into the cold air, watching as the lights of the city illuminate the street, welcoming everyone who was in need of a night out. You just wanted to get home.
You watched as Ellie walked in front of you, setting her helmet down before she opened up her seat to grab her spare and handing it to you before she put hers on and swung her leg over her bike to get on.
Usually, Ellie didnât pick you up from work. She was most likely busy filming with Julia, finishing up far too late to meet you at work. Sometimes, sheâd be in the area and sheâd pick you up, but that wasnât something that happened quite often for you two.
But, ever since you took Juliaâs place, Ellie had been picking you up a lot more often.
You took the helmet from her, putting it on your head before you got onto Ellieâs bike, wrapping your arms around her waist and resting your head along her leather clad back. You heard a soft chuckle muffled by her helmet, her head turning to the side a bit as she felt you cuddle into her from behind.
"Don't need to tell you to hold on tight, do I?" She teased, which earns a soft pinch to her side from you.
Before you know it, Ellie is turning on the engine to her bike, revving it a bit, and you two are speeding down the streets of the city towards your apartment.
The feeling of the cold breeze kissing your exposed skin as Ellie drove you both down the streets made your blood pump. It was fucking stupid, but drives home with her had a way of truly making you feel alive for a bit.
Youâd never tell her that, though. It would blow her head up way too much.
Ellie had a tendency to show off in many aspects of her life. One of those manifested whenever she was on her bike. Sheâd rev her engine when she saw a group of pretty girls, tattooed hands gripping the handles of her bike as she watched them swoon over her. Sheâd get a kick out of it whenever theyâd squeal over her, trying their best to call her back, an attempt at trying to get her to turn around and give them more attention.
You thought it was stupid. It was just Ellie on a bike after all.
Ellie stopped once she reached a red light, her back straightening out a bit as she rested one of her hands on her thighs, patting a mindlessly rhythm into her jean clad leg as she waited for it to turn green so you could both get moving again. Your hands loosened a bit on her waist as you waited as well.
You noticed from the corner of your eye a car pulling up next to you. Itâs a sleek black 1969 dodge charger, the lights of the city bouncing off of the shiny paint. It isnât too flashy, but enough so that anyone can appreciate. You canât help but gawk a bit at the beautiful car, not at all noticing the window slowly rolling down.
You hear a whistle, which catches both yours and Ellieâs attention. In the car, is an older woman. You took not of her features, noticing how pretty she was, long hair tucked up into a bun, body adorned in what you could only assume was an expensive suit. You notice her lips tugged beneath her teeth as her dark eyes bore holes into your direction, and you can only assume sheâs gawking at Ellie, as one usually does when sheâs out on her bike. As you look closer, you realize she isnât looking at Ellie.
Sheâs looking at you.
And you canât even deny that your chest doesnât warm up, because sheâs clearly extremely beautiful. Her strong, ring clad hands gripping the steering wheel as her eyes travel down your body. You didnât think that when you tugged on your favorite pair of jeans and your old brown jacket that same morning that youâd be getting attention from anyone, let alone from a fucking rich milf in the middle of the road.
But you arenât the only one to notice, because you feel Ellie shift forward, her own hands going back to grip the handle bars of her bike, her head never leaving the direction of the woman whoâs shamelessly undressing you with her eyes. You gasp softly underneath your own helmet when the feeling of Ellie revving her bike catches you off guard, ripping you away from the trance the woman has you in. You turn your head to look at Ellie, hands tightening a bit around her waist to prepare your take off.
But Ellieâs head never leaves the woman.
This catches the womanâs attention, and she merely chuckles softly before she sticks her hand out her window and gives Ellie a slight wave, as if to silently tell her sheâd back off. The light turns green, and while you think thatâs the end of it, you catch a glimpse of the woman sending a wink your way before she zooms off, which prompts Ellie to do soon after, just as fast, knuckles turning white as she gripped her handle bars.
If you werenât holding on tight enough to Ellie, youâd probably have gone flying.
When you both get home, you decide not to question the very bizarre interaction you both had with that woman, figuring it was just Ellie being Ellie, and there wasnât really anything to it anyways.
At least, thatâs what you told yourself.
It makes it even stranger that when you both walk through the door, Ellie doesnât show a single sign of annoyance, which makes you feel like youâre hallucinating even more than you were before. Sheâs walking into the apartment, tugging off her jacket and tossing it on a nearby chair, and grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge before plopping down onto the couch.
So yeah, youâre probably just tired.
You let out a soft hum as you tug off your own jacket before hanging it up, grabbing Ellieâs and hanging it up as well. She had a bad habit of shedding her layers off as soon as she got through the door.
You stand before Ellie in the living room, her legs spread as she babysits a bottle of water, eyes never leaving yours. You watch as she pats her lap quietly, which forces you to give her a look of disbelief.
Usually, youâd have a witty remark for that sort of gesture from Ellie, which would often times be paired with a pillow to her face. But thereâs simply something about the way her legs are spread out on the couch, looking so fucking inviting, that makes you quietly follow her orders, and straddle her lap.
Now, most intimacy was supposed to be saved for the camera, it was an unspoken rule of filming with Ellie, or it was a rule you set for yourself. Apart from warming up before filming, letting Ellie get you nice and wet for her before you got on camera with her, there wasnât really a reason to have any sort of intimacy with her. Things were supposed to go back to normal when you werenât on camera, back to how things were as roommates.
But, youâd be lying if you said thatâs how it was. You and Ellie had always had an affectionate relationship, one that never went without cuddling, caressing, even crashing in your bed from time to time when she couldnât sleep. You were no stranger to Ellieâs strong hands on your body, because that was just Ellie. She had a thing for gripping and groping, always wanting her hands to be occupied with something whenever you were near, you assumed thatâs how she was with everyone.
There just seemed to be something about getting regularly fucked by Ellie that made the intimacy take a different level, a different course that made things feelâŠdifferent.
And of course, thereâs no harm in that. You watched Ellie kiss Julia goodnight every time she left the house, always taking an extra few minutes to hold her when they were done. If they could do it, why couldnât you two do it?
Ellie let out a soft hum of approval when you straddled her lap, disregarding the water bottle so that both her hands were free to grip your hips, pulling you closer to her. Your hands went around her neck, toying with the hair at the nape of her neck as she pressed her face against your neck, giving your skin a deep inhale.
âMissed you todayâŠâ she mumbled softly against your skin, which makes you roll your eyes playfully, yet still keeping her close. âYou saw me this morning before I leftâ you argue softly, which only earns a soft whine from Ellie, you can feel her lips form a pout against your throat before she presses soft kisses to it.
âSo? Still missed youâ she explained, her voice low as she spoke. You canât help but giggle softly, staring down at the girl as she litters your throat with soft kisses.
But this feels way too fucking intimate, even for you and Ellie.
You clear your throat, tugging her hair back a bit to force her to look at you, which makes Ellie groan softly, half in annoyance, and half in pleasure. She loved it whenever you did what you wanted with her.
âWe filming tonight?â You ask quickly, a sorry attempt at trying to interrupt this soppy little scene you and her are having.
You see a flash of something ripple through Ellieâs green eyes, something you canât quite put your finger on, because sheâs changing her expression much too quickly, giving you and eager nod as her hands go from gently caressing you, to gripping your ass tightly. This makes you whine softly in her lap.
âEager to have meâŠarenât you babyâ she chuckles softly, the shift in her personality clear as her eyes quickly darken with lust. You swallow nervously, always feeling small in front of Ellie whenever she looked at you that way. You feel the way she slowly begins grinding your hips down into her lap, strong hands gripping you and moving you as she pleased. You can only nod, your lips forming a gentle pout before a gentle sigh leaves them.
âAlwaysâŠâ you moan out softly, which makes her smirk up at you proudly. Youâd gotten so good at voicing what you wanted these past few weeks, it made warmth pool at Ellieâs core.
She gives your ass a firm spank before she nodded her head towards her room. âGo get the camera, babyâ she ordered gently, that delicious tone of dominance lacing her words, you quickly followed her instructions, getting up from her lap and going to her room to get the equipment.
That was another thing, with your new presence in Ellieâs work, came a change of scenery in her videos.
Ellie usually kept her videos and streams exclusive to her bedroom, having the common courtesy to not fuck all over your shared apartment. But now that it was just you two, there was a new sense of freedom when it came to filming with you. It happened one day when Ellie was finger fucking your pussy on the couch, and had the bright idea to grab her camera, because it was just too fucking good to not hit record on.
Once again, another example of intimacy outside of filming.
You returned with all of the filming equipment, never knowing what Ellie had planned for a shoot, so instead opting to bring everything so she could choose from.
Ellie smirks softly as she sits up from her spot on the couch, eyes low and filled with lush as you walk back into the living room. You lift up her camera and her tripod, a confused frown on your lips as you look between the two. âMânot sure what you wanted to film, so I brought both. I can always go back and-â sheâs quickly cutting you off, standing up from the couch and slowly making her way to you before she takes both out of your hands gently, and sets them down on your coffee table.
âWe can focus on that, laterâŠI need to make sure youâre ready..â she purred out, making you swallow back a whimper.
Her hands go down to yours, gently gripping your arms before she pushes them to rest around her neck, her own hands wrapping around your waist and pulling you flush to her body.
âMaking sure you were readyâ was just Ellieâs way of saying she wanted a moment with you off camera.
You simply give her a nod, your head already tilting forward as you lean in to press a kiss to her soft lips. Ellie groans in approval, her head tilting to the side a bit as soon as you were pressed against her, deepening the kiss. Her nimble fingers slide down to your ass, giving it a firm squeeze while also using the leverage to pull you closer, pressing your chest firmly against hers. This make you gasp, and as always, she uses that opportunity to slip her tongue into your mouth.
Ellie smirks into the kiss, her tongue exploring your mouth as her hands massage your ass through your jeans.
âBeen needy for me, baby? Iâve been needy for youâŠâ she confessed between the feverish kiss. It was slow, and dirty, and so fucking erotic, it had your panties soaked already.
All you could do was nod, desperately pushing your lips back against hers as you tugged at her shirt. âThought about you all dayâŠâ you said mindlessly, which makes Ellie chuckle softly against you.
âYeah? GodâŠme fuckin tooâŠkept thinking about your pretty cunt all dayâŠfucked my self so many times to the thought of youâŠâ she groaned out. Her words make you moan a bit louder.
Youâre so fucked out already, that you can barely register what it is that she just confessed to you.
Ellie hums softly as she breaks the kiss, looking down at you as you stare up at her with lust filled eyes and a needy pout. She tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear, her own swollen lip tugged between her teeth.
âBet you loved when that woman was staring at youâŠdidnât you.â
This catches you off guard.
Your eyes widen a bit, shocked over the fact that Ellie was even bringing it up to you, especially when all you wanted was her hands on your cunt, not the image of another woman in your head.
You donât know why, but your first response is to quickly shake your head.
âWhat? She wasnâtâŠI didnât notice her staringâ you try, eyes wide like a deer caught in the headlights. Ellie chuckles softly as she watches you, catching your chin between her thumb and pointer finger as she angles your face up a bit more to stare up at her.
âItâs okay babyâŠshe was very prettyâŠâ she agreed, giving a slow nod before she clicked her tongue against the roof of her mouth, head cocking to the side in a teasing manner before she hummed out softly.
âYou think she could make you feel as good as I do?â She questioned, blown out pupils surrounded by a sliver of green staring down into your own.
And again, youâre quickly shaking your head, because you know for a fact that there is probably only a handful of people on this planet that can fuck you as good as Ellie can, and thatâs being generous to the general population. Ellie fucks good, and anyone who gets to experience that is fucking lucky.
Theyâre also ruined for anyone else who comes after her.
âFuckâŠyou know no one canâŠcome on ElâŠneed you so badâŠâ you whine softly, giving Ellie a whiny little pout as you tug at her shirt further, feeling like youâll explode if you donât have her hands on you in the next few seconds. Ellie simply chuckles, watching as you whine and pout for her, a sorry attempt at trying to find your way out of the conversation.
âYouâre damn right they canâtâŠsuch a good girlâŠâ she praises, which makes you whine softly.
Ellie hums softly as she stares down at your body, giving your waist a gentle tap. âStay here.â She ordered softly before she moved over to set up the camera.
You watch as she sets up the tripod, making it level with the couch, low enough so that it stops right where the back of the couch ends, so that it doesnât catch your kitchen in the background. She turns it on before she goes behind it, bending down a bit to make sure the angle is good before she nods to herself before she moved to sit down on the couch much like she was earlier, legs spread wide, her dark jeans stretching over her toned thighs. Her arms stretched along the back of the couch, dark eyes boring holes as she watched you.
âStripâ she ordered.
Fuck.
You immediately began slowly stripping for her. Staring with your t shirt, then with your jeans, leaving you in your bra and panties for a moment before you removed those as well, until you were fully naked in front of Ellie, her eyes eating you up like a hungry animal.
âSo fuckin prettyâŠJesusâŠâ she groaned softly underneath her breath, letting you simply stand there, naked for her, under the dim lighting of your cozy living room.
After a moment passed, she nodded her head towards the camera. âStart recording, and then come over here.â She instructed once again, and she didnât need to tell you twice.
You slowly walked over to the camera. On the screen, you could see Ellie on the camera, only her body visible, looking so fucking strong and confident. You knew from the angle of the camera alone, that Ellieâs viewers were in for a treat with this one.
And so were you.
When you hit record, you made your way over to Ellie slowly. She hummed softly, eyes staring up at you as you stood over her before she looked down at her lap, as if silently telling you to take a seat. You straddled her lap, the rough material of her jeans on your naked body making you hiss softly.
Ellie hummed, her large hands roaming your body the second you were on her lap. âFuckâŠlook at you baby..came home to all this?â Her words make you frown in confusion for only a moment, yet you quickly catch onto the fantasy that sheâs trying to sell to her viewers.
You give a soft giggle, nodding as you lean in to press a soft kiss to her temple. âMissed you so muchâŠwanted to surprise you..â you purr out softly, a soft whine leaving your lips once Ellie began to slowly grind you down on her lap as she was earlier, yet this time it makes you huff softly, the rough material of her jeans dragging along your sensitive core.
âArenât I luckyâŠcoming home to my pretty girl like thisâŠfuckâŠyouâve been on my mind all fucking dayâŠâ she groaned out, her eyebrows furrowing as she looked down at your naked body, a soft hiss leaving her lips as she let her hand come in between you both, catching your slippery clit against her thumb. She watches your facial expression change, a soft moan leaving your lips as you rest your hands on either one of her shoulders, looking down at her hand toying with you.
âSo wet alreadyâŠstand up for me babyâ she hummed out softly as she gave your hip a gentle pat. You listened, standing up from her lap, which allowed her to lay down onto the couch, one of her knees bent up as the other leg laid down. She gestured you over to her.
âCome sit on my face princessâ she ordered.
Her words alone made you whine, and you wasted no time straddled her face, either side of your legs shielding her face from the camera.
As soon as you were settled, her tongue was out, inviting you down to take a seat as you rested a bit of your wait onto it, your pussy pressing against the warm muscle. You moan out loudly, back arching as you slowly began rocking your hips back and forth on Ellieâs flattened tongue.
The apartment was soon filled with the sounds of your moans, and Ellieâs tongue lapping away at your soaked cunt. It was times like this that Ellie had to depend on you to carry out the vocals, seeing as her mouth was a bitâŠoccupied.
âF-feels so goodâŠmissed you so much todayâŠâ you moan out shyly, testing the waters with your voice a bit. Ellie groaned below you, her own hips bucking upwards, grinding into nothing as she gave you a quiet gesture to keep going.
You whined, giving her a slow nod as you kept going.
âYou look so prettyâŠfuckâŠI love your tongue so muchâŠâ you moan out again, which earns another moan from Ellie, sending vibrations onto your sopping cunt. You moan loudly again, one of her hands coming up from around your thigh, to snake up your body and toy with your boobs, massaging the skin, pinching your nipples, her hips still bucking up into nothing with need.
You notice, turning around a bit and catching the way her hips bucked up with need. You whimper softly, reaching a hand behind you to undo her jeans before you push them down her pants, her own clit throbbing against your fingers as you begin rubbing her, watching as her eyes roll back when you begin doing this.
âFeels good? FuckâŠyouâre so fucking wetâŠfuuuckkâŠwannaâŠwanna cum with youâŠpleaseâ you practically beg, your arm already becoming sore from the uncomfortable position, yet you still paid the upmost attention to her poor needy pussy.
Ellie always prioritized your pleasure, it was time you do the same.
Ellie moaned and groaned against your pussy, her tongue speeding up the closer she got, her pussy grinding into your fingers desperately. You arched your back, eyebrows furrowed as you let your head fall back, the pleasure becoming too much.
You knew she was close, the grip on your thighs was almost deadly, and you were too. It wasnât long before her hips were sputtering, her arousal soaking your fingers as she came. This alone was enough to make you shriek with pleasure, nearly falling back as your arm nearly gave out from behind you, but Ellieâs strong arms were already on your hips to keep you up, pulling you further up as she lapped at your core, helping you ride out your orgasm.
The thing you hated about filming with Ellie the most? You couldnât even scream her name when she made you cum.
You breathed hard, your exhausted pussy shying away from Ellieâs tongue as you stared down at her, body back in its upright position, her gorgeous green eyes staring up at yours, cheeks red as she gave your pussy kitty licks.
âYou should stay out late more often..â you tease, which earns a soft giggle from both of you.
Ellie gives your pussy one last kiss before she pushes you down her body so youâre straddling her waist, her eyes low and hazy as she stares up at you, gently massaging the skin of your thighs.
You always enjoyed the aftermath with her, the silence that came with it, the come down was almost as good as the sex itself. You were both so fucked out, so utterly satisfied, the warmth that overtook you was almost unbearable. You could stay there forever if you truly wanted to.
But alas, it never lasted long enough.
You felt the familiar tap on your thighs, a silent reminder that Ellie had to indeed get up and stop the camera recording. You roll off of her with wobbly thighs, cuddling into the couch and grabbing a nearby blanket to shield your body from the cold air of your apartment.
You watch with sleepy eyes as Ellie gets up, buttoning up her jeans and turning off the camera before pulling it front the tripod to look back at the footage, making sure it was all recorded correctly.
You hear your moans echoing from the device, which makes you whine softly. You always hated hearing yourself, no matter how hot you and Ellie looked. Ellie chuckles softly, shaking her head as she watched the video for a moment longer before she shut off the camera.
âThat improv of yours was pretty damn goodâŠtheyâre gonna like thatâ she added, making you giggle softly before giving her a shrug. âI always like playing with your pussyâ your words make Ellie groan, and sheâs suddenly giving you a look of warning, a smirk playing on her lips to match.
âDonât play with something you canât handle sweetheartâ she warned you, and you canât help but roll your eyes, despite the fire you feel from that look alone.
âPlease, you wouldnât know how to fuck me even if you had the chanceâ you challenge her.
Oh yeah, that was another thing. Ellie still hadnât properly fucked you yet.
You huffed softly as you tugged yet another top off of your body. Youâd tried on nearly every article of clothing you had in your closet, yet it just wasnât fucking working. It was times like this, that you simply wanted to burn all of your clothes and never leave your house again.
You were currently getting ready for a date, a girl youâd met at the record store had ended up asking you out on a date while you were showing her to the new age rock section that the store carried.
The first thing that went through your mind when the girl asked, wasnât how pretty she was, or how nice her fingers looked wrapped around the edge of the thin vinyls in her hand.
No, none of that went through your head. The only thing that went through your head when the girl asked you out was Ellie.
And that scared you.
Because itâs Ellie for gods sake. The girl youâve been living with for almost three years now, the girl who you watched eat dry cereal from the box instead of making herself a proper meal, the girl who youâve watched genuinely find family guy funnyâŠ
The girl whoâd been playing your body like a fucking guitar for almost a month now.
You realized, you needed this date.
So you agreed, giving the girl your number and telling her to text you so you guys could set up a date.
The guilt was eating you alive, because while Ellie would be fucking you with a dildo, her lips firmly on yours, you knew in the back of your head you had a girl waiting to see you at the end of the week.
And it was conflicting because did you even have to tell Ellie? Would it be stupid if you did? Would it be wrong if you didnât? It was still just Ellie, after all. Sure, sheâd seen you naked now, and sheâd made you cum more times than you could count, and you her, but she was still your friend. She was still your normal roommate, your Ellie. And there was nothing really holding you back from going on dates.
Right?
You chalked up all your guilt by convincing yourself that Ellie was probably talking to other girls too, actively searching for a girlfriend, or even a permanent filming partner while you temporarily filled that spot.
Because while you guys never formally spoke about it, thatâs all you were, temporary.
It worked out perfectly, because Ellie had gone out for the night, texting you and telling you she had some stuff to do, errands to run. It gave you the place all to yourself to get ready. You wouldâve felt extremely stupid sneaking out of your own apartment to avoid any awkward interactions with Ellie. Even though you werenât even sure if it would even be awkward.
You ended up settling on a little black dress, a pair of black boots and a leather bomber jacket, an outfit you had long since ran dry with how many times you wore, but you looked good, and you werenât going to to stray away from that.
You fluffed out your hair after you finished up your makeup, spraying on your favorite perfume before you grabbed your phone, sending record store girl a quick text, letting her know that youâd be leaving your house now to meet her at the bar that you two had agreed on going to for your first date.
You couldnât ignore the sour taste in your mouth, and the aching feeling in your belly as you looked around your room, making your final rounds before you left. There was something about the entire ordeal that just feltâŠdirty. The fact that you were sneaking around, hiding something that you felt needed to be hiddenâŠ
Leaving Ellie for the night.
All of it made you feel ill, and the fact that you felt that way made you feel even worse.
But regardless of it all, Ellie was out and it was all in your head. Ellie probably wouldnât even care if you went out with a girl! Sheâd be happy for you, sheâd send you out of the apartment with an encouraging slap on your ass before telling you to wrap it up before you-
Suddenly, you could hear Ellie opening up the door from the other side of your apartment door. You feel like youâll freeze up and die in that very moment.
She walks into the house humming a tune you canât quite find, probably some song that had been stuck in her head. She has her helmet tucked under her arm, and a brown paper bag with the logo of your favorite take out spot slung along her long fingers. She doesnât notice you at first, because sheâs too busy cursing under her breath as she tries to get herself inside, a low groan leaving her lips a she tosses her keys into the entrance bowl, kicking the door shut behind her.
âBabe? You home? I brought dinnerâ she calls out.
You feel sick to your fucking stomach.
Because it feels too domestic, too romantic, too fucking far for you and Ellie for her to be calling out for you that way, to be ordering your favorite dinner and bringing it home for you. You arenât even entirely sure what prompted her to do this, and you donât know who youâre more annoyed with, her for doing it, or you for not being honest with her.
Youâre too caught up in your thoughts, because you barely realize that Ellieâs eyes are finally on yours, a confused frown as she stares at you up and down, clearly readying yourself to leave the apartment.
âYouâŠlook so pretty. Are we going somewhere?â She questions slowly, her sentence slipping into a tone of worry, as if sheâd forgotten about something that you planned for the both of you, her big green eyes frantically searching yours.
You canât fucking do this anymore.
You inhale deeply, shaking your head as you clear your throat, your fingers tugging at the bottom of your dress as you try to find your voice, find your words to break it to Ellie.
âI umâŠ.I have a date tonightâ you mumble out softly, barely loud enough for Ellie to hear, hoping that she doesnât and some miracle snatches this ridiculous conversation away so you donât have to experience it.
But she does hear you.
Her face goes from worried to annoyed almost instantly, her brows knitted together as her lips form a confused frown. âA date? With who?â She spits out, and the tone is too accusing for you. It makes you wince slightly, your lips forming a frown of your own as you let out a soft sigh.
âGirl I met at the record storeâ you sigh out, and you hate this, because it feels so far from what you and Ellie are. It feels to reminiscent of a jealous girlfriend cornering you, confused as to why youâd ever leave her when she was there waiting for you, why on earth would you pass her up for anyone else when she gives you everything anyways?
The energy you can feel radiating off of Ellie is the same thing you felt when that woman was looking at you on the road. It feels hostile, and possessive, it feels like she has some claim on you that you arenât even fully aware of, and itâs the reason you decided to go on the date in the first place, because regardless of not fully knowing what it is thatâs happened between you and Ellie.
You know it isnât good.
Ellie moves to drop the food onto the coffee table, a bit too harshly in your opinion. Her strong hand goes up to run through her brown hair, one hand on her hip as she stares at the floor for a moment. You shouldâve just taken that as an opportunity to leave, to avoid all of this. But you donât.
âItâsâŠitâs Friday night. Weâre supposed to film. We film every Fridayâ she argues.
Fuck.
You chew your maroon tinted bottom lip, feeling like a kid whoâs done something bad and is now facing the repercussions of a disappointed parent. You feel small, and stupid, and you canât believe you forgot about it. There had been such a blur between the schedule you had with Ellie, with far too many moments of making out with her on the couch, or her fingers finding their way into your pants whenever you were watching a movie together, that the intimacy in your brain was becoming confused with the intimacy that was needed for the camera and the camera only.
And in that moment, you realize that this needs to end.
Because maybe you and Ellie can go back to normal, maybe you can forget about this and she can find someone who is better at this stuff than you are. Itâs too confusing, and itâs putting you in a bad position of thinking too deep into things while also missing the bigger picture, and youâre fucking exhausted.
You inhale deeply, opening your mouth to speak, to tell her that this isnât what you want anymore, that this isnât for you anymore. You have it all mapped out, how youâre going to finally tell her that this simply canât go on anymore.
But suddenly, your phone goes off.
You frown, looking down at the glowing device in your hands. Itâs a text from record store girl, sheâs telling you how she just left her house, and how excited she is to see you tonight. This catches Ellieâs attention too.
She looks down at your phone, her angry and annoyed expression still present on her face.
âIs that her?â She asks. You let out a soft sigh, shaking your head as you try pushing your phone in your jacket pocket. âEllie IâŠwhen I get back I really think we should talk about-â she quickly cuts you off, her voice a bit louder than it was when she first asked.
âI saidâŠis that her?â Her words are slower, clearer, as if she wants you to hear every goddamn syllable that leaves her mouth. You know she isnât fucking around, and you simply inhale deeply, taking your phone out of your pocket and looking at the message that was still lingering at the bottom of your Lock Screen.
âYeahâŠit isâŠ.â You admit, ignoring how fucking stupid you feel for telling Ellie this. You should have left, you should have ignored her and gone on your date and had a good time so you could come home and tell her that she needed to find a new filming partner, because you werenât cut out for this shit anymore.
She begins taking slow strides towards you, the closer she gets, the more you can smell her cologne. It makes you swallow back a whine, because her scent is the single most euphoric thing to you right now. It haunts you in your sleep, and it makes your mouth water whenever sheâs on top of you.
Soon, sheâs right in front of you, her green eyes staring down at your outfit, taking in everything that you have on, how pretty your hair and makeup is. Her slender fingers come up to tug at your jacket slightly, a soft puff of air exiting her nose before she speaks. âWhatâd she tell you? That sheâs on her way? So excited to see you?â She questions, her voice low and taunting as her nimble fingers dance along your jacket, ghosting along the fabric of your dress.
âFuckin idiotâŠsheâs on her way to some shitty bar and Iâve got her girl practically shaking for me..â she hummed out softly.
And it was true. Ellie had hardly touched you, yet your fists were balled at your side, body practically begging for her as her skilled fingers barely gave you what you wanted. The second she was in front of you, your brain was clouded with her, with all the things you wanted from her, all the things you knew she could do to you.
âHad so much planned for us tonight, babyâŠwanted to finally show you off live..wanted to take care of that pretty body of yoursâŠand you were getting all dolled up for some asshole who probably wouldnât know how to make you cum even if she got the chanceâ she explains, her voice low, minty breath fanning across your face, making you whine softly.
âYouâve never dress like this for me beforeâŠâ she groans out, and it makes your eyes widen a bit. Before you can open your mouth and say anything back, her skinny fingers are grabbing your chin and angling your face up to fully look at her, her green eyes staring down into yours as she licked her bottom lip slowly.
âGod I canât stand you sometimes..â she sighed out softly before she pressed her mouth against yours in a needy kiss. Your hands instantly wrap around her neck, keeping her close as her own arms wrap around your waist, pulling you flush against her body.
Itâs as if any and all moral high ground that you had was gone, replaced by only thoughts of Ellie. You let her fill you up, breath life into you as her warm tongue explored your mouth, dominated the kiss and took you on a wild fucking ride that only consisted of a single kiss from her.
Soon, sheâs breaking the kiss, and it makes you whine and chase her lips. She chuckles softly, the sound dark and taunting as she stares down at your needy eyes and swollen lips. âNow youâre chasing meâŠpoor thingâŠâ she tuts out, clearly mocking you with a pouty tone.
She slips her hand into your jacket pocket, taking out your phone and looking at the message. She rolls her eyes, pushing the phone in between you two.
âYouâre gonna call her, and youâre gonna tell her you arenât comingâ she demands. Your eyes go wide, looking up at Ellie before you quickly shake your head. âWhat? No! Ellie I canât! IâŠcanât I just text her?â Even your own words shock you a bit, because are you seriously staying with Ellie when there was a perfectly willing girl waiting for you at a bar down the street?
If Ellie said so, then yeah. Yeah you were.
Ellie shrugged before she unlocked your phone, having learned your password way back when you two first moved in together. âFine. Iâll call herâ she nodded, her fingers scrolling through your phone to find the girls contact. This makes your eyes go wider, and you quickly snatch your phone from Ellieâs hand, because you know that Ellie will be shameless with it, and itâll make you look way worse than you already do by flaking so last minute.
âNo! NoâŠfineâŠIâll do it. JustâŠplease be quiet, Ellieâ you plead, giving her a look of warning before you sigh softly, looking down at your phone for a moment before you click the girl contact, set it to call, and put your phone to your ear.
Ellie smiles proudly, pearly teeth gleaming as her hands give your hips a firm squeeze. âThatâs my fuckin girlâŠâ she praises. Her words makes your insides flutter, core tightening around nothing as you wait for the girl to answer, a gentle pout on your lips despite the fact that your arms were still wrapped around Ellie, and she still had your body pressed against hers.
After a few rings, she finally answers. Her voice is bright and bubbly and you want to kick yourself for doing this to someone so fucking sweet.
âHeyâŠ.lookâŠIâm really sorry but I think Iâm going to have to-â your words are cut off by Ellieâs lips pressing against your neck, wet mouth working against your skin, bitting and sucking, sure to leave marks in the morning. It makes you gasp softly..
Because Ellie never left marks.
It wasnât something that ever really bothered you. It helped in all honesty, you didnât really want to be walking around littered in Ellieâs hickies, it wouldâve resulted in too many questions from your coworkers and friends, and you really didnât want to deal with that. It was just an unspoken rule, Ellie didnât mark you, and you didnât mark her. That was too far along the lines of being a couple for you.
But clearly, that had all changed tonight.
There was a sense of possessiveness that you could feel when she did it. Teeth and tongue sucking and biting at your soft skin, eager to claim you in any way that she possibly could. Between the feeling of it, and the fact that she was doing it, it made it hard to talk, your eyes rolling back into your head as you bit back a whimper, covering it up with a couch as you tried finding the words in your fuzzy head to speak to the girl.
Ellie smirked against your throat as she listened to you struggle, listened to the muffled words of the confused girl on the other line try to understand what it was you were saying.
You tugged at Ellieâs hair slightly, yet still kept her close as she mouthed your neck. âIâŠI canâtâŠlook Iâm really not feeling well..IâŠmphâŠI canât come out tonight. Iâm sorryâ you quickly ramble out, knowing you were too close to moaning out Ellieâs name to keep this going on any longer. Before you were able to hear what the girl had to say on the other line, you hang up, turn your phone off and toss it onto the couch.
You moan softly, tilting your head to the side to give Ellie better access to your neck. âI canât believe you fucking did thatâŠâ you moan out as you began shrugging your jacket off, tossing it somewhere in the living room. You felt too hot, too fucking needy, everything was just too much and you struggled to wrap your head around what exactly was even happening.
âMe? I didnât do anythingâŠyouâre the one that cancelled on the poor girlâ Ellie teased gently, which earns a swat to her arm from your end.
You sigh softly, tugging her hair back so that sheâs pulled away from your neck. You waste no time in crashing your lips against hers, your tongue pushing into her mouth with need as you kiss her feverishly. Ellie groans into the kiss, her hands going down to give your ass a firm squeeze. âEager are we?â She grunts against your lips.
You huff softly, ignoring her words as you begin pushing her backwards towards her room, your lips never leaving the sloppy kiss. Itâs so fucking erotic, and messy, and needy, and thereâs so much filling it that you can both clearly feel. You decide to ignore it.
âI decided to stay with youâŠyou better make this worth itâ you groan out softly, which only earns a smirk from Ellie as she stares down at you, her heart fluttering at the way you pushed her around, did with her as you pleased.
âI always do, babyâ she chuckled softly, and all you want to do is wipe that smug fucking smirk off her beautiful face.
Once youâre in her bedroom, you press your palms against her chest, shoving her back to lay on her bed. She lets out a soft moan, clearly happy with the way that youâre handling her.
You tug your dress up a bit as you move to straddle her, her hands instantly moving to grip your thighs. She lets out a soft hiss, her lust filled eyes eating up the way your dress hugs your curves, pushes up your boobs. For a moment, you see a hint of something flash through her eyes as she watches you, taking in the dress that you wore for a date, wore for someone else.
You donât ignore it this time, because itâs clearly jealously.
You donât know whether or not you should say something, or kiss her, or do anything else to get your mind off of it, but you donât have to. Because as soon as youâre settled down on her lap, you can feel a foreign bulge pressing into your clothed core, and it makes your eyes widen and Ellie smirks and rolls her hips up to grind it into you, and then you realize what the surprise that Ellie had was.
Ellie was finally going to fuck you tonight.
And not with her fingers, or with a sex toy, it would be with her strap. She was going to fuck you, something youâd already assumed wasnât going to happen between the two of you.
She must have noticed the shocked look on your face, because she chuckles as she continues grinding her cock into you, making you whine softly as you press you hands on her hips to give yourself leverage as you roll your hips to meet her movements.
âFeel that baby? Itâs all yoursâŠwent out and brought a brand new one just for youâŠâ she explained, revealing what it was that sheâd been out doing while you were getting ready for your date.
She was buying new toys to fuck you with, and picking up dinner for after.
You felt like you were dreaming.
All you can do is moan in response, eagerly undoing Ellieâs jeans, wanting nothing more than to feel her fill you up, fucking into you deliciously, giving you what youâd always wanted.
Ellie is quick to grab your wrists, pulling them away from her jeans. âAhh, not so fast, princessâŠ.weâre gonna do this the right wayâ she hums out softly. You canât help but pout, a soft huff leaving your lips as you open your mouth to complain, but Ellie is already sitting up, gently pushing you back to lay on her bed properly as she crawls over you.
She hums softly, staring down at your body for a moment, silently taking you in before she pushes your dress up, pressing a soft kiss to your lips as her hands find its spot cupping your clothed pussy.
âHmmâŠ.so wet alreadyâŠIâm gonna have so much fun taking you, babyâŠâ she groaned against your lips, swallowing up your moans as her slender fingers pressed against your clit, rubbing you slowly, forcing the cotton material of your pantries to go translucent as your arousal soaked them almost entirely.
And your head is spinning as she kisses you, because sheâs being so slow, so gentle, treating your body with so much care. And itâs not unlike Ellie to do this, but you just assumed this would have gone differently. You expected her to be rough, fucking into you while telling you how no one could ever fuck her like she doesâŠ
But sheâs not. Sheâs so gentle, and soft, and itâs making your heart do dances itâs never done before..
Ellie lets out a soft sigh as she tugs your panties to the side, feeling your velvety folds better now without the fabric constricting her. She rubs you slowly, building you up, getting your sopping little pussy all warmed up for her cock. Soon, her hands leave your core, and she pulls you up to tug your dress off before laying you back down, and tugging off your panties as well, leaving you entirely naked before her.
Ellie hisses softly under her breath as she eyes you, sitting back on her legs as she begins tugging off her own shirt, before she crawls off the bed to tug her jeans off, leaving her completely naked as well, eyes never leaving your body.
âYouâre so fucking beautifulâŠâ she mumbles out softly before she crawls back onto you, pressing her naked chest against yours. The feeling makes you moan loudly into her mouth as she kisses you, because youâve never felt Ellie like this. Youâve never had her body pressed up against yours this way, and it feels like the single most intimate thing youâve ever felt in your entire life.
Ellieâs hand goes down to her cock, gripping the base before she brings it to your core, running it along your sopping wet folds, against your clit before she slowly feeds you her length, earning a whiny moan from you.
Ellie quickly nods as she kisses you softly, one of her hands giving your waist a squeeze. âI know babyâŠI know itâs bigâŠyou can take meâŠI know you canâ she praises you, and it makes you moan softly into her mouth as she rubs your clit, pushing further into your weeping cunt.
âEllieâŠfuckâŠmoreâŠneed moreâ you moan against her, the empty feeling still present as she waits for you to tell her itâs okay to keep going. She groans softly, pushing more of her length into you until she bottoms out completely, her thighs flushed against yours as she waits for you to adjust to her size.
You roll your hips slowly, already feeling yourself leaking around the length, and you give her a nod, staring into her green eyes as your hips buck up into her. âNeed you, ElâŠneed more of you..â you moan out softly.
And Ellie feels like her head is spinning when you say that.
Her strong hand goes down, gripping your thigh as she slowly fucks into you, moaning as her clit bumps against the back of the strap with her movements.
Her eyes never leaves you, watches as your face contorts in pleasure, moaning loudly for her, arching your back when the tip of her cock rubs against your velvety walls, watching as you fall apart on her length.
Her thrusts are slow, and calculated and sheâs staring down at all of you as she fucks into you. You suddenly feel her long fingers wrap around your cheeks, pulling you to look up at her because frankly, youâre having a hard time looking anywhere.
âEyes on me, babyâŠneed to see you right nowâŠf-fuckâŠthatâs my good fucking girlâŠtaking me so wellâ she praises, and it makes you moan loudly with her. You grab her wrist, watching as she fucks into you faster, both of you getting closer and closer to what youâve been needing for who knows how fucking long.
Suddenly, Ellieâs hand leaves your face and instead, grabs your hand, bringing it above your head as she interlocks your fingers. Her gaze is so intense, and the grip on your hand is so tight, you feel tears prickling at the ends of your eyes because whatever the hell is happening is too goddamn intense, itâs taking over you completely, and itâs making it all too much.
âEllieâŠEllie IâŠIâŠâ you choke out between little moans and whines, your eyes growing glossy as you stare up at her, and Ellie is already nodding despite your lack of words, because she understands, she feels it too, and you donât even have to say it.
âCome on babyâŠgive it to meâŠfuckâŠcum with my angelâŠpleaseâ sheâs practically begging, her own moans cutting off her words as she fucks you faster, the grip on your hand almost lethal as she stares down at you, tugging her bottom lip into her mouth.
And you feel it, how could you not? Your orgasm washes over you almost painfully, making you close your eyes shut as your back arches, squeezing Ellieâs hand as you cum hard on her cock. Itâs too much, too intimate, too fucking intense, and you feel like youâll explode just from the feeling of it.
Ellie has no other choice but to smash her lips against yours when she sees it, she can practically feel the way you grip her cock with your pussy and itâs the catalyst that sends her into her own sea of pleasure, euphoria swallowing her up and almost drowning her as she kisses you with everything sheâs feeling, pouring it all out into you as her hips slowly fuck into you, riding out both yours and her orgasm.
The come down is hard, because sheâs on top of you, and itâs quiet apart from the heavy breathing between you and hear, and her head is resting on her chestâŠ
And all Ellie can think about, is how utterly fucked she is..
Because sheâs in love with you
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Slippery Rendezvous
Pairing:Â Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader
Word Count:Â ~1.5k
Warnings:Â none
Summary:Â Natasha doesnât approve of your feelings for Bucky despite your many attempts to convince her that he is the man for you. What else can you do when she forbids you to date any of her friends?
Squares Filled:Â natasha romanoff / black widow (2021) for @buckybarnesbingo
Authorâs Note:Â any and all comments are greatly appreciated <3
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You wake up to an empty bed. What did you expect? That heâd stay? Bucky isnât known to spend the night after fucking you but you keep wishing he would. You run your hand down his side of the bed and feel the cool sheets. He must have left early in the morning so that your sister wouldnât see him.
Itâs not like she hates him but she hates the idea of you being with any one of her âcoworkersâ. Natasha isnât shy when it comes to relationships and often encourages you to go out and have fun with different men. She loves dating even if she doesnât show it, and you love telling her about all the dates you get to go on. The issue is that she doesnât want you dating anyone she knows. She knows the baggage that comes with the men she knows and doesnât want you mixed up with it.
You went to University to get a degree as a voice actor. Youâve gotten gigs across the country but ultimately settled in New York where you got a job working on a popular animated television series. Youâre already in your third season and have no plans of stopping anytime soon. Natasha loves to tell you how normal you are and how different you are compared to the shit she goes through every day.
Youâre not a spy and you have no desire to be a spy. Youâre not Natashaâs biological sister because you came into her life well after she got done with the Red Room training. She was on a mission to kill your father for all the bad shit he has been doing. You hated the man and had always wanted to leave. However, your mother died at birth and you were a minor at the time. He always hid his shady shit which is why he didnât get convicted for anything.
She saved you and she adopted you a couple of years later. You donât blame her for your fatherâs death even if she did pull the trigger. Heâs a bad man who is rotting in Hell and youâre better off for it. Now, you have a successful job and are in love with the infamous Winter Soldier. Only he doesnât know it and if he does, he doesnât do anything about it.
You two met when Natasha was having a party at the Avengers Compound. She didnât want you to go but you insisted that with her by your side, youâll be fine. Itâs not like the Avengers are going to pick a fight with you or anything. Even Bruce had his alter ego under control, so she relented and let you come.
Her world is and was much different than yours. She told stories of how she went to space, how she kicked someoneâs ass, and how she infiltrated an organization. All you have to show for is the work youâve done for entertainment. Youâre not nearly as special as any of them but Bucky makes you feel like you are.
He kept to himself in the corner of the room drinking something that wasnât alcohol when you approached him.
âHi. Do you mind if I join you?â
âNo, go ahead,â he clears his throat.
âIâm Y/N. Iâm Natashaâs sister. Adopted sister, actually, but she feels like a real one to me. Whatâs your name?â
âYou seriously donât know who I am?â he chuckles.
âI know who you are but Iâd thought Iâd be polite and let you introduce yourself instead of assuming I know everything about you.â
âRight,â he nods. âIâm Bucky.â
âItâs nice to meet you, Bucky.â
You two fell into conversation that lasted well past the party. Natasha had a secret thing for Steve and didnât mind staying over as long as you were safe and okay with staying. You left that night with thoughts of Bucky and when the next time you were going to see him, but Natasha didnât share your enthusiasm.
âListen, I donât want to tell you what to do but I donât want you seeing Bucky.â
âFunny. That sounds exactly like you telling me what to do,â you scoff.
âI mean it, Y/N. Bucky is a good guy now but he wasnât always like this. Heâs not all the way back yet and I donât want you getting hurt. With any of them. They have too much baggage and you donât need something like that in your life.â
You look out the window in annoyance.
âI just spent the last two hours talking to a guy who made me feel like I was the only woman in the world. Iâm not saying I want to marry the guy but I felt something that I havenât felt with any of the guys Iâve dated.â
âI knew bringing you to that party was a bad idea,â she scoffs. âYouâre not seeing Bucky. End of story.â
âI am an adult, Nat. Let me make my own decisions. Let me decide if heâs worth the heartbreak.â
âHe will do more than break your heart. He will break you. He didnât get his name for nothing. His body count is well into the hundreds if not thousands. I am not worried about him breaking your heart. Iâm worried about him killing you. I mean it, Y/N. Stay away from that one.â
You tried, God knows you tried, but there is something about Bucky that you couldnât stay away from. You formed friendships with Wanda and Thor which gave you an excuse of going to the compound where you knew Bucky was living. Wanda caught on pretty quickly at what you were trying to do since she can read minds and all that, and she agreed to keep your affair with Bucky from your sister.
Youâre not trying to hurt Natasha but you fell for Bucky and fell for him hard. He just never stays the night like you hope he does.
You get out of bed and walk to the bathroom where you hear the shower going. Natasha must be in there. You slip in and knock on the door to let her know that youâre inside the bathroom with her.
âHey, Nat, Iâm just going to brush my teeth. Iâll be out shortly.â
You slip in, close the door behind you, and walk over to the sink.
âIâm not Nat.â
You tense when you hear Buckyâs deep voice but then smile when you realize he slept the night in your bed. The curtain slides to the side just enough for him to peek his head out of it, and you turn to face him.
âI thought you left last night.â
âNope. I wanted to stay the night with you. Is that okay?â
âItâs more than okay.â
He closes the curtain again and resumes cleaning himself.
âGot any plans today?â
Youâre about to answer when you hear the front door slam open and shut. Natasha is the only one who has a key so she must be back. If she found out Bucky has not only been dating you but secretly fucking you, sheâd have a heart attack and probably kill him.
âY/N? Are you in there?â The bathroom door shakes and you do the first thing that comes to mind. You quickly hop in the shower, fully clothed, and look at Bucky who smirks. The door opens and Nat walks in. âY/N?â
âIâm in the shower!â Buckyâs mouth opens so you place your hand over it so he understands he needs to be quiet. âWhat do you want?â
âListen, Steve and some of the guys are having a cookout at Clintâs farm. I was wondering if you wanted to come with me.â
âReally? Youâll let me go?â
âI feel bad and I shouldnât keep you away from your friends.â
âIs Bucky going to be there?â
Bucky nods and looks at you with mischievous eyes.
âYeah.â
âThen Iâll go.â
âI invited you because Wanda and Thor will be there. Theyâre your friends.â
âI know.â
âY/NâŠâ
âItâs fine, Nat. Iâll hang with them.â
âOkay. We leave in an hour.â
She leaves the bathroom and you remove your hand from Buckyâs mouth knowing you didnât need it to be there. He knows Natashaâs opinion of him and how she wouldnât approve of you two dating. He just wanted to feel your hands on him if heâs being honest.
âGreat, now Iâm all wet. Look what you did.â
âI like it when youâre wet,â he smirks.
You shove his shoulder and scoff playfully but he grabs you and pulls you into him. He slides his hands into your hair and kisses you. He must forget the situation youâre in because you can feel his growing arousal on your stomach.
âNo, Bucky, we should stop. I will not be tempted into shower sex again. Remember what happened last time?â
âDamn, my arm malfunctions one time and youâre triggered.â
âCan I trust you to keep your hands to yourself at this cookout?â
âNo,â he chuckles. âItâs gonna be hard not to. Now Iâm picturing you wet.â
âHurry up and leave before she finds you in here. Iâd rather not know what a fight between Black Widow and the Winter Soldier looks like.â
You slip out of the shower and back to your room without your sister noticing. While youâd like your relationship to be out in the open, sneaking around is just too much damn fun.
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through your window ââ h.ts & k.lh
pairing: sneaky link! taesan x afab!reader x voyeur!leehan (used their real names for plot purposes)
word count: 964 (shorter than usual)
contents: no protection(do better.), taesan's a bit rough, leehan is a creep... non-con voyeurism, mmm pretty tame lmk if i missed anything!
a/n: not my best,, but i need to get out of this writer's block đ€ž @jwonsite helped me with the endingđ€
donghyun hated the way he touched you. he hated the way his hands ran down your curves, the way he pushed his lips against yours, how he firmly pushed you down onto the soft material of the mattress.Â
but what he hated most of all was that he wasnât the one in your room with you, only ever an observer.
he had the perfect view into your dorm from his current position. the flowers and leaves of the bush hiding him in the dark.Â
donghyun had only ever seen you from afar; the first time was an accident, he swears it was. he had found himself walking around the dark campus, taking a late night walk to ease his mind during the hectic exam season and then he saw you.Â
lying with your face pushed into the pillows and your ass up, using an unimpressive toy to get yourself off. the sheer curtains doing little to cover you.Â
he couldn't look away.
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it had been around 3 months since then. he never interacted with you outside of these moments... (if you could even call it an interaction.) opting to be an observer and continue living your life without ever coming into contact.Â
he did his best to avoid you, feeling guilty after every late-night viewing. standing in the shower trying to wash away his impure actions, telling himself that he wouldn't dare go back. he did his best but fell into temptation each time.Â
it didn't help when you started bringing a third party into the equation.
donghyun envied dongmin. he should be the one making you feel good, your lips should be uttering his name, and your legs should be wrapped around his waist.
not dongmin's.Â
he even envied the older's name, shamelessly getting off as you uttered the almost identical name. he couldn't hear you, but the way your lips mixed and the syllables rolled off your tongue would make him shamelessly grip his needy member.
tonight was no different. dongmin had entered your dorm not too long ago, pinning you against your room door and wasting no time, pressing his lips against your neck.Â
the entry faced the window directly, meaning donghyun's view was obscured by dongmin's frame. he could only see your upper articles of clothing tossed off and the taller male marking your neck.Â
your head leaning back on the door as your small hand grips the back of dongmin's hair, his lips marking all over your neck and shoulders leaving no space unmarked. he watches as dongmin grips your thighs and hoists you up in the air, pushing your small frame against the door.Â
the olderâs hips pushing up into yours as his lips come in contact with yours, leaving you breathless.Â
god, how he wishes that were him.Â
donghyun watches as dongmin tosses your figure onto the mattress, bending you over the bed and giving him the perfect view of your blissed-out face. he watches as dongmin kisses down your back and slides your underwear off, giving himself access to your sweet center.Â
dongmin dives down, spreading your legs to eat your cunt from behind and donghyun watches. his brows pressing together as he watches your jaw drop open, imagining the sweet sounds leaving your lips.
the thought of your essence dripping down his lips and staining his t-shirt. the scent of your center being so close, he could only dream of getting a taste. no matter how badly donghyun wants to lose himself to his pleasure, he wouldnât dare look away from you. he couldnât let dongmin have you all to himself.Â
dongmin stands up, towering over your bent figure as he presses his groin against your ass, gripping your hair and yanking you up.Â
donghyun groans. he couldnât care if anyone heard, your body being on full display for him and leaving none to the imagination was everything he could ask for.Â
hands gripping your chest, tracing your figure. his cock sliding between your thighs and bumping your clit, making your body jump with each touch.Â
donghyun feels his face turn red, he doesnât know whether or not to be angry at the fact that he isnât experiencing this or if heâs turned on just by watching something so private. his grip around his length tightens, his pumps slowing down as his teeth grit down. he wouldnât dare cum before you.Â
the stretch of dongminâs cock has you biting down on your lip hard enough to draw blood, donghyunâs thumb brushes his tip, he knows he could fill you just as good if not better. wanting to brush against your cervix and fuck you full, make you his instead.Â
âdongmin! dongmin! dongmin!â the words leaving your lips make him even harder, heâs so close to being the one you like, yet so far all at the same time.Â
dongmin pushes down your upper body, using his grip on your head to bury your body further into the mattress, drool leaving your lips and staining the sheets.
your hands gripping onto the plush material.
âfuck.â donghyun is panting hard now. how he needs to be in you, needs you wrapped around him milking him of everything he has to give you.Â
and he watches you shake. watches you finish. watches you clench around another man. he watches it all.Â
and dongmin watches him watch.Â
locking his eyes with the younger boy he pulls your head up to give donghyun a good look at your blissed-out face, your eyes rolling into the back of your head as you pant rapidly. and he smirks.
he has exactly what the other canât have.
dongmin flips you onto your back and bites down on your shoulder, his eyes still locked with donghyunâs, claiming you as his own.
donghyun canât look away from the scene unfolding in front of him, eyes locked in on how dongmin starts to stretch you open.
the hand wrapped around his member speeds up as he watches the older ram into you, grabbing your face to make you look at him just as donghyun is cumming all over his hand, dripping down to stain his pants.
and he becomes aware of the situation, his face and ears turning red when he locks eyes with dongmin again, quickly tucking his member back into his pants and leaving the scene. promising himself he would never come back again, but he knows that isnât true.
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hiii can you please serve a vodka,whiskey, tequila, and scotch with italian soda in either a cooper mug or wine glass ? ty <3
charles leclerc x reader
a little variation on the prompts bc i was struggling
18+
it's always been you you're mine, end of discussion let me take care of you just shut up and come here
âWeâre definitely sad to see you go, y/n,â your boss said, a frown tugging at his face, âbut weâre glad to have you for the final stretch of the season.â
You had just told him that, as Carlosâ lead strategist, youâd be following him to Williams next year. Youâd worked with Carlos since your first day at Ferrari, and over time, you two had become incredibly close. When he started negotiating with Williams, he mentioned heâd feel more comfortable if you were by his side. They offered you a position, and after some thought and financial incentive, you accepted.
Ferrari had been home, but the idea of a fresh start was excitingâand part of the reason you were ready for a change was waiting just outside your bossâs office.
âYouâre really leaving Ferrari?â a voice called as you walked out, Charles stepping in your path.
âYes, next season,â you sighed, already bracing for a comment.
âSo, youâre a traitor then.â He crossed his arms, his expression sharp.
âPeople switch teams all the time,â you countered.
âYeah, but you have insider knowledge.â
âAnd you had insider knowledge from Sauber. No oneâs accusing you of anything,â you snapped back, narrowing your eyes. âWhy do you even care, Charles? Honestly, Iâm thrilled I wonât have to deal with you.â
âMaybe Ferrari will finally give Lewis someone with a brain,â he shot back.
You flipped him off as you brushed past him, headed to your office. From day one, you and Charles had been at odds, no matter how much Carlos tried to smooth things over. He constantly undermined your decisions, making it clear he didnât think you deserved your position.
When you stepped into your office, Carlos was waiting, lounging in the chair opposite your desk. He grinned as you entered.
âHowâd it go?â he asked, though you could see the concern in his eyes.
âFine. He didnât say much.â You dropped into your seat, rolling your eyes. âThanks for telling Charles, by the way.â
Carlos smirked. âWhat did he say?â
âThe usual nonsense.â
âHe was pretty upset when I told him,â Carlos said, watching you carefully.
âWhy?â you asked, genuinely confused.
âBecause he likes you, cariño,â Carlos replied, exasperation evident in his voice.
You scoffed. âHe hates me, and I hate him.â
Carlos just shook his head. âTwo people that argue with the passion you guys have aren't just enemies. Trust me.â
Rolling your eyes again, you shooed him out of your office, focusing back on preparations for the next race.
Three weeks later
âI canât believe you screwed me like that!â Charlesâ voice rang out as he stormed into the garage, livid after the race.
âIâm sorry, since when was it part of the strategy to overtake there?â you snapped back, meeting his anger head-on. âWe told you to wait for the next turn.â
âI had the opportunity!â he seethed.
âAnd look where that got you,â you shot back, throwing your arms up. âInto the wall!â
His eyes narrowed. âYouâre sabotaging me to help Carlos. Just admit it.â
âFerrari signs my checks, not Carlos,â you retorted, your voice edged with frustration.
He glared at you before muttering, âPlease, you wouldnât even be here if Carlos didnât think you were soââ
âCharles!â Carlosâ voice broke through, but it was too late. Your hand slapped Charles across the face before you even registered the movement. His eyes went wide with shock, and you turned on your heel, storming out of the garage without looking back.
You left early, heading straight to the hotel, needing space to cool off. Carlos texted later, checking in and inviting you to dinner with him and Rebecca.
Reluctantly, you changed into a nicer outfit and met them downstairs.
âHow are you, y/n?â Rebecca asked kindly, linking her arm with yours as you stepped into the Uber.
âItâs been a day,â you muttered.
âCharles feels terrible, you know,â Carlos chimed in from your other side.
You rolled your eyes. âIâm sure.â
Carlos pulled you to a stop, making you face him. âHe does, seriously. We all get worked up after races, and what he said was out of line. But you know how it is.â
You just hummed in response, unwilling to dive back into the topic, and turned your attention to Rebecca. Dinner was lighthearted, and soon after, the three of you headed to a nearby bar with friends. A few drinks in, you spotted Charles watching you from across the room. The moment your eyes met, you turned away, avoiding him for the rest of the night.
But as the night wound down, you sensed him approaching, and when you turned, there he wasâstanding right behind you.
âCan we talk?â he asked quietly, his earlier anger replaced with something softer.
You sighed, giving in. He led you to a quieter corner, and even in your haze, you could feel the tension between you two.
âI crossed the line earlier,â he admitted, his gaze dropping. âYou justâdrive me insane.â
âOh, so itâs my fault?â you replied with a bitter laugh.
âIn a way, yeah,â he said, running a hand through his hair.
You were tired of his words, tired of the tension. Without thinking, you grabbed his collar, pulling him down into a fierce kiss. He froze, stunned, but after a beat, his hands found your waist, pulling you closer.
âI like you better when youâre not talking,â you said as you pulled back, breathless. âI still hate you. But I'm drunk and want to forget this day.â
His eyes darkened as he nodded. Wordlessly, you led him out of the bar, ignoring Carlosâ knowing smirk as you ducked into a car with Charles at your side, his hand resting on your thigh, neither of you saying a word.
Opening the door to your hotel room, Charles tried to push you against the wall but you shoved him back.
"I'm in control," you said sternly and he held your gaze for a second before retreating to lay down on the bed. You watched as he pulled his shirt over his head and your eyes followed from his chest down to his abs in appreciation.
"See something you like mon cheri?" He asked smirking and you stalked over to him.
Straddling him, you met his lips in a heated kiss again, fingers tangled in his hair while he tugged at your dress to pull over your head. When it was off he immediately attached his lips to your chest, sucking harsh enough to leave a mark and causing you to throw your head back in pleasure. Feeling him harden underneath you, you ground your hips down onto him causing him to gasp.
His hands found the sides of your hips and started rocking you back and forth against him while you whimpered at the friction.
"That feel good huh," he rasped. "You need more?"
"Yes Charles please," you begged and he smirked at your neediness. He set you on your back and pulled down his jeans and boxers, letting his cock flip up against his abs.
He reached down to pull your thong off and rubbed his fingers up and down your wetness.
"So wet for someone you supposedly hate," he teased as you groaned against him. He brought his fingers to his mouth, tasting you. "Tastes even better than I imagined."
You started to say something but were cut off as he pushed into you, causing you to gasp. He moved slowly, whispering encouraging words in your ear as you adjusted to his size.
"Move Charles," you demanded once you were ready and he happily obliged, picking up a fast pace. You dug your nails into his back as he pounded into you, causing him to gasp out.
"I want on top," you breathed out and he pulled out, helping you up. Once he was settled, you sunk down on him slowly causing him to groan. You kept at a slow pace enjoying the tortured look on his face.
"Come on," he complained and you smirked.
"Beg."
He didn't say anything for a while, just staring into your eyes until you rolled your hips into his, causing him to whimper.
"Please y/n," he begged. "I need more mon cheri, please make me feel good. I need you."
Satisfied, you started moving faster and his head fell back against the pillow, his eyes closing. Your hand wrapped around his throat forcing him to look back at you.
"Eyes on me," you purred and he bit your lip. Grinding against him you could feel your climax coming and it was game over as his thumb found your clit. Your hips came to a stop as it washed over you and Charles dug his hands into your hips to take over the movement.
He was brutally fucking up into you chasing his own release as you squeezed tightly around him. At the last minute he flipped you back over to get a better angle and finally spilled into you.
The two of you just stared at each other in silence, breathing hard. You started to get up to move towards the bathroom but he stopped you.
"Let me take care of you," he said, scooping you up in his arms. He set you down in the shower, turned on the water, and slid in behind you. Washing your body slowly, you let yourself relax against him forgetting for just a second that this was your mortal enemy.
Turning the water off, you changed into pajamas and hesitated, seeing Charles in the bed under the covers.
"I don't know if you should spend the night," you said, and he gave you a pointed look.
"Just shut up and come here," he said and you gave in, climbing into bed next to him. He pulled you against him, letting your head rest against your chest.
"What are we doing?" You mumbled against him. "You don't even think I'm qualified enough to do my job and here I am letting you into my bed."
His fingers that were tracing circles on your back stilled.
"I don't think that," he said and you scoffed looking up at him.
"You basically say something along those lines every time we are together," you retorted and he looked away.
"It's just hard," he finally said.
"How is trying to be civil with me so difficult?"
"Because I'm jealous okay!" He exclaimed exasperated. "I love my strategists but they're all way older and have lives and other things going on. Carlos gets you and it's not fair. You guys hang out all the time and you actually want to spend time with him. It's been you that I've wanted this whole time."
Your mind was reeling at his confession and you sat up. He looked at you expectantly.
"So because you were jealous of me being Carlos' strategist, you decided the best course of action was to harass me?" You asked and he flinched at the coldness in your voice.
"In hindsight, it was a bad idea," he admitted. "I was just hoping you'd switch to another team but now that it's actually happening I freaked."
"You are truly unbelievable," you said, amazed at the audacity of this man. You laid back against your pillow and just stared at the ceiling.
"So what now?" Charles asked nervously.
"Dude, I don't even know," you said. "I hate you, but you hate me because you like me, and now I don't know what to think."
"I know," Charles said, his voice steady now. "But I donât want to lose this... whatever it is between us. Can we at least try to figure it out? Maybe start over?"
You looked at him for a long moment, weighing his words, before finally nodding slightly. "Maybe," you said. "But this doesnât just go away because youâve admitted it. You hurt me, Charles."
He nodded solemnly. "I know. And Iâll make it right if you give me the chance. I want you to be mine."
You didnât respond immediately, still processing everything. Eventually, you rolled onto your side, closing your eyes. "Letâs just get some sleep. Weâll figure out tomorrow when it comes."
Charles lay back down beside you, giving you space but still close enough to feel his presence.
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đȘJeff The Killer HeadcanonsđȘ [PART 1]
I think is about time I posted my headcanons for him! BOY I did not plan this post to be sooooooo long, I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY OMGGG!!! I LUV HIM SO MUCH (  à©êŠàșŽêłêŠàș”)à©Â á°. I might have to make this into a multiple part series on my blog. These are all hcâs for adult Jeff, I have completely different ones for when he was a teen and Iâll make one for teen Jeff later on. None of these hcâs involve his relationship with Dollie or other pastas, this is all about him. All of this is SFW. Enjoy <3
AU: Paracosm of the Vagabonds
âŒïžTW: mentions of self harmâŒïž
â„ïžA/N: btw this is my first time making/posting hcâs so plz donât jump me if theyâre bad- (/ _ ; )
â„ïžAppearance & Attributesâ„ïž
Heâs 25 y/o
6â4
Straight
White American
Full name is Jeffery Woods. Iâve always liked his name the way it was so Iâm not changing it.
Muscular and lean. Heâs got more of a sleeper build tho.
Despite being lit of fire he managed to heal his hair, itâs healthy now.
He loves keeping his hair long. Heâll never CONSIDER cutting it short. His hair is one of his favorite parts of himself.
He for certain wants his hair to be down to his waist one day
Hair type is 1c
Jeffâs hair is naturally brown. When the âincidentâ happened the fire made his hair temporarily black. (Ik thatâs not how real logic works but cmon let me have fun >:c)
After a few months his hair went back to brown
Now he dyes his hair black bc he prefers it that way.
His tattoos donât mean anything, he just got them because he thought they were cool.
He smells like incense and ash most of the time.
If he decided to finally wash his clothes then he smells like clean laundry.
He doesnât wear cologne, heâs never cared for it.
He showers like twice a week. For the rest of the week he just wipes himself down this a cloth.
At least he uses a soap cloth (oh thank GOD)
When âthe incidentâ happened his face scars would constantly bleed and wouldnât close.
It was really sensitive and if he smiled or laughed to hard it would gush out again.
It took multiple years for the wound to permanently close.
Itâs completely healed now itâs just deformed skin
The scars on his body are from fights, him doing stupid shit or self harm.
Heâs not hairy, some underarm hair but thatâs all
His veins are most visible in his forearms and hands
I donât have a voice claim for him (YET!) but his voice is pretty deep and it has a raspy sound to it
He has dark circles under his eye from staying up for days at end
He got some sharp ass canine teeth. In my AU he got bit by a vampire. He didnât get turned into one bc the transformation was stopped right after his vamp fang came in.
Warm to the touch. Doesnât matter what season it is, his body manages to retain a significant amount of body heat.
His skin is very pale due to lack of sunlight and frequent blood loss.
â„ïžPersonalityâ„ïž
When meeting him for the first time he comes off as an asshole.
He insults everyone and itâs hard to hell if heâs joking or not.
And if heâs really pissed heâll get REAL creative with the insults.
Swears like a sailor
Heâs distant and off putting to people that arenât in his circle.
He loves showing off and will do it no matter what. Even if the circumstances are dangerous.
Jeff loves stroking his ego, itâs so obnoxious but he could care less.
Lowkey thinks he better than everyone
LAWD heâs handsome and he knows it
Doesnât care about ur personal space
Will creep up on u to whisper shit in ur ear to scare you. And other stuff like that.
Gives people the nastiest stares of all time. And I dare u too say something to him about it, heâll square TF UP.
Says some really offensive shit but he doesnât care if you get upset because of it.
And heâll say it loud and proud no matter how much of a dumbass he looks like saying it.
Jeffâs one of the most defiant proxies in the mansion
He listens to NO ONE and hates more than anything to be bossed around.
Though he partially listens to Slenderman, yk, bc he has to so he can live in the mansion. Masky too bc heâs Slendermanâs right hand man.
Canât laugh like a normal person to save his life
Like heâs literally out of breath, red face, everything
âHow do I befriend him?!?â I hear you say
Like I said before he loves his ego being satisfied so u could just blow smoke up his ass.
But to him youâll be more like a âfanâ than a friend.
And he will just use you for his benefit. Heâll step all over u since youâve shown ur willing to be submissive to him ïŒż|ïżŁ|â
Show him youâre not to be fucked with but not to be intimidated by.
For Jeff itâs more about if you guys get along and have a good time together than having the same interests.
Jeff only plays favorites if he has a crush on you
Oh boy is he one petty motherfucker⊠He holds grudges over anything with anyone and is very vengeful.
Heâs quick to temper too. Heâll go into a rage induced episodes and they can last for days at a time.
Thatâs due to his IED (Intermittent Explosive Disorder) and just him being a fucked up person.
He also has BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
Heâs not trying to manage his IED by being more laidback and comedic but thatâs not really helping.
Not a big fan of animals. So if you were to ask him what is fav animal was he wouldnât say any.
â„ïžInterestsâ„ïž
Wannabe lead guitarist
Heâs not good enough to be the lead but his ego says otherwise.
He owns a sick ass guitar tho
Started out being emo in his early teens, now heâs more of a metal head.
(I donât know much about nu-metal or any metal at ALL so I canât rlly say who his favs are. SORRY IM AN EMO FUCK AT HEART OKAY???)
Listens to goth music occasionally too
Loves going to concerts no matter whoâs performing
If you happen to bring up a band heâs seen live before he will 100% without fail say âI saw them live at _!â And will proceed to info dump about what went down.
Even worse if they were in their prime when he went.
Fashion wise he dresses alternative but itâs nothing fancy.
A band tee + hoodie or jacket, jeans, shoes (cons, or boots), for accessories belt and some spikes bracelets. Thatâs about it :v
And yes he does consider his piercings as accessories.
Paints his nails black on special occasions
Likes to collect weird stuff
His biggest collection is of knifes
Some of them are ornamental and some he actually uses to kill
He gets the money to fuel his collection off the dead bodies of his victims
Also has a strange fascination with history
Specifically historical torture methods & atrocities
Sometimes he uses the same torture methods he learned about on his victims.
HUGE HORROR NERD
He collects dvds of slasher & horror movies
And of course you canât forget about the vintage TV to play them on!
Heâs not a fan of snuff films or gore videos
It just takes out the art out of film making. Why should he watch uninspired shock gore for 0% satisfaction when he can go cause it for 100% satisfaction?
â„ïžKillingâ„ïž
To Jeff killing is something he does for 3 things. Survival, satisfaction, and emotional regulation.
Once heâs got you in his grasp you wonât make it out alive.
Jeff commits the worst murders when heâs having a IED or BPD episode.
Heâs not a kidnapper type serial killer
He likes to get the job done by the end of the day at the longest
He loves the taste of blood and often licks it off his knife
He thinks he can train himself to be able to taste the differences between blood types.
He just likes inflicting pain on complete strangers, itâs thrilling to him.
And itâs usually not a stab and go kill, when he first started out thatâs how it was bc it was more for survival.
Now Jeff has the taste for blood. And heâs got some horrifyingly creative ways to extract it.
Nowadays youâll be lucky if itâs a stab and go. His goal is to make sure u feel the agony, every. second. of. it.
He would never consider hurting someone close to him, that would severely fuck with him.
Since the murder of his family he has no one. So he cherishes the few people close to him a lot more than he used to.
Heâs never had any regrets about any of the many murders he has committed.
The one and only time heâs ever felt bad about inflicting violence on someone is his older brother Liu.
â„ïžVicesâ„ïž
Jeff is a regular smoker (hence why he smells like ash)
Heâs able to blow different shapes out of smoke
Prefers cigarettes over anything else
Hates vapes tho, he think they make you look like a massive pussy.
Heâll flat out refuse to fw you if you whip out your fruity-tuti flavored e-stick when yall go on a smoke break.
Jeffâs not a big drinker
Drinking just ups his already high sex drive to the max and he acts like a complete idiot when heâs drunk. Then after all that his hangover is fucking hell.
At the most heâll get a bit tipsy cause the boost in arousal makes sex tenfold better.
Jeffâs never done any hard drugs and doesnât care to.
Who needs a drug addiction when you have a murder addiction?
Okay so about the self harm earlierâŠ
â„ïžA/N: Btw in my au Jeff had a much shitter life than the og Jeffery Woods so all of this with context makes sense.
Jeff doesnât s/h anymore but did it heavily in his teens before he went crazy.
His life was genuinely a miserable hellscape that was picking at his sanity and at every turn it only got worse.
His mother and father didnât care about him at all. The only person that actually cared and loved Jeff was Liu. But Liu rarely showed any affection towards Jeff so it didnât really matter how Liu felt about him.
No one knew what Jeff was doing to himself up until he ended up in the hospital with the gashes on his cheeks.
You have reached the end. TYSM FOR READING!!!
I hope you enjoyed reading my headcanons, and I will be doing more hcâs in the future for other creepypastas.
Stay frostyâïž BAIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!
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daisuke x reader | what are you doing new year's eve?
content: sfw, fluff, confession, daisuke calls reader "man" and "dude" but gn reader otherwise, mostly dialogue whoops
word count: 895
writer's note: jimmy only speaks once, but in my head this is an au where he does nothing wrong so reading it like that might make it more bearable. sorry for giving jumbotron dialogue </3
Holidays never meant much on the Tulpar - especially not New Yearâs. Days blur together when you follow the same routine in the same place for months on end. Time hardly passes -Â and another rotation around the sun doesnât feel the same floating through space anyway.Â
Still, your humble crew made the best of it. And now all of you were gathered around the coffee table with a cake in the center, waiting for the clock to hit midnight.
âAny resolutions, guys?â your captain asks. âLetâs hear it.â
âTo find a new fucking job.â Jimmy states, crossing his arms and slouching back into his chair.
âGuyâs got the right idea. As much as I hate to say it.â Swansea agrees. His party hat has shifted out of place, though he makes no effort to readjust it.
âOh come on, guys, donât be such downers,â Anya interjects, trying to lift the mood. âWeâre with each other, right? Itâs not all bad.â
âYeah, the New Yearâs all about opportunities and fresh starts and junk!â Daisuke adds. âMy resolution this year is to finally find myself a hot date.â he laughs, pleased with himself.
âStill,â you sigh, âItâd be nice to be home right now.â You rest your chin in your hand, hunched over a little with your elbow on your lap.
Daisuke smiles and pats you on the back reassuringly. âDonât sweat it, man! Weâll be home before you know it.â He rests his hand on your shoulder, oddly comfortably.
The living room screen flashes to life with a faux-happy countdown to midnight. Itâs far too bright, especially compared to the gentler nighttime graphic (âI miss it, but âtis the season, right?â). As the clock approaches 12:00, only some of you bother counting along aloud, though those who do are rather enthusiastic. And when the clock strikes 12:00, only some of you bother cheering. The shipâs speakers ring out with a joyous tune, and Polleâs artificial voice wishing his most valued team a happy new year. Your crew goes around exchanging handshakes and hugs and all the gestures that come with the New Yearâs fresh start.
The last to approach you is Daisuke, who spreads his arms out wide, smiles even wider, and squeezes you tight in a hug.
âThanks for everything, dude. Youâre awesome! Couldnât do it without you.âÂ
Nobody takes a Pony Express internship for the companyâs good reputation. Like your fellow intern, you were down on your luck, unsure of your future, and looking for something to get you on your feet. Luckily for you (or perhaps both of you), he made things a little easier. Youâve learned and laughed together since the start of your time on the ship. No matter how tough things got, Daisuke was always there, ready to crack a joke or offer a listening ear.Â
âCouldnât do it without you, either.â you tell him in earnest. âYou make it good.â
He lets go of you, his smile dropping slowly. Daisuke looks off somewhere to the side with the slightest flush to his face.
You tilt your head. âIs something wrong?â
âNo! No, everythingâs alright, I just, uh-â he trails off for a moment, choosing his next words carefully. âCan I talk to you for a second? Like, just us?â The flush on his cheeks deepens.
You look around to find that the rest of the crew has busied themselves with slicing and distributing the cake. âYouâre sure everythingâs okay?âÂ
âPromise!â he says, pushing some confidence.
The two of you slip out of the living area and into the hall, walking a little ways away from the festivities and commotion.Â
âWhat did you wanna tell me?â you ask.
âYouâre really cool, yâknow?â he says after a beat of silence. âLike youâre always helping me and explaining things when I donât get them and saving my ass from getting yelled at. I meant it when I said youâre awesome.â
Your eyes and lips raise into a small smile. âThatâs really sweet, Daisuke. Youâve been great too, always keeping our spirits up. Youâre wonderful.âÂ
He beams, happily accepting your praise. You look him in the eye, anticipating whatever he might say next.
âBut there is something I wanted to tell you.â Daisuke raises his hands out of his pockets hesitantly, his palms up. âCan you hold my hands first? I think it would help right now.â
Your eyes widen slightly in pleasant surprise, and you place your hands in his with a comforting grasp. âWhatâs up?â
âIâve liked you, like, like-liked you for a while. Like, ever-since-we-started-working-together a while. So I was wondering maybe possibly if you wanted to, you could be my date? Like I was saying earlier?â He blurts out the words, nervous for your response.
Itâs unglamorous - but itâs sincere and heartfelt and so perfectly him that you canât help but break out into giddy laughter.
âDonât laugh at me, that was hard!â Daisuke scolds in mock-frustration.Â
Your amusement dies down and you sigh contentedly, his eyes meeting yours.
âYes, Iâd love to be your date.â
Daisuke wasnât sure when heâd hear the end of it. Maybe asking every other person on board for advice wasnât worth the relentless teasing that would follow. But, he was sure it was worth it for his first proper New Yearâs kiss, and for the life you would lead together back home.
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Let's talk about the kidnap scene
Yes, the one in season 1 where Jinx kidnapped Caitlyn
First of all, the main reason Jinx hates Caitlyn is because she is jealous of Vi. The fear of losing her sister again, the fear of being left behind...In Jinx mind at the point, she and Caitlyn couldn't co-exist in Vi's life. Sure, the fact that Cait was an enforcer plays its part, but mainly I believe it was just jealousy..
So, I've seen people arguing about Jinx having more reasons to hate Caitlyn than Caitlyn has to hate Jinx and I disagree.
Jinx has no reason other than jealousy to hate Caitlyn, her beef is with Piltover and everything she thinks Cait represents and not Caitlyn the person. Similar to the Equalist and Amon beef against the Avatar, where he hated the symbol but couldn't care less abt the girl behind it. In this case, both Amon and Jinx dehumanize their enemy, seeing them just something that needs to be destroyed.
However, Caitlyn has all the reasons to hate Jinx. Jinx was responsible for a terrorist act that killed several enforcers and almost killed her, Jinx stole from Jayce (someone Cait sure loves like a brother) something that could be turned into a weapon, Jinx invaded Caitlyn's home and kidnapped her when she was the most vulnerable, Cait also spend hours at Jinx mercy where Jinx did/say God knows what to her, she was bound and gagged, she was victim of Jinx light emotional torture, she was knocked out by Jinx and Jinx killed her mom. So yes...I think she has tons of reasons to hate her.
But let's focus on the kidnap scene because the trauma Caitlyn suffers here is overlooked and probably something she didn't process right, since she was busy mourning the death of her mom.
1. Jinx invades her safe place. Caitlyn was literally coming out of the bath, totally vulnerable. Imagine someone sneaking into your room like that? It's terrifying. It makes the safe place not be safe anymore
2. Caitlyn was naked. Imagine you, naked, in the hands of some unhinged criminal? I know some people hc or question if Jinx did something against Caitlyn at the moment, but I doubt it, Jinx is unhinged but she wouldn't do such a thing. The maximum thing she would do is mock. Idk, say something like "so that's what you use to seduce Vi" just to make Cait feel uncomfortable but nothing more aggressive than this.
Even still, being naked, possibly mocked and being forced to dress at gun point is already traumatic enough.
3. We don't know what happened when Cait was being held hostage by Jinx. If Jinx used some help to bring Cait to Zaun, which I think she did, she prob off them once they got where she wanted. And if this happened Cait prob saw these murder.
Anyway this is all hc but what we know, bc ain't hard to deduct, is that Jinx played mind games with Cait. Drawing a smile in her gag, maybe invading her personal space by acting the same way she acted around Silco and Sevika - being all touchy and over the place. And maybe saying things like "you will die today" "she will choose me"
Which again, is traumatic enough.
And if she just knocked her out and dressed the unconscious Cait, imagine being Caitlyn: One moment you're out of bath, saw Jinx and boom, you're out and when you wake up you're dressed and helpless, tied to a chair.
I would be terrified by the idea of what happened when I was out. Jinx could have done nothing but cover her body, but Cait doesn't know this. She doesn't know what Jinx did and if someone else saw her like that.
4. The "Family Dinner" scene.
Caitlyn was there with Silco before Vi's came. So I think the fact that she was sitting next to the most dangerous man in the under city, was something that brought shivers into her spine, even tho he was in the same position as her. If somehow he gets free or Jinx changes his mind about what she would do to him, she would be gone.
Vi came, brought by Jinx and the emotional torture begin. Sure, Cait and Vi were already in love but Jinx was Vi's sister, the one she already knew Vi loved deeply and would do anything to have it back so she was probably scared that Vi would play into Jinx game and choose her sister. Something that didn't happen and is the reason why Caitlyn didn't shoot Jinx when she gets the chance.
Vi saved her life by putting her own on the line, Vi proved she loved Caitlyn right there (even without knowing it). And Caitlyn proved she loved Vi when she didn't shoot the Jinx (again, even without knowing it)
And all that, all those strong feelings and traumatic events were crushed because of the even more traumatic event that was Caitlyn's mom dying because of Jinx's attack.
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Hiiii! So I do not know if you are making requests but if you are doing can do: Charles x Reader where she is a medical student and will do an internship in formula one, Charles does not like her much until he gets hurt and have to take care of her which makes the two approach
kiss with a fist | charles leclerc
warnings: needles and blood mentions and charles being an asshole <3
Y/n was nervous. She was starting her new internship with none other than F1. She watched a couple of races, but she wasnât a die hard fan. But she wasnât here to watch men drive in circles, she was here to work.
When she first arrived to the paddock, she was already making enemies. She didnât mean to, but a certain Ferrari driver had woken up on the wrong side of the bed that morning. Y/n bumped into Charles, nearly dropping his hot coffee on himself.
âIâm sorry! The photographer was backing up and I-â
âDo you not watch where youâre going? Thereâs all this space around you.â Charles groaned as he dropped his coffee into a trash can. âWhat? You want an autograph?â
Y/n rolled her eyes. âNot everyone wants your autograph. And I said I was sorry. By the way, Iâm more of a Red Bull fan.â She really didnât know anything about Red Bull to be honest. You could have someone explain every single detail of f1 and she still wouldnât understand. All she knew was that Red Bull probably had more haters than supporters.
She quickly left Charles and walked to her bossâ office where she was supposed to meet him. Y/n was already wishing the day was over so she could go back home and bury herself in her blankets after her interaction with Charles, but she had a long day ahead of her.
âCharles Leclerc crashes into the barrier!â
Y/n watched from a monitor as Charlesâ Ferrari crashed. The replay kept on going, sort of a reminder to the Ferrari fans that this season wasnât going their way. Charles stumbled out of his car, almost tripping over his feet.
âHeâs okay, right?â Y/n asked her boss. Sure, he was an asshole to her that morning, but she would never wish for someone to get injured.
âYeah, I got confirmation that Leclerc is fine. Have you met him yet?â
âSort of. Had to leave before I could even get an autograph.â She said sarcastically, but her boss didnât pick it up.
âIâm sure youâll get one.â
Yeah, no.
After the race, Y/n was going through the piles of paperwork she was told to do. She was writing down on her clipboard when she heard a knock on the door. She figured it was her boss or someone else other than Charles Leclerc.
âYes?â She looked up to see the driver. âOh. Finally brought me an autograph?â She went back to writing in her clipboard.
âNo, someone made me realize that not everyone wants my autograph. I was just wondering if you have time to check if Iâm dying.â He said casually.
Y/n dropped her pen and looked at him, wondering if he was serious or not. âCheck if youâre dying?â
âYeah, I crashed today. My head is hurting, I think I might pass out. Iâm not dying, right?â Charles explained.
âFine, Iâll check. Sit down.â Y/n pointed to the examination table next to the desk she was currently using. Charles followed her instructions and sat on the examination table.
âAre you going to give me a shot? Because I hate needles. And sometimes I get weirded out if I see my own blood.â Charles admitted.
âWhy would I give you a shot when your head is hurting? I can if you want me to.â Y/n said, standing In front of Charles.
âNope, I am good.â
âGreat. So just let me check if youâre dying real quick.â
Before Y/n could even do anything, Charles spoke up. âMy head actually doesnt hurt at all. I lied, I wanted to come here to apologize for this morning.â
âDid your mom find out and made you come apologize?â
âNo, my mother doesnât know but if she did she would pull my ear and tell me to treat women with respect. And I do treat women with respect, but Iâve been having a badâŠâ Charles sighed and looked down.
âDay?â Y/n guessed.
âSeason actually. Point is, I shouldnât have been mean to you and Iâm sorry and i understand if you donât accept my apology. If I were you, I wouldnât.â Charles nodded and got off the examination table. Before he could leave, Y/n called his name making him turn around to face her.
âYou forgot your lollipop. I have this thing where I give my patients a lollipop no matter what age they are so here,â Y/n handed Charles a red lollipop. âYouâre still an asshole, just the sweet kind.â
âWas that intentional? The sweet comment then you giving me a lollipop?â He chuckled as he took the candy.
âJust take the damn lollipop, Leclerc, or I will give you a shot.â
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đđđșđșđźđżđ: maybe this time, the natural distance between them concerning their now different job requirements would help max get over his small, miniscule, tiny, fractional, microscopic, miniature, little, itty-bitty crush on daniel. it didnât work the first time, when younger-max had avoided his ex-teammate like the plague after his move to a different teamâif anything that absence made his heart ache for daniel more, even though he tried his hardest to hate him. so now, maybe that max isnât the one causing the growing gap between him and daniel, this space might dissolve maxâs fondness. đ°đŒđ»đđČđ»đ đđźđżđ»đ¶đ»đŽ: 18+ only. idiots in love. mild angst. fluff. happy ending. attempt at humor. plot with a side of porn. the timeline is mostly accurate. max verstappen is an oblivious idiot. daniel ricciardo is an obvious idiot. 5+1 things (in a way). the three musketeers: charles, pierre, and lando. light praise kink. light dom/sub undertones. mild orgasm delay/denial. đđŒđżđ± đ°đŒđđ»đ: 9.5k đœđźđ¶đżđ¶đ»đŽ: max verstappen x daniel ricciardo
đœđżđČđłđźđ°đČ: so....how's life been treating y'all while i disappeared for two months :) ? no, um, sorry for ghosting you guys; i know, i'm surprised that i didn't forget my login info. life started being life for a good amount of time and i got really sucked into school and work. aside from the boring everyday stuff, i've got an internship this summer (yay!), i'm pretty sure i have a bit of a mutual-crush with this boy in my morning lecture, and i've started playing final fantasy sixteen.
anyways, this is my longest work ever! and i'm dedicating it to one of my sweetest betas, bianca. you requested this long before my disappearing act in december, and i told you i was nearly finished with a 6k-word fic for your request. to make up for my unexplained absence, i rewrote the entire thing into a near ten-thousand word feel-good masterpiece.
i hope this fic is of good enough quality for all of you wonderful f1-stans to forgive me because, i'm back, and hopefuily here to stay lol. enjoy reading, loves < 3.
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milton keynes, red bull racing headquarters, pre-season 2023
daniel looks happy. max doesnât know why that surprises himâmaybe heâs projecting his emotions (his therapist says he does that quite often) onto the man. the surprise makes sense though, max thinks, as he watches the australian chatter away with the engineers, the largest toothy smile spread across his face like he never left red bull behind in 2018. if it were max who had gone through the mclaren bullshit along with not having a guaranteed seat for the upcoming 2023 season, and he had to settle for a third driver position: he would scourge the world with his fury.
but: itâs not max, itâs daniel. itâs daniel, who was warmly welcomed back into navy blue (papaya did not suit him), itâs daniel, who doesnât snap at the marketing team when they ask how heâs âcopingâ with not being on the grid. itâs daniel, who becomes friends with checo easily. itâs daniel, whoâs scheduled to fulfill the pr activities that the two red bull drivers refuse to complete. itâs daniel, who has clocked in insane hours in the sim and factory while max has been enjoying his off-season.Â
itâs daniel, who hasnât shown any signs of disappointment about not having a seat this year.
if he wonât show or admit it, max will. having a race weekend without daniel doesnât feel right. max knows this, even though the season hasnât started yet: heâs going to be miserable. itâs like when daniel left him the team. of course, max had pushed daniel away after he signed with renault. what was he supposed to do? react calmly with the emotional intelligence he didnât have? max thought the man hated him when he didnât tell him that he was leaving before the news was released.Â
regardless, instead of the australian leaving, this time around heâs coming back, which max had originally believed was the best thing to ever happen. heâs not so sure of that anymore. daniel belongs in the car chasing him with the smell of burning rubber and petrol surrounding them. max doesnât appreciate how the smell of race tracks has already disappeared from him. he could tell it was missing when daniel made a show of giving max the biggest hug as soon as he stepped foot in the factory.
maybe this time, the natural distance between them concerning their now different job requirements would help max get over his small, miniscule, tiny, fractional, microscopic, miniature, little, itty-bitty crush on daniel. it didnât work the first time, when younger-max had avoided his ex-teammate like the plague after his move to a different teamâif anything that absence made his heart ache for daniel more, even though he tried his hardest to hate him. so now, maybe that max isnât the one causing the growing gap between him and daniel, this space might dissolve maxâs fondness.
âmax, kid,â christian waves a hand in front of maxâs face with an unimpressed look, âdid you hear a single thing i said or were you too distracted by the sight of daniel in red bull gear again?â
the tips of maxâs ears redden, and he snaps his head away from where it was turned to watch danielâs constant smile, to face his team principal. max doesnât know what he was thinking; his crush is going nowhere.
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this is my lil submission for @beefrobeefcal's #festive failure 2024 event! i got "Frankie Morales gets injured building a gingerbread house." sORRY he doesn't exactly get hurt while building the gingerbread house but in the preparations i guess lol pls don't hate me <3
warnings: reader and frankie are married, smol injury cause i can't make myself hurt him more (p-boy gets burned), domesticity, swearing, mutual attraction, grinding and just plain and simply lust for one another <3
Frankie got home at around 5 o'clock and stepped into the house. He was immediately greeted by the warm and heavy scent of gingerbread baking.
December 1st.
Your first christmas together.
You said you loved the holidays but it did not occur to him that you would go this hard.
A simple but festive wreath decorated the outside of the front door. It had not been there when he left in the morning. Neither had the red and green elves that were sitting on top of the coatrack, ridiculously long legs drooping over the shelf.
Frankie scoffed, tossing the keys into the bowl that had been filled with chocolates in colorful wrapping. He popped one into his mouth and turned down the hall, and sweet christ--you had decked the halls with thous of holly.
"Tis the fuckin' season, huh?" Frankie murmured.
"Baby!" you squealed cheerfully when you noticed him. "I didn't hear you come home."
You dusted your hands off on the green apron, flour handprints now adorning the textile, and went around the island to greet him with a kiss. You tasted of cardamomme.
"Yeah, wasn't sure I had the right house," he chuckled, snaking his arms around your waist to keep you close to him a tad longer. "You been busy."
You grinned. "Just a bit. I made chocolate chip, snickerdoodle, sugar, almond, cranberry and white chocolate, gingerbread and lime, and the cardamomme bombs."
Frankie huffed dramatically, putting on a disappointed grimace and tsked: "What, 'n no fruitcake?"
You snorted and shoved playfully at his chest, but he only pulled you closer. "No 'cause I dont hate myself. Also, I appreciate my husband with his teeth."
He could not help the boyish smirk pulling at the corners of his mouth, looking down dreamily at your lips. You lazed your fingers behind his neck, thumb and index tracing the rock on the golden band on your left hand. You could not help the butterflies tickling your insides nor the heat rising to your cheeks: the ring had only been there for a few months, the promise of an eternity. "That so? Well, I'd say you're in luck 'cause yours still got some."
"Oh, I'm quite lucky, I'm aware," you chuckled and pressed your lips to his. "How was your day?"
"Uneventful. Though all the deskwork might be bringing me some carpal tunnel syndrome this christmas."
"Mmm--sexy. I'll take care of you tonight then," you smirked, sneaking your hands down his back pockets, cupping his ass and he laughed. God, you loved being the reason for that sound.
Frankie pulled you back to him, hungrily tasting tasting the cardamomme on your tongue, moaning in relief as he felt the weight of the day lift off of his shoulders.
Just as the moment gained heat, the gingerbread had had enough, and the alarm on your phone went off. Frankie groaned, already feeling the stiffness rub against his pants.
"Get that for me? You're just in time to help me build the house."
"The house?" Frankie scoffed, walking to the oven while you cleared up space on the kitchen island. Frankie chuckled in understanding when he saw the perfectly cut frame to a gingerbread house through the oven door. Grabbing the ovenmits, he pulled it open and got out the tray, placing it where you had made space.
Regarding your work, the perfect edges and mouth-watering smell, you smiled in triumph. Frankie admired you rather than the confectionary and was quick to press his hard cock against your ass, nuzzling his nose into the crook of your neck.
You could not help but chuckle at his persistency, quietly reveling in his seemingly never-ending lust for you. You sighed heavily, relishing the moment, and turned back to face him. His eyes found yours, warm and inviting, and his hands squeezed your hips as a playful smirk smeared across his lips.
"You're not trying to seduce me, are you?" you quizzed teasingly, perching your eyebrow.
"What? They need to cool down, don't they?" Frankie defended with an incredulous expression, pulling his shoudlers as if saying 'what do I know' while pressing his hardness into you.
"So do you, hotstuff," you laughed but tucked your arms around his shoulders nonetheless, pushing your lips against his and ground forward. He moaned into your mouth, and you swallowed it down, licking into his in return.
Frankie quickly lost himself in you, the events of the day melting into the background as he fell into the wamrth you so generously offered. One hand held you by the back of your neck, keeping you close as if afraid you might slip from his grasp while the other went to the island--where he had just placed the hot tray with the gingerbread house.
In a matter of seconds, Frankie bit your lip, hard, his eyes squeezed painfully shut and gasping, then hissing, then yelling "fuck" while clutching his hand.
"Frankie! What--" you stuttered, puzzled in a panic, lurching forward to comfort him. You quickly put the pieces together and grabbed hold of his hand, assessing the damage. You cursed under your breath. "C'mere."
You hurried him to the sink, forced his hand under the tap, and switched it on. He hissed as the cold water poured onto the red mark, instinctively trying to pull it back, but you did not release your grip on his wrist. You breathed out and focused your eyes on him, feeling the tension in his arm seize after a while. "Fucking hell, Frankie."
Locking eyes, his tongue darted across his lips before chuckling at his lack of finesse, his cock still weeping in his pants despite the mark that formed in his palm. "Kissin' you always got me acting dumb," he purred, shuffling closer to you once again.
You could not help the grin escaping your lips, shaking your head while assessing his injury. "This is gonna leave a scar, baby," you deduced, sorry eyes admiring his pouting lips.
Frankie shrugged softly, his other hand coming around your hip, pulling you into his side as he nuzzled his lips against the shell of your ear. "That's okay. Heard my wife would be taking care of me tonight."
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I know I wrote a whole essay on why Eddie fell first and how you can track down some level of awareness all the way back to the tsunami if you try and all that, but I'm having let's recontextualize season 3 and 4 thoughts so... Here's the thing, Eddie's relationship with Shannon was defined by Christopher (and hypothetical child #2), right? He proposed because she got pregnant, he wanted to propose again when he thought she was pregnant again, he brought her back into his life because Chris needed something from her even though they had been living in the same city for a while and he had never tried to contact her for himself, he uses bringing Shannon back into Chris' life as a statement about their marriage until Shannon pushed him into the corner again asking what they're doing. So the one relationship ever had at that point in his life was defined by Christopher. And the way we witness Eddie struggle to trust Shannon adds to things. They're married, she's Christopher's mother but he's not all the way in unless when he's pushed into the corner. So when you look at all that, and the choice Eddie makes of looking Buck in the eye and say "there's nobody in this world I trust with my son more than you" means a lot given the circumstances. Christopher almost died while on Buck's watch. No one in their right mind would blame Eddie for being cautious. But not trusting Buck doesn't occur to him. So he makes a very definitive statement about the space Buck has in his life using Christopher. I hate making the explicit comparison because a lot of the way Eddie doesn't trust Shannon comes from the fact she didn't choose to come back while Buck keeps barreling his way in, but he tells a Shannon begging for forgiveness that he's not sure he can trust her and then he turns around and pushes his way in to make sure Buck knows he still trusts him. Eddie might not understand all the implications of the way he still trusts Buck that much, but the implications are there. Then we have the lawsuit of it all. The lawsuit is categorically NOT about Eddie. But Eddie makes it about himself because he can't understand the way Buck wouldn't consider him while deciding he didn't have the 118 anymore when he thought he was being clear about what Buck means to him. Buck made it legally impossible for Eddie to talk to him and Eddie does not know what to do with not being able to talk to the one person he relies on even more with the way Chris is also struggling. So dude makes a statement about his relationship with Buck using Christopher yet again. "Do you have any idea how much Christopher misses you? How could you? You're not around." We don't know that for sure but I think it is safe to assume that Eddie did not find out about the lawsuit directly from Buck so all of a sudden, he was not allowed to talk to Buck and he took that very personally, but he uses Christopher as a shield for how the thing makes him feel, but he's still very much talking about himself because the second Buck offers a solution so he can see Chris, he turns around with "it prevents me from reaching out to you, I couldn't even call you to bail me out of jail," so even though Eddie is hiding behind Chris, everything is very obviously about their partnership. But it's Buck who forces him to talk about them. And Eddie let it go because he wanted Buck to consider him and Buck basically promises he will from then on and he keeps that. The thing is, Eddie is in therapy at this point and while Eddie is good at repression, it's not like the dude is unable to name the shit he's repressing. That man has to have thought about why Buck leaving him made him that angry. He has to have thought about why one of the fights he starts is with Buck. He might've not connected the dots, but he has to have realized there are dots to connect. Even more, considering the way Eddie shuts down Buck's attempt to get him to open up about why he was so angry. He's all things got out of hand, let's not think about it because he does not want to open that can of worms.
Then we have the Christmas and the way Buck adjacently fixes a problem by helping organize the party and making so Chris can be with Eddie and the skateboard incident where again, Buck is part of the solution. Those are situations that show that Buck and Eddie have similar parenting styles. And all of that leads us to the well. Eddie's I need to keep fighting montage is very interesting because of the amount of Buck in it, so Buck is in his mind. But also because the well prompts Eddie to change his will. Something became clearer while he was down there because it's not like Chris wouldn't be well taken care of by his parents and he has sisters, he has a lot of blood relatives who would make sure Chris was cared for. He's known Buck for what? A year and a half? And this is maybe 6 months after the lawsuit? And the guy is like "yeah, I'm gonna make this dude responsible for my kid and I am absolutely certain he'll do everything he can for me like I would" after almost dying. Mr defines relationships using his kid gives his kid to someone after the type of experience that makes a human take a deeper look into their lives and I need to believe Eddie doesn't know? He might've not named it in his head. He might've not looked at it head-on and accepted what it truly means. But he has to know something. There's no way that man thinks that what he has with Buck is just a regular friendship. Especially because he hides it. He could've asked Buck, taken Buck with him to talk with his attorney, Buck would've said yes. But he hid it because he didn't want to answer the "why me" question because even during the will reveal my man is in deflection mode and does not fully answer why he did it, he just answers the "why are you telling me" question. He needs Buck to understand he matters and he pulls the will out of his pocket. He goes "here's a reminder you're loved" with something that's one hell of a statement for Eddie. It's the thing Shannon asks for as a statement about their marriage that he couldn't give until he was pushed to it. The idea that he doesn't have some level of awareness he's in love with Buck is... He has to know and just have accepted he is gonna take that to the grave because Buck doesn't want him like that because the way he acts is very specific for me to believe it's fully unconscious. Dude repressed the shit out of it, but he knows what he's repressing, there's no way.
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i have posted a LOT about the issues i had with season 4 of TUA but i'm going to say everything i've been thinking right here right now. i cannot get this shit out of my head.
i think a lot of it ties back to the flaws i noticed in season 3, they tried to take on too much and abandoned the previous storylines that were waiting for them (viktor's traumatic relationship with leonard, five's trauma in general, lila's parents dying because of five, DAVE, etc etc) and we were all expecting them to tie it all together in season 4
instead they just.. added more..???? jennifer and abigail were thrown in late season 3 and were just suddenly supposed to be super important to us (they were not.) the subway that takes you to other timelines (objectively cool as fuck, why is this only introduced in the last season of The Timeline Show)
and i'm still really upset that reginald is an alien because it makes no fucking sense. i always assumed he created the mystery 43 babies (why else would he seek them out and already have a plan for them) but the alien route was.. ill-fitting. i think it would've worked better if he fell in love with abigail, who was an alien and created marigold, and then his hubris and curiosity was what unleashed it into the world and doomed the timeline. "sure this mystery chemical destroyed the planet my wife is from but i'm reginald hargreeves so that won't happen to me!" [happens to him] also i wish abigail was not just used as "see! abuser not so bad! abuser have wife! he love wife :]" because. what. and then her weird complaints about reginald in episode 6 that came out of nowhere confused me. they just should've written her entirely different if they were gonna have her at all
AAALSO i hated that they regressed all of the characters back to how they were in season 1 (or worse??). luther was living in the old umbrella academy building because apparently he will never leave it?? after everything?? diego's life was different but he was still doing this weird job shit (discount batman and mail carrier are the same thing) and he was miserable with his loving wife and kids (who ARE you.). allison's husband left her again (what the hell raymond) and she was still the neglectful single mother of claire?? after EVERYTHING I KNOW I ALREADY SAID THAT BUT GOD. klaus actually had something going for him, if only his recovery wasn't made into a joke, and then he relapsed and got kidnapped and was just very.. season 1 klaus.. but with no ghost ben anymore. five.. eugh. he was not season 1 five he was just NotFive. crazy how they had a magnus archives crossover and just brought in NotThem to take five am i right guys. ben's also different because it's not the same ben from season 1 but they just made him really fucking mean. like worse than season 3 because there wasn't that underlying "please i just want to be loved" thing. crypto bro ben was funny as fuck though. and VIKTOR just fucked off by himself after working so hard to be part of the family again. glad he got to transition and become canada's #1 manslut but jesus, just abandoned everything you did to be part of the family huh.
my vision for the ending of TUA would go something like this
ending of season 3, pretty much the same but they all have their powers and reginald's head getting sliced in half did not reveal him to be some alien freak. also at some point abigail would have been introduced. i don't feel like rewriting season 3 too okay i'm cutting corners.
luther finds sloane when he goes back to where the umbrella academy building used to be, but it's now a very lovely apartment that the two of them live in together. they host all of the family gatherings for sentimental and space reasons. i think luther would explore the stripper idea but decide not to follow it because of sloane. sloane would be fine with it but luther would still get worried.
diego and lila live in the same house somewhat nearby. lila's family (they do get to be alive but lila does have to overcome the trauma of losing them while simultaneously getting them back) are their neighbors, it was the compromise they came to because diego wanted their house to be their space but lila wanted her family close. they have three kids who are each loved and names get to be in the fucking show. (looking at you mystery twin. grace and coco (?) didn't really get much attention either). they have a big backyard that the kids all play in together when they're visiting
allison and ray are still together and they have claire (maybe another kid...) they also live somewhat nearby the rest of the umbrella family because i refuse to let them separate. i don't have much to say about them other than RAY DID NOT WALK OUT ON HER.
klaus and dave live in allison and ray's neighborhood. maybe they adopted a kid? maybe they didn't? i think their family would be really cute either way. klaus is still overcoming his addiction and dave supports him through it. it's not made into a joke and actually gives klaus a lot of depth and emotional moments. also just in general dave meeting the rest of the family would be really really sweet
five gets to retire. he lives with viktor in my mind. full circle on viktor being the person who always waited for him and offered him a place to stay after he got home in season 1. five would not actually be getting a retirement pay because he has never had a real job so he's just vik's roommate now. he could have a romance plotline with a woman working at the department store down the street named delores. she looks familiar.
ben lives alone and works at a tech company? honestly i don't know what i would do with him in the pre-plot but it would not be put him in jail?? me personally. i think he would probably move further away than everyone else but stay close enough so he could visit sloane sometimes. he still feels like an outsider but doesn't know how to tell the umbrellas he wants to be their brother now
and viktor lives with sissy harlan and five (previously mentioned). his transition gets to actually be explored (PLEASE.), harlan is in therapy, and sissy is a strong working woman!! again i don't really know what to do with him pre-plot. just know he's the happiest he's ever been!!!
and just in general, a lot of this happiness from all of them comes from their powers and that they can finally be one big happy family together (whether ben likes it or not). setting up the inherent tragedy that comes with perfection
episode 1 opens by showing everything i just explained, the tragedy of getting everything you want or whatever the title was. their powers are still integral to their lives. they're either tied to their careers (luther would probably be like a wrestler or something again, diego could try police work again because i want that to be explored) or other aspects of their existence (allison still finds herself doubting how much of her life is real, klaus' relapses are always caused by his trauma surrounding ghosts, five sometimes space jumps when he wants to be alone [also i think he could feel some sort of shame/guilt because he lives with viktor and can't really contribute much without the commission. not really his fault though because of his insanely fucked timeline], ben uses the squid to carry things or grab things that are far away, and viktor plays the violin to help him remind himself that he is in control of his power now, and he won't end the world again)
the main conflict starts when ben meets a new woman named jennifer and shakes her hand when introducing himself (starting the marigold/durango reaction that builds very slowly throughout the season.) it could be romantic but i think it's just devestating. they're slowly realizing they're losing everything they worked so hard for because of something they can't control
yadda yadda yadda figuring shit out while also having conflicts in their life from the earlier seasons and it culminates in the old umbrella academy building, viktor is the only person who can remove the durango and marigold from ben and jennifer and save the world. he finally gets to be the hero, be the one to stop the end of the world instead of cause it, but he needs to take the marigold from each of the siblings in order to balance the amount of durango jennifer had (no idk why he would let the other like 30 something marigold kids keep theirs i really don't know how to fix that. why would they do this to me)
each of the siblings have to give up part of their lives, part of their identities, and it's hard for them!!! they struggle a lot to agree to do it!!! and it's also harder for them because they don't know if viktor will survive doing this. but he's the only one who can? is his life more important than the existence of everything and everyone? ultimately, they all give up their marigold, and viktor takes all of it and the durango to save everyone. it cancels itself out and stops the cleanse reaction, and i think it would kill viktor (but it doesn't have to). we see that same clip of the 'perfect world' but they get to be in it. they were never the problem. lila and diego play in the park with their kids. allison ray and claire are walking together. klaus and dave are talking on a bench. luther and sloane are carrying a large basket of food. ben and five are helping them set up the picnic. harlan is sitting in the grass with sissy next to him. each of the adults have a small violin tattoo on their wrists. their lives will never be as perfect as they were before, but they can finally just rest and move on. because it was never their fault.
also reginald dies. fuck that guy
#holy SHIT i did not mean for this to be that long#i got really into it i guess#idk i just wish season 4 was not that#it was never their fault#they were just PEOPLE#flawed people but they did not deserve to die#a perfect world can exist with them in it#also this is not viktor hate in any way i love him so fucking much and this would make me cry violently#i just think it would be a full circle moment#the guy who ended the world twice is now the only one who can save it#and he has to give up more than anyone in order to do it#but he does it#not gonna say with no hesitation because that would undermine his relationship to sissy harlan and his family#this was really just me dumping everything i've had in my head on tumblr#complaints and the perfect ending i've decided is canon#the umbrella academy#the umbrella academy season 4#tua season 4#tua s4#tua spoilers#tua#umbrella academy#long post
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I find it interesting that Stede is the unintentional cause of all 3 deaths of characters that represent toxic masculinity. Symbolically and thematically itâs just *chefs kiss*.
First take the Badminton twins. Stede is the opposite of toxic masculinity, heâs soft and picks flowers and cries and creates a safe space for meaningful male (for the most part) friendships. When Nigel and Chauncey die itâs because they were berating and attacking Stede and this form of masculinity. They also die by their own weapons unintentionally killing themselves. Toxic masculinity will always destroy itself because itâs hollow. If Stede and the crew are family and joy and connection the British navy is the system. There is nothing there to actually help people. But itâs so pervasive, one falls and someone else steps up. Same face, different name (literally). OFMD says that attacking this new way of life is meaningless because it is built on something more and trying to combat it will only turn inward. The Badmintons die alone and no one notices or cares.
Which brings me to Izzy Hands. I have a soft spot for that little nightmare (affectionate), heâs the character that I still havenât pulled apart fully. Yes itâs Stedeâs plan that leads to Izzyâs death but I donât think Stedeâs involvement is the same like for the Badmintons. Itâs Ricky thatâs important in the thematic meaning of Izzyâs death. Izzy is the toxic masculinity of the pirate world. Itâs pretty clear that Izzy is the stand in for piracy and the old way of doing things. And he hates Stede! He also wins at the end of season 1. He removes everything touched by Stede from the Revenge and boy does it backfire. Raids for the sake of raids and no interpersonal connection sucks. And it was everything Izzy fought for in season 1. Continuing the idea of self destruction, I find it interesting that Izzy tries and fails to shoot himself. By his own hand and all alone. I believe it was Con who said that that moment was the death of Izzy Hands as we new him. Upholding a system just for the sake of upholding the system costs you everything and leaves you with nothing. And Izzy sees that and he changes!
If someone had told season 1 Izzy that heâd lose his leg that man wouldnât bat an eye. But if you told him his new leg would be a gold painted unicorn hoof heâd go into cardiac arrest. But itâs his acceptance of what the crew made him that brings him into community. Itâs a visual representation of what is going on internally and it culminates is his full look during Calypsoâs birthday. Heâs fully turned away from what was and put on this softness and femininity that makes him part of the crew. And I think thatâs such a beautiful sentiment and I tear up every time I watch that scene.
Which brings me to Ricky. I mean, fuck that guy amirite?! Heâs the worst and I wish we would have seen more of him. I think his conversation with Izzy is also so fascinating. It parallels nicely with Izzy meeting Chauncey in season 1. Izzy couldâve saved his own skin if he worked with Ricky like he did with Chauncey, if he upheld the system and played along. But he doesnât and I love it. Itâs so impactful to give Izzy that speech because every other member of the crew was already with the program. Having a character that was on the other side go actually fuck you youâre wrong is amazing storytelling. Izzy has learned his lesson and while heâs far from perfect heâs doing better every day. And thatâs profound especially when you talk about trying to change people who upheld these toxic ideals. But itâs because of this rejection of toxic masculinity that Izzy dies. Thereâs no loyalty in the system; just because you helped them once doesnât mean that it wonât spit you out and discard you. Even the people who have power in the system (white men) are not valued by it. But true community gives value. Izzy dies this time not alone but surrounded by people who care about him. The people around him when he dies pretty much all wanted him dead in season 1 and now they mourn and remember him fondly.
Izzyâs arc with crew is wonderful because itâs the shows thesis on unconditional love and the willingness to be kind even to those who donât deserve it. Because look at how it helped everyone. To be loved is to be changed and itâs no surprise that the last shot of season 2 had Izzy and Buttons together changed.
#ofmd#gentlebeard#stede bonnet#our flag means death#ofmd season 2#izzy hands#he was a nightmare (affectionate)#ofmd meta#the izcourse
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I did a sort of a hc post about Fili and Kili mere hours ago and that kinda opened the flood gates within me.
Cause I literally live some of my internal life in that world and have story lines I wanna share. But don't want to bother with a fic.
So I'm just gonna blather on about it here for a bit. Isn't it what this platform is for? i kinda want to talk about this one thing.
Warning: it's a long post and it has mature themes. As well as very specific hcs that develop into an evolved AU from my head. So read at your discretion.
In short: it's about Fili and love
I mentioned a hc in another post that Fili goes from awkward older teen to fully fledged young adult in the space of one season.
That summer, he spends all his time blacksmithing and building walls with other dwarves in a village suffering from frequent orc raids.
We're talking all day every day. And he gets strong.
Like one of those movie scenes, you know, the ones where a character gets thrown into water and reemerges seemingly years later, all grown up and shit. The one from The Last Kingdom lives forever in my head.
So imagine same but with Fili. He's no longer a scrawny kid, but broad and muscly. Cherry on top? He gets a peltful of chest hair. All in one go. Like, there was none to begin with and now it's all just fur.
Imagine him emerging from a swim in a lake after a long hard day of labour. Beads of water glistening, the last rays of the setting sun reflecting on his skin. And it becomes a habit as of late August that year. The change in his physique very apparent by now.
Naturally, all the lads and lasses in the vicinity are enamoured. Giggling. Whispering. And surreptitiously pointing.
Which Fili doesn't mind. In fact, he welcomes it. It's a sort of respite from all the princely duties. He wants to be young and live a little.
Here I have to clarify that personally (I know there's tons of variation here, so no hate, this is just my slutty corner of the universe) I hc Fili as pansexual. He's happy to love and share joy.
I think there's a particular type of pressure that only Fili feels and Kili doesn't. Where he knows he's loved, but Kili is the baby and Fili's the heir. And that's reflected in his relationship with his mother, with Thorin, with everyone. So he needs somewhere to just... be carefree. And that's either hanging out with Kili or... looking for adventure. And he's good at it so it gives him a confidence boost.
And no hearts broken. Cause dwarves only do this kinda stuff before they find their One. Or some dwarves aren't inclined romantically, but still go for it physically. And then there's the ace dwarves who choose their craft only. Either way, infidelity doesn't exist in dwarven culture. You either love someone and forget everyone else exists. Or you know you'll never have a One. Or you're not interested completely.
Fili is actually not sure about love. He's not sure it exists for him. He has long chats with Nori about it, who is 100% sure about his own standing: here just to f*k. But Fili's not so sure.
And when he miraculously gets saved before getting killed by Azog (I'm getting into my OC and AU here, so bear with me) he becomes even more convinced. Cause if he wasn't meant to live, why would Mahal make a One for him in the first place?
So when he falls in love with his human saviour, it all kinda gets too much.
1) The responsibility to his people. To uphold the culture.
2) Is he even capable of love?
3) Kili's in love with an elf. Everyone wants a happy ending for him. But dwarves as a group still hold quite a bit of prejudice. An elf in the royal bloodline? Not so fast!
So Fili has to take the fall. Kili will be alllowed to marry if he and any future heirs forsake their claim to the throne AND Fili provides said heirs as staunch 100% dwarves.
Fili tries to object - he doesn't think he can find a One (while internally wrestling with his existing feelings, denying them, burying them and gaslighting himself into oblivion). But then Dis digs up an old law about those in royal lineages marrying without love just to produce heirs (based on some earlier Tolkien drafts where only the dwarven kings married and nobody else among dwarves). And now Fili is well and truly f*ked stuck between a rock and a hard place.
He can't imagine his life without Kili, so the option where Kili is exiled hurts like hell.
In the meantime, his human leaves. They have their own duty to fulfill. That triggers the revelation in him that they are in fact his One.
Which means, by getting into arranged marriage he will forsake one of the most sacred laws of dwarves - he will betray his One.
The thought is unbearable. He considers briefly ending it all. Not a serious thought, just something that comes out of sheer exhaustion.
Kili remains unaware. Fili can't do this to his brother - he is giddy and talking excitedly about his own future happiness once Fili's wedding goes ahead.
Being an heir sucks sometimes. Sucks majorly.
Fili decides to go ahead with a union Dis chose for him. All the while keeping his feelings hidden from everyone.
He doesn't believe he'll ever see his person of choice ever again. And they're not a dwarf. So is it really a betrayal?..
I'll share what comes next in another post, hopefully. If I have a spurt of inspiration.
#the hobbit#the hobbit headcanons#my personal version of hell for them#the line of durin#fili#fili durin#fĂli#fĂli durin#kili#kili durin#kĂli#kĂli durin#fili x oc
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