#and I can’t do it anymore
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#I���ll probably get unfollowed/ hate for this#but this is the reality of the conversation we’re having#and I can’t do it anymore
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I really thought I was better this time
#I’m so tired of this cycle#Of getting better to the point where It feels like I made everything up#only to crash and burn again#every time the crash is bigger#and I can’t do it anymore#I’m at a point where the littlest things r setting me off and I know it’s annoying everyone#I just can’t regulate anymore#Screaming
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#deleting this but#I can’t imagine what it’s like to be in a family without alcohol problems#not to dread the holidays and actually enjoy spending time together#I hate alcohol so much#and how ingrained it is in our society#it makes me so sad because everyone just pretends like it’s not an issue#and I can’t do it anymore#after 26 years I really can’t take it
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guys why is there literally no where to get pasta in my college town? this is actually tragic. pasta deprivation is a real thing and i am its latest victim.
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dduuuuuuuuudududududueeueeeueueuedduudeee I hyusheheuewhwhwhwhwhwuuuuuuyyyyywhyyywwywhywyyyyy
#WHY DIDN’T YOU CORRECT US EARLIER 😭😭😭#NOW EVERYTHING FEELS WRONG#AND I CAN’T DO IT ANYMORE#HDDHDHXUDBBSMSS#OHHHHH NOOOOO
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As much as I’d love to ignore the painful reality of my life… I have no more escapes, no way to abscond or obscure anymore, and I fear for the worst.
Continuously feeling like the genie in everyone’s lives, watching everyone who touches me have their wishes granted and their life bettered while I sit and rot away in a dark cave wishing and hoping for someone to do the same…
I just feel like I can do it anymore. I can’t sit back and watch everyone get everything they’d dreamed of when I haven’t ever even had a taste of it.
#and every time I do it brings me closer to death#getting extremely ill or having what feel like NDEs#it’s torture#and I can’t do it anymore#vent#personal#dark#depressing#it might’ve been a blessing once-#but unlike Mr.Monk it’s only a curse now#text post#after years and years of fighting when will there be peace?
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“it’s her blood in your veins”
“then why are you the one acting like her?!”
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⚠️ HELLUVA BOSS SEASON 2 TRAILER SPOILERS ⚠️
GOOD FUCKING BYE.
“i just want someone to care. i just want someone to want… me.”
“i destroy everything. i make everyone’s lives worse.”
im done.
IM FUCKING DONE.
#i can’t do this anymore#i’m not ok#i’m so unwell#why would they do this to me.#helluva boss#stolitz
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these motherfuckers are going to give me mental illness
#I can’t do this anymore it’s physically painful#hilson#greg house#house x wilson#house md#hate crimes md#malpractice md#They make me feel so many emotions#The emotions are all rage and despair
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Happy Valentine’s Day ♥️
To everybody except Hesh, I guess
#hesh looking into the camera:#it’s the ghosts annual morale boosting party and they are pretending it’s their wedding I can’t do this anymore#they had riley bring them spare grenade pins as rings I have never been more embarassed in my life#call of duty ghosts#call of duty#keegan x logan#logan x keegan#david hesh walker#logan walker#keegan p russ#riley the dog#cod logan#cod keegan#cod hesh#cod riley#suggestive#walruss
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Alex brings up fanfiction, again
CoC 3 outtakes
#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore#they are complicit#now we know Alex doesn’t have an Ao3 account tho#but we also know he regularly checks the site#taskmaster#alex horne#greg davies#the plot#fanfic#outtake#coc3
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forgot i have an acc here ……… have some chainsaw man art that took 56 hours of my life!!!
#csm#csm denji#csm fanart#csm manga#csm power#csm aki#csm anime#chainsaw man#chainsaw man fanart#denji hayakawa#chainsaw man denji#denji fanart#power chainsaw man#power fanart#aki hayakawa#aki hayakawa chainsaw man#fanart#man i love denji so much#fujimoto please give denji happiness back i can’t do this anymore#take away all denjis sufferring multiply it 50 times and give it to makima and barem#digital art
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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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Sometimes a day makes you want a Starscream to bite and squeeze
#guess who got their final scores back ahaaa#class avg was 60 percent 😭#also I have blocked the transformers tag on TikTok that place is a hellhole#bit of a vent here but it’s so crazy#I was talking to a person I didn’t even follow a while back and we were making jokes like yeah the autobots ship megastar#on my fyp a couple days later and I see them reposting “shipping megastar is bad and gross’ like bruh what#I saw one of my followers commenting ‘yeah can’t believe it’s so popular’ I HAVE POSTED MEGASTAR BEFORE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE#I POSTED MY STARSCREAM AND MEGATRON FIGURES RAILING EACH OTHER#I only started posting cause I was like eh if it’s getting banned might as well#these people were poisoning my fyp smh#I’m convinced it’s just a moral superiority thing like all of those people who thought abo was so cringe and then someone was like#‘I secretly like abo’ and everyone agreed that they also like abo and it’s not that weird anymore#Ngl though. it is kinda sad but also kinda funny#sorry for the rant cause I talked about it before and I don’t want to keep on talking about it but those two baffled me#transformers#transformers fanart#megastar#megatron#starscream#transformers g1#megascream#maccadam#its like watching one of those religious couples where one of them is gay and theyre like 'I am working through my gay to be straight'
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If you follow my main you had to know this was coming… anyway. Enjoy these bloodweave doodles :)
#bloodweave#gale x astarion#astarion x gale#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate more like baldurs gay amirite folks?#yeah sorry the themes of hunger abuse and power got to me. I’m not immune to thematically mirrors#I have so many thoughts about the it’s not even funny anymore#oh you mean to tell me that canonically gale would offer up his blood if asked and that astarion can’t even do that bc of the orb ??#tasteful irony that the guy who would want to help can’t do that bc of a mistake he made for love.#especially devastating for someone who measures his self worth in usefulness#oh they are so fucked up and they could understand each other in ways hardly reachable to others#once I start an origin run it’s over for you guys I will be so insufferable. even more than usual
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My favourite thing about the max baby news is that ppl are somehow more willing to accept max being pregnant than kelly being pregnant 🤣
#like everyone collectively agreed that he looks v breedable#what do u mean the verstiddies dont hold milk#i still can’t believe he pulled a peeta#aint no one cares abt the russell beef anymore after he went all if it werent for the baby#f1#formula 1#max verstappen#mv33#mv1#lestappen
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