#and I can’t do it anymore
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#I’ll probably get unfollowed/ hate for this#but this is the reality of the conversation we’re having#and I can’t do it anymore
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I really thought I was better this time
#I’m so tired of this cycle#Of getting better to the point where It feels like I made everything up#only to crash and burn again#every time the crash is bigger#and I can’t do it anymore#I’m at a point where the littlest things r setting me off and I know it’s annoying everyone#I just can’t regulate anymore#Screaming
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#so my sister had a toothache and it was like 1.30am#I tried massaging her head for a while but it didn’t help#mum gave her some mouthwash and of course it was still hurting#so I went her back down so mum could give her medicine#and my dad began berating me to my mum because I didn’t come down also with my sister#and then told my sister she needs a diet plan (she’s 8) because she’s becoming fat like me#and he called me more names#and I’ve been crying since because nothing I do will ever be enough#and I can’t do it anymore#I can’t keep hurting all the time#they make me hate myself
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guys why is there literally no where to get pasta in my college town? this is actually tragic. pasta deprivation is a real thing and i am its latest victim.
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#WHY DIDN’T YOU CORRECT US EARLIER 😭😭😭#NOW EVERYTHING FEELS WRONG#AND I CAN’T DO IT ANYMORE#HDDHDHXUDBBSMSS#OHHHHH NOOOOO
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As much as I’d love to ignore the painful reality of my life… I have no more escapes, no way to abscond or obscure anymore, and I fear for the worst.
Continuously feeling like the genie in everyone’s lives, watching everyone who touches me have their wishes granted and their life bettered while I sit and rot away in a dark cave wishing and hoping for someone to do the same…
I just feel like I can do it anymore. I can’t sit back and watch everyone get everything they’d dreamed of when I haven’t ever even had a taste of it.
#and every time I do it brings me closer to death#getting extremely ill or having what feel like NDEs#it’s torture#and I can’t do it anymore#vent#personal#dark#depressing#it might’ve been a blessing once-#but unlike Mr.Monk it’s only a curse now#text post#after years and years of fighting when will there be peace?
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“it’s her blood in your veins”
“then why are you the one acting like her?!”
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⚠️ HELLUVA BOSS SEASON 2 TRAILER SPOILERS ⚠️
GOOD FUCKING BYE.
“i just want someone to care. i just want someone to want… me.”
“i destroy everything. i make everyone’s lives worse.”
im done.
IM FUCKING DONE.
#i can’t do this anymore#i’m not ok#i’m so unwell#why would they do this to me.#helluva boss#stolitz
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these motherfuckers are going to give me mental illness
#I can’t do this anymore it’s physically painful#hilson#greg house#house x wilson#house md#hate crimes md#malpractice md#They make me feel so many emotions#The emotions are all rage and despair
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Happy Valentine’s Day ♥️
To everybody except Hesh, I guess
#hesh looking into the camera:#it’s the ghosts annual morale boosting party and they are pretending it’s their wedding I can’t do this anymore#they had riley bring them spare grenade pins as rings I have never been more embarassed in my life#call of duty ghosts#call of duty#keegan x logan#logan x keegan#david hesh walker#logan walker#keegan p russ#riley the dog#cod logan#cod keegan#cod hesh#cod riley#suggestive#walruss
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Alex brings up fanfiction, again
CoC 3 outtakes
#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore#they are complicit#now we know Alex doesn’t have an Ao3 account tho#but we also know he regularly checks the site#taskmaster#alex horne#greg davies#the plot#fanfic#outtake#coc3
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forgot i have an acc here ……… have some chainsaw man art that took 56 hours of my life!!!
#csm#csm denji#csm fanart#csm manga#csm power#csm aki#csm anime#chainsaw man#chainsaw man fanart#denji hayakawa#chainsaw man denji#denji fanart#power chainsaw man#power fanart#aki hayakawa#aki hayakawa chainsaw man#fanart#man i love denji so much#fujimoto please give denji happiness back i can’t do this anymore#take away all denjis sufferring multiply it 50 times and give it to makima and barem#digital art
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If you follow my main you had to know this was coming… anyway. Enjoy these bloodweave doodles :)
#bloodweave#gale x astarion#astarion x gale#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate more like baldurs gay amirite folks?#yeah sorry the themes of hunger abuse and power got to me. I’m not immune to thematically mirrors#I have so many thoughts about the it’s not even funny anymore#oh you mean to tell me that canonically gale would offer up his blood if asked and that astarion can’t even do that bc of the orb ??#tasteful irony that the guy who would want to help can’t do that bc of a mistake he made for love.#especially devastating for someone who measures his self worth in usefulness#oh they are so fucked up and they could understand each other in ways hardly reachable to others#once I start an origin run it’s over for you guys I will be so insufferable. even more than usual
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can you really be sure when you’ll never see him again?
inspired by @vypridae’s macabre maltreatment au, where the boys used to be separate but were shoved in the same body and don’t take to it very well :)
#fnaf#fnaf sb#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#doodle dump#thinking about their inability to sense the other before they figured out how to communicate… so they can’t feel the other��#so how do they know if the other’s even still there anymore… not like they can see for themselves…. ough…#dunno if this actually fits the au or not but still referencing it anyway bc it’s that cool#complete side note but i LOVE that au name. alliteration AND evocative word choice??? it’s perfect#also fun fact i named this file “insurmountable distance” :)
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It’s about this time, another voice pushes into your head, like a bat out of hell.
#critical role#cr lb#ygifs#cr3#WHAT IF I CRY#jester#imogen#sensory overload imogen Finally getting her own jester sending as jester is firing all her slots to talk to her ok girls...........#jesters like ok ok ok so I can’t send anymore messages but I was talking to this really cowboy girl fjord do you know her and he's like#she was talking about lake umami and jester makes eyebrows and jester immediately tries sending again and gets psychic coldcocked again#but do you think about how hard imogen woulda fallen for this bubbly tiefling had they known eachother cos I sure will ok fine#LAURA GETTIN EMOTIONAL GIRL ME TOO
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i feel like social media has warped people’s perception of conflict in relationships by making you think that any minor fuck up is the end of the world and everyone is secretly a narcissist manipulator with sinister motives, because actually in real life you just say “i’m sorry, that was a bad thing, i shouldn’t have done that” and the other person says “thank you for apologising” and then that’s the end of it
#ramble#i hate that it took until my 20s to realise that i can’t go through my life just trying not to hurt people. because it will happen#it just does happen sometimes#and you have to drop out of the tiktok school of ‘i’m incapable of doing anything wrong ever and everyone else is the problem’#and get comfortable with making mistakes and learning from them#you’re fine. it’s fine#disclaimer obviously this doesn’t mean you don’t have to try to be kind or considerate anymore as long as you apologise. use your brain
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