#anainspo

[h3110k1tty43v3r]

i was at a sleepover and ate unhealthy but not too much, im about to go to sleep and i’m 60kg/132lbs. I only have 1 exam left till im done with everything, which means i have 11 days to lose 2kg/4.5lbs (so cardio everyday). lets see if i do it omg I HAVE TO.

[nocaloriedaysinc]

Something I never see here:

I am so loved. I have a wonderful home life. My husband is an absolute dream of a man. A true partner. I have a decent job. I am profoundly blessed. I just still need to be thin. I need bones. I need my flesh to melt. I need a gap in my thighs, to be skinny when I stand. I need to feel like I’m floating again. I missed the sick. The sick brings me so much calm and safety. There is a comfort in the anguish. Does this make sense?

[foolishbulimik]

"Empezó en abril. Varias vivencias y consejos sobre ello me dieron ganas de intentarlo.

El sobrepeso diagnosticado y la reinstricción de alimentos que me había causado dieron el OK para hacerlo.

Pasó en la ducha. Introducí mis dedos en mi boca, tuve arcadas pero no lo logré. Volví a probar. Estaba lista para entrar al mundo de las personas bulímicas.

Lo conseguí. Ese líquido anaranjado un tanto grumoso, por fin emergió de mi garganta.

Me sentí feliz de lograr mi meta: inducirme el vómito.

Se volvió un hábito. 2 vómitos diarios mínimo. Conseguí bajar 4 kilos y un poco más, me sentí aliviada.

Iniciaron los atracones, comía mucho y luego lo expulsaba de mi aparato digestivo para no ingerir esas calorías.

El hábito se fue con el tiempo, pero los pensamientos no. Luego de una racha de 3 meses, recaí.

Caí en el pozo de antes, aún no veo en cielo. "

Texto que escribí en 2021.

[anaelliem]

I am so upset with myself for getting to where I am today. I was so close to my goal weight and it was stripped away in residential treatment and I’ve been on a binge since I got home a year ago. Now I am so far from my goal weight. I’m trying to restrict but it is so hard sometimes. I need good motivation. Send me some!!!

#anainspo #an0rex1a #pr0ana #motivatme #skinny #weightloss

[barbie-bodyyy]

I'll never be skinny enough, until I am.

[da1ntyda1sy]

[d1sint3grati0n]

skinny people crouching in platforms/heels 😩

[theflowerizzy]

This one hit it hard 😭

[sclerata011-blog]

how to avoid binging?

[babybluebones]

Hope everyone’s been good,

Don’t forget to drink water and love yourself

Unrelated but added some of the tattoos i’ve gotten since being gone :)

[nocaloriedaysinc]

[diablosjuul]

i LOVE making people think i ate so much food. i tell them i ate like 1500 cals worth of food when i definitely ate like 90. it’s addicting.

[chaoticallythin]

I'm not afraid of someone using my phone because they might find nudes of something, I'm afraid they might use the keyboard and see how many times "calories" pops up as a recommend word, or see how much I search for "how many calories in____" or "thinspo" in google, or find my folder of thinspo in the gallery, or this acc, or my 2and if acc where I only follow thinspo accounts. I'm afraid they might find out how fucked up I am.

[da1ntyda1sy]

[d1sint3grati0n]

okay so most of my thinspo is masc people but i guess she's the exception. i'm pretty sure she's only 5'6" but she's so skinny that it gives the illusion of height... the things i'd give to be this naturally graceful and tiny and flat 🤭

[abcaabbcx]

54 days to lose 15kg. any tips? <3