#ana definitely knows whats up too lol

[lavenderleahy]

hey man having a panic attack at the prospect of marrying your girlfriend is a kind of a sign don't ya think

[xoheewon]

His Majesty- PSH

synopsis: you’re the prince’s new attendant, attending not only to him but also to his son. what’s in store for you in the circle of the “cold” and “heartless” prince?

genre: fluff, angst(?), smut (one smut scene lmao), royalty au, dilf!sunghoon, prince!sunghoon

pairing: sunghoon x f!reader

wc: 5k

warnings: smut, pussy eating, unprotected sex, breeding, dick sucking, cursing, fingering, violence(?), gossip

note: ignore the formatting, i’m too lazy to change it, also excuse any typos/grammar inaccuracies 😁 i hope y’all enjoy this! this is my second time writing smut so hopefully again, not ass lol.

Becoming the prince's new personal attendant was a huge honor and opportunity you could not pass up. Your family was struggling immensely and taking this job would help stabilize you financially.

You’ve heard rumors about the prince, that he’s cold and heartless. You didn’t care, as long as your family was taken care of. You’re not fragile, you’ve been through enough to handle him.

You currently find yourself in the presence of the head attendant. The one who attends to the king and queen.

“You will attend to any and all needs of the prince, regardless of its difficulty or convenience. This also means attending to the prince’s son. He’s a year old and requires attention at all times.”

Wait, the prince has a son?

“I can see the look on your face. Yes, the prince has a son. It was unexpected and sudden but he loves his son very much, and you must treat him with the utmost care.

You nod, taking in her words with complete seriousness.

“The prince also has his concubines, you do not need to attend to them, but do be mindful of your interaction with them.”

Of course he has concubines, a typical man.

“How many are there?” You ask.

“3, Seyoon, Ana, and Jiseul. Don’t get in their way and you’ll be fine. And don’t tell anyone I told you this, but the prince definitely favors Jiseul.”

She leans in closer, lowering her voice to a whisper,

“I know she hopes for a more…romantic relationship with him and for that reason she’s very possessive. Definitely don’t get in her way, the other two are nicer, but I would still avoid them.”

You take everything in and nod. Okay, you can do this.

The attendant continues, “You will address the prince as ‘your majesty’ and that only. Same goes for the king and queen shall you ever encounter them. You will address his concubines as ‘ms’.

The only one you can address informally here is the prince’s son, his name is Taesun,” she takes a breather, “you will begin attending to the prince immediately, go to him and do what he tells you. If your services are not needed at the moment you shall attend to his son.”

With that, she takes off, giving you an encouraging pat on the shoulder.

You already memorized where everything is in the castle after your tour, your own room is in a section of the castle reserved for staff.

Taking a deep breath, you make your way to the prince’s room.

Before you can knock, you hear a loud moan from behind the door.

“Fuck, Sunghoon!”

Oh. He must be busy.

You can’t help but roll your eyes, how uncouth.

Figuring he doesn’t need you at the moment, you instead venture off to find Taesun.

The attendant, who said to call her Yeeun, told you the baby was with his grandparents.

This may give you the opportunity to introduce yourself to the king and queen. Even if the prince is cold and heartless, maybe they’re not.

You make your way to their chambers, hearing a loud coo, telling you Taesun is with them.

You knock, albeit hesitantly, waiting to be invited inside.

“Come in!”

You open the door, immediately bowing and introducing yourself, “Your majesties, I am the prince’s new personal attendant. It's an honor to be in your presence.”

“And what’s your name, dear?” The queen asks, holding Taesun. You can’t help but coo internally, he’s the cutest baby you’ve ever seen.

“Y/N, your majesty. I went to the prince’s room to see if my services were needed but he seemed…preoccupied, so I came to find Taesun instead.”

Both the king and queen roll their eyes at your words, “That boy, he’s too obsessed with sex. Maybe you’ll be a breath of fresh air for him,” the king says.

“I’ll do my best. Does Taesun need to be attended to?”

“Yes actually,” the queen starts, “it’s time for his feeding. You can take him.”

You walk forward, carefully taking Taesun into your arms.

“You’re very pretty dear,” the queen says, making you blush.

“Coming from you, your majesty, I’m honored.”

You bid them farewell, taking Taesun to the kitchen where his milk and bottles are.

It’s somewhat hard to do one handed, but you manage to make a bottle for him.

You weren’t told where to feed him, so you take him back to your room.

Inside your room, it’s somewhat dark and dingy but it’s enough.

You notice a crib in the corner of the room, you figure you’ll have Taesun enough to have a place for him to sleep in your room.

As you feed him, his big eyes look into yours and he smiles. You smile back, brushing your thumb along his soft cheek.

He takes about 20 minutes to finish the bottle, and after he’s done, you gently begin to burp him, with a cloth over your shoulder in case.

Within another half an hour, after he’s been burped, he begins to yawn, and you gather he’s ready for a nap.

You gently lay him in the crib, making sure there’s nothing restricting him or in his way.

He falls asleep quickly and you do your best to not make any noise.

There’s a small dresser with books in it, so you pick one up to pass the time.

It’s only an hour later when there’s a faint knock on your door.

You check to make sure Taesun hasn’t woken, before answering the door.

The prince stands there with a woman you can only assume is one of his concubines.

You bow immediately, “Your majesty, Ms.”

“You're my new attendant?”

His voice is rough and monotone.

You look up, meeting his eyes, they're dark with no light in them.

Nodding, you stand up straight, “Yes, your majesty.”

He moves past you as does the woman, and you don’t miss the dirty look she gives you.

You shouldn’t assume, but you have a feeling this must be Jiseul.

The prince makes his way to the crib where his son rests, running a hand over his forehead.

“Has he eaten?”

“Yes, your majesty, he ate and was burped. I put him down an hour ago.”

“It’s about time for him to wake up,” the prince says, and just as he finishes his sentence, Taesun begins to cry.

Sunghoon immediately picks him up, shushing him, “It’s okay, daddy’s here.”

You see his eyes change in that moment, from dark and lifeless to full of love.

Taesun continues to cry, no matter how much his father coos and shushes him.

“Here let me,” the woman says, taking Taesun from his father, “Hi sweetie, it’s auntie Jiseul!”

Ah, so you were right.

But no matter how much Jiseul rocks him, he refuses to stop crying.

It’s starting to hurt your ears with how loud his cries are, you walk forward, “May I?”

Jiseul gives you another look, but you ignore it as you take Taesun into your arms.

Once he sees you, his cries immediately cease, and instead he begins to smile and laugh.

You murmur sweet words to him, tickling his belly as he laughs loudly.

You look up and the prince and Jiseul are looking at you astounded.

“No ones ever been able to get him to stop crying so quickly,” the prince says.

You give him back to Sunghoon, who smiles down at his son.

“Is there anything you need from me, your majesty?” You ponder.

“No, not at the moment. We’ll go.”

With that, he and Jiseul leave with Taesun.

You huff, Taesun wasn’t any hard work but something about the other two made you suddenly feel exhausted.

The next day, after washing up and making yourself presentable, you make your way to the prince’s room.

You knock and enter after hearing him invite you in.

“Good morning, your majesty, may I be of any assistance?”

“Yes, we’re having breakfast with the Sim’s, please attend to me. Afterwards, I’ll have you take Taesun.”

You immediately begin gathering an outfit for the prince.

He’s in a robe, you assume fresh out of the shower.

You get undergarments for him as well as a shirt and slacks.

When you turn back around, the prince has dropped his robe.

You squeak, turning back around immediately.

“What? Never seen a man naked before?”

He’s teasing you, you can tell by the tone in his voice. What happened to the cold and heartlessness?

Suddenly, you feel his presence behind you.

His hand runs up your arm, leaving goosebumps in his wake.

“Shouldn’t you turn around and face me?” He teases, lightly pushing your shoulder so you’re turned.

You avoid looking in his eyes or looking down.

His hand finds your chin, pushing your head up so your eyes meet.

“You’re a pretty thing, you know that?”

You can’t think of a response without making a fool out of yourself, so you just hand him his underwear and pants.

He chuckles, taking the garments from you and stepping back to put them on.

Once his bottom half is covered, you assist him in putting on his shirt and buttoning it.

Taesun is in his crib, watching intently.

“Take Taesun to the garden, he likes looking at the flowers,” Sunghoon says, adjusting his collar.

You nod, taking Taesun out of his crib as he babbles.

You open the door to find Jiseul about to knock.

Bowing, you walk past her, making your way to the garden.

Taesun immediately starts grabbing at the flowers, giggling and smiling.

You point out the types of flowers to him. Dahlia, carnation, rose, tulip, iris.

You know he doesn’t understand, but you enjoy talking to him anyway.

After soaking in the sun and admiring the flowers, a servant comes outside, garnering your attention.

“Your presence is requested in the dining room, Y/N,” she says, not giving you a chance to ask what for.

You waste no time and make your way to the dining room, Taesun in your arms.

The dining room is full, with the king and queen along with who you assume are the Sim’s.

“There they are,” the queen says, gesturing to you and Taesun.

You bow your head slightly, not wanting to rock Taesun too much, “Good morning.”

“This is Chaeyoon and Hyungjae Sim and their son, Jake,” the king introduces them, bowing their heads to you.

“Y/N is lovely and already has Sunghoon’s favor which is unseen,” the queen says, looking at you adoringly.

“Dada,” Taesun mumbles, and you begin to hand him over to Sunghoon.

Sunghoon stops you, instead pulling you down into his lap.

You blush, whispering “Your majesty, this isn’t appropriate.”

“Whatever I want to do, is appropriate.”

That shuts you up and you quietly bounce Taesun in your lap while everyone else stares at you.

Sunghoon continues the conversation like nothing is off and you keep quiet, not speaking unless you’re spoken to.

“It’s time for Taesun’s feeding,” you whisper to Sunghoon as the baby starts to whine.

“Let’s go then,” he replies.

You stand up as does the prince.

“Excuse us,” he says to the table, “Y/N and I must attend to Taesun.”

Sunghoon doesn’t waste another second, nor wait for an answer before guiding you out of the dining room with a hand on your lower back.

Neither of you say a word, making your way to the kitchen to fetch a bottle.

Sunghoon watches you feed Taesun, feeling something he can’t describe.

“I’m intrigued by you,” he says.

You look up, eyes wide.

“What do you mean, your majesty?”

“There’s something about you,” he responds, “I can’t put my finger on what it is though.”

You nod, “Well, I hope whatever it is, it’s good.”

Sunghoon doesn’t say anything else.

Once you’ve finished feeding and burping Taesun, you hand him over to his father.

“I’ll take care of him from here, you go rest,” the prince tells you.

You bow, “Yes, your majesty.”

You leave him in the kitchen, making your way back to your room.

Before you can make it there, a hand grabs you from behind, making you spin around.

Jiseul stands there, looking furious.

“Can I help you, Ms?”

“Yes, you can, by staying the hell away from Sunghoon!”

You sigh, “That’s kind of hard, considering I’m his attendant, Ms.”

“I saw you in the dining room, all cozy on his lap. Don’t act like you don’t want him. You’re nothing but a whore tasked to help him, no more, no less.”

You gulp, trying not to get frustrated, “I do not want his majesty, and yes I am nothing more than an attendant. I will continue to do my job with less interaction.”

“Good,” she says, “and don’t let me see you all over him again.”

With that, she turns and walks away.

You finally get inside your room, trudging to your bed.

You’re ready for this day to be over.

As you lay down, you close your eyes and surely enough, you fall asleep quickly.

When you open your eyes, it’s night time.

You don’t know how long you slept for, but clearly, you needed it.

A loud babble catches your attention, and you see Taesun in the crib of your room.

“What are you doing here?” You say sweetly, making your way to him.

Picking him up, you rock him in your arms as he giggles.

“Your dad must be busy, huh?”

Taesun just gurgles in response.

“I hope he keeps our relationship professional, I don’t need anybody targeting me.” You sigh, taking him back to bed with you.

As you hold him in your arms, your eyes begin to droop again.

You don’t even hear the knock on your door.

It opens and Sunghoon stands there, looking around until his eyes find you, half asleep with Taesun in your arms, he chuckles.

He closes the door, making his way over to you.

You suddenly perk up, “Your majesty! I didn’t hear you come in!”

“You look comfortable,” he says, sitting on the edge of the bed by your feet.

“I’m so sorry. I woke up and Taesun was watching me so I figured we could just rest for a couple more minutes. He’ll probably be up now, I’m sorry.”

Sunghoon shakes his head, “Don’t worry about it.”

Before you know it, you and Sunghoon are engaging in rapid conversation.

He asks about your life in the kingdom, why you wanted this job, and other minuscule things.

You ask about him, trying not to be too intrusive.

But Sunghoon opens up well, telling you everything you want to know.

He’s actually not cold and heartless, in fact he’s the opposite. He’s sweet, kind and loving.

Especially towards his son, who you learned was conceived by a former concubine who baby trapped him.

She thought she’d be given the honor of marrying the prince, but instead she was kicked to the curb and had custody taken away from her.

It’s terrible that the prince's trust was betrayed like that.

You wonder if any of his other concubines wish for a higher position than just concubines? Probably Jiseul, at the very least. She’s the only one you’ve encountered, the other two seem very…in the wind.

“What’s going through that pretty head of yours?” Sunghoon asks, pinching your leg.

“Nothing,” you say, “just…surprised. You’re nothing like what people think of you. Like what I thought of you.”

He waves his hand, “It’s common, you have nothing to worry about.”

Taesun suddenly begins to squirm in your arms, having woken up from his own nap.

He looks at you, smiling and babbling.

“Hey, look who’s here. It’s daddy!” You hold him up, facing Sunghoon who smiles gleefully.

“There’s my big guy,” he says, taking Taesun.

He kisses his son on the cheek, while Taesun has his eyes focused on you.

“You like Y/N, yeah?” Sunghoon coos.

Taesun is suddenly reaching his arms out, making grabby hands towards you, “Mama.”

Both you and Sunghoon freeze, looking up at each other in somewhat horror.

“Mama!” Taesun repeats, still reaching for you.

“I- oh my god. I’m so sorry! I don’t know why he’s saying that,” you say, fully in shock.

“I don’t know what to say,” Sunghoon responds, “he’s never said mama before. Don’t say sorry! I just don’t know where this is suddenly coming from.”

You curl up, putting space between you and the prince.

Sunghoon stares at Taesun in his hands, before looking up at you.

“If you don’t mind, can he continue to call you that? It’s totally okay if not, but he’s never had a mother figure.”

You’re flabbergasted. The prince is asking you to act as a mother to his son?

“I… okay. That’s fine, your majesty.”

“Sunghoon, call me Sunghoon.”

You take a second, feeling it at the tip of your tongue, “Sunghoon.”

You make eye contact with the prince and he smiles at you, a genuine smile.

Smiling back, the moment is interrupted by Taesun, “Mama! Mama!”

“Okay,” Sunghoon laughs, “go to mama.”

Your heart skips a beat at his words, you, mama?

Taesun crawls on the bed, back into your arms.

“Mama’s here.”

In 2 days, you managed to capture the attention of the prince and his son.

You just hope this doesn’t put a target on your back.

It’s been about 2 weeks since you started your job and you’ve been loving it.

You and Sunghoon actually feel like friends, as crazy as that sounds.

Taesun is obsessed with calling you mama.

It comes out of his mouth almost every minute.

You’re starting to love him, as if he was your own.

Making your way through the hallways, you hear a whisper of your name.

You pause in your step, hiding behind a corner to hear the conversation.

“I heard she was so desperate, she begged the prince to make her one of his concubines.”

What?

“Rumor says he only allowed it because Taesun likes her.”

What bullshit are they spouting?

You frown, why would people think this of you?

“Eavesdropping? That’s not very nice,” a voice says behind you.

You turn, facing Jiseul as she smirks at you.

“Did you start those rumors?” You ask, anger making its way onto your face.

“Maybe I did, it only makes sense, doesn’t it?”

You hate that smug tone in her voice.

Before you can stop yourself, your hand is coming up and making contact with her cheek.

The sound resonates in the quiet hallway.

“You bitch! Did you just slap me?” She nearly screams.

You hear footsteps shuffling towards you as the two servants who were talking about you make their way to you.

“Y/N! What are you doing?” One of them says, grabbing your shoulders.

You yank yourself out of her hold, “Don’t touch me!”

Turning to face Jiseul, you step closer until there’s little space between you.

“Don’t fuck with me, you’ll regret it.”

She gapes at you, as do the servants watching you walk off back to your room.

Once inside, you just scream.

“Fuck!” You scream, you just did something really bad.

You start to pace.

That was a mistake, you shouldn’t have done that.

But god, that bitch just pisses you off.

She clearly can’t stand the fact that you’ve gotten closer to Sunghoon but to stoop low enough to start rumors? What is she,12?

Your door suddenly opens, Sunghoon enters the room and he doesn’t look happy.

“Did you really slap Jiseul? What the hell is wrong with you?”

Of course she ran to Sunghoon.

Is he going to believe you?

“She started rumors about me and was mocking me about them, I just snapped!” You defend yourself diligently, refusing to back down.

“What rumors?” Sunghoon asks, closing the door behind him.

“That I,” you sigh, tears prick your eyes and you look up to not let them fall, “that I begged you for sex. To be one of your concubines.”

Sunghoon’s face poses one of confusion.

“Jiseul did that? Are you sure?”

“She doesn’t like the fact that we’re kinda friends! She told me 2 weeks ago to stay away from you. You may not believe me but honestly I don’t care, but I know the truth!”

You wipe the tears now falling from your eyes, not wanting him to see you vulnerable.

He stands there, taking in everything you said, “I’ll handle it. Just don’t go slapping people, okay?”

You nod, sniffling as he leaves the room.

Making your way to your bed, you lay there as you cry.

He said he would handle it, but why does it feel like you just got scolded?

You don’t know how long you lay there crying, but after what seems like forever, a knock is heard at your door.

Getting up, you wipe your eyes and face, trying to make yourself look presentable.

When you open the door, the queen is standing there with Taesun in hand.

“Hello dear, he was asking for his mama.”

You take Taesun eagerly, at least one person here didn’t think the worst of you.

“Is something wrong, sweetheart?” The queen asks, stroking your shoulder.

Shaking your head, you speak, “No, your majesty. I’m fine, especially now that he’s here,” gesturing to Taesun.

“My husband and I were hoping you’d join us for dinner,” she says.

“You want me to join you?” You ask in shock.

Oh no, are they going to fire you for what you did?

“Yes, we want to get to know you more, so please, do join us.”

You give her the okay and she leaves Taesun with you.

Putting Taesun in his crib, you begin to wash up and change for dinner.

As you're changing your dress, your door opens, Sunghoon enters.

“Sunghoon!” You squeal, your arms coming up to cover your bare chest.

You turn away from him, making him see your back.

Hearing the door close, Sunghoon makes his way to you, his hand running up your back, sending shivers down your spine.

“I’m sorry,” he starts, “I should’ve knocked.”

His chest meets your back as you stand with little to no space between you.

“Sunghoon,” you whisper, licking your dry lips as his hands cup your shoulders.

He pulls your dress up, covering your breasts as you let your arms fall.

Once you’re fully situated, he zips your dress, his cold hands ghosting across your warm skin.

“Let’s go to dinner,” he says.

You pick Taesun up, holding him with one arm while Sunghoon takes the hand of your other.

Making your way to dinner, you ignore the heat rising to your cheeks.

Why does this feel so domestic? Like, you’re a family?

Is that what you secretly want?

Maybe Jiseul is right, maybe you do want the prince.

Dinner goes smoothly, the king and queen ask you plenty of questions about your life, but never do they sound condescending or rude.

After dinner is finished, Sunghoon asks his parents to take Taesun.

“Y/N and I have some business to attend to,” he tells them.

They look at him suspiciously, but don’t question him.

But that doesn’t mean you’re not confused, what business is he talking about?”

Sunghoon leads you through the castle until you’re faced with his own bedroom door.

His bedroom, somewhere you’ve never been.

As he opens the door, the smell of mint and pine make their presence known.

Both of you take your shoes off.

“What are we doing, Sunghoon?”

He closes the door behind you and you can hear the lock turn.

There’s an ottoman in front of his bed that Sunghoon sits on, his legs spread.

And oh, does his lap look inviting.

“Come.” He pats his lap.

You’re hesitant but don’t want to disobey him, so you quietly walk forward, steps slow.

You sit on his lap and his hands immediately find your waist.

“I took care of Jiseul,” he whispers into your ear.

You gulp, his voice is husky and you try not to let it get to you.

“What did you do?”

“Told her if she ever threatens you again, she’ll pay the price.���

“But why?” You ask, “I’m nothing more than your attendant, at best your friend. She’s been with you for how long?”

“It doesn’t matter,” he says, “I care about you in a way I’ve never cared for another person, other than Taesun that is.”

You can’t help but squirm in his lap.

The way he talks is mesmerizing. You can’t help the wetness that pools between your thighs.

You know it’s wrong, you shouldn’t be thinking of him in this way, but damn if he’s not attractive.

His hand trails up your back, pulling down your dress zipper.

Your breath catches in your throat as his hands pull your arms out of the dress, dragging it down until it’s bunched at your waist.

His head hooks on your shoulder, hands coming up to cup your breasts.

You gasp, “Sunghoon, we shouldn’t be doing this.”

“Why,” he hums, “what’s so wrong about this?”

His fingers tweak your nipples and a moan rips out of your throat.

“Sensitive hmm?” He teases, squeezing your breasts in his large hands.

You lean back, your back meeting his chest.

“Sunghoon,” you whimper, squirming in his lap again.

You can feel his dick hardening in his pants.

At least you’re not the only one feeling something.

“Stand up,” he says, and you listen.

He pulls your dress the rest of the way down, leaving you in your panties, before taking you back into his lap.

“What do you want from me, baby?” He asks, rubbing his hands up and down your arms, leaving goosebumps.

“Want you,” you whine.

“Want me where? Show me.”

You take his left hand, bringing it down to your soaked panties.

Sunghoon breathes heavily, “All for me?”

You nod, squealing as his fingers make their way inside your underwear, rubbing up and down your folds.

He pulls them out, bringing the fingers to his mouth, moaning around them at the taste of you.

“So good, baby.”

He brings them back to your folds, this time, rubbing soft, lazy circles on your clit.

“So fucking wet for me, god I could drown in this pussy.”

He inserts a finger inside your hole, the tightness making him hiss in need.

Soon he has two fingers inside, pumping them in and out, curling them in just the right ways.

Sunghoon takes his fingers out, making you whine in protest.

“Patience,” he says.

He gathers your legs in one hand while the other wraps around your back, lifting you up as he stands.

“I need my mouth on you immediately.”

He places you on the bed, climbing on it and in between your legs.

His gaze is hungry as he begins to pull your panties down your legs.

Throwing them somewhere, he wastes no time.

His tongue swipes up and down your folds, his lips coming up to suck on your clit.

“Fuck, Sunghoon!” You’re nearly screaming as he moves between sucking your clit and fucking your hole with his tongue.

Your hands grab his hair, messing up the previously near locks.

You feel your orgasm approaching quickly, letting Sunghoon know with a whine and a tug on his hair.

He doesn’t stop thrusting his tongue inside you until you’re cumming on it.

Lapping up all your cum, he leaves one last kiss on your clit before coming up.

His mouth is covered in your release and you feel almost proud, like you’re claiming him.

Snapped out of your daze, you see Sunghoon pulling his pants and underwear down, letting his cock spring free.

It’s thick and long, veiny and bulging with the tip raging red.

You salivate, wanting nothing more than to have him in your mouth.

“You want my cock in your pretty little mouth?” He says, noticing your eyes on it.

You hum, opening your mouth and lolling your tongue out.

Sunghoon curses, head thrown back as he makes his way up the bed.

His knees rest on either side of your body while he taps the tip of his cock on your tongue before sliding it into your awaiting mouth.

He groans at the heat and wetness, sliding in and out, fucking your mouth.

Your tongue swirls around his head, dipping it into his slit.

“Fuck, such a warm, pretty mouth. All mine, yeah?”

You nod as best as you can with his cock down your throat, gagging slightly as it reaches the back.

Sunghoon picks up the pace, using your mouth until he’s cumming inside it.

You swallow all his cum eagerly, showing him as he chuckles, “Good girl.”

Sunghoon maneuvers back down the bed until he’s faced with your cunt again. Your hole is clenching, begging for his cock.

He guides his cock to your hole, slowly slipping inside as you moan.

Starting slow so as not to hurt you, he thrusts taking in the tightness around his cock.

“Fuck, you’re so wet, love this pussy.”

The only thing you can manage is to moan, repeatedly.

“Fuck Sunghoon, so good. Love your cock, so much,” you say, a permanent whine in your voice.

“Yeah? You love my cock?”

You nod incessantly.

He picks up the pace, thrusting faster and harder as his tip kisses your cervix.

You scream, the pleasure almost painful.

“Gonna cum in this cunt, breed you. You’d like that wouldn’t you?”

“Yes, Sunghoon, yes! Love it.”

Tears roll down your cheeks as he fucks you.

Soon, you’re cumming again, creaming around Sunghoon’s cock.

He follows, cumming inside, painting your walls white.

Once he’s done, he pulls out, his cum immediately leaking out of you.

He takes two fingers and stuffs it back in, making you whimper.

“I meant it when I said I’d breed you.”

He lays next to you, as you breathe heavily, coming down from your own high.

“You know, after this, I know I can’t let you go, ever,” Sunghoon says.

“I don’t mind that, but what does that make us? I don’t wanna be one of your concubines, Sunghoon.”

“You won’t be, you’ll be mine. And I’ll be yours.”

“You’d give up your concubines, just like that?”

“For you? Anything.”

He looks into your eyes, leaning forward and leaving a passionate kiss on your lips. You kiss back with equal passion, pulling him closer.

Sleep overtakes you soon enough, with Sunghoon’s arm wrapped around your waist.

Seyoon, Ana and Jiseul move out the next day.

You don’t miss the glare Jiseul sends you, but you ignore it.

Sunghoon is yours and you’re his.

Whatever that means for the future, you’re not sure, but for now this is good enough.

As you change Taesun’s diaper, Sunghoon comes up from behind you, leaving a kiss on your neck.

“How’s my beautiful girl?”

“Good, great, amazing, everything,” you laugh.

“That’s all I could ask for.”

Washing your hands, you put Taesun on the floor.

Sunghoon pulls you towards him, dropping a kiss on your lips.

Something moving out of the corner of your eye catches your attention.

“Oh my god! Sunghoon, Taesun is walking!”

Sunghoon whips around and sure enough, his son is on his feet, walking towards the bed.

“Holy shit!”

Taesun makes it to the bed, holding onto the railing as he giggles up at you both.

“Taesun, you’re amazing!” Sunghoon picks the boy up, swinging him in his arms.

You take him into your arms, kissing all over his face.

“Mama’s so proud of you!”

Sunghoon looks at you both, the most important people to him, and smiles.

This is his family.

[with-my-calamitous-love]

okay okay, can I pls get Shinsou with “we would’ve been timeless” 🥹🫶

make it as angsty as you want, i’m feeling it ❤️‍🩹

“we would’ve been timeless…”

(hitoshi shinso.)

note: apparently bnha takes place in the 2100s.. for this fic just ignore that lol. love u ana!

august 16, 2010

you were 6 when you were given your polaroid camera.

as a small child, you didn’t know the significance this device would have on your life, or the value of film. the idea that this small, box could capture anything onto a piece of plastic was fascinating. it captured moments in time, and gave you tangible pieces of memory that you could carry around.

theres so many things a 6 year old could want to photograph in the eyes of childlike innocence. but the first photo you ever took, was of your best friend.

“please!!” you whined to hitoshi, who reluctantly gave in after your begging. he couldn’t say no to you, after all.

“okay, fine.” he groans, making an awkward smile that makes you laugh. purple eyes wince at the flash, but immediately scrambled to be by your side once he heard the whirring of the photo being developed.

you stared in awe. it was the first of many memories.

april 3rd, 2018

suffice to say that in the last 8 years, you took many polaroids of many different things. the exception to this was hitoshi, who absolutely hated his photo being taken. but the day you two were both starting highschool at UA, he relented.

“this is pointless.” he says, while you set up your camera. he’s wearing his uniform for the photo, but he feels as though its not as important to him as it is to you.

“no its not, toshi.” you say, walking back up to him. he offer’s you his arm like he always does, just wanting to give you a sense of security. his shoulders seem to slump.

“i’m in general studies.” he reminds you. “you’re in the hero course. this isn’t so fucking monumental.”

you sigh, understanding your best friends frustrations. you’re reluctant to take a photo if you’re going to look back and know he was upset.

so you stand in front of him, taking his face in your hands and say this:

“i know… but i’m not taking this to remember that. i’m taking it to remember that you made it this far… you can’t give up now. even if you don’t believe in yourself…”

you smile. “i can believe in you for the two of us.”

he’s silent for a moment, before the camera finally flashes and captures the moment.

may 22, 2020

you waited ages to see him there.

the look on his face when he’s finally accepted into the hero course is priceless. he’s in shock, only managing a soft smile even when his new classmates surround him in congratulatory glee. this feels unreal.

you stand at the sidelines, capturing the moment in a polaroid. he didn’t know you did this, he was too caught up in his own world to realize you were still there.

a bittersweet feeling blooms in your heart.

june 15, 2022

your graduation after party.

losing hitoshi impacted you more than you would like to admit. there was no big fight, no dramatic announcement of resentment. you two simply drifted. and you were totally fine with it. you were the person who believed in him from the very start, and now he forgot you were there.

totally fine with it.

taking 7 shots of tequila while mina and denki cheered you on certainly wasn’t your finest moment. getting sloppy drunk and using your dress to wipe off your makeup definitely wasn’t either. but the worst was when you stumbled over to hitoshi, a drunken slobbery mess.

“woah, [y/n]!” he says, grabbing you by the shoulders to stabilize you. he takes in your appearance, noting the tear stains that ran down your cheeks.

“we would’ve been timeless, hitoshi.” you slur, wiping the tear off your face with your knuckles. “fucking timeless.”

he looks confused for a second. “..what are you talking about?”

“i would have run away with you, or pray for you every night… cause i love you, and i never stopped believing in you..! and i was so proud of you when you finally got your heroic dream… and… and then what…? we just… just…”

you’re not making sense and you know it. but hitoshi gets it, at least some semblance of it.

he sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. he knows he’s treated you like shit for the past few years. like the coward in every man, he just hoped it would never come up.

your legs finally give up on you. and like the hero he is (to everyone but you) he catches you, carrying you in his arms. he resolves to at least get you to bed.

and your classmates, who had your camera, captured the moment. to them, it was a display of drunken love. not that you could blame them.

2024.

you didn’t speak to him after that night.

the first time you saw hitoshi after going your separate ways was when you were attending some fancy gala. there he was, in his hero costume, looking so god damn handsome. he’s grown taller, more confident, more beautiful.

clutching your camera, you think about it for a moment. ultimately, you decide not to do it. most of those memories were embedded into your heart, anyway.

you think that maybe in a different life, you’d be laughing next to him. maybe in a different life, you’d be timeless.

[mel-loly]

Oh! Axel liked me? How so and what in common? Im curious

(*hug* I didn't forget your bday date dear creator Mel <) )

Mel: The “funny” thing is that not even he knows, Nys! He just knows that he liked you and thinks you have something in common with him, lol- but I must give you a tip, consider this great, because Axel usually.. Is very difficult to like someone... So that definitely makes you someone very special to him :]

Also- same for me here, dear, I know your birthday is coming up and the designer is ready to make a drawing for you! (+for him and for also Ana too)

[bonesandthebees]

ooooh i love the idea of king elaric and the seer like having each other in a world of politics and being able to find a friend in someone and trust them and make the most of a childhood that is stripped from you by a title hanging over your head (sorry i get carried away with my own analysis of things) and i think that will definitely be a cool thing to see especially as it falls apart once the weight of elaric’s title falls on him!!! i also love the mental image of him looking like snow!

on the note of mental images do you have any other descriptions of the characters and how you want them to look and like their vibes like those littles details that make them unique like scares and clothing styles and things of the sort yk all the silly stuff :D

- 🪿

god yeah the two of them manage to find something resembling a friendship with each other but it's always overshadowed by their respective titles and roles. the closest they can get to childhood but never quite what it actually should be

oh yeah I definitely have images for most of them in my head. some of them I got from references either from actors or just random models I saw on pinterest, most though just kind of exist in my head

Ana, whose full name is Anara, kind of looks like the actress who plays Edwina in s2 of Bridgerton (Charithra Chandran) though not exactly. I think her skin tone is a bit darker, and obviously the actress is 27 and Ana is like 19-20 in my head so she's a bit younger looking too. but she's a good reference! I'm still deciding on if I want to keep the whole tattoo bit of death worship so I don't know if she has tattoos yet or not. Style wise when she's not dressing in more practical all black clothing for missions, she wears kind of athleisure type outfits. oversized sweatshirts and bike shorts, crop tops and leggings, etc. though if she's actually going out like to a bar or something she dresses in what's trendy, which is usually colorful techwear kind of clothes

when I was trying to figure out what the Seer looked like I just went on pinterest and scrolled through model pics until I found a girl who felt fairly close. again, not exact, but I picture the Seer as a redhead with lots of freckles and more angular, sharp features. her hair is also very long and is done up in very intricate braids with her Seer gowns and veils and all that. however, this isn't really her choice. the Seer hates her hair being long and doesn't really know how to braid it herself, so she usually either leaves it loose or pulls it back into a half-assed ponytail once she's with the Ghosts. she also hates all the gowns and everything, so when she has control of her wardrobe she adopts a more loose-fitting, androgynous sort of style with big sweaters/sweatshirts/hoodies and wide-legged cargo pants/jeans or just straight up sweatpants

the only other one I have kind of a reference for is Kestrel. But for some reason my brain is stuck on picturing Kestrel as kind of like the real life version of Lee from The Walking Dead video game. though unlike Lee who has short hair, I think he'd have dreads he probably pulls back into low ponytails a lot of the time. that's really not a great reference point and my mental image of him is still shifting a bit but like, it kind of vaguely works

while I know what the other Ghosts all look like, I don't really have references for any of them and this post is already long enough so that's what I'll say for now lol

[anunusers]

Hiya love!!

Saw your post and though I would ask! 😁

Can I ask all of them? 1-36 lmao

Last question is: what's your biggest fear?

Love u, byeeeeee🩷

OMG this made me so happy!!!!! I'm a nobody and you want to know about me?!?!? 😭means the world to me!!!❤️I love you !!!!!

I did try to answer all of the questions and I thought I posted it but I am new with posting so please forgive me! Also, I'm an over sharer so I'm sorry in advance for that too!

What is your nickname?

Lately, my colleagues have been calling me Jay. Other times I'm Jen or Jenni.

When is your birthday?

4/3 :)

What was your longest relationship?

I've only been in one serious relationship and those were the hardest 4 years of my lifeeeee! Seriously, barely made out alive. 😮‍💨

What is your favorite book?

I have so mannnnyyy! It's so hard to pick one but I'll share a few that actually caught my attention and still have resonated with me:

A Man Called Ove by Fredrik Backman

Anxious People by Fredrik Backman

Tony and Susan by Austin Wright

It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover

I'm thinking of ending things by Iain Reid

I honestly have so many more, but these are the ones I have read recently and absolutely loved. Also, Fredrik Backman is currently my fav author so I definitely recommend checking him out !

What is something you're insecure about?

My appearance for sure. I don't feel confident in my looks whatsoever haha. I feel like I am fugly most of the time but that just what has been embedded in my brain since I was younger. Also, I've recently have gotten insecure with my voice. Which is so random but I kind of hate my voice LOL.

5 Male celebrity crushes

Jake Gyllenhaal (obvy LOL), Pedro Pescal, Jaime Camil, Tenoch Huerta, Aaron Taylor-Johnson. I honestly have many more and they are all from Novelas. That is all I grew up watching with my mom hehe.

5 Female celebrity crushes

Elizabeth Olsen, Emma D'arcy, Scarlett Johanssan, Ana de Armas, Anne Hathaway and again, I am many many moorreee.

What is your dream job?

I always wanted to do something in music or theatre. A singer or actor. I was a huge choir nerd in high school. I even did piano lessons for a few years. On my last year of high school, I ended up doing theatre and it was so much fun! I did plays and that experience really made me love theatre. Maybe one day in the future... 🙏

What do you consider your biggest accomplishment?

I haven't accomplished much in life to be honest so I don't know what I would consider an accomplishment. Maybe being able to learn different professions throughout the years. I am a Certified Patient Care Tech and all though I am not even that work field anymore, I still very much enjoyed learning about the healthcare process and what different titles mean when it comes to taking care of patient and getting the help that they need.

What is a fact about you that nobody would believe?

I have no clueeeeeeeee......maybe that I'm from MX ?? LOL My accent is completely gone now from the 12 years that I've lived in the States. Which is so sad cause not only do I suck at speaking English, my Spanish is going down hill too.. I'm slowly turning into a sabo kid!! 😭😭

What were your highs and lows for this last month?

Lately, my lows have been just feeling very lost and out of place. I feel like I should be at a certain point in my life but I am so far from reaching it or maybe I won't ever come close but yeah, its a very crappy feeling. My high this month is definitely receiving this ask from you. Made my day 100% better! ❤️

Where is somewhere you'd like to visit?

I have sooooooo many places I would like to visit!!! In States, I would love to visit New York, Florida for Universal Studios and World Disney. Out of States, I would love to visit Sweden, Italy, Japan, South Korea.

How do you de-stress?

I nap like my life depends on it. I'm stressed, NAP. Upset, NAP. Happy, NAP. Sad, Nap. I could rot happily in my bed if I could get paid for it.

What are your favorite apps besides tumblr?

I honestly only mainly use Tumblr and Tiktok LOL they control my life right now. I don't think I use any other apps. Maybe Amazon and Barnes & Nobles 😁

Describe yourself in one sentence.

Lover girl in a world where love no longer exists. 🫠

What do you think makes you attractive?

I don't know actually... I would like to say my personality perhaps? I think I'm pretty cool I think I'm quite hilarious actually haha. I had someone once say that my eyes and smile was the most attractive thing about me, but I think the opposite.

What is something you're really good at?

Procrastinating. I procrastinate so good that when the deadline of something is like 5 minutes away, I overwork and stress myself out so bad that my work just comes out beautifully. I work amazing under extreme and stressful situations. Not healthy at all so please don't try!!!!

What is something you're really bad at?

Math. Which is funny because I was doing accountant work for a Retail store as my first job and I was amazing. Maybe it was the power I felt while holding thousands of dollars a night while making minimum wage 🥲LOL

A time that you told a lie.

I never lie, I speak my truth all the time but while I was in my first serious relationship, I lied ALOT about being okay and happy. It was such unhealthy relationship for me and I wanted to keep the peace at all times that I lied a lot to my family. Trust me when I say, even if they are older, does not mean they are mature. Learned that the hard way.

What's a totally random and useless fact that you know?

Our brain doesn't know our eyeballs exist and if they did know, they would attack them. You can permanently go blind if our brain was like, "wait a min, where did they come from??" Freaking GNARLY!

Who knows you the best?

My mommy ❤️

What is your most prized possession?

I am in LOVE with V for Vendetta. From the moment I saw it back when my dad would let us rent random movies from Blockbusters, I just love it. I read the comics and love the theatrics of how V is and how beautifully he was portrayed by Hugh Weaving. I ended up buying a screenplay book that contains the directors notes and small changes that were made that didn't make it to the movie and that is my most prized possession. Definitely fueled my love for acting and everything that comes from just being able to shoot a movie.

What is your longest friendship?

9 years but unfortunately, life drifted us apart :(

When did you first feel like an adult?

When I did my taxes for the first time. I was not ready to adult, and I still can't adult correctly but surviving!

Do you/ Have you played any sports?

Yes, volleyball!!!! My family used to play it all time when we lived in MX. I turn into a competitive monster.

How are you feeling right now?

Tired and hungry. I've been surviving on Moster Energy drinks these last few days.

Are you an early bird or a night owl?

I'm honestly neither. I used to be able to stay up all night but now, I can barely wake up early and can barely stay awake lol I'm old now.

Do you believe in love at first sight?

I do, I'm a hopeless romantic.

Favorite song lyrics right now?

I've been listening to sad songs lately. Currently have I Can't Make You Love Me by Bon Iver on a constant loop. "I'll close my eyes, then I won't see. The love you don't feel when you're holding me. Morning will come and I'll do what's right. Give me 'til then to give up this fight." UGH gets me every time! 😭

What does self care look like for you?

Honestly, a nice hot bath in a candle lit bathroom, bright enough to be able to read a book and because I love in AZ, thunderstorm sounds in the background. My definition of self care ❤️

Describe yourself with 3 singers.

This is on hard! I don't know. Ummmmmm can I say 3 of my favorite singers? Amy Lee from Evanescence, RAYE, and Beyonce.

What makes you nervous?

Knowing that we have only explore 5% of the ocean and ocean nearly takes 70% of our planet. Not sure what phobia that is but thinking about that makes me nervous. Also meeting new people. I'm very shy so I get super nervous and anxious.

What’s a pet peeve you have?

When I am with someone and I am sharing something or just telling them something and they are on their phone, not listening at all. Then they have the audacity to say, "Huh?" Like no thank you. The excitement is over and now I'm hurt. 🥲

What will always make you cry?

Thinking about my life. Kidding! I am a huge crybaby so it doesn't take much to make me cry. Show me a sad video, I'll cry a river.

What kind of first impression do you think you make on people?

I don't know, I smile a lot so maybe they form some kind of opinion based on that. I hope it's all good first impressions though. 😊

Special Question: What's your biggest fear?

I have a lot of fears and some may seem so little. I am afraid of never being able to accomplish or become the person I dreamt of being. I'm afraid that I will never get back on track with how I envisioned I would be right now at 24. It's dumb little things that scare me. Never finding love and having a family of my own or not being able to be fully happy. Sometimes it feels like something is missing and maybe that's why I have been feeling lost lately. Those are biggest fears.

THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN!!! I really enjoyed answering these questions and would totally love to see you answering them too!!!!!! Love you!!!❤️❤️❤️

[stagefoureddiediaz]

https://www.tumblr.com/stagefoureddiediaz/749116135163723776/ugh-this-is-horrible-news-tommy-is-still-around

Gonna hijack the end of this because that last bit about Marisol. Like honestly I’m more concerned how much longer she’s gonna be around at this point lol. With her actress now following and being followed by Shannon’s actress, adding JLH, Brenna, and JCC to her follow and followed by on top of Ryan as well, and her now adding Ravi’s actor to her latest follows also joining Kenny, and Oliver, she seems to be making all sorts of connections with the cast and crew for someone who’s supposedly not long term and disliked.

Hey Nonnie

I would prepare yourself to see her around until the end of the season at the very least I'm afraid. She isn't long term and she isn't meant to be - they aren't going to change that - she has a narrative purpose - which she will serve and then be gone - I've made other posts about it so I won't go into it here, but i do get the impression that they have maybe adjusted timelines a bit - in order to give story arcs the proper time to breathe - in light of getting an early s8 renewal - which I am very much here for - but that does mean that it is likely that we won't be seeing Eddies queer narrative in relation to his catholic guilt in a full way until s8 - they will lay the foundations of it definitely, but I think this seasons Eddie arc will focus more on the Shannon side of his Catholic guilt before moving on to the queer side of it later on.

Its just a vibe I'm getting and I've been wring before! What I do know is that form everything we've seen - both on screen and in bts just reaffirms her position in the narrative - that she's a representation of catholicism and also being placed in the role of babysitter (kind of like Ana ended up being too - only this is more obvious!!). She is also being very loudly contrasted to Buck so even if we have to deal with her for longer than we'd like - we know she won't be around for more than a few scenes that help move Eddies narrative along and then she'll be gone!

As for the following on instagram of various people involved with the show - I really wouldn't read anything into it - shes a jobbing actress networking - she's just trying to establish connections in case she can get more work out of it down the line - she is also allowed to make friends with people - maybe she hit it off with them - it really doesn't have to be that deep - I follow people connected to my job all the time incase its useful down the line as its a n easy way to reach out to someone - doesn't mean I'm suddenly going to go and work with or for them in anyway - its just actors etc are more visible when they do the same thing!

[attic-club-sandwich]

Hugging the Fear Away

Day 3's entry for @ombrotherlylove2023's event and I've got some more Levi content! lol For this one I imagine MC is unfortunately away in the human world so the brothers are coping by having weekly movie nights. Levi’s reaction is completely based off of how I sometimes react to certain triggers in movies, so I was really able to dig into Levi's fears and the panic that rises from being triggered in such a way. It is canon that he doesn’t like spiders but idk about horror movies, I honestly just made it up for the sake of the story. I hope you guys enjoy and thank you for reading! 💜

Summary: Movie night at the House of Lamentation goes wrong when Belphie chooses a horror movie for everyone to watch. Mammon isn't the only one that gets a little scared in the middle of the watch party...

Genre: Angst, fluff.

cw: panic attacks.

Day 3: Movie Watching and Bonding Experiences with Leviathan (plus all at the end. A little bit of everyone tbh)

Taglist:@amberrskiies, @obey-me-posts, @sassykattery, @delphi-dreamin, @bite-sized-devil, @flemmingbamse, @a-hidden-gem, @otomefoxystar, @siofrantic, @todothedodo, @marvelous-maniac, @nonbinary-disaster, @selfmadender, @animeismyhappyplace, @vampire-tr4mp, @meiloorun-tea, @ana-dear, @gaychaosgremlin, @sidgethegamer, @jasper-s-phantym

floral divider by @/saradika

It was that day of the week where all of the brothers gathered for movie night in the House of Lamentation, and Levi definitely wasn’t looking forward to it this time. It was Belphie’s turn to choose what they watched, and of course he had chosen a horror movie. Levi hated horror movies. Of course he wasn’t the only one, he knew that Mammon was bound to be shrieking in his ear within the first five minutes, but he really didn’t want to make it obvious that he also didn’t care for them. He stumbled down the stairs, carrying his Ruri-chan pillow in his arms and made his way into the living room. The rest of his brothers were claiming their places on the couch, and Beel was carrying two very large bowls of popcorn. “This one is mine, and then you guys can share this one.” he said, setting one of the bowls down on the coffee table. Levi snickered, staring at the comically large bowl that Beel was holding. “I think that’ll last you the first ten minutes lol” he said, attempting to hide the flutter of nervousness that was building up in his tummy. “Nah, I bet it will last five minutes.” Belphie added, sitting down next to his twin on the floor. Levi took the spot on the couch next to Mammon, where Lucifer was also sitting and waiting patiently for everyone to get comfortable. Satan was also sat on the floor next to the twins, and Levi watched as Asmo finally sauntered in to take his place next to them as well. “Are we all ready?” Lucifer asked, grabbing the remote. Levi swallowed, hugging his pillow to his chest as Lucifer pressed play. 

The movie started out okay enough. The crunching from Beel eating his popcorn was enough to distract Levi from paying too much attention. This was supposed to be a movie about a group of teenagers going camping and having a run in with a serial killer. It was a classic horror movie trope from the Human World that Belphie was really into at the moment. “Yo why are they splitting up? Don’t they know that’s a terrible idea?” Mammon mumbled next to him. Levi nodded in agreement as he stared intently at the screen. Beel was finished with his popcorn already, and it’s been at least ten minutes. Now they sat in silence, except the high pitched screech of the eerie music playing in the background of the movie. The first jumpscare of the movie was unexpected. The killer had jumped out of the closet of one of the bedrooms of the cabin, knife in hand. “AH!” Levi yelled, hiding his face into Mammon’s shoulder. Mammon was also in a similar state, except his scream caused everyone in the room to jump. “Dammit, Mammon shut up!” Satan yelled, turning around to glare at the terrified demon. Belphie was snickering to himself as he kept his gaze focused on the screen. That sadistic asshole, Levi thought. 

As the evening continued, the more frequent the jumpscares were. Levi wasn’t enjoying himself at all. If he’s being honest, he was trembling and his mouth was extremely dry. How much longer is this? Then there was a scene with spiders. If there was anything Levi hated most, it was spiders. Why are there spiders in a slasher film?! That was Levi’s breaking point. He could practically feel the spindly legs of the spiders crawling all over his skin. He found himself jumping from the couch, accidentally bumping Asmo and Satan in the back of the head. “Ow! Hey, Levi watch what you’re-” Their voices became faint as he rushed from the living room and back up the stairs. He could feel the panic attack coming on, and all he wanted to do was shut himself in his room and turn on one of his favorite anime to calm down. Except he forgot to turn on the lights. And the hallway was dark, all except for the low glow of the candles that were casting eery shadows along the wall. Shit, shit shit, he thought, stumbling through the hall, unable to force himself to turn back. He went to pull out his D.D.D. to turn on the flashlight, but his shaking hands met an empty pocket in his sweats. He must have left it behind in the living room. His heart was thumping hard in his chest as he accidentally bumped into one of the small end tables sitting in the hall, knocking the candles over in the process. He shrieked as the hallway now went completely dark, his knees buckling from the impact and he sank to the floor. He sat with his knees to his chest as he continued to tremble in fear, his breathing now fast and labored. I’m worse than Mammon right now, he thought. Something as stupid as a horror movie causing me to panic like this? I’m so pathetic! Suddenly, he began to hear footsteps echoing in the distance. 

Levi’s heartbeat was thumping hard in his chest as the footsteps drew closer. They’d be right on top of him any moment now, but he was frozen to his spot on the floor. His head was spinning and his chest was tight. I can’t breathe, he thought as he fought to slow down his breathing. He hid his head in his knees and tears began to leak from the corners of his eyes. “P-P-Please just l-leave me a-alone!” he whimpered, covering his head with his hands. His fingers were gripping his purple locks as he rocked back and forth. “Leviathan.” a voice said. Except it didn’t belong to a mutant bloodthirsty serial killer spider. Levi slowly lifted his head to see Lucifer standing above him with an expression of concern plastered across his face. He then noticed that the chandeliers in the hallway were now lit, allowing precious light to shine into the room. Levi was still trembling as he met Lucifer’s gaze. “L-L-Lucifer…?” he stuttered. His older brother’s expression softened as he bent down to his level. He knew his panic attacks often left him exhausted and in a state of disassociation. “Levi. I’m here, it’s okay. Take deep breaths, now.” he murmured. Levi’s head began to clear at the sound of his brother’s voice. “Lucifer…” he sighed as his amber gaze casted down to the floor. “I-I’m sorry…” The eldest brother shifted so he was kneeling, cautiously reaching out to rest a hand on Levi’s arm. “No need to apologize for anything, Levi.” At Lucifer’s touch, he began to ground himself, taking slow, deep inhales of breath through his nose and out through his mouth. “B-But I ruined the movie…” he said after letting out one final big sigh. Lucifer chuckled, standing up and holding out a hand to help Levi up off the ground. Levi took it graciously, and pulled himself up. He stumbled slightly, as his knees still felt like jelly. “Trust me, I was looking for an excuse to get away from that filth. However, I didn’t realize you were that scared. You should have said something.” Levi shook his head, glancing away from his older brother’s gaze. “No, I’d come off as pathetic. Although that’s not far from the truth…” It was Lucifer’s turn to shake his head. “Absolutely not. It’s okay to be afraid of things. Just take Mammon for example, he screamed so loud he shook the whole house and we let him continue through the movie.” A laugh bubbled up from Levi’s chest as he attempted to wipe his tears. “Y-Yeah I guess you’re right…but I’m not Mammon.” Lucifer gave him a small smile. “We all handle our fears in different ways. More than anyone, your brothers should understand that. If they give you any problems, let me know immediately.” Levi nodded as more tears began forming in his eyes. The kindness Lucifer was showing him right now was overwhelming and he didn’t feel that he deserved it. 

Suddenly, Levi felt arms wrap around him. He relaxed into Lucifer’s embrace, his trembling finally beginning to cease. “T-Thank you Lucifer.” Lucifer released him as they began to hear several sets of footsteps approaching them. “Hey, Levi! Are you okay?!” The rest of the brothers had apparently finished up the movie and came to check up on him. He felt happiness flutter in his chest as he wiped away the rest of his tears. “Y-Yeah i’m okay now.” he said. Asmo approached him, holding Levi’s Ruri-chan pillow in one hand and his D.D.D. in the other. “I brought your things!” A grin formed on Levi’s face as his brothers offered him nothing but kind smiles back. He graciously took the pillow and his phone from Asmo. “T-Thank you guys so much…I’m sorry about that…” Belphie emerged from behind Asmo the look of guilt very obvious on his face. “No, I'm sorry I chose such a dumb movie. I didn't realize it would be like that.” Levi hugged his pillow to his chest. “It’s okay, Belphie. I didn’t say anything about not liking horror movies.” Mammon spoke up next, taking the spot next to Belphie. “Oi, how about we go to your room and you can turn on something you want to watch? Movie night isn’t over yet!” The thought of showing his brothers his current hyper-fixation was enough to send a spark of joy through Levi’s chest. “O-Okay! Are you sure you guys don’t mind?” Lucifer chuckled from behind him. “Of course not. Now lead the way.” Levi was about to turn on his heel to head down to his room when suddenly he was being pulled into yet another embrace. “But first, a group hug!” Asmo shouted, holding on tight to Levi. The others quickly filed in, all except for Lucifer and Satan. “Oh come on you two, get in here!” Levi giggled as arms reached out to pull the two reluctant demons in, and finally they were all together. “This is nice. We should do this more.” Beel murmured from the outermost part of the hug. “Ugh Beel you’re squeezing too hard.” Satan complained, as he was unfortunately squished up against Lucifer. Eventually, they all broke apart, and Levi noticed how much better he was feeling. “T-Thank you all…really…” tears sprang to the corners of his eyes, and he wiped them away once more. A hand patted him on the head, and he looked up to see Lucifer smiling down at him. “Don’t mention it. It’s what we’re here for. Now let’s head to your room.”

[solitaireships]

LEMME THINK... (warning for dia not being able to give proper good summaries of characters LMFAO) OKAY for overwatch the first ones to come to mind are reinhardt or ana!! ana is a mother and reinhardt has that dad energy (for years i deadass thought he was a father but hes not LOL) theyre both really sweet and have some pretty cute interactions with each other too. theyre both 60!+

JERALT FIRE EMBLEM. hes the MC's dad! he used to be a soldier before he went rouge and became a mercenary after his wife's sudden passing. he genuinely cares for his kid and is pretty untrust worthy of the church. tldr, hes a family man. a family guy even.

I have actually played both of these games before, so I do know a bit about these characters already! I last played FE3H like 5 years ago and Overwatch even further back tho, so it's also been A Bit lol

I don't remember a ton about Ana or Reinhardt, but I do remember liking Ana a lot! I love it when women are moms <3 I don't remember a lot about her personality, but from the bits and pieces I can remember I definitely think she'd be the kind of character I'd gravitate towards. I remember even less about Reinhardt tbh but I think that design in the pic you sent is from the second game and what can I say except <3 old muscular men with scars

I remember very little about Jeralt tho except for That One Thing That Happens To Him lol. I do always love dads and he's good looking, but also idk that there would be enough there with him for me to get too into him (unless there's more stuff in Three Hopes with him, I never ended up getting that one)

[oh-my-damn]

Do you mean that he's not talking about it, or what do you mean by vetting??/

Sorry lol; i mean it seems questions about personal life are more forbidden now than ever before; if his thing with Alba was related to ghosted to sell him as a romantic lead, how it makes sense none of the questions are romantic?

Okay, so

I definitely think things are locked down rn because of the backlash. I do believe they intended something different, probably more, than what's happening. The backlash has not only been on Chris and the trolls, but also on Ana and Dexter and it has tarnished the entire movie. I have a feeling Ana and Dexter, if anyone, do not want anything to ruin the release. They were absolutely counting on Chris' fandom to pull in numbers and I'm sure they're worried about what will happen with everything going on. I also think they know that even anything mentioning or hinting at AB will make the fandom angry and not want to support (even less than they already do)

However, I also think the PR thing, while connected to Ghosted, is not connected to Ghosted. It's connected to Chris and the image he needed to sell in a movie where he was the lead. They thought it would be a good idea and work well, both with the GP and his fandom. It worked with neither. A lot of the GP already dislike the pairing due to the age-gap and the visuals of it, they don't even know about the racism etc.

So I think strategy has changed from what they intended. He lost a lot of fans and followers after posting those stories, too. People didn't even know about it until they saw it on his insta and a lot of people think of him as a cliché now. He does not have the cute, loving, husband-material vibe anymore; now he's an old creep dating someone much younger who looks even younger than she is.

Considering a lot of his fans are women (and that many of them are in their 30's and up) that's a really bad look. Just go on tiktok or twitter and you will see people who aren't even that deep in the fandom cringing about the optics all over the place.

I'm not sure why they thought it would be a good idea to begin with, tbh. I don't want to jinx anything but I also feel like there might be hints coming at us right now. The silence, the weird articles about his ex's, the solo sightings and articles with no mention of the pairing.

He didn't necessarily need the image for or during Ghosted. He needed it back in the day because he had simply been single (in the public eye) for too long. That can be ratified by having him seemingly settled down/wanting to settle down and keeping that partner around for the press etc, but it can also be ratified a lot easier (for him in many ways since it does not tie him as permanently and he doesn't have to actually be tied to it physically for as long, like Seb and Ale); by selling a narrative that they have been in hiding for over a year and are happy but that it fell apart before the premiere. It's perfect for them to also blame it on the backlash from his fandom especially, and once again make the fans the bad guys, like they did with Jenny (and ignore the fact that he definitely isn't as he seems, as we could learn from the few hints in her book)

That way, there will be no mention of her anywhere during press, and eventually she fades away until he drops a hint or comment somewhere that he's single.

I also believe we won't get a BUA. I simply believe it'll fade, like it usually does with him, and then months later we'll get some confirmation (like with Jenny, where the confirmation of the break up actually came out months after it had happened, as was mentioned in her Vulture interview after the first round)

[deafknell]

You know what's a scenario I need? Priscilla introducing Anastasia as her girlfriend to Vincent and Arakiya. The sibling-in-law dynamics would be great.

Hear me out.

I think Vincent would be quick to accept Ana into the family. He can see Ana is a skilled woman, so he'd respect her. Maybe there'd be a bit of wariness from him, because that's how he is, but even so, he knows Priscilla is smart, and if his little sister chose Ana, then surely he can trust her. Ana could take a liking to him as well; she'd definitely have fun teasing him. Plus, Ana calling Vincent "our brother" when talking to Priscilla would be cute.

As for Arakiya, perhaps she'd initially be a bit jealous of Ana. I think Ana would make attempts to approach Arakiya nonetheless, and even though Arakiya isn't very talkative, Ana, thanks to her natural skill with words, could find a way to interact with Arakiya that doesn't make the latter uncomfortable. And, feeling validated by this and also impressed by Ana's finesse overall, Arakiya could warm up to her.

(Sending this to you because I've proclaimed you CEO of PriAna)

you have no idea how much I squealed reading this AAAAAA (ily <3 prisana my beloveds)

Pris is almost definitely the type to brag about having a partner, if not to goad others and observe their reaction. I can see her using her relationship with Ana to torment an emotionally repressed Vincent whos still trying to beat all the thoughts of Chisha. Like “you couldnt kill me and you couldnt even beat me at getting into a relationship. and youre the emperor? lol. Lmao even.”

And 10000% I think you hit the nail on the head with Vincent in that he’d be wary, probably coming up with a bunch of escape plans for Pris if she somehow gets on the wrong side of the Iron Fang (or if he knew about Ana’s connection to Halibel), but would eventually warm up as she’s got that easygoing, business mentality that he can respect. I think he’d find it just as entertaining as Pris does when Ana backtalks them and slyly insults them.

Ana calling Vincent “our brother”,,,, thats so precious omg. Pris mocking her habits of collecting people and being a conniving fox while Ana’s like “I’m a greedy gal, course I’d monopolise my future wife’s family too. I aint exactly got one of my own.” and one hit KOing Pris.

god speaking of foxes I gotta wonder just how funny it’d be to Ana that Pris’ mother is a fox demihuman. Like theyre both fox women in a certain sense, even if Pris dismisses her whenever its brought up.

Arakiya is a difficult one because (at least current canon anya) shes very, very obsessed with Pris. That whole line of her being willing to dismember Pris just to keep her on the throne haunts me. So I imagine if she found out about Ana, she’d be furious at first. Pris has picked someone weak who cant protect her (abandoned Arakiya when she couldnt do the same, one of her biggest regrets) and Pris has actively picked someone as far removed from Vollachia as they come.

But I do think with time and character development, Arakiya would soften up a lot. Ana can’t protect her directly in the way Arakiya wants, but she has dozens of people capable of doing so for her. She’s good at negotiating, and eventually I imagine Arakiya will have to contend with the fact Pris is strong enough on her own. It’d take a long time for Arakiya to acknowledge Ana as worthy for the Princess, but I like to imagine her and Cecilus going to Kararagi for (his) clothes shopping and Ana tagging along to get to know Anya better.

Oh, oh and I cant forget how juicy the whole “Ana is on borrowed time” thing would be as a reveal to her inlaws. Pre them getting along I can see it be a huge reason for Vincent and Arakiya to oppose the relationship on account of their protectiveness of Pris. But after theyve got positive opinions of Ana? It’d be devastating. Poor Vincent reliving what happened with Chisha, expecting the reveal to crush Pris, while Pris insists on her world working in her favour mindset. Arakiya remembering Prisca’s reaction years back would cause her to really, really panic. She’s just gotten the princess back—would her partners untimely death break her worldview once more, or is there anything Arakiya can do to finally make it up to her?

THIS IS SUPER LONG IM SO SORRY to non prisana people but. I have so many thoughts about these two,,,

[booasaur]

Different anon here but I found madre sólo hay dos so extremely underwhelming with Mariana’s feelings. I was happy that they got together but I had very little doubt that we would get some kind of endgame so as much as I was preparing myself to being annoyed by Mariana I was still surprised by how much she did annoy me lol it would need so little for the Mariana/Ana relationship to be better and more equal but they didn’t make any kind of effort with Mariana and it made so little sense to me.

Why was there so much ferran? Why couldn’t she left him because she was in love with Ana and not because he lied? Why couldn’t we had at least one tiny scene about Mariana’s feelings for Ana, something a bit more than that tepid “I love you too” in the very end.

Ana’s journey was definitely the highlight of the show for me. I definitely wanted more of her with Elena and that other hot lady lol. But I actually like most of the other characters and I enjoyed how everyone got their happy ending and in the end I just wanted Ana happy and I got that so I’m glad.

And another anon:

Oh yay! Ok so i was actually befuddled by like every choice made this season??? I was annoyed that they had mariana and ana sleep together, had ana tell M she loved her, & had M in love w ferran & choose him. & then their breakup wasn’t even M deciding she actually didn’t love him, or loved A more, it was a secret baby??? & then she wanted to move not caring bout leaving A or V/separating the babies?? Just?? What??? (1/2) And then they had ana make a big love declaration when her feelings were never the ones in question?? She’d been very direct about telling M she loved her and she couldn’t stop thinking about her. Very confusing choices and left me feeling disappointed even tho we collected endgame?? I guess?? Like even that felt like they made it gal pal-y enough to appease homophobes who could say they didn’t really end up together.

And another anon:

I have never feel so underwhelmed by an endgame ever. Like we won but it doesn’t feel like a win? I don’t know. It feels weird.

So tell me how y'all really feel. :P

But no, this is sadly how I felt too. It feels churlish to be not satisfied with a planned endgame, especially after everything this year and Netflix in particular, but damn, it did not feel particularly rewarding or fulfilling to me.

There just wasn't that mutualness I was expecting, as y'all said, it seemed much more about Ana's feelings, Mariana seemed almost a bystander in it all, with how much Ferran there was and the reason for their breakup not Mariana actually choosing Ana. Or Ana and the two babies, it suddenly seemed like it all mattered so much less to her. And exactly, Ana's feelings were pretty known, so why is the big gesture from her again?

And yeah, while I don't think there was any plausible deniability for homophobes to think they didn't end up together, it felt really dialed down as two women in love, especially compared to how they'd been before. Like, when it's one-sided or for comedy, it can be hot and heavy but not when it's actually genuine? As someone said, that feels like how these stories were told in the olden days.

And SO much focus on the other characters, by the end it was just little snippets of Ana and Mariana. Again, it felt like a deliberate effort to pull back from Ana and Mariana in love, their own ostensible premise.

I guess the disappointment is that should have been so much more, the payoff for something like this should have been so breathless and satisfying, three seasons of yearning and transformation and connection, and it came down to this sexless family thing.

[imagine-knb]

Haihai! I hope I'm not too late to the matchups *cri* not good at explaining myself but here I go! My pronouns are She/Her and my name is Ana, I would prefer to be paired with someone from touou or seirin but its up to you! I'm a Infp but I'm an ambivert lol depends on who I'm around, I'm like low on energy I guess? I'm just really tired all the time I can sleep anywhere and everywhere and I really really like food but I can NEVER gain weight I have the metabolism of a 12 year old boy lmao, I'm really athletic and strive to be the best at everything I do! I don't really like having opinions on certain things but I will most definitely argue and defend my friends and family or something I really am passionate about,I get told by many of my friends that I look mean or scary and thats why they never approached me first like I'm sorry I just suffer from resting bitch face I enjoy gloomy weather star gazing and reading books, sleeping and kinda js keeping to myself ya know?- my dislikes are foods that are too sweet or too salty and being woken up from my nap/sleep. I hope this wasn't too much Ilysm pls drink water! Mwah!

Type of Romance

Rivals to Lovers

How You Two Met

The two of you had met at a Maji Burger, having gone after classes at around the same time for a late second lunch. Kagami had arrived with his friends and teammates, prattling off his usual long order at the counter. Lo and behold his surprise when the staff happened to put out a very similar order only a few minutes after he'd paid. Usually they took longer.

Assuming it was his, he began to grab at some of the bags, but you had quickly snatched them out of his hands with a glare claiming that they were all for you (and your friends, but mostly you). Despite it being an accident, you had taken it as a sleight and swore you'd be keeping an eye on him.

Thus was a rather strange start to a school yard rivalry between the two of you.

"I already apologized for grabbing your stuff. I just thought it was mine," Kagami blurted out, tone loud and exasperated as he glared at you. He was trying to ignore his friends and teammates in the background telling him to just back off and let it go already.

"Right, likely story," you huffed, glaring back at him. You were doing the same as Kagami, ignoring the protests of your friends behind you. "I had a very long, very specific order. There's no way you would mistake mine for yours because there's no way you ordered just as much—"

And then Kagami's order was called, bags upon bags of food being set out onto the counter. You blinked owlishly at it, having been proven wrong. "Oh..."

How He Fell For You

With just as strong of a competitive nature as you, Kagami often took up any perceived challenge you threw at him with open arms. It was fun for him having someone at his school like you to bicker with because you never backed down.

It wasn't until, one day, he had found you napping outside the school courtyard on a bench, did he realize just why he enjoyed your presence so much. Seeing you sleeping so peacefully — a stark contrast from the competitive attitude you always showed him — had him realizing he'd grown accustomed to your presence always around.

You caught him staring and that was the start of it all.

Peeking one of your eyes open, you found Kagami standing nearby. His eyes had been locked onto your sleeping figure, staring intently. "You look like a creep staring at me like that," you quipped, tone teasing.

It was enough to have Kagami's skin flushing nearly the same color as his hair. He spluttered, brows pinching together like he had been caught doing something much dirtier. "It's not like that!" he protested, walking closer as you sat up fully from your position on the bench. When you asked him to elaborate, he almost didn't answer. But then, quietly, like it was a confession in itself, he murmured.

"You just... looked really peaceful, Ana. It was nice."

What a Relationship with Him is Like

He's conflicted at first as to whether or not he should remain competitive with you. Girls liked it when their boyfriends went easy on them, right? Let them win? But you quickly called him out on that, telling him it was the challenge he presented that you enjoyed the most.

Despite how your relationship with him started, Kagami still tries to do some of the more domestic, couple things with you. He'll bring you lunch every so often, cooked by his own hand — though he would never tell you he fretted over making everything so perfect. And despite his dwindling savings and your ravenous appetite, he'll always insist on paying for the both of your meals.

All in all, a romantic relationship with Kagami feels a lot like how your previous relationship with him was. With the added benefit of boyfriend-only activities.

"I already gave you your own bento for lunch today, quit pickin' from mine," Kagami complained, swatting at your chopsticks as you tried to snag one of the fried pieces of chicken out of his container.

After a little battle with the ends of your chopsticks, you were successful in grabbing a piece of his lunch, popping the delicious treat between your lips. Humming in approval, you looked up to Kagami with a bit of a mischievous grin. He met your stare with a slight glare that slowly melted into something more content. He wasn't that mad at you stealing his food.

So you flicked at his forehead in retaliation. "You're not supposed to let me win," you scolded, snatching up another piece of his lunch. He groaned, "There's no winning with you!"

Match Up Requests are Closed

[ducki-tales]

reposting a discord rp call:

hello! doing another rp 1x1 search because i forgot my email on the other account and moved over here:

          im duckie 26, she/her, est! i only write with writes 21+ in just about any kind of plot that seems exciting at the time. i don’t follow too many fandoms but definitely dont mind writing

              cc x cc

              cc x oc

              oc x oc (in a certain verse ex. hogwarts)

        i usually go for angsty plots that really take a dive into a story, slice of life is fun and i dont min jumping into it but i always find that it runs dry after the main goal of the plot is covered. so, i just want to feel excited doing headcanons and coming up with the next chapter of the plot while being able to build up our characters and really experience the fun of writing!              im not a stickler on activity, i’m usually around a lot but will never push for replies, i just would like to know if you’re more of a busy person that the activity might not be as frequent, which is perfectly fine with me!       some plots i go for:

          forbidden love

          age gaps (all above 21+)

          domestic fluff

          bad boy / innocent girl

          best friend to lovers

          mafia plots

          supernatural (the genre not the show lol)

          it’s cozy halloween season so give me fall vibes, give me creepy horror mystery! i want to feel the fun of the season with maybe a ghost hunting team, scooby doo style mystery solvers, or a haunted apartment and they are neighbors just trying to figure out what’s going on       (hear me out. a match maker who recently passed away and instead of creepy haunts... they are determined to get two neighbors together after seeing they would be great together!?)

i don’t really have a set of fcs i use or prefer writing against, really it’s who i feel fits the vibe of what we are going for, i write both male and female fcs so we can switch it up!                disclaimer: i do write NSFW but i am not expecting it, if you are comfortable with smut that’s great but if not don’t stress it’s not my top priority

like this or message me in my dms and we can plot something fun out!

yes! this is just a repost but i have been wanting to get some more experience plotting and doing 1x1 plots 

some fcs that i love writing: oscar isaac, jeremy allen white, david castaneda, tom holland, skeet ulrich, miles teller, jordan connor, charles melton, henry golding, kendrick sampson, henry cavill, dacre montgomery ashley moore, christina nadin, madeline petsch, madelyne cline, imogen poots, ana de armas

[bottlecaprabbitgames]

Announcements, Things Going On ATM, Cool Kid Shit

Yes, I'm cringe. I'm getting more comfortable with myself everyday and that means the real cringe is coming out. It's being RELEASED

Anyway-

I won't lie, a lot may not get done on MG:T this week. I'm in hardcore hustle mode to make sure I can get my tablet and my mom's Mother's Day gifts, which is taking all my time atm. I'm also having a hard time focusing, which is driving me nuts.

However! Patreon content will continue as normal! There are FIVE days left to sign up and get your votes in on this month's bonuses! And... I also released another old commission with Freja/F!MC that's NSFW this morning. AND I'm planning for at least one of this month's bonuses to be NSFW... it's my birth month, and it's high time I return to my roots, LOL. The Freja/F!MC NSFW post is only available for $10+ tiers! There is also a Fawn NSFW and Blake NSFW over there, too!

Also! There is a $30 goal on Ko-fi to get another 1,000+ word public scenario up! It's 13% done at the moment, and all tippers can leave their vote on who they want the scenario to be with! Something to consider! There's also a Blake scenario that is ONLY available on Ko-fi for any amount of tips! I might also post a special sneak peek on there this month, muhahahahaha! (I also redo these goals immediately after completion, making a public post that there is 1 on the way! This is a CONSTANT community goal that never goes away!)

AND... LASTLY... if you are curious to know what my older NSFW content entailed, you can check out my AO3. I have fanfics there, I have OC content there, some other stuff, too. I can in fact say I've written one smutty werewolf, vampire, and alien fic a piece, and several others from different fandoms. Some of it's a bit dated for my writing now, but uh... the Neia one at the top is. Is definitely not. Hi, yes, I was the first Neia fanfic writer and Neia poster other than Ana. Ana has also called me Neia's biggest fan before and I hold that post very near and dear to my soul. HAHAHAHA

Yes! So! ANYWAY! Don't forget to get those asks in! My birthday is in THREE HECKIN DAYS, and I do appreciate all the support, gamers! I am so frickin' thankful for it, and the amount of folks who have sent in asks, and the folks supporting me on Patreon continuously. Without this engagement, I don't honestly think I could keep going like I do... so thank you <3

[nevalizona]

Okay SO,

New Jay lore is interesting. Not what I was hoping for exactly but interesting nonetheless. I will say, I am happy with where they are going with him and Maria. Too many people confuse infatuation with attraction. I'm struggling with how to phrase this bc this topic can be triggering so I'll put it under the cut LOL

(Talk of stalking and murder.)

Jay, having literal knives, stabbed through Maria's missing person poster says a lot about him. Especially since it can be inferred that he gets drunk and throws knives at it😬😬😬😬

I know people want Maria to Mean Something to Jay. And in some ways, I think she does, but not in the way people want. Not in the way they're comfortable with. He is infatuated with her. He saw her for the first time, and kept stalking her. Following her around. Taunting her while she took pictures of flowers. He was able to toy with her. I'm not sure if he always has this much fun with his catch but he definitely enjoyed hunting Maria.

People want it to be a tale of love. It isn't and it won't be. I definitely think at the time of the game he is starting to have anger towards Maria (maybe this is why he is hurting her again via missing person poster) because she's causing a problem. People are sniffing around trying to find her. Ana, her little sister will stop at nothing to find her. A problem. Jay fucks up a bit by the sounds of it and the family is angry at him for this. Of course his anger would turn towards her.

If she wasn't such a catch, this wouldn't be happening. If she wasn't so fun to stalk, to hunt, to catch, to kill, the family wouldn't be at risk. But she was. Maybe he looks at the poster with a sense of pride. I'm sure depending on the day he reminisces the days of following her around. Waiting until she trespassed onto their property to follow her closer. Waiting until she was completely off guard and caught in a moment of artistic focus to get near her. So near, in fact, you can see him in one of her photos. It's a thrill for him. Maria is thrilling both in life and death. Anger. Pride. Shame. Excitement. He'd do it again because at the end of the day, he is driven by his urges, by his needs, his wants.