#ambienblogging

[mikimyslee]

I desecrated my angel pills

[watermelinoe]

but i need to go to bed bc i'm ambienblogging

[armalis-archived-blog]

I am going to redo my bathroom entirely in dinosaurs. Tomorrow I will write my novella on Kaidan m/m ships (Kaidan/Steve what UP). Tonight bed.

[draven]

nah but if you enjoy the sexualization of children characters on kid's shows you're a pedophile sorry

[eevees]

im so excited about friday and saturday and being with all of my favorite friends i could just kiss u all

[iambickilometer]

someone i didn't wait for

I spent years dragging that piece of context around with me as that friend lived her own life, fell in love, struggled and fought, broke her heart. I did not wait. I found girls and boys and the bright between and sometimes it was comfort and sometimes pleasure and then it was love again. And once more, twice more. All of these things became part of the context dragged along behind me.

i could have waited for that friend, all these years. the strength of my feelings has not wavered. but i am not part of that world of one and only, and it would be unfair to anyone involved if i were to pretend otherwise.

i can wait forever, and i will, because what i'm waiting for won't actually actualise. locked up in some corner of my room, a box of all those childish things, and the some more recent memories. We'll go walking, and you won't see the shadows you left in my pockets, and I will be happy for you when you find someone new. And I will be happy with the loves I've found, and our missed chance will have a happy ending despite everything.

[cattycus]

[1:22:16 PM] sweet cole: i also remember thinking you were a

[1:22:25 PM] sweet cole: like a witch or something, because where you were was dark

[1:22:33 PM] sweet cole: idk if i said that out loud but i thought it a lot

[1:23:03 PM] ᴊᴀʏ: yes you did

[1:23:13 PM] ᴊᴀʏ: i think at one point you asked where the rest of my coven was

[mikimyslee]

I'm drowning deep in ecstasy

While flying high on Myslee

A darkened room a brightened screen

Held captive by anxiety

I'm begging someone kill me, please

Hold on, I'm still too scared to die

Wishing the sun would never rise

Just wanna END ME

LIKE HOLY FUCK, I'M GOING MENTAL

[mikimyslee]

I feel like a magical girl with this, imagine I was a mahou shoujo site character and this was my magical stick and I burned peoples eyes out with this iron and stole their souls with it or some lame shit. The other girl already already has the magical stick I wanted and it’s probably overrated as fuck anyway, so I guess picking and everday item to brutalize people with would be cool if I was a bad guy? Sorry my Ambien ins kicking in lol I feel funny

[mikimyslee]

This jirai Ambien angels is gonna sit in the grass and shade and besayhwq it aall lol im gonna enjoy the day

[mikimyslee]

I can’t sleep and cutting didn’t help so I’m walking in circles outside and I took to much ambien so I feel great the sun is warm and skies are blue and I feel fuzzy. It’s beautiful. The smell of fresh cut grass and would be lovely lovely

[mikimyslee]

I’m a beautiful ambien goddess, everyone must love me and in return I will give you a token of my everlasting love…a little pill that will take you to heaven with me…We’ll sprawl along clouds and count stars far away from the troubles of this dirty world. Let me cleanse you in my holy blood, hold my hands and merge your souls with the six winged angel. 🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽

[mikimyslee]

Hehehe you guys know what time it is!! Time for this angel to take flight!!!🪽💊✨

[mikimyslee]

I’m high as

Aahoy

[mikimyslee]

Shit is getting trippy lol I’ll probably wind up 🪦

Stupid jirai taking so many amboen pillx and smoking so many cigarettes…..aaaaahhhhh blissszzzz

☆(ゝω·)v(=｀ω´=)(*ΦωΦ*)

Ihavetopee 🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽🪽

sooocuuute

༺ღ༒ ༒ღ༻

[mikimyslee]

𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚏 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚢 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚎. 𝚜𝚘, 𝚒𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎. 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚛 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚒𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎, 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚡𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗.

𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚑𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚊𝚍.

𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚠, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕......𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚒𝚝.

𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚊𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎.

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐, 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘��𝚕𝚍.

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝚒 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚛, 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎.