#ambi rambles

[soobiesworld]

okay i’ll be honest! i don’t ship hilson, BUT i see why people do.

[solomiracle]

developing my mc and my lilith more and i've just now realized i've turned them into "would you love me if i was a worm" (yes)

[ambimakesarts]

I see my Tsum Tsum postings are relevant again, I wonder if the video will also regain traction again cuz of the EN release of the Tsum Tsum event 🤔

Just a late night thought, I appreciate everyone enjoying my TWST meme nonsense cuz I take forever to finish the 50 million sketches I doodle at once. -D-

[arrowsperpetualcringe]

Going by my nickname Arrow mines would just be,,,

OW,,,

ok gimmickverse let's all do this

I would be oho-h-

@maryland-officially @the-real-catholic-church @north-dakota-unofficial @non-tyrannical-usa @thee0ne-whos-trying and anyone else!

[cyberm4n]

You've now filled my head with nothing but Alastor and Lucifer brainrot. Any other sharing thoughts you have for them? (I cannot stop thinking about them, I quite literally thought about them sharing me during my entire 8hr retail shift yesterday)

alastor and lucifer sharing you pt 3!

pt1, pt2

this was highly requested, thank you all for the love <3 im tagging anyone who asked/was fine with it last time but now you can fill out this taglist form to ensure you're tagged for future posts!

tags: @lu-ferri12 @my-anime-garden @princessdreamss @polytheatrix @reaper-of-light-12 @ambi-squirrelly @hazelfoureyes @meggletoomanyfandoms @afernandez21

cw: angst ig?? idk reader is upset cause they keep fighting, general relationship issues for a moment, smut, reader gets eaten out, there's some light praise and condescension i think, alastor has a master kink, alastor discovers he LOVES eating pussy, there's like a weird sexual tension between alastor and lucifer for the majority of this if you squint, the ending is VERY suggestive

other: not 100% happy with formatting on this but i wrote majority of it on a 6 hour flight so like. you win some you lose some. not proofread that well, i kind of ramble at times too but it's fine. 2.1k word count and half of it is formatted in a headcanon cuase, again, lazy 6 hour writing. i also don't use the bolding and coloring that much cause it'd be a lot of work.

left the ending a little open, will probably do a poll tomorrow on if people want me to take this that direction.

■ okay so sex aside i would think outwardly everyone knows you're in a relationship with lucifer at the very least

■ but it's kept lowkey with the other part of the relationship

■ which both are fine with btw

■ lucifer loves pda so he's happy, alastor isn't a fan so it's whatever

■ the public part works out because alastor would genuinely be worried about someone trying to use you to get to him

■ it's bad enough that it's known the king of hell has a new partner, but nobody knowing that if they fuck with you they're fucking with the king of hell AND the radio demon is a silent advantage

■ if anyone knows, it's charlie. but only to the extent of like the fact it's a hinge relationship, everything else she doesn't know and honestly doesn't need to know

■ she's just happy her dad seems happy and is getting along better with alastor

■ i think alastor is the kind to really start caring during the relationship vs. lucifer caring about you deeply before

■ so occasionally alastor will pull you aside, or if no one is watching will just press a quick kiss on your forehead.

■ meanwhile lucifer is always making it known he's in love with you

■ arm around your shoulder, holding your hand, everything

■ again, alastor doesn't really mind unless lucifer decides to be an ass abt it

■ look they still compete with each other sometimes they can't help it

■ then it becomes a game of how much the other can get away with before you either get upset or it's too telling

■ that's the other thing is like, the competing gets really fucking annoying to you

■ we saw them in hells greatest dad it wasn't a want to be a better dad it's just wanting to out do the other

■ and when it transfers to your relationship it gets agitating fast

moving on

■ relationship side alastor isn't as involved with that

■ but if either of them did something that upset you or like there was a lovers quarrel between you and either side it's a big deal to them

■ especially if you're only upset with one half of the hinge

■ cause like, sure, they could compete with each other and purposefully drive you apart

■ but tbh.. both of them lowkey like this arrangement much more than they thought they would

■ so they end up talking to each other about it and figuring out what to do

■ same if you're upset with both

■ not that you're upset often it's just that when you are it's usually cause they crossed a line in their little competition

■ and they hate making their girl feel like a prize to be won :(

■ whatever their solution is, they do it together.

■ show you they can get along, that they both care about you enough

■ you're in your room, a bit of a blow up happened earlier after they got into one of their arguments

■ it's not that you genuinely think theyre using you to get to the other but sometimes with the way they act it's easy to doubt

■ anyways, they both come in, it's late

■ i cry when im frustrated/upset and i think it's a pretty normal reaction, so let's just say you're crying a little

■ they're both immediately at your side, apologizing profusely

■ you've never cried like this before

■ it scares them. alot.

■ for once there's absolutely no competition, the only worry is making you feel better.

■ both sitting next to you on the couch, lucifer murmuring how much he loves you, and how he knows how much alastor cares for you

■ i hate the whole "alastor doesn't understand emotions" thing because he does. he has to, he knows how to read people well.

■ it's just he hasn't ever comforted someone

■ he doesn't know what to do when someone he cares about is upset

■ so he's glad lucifer is here, as alastor just sits at your side nodding along and gently rubbing your back

■ alastor only tunes back in when lucifer offers to give some space for the night, and a little murmur from you agrees but asks they both come to bed that night

■ given its usually only lucifer who actually sleeps in the same bed as you alastor is surprised

■ but lucifer is beckoning him out for some space.

"cmon, we'll be back in an hour yeah?" he chimes from the door, and with a squeeze of your shoulder alastor is out of the door, but he opts to walk along with lucifer. "we gotta do better" lucifer sighs as he walks, not looking over at alastor. he's not accusing alastor, he seems equally disappointed in both of them.

"for her?" alastor adds, and lucifer gives a hum of agreement. "this while ordeal has been quite... stressful as of late, no?" alastor adds, "to our own faults, yes" lucifer murmurs, giving a sigh. alastor nods, and the two men walk in silence for some time, ending up in the parlor, husk far since gone to bed. "want anything?" lucifer pulls alastor back to reality once again, he's standing behind the bar while alastor had been staring off, his mind running with thoughtd of god knows what.

"whiskey, my friend?" alastor suggests, and giving it a considerate thought lucifer pours two glasses. the silence falls over them again, just the sound of the clink of their glasses on the counter.

"so tell me, how do you do it when you pleasure her?" alastor breaks the silence, lucifers eyes dart up to him. thinking for a moment before replying "i don't really think tonight is the time for that—" lucifer says, but in a gentle tone.

"no no, in the morning." alastor says, staring down at his glass. "you two indulge often in the morning, correct?" alastor says, now his eyes uncomfortably on lucifer. Watching as the other man almost pales a little, swallowing thickly.

lucifer immediately falters, giving a sigh. "look it's not— i‐ that's not her fault–" lucifer immediately starts, assuming this is a confrontation. his eyebrows raise as alastor shakes his head. "oh please, if i had problem with it i would have done something" he says, a static crackle echoing through the room. "no, i want to know how you do it when you... when it's just about her. how can i do the same?" alastor asks, and this is even more surprising to lucifer than this whole fucking idea in the first place.

■ so lucifer of course explains some stuff to him, of course it's hard because unless he's done it before it's hard to articulate some of his "moves"

■ i mean lucifer can hardly resist going down on you everytime, he's definitely experienced but it's hard to transfer that knowledge at times

■ but he's impressed alastor even asked

■ so when they return to your room, they're a lot more calmer with each other than before.

■ that night changed a lot between them tbh

■ it's slightly awkward for both of them when everyone gets settled in the bed

■ you're on your back, lucifer on your right side and alastor on the left.

■ they're both holding you to the best of their abilities

■ lucifer gives alastors hand a squeeze before shuffling it to have a better grasp on your waist

■ you all peacefully sleep through the night, not shifting much but it's pretty comfortable

■ is the morning you're mostly cuddled into alastor, which is entirely lucifers doing

■ when you're all awake though alastor gets arguably nervous

■ but you being you, you slump over onto alastors chest, murmuring some affection to him

■ lucifer gives a nod, it's time.

■ he'd honestly probably move to get out of bed, assuming some privacy is wanted

■ but he feels a shadow wrap around his forearm, it's a light pressure

■ alastor shakes his head, mouthing a small "please"

after lucifer processes for a moment what exactly is about to go down, he's okay with that. he settles back in, his eyes on the two of you as alastor tilts your chin up, pressing a kiss to your lips. "my dear, would you mind if i tried something a little different with you?" alastor chimes, and you blink your eyes open again, still a bit sleepy as you give a nod.

he gently maneuvers you on the bed so you're laying on your back, his hands pawing at your sleep shorts and pulling them to your ankles. lucifer watches, honestly a little mezmerized by the whole ordeal. he feels proud in an odd sort of way. “I think our little doe deserves a treat, would you like that?” alastor murmurs as he spreads your thighs open. You take a shaky breath before murmuring some form of agreement, maybe even a little plea.

without further prodigy, alastors finally leans down his tongue swiping down your folds, hands grasping your hips to pull you to his face. your hands go to hold lucifers, but he shakes his head tutting at you. “ah ah, that’s not very polite princess” he chides softly, guiding your hands to alastors hair.

and alastor makes good use of the tips and information lucifer gave him, his tongue plunging into your sweet little hole as his nose bumps your clit. his eyes wander up, making eye contact with you as he eats you out so wonderfully. you tug at his hair and he practically growls in pleasure, opting to change tactics and focus his mouth on your clit while his fingers slide inside you, gently curling into your sweet spot.

and lucifer watches it all, absolutely mesmerized. he doesnt know what it is about watching this but theres something about knowing alastor is doing exactly as told to in this scenario that makes lucifer feel warm. he lets alastor steal the show, doing only minimal work. maybe hes softly cooing praises or gently reminding you to show your appreciation to the one making you feel this good.

as you get close, evident by the murmur that falls past your lips, alastors eyes snap to lucifers for a moment, and he takes a moment to think before understanding. usually when youre close alastor is all over you, telling you to be such a good girl and cum, just slight praises and coaxing. given the fact hes face deep in your sweetness he cant really do that, so that job is up to lucifer now.

“isn’t alastor doing such a good job duckling? you want to make sure he knows how good hes treating you, dont you?” lucifer coos, scooting in behind you on the bed so you stop trying to writhe away. “I think he’d be so disappointed if you didnt cum for him, you think you can do that, hm? you wanna cum all over your masters tongue?” lucifer says directly in your ear, and alastor feels a bit of a warmth in his stomach by being referred to as “master”

when you give a weak moan in response lucifer sighs, shaking his head. “be a good girl now, you can do it little doe” he says which is what sends you toppling over the edge, your hips rutting up into alastors mouth, whiny moans coming from you as alastor desperately licks up your sweet release. this whole thing was quite enjoyable for alstor, but hearing lucifer call you “little doe” his petname for you made him smugly satisfied.

after some aftercare which mostly just involved more cuddling, alastor feels satiated enough to shift to leave, before getting a look from lucifer. he reluctantly stays, feeling as you come to lay at his side once more. lucifer seems to take note of something, giving alastor a nod down, he glances down, seeing the obvious tent in his pants. alastor looks back up, slightly annoyed. a like “yeah, no shit dumbass” kind of look is exchanged.

alastor looks back down at you, pressing a kiss to your forehead as you sigh happily. but alastor tenses as he feels a hand on his knee, shooting a glare to lucifer as he traces his hand up a little. the two meet as and alastor takes a shaky breath as lucifer leans in just a little, breathing out the next few words with a calmness alastor admires:

“just keep cuddling her”

[crushingcasanova]

hbgbhfhf id.. really fit all of that.. but i. i. honestly am a bit nervous to pursue you, because im worried you wont like me. but i love rambling and listening to people, im literally so close to turning sixteen like its less than a quarter year away.. im obsessive, im persistent, and the being the last darling thing would actually fit my jealous tendencies, however im poly/ambi and okay with other darlings being in the picture. i also have my own darlings, but i honestly wouldnt want any more either.. so yes. um!! all that

-🫧

At the end of the day, I think you should do what you're comfortable with! I'd love to get to know you more and you've always been a pleasure to see in my inbox, so if you wanted to just speak--with no pressure of pursual--I would be okay with that anyway. Or not! Whatever makes you most comfortable, in the end, is the best decision for you. You don't need to force yourself to socialize or put yourself out there, but I'm sure I wouldn't dislike you. It takes a lot for me to dislike people, admittedly,,,

I'll keep note of what you've said, too! You really do fit my criteria pretty well ^^ how suprising! What do you look for in a darling too, sweetheart? I'd love to know, if you're comfortable with sharing!

[fangsinyourheart]

Enter the den … ? Y / N

— Jinx / Maverick ( My close friends call me Mav ) Bodily 16 yrs

— Undead Norwegian forest cat and black wolf-dog therian [ psychological + spiritual ]

— Lovesick and obsessive, I fall in love [ infatuation ] easily so be warned. Anons and asks are encouraged, please give me attention.

— Co-host (?) of an osdd traumagenic system, transmasc puppyboy dogthing. Ambi and poly.

— Current anon list : 🖇️, 💄, ꩜, 💋, 🐁

— tag guide :

🩸 - personal rambles

🦴 - therian / otherkin

⚰️ - directed at someone

🪦 - reblogs

[mistressoftheforest]

Hi my name is Jane/Dina/Lucifer/Canine/Kate/Seraph and I use all pronouns and I’m a boygirl.I’m bi aroace Ambi and I’m not going to debate on my sexuality.im autistic and got several disorders. I love anything horror especially creepypasta.I love talking about psychology and angels.I have a huge hyper fixation on religion and the occult rn.you can always ask me stuff im totally fine with it . I do headcanon asks and ship asks just no nsfw pls. I’m taken by my gf Sophie

My Carrd: https://cryoffearfan.carrd.co

I am a fickin,otherkin,Theiran,and system ^_^

My crp ask blog: @ask-eyeless-j4ck

My tags are Jane doe rambles for rambles

Simon’s reblogs for reblogs

Sadie’s asks for well asks

And canine’s promotions for promotions ^w^

[soobiesworld]

pray for my tummy guys

[barkingangelbaby]

okay I got my chem on the speaker time to be productive!!!

I've done two (2) chores and don't want to continue... but the chores be chorin'... give me strength

[solomiracle]

there's definitely a rumor in the devildom that mc has fucked all of the brothers. right

[ambimakesarts]

Halloween related

I don't think I'll be able to do any Halloween related doodles as I use to. I got nothing and I'm doing other things and art and stuff -w-

Also thinking about updating the commission sheet in my pinned post, but like if you still want to commission me before I update I'll accept it. -w-

[babblingpipit]

Rambling kerjaan (lagi)

Beklah si otak ane lagi suka narik-narik ke pikiran negatif lagi jadi mau ku jembrengin aja disini biar aku sadar betapa ga logisnya segala pemikiran yang keluar involuntarily dari otak ini.

Ku suka mikir kalo 2 tahun postdoc ini progress kerjaku 0, gaada hasil sama sekali, mengingat project ini belum menghasilkan publikasi (even yang bukan first author pun).

Suka agak menyesal dan wondering gimana dulu kalo ngambil postdocnya di topik yang sesuai dengan PhD, mengingat sebenarnya ada offer ke arah situ cuma benefitnya kureng. Apakah ku mensabotase karir sendiri dengan salah memilih project? Agak yakin kalo publikasinya akan lebih banyak karena tim itu tuh emang lagi produktif banget (biasa deh PInya belom prof jadi masih ambi).

Rebuttal dari kedua poin diatas adalah: HELLOOO kamu awal tahun ini baru publish? Meskipun itu publikasi untuk project terakhir PhD but who cares? Waktu setahun awal postdoc kan juga waktunya banyak kemakan untuk nyelesaiin project itu, jadi waktu bersih buat fokus di project baru kan juga ga full 2 tahun ini, jangan lupa juga abis cuti 6 bulan dan suffer trauma + pindahan lintas benua ya.

Tapi publikasi yang baru ini fail banget belom ada yang ngecite?

Pit STOPP it is beyond your control! Yang penting udah out aja bagus. Sekarang fokus ke hal yang bisa dilakukan yaitu kerja yang bener biar bisa publish lagi!

Permasalahan ambil project yang ini. Ingat si offer itu tuh di negara yang non-english speaking, dan kamu dulu aja di Belanda yang orang-orangnya bisa bahasa inggris udah merasa terisolir. Pikirin juga Adit gimana kerjanya kalo harus belajar bahasa dulu. Lagian you are literally in one of the top astro department in the world?? Yakin aja si sama prosesnya. Lagi u masih di awal karir banget kenapa takut untuk eksplor?? Toh masih ada 2 tahun lagi di kontrak jangan judge dulu hasilnya sekarang bisa ga?

Tambahan dari rebuttal diatas:

aku mentor A LOT OF students! Which I really loved. Salah satu project lagi dalam tahap paper writing. Dan si anaknya sedang daftar S3.

aku do teaching fellowship yang sebenarnya ga wajib, it is extra miles I am taking dan si professornya terbukti oke dengan kerjaan

hidup ga cuma karir aja kali, started running, suffered proses berbehel (yang mana sudah sampai tahap akhir yaAllah semoga cepet lepas), and I support my family and friends!

Dah sekian aja, banyak bersyukur banget karena dikasih banyak kesempatan dan privilege dalam hidup ini (termasuk mengunjungi Niagara Falls kemarin!). Jangan negatif2 lagi mikirnya.

[gmanwhore]

Rambles about songbound below woooo. The ramble may not be too well written but I'm doing my best sorry. This also does not cover everything, I have been working on this for like five years ok ok.

Ok, so first off a songbound is someone who was born with songkindism. It's a genetic disorder that causes the person to develop defects based off of songs. Defects can be physical or manifest in the form of "powers". A lot of defects are passive and are always there, but some are active and can be used and/or activated. Defects manifest at around age eleven, usually during rest, and the change is quite sudden.

There was quite a stigma around the songbound due to...society being a bitch, though the excuse was it was because they were "unstable" since the first recorded songbound died due to her defect. I dunno what to tell ya. Anyways testing for songkindism became mandatory at age eleven. Testing was much more harsh on normal kids and those with defects that weren't obvious. After testing, if a child was found to have songkindism they would be taken to a facility were they would be monitored.

While later the facilities became better places to live, when they were first instated they were not run very well as it was treated more like a military operation then...childcare. One of the first songbound to be put in a facility was Susan (later named Ambie) who was a child who could make things out of shadows. She was alone in the facility for a short while, though she did apparently have a friend named Jackie Jackson. Other children were eventually interred, the most important ones being Mr. Mustard (no one remembers his first name), Oasis, Billy, Sharon, Daymen, Julie, Nerman, and later Xenoph. (Most of the children become teachers/helpers, except for Daymen, Sharon and Julie who all have...other storylines)

At first most things among the songbound were normal. Most were too frightened to try to attack the guards or do anything escape, so they just focused on learning and living as best they could. Eventually, though, it seems someone snapped as Julie began to use to defect (when she got angry enough, she could lift people up and move them around like ragdolls.) to attack the guards. She was eventually found dead, a shriveled husk in her room.

The next time someone attempted to rebel, it was another young girl named Mayfly. Her defect was that she could make people experience the direct consequences of their actions. She was also found dead, though her body only seemed slightly drained at that time.

After a while, the overloads began happening. An overload is when someone's defect goes into overdrive, which can cause damage to themselves or others depending on what their defect is. For example, one of the people who overloaded was Cody who dropped oil from his eyes and mouth. He ended up almost drowning in his sleep. Luckily it is possible to change someone's defect, though the procedure is quite risky. It had been done before, though, so most people survived their overload, though Cody and Mia both had to be fused together to save them. Susan also overloaded, and had to be fused with a living computer, hence making them Ambie.

Anyways! The overloads were being caused by Jackie Jackson, who's defect is that she is able to change brain chemistry. It also turned out that Jackie was just a character that had been created by Gemma, a girl who could create up to ten people whom she could control to a small extent. At this point, she wasn't in the highest command, though. She was possessed by Aishite. Do you remember Melanie from the top of this ramble? Yeah she died then possessed her necklace. She had been possessing other girls in order to both feel in control of something, and to try to free the songbound. She still wasn't...the best. In the end Gemma was able to free herself and her creations.

There were also forces on the outside trying to help, mainly the Songbound Liberation Association Radio Station (or S.L.A.R.S. for short) who would try to explain what was really going on.

Yeah that's all, for now! I may write more later!

[code-name-rain]

Howdy. This is currently a sideblog for misc fandom stuff. Made this blog on a whim so we'll see how it goes.

Call me Ambrosia or Ambi for short, I'm a plural system that likes to come up with AUs to the point of complete absurdity. My base pronouns are plural they/them but if you want to use neopronouns you're allowed as long as you make them as creative as possible. I want to see pronoun sets I could never have conceived of.

Regular tag for my original posts is "Ambi speaks" and interacting with others will be "Ambi chats". If you see any AU idea here you want to expand upon or create based on, feel free! And let me know when you post something based on my prompts/rambles so I can go check it out!

[ambrosiaocto]

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