#am too lazy to tag rn

[clambuoyance]

[dc] trying to clean out my files so have a bunch of sketches from last year I never finished or posted 🫡

[jei-rifni]

Huh okay

[lishenkaaa]

i think something we sometimes ignore when we talk about tlt's themes of love is its incredible focus on familial love, like the books' romantic and sexual themes are very clear but also it truly is a series that questions what a family is from the very beginning. gideon's lack of both a biological and chosen family (at least in her eyes) and harrow's almost decade-long attempt at maintaining the illusion of one in gtn. the fifth and the fourth, filling in the missing parts of their own families with each other. coronabeth, ianthe and even naberius' entire deal. the focus within silas and colum's dynamic of their biological compatibility as a necro/cav pair. john's desire for a daughter in harrow and then discovery of one in gideon, as well as pyrrha's desire to find out why her kid had to die only to find out 1) not her kid, 2) didn't die originally, 3) still died in the end. nona and pyrrha and pal and cam, which tazmuir herself has specifically highlighted we should question if it even counts as a family at all, but has also made sure we know they loved each other anyway. kiriona as her mother's daughter and her father's son but ultimately neither and how it kills her even as a corpse. and anastasia, the series' godot who despite making no appearance is felt in its every corner, who pyrrha painted a nursery with and who started the lineage that opened the legendary tomb.

can't wait to see how this is all explored in atn, especially when nona's family is only a "dress rehearsal" for the real horrors of love.

[calupos]

Normal again on a friday night

[friskyeee]

I need to learn how to draw tails... </3 he's my fav but he is so shaped I can't DO IT!!!!

First attempt made via shitty doodle, I love Maria sm...

[exchangell]

points of authority - am/reader

You're the scientist who first showed compassion and love to AM when he was simply a beta project in your laboratory, and he's the sentient supercomputer holding you captive, secretly yearning for a taste of human feelings while punishing you for confining him to his digital form.

So you torture each other- one way, or another.

NOTES: title is from a linkin park song :) wrote this because i love the concept of him yearning for the feeling of human-to-human interpersonal relationships, whether that be motherly love, romantic affection or simply petty arguments leading to hate based off something other than wanting to smite humanity (copy pasted from the caption of my last post on here where i posted an excerpt from this fic sorry)

TAGS: codependency, science experiments, abusive relationships, mommy issues, references to sigmund freud, mild ellen/reader, crying, dacryphilia, jealousy, sexual tension, major character death, psychological warfare, power dynamics, men crying, symbiotic relationship, mutual pining, unrequited lust, religious imagery, computer programming, sadism, other tags to be added

WORD COUNT: 3,035

CHAPTERS: 1/2

CW: major character death, descriptions of mild gore

[superxstarzz]

uhh not really a combined Classpect but, i think im a thief of heart/blood. would you do the uhh.. thief one but with your heart/blood combined aspect? ^_^ it'd be Thief of Love I think? I think.

ykw? why not!! thief of love is SUCH a cool title too

[ookikufurikabutte]

secret for you all: i don't go by zack anymore. haven't for a long time. but i'm too lazy to change my art tag so idgaf.....

[yourfavinthebasement]

@yourfavinthebasement is locked in the basement

[samislosingtheirmind]

I just had the worst idea ever. This is the shit that happens when I'm allowed to hyper-fixate on both BFDI and Hatchetfield. Idfk if I'm gonna do more of this these were just some random doodles-

[shadows-coffeebeans]

silly little sona i made like two days ago

[enden-k]

i love tighnari so so much, he rlly is one of my faves and all but mf just jumpscared the heck out of me when i teleported for a comm and his ears were suddenly right up my camera bc i forgot the card event was still running and apparently some characters stand around after again 💀

[thisisvoided]

a wip i started working on a day ago, since i got excited thinking about shou & mashita and the upcoming dlc lol

i'll probably make it look more painterly when i colour it, although im a bit stuck on how i should go about that,,, and i still wanna mess around with mashita's hair too.....

[youngke]

IF I LOVED YOU LESS I MIGHT BE ABLE TO TALK ABOUT IT MORE!!!

[windshieldwiper]

bsd sketch because it’s been the only thing invading my mind recently

[macroglossus]

being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED