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thenightisland · 2 years ago

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people trying to insist a fandom is tiny when it /only/ has a few thousand works on ao3 meanwhile my current fandom is a sixteen book series and has several hundred fewer works than goncharov, a movie that, and i cannot stress this enough, doesn’t even exist

#measuring the size of fandoms based on their goncharov index #this has been a useless text post you may now resume your normal programming #rote has a goncharov index of 0.63 #for perspective ofmd has an index of 26.5 #spn's is 360.8 #the cosmere is 2.26 for a fantasy book comparison #i am very normal #post

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egophiliac · 5 months ago

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(looks at upcoming card releases)

I'm in danger :)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #stage in playful land #stage in playfulland #smoking #my favorite horrible crime guys are back!!!!#(my hot take is that glomas had a better story but these goobers were just SO fun)#(they should be allowed to kidnap and murder(?) at least a few dozen people. as a treat.)#man i knew there was probably going to be a fellow card and yet i still did a bad job of saving my keys #and there's this year's halloween to think about too!#normally i try to avoid leaks and spoilers but i did accidentally see some stuff and if it's real then holy SHIT #on the other hand fellow attacks by basically throwing gidel at people and i desperately need this on my team #regardless of whether or not the card is actually any good #(if they change the animation to remove gidel i am going to RIOT it needs to be either exactly the same or EVEN SILLIER)#actually it would be hilarious if their stats were terrible. just the worst. and yet...#grown man and his kid with a hammer vs a bunch of teen wizards who can shoot fire #the results may shock you #(if they do the same duos-with-the-last-release as they have been with the staff cards then i will absolutely lose it)#(please twst. it would so useless to me but SO funny)#fellow: it's showtime rollo! :)#rollo: who are you

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furfurtheferret · 2 years ago

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Hey can i have a honest opinion on something?

A few moth ago i started the translation of a lore doc into french, this decision was mostly motivated by a want to do something for a fandom since i never finish my drawings/stories etc , but also to work my english (and make it usefull, i wanted to do something usefull). However now i kind of doubt the utility of it all... first cause ...it's not very intersting to read lmao but i've accepted that it would be more of an archive than anything really...meaningful?idk but also : the lore doc is basically a copy pasta of what's on the tweeter of the Creators (but translated obv), but that means that every link wont be accessible to all -> language barriers + twitter (i don't have it so it's already a problem for me when i can't acces the threads) but it also means that the lore is very limited and we miss every little interrations or quircks of the characters ...yknow, what's really interesting about lore. I think that the day to day actions of the characters are not as interesting as what makes them special....

Today i wanted i bit more of infos about a deal a character made , cause what i had was litteraly "This character made a deal with This character" WHAT KIND OF DEAL?? when i searched on the wiki fandom the entire day was written in great details and the deal was kind of way more horrifing than how it was presented on the doc (dude offered him "good things" o whatever in exchange OF THE LIFE OF HIS SON) and something just clicked in me... IS it really still worth it to work on this translation? If anyone want to learn the lore it wont be very interesting since it's not that developped and it's hard to find what you want unless you know who and when it was. I don't want to let down the OP (but at the same time they didn't really asked, i proposed to make it more accessible WICH IT ISN'T ANYWAY SO FUCK ME). And at the same time the wiki is well more spread, and detailed. What the document has in fast updates the wiki has it in details ... The only "bad"thing that i note on the wiki was that when i made that search for the deal, the page for the specific character was EMPTY on the french side, and a lot of pages aren't translated or even present in both version (AND I HATE THE ADDS IT MAKES IT UNREADABLE i hate it i hate it i hate it)... I really want to help but idk what to do, cause i would hate to let this unfinished

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TLDR : dumb bitch started a useless translation, and could join the translation of a more usefull Wiki but don't want to let first project unfinished

#i am absolutly not talking abt the qsmp lore doc wdym #am i useless?#i don't want to be useless #google how to make decision #making decision is hard #i took the whole writing it all to just change and post it on tumblr instead of discord cause i didn't want to disturb them #it's like a long ass rant #long post #use you savior complex and help me #i think i will continue anyway #wanted to put a popular-ish tag but can't find one that fits #doomed to ignorance

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bixels · 1 year ago

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Just gonna have to wait and see, right? Just wait and see! Just gotta wait and see! Who knows, we'll just have to wait and see! It's anybody's guess, we'll just have to wait and see! The future is exciting, we just gotta wait and see!

#personal #my art #Fuck your fake ass 'i am very smart!' intellectualizing “observations” and open your god damn ears.#do something for fucks sake. it's sickening seeing videos of ai crap and seeing rows and rows of repliers using their one brain synapse #to type “wow! very exciting!” “haha this is kind of scary! but in a really interesting way!”#and then they go about their day without a second thought while creative industries burn around them #i go to one of america's top tech schools too and it's enough to make you wanna tear our your hair #every day it's seminars and talks about “the potential consequences of ai!” when the consequences are happening NOW #NO MORE DISCUSSING NO MORE INTELLECTUALIZING NO MORE SOCRATIC SEMINARS NO MORE DEBATING. ACT YOU COWARDS #people are getting hurt RIGHT NOW. stop pretending to care when you clearly don't! just be honest and say you wanna make money #my time here has really made me hate academic spaces. you people are so god damn useless and cowardly.

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sophsicle · 2 months ago

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here's the thing. whenever u say "eat the rich" the rich automatically make a sad lil face :( :( :( and go "well that's not very nice. what if we turned around and said eat the poor, huh? that wouldn't make you feel very good, would it?" which is. an insane statement to make. because baby, honey, sweetheart. you are eating the poor. every goddamn day you are eating the poor. and worst of all. you aren't even fucking hungry.

#i will actually never get over how much “nice” is used as a form of social control #like you even saw it after the american election right?#where all the republicans were like “cutting me off isn't very nice”#and like women constantly are told they will not be listened to or tolerated if they cannot communicate “nicely”#i am so uninterested in nice #useless 2 me actually #i think people should have human rights and a reasonable standard of living #but do not misunderstand i am a bitch #soph rambles

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shuaaflower · 1 year ago

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I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

#tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #depressing shit #feeling alone #sad thoughts #mentally exhausted #mentally tired #sadnees #overthinking #self h@te #i dont want to be here #self h@rm #i hate everything #overthinker #tw selfhate #i am useless #im not feeling good

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r4tfromm3rcury · 8 months ago

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how i imagine fnaf 3 went

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 1 year ago

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got a worm nibbling my brain. can someone help me find a piece of obscure media?

webcomic/indie comic from the 2010s. basically a sci-fi short story about a young girl (with red hair?) who was being raised by scientists as part of an experiment. she receives a haircut/has her head shaved, in preparation for her annual brain scan/testing. it is revealed that while her body is human, her "brain" is artificial, made of computer implants throughout her skull and spine. at some point her biological mother (also a scientist on the same campus?) encounters her and is repulsed, viewing her as a machine who has murdered her daughter.

it was very poignant and it bruised my heart and i can NOT find it anywhere

#i thought it was made by the creator of 'O Human Star' for some reason but apparently not?#goddammit goddammit goddammit #'i don't have to write down the title of this piece of media i encountered in my formative years bc i'll always remember it'#*cut to ten years later frantic googling*#fun fact 'a.i.' is now a completely useless search term #google in general is useless #and stuff i read 3+ years ago regularly vanishes from the internet #bookmarks are not enough! if you like indie media--download that shit! buy digital/physical copies while you can #save it to the cloud back it up and organize that shit!!!#keep a list of the stuff you read (organized by date/media type and possibly with keywords if you want it to be useful longterm)#(or a spreadsheet even if you're like me and rabidly consume short stories/comics like a pack of amnesiac piranhas on a feeding frenzy)#(that stuff PILES UP over the years ok. if you wanna make sure you'll be able to find it again a decade later--curation is key)#because art WILL touch your soul and then vanish into the void leaving naught but a 404 Error in its wake #i am an old man shaking my fist at the kids on my lawn but the kids on my lawn are me and my longterm digital planning skills circa 2012

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deliriousblue · 19 days ago

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THE HEART KILLERS (2024) episode nine

#the heart killers #thkedit #kantbison #fadelstyle #joong archen #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #dunk natachai #joongdunk #firstkhao #thai drama #may.gifs #much to love !!#bison extremely calm and professional about to do field surgery on a man his brother has been holding at gunpoint #kant being absolutely useless the entire time (i say with love). not even a little headpat for your bestie being sewn up king?#fadel snarling at kant like a wounded animal #bison giving kant clear direct instructions (i feel in my heart that it was more for kant's sake than for direct utility)#fadel and bison instantly falling into almost wordless concert #the fact that the confrontation between the two of them happens only *after* this scene.#i am once again asking if the wound bison sewed up for fadel was the one over his heart.....

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marikodraws · 2 years ago

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equipping Akechi’s tie to fight Shido 👊🚢

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thedispatch · 12 days ago

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When you confess to your partner in the tunnels under the institute before having to explode some clowns

(Would yall fw me if I combined two of my favorite fandoms? Shout out my girls caitvi, gotta be my favorite gender🙏)

#tma #digital art #fanart #the magnus archives #daisy tonner #tma art #horror #new artist #tma fanart #daisira #basira hussain #im a useless lesbian #lesbians rise up #arcane #saphhic #sapphic fanart #I spent all night doing this and only got four hours of sleep i am insane #Daisira nation how're we feeling?

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surreal-duck · 3 months ago

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some business to take care of

#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but #duck scribbles #midoyuzu #enstars #whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main #been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that #midori takamine #yuzuru fushimi #yuzumido #ensemble stars #also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not #midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this #anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well #always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately #finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow #mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day #with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless #i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do #not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense #but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri

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notbecauseofvictories · 2 months ago

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I sent out Christmas cards to friends and family, and some part of me is still (a good 48 hours after dropping them in the mailbox) conflicted over it. It feels....attention-seeking? needy? some other too-easily-bruised emotion, that goes hand in hand with the couple of paragraphs I wrote summarizing my year. As though reminding people who aren't constantly in my eyeline how I spent 2024 is something vaguely embarrassing and just....too much.

And I know objectively, there's no harm in sending these. Worst case scenario, someone gets it, complains with their partner about Why did we even get this? Oh, that Sarah, she's always been a sentimental idiot, and then throws it in the trash. Best case scenario, the people who are not great about remembering I exist text me, or mention it when I see them at Christmas---Oh, hey, got your note!

Yet here I am on a Saturday morning muttering, Someone has to go first, like it's a talisman that will protect me from my own imagined shame. Truly, being a human being is very silly.

#no one has received one yet! it's ridiculous; and yet here I am.#like when your tooth falls out and you can't stop running your tongue over the gap. except with useless shame.#christmas for ts #celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge

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ash-and-starlight · 1 year ago

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modern au and esen’s honkers are haunting the instagram feed

#id in alt text #yea this was inspired by That watermelon smashing vid #if u don’t know what i’m talking about you’re living a more peaceful life than i am #at first I was like hm maybe this is a bit too ooc for ouyang #then I remembered the 'doEs GeNerAL Xu pLAY thE FLuTE???' and I was like nah ok it checks out #no filter & accidentally revealing how much of a gayass he is is how he rolls #also rip Ma she's just trying to hang out with her boygf and that hideous Pest that Wretched Thang that useless twink #just manifests wherever zhu is and ruins the mood #she deserves to hatecrime him as much as possible #also I don't think esen is 100% aware he's posting blatant thirst traps. his insta is mostly pics of his horses and his beautiful eagle #then one vid of him doing mounted archery that breaks the internet for 3 weeks #rinse and repeat #also yeah wang's special skill is starting shit in the comments section #he would absolutely thrive in the toxic waste that is social media fights #ty for reading this far. more unhinged takes at 5 #esen-temur #zhu yuanzhang #ma xiuying #general ouyang #the radiant emperor #she who became the sun #he who drowned the world #my art

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r-aindr0p · 5 months ago

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Mini Rollo looks like he’d squeak when you squeeze him. Just don’t squeeze him too hard.

Aight guys it's Mini Rollo science class time ! All explained by Rook !

Side notes :

-Can be nibbled but depending on their personnalities they might bite back, though they don't have teeth.

-Most of them are very passive and loving little guys.

-They multiply in a similar way to cellular divison when well fed and happy.

-Only Rook has the recipe to create the mini Rollos, but Trey witnessed the horrors during club hours.

#Multi ask answer abt how mini rollos work #+ answering on paper because I don't have internet currently where I am #Twst shitpost #When the shitpost ends up getting lore and more #I hope the pics are readable :')#if you cut a mini rollo in half it's just like marshmallow/mozzarella leaving this last useless info here

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tanadrin · 4 months ago

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Lots of people saying to just ignore the polls and go vote anyway. How much of a cope is that?

…it’s not? People are acting like a Trump win is a fait accompli while every election forecast has the thing at 50/50 and Trump is slightly behind. If you live in a swing state your vote for President matters a lot!

If you don’t live in a swing state you should still vote for down ballot races. Those matter a lot, too. But anyone trying to doom at this juncture and tell you a Trump win has already occurred is either an idiot or actually a Trump supporter. This race hasn’t changed in months.

#the polls actually feel distinctly useless this time around #they mostly seem to reflect pollster’s priors #personally I am pretty sanguine about Harris’s chances!

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