#am i overstimulated? (probably)
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Based on somewhat real events
I spent way too much time drawing this...
But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you
A continuation (kinda)
#sometimes my skin smells too strongly and I hate it. I wanna crawl up and die. it's not that bad usually#only when I'm already overstimulated#there were 2 times where I was sick and I started crying and almost threw up because the smells were too strong#one time the smell of tge city. the other time it was roasted chicken. I still feel sick when I smell reheated chicken to this day#I'd love to have someone comfort me and rub my back in these moments but 1. I don't want anyone to touch me and#2. I feel like I don't deserve to be touched because it's an inconvenience to others#anyway enough about me. I am now projecting in these characters#I hate drawing their faces so much#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#young stan pines#art#fanart#traditional art#comic#long post#watercolor#forgot to mention but I can't take a shower when the sun is still up except if I was swimming in a pool/sea. no specific reason I just can'#projecting to Ford because Stan would never feel like that :/ oh well#is this cringe? maybe. probably. do I care? no. not really#I'm self diagnosing myself with 'definitely something wrong but not further specified' because this can't be normal#btw sorry if this is disappointing. I tried my best (the first part is pretty neat imo)#wonder if anyone is gonna read all of these tags#is this the worst thing you've seen yet?#teen stan#teen ford
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Why does the orange Addison's mannequin kinda resemble you?
#most of their mannequins probably look like him tbf#good average cyber-citizen sizing (SHORTASS)#i dont have a lot to say because it explains itself + if i say anything i remove possibilities of answering an asks with something related#to said thought so im not gonna#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#no.1 freak#something different about this one i think. maybe its the expressions. not a bad thing but its definitely. different.#i had thoughts but im tired and i dont hop on tumblr until i finish the ask im working on so i dont get stuck scrolling & unproductive#sorry i dissapearrreeeddd i was overstimulated like halfway through the week which is earlier than usual but it makes sense because i was#out doing more unusual social activities :-P but you dont care and nor am i obligated soo....#the hands look better not pixelated idk why#give me a little to respond to stuff and check up we be eepy#this one has a lot of freakin frames for some reason
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explaining to a coworker I don't socialize out of work bc of The Anxiety. then later explaining why i have gray in my hair.... it's... still The Anxieties...... goin' gray since my early 20s........
#man its rough when people who dont have anxiety have to ask a million questions that the answer is just The Anxiety#like im sorry i dont socialize or want to have a conversation while three other people are in the room talking#its just a lot of overstimulation ok im just suffering please stop asking me things...#i get the loop of im failing a social interaction in my brain which makes it harder to win at a conversation#like every normal person would consider conversations as something you can lose or fail or win (?)#had another coworker who ive only really seen ? but he argues with the one asking me about my hobbies n social life#and so i saw him today and he was i think probably training or showing another guy around#and he was real quick to say no to helping me and im lik e???? i didnt ask for help?#and the other guy was like is that a constant thing? and he said no not me yet but he had to assert dominance#and i looked at him and told him very plainly#i am a pushover with anxiety you dont have to assert dominance at all i promise#and he actually looked kind of taken aback and guilty for snapping on me for no reason so then im like#oh great just me saying i hope to not cause problems caused a problem#anyway ........ i wanted to draw a halloween thing but i just dont have the spoons rn
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One more day my precioussssssssss
#elvis presley#70s elvis#That belt will be mine#oh yes#it will be mine#nobody alert security#that I am on my way to London#to feel up what felt Elvis#and probably not throw up on it out of sheer overstimulation
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QB ADHD test is crazy for autists bc tell me why you’re gonna strap this super uncomfortable headband to my head and also have the lights bright in the room bright af and then have the laptop flash images at me too
Like????????
#sillyposting#adhd#I asked if they could turn down the lights and it was soooooo haha funny to them#how quirky haha hehe no one’s ever asked for that before!#and then they turn the light off and it’s pitch black and the laptop brightness is still way too bright#I was going to be overstimulated either way probably#but still#I tried to make it a neutral environment for the best results it just didn’t work out#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#can you blame a girl for having a very cutesy very demure meltdown at the psych’s office#but anyway I did absolute shit on the test#I feel like it’s not even fully accurate because I was crying half the time :/#I couldn’t remember anything esp not with the sensory hell#but then again I already know I would have been shit at it without the meltdown too#and the nurse tried to comfort me when I said sorry for crying#and she’s like no it’s okay we’re all special in our own way!#Ma’am I don’t need your autism speaks pep talk I need all the lights in my vicinity to be turned off#at least if they say I don’t have adhd I have even more validation for the autism#because who else has a meltdown over l i g h t s#very neurotypical reaction I’m so normal actually#I’m fine I’m at home and I’m gonna chill in my room don’t worry
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GOING CLUBBING FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER SATURDAY NIGHT DOES ANYONE HAVE TIPS
#i've been wanting to go for a long time but i am also anxious and will probably get overstimulated in five minutes#ahhhhhhh
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I spilt my juice today
#oc: bean#sona tag#this was technically a vent bc today was so overstimulating that I threw up but something about spontaneous combustion is so funny to me#so silly post instead#I did spill my juice tho and I cried about it but I'm okay now#I have also been staring at a blank canvas for about 6 hours and I just needed to draw... something#can you tell I am not having a very good time right now#but I'll be fine probably
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mortifying ordeal of getting really fucking pissed off at someone ur stuck on a holiday with
#will the group chat make it out of the holiday probably not#unfortunately i am feeling murderous (overstimulated)
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hhhhhh i think im understimulated cravings idk what to do to occupy myselfff
#i am Not turning my overhead light on again to embroider#its had me Overstimulated#i have my chill out music playing but its not enough to engage my brain#i really should probably just go to bed. i guess ill do that.
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#mine#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#simblr#sims#ofmd#stede#ofmd sims#god i am SO GLAD today is not a work day idk if i oculd have handled it 😂#working full time sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my new office is nice tho#i mean tiny#probably actually supposed to be a closet#but it's MINE and it isn't a cubicle it has a DOOR!!!!!!!!#its so quiet i dont hear any of the obnoxious ppl#i feel so much less grumpy when im not constantly annoyed/distracted/overstimulated by them#altho the guy in the next office has a rly nasty dry cough#and he sneezes a lot and its that rly loud man sneeze#which startles me lmfao#but ill take it
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it’s official; i’ll be working 5:30-9:30pm instead of 6:30-9:30pm thursday-monday due to the fact that we have 6 momma dogs and 37 puppies between them all in addition to the 4 dogs i have to walk (6 right now because we have two dogs boarding with us unfortunately) which means that i should have time to clean everything thoroughly and it also means that i will be making about $680 instead of $578 each biweekly paycheck which isn’t a lot but it is significantly more than $0 per week and this job suits my schedule so so so much better than literally every single other job i have had and also i get paid for getting some puppy therapy
#⟡ — kayleigh’s yapping#it’s only until we have less puppies of course but then again i honestly might just ask if i can work 5:30-9:30pm from now on 🤷🏼♀️#the extra hour makes a huge difference because it takes ~30min to walk all 6 dogs currently#so i should be done walking dogs by 6pm and then i have until 9pm to clean everything before i have to walk dogs again#ngl i will probably still have to stay 10-15 minutes late but that’s totally fine i am used to it by now lmao#when summer comes around it’ll be nice to have that extra hour to walk the dogs for longer#but right now the weather is usually shit and it is usually cold af so i only walk them until they go potty#they all get woods walks during the day so it ain’t a big deal that i don’t walk them for a super long time#ANYWAYS i am going to attempt to go tf back to sleep asap until 3:45ish and i am so so so glad that i have two days off after tonight#i just have to go pickup a big curbside grocery order tomorrow afternoon#(i always feel bad for getting 50+ items but i get so overstimulated if i go in and shop myself 😭)#(and i mean. it’s their job. i worked curbside pickup at a different store for a bit and it was infinitely preferable to working registers)#unfortunately i have been putting off groceries because i couldn’t get them last week due to their slots being full due to the holiday#so i have to make up for that by ordering a lot at once ughhh
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#really feeling that urge to isolate and detach#from everyone#I'm tired and overstimulated#and this has been the case for weeks and months at this point#it's getting to the point where#Even things that gave me comfort like cozy and farming Sim games#Are exhausting#and#No where near as fun and comforting#how the fuck am I supposed to do this every day#for the rest of my life#will probably delete later
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Silly Game Time: SEND DUDESNo, NOT nudes, DUDES! For legal reasons (don't ask), I have to throw the biggest kegger in history! How many people do you know who you could genuinely call "dudes"?
.....Uhm.... none. I'm not really a party girl; my girlfriend's brother, and my brother are not party dudes. We're more likely to spend an evening playing board games, using silly voices while we get into character, and drinking non alcholic sparkling grape juice. I don't have many friends who go out and party.
#Thank you for the ask#Ask me#I am a boring little housewife gamer#I would probably not even come to the kegger because it would be too loud/ and I would be too overstimulated
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people are talking and being loud and no amount of music in my headphones can drown anything out and I wanna scream
#shut it salem#im trying to get work done but my brain just isnt#am i getting overstimulated? lets be honest probably
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Do you know about Halloween horror nights and any of the icons/lore, Evan/Habit?
Well, a little... not as much as I'd like. Haha...
I KEEP FORGETTING TO LOOK INTO IT AND EVAN IS TOO MUCH OF A PUSSY TO GO IN PERSON... I FUCKIN WANT TO...
#Evan speaks 🗡 🎞#HABIT speaks 🐇 ☠️#evan emh ask blog#evan rp blog#habit emh ask blog#habit rp blog#answered asks#ask response#( ooc > )#cw caps#grahhhhhh i want to learn more of this.#both evan and i have trouble with haunted houses.#his problem is his first response is to punch or fight and he's punched scare actors#my problem is i get overstimulated and then either fight or freeze and am either way counterintuitive to those#i LOVE horror but scare zones/rooms or haunted house like attractions just break me#I'm getting better about it though haha#worst case scenario is i punch ANOTHER scare actor#Evan would very much absorb the lore from a distance#that and also probably have a bisexual panic over someone from the 13th Halloween Horror Nights. >:3 /hj
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mr paws is BITING ME today and i can't even be mad because i get it. i too want to bite the people i love sometimes.
#it's either play biting or he's feeling overstimulated but i am always very careful about doing consent checks when petting animals#or just in general interacting w them#and he was definitely asking for more pets every time i stopped and checked#so i think he was just playing. or he's just in that weird mood where he wants more attention but also doesn't at the same time LMAO#and i also understand that too LOL autism momence... cats and autistic ppl shaking hands#anyways i'd bite Guz a lot i think HFSDJKL but he'd bite me back so its a dont dish out what u cant take situation LMAO#with Wardell he probably would be SO offended if Dandyfae bit him sdfjkl#which is very funny bc of his dog-ness. but i do think he wouldnt rly understand play-biting or affection-biting for a while fdsjkl#dandy.cmd
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