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Happy to see the tories go but at the end of the day, unlike England, Scotland hasn’t voted for the tories in almost 70 years. Weird, it’s almost as if Scotland’s vote and voice means fuck all to Westminster
Democracy, am I right?
#reform projected to get more seats than snp???? guys what are we doing?????????#if the exit poll is at all accurate then Scottish independence has been so massively pushed back#am fucking deviated#don’t care if you support independence or not#I just want us to have the ability to decide that for ourselves#‘voluntary union’ my fucking arse#not rote
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Shen Jiu should make dark jokes about his time as a slave but no one gets the jokes coz everyone thinks he is a spoilt young lord from a noble family.
(Except, Yue Qingyuan. He gets it. He is currently screaming, wailing inside coz sometimes SJ is a bit too detailed JUST to make him feel even MORE guilty.)
#qijiu shenanigans#qijiu#shen jiu#original shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#svsss crack posts#svsss#can you imagine if yqy gets too frustrated at one if those “jokes”#and he just mutters “its not like my sword was eating me” a bit too loud#deadly silence follows#“WHAT THE FUCK?!”#“Xiao Jiu plz calm down!! You're on the verge of qi deviation!!” *starts panicking*#“I AM GOING TO KILL YOU AND MYSELF!!!”#“Please! Don't kill yourself!”#liu qingge was about to visit zhangmeng shixiong but after hearing all the ruckus from a distance#he thought to himself “Not. Today.” and flew back
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Me: *literally minding my own business, not even interacting with the fandom tag just drawing stuff that I want to see*
Some rando on the internet: "anyway I don't like *name drops me specifically* because they're not drawing what I think the characters should look like and no I don't know what a block button is"
#pls feel free to make him Drop Dead Gorgeous with Beautiful Hair in your own headcanon I don't fucking care#Jon is a wet autistic paper bag to me#I am reminded yet again why I have an EXTREME DISLIKE of the fandom#and why I stopped using the fandom tag because people who frequent that tag will really make it their business#to police anything that deviates from the Popular Headcanons
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humans really saw sexual dimorphism and said "hey that's really cool, let's expand on that" and made an artificial version of it (strictly enforced gender roles based on what kind of junk a person is born with) on top of the baseline dimorphism.
#gender#trans#transgender#gnc#gender nonconforming#that should do it for tags. time to ramble#can i just say that this system has gone so far off the edge that if people exhibit even slight deviation from these rigid and miserable#roles that they go through so much scrutiny?#i hate it. even outside of nosy conservatives clutching their pearls#there's so much scrutiny when someone experiments with anything outside of#cookiecutter male or cookiecutter female#even black nail polish which is the most neutral nail color. its still a giant fucking alarm bell#for society. im a closeted transfem and i can't even put on black nail polish without worrying about everyone around me#throwing a tit fit. it should be worrying to everyone that everything is so tightly and ruthlessly gendered.#there's something to be said about exactly how fragile masculinity is (as in literally fragile. even the slightest bit of “femininity”#causes intense scrutiny)#as much as i am definitely NOT a man I do feel bad for them#they walk such a precarious tightrope and anything “feminine” can cause society to shame them and shove them back#into that narrow tiny box
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undertale and deltarune fans refer to frisk, chara, and kris as “they” and acknowledge them as nonbinary challenge: impossible. failed multiple times
#I AM GOING TO SCREAM#“frisk doesn’t have a canon gender” firstly. l + ratio + how did we play the same game#SECONDLY#they are referred to as “they” /several times/ and the games have not made any deviations to this#so why. if in a game where all the characters are referred in their preferred pronouns. would that be any different for the protagonists?#why would those closest to them ??? only call them that ??? ESPECIALLY IN KRIS’ CASE LIKE#ugh. ugh . ugh#you can be nonbinary and absolutely use he/she#but (gestures wildly to all the instances of they and them and theym)#the most basic referred pronoun and people still fuck it up and go its just up to player interpretation ???? NO ????????????#i think. looking at comments under a ut video was a mistake .#lantern says stuff#lantern rants#im so mad 😭
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Dammit heart why are you like this ik she's like the exact damn girl you would've thought up to be as attractive and friend as humanly possible to me but you still don't have to be this whiny about it.
#yknow i was pretty settled on thinking i was aro for a few years there and um now lets just say there are questions#like idk ive been sexually attracted to close friends before and this is different#but on the other hand does it fucking matter because we're not gonna be a thing longterm#and holy shit am i having a hard time coping with that#i figure ill get over it i have before#but on the other hand idk ive been so lonely and she came back into my life and i was naïve enough to think#that we'd live together and be a thing long-term and that things were going to be okay and id found someone i could be with forever#and that meant so much to me as someone who's always feared being alone and being aro and living in such an allonormative society#as well as heteronormative and mononormative(?) and generally not cool with deviations from the nuclear family#and i thought that yknow ill still have trouble finding friends prob but ill have someone i can come home to be with at the end of the day#and then ofc reality happened#fuck man i see why allo people are so fussed about breakups now#oh yeah btw irls if you know who this is about just like idk dont tell her this i want to communicate some of this to her myself#and the other parts frankly i dont want to share because itd feel manipulative#so yeah i love her#oh and if anyone has read this far an encouraging dm is more than welcome
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"How's that Ralph and Mick fic going, Gray?"
I'm so glad you asked! For me, absolutely wonderfully! I have not had this level of artistic inspiration in MONTHS. Ralph is having a Really Fucking Bad Time and Mick is chain smoking his way into coping with everything, tho ☺️🥰🫣
#turned of reblogs because i dont feel like this needs to be reblogged its just me bragging about torturing that poor limp wristsed man#anyways. may deviate from the story i am currently working on and this chapter may never see the light of day#but just know that They Are Going Through It. also it turns out this is is gonna be a slowburn fic because apparently#mick and ralph are both the most dense motherfuckers in the mojave. too smart and introspective for their own good 😔#gray speaks#off*#sorry for all my constant typos im a mobile user. also fun fact im typing the entire fic on my phone! my thumbs are fucking sore!
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man every time i open twitter it immediately shows me the dismal take of a teen with deep religious trauma who cannot fathom anyone being comfortable with their sexuality & identity & must center themselves in a discussion that had nothing to do with them.
who knew all conserv xtians had to do to convince kids that sex-ed was bad & absitnance only was the only appropriate education was to disguise it as some assb ackwards social justice
edit: to be 100 percent clear here, this was a neurodivergent adult talking about their own sexiness and their neurodivergence. the minors barged into the conversation and decided harassment was a great idea.
i truly do not understand how the fuck we got here but i'd like to not. be staring down the barrel of a generation of teens & tweens who can't fucking google or research anything just blindly parroting whatever bad takes they see on twitter.
#i am truly fucking baffled#by the audacity of teens who barge into adults talking abt their sexuality#& being comfortable being neurodivergent#or deviating from trad beauty standards#to scream abt how dare they sexualize this group how DARE THEY#bc this child cannot fathom that this stranger is talking about themselves and not them#and then when the adults like hey stop they go OMG WHY DONTYOU JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON LIKE#stop picking fights when you cannot handle the consequences of your own actions#take your own advice???????
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ah time for the age old internal turmoil: am I nonbinary or am I just not white
#white womanhood is a gender in and of itself that I can never conform to#and even the concept of deviating from a binary is conforming to colonialist language and thinking that does not work for me etc etc#yes I know. I am simply a gnc woman by the terms and conditions laid out for me by virtue of being a woc raised by white women#I'll fucking figure it out eventually. or maybe not#I like being a woman so much though is the thing but its hard to define what that means to ME#much to think about#it speaks
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miss your cats gifs will you make some from last nights game👀
okay so I was not ignoring ur message but I am lowkey (highkey) superstitious/believe in jinxes and I didn't gif game 3 and we won game 4, so you can see where this is going. I didn't wanna explain because I didn't even want to put out losing vibes. so, sorry for taking so long to answer!! I will be making some gifs from tonight's game tomorrow probably tho!
#I had an game entire game day routine this round and I deviated for game 2 and it fucked us and game 3 was just crazy#yes. I am mentally ill and I know that#anonymous#answered#talky bits
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Ace....... my beautiful dead wife comes back to haunt me once again
#luffy will bring this country down just bc he can't have another serving of rice bc otama can't afford it#she makes hats.... ace learnt to make hats in wano.....#she is waiting for ace.... just like me fr....#i was saying i could cry and well i am....#congrats luffy now she is sick AND sad#like i get he will never ever hide something but damn#FUCKING X DRAKE TOO?????#i am crying just by seeing ace again this cant be true akdhaks#like omg him doing something else that is not dying 😭😭#going thru it do not contact me..............#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 894#you know how many times i have typed episide???. episide.... bc my fucking fingers cant coordinate listen i am on episOde 894....#i have written this word so many times and fucking sitll..#brook with a summer body tee lmao#until now the fillers have been time sensitive idk what changed now lmao#WHAT IS BOA HANCOCK DOING THERE#he said not only hancock but hancock kun.... this is a big day for her l#i accept outfit deviations in fact in luffy's case i welcome them bc the frilly shirt doesn't do it for me#but changing his chanclas.... criminal offense#i love hancock luffy team ups (have they been only in fillers/movies????) but not when it undermines hancocks abilities#for this filler they found nami in the middle of a work out sesh or what.... wristbands and all#robin too looks like that akdhskdks#sanji with the tie drawn on his tee.... so casual too#idk what brook has going on#episode 895#episode 896
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Thought process: wow I have so many tabs open on my Firefox what the hell was I do-
Carry on.
#The other 7 tabs were also H2O related. Namely Max and Gracie's pages as well as Charlotte's#I also had a really funny page open that described mako island completely incorrectly? Describing lost ruins from a bygone civilization#Scattered across the island. Which I guess could technically be from Mako Island of Secrets (with the merman chamber) but like...#The images they attached were of old decaying bridges and temples so I don't think so!#This fic has been a journey and a half#Season 2 is suddenly at least 5 episodes longer#In my defense I really think it'll be worth it for the payoff at the end. I hope.#I'm giving the girlies (me) everything they've (I've) ever wanted#Cruddy rambles#... It is essentially just the show but Lewis is a fish now#I love all the other merman Lewis fics too but they do tend to deviate from canon a lot. Which isn't a bad thing!! Just not what I'm vibing#With atm so I'm writing what I want#I mean it is a whole rewrite so deviating from canon is implied but y'know what I mean? I just want s2 but with a few tiny details changed#A lot of them tend to be removed from the '[generally] slice of life but with mermaids' style of canon#Which is what I'm really vibing with atm as I'm currently in a tumultuous period of my life#So like absolutely no hate to those styles. I fucking adore them (and am heartbroken one author who posted recently never came back after#I posted a comment on their work talking about MA Zewis 😭😭😭) because holy shit their stuff slaps hard as hell and I love all of them#I'm the number 1 merman Lewis fan#I Stan every single person who has posted art or writing for that style of au#Just to make it absolutely fuckin clear that I mean no hate whatsoever. I just wanna throw my own hat into the ring yknow?
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If I think abt Ace Attorney too hard I will explode not only is this a threat but a promise
#I get SO FUCKING MAD that this game progressed past trilogy#Ion fucken CARE that Klav is on my kinlist bro FUCK THAT GUY ‼‼‼‼‼#Literally the art style post ds era. Not worth it. Get out of my fucking sight#Ik aa4 was technically ds too but the sprites had a different vibe#I still like them honestly but I don't love Pollo as a character#He's just lame and annoying and boring. And kind of a prick#Tbf I never cared abt Penix Write until game 3#But idk the characters in aa4 are just less memorable imo#Wasn't there supposed to be an entire other case for that game that was scrapped btw or am I mistaken#Regardless I did not like the deviation from the og cast BUT AT THE SAME TIME I UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DID IT#The og cast got their endings more or less. Their story was wrapped up. No need to drag it on#This was like a big thing I had to cope w when I finished the trilogy. I had to learn hoe to move on#It took several days no joke and I cried a lot#Tbf I was watching gameplay for the game for 10-12 hours a day for like 2-3 weeks straight#But I get so emotional over trilogy...then I think abt games 5 and 6 and it's like UGH#That art style is so upsetting to me (not bad on its own it just does not compare to the og sprites) that I refuse to watch the games#Dgs I can overlook and mmmaybe get into. I rly want to#Olmes is sposed to be on my kinlist#I just don't know anything abt him#But seriously. I cannot stand anything other than base trilogy bc the spritework for that game is a MASTERPIECE#Ask me what game has best graphics of all time I site that trilogy every day of the week#Go back and marvel at it. I'm p sure game 1 was on gba or smth too#Like dude. Those games look good yo#The remakes are ugly as fuck in comparison#I will never get over ittttt I can never cope#Compare 3d penix to his sprite. Yeah. Yeah#Ugh. Just the worst#But ugh I love that series sm...#Lumi'z#I HIT TAG LIMIT LOL
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i've been thinking a lot about the way borderlands approaches things and how i might write stuff from now on bc as much as i'd like to stay true to the source material.. i'd also like to change a bunch of it without making it seem like i'm making shit up as i'm going
#how the fuck am i gonna tackle big game hunt for example. i'd sooner fry myself alive than repeat whatever the fuck happens in aegrus#..eh... the fic i'm doing all of this on deviates a lot from the norm (story-wise) anyways
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#yeah! ill do thing#haha. i cant do anything today muchless feed myself#i cant fuction#personal#diary#i want to make a late or an espresso and theres nothing cleared off like my mom said it would so now idk what to do#i went from good morning to near meltdown in .5 seconds huh?#this is why i dont like it when someone says then tries to shut me up and doesnt do thing#like??? i didnt care id u cleared off infront of my espresso tbing that takes 5 seconds. but a peice of countertop???#yeah idk where i could even put anything#so yeah now i dont know what to do and am in pure stuck mode. bc i dont have space to make food either.#honestly i just hate everything so much. i hate life so much. im so tired i dont like this.#*david Attenborough voice* now look at this creature. utterly incapable of functioning without coffee. how useless.#ugh. seriously though. if i can just get through a morning and make coffee i can generally be more okay than i would otherwise#do you know how much it fucking sucks just waking up and being like#ugh. like i know this is probably in part bc i should be getting my period soon. but. its days like today i sorta wish i was dead#suicidal ideation#like. what am i supposed to do when it feels like the whole world is hostile. like. just one deviation from my plan and i cant handle ti#idk. it sucks really. im honestly not even asking for much anymore. i just wish i could at least play video games really.#if i could at least do that it wouldnt feel like such torture just existing. idk. i just want one thing.#idk. i know a lot of this is hormonal but even that sucks! why the fuck do i have to live like this.#idk. im really tired. really really tired. i still have to do work too this week. and honestly im so tired.#while i really do enjoy doing things n life n shit. i hate that like 90% of my life is just suffering. just pure suffering#...and yes i am wishing i am dead or something simply bc i couldnt make a latte like i planned#and no i will not be able to make myself breakfast now either. my morning is ruined now. so im unable to function#ugh. i just wanted to have a nice coffee and play splatoon today. but instead i got a nice case of yet again#idk. id be okay if there was just. nothing expected of me. if i didnt have to feed myself or work or shit.#like. me not wanting to exist is mostly just bc of the inconvenience i cause everyone around me#i have to be careful of what i say careful of what i do make sure i never bother anyone.#and so i just quietly cant functiom over here in a corner. just ugh. usually i can tidy shit up myself
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my prof had us start analyzing some data for all groups across the whole entire class this semester before thanksgiving break and now im seeing he has apparently added in data for eight more groups since then im going to. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#WHY THE HELL WAS THIS NOT IN BEFORE. better question why did you have us start analyzing the data when you knew damn well that not every#group’s data was in#personal#the engineering chronicles#the stats chronicles#am i supposed to be using this updated data?? or am i supposed to be using what he initially gave us. what the fuck#btw this is such a big deal bc i need to use the means and standard deviations of the whole class’s data so if those are different now. i#have to redo All the calculations ive done so far#and reformat my excel sheet which will be hellish#there’s not even a justifiable excuse for this we were The Last Section… he Had All The Data…. why was it not put in already#also the data in question was collected the week BEFORE we started analyzing it so. again. why
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