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Finished part 10.
I'm feeling now like I'm the only person who hated this story, this take on The Sign of Four (I mean sure there were little moments here and there that I liked but they were literally just... brief moments), and who hated pretty much everything they did with Mary in it and I don't mean just in a 'that was so sad but I accept it as part of the narrative and still find it a great story and a great take on the character overall' kind of way, I just hated it and I didn't actually even find the end sad, the ending didn't affect me at all. Sure it's been a pretty dark and depressing story overall but I didn't find it sad, I'm just kind of bitter that they did all that with Mary, a character ordinarily I love so much and I wanted so badly to love her in this too and from how other people seemed to be describing her I even dared to think I would really like her in it but when I actually finally got to listen to it they managed to make me just... not care and not like her and actually not want to listen a lot of the time when she was in it.
And it's definitely made me have really no faith in them now to do anything with Moriarty or Moran that I actually like, because this is another character I love that they've used but have portrayed in a way that I do not like. And that's the part I do find sad because I actually like this thing overall, it wouldn't suck so much if I'd just hated the whole thing from early on and never bothered listening to more than a couple of episodes of it but I've stuck with this, I liked this enough to stick with it even when some of the other stories definitely missed more than they hit but I waited 10 weeks to be able to listen to this one because they felt this need to drag it out into a 10 episode story for some reason and there is no way I could keep focused on a single story with just one episode a week for 10 weeks so I had to wait to listen to it all, and then after all that waiting I did not like this story at all, I did not like the way they portrayed one of my absolute favourite characters and what they chose to do with her, and then I also don't like the implications it has for certain other characters and the way they may be portrayed in this. That's the part that kind of hurts and makes me really sad in a way, not any of the events that actually happened in it, just that it was such a disappointment to me.
Sorry.
#Sherlock and Co#Sherlock & Co#am I gonna regret posting this#probably yes#Mary Morstan#Sherlock Holmes
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this shot has been living rent-fucking-free in my head I want to fucking shout it from the rooftops WHY DOES HE REACH OUT TO HER LIKE THAT. why is it so slow? why does he look so sad?? 'Oh he's just confused' NO AFTER SHE SAYS HIS NAME THAT IS NOT A LOOK OF CONFUSION. THAT IS NOT THE LOOK OF A PANICKED MAN ABOUT TO SPIN WHAT HE THINKS IS THE DELUSIONAL STALKER CASHIER AROUND TO ASK HER WHY THE FUCK SHE KNOWS HIS NAME WHEN THEY'VE NEVER MET BEFORE.
So Pomni understands here it's for the best to let Gummigoo leave because he doesn't remember her. or. OR. he does and can't and/or won't say it. why do you look away for a split second. is it because you are uncomfortable or is it out of shame. do you want to speak but you cannot? do you want to tell her there's the slightest flash of familiarity about her? WHAT ARE YOU NOT TELLING US YOU REPTILIAN PIECE OF SHIT
bro this is not the goodbye you give to the weird stalker girl who's been trying to get your attention the entire time, even if she did seemingly give up on it and just give you a normal farewell. that smile is warm. it's genuine. it's wary but it's understanding. even if ONE TINY FRAGMENT of his memory survived the confetti obliteration, JUST ENOUGH to know this was once his friend and as such he should give her a proper farewell, I can sleep peacefully. but also I just spent the past twenty minutes trying to read the expression of a cartoon candy alligator so clearly I was never sleeping peacefully to begin with. I AM IN PAIN. I AM BY LAW A GROWN ADULT AND THIS IS WHAT I CHOOSE TO DO WITH MY LIFE
#stage 1: denial#stage 2: anger#stage 3: bargaining#also to the reddit commenters I saw saying believing Gummigoo still had some of his memory was 'overthinking it' and 'wishful thinking'#this is out of SPITE because how DARE you be 100% correct#I am so mentally stable#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc gummigoo#tadc pomni#funnygummy#i just know im gonna regret posting this by tomorrow morning im on a sugar high from root beer rn
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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.
#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself#i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service#not because she was romantically into him#also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore#and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think#bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners#and we literally have a character go āour perception is warped bc of the age we live inā and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse#and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway#if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game#was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted#was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now#also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him#as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray#not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels#and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia#and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE#implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love#also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset#yet ive seen takes of āhes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellanā ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight#whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her#i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure#like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as#anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse#solavellan#mythal#dragon age meta
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"So why am I so tiny, and why am I so mad?"
KoFi || Patreon
#sadā¢leonart#rise leonardo#rise leo#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt leonardo#drawing has been so fucking hard the past few weeks im sorry for like having nothing to share#i have two more big projects before im done... if i dont start another one in that time#looks at my animatic thumbnails#which are up on my patreon if anyones curious#am i gonna regret posting sad shit late at night when i wake up#probably#oh well#its all i got left
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Iāve sorely neglected drawing more Shane and thatās entirely my fault š
Still trying to nail his design down, but I feel like Im getting a much better grip on it :ā)
(alternate cheeky version of the first one under cut ;] )
I was going to apologize for this but I simply wonāt, I know you were thinking about it too donāt lie š«µš
Anyway, Shane jockstrap supremacy šŖ
#oranges art#i said I wasnāt gonna apologize for the latter half of this post#however#I am actively hiding behind a lamp which does not obscure me in the SLIGHTEST#if I didnāt do this the brain gremlins wouldāve eaten me alive#this is the result and I will face the consequences if they catch me#n e way#some funny/tender moments there too#will I regret this? MAYBE#sdv shane#stardew shane#stardew valley shane#farmer callum
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Congratulations, you still are alive. Most people are so ungrateful to be alive, but not you. Not anymore. ko-fi | inprnt | commissions
#drawings I'll regret posting immediately after doing so absolutely#boring drawing nothing going for it#but it's mandy!!#another mediocre reverse bear trap mandy#oh mandy you are gonna be so grateful to be alive girl#so grateful#saw#saw fanart#amanda young#amanda saw#saw what am I right#fanart#my art#art#artists on tumblr
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Look here's the thing guys, if you keep going "Wow this Moffat episode was great, and that one, oh and that one too, but *OOOOH I HATE STEVEN MOFFAT AND HE'S TERRIBLE AND CAN'T WRITE AT ALL*"" then like... I've got news for ya, maybe you don't actually hate Moffat as much as you think.
It's OK, you don't have to have a burning parasocial hatred for this one sixty-two year-old Scottish man. In fact, it's honestly kinda weird to still have an obsessive hatred for Moffat in the year of our Lord 2024, but that's just my opinion, take it or leave it. If you wanna take aim at legitimate overly smug asshole writers who also happen to be terrible people... I mean, Joss Whedon is right over there guys, c'mon, what are we even doing here?
#doctor who#steven moffat#mfw people say āman moffat is great when rtd keeps him in checkā#my brother in christ he *literally* said he never touched moffat's scripts#you are just making things up#on my anti-misinformation arc fuck you#am i gonna regret posting this tomorrow when i'm not zonked out of my gourd on paracetamol for my sore throat#who knows
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Hamilton would definitely call his wife "mommy" to be honest
#i think im gonna regret posting this but whatever gotta say my thoughts#also why am i yapping when i should be drawing#elizabeth schuyler#alexander hamilton#amrev#amrev fandom#hamilton musical
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I'm on my period so what do I do?
Draw shitty twst art that's what.
(Blame my friends they dared me to)
Anyway. Me projecting my period cramps onto Leona bc I don't like him /affectionate
#excuse the awfulness I am on my period and bad at drawing#leona kingscholar#twst wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland leona#twisted wonderland leona kingscholar#Im gonna regret posting this#you can barely even tell its him š
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Please shut up about how we have to separate asexual and aromantic, please shut up about how they're 'totally separate identities that need to be acknowledged as separate and need separate representation!'
For SOME people they're separate, SOME. Not all. Some people are both and they are separate for them. Some people are one and not the other. Those are all great and valid ways to experience attraction (or its lack) and yes absolutely we need more representation for all aspec identities! But not everyone fits under those! Nor are we going to see ourselves represented in characters where the identities are clearly separated.
But this is the constant message that I'm seeing, that they're separate, that they have to be treated as separate, that they basically don't overlap even for people who are both, and also that not only the attraction but the experiences we have because of those identities don't even have any real overlap or similarities, and I'm sick to death of it. I'm sick of practically every single 'aspec positivity' blog or post making it sound as if I HAVE to separate them when I can't. I'm sick of it being made out I'm 'using labels wrong' or that I'm 'experiencing attraction wrong'. I never see any real acknowledgement of people who are both and can't separate them, I never see any acknowledgement any more of people who are asexual meaning both because the SAM does not apply to us and also we don't see why asexual unlike pretty much every other orientation HAS to be assumed to be neatly and clearly split and actually some of us are pretty resentful both that a split has basically been forced on every aspec person now and also that if ever we try to assert that we're asexual meaning both our aromanticism gets erased and we're just assumed to be alloromantic or we get treated like 'fake aromantics' who aren't really aromantic at all and only actually care about our lack of sexual attraction (and I do wonder if a similar thing happens to those who also don't use the SAM but call themselves just aromantic). Even that aroace flag which I don't even like anyway but that was supposed to sort of represent people like me who can't separate our asexuality from our aromanticism still gets used by people who insist basically I've got to see asexual and aromantic as separate identities. I've had to block so many blogs for doing this (because actually, I hate confrontation, I hate arguing, I don't want to confront people over this so I'd rather just block them so I don't have to see it any more) - because they keep posting content, even so called 'positivity', that is basically just erasing and excluding people like me from what are meant to be my own communities and they really do just make me feel like shit over something I've never felt like shit about ever before until this insistence on using the SAM and neatly and clearly splitting up the identities started to happen. (And yes I'm also sick of this overall sense that people are trying to shove everyone in the queer community into all these totally separate boxes and act like there's no overlap between the identities and/or the experiences of any of them. I still think this insistence on a neat and precise ace/aro split is symptomatic of a wider issue.)
I'm not even saying that asexuality and aromanticism can never possibly be experienced separately or never have separate experiences or issues sometimes even for people like me, but there is just no point where my asexuality clearly and neatly splits from my aromanticism, there is no clear divide between my lack of sexual attraction and lack of romantic attraction. But it's like... just fuck everyone who's both asexual and aromantic and can't neatly separate them I guess. That's the message I've been getting for many years now (and it gets even worse every time Pride Month comes around).
I'm sorry for sounding angry about this and repeating myself about this too but the reality of this is it's shoved people like me out, it's left us nowhere we feel like we belong. And sorry too but I was IDing as asexual meaning both before a lot of the people doing this, insisting they have to be viewed as separate, were probably even born, so I am pretty annoyed that it got to this stage when basically everyone started acting like we're not allowed to do that and that you have to use these neatly split terms instead. (Also this is in addition to there being rather too much actual genuine negativity - not simply repulsion towards the idea of having sex themselves but actual real negativity - towards not just sex but people who have sex coming from some asexual people, which is both unpleasant and also alienating to a lot of aspecs, or the proliferation of ideas like 'aces love cuddling' which are treated like the singular asexual experience when they also don't apply to many of us. Plus the general ignoring of/erasure of older asexual people as well. A lot of the time it does feel too like the aspec community or communities forgets anyone over the age of about 25 or so even exists in them.)
I'm just so tired of this.
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Archaeologically and genetically, the ancestors of modern Jews lived in what is now Israel-Palestine during the Bronze Age.
Archaeologically and genetically, the ancestors of modern Palestinians lived in what is now Israel-Palestine during the Bronze Age.
(Archaeologically and genetically, you go as far back as the Bronze Age, the ancestors of Palestinians and Jews were the same people.)
Youāre gonna have to come up with different criteria than that to determine which group deserves to live there and which group deserves to be genocided.
#Current events#Palestine#Hint. Itās both and neither. Respectively#but I hate the argument to *true indigineity* here it drives me insane.#Am I gonna regret making this post? Probably. But I saw a post that Pissed Me Off. So
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we're up we're off and away we go!
#am i gonna regret posting this tmr yeah probably anyways#this musical has me by the throat lol#surprise!!!!! first art post!!!!#epic the musical#epic the troy saga#epic the cyclops saga#odysseus#eurylochus#both designs inspired by gigizetz <33#mango makes art#fanart
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My homunculus
Hashtag my homunculus
#diy plush#i think i was overcomplicating the bodies. like. most basic plush body shape is fine. who gives a shit#also i am maybe regretting the felt for the head... you can see the wear on her already.#alfonse is holding up really well bc his felt was thicker. HUGE pain in the ass to work with#but it did end up making him super sturdy!#i have been thinking of going back and fixing sharena's head (you can see it's misshapen too)#but like. i actually have no idea where i'd start w that. aside from adjusting the shape beneath the head#but i have no idea how i'd fix the issue of her material without like. having to re-do her completely.#at their core these two really are fuck around and find out plushies. i'm learning the importance#of what material to pick and for what purpose.#unfortunately i am gonna do something different for alfonse's body too. the initial one i made#while super cute and i still love the back stitching. i need to readjust proportions#esp if i'm gonna be layering materials for clothes. ESP on this small of a scale.#i have a test run body on alfonse rn that i'm not entirely sold on either. proportions are right#but the craftsmenship is shoddy on it. so. split on even showing it.#also i did succumb to cheating w a sewing machine. which! i need more practice w anyway.#esp if i want to make bigger plushies in the future actually. so. at this point i was just avoiding it#also don't mind the stray pages there LMFAOO one is a comic i already posted and was reffing#for other comics i've been doing. really cool i have like. a backlog of stuff i can ref of my own work actually#i am soooooo obsessed w paneling and placement... nobody talks about paneling and placement......#sharena
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today you are the defeated. which will you be tomorrow?
#im literally gonna be late to work bc of making this post. no regrets. btw i am insane abt this#hq liveblog 4.0#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq!!#hq chp 40#hq chp 128#hq chp 153.5#hq chp 189#hq chp 206#hq chp 291#hq chp 325#hq chp 369#hq chp 401#hq chp 402
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uhhh menstrual cycle?? sorry i only know the raven cycleā¦..
*dabs*
#im sososososo gonna regret posting this in the morning#i am suffering#rahhhh#trc#the raven boys#ronan lynch#the raven cycle#adam parrish#trb#gansey#noah czerny#blue sargent#menstrual cycle
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