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pika-girl1 · 2 years ago

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Alright, I need you guys to just—just stay with me.

Y’all know the one dp x dc au where the DC universe is just an alternate dimension of Danny Phantom, right?

Stick with me here—

And how Jason or Tim or whoever is Danny’s alternate self?

Just listen—

What if, just hear me out, Poison Ivy—

Stay with me—

Was Pamela Manson.

#danny phantom #danny fenton #dp x dc #poison ivy #I bet y’all thought I was gonna say Maddie—#imagine tho #this is where sam gets her love for plants #they’re both redheads #pamela isley #pamela manson #did I make this au bc both they’re both named pamela?#yes. yes i did #am I gonna put anymore thought to this?#probs not #dc x dp #dp x dc crossover

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balleater · 2 months ago

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something i've already posted about in the past but am thinking about again because of the conversations in this episode is that i still truly do not understand bells hells'(well, particularly ashton's) view on what is going to happen if the information about aeor gets sent out to the people of exandria. obviously, i'm not an average person living in that world and am instead a viewer of the media with fairly extensive knowledge of the lore, so i could definitely just be missing what the impact would actually be! but the insistence that it would be a world shattering revelation that completely turns everyone against the odds just... doesn't make sense to me?

unless ludinus has a way of editing the information he presents and can take away the context, which would basically make the "footage" even more strange, what they're going to be seeing is... the gods saving themselves from people with the active ability to murder them all and having a rather humanizing crisis of what they should do about it? i guess the working with the betrayer gods part could be considered the controversial aspect of it, but overall, considering everything else that was destroyed in the calamity, aeor really was the one instance that was closest to being "justified". i don't think anyone who cares enough about the gods for this to cause any sort of big disruption of faith would have as big of a problem with it as they are assuming, nor do i really think it's something that would cause mass revolts against the gods in people who aren't devout.

#critical role #cr spoilers #i have spent so much time thinking abt this tbh. so much of my brain power is dedicated to thinking about religion in exandria #i do admit that i'm thinking about it in a way that is very logic-driven when if in the scenario itd be more emotion-driven #this is just nonsense from my thoughts attempted to be put into words that make sense to anyone besides myself LMAO #i was gonna add another part about why their idea that it will Massively interupt their power is strange also #considering the fact they watched a freshly Completely wiped out of followers everlight have the same power as all the other gods in aeor #but this post is long enough and i feel like whenever i post about this im worried abt how it comes across #so i dont feel like adding on to it anymore than i have sjskfn #i am honestly just very tired of god debates. i think there was more interesting parts in last night's than some of the others #but it feels so circular every time. and i still love you orym for being the one who sees this and i want to give him a kiss about it

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crownedwille · 4 months ago

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#some thoughts incoming idk if i should share but i need to put them somewhere #it's hard being in the yr fandom since the finale when you don't share the same vision and opinion as the rest #and people make future wilmon posts or write post s3 fics (which many exist now) they just don't align with your idea at all #and they're not exciting to me at all and the whole concept just makes me upset #i don't wanna imagine Wille as a 'normal' person (not that that's ever possible anyway which the show loves to ignore)#like I'm sorry but i didn't come to the show to watch an ordinary love story and have them lead an ordinary life #the idea of Wille being a future king and them navigating that royal life together is so much more interesting #i hate that that isn't canon anymore and when ppl make posts about them it's not about that or that would only be seen as a negative thing #i don't wanna imagine a life where they are 'normal' that isn't appealing to me at all and it sucks seeing everyone embrace it #and it's like you're not allowed to want something else or think differently bc that makes you the bad person and you're just wrong #i can't be excited about their future (also bc i don't really see them going strong in the future with how they messed them up in s3)#(i also didn't want to know what could possibly happen in the future i wanted that to stay open and just be in the present)#and seeing everyone else excited and happy about it makes you feel horrible and very alone and disconnected in the fandom #i don't wanna take it away from them but i also would love to see other takes but that's basically impossible now #am i the only person who feels this way or are there any other who can relate? pls let me know #i already feel like ppl are gonna attack me for this but it's been hard especially now with Simon's month and seeing so many interpretation #navigating ao3 has also become difficult now #it's hard finding fics to read where wille stays crown prince and you don't have to be scared for that to change #i just can't read any canon compliant fics anymore and i hate it bc i hate to disagree with canon #i normally don't do that bc canon is important to me and i don't want to reject it and create my own fantasy #and that's what's upsetting #anyway sorry i had to write this #personal

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dogboner · 6 months ago

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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"

#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol #anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n #like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills #n my support network now #idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night #n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions #because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore #it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore #sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide #and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed #but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself #n give myself time #n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too #growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time #it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine #despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself

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dollsome-does-tumblr · 7 months ago

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our health is important! and precarious! let’s keep masking in public and not going out to spread germs when we’re sick! please!!!!!

#this post brought to you by:#had some relatives knowingly come over sick last weekend and now our entire extended family is crumbing into coughs and fever and vomiting #(i tried to fight for sick people not coming over. it was overruled. don’t you know it’s 2024 and people don’t get really sick anymore? 😩)#i haven’t gotten sick yet but there’s no way i am not gonna #and i am not looking forward to my impending long dark night of the soul; it sounds so so bad.#anyway: wish I could say this to my extended family but I’m too conflict-avoidant!#so I’m saying it to the blue abyss instead!#😷😷😷😷😷😷#MASK UP! TAKE PRECAUTIONS! NURTURE YOUR HEALTH! IT’S NEVER GUARANTEED!#dollsome's deep thoughts #and now to try to put all of next week’s work online because no way am i spreading this evil …#idk if this is covid but like. you can actually mask to help avoid all contagious illnesses! 🤯#god i really struggle with coexisting w/ my fellow humans sometimes #why does everyone else so consistently not give a crap

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trash-bin-ary · 1 month ago

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:( both of my phone chargers hardly work, please charger how do i need to hold you to start the charging up

#this is a post i made #need a normal post to put my actual thoughts under lol dont know why but my thoughts sure all observational rn #well… a lot of my thoughts come from my surroundings have you seen the types of questions I come up with hehe #was gonna ramble about this in the other post but they got blipped out of existence so I didn’t #and apparently I will not yap anymore in this post #hmmm yeah the problem are emotions are just missing rn cause thoughts are all observational and its all physical reactions to music rn #brain wants to only talk things out in my head but then when i try to is like hmmm no.#ive also been writing one thing and then staring off into space for ages and not in the way i do when im excited about something #fall air would fix me maybe but also oh cant move to even open the window now #yall ever get in a position and youre like okay im staying perfectly like this i dont want to release the pressure on my hand and reset it #or something i dont know how to explain it #entropy apparently im all for it #^tags im gonna (am already) be like yeah ignore those idk what im talking about

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lovsome · 1 year ago

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>:(

#i need to vent a little im sorry pls ignore this if u are bothered by my thoughts #SH tw !!!!!!#this morning i was supposed to have my weekly therapy session but i had to cancel bc my mom got covid and obviously stayed home from work #and i do online therapy and i didnt feel comfortable doing it with my mom around but i really needed to do it tbh #and then my professor replied to my email with all of the things ive been working on since august and didnt say anything about the material #he just asked to call me on the phone tomorrow and i started to spiral…. like Spiral with a capital s #even now thinking about it my stomach sinks bc i have this feeling that his feedback is going to be negative and i just know my #barely existent self esteem is going to break and idk what im gonna do with myself then #this afternoon while i was spiraling all i wanted to do was /hurt/ myself. i kept thinking that i wasnt good enough and i had done a #horrible job.. so bad that he couldnt even tell me by email but needed to do it on the phone and i felt like throwing up and i couldnt get #/that/ thought out of my head and i could only cry #and all of this not even actually knowing what my professors feed back is going to be because this is just all in my head #but i was talking to my school friends and they were like oh its gonna be fine even if he doesnt like it u can still put the project in ur #portfolio hes not even our professor anymore and so on #and i kept saying that i knew that but i just could not handle that sort of feedback and rejection mentally #i was telling them that i knew i would crumble if i got real negative feedback and i was terrified of that and they just couldnt get it and #idk it made me feel really lonely #im a bit calmer now but i feel so depressed #i am really anticipating something that will hurt really bad

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self-shipper-snowdrop · 3 months ago

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Asthma in media: *gentle cough cough* oh no 🥺 I'm having an asthma attack 🥺 🥺 *cough cough* 🥺 🥺 🥺 🥺 it's very hard 🥺 🥺 🥺

Asthma in real life: *on the floor, chest hurting from coughing, coughs sound like you have the black plague, wheezing after fits are over, still sticks out hand with thumbs up once it fades* "...I'm fine I swear"

#I can't think of examples rn but like. it's wack #I see asthma in media and it's like T_T dude I WISH it were like that #I am *not* a fan of taking special medicine if I get even slightly sick #and also coping with my lungs consistently trying to escape my body #also the exercise tightrope of ''putting in good effort'' and ''not pushing self so hard you get an asthma attack and risk death''#...needless to say gym class was difficult and I'm glad I'm not in it anymore <3333 #also everyone stares at you like you're gross and going to puke and they. don't help #I thought of it because when going to get dessert for the fam and I I started coughing BAD because I have a minor cold #my throat. is stripped raw by now. I live off of halls and pray my steroid inhaler is doing its job #also needing to reassure my family is ^^; a bit of a loop #my parents get concerned because the first asthma attack of mine that they ever saw was. the worst one I had in my life so far #and the second they saw was the SECOND worst attack I've ever had #so if I even slightly cough they like. watch VERY close with concern hjbjbdvh I love them and I get it but also. am going to live #anyway I'm gonna keep pretending Astarion; Karlach; and Gale would like me now hjvbhbjdbjhdvjhf #from daydreams to text #ngl the best depiction I ever saw was Ciel in Kuro #because his bad attack in the circus arc was 100% what my worst one was like. it really hit home

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girlwiththegreenhat · 9 months ago

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you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance

and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now

#liz blogs #vocaloid #this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god #i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it #why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted #i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads #GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE #i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore #even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god #its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people #im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA #and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only #play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy #you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that #thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that #but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all #just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like #six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts #maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it #if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers #pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for #except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah

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major-fukkup · 6 months ago

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Ahhhhhhh there's this guyyyy at work and I've been like 97% sure for a lil bit now that he LIKES likes me and we friended each other on FB recently n he just messaged me asking if I'm married or have a boyfriend and AHHHHH now I have anxiety I told him no bc it's the truth but I don't know what to say next if he asks anything else 💀

#I am actually going to die #real shit #I do like him btw but I don't think I LIKE like him #tho since I've seen this coming for a while now I've thought about what it might be like dating him and #I can't say I think it would be the worst #I just #I am not looking for a relationship right now or possibly ever and I don't see a future with anyone in particular #besides my friends and family of course #like I don't want to reject him 'cause he's super sweet and kind and also funny but also. I suck at relationships. so bad #I know I'm going to fuck it up if we start dating. or. or maybe I won't. but that was my mistake last time I dated someone.#I thought that maybe this time I could do it right. and I didn't. I fucked it up. actually the last three times.#I just don't think I'm meant to have one and now it's not really something I want anymore. but also in the back of my mind I really would #like to have. SOMEONE. who's always there for ME. who I put before myself and who appreciates the things I do for them.#someone to give lil gifts to. maybe flowers if they like them. Valentine's Day dates or a box of candy. kisses goodnight. Idk SOMETHING.#I am gonna think about this real hard. and maybe I'll see if he wants to hang out outside of work sometime. nothing serious just to chill #except that I don't have transportation #just know that I am screaming internally and also it's 2:38 AM and like the worst time to think about important things.

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mercymaker · 8 months ago

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chilling vibing getting stuff done and then suddenly getting hit by 'why do you try so hard to make something new and good and bend yourself backwards pushing for quality when that stuff is mostly discouraged and low effort quantity-over-quality stuff is constantly rewarded'

#life #was on a high after writing quite a bit today #but now feel like a deflating balloon lmao #like yeah nah yeah i've worked with social media enough to know that you have to play 'their' game in order to 'succeed'#but that whole premise is so soulless and yet #it's the shit paradox that most often the less time and effort you put into something the more likely it will do good online #but with constantly diminishing returns it can get pretty tough #like the pattern is there it's all in motion #and it's just gonna get worse and worse and worse #people barely reblog anymore barely comment #i started posting my writing because i thought 'well at least one person might like it!'#like... i cannot NOT write it's just who i am #but even with the folders full of personal writing and whatnot at some point i stopped #because writing is just incredibly lonely and it was starting to make me feel worse about it so i stopped #but yeah nah fam #i'm just fully in the period shits and getting emotional #but the ongoing decline of engagement and communication is just sad to see #like even artists around me who are incredibly talented i see them barely get any notes and if they do it's pretty much all likes #shit's depressing fam #and then on top of that we have people stealing shit from us #like that fucking guy who copied every bg3 creator's ideas and then started playing victim when called out #what was up with that lmao

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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"#AND IF I SAID I GOT UP AND PACED MY KITCHEN FOR LIKE TEN MINUTESVLKAJVL" <- MANY HAVE REPORTED THIS.

The mods are kind of amusing to me because at least one is loosely inspired by my art (this one), yet I Cannot Stand the modder who was the first to do it and whom I know for a fact based his mod on my art lmao

I was thinking of Y7Jo with eyeliner this morning too! Because for RGGJo, he has intense dark circles to begin with, and the upward swoop at the ends of his eyes can't be replicated in 3D without makeup. So eyeliner--siren eyes like Tsutsumi's on that cover especially--really helps maintain the drama.

I think Y7Jo should be allowed to be DRAMATIC. I think Y7Jo should be allowed to be PRETTY. Therefore I approve. Because Masato must get the Emo Gene from somewhere, right... and much like with Dead Souls Daigo, Arakawa can help, surely...

OH BUT THAT ART’S SO NICE THOUGH HOLD ON the hatching and colors are so so gorgeous and i love the texture of the hair- nevermindthe snakeskin detail on his lapels... obsessed actually

youre right on dramatic Y7jo tho- i think masato has the right to two Dramatic dads, its only fair..

#snap chats #TRAGIC about one of the moddera being someone you dont like tho thats gotta suck 😭😭#reminding myself to scavenge through your blog later for your art if youve posted anymore cause your styles SO nice and beautiful..#oh but pivoting on Nice And Beautiful this topics gonna end up remindig me of old comics and old ideas ive done/had #still crying at the visual of the arakawa family like you have three goth/dark-apparel dramatic blokes and then. Ichi.#im on a walk rn i cant put all my thoughts together BUT I AM HAVING THEM #there are connections to be made here its like a cork board in my head #i wonder if jo ever asked arakawa about his stageplay days... can we get a segway into arakawa doing light makeup for him then....#MUCH to think about on my walk.....

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caruliaa · 1 year ago

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girl u r so misery irony poisoned and playing further and further into tht mindset and spending time with people with tht mindset bc u blatantly hate being vulnerable and open to the point of pushing away someone whos told you time and time again tht its okay to be open and vulnerable with them and that theyd be with you as long as it took for you to be vunerable having lied to them by saying vulnerable things and acting vulnerable in ways u didnt even mean then taking them back after pushing them out of your life without ever having the courage to admit the obvious reason that its that you have issues with being vulnerable that you have to work on in order to have proper relationships with others its insane

#taylor swift was right. guess maybe i am better of NOWTHAT !! WEDONT !! TALK !!!#do genuinly feel sad for them tht the “important men who think important thoughts” (to keep up with the song theme sorry im insane)#tht theyre surrounding themselves with now ik r like .the type of ppl always mocking things that are too ''cringe'' or sincere #and making self deprecating and including them in self depreciating jokes nd encouraging them to make them about themself #bc ik just gonna make them like. more miserable !! but yk they where the one tht decided theyd rather be miserable and ''cool'' instead o #vulnerable and they decided they dont want me around so its not my business anymore ! i guess i dont have a say now that we dont talk #i wish i cld help them to work thru this but i offered to multiple times saying despite how difficult it might be id be there #and they said no and ykw. there are things and people out there #more deserving of my time and energy than someone who does that. and the one thats most true about looks me back in the mirror each day #so i shoud probably put a lot of that love and energy into them bc theyre someone who really deserves it !!!#okay done . enjoy youre miserable irony poisoned cringe life [REDACTED EX BEST FRIENDS NAME] bc the best thing abt it #is gone and wont come back unless you try to be better !!!#flappy rambles

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dreamcast-official · 1 year ago

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hm.

#eli.txt #i think the reason i feel so shit over The Whole Deal is like. god. i just miss talking to them.#sometimes it felt like they were the only person who cared about what i had to say. they were the easiest person to talk to in my life.#and like. basically overnight. they were so distant for what i thought was no reason. and they did not care about me anymore.#i know they were justified in acting that way and its not like they suddenly hate me and dont care about me but god.#thats what it feels like. thats what it fucking feels like!!!!#i didnt just lose my boyfriend i lost one of my best friends and it fucking sucks. it feels like no one is going to put up with me anymore.#idk i dont feel nearly as comfortable talking to Anyone anymore. because when am i gonna know i made a mistake.#how am i gonna know i made a mistake and they suddenly think i hate them and it leads to something like this. how am i gonna know.#and like!! it looks To Me like their life got so much better without me being an active part of it. and i feel like i have just gotten worse #AND THEY WONT FUCKING TALK TO ME! I KEEP TRYING TO MAKE CONVERSATION AND THEY DONT TALK TO ME! AND LIKE.#I KNOW I FUCKED UP BUT IM FUCKING TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR IT CAN YOU PLEASE JUST LET ME TRY. TALK TO ME. I MISS YOU.#I LOVE YOU. NOT IN THAT SENSE ANYMORE BUT I STILL CARE FOR YOU. YOURE MY FRIEND. FUCKING TALK TO ME.#I KNOW NO AMOUNT OF SAYING IM SORRY CAN FIX IT BUT IM TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR IT. PLEASE JUST DONT IGNORE ME LIKE THAT.#god i just feel like maybe i meant nothing. maybe theyve just already moved on entirely and i was never anything.#maybe im the only one who still hurts. yknow. i dont think they care about me anymore.#which i could fucking deal with if they just said that instead of flat out ignoring me.#god i just feel like shit. what if i keep fucking up the same way what if i lose everyone the same way and in the end im alone.#i would probably deserve it. if i keep messing up this bad maybe i deserve to be alone.#i know thats not true. but i feel really bad right now. im not thinking.#no one is going to put up with me the way they did. they already dont.#god. im so tired. i wish they would fucking talk to me.

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dbphantom · 1 year ago

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fuck it im watching the (other) mermaid magical girl show

<- obsessed with magical boys and girls and merpeople

#no the OTHER other mermaid magical girl show #wait ok i just looked it up on crunchyroll holy shit there's SO MANY i didn't realize this was like fi/nal fan/tasy there's so many...#not all of them have mermaids tho. wadda hell #cruddy rambles #i know this is because as a trans dude i intentionally removed myself from feminine stuff out of fear of being perceived as a girl as a kid #you know ye olde 'i HATE pink stop FORCING pink on me' -> 'actually pink is such a nice color now that im not being forced into it'#so now that i know myself im exploring it like ''hey this stuff actually slaps AND i get to be a dude 'despite' liking it''#i can have my cake and eat it too and if you're mad about it then die mad about it bc im not changing for anyone anymore #rahhhhh rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #and im gonna watch it while beating the fuck outta people in skyrim. very much looking forward to it actually.#update:#so i didn't realize this entire show is gonna be about putting on make-up ;-;#episode 1 was uhhhhhhhh. well... they REALLY like lipstick. im happy for them don't get me wrong but this is not for me LOL #makeup gave me serious self image issues sooo i do not feel good watching this even if the message is just 'wear it and be confident'#which like. i probably could've guessed from the name? but tbh i thought it was like... magical girl 'make-up' not LITERAL makeup #happy for everyone who likes it tho! mermaids are awesome and the characters seem great i am just getting ick-ed by the focus makeup has

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mrs-han · 2 years ago

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Today is da day.

Today…! I BECOME!!!

A nugget. OuO

This birthday has truly been one of the best and happiest for me, and it’s still the wee hours of the morning.

Thank you all — thank you for liking and reblogging my works and keeping certain ones close to your heart.

Thank you for silently lurking over my blog; I hope you saw something that validated your journey.

Thank you for the warmth, kindness, and space to go over my more complicated thoughts. And thank you for giving me the courage to be kind to myself.

Even if we don’t talk, I need you to know that you’ve made a huge difference.

Thank you for stopping by — please don’t make a mess, as some parts are still under construction. 🌺

Also!!

Today is the last day I’m taking requests, so if anyone has anything they’d like me to try my hand at writing, please lemme know! Don’t be shy ~ I promise I will go through all of them!

#the same moment will never happen twice #so I can go forward #not lost anymore.#✨🥂♥️🌺#it’s my birthday! tadaaa ~!#this year was a ‘find yourself’ year #and now that i have a better grasp of who I am and what I can do?#it’s gonna be a ‘show yourself’ year.#im so grateful to Sissi for putting that song into perspective for me #i used to skip it cuz I thought it was too long!! >w<#now i listen and sing along — and still cry at some parts 😂#I AM FOOOOOOOOOUUUUNNNNNNND ~#🥹✨🌺

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