#alyssia rambles

[doetic]

So grateful to be featured in Schlatt's latest video!

[doetic]

*dumps an unholy amount of crystals onto a table* 🙏🙏🙏

🕯️manifesting a ⚾️ anon RN i need to talk to schlatt 🕯️

[cringywhitedragon]

Idk why but for some reason I find Tom Petty’s song Wildflowers to be really fitting for Trauma Team

I’ve been thinking of doing a little fic regarding this song set post canon of just Navel/Little Guy/Mr. FBI Man sitting within Naomi’s hospital room playing this song on a guitar to her and Alyssia as the sun sets because I love this little ship.

(Also I love Jimmy Buffet’s cover of this song.)

[thecrazyalchemist]

(this post is edited from time to time, some stuff may be outdated) [last edited: sunday, December 8th, 2024]

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Stuff to get out of the way:

I AM A MINOR. PORN BLOGS FOLLOWING *WILL* BE BLOCKED.

I am Israeli. I am tired. If you want Israel wiped away, if you want Jews killed - please get away from my blog and don't come back.

Post relating to my opinion on Zionism and current affairs <- this is a link to the post, please read!

Post relating to fundraisers and charities about the current conflict <- this is a link to the post

I want my blog to be a safe place for me first and foremost, and then a safe space for others. Not the other way around. I just came here to be silly.

This is my bubble. I'll post some stuff about chemistry from time to time (PASSED ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!!! GOT A 97!!!! SO EXCITED), stuff from fandoms I like, reblog quite a lot maybe definitely too much (as @bettinalevyisdetermined said [I think]: "I abuse the fast-reblog button"), and generally random stuff my dopamine dependant fueled machine likes.

BEWARE: CHRONICALLY ONLINE

You're quite welcome to ask for random hugs! I have plenty - will take ions to run out of stock

Hug gif: (wanted to put it here because it's so good)

Sideblogs:

@randomshowerpoems - poetry sideblog!

@littlegnomewriting - a blog for posting very infrequently stuff I write

@thecrazyalchemist2 - clone if I have been cursed by the post limit

@the-hugger - ✨gimmick blog✨, self explanatory

Not gonna reblog every single post from there to here, don't wanna hit the post limit too often. Wanna know what's in there? Go look!

Also do please express your opinion about what I write! I appreciate it immensely 🥺

Some information bout me:

Current timezone: whatever the time in Greenwich is

Online name: Nick F. but you can call me Nick (you can also call me Crazy Al ;] | or Arsenic/Arsenick if you want - courtesy of @givemeasong-singamelody )

Nickolasnames: Quackamole Ferret (bestowed upon me by the amazing @annotated-catastrophe), alchemy buddy (bestowed upon me by the magnificent @alchemicalwerewolf), Alchenick (bestowed upon me by the awesome @anxious-alyssia)

Titles: Attraction stealer - beware (bestowed upon me by the amazing @thebookshelflord)

Pronouns: He/Him, although I don't really care

Sexuality: bisexual & aroma(n)tic (aroflux) (I think - basically arospec)

Favorite color: blue-green

Favorite molecule: Azidoazide Azide

Taste of my ceiling - chalky

I prefer tea over coffee

Preference order: jackets>hoodies>sweaters

What I think about when I hear the word cozy: sitting on a yellow couch reading a book (preferably next to a crackling fireplace), while thunderstorm, inside a library

If you have anything else you want me to add to here, just ask/comment/message/send in a vision/transport in an ancient bottle/come to me in a dream/however you want, but please be clear about it cause I'm a bit of a dum-dum

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(this post is edited from time to time, some stuff may be outdated) [last edited: Sunday, December 8th, 2024]

Picture Stuff

Halloween 2024 Achievements:

[alfietalksaboutcomics]

Deadpool In Love

I’m going to level with you reader, I’m doing this post because I want to gush about Deadpool by Alyssia Wong and Martin Coccolo. This book is so goddamn cute you have no idea. I wasn’t expecting to become so invested in a Deadpool romance comic but here we are. Yes you heard that right, this is a romance comic. Of course it’s still a superhero comedy book, there is plenty of action and jokes. But the through-line through this first arc is the burgeoning romance between Deadpool and his new love interest Valentine Vuong. 

I loved what I read of Alyssia Wong’s Doctor Aphra. I haven’t kept up with the book but I remember it fondly. It was a book all about hot disaster gays being evil and messey, I just loved it. So when I heard that Wong was going to take over writing duties on a new deadpool volume I was excited! And oh boy did Wong deliver another book about gays being evil and cute.

The art in this book is so much better than it has any right to be. It’s this style that would be at home in X-Force but somehow works here. There are clear visual cues taken from manga which perfectly matches the absurd romance story being told. Coccolo does a great job rendering the gore on display, it's such fun and bizarre body horror that just works so well.

Honestly I’m just rambling, I really love this book so far. It’s absolutely the kinda cute book I need rn. 

[doetic]

Yeah it’s totally okay! The more pride and prejudice fics the better the world is. I’d totally love to read your take on it! My fic is pretty loosely inspired anyway, like in the way Bridget Jones’ Diary is P&P inspired.

Saw i was tagged in an ask and just wanted to say feel free to write a p&p inspired fic!! I won't come after you for "copying" or anything!!

if that’s okay with you! I don’t want to rip anyone off or not give proper credit or step on anyone’s toes.

[pmy95]

closed starter - drunk confessions with @fmdalyssia​ when: sometime in july what: miyeon mistakenly calls alyssia and basically confesses (aka: lina and i were talking and randomly came up with this prompt because miyeon embarrasses herself in front of alyssia 24/7. )

stress. a common thing miyeon felt whenever she was preparing for a comeback. her normal solution for any large amount of stress were having a couple of drinks until she forgot them, and tonight was no different. she already indulged in a few more glasses than planned when she started to crave the presence of someone else. she didn’t want to call someone over at this time, but she didn’t want to head to bed feeling lonely, so just a phone call will suffice. scrolling through her phone, she goes to her contacts, unknowingly dialing alyssia’s number instead of her closest friend. thinking she called the one person who can put up with her drunken conversations, she held the phone up to her ear to listen to the ring. if the call went to voicemail, then miyeon wouldn’t bother to call again and just head to bed. if they were busy or sleeping, then that was something that couldn’t be helped. however, she hears the line pick up and she immediately sets the phone down. 

“i’m at home,” she starts, skipping introductions as she makes herself comfortable, “and maybe drunk, but don’t worry, i’m doing fine. i’m finished for the night.” miyeon quickly states to prevent any comments of concern from the other. she knew that she had a problem with drinking, but tonight wasn’t the worst she’s gotten. halfway through her last drink she gave up, as what was on her mind couldn’t be drowned out like everything else. “i know we don’t talk about things like this often, but i’m having a very hard time and it’s the first time it has nothing to do with work. i really think i might like someone, and this time i want to try and make it work. that’s if they like me as well.” she pauses, deciding whether or not she would disclose who she was talking about. she was sure of her feelings than she was previously, so she saw no reason to keep it a secret now. “i’ve had my eye on alyssia these days. she’s been giving me a hard time because she’s just so so pretty and i love being around her. i didn’t know what i was feeling, but i think i understand now. i really really like her and i think i might want to pursue a relationship with her. but i don’t know if aly will like me that way, so i’ll remain with being aly’s friend. it’s better to have her in my life than to not have her at all.” there truly weren’t enough words in the world to describe exactly how she felt towards the older, but she knew enough to describe how she’d felt if alyssia no longer wanted to talk to her. just thinking about it made a change in miyeon’s demeanor.

the brief change caused by the sadness of the possibilities then fueled her thoughts about the multiple reasons to why aly wouldn’t like her. “why doesn’t she like me the way i like her? how do i get her to notice me?” the pout on miyeon’s face evident in the tone of her voice. “am i not good enough? tell me honestly, yeonnie can take the complete truth. work the hardest to be deserving of aly.” she began walking away from her phone, rambling on about how she’d make a whole plan to make alyssia fall in love with her and then properly confess. the details of her plan were inaudible, as she went walking around her house to find her notebook to write the list down. miyeon briefly returned as she finished her last point, rustling the pages in her journal as she flipped them to find a blank page. “hm, do you know anyone that’s close to aly? i don’t like sharing, so unnie is yeonnie’s. only yeonnie’s, so tell them to back off for me. otherwise, i might start a fight and that wouldn’t be good.” she finishes with a laugh, imagining about herself causing a scene. it was so out of character for her overall that it seemed unimaginable. “i’d do anything for her.”

[fmdxyoungjoo]

ooc

now that i’ve settled a little down from all the news...fx was the first group that actually brought me into kpop, and i followed all five of the girls for quite a long time (they’ve always been a close fav of mine). this news today...definitely made me cry--i didn’t expect to see it on twitter, and the next hour was nerve wracking while waiting for it to be confirmed because i really really really really didn’t want this to happen. i’m honestly so terrified for all the people that she was close with, the fx girls (are they okay) -- i’m terrified that this might trigger a chain reaction of events that affect everyone as a whole as well. this was a fresh wound upon another fresh wound that was close to heart, because this angel that was too beautiful and too unique for this world couldn’t support herself on her two feet any longer and slowly crumbled away. i’ve been dealing with bouts of depression myself, that devastation and hopelessness being a blackhole of negativity that one cannot help drowning into. i really hope it takes no more to make the knetz and people in korea to finally understand the gravity of not just the situation, but also the context of the mental illness that affects people like sulli. things like--words being double edged swords. emotional scars and cuts are always deeper and harder to heal, and the more they accumulate the less they heal, because time is not given for them to scab over and heal. 

i’m....rambling, but, i think. i’m okay. this news came as a shock and i’m going to need some time to process it...i’ll still try my best to pull out replies for alyssia, joo and jun though!

[fmdalyssia]

||Terrifying Aquarium Shenanigans||

For @durifmd March 18, Lotte Aquarium

“There’s no way in hell I’m touching that. Ever.” Alyssia’s face is a myriad of expressions caught between horror, absolute disgust, the corners of her lips twisted into a downturn, slightly green at the corners of her lips. “I’ll puke if I touch that.” She groaned, bending down as they watched the wet, slimy form of a sea cucumber, wriggling emphatically in front of their eyes. Goosebumps broke out all across her body just as she shuddered, turning her eyes towards Duri with wide, expressive eyes, clutching his hand for a moment in a plea. 

“Pleas tell me that you can’t do that either. I’m sure they would change--OH MY GOD IT MOVED--” Alyssia shrieked loudly, jumping behind Duri as she nearly jumped out of her skin, fingers digging into his arm for some form of reassurance. “Duri Oppa--” Alyssia pulled a crying face as she curled behind his back. “No more please. I mean, anything--really, anything and not something like that! And did you see it move just now? It wriggled like a worm or shuddered like one, and I can’t stand anything like a worm.” She shuddered all over visibly, hand clapping to her chest as she slowly slid her feet back, shaking her head and squeezing shut her eyes as she rambled in her nerves and fear.

[stellismsarchive]

for miyeon from alyssia

she had stupidly gone round doing her own work and things on valentines day–the fact that it was a monumental day in their relationship–

(wasn’t it all for all relationships? it was, wasn’t it? alyssia wasn’t that sure. this was her first proper relationship with another after all. and she sorely desired not to fuck it all up. well…look where they were now, with an hour to the end of valentines day.)

a monumental day in their relationship–she snaps her thoughts right back to where they were supposed to be, eyes wide with slight panic as she starts half from the sofa where she had been typing away upon her computer for more than just a few hours.

valentines day, how could she have forgotten?

the blaringly pink words on the most recent website spat right in her face.

happy valentines day!

she spared a quick glance towards the bedroom where miyeon had disappeared into, the sounds of a shower running still loud as she bit into her bottom lip.

how long did she have?

she threw on her slippers and a jacket, rushing to sprint down the stairs as she practically flew towards the nearest flower boutique, quite ashamed of her own forgetfulness, and sorry as she glanced at their shared apartment, ears aflame.

what was the flower that represented everlasting love again? she flitted around the shop, tittering with nervousness and worry.

“ forget me nots, if you want to show faithful love. primrose, if it’s for devotion and everlasting love, and red chrysanthemums for happiness, or love at first sight, young lady.” she flushes to the roots of her hair as the old lady of the shop gave a little chortle, helping her pull the stalks of flowers as she stammered in her home clothes, underclad for the cold weather and flushed from her sprint down the stairs.

“ …thank you!” alyssia hoped that all the gratefulness she had was conveyed in that single grab of the old lady’s hand as she paid for the bouquet of forget me nots, primroses and red chrysanthemums, hands chilled as she gave the old lady a wave and sprinted back up the stairs.

did she make it? did she make it in time? was miyeon out of the shower already?

god, she was such a terrible girlfriend for forgetting valentines day, wasn’t she?

alyssia inched open the door, cheeks red from cold and flowers clutched in her hands as she shyly tiptoed towards miyeon, biting nervously down upon her bottom lip as she tapped the other’s shoulder and sheepishly presented the bouquet of flowers, completely flustered and shuffling her feet as she eyed miyeon with wide eyes.

even when just out of the shower, miyeon was a visage to behold–wet hair slightly curled and without makeup upon her face.

alyssia’s face flames as her heart swells, almost large enough as though about to burst from her chest.

“ happy valentines day, miyeon.” she whispered, feeling flustered for not knowing what to say. “ i–i kinda forgot until the last minute and so i went to buy flowers just now for…you…"  she trailed off slightly, voice growing smaller and smaller as she shrank back a little, toes curled and fingers gripping the bouquet a little too tightly as she rambled.

she inhaled, air whistling into her lungs as she steadied herself, fighting the embarrassment for floundering in the exact moment she had readied herself (whilst sprinting up the stairs) to say.

” i love you.“ she squeaked, face bursting into a shade of red as she thrust out the bouquet of flowers before her, almost feeling steam rise from her ears at her admission. "you’ve made me really happy and i–sometimes, i don’t know how to repay that.” her eyes glittered, heart aching slightly as she imprinted miyeon’s face into her memory, a mix of emotions flooding over her as her eyes etched out every detail upon miyeon’s face. “i’m sorry for forgetting almost until the end of valentines.” she whispered. “ but i’ll do better the next time. happy valentines day."

[doetic]

who up staring at photos of they schlatt??

[doetic]

it’s been 20 seconds and schlatts version of “baby it’s cold outside” has me living my feet and giggling

[doetic]

by popular demand i’m currently continuing my obsessive schlatt fic, hunger. im not gonna apologize for how long it is going to be. however i am here to warn you, this shit is fuckinf LONG. 3k words and i’m not even halfway

[doetic]

does anyone have ideas for an obsessive schlatt x reader one shot? I need to practice writing again so i can continue my fics that i have accidentally abandoned and im ITCHINGGGGG to write schlatt being evil or something. i had so much fun writing my last obsessive schlatt oneshot. send me and ask or something if you have something you want me to write pls!!

[doetic]

This is an important message that needs to get out to Jschlatt!

There is a gang war in NY. The first gang to get to 100 kills, gets to take over that part of the state. You NEED to be careful, Schlatt. You could be at high risk because of your high status. PLEASE be safe, everyone in or around NY, and please reblog this to get it to the youtubers in NY.

I just worry about their safety.

jschlatt stay safe! <3

[doetic]

Wow! Thank you so much to everyone who has used it!