#always wake up with my head burning from the queasy gray fog of unflushed toxins in my restless brain just feeling so poisoned and scared
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"Why do I have nightmares and horrific insomnia and panic attacks and no appetite and why do I constantly think about death and feel physically ill when I hear footsteps and why do I always stay up till hours past sunrise and never ever sleep with the door unlocked or ever leave my bedroom except for brief hour-long excursions in the dark past 2am and why—" GIRL YOU ALWAYS KNEW THINGS HAVE BEEN BAD
#but i didn't know how bad they actually were!!!!!! and now they're infinitely worse!!!!!!#[REDACTED] has made me so sick it's just nonstop crying & not sleeping & constant headaches & muscle aches & every part of my body hurts#fatigue worse than ever but i can't sleep more than 4 hours#always wake up with my head burning from the queasy gray fog of unflushed toxins in my restless brain just feeling so poisoned and scared#not to be dramatic but GIRL why meeeee !!#personal#trauma#trauma tw#trauma cw#tw trauma#cw trauma#vent#vent tw#vent cw#tw vent#cw vent#vent post#vent post tw#vent post cw#tw vent post#cw vent post#ventpost#ventpost tw#ventpost cw#suicide mention#suicide#suicide tw
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