#also. good night LMFAO
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*hands you another cringe selfship drawing*
*hands you another cringe selfship drawing*
*hands you another cringe selfship drawing*
#art-strito#astro leda#shaplin#i shouldn't have put on my vocaloid playlist god damn it JSHDGJSAJASK :CCCC#also baffling that ive seen so little sapphic magnet parodies??? that's just plain WRONG?!?!?!?!#This is my little grain of sand. even if it's cringe. it's cringe but *gay* and that's what matters#also. good night LMFAO
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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someone asked me what if adam and steve switched vampire and werewolf...
And then since my monsters are purposefully not much visually different because of metaphors, I went more traditional vampire and werewolf...
and then I got carried away...
#they look really good....#the nature of having a long running webcomic with your blorbos#is that whenever you make an AU#or something#or youre like 'what would they look like with long hair?'#or something along those lines#you get hit with this wave of I SHOULD HAVE BEEN DOING THIS...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I dont think that though#this would be like an entirely different comic#plus adam is getting locs in the epilogue so#ughhh they look SO fucking good though#also lmfao#steve as a vampire still having some beard even though vampires dont traditionally have much hair#and then adam still not having much body hair despite werewolves traditionally being hairy#THEY WOULDNT HAVE FELT LIKE THEMSELVES...#we're already pushing it here okay...#anyways#I loooove them#I love making little aus#in this one I like to think that theyre like. steve has a big vampire house#and adam rides a motorcycle#and they do night hunting together. or something#idk it can be a story of forbidden love#some romeo and juliet shit or something like that#maybe enemies to lovers. idk I only just got here#anyways.#time and time again#ttawebcomic#time and time again au#adam and steve
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SCOURGE SUNDAY 031/???
i gor a laminator
#scourge wc#scourge warriors#warrior cats scourge#bloodclan#wc#warrior cats#scourge#scourge sunday#to those of u who already saw this on twitter. shh. no u didnt#basically i waz 2 happy with this not 2 share right away but also wanted 2 hav it be a sunday. so. twitter got it. Quite Early#i will be honest ive been having so much fun making badgez i bought a bunch of suppliez.....#mainly keychain hardware && alcohol markerz LMFAO#need 2 prep fur my next market as well but. the thing is. furry badge fun#once i get a good idea of wht exactly im doing i will probly open commissionz fur these hehehe#ok. i need 2 sleepz byeee#idk if u guyz knew this but evry sunday scourge i actually do all this tagging stuff the night before bcuz i work 8-3 sundayz LOL#n sure i could post aftr work but i got into the habit of 9am i like it as a posting time. also forcez me to actually hav thm done lmfao
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I drew all of my historical AU Sebs!!!!
In order they are(with relevant links to lore info if you are curious!!): Napoleonic Hussar Seb(x), Renaissance Muse Seb(x) and Boy King/Emperor Seb(x)
Let me know which you like best!!!
#oh my fucking god this was truly the endurance race of drawing sessions#i just drew for four hours straight or so......FUN!#and it is now almost 5 am on a school night so pls wish me luck in school haha#basically this spawned from me seeing if i could sketch all 3 of my Sebs easily and then whoops 4 hours later they are finished!#i think now i can draw the hussar uniform with my eyes closed. it was so comforting to draw honestly ;;;;#this is actually the first time ive drawn boy king seb with colors!! so i think it turned out pretty well?#hey guys do you notice what all of the Sebs have in common...? they all have a gold motif...GOLDEN BOY CODED!!!#anyways i think the most developed of these AUs is boy king seb which is funny bcs its the one ive created most recently#but gaahhhhhh ive done so much research and im literally brainrotting over it constantly#now i need to draw fernando in his 3 AUs hahaha but drwing Seb is sooooo much more easy/comfy for me#did you guys also notice i have a fondness for a specific seb hairstyle? malaysia 2010 my truly beloved youve served me so well#i mentioned this already but like i dont get how drawing these kinds of clothing is far more preferable to me than drawing racesuits#well anyways i have so much fun researching into these different eras!! and then very fun to mix it with the drivers#im very surprised i was able to draw this. im not usually able to draw good chibi anatomy#but like seriously i think i was posessed by my thoughts of boy king seb and i just couldnt stop drawing#in didnt really have any mental roadblocks which is surprising#but then again these drawings are me mixing my two major interests atm so ofc it'll come to me easily and make me passionate!!#anyways time to go sleep pwease dont let this flop my hands literally are overheated from drawing LMFAO#catie.art.#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 fanart#formula 1 art#formula 1 fanart#f1 art#boy king au#renaissance muse au#hussar au
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"im a magician, i just dont bang on about it"
missing marvin the magnificent hours </3
#jacksepticeye#marvin the magnificent#septicart#just like art#fun fact: this pose (???) and inspiration to draw marv again came from a comedy panel show my parents have gotten super into recently#hence the caption: its just a line from the bit this is from lmfao#also hello! im still waiting for uni to start up again#and im trying to be productive before it starts#so im going for my licence sometime soon (april lol)#and im currently hemorrhaging money from seeing doctors about this long term pain ive had for YEARS#going into the city to see one and its gonna be $300 bc life is nothing but agony and suffering#so im thinking about opening commissions???? its still super up in the air#ive only done commissions from people i know lmfao and even then it was stressful tbh#either that or i get another job lmfao#but besides that: ive been good! and i wish the same for you! good night!
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On that trojan war au thing you're writing. 1. What are the tags for it, cause I'm super interested! And would love to read what you have so far! 2. "And Odysseus is a much grimmer darker man due to his home being one of the places that were first swallowed up by Erebus" - I wanna know more about this. Please tell me more.
Oh , wow, I'm so flattered! I'm very happy it sounds appealing to you <33 This work is a huge passion project of mine so I'm always glad to talk more and more about it, especially since there are many aspects occurring in the background (such as the alternate fates of the main players of the Trojan Conflict) which I cannot properly cover or even explain within the events of the novel itself.
That said: 1) If you mean tags as in ao3 - unfortunately, this work isn't on ao3 my friend :( As I said above, these are elements and concepts in the greek mythology based-fantasy novel I'm currently writing (the concept of which I outlined here in the introductory post of my novel concept!) As for wanting to read whatever writing I currently have available: I currently have three fics available on ao3 that are written in my Pursuing Daybreak verse!
The Prince and Princess series deal with a young Apollo and Artemis and the many consequences they face after Apollo has slain Python. The two works uploaded right now are Exeunt Phoebus Apollo which covers the murder trial of Python and Manent Apanchomene Artemis which covers the intense feelings of helplessness and alienation Artemis experiences after Apollo returns from his banishment and is completely changed. Both of these have themes of family, grief and relationship exploration at their heart.
The third bit of writing I have up is quite outdated but does cover the immediate aftermath of Hyacinthus' death. It's called A Petal Falleth and features Apollo making one of those Big Silly Decisions that have completely unintended but extremely important consequences: namely, instead of the larkspurs being made of Hyacinthus' spilt blood, Apollo anchors the boy's soul to the flowers so Thanatos wouldn't take him. Like the Dawn is also set in this world but because it is nsfw in nature, I wouldn't recommend it as easily as the other three bits of writing. If you don't mind the whole naked men thing though, I'd definitely suggest reading Like the Dawn for a better idea of what my current writing is like (along with eventually getting to see characters like Hector, Andromache and Cassandra/Helenus) Like the Dawn's themes are also different to the other three works with it focusing more on the power dynamics of a god/mortal relationship, exploring masculinity and masculine sexuality and self discovery.
The running theme here, of course, is that all of these bits of writing are centered on Apollo/Artemis or Hyacinth because my novel itself is centered around them. There are, of course, other important characters and figures like Eros, Psyche, Penthesilea and Iaso (one of Asclepius' daughters) but while there is the definite presence of characters from the Trojan War they most certainly aren't at the center of the novel (and the ones that are aren't the Greeks but rather the Trojans i.e Hector, Alexander, Andromache, Cassandra, Helenus, Aeneas, so on and so forth.)
2) The basis of the apocalypse in my work is cosmological! Due to Apollo's err-- untimely departure, there's no longer anyone maintaining the axis of the heavens or the navel of the earth. Because of this, Erebus - whose darkness is usually kept firmly in the spaces between the realms - begins to spill out into both the heavens and the earth. The beasts of Erebus (referring primarily to the Seven Curses - Old Age, Misery, Deceit, Violence etc etc) consume, torment and destroy whatever is inside of Erebus' darkness and Ithaca, as one of the islands on the far edge of the world, was one of the very first places that were devoured in this manner. Odysseus was visiting the Argives at the time for a festival and had left the pregnant Penelope at home since he didn't want her to suffer through the voyage in discomfort. He only finds out about the destruction of Ithaca after it had already been consumed when Athena personally interrupts a feast to warn both him and Diomedes. Needless to say, Odysseus, like everyone else, assumes that everyone on Ithaca has died and thusly is a very, very different man in terms of humour and comport. A part of him still stubbornly clings to the belief that Penelope managed to escape - that she was smart and resourceful enough to see the end approaching and do her best to escape - but that doesn't stop him from being dour for the majority of the time. Diomedes does his best to keep his spirits up in the meantime. Without him around, Odysseus is something of a black hole when it comes to the oppressiveness of his discontent though he does manage to lighten up when in the company of Helen, Clytemnestra and even Menelaus on occasion.
#ginger answers asks#ginger chats about greek myths#Diomedes did a lot to coax Odysseus out of his initial shock when Athena delivered the news#Pretty much the only thing that stuck was Ody getting into the habit of whittling wooden horses and ships#He used to speak to Penelope's stomach and tell a bunch of stories about his youth and adventures#Now he speaks to himself while he's whittling because it makes him feel like he's still speaking to Telemachus#Ody doesn't grieve Penelope at all btw He refuses to behave like she's dead until the gods personally tell him or he sees a body#DIomedes very much thinks it's unhealthy and is very worried for his bestie but he's very deliberately left that topic for Helen#and Clytemnestra to deal with. Like he punches things he can't really do that for Ody's mental health alas#pursuing daybreak posting#The Seven Curses all have names btw#And Erebus isn't really doing anything malevolently either#The gods carved the world sky and ocean out of the darkness - it's their responsibility to maintain it#Of course Nyx and Himera originally held the job of keeping Erebus' darkness at bay#But that power is one that's been broken up and passed down between the generations to prevent precisely this event from happening#Nyx's Night and Himera's Day was first given to Ouranos so he could govern the boundary between the world and the darkness without fail#Ouranos' daughters received Night - specifically Theia and Phoebe#and his sons received Day - namely Hyperion and Coeus#Apollo - ever the overachiever however - ends up being overwhelmingly endowed with these attributes and then some considering#he also gets Delphi - the center of the earth - when he slays Python#So when he errr left to get some milk so to speak - the entire order of things went with him#The remaining balance-keepers are Hecate and Artemis and both of them are Night which is too close to Erebus anyway#So y'know things aren't good like at all LMFAO#Anyway I talked a lot - thank you very much again for asking!! If you have any more questions let me know :D#ginger rambles#odysseus#apollo#erebus#diomedes#greek mythology
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finally letting the beast out (as exo would say) -> beast being my queue of 800 posts
#what time is good i don’t know maybe night time? no one is online during (my) daytime#also all heyteo posts are in the queue i can’t believe it 🥹🥹🥹 okay now i have a headache but i really wanted this sorted out bc#i wanna delete the app and i felt like i had something over my head if i left everything messy LMFAO#tt
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imagine if fandom would treat buddie vs bucktommy the way of twilight fandom
Team Edward vs Team Jacob
I want merch, SNL skits, academic essays, fanfictions that become best selling books with character names being changed and later full length movies made after it
#instead we have moral contests and anon death threats lmfao#like I know that happened during the twilight era too#but its been so long we can look back and see that the whole ship war thing was actually kinda ridiculous?????#like when you look back in ten years are you going to feel good about the way you acted in fandom?#would the death threat anons feel good?#are you “morally right” about a ship or character#would making gay men in fandom feel threatened help you sleep better at night?#also buck being bella is sending me bye#kayla.txt#tbd
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romance festival part 2. after flirting with the guy in front of his girlfriend (😅) , eden had a few drinks and chatted up the bartender. brought him home because why not he’s fucking cute
#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#anotherzodiaclegacy#anotherzodiaclegacychallenge#idk why but i do not like these#pics i mean#the lighting at night i was not vibing with#anyways she has to pursue a relationship with anyone she meets at festivals and bars#so let's see how this goes#girlfriend guy turned her down lmfao oof but also good for him#altho he did give her his number before rejecting further attempts SO#hm#anyway i have decided to conquer my fear of flopping by just posting a bunch of stuff#fuck it
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hi milgram tumblr
i tried to . write an english version of cat. but hinako pov
enjoy
EDIT: FUCK THERE WAS ONE(1) TYPO YOU DIDN'T SEE THAT
Hold back the crying, and hope the lie is lying, pray there was No play all along
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Since when, how long then, have I been feeling this way about you?
If I was let down then, I would take it over being lied to
I only wanted you to know,
to feel what I feel
I only wanted you to love
But did you ever even know how to?
Can I forgive you, for just trying?
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I thought when I looked at you
That the love I found was true
But at last you said it was all a lie,
So why did you and I even try?!
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Ah, love, joy, all of that
It's broke, gone, say goodbye
So sickly-sweet and sugar coated, with candles all blown out
Ah, love times half a heart
It's one big copping-out
How simple could it be to keep your all hidden from me?
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Hold back the crying, and hope the lie is lying, pray there was No play all along
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Whew, what a long day of work…
Hey, could you come talk to me for a sec? I think I have something I want to tell you.
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I only wanted to take that
One chance I had then
I only wanted to be sure
But even after “sure”, then what happens?
Were we done before we had started?
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The beating you put in my heart, was it worth playing the part?
Right from then ‘til now, we were drifting apart,
And the paint has faded from the art, oh
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What is he doing? Was I in the wrong?
What will he tell me? Oh, this tension's making me shake
What is he saying? Now what's going on?
Why did he tell me? Oh, it makes my heart break
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I need some time to think…
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Ah, love, joy, all of that
It's broke, gone, say goodbye
All the clawing that you had at me, was none of that enough?
My heart's marked, front to back, like a post for you to scratch
And covered with the scent of all the lies, that you built up
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Hold back the crying, and hope the lie is lying, pray there was No play all along
There's no more trying, the "love" we had is dying, there is No more playing along
#if i had to put a title. Scratching Post#also that No being capitalized is on purpose 👍#milgram#milgram hinako#hinako mukuhara#I ACCIDENTALLY TAPPED MY SCREEN AN EXTRA TIME WHILE TYPING THE TAGS AND ALMOST TAGGED THIS AS FRIDAY NIGHT FUNKIN LMFAO#milgram kazui#kazui mukuhara#in a good ending that last line is hinako about to get a divorce but um#well. you know what happened next#lyrics
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#im a little bit worried about the fandom taking this match too seriously#like yeah the spirit of the tournament is to be loud and annoying about your guy but also if it spills over too much...idk maybe im paranoi#this is like the first tumblr tournament im actually interested in lmfao#if people end up being rude ill be very disappointed#n e way#i think the night time is getting to me i always get too paranoid for my own good when its past my bedtime lol#ramblings
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#starting to feel Real Anxious about my final assignments im so fucking stupidjfkddi#naurr cuz i feel it it my stomach this is NOT looking good i dont know how im gonna make everything but i just know that i gotta find a way#djdkdkdj this is NOT LOOKING GOOD I REPEAT I THINK im gonna get into an anxious episode which means im gonna feel like im about to have a#heart attack during the entire time im awake and im not gonna be able to sleep bc of it#nxnxxjdj this is great!!! and tem what's funnier is that i set myself up cuz i HAD time i HAD TIME i just didn't have the will#whats tem omg but anyways i feeeel it i feel it im gonna start feeling so bad tomorrow#ughim so fuckiggndn stupid#need to write an 8 page internship report due Thursday#a two page final assignment for history class due Wednesday#a group thingie due friday... i dont know if im gonna have the brains to write all of this during three days cuz tomorrow i wont have time#i have classes during the afternoon and night and i need to make a presentation for this other final assignment due tomorrow night so the#morning is gonna be about doing that lmfao im so cooked cuz i dont really have an easy time writing i hate writing specially academically s#like i hope i die i hope i get ran over or something#jfkskd came back to jot down that i also have a portfolio to turn in on friday lmfaooo
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I started reading Lord of the Rings (bought Fellowship of the Ring like… last spring but never got around to starting) and I’d just like to say. Holy fuck what a slow book. You mean to tell me I’m over a hundred pages in and this man is only just leaving the Shire? Sign me up for MORE I love this shit. Tolkien said “I will take exactly as much time as I want to describe things and you will like it”. AND I DO
#i can already tell this is the sort of thing that’s going to be so good I’ll never recover from it#I’ve watched the movies like casually-in-the-background a couple times so I know the approximate plot#(they often run on TV somewhere around Christmas and New Year’s in Sweden so they’ve been on more than twice)#but there’s so much detail here that’s just… missed out on… in the films#Or I forgot about it lmfao#Either way loving the book detail#And also reading a book for the first time in months i told my mom id been reading today and she was like YOURE READING?!#It’s part of my social media healing process. Forcing me to like… sit down and take shit in#Used to DEVOUR books when I was younger#Just Kinda Stopped at some point (much like every other former gifted kid)#But it’s a well missed moment of escapism and calm and centering myself. meditative almost#I find lotr to be good also because it’s like… a little heavy. You can read a chapter and then sit with it for a little while#Im not quite reaching the heavy cliffhangers yet either#Each chapter feels pretty concluded#It’s a healthier reading method I feel than the ‘devour in one night then don’t read for 6 months’ thing I did in high school#the few times i DID sit down to read a book#God damn those are some long tags#z talks#not horse game#I feel so late to the party because I always see all these people enjoying lotr ;-; its so established and here am i….#but alas
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they had been away from mondstadt for months now , at first it was just to heal , calm their mind , and give their self time to reflect over what had happened . they also wanted to give kaeya space , give him time to calm down and get his thoughts together - because they knew that if they didn't talking would probably get no where . they wanted a chance , a chance to talk and work this out , the last few months had been painful , oddly enough staying away from him had been far more painful than the burn that they had received .
and yet they still find anxiety clouding their mind as they stand in front of his apartment , they want to run but they don't . instead they take a deep breath and reach out to knock against the door before stepping back to wait .
they've gone over what they'll say a thousand times , a thousand different ways . about how they want to talk this out , how they want to fix this - remind kaeya it isn't his fault because they know that he's probably been blaming himself . things that they've written in letters only to end up throwing them away rather than sending them off to mondstadt for him to read .
all of that however is thrown out the window when they finally set their eyes on him again .
their kaeya .
❛❛ starshine ... gods i've missed you . ❜❜ they reach out for a moment , before hesitating -- pulling their arms back towards their self . would he even want them to touch him , to hug him ? this wasn't apart of the plan , to be overwhelmed with emotion . they were suppose to be smart about all of this ...
❛❛ can ... can i hug you ? - i know i should be saying we need to talk , which we do need to talk but ... i just really want to hug you . is that okay ? ❜❜
( i told you. you would be getting an ask )
Cold.
Empty.
Lonely.
These past few months were hollow, save those three distinct feelings, ever since he had lost both his lover and then his brother within the same week.
There had been nary a word from Ajax ever since he had left, save Lumine’s assurances that he was safe in Fontaine. He was relieved to hear that the ginger had retreated to a place where they knew they’d be kept safe and secure, where Lumine would still be able to visit them here and there…yet it also tore Kaeya’s heart apart.
He will always be grateful to Lumine for going between them to check on them, but he knew very well that she was wearing herself ragged. It wasn’t fair to her, nor was it fair to Ajax. This was all Kaeya’s fault, after all, and yet they were the ones paying the price. Diluc, too, was paying the price.
Guilt devoured and swallowed Kaeya whole after all the events transpired, leaving him a man bereft of warmth, familiarity, comfort—of love. That from his brother, and that—or something akin to that—from Ajax. And yet, he made no move to reach for that which he yearned for again.
No, in fact, he kept to himself. Forced himself to put those masks back on, just as he learned to do when Diluc first left Mondstadt after that fateful night. It was a repeat of Kaeya’s mistakes, where he was unable to be honest until the very last second – until the worst possible moment. The only difference is that he wasn’t burned this time, unlike Ajax. Diluc kept his promise to not harm a hair on Kaeya's head again, whereas Kaeya couldn’t even divulge even a sliver of truth until it was too late.
How strange that every time Kaeya loses someone, it storms.
The Cavalry Captain was certain that neither of them wanted to see him again, anyway. Why would they? Ajax never wrote to him, and nor did Diluc (at least not directly). The pain he felt when Adelinde gave him his—once again—estranged brother’s regards was immense, and had left him frigid ever since. The temperature around his immediate self remained low, while his skin felt like that of a corpse.
Absolutely freezing.
The fact that neither of them wrote to him directly told him everything he needed to know: he’s no longer wanted. No longer worthy of their warmth.
There was an obvious pain that lingered in his eye more than ever before, if people were able to catch a glimpse of it. Otherwise, it was as though nothing was different. Or perhaps a better comparison is that it was as though everything was back the way it was since Diluc’s 18th birthday, only a touch worse. His mask of charming aloofness returned tenfold, those disarming smiles much broader, his teeth glinting a little more dangerously past curled lips. He still got his work done, was always exceptional when it came to bartering information from others through will or through force. But there was an edge, every time he tried to pull something out of someone. Every time he turned in his work to Jean.
And along with that edge came debilitating loneliness from the separation of two of the people he held closest to his heart. Whenever he finished his job for the day, he’d immediately return home and isolate himself for the rest of the evening. He never took the chance to leave the city again after the night Adelinde waited for him in his home.
Thus, here he was now, curled within his bed as his room was completely iced over, icicles hanging from his windowsill and ceiling (which he never found it in himself to properly remove), the glass panes frosted, his wooden furniture beginning to crack from the sheer cold. Every night it was like this, and tonight was no different.
Or so he thought.
Hearing the knocks, he blinked his eye open and slowly lifted his head from his fetal position, his gaze glancing towards his bedroom door. The knocking is coming from the entryway. Perhaps it’s Rosaria coming to check on him, or something. Again.
With a slow, heavy sigh through his nose, he was tempted to ignore the knocking outright, yet if it is Rosaria, she’d more than likely harass him after waiting outside too long, and he didn’t want to deal with her potential scolding. Unfurling his body, he sluggishly and reluctantly sat up before standing, the cold following him by leaving icy steps along the path he walked while small snowflakes drifted from his own person.
Rosaria was really the only one Kaeya allowed himself to simply be raw around now, and so when he opened his front door, he didn’t put on a mask and simply had an expression of mild irritation and shame. He hates being looked out after like this, as though he’s a pathetic animal, or as though he's danger to himself. “Rosie, please, wouldn’t this be the third time this week—?”
He paused, as his gaze finally lifted to meet deep, oceanic eyes littered with ripples and stars. His breath left him completely at the sight of Ajax—at the sound of their voice.
‘Starshine…’
What was once on his countenance had been completely wiped away, and instead replaced by shock, incredulity, as well as apprehension.
“… Childe?” he inquired, his voice oh so quiet and fragile. Kaeya’s heart squeezed much too tightly for his liking when the ginger asked to hug him, waiting patiently despite the yearning laced in their tone. Swallowing around the lump in his throat dryly, he’d glance around outside once to make sure there was no one else before motioning for the other to come into his apartment first.
Once inside, he shut the door with a gentle ‘click’, his gaze nervous as it returned towards Ajax. He wants to hug them, terribly so. He wants to feel them, hold them, take in their scent, bury himself into them and never surface again as long as it kept him with them.
But that’s only for people who deserve it. Not Kaeya.
“M—maybe we should go sit down instead. Um. Do you, want anything…? Some tea, or something? O-or a blanket?”
#ic. ✧#our beloved cavalry captain. ✧; main verse#tartagla#(answered ask. ✧)#putting under a read more because my fucking GOD its long... 1006 words... i need help lmfao#[looks at the time. blinks tiredly.]#ah.#anyway#forward slash kill command#perish.#if there are any typos or shit doesn't make sense then u may flay me alive-- AFTER i get a good night's sleep <3#tw self loathing#tw implied sh#tw attempted suicide#not in this reply but its a ref to the rp with adelinde#also SHUT THE FUCK UUUUP... “THEIR KAEYA” WHAT IF I JUST DIE RIGHT NYEOW
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im seeing some posts about tkatb and im nervous. WHAT ARE YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT... (dont actually tell me i havent played it)
#num speaks#IM SEEING SOME POSTS AND LIKE???#WDYM BLOOD? WHATS GOING ON#well ill find out later for myself when i actually get the chance to play it#which i obviously will not do now bc it s 4:30 am and i need to be up at 9. so#back to bed i go!#STILL WORRIED AS HELL THOUGH???#ive seen a few posts that have. well#prompted some concern i guess.#SCARED. NERVOUS.#BUT ALSO EXCITED!#anyway good night good morning whatever i need some sleep LMFAO
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