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kil9 ¡ 1 year ago
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maybe british ppl complain about the heat so much because u dont have ice cream sandwiches. uninhabitable zone
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savetheghost ¡ 8 months ago
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i honestly need one of these
theres a pack of girls that come by the store every so often to watch me work in the frame shop while giggling
like im a pet store fish
or a lizard
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auxon ¡ 1 year ago
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1, 3, 7, 21 for the ask meme
chipotle order?
steak burrito with white rice, black beans, pico de gallo, cheese, and guac. might also sub steak for fajita veggies if im in the right mood. prescient question im getting chipotles for dinner tn
3. a specific color that gives you the ick?
pretty basic answer of certain kinds of yellow-green-browns on their own. i could search for one in particular to post but i don't think there's a point. maybe if i had beef with a color that wasn't the same color everyone else on planet earth thinks of when they're asked for an icky color
7. what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?
man i havent been to the aquarium in forever. i like it when there's touch tanks and you can pet rays and things. i like it when theres the big tube you can walk through and there's sharks or other really big fish in there. are seals an aquarium thing or are they more a zoo thing bc i like seals
21. a number that weirds you out?
all numbers are good numbers. that said. 52 being a multiple of 13 gets me every time that shit just does not feel right
specific ask meme
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fatmilkers ¡ 2 years ago
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REAL bro when theres a whole line of custies waiting for us to open at 10:45…. man who tf wants chipotle at 10:45 am it pisses me off so much. also this guy is definitely the manager
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rennyji ¡ 10 months ago
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Remaining Tweets Part II (01/25/2024)
4 youth ofToday, I was a youth when AOL instant messenger was the thing, cable modems were The Thing, spice girls sang, PokĂŠmon came out. I was starting college when Facebook (Used2be just service of wallPosts, directMessages, photos&friending features-bareBones)came out in 2010.
Im a fan of noble (#OptimusPrime) Optimus Prime & #Transformers up until the sequels. Should’ve kept Shia Labeoff and his girl friend, and grew sequels to #Bumblebee being able 2 speak.
When U do same thing everyday, even in eventful atmosphere of University setting (daily chipotles run, ymca, Newman house Church, actual school, Starbucks), & when you’ve been with ur family for 20 years, u know when things r off & people behave differently.
There’s a Biblical saying: where your treasure is, there also your heart will be. Another way of saying what you care about, takes up ur concerns and focus. What is OCD? Does anyone know? Is it someone who has fetish 4 reorganizing same shelf again & again? Is it some1 who washes hands in exact same way all the time? Is it from anxiety, *”or lack of focus on what you do/and a diminished ability 2 recall w/memory what u did?”-
how do U address a delusion? Ex. In trust filled environment, showing that ur imaginary friend is indeed imaginary? Or meds? How do U address OCD? Meds or work arounds like putting 3 locks (as seen in apts w/hangingLock), or having a storm door in addition 2 ur door?-
what I’m getting at is that a mental illness is something that interferes with your functioning on a critical level. Something without workarounds leads to meds. Sometimes meds are about making the inflexible, open enough to listen to their failings. -
theres something wrong w/every1. Some are a little ADD/OCD/bipolar/paranoid-howd this look? Some1 who can’t study w/music (ADD), concerned about finicky aptmt lock (OCD), while tight on cash/protective of stuff in school (paranoid), while splurging on desk accessories (bipolar)
AnneHathaway ( Anne Hathaway ) was stellar in #TheIntern , #Interstellar , #LesMiserables , #GetSmart , #LoveAmdOtherDrugs , #TheDarkNightRises (incredible as Selina Kyle) … she’s an American contribution to elegance .
Two songs on opposite sides of the spectrum that you can drive to while feeling cool: “ All Night ” by
JanetJackson ( Janet Jackson ) or #DrivingWithTheTopDown by #RaminDjawadi
this is bottom of a laptop desk,bought 4 $60. Overall, its quality&best of category. But itHasAn irritating defect. 1 of the legs, that stands the desk, is loose.U carry it/putIt onUr lap/putIt back on a shelf, uHear leg flapping. Flap Flap Flapping.
-annoying&expensive enough 2 want a replacement.
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now Ive heard “perfect is the enemy of the good.” But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t strive for perfection. If you don’t have the time or the means, yes, settle for good. Otherwise what’s wrong with things being worth your time/effort and the money spent.-
U hear orchestrators mix in “he wants things just so” from what’s echoed in others, or wants everything perfect. It’s something that stems from what filter, in another life, ur using as lens, to see theirs thru. What ur going in with, what ur incentive is, fuels perception,
U mightve heard #LightningStrikes not twice/lightning doesnt strike twice. Its like when some1 says “ur not paranoid if “they” R out to get U. Words 2 live by. When thingsHappen again& again, whatever some1 else says, it’s not a coincidence. Now let that snowball 4 over a decade. America is a fascinating place. It’s a place where underdogs tend to have a chance of the cliche? “Making it” Conversely, there are people who see this place as avenue to get away w/anything.-
Imagine something having a world conspiring around U, ensuring u no that, beating on u 4 talking about it, &then @ 35-40 yrs age, want U 2 go 4 family therapy session? “At this point,”Who cares enough 2 stick around, when they have big plans? #PsychologicalAbuse -
PsychologicalAbuse —treating men as a bully pulpit or as a child waiting 2 grow up w/o power in abusive environment, getting a nationality of people to take advantage of you, medically putting U thru things at risk of side effects…where is the Law, where is law enforcement?!
Take away enough, orchestrators, you out people in a position without much to lose…people like you, people should throw stones at…
I dont see Y #NewHampshirePrimary &others dont use apps/electronic RF signal clickers 2 vote &calculateVotes- medium w/face ID& fingerprint password-in elections&inCongress.-results inBetter voter turnout&time saved. It tookTime,but w/“ #Jackpocket ”, now u can buy lottos in apps
BarbieTheMovie , seems like it’s for those of the last 3 decades. Has fantasy, parallel world, love, female rights, dreams…and actors/actresses, like here, help build the movie…
Anyone else read #CamJansen , #TheZackFiles , #Animorphs , (man, did Tobias have it rough…) #TheBobbsyTwins #CuriousGeorge , #Clifford?
Theres spirit 2 #NewHampshire from #NikkiHaley crowd inParticular but #Trump as well. #NoOneWantsToAdmitfromIowa& #NHPrimary , that realClincher b/w candidates isA #debate. Now looksLike #PartisanPolitics . USA, layDown issues&count whoAddresses more vs. pickingfavorablePersona.
-People look 2 whats tantalizing (tough talk, persona, stereotypical American image) rather than facts. Lay things down, issues or not, & count who handles more.Lay down pros/cons, facts vs opinions, solutions vs talk, legal vs illegal: count.Think if previously, it was a bias.-
Don’t blindly choose a candidate without counting who handles more issues or specifies a solution to issues - #NHPrimary A #debate has to happen before South Carolina. Otherwise it becomes strategy of opposing side as to who will lose 2 Democratic candidate.
If I were to work at #Twitter or #X , I’d implement a group tweets (in collapse -able manner) by a theme or thought. Helps organize twitter and tweets and encourages outputting things in short bursts)
“Heroes come and go, legends never die.” From The Sandlot Legends make a mark with action and make history. Heroes come and go because they’re the latest headline.
On #FoxNews & #CNN ,U hear issues R economy/abortion/immigration/warStatus. 2 paraphrase Van Jones , commonWords rollingAround w/Trump: war/chaos/drama/peace/prosperity. Its believed peace in Trump admin butRhetoric isNegative.-Subjective vs.objective. Again, what R details?-
people asked all day Y they’re pro Trump/Haley. Trump came up numerously as 1 who kept us out of war, & economy allegedly better. Some r pro Haley b/c of Trumps age. But whats the plan? Need debate 4 that.-
Trump hasAttitude ofHaving states mindOwnBusiness, but foreignPolicy not black&white. By notHelping Ukraine, what R consequences? By ignoring decimationOfPalestine, consequences? W/immigration, Biden saidMoney needed 2address.Y notSend diplomats/army 2Venezuela 2help stabilize - to indirectly inhibit asylum seekers?
again, a lot of words just get flung around. Trump=peace/prosperity/uniting country…it may all B true. what does the last mean? -How would I feel United w/country?-
-Seems details irrelevant or people too busy&too preoccupied w/their lives 2 point where atmosphere in country bad enough 4 people 2 resonate w/some1 who has the attitude-from his tone & rhetoric-of go-getter, won’t tolerate nonsense, & restoring America w/a vengeance. #Trump
it’s kinda like what he’s heard as saying: people want attitude of a winner &want “winning.” They’re not concerned and don’t want to be bothered.- From my experience w/people over last decade in talks/emails, people glaze over/skim or get gist of wording. News channels get in2 extensiveAnalysis, but unfortunately, could B tooMuch 4 certainPeople @ certain nonCoffee times ofDay. W/Trump, people hear&feel attitude ofWinning.
NoOneWantsToAdmit people hear a fraction of what U say or write in emails, & rest of their understanding is from gist gotten & whatever personalBias or filter fromTheirLives. InSameWay, U target socialMediaAdvertising, u need 2 target mannerism/rhetoric/tone 2 hone in on focus.
in politics, high level wording gets thrown like Bidenomics allegedly helping- NeedSubstantiveDialogues. Not helping w/grocery costs. High level/non extrapolated concepts thrown around as w/age. Saw panelOfPeople w/80 yr old whos sharp @ 11:30 PM- says cuz wife cooks well.
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NoOneWantsToAdmit appearance is nine tenths of the law. Could be physical attributes/strong personality.
perhapsLet religionGuideScience W/ #abortion . been50 yrs/moveOn. nationallyAllow w/limits (asReasons not2B Rigid), like restrictingWhen brainWaves detected/babyGettingOxygen-1st 6weeks-like God giving breathOfLife 2Adam. - #RoeVWade #Roe #ReproductiveRights #ReproductiveFreedom
ArtificialIntelligence ( #AI ) is now doing robo
calls of prominent people like Biden, mimicking his voice, varying tones, and colloquialisms like “Malarky.” People get gist of things and apparently machines care about getting every detail. #SkyNet #Terminator on the rise ?
I like 2use Twitter 2 convey my perspectives/truths. However, “X” posts thoughts, extending beyond 1 tweet, in order ofMost recent post. Results in long thoughts, posting backwards. U tend 2 no 1 tweet is part of something bigger b/c of dashes. Start w/beginning ofDay &scrollUp.
When U walk in2 ur kitchen 2 eat breakfast, &hear, from context, that ur dads on a call 2 a sister he vents 2, &he says something of tune “oh man, I don’t know what to do (2 indicate emotion)…how do you deal w/that (meaning behind words)…then he says there’s that ‘other thing ”��-
it’s hard in mass conspiracy, not 2 wonder if vague wording is about U, when things used 2 be so open, &spelled out, in house. I mean, in my youth b4 “this,” I was like the guy who listened 2 all their grievances…now I’m the guy doors r closed on, while whispering occurs.
News anchors&on-scene reporters haveMost rigorous schedules-early morning 2 standing in night. They go 2 most trying places. I see these guys @ oddLocalHours, whenAbroad, 2 satiate U.S. broadcasting. As testament 2 theirSchedules, can literally see bags underEyes. Hats off2them.
I recall Jake Tapper saying father is a doctor. 2 travel 2 emotionally testing places like Israel @ all hours&report all day-clearly loves what he does vs schedule of Dr…Erin Burnett /Anderson Cooper Kayleigh McEnany have kids & coverPrimaries lateIn2Night.-
Like all journalists, they feel what they do matters and lives/breathes what they do with conviction.
PriyankaChopra ( Priyanka Chopra ) the Desi Girl-has 1 of mostImpressive resumes: from Miss World 2000 to actress/model in greatInflux of BollywoodMovies, 2emigrating 2USA & makingSong: “Exotic” w/ #Pitbull in 2 Hollywood/Prime series like Quantico 2 marrying Jonas brother…wow
Didn’t realize it was #NationalComplimentDay Not a bad idea…how about that, did I just compliment?! #wednesdaythought #WednesdayMotivation #Wednesday #Wednesdayvibe
Blast from the past…in my college suite, back in 2008, John Stewart ( #JohnStewart ) and Steven Colbert ( #StevenColbert ) were daily interests … iconic of a chapter of life …
Whatd #Progress ( Progress ) lookLike in America?Well, onA typicalDay, Id like 2 wakeUp,ÂŹ worry if heat in wholeHouse is going2costFortune, Id like 2buy justSnacks,weekly, w/o it leaving aDent in biweekly average $2000 salary, Id like 2 drive inA wider/safer BronxRiverParkway-
-on prev. #Progress ( Progress ) tweet,I’d like2drive2work, seeingHigher speedLimits thanks2 betterCars, Id like 2stop @ aBetter looking&better run post office, Id like 2 be in a workplace better managing time/organized meetings, Id like 2 B around lessTired/more focused people.-
On prev #Progress ( Progress ) tweet, it already results in opportunities 4 jobs thruBetter infrastructure inRoads/buildings.-A revamp project. Better/cheaper energy. FreeHealthcare like inAustralia…thisIs America after all. Better funded/organized http://education. No income tax likeDubai.
Progress ( Progress ) - middle ground w/all news day channels, where AI gives opportunity 2 better hrs 4 anchors, by rewarding them 4 use of their likeness in post midnight hours…not just there, but 4 any mimicking of any work, for better rested employees, all around..
So heard 1 specific as 2 what’s going 2 B done in potential Trump presidency from speech last night: “he’s going to drill, baby, drill…” WRT Alaska. He says itll bring energy costs down. Can further be extrapolated to lower gas prices…but all this seems like a handful of things…-
So I guess that’s covering economy. WhatAbout taxes taking halfWages&increased priceLevels ofOtherThings? Trump has become synonymous w/upheaval of establishment for those wanting a better America. But what’s his plan?-
-HisSpeech lastNight sayingThings like imposterNikki, crookedBiden, “these R evilPeople”, “we won3 times,” dont get angry/get even. He said there are 5 things that R worthy of investigation, targeting Nikki Haley. I'm listening, but Trump backtracked and didn't say what those 5 things are. Why not say it?! Are people hearing 5 things, in a higher/superficial level, and then losing focus/interest? 4 betterOrWorse, people prefer 1 liners vs plans. I guess Trump prefers listing resultsOfPlans:
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There might be literally/figuratively some loose screws at #Boeing ( Boeing ). Around January 18th, apparently, a Boeing plane burst into flames while coming down from the sky. An anxiety filled world, when people aren’t handling the making of a plane with care - or fuels reasons for anxiety in a less stabile world.
ChineseNewYear #ChineseNewYear reminds me of the scroll like calendars and zodiac animals that restaurants used to give out. Quality calendars. Representing the year of the dragon.
DeepikaPadukone ( Deepika Padukone ) looked quite classy in her airline commercial on the #BBC and was great in #OmShantiOm (classic #reincarnation films like #KaranArjun) and #Pathaan (w/ #ShahRukhKhan & #JohnAbraham - wish I had some Parsi in me).
Hindus ( Hindus ) or a #Hindu ( Hindu ), from #Hinduism, do something explicit, other religions hint at:disciplining mind thru meditation/yoga. Other religions, thru rituals or parables, train mind, ultimately 2 give us focus. If we focus w/o distraction, we can do anything.
Gasoline cars vs electric cars…problem w/latter? Only good 4 short distances. Hybrid makes sense 2 use both fuel sources where each appropriate. I once saw a proposal 4 solar panel roads. Driving on road fuels car. Sounds like opportunity 4 jobs, in paneling America.
Iconic songs decades ago: Avril Lavigne - “Complicated” like Kelly Clarksons (Independent) or Pinks (Party Started.)
So I was watching Brothers Sun on Netflix. The older brother has a thing for freshly made Churros; he finds it heavenly. I feel the same way about some of the snacks available at #HMart, or online Asian groceries like #YamiBuy and #UmamiCart -
my favorite snack/breakfast item from Asian grocery stores? Microwaved Flavored steam buns like the Hokkaido cream roll. But one roll costs $2.19 online or 2 for $5 at HMart- that’s insane for one or two buns. As good as flavored microwaved/warm Belgian waffles-
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-now I heard on news a throwback case, in relation 2 cakes&pastries. A non diversity cake shop (in relation 2 1 subset/life style of people) refused 2 bake a wedding cake 4 same gender couple. I believe it was dismissed, but now person liable “4 not being made 2 make the cake.”-
Y would that couple want cake made from some1 who doesn’t share in their values? Who feels like eating that? Sounds like it resulted in needless shaming of the bakers. But this culture in U.S. can’t let things go. -
-& on flip side, having some1 forced 2 selling something like an airline ticket is 1 thing-Not much effort…politics aside, how do u force some1 to bake an any cake?-
-Now I mentioned cultureOfToday. In back2TheFuture, MartyTellsDoc, “whatiya meanDoc? All the bestStuff is made inJapan” In U.S. highSchool historyClasses, weLearn itsCultural 2do tasks, in community w/1 another, w/care&attention, 2best ofAbility, inJapan-
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I’ve heard about Michelin stars associated with the French b/c of interests in quality foods. But Japanese and other Asian desserts and their other foods? It’s made w/so much care. Foods, electronics all with care. And on a side note, that roll mentioned comes in other flavors-
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now people, like in Middle America, love the notion of American made. but American made doesn’t carry the same weight of community and quality it used to. I think the perception comes from World War II when people came together to build things like planes.-
i think has to do with Americas desire for alcohol and cannabis and other drugs. You want to beat China and Japan? Sharpen ur mind to live in reality, rather than getting high and ignoring reality. -
America needs to learn from what’s commonly known in the north eastern states, as the immigrant work ethic. This an extreme dedication to jobs, to skip meals, so that ur children can rise from education and having book bags like other kids, w/o nightly relief from stiff drink-
I believe if America focused on immediacy, sharpened their minds, got blood flowing, learned from immigrant work ethic, or ethic of these news castors,if they learned from China/Japan, #Boeing planes wouldn’t light on fire mid air or have doors flying off.- now Americans call attention to detail as OCD or need 2 be thorough. I remember seeing an episode of #TheFreshPrinceOfBelAir where #WillSmith ‘s character talks about a massage and pedicure-
-Bored out of my mind, in my situation, I went for a pedicure to see what it was. The woman attended to me, who happened to be a Chinese immigrant, covered every inch/corner of my foot and put all her energy into doing a complete job. #ImmigrantWorkEthic
overcome brain dullness, sharpen ur mind. Reality has much to offer…
I think #HelenSlater ( Helen Slater) was best #Supergirl ( Supergirl ), no offense to the recent actress. A glimpse of innocence, girliness, super powerfulness…I feel females look more girly now than womanly…but then I’m trapped as a victim of circumstance, so what do I know…
Something as simple as a rotating/swivel keyboard tray, or a projecting stacked dual monitor stand (to bring ur desk monitor across from your bed, closer) are forms of #ingenuity. But man, are these things expensive.
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A small mp3 player, where U canSkim thruTrack w/finger, is aHardFind. U want that when exercising&want 2 hear chorus. InMyOpinion, #AppleWatch is next bestThing 2 such an mp3 player. But despite bezel & touchscreen, U can’t skimThru MusicApp or #Spotify onWatch. Simple #ingenuity
Trump said in New Hampshire victory speech, there’s 5 interrogation worthy things of Haley. But he does this thing w/his wording, where he kind of goes backward, w/o specifics. Y doesn’t any1 go just 1 step further & ask what those 5 things are? #sensationalism ?
-Seems details irrelevant or people too busy&too preoccupied w/their lives 2 point where atmosphere in country bad enough 4 people 2 resonate w/some1 who has the attitude-from his tone & rhetoric-of go-getter, won’t tolerate nonsense, & restoring America w/a vengeance. #Trump
Questions you ask, when a victim of circumstance : #IsItOverNow (Is it over now)?
Americans say country is fractured. Is it b/c of a 50 yr debate over abortion or perspective on illegal immigration? I’m getting irritated b/c 4 jelly donuts cost me $8.99 at ShopRite…& don’t get me started on jelly donuts-never fully surrounding inside- also good when warm…-
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when people say country’s fractured, are they saying things 4 sake of saying things? What it like feeling my country is fractured? Is it an all day sensation? No offense, but I’m thinking more that the donut is going to run out and that’s another $10.
when America says “keptUsOutOfWar”, they may B expressing grievance w/handling of Ukraine&Israel. But then theres sealing border issue. U might have 2 go2 war-run places 2 avoid asylum seekers @ border. Issues overlap,& “AmericaFirst” may mean reaching out in Venezuela w/army.
Regarding movies like Dune ( #Dune ) , I’m happy to see #Zendaya w/additional side 2 personality , but the movie just isn’t Star Wars or Star Trek … it’s not fast moving …
DeepikaPadukone ( Deepika Padukone ) looked quite classy in her airline commercial on #BBC & was great in #OmShantiOm (Om Shanti Om is a classic #reincarnation film like #KaranArjun - Karan Arjun) & #Pathaan (w/ #ShahRukhKhan & #JohnAbraham - wish I had some Parsi in me).
Jake Gyllenhaal ’s #SourceCode ( Source Code ) was a mind blowing movie. He’s in alternate reality b/c of essential last thought on death. What if that’s one heaven/hell? Those who die w/peace state of mind transition 2 heaven like place. Those w/much on conscience, maybe h*ll?
how many things will people just dismiss or accept passively…the amount of detail that sounds off with things like the Denver airport? Towards the end, there’s a good quote: “comedy is a method to dismiss horrific reality.”
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-attached clip makes good point in audio. video or images are irrelevant. It’s about what he’s saying. But you’d be surprised how little, people listen. People usually get gist of what every1 else is saying. To shun the attentive in society, something condescending is directed.-
Again, here too it’s about the audio that happens to be from the YouTube channel, “The Why Files”, on a conspiracy. Famous saying: “you’re not paranoid if “‘They’ are” out to get you.”
Did you know they replaced actual tin foil with aluminum foil? Wonder why?
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Please bring back actual tin foil…does it actually work? Is that why they put an end to it in the 50s? I hate to sound comical with my very real situation- but wow…conspiracy?
How can you test a tin foil hat, if, mysteriously, and coincidentally with the times, tin foil isn’t easily available? https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tin_foil_hat
probably works too certain things just scream: isn’t it obvious?! Like Denver airport w/its mysterious missing buildings, use of gargoyles, a mean looking horse, a runway shaped as a swastika, paintings of coming 2gether around a blonde-people dismiss all of it b/c a gargoyle made 2 say jokes… In the movie, “Independence Day,” the president asks the CIA, “where do you get the funding for this?” The Jewish father replies, “you don’t think they spend…$30,000 on a toilet seat”
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I was watching the CNN debate last night, & the idea about the country being trillions of dollars in debt, not being able to afford the migrant crisis and continue funding for education in NY, not being able 2 help Ukraine/Israel, etc. comes up. Money is going 2 a paranoid DoD
then there’s the daily joke happening at the House of Representatives. On one occasion, you have two guys inciting a fight between each other and Bernie Sanders trying to calm the situation. Then you have Hunter Biden being asked, “if he had the balls” to come up…-
U have ex president Trump being evicted from New York & current president’s son being shamed over porn. This is America? U carelessly allow migrants 2 come in the 100s of 1000s while not being able 2 give free healthcare or avoid cutting budgets. Tax dollars go 2 mind control.-
-House of Reps is shameful- Summer&Christmas vacations, long weekends,&if they actually sit down 4 something, its 2 figure how 2go about shaming a president’s son. if daily issues in country arent resolved, govt shuts down, army doesnt get paid, while congress still has salaries-
meanwhile I have deranged lunatics enslaving and directing my life and giving meaning to everything I do. It’s ok for Congress to get into live fist fights, but it’s wrong if I get frustrated over my situation.-
It’s been at least a decade of me being in “this situation” of mine. That too while America watches and opines over my life. At one time, when I first complained to fbi about my situation, I was like Thank God, this is America, I’ll be saved. They’ll sit down and talk with me.-
but now? It’s not Thank God this is America, it’s more “Figures…it’s America…a circus…” It’s been at least a decade of me being in “this situation” of mine. People are in prison for less.-
-in USA, those like DeSantos can fake family history/resumes/experiences & get a jobs in Congress. He doesn’t have college degrees & becomes a rep of people. No 1 checks. I graduated w/ a computer science degree & an MBA &, probably due 2 my“situation,” I can’t get an honest job-
yesterday or the day before, I think within one week, two subway trains got derailed according to the Pix11 News in New York at 10 pm. But again, “figures, it’s America…a circus” -
my situation? Rather than ending an absurdity, they want to show me in a forced loop over purchases and make it about fear of poor quality or used goods. The orchestrators of my situation, at its onset can make me watery eyed, or with a scalp moving up and down by itself-
that’s right, if they can detect waves, they can output waves. If they claim they detect fear, they can instill fear. Then based on the retard kids in this &their narrative of me,they try to connect what transpires.Mind control is real. It’s probably surprise revelation @ end.-
I have zero interest giving my side or perspective on these things. On something unrelated, if I can share some insight I do, but why the h*ll do I care how someone beyond my family sees me? Someone beyond my God?-
one thing people can take from this? Forget your thoughts on mind reading, mind control, stupid cover up notions like predictive analytics, they claim to be able to be able to show memories. If that’s true, then and all of you, then there really is a Day of Judgment.-
It means beliefs about our lives, our good deeds & bad, from start 2 finish, from birth 2 death, are recorded & able 2 be seen at the will of a Higher Intelligence. That then implies, some reward or punishment based on picture our lives paint. That then implies heaven & hell.-
2the orchestrators, rot in h*ll 4 taking yrs from myLife 2 add 2 urs, 2 avoid what couldve been a minor offense yrs ago, which u stupidly snow balled in2 a seriousCrime, frying my brain 4 nothing-4 talking about a real situation U desperately hide as illness over more a decade+
but once again, not “Thank God, it’s America,” but “Figures, it’s America…a circus.” It’s unbelievable what a nation will support amidst the endless misuse of rules, poor management of quality, etc. How many lives have to be ruined for national security or whatever the visible or invisible government plans are (you might not even realize the government is involved), be it with brain mapping or something else?
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-But again figures…it’s America…a circus. Because of negligent law makers and drug/alcohol abuse, you have people not properly checking if trains in NYC will derail twice in a week or if plane doors will fly open mid flight,-
or not vetting House Reps resumes to see if lying or if guy copiloting a plane is mentally sound and not on drugs and not putting the flight at gunpoint.-
what all these people have in common? They don’t care about consequences or someone convinces them of a lack of consequences.-
Biblically it’s said, “whoever harms the innocence of these little ones, it’s better they tie a rock around their head and drown themselves.” This little ones are symbolic of an innocent mind. Someone that harms the sanctity of the mind burns in h*ll-
isn’t America about protecting dignity of even 1 American life?! Isn’t justice system about releasing 100 guilty people, over throwing 1 innocent life in trouble/jail? Ive been in my situation longer than others in jail. Y is my innocent life not worth dignity of freedom?-
a follower of Christ said, “Master, let me bury my father, before following You” Christ sharply responds, “Let the dead bury the dead.” The lesson is not to wait, to stop an injustice, especially simply b/c we’re closer to the end than the beginning. Stop injustice now.-
“Justice should be swift and indiscriminate.” 2 pleasure of those responsible 4 my situation, I'm stuck writing my life away w/ hope some1 will give me "proof"(like an actual person or platform others look at), in place of evidence I've gathered, while fortunate others get 2 live their lives…its all a waste of time…
“Justice delayed is justice denied” “…We look upon human rights…as an ability to live peace…” - Jimmy Carter to Oprah
What does U.S. government do, when they’re against accountability 4 their actions? They make U look like a clown, they take away ur credibility, they take away ur say by manipulating justice system against U, despite ur defense. They focus on “prevent, contain, salvage.”-
brain mapping…what if it enabled people to be operated like drones?- like a remote control plane…the project I’m forced into isn’t about curing diabetes. It’s about mapping person X’s consciousness, digitally, to person Y’s consciousness.-
Everything happening is about employing common citizen as a soldier w/a government designed focus. This has been happening directly & indirectly. Indirectly, when U tell some idiot 2 do something & he/she does it. Directly, is when U map controllers consciousness 2 controllee.- When a series of illegal or unethical or immoral things transpire, unchecked, over a decade or more, my situation is what happens: where everyone plays victim and what they have to go through, except me: the real victim.
2 pleasure of those responsible 4 my situation, I'm stuck writing my life away w/ hope some1 will give me "proof"(like an actual person or platform others look at), in place of evidence I've gathered, while fortunate others get 2 live their lives…its all a waste of time…
If I no about situation-plus or minus somethings -continuing 2 conceal it has no benefit 2 overall project/program. Orchestrators clearly just like dominance & control over some1 who outwits them. All this said yrs ago, like broken record.
These predators like fear of their kill. I always pictured self as one trying 2 get thru school or some present hurdle is, so that I could pave way 2 living/enjoying life I.e. minding own business. But who does “the government” target?- those in solitude, without much family/friends or some1 wholl disclose info 2 them. So from conspiratorial topics like project blue beam, what can we notice from my situation & times we’re in?
Associated clip in link below:
https://x.com/RennyJi/status/1748476549861360024?s=20
-1st, from prev. clip, is “induced audio.”Familiar?-whatever Im hearing/ur hearing w/o me. Next? Loyalty 2 state vs family-Evident in USA w/trendy admiration 4 flag/army. Next: how religion get erased/replaced w/psychiatry.Then allegedRandom earthquakes in Japan/Haiti. Created?!-
in all these fringe &/or conspiratorial & sometimes ridiculous things, there’s some puzzle pieces 2 a bigger truth. What does clip, 2 tweets before, say towards end? How do U engage in instilling a mass conspiracy? With every1 blindly following instruction around a focus. Me.-
This gets in2 “waves” & what they can (WRT possibilities) do 2 the mind & tech. Leads 2 hacking. U say “wireless waves” 2 some1, U risk a depiction of crazy. It’s a taboo. But mind reading/control/conditioning from “thought injection”,/ thru technology “can” happen w/waves.
Associated clip:
https://x.com/RennyJi/status/1748501802020938056?s=20
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art of conversation between those in my life and me...really off...
https://www.tumblr.com/rennyji/740974704732569600/the-art-of-conversation-random-dark-side-of?source=share
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All Churches should include grape juice pod cups in the Sacrament of Communion. The wafer is only half of the Sacrament. My extended thought on this, is in below tumblr link:
https://www.tumblr.com/rennyji/740713445428723712/the-vine-to-the-branch-grape-juice-pod-cups-for?source=share
Law becomes about words and meaning of words and how the meaning of words can be interpreted for situations and set a precedent for future cases. Is insurrection the same as a riot? Regarding border crisis, is it an invasion or just closing the door?-
- on closing the border, there’s a saying: “ Before you remove the splinter in your neighbors eye, remove the log from your own eye” so that u can see clearly.-
- Connecting it w/border crisis, if you can’t satisfy the people already in America, if there isn’t enough resources 4 them, you can’t bring in the responsibilities of other countries. They ARE the responsibilities of their native countries.-
- America and the United Nations needs to send assistance thru army or diplomats to make things better for asylum seekers in their native countries.
#Jawan was great. Hope #Fighter in New York theaters, or at least #AmazonPrimeVideo or #Netflix - can’t remember last time I saw great dancer #Hrithik (#HrithikRoshan - Hrithik Roshan) in a movie-seems like #Bollywood , Brit&EastAsian more on streaming services than #Hollywood…
When U see something like shape of earth, its orbit, the sounds from the earth and its frequencies, or even how the moon is at the right distance to eclipse the sun and earth of different sizes, the Big Bang Theory-a chaotic event producing exactness-becomes mind boggling.
There should be a compartment to remove and attach laptop/phone batteries and wireless cards. Like from what I remember of Samsung phones. Apple products are sleek, but so sleek that you don’t have a lot of work around.
On Thursday of this week, a man was executed with nitrogen gas, used to put him thru a 30 min ordeal of gagging/suffocating. As today, Saturday, is Holocaust Remembrance Day, probably shouldn't aim for something similar to gas chambers.
Regardless of questionable staffers on the Palestine front, probably shouldn't use that as an excuse to cut off funding for aid in a decimated area lacking likely food, shelter, electricity ...
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Our emotions and feelings are not things to be suppressed with drugs (legal/illegal) or even alcohol (if suppression is ur purpose), but signs, that whatever contributing to them, needs to be addressed. Let it fuel you, rather than bring you down.
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We hear, "I'll be thinkingOf U..." or aSibling asking theirSibling, "when U goOff 2college, will U remember me?"-A prayer can be a wishfulThought or dailyMemory of The Divine. Im sure Whoever put U on thisPlanet, isWondering,when he/she goes about theirDay, willThey remember Me?!
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FYI, if U try 2 use twitter search, 2 search thru my tweets (not my name or username) for text or word "Tumblr", the results show tweets from 6 days ago, but not necessarily from last 2 days. I guess it takes time 4 twitter 2 index current/consecutive tweets or add it 2 results.
I useTwitter 4 my views/truths. However, “X” posts thoughts-extendingBeyond 1 tweet-inOrder ofMostRecentPost.Results in longThoughts, postingBackwards.Backed up in Tumblr links/also tweeted.U no if 1 tweet partOf somethingBigger b/c of "dashes." Start w/beginning ofDay &scrollUp.
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U want 2 no trademark move of American government/military? When some1 figures out a secret or comes up w/a world changing tech (like free unlimited energy associated w/Nikola Tesla), they disappear or just die b/c it goes against grand plan in big scheme of things-it’s true.-
Associated Link:
https://x.com/RennyJi/status/1748521291550703780?s=20
now if you’ve been reading my stuff, like my tumblr links (which are my tweets, but organized), you know I mentioned a professor who’d let certain things slip in my vicinity, died of a brain aneurism. How do these happen, if unnaturally or when coinciding with a secret? -
the clip, 2 tweets ago, says, “when R we going 2 stand up & do something about these mother f*ers? Is it right 4 some elite people in government 2 hog all good ideas, even w/o a warning & disclosure? My situation might make all of U think, nothing can bad can happen.-
but here’s the thing. In my situation, government/military/law enforcement sees opportunity. These guys are so cocky, they’ll find a way 2 get their way, w/every1 watching. They know I’m alone. They expect no1 to tell me or show me, my situation. -
the government/military/law enforcement know that eventually the ball will be in my court or that my situation will end and I’ll have proof about it.-
The government operates on “prevent, contain, salvage.” They couldn’t prevent from this being as viewed entertainment. They’re containing my situation by trusting no2 is noble enough to tell me about it and form a friendship. But they’re bordering “salvage.” -
if the ball will come back to my court, I get freedom/control to my life, and I’m a famous public figure from being in my situation, what will a cocky government to do to regain control of proof of military tech for DOD purposes?-
They’ll salvage in a way where I’m alive & seen publicly. They’ll probably try 2 map a soldiers consciousness 2 mine. They studied me, have my memories, know I’m alone, know my family. how would U know if person ur seeing, on the inside is not me? People can be cruel.-
-a government event is happening. They’re hiding in broad daylight, behind something like a show/school/college age youth, doing their will. They won the lotto with context or back story of situation or the conflicting personalities of college youth voices and me-
-YouthVoices of “Have good time/party/TGIF, gotIt bad, going w/flow, teenage-probs-4ever”mindset.- Against my “u arrogant fs screw me w/govt, thru cute crp” idea of‘em &my nature ofMarriage/runningCompany-not b/c “ofSituation-extending”mindset U dont have 2 marryByCertainAge.
A clip from 2023 Hulu movie, “Assassin.” Gets into perils of brain mapping: that is, This is someone brain mapping their mind to, perhaps, yours, and as a result, control you, with or without a lapse in your memory.-could’ve already happened. #mindcontrol #mind #Awareness
Associated clip below:
https://x.com/RennyJi/status/1748532128898285642?s=20
There’s this growing theme about the multiverse or transcendentalism in movies and tv shows. But what about themes like in the book 1984 and the thought police? & Did you know about people who are remote viewers for information gathering? Check out: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stargate_Project
so I tweeted a number of tweets on my X/twitter username: “rennyji”. they were all sent thru a device that wasn’t my phone. Will people see it? R they seeing this from my phone now? R they seeing my original twitter page or some1 else’s platform proxying b/w me &others?-
Google “stargate project�� and checkout the Wikipedia page. Google “remote viewing and Miami herald” and see the webpage from the newspaper. The newspaper article is dated as 2017- that’s while I’m in my mind reading situation.- an interesting link:
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a little ominous when doctors take initiative "to ask me" if you think someone is reading your head, but not "controlling mind..." Control-very real.
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maaaxx ¡ 11 months ago
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Chipotle order
i had to pull up the menu bc i can never remember what i get.
i usually get a bowl with chicken, white rice, black beans, corn and tomatoe salsa, and the veggies.
I dont like the chips there but if i can afford it i get guacomole sometimes.
Skincare routine
i have awful skin and i have no idea how to do skin care. 💀
I used to use cerave religiously but i developed an awful allergic reaction to it like it looked like someone took sand paper to my eyes and neck
now i mainly use cetaphil cleanser and moisterizer. Sometimes i use doves scentless body wash and shea butter (the kind with no scents or any like additional stuff)
depends on what i can afford tho
Something from your childhood youve held on to
Theres this cabbage patch doll that i got when i was like two that was my favorite toy my entire childhood and it looks like it was raised in a trap house. i have all its hair cut off of it and its always naked and its stained and shit, but i still have it. her name was baby
i also have a giraffe toy (her name was girafette) who was the girlfriend of my brothers toy giraffe (named giraffey.)
neither my brother or i are good with names
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fretami ¡ 20 hours ago
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also weird how theres no name for it like “watch this George lose it at a chipotle!” youtube video thumbnails
Isn’t it funny that men will routinely scream at and belittle people they see as inferior, (ie their children, partners, underlings at work, people in lesser social classes than them) and nobody bats an eye but when a woman displays these same characteristics she is labeled a “Karen”.
Don’t get me wrong, these behaviors are disgusting in any gender, but it seems that these traits are more accepted in men and even praised as “standing up for yourself” or “showing them who’s boss”. Aggression is praised in men and shut down in women.
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gladiolidiaries ¡ 2 years ago
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is it really from the dransion? the first one looks like it but the second one obviously isn't, theres even a baby chair behind george
the second one is from chipotle but the first one is dransion and hannah's pic is also from the dransion you even see the christmas decorations
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dontsh0vethesun ¡ 2 years ago
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1, 9, 13 roe the asks lovely ❤️ (I just got off a 9.5hr shift sp I'll probably be asleep when I answer BUT! love u and ure not weird pinky promiee)
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oh yuck a 9.5hr shift that is yucky
also :')))
chipotle order?
i've never had chipotle :( but it's mexican right? so it'd be something yum with beans and veggies and salsa YUM (theres one in london and i wanna go)
9. do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?
wish i had a really fancy one - i use a face wash ofc generally one that's for gLoWiNg skin, and then a couple times a week i use this exfoliator with enzymes in and stuff and then i moisturise with a vitamin e cream (also sometimes do a tea tree face mask) also its all cruelty free
13. first thing you’re doing in the purge?
murder probably or maybe steal loads of money also maybe push a child over, specifically the ones who run around shops and restaurants
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orcelito ¡ 3 years ago
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No Work is good but it has me contemplating if class is Really worth going to and
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syrupyyy ¡ 5 years ago
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Warrior cats was such a big part of my childhood and middle school years, and I sometimes reread it but its messy. Like the clans kick cats out, adopt cats in, and theres s o many rules to it. And like one cat gets hit by a car in one book, and then her legs are just bad for the rest of the series. Theres a cat that gets pregnant, but that's no bueno because shes a medicine cat, and they aren't allowed to do that.Its a wild, and fun experience
what in the FUCK is going on in warrior cats
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gendice ¡ 6 years ago
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tan being unimpressed and mildly horrified at dumbass things the rest of the fab five say is so funny 
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tinyorangepotato ¡ 2 years ago
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1, 16 and 27 :3
1.chipotle order?
I've never actaully had Chipotle but just looking through the menu I would probably get a chicken quesadilla with sour cream
16.thoughts on mint chocolate chip?
Good. there are higher ranking flavors out there but if I get mint chip I'm not gonna complain
27.what’s your favorite or go-to outfit?
My favorite outfit at the moment is a black tee eith bright colors and a skull that says "nothing matters", my black pair of ripped jeans, my orange and black playboy belt and my orange converse.
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solardrink ¡ 3 years ago
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that song is playing again. ranboo jokes about being a mirror for halloween to really scare people. we laugh in parasocial concern but mostly relate. ranboo considers going to a furry convention. he has a gaydar for his fans. we can tell. someone took his cookie. we all know it was tubbo. he has raised over 200 thousand dollars for people in need. he has randomly lost his train of thought. nevermind, its about merch. the ding of collecting ores in minecraft plays over and over. hes leaking merch ideas. it is so late holy shit. this man is going to pass out i dont believe for a second hes going for 10 more hours. he says he has a bunch of hours left but I Do Not Believe him. there is so much love and support here. people talk about their experiences and funny stories and people all over the world, enough to fill a stadium. react and smile. ranboo misses chipotle, poor man misses his tex-mex type food from cali. hes talking about benchtrio and i am Listening Intently. theres a hierarchy apparently. ranboos at the bottom for doing things suggestions. L. tubbo and ranboo are both weak to tommy if he says no to something which is very funny to me. ranboo is talking about their dynamic like rock paper scissors. tubbo and tommy would rather die than go somewhere a mile away. ranboo is most definitely the mom friend. he brings extra battery packs and masks for his friends if they need them. this boy is so endearing. tommy can ask for any of ranboos stuff and ranboo will probably give it to him cause he cant say no. ranboo cant be mad when tubbo ate 3/4 of his chocolate because he didnt say how much he could have. ranboo stares at a piece of iron ore for 3 minutes because he doesnt know where it came from. "nothing and everything is going on." hes asking if a food was made from chemicals but had the same flavor and shape and texture would we eat it? i have no idea it sounds kinda weird but maybe. ranboo says if it tastes good he would and i kinda expected that answer. he is yawning and i am yawning. i feel like this song has played already. i feel like this song has played already. he believes that milk before cereal is obviously wrong but hates arguing his case- a real libertarian centrist i expected nothing less from the man who orchestrates c!ranboo. hes now talking about people yelling about content creators and im lowkey caught offguard cause i wasnt listening. i miss tubbo. his phone fell why does this happen so often. "GIVE US SOME MONEY" hes talking about the mcyttwt thread and i fuckin agree it is the funniest thing holy shit. that also means that he has seen the covid stuff about wilbur and the "white, gay, man, loona stan, pick a struggle tweet" about tubbo and i dont how to feel about that tidbit. i have also read all of it, if you havent please do. i expected nothing less from ranboo to enjoy it. he is permenantly talking in his sleep which is interesting and also concerning. oliver has bought amongus plushies. someones cat is watching the stream. ranboos favorite cat breed are the ones that look. just kidding its black and white ones. his worst recent nightmare is him messing up on a facecam stream which is a bit sad. i put a D: in chat to express the kind of parasocial emotion i feel. he would steal your chips. he would reimburse you because he would feel bad though. ranboo read "effortlessly" wrong which is very ironic and funny. he messed up saying it again. hes quitting the internet. he had a pretty bad nightmare :(. i want tubbo when is he coming back. ranboos getting better at bridging in minecraft. he did pretty well imo. ba bow bow now now now now. thanks for the 25 tier ones. he will paint his nails eventually. one day. one day. im teasing he will most likely do it maybe. he would probably pierce his ears and i am excited about that a normal amount. ba now bow na bow now. ouch facial dysmorphia ow streamer ow. this sucks. i am feeling trauma dumped on but this is okay. dono is asking where would he get chicken nuggets and fries and he doesnt know. i want chicken nuggets. WHAT THE HECKKK THE BURNER WHO
POSTED THE MCYTTWT THREAD DEACTIVATED CAUSE RANBOO TALKED ABOUT THEM :(( crap. ranboo didnt mean that to happen but its ok :( there are so many hearts in this dam chatroom. im glad there are so many hearts here. tens of thousands of people here being sympathetic and kind. ranboo is not sleeping. invisibility and shape shifting are the super powers he would pick if he could. we know why ouch. 100% of proceeds are going to charity: water. people are intimidated by ranboo. i am not. wilbur is a little scary though. ranboo doesnt know his personality type, i dont either i think i took the test at least twice but i still dont remember what i got. this song is playing again. im not mad angry people by lemon demon is one of my favorite songs. pepeDS. ranboo our variety streamer <3 my favorite non-mcyt. but actually can ranboo be considered a mcyt. because all his yt videos are not mc they are in fact cooking/furniture building/internet funnies. ranboo is going to have a gummy. yum. donos cat died and is still dead- which leaves the comical opportunity for the cat to be resurrected. WHAT HE DOESNT LIKE CHEESECAKE THAT MUCH BECAUSE THE AFTERTASTE? this man mustve had dairy free cheesecake wtf where is he getting his cheesecake from. hes very mature talking about his facial dysmorphia in a technical manner and i find that admirable. ou ch he knows what it means to use unconventional methods to fix facial dysmorphia ow ow ow fuck im a poc and i used to be self conscious of my nose when i was younger shit. "i bet you think ketchup is spicy white boy." i am going to sob. hes leaving michael headcanons to the writers/artists <3 i think that is pretty neat. chat he said piglin not penguin, dumbasses. im kidding i love chat this stream they are too hivemind and silly to be anything but well-behaved besides spamming. he is a hufflepuff. so am i. i took that damn quiz three times. he has not tried beans on toast because he is scared. i would be too. dono reminded all of us when dreamworks tried to make sexy fish. ranboo is upset now. im not mad that lady fish was pretty hot. ignore that. he wants us hot fish enjoyers out of his chat. im not leaving. i cant breathe im having so much fun. 5 more minutes until 12 hours. im not sure if this man has taken a bathroom break once. woo theres a hype train. hes talking about that one tiktok audio where theres an edit of minecraft streamers being told by their chat to say ____ rights or else they are homophobic. ranboos right its hilarious. i think i might end this post now smile bye bye :)
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winking ¡ 7 years ago
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the food is okay
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summercurial ¡ 3 years ago
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weekend report
okay so on friday i drove down to L&G's place, got there about 9. H&E are there, drove down together and got there abt 5 i think. nominally we are helping L&G move, but they have not packed...basically anything. anyway theyre having a barbecue. they object to me just wearing a t shirt and jeans, and search through L's stuff, almost all of which is far too small for me (he was such small ribs...) to find me something. they settle on this weird lace texture see through romper thing (fit pics under the cut, for space). i have no sufficiently aesthetic bra, so im going braless, my nipples are out about half the time. anyway we go out to the barbecue, they forgot to buy veggie burgers, we hang out at the picnic tables, i have some claw, E is very aroused by the romper, call me cute lots, kisses me hard up against a tree (i got some scratches on my back lol) which i think is the first time ive been kissed against a tree. ive mentioned before theyre all like, fit, so he can lift me up easy. anyway once theyre done with the barbecuing we head back upstairs. at 11 W&El arrive, the tragic egg/repressor and shitty gf. he's wearing earings. he's obscenely cute, i am sexually aggressive to him, yknow, push him down on the bed, make out with him, tackle him, etc. i ask to sleep in L&G's bed but i walked around barefoot so i was not allowed. theres 7 people and three beds so i sleep in W&El's bed, W in the middle. thought it could be fun but it wasnt really, W is timid but hes also sort of unflappable so hes not fun to toy with but also doesnt grope me or whatever.
anyway the next day we do some actual move out stuff, theres packing, theres boxes, theres lots of drinking per uje. i am assigned a close-fitting weedprint dress, they really gassed me up abt how it fit me. me and E are assigned to return an old keg and an old textbook. we drop off the keg, pick up some claw, i bring an open claw into the university bookstore and after hanging out for like 10 minutes i am asked to leave. once back i decide to help out carrying L&G's ludicrous quantity of liquor down to the car, ensweaty my weed dress and shed it and shower (for the second time that day, i showered with E earlier). mostly hung out in undie for the rest of the day, tried on various things while they were clearing out clothes and trying to pawn some of them off. eventually settled on a weird tank top with a really long back, which we called the dune fit (unforch no pic!)
i got to spend some time cuddling with E&G for a while. W&El were very quiet. we had a hard time pretending to like El, i felt really guilty. i said some mean-ish stuff while drunk. while El was away, i probed W on them getting married at 22. he said it was just because they need her family's financial support, and they want to live together, and so they need to get married. i head that seemed sadly unromantic, which he didnt really contest. i said he'd look cute in a wedding dress. during the long going-through-clothes section, he put on several dresses. he looked cute. god ceaseless pity. we got some delicious chipotle. we stayed up very late drinking, G drank a gallon. i got lots of pets. at chipotle time they spontaneously started rapping some epic rap battles of history, i asked what it was and when they told me i started laughing at them hard, because ERBoH sucks. they did the thing they do where they give a touch embargo when i make fun of them hard so i got super drunk to take my pride away. while drunk and laying with E&G i started talking about how this sufficiently drunk and prideless branch of me is distant enough to not really "be" the main normal summer, but that both branch-summer and trunk-summer agree that branch-summer is more optimal, pride is useless if it takes away your pleasure.
anyway in the morning and because E said he would drive me up i had some beer and claws, took a shower with G, sucked his dick some in the shower (i dont think i did a very good job but its hard to get air when sometimes theres water on your nose :/). he mentioned the previous night he really talked up my head skills to E (despite making out tons of times and him knowing i would totally suck his dick for literally 2 years, he has not asked) so i was sort of anticipating a move but none was forthcoming. anyway we hung out for a couple more hours, i had a fun little talk with L where he asked if he was too mean to me (i said no, although sometimes i worry he doesnt like me, and he says he does like me, he just gets annoyed sometimes) me and E drove home, he fun-drove which was fun, i spent most of the time in and out of sleep, cuddling with his arm mostly (we kept it cold in the car)
i was kind of pathetic this weekend, but like. being pathetic as long as its not annoying is like. totally harmless. pride is useless to me when it doesnt protect me. i got called cute so many times this weekend, it was WONDERFUL. also i got lots of touch. and i got to be helpful. they assigned me a couple special summer jobs, i grabbed all the magnets
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bonus dress, cute but uncomfy tight on the ribs
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