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encore! | arthur hill
literally got this ask like a couple hours but i had ideas for it so figured the dedication to the grind was worth it :)
been so long since i've written a smau, so i hope you enjoy! i may be slightly rusty
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arthurnfhill: the kill hill tour has started better than i could have ever asked for :)
georgeclarkeey: who is that sexy man on stage??
↳ arthurnfhill: can't wait for you to be my sexy groupie at the london show
username3: KILL HILL IS GONNA BE SO GOOD!!!!
username4: can't wait for manchester omg
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yourusername: soooo what if i said i was impulsively dropping a song tomorrow night because i need to get the song off my chest and i can't wait until the supposed release date of next month ...?
it's called francis forever, and it's brought me a lot of peace to throw myself into completely making this song over the past few weeks
ANYWAYS here's a presave link if you care about that sort of thing,
hope you enjoy!
love, y/n.
jamesmarriott: we're getting SPOILED with another y/n banger
↳ yourusername: how do you know banger you haven't even heard yet ??? hmmm???
↳ jamesmarriott: you only drop bangers and thats FACTUAL
taliamar: UGH you are my icon
↳ yourusername: thats funny cause you're mine ???
username5: my heart is BREAKING at the caption
username6: omg if this is a breakup song i will do something violent.
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arthurnfhill: i can't believe there is only four more shows of the kill hill tour - feels like i was waiting forever for the tour to come around and now its almost done just like that!
chrismd: london show night one and two rolling around real quick
↳ arthurnfhill: missed me in the flat?
↳ chrismd: all you did before you left was mope around so not much change
arthurtv: my goat
↳ arthurnfhill: can't wait to see the number one most popular arthur on famous birthdays in person again
username7: CAN'T WAIT FOR LONDON SHOWS
username8: manchester was AMAZING omg
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yourusername: as requested - my one night only london show! it was amazing to see so many of you guys there, makes this whole music thing so much more surreal :,)
username9: girl are you just gonna ignore the fact that ARTHUR AND GEORGE WERE THERE ???
↳ username10: for REAL my delusional y/nthur ass is going into OVERDRIVE
arthurnfhill: was a great night, glad i got to catch the show :)
↳ username11: oh you guys are TWISTED dropping comments like this
↳ username12: literally still in love i am not hearing any different.
bambinobecky: can i be ur biggest fan?
↳ yourusername: anyday sexy ;)
username13: the fact she scheduled it just a couple days before his london dates so arthur could make it ..... coincidence ???
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mummysboypod: Mum, did you miss me on tour?
The NEW episode of Mummy's Boy is now live - with Arthur and Lisa discussing Arthur's life on tour, from crazed fans to drunken nights!
Link in bio!
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arthurnfhill: i still cannot believe kill hill is over!! i will miss seeing all of you lovely people and playing you my silly songs
arthurtv: what does slay mean and why do women keep shouting it at you?
↳ arthurnfhill: because i ATE arthur
↳ arthurtv: you ate me?
username14: TOUR WAS SO INCREDIBLE!!!
username15: y/n being in the crowd was NOT. a coincidence
username16: is y/nthur back????
username17: you seemed SO much happier towards end of tour
username18: DUBLIN MISSES YOU ALREADY !!!
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yourusername: in musical terms... you could call this an encore?
username19: IMAGINE REANNOUNCING Y/NTHUR IN THE MOST ICONIC WAY POSSIBLE.
georgeclarkeey: i think everyone clocked when you were love heart eyeing him the whole concert
↳ yourusername: well you also did that and no one has realised yet?
↳ georgeclarkeey: it's MY bed he comes back to sweetie
lisahull_hill: you both have the sweetest smiles
↳ yourusername: LISA I MISSED YOU SO MUCH
↳ arthurnfhill: yourusername i believe you said 'more than i missed you by a long shot' ??
#arthurhill x reader#arthur hill#arthurhill#arthur hill x reader#arthur hill imagine#british youtubers
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EMMMMMMM! i know you love cliff hangers you always do them :(((( !!! but like still amazing holy crap
yes yes immediately yes. another part for sure!we need will and sam to finally talk
PART 7!!!! (yes there will be more and as many parts as y'all want this to be) here's also a small moment of will dropping eveyrthing for samy, but it will also be in the next part as well 😌
au masterlist
part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6
"hello?" will breathed.
"will?" a wave of relief washed through him when he heard samy's familar voice on the other end.
"samy? h-hi.." he was at a loss for words that he couldn't say anything other than hi despite the million questions running through his brain.
"h-hi. i-i'm sorry this is..i haven't called," samy started and will could hear the edge in her voice which made his heart break.
"let's go boys! on the ice!" coach warsofsky called into the locker room, his loud voice making the blonde cringe and curse to himself because this phone call really couldn't have happened at a worse time.
"shit, are you at practice right now? i-i'm sorry..i totally forgot..i can call back?" samy began when she heard his coach through the phone. shit.
will knew he needed to get on the ice or else warsofsky would make him do lines, but he couldn't just hang up now—not when he was finally hearing his girlfriend's voice after a day of not hearing anything. plus, he knew one of the reasons samy probably didn't call until now was because she didn't want to distract him from hockey.
"come on, pick it up! pick it up! we have a long practice ahead of us!" warsofsky boomed again as more of will's teammates filed out of the locker room.
fuck it.
will dashed out of the locker room through the other exit. he scrambled into the hallway where he nearly fell over from his skates still on and the blade cover hitting the tile. "no, no..i can talk. i promise. it's good to hear your voice..i-i was worried," will admitted softly, sinking onto the ground where he pulled his skates off.
"y-yeah. sorry. i'm sorry. i should've called. i don't know i didn't. i just–"
"are you okay? luke told me about your surgery," will cut the brunette off because even though he was upset that she didn't call him, he needed to make sure she was okay first and foremost.
"uh, yeah. i'm okay. just a tendon tear. nothing serious," samy swallowed, glad will couldn't see the anxiety clouding around her while she glanced around the hospital room and luke pretending not to listen.
"a tendon tear is kind of serious..you didn't get up off the field," will said more as a statement.
"i-i..yeah..but i'm fine now. i promise. it just kind of knocked the wind out of me, but i'm fine. i promise," the girl said like she was trying to prove it to herself too.
"i'm glad you're okay. i was really worried about you," his words made samy feel even guiltier, especially because of the soft tone he was using with her even though she expected him to be mad she didn't call sooner.
"i know. i'm sorry. i should've called," the youngest hughes admitted, head hanging low.
"why didn't you?" will asked, his voice still soft which made samy cringe.
"i just..i didn't wanna bother you knowing you're still getting settled into the team and the season..i didn't think it mattered because i'm fine now and it wasn't anything serious like i was dying or something," the brunette admitted again.
"of course it matters. you matter to me. you're my number one priority," his words brought a bright blush to her cheeks.
"you just have so much on your plate..i didn't wanna burden you. didn't wanna..put too much on you and make you run out or something.." samy mumbled the last part and will was pretty sure he felt his heart shatter into a million little pieces hearing her say that.
"you thought i was gonna..leave you again?" the crack in his voice hurt. a lot.
"i dunno..maybe? i didn't wanna.. be too much or something."
the silence engulfed them whole. will pulled a hand through his hair as he struggled to find the right words and samy bit back more tears threatening to escape.
"you know i'd never leave you again, right? i love you, samy. a lot more than i can even begin to explain," finally, will said something while trying to keep his voice from cracking even more.
"i know that."
"you're not a burden to me, i promise. you're the only thing i think about all the time so there's no way you'd be too much for me. if anything, i'm too much for you," his attempt at a small joke made both of them laugh.
"i love you, will. i'm really sorry i was scared to reach out. i guess it's just been hard..trusting again," the brunette mumbled a bit ashamedly and that broke will's heart again knowing samy was still trying to trust him.
before he could respond though, the door next to him burst open and he snapped his head up. macklin stared down at him looking wide-eyed. "there you are, smitty. you gotta get on the ice. coach is looking for you," the brunette rushed out and will knew he needed to go for real this time.
"yeah, okay. i'm on it. tell him i was in the bathroom," will said and macklin nodded as the two hurried back into the locker room.
"i'll call you again, okay? i love you," will said to samy still on the phone.
"yeah, okay. sorry for keeping you. i love you," and that was it. they hung up and the blonde quickly rushed to the rink before he got in even more trouble.
later, while will waited for macklin to finish up his shower, he was on his phone searching plane tickets and the fastest he could get out to michigan. samy's admission earlier broke his heart and he hated she still felt that way, so he wanted to do everything he could to prove to her that she did matter to him and she wasn't a burden.
he found the tickets that would get him out by tomorrow morning and into michigan that afternoon. he glanced up at his teammates and coach's office—he'd get killed if he just left without warning for a few days. he probably wouldn't even play.
but will needed to see samy. he needed to prove to her that he's drop everything for her no matter what.
so he bought the tickets in a few quick taps and they were in his email a second later.
#will smith hockey#hughes!sister x will smith au#samy x will#samy hughes#will smith x oc#will smith imagine#boston college hockey#boston college#uofmichigan#umich hockey#will smith hockey angst#will smith hockey fluff#ws6#wsh2#umich#umich wolverines#umich fic#umich blurb#umich imagine#san jose sharks#sjs#sj sharks#nhl#nhl blurb#nhl fic#nhl imagine#nhl hockey#hockey#macklin celebrini#umich soccer
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For the purposes of this, let's define "an anime" as an animated television series made in Japan. So no Ghibli (not a series) and no ATLA (not Japanese).
sorry the oldest age is last, it doesn't let you rearrange your options lmao
#polls#anime#television#have I learned my lesson?#apparently not#but SCIENCE#also there are no numbers I haven't heard of#I'm not gonna get 'why didn't you include MY favorite number: ⅚⁷.♤Ģ ????'
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I'm sorry - it's not possible for me to trust any of the individual gofundme campaigns that have been flowing into my inbox, even ones which claim to have been vetted. So instead, when the volume of asks reaches ~30, I've been donating £30 to an applicable charity.
Previously it was the Red Cross:
Today it's World Central Kitchen:
#I read somewhere that the red cross isn't actually being that useful so hopefully WCK is better#next will be Drs without borders because I haven't heard anything bad about them yet either#sorry for scrubbing out the confirmation number - I don't want someone to try and cancel the transaction#I also don't want any y'all to know my IRL name XD
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II might be - is?! - going on Drumeo on the 19th, it feels like my birthday came early.
#Satari rambles#Sleep Token#Hi I love drumming and drumming videos and Drumeo's series of drummers trying to play a song they haven't heard before#And I saw the newest one with The Summoning and then the last fifteen seconds of the video came for my life#That's so cool but I do wonder how it'll work#Is he just gonna stare at them or have an interpreter?#Just ominously stares while absolutely destroying a drum kit#No different from live shows I suppose but either way#Sorry for rambling and I'll try to be normal about this#(Keyword is try)#(I'll probably fail)#(Also my birthday is soon because the passage of time is weird and it feels strange as heck to see that number get closer)#(I forget about my birthday most of the time)
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the number of possible song variations in stray gods is still so nuts to me. i feel like I need to draw diagrams
#evan speaks#stray gods#i mean the formula is easy in most cases its like 3 to the power of the number of choices right#minus scenarios where you can block yourself out of an option#ie when i was too mean to persephone and blocked myself from doing the charming option for a choice#in challenging the queen#and at least one song has a choice where there's straight up only two options instead of three#but also im nuts about like. choices that affect other choices#like. In phantom pains#as far as I can tell. the second choice only has three recordings for it? like it's not affected by your first choice#but the entire rest of the song IS affected by that first choice#so on like the third choice there's three separate recordings for each option. depending on your first choice#for a total of nine#(I'm assuming but I'm reasonably confident. I've only heard four though)#and I have no idea how much further it snowballs I haven't dug that deep into that song yet#also! i have NO idea what prompted Eros to sing in the ritual last time#could a dialogue choice outside of song have affected that? I dunno!#also also the trial. there's callbacks to other songs in that right. how far does that go#ive been thinking about just repeatedly replaying certain songs to hear more versions of them#but uh. might not work for the trial.#that's scary#some questions I don't really want answers to yet I still wanna explore for myself#just thinking out loud#tag ramblings
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top 0.005%...................
#takes a huge bite out of TWRP's music. mmm delicious#also shamefully.. Starcadian only got on the top artists list through the sheer power of Polygon & the Have You Heard remix..#I haven't actually listened to any non-TWRP-collab Starcadian songs. I'm sorry#I just listen to Polygon on repeat it scratches my brain so good#Magic Sword deserved to be number five...... sorry boys I let ya down#spotify wrapped
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related to my tags on that last post: even tho i have had alcohol each time i'm in canada with my kids in the hall friends i still have never smoked pot even tho i've had many opportunities to. see rn i'm caught between "holy shit i could also make it so the first time i smoke pot is with scott/paul" vs "both times i got secondhand high in high school i got super paranoid and i do not want to risk that happening while i'm with these people who i still very much look up to even tho they're basically my uncles." tho also tbh i've been around people smoking weed indoors often enough in toronto that i've probably gotten secondhand high since then (especially at the buddy cole afterparty lmao) and that felt fine so idk i might try it at some point. idk if i'll have my first with a member of kids in the hall but if i end up liking it i WILL smoke with them someday. in any case i still appreciate that paul and scott always offer a joint to me even if i refuse it and are totally understanding when i do. it's a small thing but it makes me feel included
#i originally was more vague than just saying scott/paul but tbh they're the only two that have actually smoked weed around me???#i assume the rest of them do but i've never been in that kind of environment with bruce and i still haven't met the other three#(i will be meeting kevin in july!!!!)#also. my favorite goddamn paul bellini quote of all time comes from when he offered me a joint at a mouth congress recording session#and i said no thanks weed makes me paranoid. and his response (while being supportive) was like the funniest thing i've heard him say#i'm so mad this wasn't like a line from a sketch that i can quote with other kith fans. number one favorite bellini moment and it's just me#OH ALSO. most bizarre thing about my kids in the hall connections. my dad has smoked weed with paul bellini's partner#truly a ''how the fuck did we get here'' situation. if someone asks i'll explain the context but yeah that happened#imagine being my father who watched kith in the 90s and then in the year 2023 you're smoking pot with the towel guy's partner#all because your adhd nonbinary child hyperfixated on this sketch show intensely enough that it made this happen
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sorry 2 bug you about this but do you know when the polls will be published?
i wanted to have everything ready for monday (feb 20) at around noon est but i really misjudged how long everything would take </3 </3
i'd like all the polls to be up and ready to vote on by wednesday ??? but i'll be a lot busier than i usually am this week. the start of voting might just have to be pushed back a few days :(
the brackets are So Close to being done but after taking the 2 songs per producer rule into account, the songs stop right at 62 (technically 61 ??? but someone put in a general nomination for every kagerou project song! while only one was formally nominated multiple times several other songs from the series were nominated ^^ ). if there's going to be a bracket w 64 songs it'll have be a bit longer than i originally expected orz
#asks#anon#it doesn't help that if i wanna have a bracket of 64 instead of 32 i have to listen to like . 175 songs .#maybe less ?????#there are a lot of producers i recognize and listen to but bc i've only ever seen their titles in japanese i just don't know their names#and w azari . azari my beloved but i genuinely don't know their song names#i didn't even know their producer name before starting this orz#so it'll probably be a whole lot less than 175 !#but there are still 115 nominated songs i'm pretty confident i have never listened to .#there are a whole bunch i'm familiar w ??????#like i've know about the evillious series plot for Years by now and could recognize even the songs i haven't heard yet at a glance#and i am aware of the danganronpa fan songs#but if i wanna be as unbiased as possible and give songs i'm not familiar w a chance i kinda have to get familiar w them#and that'll take . very very long unfortunately#i'll probably put up a poll for how many songs on the bracket honestly and go from there ???#if it's 32 it can Easily start on wednesday but if its 64 idk when :(#unless i cave and either decide to be biased or just use a random number generator i'll have to listen to all of those songs soon </3#or maybe since it's at 62 just have a blog runners pick matchup ???#it would be more biased than just picking between songs that were actually nominated but some of my favorites went entirely unmentioned </3#EDIT :: also i forgot to mention but it's not a bother at all !!#i'm pretty sure i said that the bracket would start monday ???? and i haven't given a single update since pretty much fhsdkj#i feel like it only makes sense to be curious about it#also the playlists are on their way <3
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Since I just checked my ask box for the first time in a hot minute:
Just a note that tumblr doesn't tell me when I have new asks or messages and I rarely check my notifications. Helpful corrections of misinformation/any messages in good faith are appreciated (though it's possible I won't see them until weeks later, sorry), but if something I reblog angers you enough you feel the need to get hostile in my askbox on anon, I reccomend the unfollow button.
I'm also not comfortable posting asks asking for any sort of donations/directing people to your blog for donation purposes, sorry :// I just don't have time to vet asks like that
#feel like I've had more hostile asks than usual in the last year or so#(with the usual number being none and the recent number being more than none)#I'm not sure if it's like (1) person who hatefollowed and now just wants to be nitpicky about everything#or if the culture of the site changed when i wasn't paying attention and people are back to being hostile#my theory is that the fall of twitter means twitter users are coming back to tumblr and bringing their hostility with them#also i can't believe i have to say this AGAIN#but while what i reblog is generally in line with what i believe...#sometimes i reblog stuff bc it's interesting and makes points i haven't heard before#or i like the overall message even tho there's a few pieces I'm iffy about#or it's not how I'd say it or i feel like it's lacking in some nuance but still think the point is worth making#if you see a really consistent take on my blog with consistent framing then yeah safe to assume it's probably reflective of how i feel#but if you have problems with the phrasing or framing of a specific post maybe take that up with the OP??#i can find someone's speech worthy of dissemination without agreeing with every word#I'm not going to take responsibility for other ppl's phrasing esp if it's just the phrasing or framing in one post and not a theme 4 my blog#sometimes i just think things are an interesting conversation or worthy of talking abt even if not everyone is saying things 100% correctly#feel free to come for me for things i actually write. but I'm not gonna take responsibility for other people's phrasing#(AGAIN with the understanding that like. if I were constantly reblogging posts with slurs or something that would be different)#this just in humans are complex and do not agree 1000% with every post they've ever shared online#pls hold me accountable for things i actually say...#a good example of a VALID critique was when i was following a secret terf and i was accidentally reblogging things with terf OPs semi-often#there was concern i was a terf (i am not... just bad at spotting terf dogwhistles) bc there were a few of these like...#not explicitly terfy but like popular with terf posts on my blog#so thanks again to whoever let me know so i could hunt down the secret terf i was following and unfollow#and even tho it's not true that I'm a terf it was a valid concern bc of the consistency#if u think the phrasing or framing in (1) singular post i reblogged is sooooo horrible... pls take it up with the OP#again with obvious exceptions of like. hate speech. slurs. actual alt right talking points. content in the post that is directly harmful#but anons in my inbox have been Big Mad abt like. one line in one post. or one bad piece of framing#or one not quite nuanced enough take. or one framing where not every person in the world was considered#so pls take that shit up with the person who actually wrote the post and stop acting like i personally came to your house#and yelled the words of whatever post at your grandma and then was mean to your dog
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do you mind if i ramble in the tags about my weird relationship with making art in fandom for a second
#as someone who is studying art as a career one thing i have realized and also been explicitly told by various teachers#is the fact that having a 'consistent' art style is so overvalued sometimes that it ends up limiting you as an artist#literally i'd say 99 percent of the stuff we do in uni doesn't require consistency. it's actually valued when there isn't one#after all it is about learning and honing skills isn't it#so it has kind of put my personal conflicts in a different perspective#because before i started this degree i used to struggle so much with creation in non-academic spaces (which is pretty ironic. i know)#because the ppl and art i admired was mostly composed of art in fandom spaces#and the most appreciated artists in these spaces tend to be the ones who have a nice defined unique style#which isn't bad. i actually do still wish i could reach something like that#but it made me not want to create as much as i desired because i felt 'inconsistent' and i took that as a negative quality in my art#and it was so frustrating because nothing i tried seemed to 'stick'#which was also due to the fact that none of the varyingly different styles of drawings i posted seemed to reach many people#and yes i have heard time and again the whole schpiel of 'creating for yourself is better and quantity of likes/notes shouldn't mean as muc#to you as long as you're satisfied with your art blah blah blah'– c'mon. we all want our creations to be admired i'm tired of pretending#like i don't. i put it out there for a reason and it is for people to at least acknowledge it. it's the point of fandom. it's community#it's interaction. or at least it should be. that's another conversation though#so anyways since i started uni some time ago this frustration has been receding but it's very much still present#even more so when i get excited about doing/drawing something and then halfway through i get that pull in my chest of like. i'm actually#starting to hate it bc i can't reach what i want to#and so there's this disconnect that happens because i have many ideas and desires to create but i feel (even if it might not be true)#that i don't have the skillset to meet those ideas#which literally happens to almost if not everyone i know i'm not alone in this. it still sucks though#so i end up with about a dozen unfinished works monthly bc i start it/i reach halfway and hate it/i look at art and get inspired bc artists#in fandom are SO talented/i go back to it/i still can't reach the skill level i desperately want/i abandon it indefinitely#it's a horrible cycle that i really haven't been able to escape lately#it's also worse when you're at a time in your life when you don't actually have the opportunity or the time to try to achieve consistency#because you really just physically don't have the time to practice. which is the number one advice every good artist will give you#i am running out of tags but the point is. i hope we stop subconsciously putting consistent art styles in a higher pedestal bc it can be#very stressful for artists who struggle to find that in their creation#art related
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Babies! (on their moms underside)
(and 3 adult males lol)
#majek says shit#cockroaches#roaches#pseudoglomeris magnifica#emerald cockroach#I was starting to get worried#because only one adult female and 2 adult males. one subadult male and another smaller juvenile I haven't seen in ages#and today I look at her. boom. babies#she looked a little lumpy underneath which made my heart race immediately because they carry their babies like that#I've heard they are hard to breed. then again I heard that also about headlight roaches and mine are exploding in numbers#while I keep forgetting about them oops#the difference is emerald roaches are REALLY expensive#I hope to have an enclosure with an actual colony inside#because the 4-5 I have rn are barely ever visible. they really like one spot to sit (where the female is) and otherwise hide... somewhere#wish I knew where because they make me worried when I can't see them xd
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who's cho yihyun apparently she's my twin cause i was doing this celebrity lookalike thing and every pic of myself i plugged in had her in like 2nd place
#i was mainly doing it to see if i would get maisie williams bc that's who i get the most and she was number 1 on almost every pic lol#also shannon purser which i haven't heard before but that's interesting#kyra's ramblings
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Based on some rumblings I heard, I ended up quickly throwing together a fun little WIP bingo sheet! I'll admit I largely wrote the prompts for writing, but I think a good number of them should also apply to art!
Ultimately, the goal is to have fun, and finish whatever WIPs you can (without burning yourself out or having a bad time). If you needed a sign to pick up that project you've been putting off, the time is now!
3x4 Bingo square titled "Finish your fucking fics february"
the top three across left to right read "Update your oldest WIP", "Finish a WIP that's been buried deep in your drafts", and "Finish a WIP that you haven't posted yet"
the second row reads "Finish a recent WIP", "Finish a WIP you're scared of" and "Finish a WIP that's been haunting you"
the third row reads "Update a partially posted WIP", "Finish any WIP/Free Space", and "Finish the next WIP in a series you've been avoiding"
the last row reads "Update your newest WIP", "Finish a WIP that's been ignored for at least 6 months", and "Finish the next chapter for a fic you've been meaning to for months"
#Finish your fucking fics february#fanfic#fanart#bingo#fandom bingo#fanfic bingo#fanart bingo#challenge#fanfic challenge#fanfic writing#event
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I don't think I could ever live by myself. Actually, I know I can't. I've known for a while. It's been a fear of mine for a long time. My guy has been M.I.A. for almost a week now and my roommate is at his gfs place for the night. So I'm here on a Friday night completely by myself, working overtime and trying not to have an anxiety attack about where my man is. My mind gets so dark and I feel so alone and scared about my future and it's literally only been one day of me by myself. I would never make it living alone lol.
#i'm used to my guy just ending conversations abruptly when he needs a break or some time to himself#sometimes it's just bc the convo is dying or he doesn't know what to say#but he ALWAYS at least reads my messages even if he doesn't reply#but my messages being on “delivered” for almost a week now?? when we were in an active convo literally two minutes before hand?#just feels weird#part of me is scared his phone broke or sumn and that is scary bc he has no social media so we talk thru text and that is literally it#if he lost his numbers somehow and also had to change his number there would be no way for us to communicate and that terrifies me more than#i expected#but also that seems like a ridiculous scenario and i need to chill#maybe he just accidentally muted the notifications for me and he hasn't noticed i messaged him#sometimes we can go a week or two without texting so it's not weird for him to not have checked his texts or felt it was weird that he#hasn't heard from me#made the mistake of telling my anxiety filled friends and two of them were like “i would be worried that he died”#which don't even get me fucking started on that possibility#i know i could call him but we literally haven't spoken on the phone in 6 years#it might come off weird af it turns out he just muted me by accident he would think i'm just calling out of the blue#and we're not in a relationship so it might come off even weirder if i explain how worried i was 🙃#ramblings
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i will be normal i will be normal
#slowly watching the one piece live action. cause every episode is so so long#but#they just met usopp. and i know. i know sanji is coming. the sanji event horizon i can see it#I HEARD that they fixed a couple of his problems with being a weirdo#and i mean. i'll decide for myself#but also AUGH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH i'm gonna lose my shit and it'll be so embarrassing. like. sanji sucks and he is my#fucking number 1 favourite op character. by a lot.#i miss himmmm i miss him i wanna see him.#i haven't seen if they do the zeff backstory or not but if they do i'll go crazy. with the rock. Aaugh
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