#also like zero appeal

[xamaxenta]

Tragic how ive forgotten how to draw him already

[le-trash-prince]

Why does that post read like a copypasta shitpost? Why do ppl insist that MB is canonically aplatonic? And what does the Locked Tomb series have to do with any of this??

[daisywords]

it's Gideon the Ninth Friday in this house

[loppiopio]

the chances of the people seeing this aren't super likely so this is highly inefficient but i'm too afraid to approach people personally…. yet i've been burning with the need to express my gratitude for the tags i've received individually somehow and figured, i could do it the way i do best. in the tags 😅

(sorted by most recent) (i capped the limit hard here) (some ✂️✂️ had to be done 😔) (i still like this format a lot though) (might do this again in the future idk would people like that??) (i hope it's not mortifying for anyone……..)

it's sorta the way i like it, indirect and unimposing, even if it's kinda. wieldy. but it's just on my blog so anything goes right? although in saying that, i am open to being imposed on. like if someone wants to talk about aci or something, like other fic?? i'm a big fic fiend. or anything else lol not sure what else you'd wanna chat about since so much of the stuff i've put out is just. about fic. but hey, if you're a person i don't mind being approached :>

(lol the way i've made this like a *throws out a bunch of paper slips* find your's 🎉) (might be obnoxious hm) (sorry...) (find your's if you want though 🫡)

[theheartgoeslast]

it's been obvious for years now that what internet leftists want more than anything else is for democrats to lose elections, but "harris should support burning the american flag" sure drives it home.

[claire-starsword]

new post in the shining force tag :D

it's a post being haughty towards other games for sexualizing female characters :|

not to be mean but some people in this fandom are way too bold in looking at the master monks and claiming it's not as sexualized as everything else, especially when the meeting with sheela is also Like That. I understand that there's nothing explicit in the english games but i still recommend some caution about this kinda topic, especially when you wanna straight up brag to other people about it

(actually consider not bragging at all about that! respecting women is supposed to be the goddamn standard and also about caring for women, not to give you a point in stupid fandom wars or whatever)

[andro-dino]

its really funny to me how similar rei and baihu’s designs are like I know they were making a reference but they really did not change much

[bmpmp3]

literally such a tragedy what channel zero did to search and rescue woods youre telling me the author lost the publishing rights for THAT like im still so mad. we could have had a book. we could have had a book

[impossible-rat-babies]

for once I’m having fic ideas girl help

[aroacettorney]

perhaps the reason why aup ended like *that* is because it was not supposed to have a happy ending in the first place, but sayren didnt have the guts to deal with readers' backlash for when they finally kill off the main character so a half baked happy ending is what we get 😔

[soubiapologist]

i think the worst thing about me is that i was photoshopping cat ears onto 19th century german philosophers BEFORE the loveless is just catboys quoting nietzsche reveal because there is something deeply wrong with me

[hawkssucks]

Not to sound crazy but I’m not the biggest fan of the idea that Hawks parties or smokes or sleeps around with strangers. Like I get it, he’s young, hot, and sad but that mf only has one thing on his mind, one primary goal. Anything else is kind of a distraction, and even if it wasn’t I still think he wouldn’t. like sure he wants to crack open a cold one with some close friends, but that feels so different. It’s much more personal and meaningful. I just think he has no interest and no reason to do those things, doesn’t really get the appeal.

[eldrichthingy]

people that can't accept that astarion's alignment is absolutely, definitely, canonically fucking !neutral evil!, are hilarious to me. idk how??? did we play the same game?? genuinely?? do you think neutral character would approve of raiding the grove & killing a bunch of refugees & killing the gnomes etc???

[futurewife]

god.. dating apps are the worst, especially for neurodivergent people

i had more luck on reddit than i do tinder

Thanks for the kind words, @hall0ween-twn ❤️❤️ forgive me cause I kind of ending up rambling in response here cause the dating/partner thing is really something that gets me down :'/

They really are. I don't formally have autism or ADHD as far as I know but do recognise that I have some incidental adjacent traits. I guess I'm just quirked up in some similar ways due to other brain things, attachment disorder, cptsd, negative experiences with men etc.

I can't just go out with a stranger 3 times who may not even really like me and let them have sex with me without having some kind of mental break I feel. It could take months for me to build up to feeling safe, and I honestly don't believe what I have to offer is really worth the investment and the waiting and the effort for most guys LIKE not to be all... self effacing about it but it would take someone who REALLY saw something in me cause I'm a bit of a fixer upper and an almost 30 year old kissless virgin. I feel like it would be mad to have gone this long waiting just to end up getting used and re-traumatised somehow. Man am I kinda a lost cause right now compared to my hopes and dreams 😭

I agree, dating apps are really not a substitute for observing people in real life and deepening an initial spark of interest and I'm on dating apps because I don't have irl social groups or places to meet people conveniently really, and I think other people who may be as introverted and socially stunted as I am are also stuck inside somewhere feeling alienated. It's a bit of a catch-22.

So yeah maybe I should try reddit hahaha. I agree, I think the relative anonymity and niche interest boards means you get a more genuine reflection of a person's takes, values and interests without the incentive of trying to pick up women.

Followers on tumblr are people I've never met yet I feel they understand and know me the most, and may sometimes be the only interaction I get in a day. (❤️) And for better or worse I developed self shipping and fantasy escapism as an adaptation to cope early on in life so there's always some kind of comfort to find in that.

[no1ryomafan]

You haven’t experienced peak autism hyperfixation on something until you have a interest that’s a franchise with multiple iterations and you learn every single thing about each one of them- but among the multiple series you maybe finished like one yet you talk about the others as if you had all the time in the world or the strong interest to go through all of them and not just consume one of them over and over.

[absolutely-zero-regrets]

inflicting epithet erased propaganda on my followers