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bloodsiren · 9 months ago

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my spotify keeps bugging out HELPPP :(

#also ive socialized so much today #SOMEONE BE PROUD #PLEASE #IM EXHAUSTED

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3416 · 10 months ago

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1634 make me genuinely ill because there are just.... so few bonds in this sport where you look at them and go. that was 100% meant to happen like that and no one else could've slotted in. like yea, so many of players across the league form close bonds and friendships bc that's the nature of spending a whole part of your life sharing a common goal and space when you're like.. doing this team activity... and guys are constantly befriending ppl and moving on... but auston and mitch it's like. it's almost like THEY feel that they were supposed to have that bond... and go out of their way to reaffirm it at every turn... like they met and got along and loved each other immediately and were so excited to get to play hockey together only to NOT get to for a long while and while they waited, they ??? developed all these rituals. and these things together... their personal routines, things to communicate to each other that they have each other's backs and are building each other into their visions and superstitions and dreams, some of which we'll never know about (unless they'd so kindly like to tell us a la mitch's interview with cabbie where he says maybe some day he'll share the gifts auston's gotten him w the world. tell all book when mitch).. but their gloves and their handshakes and their warmups and even the way they walk into road games and it's jsut. like it's friendship, for sure, obviously. they get along off the ice and make each other laugh the most and have a good time, but it's also the inextricable linking of their own careers. BY THEIR OWN DOING. like they want their names jotted next to each other and that's PART of the chase for this greater goal. yes, they would have been talked about in tandem anyway bc they're out here being the best leafs ever and hitting milestones like 500 points.... 600 points... just weeks apart from each other season to season. but also it's their commitment to each other that makes them talked about too. it's commentators saying they love to play together bc they can see it. they've heard them talk about it. they watch it. "marner to matthews" "matthews to marner". they're always gonna know where each other are.... it makes me . feel. violent with love, lol. makes me feel like some things are definitely meant to be.

#dont even get me started on the way they just slot in next to each other as ppl too #like the perfect complementary pair in SO many ways #having things in common but plenty of things not. to always keep it interesting. adapting n shaping to who is around too #and the way they respect each others opinion and its so. DOCUMENTED. like. auston thinkin hes underrated too fkldjs #ITS JUST SO ? THE CONSTANT LOVE AND SUPPORT ON SOCIAL MEDIA...#MORE THAN FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING ELSE LIKE . IT GAGS ME... its so simple #feel like ive consumed so much hockey content across the board and the only ppl who compete are like #duos with years and years more on them flksdjfkl #kills me to think abt how much more lore we could know if they werent in toronto as a market liek #how much more open they could and would willingly be fkldsj yet.#part of the whole destiny thing is being there in toronto together too #mitchs home town. auston saddled w the weight of the franchise but also.#feeling like mitch helps him carry it. and hell give him credit any chance he can #co captains fucking when. maybe never but in my ddremas always #its almsot 1am im delirious but ive just #been surfing through some blogs today.. sorting some files on my own computer of them and just the AMOUNT of stuff ive savelkdjklfflkds #STAGGERING. THEY LOVE AEAHC OTHER SO BAD I LITERLALY #AM IN TEARS #1634 #who else even does it like this like #i long to be compelled but nothing even touches it. everything else is just. fragments of fiction. WHERE IS THE POETRYY THE FATE THE LONGIN #i need to start a new project or smth im losing my mind

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aastarions · 6 months ago

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i cannot believe that since i posted the last chapter of my zhongli multichap (in july 2022) right

ive gotten engaged

ive gotten married

AND

ive gotten pregnant 🧍🏼‍♀️

specifically pregnant with identical twins 🧍🏼‍♀️🧍🏼‍♀️

#c shut up #i had a much sappier announcement planned but this is funnier #anyways this doesnt rly explain why ive been so MIA but im using it as an excuse #but truly ive just been in limbo when it comes to #hyperfixations and i have no writing motivation #and im not on my PC as much as i used to which is how i mostly enjoy going on tumblr #all to say is i do miss being on here as much but im doing ok!!#im just navigating a new part of my life being married in our house and now this so #its an adjustment period for me still #also i was going to wait another week or so to actually share this but i jusr ive been holding it in for 7 weeks actually and its been #torture LOLL #i have no plans on sharing publicly irl on like my irl socials but #i wanna share here <3 #anyways new tags from me days later i was going to hesitate posting this again but today was a stinky day #and i want to share some happy news to cheer me up perhaps #idk if that makes sense i might also delete this post #eventually #but idk i just wanna share :(#no matter what happens this is going on right now and its worth celebrating!!#c’s baby tag

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mintowls · 2 months ago

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FIRST EVER ARTIST ALLEY TABLE DONE!!!

#everyone who came to the table was so lovely and so many of our friends came to support as well ;o;#day 1 was so busy and i was so stressed and had completely lost all social energy by lunch RIP #but i felt much better today actually AHA prob bc it was just less packed in general and also i had worked out a better system #for organising my stuff #overall it was rly cool to try a new experience tho ive literally wanted to table since high school ;o;#hopefully next time i will be less stressed and can actually talk to other artists lmao #we did get to meet some super amazing artists at the end tho but that was like. 2 out of the whole con #one of them gave me a print for free even tho he bought one of mine n i kept trying to offer to pay but he refused RAHH #also shoutout to the person who bought an adlers bookmark and said they were an atsumu hater but cosplayed atsumu yesterday. help

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littlecutiexox · 1 year ago

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#i dont think i got it #i had another call today too about a different job and the salary is too low for me to be commuting an hour and a half every day on the tra #n with #i have another call in an hour #for a different one #and applied to more places today #so ive applied to i think more than 200 jobs now in the past week and a half #i do have an interview for a different kind of role though in 2 weeks booked in #which is something #im so stressy besties #theres been so much noise today too my sensory overload is screamingg #i gotta be social after work too #and i just wanna lay in bed #but i cant #thank you to everyone that wished me luck #this silly little blog makes me feel so loved and cared for from the people on here #my friends and partner have also been super supportive and its the only thing keeping me from freaking out right now

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positivelyghastly · 5 months ago

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I finally got the drop pearls I ordered and I’ve been making matching earrings for my papa rosaries hehehehe I already made a pair for Copia’s that I’ll post later but they’re HUGE because I used the same gold cross pendants I put on Terzo’s rosary but I wanted a smaller pair with the drop pearls too :) :)

#the band ghost #papa emeritus iv #papa emeritus ii #jewellery making #I’m also making some earrings with little leftover charms I have. maybe I’ll post those too #I love getting back into old hobbies so so so much hehehe :)#ngl I’ve been a bit miserable since Tuesday because my social battery had been DRAINED and I had a migraine #but this is the first time I’ve gotten out of bed since Tuesday and I feel so much better #all because of my silly little beads #I do need to get bigger jumprings though. I’ve been making the jumprings for the drop pearls with eyepins I trimmed #and they’re not great but like. considering I don’t have bail making pliers I think they’re pretty okay #I might start on Primo’s rosary today too. I’m on a roll

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httpiastri · 7 months ago

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WAIT OMG I JUST REALISED THIS MEANS I CAN WATCH CLIPS FROM PREVIOUS STREAMS I MISSED

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AAAAAAAAAA THIS IS THE GREATEST DISCOVERY EVER 😭😭😭😭 just have to share this clip that ive been going crazy over:

likeeee nonnie im so wrecked 🫠 the way you talked about christian's humor? i feel it 110%?? just the tone of his "hAAA?????" has me actually laughing out loud every time i rewatch it 😭 but also the way pepe laughs (and his gorgeous smile, kill me) at every word he says like man we get it, you're down bad for him 😭 but also pls keep it up because i'm down bad for you and your laughter makes my life brighter and-

also omfg his little stubble?? kill me????? i may have been thinking about helping him shave for the last like month or so but that's a thought for another time……

#ever since you sent this ive been thinking about it sm #likeeeee my heart :(#hes so adorable in all of them #im in love #guess who isnt gonna be productive today either?? sigh #christian also sounds sooo much like my old bff from high school here lmao that's the exact same way he would've said it #the old bff who then proceeded to block me from all social media after graduation 🥰 so i dont miss him #but that clip just threw me back #asks!#anon!#lotus anon!#🪷!

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six-of-ravens · 10 days ago

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and the award for weirdest sleep goes to...

#todays gonna be a weird i think #might delete socials for a bit #i had a VIVID dream me and one of my mutuals were trying to buy a new Tolkien appendix book or something. new Middle Earth book #and we discovered even opening the book slightly caused us immense eye pain so i confronted the clerk like #WTF IS WRONG WITH YOUR BOOKS #and she was like THOSE HAVE BEEN CURSED GET OUT GET OUT YOU CAN ONLY READ THEM IF YOU PERSONALLY EMBROIDER THE PAGES WITH THE TEXT #and she had like. embroidery kits for the damn book #anyway. that's like the 4th night in a row ive slept badly so.#gonna delete socials and just focus on 1. adding books to librarything. 2. setting up the aerogarden. and 3. finishing this book #i wanted today to be a chill relaxed don't bother with plans day but i think my brain needs a strict to do list lol #also gonna make cabbage rolls for supper. side note the label on that box is REALLY cute ill try and remember to post a photo #not sure if ill make my intended cocktail for tonight. i thought i was sleeping poorly bc i was drinking them before bed but i only had tea #last night and slept worse than ever so. idk. i already have half the ingredients for it...#anyway. the coffeepot is done so i gotta stop rambling and do something #oh side note i found where i went wrong with my budget yesterday LOL i calculated everything monthly EXCEPT my groceries #only added the biweekly/per paycheck number for those which is why i had so much 'extra'#WHOOPSIES #so i gotta redo that and it's actually going to look PRETTY BAD not PRETTY GOOD so

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fangirlinginleatherboots · 9 months ago

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Guess who was a trainer at work today!!!!!!

#boss had a bad pain day and she was really upset because she was going to have to force through it #and ive wanted to be involved in the training more for a long time so i asked #so she basically verbally instructed me theough training and did some of the verbal signals #but i spent a few hours working 4 stay and play training dogs with social issues #learning one on one from boss who is a fucking insanely skilled trainer with a lot of cred #and i learned so much and had so much fun #but as soon as i clocked out for lunch i fell asleep #also i had a lot of really positive customer interactions today. and coworker interactions #it was a good day #bootsie's adventures

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bunnyboy-juice · 1 month ago

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i love when friends :3c

#askdfkjsdkfjd #but im seriously feeling very warm and squishy today abt my friends #i may get sad sometimes about my inability to make friends irl as well but my friends love me and i love them and ahhhhhhhh #(mushy cause ive finally got ppl who are ok w/ the fact that i need to plan like the most basic hangout at least a week+ in advance)#(and its really nice to have people in my life who want to know me and want to be known by me and are willign to accomodate the fact i have #Very Very Low social energy. im not used to this tbh and everything in me is constantly screaming that im doing things wrong but like. if i #step out of myself im actually very lucky and grateful for the people who do show me love)#(i also love making friends now who Also arent 24/7 contact or Nothing ppl; i love that i have friends i can do small talk with now; i love #that i have friends who wanna play with me and hang out with me; im glad i have friends who wanna just be couch potatoes together; im so so #so so so happy that even if its not Huge i have a circle of people who when i think mean thoughts about myself now i can think about how sa #they would be knowing someone was hating me that way and can regulate better bc of it)#i love my friends so much

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pyrriax · 10 months ago

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hi tumblr im pyrr pyrriax and im in my trimonthly artist arc, lord help me and all the projects that are currently sitting in my drafts while i am lured in by the siren song of drawing

#haunted ecosystem #this is not helping with how much my hands hurt on a daily basis this is why i type and dont handwrite/draw very much.#im lured in regardless and i really need to find an artform that doesnt Hurt but for now. digital art <3 #like theres a difference between my dumb doodles (quick easy not much different from regular computer usage) and actual art #but im an artist at heart i spent sooooo long being an artist and thinking i was shit at writing. that is wrong! im actually kinda good #im rambling in tags today because i have been not social (my partner is in genshin hell and my beloved is. somewhere.)#okay but on another note i reread the first. couple chapters of wtds this morning? the pacing is a little weird and the tense is fucked #but its actually a lot better than i thought it was? you can tell i was fleshing everybody out in my head and i totally forgot about how #i described the watcher [who i am STILL redacting the name of until we get there] and just. ough. pandora being very logical #and then jumping to the latest chapter and fucking sobbing because i forgot about how it went and just. pandora and his.#whatever the fuck is wrong with him.#i have gotta start recommending people read that again. its surprisingly friendly without context because of how i approached it #that fic has taught me so many things its actually a little comical. it also made me relearn how to make and write ocs so thats fun #once i finish that main fic (and i WILL i am actually planning to sign up for a thing. im finishing it i swear.) i finally get to show off #more of the world and characters ive crafted. showing backstories and what-ifs and all these oneshots ive been keeping close to my chest #for like absolutely ages because i dont want any spoilers on my tumblr #and. im finishing that fic in pseudo-memoriam of somebody who deleted their accounts everywhere. still miss you dane!#ok this has completely gone off topic ily tumblr im going back to drawing and i might make a new pfp #it'll still be lavius but it'll be fray lavius since i think about him a lot and i like his color palette.

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stinkrascal · 1 year ago

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good morning yall

#this is me rn #idk who this is but i like him. he seems trustworthy #im gonna make some coffee and edit the rest of my story post today! so hopefully it will be ready to post for tmrw:)#ive been playing so much ts4 gameplay i havent done anything else this week hahaha #also the water heater is finally fixed!! yay for warm water!!!!#i slept thru the plumber’s visit but bf said it didnt take long so thats cool #miss u simblr. sorry for being quiet lately. my social battery has been at 0 for days now 🛌

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mrspockomakeitso · 11 months ago

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"Why do we need pride?" "Homophobia only exists in certain other countries nowadays."

Teens and twenty-somethings are all over the internet are complaining about a gay couple kissing at midnight on new year's eve. We still have plenty of work to do.

#sure sure 'oh they were just saying the kiss was long and innapropriate'#they're adults. if you use social media you should be able to handle two adults making out. if not get off the internet #also calling a gay couple 'disgusting' and saying 'i didnt need to see that' is not the quirky teen anti-society thing you think it is #ive seen so much homophobia today its insane

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savage-rhi · 4 months ago

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Cue the pink!

#my gram taught me that there are 3 kinds of people in your life: leaves branches and roots #leaves fly away every season despite the energy the tree gives to them #branch people are hardy and they stick around for a while but one bad storm or one bad cut they fall off #root people nourish and help keep the tree alive and even if the tree gets cut in half they stay until the bitter end #there's nothing wrong with any of these categories we're all someones leaf someone's branch or someone's root #the problem though lies in the fact we don't let nature run its course #when the leaves want to leave let them go #when the branches can't wither the storm let them go #when the roots raise you up let them raise you up and shield them in return #i had a friend i haven't spoken to in years ask me why i got rid of most of my socials and isolated from people irl and online #there's a lot of reasons but it dawned on me that it was because i got so damn tired of chasing leaf people #and fortifying branch people only for them to break off when i (the tree) needed help #and i had to take a long hard look and prune everything #now its a matter of narrowing down my roots and being present with them #i think too thats why im not giving as much of a fuck either in fandom spaces or other spots irl or online cause im tired of the chase #ive been tired of leaves and branches taking me for granted #mostly vent post but i guess im sharing this cause i hope my grams words help ya out in some way today #also one of my familys oldest horses died today and her and gram were close #poor gal just turned 31 i was a baby when she was a baby #got me thinking about my late gram and the recent convo i had with my peep #anyway cue the pink!#magenta is my vent word

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seariii · 10 months ago

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Woops look at the time

#sigh... this is what i get for staying up so late....#no seari you arent doing it wrong. there isnt a right way to do it in the first place #no one will be disappointed in you. also remember that you've never been good at this so of course it's difficult #you are trying and thats enough #sigh... this is about interacting with mutuals heh... ive been mia i feel like... and that's okay #but i wish to be able to connect like everyone else does.... i mean today i sent a couple messages so that's good #maybe i could send one more before I go mimir...#I just... I miss people... people i wish to connect to... sigh... i wish i had better social skills #i envy that in others so much... its like you actually know how to talk to people how do you even do that...#sigh... lets go seari it will at least let them know that you care

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doecrossing · 6 months ago

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Girl why have I been so fucked up this past week or so I rlly thought I was beyond this

#i think ive just been understimulated so im going crazy #i need to block out time for 1) thoughtful repose + study 2) the club #<- not literally the club (probably?) but like some sort of social activity definitely #i tried complaining abt this to my mom and my bf today and they were both like. well dont think abt things so much.#which isnt helpful and i also think thats a one way ticket to becoming a complete dipshit #my brain needs to be active for me to be happy and if its not i start hyper analyzing every single social interaction i have #through the lense of power relations #which is like. im right about it but its NOT good for my mental well being lol.#ive been kind of a miserable bitch!#i did get to go hiking this week though and i'll probably go fishing again this weekend so its not all bad #im not being completely sedentary or anything i just need /more/#i begged my employer to let me start earlier but they wont so i have to do something over the next MONTH b4 i start work #txt

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