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desolate.... theres no hetalia chainsawman "au" or rather idont know any fan heta stuff that takes things from chainsawman like the fear and the nonhuman or merge the worlds For Fun. like imagine the heta freaks with pieces of the gun devil. i dont know... kicks rock...
#i could probably make something like that but its a big looming thing and i love chainsawman a lot and would want to do right by it#thats the problem#also its tricky lol...#not evn gonna get to the part of how fucking hard makimas character is to portray and pin down#and many fail... really badly.......#but i just like to apply things i like. chainsawmans energy would be good. In my opinion#im a big makima fan and her writing is so mind boggling to me so i guess. i wonder if u can tell#hetalia & chainsawman
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Ugly and unfinished bc painting takes fucking forever and i got bored but the sketchbook does handle gouache well yaaay
#I PROMISE I DIDNT WHITEWASH HIM i suck at mixing but not that bad. my fone makes him look way lighter#gouache is so tricky ill try not to be stingy and mix a lot of a color then even tho i spray it often it dries so quickly#and then like its too watery but as soon as i go back and spread more paint on my ceramic dish its too thick#to spread. and then i add 1 drop of water and its too watery again#finally i rly dont know how you're supposed to get nice adequate flat coverage and also like...remember where all the features you drew go#LOL since the paint is matte and opaque and it covers everythinggggg#but i love the look of it...alas#a doodley#oh that one cat was also drawn from ref pic of that new baby kitty of that one popular user#the pangur one...pangurr? pangur?#also im painting talon in a louis amc iwtv fit bc i thot it wld look cute on himmmm <3
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caligo comic!! (feat. oblivious Eric delivering the most terrible news when the gang is already feeling Pretty Fucked Up)
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#comics#city of mist#dnd#ttrpg#the city of mist#caligo#bad news#oc#citrus clementine#eric tran#gilbert#castor winlaw#candle light#wrath#(sorta lol. the knife is wrath)#took a lil longer than i wanted as comics always do lol but its done!!#pretty happy with the pacing with this one#n as always tryin to practice n get familiar with the ways you can use panels hehe yippee!!#AH and lettering... orz soo tricky but also p fun... AH theres so much technical stuff going on in comics i love it#also i LOVED this scene because it was the perfect combo of really fucking funny and also TRAGIC thats right up my alley babey#*chefs kiss*#blood#death
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Didnāt Ryan Reynolds also ānot leakā the Deadpool test footage which helped show execs and producers that we wanted it more?
Didnāt Rebecca Sugar say not long ago that if we talk about Steven Universe a bunch online that the right people need to see it to know we want more of the series?
If there ever was a way to get a marketing campaign going for a revival without giving away world and character lore that Rebecca is saving for a revival, this would be the way! These "leaks" are absolutely getting folks talking about the series a bunch!
#Iām just saying that Ryan Reynolds has recently pseudo confirmed he helped leak the Deadpool test footage#based on recent Rebecca Sugar art it also would definitely seem like they wanna tackle more adult topics#alcohol being brought to the gems reunion presumably for Steven Connie and Greg to drink and Amethyst would try it for fun lol#i genuine donāt know if we can trust any PR or whatever statements about this#like there are a lot of tricky things with copyright so Iām gonna take this as a marketing campaign regarding the SU leaks#this is a Steven Universe campaign and I am convinced!#it's a conspiracy! /lh /half joke#I don't think it'll ever be publicly acknowledged as such but its absolutely working to get people talking about it again#mine#op#steven universe future#su#steven universe#sufuture#su:f#su leaks
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I feel so much for Scar in those pre-sleepover rambles T-T He's out here trying to balance his protectiveness with the hermits being like that. And the hermits seemingly not caring that they're hurting him too. Really only Impulse seems to be looking at Scar. It just all feels bad...
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It is bad!
And honestly, it's a tricky thing to write, because even though we typically focus on the perspective of Grian and Scar, we don't want to write the other Hermits as mean. In fact, they're not even necessarily in the wrong. Because things really aren't black and white.
They mean well. They're concerned about Grian, and in a way, it is helpful. It's making Grian look inward and think about what he likes and for what reasons. It is a good concern to have, just... executed poorly.
Because they don't know any better.
It's reactionary! They see bruises and a flinching avian and fangs and an angry vex. It's not an unreasonable conclusion to come to. And they're still not necessarily buying into this idea of Scar being an abuser of some sort, no they know Scar, but... They can't just discard their concerns because of their feelings.
They know Scar, but... this version of him almost seems like a stranger.
...On the bright side, there are more Hermits on Scar's side than just Impulse! (not Mumbo though /sob)
Impulse and Gem were there during the rescue, specifically they were the two that saw how Grian let Scar near when he wouldn't allow that from anyone else. The way Scar's vex form faded as he embraced him. The way they held each other so intimately, the way Scar shushed and soothed him.
They know. And they saw that awful world. They understand more than most.
And Gem regularly spars with Scar! She's probably one of the few who is genuinely intrigued by this "new Scar." She likes him. She likes him just as much as she liked "old Scar."
Skizz comes around. He's a bit nosy and can be very critical, but he's also a pair with Impulse, let's be real. If Impulse sees the good in Scar, so will Skizz. Skizz is just gonna be a bit more of a pain in the butt sometimes, but Scar doesn't mind being held accountable and being kept in check. (Grian minds that people think they have to do that.)
Cleo is also a huge support. Imagine Scar asking them if he scares her. And Cleo just snorts like, "Scar, you could never scare me." She's literally undead! A vex doesn't startle them. Cleo is also the one to help dress Scar for the sleepover and cut his hair. Mama Cleo energy <3
And surprisingly, someone who is just undeniably on Scar's side and goes as far to say the other Hermits are completely out of line?
Doc.
Doc, who had Scar practically destroy his bionic arm on the ship during the rescue. (It's fine, it gave him an excuse to make upgrades.) Doc who is taking care of [redacted] and understands more than anyone what those two had to go through.
"Those Hermits, man, they love to get involved in everybody's business. Some of the things they say, so stupid."
Doc isn't scared of Scar. Just look at him, he's the scary one! (No, he's fluffy and soft. Soft for Scar and soft for the pesky bird.)
And then of course, there'sā /dragged away by the redacted fairies
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#link answers#ribbon anon#listen these redacted bits will likely be revealed soon but#its so fun to tease#hhau#pearl has also seen Scar's extremely soft side#but its complicated with her#she worries about grian above everything#but scar wants that#he wouldnt change that#he trusts her to keep him in line more than anyone#OH AND OBVIOUSLY CUB#but Cub is a vex too and its tricky#because if he speaks up TOO much it could become an us vs. them kind of thing with vexes and they Both Dont Want That#but obviously he is there for Scar#all the time always#<33#sorry i take so long on these responses sometimes lol#i know i'll get carried away like this yknow
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Something we liked about mouthwashing is that it had characters which fit into the āostracized by societyā group but made it very clear these people were much different from the actual perpetrator. Itās too often āsocial fuck-upsā are lumped together, giving true abusers a place to hide. Pointing that shit out as what it is and that itās very much NOT the same as, say, being an alcoholic, meant a lot to us. One is a place somebody lands in, the other is an act the person in question has full control over.
#really our only criticism of the game was how little we saw of anya but at the same time we also respect the games handling of her yknow#her attitude and whatnot felt completely normal for a victim and her distant nature added to her disconnection from the abuser#itās tricky these situations where we donāt get enough of the victim but we canāt help but feel a little forgiving too#because coming from a victim pov itās hard to see your experience picked apart for an audience#this and. the game felt incredibly violent towards the abuser which we felt pushed Anyaās feelings pretty well#we find art seems to associate curly with the forcing responsibility upon the abuser but truthfully#especially given Curlyās push over nature.#that want for the abuser to take responsibility felt much more like the voice of anya and eventually swansea too#we think Anyaās upset and anger can be felt at every moment#we think often media around the abuser has a tendency to make you sympathize#and also sideline the victim in the process#but here it didnāt feel like that nd thatās why we feel a bit different yknow#it felt anya was hidden out of respect . withdrawn from the viewer because thatās how sheās been made to feel#and in regard to you playing as the abuser. there was never once a moment we were made to feel bad for him . even when his past struggles#are brought up. itās all complete malice down to the core#and we liked how mad the game - anya - everyone - felt#we appreciate when media feels like its creator is shouting their own feelings at you#nonetheless we wish so bad we couldāve seen more anya . she was so sweet#we think if you come out of this game fixating on Jimmy and curly youāre stupid lol#writing
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do i make ashara more devoted to mythal post trespasser or do i alienate her from the evanuris entirely. is she immune to propaganda by virtue of how badly solas damaged her ability to believe in anything or is she especially vulnerable to it now bc she still WANTS to believe in anything. is she sporting subtle mythal details in her costume design or is she not
#love talking to myself on tumblr dot com <3#oc: ashara#i feel like she's always believed in the principles/vague mythos of the evanuris more than taking it all at face value#so even tho she might know the truth abt the evanuris she would still hold mythal's values of justice close to her and express it thru her#but also like. having MET mythal. and drank from her well. actually meeting not just the gods but YOUR god and her being confirmed the#''nicer'' one who tells u that ur cool and are doing a good job... idk. i think theres a possibility of her being manipulated/doubling down#and like.. she got rid of her vallaslin for solas and then HE left. her inquisition is frail her relationship with her clan is frail#her family is mostly dead lol. no arm no anchor...... like. mythal's approval + the well is all she REALLY has at this point#and she gets attached to people. to things. so so much .idk. its tricky bc shes lonely and needs some sort of SOMETHING to keep her going#but she also deeply believes in The Truth and accepting reality even if it sucks. so idk if she'd hold on to smth just out of comfort/habit#bc shes a pragmatist at heart and open to change. but like circumstances are sort of pushing her to her brink lol#i genuinely have no idea. maybe the secret third answer is that This is the problem shes facing in datv#the crisis of faith. wanting to stand by her ideals versus wanting to feel held by SOMETHING even if its a lie#and a character breakdown as a result that could go one of two ways#man its so funny talking abt her like shes a Real character i am being paid to write. insane that im doing this for free for an audience of#like 3 people who care JKJGFKJFGKJGKF
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My internal dialogue has simply been a chant of 'sea slug in a wheelchair'.
#my art#sea slug saturday#getting the colours right was a bitch lol.#still not entirely happy persay but like it got to a point where i had to stop lol#i think the issue is its tricky to gajinka a creature into a person. cause like creatures dont worry about design principles#sea slugs just say pretty colours go brrr and i fall for it everytime. nature just looks better than whatever i could design#also wheelchairs are impossible to draw.#i did it i conquered but i certainly suffered it was to many straight lines and trying to remember how boxes work.#i have a very weak brain lol
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Looking forward to the i and ii remaster because i never played dragon quest but i'd like to
Its going to be a really interesting way to play those game, so I hope you enjoy them!
As much as I love the NES versions of both of those, I really canāt in good conscience recommend them to anyone for their first playthroughs of those games. The SFC and mobile versions of those games are worth checking out if the wait for DQ1+2HD-2D is too long because they make the games significantly less grindy! And while the GBC versions are the SFC versions on weaker hardware, I think they have an incredibly cute style.
Also, while I would usually recommend someone play through 1, 2, and 3 in order, Yuji Horii himself said he wants people to experience them in the order of 3, then 1, then 2 and that youāll unlock special stuff in the other games if you play them in that order. And DQ3HD-2D is coming out soon, so thereās no better time to start your DQ journey!
#other good starting points could be dq4 or 5#i tend to recommend those to new dragon quest fans because theyāre two of my favorites#7 is also one of my big favorites but itās really hard to recommend to new fans because of the long intro and massive size of the game#also the vocation system is a little tricky to understand if you donāt look up a guide#especially because of hybrid skills (only in the ps1 version)#the 3ds version does make the intro shorter and does make the vocation system significantly easier to understand#without sacrificing its customizability#i could go on forever about the different strengths and weaknesses of each game lol
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IA 2.0 voisona test with a short version of drag on dragoon's ending B song tsukiru/exhausted :) now i can hear Lia's beautiful dulcet tones sing scary scary songs
#vocal synth wip#maybe i'll finish it. not sure if im fully happy with the base file yet. ive been working on it + the growing wings ver for a thousand year#the timing is super tricky. why did i decide to make an svp of the most intentionally muffled smothering whispering song on earth#as my first attempt at making an svp by myself. why did i do this myself#also the instrumental probably needs work since its just a basic like software remove vocal situation LOL#there is no official instrumental rip..... i think someone had made a nice piano instrumental like five years ago but the videos down so#this is all we got LOL#the base file was an svp because i started this whole project in sv because..... its easier for me LOL BUt also i didnt feel like dealing#with the whispering in the bg of the original so i was like. just gonna make a flat track and maybe output the aspiration separate#and like fuck around with that until it sounds weird enough. but voisona and cevio dont have that function so i just stopped at the main#vocal + the chorus double. which also i have been so spoiled by sv scripts. randomize timing my beloved. i had to manually randomize it her#it took.... a thousand years šššš although i guess thats fine since the tuning is like mostly default with just some tiny adjustments#i was more interested in messing with the different voice expressions and stuff in voisona <3 IA 2.0 has like this awesome exhale expressio#that im in love with because like. okay the one thing i think UTAU banks always have on any other synth is the end breath situation#no other software has given me as expressive end breaths as ur average utau bank. but IA's exhale is getting there!!!#also hopefully this isnt too loud. this is a very loud song. drakengard is a very loud game#edit: i mixed this like deliriously melting from a lack of AC and a bajillion percent humidity and listening back i now realize how#fucked up the volume levels are LOL ia's a BIT too loud and that double should be messed with a lot#but it works for demo purposes i think at least. kinda
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i saw on a letter that my psych had written to my GP that i have a āpreoccupation with "parts"ā like.... no shit, i have DID, of course I'm preoccupied with my parts! i AM a part! thats like saying someone with ADHD is preoccupied with their struggles with attention and impulsivity š«
#dogpost#personal#hs' therapy#im happy w my psych 90% of the time but that 10%... is times like this#ok to interact#also parts in quotes like that... ik language around DID parts is tricky sometimes but that makes it feel like u think im faking or smth.#i have therapy day after tomorrow. will i bring this up? no. lol#oh also not related but im almost ready to release the website! im moving the directory there + a few more tweaks and then its done!#(tho as i learn more coding ill update it)
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something kinda funny about peter lukas is that his loneliness screws him over so badly repeatedly like he had a really sheltered upbringing he hasnt and doesnt want to understand other humans so when hes dealing with for example jon u can just tell because hes failing so bad at convincing him to stay in the lonely but he is trying and it justā¦ isnt working not to mention he gives up so easily
#cheese *blush*#also with martin like obviously that was . meant to be like a crazy twist and it was but he didnt even see it coming remotely#like he probably hasnt actually dealt with someone deeply enough to see that martins self esteem issues could be a problem in the long run#or when gertrude so easily ruined his ritual (?) like he just#hes so disconnected its like he just doesnt consider other people period#which makes sense thats the point but it is funny seeing him fail over and over because of the very thing he IS!!!!!!!!!!!#love him dearlyā¦ id say i wish he made it till the end but i feel like lonely domains can be a bit trickyā¦ not sure what his would even be#i did tell my friend that his domain couldve been the tundra i still like that idea#think it could work#also not to discredit jon he is pretty clever but that just makes it#way worse for peter LOL
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for the ask game Satoru
Megumi
Toji
Nanami
Yuji
Yuki
Utahime
Toge
Shoko
Suguru
rossi hello!! š„ŗ thank u so much for sending some in!!
Marry -> Nanami
Drink tea with -> Toge
Party with -> Utahime
Kiss -> Megumi
Go out on a date with -> Yuuji
Push down the stairs -> Toji
Slap -> Satoru
Invade the dreams of -> Shoko
Take a nap with -> Suguru
Rob -> Yuki
send me 10 characters and iāll answer!!
#omg this was a tricky one to think of WHAJSBBS to explain!!! i think#nanami is just so husband coded; toge would make me hungry after drinking tea LMAO; I FIRMLY BELIEVE utahime has an untapped wild side#that lets loose when the girls go out to party š; and of course ill kiss our pretty boy; yuuji would also be the cutest on a date#pushing toji down the stairs just to see if heāll even fall š; and slap satoru bc. LOL sometimes he needs it. also its a flex bc infinity#i wonder what shoko dreams of if she even dreams seeing all d cursed bodies and stuff; i think sugu would be so comfy to nap with#AND rob yuki bc special grade salaryā¦.#rossithepixie#thank u for sending rossi this was so fun!!!#ask#rep#ask game
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between the two versions of my akkayan (the original / mostly scrapped / chopped-up one & my newer one) ive written like 6k words now and i still havent gotten to the original reason i wanted to do this gods give me patience
#i will GET THERE#rowan chatter#i swapped POV and location and . actually most things because the truth is it's kind of hard to avoid#a bit of *angst* bc. i mean. its the eclipse#and coming out like this is a tricky topic#but that wasn't actually supposed to be the point. the mood is supposed to be cute and hopeful and loving#so i had to get rid of all of my wretched and miserable little akks in favor of a softer conversation and aye pov#which i didnt originally want to do because i didnt want to get him wrong ;u;#i know how to be a repressed little gay ive been one of those most of my life#me and akk pov get along very well which is probably why it gets so Maudlin So Fast lmao#aye is harder for me to do and i love him so much i didnt wanna fuck it up#sigh#akk is still a little bit wretched and miserable but its gentler. so its ok#im also spending a lot less words on it lol#dvd commentary
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also i think i planned out all the sweaters i want to make next year. at the very least, i have 8 planned. 6 for me 1 for jenni and 1 for jiwon
#yarn orders will be both tricky and expensive#i want to order all the istex at the same time but im planning to make 3 istex sweaters so itll cost a bit. but ordering them all#together will save on shipping#i also need to order like. $300 worth of malabrigo rasta for jenni's sweater and one of mine. LOL. so#that might be something i buy in the summer of next year#and thennn i also need to buy some hand dyed yarn on etsy and some superwash of some kind for jiwon's sweater#honestly jiwon's sweater will probably be craftstore yarn it'll probably be lionbrand woolease#bc for him it needs to be machine washable for now#and there's one more 'sweater' (vest) i have planned that i havent thought about yarn for yet#but yeah. thats that so far#the anne sweater test knit doesnt count as being on next year's docket tho okay. its this year#t
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the sense of having any lore about the ancient [ten to thirteen years ago] of marble hornets times like granpa granpa tell us a greentext story....the only hitch is not having stories and instead having "i guess you had to be there" tales from the fringes, unless instead of a hitch you frame this as a bit
#like what's crucial info from then? who knows. smthing neat abt mh is its iterative resurgences apparently lol. got a wavelength#from the start it was always [queer fans queer fans trans fans trans fans] etc to be sure#by ''thee start'' i mean i showed up a couple of months? weeks? before s2 started. i think amnesia: the dark descent was partly to thank to#i mean of course it is in all things no matter the topic. and i feel manesia the dark manscent in this chili's tonight#one of the more [umm] first true spikes in New Ppl was when that game with the pages got streamed a lot#not a lot to work with there re: [you are already at mh hq] but brought ppl in like umm yea it's a little youtube movie here....#Back In Those Days...when youtube had a Reply feature for videos which i would have forgotten was anything if not for tta really....#the saga of [we didn't have any crisp behind the scenes pics of tim's mask for a while so deciding what its design seemed to be was tricky]#or [lucky that alex's striped hoody had both the inner seam highlights & the patch on the waistband] re: identifying it....#the hoody was already Out Of Production lol the base masks were from michael's crafts which i hear has recently discontinued them; pensive#paper mache cosplays here we go....#anyways nothing makes a good story. one time i sprinted to beat everyone on unfiction to solve a scrambled dvd cover#i managed to post it first (here on tumblr) And Then on unfiction; where it was also first lol. this was ignored#(one reply did a nominal shoutout like ''[other user] and others'' lmao)#i blog to this day....where's unfiction (rhetorical)#they were great for crowdsourcing codes but the Analysis(tm) left many things to be desired (i mean on tumblr too sometimes of Course)#unfiction would be like ''why is this entry delayed [thinking emoji]'' & truly the answer like ''they explained the behind the scenes reaso#in this linked facebook post here (the funy saga of joseph losing the distinctive out of print hoodie before its Part Two appearance)''#and the unfiction thread would continue apace like ''hmm guess we'll never know'' yeah apparently not#unsurprisingly my best Retro Tales From Behind The Scenes would be like; that fun mh viewing party commentary bit live event....#that there was overlap w/my first coming out transly times & probably had my Best Experience w/that from the mh creators lol#that thesis simply Is the tale. the bit abides
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