#also its my birthday and this is my gift to myself
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i bought myself a birthday gift but technically it should be my christmas gift since its yarn to make a christmas blanket
#SO that means i can still buy myself a birthday gift ....#BUT I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS BLANKET IT LOOKS SO CUTE 🥰#I had to buy from 2 different websites and I was SEARCHING bc my usual ones were sold out#and all the ones I found only had some colours I needed in stock#ONE SITE HAD ALL BUT ONE FUCKING COLOUR#so I had to search for another site 🙄#but!#its purchased !#exciting 😁#me: I wont buy anymore yarn I need to use my stash#also me: finds patterns that use colours I DONT HAVE
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yeah i checked and i found a bundle of their chibigurumis for like,, 25 bucks. as much as i would have paid for a single nui.
#and my last batch was only like. 20 shipping so like. still less than i would have been paying.#anyways may or may not be looking at bags for them rn-#ill wait til my birthday as a little gift to myself#dont look at all my rst stuff i keep saying i need to get an ita bag for#its all on display so theyre still being seen ok#f/oposting#🍬#shiki is probably also gonna be the colloquial h×j tag LMAO#theyre my bros besties i cant not talk about em
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im very much a beginner at sewing BUT i do think this turned out pretty charming despite all the flaws!!
#i made her for one of my best friends#its a tiny version of her cat and said cat is named tiny#never use stretch fabric as a beginner its hell to work with ough#i had fun though!! despite a few times i got pretty frustrated#i also was swearing up a storm and talking to myself quiety the whole time but that just helped me focus lmao#sewing#plushies#handmade#cat#yew branch#also someone who was there when i gave this to my friend came up to me shortly afterwards#and she asked if she could commission me for three of these bc she has three cats#i said itd prooobably be around $150 but id reduce it a lot if she paid for whatever new fabrics and matching thread id need#id be charging that high because this single plushie took me eight hours#but also the girl has a stetched septum at my goal size and i asked if she still has the various sized jewelry she used during the process#and she said yes and that she would be delighted to give them to someone who is just starting the process#she said she would give me them for free but if she does commission me im gonna give a further discount in exchange for the jewelry#her bf arrived to pick her up unexpectedly early though so she had to leave really fast bc he refused to wait :/#so i didnt get her contact info. but literally everyone at that hangout knows her so i can just get her contact info from them#im pretty excited about this tbh itd be wonderful to have motivation like that to get back into sewing#even if she doesnt end up commissioning me its still a confidence boost that she asked me!!#also the friend whos birthday it was (shes a new years eve baby!) LOVEDDDD this plushie im so happy she cried and gave me the Biggest hug#so im delighted about that i forgot how much i love giving people handmade gifts aaaa#and her mom said it looks like itd be in a folk art museum???? which was sweet but i dont really think so...? it did make me happy though!!#im also going to sew various gifts for other friends for late christmas stuff bc its fun :} and i really love giving people gifts#making things for people and surprising them with said things brings me so much joy like every time i make someone happy with smth i made#it feels like it adds like 5 years to my lifespan#i might go start working on another friends gift rn im in the mood to Create... axel if you see this brace yourself#not gonna tag this with rambles bc its my own post i have the right to be chatty#yew sewing
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me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect
ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ grrrrrrrrrr
#i’m going to tear my haiiiir out#you know what it is????? aside from suffering from debilitating ocpd ofc#it’s because it’s dabi#it’s because it’s dabi’s birthday gift#and i just want it to be the very best most perfect it can be#also it’s at 9.7k now sigh#anyway every time i’m tryna rush against the clock to get something out before 11:59pm i always feel like im back in uni LMAOOOO#but anyway!!!!! sorry everyone;; sorry dabi;;;; it’s just Too Big (hahahaHAHAHAHAHA)#no but in all seriousness i’ve been editing since i got home from the doctors and im only on page 7 oUT OF 25 sooooooooo#it’ll be a day late <3#this has been clari with the updates#my therapist says i have to talk nicer to myself but goddamn it’s so hard when i’m just like !!!!!!!! LEAVE IT!!!!!! it’s fine!!!!!!!#and ocpd goes iTS NOT IT MUST BE PERFECT EVERY LINE MUST BE PERFECT NOW OBSESSIVELY GO OVER IT >:(#i’m working on resisting that voice no matter how much anxiety and terror it causes me#aaaaah
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Luvvvvv this url literally one of the best birthday gifts ever
#.#🫶 tysm to my best vro#another rly good birthday gift .. my spice magnets#and all the piercings and tattoos i got myself this yr#also i dont know if i have a desktop abt if i do and it says im 20 its lying !!!! im 21 now
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3 christmas cards & 1 birthday card i made !! 🥳🥳
#bc i started scrapbooking i thought id try making christmas cards too#but i left it too late to actually by the supplies so i had to make do with what i had#i only really had 3 ppl to make christmas cards for#but !! i thought itd be a nice gift. theyre pictured in order of when i made them#and i think they slowly got better#the bows on the third one i had to do myself and it was unreasonably fiddly to do 😭#and then my mom joked at work today that id made these cards but hadnt made her a bday card#so when i got home i made her the purple card bc its her fave colour but i only had pastel stuff not dark purple like she likes 😔😔#but the thought was there. and also i have no actual birthday kinda crafty supplies#bc i dont really have many ppl to give bday cards 😭😭#idk i hope everyone liked their cards. i know theyre not great but it was my first time with limited supplies (and talent)#personal
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thinking about ep 35 again because i rewatched it for natsumi's birthday and i find it interesting that kururu goes out of his way to defy keroro's orders to try to find out what gift natsumi would like. that's so awfully nice actually, in a fun chaos inducing way which is exactly his style
#i love that in the end they all gave her gifts that r basically stuff they themselves like. but they tried. there was an attempt#ep 35#kururu#LIKE AT LEAST HE ASKED. kinda crazy#also when rewatching that episode i kinda spoiled myself for 87 bc now im certain whats happening there is theyre pulling kero's plan on him#i deliberately avoided watching the ending of that ep bc i wanted to be surprised but ya there is no doubt in my mind theyre doing that lol#which in its own way is flattering for him bc like hey good plan. ykno#and still good angst for me. i win. get ignored on ur birthday bitch (deeply affectionate)#it's a surprise i think... i BELIEVE...? well theres an inkling of wondering so i guess im not spoiled just YET. and don't you dare spoil me#i will watch it and find out for myself when i wanna do it. probably tomorrow for his birthday anyway#i did watch his freakout moment WITHOUT SOUND as a way to like. sneak peek 💁 it was so good (sad) amazing#maybe one of the best examples that he shows his sadness thru anger anyway. thats what his meltdowns are... + other stuff#oh boy here i go talking abt keroro again... THIS POST WAS ABT KURURU! sorry for brainrotting
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Ayo have i ever shown yall my favourite piece of clothing that I own ever
It's a little bear family 🐻
#lou#louspictures#sorry the pictures arent great my phone is quite old#its also literally the most expensive piece of clothing i own#i bought it second hand for 70$ as a birthday gift to myself last year
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:-) things are getting better september truly is a month of new beginnings
#yesterday i went out to the grocery store late at night and bought so much yogurt i think that was my turning point i am forever changed#and today i went to the mall with my mom and bought myself a pair of sunglasses that i really wanted for so long#and the guy that works there recognized me 😭😭😭😭#i went there before to buy my cousin a graduation gift and honestly i came back bc i wanted the same ones i got for her they’re so cool#anyway the staff recognized me and gave me a special discount bc im a ‘regular’ even tho this is only my second time buying from them 🥹🥹#that was so nice of him bc if it wasnt for that dicount i probably wouldnt have bought the sunglasses bc theyre a bit pricey for my budget#anyway i got them 🥹 so im feeling a bit better#also! i bought myself a little rice cooker for one serving so i don’t starve and stop ordering so much food that i don’t have money for#i think this month is spending on myself month#and tomorrow im going out to celebrate my friend’s birthday 🥰🥰 we’re going to a bakery then to a museum and im bringing my camera with me <3#recently i’ve fixed my 10 year old camera and its so perfect i love it so much i found a manual online and im gonna learn how to properly#use all the effects and settings it has#i bought it with my mom in 2013 and honestly we picked the best design ever it looks so coooool god i love my little camera im taking it#everywhere with me 🥹💛💛#anyway .. the last episode of uncanny counter 2 aired today 🥲🥲🥲 im gonna make myself some rice in my new rice cooker and watch it 🫶#then i’ll take a warm shower and finish off my friends bday gift#im making them a crochet cat keychain i hope it comes out well#alsoooo LETTERS WITH NOTES OUT TOMORROW im soooo excited i love you september#anyway i came here to talk about my week bc it was nice :-) i hope everyone’s september is going well too <3
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I hate linking videos for whatever reason but the submission box will only let me embed one so. Guess I'll Die. BUT ANYWAY. You can see what I'm talking about here and here (also hiiiii Nakai, Iura, and Terajima) but I think Jo should have Tsutsumi's nervous tics like rubbing his lip and blinking fast :) I think it would be cute :) moe even :) though he doesn't have much to be nervous about :) but I mean once in a blue moon y'know :) OK that's all bye
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OH BUT WAAAAAIT WAVELENGTH i always did imagine jo having a nervous-blinking type of tendency i am AHEAD of you brother (╯▽╰ )(╯▽╰ )
#snap chats#i also imagine jo wets his lip a lot but i think that ones projection. tbh so is the blinking bit#a lot of how my brain perceives/portrays jo is projection tbh but THAT ASIDE#when i get nervous- aside from fidgeting and scratching myself- i blink a lot and lick my lips a lot#BUT I WAS ON TRACK I WAS ON TO SOMETHING......#aka it WOULD be cute it WOULD be moe and im reminded of a thing i accidentally wanted to draw but NAY#ill save that for another time... for now thank you for the tsutsumi clips... hes so cute in the pure interview help (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)#unrelated ramble time. tag's a diary we know the rules#its my eldest sister's birthday today but she's in thailand celebrating her honeymoon#woldnt really matter since we never celebrate her birthday as a family but i just think its funny everyone bar my dad and i are born in jul#(tsutsumi's birthday is the 7th too isnt it... and satoshi tokushige has the same bday as my 2nd older sister..#the fuck is with everyone being born in july we GET IT ANYWAY)#my bro's birthday is tomorrow but he wants to celebrate it with my mom too and I Cant Do That SOOOO#i just got us lunch for today since im just gonna hide at the mall all day tomorrow. prob get him an Im Sorry/Happy Birthday gift too#BUUUUT FOR TODAY we went to some cajun chicken place/liquor store/some other shit it was onea them 3-in-1 bitches#(i also got us ice cream but whatever. small detail. except he got an icee so it kept DRIPPING ON ME in the CAR WHATEVER#the things we do for the fam when we have to ditch them on their birthday its what i deserve (╯x╰ ;;;;) )#and MAAAAAN this chicken's good.... i didnt think id get any good chicken like this where i live but EPIC#THEY ALSO HAD MY FAVE SOJU BRAND. ANOTHER THING I DIDNT EXPECT#highkey its my fave cause... Big Surprise my dad used to get me it all the time. was that responsible of him Prob Not but anyway#epic day for me.... ok thats enough of my rambling BYE BYE BYE#ima work on the One (1) comm i gotta do and then uhhh i sholud PRROOBBB redo my comm sheet but ill do that at the mall#i dont need to be seen drawing middle aged yuri in public ☠️☠️#ok bye bye ima eat this chicken
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YAY!!! Finally rid off all of my cursed objects!!
#gave the candle away as a birthday present#gave the ring away cause it bothered me too much#and the drawing my partner just destroyed because i asked her#yuppie!!#it was a pretty gradual process#in truth i dont like making hasty decisions (which is why i kept the drawing around for so long)#and i also hate throwing things away if they can still have a use (not in a horder way)#and the ring was genuinely really cool i just didnt want to keep it around anymore because of all the memories#the candle and the drawing were made by me in the first place#as gifts that i never got the chance to send (because i decided to disengage before i mailed them)#candles are a pretty universal present and it was a good quality item so that one was easy peasy#would have kept it myself but again#dont like the memories#anyway doesnt matter now#its all gone!#hopefully next year i dont think about it all as much#jenyaposting
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have you considered.....writing for af ghost?
!!!!! would u believe me if i said ive written so much for this au earlier in the year!! its just a bunch of rambles of scenes with my oc avarice LMAO
#dunno if its worth reading its just nonsense ghostxoc insanity ive written around my birthday NGSJLKNGSJLHRFGLJ#my banner is also a part of af au smh my birthday gift to myself#bressyntax#bressymposium
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BELLUM. new crystals came ... and bc I love my new keyboard and its colors, I put my selenite palmstone on the keyboard and uh ...
I don't think I can express how much I fucking LOVE selenite y'all is this not the most GORGEOUS SHIT you have ever seen
#is that a fucking gremlin ?? ( OOC. )#(( LOOK AT IT. TIS MAJESTIC.#almost all these new crystals were technically free prizes from a website I'm signed up to but I did pay shipping for them#and I nabbed a celestite geode piece that I did pay for as well but#everything else was a free prize and I just paid shipping#fuckin love crystals DAMN#in this package I also got uhhh tektite I think ? and a lapis palmstone and a red jasper moon and a small dream amethyst tower point#and a 'kit' that came with a howlite mala bracelet along with a couple small ... amethyst and citrine shards I think they are ?#as well as a couple other smaller things that were freebies for having so many things in my cart lmao#all said I got like ... 12 crystals and a bracelet ? for like idk it was $65 total#minus I think the celestite was almost $10 by itself so#considering it probably would have been three or four times the price if I hadn't WON most of these crystals ? I think I made out ok#plus these are dang decent sized pieces and it was my birthday gift to myself so#ANYWAY GAZE UPON THE BEAUTY OF THE SELENITE AND LET ITS GOOD VIBES PROTECT U FROM DARK ENERGY <3 ))
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i wish there was a way to sail the seas for playing tlou2 remastered because i want to play it so fucking bad but i 1. dont have a ps5 & 2. aint gonna give ND the $10
#PERIOD#i keep watching videos of the no return mode im yearning so hard guys#i was thinking about how i can treat myself for my birthday & this is the best gift that comes to mind#but between having to buy a ps4 & having to give naughtydog more money in order to play#thats not only unreasonable to me but also silly for me to spend approximately $300-$500 just to play no return mode#so its not really worth it for multiple reasons#if there were a way to p*rate it on ps4 tho...... then i would#emma rambles
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bag obtained, now all there is to do is wait for the pins and keychains to start arriving
#yes its yellow for my scrungly maji <33 also my fav colour lmao#finally found one i liked the design of and fit my size preferences so ive been waiting on it to ship.#now im once again staring wistfully out the window for my merch as if theyre not international orders lmao#itching to put in orders for m9re just so i dont lose out on some of them but forcing myself to be responsible with money#bc the plushies drop later this month too and i need to make sure i got shipping covered on the boys#kazumaji plushes in my future <333 birthday gift to myself tbh#i put down the preorder for them same day they opened. need my blorbos#maybe i should make a tag for this so i can post progress pictures as stuff starts coming in?#yeah probably uhhhhhh lets see#majita bag#yeah why not lmao im too eepy to come up with something funnier#bulletin board
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#earlier this year i told myself it was going to be a ME year#as in – not going go buy (im a gift giving person sue me) anything to anyone else#only myself#so I've been kind of doing that#but my best friends birthday is on sunday and I thought she seemed not really up for it so i decided to buy a small really small cake#its really cute tbh#we're going out for lunch tomorrow so I'll give it to her then#and i went like to the other side of the city to get it#and i dont regret getting#its not that#but now im thinking if this betrays my 'promise' to be 'selfish'#and also and mostly#if anyone would ever do this for me#anyway this is extremely personal#maybe im feeling lonely idk#probably#personal#jully being personal#jully thoughts
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