#also im so sorry anon i didn't mean to lay this all on you ! i just have been holding this in for a Minute lmfao
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I don't think people say GMMTV is sabotaging FK; the correct word would be neglecting. GMMTV neglects FK, and it is extremely obvious if you pay attention.
idk what exactly prompted this ask bc i made that post like a week ago and from what i can tell it hasn't really got any notes for the past few days and i haven't even been online so maybe this is just something that had been bothering you? idk but. and i don't mean to be rude when i say this! but i must say i don't like the tone of this. i'll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume it was accidental, but jsyk this came off as very passive aggressive, like im somehow an idiot for not seeing it. and i will tell you that i have definitely seen people accusing gmmtv of sabotaging fkt and thk, which as i said is silly, but yes some do say that! i've seen it with my own two eyes lmao
like literally today i saw someone on twitter saying exactly this bc the gmmtv twt account posted upcoming events for the next week. now mind you! first is LITERALLY on holiday with his family rn, so how (and more importantly why) do they expect him to have events next week? well when someone mentioned that in the replies, their response was just 'well clearly you don't see it the way i do' which ?? what way is that ?? that he's on holiday?? that he can't be in two places at once??? and other people in the replies were like 'well why can't khaotung have solo events!' and it's like ?? idk maybe bc he's at home gaming, hanging out with his sister and playing his instruments ?? maybe it's bc the two of them are CLEARLY on a break and just bc khaotung is still at home doesn't mean he's not RESTING??
and yes i'm mad about that kind of stuff! it comes off as so selfish and spoilt!! and not to make everything about bts but bts have this exact same issue w some fans to the point where armys literally came up w a name for to refer to these kind of fans: mantis (manager+anti). an explanation of what that means from reddit (bc it's better than i could ever explain it): 'Mantis are antis who essentially hide behind “stanning” so much that they themselves feel like they know the group, and their career, better than the group does. These are the fans constantly trying to "protect" them, beyond normal levels. The type to think they are constantly mistreated/tortured by the company and don't get to make any decisions of their own. Also tend to call out other fans "for not being real fans" if they don't join in on the concern.' like literally i read some of stuff some (emphasis on SOME) fkt fans say and it literally is like. i have played these games before!
and listen i'm not gonna pretend i know much of anything abt that company. i'm new here as it is and i really don't pay attention to any other actors or shows or whatever to compare it to so im deffo not the authority in this regard!
but all that said i 1000% get the impression that there are some fans that kinda... infantilise fkt when it comes to their work. like they have no choice or agency and gmmtv are keeping them locked in a basement somewhere. and i do believe that the majority of them mean well (altho i do think a lot of them want/expect way too much from fkt but i'll get to that), but it's almost as if they forget they're grown men who are more than capable of advocating for themselves. i mean fucking hell, was it not them aggressively advocating for themselves for years that got them put on a show together in the first place? first and khaotung are clearly not people who have difficulty going after what they want, esp when together. i've heard that fkt are notoriously picky about which scripts they accept, which doesn't sound to me like people who are really being neglected by their company. neglected actors don't get the luxury of being picky about jobs. neglected actors are lucky to get any jobs.
(and this goes for events and stuff too, which is a common gripe i've seen. in my opinion - and this is just mine! - people who take their acting as seriously as first and khaotung may not want to take loads of events where they're essentially glorified salesmen. and i mean that with no shade bc make that bag always, but as i see it that's all those events are - extra money in their pockets. i can't see how they would do anything for their career really. and doesn't it just make sense that if they're picky abt their jobs that would also extend into events and stuff too? like? i mean ppl are free to disagree w me on this bc this is just my opinion but yknow. i just think ppl make this into a bigger thing than it is)
and funnily enough i also saw a thread on twt the other day abt how fkt are much bigger internationally than they are in thailand. the shows they've opted to do (again, opted, bc they have a choice) are shows that allegedly don't appeal to a domestic market like most other gmmtv shows do. and so, no matter how you or i might feel abt it, from a business pov it makes sense that they might not be getting the opportunities some other actors might be getting if there simply just isn't demand for it domestically. which sucks, but if that's how it is, that's how it is.
and don't get me wrong i completely get viciously advocating for your faves ok? im an army. for half of bts' career fans were all they had. but sometimes that advocacy becomes a) kinda ridiculously demanding given the context and b) almost condescending. or very condescending sometimes. this goes for bts and fkt both. and while it's all well and good wanting things for them, all i'm saying is let's not forget that they are grown men who are not new to this business. not to mention the fact they have a known track record of advocating for themselves, or the fact that they enough scripts coming their way to be able to be picky, or the fact that already have a new show lined up. first has two even! and a show currently airing! and a cameo that just aired like last week! and another one we know is coming! like my god these are not men who are hurting for work rn.
and in my humble opinion, coming to learn about this industry relatively recently, i think ppl expect too much from these actors overall. i think a lot of them - fkt included - work a hell of a fucking lot actually. i think demanding much more is just selfishness. if im honest. like yes it's nice to see them doing events and stuff. but it's not necessary. and i'll be honest! would i like more interviews and magazines and things like that? sure! but like i said if the demand isn't there, neither will the offers be. that's just the reality of what it is! i'm not going to be sending trucks about it lmfao
the bottom line is this: i'm not saying gmmtv do or don't neglect them. i don't have enough information to have a strong enough opinion one way or the other. but from the outside looking in they seem to be doing just fine. they've got work. they've seemingly got money. and like i said, they're grown men. this is their careers. if they have issues with one thing or another, i trust that they will address those issues as they see fit between themselves and their company. until the day that first and/or khaotung themselves express unhappiness or discontentment, i will take them at face value and believe that they're happy w the way things are. bc literally who tf am i to tell them they should be doing anything different?
#ask#anon#once again not to make everything about bangtan. but i truly have played these games before. i know what this is.#and tbh. i feel like i get a very different impression of fkt than most ppl seem to. bc to me they seem perfectly happy as they are#they clearly value quality over quantity. as they should.#and they're introverted! they probably dont WANT to be doing events every 5 minutes! so they simply dont!#i just personally feel like the majority of issues fans seem to have are not actually issues but likely choices fkt make themselves#which goes back to my post. having wants for them is not the issue i have. its the way its expressed. it's condescending and rude.#but alas. im just a girl on the internet.#also im so sorry anon i didn't mean to lay this all on you ! i just have been holding this in for a Minute lmfao
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[anon: Can you write a nsfw alfabet with Smoke, if you haven't written one yet?] sorry i havent gotten to this one yet!!!! didnt mean to keep you waiting anon. im a little bit behind on requests, but here i am!!! i also wanna thank yall for the support, i really didn't expect to get a whole lotta numbers on my writing since this is all for self-indulgence really T_T. i appreciate each and every one of yall
cw: NSFW, amab, bondage, body worship, dry humping, little mention of blowjobs, not proofread MINORS DNI
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Tomas' HOBBY is taking care of you. Out of everyone, I think he is the most attentive. He has an entire checklist. First, he checks in with you. He makes sure you're okay afterward, he asks how the sex was, and sometimes he'll ask about his performance. He likes opening up the discussion because it shows him what he could do better, what you like, and what you'd like to try. Next, he's gonna cuddle up to you. Hold you all close, play with your hair, and pepper your face with kisses. After that, he'll carry you off to the shower and wash up, still peppering you with kisses. He just can't get his mind off your damn lips. Before you fall asleep, he insists on giving you a massage, and getting you a snack and some water, too. He'll even light some incense, as well. He's got all sorts of essential oils for you, like a whole library. And once he's finished his checklist, he keeps you close. Even in his sleep. He loves it when you lay your head on his chest.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His favorite body part of his is his shoulders. They make him feel especially strong. He also thinks they hold the story of his journey, from hunting with his family to becoming a ninja with the Lin Kuei. Not to mention, they help a lot with hunting, mainly with a bow. Regardless, he's just proud of how far he has come, and he believes his shoulder specifically show that.
On you, he loves your lips. Your entire face, really. But he can never get enough of your lips. How soft & inviting they are, how warm, it's just so hard to stay away from them. He always finds himself sneaking quick kisses from you in public. He also loves heavy make-out sessions, doesn't matter if they lead to sex or not. He just enjoys the feeling of your lips on his.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Tomas prefers to cum inside, he thinks it's kind of like marking what's his. It also feels more intimate. But if you don't want him to, then he'll cum outside. And he kind of likes it, too. He likes how it looks on your stomach, particularly. He also loves to kiss you when he cums, it's even more intimate to him.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Just how much he wishes he could see you masturbate. Yeah, he can ask, but he's too nervous to. He can only imagine you, too caught up, pleasuring yourself, moaning out his name, whimpering. Yearning for him.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
He's got some experience, just enough to know what he's doing. But he learns more with you, maybe a little too much. Because he's comfortable with you, he really likes exploring your body. And through that, he's learned of all your little quirks and such. He especially loves dragging his hand down your chest and your stomach, he finds that it makes you shiver quite a bit.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Good ol' missionary. Tomas prefers to see your face, and missionary is perfect. Keeps you two close, he can kiss you whenever, however he likes. And he gets to give you as much pleasure as possible. But, if you're feeling like a little bit of a workout, he also likes London Bridge, he just really likes to get in there deep. But he also loves holding you by the small of your back.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He's serious. Like Bi-Han, sex is a very sacred act to him. It's one of the things that can establish a deeper bond with you, and he prefers to keep the tone serious. He wants you to take it seriously, too.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He's smoooooth, baby. No chest hair, no pubic hair, no nothing. He likes it that way.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
He's amongst the sweetest. Sex is one of the deeper connections between you, so he makes sure you know he loves you. He'll outright say it, yes, but his actions speak louder than words. Mainly his attraction to your lips, he loves kissing you any chance he gets. He also loves it when you moan into his mouth. But he also spends ample time tracing your body, kissing down your neck, your chest, your stomach, all of your body. He needs you to know he loves every part of your body. Not to mention the words he'll say. He tells you exactly what he loves about you, he'll speak to you in Czech. Doesn't matter if you don't know it, sometimes he can't find the words in English. He also calls you all sorts of sweet things, Miláček, Drahoušek, Medvídek, Kotě.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He doesn't really need to jack off that much. Maybe like thrice in two weeks? But he prefers you, so he doesn't jack off unless he really can't get you off his mind.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Body Worship. All the way. Tomas loves taking his sweet time with you, admiring every little bit about you. He especially loves all the delicious little sounds you make as he goes along, how you reach for him. He loves knowing of your yearning.
He also enjoys dry humping. Knowing that the gratification of skin on skin contact is so close but so far. Grinding up against you, moaning out your name, begging for you as if he isn't doing this to himself. He also loves it when you grinding up against his knee.
Sensory Play is another another one he enjoys. Blindfolding you, mainly. But he does also enjoy light bondage. Tying you up and blindfolding you, containing yourself. He likes the idea of being able to do anything he wants to you, with consent of course. Seeing you try to wiggle out of your restraints as he enjoys your body, rubbing his hands down your legs, kissing your chest, all of that.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Tomas actually prefers fucking outside in the forest. He likes the mood, it reminds him of the nights he'd hunt. It kind of brings something primal out of him! But he doesn't mind doing it in his room, or yours. He is kind of into shower/bath sex, as well. Even if it doesn't require penetration, if he can still jack you off in the bath, he'll enjoy it.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
As mentioned before, simply kissing you gets him off. He loves when just a small peck leads to a nice, passionate kiss, to a full on make-out session. Especially when you end up on top of him. But he also loves watching you fight. He knows you're skilled, but just watching you in action gets him a little excited.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He hates being teased. In any sort of way. He likes to keep the rhythm going, because he's very in the mood. So edging, or a ruined orgasm really doesn't fly in his book. He hates having to beg or ask for permission to cum.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He can go either way, he likes it when you give him head, but if you ask for him to go down on you, he doesn't mind either. He kind of likes it, regardless. He likes doing anything that makes you squirm with his touch, so if you want him to, gladly. But if you offer to give him head, he won't refuse. He loves it when you deepthroat him, especially.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
He's got a moderate pace, not to fast, not to slow. Depends on the mood, really. If you two are having a quiet night, being soft with each other, he'll go slow & sensual. But, if things are getting heated, he's gonna go faster. And rougher, if you want. Especially in the woods, that's where he likes to fuck you pretty.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
You'd have to convince him. If you two haven't been able to enjoy sex for about a month, he's okay with it. He knows the importance of sex, and just releasing that energy once in a while. But if you two have time for a full-fledged night, then he'd prefer you two wait until then.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
He's perfectly fine with where he is. He isn't really comfortable with risks or experimenting, he thinks he's doing fine as is. And he knows you feel good with him, so to him there's no point.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Alllll night. And maybe shower sex, afterwards. But he's all tuckered out in the morning. Because of his training (and prior hunting), he has more than enough stamina. He just needs at least a day to recover, if you do go all night.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Not really, only the needs to tie you up in light bondage. But if you have toys, he'll gladly use them, and incorporate them into sex regularly. He loves giving you the extra boost of pleasure.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Tomas doesn't tease, he's probably the fairest out of the roster. Because he hates being teased, he won't tease you in any way. Even if you argue that his extensive body-worship routine is teasing. You both know it's not.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Depends on the mood. If it's a sensual night, he's rather quiet, moaning directly into your ear. But if you two are out in the woods, and he's goin' rough, he'll be a lot louder, even growling a bit. Actually, some of the words he says has a bit of a growl to it, too.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Sometimes, when he's real into it, he has a little bit of a Czech accent. Obviously, when he's speaking Czech. But even some phrases in English will have a little bit of accent to it. Especially when he's closer to your ear. It's not something you hear much, since he's been with the Lin Kuei longer than he had been in Prague.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Tomas is a grower, 6.2" in length when hard, 1.6" wide. Leans slightly to the right, and moderately veiny.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
He's really just ready whenever you are. His sex drive isn't the highest, but it isn't low, either. He's patient, he can wait until whenever.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Depends on how long you two went on for. If it was all night, all he can really do is finish his aftercare checklist, and then he'll pass right out on your chest. But if you two only went for like three rounds, he's making an effort to stay up until you're asleep.
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Killer Timeouts ( Kidd x sibling!Reader x Killer)
A/N Im determined to do at least one from all of this list of prompts, once again send love to @me-writes-prompts for delivering this,also let me point out idk how many of these we have done but none of them have been in an pffice so far 😂. Honestly I think it’s A COOK, is it a cook, a simmer or a lukewarm?
Also 💖 Anon, I see you and your request 🫦, exited for some Vinsmoke action
Prompt: "Can you stop and pay attention to what I'm saying for once?" "Oh, I didn't see you were here."
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“-And I really think we should not get down on the next island; there are a lot of marines there, so we should lay low until our….Kid!” They growled, frustrated that their brother had sat tinkering with his arm all the time they had been talking, most likely ignoring every word they had said
“Can you stop and pay attention to what im saying for once?!”
“Oh, I didn’t see you were here.”
“What the hell, Kid! I have been trying to tell you our plan for our next stop for the last fifteen minutes!”
“You talk a lot, you know that?”
“And you ignore a lot, you know that?”
“You’re boring.”
“Oh, I’m sorry, dear brother have my plans to keep us from being captured far too boring for you?”
“Your plans are always boring.”
“That’s because your ‘plans’ simply involve killing everyone on sight!”
“That’s why they are good plans.”
“You infuriating piece of crap! I should throw you overboard!” They growl, stomping their way only to be stopped by someone slipping their arms under their arms, wrapping them around their chest, holding them back from approaching their brother any further
“Killer, let me go; he needs a good beating!”
“I think you guys need some space.”
Killer’s voice rumbles calmly, holding Reader back from causing another fight between the siblings
“Is this what y’all do when I’m not around, fight?”
“I wouldn’t have to if that Emo-wannabe would just listen to me!”
“The hell did you say?!”
“You heard me!”
“You’re both so stubborn; both the same.” Killer sighs
“No, we’re not!” They both scream angrily, glaring at the masked man
Killer rolls his eyes
“Off we go, Reader; lets go somewhere else and take some time to calm down.”
“Ugh!”
Killer walks out of the room, dragging the reader by the back of their shirt, ignoring them as they suddenly start fighting against his grasp as Kid cackles, flipping them the bird
“C’mon,” he said, dragging them away
“Just one punch, Killer!”
"No," Killer replies calmly
"You two can't act responsibly, so I'm keeping you separated.Sit," he says, pointing to the stairs leading to the ship's wheel.
“But-
"Sit." Killer repeats, cutting off their protests
“You’re in time out for the next hour.”
“An hour?! An I just sitting here for an ho- wait, the hell you mean timeout?!”
"Yes, you two are acting like children, so I'm treating you like children." Killer replies
“Come on!”
"Sit, or im making you stay in the ship for the next island," Killer repeats, pointing towards the stairs
“But im the strategist!”
“Okay, then you’re on guard duty on our next stop then, you’ll be in cleaning duty while you stay on the ship.”
“You can’t assign me those roles!”
“Want to try me?”
“No..” they mutter, pouting, knowing the masked man would find a way to get their stubborn ass to do those tasks; he had been dealing with the siblings' antics for years, so he had become an expert in handling them, and their little bouts
“Then sit down,” Killer replies, knowing he holds the upper.
Their pout deepens as they plant themselves on the ground
“Can I at least get my notebook and planning sheets?” they whine, only to turn into a groan as the blond man quickly chucks the items, chuckling as Reader simply glares at him
Yall I think Grammarly change one pf the readers to The reader so if you see it let me know, I couldn’t see it when I was editing so maybe it’s not there but hey if you see it
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Fontaine Archon Quest Act 1 + 2 Spoilers beneath the cut!!! 👾 anon and 🎺 anon i responded to you here :) (Also lots of talking about Arlie because I LOVE HER)
I've also gone through Lyney and Lynette's character stories/voice lines regarding Arlecchino (and a rough translation of Freminet's) and I completely agree! To be completely honest she seems more nicer than I thought she'd be. Of course, she's still strict and evil but she still has standards and seems to care for the siblings to some extent. One of the lines I found most interesting was "Perhaps the most amazing aspect of Lyney's Founding Day magic show was its ability to have even "Father" lay down her heavy burden and enjoy a brief moment of familial love." I didn't expect her to have such a close connection with the siblings. Plus, when she denied giving Lyney a Delusion and also allowed Lynette to keep a box of cats? Loved that. She can be cruel and mean but she does have some sort of heart left. Not to mention Arlie's confirmed to be from Fontaine. I hope we learn her real name soon! Totally with you there with her being soft only for reader ❤️ She has the ability to be kind but expresses it in perhaps an unconventional way. Even when she's being soft she doesn't know exactly how to act. Really looking forward to her in-game appearance!!
HELP I WAS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE😭😭 Saved for months with absolutely no regrets. Currently saving for Arlie as well! I wish you luck on your primogem saving ❤️❤️
FR I LOVE THE SIBLINGS SOOO MUCH 😭💖💖 (Freminet was robbed of screentime though) AND YES ARLECCHINO I LOVE HER 😭 Ugh I can totally imagine that <3 Arlie shows her kindness in a stern and strict way but you're the complete opposite. You can't fathom being cold to these little cuties! You're the affectionate one and while Arlie does scold you a bit about spoiling them too much she can't get too mad because at least you can handle all the mushy stuff which she cannot do very well. I'm now brainrotting about the kids seeing you and Arlie argue and becoming scared for your relationship and trying to get the two of you to reconcile 😭 I'm literally bouncing in excitement for 4.1 i want to see her so bad!!
Moving on to me just talking about the quests. Did anyone else feel a bit upset at Traveler for how they treated Lyney and Lynette at the end?? I did considering everything the twins went through. I understand the Traveler not trusting the Fatui but they were literally holding onto Childe's Vision in that moment?😭 Besides that little piece, these two Archon quests were really solid and lots of fun. Was also surprised how many serious topics were put into it too. Usually they leave the dark stuff for side/world quests.
Navia. Definitely an amazing character i loved her in the quests. Really beautiful, great personality, and i love her two bodyguards. Her voice while yelling at Neuvillette was really raw 🥺 Also loving Furina a lot. I didn't expect her to be insecure of herself. Seems like her confidence is just a facade for her people's sake. Y'all already know how I feel about Neuvillette haha i didn't expect him to be so emotional but I'm loving him so much! (I love everyone lemme just stop repeating myself 😭)
But damn being dissolved into water is so grim 😭 Imagine just being Fontanian and all of a sudden you learn you could simply dissolve and no one would ever know. I'd literally be so scared that i could die at any time 😭
EDIT: I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT TO TALK ABOUT CHILDE IM SO DONE. IM SO SORRY CHILDE LOVERS I GOT TOO SWEPT BY ARLIE. Anyway. Childe was so freaking cute. He is the kind of guy who would tell you every little detail no matter how minuscule it is about his siblings. Teucer told him about something that happened to him? Okay now you're getting the same story but more drawn about and longer because Childe can't help babbling about his family.
I know people are clowning on Childe for getting beat by Neuvillette but give my man some credit 😭 He managed to scratch A DRAGON THATS IMPRESSIVE OKAY.
#smooches talks#👾 anon#🎺 anon#the archon quests were an absolutely joy to play i felt really into the story!#just paimon stop talking after every dialogue please 😭
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Alright anon, I'm willing to sacrifice myself so here's a mini scenario.
You woke up, breathing heavily, tears streaming down your face and you immediately snapped your head to the direction of aemond.
He was laying there, eye hooded, looking at the ceiling, you felt your heart stop in your chest, thinking he was dead until you noticed how his chest rose and fell, and you sighed out of relief.
He turned his head to you, realising that you're awake, but he quickly noticed your panicked state, brows furrowing, “What's the matter?” he asked, voice laced with concern and care, the same eye which you saw the light fade away from, now glinting in the moonlight.
You sobbed “i-im sorry-” voice croaked and he took you immediately into his arms, “whatever for?” silently hushing you, you remained silent, and just shook your head, not wanting to remember the nightmare, “A nightmare?” he asked and you nodded, but he didn't pry any further. But then you felt the situation weigh upon you, knowing he was still going to war with your parents, and your heart beat against your chest in a furious pace.
“I've decided to renew the terms.” he says, out of nowhere and you look at him confused before it dawns on you.
The treaty.
He was going to renew the terms.
“I have realised, we have too much to lose, I cannot bear the mere thought of losing you or our child for this childish vengeance of mine.” he spoke, “It doesn't mean I forgive your family, I do not. I'm only doing this for you, our child.” he clarified, and you nodded, but you had already asked for star fruit, so dread weighed upon you. “I have sent a raven, they would receive it by the morrow.” he told you and you gulped.
“I will rule half of the realm, while your mother rules the other half, our heir shall rule a united one.” he tells you the terms, and you look at him, hoping your mother would agree.
And agree they did, you asked aemond to let you visit your mother to talk to her in person, to which he surprisingly agreed to, letting you mount on vermithor and leave for dragonstone, placing an utmost trust in you, your parents couldn't believe their eyes when they saw you.
They quickly assumed the worst but you explained everything clearly to them, you knew they would be disappointed that you loved aemond, after all he had done to you, but they understood, rhaenyra was happy to have her child back, but it was time for you to go back to kings landing, promising that you would visit often, your mother kissed you three times on the forehead and your father gave a tight hug, and a kiss on the forehead before you left.
Everything was fine, the tensions were still there but not to the point there would be a new war, you didn't know what made aemond change, but you were glad he did.
And so, a few moons later, your son was born, he bore heavy resemblance to his father, especially his eyes, and you came to love the same shade of purple again.
And aemond also got his tiddy milk 😍😍😍😍
IK THE PACING WAS TOO QUICK AND UNREALISTIC BUT THIS WOULD'VE TURNED INTO A 7K WORD FANFIC OF SF&A IF I LET MYSELF GO COMPLETELY HAHDWJDJW, I rushed the ending sorry guys 🥺
BUT HE GETS HIS BOOB JUICE YIPEE HURRAY!!! EVERYONE CHEER!!
I wanted to elaborate on the boob juice part in detail but like I said, this would've been a 7k long fanfic of a fanfic if let go....
And Aemond got his TIDDY milk
Bitch I’m screaming
Why was this so SWEET GO AWAY 😭😭😭😭 my heart is aching
You better be writing your own work with this talent !!!! 🖤🖤🖤
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hi liv! can i ask for advice on something? so ive had a crush on this character for almost two weeks, and its been really great! but i got to a point in his source where he dies and i dont know what to do now. it was really sudden for me, i didnt know it would happen at all, and im really upset. i know i havent known him that long, but it feels really devastating. i dont know what to do. i was looking forward to knowing him more and exploring our relationship but now it feels like its all been cut short. its maybe silly, but i feel like even if i still have a crush on him, i will always be affected by knowing that hes dead, and it just makes me so sad. i know that i could pretend that it never happened, but its a major part of the plot and i dont know if i could just "forget" it. i feel weird cause i rarely have crushes this intense, i just somehow knew that hed be important to me when i saw him for the first time, and the feeling just keeps growing.
anyway, thank you in advance (though no worries if you dont want to answer this), i hope you have a good day <3
💗 hi anon!!! 💗
before i say anything else, i wanna tell you that i'm sorry. i've been exactly where you are, some days i am still there, and i know how hard it is, how absolutely devastating it can be, and i'm so sorry that you're experiencing it.
none of it is silly. the characters may not be real, but the feelings are! the love that you have for this character is very real! which means the grief is too. which is so beautiful but so heartbreaking at the same time, isn't it? and the thing that's helped me the most, and the thing that i recommend to people going through it, is to allow yourself the time to feel that grief.
i know that my initial reaction was to try to pretend that i wasn't feeling what i was feeling. i thought it might be stupid or ridiculous, i was concerned of what people might think... but it didn't stop me from feeling it. it just made me feel bad for feeling it, worse than i was already feeling. it made me feel isolated and trapped. i had to sit with it so that i could heal from it. i had to lay in bed, i had to cry, i had to write it down, i had to talk it out. and now i'm better, i'm happy and i'm in love, and he is with me always. but i had to mourn him first. and that might be what you need to do too.
and i want to tell you that two things can be true at the same time. it can be true that in canon, he died. it can be true that you experienced a loss and it has been heartbreaking, to feel like he's gone and that your relationship was cut short. and it can also be true that he will always be with you. that you have a connection to him unlike any other and as long as you're breathing and as long as you love him, he exists within you and he will never really be dead. you can bring him back to life, you can pretend he was never really gone at all, and you can keep creating a future with him. and you can sit in both of these truths at the same time and honor all of the feelings that come with them. choosing one or the other can be hard. you don't have to do it.
when feelings come up, allow them. sit with them and talk with them and allow yourself to heal from them. i know it feels like you won't ever be able to move on from it, that's how i felt too, but one day it won't hurt so bad. maybe you'll forget his death or maybe you won't, but you can still live a happy life with him as a part of it anyway. just give yourself time to get there, okay?
i am sending you the biggest hug. take it one day at a time and remember that you're not alone! i'm here if you need me! 💗
#death tw#grief is weird!#it is unlike anything else#and it's different for everyone#just give yourself grace!!!#ask.advice#anon#long post
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Hello! It's me again after recovering and re-reading chapter 6. I'm back! I don't know why I'm on anon you know its me now 😆
Wow so Cece is living her best life and i'm loving it. I mean it seemed an easy option for her to pine and be dragged into the drama. I love that you continued to write her to just be doing the best for herself and not be waiting for someone else. Not being a second choice. She's a take charge girl!
As wild of a time one part of this triangle is having in Vegas, the reasons I'm back is really to ask and had thoughts about the Pittsburgh couple. To me these two are so interesting for so many reasons. Which I have mentioned before to you. What stood out for me in this chapter is the quiet moments in their relationship. That unspoken part. To me particularly for these two they are important and intriguing are the verbal ones. You have written this so well, especially in this chapter with the games they are playing.
So for example, Jacqueline with her style change. She explains how she liked the dress. Simple. He says it's not her, likes her how she is. Simple. That's the verbal. But unspoken is the trap she is laying for him. She knows why she tried this out. Sid also knows why she is doing this and what's going on here. They arent saying it overtly or straight up asking the obvious. They both know it. That is what I read in this part among other things. Well I have through the previous chapters so far. It's written so well. I hope this makes sense and not just ramblings.
I have gone back and re read chapters and you have done this a bit.... the unspoken. I wanted to know was this intentional and for this story feel it's the unspoken parts that are the most interesting?
Look im possibly making up my own backstory and reading way too much into it 🤣
With that in mind, is there other important moment where the characters in your story shared a quiet unspoke moment that you love? Or without giving anything way does this theme continue until someone blows up and just bloody lays all the truth out?!?!
Ps. I'm so sorry this is so long I just was thinking about this and wanted to ask. Also I really hope this makes sense.
Miss Charlielulu
I appreciate you still coming on here though lol
I'll just jump in and say yes, there's lots of unspoken moments with Jacqueline and Sidney. They've known each other for so long that they truly do know how the other is. The style thing was a test, Jacqueline knew if Sidney complimented her and encouraged the change that he was fully guilty while Sidney knew something was up, he just didn't know what exactly but he didn't feel good about it. He loves Jacqueline, he knows she's who he belongs with despite all the fighting and tense moments. He just knows he wants Cecelia too which is the bad part.
I do tend to do that a lot with the unspoken moments lol and believe me it makes me so happy you pick up on them. I feel like the unspoken is better than the descriptive sometimes if it's the proper moment to do so. I don't wanna give spoilers, or too much away, but this is the theme that goes until someone spills their guts and tbh it might not be who you're thinking lol. You are immensely appreciated more than you'll ever know ! Thank you so so much for this ❤
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akkdbahskjfbehajsjjdnsjadjebvs youremakingmyheartbeatsofastaaaaaaa
(hi it's me again bc you're really cute and I don't wanna leave you hanging)
I'll.... have to agree with u on the anons though.... (sorry guys pls don't hate me)
I was actually supposed to be around before mhiy even ended but I got so scared with the way people started to behave with the hanyn and haeyn situation that all the courage I had built up just vanished 😅
however, I do wish to appear more bc you're my favorite author here and one of my life mottos is that "talented people should be praised, always." (as a person that always leaned into arts more it can get rough sometimes, so I love giving love to amazing people like you <3)
and I'm rambling again aaaasjdka, so sorry shu I'll do better as times goes by
I can't promise much for now bc school's beating me hard lately (I hate ending of semesters I have a ten pages essay to send in tomorrow and I didn't even began it yet 😭)
and once again, you're amazing!!! oh and also also!!! I love your layouts they're so comforting in a way I can't explain!! (I hope u get what I mean ahsks)
still don't know what to use to identify myself so for now I hope my goodbyes are enough
bye bye shu <3
(and sorry for the burrito again 😅)
Im crnuing chrying… u complimented my lay out im crying im ceuivivociwbroxwndii🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘🧘 u dont know how loved i feel, im happy u came out of ur shell and spoke to me PLS DO WELL IN UR SCHOOL WORK! ILL PRAY FOR U HU HU 😞😞😞🤞🤞🤞🤞 LOVE YOU MY POOKEH COME BACK WHEN URE FREE
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hi hi hi can i ask for 4nemo hcs? Like when you fall asleep when theyre not home?
can i be 👀 anon?
hey there 👀 anon!! im sorry this took like days to do, i've been busy with school and yeah i have a bunch of exams so-
but anyway i hope you still enjoy
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Aether ✨
when he comes back to you sleeping he's half happy and half sad
happy because he knows you're having a good rest
sad because he has no one to rant to about his day 😕
also no one to comb through his hair as he falls asleep
so when he does come back to you asleep,
he cleans himself up and then snuggles with you
tries to snuggle with you as quietly and softly as possible so that you don't wake up
he does succeed
but you do wake up sometimes and you just hug him really tight and you sleep with him that way
either way, he loves when he falls asleep with you
after aether had finished all of his commissions and requests, he couldn't wait to get back to you. he was practically running back to where you were and even pushed a few people on the way (he didn't mean it tho).
when aether did get home to you, he cleans himself and then slowly walks to where you are. he stands there for a while, looking at you admiringly. he then walks to you, careful to not wake you. once he did get closer to you, he kissed your forehead and laid down next to you.
you woke up and heard the boy settling in. you turned to him. he looked surprised that you woke up, he thought he was being careful! "aether, dear. how was your day?" you asked him softly, running your fingers through his hair. "it was okay i guess though, a lot of people still kept asking me to do simple things like delivering letters or flowers. to be honest, it's getting quite annoying, [name]" he replies with a sigh.
"aether, i know it's hard but just remember, i'm always here for you." he continues telling you about his day, with you combing his hair with your fingers gently. soon, you fell asleep and aether noticed this. so he stopped talking, held you closer to him, and laid his head above yours.
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Kazuha 🍁
happy and scared when you fall asleep
he looks at your sleeping figure lovingly
also is scared cuz you might be dead so he goes to you and checks your pulse
relieved asf when there's still a pulse
cuddles you like you'll turn into his friend if he lets go or loosens his grip
very protective because he thinks someone's gonna attack you two while sleeping
big spoon or small spoon, doesn't matter
as long as he's with you anything is ok because u always put a smile on his face
Your lover comes home, tired but with a smile on his face. He came back from a journey in Inazuma with the traveler. He was mentally drained, he never wanted to go back there after what happened.
he just wanted to get back to you and hold you tight. now that he was finally here, he went to where you were. he found you sound asleep in on of the Crux's beds. he walks slowly to you, careful not to wake you up.
he lays down with you and with his (fine ass) hands he holds you slowly and pulls you close to him, feeling your soft heartbeat. his hand holds your stomach as he falls asleep with you in his arms.
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Venti 🍷
mf will either let you sleep or wake u up
depends on his mood and your tiredness
if ur super tired even if he rlly wants to wake you up he doesnt
because he can either be the sweetest bf or the most annoying mf in your life
50/50 chance and idk if you'll win
when he comes home to u asleep and ur not that tired he will act like a kid when its Christmas morning
be jumping on the bed and be annoying
but he rlly is sweet tho
cuddles you and makes sure u dont wake up
snuggles his head on ur shoulder
you have to hug him back
venti the drunk ass bard comes home and cant even walk properly and at this point you just dont care anymore cuz you've seen him like this lots of times before. but today you were really tired. people around monstadt were asking you to help them here and there and of course you loved to help but it was too much.
you were sleeping in your bed (which you shared with venti). you were planning to cook his favorite dish but alas, you were too tired. once venti came home, he immediately went to where you were. he was stumbling and couldn’t even stand up straight but as soon as he saw you sleeping, he tried his best not to wake you up. he saw you running around the city helping others earlier and he understood that you were tired.
venti slowly (and drunkenly) walked to you. he tried his best to get in bed with you as softly as possible so that you wouldn’t wake up. he successfully did it (but was 🤏 this close to failing) and put his head on your shoulder. he grabbed your hand and placed it over his own. lets just say tomorrow morning he wont be able to get out of bed after all that drinking 😔
Xiao 📝 (lol its a contract)
at first, he never slept with you
he loved you, he really did but doesnt know how to show it
hes also afraid of you getting hurt because of him
so he distances himself BUT THEN YOUR FINE ASS COMES IN AND CONFRONTS HIM 🎉
“xiao, why are you always staying away from me? i feel like you’re never here and it’s starting to bother me”
after that he tries his best to initiate cuddles and eventually starts “sleeping" with you GET YOUR HEADS OUT OF THE GUTTER BY “sleeping” I MEANT HE DOESNT SLEEP STOP BEING HORNY 🤬
when he comes home and you’re asleep hes extra gentle
holds you tightly and even tho he doesnt sleep he watches over you
occasionally he does fall asleep cuz u have magical powers like that
when xiao arrives back at wangshu inn, he’s tired and just wants to be alone. when he comes back and sees you sleeping tho his bad thoughts just become diluc’s dad ✌️. (haha im evil)
he walks to you and slowly holds your hand, placing it on his cheek. he kisses it (cuz hes f-ing traditional) and goes into bed with you. he holds your waist and brings you closer to him as he stares at you. he gets lost while looking at you. he's grateful to have you as his lover, he's grateful to have someone as kind and caring as you.
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hey omg im sorry it took so long and im sorry i suddenly got lazy but yeah-
#genshin fluff#kazuha x reader#xiao x reader#aether x reader#genshin headcanons#im sorry it took so long#venti x reader
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How about Viktor offering his bed for the reader to sleep in that night, as he himself would not sleep and would spend the night working. But he was much more tired than he expected, so he went back to the apartment, so tired that he didn't even notice a sleeping reader and lay down with them and slept in their beds without realizing they were there... The next day, he see embracing the reader, and the reader embracing him too. But what he also didn't expect was that the reader would be unclothed.
(the reader likes to sleep without clothes and thought that since Viktor wasn't going to use the bed, she thought it would be a good idea to sleep like that, as they're just friends)
Viktor x Naked!reader
Naked in someone elses apartment? idk what to tell you anon... anyways.
- He opens his eyes and feels soft hair ruffle against his chin, he sees skin everywhere.
- He is a bit dazed but as soon as his eyes come into focus he sees your naked bits.
- The duvet has slid off you two leaving you exposed to the hot air in Viktor's apartment.
- He sees a bead of sweat roll down your chest towards your nethers, he instantly blushes and reaches for the duvet.
- All this hustle breaks your slumber, you wake up and completely clueless of what is going around you, you sit up.
- "Viktor what are you doing here?" Viktor is dumbfounded, he looks at you speechless, trying to look at your eyes and the duvet to drop a hint.
- Suddenly your remember and look down at your naked self, you stand up screaming causing Viktor rattle a little.
- Viktor gets up and says in his thick russian accent "Oh...dont panic just cover yourself" You finally reach for the blanket before you and wrap yourself in it.
- But you are shaking so it wriggles off your body and onto the floor. You bend down to pick it up, but you slip and fall onto Viktor. Back onto the bed.
- You calm down in his arms and whisper "Viktor i think your cane slid and now its poking my thigh..."
- "Uh my cane..." You both look to the side and see that it is across the room.
- "Im sorry i....couldnt control myself", you reply "Oh....i....i..didnt mean to. I should get dressed and go now"
- Viktor gently slides you off to the side "Yeah, im sorry about this too, lets just forget this entirely haha. See you at the academy later"
Yours nakedly,
admin sav
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Ms ma'am, I NEED asmo and levi lactation kink headcanons PLEASE IM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES! I can't think of anything for asmo myself but like.... Just take a moment to think about Levi just had a really bad game that he lost massively. He needs comfort, he needs to find solace latched onto your breast. He comes to your room and finds you playing a game on your phone. You put it down to pay attention to him but he's so shy! His face is so red, he's trying to ask you for some of your sweet milk, yet all he's doing is stumbling over his words like a poor bumbling fool! But you see the slightly sad look on his face, you already know what he wants. So you simply beckon for him to come over, and he just shuffles over a little awkwardly, so flustered to be doing such a thing in the first place. You scoot over so that he can lay down with you, his face unimaginably close to your tits. You lift your shirt for him and all embarrassment dissipates into thin air. He immediately goes for your nipple, and begins to suckle. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you as close as he can. You pet his hair gently as he drinks. You know how hard it is for him when he loses a game, especially when he comes to you for comfort. So you bask in the quietness, the only sound being his sucking. You'll stay with him like this for as long as he likes.
*stumbles over and fucking dies* heLLO ANON ALLOW ME TO COMPOSE MYSELF 🥴♡♡♡♡
Omg omg omg ok I have SEVERAL things to say about this
1. Hunnnghhhghggigidjxhxhchchch damn ok that made me feel all horny and soft??? 🥵 Fuckfuckfuck...omg.....Levi....sweet boy.....I love how embarrassed he gets its so cute and hot...fuck ^_^' ♡♡♡♡
2. Also Im guessing you've seen my Lucifer headcanons? Well so in there when I listed the brothers who like being fed I didn't include Levi—and tbh I've really been regretting that recently because yeah, I think he definitely would~ 😅 So I think I'll probably go back and add him to that list.
3. Dont worry their headcanons are coming!! ♡ I just take forever to do them because I'm super picky and really try to think up ideas that make sense for the character while also being different from the rest. Like I think every character should connect, experience, and engage in the kink all in their own unique ways. It keeps things from feeling repetitive as well as adding an element of believability to the headcanons and I really like that personally ♡ But Im thinking I'm gonna have Asmo be really playful with it and share you with Solomon, and then for Levi I'm going to incorporate his tongue, tail, and some cosplay~. OH and I still have to do Satan's too!!! I did other headcanons for him a while back but I still need like a standard lactation kink headcanon list for him 😅
4. In the meantime though!!! I have something in my drafts that I've been meaning to finish for a long while, and that you'd probably be very interested in 👀 its basically a longer drabble/fic where he's dressed as a cute nekomaid and trying to suckle from you with his freaky demon tongue. I was gonna try and finish it this week! ^_^
WOW SORRY THIS WAS LONG WTF but thanks for the ask!! ♡♡ Honestly I guess I kinda needed this?? Because my heart wanted to make Levi a lil' milk hungry otaku but I kept going like "aw nah dude I can't retcon myself". But uhhhh yeah I think you broke that so thank you 😅🥵🥵 ♡
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#apologies if this post was chaotic#i just had a lot of information i was trying to communicate haha#i love Levi's t0ngue#i want him to v!olate me with it in every way possible#and his tail#im gonna go make myself some rice#oohh and cant forget the wontons#the wontons are essential not negotiable#obey me levi#obey me leviathan#obey me smut#catboys-need-milk
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THE REACHIEST OF REACHES
Like this is smth I don’t even partly believe in but fuck I need to let it out
In terms of gender
The Only Angel to Oh Anna to She pipeline
OK IM RUNNING AWAY AGAIN
HELLO KIND ANON YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR SO LONG AND I WANTED TO REPLY BUT I DIDNT HAVE THE GUTS TO ADMIT I HADNT SO MUCH AS GLANCED AT ANNA EVER BEFORE SO. yeah
@bluewinnerangel published an analysis yesterday and it made me read the lyrics for the first time ever and they're def more interesting than i realised. not bc i had written the song off or anything, i just... didn't think of her. i'm so sorry, i've changed my ways
so, generally, this song is 100% a fan's ode to faith by george michael. we have the sample, we have the same theme in the lyrics. but that's not what this post is about
bc we have your interesting thesis statement: only angel > anna > she. now, you definitely caught my attention with that bc you know i'm a sucker for looking through a gender lens at anything harry does.
i can totally see what you mean. in only angel, just like in anna, we have an elusive woman that harry doesn't understand. (i'm following the timeline that demy suggested btw where anna is older than only angel bc that's what i believe as well.) the (power) dynamic is a bit different, but with only angel i see it all as a power struggle of the internal gender experience
I'm just happy getting you stuck in between my teeth
vs
So chew me up and spit me out, nothing left to lose
harry, or whoever "i" is in the songs, doesn't understand the woman. this is a general theme in harry's songs, where if a woman is mentioned, it's someone who is erratic and plays tricks. in kiwi she manipulates, in only angel she's manic, in anna she's a big question mark. and you're right, that ? only grows and grows and then you have she.
Don't know where you're laying, just know it's not with me Don't know what I'd tell you if I passed you on the street
Don't know how you taste when there's smoke in your perfume
i don't know where you are, i don't know how to talk to you, you don't tell me anything either, do i even know who you are? do i know anything about you? are you even real or are you just a cloud of smoke? also very interesting here bc bluewinner mentioned "smoke and mirrors" and so what do you see when the smoke lifts you see your reflection oooOOOO lights up mv what's up it's not do i know her it's do i know who I AM
I must admit I thought I'd like to make you mine As I went about my business through the warning signs End up meeting in the hallway every single time And there's nothing we can do about it
i'd like to get through to you, get to the bottom of you, but i'm shut out, i keep making the wrong turns and there's nothing i can do to change it, to figure you out
She lives in daydreams with me She's the first one that I see And I don't know why I don't know who she is
A woman who's just in his head And she sleeps in his bed While he plays pretend
there's this woman in my bed but who is she? i keep seeing her everywhere, but is she even real?
is it a parallel? are we reaching? i think yes to both but it's good
some more parallels in the This Woman Makes Me Crazy Or Wait Am I The One Going Crazy? So Am I The Woman? sphere:
Every time I see your face There's only so much I can take
Broke a finger knocking on your bedroom door I got splinters in my knuckles crawling 'cross the floor
Wanna die, wanna die, wanna die tonight
He takes a boat out Imagines just sailing away (Away, away)
A woman who's just in his head
While the huge similarity between all of these is that the woman is an elusive figure, the main difference is that in she she creates no frustration or anger. I def see only angel > she as that growth, acceptance of gender ambiguity, fluidity, without it causing that anger bc it's so fucking hard to figure out. It's definitely interesting to consider anna in the same context, and I can see it. It's the beginnings of this idea of Woman Who Is She, where mistrust is still on the foreground. i don't have a conclusion so here have a heart <3
#anna analysis#anna#oh anna analysis#do ppl say anna or oh anna?#doesn't really matter#alright another lyric post i didn't know was going to be as interesting to me as it ended up being!!#thank you kind anon#my posts#lyric analyses
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I was checking an oldish tag on here and saw some of your old asks about Stas where people told you everything she was doing, full transparency and you defended her like no other. Everything they spoke about came to light and we are now or have been seeing since Europe everything and more that people mentioned . So im curious (maybe you’ve said before but i didnt see it) what made you change your stance and open your eyes to her odd behavior especially towards Colby? The asks were pretty blunt and straight forward and you still found a way to curve every answer.
I checked the tag btw because i noticed today that not only did she promote Katrina on twitter, but made a tiktok to her song, told people shes her biggest fan, and has been liking a bunch of C4 edits and pics. I remembered seeing asks talking about her never supporting Kat only Colby so after seeing that i came back here to try and find what else those asks said and saw everything everyone has been saying is pretty legit.
i did say a while back why my feelings changed for stas, but i'll just state them again i guess lol
also holy shit this is long sorry about that lmao
so, originally, when ppl would come to me saying why they didn't like stas, to me it didn't feel like it was a legitimate reason. and i felt that way bc they would come on here, talk about her, but give no proof to their claims. just say that "oh i heard this" or "i think she did this" or "did you see she did this" and to me, none of it was enough proof to throw her off the island, so to speak. i mean, some anons talked about her liking edits as proof enough that she was shady or up to no good. ppl would use her likes on twitter as main example of "see! look how bad she is" and the tweet in question was either not there (bc she probs unliked it) when i would go looking for it or if it was about colby and her… it was harmless and not something like "colby and her should be together. they have something going on".
also, no offense to anyone that sent me asks in during that time period, but i don't exactly have the most faith in the fandom towards ppl outwardly hating on a girl bc she's close to colby. it's happen countless times. the amount of times i've been told that the reason a girl that colby's friends with or hooking up with or JUST STANDING NEAR is bad bc "she just gives me bad vibes"… let's just say, if i had a nickle, i'd be a rich woman. so when it started happening with her, i didn't think much of it. thought of it as jealousy or just over-protective fans.
but things started to change a bit, i would say, by summer. i think after one too many trips to vegas, my liking for her was dwindling. idk if she did something or what (bc at this point i don't remember), but the vibe changed around her and what she was doing. at least to me. not to mention, no matter what she did, it was drama. and that itself was exhausting.
then colby made that tiktok with her. and when he started deleting comments shipping the two of them together, that's when i knew oh, he really doesn't want to be shipped with her and i thought this was him actually laying down the law and finally putting his foot down to all the shipping that goes on between him and stas.
then europe happened. and i fucking KNEW this trip wasn't gonna end well. i felt it in my bones. or maybe i'm just really good at picking up patterns lol
what first started to gross me out, was finding out about her mom posting things. and look, i'm all for a supportive mother. and tbh idk if her mom ever responded to fans. but what concerned me was how much info she was sharing publicly. and then how many fans were searching for her mom, finding her page, and basically narrowing down where they were in brussels and all that. snc have been stalked before, have had their house broken into before, what they DO NOT NEED is someone with them basically giving their every location just bc those fans are subscribers.... or random ppl on her mom's facebook.
that's when i also noticed that her roommate was at least cognizant of fandom drama that had happened not too long ago bc she liked a tweet about it while it was happening. that turned me off quite a bit as well. and i know a lot of ppl bring up stas posting the video from colby's bedroom and honestly…. ngl that flew under my radar. it just didn't feel like anything to me at the time.
and then finally: tomorrowland. the amount of fans that upticked their talks of colby and stas when they were basically forced to hang out with one another the whole time bc kat and sam wanted their own time away (which is fine, don't get me wrong. but it just really didn't help the already existing issue of colby and stas being shipped) was super fucking annoying. i basically was getting upwards of 10 asks a day, and that's a light guesstimate, about the situation. and while i don't mind talking about something…. i don't want to talk about it that much.
then, the malishka thing happened. i literally ignored it on here bc i just couldn't talk about it. at first, i was angry at colby. like why would he post this this is so stupid. but as time has gone on, i've basically come to the lovely realization that stas is the one that posted it (also, according to some whispers i've heard she basically told her subs that she did. idk tho that's alleged). realistically, colby doesn't understand russian. he probably filmed her, showed her the video, and she typed that and posted it. she also had earlier post the pic on his story of her face zoomed in. at least, that's what i personally believe. and when asked what malishka meant, she probably lied or just didn't tell him bc he probably didn't rewatch his story.
bc something to note is that they had terrible wifi in tomorrowland. so he might not have even known about this whole thing until a day later or so.
and what made all of it worst was the fans' reaction on twitter. and the fact that a lot of the fans that came out and congratulated colby and stas for "finally being together" after "all this time of us knowing" were both ppl i followed and ppl my age……….. i basically was about done with the situation. and then of course she had to like a tweet about the malishka thing. and that solidified it for me.
and if THAT WASN'T ENOUGH, they came home from the trip and colby hung out with her one more time right before moving to vegas. he literally told us on xplrclub that he was gonna be THIRDWHEELING in vegas (aka laying it on AS THICK AS HE COULD that he was single), and that fucking night stas told her subs that she was going on a date. and wouldn't you believe it, but it was her and colby hanging out ! along with others, but no one saw them on her story. just her and colby.
after that, colby mentioned multiple times about being single, being young, and wanting to have fun while in vegas. and i think that's when the tides personally turned for stas. she had fun playing house with colby in europe, she had her fun of living the fantasy of what it would be like to be colby's gf, to be Y/N. but reality set in when they came home. i think the last night they hung out, i think she confessed how she felt, and he rejected her. and look, she has every right to be upset about being rejected. i get being rejected, especially by someone you feel you have a connection to, SUCKS ASS. i'm not denying that. however, you caused your own delusions. colby was literally hooking up with six flags girl multiple times this past year, LITERALLY BROUGHT HER TO A HANG OUT SESSION WITH THE CORE FOUR, …..and you think he was into you???? the same man that deleted comments about the two of you together????????? the same man that FOR YEARS has begged the fandom to stop shipping him with every girl he's friends with??????? that man… was into you?
i mean, he went on a (assumed) date with a girl in vegas and stas tweeted like four things that night about being hurt or whatever (idk at this point i don't remember all the details) and then on top of that deleted said tweets. maybe something happened between them. i doubt it wholeheartedly tho. i think she loved the fantasy of them being an item, but he wanted no parts of it.
bc that's the thing: colby loves to tease us sometimes. like with amber. he loves making the fans freak out. but when he does shit like that, he chose to be part of the game. this is the only time he asked not to be included…. and she did it anyway. i don't think he knew the extent of breadcrumbs she was leaving for fans to speculate. i think when he saw what happened with the malishka shit (bc again he probs didn't see it until a day or two later bc of wifi and just wanting to enjoy his vacation) i think stas left a soured taste in his mouth. and then she made it worst by telling fans that her and him were going on a date…. and that was enough for him to be done with her. that's why at kat's bday party he sat as far from her as possible and seemed to not want any parts of the party. and that's why she's talking about being rejected now. bc i personally think they are done being friends as of rn.
i mean… it would make sense too. bc the moment he was hurt by what stas did, who did he run back to after all this time? shea, the original stas lmao
and as for stas all of a sudden being up kat's ass, to be as bluntly honest as i can be, i do not fucking care. i've gotten a bunch of asks about it. i can't be more frank than literally telling yall i don't care. i'm tired of talking about stas. bc even tho i don't like her, and i do think she is a bit of a snake, not everything she does is newsworthy or needs to be talked about. she liked something that implied feelings for colby? who cares. she wrote a poem about him? who cares. she wants to leave comments about how much she loves kat? omg who cares. we all know at this point she wants attention.
STOP GIVING IT TO HER.
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Peter is a good boy so when he and Tony have penetrative sex for the first time he insists on a condom. But Tony is a bastard and stealths Peter, and Peter only realises once he feels Tony start to cum in him, and is shocked and betrayed, especially by how nonchalant Tony is about it, despite the fact Peter knows Tony is a slut and could have given him anything. Sorry I just love Tony being a sex addict with no morals, poor petey
oooooooo I love how you think YES. I am HERE FOR IT ANON. Also forgive me for taking a while to get to this! I've got a lot going on! I'm doing some long training for a new job and need to watch 40 hours of the videos done before I start next month lmao, while still working my final two weeks at my current job, and have school so I am a TIRED bitch. lmao ANYWAY TW: Dub-con ALSO: Im sorry it's so poorly written. I kinda whipped it out really fast ;-; <3 I promise I love this though. ___________________________________________________ Peter never thought his idol would be interested in him. If he even really was interested in him at all. Part of the boy was worried Mr. Stark only wanted him because he just happened to be around when he was horny... After all, the man seemed to always be sleeping with someone. "Come on, Peter. I want to feel more than your pretty mouth tonight." Tony coaxed, hand massaging over the boy's thigh. Even though Peter looked up to Tony... He still felt so nervous feeling Mr. Stark's hand on him. He felt like he was just being used... Another one of his toys... "Mr. Stark... I don't feel ready for more.. I'm really sorry, sir." The boy pouted, fidgeting with his sleeves some. "I-I promise soon. But now..." It seemed like his plea to hold off worked because the man got up and left him there alone. He felt guilty about it, but Mr. Stark accepted that he wanted to wait! That had to mean something, right? Even if he went to get off with someone else in the meantime. It was only fair for someone else to satisfy him if he couldn't, right? It wasn't until later that night when there was a shift of weight on his bed that Peter wasn't sure whether he should feel relaxed to have his mentor next to him, or nervous. He swallowed when he felt the man pulling at his pajama bottoms, his mind settling on nervous. "M-Mr. Stark?" His eyes opened some, cheeks hot when his mentor had pulled his pajama bottoms fully off. Leaving him exposed. "I-I thought we were waiting.." Peter tried, reaching his hands in an attempt to cover his lower half some. "I waited," Tony said bluntly, eyes raking along Peter's lower half. "I get what I want, Peter, and tonight I want you." The man's voice was almost animalistic in how low it was. He'd try to deny Tony, but it wouldn't work. So as always, Peter figured it was best to just let Tony do what he thought was best. Even if he didn't want it... Who turned down Tony Stark? The boy's heart fluttered as Tony lubed his fingers and began to work his hole open. His lips parted and legs spread for the man, eventually rolling back against the two fingers scissoring him open. "A-ahh- Mr. Stark.." Peter whined softly, head falling back against his pillow. But all too soon the fingers let his hole, and let his clenching around the chilly air. His heart began to race when he heard Mr. Stark unzipping his slacks, and he shot up quickly. "wait! Wait wait wait!" The boy gasped, holding his hands out to make his mentor pause. "P-please... use a condom.." Peter pleaded, his Bambi eyes wide. Sure, he wanted Mr. Stark to have his fun... But he also knew Mr. Stark slept around with others... and probably didn't use a condom with any of them... He was terrified of getting an STD. Health class made them sound like a nightmare! "Yeah yeah, sure, kid." Tony reached into his pocket, pulling one out to show the boy. "Just lay back and relax okay? I want to make you feel good, baby." Peter nodded, trusting the man as he laid back and closed his eyes. He was happy Mr. Stark had one on him and was willing to use it. It made him trust the man a little more. And honestly, as scared as he was, it felt good when Tony began to press inside of him. "So fucking tight, baby boy," Tony growled, hands bruisingly gripping at Peter's hips to hold him still as eased his way into the tight heat. The plus to stretching Peter out? He didn't even notice the lack of condom. That is, not until it was too late. Peter was lost in the feeling as he adjusted to being stretched open and feeling so
full. His lips were parted as he moaned and panted when Mr. Stark started to thrust hard into him. Each thrust would be shoving him forward if it wasn't for the rough hands holding at his hips. "Such a good boy taking such a big cock..." Tony smirked and let one of his hands leave Peter's hips so he could grope his ass and squeeze at his pretty skin. The more bruises, the better. "Such a perfect little cockslut... Gonna make such a good little cumdump..." He growled, hips snapping his hips roughly as Peter moaned and whined for him. "Fuck, fuck" Tony moaned lout loudly, finally spilling his seed deep inside of his young toy. It wasn't until Mr. Stark's thick cum spilled deep inside of him that Peter realized his mentor lied to him... he didn't wear a condom like he said he would! "M-Mr. Stark!" Peter cried out as Tony pulled out of him. He could feel the cum dripping out between his cheeks. "I-I thought- c-condom.." Peter whimpered, looking up to the man's dark eyes. "Don't ever ask me to wear one again," Tony warned, leaning down to roughly kiss the boy's lips. "You're my little toy... and my toys don't get to tell me what to do. Understood?" "Y-Yes, sir..."
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How about one where levi comforts his s/o on her birthday? She maybe doesn't feel as important or not good enough? My bday is actually coming up and im a bit anxious for it and i tend to cry on my birthdays for no reason, but now im feeling as if i have a reason to cry? idk but i just would like some fluff/comfort with levi bc i love him sm. Thank you!
𝐚 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐲 (𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐀𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)
text: hello anon!! First of all thank you so much for your lovely request I would gladly write this up for you 🥺💕 and second HAPPY EARLY/LATE BIRTHDAY <3 I hope I am not too late and you get to see this post either on your birthday or before :,) I hope you have a lovely day filled with love and laughter cause everyone deserves that on their birthday 🥰 and also I hope this post somehow helps you go through with your bday and makes u feel perhaps less anxious or sad! I kind of felt like this on my last birthday but I went to read some fanfics and they kind of helped me out and made me smile so I hope that is the same case with you when you read what I wrote for you :,) also i made this modern au ahhhh
synopsis: it’s y/n’s birthday! He tries to make this day special as it is since he wants his s/o to realize that! Later he finds out that his s/o feels on this very day not that important and also tears up. As Levi discovers that, he does and says things only on your birthday that really made you surprised and on this day you felt extremely good and special y/n cries happy tears instead <3
comfort fluff, bit angst, a little bit suggestive (?), modern au ♡ —
Today is the day, and not any day but Levi's s/o birthday! He woke up extremely early for this day. He had already planned out what to do coming from a man who is pretty much organized and ahead of things you weren’t shocked to see him getting up quite early.
“Levi..?” Y/N said in such a soft and tired tone, it really warmed his heart. “Love...Happy birthday.” He would go near your ear and whisper that, then gave you a kiss on your forehead. “I’m sorry I didn't mean to wake you up...Go back to sleep.” He would say as he pushed your hair back gently that was laying on your face. You felt his warm fingertips brush against your cheek and you open your eyes slightly to look at your man, Levi that was up and putting his shirt on. You got up a bit reached out and pulled on the his shirt “Wait...don’t leave.”
He turned around quickly and looked at you, ‘Why does she sound uneasy....?’ He would wonder as he came closer to you and kissed on top of your head. “Silly, I’m not leaving or going anywhere. I’ll be in the kitchen so just rest a bit and I’ll wake you up later on, Hm?” Levi said with a smile, after the war and when you both left Paradise to start a life in the outside world, Levi started to smile more, laugh and be even more affectionate towards you and this warmed your heart. He promised you that he would protect you till the last days even if there was no war anymore and also....promised you to show you more love cause he deiced to spend the rest of his life with you, and he was in progress in doing that!
After a couple of hours, you felt a small rub on your shoulders. “Time to wake up birthday girl” He gave you a warm smile and helped you get out of your shared bed. You felt how gentle, and careful he was for you...he truly did cherish you and loved you a lot, you meant the world to Levi.
As you were brushing your teeth, Levi was brushing your hair and when he was done he would put his arms around your waist and kept kissing your neck until you were done and ready.
Your cheeks were red now and you had a shy look on your face. “Ha, Don't be shy with me Love, it’s just us alone.” He would say and softly rub your arms. “Let’s go then?” and you give him a nod and held on his hand.
When you both went downstairs, you gasped and was taken aback by what you saw. A beautiful breakfast that was set up and prepared for the both of you, a sack of pancakes with fruits that was cut by him, your favorite fruit juice, and there was a vase with a bouquet and you could see a card that was hidden in the beautiful flowers he picked out for you and it was written ‘Happy Birthday my Dearest’
“Wow, you did this for...me?” You would say while giving him a sad expression that almost broke his heart. “Who else?” He said with a sarcastic tone and pulled your hand towards the table. You and Levi enjoyed the breakfast and you both had a good morning filled with laughter.
“Sit down, I’m gonna clean the dishes” you nodded and went to sit on the coach. You then started to feel...a bit anxious? Y/N wondered how the rest of the day would go and you started to think if what Levi did was all worth it?
“Love, what's wrong?” Levi was quick to read your vibe, he approached you from behind, and sensed you were feeling perhaps down. “Nothing...”
“Yea I’m not gonna buy that, tell me....What’s wrong?” Y/N stood up slowly and was looking down, her hair was covering her face and that made Levi quickly go in front of her and held on her shoulders. Tears then started to roll down from your cheeks and Levi pulled you to his chest for a hug. “I-I don’t know why I’m tearing up! But I am feeling as if I have a reason to cry and I usually cry on my birthdays Levi...I’m sorry, it’s probably for nothing.”
“Why are you apologizing?” He hugged you tighter and then proceed to stroke your hair. “These feelings are completely normal, why apologize for it? But it’s okay you don’t need to explain why you are crying love.” Levi waited for y/n to calm down as he caressed her hair, and Y/N pulled her face away from his muscular chest and looked up at him. He gave a small smile to her and wiped her tears “Let’s....make those tears not for ‘nothing’ or for ‘no reason’ to be wasted, but instead let me make those tears a reason for you today. A reason that caused you to smile and laugh today.”
Levi was now looking at you in such a loving way, you could feel all his love, emotions, the way he caressed you, hugged you, touched your hair gently and now holding both of your hands, it warmed your heart. He was indeed a man who was really mature, and has a great deal of empathy towards Y/N. Levi understood your feelings cause of the deep love he had for you. “You are important to me, okay? So, let me make those tears....happy tears instead.”
After a while, Levi told you to get dressed up and ready because he was going to take you somewhere. You both left your apartment that you both shared at the moment and walked down the street, while Levi tightly holding your hand and on the other hand he was carrying a brown paper carrier bag which had something in it. “What’s inside?” “A surprise.”
Later did you know, you both reached a huge garden park and you saw a group of people that you recognized. Your friends! “Everyone!”
As soon as Hanji hear you, Hanji came running towards you and hugged you tightly which was then followed by Jean, Mikasa, Armin and the rest all wishing you a happy birthday!
You then spotted Onyankopn, Falco and Gabi preparing the huge picnic filled with a variety of delicious food and then Levi brought out the cake which he designed and baked just for you.
The whole afternoon was spent with your loved one, friends and you all had such a great time, playing some card games, tennis which Jean and Connie that they brought along with them. You were packed with so many gifts too, and Levi was holding on to your waist and hand the whole time and would sneak in some kisses on your cheek when no one would look. Hanji then talked about how your relationship was going and Levi would suddenly talk really highly of you, and pamper about you then he would mention all of the times you meant a lot to him and he cherished.
The sun started to set and everyone was heading to leave, and Levi held on your hand and you both went to see the sunset while sitting on the bench. You found the sunset really beautiful, but to Levi he thought you were more prettier. He held on your hand and then said while focusing on your eyes “You know...When you are not around, I always crave for your touch. You just make me feel good so I always find myself a chance to hold your hand constantly.” Before you could say anything, he gave you a box that was wrapped with a ribbon. “Open it.” Your eyes widen when you saw the gift, it was Rose Gold Watch and it looked rather expensive but extremely charming. He went closer to you and brought your wrist closer and wore the watch for you. “I knew this would suit you.” Levi smiled again and looked at you, tears were now forming on your eyes but this time...it was happy tears and you gave him a big smile that really warmed his heart. “Thank you Levi, I really love you...” He went closer to you and kissed your cheek which washed away the tears that was rolling down. “I love you more....And didn't I say I would make that happy tears today, Hm? But we aren’t done, your birthday did not end yet”
After you both reached home, you both went to the bedroom and you started to change into your comfy silk nightgown, while Levi took of his shirt and was only...wearing his joggers? ‘Wait...He would only do that if he is in the mood’ You thought as you started to blush slightly.
“Lev-” Your words were taken aback when Levi suddenly embraced you and kept his face in your neck while bring his arms around your waist. “Can...I make you feel good tonight? I want to make your birthday memorable....just for today.” It was more of a whisper when he said it, and you managed to hear it all even though you could feel his heart beating fast.
Your face was now red, you could feel his back muscle tense up and the detail of it as you caressed his back. You nodded, which Levi sensed and acknowledged, but asked again. “I need to hear your answer love.” He was now looking at you and he held on your shoulders, waiting for a response and he would not let you go until you answered. “Yes Love” You said with certainty and looked back at him which he suddenly blushed with you how you responded. Levi did had a tough and strong personality from the outside, but when it came to moments like these he was really soft and usually shy but tonight he wanted to try his best for you, cause you meant the world to him.
He picked you up and you could feel his biceps around you which you held on as he gently laid you on top of the bed, with Levi being on top of you. He leaned in closer and gave you a kiss on your forehead. “Oi! I can be romantic…So why are you giving me that look?” He said with a smirk and that made you laugh. “Hmm...Prove it then.” You challenged him and that made his ego boost up. He proceeded to kiss all over your face which made you giggle as some of them tickled, and then he stopped and reached the edge of your lips which made both of you open your eyes and gazed into each other, both feeling the affection and attraction. “Shit...it drives me crazy when you look at me that way.” He went and kissed your lips, it was soft, slow and very passionate...you could feel all of his love in that kiss as you held on his biceps while his arms where between you for support.
“Where....else do you want me to kiss you?” He moved closer to you as he whispered near your ear, you felt his hot breathe which made you shiver. “A-Anywhere..” You were a blushing mess right now, but you weren't alone your boyfriend Levi’s face was redder than yours.
“O-Okay....Y/N I’m gonna make sure tonight you feel loved tonight, and I want you to focus right now how good you are and how wonderful you are.” As he said that, your face was burning up, ‘what made Levi say this all?’ you wondered.
He came closer to your neck, and was kissing it...you held on to him and hugged his chest, and he was doing it gently. This then left a small hickey on your neck and he was surprised as it was kind of dark.
“I will leave this mark on you so you can remember my love tonight, and know that you are always in my thoughts Y/N” He brought his hand and caressed your cheek which you held on, “And...when its gone, I’m here to give you another one.”
Perhaps, in the days you cry, there would be sad days, but today was a special day which was your birthday, and that not only gave you any tears but instead happy tears which was cause of Levi giving you the warmest/sweetest comfort and love throughout the whole day and especially the whole evening. You really did love Levi Ackerman.
well i hope you enjoyed this! I tried something new and I really see levi doing this for his s/o especially in days where he wants to make them feel loved and he really tries his best to comfort them <3 I hope you loved this anon and you get to see this and also if anyone else did please leave a like or a reblog! ♡
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pardon me, could i request for tsumugi and leo comfort headcanons, with a male s/o please? ^^
a / n : NAAWWWJAHBEHS so polite! ♪ goodgood evening, politenon!! i saw this request and it took me a lot of self-control to not start a novel.. oh well! my wednesdays and thursdays are insanely long and tiring days, so i decided to enjoy this request for those two days. (edit: no i didnt. anon, im sorry). ring ring, here's your little comfort package! please enjoy. ☆
✦ tsumugi & leo comfort hc's ; male s/o !
☆ — AOBA TSUMUGI
tsumugi's specialty is supporting others. you don't even have to call him, you don't have to say anything, he'll be there, with whatever you might need. it's almost as if he has a sixth sense—in truth, it's just like ticking off symptoms that he observes over time. he knows the look in your eyes when you're sad, the way your voice swings, or how your shoulders sit.
all he wants for you is happiness, he'll take anything for that—and he can take a lot. you can tell him anything, everything on your mind, and he still looks at you the same as he did before. it's like throwing your problems into cotton and cushion and everything gentle—it sinks into the softness and remains hidden away until you pick it back up.
not only is he resistant, but he's also good at giving advice. as a former mediator, problem-solving is something that he's gotten pretty good at. like a ball of yarn, he takes anything and untangles it, laying it out clearly for you. but even yarn can still be harsh on the skin, so you have to be prepared—the truth isn't always how you want it, and as much as tsumugi knows it can cause discomfort, he doesn't want to lie to you.
with a hand raised to his chin, tsumugi hummed, "oh, now i see! so that's what it is.", your shoulders tensed with that—you anticipated a hurtful truth, by the way his brows furrowed. the other hand, which was on your shoulder, pressed you closer into his side gently.
"that's a terrible situation, and there's nothing we can do to fix it!", he concluded after a minute. it wouldn't be your tsumugi if he didn't approach such heavy topics with such an enthusiastic tone. "oh well.. that's alright. we can work through it together! if we can't get rid of it, we have to learn to deal with it, so don't worry. the first step is to get you smiling again.. i know just how. ♪"
your house is full of lucky charms—stones, necklaces, feathers—really, all kinds. whenever he looks for the lucky item of the day, he buys the one for your star sign as well. tsumugi wants you both to have luck and prosper—some of the charms are even prepared by his own hand. if he can't be with you physically, there'll be little bits of him scattered everywhere to remind you to take care.
he gives the best hugs. it feels like you're sinking into softness. he holds you like you're made of glass, but even if his touch is feather-light, you can feel everything at once. he's there, and he won't go anywhere until you tell him to leave. even so, he'll still leave you a blanket to hold on to while he isn't there. he really never leaves.
he doesn't care that you're a guy too—he doesn't care about your assets, gender, whatever. tsumugi will respect you regardless, whatever you choose to do, whoever you choose to be. as long as you're healthy and comfortable and you, he'll love you forever. he doesn't have to understand, he only wants to know. any comments about your identity and your relationship are deflected with a beaming smile. and sometimes, a little threat to go with it.
☆ — TSUKINAGA LEO
leo is, contrary to popular belief, very aware of your feelings. to the people he cares about, he pays attention to—when you're sad, or tired, or anything, leo will know immediately. his means of cheering you up are a bit strange, but he has no ill will—this genius here will take you on his genius adventures. will the studio cheer you up? will the ice cream parlor work? maybe you should try both at once! "organize an ice cream parlor in front of the studio with your money, suou~!", he'll demand one day.
leo, to your dismay, does not ask what you need at first. when you're sad, he wants to cheer you up—no time for questions, no time for this and that, time to smile again! it's a trial and error. he panics a little on the inside when it doesn't happen instantly. you're both learning here, you see, leo has no idea how to help himself when he's sad either. it's an exploration process!
this exploration process is what binds you together—exploring each others emotions, seeing what helps snd what doesn't. leo is like a new world with gates waiting to be opened—and to him, so are you.
"don't move yeeet!~ almost done! i'm making you a model.~", leo sang, his tongue poking from his lips in concentration. a marker was brushing over your skin, remnants of ink leaving your cheeks cold. it was on your face, but you couldn't tell what he was up to. was he scribbling wildly? was he drawing something?
a moment later, you heard the cap of the pen pop back into place. leo looked at you proudly for a minute, before handing you a mirror. all across your forehead and the sides of your face, there was ink—little doodles of stickmen holding hands, surrounded by illegible handwriting. you could make out little bits.
i only want you to see the beautiful stars, staying as pure as you are.
no matter how many times you tell him not to, leo will continue to write on you, your clothes, your walls. at least he uses ink that can be washed off—but do you really want them off? all those lyrics are of confessions to you and only you, only sometimes seeing the lights of the stage. you're possibly the greatest source of inspiration he's stumbled upon—every little smile, the twinkle of your eye, hell, even the tiniest birthmark on your skin can fill him with ideas.
therefore, leo just likes seeing you everywhere, so he'll take you everywhere he goes. you're a real piece of art! when you're around that group of cats, when you're watching him perform with knights from the front row. that sena can say anything, screw him, leo doesn't care, you're coming to italy with him. if you really don't want to, at least visit now and then, will you? otherwise, his inspiration will leave him. only pictures of you aren't enough. he has to be glued to you at all (possible) times of the day.
leo thinks that you're the most wonderful thing ever, regardless of gender. though, unlike our previous candidate, he's willing to get vicious if anyone dare comment on his beloved best boy. if you let him, he'll be open about it, starting keyboard wars on all possible sites. "worry not, i will defend your honor! may these tyrants implore for mercy under my blade of justice.. hey, that's a good lyric!~ write it down!!"
#enstars#ensemble stars#enstars x reader#ensemble stars x reader#tsumugi aoba#tsumugi aoba x reader#leo tsukinaga#leo tsukinaga x reader#📖.my writing
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